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bwobgames · 1 year

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just have a question about the character: what does Angel like about Beboo

Yes! Ive been waiting for this opportunity! ive spent a good time doing screenshots to answer this

All this story is seen through Beebo's eyes. He's your guy, the character you play as in videogame speaking terms, so we dont really know much about Ángels point of view

So here it is, a long rant on how that wet cat of a man has fallen in love with the detective boy

The thing about their relationship is that its always about to start, but they never actually start. They are also trapped in the timeloop relationship-wise, never being able to actually get into the actual relationship

But!! Unlike Beebo who has repeatedly fallen for this man 4 times in a row, Ángel gradually gets more and more into the guy as he knows more about him in each loop

So, starting the night, my man here doesn't know much about relationships. He's more of a kiss and leave kinda guy.

He goes expecting the hunger games irl but turns outs its just a boring museum.

Then he sees a pretty guy, and you know, habits die hard. He sees pretty, he wants to keep it for himself.

So he's like "hey, getting with a guy, that's a better use of my time.

Surely this wont end up in feelings or anything crazy haha"

He knows the guy more, and what does he find:

He's a very direct guy! Mans wants information for his investigation and hes going to get it!

One of the things Ángel says that he fails in relationships is communication

So he really likes that this guy will just straight up be like "give me my information. Also are you into men"

He likes a guy whos direct in what he wants in himself and others, and is not afraid to say it

He also likes that they have similar beliefs! Specifically in law

They both hate cops and he's a guy that can recognize flaws in the legal system, yeah! He could go take some beers with this guy!

But! To really test if this guy is friend and possible bf material he needs the Vivi approval (tm)

He passed the Vivi approval as she did not actively tried to bite him. Hooray

And here's the kicker, this guy is smart! Really smart!

He's impressed by that! Admires it, even. He's charmed by beebos autistic swag and love for puzzles. He would like to play Professor Layton with this guy.

So why not? Why not try something more with this pretty boy.

Why not a bit of hand holding

And then! The guy completely surprises him by going

Sadly, Ángel is an absolute videogame nerd, and he's completely charmed by this

Shared interests are important for him, and he loves games!

I tried making that a bit more obvious in the whole "whos your favorite detective/criminal" and him only answering with game characters

Do note that he says "like" and not "love". He's just starting to know this guy.

And he likes what he's starting!

If only he didn't die.

Second round

So here, he's a bit lost.

He was ready to start something, but this guy doesn't remember? Also did he just go back in time? What??

He's completely lost

And then the guy does this

Unknowingly, Oliver gives him stability. Now, he's not as lost. And! He can still try things out with this guy! Time might be fucked but he has Oliver with him again, even though he doesn't remember, he still wants to be there for him

And!! This is something Ángel really likes! Oliver is insecure about how much work he puts in a relationship, but he's actually putting a lot of work into this! He's actively pushing forward to have a future together

And Ángel likes that too! He likes that they are both putting the work into making things work, they both want to try it out!

And really, a big selling point in getting with someone is that the someone does, indeed, want to get with you too

Then he dies again

Round three!!!

Id say round three is when he officially is in too deep.

He said he tried to be in a stable relationship with a guy because he was funny

Well guess what

This guy is also funny!! Get fucked!!

But here he really gets to see Beebos more assertive side

This is the only man who has actually caught him in the middle of a heist

And he didn't even have to! He just wanted and did!

That's a challenge. This man would make things more exciting, seeing as he actually could give him a run for his money

Look at this self-assured bastard. Oh Ángel would love to run around roofs with him on his tail, trying to catch him, exciting!!

This whole round, he just has a great time! They talk about interests, joke around, bully kids, explore the house, all-around fun👍

But here's the thing that absolutely kills him: even now, where they are rivals of the sort, he still cares.

And that's the final nail in the coffin.

Even when Oliver was actively, painfully dying, he tried his best to comfort Ángel, and promised to save him.

Because even though he's the guy that keeps dying, seeing Ángel be sad is somehow worse

Round four

Here, they are detective partners, and Beebos' caring side really shows!

He wants to help Ángel, wants to comfort him, and listen to his issues

He offers to show him around town! His own grandma's chickens! Because he wants to see him happy!

He even promises he won't die this time and then actually survives! The absolute mad lad!

This kills the man.

What do you mean this smart, caring, funny, interesting, cool guy likes me? And wants to have a future with me just as much as I want to have a future with him?

It's all about the want to start something new, to have someone by your side and walk the same path

Which, yknow, can sound a little boring, but as a person who is getting deep into adulthood, yeah no this is it. This is the goal

And he cant wait to get out of this timeloop, to finally see the sun rise and welcome a new day, with him.

Bonus round

You know the moment Ángel hears about beebo fighting until the very end in the other house and against Eugene even with all the odds against him is gonna wake up something in that man. Love me a guy who refuses to go down without a fight

#And there is more i didnt say #he also thinks hes interesting! that small talk about puzzles and videogames left him wanting for more #he thinks Oliver has interesting thoughts! he wants to hear them!#this is long. hope it answered your question 👍#of course is not all happiness this man does have a good deal of survivor guilt #and feels responsible for all the times oliver has died #that cant be solved with romance #but having a good support system does help #also i dont know how to add a read more so #long post #sowwy #detective beebo

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kwonhochi · 2 months

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what are your thoughts about the fatphobic comments hoshi has made towards his own members. i am asking this as a genuine question but no hoshi fan whatever you guys are called wants to give me an answer lol

ok so i have been pretty offline and not keeping up w a lot of svt content so this conversation completely missed my radar ! i assume ur talking about this video since thats what ive seen recent conversation abt when i went looking.

- i do want to clarify i am not someone who has had to deal with fatphobia, so my word should not hold as much weight as those who have, and it should be important to uplift the voices of those most impacted by such comments.

we see comments like this often in kpop. an idol’s life revolves around being skinny and packaged of that perfect doll (and only a skinny one!), and the culture in korea (and east asia as a whole) further enforces that. however ! having HAD to deal with such pressure to be skinny they know very well how uncomfortable comments about your weight to be, no matter how joking in tone. in the video hoshi first makes a very unnecessary comment abt seungkwan being a “pig” - perhaps to make light of how peder had been commenting on how little seungkwan was eating - and no matter how the language difference affects the meaning of pig in korean, seungkwan very clearly expresses his displeasure with this comment (tho definitely exaggerated for the cameras). kwan has been dealing with comments like these for years and we have seen how painfully its affected his self esteem and body image, and the members know this. hoshi should definitely know better! right after the video cuts to when peder accidentally says boohae and the rest of bss joke to try and explain the meaning of the word thru their language difference. this also reads like theyre trying to make light of the situation, but dk telling peder to call seungkwan boohae again after theyd cleared up the misunderstanding is DEFINITELY crossing a line and i think thats the part i take most issue with, personally. these clips mostly seem to be the results of some poor taste in jokes taken too far.

ultimately, this is an issue seungkwan needs to clear up with his members, if it really is an issue. theyve known each other for (more than) a decade, so they can (and have) set boundaries about what to joke about and what not to - i’d be surprised if they hadnt already set boundaries abt this topic, but its not my place to pry into their personal lives and relationships with each other, nor it is my place to decide what they should do about this matter! there have been repeated offenses of fatphobic comments by various seventeen members so i do think it is very important that we talk with them about the harm these comments can cause, both to the people listening and the people they are talking about.

you are going to run into fatphobia in kpop spaces. from idols (both about themselves and the people around them), their companies, and from fans. but it really shouldnt be like that! it really shouldnt. this is a topic we do have to approach with nuance, considering both cultural and language differences, as well as the working conditions of an idol, but we cant simply excuse these comments because of that. idols should know better, and if they dont, we have the power to let them know that!

i hope we can continue to foster productive conversations about these issues and include idols in these conversations. i do firmly believe people are allowed to make mistakes and learn from them; we just have to make sure we are giving idols the opportunity to learn, and educate themselves, after making these comments. as fans, we are the people powering and funding this whole industry, and we do have power from this! i know its possible to make kpop a better space. it just takes time and a group effort. i have seen a lot of people write off serious, important criticism of groups as simply “hate” - which ultimately trivializes the whole issue and doing so does not accomplish anything. dogpiling on someone for a mistake can also make them feel attacked and adverse to changing if its not handled with enough tact. fandom spaces as a whole need to develop the skill of being able to seriously face topics that need addressing and learning how to then work together to solve/better these problems. the original(?) account i saw that posted the clips this month, a year after the videos posting, did have a history of posting derogatory tweets about hoshi, but that does not make the issue of fatphobia and body shaming among seventeen & kpop as a whole any less real, or any less in need of addressing. And scene

#okay this got really long and i was trying to write this in a Loud Room so i do not think i accomplished the level of articulation i had #hoped to achieve but i hope this answers your question nonny ! thank u for bringing this to my attention #anon tag 🌟#if anyone has some better organized thoughts about this i would love to hear them 👍❣️

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alizalayne · 2 months

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Whats the ventilation and heat like in the suit head? I can't tell if it would be warmer or more cool to wear in compaison to a faux fur fursuit head. The only thing I worry abt is how durable needlefelting is and if it can be cleaned like a traditional fursuit head. That being said I really hope you continue making these, they're cool as hell 👍🔥👍

Okay first of all I'm super jazzed to be able to talk about this with people, and I kind of went overboard answering this, but thanks for asking! Putting this up in case anyone else is curious.

The main answers to your questions are 1: wool is cooler than acrylic fur and less stinky

2: A fursuit head is a swamp and i am snorkling in it.

I mentioned this in my behind the scenes post and there are pictures there but I literally just made a snorkel out of a snorkel mouthpiece and two collapsible automotive funnels, the kind that you can bend into a shape so that you can get goo into a weird part of your car.

that snorkel piece goes straight out of a vent hole in the inside of the ear and I felted a pink skin flap in front of it and then felted white fiber into that so it just looked like a tuft. it worked perfectly, it's just that I couldn't talk in it that well. But I'm definitely going to keep using it if I can't think of a better mouthpiece for it because as SOON as I breathed inside the head instead of through the snorkel I was like oh my god everyone is living in hell.

You can see it in this picture a little bit. nobody noticed it at all!

My friend had made a much more traditional head with a bigass electric fan in it and he was having more heat issues than I was, because I cannot stress enough that acrylic fur is like, one of the most horrifically hot fabrics you can wear. I don't know how everybody is even alive!! and there's a layer of ACRYLIC BACKING on it! Also check out how "short-pile" my fur is, most of the head is only an inch thick, it's a half-inch bucket head made out of foam covered in maybe 1/3 of an inch of wool? the less space you have between the fibers the less heat gets trapped. I was shocked by how comfortable I was, and I was having migraine symptoms that day and was extra sensitive to heat. The con where we were had the air turned down and it was chilly outside, but I was shocked when I took the head off and shook my hair out and I wasn't even sweating. I had long hair in a wig cap under that thing and I wasn't sweating. It was crazy.

As for cleaning the wool, I cannot find anyone else who has done this who has cleaning tips for me, but the foam is what I'm worried about. After a few hours of wear there's nothing wrong with the wool at all, but i can TELL the foam is ever so slightly nasty, because the foam is polyurethane and wool is what you make hiking socks out of. I have some wool cleaner coming in the mail that's made for delicate needlefelted items like scarves and deposits lanolin, which is what keeps wool "alive" kind of like how you have to care for leather. It's definitely an experiment! Nothing ventured nothing gained!

I don't have an idea in mind for a second head right now and the next thing I want to make is a cowl so I can wear lower-cut tops with this head, but I might try something else if I think of an idea! I'm probably never gonna sell these because I'm weird about selling sculptures for whatever reason. They're like my living beasts.

But I definitely hope this encourages other people who might be interested in bringing needlefelt or other fiber art sensibilities to this space, that would be a massive complement and a high honor to give people a new way to enjoy a hobby that I know means a ton to a lot of people.

#fursuit

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raven-at-the-writing-desk · 3 months

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Yo! Good morning/evening, hope you are fine^^💝. I wanted to ask you a question but I was afraid that it may bother you or something (you know..that feeling when you are scared that you might disturb someone or being an unwelcome person) but yeah I will ask you since i was serious about your answer for some time now so I hope I'm not annoying you or something *feel free to answer only if you wish^^. You seem to know the characters pretty well, you are quite capable and great at reading and understanding them, one of the things I'm serious about is what do you think would make someone qualified enough to be with malleus? Do they have to be of the same species?certain Reputation, stature or traits?(sorry can't help it since I can't rest until I know everything about what interests me and figure it all out😅). Thanks for giving me some of your precious time I really like your blog, you're amazing💜

No worries, you’re not bothering me at all ^^ I love to talk about my hyperfixations www

Now, I know a lot of fans (particularly on the EN side) like to ship Malleus with their OC and especially with Yuu so I want to first make it clear that my response is NOT meant to invalidate those Malleus shippers. Whatever I say here is based on my own interpretation of canon lore (and let’s be real here, TWST won’t ever confirm if anyone is romantically interested in Yuu because it might not work with how some players view their own relationship with that character). In fanon, anyone can be with anyone, but in canon there are very specific in-universe rules and expectations laid out for Malleus so these are what I will be referring to.

I also want to emphasize that the final traits I discuss in this post do NOT reflect Malleus’s personal tastes or views. He has little say in what kind of an individual his spouse would be, so his own preferences are not speculated about or taken into account here. The traits I will be bringing up are based on what I believe the lore implies are the desirable traits for those marrying into the Draconia royal family.

We got it? Good 👍 Read more below the cut!!

Firstly, I’m completely disregarding the ideas of “Malleus can love whoever he wants to love”, “Malleus can scare people into accepting who he loves”, and/or “Malleus can change the law so he can marry who he loves” (a la Sultan from Aladdin or through some other Disney magic or logic). Here’s why:

In general, those solutions for “high stakes issues” are too simple, and that has never been how Twisted Wonderland tackles complicated problems. Just look at every single OB boy’s backstory. They’re so complex that they aren’t totally resolved by the end of their books; these problems persist and are long term things each of them are working on addressing. This is also true of the politics TWST introduces to us; Leona for example explains how there is social pushback and resistance to the idea of infrastructure reform because the culture of the Sunset Savanna stresses harmony with nature. This has made it difficult for them to adopt new technologies because real politicians in their world have to seriously weigh their cultural values with their health and societal progress. The only time there are really easy solutions are in events or vignettes where the emotional stakes are not super high, but who Malleus marries is, in fact, super important since this will entirely change the life of a main character and his country.

With that first bullet point in mind… No, Malleus cannot love whoever he wants to love. Certainly, he may feel affection for another but he can never truly be with them. He is royalty and the only heir to the throne of Briar Valley. It follows that he is expected to marry for political reasons/to better his nation. This is a non-negotiable obligation for him.

Rather than saying, “Malleus cannot scare people into accepting who he loves”, I think it’s more accurate to say Malleus knows he probably shouldn’t. I mean, yes, he may be upset about his S/O not being accepted by his people but I feel that is discrediting a lot of the loyalty he has for his own country. As a kid he may have thrown tantrums when he was upset and potentially harmed staff, but as a 178 year old he has a much better understanding of decorum and maintaining it in spite of his own grudges. For example, even though he personally dislikes Leona he still commands Sebek to apologize to him because, at the end of the day, this could harm Briar Valley’s relationship with the Sunset Savanna. That’s not to say that Malleus can’t be petty (he definitely is)—but implying he would be petty toward basically his entire country just because they would disapprove of the one he loves?? (We know this would likely be true because Sebek’s parents faced similar backlash when they got together.) I feel like his own sense of awareness and responsibility for his country, crown, and people would override that. As an example, Malleus states that he has never been in a car before because the senate would be against it and often kept Malleus in the castle. Someone of his power could easily ignore them and sneak out and do whatever he wanted, yet the dialogue implies Malleus didn’t. He obeyed his political advisors even when he was younger and arguably much more immature. Malleus might not like certain decisions made about his life but it sounds like he ultimately complies with them.

Continuing from the previous point, let’s say for the sake of argument that Malleus does scare everyone into line. What about his public image and the mental health of his S/O? Maybe Malleus can frighten people to not talk out of turn to his face, but he cannot control what people whisper about him behind closed doors or to treat his S/O well or like they actually like them. Not only would they be alienated (away from their own home and forced to adapt to a new one) but they’d be treated oddly by others too. What kind of reputation is that for Malleus? To be a tyrant king who throws a hissy fit anytime someone talks about his partner in a way he doesn’t approve of? With a spouse who is not at their best mentally because of the constant ostracization? (This is similar to what Leona experienced in his childhood.) I don’t think Malleus would want to subject anyone to that kind of life, especially not one he loves. And again, this attitude would be the vast majority of his people. It’s not like it can be avoided or resolved in an easy manner, especially when the people of Briar Valley have proven to be against change.

Lastly, Malleus would not change the law so he can be with whoever he wants to. To begin with, I doubt this is a unilateral position the senate would approve of. But okay, let’s accept that Malleus is royalty so his power overrides the advisors’ power. So he effectively just changed a law for a very selfish and personal reason rather than changing something to actually benefit his people. That doesn’t feel in-character for him, not when Malleus seems to understand that it is the duty of those in higher status to help those below them rather than themselves (see: Riddle’s Suitor Suit vignettes. Malleus has acted selfish before, yes (who remembers Endless Halloween Night? His Dorm Uniform vignettes? I do.)—but never at the cost of changing the status quo of his country. (Book 7 is not included here because he’s in a very distressed emotional state then; this “new law” scenario posits that Malleus is in a normal state of mind.) This is a major change—change which Briar Valley, its people, and most importantly, Malleus, are not ready for. You think there wouldn’t be social pushback against this? From a society that has become complacent with its own way of life and is still isolated from the rest of the world? That Malleus, someone who struggles greatly with accepting life changes himself, could enact such a big change so easily? (On a more technical level, you don’t just pass a law and it instantly becomes tangible or real, there is a process of approval and then implementation.)

Additionally, it’s made clear in Ghost Marriage that “[Malleus] cannot enter into an engagement lightly”, which is why Sebek goes in his place. Eliza, the Ghost Bride, is royalty (er, albeit dead) but it seems that royal status is not enough to qualify as his partner. Maybe this is because she’s dead and doesn’t have anything of value for Briar Valley (no land, no people, no political power), but it could also mean that the partner has to be given the thumbs up by other parties.

All that being said, here are some of the conditions I think would have to be met for Malleus’s future spouse:

Has to be someone of equal or at least high status. This means they also have to be a royal or at least of nobility. This appears to be true of Malleus’s dad, who is referred to as a duke.

Because of how self-contained Briar Valley is + nocturnal fae having beef with diurnal fae, I imagine his partner would have to also be a nocturnal fae. This would also solve the MASSIVE lifespan difference between fae and non-fae because at least fae would be far closer to each other even if their lifespans fluctuate but subspecies.

Someone suited to rule by his side. Being married into any royal family is no joke—it comes with the expectation that you will contribute somehow, and the partner should be fully equipped to enter the world of politics with him.

Piggybacking off the last point, I think mental fortitude is also a prerequisite. This is because being a politician (navigating the social climate both within your country and outside of it, keeping your people and colleagues happy, maintaining public approval, managing laws, dealing with potential attempts on your life, etc.) can be very stressful and can hurt those who are faint of heart or not prepared for the responsibility. Leaders have to make tough calls at the drop of a hat, and they have to be ready for it.

Has a lot to offer in terms of benefits to Briar Valley as a country. This could be in terms of resources, connections, and/or political savvy. This appears to be true of Malleus’s dad, who acted as a diplomat for Briar Valley.

Vetting and formal approval from the senate. lmao good luck with that

Has to be able and willing to have a child. They at least need an heir to the throne to succeed Malleus. (However, knowing how exclusionary and conservative as heck the senators are, I doubt they would accept anything but a biological child 💀)

Preferably someone with powerful magic or is skilled at magic already so as to lessen the chance of “tainting” the bloodline with a weak mage or a non-mage.

I believe that Briar Valley would prefer someone with old fashioned values like them, not someone pushing for massive reform. They have a culture that is resistant to change and a history of fighting for resources with outsiders, so if Malleus’s new spouse tries to introduce a bunch of technology or open its borders to other countries (even if they have good intentions), the people + the senate may oppose them. His father is implied to be open-minded, but he at least understood that such change isn’t reasonable without time and effort dedicated to the endeavor.

All that being said 💦 I think that this topic is actually less about what Malleus as an individual wants and what his country, his people, and, yes, even his asshole senators, want. This is basically an arranged marriage situation so that their country can maintain power and relevance. It’s about the collective and what Malleus must do for their perceived security and prosperity.

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gatorbites-imagines · 1 year

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ok this is gonna make me sound like such a freak but how about the cod boys getting fucked while being interrogated?

Multiple COD dudes

Headcanons

You got it homie 👍

Since theres multiple characters here they arent super long, but I hope yall like it anyways.

I believe in submissive Ghost supremacy, I said what I said 💂

John Price

- Now Price I think is a difficult one to crack no matter what kind of interrogation you use. Even sex.

- Hed probably just lean back as you ride him, head tilted and maybe talking dirty. It ends up with you being the one who gets weak in the knees and disorientated.

- Price is a skilled man, he would use it as a way to get himself free. He would make sure you’ve cum so hard you can’t think straight and then he would somehow free himself and turn it on you.

- If he was enjoying himself and had time, hed fuck you against a wall or on the floor, maybe even wring a couple more orgasms out of you.

- You end up being the one tied to the chair he had been sitting in, and depending on who you are and what group your from. He might be nice enough to pull your pants up so you aren’t dripping cum all over the seat for your teammates to find.

Kyle “Gaz” Garrick

- Gaz didn’t know what to expect when he was pulled into interrogation after being captured by some enemy team. I have the feeling Gaz hasn’t really been interrogated like this before, so he would ne tense and expect the worst.

- He doesn’t give you the answers you want, but instead of cutting him open like other people would, you just pull his cock out of his pants, get on your knees and start sucking.

- Gaz would be confused but enjoy the blowjob quite a lot, letting his head fall back as you drive him just to the edge before pulling off.

- If you decide to ride or fuck him too, hed be a mess, moaning and panting, maybe even crying a little at not being allowed to cum no matter how many times you drive him close only to leave him aching.

- You repeat this process, edging him multiple times until he either breaks and tells you want you want, or he gets rescued somehow.

John “Soap” MacTavish

- Soap takes his job very seriously, so he would do his damn best not to bend under your special version of interrogation. But he’s a man in the military, so it’s probably been a while.

- He’s the kind of guy where you have to tie his thighs down onto the chair or he will start jerking his hips and fucking up into you hard enough to almost knock you both over.

- Soap loves to kiss, even if you’re an enemy just trying to get information out of him. All his training tells him to bite your tongue right off when you make out, but it just feels so good he can’t help it.

- Depending on how long you have him, you could probably make him break with a lot of overstimulation of edging. After you get your info you’d let him cum and he just goes limp in his chair, still all tied up.

- Poor Soap when the team comes to rescue him.

Simon “Ghost” Riley

- Ghost has been tortured many times in his life, so he expects this to be like every other time hes been taken for information. Hes almost insulted when only you walk in, as if someone like you could break Ghost.

- Simon is touch starved as fuck, to the point where it completely breaks down any mental preparation he has made when you start touching and caressing him all over as you ask questions.

- He keeps his mouth shut though, even as you push his hoodie and shirt up and pinch and twist his nipples or move so you can press your knee against his crotch.

- Call him a good boy and praise him and he becomes even more wobbly, his legs shaking and eyes teary as he tries his best to keep his mouth sealed.

- Just keep playing up the touching, kissing and praising and he might end up spilling the beans, especially as he gets close to cumming. Please praise him and pet him as he does, he needs it.

Alejandro Vargas

- It would take more than just sex to make Alejandro tell you secret information, I don’t think something like that would make him break.

- Hes likely to talk so dirty when you fuck, filthy words in English and Spanish spilling past his lips as he thrusts up into you. I think he can be so convincing during sex that he could even talk you into untying his hands, which he uses to flip the two of you over and fuck you so hard you can’t feel your legs.

- I could honestly see him somehow getting information out of you instead of you getting any from him, if there’s time. I think he can be a huge tease.

- If you aren’t that much of an enemy or threat, he would clean you up after and maybe even give you a bit of aftercare before leaving.

Rodolfo “Rudy” Parra

- Everyone assumes Rudy would be easy to get information from using sex, but I think hes a lot tougher than people give him credit for.

- He stays quiet as good as he can as you go down on him, though he might let a few moans or gasps as you deepthroat him. Tries to keep his hips still as you ride or fuck him, still not spilling any info you might want.

- I honestly think he would be kinda into this, as I think Rudy is into being tied up or tying someone up.

- Even as you edge him or overstimulate him he wouldn’t break, he’s too loyal to his people to break just like that, so even if you have him sobbing and shaking he would keep strong and not tell you anything.

- Its gonna be hard to explain when the others come to rescue him.

König

- König is another person I think is so touch starved it hurts, and he gives the vibe of someone who hasn’t had the most experiences in the bedroom, especially with how his anxiety probably gets in the way.

- He would immediately jolt and gasp as you fondle his crotch, blushing brightly under the fabric of his mask, especially if you talk about how big he is.

- König is the type to stay completely still but he’s shaking all over as you jerk him off, the Austrian embarrassed at how you probably have to use both hands.

- He starts babbling in German as you fuck him, because he’s a lot bigger than you expected so its not like you can ride him. Now, you probably do get the information your after, but its in German, so if you don’t speak that well too bad.

- König definitely thinks back on this in the future and it always leaves him so flustered.

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inthelittlewood · 6 months

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Awesome Decked Out Stream btw! Congrats on the first win!

Also; Sorry if you’ve answered this question before but what piece of equipment do you use to supplement your microphone to do all the cool voice modulations? On stream you were talking to Rendog about it and I swore you called it a “gargexalar” which absolutely can’t be right but I struggle phonetically! I also recall you spoke of it on the Imp and Skizz Podcast, but I couldn’t grasp the name there either. Would love to know how to get a cool mic set up for personal voice work and it sound like you know/have some good advice! :D

It's called a GoXLR, it's from a company called TC Helicon who seem to have abandoned the product earlier this year by laying off all but a few staff, so just be mindful of that if you purchase one. It's works just fine but any major errors or windows updates in the future I guess could have the potential to ruin things (although due to its popularity there's already a third party software etc made by the community)

I'm still wanting to move to a Rode Procaster Duo but currently it doesn't have and won't let you control virtual audio channels with its faders (which is important for me as I split game, music, chat and myself on to seperate tracks) - they have said they're looking to implement this feature in a future firmware update but there's no ETA given yet.

So the GoXLR is great but I worry about it's future, where as the Rode isn't quite suited to my needs yet but once it is I'll likely switch as they're a long established audio company with no signs of discontinuing support

The other little device I've mentioned before is the Tube MPC which is a handy compressor / limiter for boost audio without making it distorted (I admittedly haven't used in a while since I finally found some nice settings for the GoXLR that give the same results)

Hope that's helpful 👍

(also ty for the Decked Out love)

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lipglossanon · 1 year

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Waves Keep On Crashing On Me For Some Reason

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This is for all the folks who asked for piss kink with stepbro Leon; hope it doesn’t disappoint! It’s my first time writing something like this 🤭

Please heed the warnings this time cause I know not everyone likes this kind of thing!!! 👍

Warnings: 18+ minors DNI, stepcest, piss kink, water sports, dirty talk, name calling, mean Leon, oral (m receiving), cum swallowing

Not proofread ✍️ pretty short too 🫣

Title from Hella Good by No Doubt 🤙

Requests currently CLOSED! 💜

Loose follow up to Dressed Up to the Nines Again but don’t have to read to follow along 👍

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He grins down at your dazed expression as you continue to suckle his cock, “Good thing I didn’t need to piss, could just hold you in place and make you drink that all down too.”’

All week long that moment has been running on a loop in your head. At first you thought it was because you found it to be gross. Leon just being a complete jerk like usual. But as the days wore on, you kept coming back to it and imagining it again and again.

What if he did hold you there and made you drink up all his piss? It makes your pussy hot and wet every time you think on it. You swear you don’t like it, honestly, but just something about it gets you so riled up. Maybe just how unhinged it is, maybe just cause it’s Leon.

You can picture him, holding you in place making you take his cock into your mouth while all that hot urines soaks the back of your throat telling you to drink it all up. Shivering, you feel your nipples harden to the point they’re poking through your shirt while your panties fill with slick.

It’s Friday night and your mom and stepdad are off on their usual date night. Mustering up the courage, you knock on Leon’s door and push it open after he calls out a ‘come in’.

You see him lounging on his bed, swiping through his phone, music playing in the background.

“What’s up? Bored already?” he asks, attention still on his phone.

You fidget in place without answering making him frown up at you.

“Something the matter?”

“I have a question,” you walk over and kneel on his bed, “and it’s only curiosity, okay?”

He closes his phone and sets it aside, “Okay?”

You look down at your hands and pick at your nails.

“H-have you ever, uh, well have you ever,” your voice lowers, “peed on someone?”

“What?” He laughs, “I’m sure I have by accident after getting drunk with some buddies. Why? Are you—“

“No,” you look back up at him in frustration, nerves making you jittery, “I meant like, like what you said the other day.”

His brows furrow, “The other day?”

You lean forward to whisper, “You know when you said you were gonna pee after I sucked you off?”

You sit back on your haunches, heart in your throat.

The confusion is wiped from his face replaced by a smarmy grin, “Ohh. I see what you’re saying. You’re asking if I’ve ever given a girl a golden shower, huh?”

Clamping your thighs together to ignore the pulse of heat that sentence gives you, you nod, “Yeah that.”

He shrugs, still smirking at you, “Why do you wanna know? Interested?”

You lower your gaze, shoulders pulling inwards, “I don’t know.”

“Only one way to find out,” Leon leans against his headboard and pulls his head hard dick out of his sweats, “wanna suck me off?”

You whine before you can stop the noise, slick oozing from your cunt into your panties.

“Yeah you do,” he laughs meanly, cock filling out against his thigh, “get between my legs. Make it easier to wrap those lips around my dick.”

In a daze, you do as he says, shifting over the bedspread until you’re kneeling between his spread thighs.

“Good girl,” he groans, guiding your head down so you can lick and suck at his hardening dick, “gonna fill this little throat with more than just cum, huh?”

You moan, spit dripping from your lips as you suck the fat leaking tip of his cock into your mouth.

“What a slutty little sister I’ve got,” he grips your neck holding you still so he can rock his hips up into your open mouth, “my cum’s not enough, hmm? Need me to piss down your fucking throat?”

Your whimper comes out garbled and wet as Leon fucks his cock into your throat making you gag.

“Never had a girl as nasty as you, baby,” he pulls his cock out with a wet slurping sound and smacks it against your face.

You loll our your tongue as Leon slaps his dick on your cheeks, dragging it across your lips to smear precum all over your face.

“Open up,” he growls, tapping his fat dick on your tongue.

You moan as he slides his cock deep into your mouth, the tip kissing the back of your throat and keeping it there. Swallowing around the intrusion just makes him kick and throb in your mouth.

“Messy girl,” he chuckles derisively, watching as you drool around his cock, “bout to be real messy, right little sis?”

Your eyes flutter as he rocks another couple of inches into your throat, stretching your mouth around the base of his cock. Your body is on fire; your panties are so wet that slick is leaking through your shorts and down your thighs.

You gargle around his throbbing dick, trying to breathe through your nose as he somehow sinks even further into your mouth.

“Use that tongue, princess,” he lightly smacks your cheek with his palm, “work it on my cock.”

Doing as he says, you struggle to run your tongue along the salty skin filling your mouth to its limit. Whining, you lap at his dick, throat clicking when you swallow the spit and precum before it spills over your lips.

“Fuck,” his cock jumps making you cough and push back, thick stringy lines of spit connecting your swollen mouth to his dick.

“Fucking love that,” he groans, smacking his wet cock against your lips, “get that throat slime all over me, princess. Know I’m fucking that tight little hole just right.”

Your eyes are watering, tears slipping down your face as he feeds his cock back into your mouth making you moan, thighs clenching to alleviate the tension in your core.

“You give the sloppiest head,” he sighs, running his hand through his hair to push it away from his face, “so damn good, princess.”

You mewl at the backhanded praise, clit pulsing in time with your heartbeat. Angling your head back, you’re able to suck Leon’s cock more easily into your mouth, lips and tongue working the thick length down your throat until it makes you gag, eyes watering but not letting him pull out.

“Damn, so fucking good,” he groans, watching you with heavy lidded eyes as you cry and choke on his dick.

You keep him there, throbbing and pulsing against your tongue, precum dripping down your throat as you hum and moan around him, brain foggy with arousal. He pushes a little deeper making you gag hard and he slowly pulls out, thick slimy spit hanging from his cock in strings.

He strokes his cock, letting you catch your breath. The wet shlicking noise as he fucks into his fist makes your pussy ache.

“Almost as wet as your pretty cunt, huh? Too bad I’m not buried in that wet little hole,” he mocks you, “but noo, someone just needed to drink big brother’s piss.”

Moaning, you move your face closer to the fist jerking his cock, tongue hanging out.

“Fuck,” he grits out, slapping his cock on your tongue, “get on your knees down on the floor, slut.”

You scramble off the bed, feeling dizzy before sinking down on your knees. Leon stands up off the bed, tossing his shirt and sweats onto the floor at his feet, right where you’re kneeling.

“Gonna cum soon, and you know that that means?” He smirks down at you, stroking his cock right over your face, “you thirsty, princess?”

“Leon,” you whimper, pussy throbbing with want as you put your hands on his thighs.

“Open up for me, show big brother that slutty mouth,” he groans, pushing his cock past your swollen lips to slide into your throat.

With a high whine, you settle on your knees as Leon pulls his cock almost all the way out until just the tip is stretching your lips.

He starts jerking off with quick firm strokes of his hand. Your eyes drag down from his face to his pecs then his toned abs, moaning when you see them flex along with his hips as he fucks his fist.

“Tease the head, princess,” he grunts, stroking himself faster, “mmm yeah that’s it.”

You lap and suckle at his dripping tip, running your tongue over his slit to taste the precum weeping from his cock. Fingers digging into his meaty thighs, you sigh and sink further into that floaty headspace of pleasure.

“Fuck, that’s it,” he pants, hand practically a blur as he jerks off into your mouth, “cumming, fuck, swallow it, swall— yesss.”

Hot spurts of cum fill your mouth and you swallow as soon as it touches your tongue. You moan, eyes hazy as you watch Leon above you. Sticky cum clings to the roof of your mouth making you mewl as you swallow it.

You feel his cock kick as you lap up the last of his cum from the tip. Leon’s hands come up to grab your head. He pushes his cock deeper into your mouth, until the tip is kissing your throat. You whine and let your eyes wander from his abs back up to his face.

With a firm grip, he holds you still as he sighs, “Drink it up now, princess. Don’t wanna make a mess, do we?”

Before you can make any other noise, a small trickle of hot piss leaks into your throat. You whimper and Leon groans as he relaxes more, hot urine now steadily streaming into your throat. He shifts back a little and then fills your mouth with piss making you rock your hips with a moan, eagerly drinking it down.

The hot bitter flavor has you fumbling under your shorts, fingers seeking out your slippery clit.

“God what a fucking slut,” he chokes out a laugh, “almost finished, princess, better not waste any.”

You finger your clit with quick rough circles as you moan and let Leon piss down your throat. He fucks himself a little deeper into your mouth as he finishes up, the hot stream slowly stopping. With a keening moan, you cum in your panties, clit throbbing under your fingertips.

You both sit there for a moment— you in a complete daze as you swallow around his softening dick and Leon just basking in the filthy act.

He finally pulls his cock from your mouth and you shudder out a breath.

Leon pats your cheek and helps you stand on your weak legs.

“Come on, I’ll help you to the bathroom.”

He sits you down on the bed so he can throw his sweats back on then helps you again, practically carrying you out into the hallway.

“Thank you,” you slur, leaning all your weight against his side as he guides you to the shared bathroom.

“I should thank you,” he laughs dropping a kiss on the top of your head, “hell of a way to spend Friday night in.”

You hum and nuzzle into his side further letting yourself relax.

#stepcest #stepbro!leon s kennedy x fem!reader #stepbro!leon s kennedy #stepbro leon s kennedy/you #water sports #piss kink #leon s kennedy x you #leon kennedy x reader smut #leon s kennedy smut #leon s kennedy x fem!reader #fem!reader #lipglossanon

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shinjisdone · 4 months

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(Kicks the blog door)

I was excited when I saw that the Yandere type orders were open, since the orders are open, I don't want to miss my shot >:D

Type: Headcanons (Yandere)

Reader: Female

Yandere Alphabet

Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?💔

Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?💔

Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?💔

Character: (TWST) Silver

I hope that my request is not too long, in case it has complications you can discard it if you wish. But if not, take your time and no pressure 🌠🌌✍️ Bye 👍💐

@justm3di0cr3 , @a-small-tyrant , @twistedcece , @savanaclaw1996

Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling? - Silver

Silver - when everything is considered "fine" in his eyes - can be his usual self around you. Disciplined, honest, and a gentleman. There is, however, an obvious infatuation and admiration in his eyes whenever he gazes at you. Whether or not you see it. In moments such as these, he's quiet and calm and has only eyes for you. He barely acknowledges anything or anyone else when you are here.

He listens mostly but likes to do so while he is close to you. He'd try his very hardest to not fall asleep by...staring at you intently. Seeing you, especially this close (to him!) gives him the urge to never look away and to focus on only you. Sitting close together, knee next to knee, hands brushing, goodness if only he could even ask if he could lay on your lap! How could he ever escape to his dreams when his one dream is right here?

Unfortunately, due to being so quiet and staring at you, he unwittingly seems creepy, even with that gentle smile of his. He prefers to listen so he can soak up every little detail about you and what you say, what you like, dislike, have noted or wanted. Silver can act accordingly then by either avoiding certain things you do not like or surprising you with something you had your eye on for quite some time.

It might seem like he is zoning out...but he is very much in the moment. Taking in every little small thing you do, from your choice of words to the way your eyes flicker and your weight shifts as you stand. Silver is quite observant and it is a pleasure for him to just indulge in your presence and is even quite proud of being able to know every detail about you by just watching.

If only you could know what he is thinking as he listens to you talk. His smile would not seem so soft anymore.

Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

Silver is patient. He's a bit of a daydreamer as well, finding contentment in being your close friend - as long as that also means that he can admire you from afar, be the only one who listens to and solves your problems, who offers protection for you that you gladly accept, as long as he can be your prince. It is a bit cliché but he very much enjoys the role of a knight...however, he sees you in a more romanticised light as his 'loving liege' that he can rather pledge his love and loyalty to than his allegiance.

Pining can go on for a long time but the longer it goes on in the school years, the more his heart aches. And the more it aches, the more emotional cool-headed Silver gets and that increases the chances of him acting upon them. Suddenly proclaiming shocking things to you, asking you very personal questions while wanting to hear only one answer; "Yes, I love you too, Silver."

He does not grow angry nor saddened. Upset at most but he simply wants to know one thing while letting you know thousands more; Of his thoughts, of his feelings, of him pledging his love to you. Please, please accept it!

However, when someone approaches that threatens his position as your self-proclaimed knight or when you reject and not indulge in his fantasies, Silver might get a bit upset - however, his patience is abundant. It will take time and a lot of troubling situations for his patience to grow thinner.

Silver will encourage himself if you and the actions of others do not. How this will be short-lived and that he cannot be...replaced as harsh as it sounds - because it is not possible. Someone like him who has worked so hard to be by your side, to be seen in that light by you cannot just be cast aside. It's not possible.

He is your knight. Even when you do not acknowledge it.

The moment he'd snap is when his fantasies and dream are completely shattered. Either by thorough rejection or you finding love in someone else. Silver does not get violent but emotional. Heartbroken. He might finally spill everything out very emotionally and dismayingly. You do not recognize him.

Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?

Jealousy is seldom but possible.

Silver is not neccessarily jealous of people he knows he is above of in skill, in knowledge, and strength. But no matter how "weak" someone might appear to be, he might get jealous if they still manage to be close to you.

Especially when you act different around them. Much more positively than you ever have with Silver. As mentioned he is observant and will notice the slightest shift in your mood and feelings and when they appear to be displeasing to him, Silver gets jealous.

He tries to brush the green monster off. There is no need to feel upset. Just because you might feel a certain way about someone else does not mean your knight will be replaced or deterred. He'd rather wait and see instead of making assumptions. Who knows, this little thing you've got going on with this other student might be short-lived (He hoped so dearly).

So Silver somewhat blocks it all out because he knows if he watched and listens, he will notice you liking this person quite a bit, or the student being way too comfortable around you. He will notice it, he knows it, so in the beginning he will try to ignore it and instead strenghten the bond he has with you. But enough will be enough and Silver will have no choice but to acknowledge this gnawing jealousy.

Still, he tries his best not to lash out. Especially when he is with you but if he does happen to be alone with that person that makes you laugh while Silver can only make you giggle, he might...challenge them to a duel. A friendly match to test each other's skills and wits.

However, he might end up beating them much harsher than originally intended but Silver will not notice. The only thing in his mind is to prove to himself, to you and especially to the other student, that they are no match.

They might stop hanging out with you...and just like the princely knight that he is, Silver will be by your side as your support. He did not outright plan to scare the other party away with his brute strength but he does not complain of his things ended up.

With you back in his arms.

#request answered #twst #twisted wonderland #silver twst #silver vanrouge #yandere silver #yandere twisted wonderland #yandere alphabet #yandere

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factual-fantasy · 17 days

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Greetings as always Factual! You've been on a role answering asks lately-and I'm so glad to see you mention in a few that you've been doing better- and that you will soon have some doctors visits to hopefully get everything figured out, so this whole ordeal can finally be over! Till then, Keep on keeping on as always, and if you don't mind, I have a few small Asks as usual.

Firstly, regarding the Mario AU, you'll recall in the past confirming that King K Rool would retain his place as an enemy that threatens the Kongs of DK island from the outside in some shape or form- but i wonder, would your AU also contain an interpretation of the threat that came from within the island- the nefarious Tiki Tak Tribe?

In the recent DK games, the tribe has slowly been revealed as an ancient race who was imprisoned in the islands volcano by unknown means- and upon escaping they sought to reclaim their kingdom, before being bested by the Kongs once more for the time being- though they continue to make cameos and appearances here and their- including a ride in the upcoming DK Nintendo world expansion! So would you perhaps incorporate them into your story as well? Or scrap them for the sake of simplicity? If you did include them, I wonder if DK and K Rool would unite to take them on as one- and perhaps you could find ways to connect them to the other kingdoms? For example, it'd be one heck of a reveal that it was KAMEK who sealed them in that volcano, so long ago...

On another note, thanks for answering my last question about Bash Buggy! Hope everything turns out well for him and his new life once the war's dust finally settles... And also regarding Transformers, I wanted to ask if you have yet seen the trailer for the new upcoming movie, transformers One, and what your first thoughts and impressions are of it?

I've seen A lot of people already hating on it because of the trailers light hearted, comedic tones, or the more expressive character designs- but personally, I really like it so far! In my opinion, it's a welcome change of pace from the humorless, senselessly violent Bayverse movies, and their over-designed, chaotic character models- I think it really has potential- especially since they've confirmed it will have some more serious moments, and several Transformers prime characters will even be returning- including Arachnid, and the Vehicons! But what say you? Any hopes for it? Things you want to see?

Thank you! I'm hoping this is all over soon. Because this whole ordeal has completely wiped me out physically and mentally. It sure would be nice to finally feel better and go back to functioning like a normal human- 💀💀

As for the Tiki Tak tribe.. no idea what I'm gonna do with them.. I'd have to think about it. Kamek can't be responsible for everything <XD

As for Transformers.. I always liked the more serious tone that some shows/movies take. So I can imagine I wouldn't like this new movie because of that.. but tbh the only characters I care about is Optimus and Ratchet XDD as long as they're characterized well I think I can live with the movie 👍👍

#my response

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so-bitya · 2 months

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As someone who likes the character of Elizabeth and well to some extent Cielizzy. I think something people should take into account is that they both don't know each other deeply and only have an idea of what the other is.

I think what happened from Lizzy's "betrayal" to Ciel is important. Because first he makes Ciel deal with the consequences of lying to everyone he knows. Yes he have good reasons to lie but that doesn't mean people will be any less upset with Ciel because He openly LIED to their faces and even more so considering that he used the identity of his "dead" brother.

Lizzy makes sense in feeling hurt and betrayed because first they lied to her face and played with her feelings. But it is necessary because she must finally question why she "loves" Ciel. And what meaning does her indentity and life have next to Ciel (who she really doesn't know at all) I hope Lizzy can finally decide what she wants for herself and not what she expects from her and decides to return to Ciel (or Sirius?) and maybe finally THEY CAN SPEAK THINGS WITH THE TRUTH And well, maybe Lizzy will finally decide BY OWN DECISION to love Ciel/Sirius.🩷 And as for Ciel, I'm not sure how things will be on his side, but maybe he'll finally know and understand Elizabeth, and well, who knows, maybe he'll appreciate Lizzy more. 💙

Although knowing Yana I have the feeling that this could end very badly and painfully 💔But well just my thoughts I love your content of Elizabeth and Ciel 💕hasta aquí mi reporte Joaquín 👍

YES! this is everything I find interesting about them. that Ciel and Lizzy only know an idea of each other. they both hide behind masks and rely on each other for their identity as "Ciel" and "Lizzy". they've both been using each other to play their roles, but that's what makes their bond so strong to me? because that constant devotion, even when it comes to sacrificing themselves, is their sense of love.

And the betrayal!! that's what i don't understand fandom, the betrayal was incredibly well-written! fans just place the burden of the relationship on Lizzy constantly "oh she should've just asked first, how could she not trust him?" um... why would he answer her. why would she ask him?? her not trusting him is what kicked off this arc! how could they ever be honest with each other when this whole time they've been playing pretend!

and that's what im trying to get to here, that Lizzy's just like Ciel. she placed all her pride on being a fiancee, made an identity out of it. "how could Lizzy lie? how could she not trust him?" well just like how Ciel lied! like how Ciel didn't trust her, she's mirroring him! she repaid him for how he lied to her for all 4 years in one fell swoop! people cry about her not communicating, but this was the best way for her to communicate. how it felt for all those years not to matter, the humiliation of being lied to, the betrayal.

and im looking forward to them meeting again and speaking honestly for once. i like how you pointed out, it wont be just Lizzy coming to understand Ciel (the burden still falling on her) but Ciel coming to understand her too! how tragic it'll end up, i cant say for sure, I feel like Kuro kinda lost it's edge (i know, snake and agni, but an even more prominent character needs to die before i change my mind) ...and yana does have a soft spot for Ciel and Lizzy. however it turns out, as long as the characters are giving justice im happy.

anyway thanks for enjoying my writing lol, its kinda all over the place lol, but im planning more bigger posts in the future. i hope you'll enjoy them 🤞🏽💕

#hiya!!#thanks for the ask!!#kuro #cielizzy #o!ciel #elizabeth midford #theyre being so not normal about this

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minas-linkverse · 7 months

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Do you have any tips or tricks on how to start a comic like this? Or even just how you got started?? I've had my own au for years that I so badly wanna put out into the world but I've been struggling with finding a good way to start it!!!!

Hm!! Ok!! This is a tough question with many different answers even just from me. I'll do my best to answer tho!! 😮

The main bit of advice I want to give, and which I think is vital to anyone creating anything:

☆ Know yourself.

When looking up advice for creating, people love to tell you that by doing things a specific way is the best and only way to go. Often advice of this sort has solid points, you should plan ahead, you should have easy character designs, buut... You don't have to.

I do not work well with outlines or scripts. I dislike sketching. You'd think that'd make being a long form comic artist impossible for me, but nope.

I know theres things I cannot do, so I've put all my practise to what I can do. My lineart style allows me to almost skip sketching completely, my scripts are more of an A to B structure than law. I improv 90% of the time when making pages. It's kinda like dnd with myself.

I would absolutely not reccomend what I'm doing to others, but I know it works for me. People can tell me I'm doing it wrong but its either wrong or no comic at all, SO. Suck it. 👍

Er. Rambling now.

My point is, figure out what you can and cant do, and do your best to give yourself the ideal work enviorment and process.

☆ Deal with being overwhelmed

Making just a few panels and suddenly realising its gonna take years to get anywhere is SO demoralising. It's gonna happen and its gonna happen again, and again, and—

But continuing with the earlier advice, you gotta ask yourself what would help you. Are you willing to sacrifice quality? Do you just need a break? Maybe you're like me and like to include smth you love in every update so you'll have something to get excited about making.

That feeling of overwhelm is trying to tell you something, so figure out what that is so it wont end the project for you.

☆ Start it

You wont like what you make when starting. I've never heard of an artist who has.

I'm not saying start this instant, not everyone is as into improv and flailing around as me. But I will say you'll never feel ready. Figure out the minimun of what you need to start and do it. Show friends first if youre afraid to post.

Also where to start? Well sure there's lots of good advice online about that, but you can also just doodle random stuff until you feel like diving deeper. That's what LV started with, just Twi and Wild hanging out with animals and some headcanons. It may not be the most tightly written work but theres beauty in the humanity of a mess.

☆ Extras

A "failed project" or "forgotten WIP" is only a failure if you let yourself feel that way. Yea it can be a hauntingly strong feeling thats hard to deal with... But it can be beaten. WIPS are proof you tried and not everyone can say they have.

Lv is far from done and I have no intention of dropping it, but because the journey has been so nice I'd satisfied even if I had to call it here. Its smth that helps me with the overwhelm... What I've made is beautiful even now.

Comparing yourself to others is gonna rip your heart out. I love that theres other links meet aus out there and hope the best for those artists but I caNNot follow any of them or I'll crumble to dust.

So Uhm.

Basically. Have fun and be yourself. 👍

Ps. Readability is basically the most important thing for a comic artist to pay attention to, that and not destroying yourself with details and rendering. 🙌 Good luck out there!

#Ask #I love discussing stuff like that but it always ends up so rambly and long ahsjjdjr #I hope I said at least smth slightly concrete

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shepherds-of-haven · 7 months

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What's the difference between a witchlight, a Magelight, and a Magelamp?

Good question! I'm kind of surprised I haven't answered this before (I probably have but can't find it lol), but here's the breakdown:

A witchlight is a small, roughly candle-sized flame that a Mage conjures. It's almost always a ghostly blue flame and is always attached to a Mage's hand, palm, or thumb. It can sometimes be different colors, like green or purple. Every person has a slightly different way of conjuring their witchlight: some hold it cupped in their upturned hand, others hold it in a 👍 position or even a 🫰 position, whatever is most natural to them. I think of it as a magical Zippo lighter. Looks kind of like this:

It doesn't usually get as big as the last picture, but you get the idea. Notably, the "mnemonic" gesture to conjuring a witchlight is always snapping your fingers together a few times, as if they're made of tinder and flint.

A Magelight or magelight is less of a flame and is more of a golden orb of softer ambient light. The difference is that they are always gold, white, or pale yellow in color, illuminate a much wider area than witchlights, and notably are more "autonomous": they can float ahead of you or bob alongside you pretty much on their own, whereas a witchlight is attached to your hand and has to be held aloft like a torch. Magelights are more independent and don't require much active thought once summoned, serving more as levitating balls of illumination than little flames.

A Magelamp is a physical item that resembles a Victoria-era gas lamp. They're usually set into walls as sconces or overhead as ceiling fixtures and provide diffuse ambient light, pretty much how a gas or electric lamp would. They're constructed from anbar and zharril, Mage materials that can be charged with magical energy and spellwork, and are powered purely by magic. (Magelamps used to be just chunks of zharril crystal that would hold magical light really well before slowly fading... kind of like... glowsticks?... but they've been around for a really long time and have gotten much more advanced over time.) Because the magic lies within the lamp itself, Magelamps can be operated by both Mages and non-Mages. The Shepherds' compound is lit largely by these--so you can walk into a room and they'll automatically light up, or you can speak the command word and they'll light up according to your directions (like "light only the western sconce" or "turn down the intensity by 50%"), but this last part is finicky if you're a non-Mage and you'll usually have to get a spirit to help you if you want to do really fancy things--but they do have to be recharged by a Mage every five years or so. There are also oil and gas lamps and candles/braziers throughout the compound, too, though!

Hope that all makes sense! :)

#Shepherds of Haven #magic #lighting #witchlight #magelight #magelamp #worldbuilding

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my-autism-adhd-blog · 8 months

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hi! i recently stumbled upon your blog and i wanted to ask, is it possible for autism to be missed in children? after researching, i managed to tell my mother that i think im autistic, but she was very adamant in that i was screened already as a young child, and that i am not autistic. i am in high school now, and i think i exhibit many symptoms. i have things ill be suddenly extremely invested in for periods of time, costing me sleep and meals, and it takes me extra effort to talk to people in school, to the point where i cry and contemplate suicide almost daily.

im so sorry for venting, and don’t worry if you cant answer my question; thank you for taking the time to read this anyhow 👍

Hi there,

I’ve found an article from the Child Mind Institute talking about this. I’ll paste the short version and leave the full article below:

For kids with autism, getting social skills training as a toddler can make a big difference. But often, children with autism don’t get diagnosed until after they’ve started school. Sometimes, that’s because they get diagnosed with ADHD or sensory processing issues first. These other diagnoses are often correct, but in order to get the right treatment, kids need an autism diagnosis too.

There are a number of reasons why early screenings don’t always catch autism. Doctors often hesitate to diagnose autism if it might be something else. They want to see how the child’s development goes first. Sometimes, kids who have both ADHD and autism just get diagnosed with severe ADHD. Then, nobody realizes there’s more happening until the child starts school and the social parts of autism become clearer.

Autism is also harder to diagnose than ADHD or sensory issues if you’re just seeing your child’s regular doctor. The assessment for autism takes half an hour plus a long interview with parents. So you won’t see it in a standard check-up. Autism also has a range of symptoms that look different in different kids. If your child’s doctor isn’t a specialist, they might not realize your child is showing signs of autism.

Full article:

I hope this is helpful. Thank you for the inbox. I hope you have a wonderful day/night. ♥️

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hiiii friend (it’s birdie shhh didn’t want to send on my main blog) i fully support avoiding wips as i am doing the same so here is my question:

what, if you have any, are some of your favorite desert duo headcanons? can be scar or grian individually or them together

HIII BIRDIE sorry one of the wips is said yours related sigh . we're in this nightmare blunt rotation together

anyway. im gonna answer this in both for general and my WTLT!verse because theyre kinda different LOL sorry this gets long

general hcs 1) scar is a... very practical guy i would say. despite his strength lies in his words he would still favour showing care and affection. yknow stuff like cutting fruits for someone without asking. hes littered with small fleeting gestures and only someone who knows him well enough like grian could pick up on them 2) personally i always see grian as the loud annoying friend/partner/whatever you wanna call it. sure he sometimes uses it as an excuse to repress things he doesnt wanna talk about (this is where scar would usually coax him out of it) but his loudness can be really handy at times when an uneasy awkwardness fall between them. ALTHOUGH this doesnt mean grian won't 'shut down' when the situation arises (because i like quiet grian too) 3) not sure how to fit in one small paragraph about my dynamic hc for them but i can say with full conviction grian and scar would stick fruit labels onto each other's forehead when grocery shopping to piss the other off. hope this helps 😁😁

where the light touches hcs: 1) i really really like the hc that scar is so unphased by everything because hes jaded like that (whether a placid facade or no) like oh suddenly he managed to sign himself up for a death game. oh heres an immortal who wounded up in his path. oh suddenly he needs to start manipulating people to win. and hes like ok 👍 (he was first runner up in 3rd life for a reason) 2) for grian i like that hes kinda cunning in his own way. like yes hes not to full power with his watcher abilities stripped away and he can be kinda weak at times, but then he uses this front to trick people and when their guards are let down and turns the battle's tide with it. literally a small guy who packs a punch to those who underestimate him 3) for the both of them, my hc will always be that they have no choice but to trust each other wholeheartedly. because one small falter can cause their faction to fall and the only way they succeeded is because they dont second guess every time when the other will put a knife behind their back. sure this is not a popular hc but in 3rd life grian constantly stood by scar's side so. also its my storyverse and i get to pick the dynamics!!!!

#sorry i yapped #me when i dont play around with desertduo.....#have fun reading my nonsense LMAOO 😭😭😭#邮箱

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marilynthornhilllover · 9 months

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When you call my name. Do you think i'll come running? {Chapter 5}

+ you never did the same. So good at giving me nothing.

+ now you know and now I'm free

+ never gonna let you back....

Warning: fluff, heartbreak, danger, healing, marriage.

Want to read part 4?: part 4 ,

A/n: I do apologize if there is any Romanian spelling mistake because all translations were done from Google, if they are wrong please let me know so i can do the necessary changes 👍enjoy my loves💞

You woke up from a sudden jolt of fear. You were breathing heavily and your body was drenched in sweat. Tears threatened to leave your eyes as you sat up against the head board. You looked down at your arm and it was wrapped in fresh cloth with pretty stickers and your wrist had a plaster on all the cuts that miranda left and each plaster had little notes. " your loved" " your special" " I love you" " your the light in my dark world". You smiled softly at your arm and wrist and sniffed. You looked around the room and noticed you were in alcinas bedroom.

" alcina?" You called out but there was no answer, the door to the bathroom was slightly ajared and the light was on. You could smell her perfume, maybe it's because your in her room but it was stronger than usual which meant she was nearby. You called out her name again but still there was no answer.

" alcina?" You tried one more time with the last bit of hope you had that she didn't leave you, this time you heard a soft but faint 'yes' from the bathroom. She emerged from the bathroom ducking as her eyes met your gaze. Her eyes were puffy and dull, they were red and looked like she had been crying. She had tissue in her hand and her mascara was ruined completely.

" Your awake" she spoke sniffing as she sat at her vanity. Her voice was softer than usual and quieter, it gaved in when she spoke causing it to crack. She looked down as she took out some makeup wipes from her drawer and wiped the smudge mascara off before re-appling it. She fixed her makeup and lit a cigarette. She took a long drag before exhaling it through her nose. She sighed before looking up at you through the mirror. You could see she was not only hurting but she was falling apart.

" Come here, my love" she spoke softly before taking another drag of her cigarette. You got up and walked over to her vanity and stood next to her looking at her in the mirror. You've never seen alcina like this.... you made her this vulnerable?.... she must really love you. No one would believe you if you said you saw ' lady dimitrescu' cry or depressed. They would laugh in your face or punish you for mocking the lady.

Alcina turned and looked at you. She silently chuckled and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. She gently picked you up with both hands on your waist and placed you on her lap. You both stared at eachother for a while. Thinking about all the things that happened, all the things that was said, all the things that could had been avoided, all the worst case scenarios, and most of all, all the possibilities. What things could have been.

" tell me what you see...." She spoke breaking you from your indelvin trance. She sounded so tired, so lost, so broken so....hurt. You couldn't help but feel a ache in your heart for her. You looked at her for a moment trying to understand her question and how to answer it in the most suitable way possible, in a way she won't hurt more than she's already been hurting. Alcina felt like her heart was on fire, not the love kind, the pain and agony kind of fire. She awaited your response like it was the reading of her death sentence. Part of her wanted to hear your rage towards her. Hear how much you hate her and think she's a monster so she can feel worse about herself.

But the other half wanted to hear you say something nice.... so she can feel like a person. Like she wasn't a murder, wasn't a killer, wasn't a monster.......

" I see a mother..... who cares for her daughters, who'd do anything for their protection, who loves them unconditionally. I see a woman who had high hopes and dreams for the future but things didn't go as planned. I see a hardworking soul, someone with a heart..... I see my lover" you spoke looking up at her through the mirror. Alcina looked down slightly shaking her head.... you gaved her a answer she didn't even know was possible to the question asked.

All this time she had felt so hopeless.... she knew all the bad things people would say about her outside of the castle, and she didn't care at all, but you meant the world to her. So hearing the person she loved say " your a monster" broke a part of her she didn't even know could be broken. Alcina didn't even know she had a heart before she met you. Hearing you say an answer she wasn't sure about was hard for her to believe..... she found comfort in her pain... because at one point she believed it.....

Part of her believed she was a monster, part of her wanted you to believe that too.... to say it again. But to be honest even though alcina did bad stuff in her life that doesn't make her a monster. Everyone makes mistakes why don't we call them monsters?. But this woman who trys hard for her family, for herself, just because she has a bad temper or she's done some bad deeds or because shes not exactly human makes her a monster?..... now that's next leavel bullshit.

You turned around and squeezed her hands. She closed her eyes looking down trying to keep her tears at bay. You placed a finger under her chin and lifted it up so she can look at you but She kept her eyes closed.

" alcina look at me" you whispered, she shook her head, her tears black from the mascara. You quickly wiped it away before it messed up her make up again.

" I love you cina, i really really do" you whispered kissing her on the lips softly. Just a soft peck. It's when alcina opened her eyes you realized what you did. You and alcina just had your first kiss. You both stared at eachother for a minute trying to process what just happened. Alcina saw love and pattern in your eyes..... everyone other than alcinas daughters always looked at her with fear or confusion maybe even disgust but you didn't. Not even once. You always had love, sympathy and adoration in your eyes for her.

" I'm sorry if I overstepped my-" before you could finish your sentence alcinas lips were on yours in an instant. You threw your arms around her neck and melted into the kiss. She placed her palm on your cheek pulling you closer as her fingers in tangled in your hair. You swore the world froze. Her lips were soft as marshmallows,her lips were so plump and tender. She tasted like fine wine and honey mixed with her cigarette and the luscious steak she ate. Her lips were comforting, so hard to pull away from. Her smell and taste was intoxicating, if you could kiss her forever you would.

You felt her tongue press firm against your lips so you opened your mouth for her to enter her tongue. From there alcina lost it completely. She started kissing you passionately. Her tongue exploring every inch of your mouth, fighting against your tongue for space and dominance. You moaned softly as you pulled away and rested your head into her neck.

Alcina chuckled as she cradling your head and she rocked your softly like a baby.

" Te iubesc, mai mult decât stelele iubesc luna"

(i love you, more than the stars love the moon)

She whispered kissing your cheek. You looked up at her and smiled, you didn't need to know what she said, you knew she said something romantic and loving.

" can you sing me a song and help me take a bath?" You asked re-twirling her lose curl and tucking it behind her hair.

" of course draga mea" she picked you up and took you to the bathroom. She placed you down on the shower bench and turned on the water.

" hot or cold sweetheart?" You told her warm, not too hot but alittle bit cold.she turned on the water then she walked over to the cabinet and took out some essential oils and bath bombs. She placed them in the tub and turned off the water. She dipped her hand in the tub to test the water and decided it was perfect for you. Just as you asked. She walked back over to you.

She motioned for you to to rise your hands so she can take off your shirt. She tossed it into the wash basket and bent down to pull off your pants. She stopped mid way and looked at the scars that you got from being in Miranda's lab dungeon. Her eyes filled with regret and sadness.

She ran her cold finger tips across the redden scars that were starting to fade and heal. She leaned down and started to softly kiss every one she saw, slightly kissing any area of skin her lips came in contact with. You shivered slightly as her cold lips traced into your inner thighs.

"atât de frumos"

( so beautiful)

she whispered looking up at you, she tapped your thighs and picked you up. She placed you into the water and grabbed a pink loofah. She dipped it into the water and poured a bath oil that had lavender mixed with rosemary oil for your wounds. She took off the bandages and gently poured water on the wounds that were healing already. She gently washed your skin with the loofah. You sighed as you laid back against the tub and allowed her to take care of you.

Alcina placed little flowers into the tub as she kissed your forehead and grabbed and cup and filled it with water. She gently grabbed your hair and softly started washing your hair. The shampoo smelled like coconut and lavender and the conditioner smelled like orange. Her finger tips gently grazed across your scalp.

" my mom used to wash my hair like this. Matter of fact everything I'm showering you with and washing your hair with my mom used them to do the same with me. When Cassandra was younger I use to do the same aswell..." She spoke.

" so it's a tradition?" You asked bloomly. Alcina chuckled. It sounded sad but she held her emotions back.

" no it's just.... I don't know. If you love someone you just make sure to take care of them. Making someone feel loved by showering them is a normal thing passed down from my moms mother, I guess. I love you" she whispered kissing the spot behind your ear.

" mom!" You flinched as bela showed up randomly. Alcinas emotions immediately changed. You couldn't see her face but you could feel the tension starting to fall back on her.

" is this the way i raised you bela!" She shouted loudly growl pursing through her chest. Bela looked down, avoiding her mother's eyes. Alcinas daughters loved her but they feared her anger.

" n-no m-mother I'm sorry...... Mother miranda is on the phone..... and she's not happy mother.... she angry and she's loud." Alcinas face dropped. Fear took its rightful place in her chest again. Alcina heard your heartbeat pick up.

" i'll be there bela, um, tell a Elizabeth to fix y/n a meal" bela nodded and disappeared into flys. Alcina got up and was starting to walk out of the room but she stopped in her tracks and turned around.

" I'll be back draga" she spoke a slight frustration to her tone of voice and facial expression. You nodded and smiled softly at her, she didn't return it. She walked out and slammed the door loudly.

You turned around and started playing with the flowers in the water.

Now though you didn't know exactly what mother miranda was going to tell alcina you had an idea and you were scared. Even though alcina was powerful and one of the highest among the lords. Mother miranda has rules alcina has to follow or there will be consequences. 'No bad deed goes unpunished by miranda'. Mother Miranda's powers cannot be contained, even alcina knew that and alcina too feared her power.

Alcina walked angrily towards her study. Anger and rage overflowing from her but also fear and dread. She knocked the door open and walked over to the phone. She stopped and tried to calm herself and collect her anger.

Her walked over to the phone and picked it up.

" mother miranda" alcina spoke plainly.

" QUITE THE LONG WAIT, DIMITRESCU" She shouted over the phone. Alcina growled as she tried to stay calm and collective. She sighed as she sat down on her chair, lighting a cigarette.

" I do apologies mother miranda, I was preoccupied by a maiden who made an-" mother miranda cut her off immediately.

" CUT THE BULLSHIT!!! UGH.... the girl alcina! You freed the girl!"

" with all due respect mother miranda the girl is mine! And plus I thought we had an agreement on her freedom!" Alcina spoke, managing to keep her tone of voice on a respectable leavel but her frustration and anger was still heard by the black god.

" alcina do not test my patience! Do not try me! You know the power I hold and yet you play foolish! Iwill not hold back to discard you off this earth!..... bring me the girl tomorrow! Or get her out of Romania tonight!...... may i remind you dimitrescu.... failure to bring me the girl I will hunt her down and i will find her! with the muten lycans I WILL find her! and when I do either that be dead or alive I WILL MAKE YOU PAY AND MAKE YOU AN EXAMPLE TO THE OTHER LORDS!" She screamed.

"Miranda!"

" BRING ME THE GIRL!" She screamed again before hanging up the phone. Alcina got up and threw her desk screaming. She sat on the chair before pinching her nose Bridge trying to calm herself. Alcina closed her eyes and calmed herself. Her mind ran directly on you. Over her dead body was the only way miranda could take you away from her. She was not going to allow it. Her heart broke the last time when miranda abducted you and hurted you, she will not let it happen again.

When she saw all the scars you have because of her she felt heartbroken. You felt so much pain because of her. Alcina sighed as a tear rolled down her cheek before she quickly wiped it away.

She returned to the bathroom and you immediately noticed her sad face mixed with a scared one. Right then an there you knew this wasn't an normal argument.

" tough cookie?" You asked in hopes to lighten her mood but it didn't work one bit. It's like she didn't even hear you.

" ready to get out draga mea?" She asked avoiding eye contact with you. You replied 'yes' and she grabbed a cute fluffy towel and wrapped it around you.

She guided you to the bedroom as she gaved you an weird looking outfit. It was mountain pants, a black hoodie, construction shoes, a beanie hat, a very sharp cold steel knife, black gloves and a bag with food, water and basically survival stuff.

" we're going hauting?" You asked smiling at everything before looking up at her. You noticed she had a very distinct look in her eyes and a cold sad facial expression on her face.

You walked closer towards her and grabbed her hand but she pulled it away. You felt your heart crack at her actions, you thought the both if you was getting better. Your eyes filled with tears quickly even though you didn't quite understand the situation yet.

" you need to leave Romania" she spoke, still not looking at you.

" w-what? But- alcina I can't do that! Hell i still don't even know where my mom is..." you spoke tears falling like hot flashes as you walked closer to her but she backed away.

" mother miranda wants me to bring you to her tomorrow morning I don't know why..... if I don't do that, you'll have to leave Romania and if you don't she'll get her biggest most infected lycans to hunt you down..... and when they find you it won't end good for us..... we mostly me..... mostly you" she spoke finally looking up at you, tears in her eyes. Her lips were shaking as she tried not to break down in tears.

Alcina looked so scared and broken. She didn't know what to do. And even if she did she wouldn't trust herself with the idea enough to make the decision.

" well, we don't know exactly what she wants from me so I can go-" alcinas eyes flashed a bright gold. The thought alone made her heart clench.

" no! The only reason is to kill you and feed you to her birds or use you in her lab" Alcinas facial expression alone told you everything. She couldn't protect you against miranda. No matter how much she fought she'd still lose...... but she loved you... so she was going to do everything in her will power to try.

" Well, where will I go alcina? I have no where to go. I can't go back home because that's the first place the miranda will have blown down, and you know that" you spoke, alcinas eyes were filled with terror and agony even though nothing had happened to you yet. She couldn't belive you were now a prey for miranda. All of this was her fault. She sat down sighing before looking back up at you.

" far up east, its the only village were miranda has history. They hate her there, if she returns they'll kill her....you'll be safe there." She whispered. She knew what she said would irritate you so she stood immediately after she said it.

" are you out of your fucking mind alcina?!, no unwelcome person enters that village and survives!" You shouted, slightly stomping your feet. Alcina rushed over to you and placed her hand over your mouth.

" keep your voice down! We can't let anyone know our plans. Miranda can manipulate someone so they can tip her off about information. I know it's not a good choice but it's not such a bad one either especially if you take the route in the forest" alcina saw your eyes lit up and she squeezed her hand over your mouth again to stop you from arguing loudly again.

" I know draga, she's going to have the forest packed with lyacns but you'll make it. Their half blind so just try not to make any noise they have super sonic hearing like me" alcina looked into your eyes and all she can see was fear and anger. She felt her world fall down like a Lego castle. She was scared for you. You couldn't be in her castle nor can you be outside. Miranda will stop at nothing the get to you.

Alcina slowly removed her hand from your mouth and took a step back. You saw a look of defeat on her face. Hopeless, powerless. Her eyes were bright yellow but her pupils were half blown out. You sighed and looked down. When you looked back up you gaved her a look of confirmation. She gaved you a small but not genuinely happy smile before she got you ready.

You wore the clothes and made sure you looked camouflage. She gaved you a map and guided you through all the routes and roads, giving you hints and ideas of where to go and where not to go. She said lyacns usually snarl every 2 minutes, their very smart obviously because they were once human. She told you the basics and gaved you a bag with bandages, water and small snacks.

" you'll be ok" she reassured you before she held your hand in hers and kissed it. She guided you out of the room and down alley way you've never seen before. This part of the castle had many pictures of alcina when she was alittle kid and some with her parents. Some pictures had bela, Daniela and Cassandra as babies and kids aswell.

" what is this place?" You asked looking around. Alcina held your arm closer as she carefully made you walked through a hold in the wall and down a dark hallway.

" I use to walk here when I wanted to sneak out to go play music with my band. Not even my parents knew about this part of the castle. Only I know about it now" she spoke letting you walk infront of her as you both walked through another hallway filled with windows on one wall and pictures on the other. You looked outside to see snow falling and the remaining castle walls.

" so why can't I stay here if there's hidden places in the castle" you asked reholding alcinas hands and looking up at her.

" because draga, miranda has this power with her eyes, when she's hunting a prey everyone else is green and you'll be red. If I don't bring you to her tomorrow on the given time she'll storm this castle and without a doubt she will find you. There's no holding back you can't be here. As I said it won't end good for us. And plus when my parents died miranda used to live here. So no doubt she doesn't know about the hidden places too." She spoke opening a door and carefully leading you down a old beaten up staircase.

" are you scared of miranda alcina? You asked and she sighed.

" no, obviously not draga I'm scared of the power she holds..... there's a different. Of course if she was powerless I would let you stay here and not give a fuck about what she says" she said rolling her eyes you chuckled softly.

" you mentioned it not ending good for us right?" You asked and she hummed in response.

" you also said she loves your daughters do you think she'll hurt you knowing you have kids?" You asked and she sighed.

" Yes she most definitely will. no bad deed goes unpunished by miranda..... Miranda is heartless y/n remember that. No matter how good she seems her heart is colder than Antarctica. She told me she won't hesitate to discard me of the earth. And plus I'm basically going against Miranda's wishes by not taking you to her. God knows I love you too much to let her hurt you again. The first time wasn't intentional this time will be on my command. It's not happening. I can't let you break like that again....." She spoke holding you close.

" I love you alcina....." You spoke hugging into her tightly, she sniffed and caressed your hair hugging you more as if it was her last. Just incase it was the last time she hugged you alive......

She bent down and held your hands. She pressed her forehead against yours looking deeply into your eyes. Alcina truly loved you. She'll do anything for you. Even if it means she has to die..... but hopeful it won't get to that point....

"acesta nu este sfarsitul"

( this is not the end)

She whispered as she blinked her tears away. You held her face with both hands and kissed her nose, trying not to cry.

" I'll pray for your safety and I'll always be your protector or knight with shinning black claws" she said rolling her eyes and you giggled. The sound touched a soft spot in her heart. A heart she didn't even know she had or was capable of having. Before alcina met you she was just as heartless as miranda. Her world was dark. But you came down like a angel and changed everything for her.

You looked into her eyes and realized you have to go and this might be the last time you will ever see alcina again. Part of you just wanna wake up from whatever dream this is. And the other half wants to sleep forever..... but not get hurt....

You started crying as you held onto alcina tightly. Alcina sob softly as she held onto you too. She didn't want to lose you. If she did she wouldn't live with herself for the rest of eternity. Her heart wouldn't take it. She'd fall apart. She'd crumble. She'd probably die of grief and regret.

" niciodată pierdut mereu găsit"

( never lost, always found)

She whispered leaving kisses all over your face.

" before I go I'd like to give you this" you whispered handing her a sliver ring with a half heart shaped dimond. You took out yours and connected it with hers and she let out a gasp of surprise.

" I'll see you again soon?" You asked more tears threatening to fall before you unconnected the ring. Alcina caressed your cheek and nodded.

" I need to hear you say it alcina please...." You spoke you voice cracking. Alcina wasn't sure..... she didn't want to lie to you but she had to make you feel safe.

" you'll see me again dragul meu"

( my love)

She whispered before kissing your lips softly and wiping your dried tears from your face. You looked at her ring and at yours then up at her beautiful eyes. Your gonna miss her eyes, her warmth, her kisses, your gonna miss her.....

" think of me always" you both whispered at the same time before you both slightly laughed and smiled before it all faded. Alcina opened the door and you walked out. The cold air slightly pushing you back. You sighed as you walked out. You looked back once and smiled at alcina. She returned it and waved. You blowed her a kiss and waved your ring before heading off.

Alcinas heart broke into million pieces. Seeing you walk out.... away from her..... she wouldn't be able to hear your hear beat now. As she listened to the last bits of it before you walked out further, it was so calm and steady but a rough pattern that showed you were scared. She just wanted to hold you close and tell you it's gonna to be ok. She hated herself for not being able to protect you more.... better. She knew her decision was bad, but it wasn't that bad.

When alcina saw you were out of sight she closed the door and walked back inside. She had a plan. There's no way she was going to let you be in a forest alone. Not only will lyacans be in there but so can mother miranda. Alcina was going to send someone to find you and bring you somewhere safe.

Alcina knew miranda wouldn't hurt her. Miranda had mad a promise to alcinas mother that she'd respect her and never lay a finger on her, not even one strand of her hair. Miranda took a vow to that promise and seeled it before alcinas mother took her last breath. Miranda was big on promises, she always kept them.... especially ones she took vows too. She wasn't going to hurt alcina.... but as for you.... she was going to absolutely destroy you..... if she can't hurt alcina... she'll hurt the one she loves most..... she wouldn't dare hurt her kids..... no..... Miranda had a plan but so did alcina.....

Somtimes the best way to get into a man's heart to be able to inflict pain is through his lover.....

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