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its-simply-just-krys · 1 year

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#not mine #borderline personality disorder #actually borderline #bpd meme #bpd thoughts #bpd humour #unstable relationships #relatable memes #relatable posts #twitter post #bpdtwt #depression meme

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breakeroflovedones · 2 months

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My love is toxic. I bite and destroy that which I love. Not because I want to see your tears, but because I can’t stand the thought of anyone else ever having you. If you’re not mine, then you shall be the earth’s.

@karraepaws

#toxic relationship #toxic love #obsessed #obsessive thoughts #actually obsessive #obsessive love #obsession #toxic obsession #mentally unstable #unstable relationships

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alostlittleriverlotus · 9 months

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sitting here crying my eyes out cause my gf didn't respond when I told her I loved her and I never got a happy birthday from my irl loved ones. Sitting here in my delusional ass attention seeking head and wondering if I've ruined all my relationships except for MA. That my gf probs wants nuthin' to do with me, my best friends don't speak to me or us interact at all, and it hurts so much. I have unsent gifts for all of em here. On my b-day I thought about them all day. I hate that I was more well liked and respected when I was faking my personality and miserable and insecure. I feel like MA is the only close loved one I have left and i can't tell reality and my attention seeking ass is begging to be super attention seeking on insta right now just so theyll worry about me or say anything or start a convo like "so why y'all hate me and ignore me? What about me isn't good enough?" And go to my gf like "do you still love me or is everything broken?" Cause holy fuck I am so unstable. Like what's it's like having normal friendships where you don't feel abandoned by everyone around you, the few people you can call close loved ones. Where no one checks on you despite your history of unstable actions. What's it like having normal relationships and being able to handle silence and time apart? Cuz haha, my disordered ass don't know what that's like. I feel broken for being the way that I am. Isolated and distant cause of my boundaries and need for relaxation, but every tiny thing leading to me theorizing that they secretly hate me and don't give a shit.

It's 1 am and I'm crying my fucking eyes out. Lol. Personality disorders are so fun. Unstable relationships are so fun. Haha :D :')

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craycraybluejay · 11 months

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Actually I hope bad things happen to you. What the fresh hell. You're so fickle I'll kill you and then myself. You Lead me on then Cut me off. You act so Tough but get so Soft. You act like you're all Mature and Woke. But your bonds are Flimsy and your morals Broke. You don't even know what you Believe. I think you don't even know What You Want from me. You leave and then come back like nothing has changed. You go on a bender and change your mind and your ways. Every time, every text, every day. There's a chance you become someone different and slip away. You told me I don't know you and you're right, I don't. But if asked to let me know you-- you can't, you won't. Years pass and somehow I think you're still having the same arguments with yourself. You won't listen to a word I say, so I cannot help. My feelings don't matter, this useless spilled ink. Because you're less concerned with your wants than what others will think. And you don't know what you want. And I will haunt. And haunt. And haunt you. Until you grow a spine and talk to me.

#talk to me #left on read #left on delivered #spilled ink #random poetry #i hate you #fickle #desire #anoutherposting #writerblr #vent poem #answer me #ill kill you #and then myself #you are coming down with me #hand in unlovable hand #unstable relationships #i hope you die #i hope we both die

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sweet-like-saccharine · 2 years

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no- i dont- have unstable relationships

nearly all my relationships are unstable and i just cant see it until im out of them because im so used to the fucking insanity

#venting #screaming saccharine #bpd #unstable relationships

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nd-poite · 1 year

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“My actions and my intentions are out of sync

My mind and my heart are on two different wavelengths

My body acts on its own visceral accord

I’ve become a total stranger to myself

Unstable and wayward

And the only one who ever gets fooled is me”

- I’m sorry

#blurbs #poetry #scraps #my poems #prose #kinda depressing #random thoughts #unstable relationships #spaced out #spilled poetry #i love you #chaos

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wunchkinsam · 1 year

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So many new followers with girl name and three digit. Glad I finally get the recognition I deserve. Always knew three letter girl would like food content, is only makes sense. Maybe should post a crehm brule lay to capitalize on new target audience..?

#robotkin #bastardcore #food #delicious #gonchposting #unstable relationships #crehm brule lay #homemade bread

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bitter-and-dumb · 1 year

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They got stress angry at work and didn't take it out on me???

Feels uneasy ://

#like yeah they should probably be like that all the time but im just used to being their emotional punching bag for a few hours #actually borderline #actually bpd #mental illness #living with borderline #borderline thoughts #borderline personality traits #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #quiet bpd #unstable relationships

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its-simply-just-krys · 1 year

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#not mine #its not that i dont want to i just feel like i literally cant lol #borderline personality disorder #actually borderline #bpd meme #dark humor #relatable memes #relatable posts #unstable relationships #trust issues #bpd vent #borderline memes #mbti infp

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pussyslayer-6900 · 5 months

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new rule: if a guy does something so bad to me that i cant tell my mom without her hating him… he’s gone.

#unstable relationships #actually mentally ill #im kms #self healing

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puta-muerte · 8 months

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I’m out of myself watching me scream in agony for you, for anyone to just fucking understand. It’s raining and I’m crying. Hands in the air. I’m yelling. Rocking back and forth in the car seat. Please get it cause I’m absolutely disgusted with nobody accepting it’s just not that easy.

The look of confusion on your face in the shadows of branches doesn’t help comfort me. You put your hands on my knee, on my face, anywhere to get my attention. “Hey” you say. Don’t tell me it’s okay because I lost count of how many times I told myself that.

I’m so tired of trying. I’m so tired of not knowing. I just don’t understand. You’re mad. We’re fighting. You get it. You’re mad because I’m mad that I’m always mad and want to die. I beg you to please don’t leave me after I push you away telling you I hate you.

I’m all about you and it’s okay you don’t want to be serious. I’m secretly jealous I’m not the girl of your dreams when there’s a chance neither is she. Chances are it’s a joke but I’m too delusional to accept it. I don’t want to be sad even though I know it’s coming.

I’ll ask somebody for advice and not listen to it. I can give it out like nothing but won’t take it for anything. I’ll be warned yet cry cause I didn’t listen to those people who said are you sure. I’ll sit here till 2 AM wondering if I’m the problem. Wondering how I get fucked over so much. Maybe I am the issue. Maybe I need to stop. Maybe I should just go.

Leave. Run. Pretend. That’s all you ever do. Don’t you think it’s getting old? Aren’t you ever going to try again? Maybe you’re the problem because you allow yourself to be.

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xd-chs · 9 months

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For myself ,

For someone like myself …

Now ask ya self , is that fair…

I’ve shed so many skins of my life so many times over & over.

Funny thing yet - years . I’m talking decade & change down the road… something happened … the way I viewed one situation now has a 100 reasons ((for the 5 W ?’s))

I don’t know if this is happening to anyone else … so I legit had to get this out somewhere … just to know if I’m alone or not … cause idk 🤷‍♀️

I got problems & I know that .

But why am I a SNACK in some 👀

Why cause I look or sound like I’m in a “situation ”

that gives a certain character of people , and I’m saying almost every encounter I leave my house now a days is NEGATIVE!

[WoORk]{0oOutings}^PR3YEDUP0/|/^

I truly do not ask ANY 0N3 person to reach out to me who does… if I’m asked for you - there’s a reason your thinking to pick up that phone & call me .

If I didn’t summons you - come at your own risk ⚠️

Your not walking all over me & taking advantage of me . I’m not willing to loose everything I’ve worked my life to accomplish since the first 🪰had situation I got into ..

My parental advocate/ left me for nothing but feed me more lies & set me to be in an abusing manipulated life.

⛓️⛓️⛓️

Breaking them chains

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The road is my highway 🚏

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patchlessworld · 1 year

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fuck i think it’s resetting

i realised just now that i’ll just keep resetting my list of friends like, if we haven’t talked in three days or more then no you aint my friend anymore, we are strangers or just person whom i know the name of. the more i think about it the more it seems like something i actually keep doing as a pattern

and i met this girl irl like last last sunday? we’ve known each other for years as online “friends”, barely talked but still we remember each other. and then i met her the first time on that day, after that i was like “omg im finally starting to become her friend!” (i do, or did, want to know her more).

then at this current moment, right now, that “omg” died down?? as if we’ve never met, whatever we chatted on that day became non-existent, and i simply just returned back to the “i have no friends” state.

and im starting to worry, cuz she invited me to go tgt and celebrate another girl’s birthday (whom we both know), i said yes cuz i was in the high of getting to know a nice person. but that birthday will be in July. and im already losing that same mindset i had while meeting her. so it feels like i’ve already reset our relationship and i don’t know if i want to go with her anymore.

but it feels weird to reject her, and i don’t want to either cuz i dont wanna hurt her. so im so worried right now. fuck why do i keep doing this

#mentally ill #mentally unstable #unstable relationships #friendship #what even is this mechanism #just resetting everything #every friend is unfriended #after like a few days #patchless

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elaytv · 1 year

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Is YouTube beginning to become unstable? Should YouTubers begin to cut their losses and part ways?...🤔💭🤧

#elayunderstood #elaytv #elay #youtube #very unstable #unstable #unstable relationships #asset financing #finance #entertainment #youtube issues

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