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imaginesig · 4 months

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“If they call me a slut, you know it might be worth if for once”

Lewis Hamilton x singer!reader

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yourusername: my muse <3

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lewishamilton its an honor love

user1 when will I find someone to call me love

lando.jpg your own jpg account when??

yourusername I'll stick to my day job

user2 anybody else bothered by how quickly she goes from man to man

user3 right? like I swear she's had about 7 "muses" in the past 3 years

user4 she's literally done nothing wrong?? how dare a women date more than 1 person in her life??

carlossainz55 so new music when?

Charles_leclerc the Ferrari playlist needs an update

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user5 oh please be a new album!!

lewishamilton

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lewishamilton: race weekend with my loves

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landonorris interesting order

yourusername we all know Roscoe is the real star here

roscoelovescoco listen to the lady 🙌

mercadesmhf1 we love having the Hamilton family in the paddock

yourusername ahhh love to be there!!

lewishamilton 💚

georgerussell63 always a good time with these two in the house

yourusername ahhhh Georgie 🫶🫶

user1 "Georgie" 🥹😭

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tmz_offical: just days after the end of the season, f1 driver Lewis Hamilton is spotted out with young girlfriend Y/n L/n. The couple is notorious for keeping their privacy, making paparazzi pictures a rare instance. Click the link in our bio to see what else was taken during their night out on the town.

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user1 no wonder they keep private, I would too if ended up trapped in a relationship with a slut like her

user2 didn't she and Dylan O'Brian break up right before they got together? Didn't think he rebound guy would last this long

user3 I could never imagine dating someone that much older than me

user4 fr someone tell her to take it down a notch, her sluttiness is showing

User8 the one sided hate is mid boggling

user5 the negativity is DEFINING

user6 right, y'all can't stand to see a women happy, healthy, and unbothered

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y/nupdates: Y/n seen outside the studio with her producer after radio silence all winter!!

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user1 she's cooking

user2 she's entering her reputation era I can feel it

user3 fr, after that one tmz post blows up and her comments are flooded with negativity, she locked herself away with her love, and is now seen for the first time in awhile leaving the studio

user4 I CANT HANDLE THIS RN

user5 not the slut trying for a comeback

user6 how about you lead by example? Leave and don't come back 🫶

user8 you know the records gonna slap when @/producer sprinkled her magic

user9 I need them and Taylor+Jack to release something

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yourusername: "Slut!" out now on all streaming platforms!! The rest of the album, "Amor Omnia Vincit" out this Friday!

when I originally sat down to create this new album I didn't image I'd write half the songs that made the final cut, but I did. This has been a very therapeutic experience for me.

Thank you to this album, my amazing team, and my lovely muse for keeping me going in the difficult time <3

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lewishamilton you are so Shawn Hunter coded

lewishamilton I love you dear

yourusername I love you too darling

user1 they are so domestic I'm crying 🤭😭

user2 lets all start a thread of our fav lyrics from "Slut!"

user3 "if I'm all dressed up, they might as well be looking at us" WE KNOW THIS COUPLE ALWAYS BRING FIRE FITS

user4 very obvious but "if they call me a slut, you know it might be worth it for once," just hits so hard, like this is an issue she's dealt with for so long but Lewis makes it all better bc their relationship trumps everything

user5 piggy backing off of @/user4 's reasoning, "the sticks and stones they throw froze mid air"

user6 "IN A WORLD OF BOYS HES A GENTLEMAN" 🔛🔝

user7 I'm still not very her admitting that all the negavity around her dating has affected her so bad that she told Lewis "I said it might blow up in your pretty face"

scuderiaferarri we will not apologize for the people we'll become when this drops ‼️

Charles_leclerc we've always been #1 y/n stans

lewishamilton you red fuckers can take two steps back that's my title

carlossainz55 I thought you were her muse?

lewishamilton I'm both

user8 ok possessive king

youruserame for me and me only 🥰

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lewishamilton: SO, SO, SO PROUD OF YOU LOVE!! Watching you work through a rough patch with such grace was beautiful. Thank you for allowing me to be apart of it and listen to these songs+more. I'll be your muse forever if you'll have me <3

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yourusername forever and always <3

lewishamilton <3

user1 that water look very ~aquamarine~ to anyone

user2 he def knew what he was doing

lewishamilton I had a message to send 🤷🏾‍♂️

user2 LMAOOO HES SO PETTY

yourusername sassy man epidemic isn't a joke

user3 I love that she left like people wanted and wrote a whole song to shut down the hater but also put her and Lewis's relationship on the pedestal it deserves

producer such a sweet album!! Some of the best love songs out there!!

Charles_leclerc Vigilante Shit is my new pre-prix anthem

yourusername watch out @/maxverstappen1

maxverstappen this is where the dutch anthem falls silent 😔

carlossainz55 wasn't ready for Dress

yourusername but...

carlossainz55 its my fav

user4 I love that lewis posted for the whole album when Y/n didn't, but she's replying to comments in his section when he isn't

user5 they really are made for each other huh

roscoelovescoco amazing work mom!!

user5 I will never get over the mom

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yourusername: surprise!! Since this album taught me what it was like to write and create in such an intamate space with very few people/outide influence I wanted to celebrate it with 3 small shows in Monaco, London, and Ottawa!

tickets on sale at 12 pm eastern this friday, see ya then ;)

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landonorris do friends get discounts??

yourusername everyone on the grid plus any serious significant others get VIP entry courtesy of me and my team 💖😘

y/nhq we'll be reaching out soon to select the show

lilymhe you don't understand how excited this makes me!!

yourusername well I couldn’t celebrate without my girls (and their men too ig 🙄🤚)

oscarpiastri thanks a lot y/n

alexalbon anybody else feeling loved??

lewishamilton completely 🫶

user1 this will start world war 3 I can feel it

user2 this is the eras tour all over again

user3 except that was selling stadiums, these are small venues

user4 any f1 driver want to link up for a show?? you'll never have to speak to me ever again

user5 I regret to inform you babe, but I think this is the reason she said serious significant others...

user6 official tour soon?? Please mother??

yourusername oh so very soon...

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lewishamilton "got lovestruck went straight to my head" <3

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user1 crying throwing up

user2 quoting her song?? that's about him?? I'll be resting my eyes on the highway if anybody needs me

user3 my toaster looks like a fun bath bomb

yourusername "got lovesick all over my bed" <3

landonorris beautiful show, beautiful couple 🧡

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scuderiaferrari maybe we're colorblind but that doesn't look like Mercedes green

mercadesamgf1 watch your back

georgerussell64 👀

georgerussell64 slayed so hard

yourusername an honor from the meme king?? I'm not worthy

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yourusername thank you to everyone who came out to a show this weekend!! I had a blast sining new stuff, covers, and old pieces with you all- the love I experienced was unreal!! I cannot wait to see what happens in the future 💖

To all those close to me, our relationships mean the absolute world!! Special love to Lewis who held my hand through my darkest time, showed me what a true relationship was, and gave me a perfect little boy (I love you Roscoe). Darling, its been a wonderful experience being with you <3

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lewishamilton love you so much angel <3

georgerussell64 definitely gave me and Carmen the night of our lives!!

alexalbon the show was so amazing I almost forgot you flirted with my gf in the invitation

yourusername stay mad

lilymhe 🥵

Roscoelovescoco can I come next time??

yourusername I'll see what I can do...

landjpg thank you for photo creddits and well as the opportunity to photograph these unique shows

yourusername you didn't not dissapoint 👏👏 thank you for doing it

Charles_leclerc I had an amazing time!!!

carlossainze55 you should hear him try to speak, voice complelty gone

yourusername that's the kind of energy we all need

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#lewis hamilton #lewis hamilton smau #Lewis Hamilton x reader #mercades imagine #mercades x reader #lewis hamilton imagine #f1 imagines #formula 1 imagines #roscoe hamilton

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pagannatural · 1 month

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2.05 Simon Said

-Dean opens the bathroom door on Sam, saying “zip it up, let’s hit the road,” and showing blatant disregard of basic boundaries that makes sense in the context of Dean raising Sam from infancy.

-Sam had another vision and insists on going to the roadhouse for help finding the subject of the vision. Dean says they shouldn’t be among other hunters advertising that Sam is a freak with a psychic demon connection. Sam is offended. In s1 Dean told Sam they’re both freaks and it made Sam feel less alone, but now his visions are making it too real and he’s sensing that Dean is on edge about his visions and connection with the demon.

-Sam basically ignores Jo. The last time he saw her he was put out by Dean flirting with her. Dean is nice to her but ditches her to follow Sam not once but twice.

-Jo puts on “Can’t Fight This Feeling.” Dean leaves the moment Sam indicates he’s ready and Dean sings the song to him in the car. Most shows will choose songs very intentionally for what’s happening between the characters, and when you actually look at the lyrics it’s very SamDean.

Sam is Dean’s light in the darkness, he’s what gives his life direction, his life has revolved around him. And he’s struggling with a horrible secret and his fears that he’s having trouble keeping to himself. There’s also the matter of Dean repressing his feelings for Sam and trying to be strong.

-Sam thinks Andy is the killer, but Dean trusts his gut that “I just don’t think the guy’s got it in him” which is exactly what he said to Sam earlier about him becoming a killer

-Dean, when Andy makes him tell the truth via mind control, says that Sam is afraid of becoming a murder and “I hope to hell he’s wrong but I’m starting to get a little scared that he might be right.”

Sam is really upset to hear this, he looks at Dean with angry disbelief.

-Sam gets out of the car and follows Andy. Dean knows that Andy can control his actions and thinks that he’s making people kill themselves but his Big Brother pull to go to Sam overrides all of that. Even after Andy commanded him to “leave me alone” Dean is out of the car following Sam within seconds.

-Dean watches from a short distance, and Sam looks back toward Dean when he hears him get out of the car and again when his next vision starts. We get these images of Dean intermixed with the vision to show that Sam is looking over at Dean.

Dean holds Sam protectively and crouches over him. He holds his arm and puts a hand on the inside of Sam’s thigh above his knee, and Sam reaches for Dean. The way Sam goes from big and imposing when he advances toward Andy to small and vulnerable in Dean’s arms is just beautiful.

Andy tries to ask Sam a question about his vision and Dean instantly barks at him to “shut up” because Sam is still talking.

-The vision was a woman setting herself on fire, so when a firetruck drives by Dean looks at Sam, Sam says “go” and Dean takes off while Sam waits with Andy. They don’t even have to discuss the plan, but Dean won’t leave Sam until he says it’s okay.

-Sam tells Andy “You still live in a van. I don’t get it, you could have anything you ever wanted.” He warms visibly to Andy when he says “I’ve got everything I need” and this seems to be the point at which Sam starts to see himself and Andy as similar in a good way. Sam basically lives out of the impala, and he also has everything he needs. Which is Dean. He says “maybe there’s hope for both of us” and Dean pulls up.

-Andy has an evil brother, so we’re in another Cain and Able situation. Evil Brother steals Andy’s girlfriend and tells her that Andy is his, not hers. He also has a thing for making people say everything is okay when it’s not. They’re like Sam and Dean’s twisted mirrors with the possessiveness and denial, only these two were raised apart.

-This episode drew attention to the question of what Sam will become, and to Sam’s relationship with being a “freak.” As a child Sam clung to the outside world for dear life, praying every night and working hard at school and actively avoiding acting like a “freak” as much as possible. Sam fought with John for putting him and Dean in this lifestyle, but a recurring theme in the show is Sam insisting that he doesn’t blame Dean for things. Sam saw Dean being admired at school and thought he was the perfect son in John’s eyes. Dean could be a violent hunter but still be good. So, Sam doesn’t feel like a freak because he’s a hunter, it’s because he feels like something is truly wrong with him, like he’s more like the monsters and freaks that they hunt. I think he believes this because 1 he wasn’t what John wanted him to be, 2 he wasn’t accepted at school like Dean so he felt othered, 3 the trauma he grew up with made him feel guilty and impure, and 4 Dean won’t accept Sam being in love with him so he feels ashamed of it. It’s the only part of him Dean won’t accept.

Reasons 1 and 2 come from flashbacks and the brothers’ arguments on the show. Let’s get into 3, the trauma. Sam was preyed on at least twice by monsters as a baby and child (the demon and the shtriga). Swallowing demon blood changed him and meant that he was marked.

But it’s more than that. His mother’s death was a mystery that John never explained to him, and he spent the first 6 or so years of his life being lied to about what his family was even doing on the road all the time. That matters to Sam. He gives the amulet to Dean in a later flashback because Dean told him the truth about what they were doing, and according to John’s diary he let Dean field a lot of Sam’s questions about Mary. John (unintentionally) gave Sam the message that he couldn’t be trusted with the truth about his own life.

On top of that, John raised him with the underlying, ever present terror that he would be horribly hurt or stolen or killed. John saw danger and darkness everywhere and he wasn’t honest with Sam about why, but he certainly raised Sam to believe that the world was dangerous and wanted to hurt him. One example is Sammy waking up not knowing about the Shtriga, just knowing his dad was losing his shit clutching at him and his brother was holding a gun, terrified. Children can’t tell the difference between being told they will be hurt and being told they deserve to be hurt.

The one person who doesn’t make Sam feel like something is wrong with him is Dean. Sam feels Dean as protective and loving and reassuring. His whole nervous system exhales around Dean. His body knows he’s safe with Dean’s body. We know this because Sam melts into Dean when he’s tired or hurt, he reaches for Dean when he’s in pain or needs help—he knows on a very instinctive level that Dean is safe, Dean will hold him, Dean won’t leave him.

Dean must have been so gentle and attentive with baby/child Sammy for that to be the case. Dean would’ve played the most important role in how their relationship developed early on simply because he was older, and he was given a lot of power over Sam. Dean is deeply possessive and imperfect but the fact that Sam feels safe and good and loved by him is remarkable considering Dean was four or five years old when he started parenting Sam. The warmth and care he provided as a traumatized child himself is staggering.

Their childhood was so fucked up that there was no way they were ever going to be normal about each other, and under any other conditions—basically with anyone other than Dean—who knows what would’ve happened to Sam. They were competing for resources like affection and food and clothing. Parentification is correlated with violent and abusive tendencies, and Dean was exposed to way too much violence and horror as a child to process normally. By all accounts he should’ve been a wreck and he should’ve had zero ability to regulate his own emotions, let alone an infant’s. Instead he made Sam the center of his world and his whole heart.

So. Sam fears being a freak, feels he is good when he’s Dean’s. Dean struggles with the immense responsibility of loving Sam the right way. The ways they love each other Wrong come out in violence.

They save and damn each other by loving and not loving enough, and it will be the absence of Dean’s love that corrupts Sam. The fact that this is the plot of the show and not an insane wincest theory is just ridiculous.

-The episode ends with the song “Fell on Black Days,” which could describe both Sam and Dean’s POV about Sam’s connection to the demon.

“Whomsoever I’ve cradled” sounds like Dean, and the song talks about fate and being blind by wanting to see good. The line “I’m a search light soul they say but I can’t see it in the night” reminds me of “you’re a candle in the window on a cold dark winter’s night.”

Dean is afraid of what will happen if his moral compass and light go dark, and because it’s Dean, he blames himself. “Whomsoever I’ve cured, I’ve sickened now.” A love that corrupts.

#samdean #supernatural #spn meta #sam and dean #wincest #spn 2x05

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dean-winchester-is-a-warrior · 10 months

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Love Misunderstood

Warnings: None really. Brief mention of sexy times. Angst.

Summary: The moment came and went so fast, but Y/N has regretted it ever since.

Pairings: Dean x Y/N

Word Count: 505

A/N: This was written for @deanwanddamons Rock SPN Flash Fan Fic Challenge 3. I was given the song Why Can't This Be Love by Van Halen. Reading the lyrics and listening to the song again made me think of young love, and the bad choices we make in our youth. I was also slightly influenced by Cassie and Dean's story. (Though this is obviously different.)

Thanks for hosting this challenge once again, my dear! I love them!

The beautiful divider at the bottom was created by @talesmaniac89

I didn’t understand regret until I watched heartbreak bloom in a pair of exquisite emerald eyes. It’s been years, but I still remember every word, every shift of emotion on his beautiful face.

I hadn’t grown up in the life like Dean had, but I’d been hunting for a few years when we met in our early twenties. His boyish grin, and undeniable charm had me tumbling happily into his bed. He’d surprised me; by day he was this rough, sometimes ferocious Soldier. But in my arms, in the dark, his lips were soft, and his hands unbearably gentle on my skin.

He played my body perfectly, murmuring sweet words of praise and encouragement in my ear.

“So beautiful.”

“So perfect.”

”Need you so bad.”

I fell fast, hard, and quick.

But…well, I was so young, and so terrified of everything - of losing him, of keeping him, terrified of what it meant to love another hunter. So, when Dean spoke softly against my heart one night, as he laid in my arms, I panicked. His voice was soft and silky, a little trepidatious, but hopeful.

“Y/N, I…I love you.”

I was sure he could hear my heart speed up to double time as I stopped breathing. Without speaking, I slid out from underneath him, and pulled on my t-shirt. He sat up slowly and swung his legs over the bed, his back to me, before standing and pulling on his boxers.

His voice was a bit harder when he spoke again.

“You don’t have to say it back, or anything. I just…” He trailed off and I felt my heart crack as he turned to face me. I could see the deep hurt on his face, though he tried to cover it. He shrugged. “It’s not that big a deal.”

I shook my head. “It is a big deal, Dean. Those words are a big deal. And I…”

“What?” He challenged.

“I don’t think you really know what they mean. This…this isn’t love.” I said quietly, sure I was right.

Dean clenched his jaw tight, his eyes wounded. “No? Why not? Who says?”

I shook my head. “We’re too young, this is too fast. And our lives are…” I was silent for a moment, tears clogging my throat as the fear built within me. “It’s not love.”

Dean licked his lips, turning his head to hide his gaze from me. He nodded. “Yeah, okay.”

He stepped into his jeans and pulled on his t-shirt. “Sorry.” He said simply, glancing at me long enough to let me see the tears he blinked away. “Didn’t realize it wasn’t love. Guess I was wrong, so - thanks for correcting me.” He turned and walked silently out the door.

More than a decade later my heart still picks up when someone mentions his name, and I’d give anything to tell him how wrong I was.

Cause it was love, and it was real, and bright, and worth so much more than I gave it.

I miss it every day.

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#dean x y/n #dean x reader #dean winchester angst #deanwanddamonsrockflashfic3

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soymemes · 11 months

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ACT V: HYMNS WITH THE DEVIL IN CONFESSIONAL (1/3)

lyrical starters/prompts from the dear hunter's album "act v"

"Now you're alone."

"I'd bare you my heart if I knew that it was still there."

"I'm too nervous to look."

"Just deliver me truth."

"If the younger me just could've seen the trouble I'd create, they'd never have agreed to carry on."

"Who are you waiting for?"

"I heard a call in my sleep again."

"A good man said that I'd raised the dead."

"I've been running through the night again."

"Hate the sinner, never hate the sin."

"I keep waking in the strangest states."

"I'm stuck between alive and after."

"I've been searching for a remedy."

"I've been searching for a quicker fix, but I'm afraid of finding what it is."

"He lost his sights through narrowed eyes."

"Revel in your victory!"

"You've earned your damning, pack your things and leave!"

"Now you've earned a new vocation."

"Pray to me that you can stand the heat."

"Who am I?"

"Who am I? Just a gambler holding aces in the Devil's eyes?"

"What is wrong? What's the sin?"

"Where the hell do I fit in?"

"Hey, it can't remain unknown."

"It took a little longer than we hoped, but it was worth it."

"Y'know it takes a village to raise a scheme, to patch the holes of a mausoleum."

"We're packing in the patronage like it's a lotto, and everybody wins."

"The secrets safe as long as you pay."

"It's so good to be so bad."

"You can leave it when you walk away, and pretend you've washed your hands of it."

"We'll give a gift long overdue, and make a sultan out of you."

"That's right, yeah, any troglodyte can have a life in the party as a socialite."

"If you're looking to efface, you can retire without a trace."

"Don't you bother with doubt."

"Another candidate for giving them bruises."

"Another man who thinks the rules don't apply to him."

"Another night that they'll dissociate."

"Long was this road I've wandered."

"But short did my temperance live."

"The noose would surely find me if I'm too wily."

"It's better if I withdraw."

"Only silence remained, holding my breath in the dark."

"So warm was your welcome, humble in it's embrace."

"Tell me, just how did you save me?"

"Pull me up from the grave."

"Though my youth did mislead, I would retreat to you."

"I, far removed from myself, had denied what I'd lost."

"If I'd fallen again, would you bring me back out of the dark?"

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#lyrical starter #rp meme #roleplay meme #the dear hunter

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french-vanilla-in-the-clouds · 2 years

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𝐂𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧'

Team Free Will x Reader

Summary: Y/N is on a road trip with the Winchesters. Even though tensions build when they take a wrong turn, Y/N has a way of livening things up. Cas and Rowena show up too, it’s gonna be one hell of a ride...

You might want to give Oh, Pretty Woman a listen

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“Dude, I think we’re lost.”

“Sammy, I know these roads like the back of my hand. We’ll get there.”

“I don’t know Dean, we’ve been driving for-”

“Sam, just shut up, I know what I’m doing!”

“Do you though? Because we’re-”

“Boys, Boys! That’s quite enough!” Rowena said, exasperated.

Sam and Dean twisted in their seats. “Stay out of it!” they called in unison.

Y/N smiled and caught Castiel rolling his eyes from his spot beside her. The Impala cruised along a deserted backroad as the Winchesters and company drove to their next case in Denver, Colorado. While the boys argued up front, Rowena, Castiel, and Y/N stayed quiet, squished against each other in the backseats.

“Dean,” Castiel groaned from between Y/N and the witch. “I don’t see why I can’t just meet you in Denver. Is it absolutely necessary I endure the drive? It’s so... confining.”

“You wanna hunt with us?” Dean asked, flicking on the headlights.

“Yes, of course.”

“Then suck it up!”

The angel huffed and folded his hands over his lap. Y/N shifted to give him a sympathetic smile. “Sorry Cas, I would give you more space except SOME PEOPLE-” She widened her eyes at Rowena. “Can’t seem to pack lightly...”

“I told you before dear, it’s a bag of essentials! Foxglove, Heather, spell books... and maybe some clothes...”

Y/N leaned over Castiel to quirk a brow at the witch.

“I couldn’t very well keep my bag in the trunk!” Rowena argued. “That’s where the boys keeps their little play things!”

“They’re weapons, Rowena. THOSE are actually essential,” Sam scoffed.

“Brutish more like,” she mumbled.

Castiel suddenly turned to Y/N, his nose almost touching her own. “Would you mind opening a window?” he asked solemnly.

She held back a laugh at the angel’s awkward proximity. “Sure Cas. Just give me a second.”

Y/N turned to roll down the crank. “It’s stuck!” she cried out after a few moments of fidgeting.

“Hey hey hey! Take it easy or I’m stopping the car!” Dean insisted, worried that someone might damage Baby.

Sam grinned. “Dude, you sound like dad.”

“Whatever.”

The next mile was driven in silence until a deep rumbling noise sounded. Sam rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly. “Dean, are we stopping soon? I’m hungry.”

“Check the console Sammy, I’ve got jerky.”

He wrinkled his nose. “I’m not feeling heart failure right now. Just stop at the market.”

“Market? What is this, the shire? I’ll stop at a diner soon.”

A tension filled the air as the Impala drove on, never breaking its stride. Bored, Y/N leaned her head against the window and started humming. She tapped her fingers and was nodding off when she heard something.

“Pretty woman, walkin’ down the street...” Castiel said slowly.

Y/N turned up and grinned, delighted that Castiel knew the song. Facing him, she hummed, keeping up the tune.

“Pretty woman, the kind I like to meet...” Rowena chimed in, flipping her hair back

At this point, Sam nudged Dean and started to sing along, tripping over the lyrics with a small laugh. “Pretty woman, won’t you pardon me...”

The car was suddenly filled with off-key singing as Y/N, Castiel, Rowena, and Sam raised their voices, trying to get Dean to join in.

He held back, his lips twitching in a hidden smile. “Oh god, you guys are so lame,” he finally relented with a chuckle.

Dean flicked his hand towards the car’s radio and pressed a button. Roy Orbison’s Pretty Woman sounded throughout the car and everyone cheered, singing along to the rock hit.

“And we’re back on track!” Dean yelled over the noise. “Denver, three miles ahead!”

He angled the rear view mirror towards himself and smiled. “I think we have some time for a pitstop. Who’s hungry?”

The hunters, the angel, and the witch drove on, a new sense of allyship between them as they finally settled down and sang together. Y/N looked around and grinned as Sam and Dean shared teasing glances at each other up front, and Castiel and Rowena nodded their heads along to the song’s beat.

Still smiling, she leaned back and gazed out the window. Cruising with the Winchesters was always an adventure.

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Might I suggest Bleeding Heart?

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promenadewithme · 3 years

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Heyy, congratulations on 50 followers! Could you write something for Finnick Odair (fluff with a little bit of angst?) based on the lyrics "How would you feel, if I told you I loved you? It's just something that I want to do, I'll be taking my time, spending my life, Falling deeper in love with you, So tell me that you love me too" from 'How would you feel' with a female reader. Please make whatever changes you want, absolutely adore all your writing :))

Ok so I loved this request because I love Finnick so much!! I really hope you like this! I'm sorry I took a bit longer to write this, I had a lot of uni work and studying to do this week.

requested by @boxofsilentwords

This is my first Finnick fic, so I'm nervous... Any and all feedback is more than welcome!

Pairing: Finnick Odair x Female! Reader

Song: How Would You Feel - Ed Sheeran

Warnings: Mentions of killing (nothing graphic), swearing, the hunger games, pining, fluff. Just before the 75th Hunger Games (Catching fire book/movie), but I changed the plot a bit so it would fit the story, Mags doesn’t go with Finnick, the reader does.

Word Count: 1,2k

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How Would You Feel

There were soldiers surrounding all the victors as you got up on the platform. Your whole body was shaking. ‘Why is this happening? I already won! I’m not supposed to be here’. You looked to your right and saw your best friend, Finnick Odair, and 3 other male tributes. To your left was Annie Cresta and Mags, who was squeezing your hand.

“As always, ladies first!” said the district 4 escort with a wild grin. You don’t understand how they slept at night, sending people off to fight to their deaths every year, watching like it’s fiction. These were real people, who had families, lives, dreams. You had dreams.

The escort grabbed one of the envelopes and walked back to the microphone.

“Let’s see...” he opened it and with glee he exclaimed “(y/n) (y/l/n)! Come on over, dear!”

You looked at Finnick with desperation in your eyes before giving Mags’ hand one last squeeze and walking away. You felt like the world around you was shrinking, like there was no air to breathe. The escort’s voice was but a whisper until your heard what you dreaded more than your own death.

“Finnick Odair!” you looked at your best friend with fear in your eyes. Most would be happy to go into the arena with an ally, but this was Finn. This was your Finn. Well, you couldn’t exactly call him yours, you two were just friends. But you have always loved him. Despite his many lovers, you always stood by him, hoping he would see you. He never did.

“May the odds be ever in your favour.”

‘And let the hunger games begin’ you thought, looking over at Finnick. He was looking back at you with a plain face, but you could see the pure terror in his eyes. ‘The arena messes with all of us, no matter how tough or brave you are. What happens when you go in twice?’

“And those two are Katniss Everdeen and Peeta Mellark from District 12, they won last year’s game.” depicted your escort. You and Finnick were staying at the tributes building. Fourth floor for district 4, as per usual. Over the past days you had come to terms with the fact that you were going back into the arena. That didn’t mean you weren’t scared shitless.

“What else do you know about them?” asked the man. You had watched the games last year. For the first time, you actually liked the victors. So you exposed what you knew.

“Katniss is a hunter, excellent with a bow and arrow, great survival instincts. Peeta is very strong and good at camouflage. The two of them are getting married. Well... at least they were before all this.” you frowned and Finnick scoffed.

“Do you seriously believe that they are in love? They must be jumping with joy that they get to call it off.” he shook his head.

“What do you mean? You saw the games last year, they are obviously in love. They were going to die together.” you refuted, turning to face him.

“Please! The two tributes that are chosen are actually secretly love each other to the point that they would die for one another, they both win the game and live happily ever after? This is the real world, (y/n). These things don’t happen.”

Your heart tightened, but he was right. The couple had given you hope that maybe Finnick would love you too, that even the worst situations could bring some sort of happiness. You now realised it wouldn’t happen. Your love was unrequited, the two of you were going to the arena, but only one of you would come out. If both of you weren’t killed, that is.

“You’re right, they don’t.” you frowned. Your escort continued to talk about the games and how to look good in the eyes of the public, but you didn’t care. It’s not like you’d make it out alive a second time. You barely did the first, in the 66th hunger games.

You went in a year after Finnick, you were so young and so was he. Maybe that's why the two of you bonded in the first place, having to be strong so early in life isn't something easy. Having to carry the weight of killing that young isn't either.

"Excuse me." you muttered before going to your room, Finnick following suit.

"What's wrong?" he demanded.

"What's wrong? Are you seriously asking me that? What's wrong?!" you exclaimed. "What's wrong is that we already went through this. What's wrong is that this happens every fucking year and no one does anything to stop it. What's wrong is that I am terrified that I'll die, or even worse, that you'll die. Because I don't think I can live without you." tears were streaming down your face as you continued, voice getting lower with each sentence "What's wrong is that I am head over heels in love with you, have been for years now by the way, and you never even noticed me."

You gasped and covered your mouth. What have I done? you thought as Finnick looked at you in shock.

"What?" he mumbled.

"Nothing, just please forget I ever said anything." you begged, going into the bathroom. Yet again, Finnick followed you.

"You love me?" he gawked.

"No?" you tried answering, but it came out sounding like a question. You wanted to dig a hole where you could hide, you were mortified. But when you looked at Finn, he was grinning.

"You love me!"

"Oh God." you hid your face in your hands "Please don't tease me about this."

You felt a pair of hands on yours, removing them from your face.

"Look at me." he whispered. You hesitated for a second, but did what he said. He was smiling softly at you.

"How would you feel if I told you I loved you?" he asked and it was your turn to be shocked.

"What?"

"It's just something that I want to do. Well, I've been wanting to do it for a while now. I just didn't know you felt the same." he confided and you grinned, but it quickly turned into a frown.

"What do we do? The games- We..." tears were forming in your eyes again. He put his arms around you in a tight hug.

"I'll get us both out, I swear I will." he vowed.

"You can't promise me that, Finn. There can only be one victor."

"There was an exception last year, why can't we do it again? But that's no what I'm planning. There's- " he stopped for a second "I can't tell you right now what I know, but I promise we will get out. And after that," he smiled at you, caressing your face "I'll be taking my time, spending my life, falling deeper in love with you. So tell me that you love me too."

You wanted to argue with him, make him tell you, but you didn't want to ruin the moment. So, you put your head on his chest and let him hold you.

“I love you, Finnick.” you mumbled into his chest, wishing it could last forever. Wishing you didn't have to go back to the arena or at least that the odds would truly be in your favour.

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ladykatakuri · 3 years

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Escape from Senses

A Star Wars The Bad Batch One Shot for our dear Sargeant Hunter

Pairing: Hunter x F Reader

Word Count: 2017

Warnings: None it is a fluffy story for the man who needs a break sometimes.

Song Lyric based: John Denver - Annies Song ( a.k.a You fill up my senses )

Summary: “Listen, I told you I am not interested. Just let it go ok?” You sigh as you turn around to walk away and get some space between you and the obviously drunk clone. When he makes a grab for your arm, you stumble and bump into a man that stands out from the entire crowd.

Hunter never really liked to go to an establishment with many people around, especially not when there is alcohol in play. With his heightened senses, it meant that he would pretty much hear, feel, see and smell all, and with many people around that are drunk, let's just say that it made for a sensory overload most times. The sounds of people singing and talking and arguing over nothing and everything, the smell of stale alcohol and other scents fuming from the bodies around or the food that was left behind on and under tables, the people bumping into him, women touching him ( especially his hair ) it was all just too much. Now, just back from a mission, 79`s was not the place he longed for, but it was what his brothers needed the most. So, as a good brother and leader, he went to the bar with them to have some time off until the next mission.

He was not prepared for that night and all the nights after that.

You were invited by a friend to come and stay at 79`s for a couple of hours before her shift ended and the two of you could go for a nice night of holo, snacks and girltalk. With the craziness that has been going around lately, with the war effort and all, the two of you desperately needed some time together to just have a real girls night and so here you were, in a bar loaded with men in all stages of being drunk and women in pretty much the same situation. Most of the visitors were clones, soldiers of the republic who would be sent out into the frontlines and who would be most likely not to return again. It was only normal for them to party as if their lives depended on it and they surely did enjoy everything the night brought them.

From some of the men you met there and who befriended you, you understood that the veterans always called the new guys shineys. Their armor was still all clean and new and they would not be as battle hardened yet as the older generation of warriors. To you and most women in the bar it meant they would be the men that came on to you the hardest, more confident of their seductive skills. It also meant to you that when there were many of them around, you and your friend would be busy saying no most of the night. Despite the help from Rex, who noticed one particular shiney not giving up on having you as a companion for the night. you still were being bothered by the man after Rex had left with his brothers.

“Come on sweetheart. You know it would be a great night with me! I`ll love that sweet, soft body of yours all night long.” His drawling voice, almost singing the sentences, carries through to your friend currently pouring drinks behind the bar. She chuckles as she looks at you rolling your eyes at her.

“Listen, I told you I am not interested. Just let it go ok?” You sigh as you turn around to walk away and get some space between you and the obviously drunk clone. When he makes a grab for your arm, you stumble and bump into a man that stands out from the entire crowd.

You fill up my senses like a night in a forest,

Like the mountains in springtime,

Like a walk in the rain, like a storm in the desert,

“Sorry! I… I didn't mean to bump into you.” You look up and smile at the man currently gazing down at you. His deep brown hair held back by a red bandana falls on his shoulders, his brown eyes squinting and his hand on your arm holding you in place.

“No problem.” He smiles at you as he steadies you on your feet. “It happens.” When he looks around, you notice his stiff movement, almost as if he tries to seem casual while at the ready to run out of the place.

“Well, I`m still sorry. Hope I didn't hurt you.” With a wink to the man you are about to walk away when a hand lands on your shoulder and pulls you back.

“Come on sweetheart! Let's go to my place.” With a slur, the shiney from before takes hold of your shoulder and tries to pull you out of 79s with him, not noticing the soldier who curiously gazes at you and the shiney who does not seem to stand a chance at all.

You shrug his hand off of your shoulder and turn to face the young drunk. “I said no, can`t take a hint?” You smile at the long haired man once more and walk past him. “Some people should not drink and flirt at the same time,” you mutter.

When the shiney reaches out for you once more, the other puts a hand on his shoulder and pinches it. “Not a smart idea. Best leave the lady alone, she said no.” His friendly smile does not distract you from the warning in his eyes. Your knight in black and grey civilian clothes has come to the rescue. With a relieved smile you see the shiney shrug his hand off and move to the Twi`lek standing nearby. “Hello there gorgeous!”

“It seems your warning has helped. Thank you.” You touch his arm as you turn to thank him.

“A pleasure.” He already moves to go back into the crowd in the bar when you stop him.

“How can I repay your kindness? A drink? It's on me.” You motion to the bar where your friend is laughing and keeping an eye on you. When she gives you the thumbs up, you roll your eyes and grin. After her shift you will have to tell her all about what happened and how you did not try to pick up the man now looking at you.

“No need, just figured you could use a hand.” This time his smile does reach his eyes, though you also notice he still does not seem to feel right. He rubs his temple with his hand as he looks around, searching for something or someone.

“Are you ok? I mean, you seem to not feel so good?” You wonder if he had too much to drink or if he just does not like the bar as much as the other guests do. Sure, he is a clone and you are pretty sure he is one of the men that was different from all the others, as Rex had explained it to you when the topic of Clone Force 99 came up, but he seems to feel very much out of his comfort zone right now. Judging from his looks, he must be the sergeant and if your memory was correct it meant he had heightened senses. “ He must feel terrible with all these sounds and smells and all those people bumping into him! “

Like a sleepy blue ocean.

You fill up my senses, come fill me again.

The friendly smile combined with your apparent concern for his well being has him amazed and struggling for words for a moment. “Thank you, I will be fine once I can leave from here again.” He grins as he looks at you. The grin widens as he hears you chuckle and sigh right after that.

You put your hand on his arm and gently tug at it. “Don`t get the wrong idea, but please, come with me.” Guiding him through the bar, you carefully navigate the two of you through the crowd. From somewhere not too far from the two of you, you hear a gruff voice call for the man you are trying to help.

“Sarge! Nice going!” You notice a man waving a prosthetic arm at him and giving a thumb up with his other hand. Laughing, you wave at the man. “ He is lucky I am only trying to help him out a bit!” With a wink you turn around, a grinning man patiently waiting for you to take him to wherever you were planning on taking him.

It took a short ride in an air taxi to get to where you were going. During the ride there was a comfortable silence between the two of you, just looking around at the nighttime business all around. To Hunter's surprise it was not another bar or building, it was a park, still open to visitors, but none to be seen in the area. The two of you walk in through the entrance when you suddenly stop and sit down on a bench, tapping the space beside you. “Please, take a seat.”

Hunter sits down and takes a deep breath. The air is fresh, the sky is clear and the only sounds are of some of the native ducks and other avians. For the first time since he and his brothers came back from their last mission, he finally relaxes. “This is beautiful.” He looks up at the sky as he mutters the words.

“I figured you could use some space and time away from the hustle and bustle from the bar. Jesse and Rex told me about you and your brothers. This place is the last place you can actually take some time to calm down and just enjoy the view.”

Hunter closes his eyes and for a moment he just listens. The ducks and birds all singing their own specific songs in their own specific voices, the distant sounds of traffic, not loud enough to be completely recognisable and your soft breathing next to him. Then another sense takes over. The smell of grass and foliage, the fresh air that can only be found when surrounded by more nature than humans and something soft and fresh, mixed with a touch of sweetness and sharpness from alcohol. It takes him a minute to figure out the last smell is actually you. Your own scent mixed with that of 79s. It is mesmerizing and intoxicating and it is rapidly becoming his favorite scent. He has seen you around many times, might have even had some small talk with you, he could not recall to be honest, but already you have stolen a special place in his heart by simply being the attentive and sweet you. Thinking about his heightened senses and recognising his need for calmth.

Come let me love you, let me give my life to you,

Let me drown in your laughter, let me die in your arms.

Let me lay down beside you, let me always be with you

Come let me love you, come love me again.

Your soft sigh takes him out of his head and back to the moment. He opens his eyes and sees you staring at him. “Just what you needed?” Another sweet smile from you has him smiling back and nodding.

“It is perfect and just what the doctor ordered.” Without even realizing it, he slides closer to you on the bench until his leg gently presses against yours. “You have no idea how much I actually needed this and how happy you made me by taking me here.”

The two of you take a moment to just stare each other in the eyes. Slowly you lean your forehead against his and you feel him softly press his forehead against yours. Closing your eyes, you both know that right there and right then, you do not need an actual kiss, no lips crashing on each other and no passionate embraces. This is more than a kiss, it is a promise for the future. All the two of you need right now is this moment together where he carefully leans back while softly putting an arm around you. Your head resting on his shoulder as you both gaze at the stars and are lost in this silent moment together.

Let me give my life to you,

Come let me love you, come love me again.

So here you go, a little one shot about Hunter. I hope you liked it and any kind of comment or tips/idea`s are always welcome <3

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readingandsiamese · 3 years

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Hi everyone! I've been compiling a list of songs for @shepherds-of-haven , an awesome creation that belongs to Lena Nguyen. I picked the songs either thanks to the lyrics or just the overall vibe.

I've seen at least two other SoH playlists. One was a Blade List by Aersidhe on Spotify. If Aersidhe or the other person who made the Blade/Halek playlist had it on theirs when I saw them, I put an asterisk. I can't take credit for those!

Please, give me a shout out if you made the Blade/Halek playlist or know who did and I'll credit you/them, too! I can't find it now...

Many of the songs are general ShoH, but I start off with a Chapter 7 playlist. I don't talk spoilers, but the songs could clue you in a bit.

Some of them might have a bit of inappropriate language or content.

Feel free to comment and also to suggest more!

Chapter 7 Vibes

Game of Survival by Ruelle

(Such a good song for action.)

Who's in the shadows? Who's ready to play?

Are we the hunters? Or are we the prey?

The Hunter by Sam Tinnesz

Cold sweat running down your spine,

No don't try to run cause you know it's time.

Not coming for an ounce of your gold,

I'm coming for your soul.

Monsters by Ruelle

One misstep, you're mine.

And you better stay clever if you wanna survive.

Heart Of The Darkness by Sam Tinnesz

Golden eyes, watching our every move.

Losing time without the sun or moon.

Shadows, they can't even touch the ground.

The staircase is spiraling deeper down...

Shepherds Vibes

Legends Never Die by Against the Current

They never lose hope when everything's cold

And the fighting's near.

It's deep in their bones, they'll run into smoke

When the fire is fierce.

Soldiers by Otherwise

We are the ones who will never be broken

With our final breath, we'll fight to the death

Running with the Wolves by Aurora

There is nowhere for you to hide,

The hunter's moon is shining.

I'm running with the wolves tonight.

We're Gonna Make It by Sam Tinnesz

We've seen the worst that this world has.

We've lost ourselves along the path.

But I think that we can get it back,

It'll just take time.

MC Vibes

(Songs that could fit various MC types.)

Ghost Towns by Radical Face

I've seen more places than I can name

And over time they all start to look the same.

Wise Enough by Lamb*

I had a dream that all of time was running dry.

And life was like a comet falling from the sky.

I woke so frightened in the dawning, oh, so clear. How precious is the time we have here...

Fire by Barns Courtney

Lonely shadows following me, Lonely ghosts come calling. Lonely voices talking to me,

Now I'm gone, now I'm gone, now I'm gone.

Brighter than Gold by Louis II

Burn on I'm shining so bright, lit up like a diamond in the dead of the night.

There's fire deep in my soul, I'ma rise up like the legends of old.

The image takes its shape.

When the Truth Hunts You Down by Sam Tinnesz

(If your MC didn't tell everyone...?)

With every step you take, closer,

The past will show its face.

You can't hide from your mistakes.

No Roots by Alice Merton

(Also could be an Ayla song.)

I build a home and wait for someone to tear it down.

Then pack it up in boxes, head for the next town running.

'Cause I've got memories and travel like gypsies in the night.

Man or a Monster by Sam Tinnesz

(For an angsty MC…)

In your hands,

There's a touch that can heal.

But in those same hands,

Is there the power to kill?

Romance Options...

Blade Vibes

Power over Me by Dermot Kennedy*

Everything I hold dear resides in those eyes.

You got that power over me, my, my.

The only one I know, the only one on my mind,

you got that power over me.

What have I Done by Dermot Kennedy*

I never thought I needed saving, I was right where I should be.

Good God, I know it's dangerous, but it's you that I need. I'm in love this time. I'm in love this time. What have I done?

In Need by Gert Taberner

No, I can't quite conceive what all of this means. I might be wrong but, darling, can't you see?

This bond between us seems so special to me. Some kind of clear unspoken chemistry.

Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls

And all I can taste is this moment.

And all I can breathe is your life.

And sooner or later, it's over,

I just don't wanna miss you tonight.

War of Hearts by Ruelle*

(I like the regular and acoustic. And the covers with guys singing, seriously good. It also fits Chase.)

I can't help but love you, even though I try not to.

I can't help but want you, I know that I'd die without you.

I'd be the voice that urged Orpheus when her body was found. I'd be the choiceless hope in grief that drove him underground.

Talk by Hozier*

(Could fit other ROs, I just thought Blade)

I'd be the dreadful need in the devotee that made him turn around. And I'd be the immediate forgiveness in Eurydice. Imagine being loved by me!

Trouble Vibes

All Eyes on You by Smash Into Pieces

Now the whole world's watching every move,

Take your shot, don't act a fool.

All you've got and all you'll ever need

Is one bullet in the chamber.

Two by Sleeping at Last*

No, I don't want to talk about myself, tell me where it hurts.

I just want to build you up, build you up,'til you're good as new. And maybe one day I will get around to fixing myself too.

Chase Vibes

Locked by Welshly Arms

Baby, I'm still locked on you.

Got a lust, got a touch that I can't seem to lose

Baby, I'm still locked on you.

Got a curse, yeah it hurts, but I can't seem to leave.

Nobody by Hozier

And I've done everything and I've been everywhere you know. I've been fed gold by sweet fools in Abu Dhabi and I've danced real slow, the Rockettes on dodgy molly. But I've had no love like your love.

Come to my window, crawl inside,

Come to My Window by Melissa Etheridge

(From MC's POV)

Wait by the light of the moon.

Come to my window, I'll be home soon.

Red Vibes

Sanctuary by Welshly Arms

(Could also be any RO or the SoH group…)

I see your hurt, I feel your pain. All of our dirt is washed in the rain.

I've walked that road, I've felt that shame. No place is home but times, they are changin'.

This is our sanctuary. We can find shelter and peace. This is our sanctuary, you are, you are safe with me.

Something Just Like This by the Chainsmokers & Coldplay

I've been reading books of old, the legends and the myths.

Achilles and his gold, Hercules and his gifts.

Spider-Man's control and Batman with his fists.

And clearly I don't see myself upon that list.

Riel Vibes

More of You by JP Saxe

You scare me, but I'm not afraid of it.

You make me nervous, but I wanna stay in it.

I tend to complicate and find fancy ways to say,

I just want more of you.

Tallys Vibes

Without You by Ursine Vulpine & Annaca

(Most of this could fit any of the ROs, but the outro just strikes me as Tallys.)

Yeah, I don't want the world to turn without you,

And I don't want the sun to burn without you.

I don't want to live a life without you.

I will watch the world burn without you.

Ayla Vibes

Let You Love Me by Rita Ora

I think I run away sometimes, whenever I get too vulnerable. That's not your fault.

See, I wanna stay the whole night. I wanna lay with you 'til the sun's up, I wanna let you inside. Oh, heaven knows I've tried.

Briony Vibes

Every Time We Touch by Tamee Harrison

A strange kind of magic running through my brain.Feel like i'm in heaven or going insane.

'Cause everytime we touch I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Lavinet Vibes

Love Story by Taylor Swift

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,

It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes."

Romeo, save me, they're tryin' to tell me how to feel. This love is difficult, but it's real.

Shery Vibes

I Get to Love You by Ruelle

I get to love you.

It's the best thing that I'll ever do.

I get to love you.

It's a promise I'm making to you.

Whatever may come, your heart I will choose.

Prihine Vibes

I'm Yours by Alessia Cara

I'm mad at you for being so cute

And changing my mood and altering my rude.

What's wrong with you?

Halek Vibes

Insomnia by Daya

(It's ironic if MC can't sleep bcz of Halek whereas he's conked out someplace... )

Ah, ah, 'cause I can't sleep without you

No, I don't want to dream about you

Wish I had my arms wrapped around you (insomnia)

Croelle Vibes

Bad Romance by Lady Gaga

I want your ugly, I want your disease.

I want your everything as long as it's free,

I want your love, love, love, love

I want your love.

H/C Vibes

Even if it Hurts by Sam Tinnesz

Even if it hurts, even if it makes me bleed,

I'm gonna carry you, pushing through,

With the dirt on my sleeves.

Hold On for your Life by Sam Tinnesz

Losing grip, but it's worth the risk,

To brave the cold.

No matter where you go, I'll find you.

Find you by Ruelle

(I always think of Quiial)

Just hold on, It won't be long.

I will find you here inside the dark.

I will break through, no matter where you are...

Far from Home (the Raven) by Sam Tinnesz

(Shout out to Wild Mages…)

I'm sending a raven with blood on its wings,

Hoping it reaches you in time

And you know what it means.

Instrumental

Vitamin String Quartet

Check them out. I can imagine most of their songs being played in Haven. They do pop/classic songs played like they are classical music. No lyrics, just music.

#shepherds of haven #songs #song lyrics #interactive fiction #song recs

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batgirlsay · 3 years

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Mosaic of Friendship

An Akagami no Shirayukihime Playlist (for @ans-arcade Platonic Week 2021)

At first I had some trouble finding songs for these prompts… but then I dug through a few of my older playlists and eventually found a song to fit each theme! I’m calling this playlist a “mosaic” since I did have to borrow from a lot of older playlists and the playlist is in order of prompts, not vibes. Some new songs include an unlikely duo of Obi and Kiki fighting together, Obi and Zen competing as their corresponding seasons do, and everyone visiting Shirayuki, Ryu, and Obi in the snow of Lilias. (Image from the “Phoskia” art book, one of my prized possessions and a gift from my friend @vampiregirldraws!)

My Friend- Hayley Williams Competition- Matt Pond PA All is As All Should Be- The Dear Hunter The World You Love- Jimmy Eat World Stay Focused- Rising Fawn Woah (Remix)- Matt Pond PA I May Fall (Acoustic)- Jeff and Casey Lee Williams (RWBY Soundtrack)

Summary lyrics are posted below the cut, and I’m planning on posting individual lyric analyses separately for each corresponding day:

“Little wrinkle by your eye, I never noticed 'til right now, little vicious tiger stripes. My friend, when the blood has dried… you've seen me from every side, still down for the ride. Not a secret I can't keep… if it's wrong or if it's right, I am beside you, famine or fire. We stay safe together, escape death forever.”- My Friend, Hayley Williams

“I won't be able to come to the table, without the greenness that I believe in. Somewhere but I don't know, thoughts of competition will take hold. Back and forth between air that's thin, is the idea that you might win.”- Competition, Matt Pond PA

“What were we before? Were we always what we are or were we made to change? Is all that remains the will to start again or is there more retained when another life begins? But at the end when you're looking out through my eyes, you'll see that all is as all should be.”- All Is As All Should Be, The Dear Hunter

“I’ve got a story it's almost finished, now all I need is someone to tell it to, maybe that's you. I fall asleep with my friends around me, only place I know, I feel safe, I'm gonna call this home. I'm in love with the ordinary, I need a simple space to rest my head and everything gets clear. Don’t it feel like sunshine after all, the world we loved forever gone.”- The World You Love, Jimmy Eat World

“You're going to get through this, whether you know it or not, I am going to pull you through this, just believe me and smile. Hold me tightly… I'll keep you safe, as you breathe through the tears, love. I know you can do this, I know you can.”- Stay Focused, Rising Fawn

“The shiver's going straight down to my bones, the shakes are stretching all the way to my soul. Through the layers, hear your heartbeat, sprawled out in the cold, ever soaring, rolling hills… Now there's nothing but this length of frosted string, on this gray ridge carved by glaciers from into the void, frozen moment lasts forever.”- Woah, Matt Pond PA

“There's a moment that changes a life when we do something that no one else can and the path that we've taken will lead us, one final stand. There's a moment we make a decision, not to cower and crash to the ground, the moment we face our worst demons, our courage found. When we stand with friends, and we won't retreat.”- I May Fall, Jeff and Casey Lee Williams

#ans platonic week #akagami no shirayukihime #snow white with the red hair #shirayuki #zen #zen wisteria #obi #kiki seiran #mitsuhide rouen #playlist #lyrics #hayley williams #matt pond pa #the dear hunter #jimmy eat world #rising fawn #casey lee williams #oops moar matt pond #these friends are the best friends

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sabraeal · 3 years

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Music Tag Game! I was tagged by @dei-hime

Rules: You can usually tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to! Put your music library on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people.

Tagging: @bubblesthemonsterartist, @infinitelystrangemachinex, @eveluboi, @gbeebs26

1. Havana - KHS & Rebecca black cover

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Oh, man, okay, so this is from when kiddo was young-- he couldn’t fall asleep during naptime unless we watched music videos, and the KHS covers were his favorites. I also found that they were good background music while I was writing; easy to listen to but not so...uh...interesting as to be intrusive.

2. Dear Home Town - Great Big Sea

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Oh wow, one of the very few GBS songs I don’t play on repeat. It’s a good one, but I rather their shanty covers over most of their contemporary ones (no, lies, I do love a LOT of their contemporary ones, but mostly they are new ones)

3. Blood - The Dear Hunter

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God, this whole album is a gift. I very rarely listen to an album all the way through multiple times, but this one is a MUST. It’s all a complete story that weaves together, and god this song, “I’M A KILLER. I’M A KILLER. But I’ve been killing myself all along/defining the right from the wrong.” Quintessential Obi writing album for me. So much of my 2017 pieces are written listening to this.

4. DOA - Foo Fighters

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I was a high school freshman in 2000, I’m not gonna sit here and try to tell you that the Foo Fighters were not a formative influence on my alternative music tastes okay. I’m not going to lie to you like that. DOA wasn’t my favorite as a teen, but it was definitely up there

5. Dance of Death - Andrew Bird

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This was a piece recommended by....Hymn I think?? Way back when we were talking about instrumentals. There is something very immediate and dire about this piece, and it’s tends to be one of the songs on the list when I’m trying to throw together something with understated intensity

[More under the cut because tumblr doesn’t like all these videos]

6. Don’t Believe You - Thief

Link here because tumblr says no more videos :((

Man, I don’t remember exactly where I got this one. This might have been a spotify recommendation? Or maybe someone in the fandom?? In any case, it’s been a good presence when I do a modern au mix, because it definitely is a Obi smolder song.

7. In Another Life - Vienna Teng

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Oh man, I’m so glad some Vienna Teng showed up. I found her through a friend back when she only had two albums, and quickly memorized the song after every one. I believe this is off volume 4, which is one where she played with POV; this song is from a soul being reincarnated, talking to its soulmate, recounting all the times they didn’t meet. It’s so jazzy and upbeat, and dissonant with the actual topic...it wasn’t a favorite when I first listened to it, but it grew on me.

8. The Phoenix - Fall Out Boy

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Okay, here is my confession: I didn’t care for Fall Out Boy when I was a teenager. They were new when I was in...high school, I think? And by the time I was in college they were so big and their fans were SO OBNOXIOUS that I just had no interest in listening to them. And then in my late 20s/early 30s they had a resurgence and I realized that oh, I actually like them. So this is from that 🤣 (Okay, I’ll admit about 70% of my annoyance came from my friend who I tried to introduce Guster to in HS and she was too cool for suddenly having them as her FAVORITE BAND in college and like, had I ever heard them?? Also how about Fall Out Boy that’s her fav band too I should get into them. IT’S PETTY BUT I NEVER PRETENDED I WASN’T)

9. Nothing Without You - Vienna Teng

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Another Vienne Teng! This is off her 3rd album, which is my favorite, but I originally didn’t care for this song. But there’s this thing where I may not click with her melodies at first, but after a few listens, I’ll be hooked on the lyrics-- and that’s what happened with this one. I watched a live performance where she talked about how this song was about being in a foreign country and not being able to speak the language, and how intense the feeling is when you find ONE PERSON who can, even if it’s only your name.

10. Night Terror - Laura Marling

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I’m pretty sure this was a spotify find (but it could also be a fandom one, don’t quote me). I just love the very witchy sound of this one; this ends up on a lot of my lists that need that whole “five girls in black singing in the forest in the dead of night” vibe

#meme #i don't often deep dive into my library #so this was VERY fun #lots of OH THAT'S RIGHT I HAVE THAT

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officialleotolstoy · 3 years

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Oh Dolokhov Brainrot We’re Really In It Now, aka Dolokhov playlist annotations!

A note on the cover photo: I don’t really like this one but I got tired of looking at men on Pinterest so I gave up. The window symbolizes the rum window and the smoking symbolizes uhhhhh habitual bad life choices idk

Drinking game take a shot every time I say “it’s about the vibes”

Wrecking Ball - Mother Mother

“I break it just because I can”

This is THEE ‘I am going to cause problems on purpose’ song and that is like his entire narrative purpose!! Argue with me about this one I dare you

The Good, The Bad, and the Dirty - Panic! At The Disco

“If you wanna start a fight you better throw the first punch, make it a good one”

Partially its just vibes, I won’t lie. But also the consistent spoiling for a fight is very in character

Shoot to Thrill - AC/DC

“I’m like evil, I get under your skin”

It’s got I Am Morally Repulsive But Also I’ll Steal Your Girl energy which really hits all of Dolokhov’s character traits. And of course the added bonus of gun imagery.

Mr. Brightside - The Killers

“It started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this”

I added it strictly for vibes, but then I realized the quoted lyric is very much him @ the Kuragins if you take the reading that he refuses to admit he actually like them but grows genuinely fond of them over time even though he initially got to know them with a lot of ulterior motives.

Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen

“Mama, I just killed a man”

The amount of songs that are on these playlists just for what are essentially your mom jokes since Dolokhov loves his mom so much is a little pathetic. But I’m not wrong! I can’t really put it into words but something about this song has Dolokhov energy.

Feel It Still - Portugal the Man

“Give in to that easy living, goodbye to your hopes and dreams”

A good deal of what I find interesting about Dolokhov is the internal conflict he has of knowing he’s become rather wicked and problematic but also not really trying very hard to change and almost enjoying it so a lot of the songs on here are about that, including this one. The “I’m a rebel just for kicks now” also very much screams Causing Problems On Purpose.

The Bidding - Tally Hall

“I like to take advantage of the bourgeoisie”

His whole role in volume one and two is to take advantage of the bourgeoisie! This song also oozes confidence and a sense of superiority that comes from being better than the sellouts in high society, Dolokhov’s not like other girls uwu (he really is, but I don’t think he would admit that).

Say Amen (Saturday Night) - Panic! At The Disco

“I could be better but baby it’s Saturday night”

Embracing his own wickedness! The idea that he knows he could be better than he is but he doesn’t want to take that opportunity...yeah vibes

Wilson (Expensive Mistakes) - Fall Out Boy

“I became such a strange shape from trying to fit in”

This is the epitome of the “woe is me I need to be purified” phase he goes through when he’s into Sonya. Also “I’ll stop wearing black when they make a darker color” reminds me of Comet Dolokhov’s stupid eyeliner <3

Some Nights - fun.

“So what is this? I sold my soul for this?”

There’s a long stretch of this playlist that just boils down to “Woe is me I need to be purified” crisis hours, because Dolokhov’s oscillation between embracing his own cruelty and trying to be a good person is super interesting to me. This song captures the idea that he’s still having fun and there’s some good there, but he’s also aware that he’s losing himself a bit

Roaring 20s - Panic! At The Disco

“I don’t even know me”

“Woe is me i need to be purified” crisis AGAIN. This song gets more to the annoyance with society as a whole and feeling kind of lost in it

Send Them Off! - Bastille

“Help me exorcise my mind”

“Please purify me 16 year old girl! I’m 27 this isnt creepy at all ahahahha”. I do despise Sonyakhov but this has the vibes of a man feeling his own evil and wanting a woman to fix it. Not a great look.

Easy Days (Demo) - Bastille

“I don’t wanna fall back again, back into the easy days”

Near the end of the “woe is me I need to be purified” phase when he’s kind of drifting back to his old ways and he’s like wait no- wait- and then he does anyway because he’s horrible. I also really like the acknowledgment that his horribleness is easy and pleasant for him, and he has to fight against that (and he loses that fight HDJAJJD).

Undisclosed Desires - Muse

“You trick your lovers that you’re wicked and divine”

This is a Dolokhov/Nikolai song I do not take constructive criticism. Undisclosed desires...not being straight...lots to think about! It feels almost like a corruption arc? Nikolai isn’t corrupted nor does their...fling (?) last very long but Nikolai is obviously enamored with Dolokhov despite him being The Worst so I think this fits. I don’t have enough songs for a Nikolai/Dolokhov playlist so I just add those songs to both of their individual playlists

Thnks fr th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy

“Thanks for the memories even though they weren’t so great”

Also mostly a Nikolai/Dolokhov song. This man has never ended a relationship on good terms, huh. Also. Sighs heavily. “He tastes like you only sweeter” never fails to make me laugh when I think about it in the context of Dolokhov post-duel being like oh?? You’re just a stupid WOMAN Hélène your brother and/or Nikolai is hotter than you :/ which is not exactly what I think happened but it makes me laugh to consider. Dolokhov ur bitterrrrr

Dangerous - Royal Deluxe

“I’ll be the last man standing here, I’m not going anywhere”

I feel like this has the vibes of his cruelty, especially in that bit after the Kuragins have died when he and Petya infiltrate the French army.

Another One Bites The Dust - Queen

“There are plenty of ways you can hurt a man”

He will hurt you and kill you so violently :) It’s about the vibes.

White Wedding Pt. 1 - Billy Idol

“It’s a nice day to start again”

In the exact inverse to his “woe is me I need to be purified” phase, he’s like ok yes i will pick up bad habits again and enjoy them because frick you! I read once that this song is about a relapse into drugs, but I’m making it analogous to his relapse into Terrible Person Behavior after Sonya’s rejection. Also the repetition of the phrase little sister does something for my brain idk, after we know he loves his mom and sister it just fits.

Highway to Hell - AC/DC

“I’m on the highway to hell and I’m goin down”

Like White Wedding, it screams acceptance of his problematicness. He knows he’s cruel and evil and he revels in it. This is the phase we see him in most I think.

Back in Black - AC/DC

“It’s been too long, I’m glad to be back”

I think this plays every time he gets reinstated to an army position he lost by being reckless earlier. Just kidding sort of but listen to this song and tell me it doesn’t have Dolokhov vibes. If you do, you’re wrong <3

Poet - Bastille

“I have written you down now, you will live forever”

This is just here cause he ghostwrote Anatole’s love letters and I think it’s funny. It’s MY playlist and I get to choose the barely relevant Bastille songs

St. Jude - Florence + The Machine

“Maybe I’ve always been more comfortable in chaos”

This one’s more scattered lyrics than an overall vibe. “Each side is a loser so who cares who fired the gun” has duel energy also.

Hey Look Ma, I Made It - Panic! At The Disco

Confession: I hate this song. However, it’s about the about the MOM R U PROUD OF ME vibes (she is. Should she be? Probably not).

Rich Kids - Bea Miller

“It’s never enough for the stuck up types”

The not coming from wealth and having to almost scam your way into being part of the aristocratic scene is very Dolokhov. Also in my mind the rich kid he’s roasting is specifically Nikolai.

Money, Money, Money - ABBA

“It’s a rich man’s world”

I’m not SAYING the wealthy man they talk about is Anatole but - [i am shot]. Scheming and clawing your way up to wealth is Dolokhovcore.

This Is Gospel - Panic! At The Disco

I literally have no justification for this other than that i think modern AU Dolokhov would vibe with it. Look at the amount of eyeliner he wears in Comet and tell me he didn’t have an emo band phase. You can’t.

Trouble’s Coming - Royal Blood

This is not about the words at all, it’s more about the vibes. It just sounds Dolokhovish to me, don’t ask me to explain.

Sleep Alone - Two Door Cinema Club

“They’re just ghosts and they can’t hurt him if he can’t see them”

This gives me post-Kuragins’ death vibes, and I can’t pin down exactly why? I think it’s the idea of being very alone and closed off.

Golden Days - Panic! At The Disco

I can’t put a specific lyric to it but it’s the vibes of looking back on your hedonistic youths with nostalgia and rose-colored glasses. Post-Kuragins’ death vibes again.

Go Get Your Gun - The Dear Hunter

“One foot in the grave, the other one’s kickin’ its way right down to hell”

All we see of him after the Kuragins’ death is just him being particularly cruel and reckless, almost careless. This feels like it encapsulates that energy.

The Fallen - Franz Ferdinand

“They say you’re a troubled boy just because you like to destroy”

I’m aware that a good portion of this song is about a Christ figure but I’m going to respectfully ask you to ignore that bit and just focus on all the Sketchy Things the guy does instead. Thank you. He does in fact like to destroy things! Señor Cause Problems On Purpose back at it again at krispy kreme, huh.

#war and peace #fedya dolokhov #my post #w&p playlists #i counted i said the word vibes 13 times #so sorry

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septembersghost · 3 years

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okay but what ARE dw's top 13 ts traxx?

oh NO anon you can’t put me on the spot like this, I...

okay, I refuse to set this in stone because my choices might change in two days, she has so many good options, there are NO wrong choices, and also I feel like some of these are a ~vibe~ for him more than anything concrete, but (in chronological order with her discography):

1. Tell Me Why (I took a chance; I took a shot; and you might think I’m bulletproof, but I’m not... I'm sick and tired of your attitude, I'm feeling like I don't know you, you tell me that you love me then you cut me down. And I need you like a heartbeat, but you know you got a mean streak, makes me run for cover when you're around... Why, do you have to make me feel small, so you can feel whole inside? Why, do you have to put down my dreams, so you're the only thing on my mind?)

2. Dear John (probably self-explanatory, the “girl in the dress” doesn’t alter its significance for him. Well, maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame. Maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away. And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand, and I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said, "run as fast as you can." Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone, don't you think I was too young to be messed with?)

3. Haunted (sure, okay, it’s a little on the nose, he thinks, ‘haunted,’ but damn it, those lyrics. You and I walk a fragile line, I have known it all this time, but I never thought I'd live to see it break. It's getting dark and it’s all too quiet, and I can't trust anything now, and it’s comin' over you like it’s all a big mistake...Come on, come on don't leave me like this, I thought I had you figured out ).

4. Treacherous (I can't decide if it's a choice getting swept away, I hear the sound of my own voice, asking you to stay, and all we are is skin and bone trained to get along. Forever going with the flow, but you're friction...Two headlights shine through the sleepless night, and I will get you, get you alone. Your name has echoed through my mind, and I just think you should, think you should know, that nothing safe is worth the drive, and I will follow you, follow you home.)

5. The Last Time (This is the last time I'm asking you this, put my name at the top of your list. This is the last time I'm asking you why, you break my heart in the blink of an eye.)

6. I Know Places ('Cause they got the cages, they got the boxes and guns. They are the hunters, we are the foxes and we run. Baby, I know places we won't be found, and they'll be chasing their tails trying to track us down. ‘Cause I, I know places we can hide... Lights flash and we'll run for the fences. Let them say what they want, we won't hear it. Loose lips sink ships all the damn time, not this time. Just grab my hand and don't ever drop it, my love. They are the hunters, we are the foxes, and we run...They take their shots, but we're bulletproof. “in the dead of night, your eyes so green” is admittedly self-indulgent. he does not care.)

7. New Romantics (as I said! the song! 'Cause baby, I could build a castle out of all the bricks they threw at me, and every day is like a battle, but every night with us is like a dream... It's poker, you can't see it in my face, but I'm about to play my ace. We need love, but all we want is danger. We team up, then switch sides like a record changer. The rumors are terrible and cruel, but honey, most of them are true.)

8. Don’t Blame Me (it’s the MOOD, the atmosphere, the total surrender of it. For you, I would cross the line, I would waste my time, I would lose my mind...For you, I would fall from grace, just to touch your face, if you walk away, I'd beg you on my knees to stay. Don't blame me, love made me crazy, if it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right. Lord, save me, my drug is my baby, I'll be usin' for the rest of my life.)

9. Dancing With Our Hands Tied (idk how to explain this one, just...go with me here. You said there was nothing in the world that could stop it, I had a bad feeling...I'm a mess, but I'm the mess that you wanted, oh, 'cause it's gravity, keeping you with me).

10. The Archer (Combat, I'm ready for combat, I say I don't want that, but what if I do? ‘Cause cruelty wins in the movies. I've got a hundred thrown-out speeches I almost said to you...I've been the archer, I've been the prey. Who could ever leave me, darling, but who could stay? Dark side, I search for your dark side, but what if I'm alright, right, right, right here? And I cut off my nose just to spite my face, then I hate my reflection for years and years. I wake in the night, I pace like a ghost. The room is on fire, invisible smoke, and all of my heroes die all alone. Help me hold on to you...All the king's horses, all the king's men, couldn't put me together again. 'Cause all of my enemies started out friends. Help me hold on to you. literally the entirety of this perfect song, copy/paste, cry.)

11. Afterglow (is this not every apology that has ever circled in his head? my baby. :( Hey, it's all me, in my head, I'm the one who burned us down, but it's not what I meant. I'm sorry that I hurt you. I don't wanna do, I don't wanna do this to you. I don't wanna lose, I don't wanna lose this with you. I need to say, hey, it's all me, just don't go.)

12. this is me trying (this needs to no explanation, my HEART. I've been having a hard time adjusting, I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting, I didn't know if you'd care if I came back, I have a lot of regrets about that. Pulled the car off the road to the lookout, could've followed my fears all the way down, and maybe I don't quite know what to say, but I'm here in your doorway...They told me all of my cages were mental, so I got wasted like all my potential, and my words shoot to kill when I'm mad, I have a lot of regrets about that...And I just wanted you to know that this is me trying. And maybe I don't quite know what to say. I just wanted you to know that this is me trying. At least I'm trying.)

13. hoax (which now makes me want to die myself, thanks. excuse me while I go break down for an hour again. My only one, my smoking gun. My eclipsed sun, this has broken me down. My twisted knife, my sleepless night. My winless fight, this has frozen my ground. Stood on the cliffside screaming, "Give me a reason." Your faithless love's the only hoax I believe in. You knew the hero died so what's the movie for? You knew it still hurts underneath my scars from when they pulled me apart. You knew the password so I let you in the door. You knew you won so what's the point of keeping score? You knew it still hurts underneath my scars from when they pulled me apart, but what you did was just as dark. Darling, this was just as hard as when they pulled me apart.)

(shout out to betty because “tell me to go f*ck myself” is delightful and even “straight to hell” in the clean version, to mirrorball because it just HITS CLOSE, and honestly the whole of folklore has moments that resonate a bit too much to admit aloud. to Cold as You and You’re Not Sorry and DBATC on bad days, to Safe and Sound because if only they were, to Clean if only they could be, to Bad Blood and I Did Something Bad on full blast, to IFTYE and YNTCD as annoyed bops but LWYMMD and TIWWCHNT for the same reason, to State of Grace for the drum intro, to Red and Getaway Car because they are SUCH good driving songs, to False God and ...So It Goes because they’re sexy as hell, to I Wish You Would for the bridge, to OOTW for “the monsters turned out to be just trees, when the sun came up you were lookin’ at me.” His favorites rotate, romantic ones included, depending on the day and the events in his mind and whatever is lingering with him in the night, but I feel like those 13 would have very specific, constant places).

edit: I cannot believe I forgot seven, my brain is so scattered, but it is ESSENTIAL and “just like a folk song, our love will be passed on” is how I feel about him personally. - I’ve been meaning to tell you, I think your house is haunted, your dad is always mad, and that must be why...please picture me in the weeds, before I learned civility, I used to scream ferociously, any time I wanted...passed down like folk songs, our love lasts so long.

#WELP #this is my life now #anonymous #letterbox #you can disagree like i said there are basically no wrong choices with this particular headcanon #taylor stan dean is valid and important is all i'm saying #dean feelings #taylor swift #*#in your car the radio up #swiftie!dean

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holylulusworld · 4 years

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Bartender

Summary: A drink, music and the man breaking your heart two years ago. What can possibly go wrong?

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Warnings: angst, mentions of a break-up, alcohol abuse (not that much but don’t do this), tension, fluff, implied smut, comforting

Inspired by James Blunt’s ‘Bartender’ (Lyrics in Italics)

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Written in Dean’s PoV

I round the counter, nothing special on my mind, only a drink. I don’t seek company tonight, it’s one of these nights, the nights I miss her too much to even breathe right.

Sitting onto a barstool I raise my hand to order my favorite gift, my medicine to make me forget her smile or the way she touched my heart.

My eyes wander around the crowded bar and I see a couple making out, laughing. I hate it.

Y/N used to laugh with her whole body, sometimes even let out this cute snort at the end and I feel my heart grow heavy once again. I barely recognize I emptied my glass in one go so I tap the glass for another round, and another till someone sits next to me, whispering my name.

I freeze for a moment, believing it’s my imagination but when I meet her Y/E/C eyes I know it’s not a dream or fantasy this time, she is here, right next to me and all the words I wanted to tell her are gone.

Mind blank I drink her in. She looks tired and sad. I always imagined she would live the apple pie life, have three kids and a house with a white picket fence but the wound at her hand and the way she is not leaning on her right arm tells me Y/N is still hunting.

“Y/N…” I finally choke out and she nods, looking away for a moment before she looks into my eyes, giving me a cracked smile. “What are you doing here?” Stupid question I think but she doesn’t seem to mind.

“Drinking after a hunt, it’s a hunters bar, Dean.” My name on her lips makes me feel nostalgic and I lean closer, hoping I can smell her shampoo and it hits me like a freight train. The apple shampoo creeps into my nostrils and I sniffle for a moment.

“How have you been?” I pray she says there’s no other man in her life, but this is selfish, and I want to hit the back of my head but she looks at her fingers, shrugging slightly.

“Life was life, Dean. I hunt and try to not get killed. From time to time I visit Jody and the girls. Nothing special, you know…”

I messed up and I know it if I hurt you girl I'm sorry

But it's good to see the girl I used to know

She gives me a fake smile, trying to hide the loneliness and hurting but I always saw through her façade, always was able to read what’s on her mind.

“Same,” I whisper, glancing at her shaking fingers and I cover her hand with mine, squeezing it slightly.

Her eyes drift toward a pair dancing in the corner and for a moment her features soften but then her face falls and I squeeze her hand tighter before I intervene my fingers with hers. Y/N doesn’t fight my touch, so I hold her hand, trying to find a way to get her back…

We can dance but I can't dance

Maybe we can stick to holding hands

Or should we raise a glass

And forget the past?

“Do you want a drink?” My throat is dry so the words come out raspy and she gives me a curt nod, still holding my hand. Her fingers wrap around the offered glass and she raises it, downing the burning liquid in one go.

“Another one…” She orders raising two fingers and the bartender nods.

The elder woman is smiling at the way we are holding hands, but she doesn’t know anything about us, she doesn’t know this isn’t a gentle gesture, it’s desperation. I just can’t let go of Y/N’s hand; I assume Y/N is the same.

“Another one,” I rasp, and the bartender searches my face, trying to find out if I want to get the girl next to me drunk but Y/N nods and the woman fills our glasses once again.

“To…” Y/N wants to find a reason to raise her glass, but she struggles to get the words out. I let go of her hand, cupping her cheek instead to wipe the tear slipping down her cheek away.

“Love, past and future.” Whispering the words, I lean closer to kiss her lips softly and she melts against my lips, fisting my shirt.

“Love…” Y/N sniffles and I order another round and another…

If we keep on drinking we're gon' fall back in love

So fill it up, fill it up

We must not be thinking 'cause we can't get enough

So fill it up, fill it up

Bartender, can you pour some love?

Her lips move against mine and I want to press her against my body but Y/N let go of me to take another sip of her drink and I do the same. Trying to forget the day I made her leave my life.

The words still won’t come out. All apologies I prepared for this moment are gone and I don’t know if I will ever get another chance, so I shove the words away and take her hand once again, placing it onto my heart.

Y/N looks up at me, not speaking herself she closes her eyes when the music dies only to leave us in silence.

I glance at the bartender and she starts the music again, only to play our song…the song Y/N always sang under the shower while I was washing her hair with this goddamn apple shampoo which is haunting me in my dreams.

We can talk about a future, we don't wanna reminisce

Because we both know it was me who got it wrong

But fuck it's good to see you

You look awesome and I miss you

Baby listen now, they're playing our song

Her eyes don’t meet mine for a moment and I fear Y/N will go but then her glassy eyes meet mine again and I see the hope in these beautiful orbs.

I give her a sly smile, nodding and she rests her head against my chest, letting out all the tears she didn’t allow herself to cry. I hear her sobs and move my arms around her, just holding her tightly in my arms – never wanting to let her go.

I slowly sway, cause for sure I’m a bad dancer but Y/N never did mind. She only smiled sweetly when I tried to dance with her to her favorite song or during a friend’s wedding. Y/N always loved me the way I am – with all my edges.

Heart beating faster I feel her warmth melting my heart and the wall around it crumble. She moves her arms around me, holding me as tightly as I hold her in my arms.

“I’ve missed you…” Leaves my lips and she sniffles, whispering something I can’t understand but I know Y/N said she missed me too.

We can dance but I can't dance

Maybe we can stick to holding hands

And let's raise a glass

And forget the past

The bartender kicked us out after closing time. I didn’t even recognize we were still swaying to no music, tangled in each other. I was holding on Y/N for dear life, she did the same.

I walk her out of the bar, not knowing what will happen now. She’s wrapped in my jacket, slightly waving from side to side. I got my girl drunk. Chuckling I pick her up, feeling the booze hit me too I need to concentrate to walk straight.

Y/N leans into me, burying her face into my neck, whispering my name and I love the way it sounds on her tongue. Only she can whisper my name this way.

“Yours or mine?” She giggles, tugging at my shirt to make me look at her in my arms. “I wanna see if you still can kiss me the way you used to do.” Y/N mutters and I nod, smiling at her adorable behavior. She always was a cute drunk.

And it's closing time, back to yours or mine?

After all this time, you still blow my mind

And it's closing time, back to yours or mine?

After all this time, after all this time

Groaning Y/N turns in my embrace, snuggling closer to my naked chest. I try so hard to ignore the way her body affects me.

“Dean…” She whimpers against my throat and I pant, tilting my hips to not let her feel how happy I am to feel her.

“Morning, Sweetheart. How is your head?” I try to joke but she bites my neck, muttering something about making her drunk to touch her against my skin.

“You will make sure my headache won’t be that bad.” Y/N is wrapping her arms around my body, while her face is buried in my chest. “Wanna stay with you ‘D. I’m so lonely without you…” Now she starts crying and it breaks my heart so I hold her tightly, not wanting to let go off her.

“I’m lonely without you too, Y/N. We could…” I stop talking when she hums against me, kissing my neck softly.

“I still got the ring…” My heart starts racing when these five words leave her lips. “Never thought I see you again…”

“I was praying to see you again, Y/N. Do you want to talk things out? Maybe we can find a way to fix things, fix us. I never wanted to lose you, Baby Girl. I was a mess back then and didn’t want to drag you down.” Voice trembling, I choke out a sob when she whispers a soft yes before her hands cup my face to make me look at her.

“I love you…” Y/N breathes against my lips. She still tastes like Whiskey and peanuts, but I do not care. I deepen the kiss, moaning I love you too against her lips before I’m on top of her.

The next minutes are a blur. Between love confessions, touching each other’s skin and body’s tangled in each-other we decide to never part ways again.

I want to kiss the bartender for bringing us back together, but I prefer kissing my girl…

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