to the bitch at school who anonymously tiplined me to the school for having an ED
TW: ED, unhealthy eating, a bitch yapping, female rage
count your fucking days. i swear to fucking god when i found out who did it, its over. this bitch has ruined my life, i dont care if its a teacher, a student, A FUCKING FRIEND, i could not care less, i will fucking fight you. thats a promise. its not my fault you are bitter and sad that you have no self control, sabotaging me is not the way to go about helping those feelings. and the thing is like...im not even diagnosed like please just let me live my life and lose weight. smh. there are so many other people who could have been reported who are so much worse than me.
OH BTW, if it was a friend, just know i will never fucking trust or talk to you again because my life has been fucking ruined. summer is coming up and im going to be the fat ugly friend again this year because of you so, thank you for that! im having constant panic attacks because i have absolutely zero control right now.
OH, and get this, i cant even fucking weigh myself because my mom wont let me go on the scale, so not only is she forcing me to eat all my meals, she also wont let me have any form of control at all!! im so fucking angry, i feel like a fucking pig, i didnt even get to my desired weight before the bitch reported me.
MY GOAL ISNT EVEN THAT BAD JUST 110? I LITERALLY HAD 4 POUNDS LEFT YOU CUNT!!!
im so stressed out rn so if anyone has tips on how to secretly do it lmk
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being skinny enough for him to watch his dick poke through my belly as he fucks me>>>>>
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This has been my dinner the last few nights!
250kcal and 35g protein.
Which fits the 1g protein to every 10 calories.
For this specific wrap here's the ingredients, kcals, protein.
Great Value low carb tortilla (70kcal) (5g p)
Shredded Lettuce (I don't measure veggies but you can) 0g p)
Canned chicken in water, I used one small can. (ik sounds sus but it's actually not bad) Just drain the water and season how you like. I seasoned mine in the pan with salt, pepper, garlic powder, paprika and parsley. I just cook it in a pan with no oil or anything till warm since it's pre cooked. it's cheap fast and easy and tastes to me identical to chicken if you did all the work to cook and shred it. (150kcal) (30g p)
Lite Ranch 15ml or 1bsp. (30kcal) (0g p)
Then you just wrap it up or taco style. To save some calories I also recommend a "wrap salad" just throw all of it in a bowl and eat it with a fork instead.
If your feeling fancy you can add cucumber, peppers. They have basically zero calories in such small quantities.
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the feeling of not eating all day but still not feeling that hungry is unmatched
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DUDE MY PARENTS ARE GOING TO A PARTY SO NOW I CAN SKIP DINNER WITHOUT CONTEST AHHH
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okay i need someone to clarify this for me:
so i always thought high restriction meant 3ating less because you’re restricting more….but is it the opposite?
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people associate you with what you eat and perceive you through that lens whether you like it or not.
the girl i am. the girl i try to be. an alternative girl with a gothic allure. when you try to picture her do you imagine someone eating a cake or a sandwich? chances are you dont. this girl does not eat. she doesnt need or want to. she is reading, drawing and listening to music. and if you manage to find her consuming something it will probably be black coffee, coke zero, a sugarless energy drink, sometimes maybe some dark berries or chocolate.
am i this girl?
identity is an act of creation taking place each and every single day. self-evaluation and reinvention must take place daily. every day i strive to embody my perfect self a bit more. she doesnt eat. i cant eat. its just one of the steps.
its natural.
~lydia ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
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i'm going to be skinny before summer
i'm going to be skinny before summer
i'm going to be skinny before summer
i'm going to be skinny before summer
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