Momento Bakugo x Reader Chapter 34
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Summary: So I was always told to look on the bright side. The bright side is that I’m finally meeting the Number One and Two pro-heroes Deku and Dynamight. The downside is that I was publicly dragged out of my job for a string of robberies that I did not commit and am being detained for questioning.
Length: 10.5k
Warnings:Oral Sex, Food Kink, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Mirror Sex, Quirk Kink (My Hero Academia), Shameless Smut, Porn With Plot, Porn with Feelings, Rough Sex, Emotional Constipation, Chocolate Syrup, Fluff, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Emotional Manipulation, Temperature Play, Hate Sex, Explicit Sexual Content, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault, Attempted Sexual Assault, Blood and Injury, Heavy Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Panty Kink, Semi-Public Sex, Creampie, Bondage, Body Worship, Light Dom/sub, Daddy Kink, Pegging, Public Masturbation, Office Sex, Wank and Tell, Polyamory, So like at the very very end there’s KatsukixReaderxKirishima, But it happens so last minute I don’t feel justified tagging it as one of the main relationships, Constructive Criticism Welcome
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A/N: Enjoy *looks at word count* uhhh 10.5k worth of content holy shit.
It's been a few days since I went with Kirishima to 2AM Nightshift. It surprisingly brought us a lot closer. At first, I was just texting him about questions that came up in my research. Then hero opinions. Before we knew it, we're texting constantly about everything. My phone pinged and I picked it up.
Sweaty Boi:
Tomorrow. You can peg me then.
My eyes popped out of my head. Tomorrow? Tomorrow? Am I ready? I left the chat and texted Kirishima.
Y/N:
It's tomorrow AHHHHHH!
Kiri:
What's tomorrow
Y/N:
Using Harness Time
Kiri:
Oh.
Good luck my student.
Y/N:
Thank you sensei
I'll do my best!
Kirishima sent a bunch of laughing emojis in response. I rushed over to the living room where Iris was hanging with Miruko. A fact I'm still getting used to. I waved for her attention.
"Can I talk to you?" I loudly whispered to Iris.
She rolled her eyes. Miruko kissed Iris on the cheek before she got up and came over.
"What's up?" She asked.
"I'm pegging Katsuki tomorrow."
"Holy shit!" Iris gasped.
"I know!" I squealed then the panic set in. I looked down and starting biting my thumbnail. "I know..."
"You're so dramatic."
"What if it's not good?" I asked.
"Then you laugh it off!" She said, slowly realizing I wasn't kidding.
"I don't wanna be funny, I wanna be sexy!" I whined.
"Girl, it's fine! You're gonna be fine either way. Don't stress."
"Easy for you to say pillow princess."
"Don't get mad cuz I'm living the lesbian dream."
I rolled my eyes and shooed her away as she laughed at me. I went back to my room, working out the details with Katsuki. I'll show up at his place early and prepare. It's gonna be good, great even maybe. I glanced at the harness. The articles said putting it on and getting comfortable are crucial steps. But I'd always felt silly with it on. So I would take it off quickly. I'm hoping I don't feel that way tomorrow and that if I do. it's quickly chased away. I clicked off my night lamp and went to sleep. I've got a long day tomorrow.
Katsuki POV
I looked at my phone, a shaky exhale leaving me. I hated to admit it but I was fucking nervous. I've been with men before and it was alright but I preferred to top. Especially since the men I did sleep with didn't know what they were doing. And no girl I've ever been with suggested anything like this before. The only two people I know who won't make a gossip chain about this whole thing are Deku and Eijirou. Deku is a no-go. He's way too analytical about this stuff. And Ei...well he's still awkward around me. For good reason but that doesn't help the current situation. I pulled up a number I never fully expected to contact on my own without Y/N being involved.
Katsuki:
You got pegged right?
What was it like?
-Incoming call Ori-
I groaned and clicked accept before I could second guess it. I immediately regretted it when an overly excited voice answered.
"First, you contacted me just in time! I literally just stepped in my house after my camping trip! Second, are you and her gonna do it?"
"Maybe." I mumbled.
He squealed on the other end then calmed down.
"First, I couldn't be happier this is our first real conversation with just us. Second, I'll totally give you all the ins and outs. You ready?"
I pinched my eyebrows.
"Sure."
"Okay. So have you ever done anal before?"
"...Yes." I said reluctantly.
"Cool. So that makes it easier. Basically all the same things you needed then, you'll need here. A shit ton of lube, some preparation beforehand and to communicate the whole time especially since its your first pegging experience."
"How is it different?"
"I don't know how to explain it other than you feel like your comfort zone is a mile away. And that's for both parties."
I thought back to what she said when she won the bet.
Have fun begging for my plastic dick princess.
"I doubt it. She seemed confident."
"Trust me, I've known her for a while. She's always a nervous wreck when it comes to something new. Anyway, how are you feeling about this thing you're about to experience?"
"Nervous honestly." I sighed. "The other times I've done anal haven't been magical."
"Wow really. Well I'm sure this time will be different. Even if it might be awkward the first time."
"I doubt this will be a regular thing."
"I can't emphasize enough that once you hop on that train you want to stay on it. But that might just be me." He laughed. "Also do me a favor."
"What favor?"
"Please make sure to communicate. You guys are trying something hella new. I'm sure both of you are kinda freaking out. Otherwise I doubt you'd call me of all people for tips."
"...I will."
"Awesome! I hope this helped! I'm really exhausted and miss my bed so I gotta lay down. Let me know how it goes okay? It's gonna be awesome."
"Sure." I said, surprised that I meant it.
He hung up and I lowered the phone. I didn't know what I expected but I liked how that was handled. He didn't make a big deal out of anything I said like my friends would have. Maybe there's more to him than being a flashy whiny guy. I put away my phone and grabbed one more bottle of lube. Then walked out of 2AM Nightshift after I paid. I felt my heart start to race in anticipation for tomorrow.
Y/N POV
I didn't sleep much last night. I got a few hours in but I needed to head over to Katsuki's place. I put in the spare key and entered the apartment. It was unusual being here without him. Like I didn't belong. I shook my head trying to rid myself of those thoughts. One anxiety at a time. In his bedroom, as promised, everything we needed was on the bed. I surveyed the stuff making sure we had all the supplies and enough of it before moving onto the part I was dreading. The harness. I looked to see where the opening was and how to tighten it before attempting to put it on. Once I figured that out, I put on the harness and tightened it.
When the dildo was secured, I immediately felt out of place, vulnerable and like I didn't know what the hell I was doing. Which I honestly didn't have ANY IDEA and even if I did all that research ultimately I didn't know how to actually do this. I've never felt this nervous about anything before. My chest tightened and my heart started racing. The room was closing in and my mind flooded with insecurities and doubts. On instinct, I reached for my phone and called Kirishima. I didn't know why but I did.
Two rings and he answered with a confused 'hello?'.
I immediately recognized I made a mistake.
"Hi." My voice cracked.
"What's wrong? Are you okay?" He asked urgently.
"No! Butt dial!" I said choking out short sentences to keep the panic out of my voice.
"Please just tell me."
I tried to breathe in but I choked on it and tears started falling and I was definitely crying on the phone to Kirishima now fuck.
"Please at least tell me where you are!"
"I...Um. Actually I'm freaking out and I'm at Katsuki's and its stupid but I really need-"
The phone suddenly shut off. Ran out of batteries. I took off the stupid harness and threw it to the side. After a few frustrating minutes, I found a charger for my phone and plugged it in. I had about 45 minutes before Katsuki came back so maybe a walk would calm me down. Charge phone. Walk. Apologize to Kiri. All good. I pulled on a shirt. Then changed into one of Katsuki's last minute. His scent wafting on the shirt helped calm me down a little. The doorbell rang. Followed by frantic hard knocks. I rushed to the door, opening it and Kiri immediately grabbed me by the shoulders, his breath heaving.
"Are you okay?" He said in a rush.
Tears welled up in my eyes and he quickly closed the door behind himself.
"What's wrong? Did you two fight?"
He's either a fast runner or lives extremely close. That was like 5 minutes tops.
"No. It's really dumb. How'd you get here so fast?"
"I live a few doors down. And it's not dumb if you're this upset."
"It's..." I felt embarrassment crawl up my spine so I took his hand and guided him to Katsuki's bedroom.
I pointed to the strap and Kiri's eyes widened slightly. He looked back at me, confused.
"I...I don't know what I'm doing and like Katsuki's really going out of his comfort zone for this and I want it to be good for him but I don't know if I can do it and I-"
Kirishima pulled me against his chest, his thick arms wrapping around me. It felt nice. It felt really nice. Maybe hugs were better than walks.
"This might be my fault for not giving you enough info." He said softly.
"No, no. I did research and you helped me so much. I just-I don't have any practice anywhere near this and maybe I should call it off?"
"Is this something you want to do?" He asked delicately.
"Yes. I'm just scared it won't be good for Katsuki. Plus like it's-this is so weird but-it's so much more vulnerable wearing it than I imagined and..."
I sighed heavily.
"I feel like if I run away from this I'll never do it. Which is a bad reason maybe? To do this but."
"What would help you feel more prepared?"
"...Having practice. Being shown the ropes." I said, closing my eyes at how that sounds.
Especially towards a guy who decidedly isn't Katsuki.
"...Okay. Then I'll show you." He said.
I stiffened and looked up at him, surprised. He was looking away, face red as a tomato.
"You...don't have to do that, I'm just being dumb."
"Dumb or not...I want you to feel good about this. You were so excited the other day."
"Kirishima..." I said feeling tears prick my eyes.
"C'mon." He said, picking up the harness and handing it to me. I felt self-conscious as I put it on but I swallowed and set it back up. I avoided eye contact for a moment before looking at him. He looked away, blushing, which oddly made me feel better. It wasn't this...huge thing. At least not as huge as I made it in my head. I tapped him and then jokingly shook my hips from side to side earning a little laugh. This...felt better.
"Okay." He said taking two pillows and putting them together.
He pulled me forward until the dildo was touching the crevice between the two pillows. I looked at him and he shrugged.
"It's the best we got."
I smiled. "Fair and valid."
"Try thrusting."
Now I'm nervous. I fidgeted a bit and Kirishima smiled, rolling his eyes. He grabbed my hips and pushed them forward.
"Like this. Now try." He said, letting go.
I did a few experimental ones, very nervous but it...it didn't feel bad. Just weird. Different. Way more simple than I made it in my head.
"Now depending on where the prostate is you might want to..."
He grabbed my hips and lifted me a bit, prompting me to get on my toes, bending me over. He settled my hands near the edge of the pillows.
"Now thrust like that." He said, his voice a little huskier than before.
I thrusted but this time, it felt more...erotic. I bit my lip.
"Is that good?" I asked, my voice a little airy.
"Great. Now roll your hips like this." He gripped my waist, twisting it into the pillows.
His body was close to mine, his lips by my ear. I tried to keep myself from reacting. I could feel his fingers gripping my sides. And his chest is REALLY defined. This...this was bad. Really bad.
"L-Like this?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.
"Perfect." He responded, his voice a low growl.
A thrill went down my spine. I quickly got up and Kirishima cleared his throat. I undid the harness since greeting Katsuki dick out seemed like it would be awkward. Kirishima stood back a few steps, looking carefully at anywhere but me or the bed. Once I got the harness off, I looked at Kirishima who, after a moment, met my gaze. I shuffled around a bit and stepped out to hug him. He hugged me back, squeezing tightly.
"Thanks. That helped." I said, my face heating up.
"Anyway just prepare him alot and you'll be golden. Just take your time. You've got this." He said softly.
"Ei? What are you doing here?" Katsuki said.
I froze. He's home early. I'm in his bedroom, hugging another man. A man who I just had a weird sexual tension with. My body started trembling as I anticipated getting yelled at. Getting hit. He's gonna think I'm a whore. He's going to hate me, I just got him to stop hating me. He's gonna leave. All because I was stupid.
You're the kind of girl who enjoys "a thrill". The thrills you go for though, aren't something anyone else is going to tolerate.
No one else is going to deal with that. No one wants a girl who isn't satisfied with just them.
"Hey!" A gentle hand grabbed my face.
Kirishima was still holding me, this time his arms tightened around me, trying to keep my body from trembling.
"I'm sorry." I whimpered.
"For what?" Katsuki asked softly.
I didn't know what he wanted me to say. What were the right words? What were the magic words? What do I need to say for you to forgive me? I stared at him, still trembling.
"Ei, please tell me what's wrong with her." He pleaded.
"I don't know she was fine just a minute ago. Before that she called me over because she was really nervous about tonight."
"Is that it? We can do it tomorrow! I'll still do it okay?" Katuski said, swiping the tears off of my face.
When did I start crying?
Why do you always act like I'M the bad guy! Quit acting like you're hurt!
Fuck that's just gonna make him more mad. I'm not supposed to cry, I'm in the wrong. I shook my head, finally able to calm down enough to realize...he wasn't mad? He wasn't yelling. Why wasn't he mad?
"You don't hate me?" I asked, my voice cracking.
"Why? What?"
"Because Kiri's over?" I whispered, scared.
"Why would....?" Katsuki asked. "Hosei...that bastard." He growled under his breath as he lovingly stroked my cheek.
"Ei showed me how to thrust." I said, because he has to hate me.
He just doesn't know the context. Of course, if he knew the whole context, he'd get mad. It made sense. And lying would only make it worse.
"Yea?" He asked. "Okay?"
"I liked it." I said in a small voice, tearing up again.
His eyes widened again. This is when he berates me. I tensed up, waiting for his blow up. Instead he looked at Kirishima.
"Can you run me through it?" Katsuki asked Kirishima.
Kirishima looked a bit guilty and nodded. His arms loosed around me but when he noticed my body was still trembling, he held me again. And I hated that I needed it. I enjoyed it. Being comforted and held. I really was the worst. His hand rubbed soothing circles on my back. I relaxed a bit, even though I didn't want to.
"She called me about 20 minutes ago and seemed really upset. Her phone suddenly cut out so I ran over here to check on her. When she opened the door she was in tears because she was nervous she'd make the pegging experience bad for you."
I buried my head into Kirishima's chest. He rubbed my back and continued.
He hates me. He hates me. He hates me.
"I asked what would help her feel more prepared and she said if she was shown how to do it. So I showed her."
Kirishima paused.
"I was also into it." He admitted guiltily. "I guided her hips with my hands and I made things awkward."
I wanted to argue because it wasn't awkward for me. It was hot. But saying that would make things worse. A million times worse and I was already in deep shit.
"So you both feel guilty...because he touched your hips to help you peg me." Katsuki said.
I froze again. He sounded...amused. I looked up from Kirishima's chest to find a small smirk on Katsuki's face. He looked at Kirishima who blushed and looked away. Katsuki looked at me, putting his hand on my cheek, stroking it with his thumb. I screwed my eyebrows together, completely stunned by this reaction. I didn't know what this meant and it put me more on edge.
"First I'm not mad. At all. Ei and I talked about this." Katsuki said.
What?
I looked up at Kirishima in surprise, whose blush deepened.
"Talking about that and this are two different things."
"Not really." Katsuki shrugged.
Kirishima blustered at Katsuki's nonchalance and they bickered back and forth until I raised my hand.
"Can someone please fill me in?" I said in a small voice.
"I..uh. " Kirishima let out a sigh. "I saw you guys that day in the office right?"
My face heated up and I nodded.
"So ever since I couldn't...really...stop thinking about it? And at first I felt guilty because I thought that I was attracted to just you. But it was always you WITH Kats...not usually either of you by yourselves. I mean both of you are individually hot just-ugh." He groaned, his blush deepening.
"He started acting weird around me and I cornered him until he talked." Katsuki butt in. "He told me he thinks he likes us both. And when he told me, I realized I was okay with that. More than okay."
My eyes widened and I turned to Kirishima whose eyes were screwed shut. It's true. But wait. Was this a test? Was this really okay? Or what if this happens and then one of us realized we weren't okay with it. What did this mean? What is this now? Kirishima gave me a light tap on the head.
"Just take it at face value...I haven't really figured out anything beyond me being attracted to you both." He mumbled.
I looked at Katsuki who watched me take all this information in.
"So I'm not in trouble?" I asked softly.
"No."
Doubts still ran around in my mind and at this point Katsuki started to look irritated. So he looked at Kirishima.
"Ei. Kiss her."
I turned to ice in his arms. I wouldn't move. I couldn't believe what I heard.
"Don't." I whispered. "If you're testing me don't. Just yell at me."
"I'm not." Katsuki asserted. "This really is okay. No games. I promise."
Katsuki put his hand on my chin and turned me to face Kirishima who was looking down at me, debating in his head. After a moment, he glanced at Katsuki who nodded. Then he leaned down and touched his lips softly to mine. It was a small touch but I was brought to reality all at once. Katsuki wanted Kirishima to be here. I...I wanted him to be here. I liked being in his arms. And his hug is so different from Katsuki's. And he's warm and nice and apparently has a kiss that made me want to smile.
Where Katsuki is lean and strong, Kirishima was built like a brick house, almost dwarfing me. It made me feel delicate which...I also liked. Kirishima's lips pressed to mine again and I pressed back, hesitant. We broke apart with a slight pop. I couldn't look at Katsuki, I was scared. Kirishima made the choice for me and turned my chin towards him. I looked at him, then looked down, my eyes widened. He...was half hard.
'It took me getting him drunk but Ei admitted everything. One of the things being that he wanted to eat you out." Katsuki said in a husky voice. "Do you want that?"
"I...the..." I said dumbly.
"You'll peg me, don't worry." He said with a smirk. "But I think...since he might be joining the mix...he should get a fantasy in too." He said, his eyes searching mine for any discomfort.
I wasn't uncomfortable with the idea. I was scared that my lack of discomfort would cause problems later on. It always seemed to.
"If...Kirishima's okay with it." I said turning to him.
He looked down at my lips. "Eijirou." He said. "Call me Eijirou."
I nodded. Katsuki took my hand and guided me to the bed. He planted a soft kiss on my forehead. Eijirou walked up and stood at the edge of the bed, waiting.
"Is this okay?" Katsuki asked.
It struck me that I actually had control over this. Where this went. I've slept with multiple people before. But for my opinion to matter this much. For everyone to really want me to want this not for their sake but for mine. I threw my arms around Katsuki and kissed him hard. He made a surprised noise but reciprocated. When we broke apart, I nodded. I felt the bed dip as a hand gently guided my face. Eijirou stared hard, his demeanor changing into one more...commanding. I saw Katsuki shiver next to me from the corner of my eye. This was just like when we went shopping except full blown.
"I need a yes." Eijirou said.
"...Yes." I said softly.
He let go of my face and looked at Katsuki. Katsuki kissed my cheek then travelled down, sucking on my neck. I couldn't look into Eijirou's eyes but I knew his gaze was on me. Every soft kiss Katsuki gave me was magnified under his careful watch. My breath quickened. Eijirou's hands teased at the shirt barely covering my thighs and lifted it up. He sucked in a breath, marveling at the state I was in down there. My panties were soaked through. I tried closing my legs but he kept a tight grip.
"How long have you been wet?" He asked me.
I wanted to be shy but his gaze drew me in. Leaving no way out.
"Since your lesson." I murmured.
Eijirou hummed and got in close. I moved my legs again to cover myself but he pinned me down with a stern look. He hooked a finger in my panties, rubbing my center. Biting his lip, he slowly pulled them off of me, marveling at how unwilling the soaked fabric was to separate from me. He stood up and unbuttoned his pants. The dark boxers were pulled down to reveal...holy shit. Katsuki cursed and I gulped. He was huge. Thick, long and dripping with pre-cum. He took the panties and stroked his cock with the soaked part.
"I've been trying to hide this since you answered the door. You really should consider putting on pants next time." He said, his voice ending in a moan.
He bent over, kneeling at the edge of the bed and gripped my hips, roughly pulling me towards him. It was...fuck it was so hot. I felt myself getting wetter and the look of approval in his eyes wasn't helping. He gave me an experimental lick and my breath stuttered. Katsuki adjusted himself, before lifting my shirt further and licking at my breasts.
Unlike Katsuki, Eijirou's method didn't rush to bring me to the edge. He took his time. Every lick a careful build to a steadily rising amount of pleasure. Katsuki followed his lead, lazily licking and sucking my chest. He pulled off with a pop and moved up to kissing my neck. A low groan left my lips as I started grinding back onto Eijirou's face. He smiled, moving back.
"Show me how you like it." He said.
Then he moved closer and stuck out his tongue, not moving. I whined and ground myself on his tongue feeling kind of humiliated. But the embarrassment, the debasing of myself to chase my own pleasure while he sat there, made me grind faster. My muscles started to tighten as I found a rhythm I liked. He wrapped his arms around my thighs and spread my lips with his thumbs. Then he started licking emphasizing all the places I ground into him the most. Going almost the same rhythm except a little faster. Gasps flew out of my mouth as I met his licks. He made eye contact as he flicked my clit with his tongue.
"Fuck." I gasped as I felt my legs start to tremble.
Katsuki licked his fingers and started rubbing my nipples while he sucked behind my ear. My gasps turned into moans which turned into begging when Katsuki latched his mouth onto my breast and rolled the bud with his tongue. He lightly bit and I cried out, my back arching off the bed. Katsuki stopped sucking and looked at Eijirou.
"Ei finger her." He said before licking the other nipple.
I felt two fingers plunge inside me and fish around before they curled up.
"Ah!" I panted. "Y-yes. There!" I stuttered, my body jerking with each curl of his fingers.
Staccato moans flew out of me as he found a rhythm and started licking again. It's almost too much. It's too much. I squeezed my eyes shut as my body unsuccessfully tried to fold into itself. I clawed at the sheets beside me, losing my grip on everything. Pleasure shooting up and down my body. Radiating from the spots where Katsuki and Eijirou showed no mercy.
My body wound tight as I turned my head to the side trying to catch my breath. I'm so close, I'm so fucking close I could taste it. Katsuki leaned in my ear, his hands still working my poor abused breasts. He went behind me and sat me up. Forcing my chin over to make me watch Eijirou work my folds. His rough, calloused hands went back to working my nipples as we watched my thighs tremble around Eijirou's head.
"Fuck his face baby. Cover my best friend in your cum." He purred in my ear.
The image popped in my mind and I exploded. My thighs gripped around Eijirou's head as I shamelessly ground into it. I covered my face as I came for what felt like forever. He sat up, still using his hand to finger fuck me as his palm ground into my clit. Ripping my hands away from my face, his eyes lit up as he watched me climax. Tears built on the corners of my eyes as I twitched and whined under his gaze. He gripped my hands to prevent me from hiding anything from him or Katsuki as they watched me fall apart to my entirety.
"Eiji-please stop." I whimpered.
"I heard you squirted the other day." Eijirou purred, his fingers not stopping. "Think you can do that again?
I shook my head and struggled. Katsuki stopped his ministrations then hopped from the bed and removed Eijirou's fingers, licking them clean. He laid me down and settled at the edge of the bed, hooking my legs over his shoulders. Then he quickly moved in on my cunt. The difference was fucking night and day. He shoved three fingers in, going at a much faster pace. Then latched onto my cunt and licked at a slightly different rhythm than his fingers. My orgasm built up like a tidal wave. Even quicker than usual because of Eijirou's unwavering lustful gaze.
Eijirou climbed onto the bed where Katsuki was. He sat back and started jacking off with my panties. My cunt clenched, as I saw him lick his lips, his gaze predatory. The precum on Eiji's cock pouring out, mixing in with the already soaked fabric. Katsuki groaned on my clit, the vibrations lighting every nerve ending on fire. Eijirou let out a wanton moan as he stroked faster. His eyes hungrily raked over my body as I writhed under Katsuki's assault. I'm so close. I'm so fucking close.
"Mm! FFf-uck!" I wailed as I gripped the covers, skating the edge.
"Come with me, pet." Eijirou growled.
My back arched off the bed as I squirted all over Katsuki. Warm splashes of cum hit my stomach as Eijirou came, his big cock twitching hard with the effort.
"Fuck Yea!" Katsuki groaned as my body twitched.
I rode his fingers, my toes curling painfully as they dug into his back. Eijirou petted my hair as his eyes shone. Katsuki rubbed my thigh with his other hand as the spasms slowed down. I dropped onto the mattress, boneless, as Katsuki pulled out his fingers and kissed my thighs.
"Good girl." Eijirou said, giving his cock one last pump before letting go.
My face burned but I loved it. I wanted to be his good girl. I liked being his good girl. I nuzzled into his hand, trying to think thoughts after all that. Eijirou placed soft kisses all over my wrists traveling up to my neck while Katsuki rubbed soothing circles on my thighs.
"So. Still doubt it's okay with me?" Katsuki asked cheekily.
"No." I grumbled. "I figured it out along the way."
Eijirou laughed a bit and I smiled. I caught Katsuki looking between us. I could still sense some hesitation but he looked like he was comfortable with this. I looked at Eijirou who absentmindedly kept petting my hair, his brow furrowed slightly. Then his lips curled into a slight smile. I felt relieved. It's...a process but it seemed good. This felt good. I turned towards Eijirou.
"Can you get my harness please?" I asked sweetly.
Katsuki's eyes widened.
"I know for a fact you need to recover." He said hastily.
"I can get on my knees." I said cheekily as Eijirou handed me my harness. "Besides, a brat like you needs to be put in his place." I said, my voice turning dark. "Your little plan to wear me out didn't work."
Katsuki gulped as Eijirou and I turned towards him.
"Get on the bed, doll." Eijirou said, his voice leaving no room for argument.
Katsuki's eyes widened at him. He looked...really nervous. I reached out and grabbed his chin. I tried to channel all of my calm and confidence.
"I'll take care of you, love." I said my voice coming out commanding, sultry and enticing.
His eyes grew half lidded as he zeroed in on me. He gulped and got on the bed, his cock straining against his boxers. He sat down and faced us. Eijirou crawled over to him and pulled off his boxers. There wasn't any kissing or touching beyond that but it was intense. I couldn't predict the things they were thinking but I knew they've both been looking forward to this moment for a long time. They almost looked like they couldn't believe it was happening.
Eijirou bit his lip and planted a soft kiss on Katsuki's forehead. Katsuki stiffened for a bit then grabbed his face and kissed him hard on the lips. They broke apart, then kissed again and again a sigh of relief radiating from both of them. Eijirou pulled back and I could see the shine in Katsuki's eyes. Eijirou glanced at me then him and let a slow deep breath out.
"Turn around." Eijirou said after a moment.
Katsuki complied and I felt my nerves shoot up again. Eijirou rubbed my back, then took my hand and placed it on Katsuki's ass. He used my hand to knead the skin there in slow soothing circles. Katsuki slowly but surely relaxed. Eijirou pulled out the lube and spread it all over our hands. Feeling him slowly slick it all over my fingers, soft squelches and the intense look in his eye stoked a burning heat in my abdomen.
"Ready?" He asked us.
I nodded and Katsuki took a deep breath.
"Ready."
"Okay this is gonna feel weird at first alright?" Eijirou cautioned as he gave me a nod.
Eijirou hesitantly curled his hand around Katsuki's cock, giving a few experimental pumps. Katsuki gasped and Eijirou gave me a nod. I reached out and circled the hole before slowly sinking my finger in. Katsuki tensed up even as Eijirou kept stroking his cock to ease the sting. I felt a slight bump and pushed. Katsuki let out a strangled moan.
"Should I stop?" I asked him. "How are we feeling?"
"...Again." He grunted.
His voice sounded embarrassed and desperate. I looked at Eijirou. He smiled and nodded. Katsuki moaned and whined with every stroke. He buried his head in the sheets, his whole body turning red As I kept going.
"Add another finger." Eijirou said.
I complied, hearing Katsuki's moans pitch higher and more desperate. He started to move his hips in time with my fingers. Slowly but surely we eased Katsuki until he was stretched out to Eijirou's satisfaction. He hummed and looked between Katsuki's legs.
"How are we feeling?" I asked again.
Katsuki didn't answer. I looked down to see what he was feeling and my eyes widened. Katsuki's eyes were hazy, tongue lolling as he panted. Drool trailed from his lips, a deep blush painting over his face. It was...beautiful. I bit my lip. I looked over to Eijirou who leaned in close to my ear.
"It's only gonna get better from here."
The thought sent a thrill down my spine. I got up and quickly pulled on the harness. Making sure it was secure before climbing back on the bed. I pressed the dildo against his hole and paused.
"Is this okay?" I asked.
He nodded.
"I need a yes." I said firmly.
"Yes. Fucking do it." He whined, his voice shaky.
I wanted to comment on his tone but...not now. Not while he's trying something so new. I looked at Eijirou who started pumping Katsuki's cock again. I slowly sunk the tip in, Katsuki hissed in response, tensing.
"Try to relax." I said softly.
Eijirou lazily stroked his cock and rubbed soothing circles in his back as I slowly but surely sunk in. Katsuki panted beneath me, trying to adjust to the sensation. Finally, I was all the way in.
"Katsuki? Tell me when I can move okay?" I said
"Okay,'' he said in a tight voice.
Eijirou kept stroking his cock and rubbing circles on his back until Katsuki moved his hips forward and back a bit. He let out a breath.
"Okay. You can move." He said softly.
I leaned over and kissed his back tenderly.
"Thanks for trusting me."
I pulled my hips back and thrusted. He gasped. I pushed back in and out a few times trying to get the hang of it. Then Katsuki let out a loud moan. I froze. Then tried to repeat. He moaned again, this time higher pitched. I think I found it. I started a rhythm thrusting slowly, the way Eijirou showed me. Katsuki's hands grabbed the pillow.
"Faster." He panted, fucking back into me. "Please"
I obliged, grabbing his ass and setting a more brutal pace. A long moan rattled out of him as loud squelches filled the air. Ei sat back, stroking his cock in time, his eyes trained on where my strap disappeared into his ass.
"Fuck! Harder. Just like that!" Katsuki panted, the covers starting to steam where his hand gripped.
I pushed his back down and fucked into him. Feeling powerful and in control and so unbelievably turned on. I could feel my cunt soaking the back of the dildo as Katsuki writhed underneath me. Every single moan that flew out his mouth went straight to my head and cunt. THE Katsuki Bakugo, begging me to fuck him harder. I could get used to this but I wasn't done.
Katsuki whined. He whined when I stopped. I pulled out slowly and he gasped when I was all the way out. God I wanted to touch myself. I pinched my nipples and bit my lip, trying to will myself to focus. Eijirou crawled up to me and lapped at my breasts. His sharp teeth caused me to buck into his touch. He loosened the harness a bit and reached down, circling my sensitive bud. Katsuki huffed, impatient. Eijirou popped off my breast.
"Wait, you brat." He growled.
Then he sat up and kissed me. His other hand stroked my plastic dick and I don't know what it is about it but it made every nerve a live wire. His tongue traced my lips then he pulled me into a deeper kiss. He thumbed my nipples as he leaned in close to my ear.
"Make him beg, pet." He murmured in my ear.
Fuck.
Fuck yes fuck .
He kissed my neck and sucked and it's so fucking different and good. He bit into it, I sighed as he pulled my hair back. He smirked, then kissed me softly. Like he had all the time in the world. He Fucking had me in a vice grip. I...oh god I wanted so much but for right now I wanted one thing.
"Can I suck your cock?" I asked.
He abruptly pulled back and looked into my eyes.
"You may." He said and I felt his words wash over me.
My body sunk down, face level with his hot throbbing member.
"Katsuki. Watch." I said sternly.
I watched him reluctantly reposition himself and his eyes widened at the sight. Eijirou towering over me, his cock pressed to my cheek.
"Don't touch yourself." I said before I kissed the tip.
Eijirou hissed as I licked along the length of his cock. I started at the tip and sunk down, trying to accommodate his size. It was hard but it made my thighs clench. Eijirou grabbed the back of my head but didn't push. He let me set the pace. I sucked what I could reasonably fit down my throat and jerked the rest. The harness was like a chastity belt, preventing me from getting that beloved friction and I loved it.
Heat pooled at my core as I sped up, spit flying everywhere. Eijirou cursed as he accidentally thrusted a bit. I gagged a bit and I could see parts of him harden his fingers scratching my head a bit.. I reached up and massaged his balls as he lost himself using me as a fleshlight. My body was reaching a fever pitch and I wanted to be touched and fucked so bad but I needed to see this glorious cock cum. I yanked my head back, stood up and forced Eijirou to sit on the bed facing Katsuki. I reached my hand down and jerked his cock.
Katsuki looked like he didn't know where to focus. His gaze flicked from me to Eijirou to his dick to my strap. His cock stood harder than I've ever seen it, a fountain of pre-cum dripping down. He trembled and I saw the look in his eyes become desperate as I leaned into Eijirou's ear. My hand curled around his throat and he tensed. His cock twitched in my hand and by the way he was desperately thrusting into my grip, I knew he was close. In this moment, Eijirou was a slave to his desires.
"Cum all over him." I growled in his ear.
With a loud cry, he came all over Katsuki who looked ten seconds from cumming himself. Eijirou panted as I milked him for all he was worth. Then I let go.
"Please someone touch my cock." Katsuki whined.
Eijirou shakily sat up and he must've glared because Katsuki's mouth snapped shut.
"You just want a touch?" He growled.
He held up his foot to Katsuki.
"If you're that desperate, grind on my foot and cum."
Katsuki didn't move, warring with his pride. Eijirou used his foot to press down and rubbed up and down his cock. Katsuki blushed, clearly embarrassed but his body shivered at the contact. He looked away.
"You seem to like this Kacchan." Eijirou mocked. "You can cum right now if you want."
He shook his head. "No. Please. Please fuck me." Katsuki begged.
"Are you gonna be patient til I'm done with your girlfriend?" He asked.
Katsuki whimpered and nodded.
"Good boy."
Katsuki's body jolted and he blushed. Eijirou scoffed and pulled me back onto the bed. He glanced at Katsuki and a wicked gleam entered his eye. He stood at the edge of the bed where I was before, standing behind me.
"I think he deserves a little punishment yea?" Eijirou asked me.
"What do you have in mind?"
"I think I want to remind Katsuki what he's waiting for." He said playfully. "Bend over."
I got on my hands and knees hesitantly. Eijirou undid the harness. I gave him a questioning look but I let him do what he needed to. Then he grabbed my neck and pushed down gently. Oh...oh. My breath picked up.
"Y/N. You can tell me to stop at any point." He said gently. "Okay?"
"Okay. I will." I said breathlessly.
He lined up at my entrance and I was nervous. Sure I was soaked but I've never...not with someone so big. He pushed in and I felt the air being punched out of me. He sank in slowly inch by inch forever until miraculously somehow he fit all the way inside.
"While we wait for you to adjust, I'm going to give you some tips." He said gently.
"Always try to introduce something familiar with new things. It helps the receiving person relax." He said gently as his finger circled my clit.
I nodded, my body trembling. I moved my hips and let out a shaky breath.
"And asking is usually a turn on." Eijirou said, his voice a low rumble. "For example, how hard do you want me to fuck you in front of your boyfriend?"
My body tightened up, Eijirou rubbed my back with a light laugh.
"If you look, you'll realize he kinda likes this."
I glanced up at Katsuki to see him panting, his cock twitching in anticipation. He gripped the covers, a steam rising from where his hands laid. He was biting his lips, eyes trained on me. I looked back at Eijirou.
"Hard." I said.
His hands gripped my hips, snapping his forward and I saw stars. I couldn't move, he used me as a fleshlight, thrusting into my a-spot over and over and over. I whimpered and sobbed, unable to get a grip on who I was.
"Oh god, oh god, oh god" I chanted, my voice cracking under the intensity.
He put his hand around my neck and pulled my back by my arms. He put one leg up on the bed and thrusted even deeper than before.
"Look at your boyfriend, pet. Make sure he sees." Eijirou commanded.
It wasn't like I had a choice. He kept my face in place and forced me to look. I could only imagine what he saw. His girlfriend drooling and moaning around a cock that isn't his. A monstrous mountain of a man who's pace was relentless and unforgiving. The smoke on the covers burned hotter, more dark, releasing an acrid smell. His cock was a very angry red, full of unreleased cum. His pupils were dilated as he watched Eijirou fuck me.
"You wanna get fucked like this Katsuki?" He growled. "Answer me."
"Yes." Katsuki answered, he looked at me. "Please."
"Good. After this she will." Eijirou hummed, pleased.
He rubbed my clit and I convulsed around his cock. I don't know if he came. I didn't even know what fucking day it was. All I knew was my body crumpling in on itself trying to contain the pleasure I was feeling. When my body stilled, Eijirou pulled out with a loud squelch. I looked back and his cock was drenched. A long string of slick dripped off of his softening cock.
"I think he's been patient enough. Don't you?" Eijirou said to me, glancing at Katsuki.
Give me a minute big guy sheesh.
I looked at Katsuki. He was shaking, obedient and still. Pupils almost drowning out the red as he tried so hard to be good. I smiled a little ruefully knowing I'm going to need a few days after all this. I pointed to my harness and Eijirou handed it to me. I willed feeling back into my everything as I looked at Katsuki.
"Turn around." I said and Katsuki immediately obliged.
"Eijirou. Suck his dick." I said. "Please."
He crawled over, barely recovered from his orgasm and laid down under Katsuki, licking the tip. Katsuki moaned obscenely loud at the contact, earning a chuckle from Eijirou. I crawled onto the bed, grabbing Katsuki's ass as I positioned myself, straddling over Eijirou's body.
"Ready?"
"Yes mistress." Katsuki whimpered. "Please fuck me like that."
Holy fucking shit.
A thrill ran down my spine as I thrusted into him hard. A harsh cry ripped out of his throat and I was worried for a second.
"D-don't stop." He whimpered. "Please."
"Eijirou, suck him like your life depends on it." I grunted.
Then I pounded into him. The loud slap of skin meeting skin played just over the sound of Eijirou slurping and slobbering all over Katsuki's cock. Katsuki wailed and writhed, unable to handle all the sensations coming at once. Eijirou gripped his legs and I grabbed his hair, never stopping my pace.
Pretty whines and moans rained out his mouth as he sobbed into the pillows. Garbled half words punched out of his mouth as he flew closer and closer to the edge. Trying to communicate but ultimately being too cock drunk to do it effectively.
"Cl-close-" he managed to choke out.
Little explosions popped out of his hands and we were ruining his sheets but I wasn't going to stop. Eijirou deepthroated him and I thrusted two more times before he let out a loud strangled cry and came everywhere. I kept going, watching Katsuki breathlessly thanking me for fucking him and letting him come. Eijirou choked and sputtered as he moved out of the way slightly. Katsuki's breath stuttered as he kept cumming all over the sheets. When he stopped, he collapsed on his side. Eyes screwed shut, tears down his face, breathing heavy. I removed the harness immediately and sat him up, holding him. I looked at Eijirou who was using unruined parts of the sheets to wipe himself off. He also was looking at Katsuki carefully.
"Hey baby. Are you okay?" I asked delicately.
He breathed for half a minute, my anxiety growing with each second that passed.
"Maybe I should call you daddy." He said
I snorted and Eijirou cackled. Katsuki laughed lightly and snuggled into me. He looked over to Eijirou and motioned him over. We all cuddled into each other needing some softness after all that.
"Seriously though. Was it okay?" I asked. "The pegging part."
"We're doing that again." He said.
I looked over to Eijirou who kind of held me like a teddy bear.
"How are you feeling?" I asked.
"Like I shouldn't feel as good as I do right now." He murmured.
Why not?
"You dating anyone else?" I asked.
"No." He said. Then he paused. "Else?"
"Not that I'm implying we're dating you now or..." I scrambled, making sure Eijirou didn't feel any pressure.
"We should probably at least take him to dinner after all this." Katsuki mumbled.
"No yea I think that's the least we could do." I agreed
"Uhh?? I had fun?? I should take you guys to dinner, I intruded." Eijirou insisted.
"So anyway, Katsuki, I'm thinking of that one place? The one we passed the other day that looked nice?" I said to Katsuki.
"I'll check the menu later but that's a good idea." He mumbled.
Eijirou looked between us and huffed.
"You guys are stubborn when you're not horny." He grumbled.
"Speaking of horny." I said, turning towards Eijirou and opened my legs.
He looked down, watching his seed drip out. He blushed but he couldn't keep his eyes off of it. It was like a puppy looking at a treat. I sighed and closed my legs.
"Two guys with a breeding kink. We're really gonna test the limits of my birth control huh."
Eijirou jumped.
"Oh shit."
"Yea Katsu said the same thing." I grumbled.
"Sorry..." Eijirou pouted.
I looked at him with wide eyes. He looked to the side, guilty. A pout prominent on his face as thoughts ran through his head. He's so cute. I grabbed him with a tight hug and a huge smile.
"It's okay!" I said, grabbing his face. "Seriously. I was kidding."
He hesitantly grabbed my hips, his eyes still concerned.
"You sure? I mean, I rushed in here without thinking..." he trailed off then another lightbulb went off. "Also I'm tested, I mean STD free. I got tested after my last hookup and it was clean and that was several months ago-"
I covered his mouth to stop his rambling.
"We're also clean." I said. "Also several months? That's a while."
"Hookups can be fun but....it's not my thing." He said softly avoiding our gazes.
Katsuki sat up and roughly hugged Eijirou.
"You better not be implying that was just a hookup idiot."
Eijirou blushed and untangled himself.
"Then what was it?"' He asked softly.
"It sure as hell wasn't casual." Katsuki huffed. "I've...I've never. Done anything like this with anyone."
"I've also...never done anything like this." I agreed. "And we both wanted you here so that counts for something right?"
"We can-" Eijirou started.
"I-" Katsuki said.
They looked at each other. Katsuki cleared his throat.
"We don't have to talk about this now." Eijirou said softly.
"Well we have to do something because otherwise you wouldn't look like that!" Katsuki huffed angrily.
"If this was just something spontaneous that's fine-"
"You were the reason I was open to this!" Katsuki yelled."
We both looked at him.
"I," He gulped and ran his hands through his hair. "There was a while when...I thought...I thought about being with you like this. More often than I was willing to admit." He said softly a blush creeping across his features.
I looked away, waiting for a sting that didn't come. I was surprised to find out I was completely fine with this. So Eijirou was the person everyone thought Katsuki would end up with. Makes sense.
"But we were both trying to build our careers and I needed to recover from the bullshit that happened during our high school years. Then years kept passing by."
Eijirou looked at me. I flicked my eyes to Katsuki and he looked back at him.
"When we were talking about the pegging thing, it brought me back." He said softly. "It...probably never really left. When you told me that you liked us. I was relieved. I know it took alot for you to admit that but I'm glad you did."
Katsuki looked at me, throat bobbing. Waiting. Scared. I don't mind Katsuki liking Eijirou. But both of us being with him stirred feelings.
"This scares me a bit. To be honest." I said softly.
Eijirou and Katsuki froze up. For a moment, before he covered it up, Katsuki looked heartbroken.
"I'm not against it, I just...I can't launch into it." I said.
I sighed deeply and decided to rip the bandaid off.
"Hosei used to make me sleep with other people and then get mad that I did it. This clearly isn't that. And neither of you are like that. I'm just scared."
"And...this sucks to say. Like really sucks but I'm scared you'll like him more than me." I said squeezing my eyes shut. "You guys have a ton of history. Which isn't fair at all and it's dumb but I'm intimidated. What if I don't fit?"
One of them moved towards me and I backed up a bit. I opened my eyes and kept them on the blanket below us.
"I'm...also scared of having more to lose." I said softly. "I just...feel like I got lucky and don't want to push it. I'm anxious and scared. A lot. With anything new and-"
Katsuki crawled over, picked me up and plopped me in between him and Eijirou. Both of them felt warm. And safe.
"Does this feel right to you?"
It did. But.
"Yes or no?" Katsuki asked.
I nodded my head.
"Do you want to date Eijirou, or work towards that?" He asked.
I looked up at him. His eyes were full of concern and understanding. He was built like a bear and had a really nice smile and made me feel safe. But what if-
One guy is never enough for you
You always make me feel like I'm not enough, that's why I bring more guys. It's for you.
Hosei's voice started to morph and shape more onto Katsuki's and I felt panic claw up my throat. I balled my hands into fists willing it to stop there before it consumed me.
"Yes." I said before the doubts could fully form.
Eijirou blushed. Katsuki turned me towards him.
"You won't ever lose me. Or have to compete or whatever. We'll talk it out and see how it goes. I'll always love you. I just also love him. Is that okay?"
Doubts swirled and broke apart before fully formed. They mixed together into new doubts and resurfaced as old ones. All bubbling in my chest.
But what if everything went right?
An image of me sitting in Eijirou's lap while we waited for Katsuki to come home. Planning a surprise together with Katsuki for Eijirou. More hugs. More kisses. Alot of love. And Katsuki would be happy. Really happy. And I could be happy. I wasn't currently in love with Eijirou but he's the kind of guy I could easily love.
"We have to communicate. Like everything." I said.
I looked over to Eijirou who sat very still and very quiet.
"How do you feel about all this? Be honest." I said.
"I'm kind of in shock. About everything."
We looked at him, waiting for him to continue.
"I mean in high school, I had feelings for you Katsuki. But you were so focused and I...I didn't feel good enough."
"You- what?" Katsuki sputtered a vein popping out.
"Just-! You and Midoriya were doing things I couldn't even dream of and I just didn't want to get in the way. And after everything settled, I knew you needed a friend. I knew you needed time. So I just...hid the feelings until they disappeared." He said softly. "When it was too much, I'd hook up to try to forget. Eventually the feelings did go away."
He turned towards me.
"When he got with you, I wasn't even jealous. So I was sure I moved on. I even thought 'wow they look good together, good for them' but I always felt a little sad after thinking that."
He looked at Katsuki.
"Then you guys had a rough spot and it hurt to see you hurting. I wanted to take care of you. And...I was mad at her for hurting you. So when I found out about Midoriya and Yoko's plan, I wanted to help."
He looked away and turned towards the wall, a little blush on his face.
"And when I shared stories about Katsuki, I could see you still loved him and I was so relieved. None of what I was feeling made sense. Til you guys fucked at the office."
The blush on his cheeks deepened as he curled into himself, focusing on not meeting either of our eyes.
"My very first thought was 'I want to be there too.' And it hit me like a ton of bricks. Now I was in love with two people. People who I don't even know are interested. It sucked."
"Eijirou." I said.
He didn't move. I narrowed my eyes and reached out, grabbing his cheeks and pulling them outwards. He pried me off with tears pooling at the corners of his eyes.
"What was that for?!"
"I got so mad hearing you shit talk yourself I needed to take it out."
He gaped his mouth at me.
"I want to know how you feel about this. When you ignore the anxiety." I said.
"I kind of..." He said softly with a blush. "I mean I obviously want to take this slow but. I...really want to." He blushed.
Katsuki lightly punched his arm.
"Quit holding back. Just say what you're thinking."
"I really liked cumming inside you." He blurted out.
I widened my eyes.
"And I like all of us hugging. And I actually do want us to go to dinner together. And I've wanted to kiss Katsuki for a really long time." He stammered. "And I've fantasized about him sucking my dick more times than I can count. I've probably fantasized about the reverse just as much."
He put his hands over his face, violently blushing. Katsuki snorted.
"I asked Yoko to send me a picture of you in that cheerleader outfit."
I laughed. I couldn't help it. He was so cute and I was so relieved and everything was so new.
"Don't laugh! Are you really okay with this?" He whined.
I climbed into his lap and put his arms around me. His dick jumped when he felt the remnants of our combined cum drip onto it. I laid my hand on his chest. He eventually hugged me.
"I'm okay with it as long as you give me lots of hugs." I said.
He hugged me tight.
"I can do that." He said so sincerely it made me laugh again. "Everyday if you need me to."
I looked at Katsuki who looked complete. I obviously can't predict whether this will work out. But I'd gamble anything for him to look like this. And based on how nice this feels, I'd say we've got good odds.
"So for now, I guess you're dating us." Katsuki said, trying to conceal his eagerness.
"I guess so." Eijirou murmured.
He leaned over and pecked Katsuki on the lips, whose eyes widened. Then he leaned into the kiss. They kissed each other shyly. Then got into the kiss. I...liked seeing them together. He broke off from Katsuki. Katsuki gave him an awkward smile and hugged him. Eijirou smiled wide and hugged back tightly. We sat there for a while longer before deciding to take a bath. It was a tight fit but none of us really wanted to be apart yet. We got clean and climbed into bed. Katsuki and I decided to put Eijirou in the middle just in case he tried to doubt himself at some point.
After a bit of adjusting we ended up sleeping. Both of them were heat radiators so the room was almost too cozy. I managed to fall sleep after cuddling into Eijirou. Shuffling woke me up. Based on how deeply Katsuki seems to be asleep it's been at least an hour. I looked over to see Eijirou trying to get himself off. I sat up and he froze. I looked at him, then his cock.
"Want some help?" I whispered.
He looked away. I smiled and got close to him.
"Doesn't morning wood usually happen in the morning?" I joked.
"I got excited about things we could do. At first it was cute then..." He trailed off.
"Wanna tell me one of your fantasies?" I asked sleepily.
"It's...related to earlier." He said reluctantly.
I mentally recapped the events until a lightbulb hit me. Then I straddled him, pressing the tip of his erect cock at my entrance. Then I leaned in.
"You want me to be your little cum slut?" I whispered in his ear.
He jumped, his breathing turned heavy.
"Yes." He whispered back.
I sunk down on him, ignoring the slight sting. His cock throbbed, I could tell he was already close. He grabbed my ass and maneuvered me the way he liked.
"Don't hold back." I said softly
He picked up the pace, sucking on my tits as he rammed into me. His breathing was becoming unsteady as he got close to the finish line. The slap of skin on skin wet and loud. He grunted and came, spurt after spurt of his seed coating my insides
"My turn." Katsuki huffed.
I jumped as Katsuki sat up. He motioned for me to get up. He rubbed Eijirou's cock and it seemed to magically come to life. No refractory period.
"Nitroglycerin." He said simply.
"Good to know." I said mentally putting away that note for later.
They passed me back and forth a few rounds til they were satisfied. At this point, I was ready to pass out so I was grateful. Katsuki wanted to ride Eijirou but his ass was sore. I also imagine Eijirou's size was intimidating even to the new Katsuki who suddenly loved to bottom. We sleepily stripped the bed and balled up the sheets to wash in the morning. Once we put another set of sheets on the bed we all curled together and slept. It may have been gross but I was too damn tired to bathe.
This time, I woke up alone with the curtains drawn tight. Given how bright the little peeks of sunlight were in the spaces between the drapes, it was probably around noon. I grabbed the nearest t-shirt, which was surprisingly huge on me and tried to look for signs of the guys. When I noticed the Crimson Riot logo, the size of the shirt made a lot more sense. The smell of food pulled me towards the kitchen and I heard their voices drift into the hallway as I got closer.
"...don't want to."
"Kats I do, I'm just kinda worried. What if-I mean-"
"Ei are you having second thoughts?"
"No. I mean well Y/N..."
I stopped walking, trying to listen in. They stayed silent a beat too long and suddenly Katsuki whipped around the corner with a spatula in hand. A long stare in his eyes.
"Nice to see you're awake."
I smiled sheepishly at him and walked into the kitchen. I glanced at Eijirou who quickly looked away from me. My eyebrows pulled together.
"Y/N..." He called out softly. "Do you...How do you feel about last night?"
Honestly? Still processing but the things I did process...
I walked up to Eijirou and wrapped my arms around him. He froze for a second and hugged me back.
"Still processing. But I like waking up to you if that goes for anything." I answered into his chest.
His chest moved as a tiny sigh of relief left him. He rubbed my back.
"You hungry?" He asked, pulling a plate over.
"Starving."
We ate and joked around. Well, I mostly watched Eijirou and Katsuki banter back and forth. And I realized I felt completely happy. I was distinctly aware that not too long ago this was a seemingly impossible wish I buried deep down. To be with people who made me happy and cared. Who I also cared for and would do anything for. There wasn't anything lacking in this moment for me.
Well, there was just one thing.
Memories of how I acted at the start of yesterday replayed. Not just yesterday. There's so many times it's affected me. And a part of me felt ashamed, angry and defeated. I've been in enough therapy to know that healing takes time. That it wasn't unreasonable to have this reaction. I could practically feel Dr. Serwa's leather chair as she would tell me time and time again that leaving was the brave act. And she's right. Hands down. I know this and know this well.
But that part of me hated it. Here I was. Still cowering under just the memory of him. The last I saw Hosei, I was sobbing into Auntie's arms at his abuse. The time before that I just disappeared into the night. It might've been stupid but that tiny part of me needed him to see me okay. That I got back on my feet. That I'm thriving. It's stupid and almost a guaranteed bad idea but I needed it.
His opinion meant nothing to me. But mine did. And I hated myself for running away from him literally every time we parted ways. Even if it was always the right call for me to do so. I wanted to be strong and happy in front of him just once. And leave. Not in a panic or out of fear. Just once, where I'm in control. My smile faded a little bit as I considered the options. I stabbed my fork in the last bite of my food as I landed on a decision.
For the sake of that tiny part of me that needs it. I'll see Hosei one last time.
TO BE CONTINUED
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