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#anxiety#depression#self harm#mental illnesses#mental health#sad#sadness#cry#lost#emotions#feelings#not okay#quotes#suicide#suicidal#bipolar#disorder#lonely#alone#loneliness
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🎶 Where were you when everything was falling apart? 🎶
#mental health#mentally unstable#bpd#borderline personality disorder#mentally exhausted#emotionally drained#mental battle#emotionally damaged#childhood trauma#emotional abandonment#mentally drained#mentally ill#mental illness#emotionallyunstablepersonalitydisorder#emotionally destroyed#i feel alone#alone#suicidal#selfharm
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Forgotten Past
[In Stars and Time] spoilers from act 2 onwards; CW suicide ideation
He never could remember huh
Did you know I also wrote the script into a oneshot? :)
#siffrin is suffrin :)#hes going through it#he wants to remember too :((#but alas you cannot go against a wish that way#i apologize for any emotional damage i mightve caused#sorry not sorry <3#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#siffrin#cw suicide ideation#odile#mirabelle#bonnie#isabeau#isat king#art#crowberri.png
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One of my favorite and one of the most heartbreaking parts of s2e3 is how Ed desperately tries to swim up and free himself after he hits the water.
We know Ed hates himself. We know he's so convinced he's unlovable that he doesn't see any other option than killing himself. But this whole episode we see him trying so fucking hard to find a will to live.
And, yeah, the part of himself that looks like Hornigold is laughing as he goes down.
But the rest of Ed? He's trying so damn hard to fight. He's screaming and that might be making him lose air but he's crying out for help anyway because he's so desperate for anyone to see him and want to help him.
It's genuinely the best depiction of feeling suicidal I've ever seen in any piece of media, ever. Ed doesn't want to die, he wants to be able to feel like he can live without feeling trapped and miserable and unlovable.
I love that mermaid-Stede doesn't pull Ed to the surface. That's still something Ed will have to do himself. But, suddenly, Ed doesn't feel like he's drowning anymore. He's not getting pulled down anymore. The desperation is gone.
Someone loves him. Someone is waiting for him. And that doesn't change the situation, it doesn't fix Ed all at once. But it makes everything a whole lot easier.
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(text from this post, fic is little kid with a big death wish by @remedyturtles)
i'm genuinely not sure where to start here - ig first of all this fic is absolutely incredible and if you somehow haven't read it yet you absolutely should!
okay. man. rem, this fic means so so much to me and i'm so glad i got to be here for it. i think this is one of those fics that'll stick with me years down the line even if one day i'm not into tmnt anymore, one i'll come back to over and over again
your writing has touched so so many people myself very much included, and i just. want to thank you so much for writing this fic and thank you for sharing it. you're an amazing writer and an amazing person and i'm lucky to know you. i can't wait to see what you do next
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#little kid with a big death wish#my art#forgor all my tags its ok ill come back later <3 anyway#god theres legit so so so much more i wanted to say but i cant get. the words right augh#i kinda tried to put some of it in the comic though so. yeah. the emotions anyway#idk idk i just have a Lot of feelings abt this fic and how real it feels and just . man. it hits so so hard /pos#just... the fact that dw leo has been through everything he has and is capable of recovery and living. even if he doesnt want to live just#yet. hes getting there. makes me feel like i can too as cheesy as that sounds lajfd;lajlfkl#anyway ive rambled enough i spent ten (10) full days on this comic i am setting it loose into the world. be free#suicide attempt cw#dissociation cw#<- just to be safe. ask to tag if theres anything else lafj;dljsafkl
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This shouldn't even be need to be said but don't fucking report people who express being suicidal. I don't care how much you think you're doing it for someone's own good, it does NOT help us it only harms further
READ that AGAIN
You are ACTIVELY harming those people when you try to be a goody two-shoes and tell on them when they get suicidal
Don't fucking report them to social media app features that have the report for self harm option. Don't fucking call a suicide hotline on them. Don't fucking report them to therapists, paychiatrists, cops, controlling parents or partners
It does not matter how uncomfortable it makes you - this isn't ABOUT you - it doesn't matter how much it goes against your cute little saviour complex thinking you're being oh such a wonderful kind heroic person by "saving" someone from themself.
When you report a person to any of those places it heavily risks hospitalisation and incarceration. Where I live it's technically still a crime to attempt suicide, they never overturned the law. And if you think being in a ward might help them - do everyone a favour and go check out the actual conditions in the wards and talk to psych survivors about how they actually are. Otherwise shut up about things you have no experience with.
Everyone should have a right to autonomy, especially bodily autonomy, and you don't have to like what they do with their own body for you to know not to take that away from someone. It's not your place to judge, it's not okay to be moralistic about bodily autonomy suddenly because you can't handle the reality of mentally ill people.
And it's not fucking okay to lock us in and remove us from society just because our disorders are too fucking ugly for you to look at.
If you absolutely have to help just talk to a suicidal person if they're up to it, just ask them what will help, and if you can't do that then leave us the fuck alone you snitches
And don't come at me with the law, if you had to be an ally to mentally ill people, to queer people, to women, to any kind of marginalised people, historically a lot of it has always included standing against the law and with us.
STOP REPORTING US
#if it's too rude for you don't bother tone policing me because being nice gets us nowhere#when you're crazy you're crazy and every bit of emotion is used against you so go shove those manners up your ass idc#anti psych#suicide#tw suicide#anti psychiatry#mental health stuff#psa#mental health#depression#bipolar#actually bipolar#actually autistic#psychosis#bpd#npd#cripple punk#disability#ableism#suicide hotlines#seriously do not trust those hotlines unless it's directly to an organisation you know is safe
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this scene made me feel shrimp emotions so here
#okay this may be my second art post about scherzo in 24 hours but my excuse is I listened to bite the hand on a loop and felt emotions#But I actually drew these both a couple weeks ago lmao#scherzo#doctor who#eighth doctor#big finish#charley pollard#eight x charley#comic#tw suicide#My art#doctor who art#procreate#artists on tumblr#sorry again image res is worse on this one#Scherzoposting at 2am h e l p#edit: so their hands are not accurate to the audio#I forgot 😬
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things that make me aboslutely batshit insane about this scene:
1.) sam being so willing to just straight up kill himself (i love u martyr boy <3)
2.) dean's absolute REFUSAL of that plan (the very soft way he says "for the last time, no" to sam when its just the two of them - i could survive on that alone for eternity)
3.) dean is willing to give up his most PRIZED POSSESSION, HIS PRECIOUS IMPALA, to a COMPLETE STRANGER, bc he's not leaving sam here alone to die
4.) sam trying so hard to get dean to leave, to get dean to live (but ultimately failing because if sam isn't alive dean doesn't want to be either in fact he'll make sure he isn't either)
5.) dean trying to use humor to make this all seem so casual once they're alone, as if he isn't sacrificing his life for the sake of his brother
I truly believe that if Sam was infected and Dean did have to kill him, he'd pull him into a big ol' bear hug, press their faces together cheek to cheek, put the gun at his temple, and pull the trigger to shoot both of them in the head simultaneously.
#this scene fills something in my heart#just makes me feel soooo warm and fuzzy#i love them so much#codependent freaks with a deathwish <3#there's no way i could've made gifs of this scene#it just wouldn't capture how raw and desperate their emotions are#so enjoy this three and half minute video of them about to go all thelma and louise <3#tw suicide#emma rewatches spn#2x9 croatoan#spn#wincest#samdean
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#poetry#poem#quotes#quote#love#life#feelings#sad#depression#deep#borderline#lost#emotional#numb#broken#tired#empty#alone#suicidal#hurt#selfharm#anxiety#emotion
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25 years ago today
#emo#emotive hardcore#emotional hardcore#emocore#skramz#screamo#90s emo#emoviolence#orchid band#the red scare#jeromes dream#off minor#charmcity suicides
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craters.
a comic about a love story between two girls who only have each other, and take a chance on it.
Buy “Soliloquy Down To Three”, an anthology of blood stained sapphic comics (including this one) here.
#cw: implications of suicide#comic#lesbian#sapphic#lgbt#original art#this is the last sapphic comic i have in my tank#for this anthology i mean#lord knows ill draw comics of women being in love until the day i die#but this closes out the set i planned for soliloquy down to three#and i couldnt be prouder#this came out exactly the way i wanted it to and im very happy about it#i dearly hope at least one of you felt a pang of emotion reading that last line#it was definitely a personal goal to make at least one tearjerker out of all of these#i love these two girls#their names are painter and muse#personally i think they jump and escape without a scratch#and then they live out the rest of their lives together peacefully#but thats just me#once again thank you for your support#and of course#thank you for reading#stillindigo art
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"And the sad part is I was getting better.
And now I'm not"
#feelings#mental illness#emotions#not okay#quotes#disorder#panic attacks#it's okay not to be okay#mental health#insomnia#suicide#suicidal#recovery#depression#anxiety#lonely#alone#loneliness#it's ok not to be ok
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🎵 Maybe if I hurt myself you could be the bandage. I don’t wanna ask for help, you’d call it baggage 🎵
#mental health#mentally unstable#bpd#borderline personality disorder#mentally exhausted#emotionally drained#mental battle#childhood trauma#emotional abandonment#ptsd problems#ptsd#selfharm#suicidal#hate myself#worthless#emotionally damaged#røry#trauma
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TO EVERYONE WHO HASN’T SEEN RWBY VOLUME 9 EPISODE 8, IT IS BRUTAL. BY FAR THE DARKEST RWBY HAS EVER GONE. MIND THESE TRIGGER WARNINGS:
SUICIDE
TORTURE
ANIMAL DEATH
PHYSICAL ABUSE
EMOTIONAL ABUSE
PLEASE WATCH AT YOUR OWN RISK. THERE IS A CONTENT WARNING AT THE START OF THE EPISODE, BUT IT DOES NOT SPECIFY WHAT FOR.
#rwby#rwby9#orringinal warnings#cw suicide#cw torture#cw animal death#cw physical abuse#cw emotional abuse
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x (original)
this comic was made for ABoT!Ritsu so I simply redrew it
Fic: A Breach of Trust by @phantomrose96
#it's okay ritsu you're gonna be okay#i think about this chapter SO much it makes me so emotional#tw suicidal ideation#just in case#abot#abot fanart#a breach of trust#mp100 fanfic#mp100 au#mp100 fanart#ritsu kageyama#my art
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for something as trivial and simple those feelings sure are hard to get rid of
also made a gif a version for fun + alt version with no tears under the cut
the gif is in very low resolution...this is a feature (i could make it bigger but that would require saving each frame individually and than glueing it all together. also i feel like low resolution suits it better. aesthetically and fits the mood)
#hs#homestuck#dirk strider#eye strain#probably? if you think i should tag something else let me know!!#anyway hooray its time for rambling in the tags#so uhhh heres the teæ i've been sick for like a week and you know how it is when suddenly your throat becomes the main gunk warehouse#and you can't breathe lol. wish i could just pull it out. anywaaayy this is basically a vent piece for me being sick lol#also i could draw remotively the same thing with kris deltarune. oh how easy it is to project having a cold#though i have been also experiencing troubles with feelings recently as well....how fitting for dirk#speaking of the man himself (enough of me) his relationship with his own Heart...is peculiar to say the least#the thing i love about alphakids is that despite being so feral they were. so relatable. i cannot stress this enough how unwell they are an#and how they represented being a teen so well. yeah being 15 years old makes that to you#imagine being an emotional mess and trying to fit the 'norm' and act normal about your friends so youre not offputting#and then you fall in love with you friend and your ai clone falls in love with him too looool noone makes out of this one alive#uhh literally. godtiering stuff and dying remember#and speaking of it. tw for suicidal talk for the rest of tags#do you ever think dirk was suicidal. of course the part of when he teleports his head to jake was totally planned and he knew he would ->#wake up as dreamself but. don't you think the moment he cut his head off was sort of. cathartic. how much did he hate his own guts#beheading himself not only for the plan...but also because he thought he 'deserved' it#also wow he is a Prince and was literally beheaded don't you think its funny hahaa#sigh poor thing#this has ended on a not the very pleasant note hm#also fckkkkkk i didn't draw anything with rose/mary for the lesbian visabilty week#(putting the slash because tumblr search system has a dumb gag with showing you posts that contain the tag inside the other tag.#and i don't want this post to show up for the ros/mary fans because it's not!!!! its rose's father emotional crisis post!!!!)#update YOOOO WHAT THE HELL THE GIF HAS EVEN LESS PIXELS THEN I PLANNED fantastic#this your breakfast now tumblr. enjoy your crunchy flakes of dirks meltdown. mwah
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