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meltymoth · 2 months

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bailey again

#ur welcome anon #i'll try really hard to make finished things again with some regularity......#but tbf i was doing a lot of con prep so. yanno.#oc #myart #bailey

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dreamersbcll · 9 months

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What about a story where Tara pulls though and kills Ghostface only to see Sam dead body laying on the floor?

“History”

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“Quiet. Quiet Tara,” Sam hissed, slapping a hand over Tara's mouth.

Whimpering, Tara leaned into her touch, trying to slow her breathing.

Yet again, the sisters were being chased by another masked asshole. This time instead of some grand monologue, this jackass was just chasing them, trying to kill them quickly.

They were in their apartment, hiding in the bathroom closet. This Ghostface had followed them back to the building, popping out in the stairwell, chasing them up to their apartment. Luckily they had lost him between floors due to Tara turning around and shoving him down the stairs. Initially, they thought they had killed him until he popped back up after tumbling down three flights of stairs.

It was ridiculous how they just kept coming. Like they were made of titanium. Whenever the sisters chopped one head off, four more appeared to kill them. It was exhausting, always waiting for the next knife to be plunged into their back.

And there they were. They were cornered in their apartment, awaiting their eventual demise. She could hear Ghostface stalking the halls, banging on every door. She prayed that nobody opened their doors. She prayed that they hide just like her.

After a stretch of silence, Sam took her hand off Tara’s mouth, the two breathing out. He must’ve walked away and gotten bored, yeah?

Naturally, that was wrong. Their front door opened with a bang, Tara yelping in surprise. Sam clapped a hand back over her mouth, but it was too late. Ghostface was alerted to their position.

The closet door flung open, and Sam sprung into action. She tackled Ghostface, throwing him back into the wall. Tara made her way to the kitchen, trying to grab a knife.

She was too slow. Too fucking slow.

She felt a hand grab a fistful of her shirt, throwing her back. Tara hit the floor hard, her head bouncing against the ground.

As she struggled to stay awake, she saw Ghostface drag her big sister into the kitchen, forcing her to sit down. Darkness surrounded the corner of her eyes, and Tara gave in.

“Sammy,” she whimpered, letting her eyes fall shut.

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Floating. Drifting.

She was five years old again, knocked unconscious by another asshole in her life. Her mami.

It was her fault. Tara should’ve been quieter. She should’ve put her toys away yesterday. She didn’t mean to get her mami mad.

But she did. Tara was too slow to pick up her toys. Too loud to hide. Too weak to pull her mami off of her. One minute she was awake and crying; the next, she was pinned down in the kitchen and choked out.

Luckily for her, Sam found them just in time. She pulled Christina off of Tara and managed to prevent Tara from dying.

Tara doesn’t know how Sam did it. But if her big sister weren’t there, Tara would be dead.

She hopes history doesn’t repeat itself.

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“Tara!” Sam screamed.

Tara opened her eyes, gasping.

This was it. This was the end. He had her pinned down on the kitchen floor, his knee on her middle, and his hand wrapped around her throat. Wheezing, Tara feebly hit at his arm, trying to move him. It was no use. He had her pinned down.

Sam struggled on the floor, trying to undo the restraints on her wrists. She wasn't going fast enough. Nobody was going to save her. This was the end.

Tara squeezed her eyes shut, not wanting to see the knife plunge into her heart. She’s done this before. She knows how this ends. Bracing every muscle in her bed, she clenched her teeth, ready for the bone crush.

But it never came.

The body that was choking her was thrown off, a scuffle ensuing. Tara gasped for breath, taking huge gulps of air. Her vision was blurry, and blood was dribbling down her head; she mindlessly looked around, trying to find Sam. Several loud crashes occurred across the apartment, furniture falling, and Sam yelling.

She pushed herself off the floor, stumbling to the knife block. She pulled out the large butcher knife and tried to find her way to protect her big sister.

Ghostface and Sam were fighting, Sam trying to knock the knife from his hands. There was smeared blood down her big sister’s shirt, a bloody cut oozing over her eyebrow. Her big sister was throwing punches, Ghostface folding in on himself.

For a split second, Tara made eye contact with Sam. Her big sister’s eyes, fierce and full of fire, briefly softened at her bruised and dazed sister. The two conversed, unspoken words transferred to each other through brief looks.

Are you okay?

I’m fine. I can breathe. Are you?

Yes. I love you.

But before Tara could answer her sister’s I love you, Ghostface got the upper hand. He pushed Sam into the wall, stabbing the knife deep into Sam’s chest.

An ugly, horrified, desperate howl escaped Tara's mouth. Sam’s eyes were wide in surprise, her face screwed up in pain as Ghostface twisted the knife.

There Tara sprung into action, charging the man with the knife in hand.

“Don’t fucking touch her!” she screamed, slashing at the back of the attacker.

He groaned in surprise, turning around to face Tara. She didn’t give him a second to collect himself. She punched him in the face, tackling him as he recoiled away. The pair rolled to the other side of the room, Tara slashing and hitting as hard as she could. She got on top, stabbing him repeatedly in the chest and face.

Blood spattered all over her face, coating her eyelashes and mouth. It didn’t matter. She didn’t stop until he was a mutilated corpse beneath her. Blood covered her arms, droplets flying off her as she plunged the knife into his face. Once she was sure he wouldn’t get up again, she lifted the mask to slash his throat. It wasn’t perfect, and the spray of blood surprised her, but it didn’t matter. He wasn’t getting up.

She left the knife in his throat, panting hard. Sweat and blood intermixed on her face, and she tried to find a piece of clothing that wasn’t covered in hot blood. She wiped her face off, wheezing.

That was exhilarating. It was freeing. It felt so fucking good to take a life to save her sister. She understood Sam’s bloodlust now- she understood why she needed to be so brutal. It was so delicious to bleed out someone that attacked Sam.

Wait. Sam.

Tara turned around, her eyes on the sister slumped against their living room wall. Scrambling off the dead body, Tara slipped into a puddle of blood, falling on her face. She could feel her nose was broken, and more blood poured down her face. It didn’t matter. Sam was hurt.

She eventually reached Sam, sidling up to the blood-soaked sister.

“Hey. Hey Sam, it’s over. I killed him, Sam. I killed him. Are you proud of me?” she whispered, shaking Sam’s shoulder slightly.

Her sister didn’t answer, her eyes far away. The stab wound on her chest was gaping, blood still dribbling down her shirt. But she wasn’t moving. She wasn’t answering.

She wasn’t breathing.

Grasping Sam’s arm, Tara shook her a bit. “Hey, Sam. Wake up. Wake up, Sam. I did it. We’re safe. I’m here, Sam. Sammy!” she cried, shaking Sam harder.

Sam didn’t answer. She didn’t even move. Instead, her head lolled to the side, her eyes empty and glassy.

Tara could feel her heartbeat picking up and her breathing growing wheezy again. This wasn’t supposed to happen. Sam was supposed to be alive. She was supposed to wrap Tara up in a big hug, kissing her face.

Sam was supposed to tell Tara; You’re so brave, baby girl. You did it. I’m so proud of you. You are so strong. I love you!

But she wasn’t. Her sister was just a warm body devoid of life and love.

Tara wasn’t fast enough. She didn’t kill him quickly enough. She got Sam killed. Her carelessness and lack of drive got Sam killed.

She picked up Sam, cradling her to her chest, tears spilling onto Sam’s lifeless face. She held her sister tight to her chest, crying out her love.

There was no goodbye. There was no I love you. Sam was dead, and now Tara was covered in her blood.

The life that Sam was, Tara can never get back. It was over.

Her life was over.

#scream #sam carpenter #tara carpenter #carpenter sisters #ao3 author #my writing tag #angst… i don’t have words for this #ur welcome anon #AU: go with grace

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childhoodcrushpolls · 5 months

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#aaahh!!! real monsters #the gromble #childhood crush #polls #ur welcome anon #but also #im crying

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venusandsaturnsrings · 10 months

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I hope things are going well for you!! my bad, my Tumblr was acting funny so I couldn't see your other posts but I hope you recover!! also he's finally acting right, I'm finally going to romance this man without any problems!!

hehe no need to worry!! my blogs are always a lil bit broken so don’t sweat it, it happens to the best of us ^u^ before you romance him make sure to give him a through beating for his crimes he deserves it >:( and thank you!! i’m feeling much better, just a tiny bit dry in my everywhere but no longer double barrel shitting and throwing up anymore so i count that as a win <3

#lock him up and smack him with sticks #i expect him to be stoned to death #PUNISHMENT!!!!!!!!#sharing my bowel and stomach problems with u all like it isn’t gross #this is my most vulnerable post yet #ur welcome anon #chit chats

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xomoosexo · 1 year

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the furniture they picked for the set is so funny too like... did they pick it out specifically? is it leftover furniture for something else?? like why cozy mid century couch and the weird office building desk. with the anime background futuristic window background? why?

#banter neg #ur welcome anon

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tangledinink · 8 months

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Ignore this.

What would happen if Swanatello was badly injured, like either doing his usual guardian things or some sort of late flare up injury from the invasion, and needed immediate treatment?

Like, in a life threatening situation, would Raph Leo and Mikey risk sending Swanatello into a panic/fury in order to save his life? Could they even manage dragging him to the med bay?

((Or does Swannie have some Magical girl powers of healing?))

*Scurries away*

swanatello. ->

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hinamie · 1 year

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❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #inumaki toge #inumaki #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #valentines p2 of 3!#ur welcome @ that one anon <3 #i tried to do smth a bit different but it looks. the same oh well im happy with him either way #arguably the most normal of the vday Outfits i chose #i rly think inumaki deserves more accessories in canon thank u fr coming to my ted talk

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matchaflavored · 7 months

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loosely based off of one of the chapter covers in the heartslabyul manga :')

#riddle rosehearts #twisted wonderland #rule 63 #art.png #old art from my cursed twitter that i no longer use; ur welcome anon

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milflewis · 3 months

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Hi! I don't know if you're still taking prompts but how about ferwis + "I'd do anything for you"

jenson: k!!!!!! lets wurkshop this!! wot did u say 2 him

mark: I love a good workshop. 💪🧠👷‍♂️

fernando reacted to chat with an eyeroll emoji

fernando: i did what YOU said. i told him how i felt

jenson: uhuh

jenson: n like. wot were ur exact words

mark: It’s important to be precise here, Nando. 👌👀

fernando: FINE

fernando: i don’t know. that i liked his bum?? and he had pretty eyes and that he was annoying and should retire but i like how it’s just the two of us now and that i’d do anything for him??

mark: And he LAUGHED at that? 🤨😔🤔 Mate. That’s so cold. 🥶 Are you sure? Lewis seems kinder than that. 🙏

jenson: stoppppp im peeinh i cant handle ur man feelings boner on top of this mark stfu

jenson: fernando

jenson: fur nan doe

jenson: myman

jenson: moi mate

jenson: my mistress

jenson: u didNOTtell him ud doanything 4 him r u fr??????

fernando: what.

fernando: you told me to TELL HIM HOW I FELT THIS IS WHAT I AM FEELING BITCH

jenson: I DIDNT TELLU2 LIETHO??????

jenson: lyke

jenson: wdym ud do anything 4 him there r licheral WIKIPEDIA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pages just abut u sabotagging him n fuckinfhimover!!!!!

jenson: sum. ppl say u were. worst teammates than prosenna

jenson: PROSENNA FERNANDO . . PRO FUCKINH SENNA

mark: Hate is not the opposite of love, Jenson.

jenson: thnak u

fernando: about to commit homicide

jenson: fairyl sure its called homOcide if ur kiling lewis

jenson: bc hes gay

fernando: i am KILLING YOU

mark: But isn’t Jenson gay too? 🙏🤔

jenson: um excause moi y wud i limit myself lyke that

fernando: reading your texts makes me feel illiterate

#this might be one of the stupidest things i’ve ever written ur welcome #ferwis #text fic #little fics #anon tag #niamh.asks

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violentviolette · 1 year

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im gonna say something thats gonna make a lot of u real mad but it's the truth and u need to hear it. real recovery starts with ego death.

otherwise u will just continue to stand in ur own way by finding ways to justify and excuse ur own negative and unhealthy behavior

u are wrong. u are the problem. ur behavior and thought process is unhealthy and harmful to u and needs change. u are the only person who can change those things. u are whats standing in ur way. u do not know what is healthy. ur ideas and understanding of others is skewed and incorrect. u are the problem.

in order to get anywhere real and make meaningful progress towards being happier and healthier, u first have to be able to accept those statements without anger, rejection, and shame. because those are not shameful statements. they dont make u irredeamable. they dont mean u deserve to be abused or punished or mistreated. u still have value and worth even when ur wrong. being wrong is not the same as being worthless. everyone will be wrong sometimes, it is an unavoidable part of life

u first have to get to a place where those statements elicit curiousity, not anger or sadness. because u can always change ur behavior. u can always make a different choice. if u control ur behavior and ur behavior is the problem, then u control the problem, u have all the power to fix it. being wrong in the moment never means u cant be right in the future. u can figure out the what and why and how and do something differently next time. u can change and grow if u allow urself

being wrong isnt a value judgment, it's an opportunity for growth

#jack.speaks #aspd #npd #bpd #hpd #cluster b pd #cluster b personality disorder #cluster b #if this made u angry and ur about to leave me anon hate debating me and writing an essay on how wrong i am #ask urself why #then reread paragraph three over and over again until it stops making u angry to hear #ur welcome <3

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homochadensistm · 1 month

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Hey sorry I don't know who else to direct this to because you are actually one of the few rational people left on this site, but I've seen some of your fitness posts and I was wondering if you had any suggestions for places to look for legitimate information and advice on this? I am desperately needing to get in shape, but the sources I'm finding are all either (1) there is nothing you can do to change your body; accept your fate, or (2) if you drink nothing but flax smoothies and run 15 miles a day for six weeks you will look like a Greek god (also buy Product)

Help?

Oh anon do not despair, none of those are true or necessary!

As for information, thats something I can help you with if youd like. I mean: structure, food, and programming. Its pretty simple and I promise you youll get it after like a 10min convo and be able to sift through, determine and find new reliable info yourself!

As for content (useful info but nothing super specific): I really enjoy the bioneer on youtube. he has TONS of good, sane workout advice for ppl who actually have a life and dont have time to grind away at a gym. I also like shredded sports science, hes a sport scientist and has rly good vids on how the body works, how muscles grow, which kind of exercise does what, etc. If ur a big nerd hes a delight to watch.

These are my top2 guys for useful and legit fitness info!

#fitness #ur very welcome to DM me anon

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mercyedes · 15 days

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What caught your eye about hambone? First I thought he was silly bc of the gold teeth but I learned more about the real hambone and I love him sm!! <3 the actor is so beautiful

my first watch of mota when he showed up in ep 1 & the end of ep 2, i recognized him as "wtf this dude has gold teeth oh he's defo a fuck boy" but didn't think much of ham LMAOOO i was still madlyyyy obsessed w/ buck and crosby i didn't have time for my eyes to wander <3

wait hold on i wrote way more than i thought i would lemme read more. i love hambone. he is everything to me

and then like episode 5 came around and i kept rewatching the first couple of episodes and i should've known better because i KNEW he was (is) fine as fuck i simply could not ignore it any longer. i always love the off-putting pretty bitches and hambone is exactly that, an off-putting pretty bitch. i was endeared by his bright ass blonde hair because it reminds me A LOT of an f1/f2 driver i love (liam lawson) so i feel like i kinda was set up from the beginning to be partial to this tall blonde pretty boy 😩💜

AND JUST LIKE YOU when i decided i was way too curious and enamored to ignore hammy's existence any longer, i just started researching more about real ham and just fell in love with brady's crew in general and found hammy so interesting and cool -- there is a part in a wing and a prayer where crosby writes about how hambone (unlike harry) genuinely wanted to get to the war and during training he was worried the war would already be won and over before he got the chance to go fight in it. and another member of brady's crew wrote in a journal he kept about how, while they were still in the U.S., all of brady's crew agreed with one another that they didn't wish to fight for the honor and medals of it all, they just wanted to go do their jobs, help return the world to something peaceful, and then go home. we love humble kings. anyway this is a side note but i'm ngl i feel like sometimes people in the fandom kinda mischaracterize/"Fanon"-ize hambone a lot and it sometimes rubs me the wrong way. but that's just me

obviously he probably still counts as a minor character in MOTA, but idk i love the character jordan still portrayed, he's a lil weirdo and a little silly with his gold teeth of course, but i fully love the bits of personality we got from him <33 he's a funny, witty boy with pride and confidence about his job (bombardiers r so hot it's just true. they are sexy af being competent) but also stubborn and a little aloof and easily irritable, doesn't seem to be all too bothered by being overly kind to people he doesn't know/we often only see him socializing with people from brady, crank, or blakely's crews (all men who irl hambone shared barracks with and had close ties to !) ... i love a dude who keeps to himself / doesn't feel the desire to step too far outside of his close social circle, it makes him even more intimidating imo and i love it. he's so hot. he's like a cryptid to me and i find his freaky vibes insanely alluring. like even the cat killing CANNOT put me off, if anything it made him sexier idk why .... like he's a lil vicious yes but he's also a resourceful bastard like that, like brady said protein is protein & hambone was very kind to his buddies to make them cat soup <3

ALSO he's just very very fun to write. i adore writing him he's so interesting.

#WELCOME TO MY HAMBONE HAMILTON RAMBLING HOURS. this is also the sweetest ask to ever receive anon i love you for giving me the chance to #absolutely yap about hammy . because he is so fucking beloved to me. <333333 ur so right also jordan is beautiful it's kind of inhuman #.asks

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lordgolden · 3 months

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my first book of the year is assassins apprentice consider me influenced

2024 is the year of RotE. I can feel it

#this is ur sign to pick up assassin’s apprentice #you’re welcome and I’m sorrrrry!!!!!#I hope you enjoy it anon unfortunately it will require your brain whether you enjoy or not #***rewire #anon #ask #rote #realm of the elderlings

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bakubunny · 4 months

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Such an inappropriate page for a sweet little bunny. Hizashi and I are roped into the world’s most dreadful meeting, and I thought I should check over your blog, since I always see you typing away at your phone. Guess my surprise when I am met with nothing but pure filth. Is that what you want, little one? A trip to the park, a sweet picnic where I can show you off to everyone. A nice frilly dress that can hide my hand if it so happens to….slip. Just wanted to let you know I’m always watching kiddo.

-Yours, Shouta 🐇

yes please. ໒꒰ྀི ∩ ⸝⸝ ∩ ꒱ྀིა

i guess cute things aren’t always as innocent as they seem.

- bunny ♡

i hid my face and whimpered ffs

#this #this is a targeted attack ur honor #i don’t think u understand #what ur doing #how are u doing this 2 me #good grief #(pls don’t stop you’re welcome to come back any time)#i’ve reread this several times and i still can’t think enough to give a proper response #shota anon #bnha rp #mha rp #starr don’t you fucking dare lmao

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sushisocks · 6 months

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MORE MACSUMMER I BEG

I GOT YOU ANON!!!! Here's an assortment of MORE silly goofy headcanons about my favorite silly goofy couple <3

These bitches are COMPETITIVE!! Anything can be a race or a bet between them, to the detriment of EVERYONE else. A friendly rivalry over who between them can bring in the most for the camp isn't enough, they're also betting on whether or not Sean'll eat that fisheye Pearson just discarded, or whether Lenny can shotgun a can of soup before Sean counts to 20. A lot of their less-destructive dares are food-consumption-related, yes, how did you know?

They’ve almost broken their legs and arms several times over with the racing, though. They’ve been scruffed by Arthur about just as many times.

Yes, Lenny is a morosexual. Yes, being around Sean debuffs his impulse control. Part of the fun is that they’re always egging eachother on!!

Meanwhile Sean’s type is very much ‘down to earth, smart, with a fun streak’ and Lenny checks all the boxes. He likes the push-and-pull Lenny offers, as someone who’s unafraid to call Sean on his BS while also going along on the more lighthearted stuff.

(Granted, ‘lighthearted’ in this context may or may not include robbery and arson!)

The inside jokes are neverending; Sean can, like, hold up a spoon and waggle his eyebrows and that'll mean something that has Lenny in hysterics.

Sean might not be that inclined towards reading for himself, but he LOVES listening to Lenny's voice, and will often ask Lenny to read aloud. It doesn't matter if it's a news article, a children's story, or the driest factual book on the face of the planet; if Lenny is reading it to him, Sean will remember what he hears up until the moment he starts dozing off. If Lenny quits too early, Sean will wake right back up and demand he continues until he starts dozing again.

They’ve been stuck in that loop for hours before, but the clue is to let Sean fall asleep properly before Lenny can rest his voice - he’s a lot more willing to do this when he realizes it’s one of the only surefire ways for Sean to NOT have a nightmare <3

They are SO “We aren’t joined at the hip!!” *is actually joined at the hip* core, to me. Lenny will be like ‘I can go on this job on my own!😤’ and then come back and beeline towards Sean to tell him how it went.

You know that one comic that’s like “I gotta pee” “Ok” and then they walk away hand in hand? Literally. They don’t even realize this is what they’re like!

They’re VERY good at keeping arguments or fights private; the gang only notices because those are the only times they’re not constantly around each other, beyond camp/gang duties. The fights never last long, and are never that serious - they're usually good and back to normal within a day or so.

Their most public fights are the ones they have when they’re drunk, and they only really consist of them fussing over each other. “Did you have any water, Len? I’ll grab you some water.” “Are you cold, Sean? Here, take this blanket” <- They’re both slurring, wobbling, and can’t see straight. The second one of them stands, the other is yelling at them to sit down bcz they’ll break a leg after two steps, so nothing actually gets done or fetched, unless it’s within arms reach (and that's usually more liquor). It’s a whole thing; they’re both of the mind that ‘No! You shouldn’t take care of me, you’re drunk, I’m taking care of YOU!’ and SURPRISE it’s like another competition where they can't let the other win. See Lenny grabbing Sean by the ankle while Sean's trying to drag himself towards the water canteen, and now they're yelling and wrestling in the dirt over it. It’s stupid but entertaining for anyone witnessing them, if nothing else <3

Sean has a tendency to get lost, and Lenny is usually the one who ends up looking for/finding him. Sometimes it’s not even that Sean is lost, just distracted, and Lenny will join him in whatever misadventure he’s found himself on. Other times that distraction means Lenny finding him in like a field 30 minutes from camp, and promptly laughing his ass off bcz Sean is high in a tree after pissing off a bull or smth.

#im just THROWING these out here!!! if yall have like any specific situations or versions of macsummers #that you wanna see me talk abt ur always welcome to ask for that too!!!#or for sean and/or lenny specific stuff. honestly im just honored yall are encouraging my ranting abt them lmao #these were FUN though lolol I hope you enjoy dear anon!!!#sean macguire #lenny summers #macsummers #lenny x sean #sean x lenny #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #rdr2 headcanons #teki talks #rdr asks #asks #meta asks #ship asks #ship posting

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fatuismooches · 1 year

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hiii lovely!!

I am absolutely in love with your fragile! reader content, especially dottore and fragile reader it's just so hhdnsjsfhs anyways I noticed on the fragile reader but they died post that the reader is mentioned to have only met dottore after he became a harbinger so it made me wonder whether dottore would have a slightly different reaction to akademiya! reader, how the letter would be etc like imagine reader talking abt the akademiya days and whatnot </3

anw!! I just wanted to say I adore ur works and they hit home cus I'm rather sickly lol

mwah mwah byeee

- 🌕

Yea, when I wrote that I didn't think of how good a fragile Akademiya reader would be unfortunately, but I wish I did cuz it would have been so much better-😭 AND YES HE DEFINITELY WOULD ILL WRITE A LIL SOMETHING HERE

To Zandik,

As I write this, it is late at night. One of your clones put me to bed a while ago, yet for some reason, I cannot sleep. I keep tossing and turning and so I decided to do something to occupy my mind. It has been rather restless lately, I admit. I... don't know how to tell you this in person, so I'll just write down whatever comes to mind right now. You'll probably end up finding this eventually, so I might as well just let everything out.

I have been thinking a lot about the past lately. Our Akademiya days, to be specific. I have secretly been wishing to go back to those days, even if just for a bit. To go back to the first moment I met you. (How handsome you were.) To go back to those painful study sessions. To go back to those picnics under the stars. To go back to the time I was not sick, and I could spend life with you to the fullest.

Really, those were some of the best moments of my life. I have been thinking about this because... I have not been feeling well lately. I mean, I don't feel well most of the time but nowadays I feel as though the illness is creeping more and more in me. It might just be a temporary thing, I don't really know. I know you are working as best you can, I know you better than anyone. So... don't blame yourself.

Hah, it's too bad. Admittedly I have also found myself daydreaming about the future, although it seems rather dim. I want to see a lot of the world. Did you know that? Well, I should correct myself. I want to follow you wherever you go and see the world that way. You've gone to Sumeru recently, yes? I know you've told me about how much it's changed, but I hope to see it myself one day. And I want to befriend some of your Harbingers friends. What is their opinion of me, by the way? Ah, and I want to take on that Traveler, too. They seem rather pesky.

Well, if I do get better, I will burn this letter and apologize to you with everything I have. But for now, I'll stash it somewhere just in case. And I'll say this now - I love you, Zandik. I love you so much that if I were to be away from you for too long I'd go mad. This love has burned inside of me since the Akademiya, and it still rages within me. I hope you know that.

Dottore would be much more affected although he doesn't really show it. Hell, even the clones are affected, from how they linger by your door a second too long, remembering that there is no you any more to wake up. He puts a mask on his emotions to pretty much everyone. You have been a familiar face for countless years of his life. In the Akademiya, after pulling another all-nighter, the first thing he'd be greeted with was your sleepy embrace around him. He'd roll his eyes at your nagging, and the two of you would get ready for classes. During his expulsion and exile, even though you were ill, you still stuck by his side. And even during the Fatui, you still sent him that tired but lovely smile. Every day, without fail, you could be seen with him at least for a bit. Yet he failed. For the first time in a long time, he failed.

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