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beast-of-moss · 10 months
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Art fight with @vahingoniloinenlapsi
Le..lesbians...
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- grazie -
non ho mai detto Grazie  a chi ha sempre letto i miei sfoghi e si è ritrovato nelle mie parole condividendoli, apprezzandoli; non ho mai ringraziato abbastanza tutte quelle persone che facevano parte - e continuano a farlo tuttora - di quelle 2/3 note iniziali di un post grazie a quelle persone che hanno sempre guardato oltre la tua popolarità; forse dovremmo farlo un po' tutti quanti, perché quando un blog è così condiviso è sempre grazie a chi mentre scrive di sé stesso crede anche nelle parole che legge. Si entra in punta di piedi, silenziosamente. Si esce con la scoperta di condividere tanto di noi con altra gente, non gente qualunque. Ti senti sempre meglio. E così inizia. Grazie davvero di cuore a chi, prima di sapere che personaggio sei e quanti lettori hai, sa apprezzare le cose più piccole e forse anche quelle più vere a partire da qui. Nessuno di noi sarebbe il/la grande scrittore/scrittrice che è adesso se non fosse per chi ha percorso i primi passi con lui/lei. è vero che ci si mette in gioco mettendo a nudo se stessi, ma è vero anche che questo gioco non è poi così tanto privato o personale se è un piccolo rifugio di tanti e con tanti.
con tutto l’affetto possibile, @comeunapoesiadiprimavera
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iristhedeadflower · 11 months
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the 18th of june marks the 18th day of dcla pride month aka victhiago day <3
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sailorbrazil · 1 month
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Please help a queer brazilian illustrator to pay the medical bills to save his cats
Hey yall, I have a friend who's really going through it and I asked him to write a message I can post on here:
"hi! my name is muri and i’m a brazilian illustrator.
these are my cats, pepe and dorian, and unfortunately they both have had a rough couple of weeks due to medical procedures i haven’t been able to afford ☹️
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alongside the issues and stress they’ve been under, i had to go through an unprecedented surgery and can’t get a job for at least a few weeks, so the timing for all this has been really troublesome.
it really saddens me not being able to help them as i can so i need all the help i could get!
here are a few illustrations i’ve done throughout my career and that’s something i can get done in these weeks i’m recovering.
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any help can and will be immensely appreciated!
my email is [email protected] to talk any kind of freelance illustrations and i’m also accepting donations via paypal through it!
thank you thank you thank you!
lots of love from our little family!"
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isaksbestpillow · 20 days
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Hey, Siiri, I hope you're feeling well today. I saw you were watching Kare no Iru Seikatsu, and was wondering if you could clarify part of the exchange between our leads after they touch heads in episode 3. I feel like we didn't get a clean understanding of what Kazuhito said about not kissing.
Hoping you receive good news in the coming weeks, and thanks for your time!
Hello! Sure thing!
Here we have our scene.
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Here is the original dialogue of that whole scene. I won't use kanji to make it more accessible.
-Gomen. Nanka jibun no koto nanoni yoku wakannakute. Datte Kazuhito to no kurashi wa zenzen tanoshii shi, demo sore tte naka ga ii kara nano kana tte no mo atte. Tada ore kono seikatsu wa... Iya. -Dakara shinee tte. Tameshi ni yatte kimochi warui tte nattemo sasuga ni shokku da shi. -Iya, sore wa... -Wakannee daro. -Maa. -Gomen na. Moshi issho ni inno muri tte nattara, itte na. Ore hanarekkara. -Un. -Natsukawa ga ii nara, ore wa sono mama demo kamawanee shi. -Wakatta.
-Sorry. It's like, I don't really even understand my own feelings.(literally "even though it's about me I don't understand well") I mean, living with you is really fun, but maybe that's partly because we're so close. Tada ore kore seikatsu wa...Iya. This is a tricky incomplete sentence that literally means, "However me this life/living arrangement... Nah." We can't be sure what Natsukawa is trying to say because stops himself from saying it. He could be saying that he's uncomfortable with this living arrangement (very unlikely) or that he enjoys it (more likely).
-I said I wasn't gonna do it (kiss). Even if we gave it a shot and you found it repulsive, that'd obviously be a shock.
-That wouldn't happen... (literally "no, that...")
-You don't know that.
-I guess.
-Sorry. If being with me becomes too much, tell me. I'll distance myself.
-Yeah.
-Or if you don't mind, I'm fine with things staying the way they are.
-Got it.
I haven't seen the subs but I hope this clarified things!
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mimisempai · 7 months
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Who cares?
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Through a can of soda and an indirect kiss, Aziraphale learns that love is also made up of small, ridiculous and meaningless things, and that he has nothing to be ashamed of.
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Day 14 : Indirect kiss
On Ao3
Rating G -  860 words
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Aziraphale was leaving Mr. Arnold's when he saw Crowley and Muriel returning from one of the Angel's expeditions. He made his way toward them, and when he was in front of them, it was Muriel who called out, "Aziraphale!"
The angel was telling him about their visit to the museum and the seemingly amusing anecdotes Crowley had told them about some of the artists he'd met in the past, when Aziraphale noticed that they were both holding the same thing. 
Curious, he asked, "What is it?"
Murie replied enthusiastically, "It's cream soda, it tastes great and it feels weird when you drink it. You should try it! Oh!"
They waved their arms and continued, "I'm off to Maggie's! See you both tomorrow!"
Aziraphale and Crowley watched in amusement as the angel hopped off to the record store.
Crowley handed the can to Aziraphale, "Muriel insisted I have one too, but it's a little too sweet for my taste, I think you'd like it, Angel."
Aziraphale took the can, studying it a bit before bringing it to his lips. After a sip he exclaimed, "It's good, a bit of a chemical taste, but I like it."
They started walking toward the bookshop and Crowley was finishing telling him about his escapade with the angel when Aziraphale's attention was drawn to two girls passing them.
"Aw, that's so sweet. He drank from his friend's can!"
"Yeah, it's like an indirect kiss!"
"So cute!"
He heard them giggle all the way around the corner. Crowley must not have heard, because he was still telling the story of the museum visit, undisturbed.
Aziraphale looked at the can, took another sip, blushed, then handed it to Crowley, "Here, dear, have a sip."
The demon shook his head, "I told you, too sweet."
Aziraphale insisted, "Oh, come on, a little sweetness is good for the mood."
Crowley grabbed the can, took a sip, and handed it back to Aziraphale, saying, "Really too sweet."
He didn't see the Angel blush further, unable to stop the two girls' words from spinning around in his head.
Indirect kiss.
Indirect kiss.
Indirect kiss.
Aziraphale repeated the same pattern twice all the way to the bookshop, somewhat surprised by Crowley's lack of resistance.
Perhaps the soda was to his liking after all.
They entered the shop and Aziraphale looked at the can with disappointment, for it was now empty.
"Angel, I'm exhausted. Muriel's a real ball of energy and she's used up mine."
The demon slumped down on the sofa and Aziraphale replied, "I bought a new kind of tea, I'm going to make myself a cup, do you want one?"
Crowley shook his head and replied, "No, thank you. I'll pass."
Aziraphale, secretly pleased, went to the kitchen area to prepare his tea.
He returned a few moments later to sit next to the demon on the sofa, his cup in his hands.
He blew on it a bit and took a sip. He couldn't help but hum with delight, for the tea was really good.
"Absolutely delicious! Too bad you didn't want any! This new flavor is-"
"Let me taste it."
Crowley had straightened up and moved to take the cup, but to Aziraphale's surprise, he leaned over and said, "I'd rather taste it here."
Then he closed the distance and, gently pressing his lips to the angel's, gave him a tender kiss.
Then, pulling back a little, he winked at Aziraphale and said playfully, "It's better when the kiss is... direct, isn't it?"
Aziraphale gasped and murmured, "You... you heard them?"
Crowley chuckled softly and replied, "Yeah, they weren't very discreet and it was so cute to see you make me drink just for that and to see you all flustered afterwards."
Aziraphale pouted and said in a sulky voice, "I hope you had fun laughing at my expense."
Crowley said softly, "Angel, I just told you it was cute. Not everything has to be serious and profound. I loved that your feelings for me drove you to that little moment of craziness. Yes, it's a little childish, but who cares?"
Crowley then took the cup from the angel's hands and took a sip before passing it to Aziraphale, who took a sip in turn, blushing slightly.
Crowley raised an eyebrow and asked, "Well?"
Aziraphale lost his sullen air and, with a playful smile on his lips, put his arm around the demon's neck and, pulling his face close to his own, kissed him gently before saying, "You're right, my dear, a direct kiss is much better. Besides, even the tea tastes better that way."
They stared at each other in silence for a few seconds before laughing at their foolishness.
That evening, the cup of tea passed regularly from one mouth to the other, and each sip was followed by kisses and complicit laughter.
Because that's what their love was like.
Sometimes big, heartbreaking declarations.
Sometimes deep, heart-to-heart.
It was made up of all of that and of moments like this, light, superficial, with no real purpose other than the joy of having fun together. 
Because, as Crowley said, as long as they were happy, who cared.
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Still not beta'd
Still not my native language
Still hoping you'll enjoy this story  🥰
Still thanking you for bearing with me 😝
Ineffable Growing Love series : here (After season 2)
Ineffable Husbands masterlist : here (Before season 2)
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spnsabrielbang2023 · 10 months
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SPN Sabriel Bang 2023 Masterlist
Thanks for accompanying us on this wild ride, all! Here's the masterlist for this year's submissions.
You can also fill out this form to get on the mailing list for next year!
1. broken dreams
Author: @gay-destiel Artist: @golby-moon
when gabriel is rescued from hell, his wings are torn. to heal them, they need ingredients, one of which is closely guarded by a prince of hell. belial. gabe grapples with trauma while sam does his best to protect him.
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Check out the art by Golby!
2. The Look In Your Eyes
Author: @archangelgabriellives Artists: @sagee-stuffs, @i-love-you-but-in-spanish
A strange new painting finds its way to the Singer Art Museum, and Sam Winchester feels a strange connection to it. Who is the man in the painting with the golden eyes, and who else knows that its been found?
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Art by Sage
Art by Kitsy
3. Lucifer of the Opera
Author: @ladyknightskye Artists: @sagee-stuffs, @mellow-memuries
Annoyed with his brother, Gabriel asks God to help him weave a prank for his older brother. Lucifer must act out the story of The Phantom of the Opera in order to escape his prison in the basement of a theater. But when Sam and Dean show up - and Dean is caught up in the spell on Lucifer - Gabriel ends up enlisting Sam's help in trying to mitigate the disaster looming on the horizon.
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Art by Muri
Art by Sage
4. Lost in Translation
Author: @leatafandom Artist: @lucathepanman
When Sam’s churning soul was jammed back into his body after over a thousand years of being incorporeal, the wall of Death's design had never stood a chance against the changes Sam's soul had undergone to survive the Cage. Upon waking, Sam struggles with being able to cope with the drastic change from being ethereal to being part of the physical world and the strangers he is greeted with. His memories of the human world were absent upon waking within his body. Sam doesn't know how he had ever been part of the physical world, nor how to carve out a spot within it like the youngest archangel had managed to. His empowered soul was lost without the memories of his human life, and he was unsure who to turn to in a world full of strangers that tried to imprison him.
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Check out the art by Lucas!
5. Bound
Author: @aayo-whatt Artist: @dustghoul
Gabriel chuckles, genuinely smiling for the first time in an age, "Sam, the only thing you've done is make me fall head over heels for you. And I finally thought I should tell you how far I've fallen."
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Check out the art by Angel!
6. Dante's Peak
Author: @cheerfulripley Artist: @rezal-art
Sam is a Volcanologist and Gabriel is the mayor of the town who's idyllic little home changes from heaven to hell overnight when the dormant Volcano next door wakes up!
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Check out the art by Rezal!
7.
Author: @nonbinary-witch-sam Artist: @as-lost-as-sams-shoe
The moment the binds went loose, Sam was up, rushing to his lover's body. He was crying, begging Gabriel to wake up, for this all to be a nightmare or a trick. but, he didn't wake up. Gabriel was dead. Sam slowly lifted his head, looking at Lucifer with grief-stricken fury as the surviving archangel went to walk away. "I will kill you before I ever say yes." he vowed, "you will never fight Michael. you will never possess me. I will string up your lifeless body like a puppet and make an example out of you, Lucifer." Gabriel, the real Gabriel, stood quietly behind one of the walls, listening intently to his lover swearing revenge as he tucked his ring into his pocket with a solemn expression.  "I'm sorry, Sam." He whispered before vanishing.
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Check out the art by Callion!
8. Atlas Shattered
Author: mukur0 Artist: @katfixation
After spending humanity's entire history stacking his own hand, Gabriel just can't win. Stuck between a rock and a hard place, too wounded to move faster than his own feet can carry him and too scared to start up where he and Sam had left off before that night at the Elysian Fields hotel, you'd think he'd welcome the chance to hide out in a gross motel room rather than face whatever might be stalking a downed archangel. Too bad for him, he'd almost prefer it over being caught in close quarters with a Winchester who just fucking wants to talk.
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Check out the art by Kat!
9. The Tales Grow Taller On Down The Line
Author: @ladylilithprime Artist: @alexiescherryslurpy
When Bobby Singer got the call from Dean Winchester - "This case is weird even for us and Sam's been compromised, we need help!" - he had expected the hunt to be unusual but still fairly straightforward. Being introduced to Loki, the Norse god of mischief and patron of tricksters, and being told the pagan was Sam's soulmate? Definitely not so straightforward!
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Check out the art by Slurpyart!
10. Carry On (Nothing Equals the Splendour)
Author: @hobbyistauthor Artist: @bakh-meliorism
The New God decides to be hands-on just one last time: there's a specific Winchester—still alive, always in grief—and one particular lost Archangel—whose graveyard didn't fight much to keep him dead—that could really use one of his miracles. To Sam, healing and hope looks like candy in every room of the Bunker and eyes like sunbeams-through-whiskey. To Gabriel, being Graceless yet still wanted gives him time to discover who he is, and who he wants to be.
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Check out the art by Bakh!
Bonus art by the author
11. The Trickster Fic
Author: @deadsuburbia Artist: @raaflingdraws
After being stabbed by his brother, Gabriel makes a last-ditch attempt to play a trick on Death itself. He reaches out to Sam Winchester, the only person who would ever look his way after his lifetime of trickery, and begs for help. Taking pity on the angel who played a God, Sam beams himself directly into Gabriel’s mind. The Trickster Fic retells the story of Gabriel from his own perspective: why he turned out the way that he did in his lifetime that spanned over a thousand years. In his very last moments, Gabriel is forced to come face-to-face with the consequences of his running, his cowardice, his own nihlism. Sam has to ask the question: can Gabriel be saved?
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Check out the art by Raafling!
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asteroideaaa · 1 year
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kilvan [kil.ˈvan] n. river
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Genre: angst(with happy ending)
Netayam X female OC Omatikaya
Word count: 3.4k
Authors note: I promise I'll make more happy fics I swear.<3
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If I ever went missing look near the river.
“Look at this stone ma Tamìfa,” Nang said excitedly. He handed me I yellow stone. This was perfect for Neteyam’s necklace. I've always been a good craftsman. My friends and I would make breast covers for many women in the village. My mother taught me everything I know. She was one of the best beaders in the whole village. I'm so grateful that she was able to teach me beading before the great-mother claimed her back with my father.
“This is perfect. Thank you so much for helping me Nang. Neteyam has been so stressed with the training I know this will cheer him up.” I thanked him. Neteyam and I have dated for many months now. We swore to each other before ewya. Though it is not the same as being mated, it's basically the same. We are a mated pair.
“Let's go back to the village. It's almost eclipse and we’ve been out here since morning. Neteyam must be back from training. You should be there to greet him back. I wonder what the hunter has brought back for the feast?” Nang said grabbing my wrist and leading me back to the village. 
“I know the way you skxqwng.”
“Last year we lead a whole search party for you. You were so deep into the woods it took hours to find you.” Nang scolded. I knew where I was going… “And don't even say you knew where you were going. We all know that's a damn lie.” he chuckled wrapping my arm around my shoulder and pulling me in as we walked into the village. We made it just in time. I see Neteyam jumping off his Ikran. Our eyes meet, but he seems angry. I walk towards him trying to hold my posture. 
“ Ma Neteyam I’m glad you're back safe. You must be hungry please come let us go eat.” I say trying to wipe his scowl off his face. I wonder if today wasn't a successful training day. On days like this, he's usually happier once we've eaten. So I take his hand to lead him to where everybody eats.
“Not tonight Ma Tamìfa. I'm not hungry.” he walks away from me. He takes long strides away from me. My lightly smaller legs cannot keep up as well. “Ma Neteyam please come. You need to take care of your body. After we should go to the hot springs. I feel like we haven't had alone time in ages. Please Ma neteyam.” I say out of breath from him walking away. We are now at his muri.
"Just walk go away, please. I want to be alone. I've had a long day of men yelling at me during training. The last thing I want right now is your nagging.” my heart slits as I watch his throwing his hand in the air out of frustration. My neck feels hot and my eyes burn. I don't dare to cry. Crying will not help. Maybe I just need to give him space.
“I’m sorry I bothered you. I will see myself out now. Goodnight ma Neteyam.” I turn on my heels and walk back to dinner. I look down at my feet tears threatening my eyes. 
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“Maitan you dare speak to your future mate like that. She did not deserve such.” Neteyams mother said fiercely. He knew she was right, but anger get to the best of us. The real reason on why he's mad is because you've been spending so much time with Nang. Nang was a couple of years older than Neteyam. He's more experienced with the way of life. That made Neteyam very jealous. Neteyam tends to overthink a lot, consequence of having three younger siblings.
“Sa’nu please I just want some rest. I've had a very long day.” 
“ Maitan im only concerned for you itan.Tamìfa is a sweet girl. You shouldn't lose your temper with her.” Netiriy softly said trying to calm him. She handed him a bowl of stew. Out of every meal created by the Na’vi people Hexapede stew was his favorite. He took one sip of it and melted. He quickly slurped up the stew and then headed to his hammock.
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It's now dawn and I'm dreading getting out of this hammock. Last night I could not eat due to anxiety. It was a warm morning I could hear the creatures of pandora chirping as they got up to live their lives. My eyes start to feel heavy and I think to myself it wouldn't hurt to sleep in a little longer. My eyes shut and I start to dream.
I was having the most wonderful dream. Neteyam and I were flying our Ikran out in the night sky. I often have this dream, it is one of my favorites. The sight of him makes my heart swell knowing we will be mated for life. I can't help thinking about having many children. I want to have a family of my own someday. From time to time I think of names for our children. Neteyam has always promised me this for our future, but my dream comes to an end. I'm awoken by the Ikran screeching goodbye to the clan. I hop out of my hammock feeling the warm sunlight laying on my muri floor. I think to myself “I should start Neteyam’s necklace.” grabbing all my beads, string, and needle made of fish bones gifted by my mother.
Hours later of beading and weaving I've now created this beautiful necklace for my Neteyam. I look at it with great pride. I really do hope he likes it. My heart would break into a million pieces if he didn't. My thoughts are interrupted by the creaking of my muri flood. It's Nang he greets me as I do the same.
“Ma Nang you nearly sent me to Eywa herself.” I hold my heart out of fear.
“I'm just checking up on you Ma Tamìfa. Last night you didn't eat so I had my mother make you some roasted Teylu. I know it's not your favorite, but you must eat breakfast. From what I've learned the sky people say it's the most important meal of the day. That is probably the only thing ill agree on with them.” he chuckles 
“That is right,” I say rubbing the back of my neck out of discomfort. Nang quickly realizes. “That is bothering your neck ma Tamìfa?” he questions. “I spent all morning making Neteyam a necklace. I spent hours looking down now my neck is in so much pain.” I said sadly not knowing what to do. Maybe I should go see a practicing healer. I'm not in need of a matured healer. “We should go to the hot sprint. Come put on your bathing clothes.” Nang says persistently. He leaves my muri waiting outside to leave me to change. I get up from my seat and head towards my woven basket holding my garments. I decide to wear a newly woven set. It is covered in all shades of green and brown beads. Feathers hang off of the rectangular breast cover. As for my loincloth, it's dyed with dark green berry leaves. I attach my song cord to it and head out the door.
I meet Nang outside and start walking toward the spring. “Let us go find others to come!” I said excitingly clap my hands together. “That sound like the perfect idea ma Tamìfa.” Nang says patting the top of my head. We walk over to the Sullys hut. Before we can enter Nang and I hear arguing. We both turn our heads to face each other. “What did we just walk into.” we both say entering the muri.
“Tuk please maywe.!”kiri shouts 
“No! I want to go to the hot springs right now!” she squeaks 
“Tuk you have to eat first then we can you. Now please stop being a brat and eat. You'll never is a mighty warrior like mom. you can't even eat breakfast.” Lo’ak cried out of annoyance bringing his hand to cover his face. “Tuktiry listen to your siblings. Nang and I actually came over to ask you guys if you wanted to go to the hot spring. Now if you eat we will fly the Ikrans there.” I say in a motherly voice. Talking to Tuk like this makes me want to be a mother even more even when Tuks having a meltdown. While Lo’ak and Nang prepare Tuks meal I asked kiri to take out my braids. Now my hair flows freely with a couple of braids holding beads. “Do you want these feathers Neteyam found for me? I think they will suit you way better,” she asks in her very calming voice. My breath hitches at the thought of Neteyam. Kiri quickly notices. “What is wrong?” she says putting feathers behind my ears and attaching them to my braids. “It is not a big deal really. It's Neteyam He just got upset with me yesterday after coming back home from training.” I sigh “I'm sorry my brothers can be such asses sometimes. I'm sure he'll come around soon. After Tuk ate we left on our Ikrans heading towards the hot springs. Passing by unnoticed by the rest of us Neteyam and his training friends pass under us. 
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Neteyam unmounts his Ikran and sits down bringing his hands to his face. Neteyams ears perk up to hear a conversation behind him 
“Did you see Tamìfa? She was with Nang again.” 
“She's been hanging out with him a lot maybe she's interested in a more mature man.”
“She was wearing a really nice outfit. Maybe she's trying to swoon him.”
Neteyam hated gossip but since it was about his soon-to-be mate he couldn't help being jealous. The truth is he’s been super jealous of Nang. Tamìfa and Nang have been friends before she even met Neteyam, But his anxiety gets the best of him. He tightly grips his bow and walks over to his Ikran to go fly to the hot spring. He knew you'd be there because he overheard Tuk asking Kiri this morning.
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We got to the hot spring and immediately jumped in. now soaked I find a stop next to Nang. “I really wish Neteyam was here. We barely get to spend time with each other these days” I say saddened by his presence not being around. “Don't worry hell come around” Nang comforts me putting his arm around my shoulder to bring me into a hug. I wish it was Neteyam giving me a hug. We pull away from each other and he swims away probably to go talk to Lo’ak. My ears twitch back hearing a branch break. I look back to see Neteyam, my Neteyam. 
“Neteyam what are you doing here I thought you had training?”
“I got off early.”
“Do you want to hang out with us? I feel like we haven’t hung out in weeks. Come in the water it's nice and warm it will relax your muscles. I have a gift for you. I say excitingly pulling his necklace out. Im soon interrupted by his words.
“Why are you always hanging out with Nang these days ma Tamìfa? Every time you're around he follows like he's lost,” he questions me. We've never really had a problem like this before. He seems to be really upset with me. That is the last thing I want right now.
“Nang? He’s one of my longest friends ma Neteyam.”
“Friends don't hug as much as he does.”
“You're being unreasonable ma Neteyam. He keeps me company when you're away. These past few months you've barely paid any attention to me.” 
“You know what I'm just gonna leave. Nang can have you. Since he has so much time for you.” I didn't want him to go. What did he mean Nang could have me? Nang already has a mate. They mated a few months ago.
“Ma Neteyam please don’t go. I want you.” I cry tears now burning my skin falling down my face. What did I do wrong? I thought I was doing everything right. I made sure he ate, healed his wounds, and gave him nothing but support. Now he's leaving me. I watch him walk away ignoring my last words. My heart is broken into a million pieces. What will I do now?
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It's been two weeks yet I have not left my muri. My heart is giving out I can feel it in my stomach. My skin is dull and my body is thinner. I haven't eaten a proper meal in days. How can I eat when the love of my life has left me? Kiri, Lo’ak, and Nang all try to visit me but I do not answer. I wish for Eywa to call upon my return. I lay in my hammock just as I have for a week but this time it's different Kiri burst into my room yelling for me.
“Tamìfa awaken now. I will not let you rot away over my ridiculously stupid brother. Come summer is in full bloom it's perfect to swim in the river. Everybody is there partying. “Everybody?” I question. “Yes he's there but, that doesn't matter.” 
“Kiri I can’t let him see me like this I look a mess.”
“How about I do your hair in nice braids and you put a cute outfit on? Will that make you feel better. ?” kiri said about to say more but was interrupted by a male Na’vi walking into my muri. I only saw his shadow at first. I hoped it was Neteyam, but I’m soon let down. It's just Nang checking up on me. ‘I saw your curtain was open. Are you feeling any better?” he coos in a worried tone.” “Everybody is down at the river. You should come, get some sun on your skin. I'm meeting Ekong there. Ekong is his mate.
“See we all want you to go now sit down so I can do your hair. Namg go pick he out an outfit.’ kiri directs like a war leader.
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I hop off my Ikran feeling so uncomfortable. My hair is in a style that not many Ometicya women were here it's more of a Metkyina style hair with a braid on top and loose flowing hair in the back. Not to mention Nang picked out an outfit I'd never worn before due to the fact it was quite small. I feel like they all want Neteyam to regret what he did. I walk passed the brush leading the way to the lake I hear Na’vi and music being played. Nang leaves us to go swimming with his mate. Now it's just me and Kiri. I look over to my left but she's gone. She’s probably bonging with the creatures of the forest. Feeling awkward I find myself sitting on a rock at the edge of the lake dipping my feet into the water. I feel multiple eyes on my back trying to not think about it I look forward. Clear a day I see neteyam surrounded by young Na’vi women. Our eyes meet but a look down at my feet quickly not wanting to look at him a second more.
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Neteyams heart could burst out of his chest seeing you. You looked like a goddess. He's spent his entire training break all alone. He wishes he could say sorry and take it all back but he didn't have the guts. His whole family is disappointed in him. Today these Na’vi girls just wouldn't leave his side. If Neteyam went swimming they did or if he went to look for pebbles so did they. He couldn't keep them away
“Oh look who showed up.” an unknown Na’vi girl said.
“She looks so sexy and I don't think were the only ones who noticed.” one of them giggles pointing at the Na’vi men sitting a distance behind her. Neteyam couldn't help but feel rage. He knew it was wrong because he was the one who hurt you. He watched the men walk toward you and sit next to you his eyes filled with rage. The girls quickly noticed 
“Don't worry about her Neteyam you guys were just a fling.” one other girl said.
“Plus she has Nang.”
“Not all the time. Nang mated to Ekong months ago when the men were off.” 
right there and then Neteyam felt like such a fool. You told him he had nothing to worry about anything between you and Nang, but he was filled with so much envy it clouded his mind. He knew he needed to do something about these boys. He stood up harshly knocking one of the girls off her feet.
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It was as if my stomach was hollow. The men walked up to me and started bomb barding me with questions. I couldn't keep up with all of them.
“So you a Neteyam are really over huh?”
“Come swim with us, sweetheart.”
“We can treat you better than he ever did.” little did they know Neteyam could hear everything. You looked right passed the men into his golden eyes. They noticed and turned around terrified. “Oh hey Neteyam didn't see you there.” one of them said scratching the back of their neck trying to keep calm. “Back off. Now.” was all Neteyam said. Why was he mad? He was the one who broke up with me. Though this really made my heart throb. I feel guilty for still loving him. He's probably been such a player after our breakup. My heart splits just thinking about him even talking to other girls.    
“Why should I? You're the one who broke up with her. You obviously don't know a good woman when they're sitting right in front of you.” that threw Neteyam off the edge before I knew it Neteyam punch the guy right in his jaw. “Ma Neteyam! What are you doing? You can't just go punching people for speaking truth.” I scream but am quickly cut off by him grabbing my wrist. He pulls me deep into the first unseen but nobody but Ewya herself.  
“Ma Neteyam let go of me. Im not yours anymore.” I cry
“I know I'm sorry but please listen for just a moment Ma Tamìfa,” he said grabbing my shoulders “I'm so sorry I'm such a fool. I should have listened to you. I should have never left you all alone. I'm a fool I didn't treat you how you deserved and now I'm paying for my sins. I hate seeing other guys think they can have you. I hate the thought of being with anybody else besides you Ma Tamìfa. I know I'm such an ass for treating you so coldly during my training. I should have seen the beautiful woman right in front of me.” he said all in one breath. I don't know what to say. This is everything I could ever want. My heart fills with joy. What do I do? He looks into my eyes dropping to his knees. He tightly grasped my legs crying. Seeing him like this broke me. I need to lift this pain holding him down on his knees.
“Ma Neteyam please get up.”
“Not until you say it! Say you'll take me back. Please I’ll do anything.” he sobs. He's getting too overwhelmed. He thinks the worst is about to happen. I sit down on the floor touching our heads. “I want you to Ma Neteyam.” those words almost didn't register in his mind. He looked up at me in disbelief. “Ma Neteyam I need you my life has no beginning without you,” 
In that very moment, we grab each other's faces and our lips connect as one. I feel butterflies in my stomach as if it were our first kiss.
“Ma Neteyam I have i gift for you.”
“ my sweet I do not deserve such things,” he said wiping my tears                                                                                                                      
“ it was meant for the day we went to the hot springs.”
“The day we broke up…”
“Yes, but that doesn't matter anymore here my love.” I pulled the hand-beaded necklace out of my bag. I softly placed it into his hands. “My sweet did you make all of this? It's beautiful.” he rushes to put it on. When it's on his skin glows as the sun reflects off the iridescent beads. My heart is jumping out of my chest seeing him finally wear it. 
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We dove into the river as one. He grabbed my waist pulling me into a kiss once again. I thanked Eywa for bringing this man back into my life once again. “Everybody is watching Ma Neteyam.” “let them. Let every Na’vi in this clan that you're mine. For as long as the stars come out in the night sky I will never let you go my sweet.” his eyes soften looking into my eyes. “Become my mate officially Ma Tamìfa. Let's have the ceremony after my dream hunt.” I could not speak. I've waited for those words all my life. I waited for him to ask again as soon as we made up. “Yes of course Ma Neteyam.” I joyfully scream wrapping my arms around his muscular neck. We bring our heads together.
“Oel ngati kameie Ma Tamìfa”
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MURY CHUMES‼️
in honour of christmas 2023,could u makefestive/holiday obiwan hcs bc hes so silly and i know he'd "deck the halls" (im so funny) (im not)
obi is the type of guy who would cuddle w you by the fireplace n drink hot tea or hot chocolate <3 (and he'd spoil you to death my goodness!) (also sorry if this is wasnt what u meant i didnt know what u meant by send asks HSJSHSJ)
OMG HI THIS IS SO PERFECT I NEED THIS SO BAD so thank you for sending this in <3 ur my new fav person
&& MERRY CHRYSLER :) consider this my gift to you!
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"i don't get why we had to be sent away DURING the holiday season. the council couldn't have waited?"
you grumbled some variation of this under your breath for several minutes straight while preparing the flight out to dantooine
and obi agrees
the two of you are being sent on a long-term operative mission. there's no daily wars or hard combat to face—it was more of a stakeout of sorts—but still, you had to stay alert. just in case
you were mainly upset at the fact that you couldn't relax in your quarters or with your family for the holidays
obi-wan, sensing your blues, decides that he's not going to let that ruin the festivities
you're staying in a quaint little home for the next few weeks. it's plainly, but relatively tidy
"there's a life day market in town! we can pick some food up there, and decorations, if you're up for it" obi had suggested, so that's what you end up doing
while at the market, which is bustling with people from all over the galaxy (you later find out that dantooine's life day market is one of the biggest there is), the two of you are mistaken for a married couple
but hey, the status gets you several discounts on fresh fruit
even after you leave the produce booth, he keeps his hand interlocked with yours
(and you like it. though you'd die before admitting it lol)
you haul several giant bags and baskets of supplies back to your place
(correction, obi-wan does most of the heavy lifting. you're only carrying the tree decorations so you look like a tangled bundle of color that has no start or end)
it takes you everything you have not to stare at how his arms flex when he moves things
you didn't realize obi had a creative side to himself, so when you let him take charge of decorating, you didn't know what to expect
but once the two of you finish decorating you're pretty amazed
the tree glitters with woven string lights and ornaments that look like stars plucked straight from the heavens, shining in hues of rose gold and ivory white
"it's so beautiful," you exhaled
"indeed, it is," obi-wan replied, but he wasn't even looking at the light fixtures (he was looking at you instead)
you're about to unpack the groceries and start cooking but he stops you in your tracks, placing his hands on your shoulders and giving them a gentle squeeze
"let me handle this, darling. i insist," he says—and you can feel your face growing warm at the term of endearment
so you sit down by the fireplace with a blanket around your shoulders and watch as he carefully cuts up the starfruit and places it in a porcelain bowl, dices the meat and vegetables, and pours hot chocolate (you made a mental note to ask him later which booth that was from) into two mugs
for a moment you get completely lost in the idea of living a peaceful, domestic life with him. one where you wake up every morning to the fresh smell of coffee and berries and are greeted with a tight embrace
but you're brought back to reality with the reminder that technically, you're on a mission right now, and you're both jedi
so no amount of wishing and praying will make any bit of that domestic life come true
:(
"you've been so quiet," he suddenly speaks up
"just...tired," you reply, and it's the truth. the entire flight over, you didn't sleep a wink—you always had trouble falling asleep
he decides not to question you further—he knows what's bothering you; he always does
dinner is amazing as always—you're good at cooking, too, but your skills pale in comparison to what obi has
after you eat, you sit down by the fireplace, wrapped up in several thick blankets with steaming hot chocolate in hand
"how long has it been since you last saw your family?" he asks
"seven years," you say. "we write letters to each other, but you know, given my schedule, it's hard to pay them a visit. i hardly see them anymore..."
"i can be your family, then," he offers with a sad smile
and you feel your heartbeat pick up speed just a little
not because you're secretly in love with him...of course not lmao
but because he's always been here for you and continues to be
you lean against him and close your eyes and just. take him in
like. how does this man smell so good...
it's as if he bathed in every warm and comforting scent you could think of
and you can almost pretend that you're right back home in the arms of the one you love, and not millions of miles away on a foreign moon
(jokes on you, he is your new home)
you're not sure how long you stay cuddled up like that for, but you wouldn't mind if it lasted for the entirety of your mission
"you know i love you," he says quietly after he thinks you've fallen asleep, and he gently kisses your forehead
but you manage to whisper back an "i love you too" before drifting off
obi-wan finally feels at peace
& so do you
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(i'm so sorry if this wasn't what you expected hiusahfiuherguheg but hopefully it makes you feel all warm & cozy inside!! hehe merry christmas)
tags (this list hasn't been updated in a while so apologies if it seems off...lol): @voguesir @fl0ating @lady-elena-adeline @katelynnwrites @freeshavocadoooo @buckysbeloved @kelieah @kaleidoscope1967eyes @lam-ila @amelia-song-pond @unstablecaffeinatedmind @elenavampire21 @joyfullyswimmingface @arkofblake @hellotherekenobi
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Been tagged by @sing-me-tosleep, @havocinthebluebox, @kladivonacarodejnice, @solomonar-culbec, @fra-helviti and @thecolombianviking to post a selfie, thank you and this time it's a special edition. 🤭
Yes, that's me and my wonderful girlfriend, we're so cute together right? 🥰💕 Zion national park and Grand canyon were absolutely breathtaking, i enjoyed my time there together with my gf. And of course an obligatory picture with me and this huge ass Saguaro cactus. 😁
Now I'm tagging: @danceswithwolves-blog, @lollobendix, @asylumsammet, @vedrividia, @ostpunk, @ongoingpanicattack, @oneleggedflamingo, @ovrottenbloodspells, @muri-chan, @moss-wizard, @mercifulempress, @jplovecraft, @bonewhiteglory, @neutralmilkhoetel, @cryptidkats and @wonderinghobbit
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Here, Kitty, Kitty (18+ Fic)
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Pairing: Aizawa x Black!Catgirl!Reader
Synopsis: In which you find yourself in the weirdest predicament after you’re scooped up and taken to a cat cafe after you decide to take the streets to fight some crime, and you’re adopted by your very anti-social and hot coworker Aizawa aka Eraserhead.
Story Warnings: Smutty smut, 18+ (MINORS GET AWAY), Swearing, Adult!Reader, Ear and Tail Stroking, Light Degradation, Spanking, Exhibitionism, Multiple Positions, Creampie, Unprotected PIV Sex, Facial, Scent Play, Collaring, Deepthroat, Cunnlingus, Begging, Edgeplay, Power Play, Rope Play/Shibari, Master Kink, Some Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Some Action
Disclaimer: I own none of the characters mentioned in this fic. However, as this is my writing, I do not give permission for my work to be reposted on any other sites that are not from my own accounts. Thank you!
Writer’s Note: Thank you all so, so, soooo much for the love on this story & all my other works! Stay safe! -Jazz
Read on AO3 here!
Other Chapters: One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven. Eight. Nine. Ten. Eleven. Twelve. Thirteen. Fourteen. Fifteen. Sixteen. Seventeen. Eighteen. Nineteen. Twenty. Twenty-One. Twenty-Two. Twenty-Three. Twenty-Four. Twenty-Five.
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ELEVEN.
You’ve never been so happy to hear the lunch bell ring. That allowed you to finally get this perverted, little grape out of your office and chow down on your ramen. 
You plaster a kind smile on your face as you stare Minoru Mineta and his lecherous eyes from across your desk. The kid is so tiny that he has to sit on two of your textbooks–one being on how to deal with children with behavioral problems and the other on the history of UA High. 
“Looks like we’re out of time, Minoru,” you announce sweetly. “I hope our talk helped you in some way. Just remember what I said.” You sit back in your chair, patiently waiting for him to regurgitate your advice. 
“Even though turning me into a human football isn’t permitted at school if I look at a girl’s breasts, it’s her right to defend herself for my inappropriate acts,” he recites to you. “Oh! And no more trying to crash girls’ study nights pretending to be a new girl on campus.” He sighs, looking saddened at the loss. “That wig cost me $20,” he mutters. 
You smile, happy with this progress. “That’s right. Thank you, Minoru!” You wait until he jumps out of the chair and bounces out the door to your office to finally let your smile drop. “Jesus,” you sigh, yawning and stretching your arms high over your cat ears.
It’s been a long day and it’s only mid-afternoon. You know your day is not over yet, and it won’t be for a while, so you decide to head to lunch early without Nemuri. 
As you gather your lunch from your mini fridge behind your along with your bottle of Kombucha, you shoot a quick text to Nemuri saying you’ll be waiting in the break room for her and Mic to arrive. Several minutes you get a text back: 
Muri: Hey hon! Gonna show up to lunch a little late today. Mic ran into some trouble training some of the kids & now I’m pretty sure half of them are deaf 
*Read at 1:05 PM* 
You giggle despite the seriousness of the situation, knowing it was only a matter of time until Mic caused the destruction of dozens of students’ ears. 
You: No worries! I’ll save y’all a seat in the break room 
*Read at 1:07 PM* 
After Nemuri shoots a heart emoji back to you, you lock up your office and venture down the hallway to the break room which is empty when you arrive. You decide to sit on the cozy-looking yellow couch in the back by the window that overlooks the UA campus and the blooming cherry blossom trees that line the windows and walkways outside. You can’t believe that April is already here! You swear that March was just a week ago. 
Once you’re finished setting up your lunch, you get up to eat your plastic bowl of ramen in the microwave near the coffee machine. As you do, you hear the sound of boots thudding across the floor and into the breakroom.
You turn to greet whoever it is being the nice person you are, but your words lodge in your throat when you find Aizawa standing there. When his eyes lock with yours, everything in the room seems to disappear and all logic flies out the window. No matter how many times you see him, you can’t help the way your heart pounds and your pussy throbs at the sight of his muscular body under his tracksuit and those alluring, tired eyes. 
It’s stupid, really, especially now since the two of you are on better terms now since you ran into each other at the gym. You can’t believe that was a month ago. You still can’t even believe he asked for your number. You were all smiles and your tail stood straight up the whole day. Since then, the most he’s texted you are reminders about staff meetings and telling you to make it back to your dorm safely after every day you clock out. 
Though you yearn for more, especially after learning he has a thing for you too, you don’t push it since you know Aizawa isn’t exactly the “people” type. Socializing just isn’t his thing. And you certainly don’t block the blessing you have with texting him, to begin with. You know that all of this could be taken from you in an instant if he were to ever find out your secrets. 
You have hope that you’re good with your vigilante secret. You haven’t seen much of Aizawa in the late night hours when you take the streets as Night Claw. Though it disappoints you, you also know that he’s a busy guy and he doesn’t owe you his time that he should be giving to his job and his daughter. That isn’t even what you’re most worried about. 
Over the past month since March, you’ve been visiting Aizawa and Eri at their dorm every night in your cat form and sneaking out before morning. You make sure to leave before Aizawa heads home after work so you’re waiting for him at his door, meowing and purring for him. You have come to love his touches and Eri’s joyful laughter as she plays with you.
Though you know it’s all because they think you’re a normal, four-legged animal, you still allow yourself to feel that little piece of joy every time you sit in Aziawa’s lap while Eri is curled into his side, a movie playing on the TV on a regular night before bedtime. 
You’ve made this your routine and new job, so you’ve taken extra precautions to make sure no one finds out about your nightly visits, especially Nemuri and Mic. You send both of them texts every night now that you’re going out, ensuring that they only know about Night Claw and nothing about you pretending to be Aizawa’s adopted pet. 
Though it is taking its toll on you physically to the point where your sleep schedule is fucked up and you’ve had to sleep as soon as you get back to your dorm before your shifts (that’s why you love the weekends; you can sleep for days), you take all of it gladly, just wanting to see Aizawa and Eri smile. You feel like it’s your duty to make them happy, especially Aizawa. You’ve grown accustomed to his smile, hooked on the comfort he feels around you. You want it every day, all the time.
And you don’t plan on stopping this anytime soon…until someone finds out. But no one will. You’re sure of that. 
Realizing you’ve been staring at the man for too long, you flush and plaster on a smile. “Hey, Aiz– uh, Shouta,” you greet him. You’re still getting used to calling him by his first name now that you’re…friends? Acquaintances? Friendly coworkers? You’re not quite sure, but you refuse to put a label on it. You’re just glad you’re closer than you were a month ago. 
Aizawa gives you a nod as he walks into the room. He stands next to you at the coffee machine and begins to move in silence as he prepares his coffee. He’s so close that you can smell his cologne, and it’s doing things to you. You can feel the body heat radiating off of him in waves along with his dizzying scent of eucalyptus and mint. Your pussy throbs in need and you have to clench your thighs together as you stiffly stand there, waiting for your ramen to finish heating up. 
The air in the room shifts with him near, turning into something that is tense with heat. Could it be desire? You wouldn’t put it past you. Aizawa is the damn definition of desire with his rugged, handsome face and capable hands that haunt your dreams.
“How’d the talk go with Mineta?” he suddenly asks, his gruff and deep voice filling your ears. 
You glance at him questionably, wondering how he knew this. He smirks down at you as he pops a dark roast coffee pod into the top of the coffee machine and presses a button. “He came from my class for starin’ at Yaoyorozu’s chest and got the boot from Ashidou. I sent him down to you.” 
You nod understandably. You knew someone had to have sent Mineta to your office today since he never would’ve come willingly. “It, uh…went,” you carefully answer. Aizawa raises a brow. “He’s never been in my office before, but I’ve heard the kid has a thing for the girls and their body parts. Guess you see that a lot in boys these days.” 
You sigh tiredly as the microwave finally beeps and you take your piping hot ramen out. Aizawa’s coffee finishes too, filling the air with the scent of roasted coffee beans. “He looks like he was a handful. I can practically see the exhaustion in you.”
His dark eyes roam down your form. Despite the modest white blouse and pencil skirt you’re wearing, you still can’t help but feel naked under his intense stare. 
You flush, biting back a goofy smile with a smirk. “You look like you could use a nap yourself,” you giggle. “Classes beatin’ you up?” 
Anyone who is anyone will be able to see the dark shadows under Aizawa’s eyes which are more intense than usual. He sighs into his mug, leaning against the counter as you proceed to take a seat on the couch. You’d ask for him to join, but you’re unsure if that is too much. 
“It’s Eri,” he admits tiredly. “I tried to get her to go to sleep last night and that didn’t happen until 1 AM. She kept wantin’ to play with her new cat even though she’d be right back with us tomorrow.” 
Your ears twitch excitedly at the sound of Eri and the mention of her cat. You quickly hide your immense excitement with a questionable stare. “Back with you tomorrow?” you question curiously. “What do you mean? Where the hell does she go if she’s a housecat?” 
Aizawa chuckles to himself, still leaning against the counter. He looks so relaxed despite still being in a school setting. It’s a nice change. “She’s more of an indoor/outdoor cat, I’ve realized. I found that out when she jumped from my dorm window the morning after I brought her home.”
Your eyes widen in shock, playing the part, and he snorts. “No lie; she bolted across campus and almost gave me a heart attack. Eri cried like I’d never seen her cry, but the cat ended up coming back. I think she just likes the outdoors.” 
Hearing him sound so baffled by your behavior in your cat form makes you want to scream with laughter, but you hold back. “Totally understandable,” you reply as you twin a heaping amount of ramen around your plastic spoon. You can’t keep an independent, single city girl like her cooped up in a room.” You finally slurp up the noodles and broth. 
But as soon as the ramen is in your mouth, you immediately spit it into a napkin, alarming Aizawa. “Ugh!” you shout in utter disgust, pushing the bowl away. “That’s disgusting!” 
“What is?” he curiously asks, a cute little scowl on his face. You motion towards the ramen you bought a day ago from the vegan supermarket Nemuri told you about. “This trash they have the nerve to call ‘ramen’. I should’ve never let Nemuri talk me into trying the substitute noodles. Supposedly, they’re better than egg noodles because they’re made with tofu.” 
Aizawa snorts at your angered rant. “Rule number one: never let Nemuri talk you into trying anything she likes. Her tastes are…” He trails off, searching for a word. “Deplorable?” you scoff. He cracks a smile. “Eccentric,” he decides before sipping his coffee. 
You exhale exhaustively as you stare down at your shit ramen. You weren’t planning on spending money today that you need for grocery shopping and paying utilities next week, but you suppose you could spare something for a good lunch from the sandwich shop across the way. You pick up the ramen bowl and dump it before packing up the rest of your lunch. “Guess I’m headin’ out for takeout again,” you sigh. 
Aizawa silently watches you, his expression unreadable. You feel slightly scrutinized under his gaze, but maybe that’s because of how awkward you feel right now under the intensity of his eyes. Does he do it on purpose? Does he like seeing you squirm? 
Biting the inside of your cheek, you weigh the outcomes of your next question before finally blurting, 
“Do you…wanna come with? If you’re hungry, that is. I’m just goin’ to that sandwich shop across the way.” You can already taste the mayo and sweet yellow onion on your favorite sandwich, making your stomach rumble. The thought of walking with Aizawa and sitting down with him for lunch, alone without Eri being a filler, also makes your tummy flip. 
Aizawa doesn’t look like he was expecting this question. “Uh…” The word drifts from his lips as he stares at you, making you feel even more awkward. He scratches at his chin, looking sheepishly suddenly. “I’d definitely like to, but I’ve got some tests to grade.” 
Disappointment makes your tail droop, but you ignore it. You have no right to feel this way. You two aren’t even dating! You’re not even sure you’re friends yet. You plaster on an understanding smile. “That’s okay; I get it. Those kids need your expertise.”
Aizawa nods, still giving you that unreadable stare. “Yeah.” 
“I’ll see you later?” you ask as you hook your lunch bag over your arm.
Once again, Aizawa nods. “Yeah.” 
The air suddenly becomes awkward and tense again, all of the easiness before gone. When one of the janitors comes in to whip himself up some iced tea, Aizawa leaves and you finally feel like you can breathe. When you head out to pick up your lunch, you let the warm sun and spring air wash over you, caressing your hurt feelings. 
You feel greedy and desperate, trying to push Aizawa into something he may not be ready for. You haven’t exactly hinted that you want something more with him either or that you even feel the same way.
But how can you? He’s not only a pro hero and a professor, but he’s also a father. How can you be so sure this would work or that you wouldn’t be just a booty call for him? 
‘You’re lying if you say you wouldn’t like that,’ a sly voice in your head hisses.
You groan inwardly, staring up at the clear, blue sky for answers to your dilemma. Because the truth is that you’d come running to Aizawa if he ever wanted a piece of your pussy.
Since the night you caught him masturbating in the privacy of his bedroom, your dreams have been haunted by his dick and the way he said your name. You want him in your bed or to be in his, trapped under his body, his lips on yours and his cock filling you to the brim. 
But with your secret habits looming over you, you know this could never be. Even if you were to date Aizwawa, you know that eventually, you’d have to tell him the truth about everything. You just can’t face that. Call yourself selfish, but you just can’t let this go. You can’t let him or Eri go. 
You shut your intrusive thoughts off for the remainder of your break when you finally pick up your sandwich and head back to the school in time before your shift starts again. When you walk into the breakroom, you’re shocked to see Aizawa there again, standing by the sink.
“Oh, back again?” you ask, attempting to sound like you’re not hurting on the inside. “Did you forget something?” 
You look for his mug that perhaps he’s cleaning out, but you see nothing. What else could he be in here for? You notice how tense he looks and your ears perk up in alarm, reacting to the tension radiating off of him. “No,” he huffs. “I-I mean, yes. Shit.” He sighs and looks down at the floor, shoving a hand in his pocket. 
You blink at him, wondering what’s gotten into him. You’ve never seen him like this: so insecure and nervous. It is quite the contrast to his usual confident and intimidating aura. “Listen, what are you doing later?” he asks softly. “After work, I mean.” 
You blink dumbly at him again, your heart picking up speed. Is he…? He couldn’t possibly be… “U-um, just goin’ home to do laundry for this week. Why?” Stupid hope blooms in your chest, making your tail swish excitedly behind you. Aizawa doesn’t notice, his eyes still on the ground. 
“I mean…if you’re still up for some good ramen instead of that crap you had earlier, I know this really good ramen shop downtown that’s owned by a friend of mine. If you want, we could go together…” His suggestion turns into a mumble at the end as redness grows in his cheeks, causing him to hide behind his scarves in embarrassment. 
You’ve never wanted to suck his dick more. “F-For dinner?” you softly stutter. “Like…as a date?”
Aizawa ticks his eyes up to you then and the entire room falls away, leaving you only with him. “If you want it to be,” he softly answers. 
You know that if he asked you to take a trip to space, you’d say yes. You’d say yes to anything he wanted. A smile stretches across your lips, happiness exploding within you. The realization that this could be real is almost overwhelming; your secrets be damned. You want him. You want all of him.
“Sure; I’d really like that,” you giggle. “I can meet you there. Is seven an okay time?” 
Aizawa’s shoulders droop as he sighs in relief. Did he think you’d say no? “It’s perfect,” he replies, his own smile stretching across his handsome face. “I’ll, uh…I’ll see you later then?” That shyness returns, making him look almost like a little schoolboy. 
You nod excitedly and move out of the way for him to leave the breakroom. When you sit back down on the couch, you’re smiling from ear to ear and feeling like the world is one big, shiny place where nothing bad exists. 
“Oh, hello, Shouta!” Nemuri’s sweet voice fills the air as her heels click toward the door. She sways her hips into the breakroom, smiling at you. “Hey, you!” she greets you as she plops down next to you on the couch, opening her bent box. “Sorry I’m late. Luckily, the kids weren’t deaf. I had to use my quirk on a few that were afraid to get checked out by Power Girl, but…” 
She suddenly stops and takes one look at you before her red lips curl into a knowing smile. “Ooooh…what’s with that face, hon?” 
You turn to her, fearful of her reaction. “What?” you ask. She giggles, poking at you. “You look like you just got stuck in your cute little tail by Cupid’s arrow. Did Aizawa talk to you?” 
You can’t help the dreamy, dopey grin that curls onto your face again. “He did more than that: I think he just asked me out on a date.” Nemuri’s eyes widen as big as saucers and she practically jumps from her seat.
“Seriously?!” she shouts, earning a harsh shush from you. “What did he say? When are you going?” Her questions are like rapid fire, excited by this new information. You have no doubt she’ll be telling Mic too. 
"Tonight at seven,” you proudly say. “We’re gonna meet up for dinner.” Already you can feel those nervous butterflies swarming your tummy. What will you wear? What will you talk about? 
“Then before your date, you’re coming right over to my dorm so I can help you pick out an outfit,” Nemuri says with conviction. You go to protest, but she presses a finger to your lips. “No buts! We need this man so uncomfortable with how hot you look that he has no choice but to take you back here and love you down.” She winks at you suggestively. 
Your mind drifts back to Aizawa’s hand wrapped around his wet cock, the moonlight hitting his face screwed in ecstasy. “You’re ridiculous,” you mutter to your friend, turning away to allow yourself to calm your horny ass down.  
“And a seasoned hot girl,” Nemuri giggles. “Now onto more important things!” She nudges her hip with yours, looking at you in all seriousness. “You’ve got condoms?” 
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A half an hour before your date with Aizawa, you sit on your bedroom with your stomach feeling like it’s about to push up your lunch right out of your mouth. 
You’ve spent the afternoon since you got home primping for tonight after Nemuri did your makeup. She went for a soft glam look that made your lips look plumper in the peachy Fenty Beauty gloss she applied to them and your face look like a glazed donut. That was the most you allowed her to do, refusing to step into one of her sexy little numbers for your first date with Aizawa. 
Instead, you settled for a simple bodysuit that slims out your body and accentuates your curves, hip-hugging jeans, and flats to make catching the bus easier. You aren’t due to catch it for another twelve minutes, but your feet are itching to get moving as if you’re keeping Aizawa waiting. But you can’t even bring your body to stand up and check your hair or spritz more perfume on your collarbone. 
You’re so utterly nervous. You thought taking a shot of Moscato and a sniff of your stash of catnip would’ve to help curb the nervous butterflies in your stomach, but nothing has helped. If anything, you feel even more paranoid.
You’ve had to keep your phone charging in your bathroom just to keep it out of sight so you’re not constantly waiting for Aizawa to call. He said he’d be there, so why are you so apprehensive? 
Maybe it’s because you still can’t believe he asked you out. Maybe it’s because it’s been so long since you’ve been on an actual date and you’re afraid you’ll fuck it up. Or maybe because of the possibility it could end in a one-night stand. You don’t want anything to do with that, no matter how hot Aizawa makes you. 
“Ugh!” you groan, dragging your painted nails through your hair. This couldn’t have been the worse time to start having a breakdown. “Get it together,” you hiss to yourself before standing, planning to walk to the end of the block to catch your bus a little early. 
But as you do, your ringtone begins to blast from your bathroom. With your heart lurching into your throat, you hurry to the bathroom to grab it. Disappointment floods you when you realize it isn’t Aizawa. However, that disappointment is soon replaced with concern. On your screen, the news app is open and an alert is flashing of a hostile situation taking place downtown. 
WARNING: There has been a report of a robbery where several suspects wielding firearms are currently holding the overnight bank staff hostage. The police are currently working to defuse the situation and to find a way inside of the bank which the suspects have forcibly locked. All citizens living near the Bank of Musutafu are highly advised to stay clear of the bank’s premises and the surrounding area. Please stay in your homes if possible or leave the area IMMEDIATELY. 
You gently place your phone down and look in the mirror. Above you is your clock which clearly shows that your bus will be here in ten minutes. How long were you sitting on your bed? You have no time to ponder that as you look from the news alert to your reflection. The girl with the cat ears, glossed lips, and lashes thick with mascara to frame her brown eyes stares back at you, silently asking you what will you do. 
What will you do? To miss your first date with Aizawa, the very man you’ve been crushing on since you started working at UA, just to play hero would haunt your nights.
But the thought of at least not trying to help those poor bank workers and the police when you have the ability to do makes you sick. How selfish would you be to not be Night Claw tonight just because of a date with Aizawa? How is tonight any different? Crime doesn’t stop just because you’re desperate for dick. 
Adrenaline begins to pump through your body, making your heart pound and your tail swish rapidly behind you. You can feel yourself being pulled in two different directions, each half of your subconscious screaming at you: 
‘Just leave it alone!’ one side hisses. “Those people don’t need you! You’re not even a real hero. Imagine if this chance with Shouta never comes around again!’ 
‘No,’ another side firmly says. ‘You have a duty to the public. This is your city; your home. You need to protect it.’ 
‘What you need to do is finish getting ready for your date! Shouta will hate you if you show him up. He’ll never talk to you again.’ 
But the other part of you, the one that has values and morals, stands firm in her opinion, hitting you with encouragement and motivation to do what is right. ‘If Shouta admires you and your passion as a counselor, he’ll admire your passion as a vigilante. You have lives you need to save! Otherwise, why’d you never start this night job in the first place?’ 
You grip the sink counter. Tears begin to prick your eyes, threatening to ruin the mascara and light eyeshadow that Nemuri did a fantastic job on. ‘You haven’t even told him the truth yet. How can you date him and you’re still lying to him?’ 
Your eyes flick up to the clock. One minute left. The bus probably has left by now knowing how this shitty public transportation system works. “Shit,” you mutter.
Then, again, louder, “Shit!” as you slam your hands down onto the counter. Your claws suddenly protrude from your fingers, wanting desperately to claw at something to release your frustrations. Especially when you know what you must do. 
With a lamented sigh, you take your phone off of the charger and click on Aizawa’s name from your contacts. When you put your ear to the phone, one lone, stubborn tear drips down your face. You quickly wipe it away, willing yourself to cut the bullshit and be a grown woman. This is the right thing to do. 
“Please leave a message after the beep,” the automated voice says before a beep rings out in your ear, signaling the beginning of your sorry-ass voicemail.  
“Hey, Shouta,” you sigh defeatedly. “It’s me. I’m so sorry! I lost track of the time!” You walk out of your bathroom and into the bedroom, kicking off your shoes as you do. “Listen…we might have to take a rain check on tonight.” 
You stare at the open window where your curtains billow in the spring breeze teeming with nightlife and adventure. “Something came up.”
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randomyaoimoments · 6 months
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Hello, do you mind if I ask your fav BL based on this categories? But all category must have different BL titles.
Manhua
Manhwa
Manga
Omegaverse
Shounen ai
Younger top
Younger bottom
Seme redflag
Uke redflag
Most greenflag couple
Most redflag couple
Enemies to lovers
Childhood friend to lovers
School life
Thanks if you want to answer.
Hello there! thanks for asking :D to answer your question, Below are my personal favorite BL 😙 Hope you’ll enjoy reading it :D
Manhua :
- Fragile Relationship
Manhwa :
- BJ Alex
- Dangerous Convenience Store
- I Can Hear It Without A Microphone
- Legs Which Cannot Walk
- Perfect Buddy
- Pian Pian
- Rivalry 1
- Semantic Error
- Shutline
- Surge Looking For You
- Sweet Spot
- The Kang’s Yeesu
- The New Recruit
- The Time Between Dog And Wolf
- Walk On Water
Manga :
- Finder Series
- Cherry Magic!
- Dakaretai Otoko Ichii Ni Odosarete Imasu
- Itou-san
- Kiraide Isasete
- Honto Yajuu
- Saezuru Tori Wa Habatakanai
- Sasaki To Miyano
- The Alpha’s Bride
- The Titan’s Bride
Omegaverse :
- Heat And Run
- Kashikomarimashita, Destiny
- Kedamono Arashi series
- Kekkon Shite Kudasai!
- Okusama Wa Alpha
- Ou-sama to Puppy Love
- Remnant : Jujin Omegaverse
- Totsugimasen Kara!
- Usotsuki Na Tsugai
- You Who Wants To Love
Shounen ai :
- Boku-tachi Wa Mada Aoku
- Green Apple Paradise
- Heesu In Class 2
- Kieta Hatsukoi
Younger top
- 17 Seito
- Boku No Mama Chan
- Dou-imo Nara Nai
- Eat Me Up, My Husband
- Honey Bear
- If You Hate Me That Much
- Kore Mo Shigoto Desu
- My Pretty Policeman
- Papa Datte, Shitai
- Seashell Boy
Younger bottom :
- Collar Kiss
- Goodbye Lilac
- Hana Wa Saku Ka
- His Little Amber
- Honey Maple More More Sugar
- Hwanghyeon Text
- Isso Koe Ga Nakattara
- Katekyo!
- Kikoeru?
- Kobi No Kyoujin
- Koi Ga Michitara
- Love Me Doctor!
- Mankai Darling
- My Little Inferno
- On Or Off
- Ou-sama No Koi Asobi
- A Tiger’s Den
- Usagi Otoko Tora Otoko
Seme redflag
- Even If You Don’t Love Me
- Love Jinx
- My Hyung’s Lover
- Roses And Champagne
- Sadistic Beauty BL Sidestory
- Unscented Trajectory
Uke redflag
- Sweet Heart Trigger
Most greenflag couple
- Ouchi E Kaerou : Neko Mimi Omegaverse
- After Staring At The Starry Sky
- First Night With My Beloved
- Mother’s Spirit
- Muri Marriage
- Old-fashioned Cupcake
- Raion Gotoki No Kuni Kara
- Restart Wa Tadaima No Ato De
- Shiba-kun To Shepherd-san
- Tatoeba Konna Koi No Hanashi
- Until I Meet My Husband
Most redflag couple
- Dragless Sex
Enemies to lovers
- Alpha Ga Alpha Wo Daku Houhou
- Anti Alpha
- Fudanshi No Ore Ga Youkya Osananajimi Ni Semarareteru Ken
- I’m Banging My Rival From A Parallel World
- Omae No Koi Wa Ore No Mono
- You Get Me Going
- Megumi And Tsugumi
Childhood friends to lovers :
- Ashita Wa Docchi Da!
- Dekiai Honey Baby
School life :
- Bukiyou Na Silent
- Doushiyou Mo Nai, Boku No Hatsukoi
- Ero Yume Aquarium
- Gosan No Heart
- Hana Tokidoki Kuma
- Hatsukoi Encounter
- Hinekure Chaser
- Houkago No Etude
- I Seriously Can’t Believe You
- Iberiko Buta To Koi To Tsubaki
- Inu Mo Arukeba Koi Ga Hajimaru
- Kawaii Akuma
- Kijima-kun
- Mask Danshi Wa Koishitakunai No Ni
- Nar Kiss
- Yarichin Bitch Club
✌🏻
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transmurderbug · 6 months
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🍂Weekly Tag Wednesday! 🍂
I'm just in time again! Thank you for the tag Evie @energievie, Nosho @creepkinginc and Ajax @transmickey 💙 and @suchagallabitch for the questions!
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1. if you could switch bodies with anybody for only one hour who would it be and what would you do? Hmm. Maybe one of my old athlete buddies (or my younger self) so I could run/sprint again. (Plus do a few exercises from some of my favorite disciplines)
2. what's your most trivial / dumbest hot take? The society in which we live in right now should be collapsed and rebuilt completely. The way humans are living today is not how it's supposed to be
3. if you had to teach a college course what would it be in? Photography or etymology
4. season 12 of shameless is suddenly happen and youve been put in charge! what plot point(s) are you gonna make happen? Fiona finally settles with someone and goes to therapy so she doesn't self-sabotage. Lip falls into a healthy routine with his little family and finds peace. Ian and Mickey get a cat. Debbie resolves her abandonment issues and settles with Franny (and possibly with a long term girlfriend). Carl gets the Alibi running as his own bar. Liam stays the same (but goes to therapy) and finds a hobby. Kev and V raise their daughters in peace and are undisturbed and happy. Not all rainbows and sunshine of course, this all would come with a lot of pain and drama. Just because. Oh, and everyone else goes to therapy as well. (But also I would scrape it all and leave everything as it is.)
5. who would be your godly parent? (can be any mythology.) Poseidon (I would also love to ask others what they think, I'd like to hear it)
6. what’s something you love about yourself? The fact that I raised myself to be as open and understanding as possible, when my environment was in a lot of ways the opposite of those
7. describe your day in 5 emojis: 🖥️😶😴📱🐾
8. what shameless character do you think you could beat in a fight? Tommy
9. tell us 2 truths and a lie, we’ll try to guess the lie! Ohm.
I did dressage competitively
I'm 170 cm tall
I went to school for photography and dog training
(I'm so bad at this, I'm sorry)
10. do you have a pet(s). if so how did they get their name? I have a dog named Muri (it means 'spree') and a cockatiel named Pogi
11. show us a meme (or picture) that captures your essence.
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12. whats your typical coffee / tea / beverage order? Iced coffee, decaf (caffeine doesn't like me), with milk and sweetener. I also like mint tea, coke and beer
13. use a song to describe the last 5 years of your life?
Huh. I thought so hard about a few of these! 0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0
Since - surprisingly - I'm not late with this one, I'm tagging some cool people. Play, if you want to, if not, here, have this frog 🐸 or this pebble 🪨! @stocious @dynamic-power @lupeloto @jrooc @heymrspatel @ian-galagher @deathclassic @bawlbrayker @juliakayyy @suzy-queued @crossmydna @francesrose3 @thisdivorce @look-i-love-u @deedala @depressedstressedlemonzest @metalheadmickey @gardenerian @spacerockwriting @scurvgirl @palepinkgoat and anyone who happens to see this!
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does muri actually like taka? or is it a fwb situation? (like what r her motives, if any)
whoever this was thank you so damn much this is the best ask ever because it made me actually rethink all my muri lore choices and choose a final path for muritaka in her story. ALSO i just rlly love talking abt them theyre my fave straighties💗
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also! sorry for the wip, i didnt have any ideas for what to draw 4 this ask (i mean i DID, but it lead to an muritaka doodlepage and i think thats better as a post by itself, so keep an eye out!!!!)
ok yapping ahead:
Muri's love for Taka started just as a simple celebrity crush, maybe a bit "obsessive" since you know, crazy music stans. But when she properly met him she only felt attracted to him by his fame, money and because, well, its Taka from Hightide Era!!
As for Taka, when he met Muri he didn't take their relationship (and Muri) really seriously, he only liked her because of her good looks and because she gave him the praise he so likes.. just as literally any other fan would. He saw it as a relationship that wouldn't last long and was just for fun, just as the ones hes had before... which lead him to do bad stuff that hurted Muri a lot.
But Muri started to ACTUALLY develop feelings for Taka as a person, not as a celebrity not as just some popular guy, but for who he actually was. It took more time for Taka to properly notice that though, to notice how much he really loves her, shit it took him a whole ass breakup. (but thats a story for later)
Muri loves Taka more than anything, and Taka loves Muri more than anything aswell! Tho as it might seem that Muri ONLY uses him for money and fame, she really does like him (just about as much as she likes money!) ... soo his money is like a really good plus.
As for her motives, she uses his money to get her plans done.. but Taka doesn't really know what shes planning or doing.. he just lets his girlfriend do her evil doings without questioning, and I think thats sweet 💗
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faceimploded · 26 days
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A certain song that describes (a hypothetical) Ceroba
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Edit:
@engisanic pointed out there's literally a line in the pacifist route, right before Ceroba engages in battle:
"I almost wish you never showed up in the Wild East. Maybe then I could've continued to bury my sorrows in the Saloon."
Thanks for the correction! Original post below:
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I've been hooked on reading fanmade Undertale Yellow written works (i.e. fanfiction), and I notice there's a sort of headcanon(?) that mostly involve Ceroba getting drunk most of the time as a way to cope with grief.
Incidentally, while reading up on more fics, a certain song started playing, and I realized it does describe this aspect pretty well, so I'll be breaking the song's lyrics down and include some personal interpretations (though if anyone has some insights or info to add, that'd be great!)
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「思い出酒」
omoide zake
Memories (brought forth from sake)
by Sachiko Kobayashi (小林 幸子)
Feel free to listen to the song linked above in the title first—there's even a translation provided by the channel jpoptranslationsbyalulu, thought there are some nuances from other sources that I don't quite agree with (hence the personal interpretations).
Presuming that Ceroba does drink a lot, this song would make a lot more sense in that context—even more so that it's (modern) enka, a type of sentimental ballad where the song's theme often involves romance and bleak life themes, perhaps like heartbreak or loneliness. A love song of sorts in some ways.
If the underground had a karaoke box, I can imagine Ceroba singing to this.
With that, I'll be breaking down the song into stanzas and analyze each of them as follows:
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Japanese
Romaji
English (literal translation)
Let's start with the first stanza:
無理して飲んじゃいけないと
muri shite nonja ikenai to
"Do not force [yourself] to drink"
肩をやさしく抱きよせた
kata wo yasashiku dakiyoseta
Gently embraced the shoulder
Putting these two lines together, the nuance is that someone walked up to the singer (or speaker) and is warning her not to drink too much before pulling her into a gentle embrace.
It's interesting though that the second line is left ambiguous since there's nothing to specify who's doing the action (in this case, embracing their shoulder). As a result, some may interpret this as the speaker finding comfort and relief in the drink itself rather than a person.
Then again, the first line already indicates a sort of quote (と), so I think this was more in the literal sense of a stranger talking to the speaker.
You probably see where I'm going with this, but somebody (likely a certain sheriff) caught Ceroba over-drinking, and he's telling her to take it easy as he comforts her.
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The song heads straight to the chorus (where the first and third lines are repeated, so I'll focus on the second lines in future choruses):
あの人どうしているかしら
ano hito doushiteiru kashira
How is that person faring?
噂をきけばあいたくて
uwasa o kikeba aitakute
[I] want to meet them upon hearing those rumors
おもいで酒に酔うばかり
omoide zake ni you bakari
Only drunk in sake and memories
Being close friends, it's no surprise that your friend's wellbeing will be a constant in your thoughts, but the second line seems to indicate a pretty strong desire, a longing to see them just thinking about them, just hearing a single mention of their name.
If only we knew what Ceroba was really thinking... Hm.
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The second stanza:
ボトルに別れた日を書いて
botoru ni wakareta hi wo kaite
[I] write about the day I parted from the bottle
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そっと涙の小指かむ
sotto namida no yubi kamu
and lightly bite my pinky wet with tears
It took a while for me to understand the 'bottle' part, but the speaker, who had such a strong tendency to lean towards drinking, is now putting a hold on drinking (parting from the bottle). Well, putting the sake bottle away anyway. Because the speaker is now drunk on something else: a certain feeling, a certain longing. A desire strong enough to put them off drinking (for even a day?) and long for this person it pains her.
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The second chorus is the same except for the middle second line:
あの人どうしているかしら
ano hito doushiteiru kashira
How is that person faring?
出船の汽笛ききながら
defune no kiteki kikinagara
I hear the steam whistle of the ship
おもいで酒に酔うばかり
omoide zake ni you bakari
as [I] get drunk on sake and memories
Perhaps the speaker is still drinking, but at least this one time, she seems to be pouring her heart into a letter.
Really, most of the lines here are self explanatory, but that changed line makes it feel more like a farewell, as if the person the speaker longs for is about to leave her, or go some place far from her reach.
Almost as if the beloved person just... you know.
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Third and final stanza before the last chorus:
いつかは忘れる人なのに
itsuka wa wasureru hito nanoni
Even if they're someone [I'll] forget one day
飲めば未練がまたつのる
nomeba miren ga mata tsunoru
When I drink, memories [of that person] will surface once again
It seems like the speaker has somehow managed to get over their problem... until they drink again. She's back to drinking. A relapse. Except this time, now there's an extra layer of heartbreak and longing.
Personally speaking, I don't really think about someone unless they're someone I wish I never met, or if it's a loved one who's... fallen. I think people don't really think about others until something bad happens. Either way, that relationship from earlier seems to have crumbled and is now only a memento for life (which the speaker may or may not choose to remember).
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The final chorus with this line changed to:
あの人どうしているかしら
ano hito doushiteiru kashira
How is that person faring?
くらしも荒れたこのごろは
kurashi mo areta kono goro moNeglecting [my] life these days,
おもいで酒に酔うばかり
omoide zake ni you bakari
[I am] drunk in nothing but sake and memories
Back to square one, but it's reached a point where she just doesn't really care about her life or current state anymore, and the only seeming comfort is her initial solution: to drink and lose herself in long gone days and sake.
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Well, all of this is just a what-if analysis so it may not even apply to canon.
Also, I just noticed the beginning of the song just sounds very North Star. Starlo-ish. Hehe.
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Time to write a fic involving this song.
Edit 2:
Just realized this song applies to Chujin as well
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deadtothebones · 29 days
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fun tag game: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and list the first 10 songs that play, then tag 10 people.
Tagged by @jesterdoodles 🤍 thank you 🥰
Eat Your Young - Hozier
The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance
I am not a woman, I'm a god - Halsey
Pretty Girls - Reneé Rapp
Mi Suerte - BLAIR
My Kink Is Karma - Chappell Roan
Chateau (Feel Alright) - Djo
I Want Your Video - Djo
Sweet Things - The Pretty Reckless
Fool -Djo
No pressure tags: @infradp @blackthorndryad @on-neptunian-shores @j0nathanby3rs @nymph3tamine @kermit-the-hag @glccmykantele @muri-chan @oatmilk-vampire @pentacuore 🫶🏽
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