on the thought of LU ages, in a modern au of linked universe i would love wild and legend just being two chaotic twins. (wild being the older one would be so funny too) just legend having to deal with his older by like 2 minutes twin (“the best 2 minutes of my life”) is my personal favorite of modern au relationships.

I be having breakdowns that would send people to the ward and yet I just go to sleep after and act like nothing happened the next day

Hey just a notif to everyone who posts are and has some following- Tumblr themselves are reposting your art on Pinterest w/o credit! It’s getting much worse and I think I have even seen art from people I follow on here! Please be wary

kind of tipsy. i almost want to cry over carlos.

Sirius closed the door to his apartment and had never felt emptier. He thought going for a walk might have helped clear his head but he ended up feeling worse. He leaned against the door inside and closed his eyes, playing the words over and over in his head, just like he had every day for the last month.

“I can’t do this anymore.”

He rubbed his eyes and took his shoes off and wandered into the kitchen to make some tea when something shiny caught his eye in the bowl on the kitchen table. He walked over and picked it up. It was a key he was going to give Remus on their anniversary in December to ask him to move into his place. He stood there and stared at the ceiling while his eyes filled with tears. He started sobbing and slid to the floor against the counter. Sirius was heartbroken and angry. He thought of the whispered promises they made to each other and wondered if Remus had ever meant them. Now logically speaking, Sirius thought that he did maybe mean them at one point but it didn’t erase the hurt he was feeling or the fact that he didnt know what changed or happened. He put his heads in his hands as the tears streamed down his face. He felt like he was dying on the inside and didn’t know how to make the ache stop.

“I can’t breathe without you, but I have to…” - Breathe by Taylor Swift

Remus stared out the window of his apartment. He was tired and confused and heartbroken. He thought of the last month and how miserable he had been, the dull ache in his chest prominent every day. He rested his head against the window and closed his eyes and thought of Sirius’ face when he said those words.

“I can’t do this anymore.”

How Sirius’ face had crumbled and how Remus had turned and walked out of his life. It had been a month and Remus still didnt know why he did it. Sirius loved him and cared about him unconditionally, something he hadn’t known before meeting Sirius. He thought Sirius would get bored with him one day and leave. So Remus did what he did best, he ran. He thought by leaving willingly he would save both of them the hurt and pain. Only it ended up hurting himself more and unwillingly breaking the heart of the person he loved. He missed him with every fiber in his being and knew he owed Sirius an explanation. He was embarrassed and scared though, what if Sirius didn’t want to talk to him? He rubbed his hand absently over his chest and knew that he needed to try, even if the future was unknown.

“This is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night….” - Back To December by Taylor Swift

Hey :D inspired by the ship game going around I am curious since you've got your precious oc Elliot, I was wondering if you ship him with any canon character and if not with which ones you could see him with the most. Can be multiple characters. I'm simply curious as a passionate oc x canon shipper myself :D

JLKGJLEKDDKLFIODOIFGODFJIDFIJKDSLK— I do have one ship that I really like along with two others—

FIRST: ELLIOT AND RYUGA

Why do I ship this?

I’ve went back and forth on this ship a lot, but actually after talking about it with my friend, I finally decided that I wanted to ship it. I think they would balance each other really well, with Elliot making up for Ryuga’s absence of compassion and Ryuga making up for what Elliot lacks with self confidence. Ryuga originally was iffy about Elliot (As you could expect with someone you just met that fished your almost dead body out of a blizzard). He didn’t like the fact that he had to be coddled because of his wounds, and with already being upset about the lose of his bey, Ryuga was often prone to be unfriendly towards Elliot. Elliot—however— is extremely stubborn, ESPECIALLY when it comes to making someone feel better so the fucker would not give up. The first week that Ryuga was with Elliot was rough (dropping some OC LORE on ya here to explain their relationship better), with Ryuga either throwing up his medicine constantly because his pain made him sick or him being totally high out of reality on any pain aid that Elliot could provide. Elliot was his caregiver almost 24/7 for a little while before Ryuga could really do anything on his own, so they had a lot of time to get used to each other’s company. One HC that I have is that Elliot would have a lot of animals, and more specifically he would have this big tank that sits in their living room in their cabin that’s filled with all these fancy fat goldfish, so when Ryuga was zoned out on pain meds or wanted a distraction, he would request that he be placed over by their fish tank to see them swim around. Elliot thought it was odd at first, but seeing how Ryuga calmed down once he saw them made Elliot happy. This would then spiral off into Elliot talking about their fishes’ names and how friendly they were, and how Ryuga would watch Elliot clean the tank at the end of each month Elliot would tell him how all the things work while Ryuga would silently listen. Eventually when Ryuga’s wounds started to make progress healing, Elliot involved him a lot more with his daily routine, and THIS is when they really started to get to know each other. Elliot often felt as if their weirdness was something that drove people away from being their friend, but Ryuga found his quirks amusing, and that made Elliot feel a lot more comfortable with himself. Vice-versa, Ryuga was surprised that Elliot wasn’t completely appalled by his rudeness and actions towards others. (Not that Elliot did not know what he did— he’s expressed it many time to Ryuga that he didn’t like what he did, but if Ryuga didn’t like it as well then that was progress and that meant he wasn’t the same person he was back then. Plus, Elliot can’t tell when people are being rude or sarcastic, so most of Ryuga’s mean comments would fly over Elliot’s head) and that’s what made Ryuga start to feel comfortable with Elliot. Sadly, of course, they had to part ways when the WBBA came to Norway and had to escort Ryuga back to Japan, but they kept in touch via letters for several months afterwards until Elliot was able to visit Japan and see Ryuga again.

Their relationship is complicated. They both care about each other and they would do anything for the other, however they never really say anything directly because they just aren’t aware of what their feelings are for each other. Because they both don’t have a lot of friends, they just think this is what friendship feels like. But mAn is it obvious to everyone else. I’m pretty sure if Masamune would see what their interactions would be like he would just zone out into the Ether because he has had ENOUGH of that oblivious love bull shit from Toby and Zoe. Someone else can coach them through their feelings. I think this could also work either way with Ryuga being Demi-romantic or Aromantic as wither way they are best friends and they don’t really a label to know that they love each other in their own way.

I have so many more HCs about them that I’ll probably post after this but I’m so tired and this is starting to not make sense anymore so I’m going to leave it at that because HOLY mOLY I’m tired. I hope this nonsensical rambling of OC garbage lore has quenched your thirst until the hunger of the ask game strikes again— until then, FARWELL.

FUCKING KNEES

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FUCK YOU KNEES

Does anyone actually have any idea of how digital footprint works because I just saw someone get kicked off their degree because of it and I’m about to delete my whole account 😭😭✋🏻✋🏻

Post maths exam depression has hit…

just thought too much about myself and found way too many similarities to alec. nope nope nope i’m going to sleep goodnight everyone don’t disturb the status quo because it covers a terrifying reality!

Broooooooooooooo

i feel like it’s pretty concerning how self destructive I am with my schoolwork considering I could’ve been done weeks ago with this class and yet I’m not

Guys, my school just went into soft lockdown, i’m really really scared.

We aren’t being told what’s going on. My three year old brother is in the building right now.

Sun filters through the window,

Like a bright beacon entering the room.

Chirping birds create a beautiful and welcome symphony.

Children are playing outside happily,

They’re giggling and smiling,

Innocence surrounding them.

Flowers are in bloom,

Bright like fireworks everywhere.

Trees are providing shade for people lounging under them.

The world outside is so bright and lovely,

But sitting inside,

Darkness surrounds my brain and all my thoughts.

My head is against me,

And everything is wrong.

Am I as imperfect and broken as my mind makes me feel?

Is every mistake I make one that will haunt me forever?

Why does it feel like my room is closing in on me?

What is wrong with me?

Can someone fix me?

Why does everything feel empty and hollow?

Do my friends really care?

Or are they just lying to me?

Hanging out with me because they “love having me around”

Why can’t all my thoughts just leave me alone?

Leave me alone.

Please.

I don’t want to feel this anymore.

Every thought is negative and painful,

A perfect contrast to the beautiful outside.

annabeth and grover frantically submerging percy in water the way you’d put an iphone in a bowl of rice

academic bias is so funny because you’ll be reading about the same historical event and one person is like “Despite the troubles that befell his homeland and near constant criticism of the court King Blorbo remained strong in the face of adversity” and the other one is like “after letting his people carry the brunt of his cringefail decisions Blorbo the Shitface refused to listen to any reason and continued to be a warmongering piece of shit. Also he was ugly.”