Thinking about how deranged this thanksgiving was.

I hit a kid with my cane. I popped so many painkillers. I hit a kid with my cane again. I went black Friday shopping and came back only with things that weren't on sale. I hit that kid with my cane so hard in the shin he's gonna need a cane, too. I had a religious crisis. I threw my cane at that kid in the passenger seat because he said I don't need handicap parking. Some dude dressed in a really nice santa costume was just standing at the end of his driveway waving at cars and I barked violently at him. I fucking punched that kid. I spent more money on a dog than my family. I still bought that kid ice cream because I hate him but I hate the company I took the money from more. At some point I just fell asleep under the dinner table. I played Minecraft with that kid and he's a fucking loser. I had a whole therapy session in the car trauma dumping for the two hour drive home. I'm going to ruin that kids life I'm just too tired right now. It's been days and I still feel hungover. I didn't even drink.

Needless to say I think the spirit of doctor House possessed me for thanksgiving. Either way 10/10 would do again and Christmas is either gonna put me in jail or back on Lexapro

Actually cry so goddamn hard when I think about Shinjiro Aragaki healing and being loved and having to learn to be okay with himself and being taken care of

oh my god i just rememebered the insane dream i had last night

So I read @aughtpunk 's cotl forgiveness au in like 2 days and now I'm hyperfocusing on it. I just keep thinking of cute little things. Particularly between Shaun and kallamar. Aughtpunk probably shouldn't read this.

Like they have regular are-we-still-engaged chess matches. The first time kallamar wins, they regretfully tell the others the engagement is off. Most everyone is like, you were engaged?? How?? Since when?????? The next day they're engaged again. It great and not at all confusing. Pretty soon no one is sure if the engagement is even real or not. Don't ask kallamar, he's not 100% sure either. Like they play games to see who's responsible for the flowers or menu decisions but is it real? Half the group is sure it isn't until it's the night before the wedding and Holy shit this is actually happening wtf and Shaun is just so disappointed in them. Kallamar is too, right my love? Kallamar is like, yeah, I can't believe they doubted the seriousness of this situation. Internally he's screaming. Shaun also didn't think it was that serious but over time he got sick of people shit talking kallamar to his face so he was like, now I gotta marry him in the biggest most amazing wedding ever. I just gotta.

I also just like the idea that they would use games to settle most disagreements. They watch eachothers strategies and moods to figure out how serious they need to be. If it's a lighthearted thing then they joke the whole time and whoever wins, wins. Gg. If it's something more important to one than the other then they give a good game but let that person win since clearly this is a significant matter. If it's an important matter to both, they use the game as something of a distraction. I can't kill you for not understanding exactly where I'm coming from by magically reading my mind if I'm too busy trying to figure out if the move you just made is even legal. By the end of the match, whomever wins, it comes out as more of a compromise.

They do have this problem where if they don't have a clear goal for a game, it can escalate into terrible ends. Like Shaun makes a flirty double entendre about calamari, kallamar says something gross about cannibalism, suddenly its 3 am, they're in the kitchen with heket who is waaaay too happy about cooking some of her brother's flesh with the intention of giving it to his ex-fiancee to eat (shaun being grossed out by cannibalism made him lose), and questioning all of their life choices.

Oh and after wedding thought. Shaun asks narinder for a life flower (that what I've been calling them in my head). Narinder is grossed out but Shaun gives this whole speech about how they aren't gonna use it now, he just wants to show kallamar that he did notice that he wasnt sure how serious he was about the wedding but he is very serious about wanting to have this life together with him and growing their family together. Narinder does reluctantly give him a flower. Little while later kallamar asks for the same thing. His explanation is a little more based in logic. They've talked about children before and he's probably gonna be the one carrying them so it just makes sense for him to have the flower. Everyone is like aww they're gonna present these flowers to eachother and it's gonna be cute or something. Meanwhile kallamar is confirming that he and his husband aren't needed for anything else tonight and maybe the flower might work if brewed into a tea but eh it's better to not chance it and just. Fucking. Eats it. Right there. Infront of God (poor jake) and everybody. Did his husband see that? No, of course not. That would prevent any miscommunication drama. It's like, dude, did you guys plan on that or...? And kallamar is like, we've had some of the most important discussions about this already, I fail to see why we can't start trying now. And then he leaves to go spend his wedding with Shaun in private and now the whole family has no idea what to do with themselves. They did not need this information.

I also have thoughts for their kids. First set is twins. They are cute. They look like normal lambs just tinted blue. At first. They actually have tendrils they hide amongst their wool. They're also good at team hunting. If you see the both of them, it's safe. If you only see one, it's a distraction, turn around, you are being ambushed.

These are just fun little thoughts I had. Feel free to ignore me.

random thought but i love eugene mirman's gene sounds ESPECIALLY when gene is sleeping. they're so good & cute

louise tina bob and linda looking @ gene literally exactly like this when he forgets how his song goes at breakfast LMAOO

love that tina and louise seem to actually pay attention to what songs gene is writing and what they're about despite the fact that there are SO MANY. supportive family <3

gene's dream.... bro that was god speaking to you. like for real wtf

also im only a minute in and there are SO MANY good screenshots already he's such a cutie i love him so much!!!! <3 gene episodes my beloved

"Now I'm going to change into last night's pajamas, AKA my only pajamas, and brush my teeth with Tina's toothbrush because that's what I accidentally did last night."

"Wait, what?"

gene and tina are so silly?? 😭

me and gene share many similarities including waking up in the middle of the night every two hours for no fucking reason. like THATS relatable

MR AMBROSE APPEARANCE LETS FUCKING GOOO‼️‼️ why does his voice sound slightly sped up is he okay. does he have a new voice actor?? he sounds slightly off not like in a bad way its just strange

THERE WAS A NEW VOICE ACTOR BCUZ BILLY EICHNER WASNT CREDITED maybe bcuz its such a small appearance but thats very weird. i feel like mickey fans in season 12 episode 6 when loren did that horrible mickey impression 😭😭 also whoever did his voice in this episode wasnt credited so it was somebody from the main cast doing an impression of him. will try to figure out who. sorry episode review cancelled i need to figure out who the hell voiced mr ambrose in this episode

based on the fact that u cant obviously tell who it is i dont think its eugene mirman and probably not h jon benjiman?? dan mintz can only do one voice so its not him either. probably either john roberts larry murphy or a random crew member who they didnt bother to credit

(most likely billy eischner just wasn't avaliable to voice mr ambrose due to his movie career etc so i dont blame them but it was noticeable enough to ME that i needed to figure it out. not even a bad impression honestly the average fan wouldnt notice)

"What do you lucid dream about?"

"I do revenge stuff on people who were mean to me in high school, some fantasy and science fiction, some adult stuff I can't tell you about."

this is literally the gayest thing mr ambrose has ever said omg FHFMDDJKSKS i cant believe this drama club ass nerd was bullied in high school who could have guessed. not me thats for sure

(now somebody has to write a fanfic about mr ambrose having Adult Stuff dreams about mr frond. i want this on my desk by 3pm tomorrow)

love mr ambrose and his gay ass curly hair..... mr ambrose my beloved <33 kisses u

i dont have anything to say im just strangely invested in gene's lucid dreaming plot at this point. Love all his silly little dreams and its incredible he never seems to have any nightmares or anything!!

this is reminding me of the movie where gene had a dream and he was scared that he wasn't good at music and that people weren't going to like his performance and the aliens came down to told him to stop 😭😭💔 his insecurity that he might not be that good a musician literally makes me cry. he's so sweet and kindhearted my babyy boy

CAN I SKIP SCHOOL AND GO BACK TO SLEEP LMAO

"Even successful musicians went to sixth grade, Gene."

"That's a MYTH!!"

weirdly mr ambrose started sounding completely normal at some point like did his voice actor come back and just wasn't credited?? or whoever did this impression was REALLY good jfc

mr ambrose HATES these fuckign kids bro

HES SO UNHINGED LMAO 😭😭

NOT THE STARING AGAIN. why are they literally just this image every single time gene plays music in this episode im gonna cry

love this specific frame of gene running his hand through his hair

awww bob is such a good dad

sidenote but this subplot with tina and louise is so stupid it actually made me laugh LMAO the fucking girl cricket. thr female cricket. like what if he's gay huh what then

"or if she's not his type she also makes a great best friend. she's a good listener" THANK YOU louise for acknowledging the cricket might be gay. she's an ally 🙏

AWW GENE WRITING HIS SONG <3 eugene mirman isnt a Good singer (not hating he literally says that all the time. they have to record each line seperately bcuz he cant sing on key) so its hard to tell when they're trying to make gene's songs seem good or not but this is really sweet. u can tell he just loves music so much

why is gene's song kinda making me emotional..... like this show is usually 50/50 on if it actually wants to take gene's songwriting ability seriously but in this episode its so clear how much he LOVES music and songwriting and how talented he is at it. he has trouble with focus and commitment sometimes but thats never an issue when it comes to his music and he'd happily spend an entire afternoon writing a song from start to finish (even skipping out on dinner) because he was so hyperfocused. love how much respect they give gene in this episode tbh

deeply appreciate the "larry murphy as teddy" credit despite teddy not having one single line in this entire episode. Literally just a legacy credit at this point

I LOVED THIS EPISODE 😭😭💕 i dont think it'll be as widely popular as some other episodes this season but as a gene fan and an artist this episode really resonated with me. the ending sequence was actually really beautiful (gives me the same vibes as "your heart's not broken its only growing" tbh) and i loved gene's song and all the different costumes they put him in for his dreams!! tina and louise's subplot was really cute too. very enjoyable episode if you're a gene fan or just a casual viewer who wishes he got more focus. he's SO SWEET and so passionate <3

God same about Jensen!

He clearly had some insight into Dean that came out intermittently I just thought it was Instincts he had because he'd internalised Dean so much but didn't actually understand what he was saying, stuck in ol' "oh haha Dean is a stupid repressed child who only likes guns" mindset

Turns out WE'RE the fools and Jensen's been playing us ALL

when do you think he took up plans to take over SPN himself? I honestly think it's when they decided to end SPN at S15 and talks about how they should end the story were going on and they had to send him to KRIPKE of all people

Yeah its wild. I would love for him (with Misha's help) to write a tell all book one day.

I feel like jackles has been a far better actor than we all gave him credit for. He has always been very switched on to fandom, he knew about the warring sides, the hate and the bullshit, and I reckon he was being told for years by his bosses to always keep all sides of fandom happy and to play his damn role at all times (ironically just like how Chuck ordered Dean to play his role - life imitates art too often in this fucking show its almost scary). Hence why he's insights into Dean often came across contradictory and odd. Sometimes he had beautiful accurate insights which make total sense, and other times (usually in j2 panels) he'd regress back to the "haha dean just likes guns and girls like a macho man should".

We will never truly know what went on behind the scenes following the moment j2m announced s15 was the end (unless jackles writes that book) so its hard to truly speculate when jackles decided to take things into his own hands, but I also believe it was around about the time they planned the finale and everyone was kissing jarpiss's asshole and jackles was left in the cold to stare down a shitty death scene he didnt agree with. Going to kripke was prob the final straw for him.

He was gaslit into thinking that ending was okay, and whenever he tried to question it he was told to sit down shut up and do what he was told, all the while watching his manchild tantrum throwing drama queen of a costar get his dick sucked by the entire production team for coughing a few times and puffing out his chest and singing the praises of a finale that pushed the spotlight firmly on him and his cop propaganda show.

So yeah, jackles was done dirty, and so he became That Bitch and started making plans. He had the production company set up only days after the finale aired, turned off his social media and refused to be involved in any spn finale celebratory CW PR (absolute King Shit)

I think he started making calls before they even finished filming. Dean wasnt even cold on the ground before The Winchesters had been dreamed up as a way to bring him back. Jackles rare few post finale SM posts all alluded to Dean returning again. He knew what he was doing.

At the same time he was ghosting the manchild, and planning to move his family to Colorado to get away from him. After SPN finally wrapped in mid 2020, him and Jarpiss went their separate ways. They barely spoke after that. Jackles was setting in motion all his plans to fix everything that he considered a personal afront to him (because he is absolutely deranged and literally possessed by the ghost of Dean Winchester) and those plans certainly involve fixing the ending somehow - in a way that isnt obvious no doubt, because he still has to be careful and at least pretend like he respects the ending and his egotistical douchebag of a costar (though he hasn't been doing a very good job of either tbh!)

Thats all my speculation anyway. Holding out for that tell all book jackles!

do you think kendall has ever consciously reflected on his sexuality for more than 2 seconds or are all those thoughts in a big box with a DO NOT OPEN!!!! NEVER OPEN!!!! sign

i think like. when he was away from logan at college w stewy he let himself indulge in his desires. imo he uses sex the same way he uses drugs, as a form of escapism & to get away from his own body (shiv voice you're addicted to booze and to drugs and relationships and sex and work and the family drama) so i can see him fucking around w stewy but not actually being in a relationship w him so he can have some sort of plausible deniability in his head. so even when he does love stewy he has to have a million caveats like it's not gay if it's with your bro. it's not gay if im on top. it's just sex it's not a real relationship etc etc

but then he'd go back home and interact w logan push those feelings deep deep down and pretend they're not there. and then he meets rava & falls in love with her which is perfect for him in his mind bc he gets to marry the woman he loves AND he's not gay so logan will for sure be proud of him and he wont have to do any self-reflection at all :)

(if it wasnt clear he'd be one of those people that think bisexuality doesnt exist and he has to choose either or lmao)

malignant couldve been soooo good but the script and dialogue and music and sound design and pacing and acting were all so so so bad ...... i think either it needed a big actor attached to it or it needed to nail down its concept a lot better for me to have enjoyed it because some of the stuff like the main twist* & the body horror stuff were really very cool in theory but. well of course a movie can span multiple (sub)genres but it was so all over the place that nothing clicked. idk i really liked barbarian and so many people said if you like barbarian you'll like malignant but i was disappointed. maybe it wouldve been better in theaters or with friends but im not even sure. and it wasnt even scary or particularly gross or exciting!!

*a lot of reviews i read said they guessed it—i didn't but i was close enough however i don't think guessing a twist is a dealbreaker if the movie is actually good

i also wish gabriel had been framed more as a hurt and scared and neglected child rather than just being the weird evil thing that's always been weird & evil!!! i mean he was getting revenge because he had been betrayed but it was framed as though he was doing it because he was just The Villain and not because something MADE him the way he is which is how most writing should work. any actual good writing was so undercut by the desire to be A Cool Movie. and the controlling electricity thing also could have been interesting to me but it was such a forced plot device (also just a personal thing but ties into the bad acting and lack of thematic clarity—gabriel's voice was really stupid). and i dont hate movies that are just a fun slasher or whatever but this NEEDED more concrete themes to be good. and like i said it was all over the place like personally i don't want a body horror slasher psychological family drama that starts off like it's going to be paranormal and ends like an action movie... well it had a few good moments but overall it was like. a 2/5 star movie

I was tagged by, @freckledjoes, thanks sweetie.

Are you named after anyone?No, my parents clarified that I wasnt, even though my first and middle names are both very familial. When was the last time you cried?probably over a line of fanfic??? I've been feeling pretty emotional for the past week,so I've been quick to cry which is pretty unusual for me, but I think that was the last time. Do you have any kids?No. Love kids, but they just aren't for me. Do you play/have you played any sports?No, but I was good at throwing footballs in PE as a kid. Do you use sarcasm?I have been known to, from time to time, but I wouldn't say it's a defining personality trait. What do you notice about people when you first meet them?In person I definitely hone in on their vibes. I'm very good at picking up if someone puts out bad vibes, even if others can't. What's your eye color?a dark hazel,they almost look brown at first but you can clearly see the green and red in the light. Scary movies or happy endings?I'm not a big fan of being scared, and I sometimes like a happy ending as long as it isn't forced. I just enjoy movies with worthwhile characters. Any talents?I think I'm pretty good at singing and voices. Where were you born?usa What are your hobbies?idk I find moments of silence and enjoy those. Maybe make an edit sometimes. That sounds pretty boring, but simple things make me happy. Any pets?Not currently, I have no plans on getting another pet anytime soon. How tall are you?5ft What are your favorite school subjects?They were Drama and creative writing. Required class favorites were either science and english. What is your dream job? Being a voice actor could be cool I suppose.

No pressure tags: @kamillahn @imwritesometimes @tabbystardust @inkforhumanhands @amazing-spiderling @kingofscoops @udekai

I feel so sad about Eurovision, honestly. I love to watch it with friends, either in the same room or just texting each other while we watch it. When I was a kid it was one of the few things my family could watch together in harmony.

I love the camp, I love hearing languages I didnt even knew existed. I love getting surprised by weird settings and wild performances. I even love the drama and the tension during the voting, which is weird because I hate competition any other day.

But every year it just gets harder to ignore the hypocresy of it all. It was always there, of course. Not so long ago I've realised the two times my country won, it was during the fascist dictatorship. And the contest was held here and people from other countries came to perform and no one gave a fuck about how bad things were for us. It was 50 years ago, and it happened again 5 years ago when Israel won, and it will happen again and again because those who are up there winning money out of the contest just dont care, and those who do care cant do anything about it, and honestly life is so shitty lately that we all could use some glitter and rainbows for one night.

But this year is just to much. I mean, even if it wasnt as a boycott, I dont think I could watch it and ignore the big blatant lie it has become. All those bitches singing about freedom and peace and love with the words UNITED BY MUSIC all over it. My only hope is that Israel doesnt make it to the final, but at this point if they win the whole thing I wouldnt even be surprised.

Anyway, check this out, it's brilliant:

LITG: Double Trouble EP 10 Recap

here we go....

*spoilers under the cut*

NAUR....this is not how we're starting off....with their lips almost touching because I know damn well Amelia's ass knows that thats lewie atp even if his ass is blind. AND for her ass to be like "you thought I was MC?!?!" GTFOH. look im not giving Lewie a free pass here either you mean to tell me he saw Amelia getting into bed and he cant tell that it wasnt MC?!?! but MC from ACROSS THE ROOM could see that it was both of them.... BOMBASTIC SIDE EYE

ughhh why are Roberto and Lewie fighting...now Ozzy has to break them apart and he cant spend time with MC!! So Amelia is gonna take MC away for a chat on the terrace to regurgitate these childhood stories we've already heard before. I wanna know about Prom night!!! and of course theyre still not gonna tell us anything...ugh whatever this is its coming out in challenge atp bc Amelia "cant ever find the time to talk to us about this" I think we couldve done without reliving those childhood memories and she couldve told us about prom then but thats just me.

yayyyy villa chats! I will say I LOVE that they brought this back. Obvi immediately running to Ozzy 💖 "there might be someone else catching her eye. or mine" 😏 (side note: I LOVE the realism they added in of Grace watching MC and Ozzy) OZZY KNOWS ZEPH!!! im glad we finally got that confirmed and this is now, the what 8th mention of Zeph?? atp its not a question of if hes coming in but rather when. *diamond choice* basically Ozzy was his backup dancer and he didnt really hang out with Zeph that much but one night they had a deep chat and he told Ozzy about a girl that he made a mistake and just cut her out. he always regretted not giving her closure...Ozzy thinks this was about MC and that Zeph only had nice things to say about MC. Ozzy wants to be a choreographer but he said that this promoter set him back career wise....ITS HIS BROTHER GUYS. MARSHALL IS THE ONE THAT SET HIM BACK CAREER WISE. Im calling it right now. When MC asks him about it he just says it's a long story. And this was all in the middle of when hes talking about his family and how theyre close. and then proceeds to say he's had sibling drama too...."close doesnt always mean perfect"

ok im gonna run these two super fast bc im sorry guys im just over them and Idc...the whole I dont trust MC convo is such a weird one tbh. and why is Lewie ducking at the question of whether he likes MC or not. He's "apparently" been about her since day one why wouldnt he make it known to the other guy pursuing her??? and Roberto's whole thing about trying to save face in front of the boys booooooo...

Ryan chat *diamond scene* Everybody was talking about MC last night...Ryan pushed Roberto to show mc how he felt (even tho I told his ass I was good on Roberto) Lewie asked Roberto to back off (this doesnt make any sense based on what Lewie said about trying to save face...but ok) Roberto said he wouldnt back off and Ryan asked if we thought it was cool for Lewie to be telling ppl were closed off (eerily feels like Molly and Mitchel from this season of LI) We find out that Lewie has trust issues bc one of the players on his team, their gf was making eyes at Lewie...he ignored it but the teammate still tried to get lewie dropped as captain and did it behind his back. Ryan tells us hes into Amelia.

Amelia chat: she's complaining about none of the boys really being into her.. I still think its bizarre were sitting here having a normal convo when she literally tried to kiss Lewie last night but whatevs... EEK she noticed Ozzy was super flirty with us during our chat. "theres something about how he looks at you" 💖🥹 ok all is forgotten re: last night!! i did tell her Ryan was into her bc idc about that man and hes going home tonight anyway lol.

ughhh here come tweedledee and tweedledum going on about how they need us to make a decision... leave me alone...I literally told u both im good! saved by the text!!

HI TELL ME ABOUT YOUR OC'S MACNCHEESE ILY

*excited bouncing*

okay their names are Seftan and David, they're married, they met in their late 20's and they are disgustingly in love in that real domestic "i cant imagine going grocery shopping with anyone else" kinda way

Seftan and his little brother were born into a rich family, but Seftan was pretty much always the family disappointment bc he could never live up to his parents expectations of him and it only got worse when his brother was born, bc he was exactly the kind of child their parents wanted. Seftan's parents wanted kids who were seen and not heard, who were obedient and smart and could take over the family business.

Seftan was...not that. He was weird and twitchy, and talked about things that he couldntve known about, referenced events and conversations that hadnt happened, sometimes he would just space out for a minute or start sobbing uncontrollably. He struggled in school and was always weirdly certain about things and his parents just didnt know what to do with him (not that they cared enough to do anything, the main reason they kept him around was for appearances). He grew up knowing he wasnt what his parents wanted, so he never tried to be: he focused on the arts instead of "practical" subjects, he wore the clothes he wanted, listened to the music he wanted, he lied about after school studying to join the drama club as one of the costume designers/makers.

And when he was 18, he packed up everything and left, was the costume designer for a ren fair for a bit before he started doing tarot readings on the side and then eventually got given his own little space to do them. He opened his own little magic store when he was about 25 and its the very same shop he own in arson <3 OH HES ALSO CLAIRVOYANT i forgot to mention that, but basically thats why he was such a weird kid

David, on the other hand, grew up in a big family. He has a sister and about a dozen cousins that he's close with, and hes not supernaturally inclined in any way. He's a fucking terrible cook, has never managed to make anything edible beyond like. A sandwich. And its always been a huge joke in his family bc everyone else can cook just fine, hes just fucking cursed or some shit. He's a real steady, down to earth kinda guy, he's level headed and calm in crisis and hes also just got these major Dad Vibes, like he's fully the parent friend in any situation so when they adopted Nancy, Seftan would be like "how the fuck do teenagers work" and David's like "well, for one, you could show her how the shower works" He was one of those real smart but still athletic kids in high school, so his childhood room is like. full of framed certificates for excellency in his subjects but also rugby trophies and he didnt have a lot of real friends in high school bc he was quiet but by the time he was in year 12 he had a bunch of lowerclassmen who followed him around like ducklings.

Its funny bc his older sister is the family member that made all the teachers go "oh god not another one" but David was the one that made the teachers go "Ah! Another one!" so whenever their younger cousins got to high school it was like a toss-up between if theyd be a problem child or a quiet delight. As an adult he works a fly-in-fly-out job at the mines, with a 2 week on 2 week off roster and he and Seftan have this whole cute bedtime routine that they do together where they video call and Seftan goes through his skincare routine and tells him about all the readings he had to bullshit bc "negative readings dont get customers, hun, they only want to know if there's money in their future" while David either gets ready for work or gets ready for bed depending on whether hes got night shift or not.

And together theyre just. such a relationship goal for me, like theyre in their late 40's/early 50's and Seftan is always convinced they dont need the shopping list bc "How hard is it to remember that we need dish soap?" but David brings it anyway bc Seftan always forgets the fucking dish soap, and David is a shocking cook but Seftan eats every single thing he makes, and they do the dishes together and get sidetracked by the music and wind up dancing, soapy hands leaving wet patches on each others shirts and the dish water going cold before they remember what they were doing. They curl up on the couch and watch soap operas bc David loves the drama even if Seftan claims to find them boring but always ends up really into them, and when Nancy graduated they were the ones being ridiculously loud- all whistling and "THATS OUR GIRL" and giving her a hand-made glittery 'just graduated' sash for her to wear out to dinner.

actually, the songs 'Marbles' and 'Fair' by the amazing devil are such macncheese songs so i recommend giving them a listen :DD

Since I see all the "Kathy dirty pants" comments about Sids 1000th game so I actually went back and watched the tribute...they look fine? I mean her whole outfit was underwhelming but I wouldnt say that the pants looked bad. Kinda reminded me of when certain fabrics are in black the light gives them a gray tint.

As for the mask it looks like everyone (the Pens players too) were wearing masks (which was weird honestly cause Sid obviously is around them sans masks and he wasnt wearing one) and Sid and Kathy took a photo with and without masks. The stupid camera cut away but it looked like the pair either shared a hug and cheek kiss (I tried rewatching the moment to be sure but its not the main focus of the screen) vs a kiss on the lips and honestly their whole body language is kinda stiff and awkward but I still am not completely sold on the idea that Kathy specifically is an escort.

I will say it doesnt seem like they are super comfortable around each other (like IDK she didnt seem to be like "Im so proud of you" or make any comment while they greeted each other or were taking photos...she kinda just stood there and they always have weird gaps between their bodies in all their pictures/events) I think it kinda falls into they have a contractual relationship if anything...tho unless its financial it doesnt make sense since she cant use his name to further her career (does she even have one anymore?) Or social media clout but who knows! It seems like all the media/journalists (and a lot of regular people who have ran into him supposedly) says Sid is actually as nice as he tries to appear so maybe we are all just haters. BUT I STILL LOVE THE DRAMA.

Guess we'll find out when he actually retires and all the NDAs expire and people can talk shit.

I have to come back to this again. Briefly. Pants photos here.

Yes, everyone was wearing masks then and it was mandatory and that's not the point. The bottom line is that it was possible to come to his next ceremony without a mask, but he no longer take her with him.

Later we realized that at such ceremonies, players drive up to the player and his family and take a group photo (even at ceremonies during covid). But Geno and Kris were waiting for Sid to come to them.

Annoying Cousins

ok is it just my family or do we all have that aunt and uncle who have the most annoying kids?? i mean one of their kids is a little younger than my older brother there is one  who is a little younger than me and there is one my little brothers age. where should i start? maybe the fact they all lie? I love Harry Styles, i mean its a obsession. i have a full wall just dedicated to pictures of harry styles photos i printed out the other walls have posters of him and one direction. anywayy it was christmas and the posters weren’t up yet but the wall was there and they came over, all of my family did they just got there first. me her and her little brother were in my room with my little brother and they said they have met harry styles before. i know that this is a lie because they said a comepletely different story each time i asked them about it. oh also anytime me and her are alone for a second she will talk absolute shit about my other cousins who are my actual best friends and she thinks im ok with that. ok moving onto the older one. recently my papa died and i didnt want to see his body in the casket cause that just me i dont wanna actually face my emotions so the whole day i didn’t look at him in the casket and guess what this bitch who should know better does??! he takes a picture of my papa and posts it on his story on snapchat where everyone can see (including me obviously) not only that after the funeral their family came to my house and he had the audacity to tell my brothers girlfriend that he likes my brothers ex more (which i hate) i absoultly love my brothers new girlfriend. in the car goping to my house after the funeral she told me that the cousin thats my age wouldnt say a word to her and just kept rolling her eyes at her which made me a bit mad but i dont like being in the middle of drama so i try to fix it by introducing them myself. my cousin does say soemthing but its “what do you see in him” like wtf not only that he was standing right by them and she wasnt saying it as a joke either. ima end this here if there is any misspelled words i could care less cause i just typed this very fast and i dont have any time to reread this.

hey uh !! - i was wondering about uh moobloom kin haven ?? i saw ur latest post and i wanna get into the kinning fandom , but i noticed the uhhhh " drama " around the kin haven . could i uh , know what happened , and what the blog was about ?? i ' m sorry if i ' m being annoying : /

hello! not annoying at all! i wouldnt call it drama per say and i havent checked updates just because it takes a heavy toll on my mental health and im trying to focus on myself right now after a lot of private drama.

basically, moobloom kin haven was a huge blog that me and some friends made earlier this year, to fufill requests for those who were kin, IRLs or DAs, or systems, so they could get content and just to do requests and make others happy. we gained a lot of traction and everyone worked really hard, but eventually we started getting around 40 requests per day and we were very stressed because exams were coming up, and for 3/4 mods, it was their first times doing exams(with the exception of me), so the blog wasnt abandoned, but requests were slow. eventually, two mods didnt have any motivation, and they left working on the blog but we were still friends while me and another mod carried on every now and then, but the inbox stayed pretty closed. the blog was pretty popular, we hit around 500 followers and had a lot of anons who requested frequently and loved the blog we had a discord, etc.

then came some friend group drama. some people may have seen two of the mods' posts on their personal tumblr and at the time, kin/aesthetic accounts( i believe? ) about the situation, which then we had to get adults involved to take the posts down because of the safety of some involved. because of this, two of the mods were no longer comfortable being my and another mods friends, which i completely understand and im still working on moving past it. by this point, the other mod had also left, so i was the only mod who remained, but i was going to open up mod applications for those who used to request to help after i finished my exams because i didnt want to fail. unfortunately, one day during school, the account was deleted by another mod. this lead to me making an announcement in the discord, which led to one of the former friends and mods making a post about it, leading me to reword my statement, leading to the other mod posting about the situation. i cant blame either of them, and i couldve definitely said my original statement a little better, i admit. anyways, the google account for the blog was deleted, leading the blog to be deleted and i was in the provess of remaking it but this time on my own. (it was confirmed later on that one of the former mods had deleted it and then lied online).

i said in the discord a couple times that i would be remaking it when i had the time, but with a lot of family and personal drama going on, it was very hard to find the time, leading to a couple days ago/a week ago(?), where a new account had taken the username of our blog. i do not have ownership to that new blog, and im very confused on the new moobloom kin haven and their motives, after they said that they were fans and also then said that we stole the blog name from them? but anyways, all you need to know is that one kin blog isnt representing drama for the entire kin community. we are one aspect, and an even smaller one, we're mostly dedicated to the mcyt side of things anyways. i do hope i can get the account back, because moobloom kin haven, when i worked as a mod on it geniunely made me so so happy and i cant help but feel terrible for it being deleted and replaced now. the kin haven was just a small blog me and a few friends made to connect more into the kin community, but now the original is unfortunately gone. dont let this deter you from discovering yourself! do some research on kin, specifically a good carrd is fkin.carrd.co (I THINK. THATS JUST FROM MEMORY), get informed and see if youre kin with anyone or anything! i hope that this explanation helps, and clears up anything who was previously following me for moobloom

i am working on getting the account back. my priority is my mental health, but there are a lot of issues recently thats popped up because of that, but !!! i am trying !! i promise <3!/p

- Wilbur(Mod Wil)

i HAVE to talk abt how good a bad buddy-esque confession scene would be for byler. a word of explanation, bad buddy is a 2021 thai bl drama that tells a story of pat and pran, two high school students & neighbours who knew each other since early childhood. their main thing is that theyre rivals in everything, as are their families, but theyve always been quite close and friendly with each other, would be closer if it werent for their parents disapproving any contact btwn them. btwn the two, its quickly established than pran has been in love with pat for a long time, and a couple first eps are told from his perspective; pran takes more time to realize his feelings (ex. he gets jealous and doesnt even know why) and the first kiss ep is told from his perspective -> it parallels so well w byler already. their first kiss is honestly one of the best ones ive seen in a show its sooo well done the tension is there the emotion the acting is THERE! the emotional conversation preceding the kiss is full of byler appliable gems such as "youve got to stop doing this to me [acting jealous and sending mixed signals], we are not a thing" by pran or "when you left, i was so happy, i didnt have to compete against you, i wasnt being paranoid, but guess what. it was so depressingly lonely for me" by pat (pls reach a bit with me on this one i think it applies well w how mike was/is struggling to find balance btwn will and el) or "do you want us to be friends? // no" just before the kiss. basically mike finally opening up abt his feelings and will being too stunned to speak both of them also have to cry <3 following the dynamic mike would then pull will in for a gentle, kind of unsure kiss and then after it breaks will would reciprocate with a passionate kiss. byler has the build up the dynamic And the acting to make this happen and id love for byler to have as much impact as this kiss has i also strongly recommend seeing it for urself its the 4th part of the 5th ep on youtube. very interested in ur thoughts

THAT SHOWS SOUNDS SO CUTE WTF

also i think that would be a really good way to go about a byler confession. honestly, i’m torn between all the different directions they could take it, but this seems like a pretty plausible way for them to go about it.

i really like the mixed signals part of this just cause i feel like it could be from either of them. obviously it feels like it should be will telling mike this, but at the same time will has been pushing mike away for the past year but he made that confession and if mike realizes that it was will’s words he probably still wouldn’t understand it was meant to be romantic bc he’s fuckng stupid. will could say that from a place of genuine confusion because mike is so difficult to read when it comes to this BUT mike could say it bc he’s an idiot with rocks in his head who refuses to let himself think will could actually like him back (he’s a genius until it comes to being gay. he kinda sucks at that)