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#special girl by dodie
miscellaneousqueer · 9 months
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one of these days i’m going to make an oldest desi daughter playlist and it’s going to be the saddest shit anyone has every heard
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balladofsallyrose · 2 years
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hi <3
it's not my fault i don't feel the sun's coming out today i never knew never knew how complete love could be somebody take this hurt off me it's easy to see, it's easy to see
send me a ‘hi’ and I will put my playlist on shuffle, write down the first line of five songs and give it to you as a poem
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A brief analysis of disorganized attachment in “Special Girl,” as taken from my Mac’s Notes app:
I saw someone on here say that “Special Girl” describes attachment disorders and of course I rushed back to the song to pin down what form of insecure attachment the song details. The song has also been on my mind lately considering my recent attempts at making an instrumental for it. Anyway, looking into the lyrics, it seems to encapsulate disorganized attachment (which makes perfect sense as a song already on my Misguided Torchbearers playlist). The following is taken from my notes app on my Mac, unedited:
“Sweet, sweet irony/Could not care less if you love me/But hate me first, yeah, make me work/That’s perfect” - aspects of dismissive-avoidant
“Baby, I’m a funny thing/I’m walking if it doesn’t sting/Heartbreak only means that it was worth it” - seems to be anxious or fearful-avoidant (“walking if it doesn’t sting” might be fearful-avoidant because of a concern that this is too good to be true, but such behavior is also similar to anxiously-attached people often forming relationships to people with avoidant attachment with the counterintuitive subconscious wanting someone who can’t fully commit)
Unsure of where “Talk and tap to find a crack/Prise open ’til my nails turn black” might fit, but once again seems to be anxiously-attached behavior towards avoidant person (might tie into “Hate Myself”’s anxiety in another’s silence?)
What do you think? @suspendedinthevalley come talk to me about this, this is Significant.
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dearqueerheart · 1 year
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you ever just listen/sing to one dodie song over and over?
it’s currently no big deal (i love you) but before that it was special girl and before that it was lonely bones.
they’re all so fun to sing and i don’t understand why. like i could sing them over and over again and never get bored of it.
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elijah-inmymind · 6 months
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sometimes my one cis friend will play a girl power song that is unfortunately just SO cishet and i just have to pretend like it’s not bc she’s bi and bullying a queer person for their taste in music goes against my moral values. but ough boy sometimes i long for sin.
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softestvine · 1 year
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SWEET SWEET IRONY, COULD NOT CARE LESS IF YOU LOVE ME!!! BUT HATE ME FIRST, YEAH MAKE ME WORK; THATS PERFECT
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reineydraws · 5 months
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Hi hi! For the spotify wrapped art game, can I suggest akataka with 56?
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oh, i think i was doomed before i began
56 is special girl by dodie. a particular fave, so im glad u chose mishanks for it since they've been on my mind. :')
wrapped 2023 game
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mimixmunson · 3 months
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Party Tattoos / Steve Harrington x female reader / one shot<3
CW- Mention of rough sex, non verbal reader, mentions of consensual impact play, mentions of bruising, BDSM, dom Steve Harrington x submissive female reader, mentions of consensual punishment and sexual aftercare
AN- Party Tattoos is a reference to Party Tattoos by Dodie
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“Sweet girl, you did so well” Steve cooed into your ear, his gasp like breaths making the hairs on the back of your neck stand to attention. He proceeded to move down the bed, spreading your legs once more to clean the mess you both had made between your thighs. Taking extra special precautions to avoid grazing across your deeply overstimulated clit. “Almost done Princess, how ya’ feeling now?” All you could do was nod; he’d fucked your vocabulary out of you leaving you completely and utterly nonverbal. This wasn’t a new thing, every time you and Steve fucked, you’d be left a puddle of nerves. Running his fingers across your ass cheeks that were now painted a light pink colour, that was certainly going to turn into pretty bruises. “Took your punishment so well angel, so proud of you.”  
He beamed; you always did love seeing the aftermath of your shared playtime. “Gonna have some more party tattoos on this lil’ ass baby” You grinned at his expression he regularly used for bruises; it should be illegal to be this cute you thought. Rubbing cooling lotion into your marked up skin he sniggered. “I can run you a bath or do ya’ wanna get in the shower with me darlin’?” He smiled softly at you, admiration in his eyes and you could see the smirk he was so desperately trying to hide, he was always so cocky after he made you cum, especially when it was as hard as you did just now.  
Offering your hand to Steve, he helped you up onto your feet, “Let's go get you all cleaned up baby.” You smiled weakly, still coming down off your sex high. Mumbling sweet nothings to your dom as you walked to the shower, lifting your arms up so he could undress you once more. Steve kissed down your wrists to your biceps and neck and in each kiss, you could feel the words “I love you.” He hurt you so passionately, but the aftercare was always matched in energy. 
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warblercore · 3 months
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glee characters as dodie songs
rachel
I found my worth in the world by proving I'm a special girl, time and time again
quinn
I am burnt out, I smell of smoke, it seeps through her cracks and so I start to choke
tina
I'm guessing that I've grown horns, I guess I'm human no more, I can tell I've rotted in your brain
blaine
oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind. but how can you not hear the whole conversation I have sitting still with a brain on fire?
santana
on a sunday, we're together, god I love you, says not one of us ever
kurt
I kissed someone, it wasn't you, leaning in like you were supposed to do. this was what I waited for, but it just made me miss you more
mercedes
all you will need for a rocking good time, is a bunch of people who don't give a damn
just glee vibes in general
when I'm eighty years old and alone in my chair, will I look back at safety and be glad I didn't care? no! I can hear her screaming: "love break and learn- what else are you young for? fuck it, hurt whilst you can"
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nerves-nebula · 9 months
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I know this might be kinda stupid but. do you have any music recs. specifically of the child abuse variety because I'd be very interested in that.
*sweats* ok so here's the thing- I have a playlist called "Abuse" and its full of music that is either explicitly about abuse, related to abuse thematically, or just has Abuse Vibes to me (some of which is likely inexplicable to other people)
im also kind of self conscious about my taste in music, cause sometimes it's like. i dunno. the steven universe soundtrack or a fnaf song i really like. and thats CRINGE! and really any genre of song can be about Child Abuse so it's like. idk if you'll like any of the things i recommend.
THAT BEING SAID, here's a selection i guess!! because I'm flattered you would even ask haha. a lot of these are pretty well known already tho so idk how helpful this will be. anyway this got hella long so. under the cut!
songs explicitly about or including themes of child abuse/having shit parents/having familial issues:
Guiltless by Dodie
Black by Okkervil River (narrative about a guys girlfriend telling him about her dad sexually abusing her. one of, if not the first, song i ever heard about CSA and it holds a special place in my heart)
The Mute by Radical Face
Ripple Effect by Scott Helman (kinda more about generational trauma & healing if im honest. i dont listen to it as much as the others on this list)
Poplar St by Glass Animals
Daddy Issues by The Neighborhood
Twin Sized Mattress by The Front Bottoms (classic i know)
The Family Jewels by Marina and the diamonds
Family Line by Conan Gray
Christmas Kids by ROAR (ok technically not about the kids but i find the subtext of how the kids are used in this abusive relationship horrific. also, it reminds me of my parents)
Drift Away - Steven Universe (OK I KNOW ITS NOT TECHNICALLY ABOUT THAT BUT TO ME IT'S ABOUT MY MOM. IT TRACKS TOO EXACTLY TO NOT INCLUDE HERE)
Other Abuse songs:
labour by Paris Paloma
This Hurts by Mindless Self Indulgence (my ex wife says i listen to this song to go joker mode and i hate that because i know she means Straight Joker and not Camp Joker but i do really like the song)
I'm your puppet by Gregory And The Hawk
Eric by Mitski (REAL GOOD)
Believe Me by James and the Shame (more about spiritual abuse sort of)
Girl Anachronism by The Dresden Dolls
Thermodynamic Lawyer esq GFD by Will Wood and the Tapeworms
We'll Never Have Sex by Leith Ross (less about abuse and more about, like, a healing relationship. still i think you can easily read into the alluded past abuse or sexual issues going here)
Fuck About It by Waterparks
Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want by The Smiths (this is just such an abused person song)
This Hurts by Mindless Self Indulgence (my ex wife says i listen to this song to go joker mode and i hate that because i know she means Straight Joker and not Camp Joker but i do really like the song)
Sex With A Ghost by Teddy Hyde
I Cant Handle Change by ROAR (obviously)
rotting by vivivivivi
rook by sardonica
My favorite "Abuse Vibe" songs (NOTE: some of these songs might be about abuse or toxic relationships but um. im not very smart or good at sorting so. they ended up here):
Take a Slice by Glass Animals (PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS ONE FUCK THE REST OF THIS LIST EXCEPT ANIMALS I LOVE THOSE TWO)
Animals by Stomach Book (SEE ABOVE)
Youth by Daughter
Duck Or Ape by ROAR
Million Dollar Gold Digger (idk what it is about this remix im not even a huge fan of either of the songs its mixing. this is the VIBES part of the rec list i don't have to explain myself)
I'll Be Good by Jaymes Young
Gooey by Glass Animals
Breaking Down by Florence & The Machine
Moby Dick by Jakey
Aurora Borealis by Lemon Demon (hard to justify but this song just brings such vivid "abused kid failing to be normal while hanging out with someone and further isolating themself" vibe. yes im projecting. leave me alone)
The Dismemberment Song by Blue Kid (sometimes you just wanna kill your parents)
I'M GONNA WIN by Rob Cantor (this one just feels like anger and bitterness and being suspicious of anyone who tries to help you. I listen to it when im fucking going through it. its also a bop but you prolly already know that, i think it's pretty popular? idk)
It's Alright by Mother Mother (stereotypical i know)
South Dakota by Jakey (honestly i dunno. i dont even know where south dakota is)
My Blood by Twenty One Pilots (for all you sibling havers out there)
My Play by AJR (my parents arent divorced but man i wish they were. Also, this just brings up very vivid memories for me trying to show my parents things and it is fucking crushing haha)
Best Of You by Foo Fighters (idk just more shit that reminds me of my parents)
The Woods by San Fermin (this one is just very "I should have died as a child"-core to me)
JUVY ft. Julia Bard by Nnamdi Ogbonnaya (this guy is weird and i didnt like his stuff at first but then... i came back... and now he holds a place in my heart)
Grape Gil by Nnamdi Ogbonaya (i think this is my favorite song of his. I nearly made an owl house animatic to it)
Obsession by OK GO
Better Than Me by The Brobecks
ARE WE STILL FRIENDS by Tyler The Creator
Dumb Dumb by Mazie (honestly this one just reminds me of thinking "i hate it here everyone is so dumb" and then maladaptive daydreaming for hours to escape the situation hah)
Stone Wall, Stone Fence by Gregory And The Hawk
Never Wanna Fall in Love With U by Nelward
Another New World by Punch Brothers (this one is such an explicit and straightforward narrative i really can't explain it other than like. the emotions.)
Julep by Punch Brothers (once again, the emotions)
Always Sayin' by The Littles Man Band
A NIGHT OUT ON EARTH by Waterparks
Consequences by Lovejoy
Scum by Lovejoy
SMELLS LIKE TEEN SECRETS by lil boodang (another hard to justify one. idk. it just feels like it ok. sue me)
anyway i'm sure there's more but thats just a quick selection from my Abuse playlist. and by quick i mean you better appreciate this cuz i put way more effort into this than i needed to.
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Tracklist:
Air So Sweet • Hate Myself • I Kissed Someone (It Wasn’t You) • Cool Girl • Special Girl • Rainbow • ? • Four Tequilas Down • . • Sorry • When • Before The Line • Guiltless • Boys Like You
Spotify ♪ Youtube
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miscellaneousqueer · 9 months
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dodie came for my fucking throat with special girl…“I found my worth in this world by proving I’m a special girl” is such a fucking powerful line??? anyway i rediscover special girl every couple of months and it blows my mind every time
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fritextramole · 2 months
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what is so wrong with me?
part 1 of a Dan Humphrey playlist - best heard in order
tracklist and quotes under the cut
The Typewriter ~ Leroy Anderson
Loser ~ Beck
He hung himself with a guitar string A slab of turkey-neck and it's hanging from a pigeon wing You can't write if you can't relate Trade the cash for the beef for the body for the hate And my time is a piece of wax falling on a termite That's choking on the splinters
The Peach & the Melon ~ Matt Berry
The peach said to her sister Oi there melon, this is heaven All I have to do is sit here shapely And they love me
In My Mind ~ Lyn Lapid
Oh, but darling, running ain't enough to escape from The monsters in my brain People say I'm quiet most of the time If only you knew what goes on in my mind (I'm not toxic, I swear)
Girls Talk ~ Dave Edmunds
My vision of you Can't come any clearer Oh I just want to hear girls talk Got a loaded imagination
Creep ~ Radiohead
So fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here
Killer Queen ~ Queen
At anytime an invitation You can't decline Caviar and cigarettes Well versed in etiquette
A Born Loser ~ Don Gibson
Well I'm a loser yes a loser born loser every time I find a new love yes I think true love then I find out that she's not mine
She ~ dodie
I'd never tell No I'd never say a word And oh it aches But it feels oddly good to hurt
Cupid ~ Sam Cooke
Now I don't mean to bother you but I'm in distress There's danger of me losing all of my happiness For I love a girl who doesn't know I exist And this you can fix, so Cupid draw back your bow
Wonder ~ Lauren Aquilina
You're aware of my existence But you don't know I'm here You're the centre of attention You control the atmosphere
My Cherie Amour ~ Stevie Wonder
You're the only girl my heart beats for How I wish that you were mine In a café or sometimes on a crowded street I've been near you, but you never noticed me
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Songs that are RWBY songs to me
A whole 4 people said they wanted this. This is really gonna show you which characters I think about most lmao
Rivers in the Desert (Lolia)
Winter Schnee in Atlas in V7-8? This is her song, especially in that V8 fight against Ironwood.
Training Montage (The Mountain Goats)
This is Neopolitan post V3, specifically the time between the V3 finale and when we see her again in V6, bonus if you think about the very end as V9 right at the end of ch8
World Burn (Taylor Louderman, Mean Girls)
Cinder Song Ever. Plus you can replace Kady with Ruby every time. It's fun.
See The Day (The Althogether)
Ruby Rose at the end of V9 would maybe cry if she heard this song but in a good way
Honeybee (Steam Powered Giraffes)
It's bumbleby you already know
Special Girl (Dodie)
Pyrrha Nikos really was doomed before she began, wasn't she? This is just Her Song
You're Not Welcome (Naethan Apollo)
This is a Yang Song, and it reminds me of both her fights with Neo and Adam, in which she didn't fare so well the first time around, but came back to fight them again
The Greatest (They Might Be Giants)
Jaune song.
World Spins Madly On (The Weepies)
This is simultaneously a Taiyang losing Summer song and a V4 Yang losing Blake song. They understand each other. And it works well with the song being a duet, just listen to it, you'll understand.
Hummingbird (The Weepies)
This is such a Nora song about her and Ren, and I love it and her and them dearly
I'd Rather Sleep (Kero Kero Bonito)
This is just RWBY: Ice Queendom. The whole thing. In one song.
Candle Queen (Ghost and Pals)
I lied earlier THIS is the Cinder Song Ever, like I'm not kidding THE most Cinder Fall song to ever exist it's literally her
So Alright, Cool, Whatever (The Happy Fits)
We can have a Sun pining after Blake but letting her go and wanting her to be happy song. As a treat.
Be Nice To Me (The Front Bottoms)
I was very neutral on Emercury as a ship until I heard this song and realized the first half is Emerald and the second half is Mercury and now I feel things about them, although this can also work for them platonically as well
P.U.N.K Girl (Heavenly)
This is bumbleby Yang is SO p.u.n.k girl coded and Blake loves her so much
Despair (leo.)
Whiterose song. Weiss is so scared to be in love that she denies that shit so hard. The lady really DOTH protest too much.
Clover (Louie Zong)
Too easy, it's a Fair Game song, but like, it's PERFECT
The Family Jewels (MARINA)
Schnee children, no explanation needed.
Christmas Kids (Roar)
This is Ozlem energy and you cannot tell me otherwise, their whole backstory, it's here
Partners in Crime (Set It Off)
THE Gelato/Pumkin Spice Ice Cream/whatever you want to call Roman and Neo song
Ghost of Chicago (Noah Floersch)
We can have a Qrow pining after Summer song but letting her go and wanting her to be happy. As a treat.
DEATH OF A PREDATOR (Banshee)
I have both versions of this song on my RWBY vibes playlist bc fuck Adam all my homies hate Adam, I'm not saying he deserved it (just kidding, I'm absolutely saying he deserved it)
Kids (Current Joys)
I just want all these children to be happy. That's all this song is for.
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sushisocks · 5 months
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do u have any songs recs that remind u of sean??
OH BOY ANON DO I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Honestly, in lieu of ranting and raving (as we all know I have a tendency to do) let me just link my Sean spotify playlist ✨
Artists/Songs of note here:
Ian Dury!!! Honestly THE Sean artist imho, Sean would've loved his music, and if I ever were to make a playlists with songs I think he would enjoy, Ian Dury would be there a LOT. The fact that there's only two here is me being SO restrictive with myself kmnjbhjnbh
Someone New by Hozier!! Honestly if you have a Sean playlist and this song isn't on it, what are you doing?!? This song is so Sean core it HURTS, and the Irish boy who looks like he crawled out of the local bog (thanks, Molly dear) deserves a song from THE Irish bog man!!!!
Beastie Boys & Rage Against the Machine!! Look at me. Look at me. These bands are so Sean core. This is a truth we must accept as Sean lovers and stans.
Special Girl by dodie!! Honestly if you don't understand my vision by putting this song on his playlist, I really can't help you. But if you have been reading my Sean takes here the past six months, I think you'll get it ;3
Thank you for asking, I hope getting a full playlist instead of specific recs is okay!! I've been building this playlist for a little while now, and while it'll never be finished, I am pretty proud of it where it is atm!
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punkpuppy1312 · 24 days
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fav cartoons 📺:
Adventure Time, Dead End Paranormal Park, Invader Zim, Gravity Falls, Avatar, Owl house, Centaurworld, Growing Up Creepie, She-Ra, MLP:FIM, MLP: Equestria Girls, Craig of the Creek, Bee and Puppycat, Inside Job, We Bare Bears, Bluey, SpongeBob, One Piece, Steven Universe, Jujutsu Kaisen, dbza, Blue Exorcist, Kid Cosmic, Big Mouth (literally chat to me bruv, I dare you I'm so fuckin fr), MHA, Summer Camp Island, Bobs Burgers, Bojack Horseman, My Life as a Teenage Robot, Mighty B!, Samurai Jack, Danny Phantom, PPG, Toradora, Lovely Complex, Inuyasha, Ghibli, Another, Tuca and Bertie, Total Drama, Star vs, Fanboy and chum chum, the Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack, Rocko's Modern Life, Hey Arnold, The Weekenders, Bravest Warriors, Cowboy Bebop, Courage the Cowardly Dog, Ren & Stimpy, American Dragon: Jake Long, Fantastic Mr Fox, Zootopia, Ponyo, Kiki's Delivery Service, Princess Mononoke (#1 fav Ghibli movie), Big Hero 6, Lilo & Stitch, Maximum Ride (but I like the novels too), Lumberjanes, Seconds, Scott Pilgrim, Zebrafish, Bone, Dragon Ball, Naruto, uuuh, haha, its kind of a long list.
my fav bands/music artists 🥁🎸🎤: Dirty Heads, Snoop Dawg, MF DOOM, Kendrick Lamar, Andre 3000, Mac Miller, Kid Cudi, Denzel Curry, Danny Brown, Run The Jewels, Dominic Fike, Ken Ashcorp, Say hi (to your mom), Mike Krol, Bikini Trill, Fall Out Boy, Free Cake For Every Creature, Adult Mom, Death, Gorillaz, Motion City Soundtrack, Rainbow Kitten Surprise, Sublime w/ Rome, Sidney Gish, Bad Brains, Atlas, Rustage, Dodie, Mommy Long Legs, Bratmobile, Sleater-Kinny, Gito Gito Hustler, Yabadum, Hands Off Gretel, Yucky Duster, Violent Femmes, Teen Suicide, Acid Ghost, Arcade Fire, K. Flay, grandson, ACDC, Nirvana, My Chemical Romance, Cage the Elephant, Bloc Party, Paramore, Mitski, Destroy Boys, Minor Threat, The Pillows, Electric President, Aly & AJ, Oliver Tree, 100 gecs, Chloe Moriando, Glass Animals, Studio Killers, Mystery Skulls, Vampire Weekend, Plumtree, The Classic Crime, Pillow Theory, Fun., Mom Jeans., Good Kid, The Front Bottoms, Calpurnia, Wallows, Mother Mother, Pleasure Venom, Bikini Kill, Pure Hell, Mitski, Aer, Slightly Stoopid, Pinkshift, Heavens To Betsy, Crass, Crook & Nannie, Netherfriends, Wu Tang, Eric B & Rakim, Khai Dreams, Oz the Originator, Richie Branson, Hideki Naganuma, Chaba Take, Hatsune Miku, Vocaloid, Rebecca Sugar, Arctic Monkeys.
my fav movies 🎥🍿: Fantastic Mr Fox, Zootopia, Ponyo, Kiki's Delivery Service, Princess Mononoke (#1 fav Ghibli movie), Big Hero 6, Lilo & Stich, Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, Scott Pilgrim Vs The World, Pineapple Express, EEAAO, The Book Of Clarence, The Blackening, The Harder They Fall, Joker.
fav games 🎮 : The Simz, Zelda, Skate 3, JSRF, Bomb Rush Cyberfunk, Metroid, Fortnite, Animal Crossing, Genshin Impact, Minecraft, Spiderman, Saints Row, Sleeping Dogs, mostly adventure, sandbox, rpgs, and sim games!
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