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letters-to-lgbt-kids · 9 months
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My dear lgbt+ kids, 
You have heard it before: if you feel like your life sucks and you’ll never be truly happy - take a shower. Have a snack. Drink a glass of water. Stretch gently. Take a nap. 
Basically, take care of your very basic physical needs and you may find that your emotional and mental well-being improves as well. 
This definitely falls under the category of advice that sounds ridiculously oversimplified, especially when you are right in the middle of a bad mood - and of course it needs to come with the caveat that this won’t cure depression. But even if your low mood is a symptom of depression (or another mental illness), taking care of your physical needs will help stabilize your mood and is a good foundation for further treatment. 
But in this letter, I don’t actually want to discuss that. There are already plenty great tumblr posts doing so. I just want to remind you of another basic need after water, food, sleep, movement and hygiene: Enrichment. 
Enrichment means stimulation of the brain, and you may know this term in the context of people working with animals. Dog owners, zookeepers etc. try to stimulate the animal’s brain by offering them physical or mental exercise. For example, a dog may be encouraged to search for hidden treats! 
You are not a dog, but your brain also needs stimulation. Being understimulated easily leads to feeing unfulfilled and unhappy! 
A really easy way to provide enrichment for yourself is to just change something small about your daily environment or schedule, or try a new activity! Some simple ideas: 
You don’t necessarily need to buy new furniture or even new decorations to change your environment. You could just switch around some pieces you already own! 
You could take a different route home from school/work, go to a different grocery store or even just sit in a different place in your own home than you usually do 
You could try a new recipe, prepare a favorite food in a different way or buy a snack you haven’t tried before 
You could try to move in new ways. That could mean trying a new workout routine but also just doing a silly little dance to your favorite song in your own room! 
These things sound too exhausting? That’s fully possible - being understimulated can, ironically, drastically lower your motivation! If that’s the case, remember that tiny baby steps still help! You don’t need to start with anything too exhausting. It can be something quick like:
change the lockscreen of your phone if yours has been the same for a long time
challenge yourself to read a random article on Wikipedia 
listen to a song, but pick one from outside of “your” genres 
Slowly working your way up to bigger changes can make it easier. 
With all my love, 
Your Tumblr Dad
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the-kr8tor · 10 months
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I'll keep saving you over and over again.
Pairing: Hobie Brown x GN Reader/ Spider-Punk x GN reader
Word count: 1.2k
Synopsis: Spider-Punk saves you twice in one day, unbeknownst to you, Spider-Punk and your boyfriend of 2 years are one and the same.
Tags: tw Blood, established relationship, fluff with a hint of angst. Near death experience.
* I do not consent to having my work translated and/or published on other platforms*
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Living in London has its perks, good food, walkable streets, and its very own Spider-Man, or some people like to call him Spider-Punk. You like Spider-Punk, you even have a tiny crush on the man. But of course no one can ever replace the love of your life, Hobie Brown. you two became quick friends the moment you were introduced to Hobie, a few months later, your friendship became much more than that. You've been together for a couple of years now, he made your move to London much more bearable, you honestly would've moved back home a long time ago if it weren't for him. You haven't been this happy in a long time.
Well at least you would be, if you weren't running away from this week's villain.
You were on your way home, when a crowd started running towards you, with a sense of self preservation, you ran with them. Knowing this was London, where there's always a villain of the week attacking its historic streets, you kept running away with the crowd without asking anyone what you're running away from. Best case scenario you're in a prank show, worst case, the Green Goblin's up your ass, so you kept running.
Your lungs burn, your ankles getting weaker with every step. 'I need to start doing cardio' you thought. There's a sudden crash behind you, slowly smoke and debris fill your surroundings. Screams can be heard from various directions.
This is definitely not a prank.
With a burst of adrenaline you ran faster than you've ever had in your entire life. Without looking where your feet landed, you accidentally tripped on a piece of debris, you felt gravity take its course. You close your eyes instinctively, before you face planted you heard a thwip sound behind you. Instead of the cold concrete meeting your face, you felt a sturdy body holding you. Slowly opening your eyes, praying to every deity that the one holding you isn't actually Green Goblin or worse, the Vulture.
Instead you meet Spider-Man's iconic mask, the spikes on his head would've looked menacing for other people, but to you it was hope, a reassurance that you would come back home, back to Hobie. He looked down to see the giddy smile on your face, wordlessly he tilted his head in curiosity. He finally set you back down in a plaza where people are gathering.
"Were we swinging?" You asked, swaying, trying to find your footing.
He tilted his head again, adorable you thought.
"Are you-" he cleared his throat, "Are you alright lo-?"
Weirdly enough he spoke in a much higher voice when he corrected himself. But you didn't pay it any attention, adrenaline still rushing through you.
"You're THE Spider-Man! I can't believe it! I just got saved by Spider-Man himself!" You gestured at him animatedly.
"You're definitely alright" He pointed out with a small laugh.
If you weren't fangirling so much you would've noticed the relief in his voice, and how his shoulder relaxed a bit.
"Please stay here" He instructed
"But-" Before you could get a word in, he's already swinging back to the fight.
"I can't believe it! I can't wait to tell hobie!" realization hit you, "oh God! Hobie! He must be so worried" quickly grabbing your phone from your coat pocket you open it, your lockscreen of a selfie of both you and Hobie filling the screen. You call Hobie.
It rings once, before an explosion nearby blasts the sheer force of the explosion knocks you on the ground. The plaza erupts into chaos. You look up and see the gigantic marble statue that once stood in the middle of the plaza, now falling towards you. Everyone's running away from the falling mass. But you just sat there frozen in fear. You're still holding onto your phone, hearing Hobie's voicemail wake you up from your stupor, you pick yourself up and run away from the falling mass. With dust and tears hindering you from seeing where you're running. A wall meets your face, you get knocked down, you look back, the statue still tumbling towards you rapidly. Your life flashes before your eyes. From the corner of your eye you get a glimpse of Hobie's face from your lock screen. You close your eyes to face your fate.
Suddenly an eerie silence seemed to blanket the entire plaza, the only thing you could hear was your own breathing. You open your eyes to see how you're still alive. The smoke clouding the plaza slowly dissipates and you finally get a good look at what's in front of you. A white marble statue holding up a spear fell with its spear pointed at your figure, its tip mere inches away from your neck.
You try not to move or the blade could skewer you. You try to back away but the wall stops you from doing so. You squint at the rest of the statue, web clung to it like a net, stopping it from its tracks. At the end of the web you see a red and blue silhouette dragging it away from you. The body of the humanoid Lizard lay a few feet behind him, with Spider-Man's guitar broken in half next to it.
He saved you for the second time.
He shoots his web towards you, he lands next to your figure. For the second time that day he asks you the same question.
"Are you alright?" He asks breathlessly. His heart beating a thousand times per second, the whites of his mask roam your body for any injuries.
Instead of answering him with the same smile, and energetic words, your lips turn into a frown. You try to bite your lip so that tears wouldn't fall from your already blurry eyes. Slowly blood starts seeping out from your nostrils.
The eyes of his mask widen at your face, he clenches his fists, if it weren't for the gloves acting as a barrier, he would've drawn blood. Hobie exhales, grounding him.
" 'm going to get you out, ready?"
You don't nod in fear of getting nicked by the statue, but you managed to let out a small "Yes"
Without thinking he grabs the front of your neck softly. His hand acts as a wall between your neck and the spear. In turn the tip of the weapon nicks him, crimson flows from the back of his hand. The eyes of his mask looked determined. Despite the pain he slowly slides you towards him. More blood seeps from his hand as you both move in tandem. Everytime you both move the nick turns into a longer gash. You felt his pain, wanting to grab his hand and replace it with your own. Before you could do just that, he finally gets you out with one final pull.
You both fall to the ground, you on top of him. Relieved that you're out of danger, you cry on his shoulder. Hobie cradles your head with his injured hand, you feel the warm liquid drip down on your neck. He could finally breathe, he holds onto you harder, like you're gonna turn to dust right in his arms. Hobie focuses on his breathing trying to calm himself down. If he wasn't so focused in regulating his breathing, he would've noticed your stiff reaction and realization marking your face on why the embrace was so familiar.
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A/n: Hope you enjoyed reading! Feel free to like and reblog 💗
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𝑆ℎ𝑎𝑑𝑜𝑤 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐵𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝐶ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑠, 𝑃𝑎𝑟𝑡 3
A/N: I'm so damn happy, adding that It's Ben' bday, that I'll share two parts of this and an oneshot
Tagging: @bloody-mf-bsc, @augustwithquills
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Y/N Y/L/N: There they are, my beautiful girls!🥹💞
My offer is still on, btw 🤭
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User2: The Devil works hard, but no one works harder than Y/N in trying to woo her girlfriends
Jessie_mei_li: She really doesn't have to, we're all very happy to oblige... And so do everyone else, like have you seen her? 🫦😏
freddycarter1: benbarnes, I think you are loosing your woman here...😳🫢
Kittheyounger: I don't want to be a child of divorce! 😭
User6: WHY ARE THEY SO DRAMATIC DJSJDJ
User6: Now I wanna know what her offer is...
User4: Ben Barnes is being attacked from every corner possible and we are all watching, him loose this Great War.
User1: He still is very much so in love and ready to fight tooth and nail for her... Even though he is usually a dork 🤣
User8: That one time when Y/N ate what Ben made for her on her birthday, though she had allergies for that one food but didn't tell hım about it, and she had to go to hospital with a terrified Ben on her tail?
User5: OMG I feel bad for laughing! Poor Ben and Y/N... I remember hım saying that he was so scared for her and thought he killed her accidently 🥹😭
User4: And when she was asked why she did it, she just casually said: "What do you mean why? He did it, thinking that I'd like it. I'd drink fucking posion if my man came to me with such thing!"
User3: And Ben Barnes, who is usually so cool, got teary eyed and hugged her thightly and apologized? On live? Even though he doesn't like talking about his life? That's who we stan.
User1: It's almost like we are their children, reminiscing about their past... But I'm jealous because I don't have someone like her in my life
User4: My life would surely be different if I had her in my life, not even as a partner. She just is so effortlessly kind...
Y/N's.dimple: Ben Barnes is living the life we want... We're just little gremlins watching them
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Y/N Y/L/N: Stop making my heart stop with that smile and being cute. Bitch. Who gave you the right? This goes straight to be my New lockscreen.
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User4: Y/N is just our inner voice coming out on social media
User3: Her love is agressive confessions of love, if you aren't gonna put a ring on her finger benbarnes, I will. And I'll do it gladly.
Y/N Y/L/N: Look at hım... So cute, so squeashy, so adorable. He is my handsome babygirl 🥰🤭 (No, I'm not giggling and kicking my feet, the scene would be ruined if I moved the came- Ah, look at that! Suddenly I'm on hım??) Liked by benbarnes
User4: Aight my life didn't matter anyways *dies of cuteness*
User5: I love the way they love each other and show it without caring for anyone, and also how we simp for them 🥹😍❤️
amita_suman: @ user5, you guys aren't alone. We also feel the same way🥹
User7: Ben Barnes is finally being pampered on social media! He finally had his dream come true!
benbarnes.fans: The way she is so soft with others but absolutely a menace with Ben just shows that they are comfortable with each other so much...
User5: And the way he looks at her as she acts like who she really is? All comfortable with him?? I'm crying 🥹😭
User6: You know what's even best? If not for Y/N, we wouldn't have Ben, Amita, Jessie and others.
User3: I swear they all forget their passwords
User2: What's even funnier is that they really do forget their passwords and one time asked her... Y/N literally takes note their passwords and has absolute control over their accounts lol
User3: She wasn't called "the Mommy" for no reason🤣
Y/N Y/L/N: They are all children stuck in grown-up's bodies...It's hard you know? Taking care of them as a single mom😔
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Y/N Y/L/N: Another appreciation post!
1.Here is my lovely harem!
2. Just so you know, she was looking at me! And big applause for dear @ ambercrombachmua for all those amazing makeups! You guys are amazing!
3. That was the last day of shooting... Did they cry? Yes. Did we cry? Also yes. Did I hide in my caravan because I didn't want to see them all cry? Also yes.🥹
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User11: She is so precious, just like a cinnamon roll❤️
User7: love how she didn't forget to include the makeup department. Everyone needs to take a moment and appreciate them.
Y/N Y/L/N: We need to take SEVERAL minutes just to applaud them 👏
User6: Is she the one who did that amazing bloody, unhinged Kaz makeup? Because if so, I hope they are having an amazing day @ Y/N Y/L/N
Y/N Y/L/N: Yes, she was! And what a masterpiece it was...
Hater1: another cheating post!
User3: the fuck is wrong with you? Why are you here again? Go and cry at the corner.
Hater1: I just know that she banged at least one person there behind Ben's back. She doesn't deserve hım.
User3: THAT'S IT! HOW DARE YOU BRING THEM DOWN INTO THIS AND BLAME THEM WITH SUCH THING?! ALL OF THEM SHOWED NOTHING BUT LOVE FOR BOTH OF THEM, AND EVERYONE AND I MEAN EVERYONE WHO HAD EVER MET THEM HOW IN LOVE THEY LOOKED! THEY ARE SUCH SWEET PEOPLE THAT THEY DON'T DESERVE RHIS SHIT! JUST BECAUSE Y/N SHOWS HER LOVE THROUGH SARCASM DOESN'T MEAN SHE DOESN'T LOVE HIM! IF SHE DIDN'T, SHE WOULDN'T HAVE FLIGHT TO THE OTHER PART OF THE PLANET WHEN BEN WAS SICK! GET YOUR SICK BRAIN AND GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM THEM AND DON'T RUIN THEIR HAPPINESS!
User7: Sis, here is your crown, you dropped it 〈⁠(⁠•⁠ˇ⁠‿⁠ˇ⁠•⁠)⁠-⁠→👑
benbarnes: and who do I deserve more than her? You?
User5: our dad hit the nail so nice! Well-said dad, hand them their ass! FANS ASSEMBLE TOGETHER!
benbarnes: I didn't say anything because my girlfriend wanted me to not do anything harsh, but now I'm happy to tell you that by disrespecting my love and me like that, you signed your doom. Enjoy your new hell.
User6: You know It's dead-ass serious when her man gets involved... I wanna see that hater cry.
User9: there is just something with the way Ben defended Y/N that... I can't just get out of my head.
User6: This is what a Man is, girls. Take notes and don't settle down for any less!
User7: The way she just doesn't share the others in the second one... Girl, do you hate the men of the cast?😂
User4: I heard that she actually loves them all so much *whispers slowly*
Y/N: Ahh, here is my secret out in the wild... there is another fanpage dedicated to them, they just don't know it
Kittheyounger: I knew you liked others than Luke! This is the best day of my life! Guys, you don't know how it feels like to be bullied and slapped by your own director😭 Someone who is supposed to love you and care for you, be there when you need and help you...
Y/N Y/L/N: Kit, your inner Jesper is showing itself again and I aint your mama
kittheyounger: what language is that?!
Y/N Y/L/N: American English, you Brit! Not that you would understand... and don't you dare spit your venom at my precious Luke and David...
User8: DOES THAT MEAN HE COMES BACK?! PLEASE I NEED IT!
User8: Y/N, THE PRETTIEST MOST SUCCESFULL WOMAN? I AM ON MY KNEES PLEASE WHERE ARE YOU?!
User2: Bro is desperate lol @ user8
User5: This further proves that, yes Jessie is the favourite one
User3: but look at her and that little scrunch if her nose! How could she not be?🤭🥰
Y/N Y/L/N: another one who understands my point... One day, everyone will ✊🥹
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Y/N Y/L/N: Same, sis, same...✊🥹
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benbarnes: One day, love... Just one day of you not sharing any "memes" about me.
Y/N: But... But they are cute 👉👈 And you are so... Hot. And mine.
benbarnes: the real thing is sitting next to you and you are giggling at your phone??
Y/N Y/L/N: But... But I have to look at your younger pictures. You aged like fine wine and I'm this 🤏 close to just jump on you and...you know what I mean.
benbarnes: Okay, that's enough internet for you today 😑😳🫠
User9: Y/N just realized how hot her man is and now she uses every chance to tease hım and I'm living for it
User6: Like we always say: Live, laugh and love Y/N and her sense of humor
Y/N Y/L/N: It's the same as Gen-Z humour really. There are young people working for me, and they tell me the most bizarre stories ever like... how are you all still alive??
User8: Ben is just so done yet also in love with her that he just can't say no to her 🥹❤️
User9: Her captions are just killing me 🤣 By the way is that hater fine? If not, I can just... talk to her like a civil person🔪
User5: I heard user3 handed that person their ass from DMs so bad that they erased their account lol
User9: Good for her! That shit never gave up on picking on our parents, someone had to show them our power
User12: The way Ben defended her tho😳 I bet my ass dad is planning homicide and I'd gladly help. FOR OUR MOTHER!
user7: by the way they had been all over each other in stories and post... They are probably having a hot session or something 👐
User3: Thank you all for your support! I was just so angry at them for saying such things about probably the nicest people on this Planet! They saved me, and many others, without even knowing, Y/N is the sweetest soul ever with how she supports and is there for everyone who wants her help and she ABSOLUTELY doesn't deserve to get hate!
Y/N Y/L/N: I can actually cry, I'm so grateful to have fans like you 🥹
Y/N.Fanpage: PLEASE DON'T CRY I CAN'T BEAR IT-
User12: Girlie pop Y/N also had a crush on Caspian, best Info I had today 😌
User5: The way Y/N just knows her man and how he aged is so mood
User3: Considering she also tried to jump on his bones... Also a mood
User2: girl, did something happen today? @ Y/N Y/L/N Usually she isn't that mushy... Not that I have a complaint.
amita_suman: @ user2 no, except one of the workers we absolutely loathe flirting with him shamelessly in front of her 😒
freddycarter1: and her absolutely roasting her so bad that she quit... And us planning our revenge 🤭
archierenaux3: No one messes with our parents!😡
Y/N Y/L/N: I apologize for the inconvenient shit I'll be right now but... Did the FUCKING Nicki Minaj just... Like my post?
User5: Opps, we lost her again...
benbarnes: Indeed we did... She is blasting her songs inside the house right now.
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teenjiism · 2 years
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domestic vegaspetemacau thoughts incoming.
vegas keeps a picture of pete and macau in his wallet for sure. they are his lockscreen. if pete had a photocard, vegas would keep it in his phone. his password is something related to pete (therefore macau regularly gets into his accounts). vegas probably commissions a huge painting of pete or the two of them together OR the three of them together or ALL of these because he is such a lover loser (txt starts playing)
yknow how kim kept chay’s little polaroids and the move ticket and all that? vegas keeps all their little things too. he secretly takes pictures of pete and has a whole album for them. he keeps every tag from a gift he got from pete. you can’t prove nor disprove me on this but vegas regularly writes love letters to pete. does he give them to him? who knows but either way, he writes him letters because his feelings overwhelm him so much, he needs to let them out.
they have a picture of the 3 of them on their fridge, the magnet they use to pin it was bought on their first vacation together. they leave e/o lil notes on the fridge to each other every day, such as “i love you 💙”, “don’t forget to eat ❤️” and “take a jacket, it’s cold outside. ily”. they do these little things for each other, like vegas making them breakfast every morning, pete packing macau and vegas lunch, macau organizing family nights with movies and board games, all three of them grasping at any semblance of regularity, of a normal, domestic life.
macau is a skater boi TM so he nags pete until he agrees to try it out n turns out he’s very good? macau is impressed, “damn, you’re much better than my brother,” and he’s even more impressed by how strong, fast and smart pete is, “how did my lame ass bro score someone as cool as you?” vegas def sulks a little because HEY i used to be the cool brother? i raised you hello?? but macau just sticks out his tongue and cuddles up to pete (all while holding vegas’ hand it’s okay he’s a cuddly clingy boy)
while i’m here, i think macau definitely idolizes vegas to a certain degree, he’s the only role model he’s ever had but he’s a brat so now that he has pete, too, he can allow himself to tease vegas and poke fun of him (it makes him happy that he can make pete laugh, too, and he can see the grin on vegas’ face, even if he tries to hide it with a grimace). macau’s just a funky little boy who wants to be loved, he wants to be part of a loving, caring family for once in his life. pete would give his life for him and not just because of vegas, not just because he’s vegas’ little brother, but because he actually cares for and loves macau, and macau can feel it. pete makes sure to show him how precious he is and how loved he is, by both of them.
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charleslebatman · 3 months
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Charles approach with Alex is very weird. It has nothing to do with him trying a different tactic because Charlotte was an oversharer, it has nothing to do with him being more private, it has nothing to do with her being "private"
He still shares absolutely everything, he's a chronic oversharer to the point of us recently finding out some random things he's allergic to. That's classified information that he's willingly shared, no private person would share that. He shares where he's going. He's open about feelings and emotions. He's not private, he just doesn't want people turning up to his house and ringing his doorbell, he never mentioned privacy other than to say it's a sacrifice he's happy to make in exchange for his career.
His phone lockscreen is still his Abu Dhabi donuts, eventhough he's said before on twitch that lockscreens are like art, you can express emotions and feelings through it. He's also had both his exs as his lockscreen but after a year, no Alex. (I get it I would also pick a awesome donut picture over some random girl who keeps following me everywhere)
She stays in a hotel, granted he probably pays for it but it tells me two things. One she has no friends or family in Monaco that she's close with and two he doesn't want her in his house.
Him not wanting her in the house reinforces my theory of Charles being a memory guy. Since being with Alex he's used the Pista less, he got a new bed Christmas 2022, changed his entire house layout and removed everything he bought after Charlotte moved in, switched the spare room and his room around etc etc he did the same thing with Giada where he removed anything that she touched that he could physically remove, changed his boat, bought new shoes and was never seen wearing his main pair cause he bought them with Giada and they matched hers etc etc.
They purposely wear matching clothes, not the same clothes but matching. You can see they're not the same because they're oversized enough on Charles that the shoulder seam is aligned with his armpit instead of on his shoulder, they also give him sweater paws so on someone like Alex who is shorter and smaller than Charles, she should be 95% fabric but she's not. They're the same level of oversized and fall the same on the both of them (unless she's wearing like 12 layers and some padding)
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eggbreadboi · 6 months
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aaAAA this is Big Delayed, but I literally cannot stop thinking about your Niki Lauda art, it's genuinely one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen I'm not exaggerating, I saw it and instantly shared it with a friend and literally got us both so emotional you achieved a few tears, just a few smol ones 🤏
Your art style is just so gorgeous and pleasing, it's a lovely blend of all this soft shading, deliberate thick lines, balanced with such detailed and intricate linework elsewhere. The way you draw and shade the fabric of their driver uniforms is always so satisfying to me. It's my lockscreen now, and I like to just to look at all the flowers you so meticulously drew, the highlights you put on all the leaves. I cannot imagine how much time that would've taken, and it looks amazing! (Not to mention holy hell the COLOURS!!! Beautifully picked.) I don't know my flowers, but I love the white ones with the reddish edges the most. (Something something, placed over his heart.)
The layout of everything is so impactful too, I think that was definitely the bit that got me. The way the flowers frame him as if to lift him up, to make him such an intense spot of focus (I see you; the focus blur of the flowers brought to the front, it's such a great touch that's add greatly to the composition.) And the empty space too, the subtle movement of everything in the air. The blank space that sits above him is not oppressive, it's just so bright and so open. It makes the space so much bigger. It feels like such a visual weight off his shoulders, not on.
Brought back into the light to be held aloft, loved, and celebrated after the darkest times, and being able to look towards that with a smile while still baring its marks so openly. And just the tiniest peak of the sun's glow at his side. It's just very very emotional to me, I can't understate how emotional this art makes me. You drew everything perfectly, from concept to execution.
I just think it's utterly beautiful, and I mean it when I say if you ever sold a print and signed it, I don't think there's a price I wouldn't pay, I would frame this in a heartbeat, in fact I'm begging you to sell this as a print.
(I hope I did okay at expressing myself with what I've written.)
Also, I would love love love to know what flowers you drew for this! (and if there was any reason why you chose them) because, as before, I'm no good at flowers ;-; Thank you very much for drawing and posting your art.
First of all, I just want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for this ask. It means the world to me that this piece moved you enough of you to write this, and I sat for a long time tearing up after reading this ask for the first time. Even going back to it now, its nearly overwhelming(in a positive way)
Thank you as well for the wonderful analysis, I am so happy to see that the emotions and thoughts I wanted to convey got across so clearly. The focus of Niki's story as it is so often told is his crash, and I think more attention should be paid to the victories after, an entire incredibly successful half of his career. To the unnending determination to come back stronger and be a champion. So I wanted to wreathe(no pun intended) him in well deserved glory and approach his trials with the same frankness and openness that he employed during his life. I struggled with the background for a long time and eventually settled on blue sky, open and bright to match the richness of the flowers and the bright sun.
(I've been contemplating an online shop for a while now, and rest assured, if(likely when) I open one, this will be available)
The flowers!!!!! I would love to share, I put some thought into them haha.
the little white bells are Lilly of the Valley, which bloom first in spring when the snow is melting. They symbolize hope, new life, and return after hardship, all, of course, incredibly thematically appropriate here.
the wreath is laurel ofc, for victory (the bow is the Austrian flag)
the large clusters of multicolored flowers all over (and as you so keenly noticed over his heart) are Gladiolus, which mean strength of character, bravery, and remembrance. I chose them both to mirror Niki's traits and to echo the purpose of this piece as a tribute.
Finally, the little purple flowers in the bottom right hand corner are heather, for independence, admiration, and good luck. Theyre there for much the same reason as the gladiolus, though to be honest I wish I had included more of them.
The golden confetti, to be honest, is entirely decoration
Thank you again for the opportunity to ramble!
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hoshi-y · 1 year
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Lover Boy
Genre : Fluff
Character : Yugi Amane
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Hearts 4 u 💕💗
It was a warm cloudy afternoon as a boy with black choppy hair walks nervously to your house. Despite you and him going on multiple dates, he gets very nervous everytime he picks you up.
Amane took a deep breath and rang the doorbell, He heard a few commotions inside, He saw the door knob move and thought it would be you but it was your Dad. "Ah, Yugi-kun, What are you up to this fine afternoon?" Your dad leaned on the door frame arms crossed waiting for Amane's answer
"A-ah, I'm taking [F/N] o-out today" Gripping onto the strap of his body bag
"Again? Don't you get tired of taking them out?, haha Im just kidding. Bring my child home at a descent hour yeah?" He looked behind him and saw you coming down the stairs
"O-of course Mr. [L/N]!" Your dad chuckled and gave Amane a pat on the back "You're a fine man Amane. Please, call me [D/N] or Dad, I know my [F/N] is in good hands" Amane blushed a little, I mean who wouldn't? imagine the parent of your s/o just insists you to call them mom or dad
"Hi Amane, sorry I took so long- Why is your face so red..." He was about to explode, you looked at your dad holding back a laugh "Dad what did you do to him..."
"I didn't do anything honey~ No go on, have a great day" You eyed him suspiciously as you grabbed Amanes hand and led him out the gate
"I better see a ring on that finger when you get back"
"D-DAD"
Finally calming your blushing face you sighed heavily "Im sorry about that Amane..."
"I-its alright, I mean your dad just approved of me and I am really happy about that" You saw his face light up making you giggle "Mm.. Dad is really taking a liking to you huh? He kept asking me the other night when you'll come to the house again"
"He said that?"
"Mhm, He really likes you Amane"
Amane was a bit overjoyed, He was scared that your dad wouldn't approve of him. I mean he watched as many people tried to sway your dad but none of them did, he was very lucky.
"Oohhh Amane let's go over there!" You walk to the direction of a cute shop that sells plushies and other cute things. Despite it being newly opened it had alot of people in it, but you two went in with no trouble
"Waahh Amane look at this plushie, it's sooo big" Grabbing it off the shelf hugging it close to you "And so soft too~" You heard a camera shuttle go off, you looked at Amane and he was taking pictures of you "H-hey delete that!"
"Nope~ Look how adorable you are why would I delete that? This will become my new wallpaper" You groaned with a blush on your face as he showed you his lockscreen "I look dumb.." Amane playfully flicked your forehead "No you don't, and I am not taking it off"
Both of you walked around for a bit and saw wall of shades of liptint, your eyes lit up and picked one off the wall "Oohhh, this are the ones that have scents" You took out a sample and applied it onto your lips
"That looks pretty on you—" You cut him off by gently grabbing his face and planting a kiss on his cheek leaving a kiss mark. "Mm.. I don't like that shade" Putting it back and grabbing another one. Amane touched the area where you kisses him as he exploded into red
You applied another one and planted another kiss on his cheek. "Cute, but I don't like the scent"
Dont know which of you was enjoyinf, you lookinh for a shade or Amane having to be your subject to see if the shade is good
It has been approximately 10 minutes and Amane's face was almost filled with kiss marks with different shades of liptint, He was sitting on a chair hand on his cheek, Its like there were imaginary hearts comming out of him, he looked very love strucked.
You planted another kiss on his lips. "Ohhh I like this one" About to grab one Amane stopped you
"Noo.. No I don't think that shade suits youuu.. How about this one?" You giggled as Amane grabbed the same one you used on him earlier "Amane I already used that" He pouted "besides.. Your face is already filled with kiss marks, and I am satisfied with this one" Grabbing two of the one you liked, Amane sat there like a little kid who didn't get the toy they wanted
"We need to wipe those off—" Grabbing your wipes, Amane stopped you "No I'm not removing these"
"Amane don't tell me you're gonna walk home like that" You laughed a little
He wasn't joking he actually walked you home with all those kiss marks on his face, like he is proud to have them—
"Hey you two—" Your Mom stopped at her tracks as she giggled seeing Amane's face "Oh my~ It looks like you two had fun, come inside Im just about to make dinner"
You said your greetings to your dad as you took off your shoes. "My, [F/N] what did you do to Amane's face?"
"He didn't wanna take it off" You giggled as he still refused to take it off avoiding the wet wipes he grabbed your wrist "Stoopp.. I'll remove them when I get home" Yeah right.
"We'll go upstairs Mom" You grabbed his hand leading him to your room, you opened the door and was immediately greeted with the mess you made this morning, you blushed furiously embarrassed to let him see the mess in your room "H-hold on just a second..." You went in and closed your door immediately cleaning it all up.
As you were done you opened your door letting him in. "Waahh I miss the bed..." He said as he plopped onto your bed "You look comfortable" Sitting on your bed, but he pulled you down cuddling you "Now I am.." You giggled "Amane... I think we should really remove those kiss marks, they aren't good for your skin" He pouted. "Nooo..."
"Listen, I'll just... Do it again yomorrow okay?" Amane finally said yes anf sat down, you got up and got your wipes and sat down infront of him, but he pulled you onto his lap making you blush furiously
"w-what are you doing.."
"Giving you a more comfortable position~" You looked away as he snickered "Your ears are turning red too~"
"Shut up, I'm not gonna give you any more kisses"
"Nooooo TT"
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Yes.... That is my handwriting.....
During class I filled the very end page of my paper with his name in hearts hehez 👁️👁️
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brxxksazars · 1 year
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BROOKS AZAR’S PHONE - task #001
THE BASICS:
Brand of Phone - iphone 13
Color - silver
Case - it was a christmas gift from his students in bigfoot’s army, a mothman phonecase. no popsocket as to not ruin the beautiful art.
Locked or Unlocked? - he USED to just have it as a passcode set to 6969 but quinton got into his phone and changed all his contacts so he now uses a more secure one.
Wallpaper - it’s usually some chaotic meme. for the last two months, brooks has settled on this one.
Lockscreen - just a fun little guy from spongebob
USAGE:
Time - most of his alone time is spent on his phone in one way or another. when he’s not very busy, that time can accumulate to 6+ hours a day on his phone.
5 Most Used Apps - reddit, facebook, instagram, snapchat, spotify.
Web Tabs - brooks is one of those people that likes to do wordle so it is constantly up. there’s an amazon listing for a book he found funny. he has the nightrest news pulled up. and he JUST closed the tab with a danny devito fanfiction he’d started reading aloud with a coworker at lunch.
Google - “dream meaning can't move”
Photos - saved this meme
SOCIAL MEDIA:
@ - brooksieboi
Instagram - see above.
Snapchat - his snapchat is even more unhinged than his instagram if you believe it or not. with snapchat, he will often use it as a means of “vlogging”. brooks doesn’t do well with being alone so if he’s especially bored, he’ll just start posting to that whether it’s a series of clips of him cooking, profound thoughts documents during a high, or him killing time between classes.
Tinder/Bumble/Hinge/Grindr/Etc. - he wasn’t good at waiting so bumble was out for him rather fast, so tinder was his go to. gets a good bit of matches but loses a fair bit of them once the chat starts.
Spotify - some of his top songs are: standing (on my own two feet) by pvmnts; time in a tree by raleigh ritchie; life’s a bit by noahfinnce; 3 nights by dominic fike; take me away by scotty sire; take what you want by post malone; 16 lines by lil peep; dreamland by glass animals; hallucinogenics by matt maeson; roaches by wett brian, aryia; i’m yer dad by grlwood; bathroom bitch by holychild; typical story by hobo johnson; sad! by bryce fox; sober/hungover by sueco, arizona zervas
Tiktok - if he posts, it’s usually silly filters like ‘you’re a 10 but...’ though he has been a guest star on the waffle making with monty. goal would be to have one of those clips of him having a special handshake with everyone of his students. AS FOR his feed, it’s weird okay. just know that.
Facebook - they do! actual posts to their page are limited but its one of the only means he stays connected with his family, so there’s happy birthdays and sharing some articles or poking his aunt. he also sticks on it for the memes, actually running an account in his free time on there called ‘dr phil says i need some grippy socks’
ft. @drewyao @selintemel @lnavarrofms @nam-daeeun @mphillipsfms​
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cherrysaki-blog · 1 year
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A bit personal but I’m having difficulty coming out to my mother, my brother, and his family.
As a Transformers fan. No one here probably cares or knows that I’m born female. I love the internet because I can be genderless; I love people calling me a he and I love when people who only know me from the internet, don’t know my born gender. Having long hair makes me feel masculine and I know it doesn’t make sense in this society which says long hair is feminine but I’m a handsome man that will steal your girl with my lovely locks. I’m also okay with being thought of as female; just currently I have long hair because off-topic. there’s a girl fighting cancer and I promised I would donate my hair to them if she loses her’s; so I’m feeling manly with these locks flowing past my shoulders. I probably lost anyone wanting to read this already. Anyway, my family sees me as totally female and me liking something that is considered not only “for kids” but also “for boys”.  I don’t know how to confess this.  My birthday is coming up and out of the blue I’m hit with the bus of my family actually wanting to throw a little party for me at I’m guessing my brother’s house. My mother is asking what the theme of the cake should be, I’m guessing they are getting me one of those sheet cakes with the edible printed image on it. If I say “Transformers” they having little clue, will think the Michael Bay films and heck no!  I mean IDW! I mean MTMTE/Lost Light.  I want a fracking Brainstorm cake because how the frack does this family not know?
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That sexy genius is my lockscreen on my phone. I hope my nieces peed their pants every time they tried to get into my phone because it’s my phone and literally “... I can do whatever the hell I like.” I have no clue if my sister-in-law and/or my brother took their daughters seriously if they ever told them I have a transformer on my phone. How my mom doesn’t know is confusing because I let her live in my home (Literally this is my place, I pay the bills, and I let her move in here so she can get back on her feet after medical stuff killed her finances.) -*cough*-  I have the IDW collection phase 2 books on a bookshelf with my flame figures and this Brainstorm plushie chilling all cute next to Brainstorm thrilling 30 figure. She probably knows. How can my mother NOT know. She’s probably hoping I have something else I like that is more “female” because my sister-in-law seems very into gender stuff and Transformers doesn’t exactly scream “adult female” and my real-life name is gender neutral sooo... 
Also there’s little good official images of my man Brainstorm. Using someone’s fanart for an image on a cake is probably not a great Idea. It will probably be weird to ask the artist “um... hey, can I use your art on a cake?” I mean.... maybe people actually do that without asking permission from fan artists but I would feel bad if I sent my mom someone’s fanart and was like “I want this on my cake”.
Holy Sunder’s left boob!  A Transformers Mercy cake! Can you imagine!? Yandere Kaon. On a cake. If you don’t know the image I’m thinking https://cuppajj.tumblr.com/post/693219586717450240/pov-he-wants-to-cuddle-your-screaming-self Hopefully that link works. Now imagine that on a cake. “Happy Birthday <my real name>”  I’m going to murder my family with that face and cuppajj  will probably send Overlord to kill me for requesting that on a cake.
Cuppajj just speed running to my house and holding a gun at my head “happy birthday because It’s your last” (*-*)
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purplesurveys · 2 years
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What was the best thing to happen to you this week? Probably watching Lollapalooza (online, lol) with my friends. Angela’s workplace held a mental health break that day and Reena and I filed leaves so we can all be together since it took place Monday morning where we are. We haven’t gathered since the last concert in Seoul last March so it was something I had really been looking forward to!
Where do you put your keys when you get home? We have a key holder on the wall near the door. But sometimes I’ll do a complete Robyn and inadvertently leave the key by the door and only remember once someone in the house calls me out for it lol.
Do you prefer hot coffee or iced coffee? Iced. For the longest time I thought I preferred hot coffee, then I discovered iced when I was in college and my life was changed hahaha.
What's your phone background picture? Lockscreen is this really cool shot of Hobi at Lollapalooza. Home screen is of Taehyung posing by the Eiffel Tower.
If you could move to any country, what would it be? Canada or New Zealand.
Have you ever seen a snake in the wild? Nope.
What's your favourite movie from the 80s? Ferris Bueller’s Day Off.
Do you have any posters, paintings or other artwork on your walls? Yeah but it’s as all over the place as the rest of my room is. I have some Audrey Hepburn prints that’s been up since I was in high school; and I have a couple of BTS posters up from the BE and Butter eras.
What would your dream wedding be like? Big, lots of guests, live band with lots of dancing, the whole shebang. I hate hate hate being the center of attention for the most part and I like to keep it lowkey when it comes to gatherings I hold, but a wedding is the one thing I’d be more than willing to let loose for.
Would you ever take a trip to space if given the chance? If I was part of some credible research project then yeah; I’d definitely do my own digging beforehand too before making any decisions. I would never go to space for commercial purposes.
How do you cope with anxiety? Given that work is the main trigger for my anxiety, I just shut down my laptop when I know it’s time to stop. I clear out my emails before the day ends and refuse to answer clients beyond 6 PM. Occasionally I will leave my phone downstairs and spend time at the rooftop so I can be *completely* alone and not be bugged by notifications that might come in.
Are you expecting any phone calls or emails? No, never during the weekend.
What's the weather like in your part of the world right now? It’s been rainy; too rainy, in fact. We currently have a typhoon in the country if I’m not mistaken, but temperature-wise I am a happy camper. Can you believe I currently have the fan turned off in the middle of the year?
What was the last takeout food you ate? Not a big surprise at this point for anyone here who knows me but I got sushi again last night, hehehe. I paired that with gyoza in my quest to try to like it - alas, it failed and I still super dislike the strong chive taste that comes with it.
Who makes you laugh the most? Putting IRL people aside, probably Jungkook?? The man is a living breathing meme and he doesn’t even know it. But as for people I know, I’d say Hans.
Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? No, but I’ve seen it as a surname.
What did you have done the last time you saw a dentist? Wisdom tooth extraction.
What does a successful relationship look like to you? That’s a difficult question primarily because everyone’s dynamic is different. 
What do you like to put on your baked potato? Bacon and cheese, very basic. I don’t have baked potatoes much so I stick to what’s usually put in them.
What field of science interests you the most? Biology.
What's the closest shop or restaurant to your house? McDonald’s is literally a cartwheel away from my subdivision’s gate. But my area is pretty commercialized so we have a bunch of shops within walking distance - there’s also a Chowking, Shakey’s, Burger King, Starbucks, a vinyl store, flower shop, furniture store, a bank...and lots lots lots more.
Do you have any family that live in another country? Oh, so many. Filipinos migrate a lot and it’s not surprising; this country needs a lot of fixing up and there are simply more opportunities to flourish abroad.
What colour is your couch? Gray.
Do you know how to care for plants and keep them alive? Nope, I’ve always been terrible with them.
What was the most memorable birthday you've had? The one I had last year was pretty special. It was my first birthday post-breakup and it was a pleasant surprise to have moved on and be happy by that point; I was expecting to still be in a really rough place. I couldn’t celebrate beyond family so I sent over food to co-workers and friends, and then I gave my family my first-ever birthday blowout; and I was also a VERY new Army and had the entire dining room and my cake decked out in BTS cutouts hahaha.
Would you rather go to the beach or the mountains? I’ve always preferred the beach/sea. I’m only ever in the mood for mountains in the morning, when you can catch the sun rise and feel the cool morning breeze.
What do you do for work? I work in public relations as an account manager. To badly describe my job, I know what big campaigns your favorite brands are having before they’re ever announced to the public.
Have you ever been to see the circus? No, never sounded interesting to me.
Are there any words that you hate or make you cringe? I hate the word gunk. It sounds exactly like what it is.
What is the best house you've ever lived in? This one we’re currently living in.
What was the first CD you ever bought? Beyoncé’s I Am...Sasha Fierce.
Do you look in the mirror before you leave the house? Yeah.
What's the most unusual thing you've ever eaten? My mom likes to combine whatever’s in the pantry to come up with her own dishes. They’re always tasty but sometimes I just really don’t have a clue what the dish is trying to be hahahaha.
Have you ever seen someone quit their job in a dramatic way? Not that I know of.
What movie reminds you of your childhood? The Game Plan because I used to be obsessed with it. Watched it every day after school.
Do you know why your parents named you what they did? Dad says I was named after Robyn the Swedish singer, mom says my dad just liked the name. Never really learned the true story.
Do you have any bills that need to be paid? Yeups, this pay-later thing that I activated on a shopping app a month ago.
What do you like to dip your fries in? Mayonnaise or honey mustard.
Is your house clean or messy right now? Clean.
What was the last email you received? Probably work-related. I’m not checking it out.
Do you know someone who speaks without a filter? Yes. We have a workmate that we’re currently struggling with...in trying to be extroverted she will usually end up saying something super awkward whether between co-workers or worse, to media and clients. She literally asked Kata if she’s a rebel because she has fucking piercings. 
Are you in any social groups? I mean I have several groups of friends, but nothing online. I’ve tried to be on Army Twitter but being on there is like walking in a landmine field, so I didn’t last too long and never made any friends in my short time there.
How many hours of sleep did you get last night? Around 5. I slept at 2 AM after spending the whole evening out then I woke up at about 7:30. What's your favourite kind of museum? I like museums with artworks or artifacts the most, but I would be down for any kind of museum. Ancestral houses are great visits too. Do you believe in alternate universes? Yeah.
Whose house did you last visit? Angela’s last Monday.
What games do you play on your smart phone? In the Seom. My playtime on Rhythm Hive has drastically decreased since the former came out, hahaha.
Have you ever been to Los Angeles? No.
What was the first concert you ever went to? Paramore in 2013.
Do you know anyone who is colourblind? Nope.
What's your favourite season and why? Wet, because I’ve always preferred rainy/cloud weather to sunny.
Are you the youngest, middle or eldest child in your family? I am the eldest.
If you had to make something for a potluck, what would you make? I’d stick with buying takeout because I can’t guarantee what I’ll make would be edible to begin with. What kinds of decorations do you put up at Halloween? I don’t put up decorations for Halloween.
How many tabs do you have open right now? On this window, 8. What's something you've been meaning to do but keep putting off? Work. I’ll probably have to do some tonight since it’s reached a point where it can’t be avoided.
What's the first thing you check on your phone at the start of the day? The time, then Instagram.
Have you ever flown a kite? Not since I was 11.
Who was your favourite music artist when you were 16? Banks and Hozier.
What are three things you usually always have in your fridge? Eggs, bread, frozen hotdogs.
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mimixis · 7 months
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The White Knight. Part 0: 02
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Do I speak my truth or do I filter how I feel?
I wonder, wouldn't it be nice
To live inside a world that isn't black and white?
Mischa was fourteen when her daddy first took her fishing.
Since then, he took her once a month, teaching her patience and how to handle and prepare them afterwards. After six months, this changed to a couple of times a year until she moved out.
Every time he woke her up very early on a Sunday morning, Mischa felt like she had gone back in time, and they would go to the pool together again.
Mischa was fifteen when Papa took her hunting for the first time.
They didn't hunt pigs, but wild boar.
He took her hunting nine times.
The gun in Mischa's hand became lighter after each time.
♦♦♦♦
Mischa stood stiffly at the assembly.
The new uniform wasn't as comfortable as the previous one, but Chizu seemed happy with its black color.
Mischa exchanged a look with Mito. Chizu again got hold of her father's electric razor, and her sides were shaved again. She painted her lips blood red and highlighted her eyes with black eyeliner.
Makeup was forbidden, but one could get around it like Mischa did. She applied a gel to her eyebrows, which colored them and set them in position; she applied a little mascara to her eyelashes and a colored lip balm to her lips. She looked a little better, and the teachers didn't pick on her because everything looked natural.
Chizu didn't want to look natural. Chizu wanted to express herself.
Mischa looked around the room. There, in the back, stood Chishiya. Their eyes met. The girl smiled and waved at him. Chishiya took his right hand out of his pocket and saluted her.
Maybe this year won't be so bad.
As quickly as she thought about it, her shoulders slumped. She reminded herself that she would start learning Latin this year. It will replace English. Papa said she already knew enough, and learning it at school would be sufficient repetition. Latin was eventually going to be useful to her in college.
She sighed. Although the number of hours in drawing and violin classes had dwindled, She will have more time to sleep.
Unless Papa comes up with some new activity to help her in her studies and in life,
The students dispersed to the classroom. She sat in the middle of the row by the window. The chair behind her creaked. She turned around. Chishiya was looking at her wrist.
"You're still wearing it."
"Yes," she replied with a sly smile. "I got it from my best friend. Maybe you know him? Short, dark hair, cat eyes?"
Chishiya snorted under his breath.
"I thought you were going to throw it away. You have another orca necklace around your neck now. You must adore them incredibly," he said, dragging the sounds in the last word.
Mischa touched the necklace tucked under her shirt, buttoned up to her neck. She wondered when he had noticed it. Maybe she had managed to smuggle it to one of the parties instead of the necklace her papa had picked out?
She took her phone out of her bag and showed him her lockscreen. A drawing of an orca leaping out of the clouds in the sky She unlocked it—the mane of her majestic Lucifer appeared—and showed him more files with drawings, photos, and videos of orcas.
"Does this prove my obsession?" she asked, raising her eyebrows. "I love orcas, and no matter if it's a cheap item or an expensive one, I will take care of it."
Chishiya hummed and turned his head to the side to look out the window. Mischa was looking at his profile. The small nose; the delicate, full lips; and the long, dark eyelashes. He had soft facial features, almost feminine, but Mischa could bet that when he lost his baby fat, he would be a pretty boy.
A few months have passed. Mito, Chizu, Takeru, Chishiya, and Mischa became something like a bunch of friends again. They talked to each other at school, had one chat group—everyone but Chishiya contributed to it—and went out on the town together. Chishiya only went out with them once, but Mischa appreciated his efforts. Chizu and Takeru always chose loud and crowded places.
It was the middle of summer break.
Mischa had done all her homework, managed to go out—two times with friends, one with her parents—and was now home alone with Chiyoh as her parents took an extended vacation. Chiyoh helped her secure the entire room, and after two days of sketching on the ceiling, she was ready to start painting it.
She dressed in old clothes that she didn't feel sorry for when she got them dirty with paint and climbed high on a ladder. She crouched down on it. On the raised platform, she already had her paints, a jar of water, and brushes prepared. She was about to dip the brush in the paint when someone knocked on her open door. Standing in the doorway were Aunt Chi and... Chishiya?
"You have a visitor," announced Chiyoh, displeased.
"Hi, Chishiya. You didn't say you'd stop by," she said, hoping her aunt would understand that she wasn't trying to sneak a boy into the house while her parents were away. "Maybe let's go to the living room."
"There's no need for that," he interjected before she could lead him to another room. "I wanted to get away from home and sit with someone in silence. You seem busy with something, so it's a perfect combination."
Mischa blinked several times. She wondered if the boy was telling the truth or if he was simply doing what his parents required of him again. Even if he was doing the latter, Mischa couldn't be mad at him. She knew what parental expectations did to a person.
"The door stays open," said her aunt, leaving. "Give him a blanket to sit on."
Chiyoh was leaving, but Mischa knew that a long conversation awaited her later.
Mischa handed the boy the blanket, letting him decide where to sit. Chishiya looked at the drawings on the ceiling.
"This is an exaggeration," he commented. "You have a lot of mascots, gadgets, and even jewelry with these beasts. Do you also need them to shine on your ceiling at night?"
So he noticed the fluorescent paint.
"The moon and stars will glow," she pouted. "Orcas won't. And they aren't beasts! They are incredibly intelligent creatures!"
Chishiya snorted and settled with a blanket on the chair. He pulled out his phone and headphones. Apparently, the time for socialization had passed, and everyone was going to take care of themselves.
Mischa painted until late in the evening. Chishiya stayed until dinner. He asked if he could come tomorrow. The girl agreed.
The next day, he asked the same thing. She agreed.
The next day, too. She refused. Her parents were due back tomorrow.
Chishiya came anyway.
♥♥♥♥
"Shuntaro and you have become closer," Papa commented after the boy left their house.
Mischa looked out the window at the distant figure of the boy. Papa's figure hovered over her, and she felt as if she had done something wrong, although Chishiya's visits were always announced. They were usually accompanied by silence as they sat at the kotatsu in her room. They would do homework, read books, or, in Mischa's case, indulge in artistic hobbies.
Once she drew his focused on the phone face. She tore a page from her notebook and handed him the sketch as he left. He gave her an appraising look but said nothing and put the drawing in his pocket. The next day at school, she got a lollipop in the shape of an orca.
"We like the silence we offer each other. The rest of our friends are quite loud," she lied. Mito was not loud. "And I think better when he is next to me and I can compete with him."
Papa hummed under his breath. Mischa took a few steps back to stand beside him, not in front of him.
"You haven't improved your rankings yet, have you?" he asked and moved toward the drawing room. Mischa followed him. "Rivary can have a positive effect on learning and interpersonal relations."
It can affect learning and interpersonal relations positively. That is, it influences others but not her, and she should give up now because she hasn't gotten anywhere in the last couple of years.
"Play Goldberg Variations, BWV 988: Variation XXV," he said, pointing to the piano.
Mischa sat down and played.
♠♠♠♠
On the last day of the second semester, they went to the aquarium.
Mito, Chizu, Takeru, Chishiya, and her.
Chishiya had grown his hair, and Mischa couldn't take her eyes off the way the dark strands curled at the nape of his neck. She looked at them a little longer than at Chizu's beautiful curls, but she had to be forgiven. Chishiya looked phenomenal with longer hair, and that was an objective opinion.
They were walking through a dark room when Chishiya asked her.
"Who do you want to become in the future?"
"Hmm? Didn't I tell you that I was going to study psychology first and then go to medical school?"
"You did say. You didn't say, however, who you want to become in the future."
"Cetologist," she replied.
She laughed when she saw his shocked face. He smiled back.
"Then I guess you need to go into marine biology."
"You asked what I want to become in the future, not what I will become. I will become a psychiatrist like my papa. Like him and daddy, I will get into people's heads. I have my life planned until I'm thirty. And you? With you, does who you want to become and who you will become differ?"
"No," he answered, and the blue light illuminated his face. Mischa looked at the mole under his eye as he spoke. "I will become a doctor, just like my father."
"Because you want to help people?" she asked, shifting her gaze to the passing fish. "Because you want to follow in his footsteps?"
"Because I want to understand people's hearts."
A few hours later, Mischa was standing alone at the train station with Chishiya. He offered to be the one to walk her home.
It was cold. Mischa hid her face in the scarf and, with her fingertips, touched the orca keychain that Chishiya had given her on the way out.
"We aren't friends, Lecter," he said suddenly, and Mischa realized that throughout their acquaintance, he had been addressing her impersonally.
"I know, but I wish we were," she whispered.
She really wanted that. Especially since he had been giving her mixed signals throughout their acquaintance.
Chishiya no longer visited her on Christmas breaks or Sundays. He didn't allow them to stay alone in a room. This lasted until their senior year of high school.
They didn't see each other again until a few years later, at a medical conference in London.
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Mischa was eighteen when she realized that Papa had been playing a game with her for many years.
He wanted her to do something; he wanted her to become something. However, she didn't know what she was supposed to be. She looked more carefully at Daddy, wanting to see if he knew what Papa was doing.
Silly question.
Daddy always reads people's intentions without words.
And I wonder if someday you'll be by my side
And tell me that the world will end up alright
(Shawn Mendes – Wonder)
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enigmaticsal · 3 years
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both my layout here and lockscreen have been changed today that too AFTER MONTHS from qian kun my beloved to taecyeon my dilf....like hello new era?? :000
taecyeon out here taking over all my medias rn damn his power-
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luvring · 2 years
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— suna relationship hcs
gn!reader suna rintarou suna rintarou suna rintarou. that was me doing a bloody mary btw i'm expecting him at my door later
he likes playing with your hands, writing out words with his fingers and making you guess what they are.
if you give him a pen he Will draw on your hand (you had to make him swear to stop drawing dicks or at least cover them up after)
he gets angry at a game and you jokingly go "rin, baby, stop, look at me. this isn't you." and he deflates and laughs almost immediately. now it's just a regular thing the both of you do whenever you get frustrated and somehow it works
menace suna who steals characters from your mudae wishlist on discord. softie suna who gives them to you for free and was collecting them so no one else would
loves watching bad (horror) movies with you just so you can point out plot holes and laugh
if you'd like him to post you, he always manages to balance great photos with photos that are just a little embarrassing/humiliating
so many mirror pics. so many photos of you sleeping or candid shots of you smiling
his favourites (which have all been lockscreens) are 1. a photo of you resting your chin in his palm while smiling 2. the two of you smushing your faces next to each other laughing 3. a screenshot from a video where you kissed
has a collaborative playlist just for the two of you so you can add songs that you like/remind you of each other
he made another playlist at the beginning of your relationship just for you based on his taste, guessing, and snooping
holds your bags when you go shopping (as long as you can figure out how to hold his hand at the same time)
does uquizzes with you and makes fun of your results if they're bad. give him one that reads him to filth and now he's wondering how they figured out his biggest fear from lyrics and colours
makes a collection on tiktok solely with videos to send you
if you ever want to do your nails he's giving his opinion. he'll pay if you do his idea (perhaps contrary to some belief,, actually makes sure they look good)
the both of you switch off music duty (privilege) during road trips
there's been multiple times where you're playing monopoly or some other competitive game and he just leaves everything he has to you. "babe you can win trust me" no i can't i won't
uses those apps where you can make a widget for the other person's phone. it'll be a cute photo until it's randomly something stupid for 10 minutes then he switches it back or vice versa
uses rock paper scissors to choose who gets up for snacks when you're both on the couch and don't want to move
very clingy when he's tired. doesn't even care who sees him at that point his priority is wrapping himself around you and not letting go
rin loves it if You're clingy. you try to sneak under his arms while he's laying down on his phone? he teases you but wraps you up with him under the blanket. you're holding onto his hand or arm while you're walking around? never has he had a greater life purpose than making sure you don't bump into somebody or trip (unless he's the one tripping you)
tries harder when you come to watch him play even if he denies it when his teammates try to tease him
when you're watching their volleyball practice he says "watch this" as if he's going to do something cool but all he does is hit atsumu in the back with the ball. "what'd you think" "very skilled throw, rin" "What the hell?!"
he tries. so hard to be "more romantic" sometimes. he's (secretly) a little worried that he isn't doing enough so he asks his friends or even his sister for things he can do. he just wants to make sure you're happy being with him o(-(
^ you're the reason he'll go out of his way to do things he usually won't. if you want to sway together to a song he'll do it. if you want to sing karaoke with him he'll do it. if you told him to be nice to atsumu for 5 minutes and gave him a Look, he'd do it (atsumu better Watch out later though)
rin has a section in his closet with your clothes you've left behind at his house / the pieces you always seem to steal from him whether it's a hoodie or a hat
if you start to fall asleep next to him he gently takes your head to rest on his shoulder so you don't hurt your neck
teasingly asked for a kiss before a big game saying you were his good luck charm. now you do it every time before a game or exam without question (he does the same for you in case you were wondering)
always takes a deep breath when you start to play with his hair before leaning further into you (and closing his eyes)
will fake propose or pretend it's your birthday just so you can get congratulations and food at a restaurant
^ he got a fake cheap ring but seeing you wearing it while eating and laughing with him got rin Thinking a little bit.
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harrysmimi · 2 years
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Not A Secret Anymore
Synopsis: One where Harry is being an amazing boyfriend and dad-to-be :))
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YN was visiting her parents in US after a long time whilst her boyfriend was back on tour.
Well, she was in New York for work but her parents lived there so she went to see them.
Work has been very hectic for YN lately. Being a daughter of Millionaire was never a perk for her. Whilst she worked for her dad, in the London branch of his firm, she was given a post with most responsibilities. She had to attend the meetings and handle everything that came with looking after the projects which the firm is working on. And being pregnant wasn't easy for her as well, it came with a shit ton of throwing up and nausea in mornings.
Harry and YN met four years ago at a business party she was attending with her dad. She was still in her twelfth grade and yet to go to college, her father wanted her to know how it was like to attend business parties. It was a huge ass business party with her Dad's Japan partners. That party was insanely amazing! The food was just— chefs kiss! To be honest, at that time, YN was there just for food. Really, she was young and still didn't really had the need to know how shit works in corporate world really. But it was still very fun.
YN found it very annoying because people thought she is older than she actually is. Harry was one of those people. He was scared that he was in serious trouble that night when her dad spoke about YN's age as he was hardcore flirting with her there (she wasn't a minor or he'd behind them bars now, or at least that's what he thought). But they still worked together. Started dating half a year later after they met. He still teases YN how she was low-key fangirling seeing him at the party, not wanting to come out as annoying she had to act professional. He said he noticed his face on her lockscreen and even back cover of her phone. It was embarrassing then, but is it any better now? He still keeps teasing her.
Harry was able to keep this relationship of his very low-key and it has a bliss for him. He took her to meet his mother after a couple of months and oh god, they're best friends now! Harry feels left out when his girlfriend and his mum are hanging out and he around. With Gemma it was a little difficult for her to get used to YN as she did not kind of approve of their relationship considering she is six fucking years younger than him. But she is fine now, and good friends with YN.
It was a recent thing YN moved in with Harry as she was still in college, she did not lived in London. She recently graduated so it was there was no point in living in the city her college was.
Now, her Indian parents never approved of their daughter and her boyfriend living together before they are married. But who was going to stop YN anyway? None of them wanted to get married any time. Her parents kinda had to just roll with it now. Both of them were happy though, knowing YN is now pregnant.
Harry has been nervous, he doesn't show it much but he has been so nervous to be a dad. It was YN acting upon on baby fever convincing they have a baby together now. Harry wanted his own kids but he was nervous, and YN here is like is she have had ten kids of her own. It is usually the other way around for others. She was just thirteen weeks in her pregnancy, still have less than thirty weeks to go and he is already fucking nervous to have a human being to take care of and love.
He knew his girlfriend is in New York for work. Be was in Nashville for his show and have four days to himself before his two back to back shows at the Maddison Square Garden. He flew to New York early to go and see her.
"Hello, Mummy!" Harry greeted YN's mum who was in kitchen preparing for lunch. He was very spoilt by his girlfriend's parents really. YN's mum was excited to see him like always.
"Hey! What a surprise!" She chuckled and hugged Harry back.
"Where is YN?" Harry asked. She is usually up before eleven,  ut she was nowhere to be seen.
"She's in her room, she was throwing up a lot today. I told her to go and take a nap." YN's mum explained.
"Oh! I'll go and check on her." Harry said.
"Of course!" The lady smiled.
"You want me to take your bag, Mr. Styles?" It was Katharine, the lady who works st YN's parents' house, asked.
"Thank you, but it's just one bag. I can take it." Harry politely declined.  The lady smiled as she got back to her work. Harry went upstairs. Her bedroom door was wife open as she lied there under her blankets. He knocked leaning in to get her attention, she was busy scrolling through her phone, he bets she's on Instagram. Finally he was able to get her attention.
"Hi baby!" He walked in dropping his tote to a side and closed the door as he went to her.
"Oh my god Harry!" She exclaimed already trying to get out of bed so she can go and hug him.
"Stay there." He went to her and crawled on bed next to her. He pulled her in his arms.
"I— you were in Nashville!" She hugged him back tightly.
"I flew in early to give a surprise." He announced. "I missed you!"
"I missed you so much!" She sighed relaxing now that he is holding her close.
"You feeling good now?" He enquired.
"A little bit yeah." She nodded, "Mumma just made me eat toast and omlet again." She was complaining.
"Yeah, she told me that. You have to eat even you're going to throw up, you can't stop eating now, can you?" He pulled apart enough to look at her.
"I know, I just don't feel like eating!" She whined.
"It's okay. I saw your favourite dishes are being prepared for lunch though." Harry excitedly, she just came from kitchen. He wouldn't lie, YN's mum is an amazing cook Harry leaves before at least having one meal made by her.
"Yeah, she told me that!" YN chuckled. "How was your show last night?"
"It was amazing!" He smiled. "How is our little angel doing?" His hand was already on her tummy, she wasn't showing much, her tummy still looked normal to people who doesn't know her. But there was a tiniest bump there. And he was obsessed!
"They're doing just fine!" YN shrugged saying as a matter of fact. "I just opened Twitter to see the pictures from last night before you came in." She shared.
"Yeah? Let's cuddle and check them out together." He suggested.
"Yeah, you can go get fresh if you want. I'll go bring something for your eat." YN planned out.
"You don't need to go anywhere, just stay here. I need to wee real quick." He smiled sheepishly as he rushed to her bathroom. YN went and got them both some snacks anyway and a black coffee for Harry.
"I told you not to—"
"It's okay!" She shut the door with her foot as her hands were occupied with a tray of goodies.
It was very entertaining to watch YN going crazy over pictures and videos from last night of him performing. She was obsessing over the blue flowery button down he was wearing.
"You still have this? Please tell me you still have the shirt!" YN exclaimed.
"Yeah, I have the shirt." Harry chuckled knowing that's going to be gone from his wordrobe soon.
"Can I wear it?" She asked sweetly, leaning onto him.
"I know you're going to take it anyway so yeah, of course you can wear it baby!" He placed a kiss on her forehead. "You want to go out tomorrow to this music festival?"
"Who is performing?" She asked.
"I don't remember many, I am sure your favourite Billie's brother is going to be performing there." He said.
"Finneas?" YN was shocked.
"Yup!"
"Then were going!" YN hugged him out of excitement.
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YN and Harry always had a lot of fun with their outings. It was always usually Harry planning out their outings and their trips, YN really sucked at that because she hardly liked to get out of the comfort of her home. This was the first ever music festival she was attending, few of her favourite artists were performing there
Looked like Harry had the entire day planned out. People never bothered Harry unless it was planned and he had to make paparazzi appearances. Harry thoroughly enjoyed himself that way. He took YN to the food stalls, he was a little hungry okay!
"You enjoying you day, love?" He enquired now that they are seated at a table.
"Very much! Thank you for taking me out today!" She smiled.
"Of course darling!" He pulled his chair closer to hers so that he could lean in and kiss her cheek. "I love you so much."
"I love you so much too Hazza." YN leaned on her side on his chest resting her head on his shoulder. She felt his hand creeping up to her tummy over the hoodie, which looked like she was wrapped up in a blanket because of how oversized and comfy it looked. (Harry might have stolen it from her a couple of time before like she steals his clothes).
"Harry stop we're in public!" She scolded him. "At a music festival."
"So what baby? I don't care if anyone sees us really." He sighed with a sweet smile on his face. None of them were fans of PDA but Harry was being extra touchy-touchy today with her, she wasn't complaining though. Who would complain about their boyfriend giving them the attention?
"Can I have a kiss, please?" He asked, for a split second he looked around. No one was giving a fuck about them both so it was nice!
"Yes!" She nodded. He leaned forward and pecked her lips gently.
"Did you finish reading the book you got?" He asked.
"Oh, I haven't made past page five." YN grinned sheepishly. "Come on, it's a diary of a poor thirteen year old. I feel like I'm invading her privacy." She explained herself when Harry started laughing. She wanted to start to read so he doesn't think she's a dumbo because he likes to read. He recommended the Diary Of Young Girl by Anne Frank because it was easy read.
"It's okay baby. You don't have to read it if you want to. I still don't think you're dumbo for not reading." He assured her taking a bite of his hot dog.
"I am still going to read it though, might take me a couple of months to finish it. Feels like her and I would be besties if I were born in her time or vise versa." YN sipped on some sugary drink she got.
"I bet!" He agreed.
"Harry!" A few squealing girls approached their table. "We are so extremely sorry to disturb you." That girl started. YN was about up and go somewhere else for a little while like always she hated to be all over social media, but Harry was holding her hand tightly with his fingers laced with hers under the table.
"Awh! Thank you so much!" Harry said.
"Do you mind if we take a picture?" The other girl asked. Harry looked like he was contemplating to say no but YN gave his hand a squeeze. She didn't wanted him to disappoint his fans it happened super rarely when they were out together that his fans would approach him. YN felt lucky no one gave a shit about her on the social media and she does not have any of her pictures circulating all over the internet with Harry. He would usually politely declined, which YN doesn't have a say on much. He have full rights to his own privacy as an individual so she doesn't say anything about it.
"Of course!" He agreed.
The girls looked at YN for a second. Her heart beat picked up it's pace to one faster. She have encountered his fans, she always found his fans scary as hell. Especially on social media!
"Would you mind taking the pictures for us?" The blonde asked politely.
"Yeah sure." YN agreed hesitantly, she didn't mind though. It was just the first time for her. She took her boyfriend's pictures with his fans on their phones.
"Oh my god, I love your hoodie!" The other blonde started talking to YN whilst the other one gave Harry a pen her diary to sign it for her.
"Awh! Thank you! You have pretty hair." YN really liked the girls hair, the rainbow on the ends of her blonde hair was just pretty. She had sparkly tinsels in her hair as well.
"Thank you so much. Do you mind telling me where you get the hoodie from?"
"Oh, I am sorry, I don't know where it's from. I got it from a second hand shop." YN smiled awkwardly. God she needs to learn to social out side her professional world!
"Oh it's fine. It was nice meeting you." She shook hands with YN and left with her friend.
"Looked like you both were both Besties." Harry commented sitting back down on his chair after YN did.
"She was asking where I this hoodie from." YN still had her cheeks flushed red from the encounter. She felt so awkward. She literally looked like she rolled out of her bed. Not wanting to put an effort into dressing up for the music festival was something she was regretting. She had a blanket hoodie on, with rainbow heart on it, a pair of black leggings and white sneakers Harry got her Just 'cause.
"Why are you embarrassed baby, it's fine." He wrapped his arm around her neck to comfort her.
"I look like I just rolled out of bed!" She whined, and blamed her pregnancy hormones for feeling insecure all the time.
"You still look pretty though. Prettiest infact!" He kissed her temple. "You can dance freely in this outfit."
She chuckled, "I love you so much, Harry!"
"I love you more babe!" He kissed her lips again, with his hand rested behind her neck.
"Okay, no kisses until we get back to your hotel now Harry. You fans just approached you. Please?" YN was very self-conscious of being in spot light. It had happened just once and the articles called her a "just a friend" of Harry.
Also, they were staying at Harry's hotel. He felt a little weird staying over at her parents. It was like they were invading her parents privacy for him, even though they have said multiple times they don't mind both of them staying over at their house. At it was disrespectful (in Harry's opinion) for him to be having sex with his girlfriend at her parents place. For god's sake he is grown ass man it felt weird to him now, it shouldn't, but did it... He couldn't keep it in his pants when he was around his girlfriend, yeah, that would be the reason why he wanted them both to stay over at his hotel room.
"One last kiss and I'll stop." He demanded. YN just shook her head complying to his demands with kiss on his lips.
"God, I can't believe we have to wait twenty-nine weeks now to hold our baby!" He sighed holding her close to him again. "Thank you!"
"For what Hazza?" YN asked.
"You're about to make me a father!" He announced to her. "I have always wanted kids and you're making it happen baby. Thank you so, so, so, so fucking much!"
"Aw Harry! It would be happening without you." She chuckled.
"I know, but you're growing them from scratch inside of you." He smirks cheekily, "My job was done that night."
"Oh god!" YN sighed rolling her eyes. "I love you!"
"I love you more!" He reciprocated.
"Oh my god did you hear that?" YN heard rhe announcement of Finneas taking over the stage. "I don't want to miss this! Let's go!" She got up and dragged Harry along with her.
"I wish you'd be this excited my concerts." He said dramatically wiping off his non-existing tears.
"Oh stop it! How many concerts I have attended of yours?" YN kept a hold on his hand with her fingers laced with his.
"I can count on my fingers!" He said holding out five digits of his vacant hand, closing and opening hand two times to tell her that she's been only ten of his shows since they have started dating. He doesn't blame her, she was in college and now she have a full time job, she is slowly taking over her dad's business as he is retiring. Handling a whole company is really like looking after a child, like it is really said a company is like an artificial person made by law. It sounds very freaking tiring so deal with so many things. Which Harry finds very stressful and he doesn't know how she does it, but she loves her job that's all that matters.
"I— you want me to quit my job and follow you around like a PR girlfriend to every show?" She got offended.
"I am just kidding baby!" He wrapped his arms around her middle from behind. "But I want you to to come to my show tomorrow with your family. I'd really love to have you there whilst I perform. Please?"
"I'd love that!" YN enjoyed his shows not just because he is her boyfriend but also because he is a great performer.
"Yeah? You can watch the show from VIP booth. I'll have it cleared up for you baby, how does that sound?"
"I—" YN smiled sheepishly, she already had a pretty fucked up pregnancy brain. She forgot she got Pit tickets for her and her parents and her brother to his show and she was going to surprise him with that, going to his show without his knowledge. She did that one time and he was so happy to see her in the pit dancing with his fans. No one suspected anything. After the show she told him how his fans thought he had gotten a concert crush on her as to how much he kept staring at her. She even posted him on her story that day.
"Hmm, what love?" He enquired.
"I already might have gotten the cherry pit tickets and I ruined my own surprise." She smiled sheepishly. Harry giggled awing.
"It's okay, baby I'll act surprised for you yeah?" He teased, leaning in closer to her face. He was teasing her, not kissing her. She got frustrated and kiss him herself, pressed one small peck on his lip. Harry pulled away with his weirdly adorable big smile teasing her making her blush.
"You're so cute!" He commented pulling her close to him. He was being real adorable and touchy-touchy and lovey-dovey today.
Later that day, they went to this cafe because Harry wanted to get coffee. YN never drank coffee so she didn't get anything as the place solely served caffeinated drinks. YN saw a few flashes going off when Harry was ordered his coffee inside. YN saw ten paparazzi people out there taking pictures of them, not even bothering to be sneaky.
"Harry did you know there would be paparazzi here?" YN tugged on his sleeve two times.
"Hmm?" He didn't listen to her as he was reading the menu trying to find something she can have.
"There are paps outside." She pulled up her hood over her head. Paparazzi scared her. Though she never had an encounter with them but she was scared.
"I— what are they doing here?" He was confused himself. "Can please you go and sit at the table by the wall, baby?" He asked. YN hummed and went to the side where she wouldn't be seen.
Harry ordered YN her favourite muffin which this cafe served. He waited by the table where YN was calling Jeff. The paparazzi weren't called and they had no idea who gave them the tip. Luckily Harry parked his car just by the cafe.
"You want to wait for a while or should we leave immediately love?" He asked.
"How are you so calm? They're taking your pictures and shouting for you." YN started panicking.
"Hey, hey, I don't want to panic baby. It's okay, yeah? I'm with you, won't let anything happen to you yeah?" He assured her.
YN was close to starting to shake. It was very new experience for her, those fuckers don't care about Celebrities, she worried about something happening to their baby if they happen to get out of there. Usually called paparazzi are more lenient and try to act sneaky these were not being sneaky at all, it was completely opposite of being sneaky!
"You kids can wait here for as long as you want." The lady who owned the cafe came to the table with Harry's order.
"Oh, thank you so much." Harry smiled at the kind middle aged lady. She nodded and left.
"Hey, YN! Don't cry it's alright?" Harry hugged her to comfort her.
"I— I am sorry, I don't mean to cry." She mumbled against the fabric of his hoodie over his chest.
"No, it's okay. I promise. Will get you back home yeah? We can go to your parents place it's closer from here." He suggested, "you want to call them and ask if they're home?"
"Mummy is home always." She told him sniffling.
"Yeah? Let's get out of here then. Try not to give them any attention if they ask you anything, okay?"
"Yeah." She nodded.
"I love you." He reminded her with a kiss on her lips.
"I love you!" She reciprocated.
Harry didn't think it would be great idea to carry his coffe with him out. He popped a hundred dollar bill in the tip jar by the cash counter and apologised to the lady for leaving the muffin and his coffee untouched there. The lady was very understanding.
Harry literally had to escort her out of there. There were more people than he expected, both fans and Paparazzi there. His fans were asking for pictures with him, usually he'd stop for a second and take a selfie but his girlfriend was scared right now of all this ruckus. He had his arm wrapped YN's waist guiding her through the crowd. He luckily found a mask in his hoodie, he handed that to YN. It wasn't ideal for any of them to be sharing same mask like that but he knows how much YN hates to have her face all over the internet. He remembered her talking about the few people screaming names at her when she was leaving the restaurant in LA after her business meeting with her clients. She lost the deal and she was so upset as her dream project was delayed because of that. After that people just forgot about her and everything went back to normal for her again. YN winced feeling a hard tug on her arm by the screaming fans, she was almost pulled back and fell on her face but Harry had a grip on her.
"Hey, hey, please don't!" Harry couldn't help snap there. "You alright baby?" YN just nodded in yes. Now he was scared. He quickly opened the door to the passenger seat and letting YN get in.
"Lock the door." He told her and shut the door. Once he made sure her door was locked he scurried his way from the from his car and got in drivers seat. He pulled out of the parking lot and drove away fast once he was in clear that he won't be running over anyone. He had to stop at the red light. No one was following them luckily.
"Hey, baby it's okay! You're safe now!" He rubbed her back with his vacant hand soothingly. That tug really scared the shit of her as she was about to fall down. Luckily Harry had a firm hold on her. She had to be extra careful just for the sake of baby's health.
"Our angel is fine too darling." He assured her, "you feeling alright?"
"Hmm, just a little shaken by what happened." She nodded with tears threatening in her waterline to slip out again.
"Don't cry, baby I'm here with you." There was still time for the red light to clear up, he slip off his seat belt to lean over the centre console just so he can press a kiss to her forehead.
"Can you hold my hand please?" She asked, he held her hand lacing their fingers together.
"These fuckers!" Harry saw two people now being sneaky taking pictures from the car in front. "It's okay we'll go to hotel, don't want your parents address to be all over the internet as well."
"Mhmm!" YN nodded.
He just drove back to their hotel not wanting to bother her parents in mid afternoon, and disclose their address as paparazzi were following him in a car in front. He played the playlist he made with all of her favourite songs on the way.
YN was having an amazing day but it was ruined. But her boyfriend tried to make it easy for her. They watched her favourite murder documentary and cuddled after a long warm bath and just stayed in hotel for the entire night.
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Twitter
harrymylove : apparently harry is dating someone!!! DAFUCK?
32 replies  78 retweets   297 likes
*quote tweet Daily Mail article*
randomuser : oh! Shut the fuck up with kindness. This is another PR stunt!
valentina : SHE'S MY BOSS! MY BOSS IS DATING HARRY STYLES! OH MY GOD! DO YOU HEAR ME SCREAMING?!?!!! THAT'S MY BOSS!
HarrysKiwiBaby : valentina you sure you aren't going to get in trouble after tweeting that is your boss? 👀
valentina ; HarrysKiwiBaby OH FUCK! But I seriously didn't know my boss is dating Harry freaking Styles! I'm gonna cry, because that's the closest I'll get to him! 😭
bananarry : STOP! Why is her race and nationality mentioned in the article? Dafuck you racist fuckers? # canceldailymail
ThatHarrie : bananarry IKR! That pissed me off so much!
BabeCoucou : STOP! They were so freaking cute! They were at this music festival yesterday. She is so freaking sweet! Took pictures of me and my girlfriend with Harry! I'm going to cry! Finally he found someone! 😩
KaylieSksk : BabeCoucou you said she took pictures of you with Harry? 💀 Harry you savage fucker! This is yet another PR Stunt!
BabeCoucou : KaylieSksk wot? She isn't a celebrity for fucks sake. SHE DOESN'T WORK IN HOLLYWOOD. If you don't know her, she is well established business woman. And someone did mentioned she is their boss. Go get some help.
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Article
Daily Mail
Harry Styles spotted on a date with mystery girl at Music festival
Watermelon Sugar singer was spotted at the music festival with a mystery girl.
Singer, 27, is on tour with his thrid album out. The "Falling" singer last had his concert in Nashville two days before his outing with the Mystery girl.
The sources informed Daily mail that the former One Direction member looked "love drunk" with this girl.
Sources who were at the festival also told Daily Mail that this girl appeared to be South East Asian. The Adore You singer is dating a non-celebrity brown girl from India. Caught up all lovey-dovey by the food stall at the festival.
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YN had to cancel the plans to go to Harry's show that night. For two reasons, One, she had a last minute meeting to attend and two, Harry wanted her to be safe. He can always have at his shows whenever he wants
It was too much for YN. She was reading articles and still didn't know who gave paparazzi the tip. But Harry was on a call with his manager. She was at the venue visiting him before she went to her meeting. He just got off stage after his sound check.
"We don't know who gave the tip to the paparazzi. Don't read those!" He took her phone away watching her get visibly upset. "Come here!" He pulled her in a bear hug.
"What happens now?" She asked.
"Well, it's not a secret anymore." He breathed, "I can just confirm it in next interview. Only if you're comfortable though."
"What's wrong love?" He cooed seeing she's still upset.
"Nothing..." She shook her head.
"Come on, be honest. Is anything bothering you? Did you read hate comments on twitter?" Harry enquired.
"No, most of your fans are really sweet and nice. But umm... I just don't like how pictures from yesterday are circulating everywhere." She cuddled into him as she explained.
"I am sorry baby. I don't know how have those taken down, the best we can do is just try to ignore it the best we can, yeah?"
"Mhmm!" She hummed nodding.
She have grown a thick skin working in corporate world now that hate and bad criticism doesn't bother her that much. All she didn't liked was her pictures being everywhere now. Of course it would come with dating a pop star, but her privacy is going to be fucked up. This affected her work last time. She doesn't want that to happen this time around as well.
"I love you!" He reminded her, "so much!"
"I love you more!" She reciprocated.
"I'll try and talk to my PR team yeah? We can see if they can do anything to take those down." He assured her refering to the paparazzi pictures.
"Hmm thank you."
"Anything for you darling." He smiled nuzzling his face into her hair.
"I have go to the meeting now." She told him.
"I can drive you if you'd like YN." Jeff offered.
YN and Harry were in the green room where rest of the band was there too, getting ready stuff. They were just standing in a corner.
"Yes, please!" Harry sighed in relief, "thank you!"
"I can go, my dad is with me. But thank you for the offer Jeff." YN smiled. "Papa is going to the meeting with me don't worry, he'll be picking me up in a few."
"Alright, see you tonight yeah?" Harry kissed her forehead. "Go ahead and have you dinner, please don't wait for me like you do, okay?"
"Yeah, I will." YN nodded.
"Oh, YN your dad was coming to pick you up?" Jeff asked, he was on a call.
"Yeah." YN nodded.
"Oh okay. Just recieved a call from security head that your dad is here, I'll ask them to let him in." Jeff explained as he went out to get her dad.
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In a few hours Harry was on the stage, on this second song he walked down to the stage B singing. The man was finally provided with a wireless mic!
He saw YN there dancing away with her elder brother and mother on Adore You in VIP pit section. His mum and sister were there too! He stopped waiting to get YN's attention. He laughed when her brother hit the back of her head and pointed at the stage, she was in her own world dancing to her favorite song by her boyfriend. Harry loved YN and her brother's bond. He waved at her with his iconic open mouth smiled. She waved back, obviously.
"I'd walk through fire for you, just let me adore you. Oh honey!" He waved at her again as he ran main stage again.
YN got off meeting early so she called Jeff to see if she can still go to see her boyfriend perform. Jeff went to make sure her and her family was sent it. YN was so happy to see Anne and Gemma there too!
Harry was constantly looking over to where his family was. Watching his girlfriend, her brother and his wife, and Gemma making a circle to dance in true Indian fashion. YN, her brother and his wife were teaching Gemma a few steps as they danced together making their own choreography. YN was very entertaining some time with her weird and adorable antiques.
"Hey!" She complained seeing Harry mock her dancing from the stage. YN was actually a really good dancer, she took professional classes until she got into college. She was offended very easily. He was just teasing her, for some reason he liked to annoy her some times.
"YN, how are you feeling?" Anne finally got to talk to YN as Harry was busy joking around with his fans in the audience on the other side of the stage.
"I'm really good. Thank you." YN smiled when Anne rested her hand on her tiny bump.
"That's good, Harry was saying you're morning sickness is getting worse. Did you talk to your doctor?" She enquired.
"Haven't got to do that. My doctor is in London." YN explained. "I'll be going back tomorrow so I'll make sure to get an appointment."
"Oh you're going back tomorrow? We can go together." Gemma said.
"Sure!" YN agreed. Anne was going to stay for a other day and spend time with her boy and Gemma had some work so she have to go, she explained. The ladies were too busy talking to pay attention to Harry. He was actually singing the last song.
"YN!" Her brother's wife called her, and gestured at the stage. YN almost had a heart attack.
He changed up the lyrics of Kiwi from I'm having your baby to I'm having a baby as he danced around. (Even the band seemed excited about it as all of them screamed Aye louder than it's actually supposed to be.) His iconic feet stomping dance with his head thrown back. YN now felt gazes on her. Both of them were planning to announce their pregnancy some time soon, that would lead their relationship to be public as well. But it was all planned out how YN would have all her dear privacy. They both lived in London and people are very respectful there. Also, Harry have restraining orders on the major paparazzi there so they were both very safe there. Even their unborn baby. Harry wanted to keep it a secret until last two months. And YN did not expect him announce it like that!
Harry did his whale ending the show. He blew kisses to fans. His family was being escorted to back stage as Harry was getting down the stage.
Harry being Harry (dramatic) he grabbed YN's hand and ran behind the curtain dragging her with him. That is going to make such an inappropriate buzz! Why is he weird like that?
"Harry, why are you like this?" YN said panting as she just ran with him.
"I don't know!" He shrugged as he started making his way back to the green room. They could hear their family laughing and talking behind.
"Hey!" YN complained grabbing fist of his shirt to steady herself as he draped his heavy arm around her neck, pulling her close to him and planting a kiss to her head. "You're sweaty!"
"Let's shower together then, you're sweaty too!" He proposed.
"Stop it! Our parents are right behind." She hit him gently.
"Like they don't know what we do. You're pregnant baby!" He pointed out making her blush.
"I thought you wanted to keep it a secret." YN pointed out.
"It's not a secret now. But technically it is." He contemplated his answer making her chuckle.
She kept both her hands on her tiny bump over her oversized sweater (which she stole from Harry) and smiled. She's going to be a Mum soon!
Harry found her really adorable, kept his hand on hers.
She's really going to be having his baby and it is going to be his business!
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dr4kenlvr · 3 years
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MY BABY’S AN ID♡L !! (2)
pairing: hakkai shiba, kakucho hitto, izana kurokawa x fem!reader
genre: fluff
request: Heyyy i love your account sm, may i request one with the tr boy and their s/o is from a girlgroup and is the main vocalist (yk like they can hit high notes smth) i rlly loved the main rapper one 🙈🙈
a/n: thanks for requesting! and for the freedom in choice of characters! im v happy you enjoyed my rapper one (pt 2 coming soon shh..). ps. the difference between how i write kakucho and hakkai is killing me help
part 1 / part 3
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HAKKAI:
he is.. going insane
he wants hesitates to put you as his lockscreen because it's mitsuya- but in the end he does it because mitsuya yelled at him
"why would you choose me over your own girlfriend??"
"i don't know taka-chan, stop yelling please!!"
anyways, like i said, he is going insane
because he thinks you're so hot and cute and- just everything good
watches your live shows and squeals when you hit that perfect note, or bust out that powerful voice
"WAHH!!! Y/N IS SO COOL!!"
often caught listening to your solo tracks, especially when you're busy and can't be with him as often
can not dance for his life but he knows that one move from that one verse of yours LMAOOO
yuzuha secretly films him dancing to your songs and sends them to you LMAOOO
"wHY YUZUHA!"
buys your albums, and if he pulls ur photocard, you better believe he's putting that shit at the back of his phone HELPPPP
sends you photos of himself with kissy faces and it's captioned with "good luck today!" or "drinks lots of water <3" or "miss you baby"
he's such a dork, but that's his best trait <3
KAKUCHO:
kakucho is really happy for you, to get out there and live your dream the way he's always wished you could
i dont really see kakucho as someone who listens to music that much, but that doesn't mean he doesn't support you and your group
he softly smiles at your group's instagram, eyes twinkling when he sees your bright smile, holding your groups award with such happiness
he makes sure to comment on each and every post, giggling when you heart it
when he does listen to your songs (usually at night, while he's trying to sleep), the moment your voice spills through the quiet volume of his earphones, he can't help but feel his heart beat quicken
he gets really flustered at the effect you have on him
when he gets to see you in person, he's reserved and quiet until you're both behind closed doors
constant kisses peppered all over you and he'll have you in his arms all night
makes up for lost time by binging your guy's fav shows, pigging out on food and just simply being in one another's presense
gahh he loves you so much
IZANA:
him.
god- he's so- he's very much in love with you
gets super giddy when he watches your videos, whether that's concert clips, music videos, interview clips, insta stories, anything!!
and he is extremely impressed at your talent!! your voice control is everything, it's so breathtaking to him
izana's super attentive to your health, and ensures you're well rested days prior before any sort of event
he really misses you when you're gone
he has you set as his home and lockscreen, and constantly catches himself longing for a text from you
but he knows you're busy- and that's okay! he wants you to do well in your career <3
he'll send you little photos of himself and the crew- while you send pics of you and your group- just updating each other on your lives while you're so far apart
he has a folder in his gallery under your name and it's filled LMAO
izana is so so proud of your group when you get your first win, he knows how much you've been dreaming and working hard for this very moment
your huge smile has him fawning on the other side of the world
but nothing will break the connection you two have, not distance, not anything <3
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taglist: @dai-tsukki-desu @faetarou (message or send an ask to be added)
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dilucids · 3 years
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤCelebrity crush, Genshin boys idol! au
admitting you're their celebrity crush and their reaction to your reaction
includes: kaeya, diluc, zhongli and xiao
( can't stop thinking about idol! au genshin. any type of celebrity but it's hinted that you're a singer in xiao's. )
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 KAEYA ALBERICH ━━ FROSTWIND SWORDSMAN 〕
━━ this man is sooooo fucking slick with it.
━━ he'll slyly bring it up in an interview or a live with a smirk on his face and then act as if it never happened when someone questions him.
━━ his members just stares at him when he brings you up, knowing, that beneath that sly persona and nonchalant act, there was millions pounds worth of fan merchandise in his room.
━━ he would evade the subject and if it's an interview, the host would have to pry answers from his members instead as he sits there proudly with a smile on his face as his members tell his fan behaviour instead of him.
━━ in a live, he would somehow convince his fans they were hallucinating but someone would post the clip and everyone would just go ballistic, it'd be one of those "top ten things i can't believe kaeya managed to get away with: gaslighting his fans into believing they were crazy."
"Who's your favourite celebrity?" Kaeya reads out from the comments passing quickly through his Instagram live, he pretends to think. A smile forms on his face when he 'decides' on an answer, "probably [Name]."
He watches the comments speed through even quicker before changing the subject, dropping the matter as if it never happened. His fans are all freaking out though, wanting to get more details on his crush on the celebrity but Kaeya ignores all comments about the subject. They never die down though, only ending when Kaeya himself ends the live.
━━ you may have ended on the same show some time after him and the host brings it up ( 100% planned for views ).
━━ it makes you smile because you've already been informed about this topic by your fans and kaeya's.
━━ you'd end up thanking kaeya for the support and say that you've also been lowkey a fan of his group but you've never openly stated that to anyone.
━━ his fans and your fans immediately get to work and start tagging kaeya's insta/twitter, group and personal, under the clip of you shyly admitting you're a fan of his also and he goes mental.
━━ probably sits there watching the entire interview with a huge smile on his face, and it doesn't leave, not even after he finishes the interview ( bonus: diluc is very disturbed ).
━━ HUGE ego boost for the rest of the day. kaeya's normally very confident but he's extra confident, like starts strutting around like he's the shit and even had the balls to nod his head at diluc as if to say "what's up" with the largest shit eating grin on his face.
━━ diluc definitely thought he was picking a fight.
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 DILUC RAGNVINDR ━━ DARKNIGHT HERO 〕
━━ more likely to come from one of his members than him.
━━ or he'd be very smooth with it, and brings it up rather subtly. it'd be a small "oh, i ingest their content and enjoy it" and he'd just continue about his day
━━ and his fans will still go insane because diluc actually enjoying something seems weird, especially another celebrity's work
━━ this would obviously reach you, who was an open fan of his group, and you'd freak out when you see it but wouldn't bring it up because he only said he enjoyed your work, not he was a fan.
━━ would definitely get questioned if he was being interviewed on a talk show, he wouldn't evade the question.
━━ he doesn't really see a point in lying, so he simply shrugs and tells the host that he is a fan and owns some merchandise.
"Diluc, a few fans are curious about your statement the other day," the host redirects the questions to Diluc, who raises an eyebrow. "Is it true that you're a fan of [Name]?"
The question makes his heart pick up a little, he leans back on his chair and clears his throat, composing himself before nodding. "I am a fan," the host seems happy by his response. The conversation continues to steer in this direction, asking Diluc if he had attended any fan meetings or merchandise, how he would feel if you two collaborated for a project and then finally ending once the host asks other members if they were fans of anyone.
━━ he thinks nothing of it, continuing with his day as usual but when he gets mentioned by your twitter? the man loses his shit.
━━ he sits there staring at his screen like he was hallucinating and literally tunes everything else out, staring at your little: "i'd love to work with you too!" message with a small smiley face at the end.
━━ he checks the account multiple times just in case it was one of his fans trolling him but clicking on the @ takes him back to your account so he gives in at some point
━━ he types out a normal, professional "thank you, i hope a time comes when we can collaborate" and "i look forward to more of your works" but he's still losing his shit.
━━ stays in his mind for at least a week.
━━ fans always bring up the fact that y'all never did end up collaborating.
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 ZHONGLI ━━ VAGO MUNDO 〕
━━ the public is very aware.
━━ he's never made an attempt to hide how he is a fan, not even the massive poster in his room or the little keychain that he hangs on his bag nor the red eyeliner belonging to a makeup brand that you became a brand embassador for, also now one of his favourite brands.
━━ so no one is really surprised when he talks about you or your upcoming work, what is kinda surprising is when he straight up says that he says you're his ideal type.
━━ not because it's shocking that you'd be anyone's ideal type but because they didn't expect the out of the blue question from host and it's even more mind boggling when the man doesn't even stutter nor even think before just saying your name.
━━ members are sat beside him literally losing their shit in both negative ( scandals and shit ) and positive ( it's fucking hilarious ) ways as he just blinks.
━━ he doesn't even look the slightest bit worried as he stares dead straight through the host's head.
━━ obviously scandals emerge, there are positive and negative reactions. some people suddenly realise how good you two would look together and others are mad you "stole" their man because we have delulus in all fandoms.
"So Zhongli," the host starts before clearing his throat, obviously a tad uncomfortable under the eldest member's sudden gaze, "who is your ideal type?" The members also seem curious, as they stop their interactions, staring over at their unusually emotionless member.
One member laughs, waving the question off as a joke and as a way to avoid any possible scandals, knowing that Zhongli wouldn't filter his words due to his lacking understanding of social cues. "C'mon, there's no way that he has an id━━"
"If I had to say, then [Name] suits my preferences." The member who tried to wave it off blinks, staring at Zhongli like he just murdered someone and other members laugh. The host seems pleasantly surprised, peering at the camera with a raised eyebrow and a certain look on his face. The entire studio never gets over it.
━━ it's brought to your attention on twitter because twitter is usually where shit goes down.
━━ you've always been aware that zhongli has been a fan but you've never been able to speak up about it due to your management.
━━ luckily for you, your contract with your previous strict company had ended just a while ago and under your new management, you were more free to do whatever you wanted.
━━ so obviously, you quote tweet the video, tag his account and say in a jokingly way that he should take you out on a date first.
━━ he doesn't publicly reply to your tweet because he already got in trouble with his management for answering such a risky question anyways and your tweet is a little too suggestive.
━━ but he also wants you to know he has seen the tweet. so his solution? to slip into your dms.
━━ and all of a sudden, the next time you're both seen together, you're besties? so people started connecting dots and shit, were they good at connecting them. moral of the story: never underestimate zhongli fans because collectively, they may be able to beat zhongli in an iq test.
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ〔 XIAO ━━ CONQUEROR OF DEMONS 〕
━━ best believe this man got death threated or held at gunpoint into admitting you're his celebrity crush.
━━ or he didn't do it at all and his members confessed for him just to tease him.
━━ happens on a group live, members are just vibing.
━━ xiao is sat in the back somewhere, scrolling through his phone with his earphones in so he doesn't notice his members shifting the camera to him or jumps onto him whilst holding the camera.
━━ when he does notice though, he takes out his earbud and your song just blARES through his earphone and it's fucking loud.
━━ he immediately turns it down but his fellow member already has this shit eating grin on his face and jumps onto xiao, successfully grabbing his phone and showing the live of 100k+ people.
━━ his homescreen is one of those "boyfriend/girlfriend/partner material" lockscreens of you and it shows that your song had been playing.
━━ xiao literally attacks his members and grabs his phone back, walking off to escape the embarrassment but can hear the echoing laughter as he walks down the hallway and slams his door closed.
Xiao lets out a sudden 'oompf' when his members glomps right ontop of him, grinning widely as they held up a camera to show off themselves and Xiao. Glancing at the camera, Xiao takes off an earbud, freezing when a loud upbeat tune echoes throughout the open area. Xiao ignores the feeling of his face heating up and turns down the song, ignoring the obvious gleeful stare of his member.
Almost on instinct, he moves his phone away but curse his parents for their genes because all it takes is a little stretching for his member to have his greasy fingers all over his phone, ripping it out of his hands and immediately running away to shield themselves from the wrath of all 5" and a bit of Xiao. When they deem it safe, they click on the home button of the screen, grinning amused at the homescreen.
"Look at fanboy Xiao!" And just like that, Xiao's cold demeanour had been shatteres infront of a plethora of people.
━━ you find it one of the most endearing things ever.
━━ literally how could you not? you find pride in yourself to have such a popular member of an idol group enjoy your work and it helps gain a little more confidence in yourself.
━━ it's brought up on a talk show kinda casually where the host is one of your friends so they are slightly teasing you for it all the whilst remaining on the professional side.
━━ and it's obvious to say that you're embarrassed by the way you chuckle and mess with your fingers and hair, but you hold yourself together anyways and manage a sweet "thank you for the support" to xiao when the host asks if you wanted to say something in case he was watching.
━━ and the very next day, on xiao's official instagram, he has a signed album and poster of yours, tagged and everything.
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