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#yeah sorry gamers this is just a pairing i cant be normal about they mean so much to me personally the fate of the world rests upon them
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Actually cry so goddamn hard when I think about Shinjiro Aragaki healing and being loved and having to learn to be okay with himself and being taken care of
#writing him has just been like. OOOOWOEOEOEOOE i piss tears i cant handle this shit this gay ass shit
#i came up with an idea for just like a cute short one shot i wanna do soon and hnnnghh im so emo about it
#very healing its like very hard to write some of the shit im gonna be writing cuz basically
#some of it is just a little too real man and while i crave the angst and the drama i am just like
#AND THEN EVERYONE HOLDS HANDS AND ITS OKAY PLEASE DONT CRY PLEASE
#and ive mentioned how shinji has accidentally become nb to me now because i just kinda happened to write him that way without meaning to
#and now another thing im noticing is that in my fic hes kinda bpd coded
#it definitely wasnt intentional but now im accepting it as truth no one can stop me
#i just really need him to be happy its more important to me than anything else man i need it for me
#and he needs to be gay with aki they need to kissy and i think its funny cuz even in the parts where shinji is mad at aki and pushing him
#away its like. he kinda has it bad lol and its clear he feels no actual hatred towards aki but more just self deprecation because he doesnt
#feel good enough and like idk i just think about their respective roles in society like
#aki is an honor student star boxer hero very attractive very kind very popular got adopted by a rich family
#hes going places you know meanwhile shinji is a drop out who never had a family ever hes homeless hes sketchy hes on drugs
#his reputation couldnt be any worse and he just leans into it and feels he has no future and hes worthless garbage
#and aki could literally have anyone he wants you know he has an army of girls pining over him but he doesnt want them
#HE WANTS SHINJI AND NO ONE ELSE HE SPENDS YEARS CHASING AFTER HIM
#and shinji HATES it hes trying so hard to push him away and be the crusty delinquent and make aki see how worthless he really is
#but aki just doesnt stop he loves him so much makes me sick SICK
#and shinji really loves him back hes like not gonna shut up ever about aki hes like either doing it in a gay ass annoyed way
#or hes like ‘haha omg aki is so cute though hes always trying so hard to be tough but hes just so sweet and gentle you know i hope he
#doesnt push himself too hard if he got hurt id fall apart hes so silly i hope hes eating good i desire him carnally’
#yeah sorry gamers this is just a pairing i cant be normal about they mean so much to me personally the fate of the world rests upon them
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