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mustangs-flames · 1 month
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Very important that I tell you I have a scene planned in HTB where Eve introduces mimic!Cesar to the concept of wearing makeup and she essentially becomes the reason he wears dark eyeshadow from then on
I love their friendship so so much
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snowcoffeee · 6 months
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I snooped around and sees the topic about your fic going to be dust only or poly and would like to respectfully tell my opinion on it! I personally would like to see dust to be the only romantic partner, the guy deserved it aaaaaand the fact the other guys can't have her since she's dust's human are just delicious delicious little angst. Buut much like the others, no matter what route you'll take I'll be here til the very end because I love your writing nevertheless
Thank you for sharing your opinion, it's super helpful to know what others think! ^^ Dust has definitely worked for it and deserves a boatload of affection in return (which he'll get eventually hehehe).
I've already been playing around with the plot and trying to push some events left and right to see how much room I have for some changes. And apparently... not so much. Otherwise, it would mess up the balance, and some things would progress way too slowly. There are about one or two 'half-blank' chapters I could use to possibly turn things around and make this into a poly. I have a couple of vague ideas, I'm just not sure if it would feel rushed or not.
There's also the issue of finding an explanation for Dust changing his mind and completely letting go of being the only one. Sharing with someone like Killer, who hasn't done nearly as much to get close to Reader (plus the fact that he doesn't exactly trust leaving her alone with him) would be a bit difficult to simply overlook.
The bond between Dust and Reader is strengthening every day, and while (a lot of) cats are still not out of the bag, that superglue between their souls is inevitably drying and keeping them together— and in one piece. While what she has with the others still runs deep and is genuine, her relationship with Dust feels like it's on a different level (?) A bit more intimate (??) How can the others be given the same level of treatment if what they have is so powerful? There are so many questions :')
On the other hand, yeahhh, it'd be so much serotonin for my brain haha. Because, let's be honest, they all love Reader very much.
And thank you for staying and reading, it really warms my heart!! <33
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avengers-rule103 · 1 year
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Rating the songs from RUSH! because everyone's doing it, it looks like fun, and i'm a sheep 🤷‍♀️
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OWN MY MIND: 10/10 starting off with an absolute banger!!! something i love about måneskin is that sooo many of their songs have such amazing and strong energy and feeling behind them that you just want to scream them out and this is one of those!!
GOSSIP: 7/10 I do really like this song, the chorus has been stuck in my head since i first heard it which is always a great sign, but now that we have the rest of the album it's definitely a tad lower on my list.
TIMEZONE: 10/10 okay here's the thing, i fully understand that this song is talking about his girlfriend and being back in italy with her... i get it. buuut i live in australia soo the whole "the only thing that keeps us apart is a diffeent timezone" really struck cause like... it's true... kind of lol.
BLA BLA BLA: 5/10 i'm sorryyyyy!! i get this song is supposed to be funny, i get it, i swear, buut it's just not for me. i'm gonna keep listening to it in the hopes it'll grow on me but for right now... yeah.
BABY SAID: 9/10 i love this song, i love what it's about, i love that it's so clear he's trying to get to know her better and she is just not having it because they do not want the same thing, it's really well done and a very relatable experience!
GASOLINE: 10/10 i listened to this song many many many times through live performances and the entire time i've been so curious and excited for what the studio version was gonna sound like and i was so not disappointed at all. this is another song that you just want to scream and put your entire chest into it. love it!
FEEL: 9/10 this song is sexy af to me, it makes me want to... do.... things *cough cough* blue jeans and leather look great on people, but there really are some people where that shit just looks better on the floor, ya know?
DON'T WANNA SLEEP: 10/10 because I RELATE TO THIS SO FUCKING HARD OH MY GOD. another absolute banger!
KOOL KIDS: 4/10 how many of y'all absolutely hate me right now? this song just isn't for me, like with bla bla bla i'm gonna keep listening to it in the hopes it'll grow on me but if i'm being honest... i don't think it is.
IF NOT FOR YOU: 10/10 i'm a ballad hoe my guys, and this song is beautiful. it's so fucking beautiful. if someone wrote a song like this about me i would cry and melt and just never ever be the same again.
READ YOUR DIARY: 6/10: it's fun, it's a bop, but it's not a fave, i don't have much else to say about it tbh.
MARK CHAPMAN: 7/10 i can't reeally rate this one or any of the songs in italian fairly because i don't speak a word of italian, i know it's about a celebrity and a stalker from the little "storyline" at the bottom of spotify and that's it, the instruments were fun, it was a bop, damiano sounds great even though i have no idea what he's saying. yeah.
LA FINE: 8/10 it's so much fun, i did read the translated lyrics back when it was first released and since then i've forgotten and i can't be bothered to look them up again for this but it's great, i love it.
IL DONO DELLA VITA: 7/10 this song made me feel really emotional even though again, gotta look up the translated lyrics. but of course it's great.
MAMMA MIA: 9/10 this song hits in the right spot and if i could explain to you why this one hits but bla bla bla doesn't, i would... but i don't know, so i can't. it's fun, it's partially about self expression and only trying to be yourself and having other people look down on you for it and partially about eating someone out and ya know...why not?
SUPERMODEL: 9/10 another really fun one, i think with songs like this and mamma mia, gasoline, ect, seeing it performed live (for me it was *live* through youtube, i'm sure seeing them in person would hit waayy different) just adds another level. also the lyric "she'll never love you, you just look a bit like her dad" absolutely brutal and i love it.
THE LONELIEST: 10/10 yet another one that you just want to put on full blast and scream away the feelings and the pain and everything until your chest hurts. this song is heartbreaking and beautiful and i relate to it a lot. i did also see the performance they did of this not too long after damiano's grandfather passed away, and my grandfather's passing is the reason i relate to it so seeing him just kind of breakdown in the middle... i understood and just really wanted to give him a hug.
and just a little parting note, did anyone else notice juuust how much cocaine was mentioned since what happened at eurovision? i just thought it was funny. he's really holding a grudge over that, which is understandable but still funny. 😅
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minniepetals · 10 months
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long msg (maybe?):
AHHHH so glad cmar is back 😭😭 been baking all day for family and cfriends so i wasnt able to see ur post abt its release AND when u released cmar💔 j so glad ur back and cmar is back🩷 cmar has me feeling so many emotions but ngl sometimes i also feel a little desensitized from reading sm angst in cmar😭(?)
alexander reminds me sm of my grandpa, he gives off such a warm vibe. A little prediction for alexander: i think hes the man standing behind karl ( hope m not wring and got the context clues right bc this would be v embarrassing rn😅) if oc acc kills karl right then and there or hurts him, alexander wouldnt say a thing and would have trusted him right there that he would do anything to her (if theres a plot twist and u acc make him hate oc i will be crying !!).
and if so !! i imagine oc going back to korea barely scathed and would take alexander’s adivce and get a dog. i would see her get a cutesy little puppy maybe to heal her inner child (like she gives in a little to her past self and lets go a bit j as alexander says) and absolutely adores her pup. THATS WOULD BE THE CUTEST THING EVER. but i also see her getting a big dog to keep her yk baddie energy through and through (but within the walls of her house or when no one looks she would probably baby her big pup).
I can see her abs loving her pup and probably going berserk on anyone who would harm her pup. u would prob do smthing like kill her pup off j to make us feel smthing.. and she would 100% go on a rampage after finding put who killed her pup🫡
and ofc this wouldnt be a cmar ask w/o tellings u that i hope the boys and oc makes up in the future. doesnt have to be soon or anyt i still have the urge to choke the cmar tannies (j a little). AND i hope they find put abt mc soon and go through abs hell as everything unfolds infront of them little by little. THE GUILT THAT I WANT THEM TO FEEL. yk. i acc imagine them finding everything out through a risky mission through their inears or smthing but idkidk its all up to beloved author (u, ily.)
if any of this. ur acc planning to write m sorry ill stop talking mb.
but on that note !! hope ur doing the best !! hope u feel amazing !! i want to tell u that ive probably read everytimg on ur masterlist alrdy and have repeatedly gone over “a thousand springs” and cried everytime.. i also abs miss ur drabbles ahuhu. but ur health and happiness is what matters most !! take ur time writing !! we wuv u (*˙˘˙)♡
okay i'd like to first point out that the man "standing" behind karl is not alexander but actually y/n's father oop-
"It feels like being in the presence of your father all over again, in the face of danger, of a manipulator, of a gaslighter, of an abuser. He returns hard and so vividly in the form of anger, in the form of a ghost, a spirit whom you see standing right behind Karl. He stands as still as ever, hands held behind his back, simply watching."
to explain, it's basically y/n hallucinating her father being there in front of her again the moment karl laid his hand on her.
will she kill him? will she not? i mean either way, he's dying so... 🫢
also the idea about her getting a pet sounds good lmao. i even thought about it while writing but suffice to say, we won't be introducing another animal character into the mix. the idea is really nice tho, like i just imagine her getting a big black dog who looks menacing, kinda like the way y/n in until the last star falls had cerberus (though in the of kai lmao). BUUT, when you think about it, her "guard dogs" are basically the reapers and i don't really feel like adding another concept into cmar's complicated character building lmao.
also you're getting some one-on-one with jk next chapter who yay for that 🥳
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demonsfate · 2 years
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altho the tags are a “noncanon” game, and thus, matters little to the main plot. i still wanted to talk about unknown (jun) having the same mark as jin, albeit on the opposite arm, and what this could’ve meant.
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in both games, she has this mark. it can be considered the mark of the devil, however - interestingly noted, kazumi nor kazuya does not have this mark (unless they have it on their buttcheeks and we just can't see) so, why is it that jin was the only one to get "branded"? and then, apparently, jun would've, too, had she been possessed? even tho... what's also interesting, it was never stated in either games that jun was infected by the devil gene. which it could still be argued she isn't, given that has possesses no wings nor horns. it could be that she's just possessed by some other evil spirit that isn't the devil gene - similar to jinpachi. BUT. why would she have jin's exact mark? huh. interesing. let's look into the origins of unknown's character.
originally, unknown was NOT intended to be jun. i believe, iirc, tag was originally supposed to be canon to the series. and when it was during development, unknown was originally going to jun's younger sister. here's some concept arts when she was still jun's younger sister, and not just jun.
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note that she's in a school uniform in the second one. and both she still has the mark, although, this time it's on the same arm jin has his. (jin is branded on his left, unknown is marked on her right in game) however, in the second one, she also has it bandaged up. this could be that she's ashamed of it (unlikely has she still has bright golden eyes) or she was newly marked - as in the opening of tekken 3, jin seems to be in pain after being "marked," - so originally, it seemed like getting brand really was similar to a cow being branded.
but even after they changed unknown to be jun, and completely scrapped the idea of jun having a sister. they still kept the mark. actually, why would sis have the same mark, anyway? like this is a very intentional detail they keep. also - she has golden eyes. which whilst, for some fucking reason, devil jin's tend to be pure white in game, he's almost always has golden eyes in the render.
before i start theorizing why only the kazamas tend to get this special marking - i also wanna address the elephant in the room, which was that... weird wolf spirit in the first tag.
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the one that always hovers over her, and seems to be actually in control. originally, it appeared this wolf was the reason unknown/jun is "possessed" and "evil." so, what exactly IS it? it's certainly unlike anything the devil gene has ever presented. although, DJ in his first appearance via TK3 was very animalistic imo. like a cornered animal, all he did was attack the ones right on him, then attacked heihachi - but clearly without any actual cruel intentions, as he just flew away when he realized he was safe, and no longer being harmed. (unlike the DJ we see in future games, who takes enjoyment in harming and killing people, and doesn't seem to rely on survival instincts) so i wonder if the kazamas' "devils" were intended to be animalistic to begin with? or am i just rambling nonsense? however, even though the wolf remains in the first tag, he is completely omitted in the second tag, and unknown fights on her own.
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but still makes me wonder what precisely the wolf was supposed to be. because i theorized it could be a devil spirit, with the idea that the kazamas' devils were animalistic. buut... that's not exactly how the devil gene works, either. (but - the devil gene is also notorious to go thru several retcons - so this could've been a new idea with it)
anyway, i feel like i may be derailing a bit. back to the original point of the post: why do the kazamas share this marking? even if it's noncanon, what came across the writers' minds to keep giving them the same marking, and why doesn't anyone else possessed by an evil spirit (jinpachi) or infected with a devil (kazuya and kazumi) have it?
harada once confirmed that the reason why devil jin has angel wings instead of regular devil wings (like devil kazuya) is because of the purity of the kazama blood. he's like a "fallen angel" i feel that kazama blood and evil spirits just don't seem to match well. so what if the marking is a direct result of a devil trying to take over a kazama, and the kazama blood trying to reject it? for some reason, it creates this marking as a result. or, because kazamas are hard to take over, what if the devils brand them as a way to mock them? though, i don't see why it'll be the same one every time. so i think it must have something to do with the former, that for some reason, whenever a kazama is possessed - this marking shows up. either as a result of the kazamas rejecting the evilness, or whatever.
i don't really know why it could be. just that it always seems to occur with a kazama. jin, jun, and jun's once planned sister. meanwhile, we don't see it on any other character. i feel this post might've gotten nowhere. but i just wanted to talk about this.
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kimnjss · 2 years
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WOOO GIRL so much to unpack !! let me just start by saying that i fuck w this tae & yn heavy like … they’re giving endgame, they’re giving soulmates . idk if it’s the nostalgia from the little childhood moments growing up together (like the tree scene was SO CUTEEE) but i just feel like that level of comfort and familiarity they developed w each other over so many years means a lot, esp bc friendships sometimes fall apart and don’t last that long . AND I WAS RIGHT abt jikook being the mirror couple i KNEW it !! lmaoo but no that jikook bomb u dropped … im shaking in my boots like WHAT !!! it actually makes sense but ,,, im still crying bc i love them :”) AND LET ME GET INTO THIS NEW JOON LOVE INTEREST OKAY !! i already know she’s another hottie and i love to see it 🙌🏼 let’s just hope he doesn’t fumble the bag 😷
no but ACTUALLY,,, i think one of the reasons i feel so much for this couple is rlly like … when i read abt yn and the 17 yr old, she reminds me so much of myself and i literally identify w her, but i also understand tae too and he just feels rlly familiar . how valuable it is to have a friend like tae when ur like yn and vice versa … im just rooting for them ur honor :”)
the fact that they have so many pleasant memories together as kids definitely has a lot to do w how easy it was for them to get right back into the swing of things . right now ., they're not really thinking so much abt what's going to happen for them in the future - nd really just riding the high of being together again after all of this time . so it should be very interesting when they're having to deal with the big questions that taehyung seems to be pushing until the end of the summer . BUUT !! in the meantime we get to see all their cute moments that they shared before things were falling apart between them . nd there are so many of them !!
OOOH ! also you were sooo right abt jikook ., when i read that i was like 😳 . but yn is definitely a lot like jimin as we know - but jungkook and tae are very similar too . more in terms of how they treat the people that they love ., nd how they show their love too . jimin was so quick to forgive jungkook when it came down to it ., but bc jungkook knows that - he's still working to earn his forgiveness ., bc he feels like he (jimin) hasn't fully thought it over yet . same idea with taehyung nd yn .
ND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE GIRL JIMIN BROUGHT ALONG LMAOOO . that was way too calculated for that to be a coincidence . the man knew exactly what he's doing !! but joon left pretty quickly ., so he couldn't have had any complaints . hopefully it'll be enough to keep his mind off of yn ., bc she's REAL focused on tae right now .
young yn was jus the sweetest :(( she's a lot like how she is now ., but just a tad bit more naive - but at the same time extremely confident??? so great that she had taehyung to steer her correctly tho bc she definitely need him for the nudge in the right direction . i'm so glad that you can relate to her tho !! i had a lot of fun creating her character !!
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cruilsummer · 2 years
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this is *really* off-topic and i know this is us is not exactly the kind of show that allows us to have many headcanons about because it shows so much about the characters’ lives it leaves little to no space for imagination, buut this last season has to wrap an entire show in a limited number of episodes, leaving us with a major flashforward and rushing through events that could have had entire seasons of their own, so i figure it makes sense to try to fill some of these gaps right now.
My headcanon is about Kevin. We see that when the twins were little, he was trying to learn how to play the guitar. I like to think that after months of practice (and complaints) he finally got his way around it, enough to sing lullabies to his babies before bedtime.
The kids love it and it becomes a sort of tradition. One night, he decides to record it because the twins can already sing along and it’s just too cute not to share. The post goes viral for several reasons: cute babies singing? check. the actor who played the manny for years having his own children? check. hot guy with a guitar being a good father? check.
After the hit post, Kevin declines invitations to sing in special episodes and refuses to capitalize what was a very common interaction he just happened to share online. However, when he claims not to be the singer of the family and a record label invites his whole family to participate in a special project, he talks to Kate and they accept it. It’s a very specific project for lullabies, but Kate was really happy to be a part of it: they even got the kids to participate and Rebecca to sing a song she used to sing to the big three when they were little. It doesn’t get a lot of recognition, but it’s enough to help raise awareness for the work Kate and Phillip do on the school and for Kate to remember how much she loves singing.
It’s a bit too fictional, but I really love the idea of Kate getting back to singing - maybe even her own songs. I’d love to read some headcanons on that and on the earlier stages of her relationship with Phillip.
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Hey for the match up exchange!
My pronouns are she/Her, I'm straight but support everyone. I do cheer and gymnastics I'm new to gymnastics but have done cheer before. I keep my grades up as much as possible, and I'm more of an extravert. I love parties and social events and get along with most people. I'm not the kind of person to get in arguments and if I do, i let it go pretty easy. I'm a bit emotional in the moment, but far from hold grudges. I try my best to be friends with everyone, but it blows up in my face sometimes. I have a good amount of friends, but I'm only close with one or two. My bad qualities are probably that I talk about people when I'm upset, or I hang out with people i don't like. I have a hard time being strict or straight up. I day dream a lot and i cant get over one guy. Im more of a peppy person and try to be optimistic my MBTI is ENFP-T. I have blond hair that is slightly longer than my shoulders. It used to be brown before i bleached it. Im kinda tall for a girl I'm 5,5. i have a curvy body shape. Its like kinda small but curvy. My style is more girly and i over dress some times i dress girly but I'm not scared to get dirty or anything. One thing is i really dont like bugs. I really like true crime and horror and I'm going to college to be a criminal psychiatrist and work in Mental hospitals. I Have a habit of always trying to get the people who dont like me to like me i know not everyone will like me but i still try. My favorite color is pink and thats all i could think of! Thanks!
First, I apologize for the wait. I've been having problems with generating ideas lately due to falling down the stairs twice :D Buut, here it is!
I MATCH YOU UP WITH
EYELESS JACK💙
I guess... log 1 - as friends 🌹
+ I can say, it was love at first sight for him. + He is very attracted to your personality. You're lively, optimistic, chill. It just gives him a warm feeling like sunshine. + Your appearance gives him butterflies! I know it's cliche but it just makes him feel things he hasn't felt for a long time. + For once, he has a genuine smile on his face. + Ok but these feelings makes him jumpy, like very jumpy.
Jane walks into the kitchen and sees Jack grabbing a glass cup from an upper cupboard. Coincidently, she wanted to have a drink as well. She then walks over to him, her walking made no sound on the wooden floor. Her hand reaches out to his shoulder to pat it slightly. Unknown to her, he was eustress about his encounter from this evening. He jumps slightly from her sudden touch and accidentally lets go of the glass, leaving it to shatter as it hits the ground. The two fell silent as they look at the shards of glass.
+ You see what I mean? he is very not used to the feelings muhaha + How did he "meet" you exactly? + Well,,,
Leaves crunch under his feet. Autumn had arrived earlier this month. His favourite season to walk around the woods. He wore a scarf around his neck, just because he's a demon doesn't mean he's not sensitive to the chilly winds. He sneezes. It was loud but it sounded like a squeak. He finds it embarrassing that his sneeze sounds like that. His thought was disturbed as he heard the voices of several people nearby. He looks up, a brach was right above him. He grabbed and jumped onto it, he continued to climb higher. He hid in the tree as he watches out for the outsiders. He then hears one of them speak. "I swear! I did hear a kitten around here!!" Kitten? He thought. "It was sneezing and it sounded like a squeak! A really adorable squeak!" Sneeze? Squeak? Adorable? Oh- He blushed when he pieced it all together. He looked around for the person. And there she was. A beautiful blond. Only then did he acknowledge how sweet her voice was. Her friends doubted her when she claimed she heard a kitten. He frowned and hoped that the winds come back for another blow. Soon, his wish came true at the moment she was about to leave with a sad expression. The wind blew hard, causing him to hold onto the branch tighter. His scarf was blown away and it landed on her head. His gasp was interrupted by a familiar itch at his nose. He sneezed again, making a loud squeak-ish sneeze. "SEE!! I told you it's around here!!" He chuckled softly, hearing her getting excited and looks down to see her. A happy smile was on her face. He smiled as well, blushing as he saw his scarf in her hands.
+ Well, at least he has a reason to see her again hehehe + He really wanted to get to know you better! + So, does he stalk you? Uhmm yes. He does for...work lol + He watches you sleep sometimes...ok 5 times a week. + He thinks pink is a pretty colour. Pink carnations are his favourite flowers (i hc that *cough*) + He maybe hates the people that dislike you. One time, he almost threaten one of them to like you to the point that person had to uhm, wish they didn't exist Hah + He likes your style! Jane told him that skirts look good on him-
it was as if...meant to be log 2- as lovers 💖
+ ok, as per logic, how can you not notice him watching you sleep. On one of those days, you're probably not really asleep. And that's when he noticed something weird.
He tilted his head as he sees one of your eyes begin to open slowly. Your vision was a bit blurry due to the darkness of your room. But moonlight from the window helped you to see the tall, muscular, dark figure standing near your window.
+ of course, you freaked out. How can you not when he's just standing there?? A big hunk entity + the moment he speaks also freak you out a bit. Such a deep sexy voice pfft- + But then, the chilly wind of autumn blew into your room causing his flu to act up. He sneezes, covering his nose with his hand. + Oh heck- you recognise that sneeze. So, I am guessing, you know where this is going~ + Soon, you guys were comfortable with each other. Friendship is formed~ + He was fascinated by you as to how you are about him. + Romance begins when you realize you always wore his scarf. (which, btw, you didn't know it was his since it literally fell from the sky...) + Demon? Man? Eyeless? Cult?? + He will tell you everything about him. He'll tell you about it all from the start since you are his lover. + Will advise you on friendship? He'll help you out with it too! Also tries his best to help you get through college (he will read the textbook i tell ya, you have a personal lecturer at home!!) + EJ made his feelings obvious. This man PURRS when you touch him, even the slightest contact like, your head on his shoulder or you excitedly brush his hand against yours. EYE CONTACT MAKES HIM- + His love language is quality time and physical touch. + Mans is a portable heater. Cold on winter nights? He will cuddle you and trust me, you won't need double blankets. He's mostly warm every time anyways. + AND HE'S BIG AND TALL SO- VERY COMFY. He will PROTECT you from BUGS. His hand will slap one like it's volleyball + Would watch your shows with you. He has a mental note of all of your fav shows. Reminds you that they're on when they are. When he is really into one, prepare for an interrogation ;P + The type of couple? A very adventurous one. You being the out-going one will drag him into a lot of adventures, making good memories. Him being the chill, quiet one will make sure nothing goes bad and out of hand. A balance!!
[YOU TWO WILL TAKE A LOT OF NICE PHOTOS TOGETHER TOO :P]
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I hope you like it!! Hope you have a great day and take caree <3
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verytiredblob · 3 years
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My reviews on Manhwas
Alright so, recently I've began to fall into the great Manhwa hell, as if I didn't have enough fandoms.
But I neither have friends to chat about this with, nor a Discord chat where I can fanby about it, so I just decided to throw it in here.
These are both Manhwas I recommend and my opinions on them. If there are any spoilers, They will be striked through and in blue for anyone that wishes to avoid them (if anyone even reads this lol).
1. The Villainess Reverses the Hourglass (악녀는 모래시계를 되돌린다)
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Premise: Aria was a terrible person and was sentenced to dead by being beheaded. In her final moments, she discovers her step sister, Mielle, actually manipulated her during her entire life just so she could get Aria killed. She then is beheaded, and wakes up in the past, in her child body. So now, she must work to both survive and get her revenge on her sister.
Lovely story, and my first Manhwa. The art is simply stunning, and all the characters are very flashed out and developed. Aria (MC) is the pettiest person alive and I'm here for that.
Also, I noticed a trend where, even though the manhwa has "Villainess" in the title, the MC is usually a total angel. Well, not here. Aria is egotistical and a total Diva, she has her goals and one of them is her revenge and by all that is sacred she'll get it.
Mielle is a great villain, she has grown a lot in her own pettiness and tactics since she was a child, and I really like that. Also, watching her suffer for being a terrible person is delightful.
The Male Lead (Asher) is also really cool, I like how he's both witty and friendly, and how much he truly admires Aria and her achievements.
The side characters are also pretty good, and they get a lot of focus because of their interactions with the main cast.
Again, The art is S T U N N I N G. Look at this:
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Literally all panels are drawn like this or better, I'm in love.
All in all, an awesome read, 10/10, I love this a lot.
2. The Monster Duchess And Contract Princess (괴물 공작가의 계약 공녀)
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Premise: Leslie's life was terrible, and always centered on her big sister, Eli. After a failed attempt of her family to grant Eli her sister's skills and knowledge, Leslie searches for the feared "Monster Duchess" in an attempt to survive.
Another one with incredible art AND incredible characters. Leslie is an absolute angel, and seeing her grow as a person is awesome.
The gender envy I feel with the Duchess is unbearable, she's utterly perfect. And the entire family is so dotting and loving and sweet, my little grinch heart can't take it.
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She's perfection, really.
The plot keeps getting more and more mysterious, and I'm here for it!
I love each of the main characters a lot, and even the villains are well done and fuel your hatred.
Also, Eli Sperado and her Dad can choke on those black flames for all eternity.
Another 10/10, although I must warn anyone that wishes to read this that the translations sometimes are very spotty and messy, so it can be a bit annoying.
3. I'll be the Matriarch in this Life (이번 생은 가주가 되겠습니)
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Premise: Firentia was a girl that died in Korea in her past life, and was reborn into an influential family as the illegitimate daughter of the third son. Her life was pretty terrible, with in the end, her family ending up in poverty and disgrace because of her uncles and cousins, while she was exiled from the family. After another accident, she wakes up in her past, now with a goal: Become the Lombardi matriarch and stop the other family heirs from bringing it to ruin.
Awesome art and Awesome plot number 3! This is so good, genuinely. Firentia is such an awesome plotter, and her goals and actions are very well developed.
The Male Lead is my baby and I shall protect him, and the side characters? Utterly stunning.
The twins are the cutest fucking shit, seriously. Like, look at these two?? I'm dead. Although, all the children are very, veeery cute.
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I like how Firentia subtly manipulates things around her to get what she wants. It's similar to Aria, but she's much more mature and knowledgeable, and has a much less petty goal.
Guess what? 10/10. Yeah, I know, I'm terrible at grading, sue me.
4. The Twins Siblings' New Life (쌍둥이 남매의 뉴라이프)
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Premise: Arien and Arjen were a pair of twins that died in Korea, and were reborn again as twins and as the Emperor's illegitimate children. Now, with only each other to trust, they must do their best to survive.
My current obsession. I really like this one. The art is not on the same level of pure Awesome like the ones before, but it's pretty good nonetheless.
The plot is pretty nice, but I must warn you: DO NOT expect them to act like adults. Honestly, just forget they're meant to be reborn in this world. They're just normal children and that's it. They act like children, and they think like children. Honestly, I think the author just wanted to make this story about them as children and their producer went and said to make them reincarnates because that Isekai shit is popular nowadays (And to justify they having memories of their newborn days). Seriously, just ignore it, the experience reading will be much better.
Other than that, the story develops nicely. The characters are all very good and the plot is very mysterious. I am holding myself back to not spoil anything, aaaaa.
There is also only one another thing that disappoints me: Arien is very clearly the MC. The story is told by her eyes and we only know what Arjen thinks or feels when he says it 9 or by subtext). I really wish it was more balanced, because they're both different people and have different perspectives, and also I really like Arjen.
I have absolutely no idea where this plot is gonna go, and honestly? I like it. It's very rare when I don't know how things are gonna develop because of other stories, so it feels very fresh.
The brothers are freaking awesome. I was so scared they were going to hate the twins and be petty, because of other manhwas that are like that, but they're so loving and sweet?? All hail these idiots. Also, Daddy is the biggest dumbass of all, this poor clueless man.
An 8/10, because of the complaints above. Still a good read, and I really like it, even with it's defects.
4. I'm A Stepmother, But My Daughter Is Just Too Cute! (계모인데 딸이 너무 귀여워)
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Premise: A seamstress dies of overwork in Korea, and wakes up in the body of Abigail, the vain Queen, and the evil stepmother to the princess Blanche. Yes, It's like she stepped into the world of Snow White, and she must now do her best to live and.. Dote on Blanche with toys and dresses as much as possible?
Again with the awesome art and nice plot. Why are there so many manga with awesome art?? I'm so envious.
May all hail this crispy, delicious art.
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Abigail is a whole mood, and I enjoy how she is inserted into the life of someone who had already lived and had a reputation. Her actions baffle a lot of the characters, as do her motivations, and I'm here for it.
The King has also an amazing backstory that's very tragic and yikes. I enjoy it, really. Not something you see in men's backstories that much.
Also, I'm kinda saddened by the fact the MC and the king are bound to become an actual couple. They would be such good platonic friends stuck in a political marriage. I was robbed, y'all.
Abigail greatest ambition is to get to design a dress for Blanche and have her wear it, and you know what? Good for her! Sometimes, it's good to have an MC that is not plotting against world at large.
Also, her mirror? Verite is simply perfect, I love this guy. I non-jokingly ship him with Abigail more than her with the King.
Blanche is a sweetheart, she deserves to be in my "adopted children" wall.
For now it's more of a Slice of Life than anything? But I also don't know what happens in the novels, so I'm just going to wait.
For the current lack of a grater plot, this gets a 7/10. Still pretty good and entertaining, especially for when you just don't feel like trying to understand deep plots with lots of elements.
5. Beware of the Brothers! (그 오빠들을 조심해!)
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Premise: Another one of those "I lived my life and then wake up in the past." Hari was adopted by this family after the death of their only daughter, and although her parents love her, her 3 older siblings very much don't. She lives a miserable life in their hands, and when it's the night before she is to get married and finally escape her brothers, she wakes up in the past, and has to deal with them all over again.
Another nice art one, and the background characters are very nice, as is the MC.
But for me, it has a big problem. And that problem is the main ship. It's Hari with her eldest brother, Eugene. Even though they are not related and yadda yadda yadda, they were raised as such, and thus it bothers me. Also, Eugene is as plain as white bread and just as generic when seen as the Male Lead.
I ship Hari with Johan, even though I know it's not gonna happen, Ugh, the pain..
For me, the main point in this is Hari's relationship with her other siblings and the other background characters. I'm here for that wholesome sibling interaction. Her relationship with Erich, specially, is awesome. I love these two so much
It also kinda lacks a plot? Other than the relationship development and their story as a family, but again, I have no idea how they will develop this.
Also, pet peeve? Why do they keep using Oppa instead of translating it properly as brother? I get honorifics and stuff, but it's so annoying.
I give it a 6/10. Good characters and good relationships outside of the bloody incest thing, and it's a good enough way to pass the time.
There are two more that I've read, buut it's like 4am and I'm sleepy as all hell, so I'll just add it in a reblog or attached post later, and I plan on doing this for other future manhwas as well.
Do you have any recommendations or comments or just wanna talk about any of these manhwas? Hit me up!
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oooooh ship bingo! i recently heard about these two concepts and would love to hear your take: ye baiyi and lan xichen, and xie'er and lan xichen <3
Oohhh okay, first I have to say I'm not actually into crossovers BUT let's forget about that for a little bit, these concepts are interesting.
First, Ye Baiyi and Lan Xichen. Let's see what they have in common.
They are both high skilled cultivators, very relevant figures in their respective societies.
They share common values such as righteousness, compassion, honor, service without waiting for anything in return, even kindness (more explicit in Lan Xichen).
They are not rigid in their principles though. Both acknowledge that most of the times you cannot judge a person as bad or good, nor a situation as black or white. They have struggled with it sometimes (i.e. Ye Baiyi considering whether he should kill Wen Kexing or not after knowing he's the chief of Ghost Valley, while also being aware of the difficult circumstances that led him to become that evil figure, which are indirectly related to YBY as Rong Xuan was his disciple. Also Lan Xichen caught between the evidence that Meng Yao has committed very wrong deeds and the kindness he has known from him)
Both have lost their loved ones forever.
Both have a tendency for retirement and solitude.
Apart from that, LXC has this noble and respectable aura that makes people feel calm and reassured when he's around, like if there's any problem it's okay, LXC probably knows how to solve it, he's diplomatic, also he will protect his people from danger, always keeping that composed calmness that's inherent to him (even if there's inner turmoil).
Now I consider, Ye Baiyi is very similar too, think of those scenes in the first episodes of WoH, when he gave Gao Chong the token of honor, then at the second Heroes Conference when everyone turned to him as a guide for what to do with the Ghost Valley issue, and also when WKX and ZZS fell from the bridge Cheng Ling felt reassured having YBY to help him. People feel relieved when he's around to lead them and solve problems.
So now, if LXC and YBY met I think they'd be a good match, like they would sense the similarities of their souls, especially the influence they have on others, now I can't find the words, but it's related to the righteousness and the high moral values and elevated cultivation they have achieved. Also they would perceive the isolation that comes with being far from the mortal realm for so long (for Ye Baiyi) and with being an important figure of the cultivation society that also has lost someone who was very important to him (in the case of LXC).
I believe they'd connect easily, like oh I recognize you, you are similar to me. And also they would enjoy learning from each other, YBY has reached the most elaborated martial arts skills and LXC is outstanding in musical cultivation (or whatever name it is). They see each other as equals and no one feels less than the other.
However, I think Ye Baiyi would break all of the Lan rules XD and be upset all the time, like why can't I just sit on the roofs at night to watch the stars while drinking alcohol? But as LXC is the Gusu leader (I think? Can't remember what he was at the end of The Untamed) and he is far from strict as LQR was, he would ignore it. In fact, I think he knows most of the rules are outdated and unnecessary, so they just keep following the rules that are actually related to master one's discipline, being righteous, respecting your elders and seniors and being kind to your sworn brothers and so on.
They might cultivate together. Keep each other company even as they are just sitting there in meditative contemplation or just enjoying the silence. Talk about ancient knowledge.
As for the type of relationship, I don't actually think it would be of romantic or sexual nature, like they were devoted to one partner in the past (probably more platonically than anything, at least on YBY part) and seem to me the kind of people that does not engage with anyone else after his companion has died, at least in the same way, like sometimes it's hard to reach the same level of deep connection with someone else. That doesn't mean they could not forge a close relationship, but to me it's not the same vibe as xiyao or rongye (or whatever the name of this ship is).
Following the bingo classification, I'd say Best friends, or Qplatonic at most. Also I'm intrigued to know what other kind of relationship people think they could develop. If you want to share with me, I'd love to know your ideas!!
Okay, probably for the next one I'll try to write less because I realized how long this is getting (it's just a bingo, please brain!!!), and I should finish some college stuff buut it's not less interesting to me I swear!!
So Xie'er and LXC. First, I think LXC would be aware of the good that's in Xie'er and his potential, mostly his inexhaustible willpower and determination, which have been until now directed towards, let's say, flawed goals? All that energy and intelligence wasted on another man's dream. It's unacceptable!!
The principal thing that comes to my mind and that struck me since Xie'er first appeared was the he seems to know who is everyone, like he saw ZZS and WKX together for the first time and he thought, why are the former leader of the Window of Heaven and the chief of Ghost Valley together wtf? While everyone else was like oh, two righteous wanderers, never heard of them before. Xie'er clearly knows how to obtain the right information, he has the mind of a researcher, and that could be put to good use.
Also Xie'er knows a lot about venoms and their antidotes, is that not another relevant and useful skill he has??? Again here, he is a researcher, as for instance he discovered the cure to the Meng Po soup was Drunk like a dream. Furthermore, he probably knows a lot about survival, hiding, disguising himself, being a shadow amongst shadows, fighting (especially dirty tricks), and leadership skills. He also has some knowledge on magic tricks (with the Drug men) that could be the simile to demonic cultivation.
All this knowledge and abilities could be put to good use, not to achieve other's goals, but to help people, for example, finding a cure to their poisoning or demonic possession (or whatever), instructing others on different facts that could be useful if they need to hide from a threat, survive in the wild for some time, coming alive from a fight with a nasty opponent an so on.
I mean, I haven't mentioned LXC until now but let's assume he is aware of everything about Xie'er's skills that I have described. Also, he realizes Xie'er has a good soul, it's something you can see right away if you spend a minimum of time with him. He has shown it with actions too, for instance, when he released Liu Qian Qiao and his lover, also that scene after the battle at mount Qingya (I'm still crying about Cao Wei Ning and Gu Xiang, my poor babies ;~;) when he left WKX and ZZS go (although he had a sword to his neck gssbsbsbsb), and of course everything he did for Zhao Jing, out of his love and affection for him.
Okay, he has done bad deeds, but he has kindness in him. A kindness that has not actually been nurtured but has developed there anyways. He has a tendency to serve others, that we see mostly with his yifu. Those are important values that might be developed and focused to actions that make an improvement on people's lives, and probably on Xie'er's own.
And LXC is determined to do that. Like he sees Xie'er's efforts to serve others because it's something that comes naturally out of him, but realizes it needs to be properly acknowledged as no one has done that before (we only got to see him do things for his yifu, who rarely showed any gratefulness for it, and only this time with Qian Qiao she almost got to say something nice to him, but Xie'er turned away swiftly, like he is not used to receive positive feedback on his good actions at all, so probably it's not something that he feels comfortable with).
I believe LXC would nurture this good side of Xie'er, praising those little (and bigger) services he does for others, which would act as a positive reinforcement. Also he would show interest in Xie'er's skills, and what he does in his free time (like no one has shown some interest in this before?), as well as his emotional state and stuff. Showing that he genuinely cares about him. That he appreciates Xie'er for who he is.
Also he would encourage him to persevere on those abilities he has and teach others, maybe the Lan disciples. So Xie'er would see that his skills can be used for some other things that are not killing or trying to become the king of the world.
As for Xie'er, he would grow to like LXC, finally finding someone who really cares about him, knowing for the first time in his life what it is to be seen and appreciated by someone who does not expect nothing from him in return. Learning that he deserves to be loved that way (and I don't necessarily mean romantically).
And that he does not need to kill for others anymore. He can become the person he wants to be, not what others want to get from him. LXC would show him he can do good deeds and they will be appreciated, even if he's doing it for others is something he inherently has done before, it nurtures his soul. He needs to experience more of that. And LXC would encourage it. He is patient, he is kind, he rarely lashes out, he has predictable reactions unlike his yifu (I mean, when Xie'er did something to please him but sometimes he would react nicely and many others he wouldn't, let's ignore if his actions were morally correct or not, the fact is Zhao Jing would respond differently to similar things).
Also Xie'er is able to discern what's good and what's harmful, and I believe that given he could choose freely, without thinking is this what my Yifu would do, he would be inclined to do the good thing. LXC encourages that.
Okay, I will not elaborate more, probably I've even been redundant several times. This relationship would definitely be great for Xie'er, for him to learn what is a healthy bond and to grow as a person.
But I don't think it would develop into a romantic or sexual kind of relationship. It just don't give me those vibes. LXC and Xie'er have different backgrounds, LXC is a sect leader and devoted to cultivation, Xie'er is the leader of a shady assassin organization and has developed other kinds of abilities.
Dunno, I don't feel them like equals, as it feels with YBY and LXC, for them the cultivation/martial arts skills are one of the main pillars of their lives and it's something they can share together, LXC and Xie'er are way too different. There might be some power imbalance too, and LXC would be somewhat taking care of Xie'er and not quite the opposite? (save from those little services Xie'er would do for him). Well, this is not probably a good reason because I like some ships with power imbalances too.
But I mean, they just don't click to me as a couple at least. More like a teacher/student relationship perhaps, or a friendship at most. Perhaps I just can't ship it any other way because of my strugglr with crossovers, but with YBY and LXC it was clearer to me that, well, it could be possible.
I'd love to know your takes on these two concepts too, whether you talk to me directly or in a post!!
@goldensprite
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curechocolattymilk · 3 years
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Y’know when i started this mini family chart i was thinking it’d be done by 8 or 9pm…it’s 11:30 as I’m typing this OOF
But uuuh just a quick little thing of Jeer-Tei’s family tree! Excluding his biological parents/siblings bcus it’s late & I’m sure y’all can tell when i started rushing/getting sloppy.
Left to Right, Top to Bottom! (Pink lines w/ rings mean married, blue lines are children/offspring, dashed blue lines means adopted)
Sulnne F’asun - Knight/soldier of the Hammerfell military & a loving wife ‘n mother. Has a great relationship w her spouse & kids. (still in the works)
Casim F’asun - Blacksmith, very much the big softy dad type with a contagious laugh. He often worries about his kids & tends to write to them the most.
Tamit Gravin - Teacher/Scholar in Cyrodiil & eldest of her siblings by a few years. She moved to the province with her spouse who I have yet to name/create lol. Her classes focus on astronomy & navigation!
Azahael - Knight of Hammerfell’s military, specifically in their navy! Jeer-Tei’s “twin” brother (the argonian hatched a few hours after Azahael was born) & the sibling they are closest too! Had a bit of a tense moment when word reached the fam that Tei had joined the Legion during Skyrim’s civil war, buut discussion between the two & updates on Skyrim events gave Az a better understanding for it. (Both are in agreement/are for Skyrim’s independence, but also don’t think Ulfric is best to lead it. Granted they have their differences on how it should be handled though; Az thinks Tei should have took Ulfric’s place by force & pushed out both the Legion & Thalmor, whereas Tei, as much as he despises the idea of sticking with the Legion though living at the assembly in Windhelm for a short time was a pushing factor towards it to be honest, wants to use his titles/birthright/overall growing political influence w them to pull strings in favor of getting the Empire to rebel. They can have dragons come to his aid at will, shouldn’t be too hard right?)
Jahtaal / Jeer-Tei - That one He/They y’all been hearing about. The name Jeer-Tei Perdes is actually the name of a soldier Sulnne fought alongside during the Great War, she decided to give it to the hatchling her family adopted as a way to honor the late Argonian (you can use either name for Tei, if you know em both. They could care less lol). But in Skyrim you probably know them as: Legate Perdes, The Harbinger, Listener, Guild Master, Dovahkiin/Dragonborn, the champion of Hircine. Or perhaps as the Slayer of Alduin, Ulfric Stormcloak, & Harkon? The tamer of Miraak? Local bastard? Tired Argonian Who Wants To Just Spend Time With His Husbands & Kids But Has To Do All These Political Meetings/Parties In Cyrodiil & Has An Expedition to Atmora They Were Begged To Join? All in all Tei has big things planned, fate will see if they are successful.
Kaidan & Rumarin - Y’all know them, I don’t need to ramble lol
Chases-Starlight - Eldest daughter of Tei, Kaidan, & Rumarin. She’s very big on learning & wants to be a scholar in the future. She’s just stuck on whether it’d be for astronomy or studying Dwemer ruins like Uncle Flavius is doing!
Ram-Ku - Second eldest of the trio, & Tei’s prodigy for the Dark Brotherhood! He initially met his future parent at Dawnstar in hopes Tei would train him to be an assassin, in which Tei said “uh…I can adopt you instead & we’ll see what happens.” I’m actually debating doing a bit of divergence from game events & making Ram-Ku the actual Listener, with Tei pretending to take up the position until Ram-Ku is older aaah.
Mei - Baby of the four, youngest twin by a few minutes. Mei, alongside her twin brother Otero, are a bit of a curiosity in Skyrim, & really to anyone who knows about them; after all there’s not much known/recorded of Argonian-Mer/Argonian-Man offspring. Being born under the sign of The Apprentice (the month Sun’s Height), Mei had a decently sized magicka reservoir, but even then it didn’t help much in regards to her body handling it; she has a lot of magic in that tiny body of hers (it’s joked that whatever magic potential that Rumarin didn’t get went straight to her), so any bursts/overuses would make her quite ill/fatigued. But hey it gets better as she ages/she works on her control at the College of Winterhold.
Otero - Also the baby of the four, but slightly older than Mei by a few minutes. ‘Tero seems grumpy since birth but he’s actually quite the opposite, he’s just not as social as his siblings, preferring the company of the family pets/livestock. Like Mei, he has a decent magicka reservoir, but has no interest of studying/practicing magic; unfortunately the weakness to magicka hits him extra hard. As he gets older, Otero is more interested in just chilling & being a hunter/werewolf (did he mention being a werewolf? He got it from Jeer-Tei & decided to keep the ‘gift’) rather than being part of something big, too much pressure, especially when you consider his parents/lineage.
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uservillanelle · 4 years
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Killing Eve ― 3x06 (Review)
The time has finally come for yet another review. I can’t believe we only have two more episodes and it will be the end of season 3. Seriously, Killing Eve should AT LEAST have 10 solid episodes per season as most of other shows do. It would be just enough content (more than we get now) and without having to stretch things out. Now, theres A LOT to talk about, so I’ll try my best to touch upon as many things and details as I can! So sit back, grab your tea/coffee and let’s get started!
Title cards
I covered this topic back in 3x04 review, but they did it again, and this time the title card game is somewhat different. It’s really apparent that they are experimenting with editing and trying new things and that’s good, because we know that not only they want characters to develop, but to improve and change the editing and production of the show itself.
It was a bit unusual when they swapped from location titles to character names back in 3x04, but this time it was actually fun. I mean “PISS OFF FOREVER?!” This cracked me up sooo bad, I had to rewatch it several times lmao!! And don’t even try to tell me that they left Niko alive for THIS. It’s not the first time he rejects Eve and wants to get away from her, so what is the point of that scene with him? We didn’t get any new information or knowledge. So... I’ll call that waste of precious screen time which, in this case, should be dedicated for Eve’s personal character story because hell, she’s the one who deserves it the most.
Then they did it again with CUBA/NOT CUBA and honestly it cracked me up, AGAIN! I actually loved they did something like this, even though it kind of gave this comedy type of feel knowing how dark and complicated this show actually is. And of course the “THIS IS BULLSHIT” was exactly what Oksana said at the meeting with Helene not so long ago, so them reflecting on that and showing the phrase as a title is so relatable and at the same time kind of expresses how Oksana feels and what she thinks. 
So far they haven’t really decided as to what kind of editing style they are going for, but I do hope that at the end of this season they realize how they will carry the show onwards starting with season 4, because them keeping this up and changing things constantly is not a good thing. Many people find it annoying and really, they aren’t used to any of that, so I hope season 4 will have a more consistent style when it comes to editing and carrying the main storylines, ect!
Niko (ft. Eve)
There isn’t really much to talk about here, other than... Niko being alive makes NO sense, whatsoever. I personally wasn’t expecting to see him being killed off or anything similar to that, but since they basically PITCHFORKED him, just let him die, okay? There is NO way he could’ve possibly survived something like this and that means they have to have a VERY big reason that would, you know, justify him surviving so fans can “ignore” the fact that it doesn’t make sense to begin with. So far, they didn’t provide any reason for that. Niko didn’t say anything useful to Eve... nor did Eve. She was just rejected again and had a confrontation with Niko’s uncle, I believe. Wow, someone of his family members don’t like Eve. What a shocker, right? 
One of the very few options that I could see happening and making sense is for Niko to be alive and for Eve to make a decision and choose Villanelle over him. Not because she lost everybody and she’s the only one she has left, but to be able to choose her because she WANTS to. Instead, what did we see? We saw a very desperate and determined Eve who’s willing to go that extra mile to find whoever hurt Niko. Despite everything, a part of her still has hope for them even now so maaybe, after those fancy “PISS OFF FOREVER” words, Eve will finally come to her senses? Even though most of following scenes had her feeling the same way. So I really have no idea what else to expect and why Niko is still there. 
There’s also a theory going around about how Eve should pull the plug and kill her husband lol. I mean, that way, their conversation from the very first episode about how Eve could kill Niko and that storyline could come full circle, but given what we saw of Eve and her values and mental state.. yeah I don’t see her doing that anytime soon, or ever, in fact. She’s still clinging to Niko somewhat and she must go REALLY wild and dark in order to do something like this. Though, I must admit... I kind of would love to see it as well! At the end of the day we all want dark!Eve to rise... and she is getting there, believe me!
Villanelle & Helene
I’m very conflicted about this duo. Especially after watching the promo/preview of upcoming episode. Yeah... I’m just going to throw it out there. I think Villanelle will end up killing Helene. The meeting wasn’t exactly successful, as Dasha of course lied to Villanelle about having all the control or probably, the description of a Keeper is quite different to Helene and Dasha than what Villanelle already knew about it thanks to Konstantin. So.. could it be that back in 1x07 Konstantin lied to her? Or that Dasha told Helene something different to get Villanelle in line and believing she is actually “moving up” in the world? Honestly, still much to think about.
I LOVED Villanelle’s, or should I say, Oksana’s outfit during the meeting and especially how big of a mess her hair was. I mean the hair perfectly reflects her inner state and yeah, she IS  a mess and she has every reason to be. Someone previously mentioned how Villanelle was the one who went to Russia, but it was Oksana who left it and now I’m starting to really see and feel just how true it is. I mean this episode was almost all Oksana, except a couple of moments where she tried her best to keep her defenses up, for instance being sarcastic with Helene. “Are you trying to seduce me?” I mean... I wouldn’t mind them getting some.. buut, it’s not going to happen. Still, those lines were hilarious as much as they were iconic and yeah, in that moment she was trying to play her main character, which is Villanelle but as soon as she spotted the post card it was over. Oksana took over and she freaked out. The bad thing about this is that she is very emotional and very vulnerable right now, her mind and emotions are all over the place and that could be why she didn’t really think about Dasha being the one who lied to her? Or maybe she did think about it but we aren’t aware of it yet? This can’t mean anything good and I am honestly concerned for her. 
What else I noticed from that scene is that Helene was quite open in terms of deciding to speak to her daughter I’m guessing, in front of Villanelle while not really you know, feeling like she could be in danger? Despite the fact that she is literally standing in front of a killer. I guess she is really used to that and her job is meeting a lot of assassins and other dangerous people? And then there is Villanelle who keeps asking her all kinds of questions, silly or not, she did ask whether Helene was her real name and yet she didn’t answer. In fact, she didn’t answer any of Villanelle’s questions and that is again, concerning. So maybe Helene isn’t her name, but that’s kind of ironic, knowing that Villanelle isn’t really her name either. So yeah, seeing Helene be so...cool around Villanelle especially while she was freaking the fuck out should say something and that probably means she knows exactly how to handle such people and situations like this. I’ll definitely keep my eyes on her from now on. 
Eve
Our precious Eve is finally getting some quality screen time. Not enough, but at least she’s getting some. What I absolutely LOVED about her in this episode is just how confident and sure she is about Villanelle not being the one who hurt Niko. Yeah, let’s remember that the last time she and Villanelle saw each other was on the damn bus where they had a major fight and a kiss. That was Villanelle and she was such a smug asshole there and everything and thinking about this now, it’s completely different person from who Oksana is and it’s mindblowing actually. So to think that Eve didn’t consider Villanelle being the one who hurt Niko, despite there not being ANY evidence that state that is just... their connection is simply incredible. No matter how many times Villanelle and Eve end up hurting each other, they STILL have this hidden trust within each other that I find extremely fascinating and then Eve gets the photos of Bertha Kruger and of course, that’s what Villanelle was doing while Eve was in Poland coming to visit Niko. I’m glad that there is this alibi in Villanelle’s defense to show that she was doing something else, KILLING someone else at the time and the fact that Eve thought that it was Villanelle who killed her, even if she did it in a “nice” way... is beyond me. There is really no one else who knows and understands Villanelle/Oksana better than Eve. Period. 
Another important aspect that is worth mentioning is the fact that the writers are kind of robbing Eve of screen time and character development. We haven’t seen her much this season and especially during the previous couple of episodes and even in this one it seems like Carolyn got more screen time than she did and Villanelle as well, who JUST had her solo episode, which is kind of unfair. However, I do think Villanelle deserved to have her own episode now since her character is going through such a huge change, meanwhile Eve is going through her thing, but it doesn’t feel like it’s as huge and as extreme as it is for Villanelle. At least that’s what they’re showing us. But yeah, I think season 2 was way more about exploring Eve’s inner darkness than this season, which is more about acceptance of her dark self and her feelings for Villanelle. Let’s just trust the writers and see how they will handle Eve’s character during the next remaining episodes and only then we can actually judge the crew and the lack of screen time Eve received, because really, what I noticed this season is that Suzanne really wanted to show EVERY character and so far she has been sucessful in that for the most part, with one flaw, that is the screen time management and yeah, we shall see how that aspect is handled in the next episodes!
Villanelle & Konstantin
So we got the hockey game scene. I’m glad to know that Konstantin didn’t set Oksana up by sending her to some strangers. One of the highlights of their conversation was Konstantin’s comment about Oksana’s mother who he thought was INSANE rather than evil and was hoping for Oksana to awknowledge it instead of killing her. Guess she didn’t really consider it as an option? But does that mean then that Oksana as just as insane and isn’t aware of it just like Tatiana wasn’t? At the same time we know that Oksana KNOWS there is something wrong with her, at least that’s what everybody else keeps telling her, so I wouldn’t call her insane. At the same time seeing that Konstantin wanted to give this chance for Oksana to get some kind of closure by being with her family and especially her mother does show just how much he cares about her. Until... their conversation shifts. Again.
So apparently Oksana knows about Konstantin’s plan to “get out” and she is suddenly interested in joining him. Now this part of the conversation PAINFULLY reminds me of their last interaction of season 2 finale. Especially the part where Konstantin chooses his family instead of Villanelle, who is ALSO his family, whether he admits it or not. They might not be related by blood, but he IS her father and seeing not only her own mother reject her but her father as well will do things to you. So again, Konstantin leaning towards choosing to leave with Irina and leaving Oksana behind only to promise her that he will come and get her is not enough. He betrayed her several times... he left her at the prison in season 1 even though he “tried” to get her out of it. He betrayed her at the end of season 2 by choosing his family over her, and now... now it feels like ANOTHER betrayal is coming and to be completely honest I don’t think Oksana can handle so much rejection at the moment. Of course, Konstantin can’t just pick Oksana over his own daughter, but it’s wrong to play with her like that. She killed her own mother and left her blood family in order to get back to her REAL family who is Konstantin and Irina and neither of them show enough of determination to bring her along which really saddens me. I mean Oksana went through enough as it is... I’m not sure how she will get through this if Konstantin will leave her again... and I won’t have it either. They better not do it again.
Villanelle & Irina (ft. Konstantin) 
I just love, love, LOOVE these two together. I mean 1x08 is one of the most iconic Killing Eve episodes and they are the biggest reason why. I’ve been waiting for them to get together again and those a couple of scenes they got to spend together didn’t disappoint. I LIVE for their interactions. I mean what can be better than two sisters bonding? Especially when it’s Vasiliev sisters. Them fighting like true siblings do, having fun while both of them having this insanely chaotic driving session and at the same time touching upon going to CUBA as well as finding out Irina’s feelings towards her own mom and her boyfriend, who Villanelle doesn’t see any reason NOT to encourage her to kill him lmao! I mean, first Irina sarcastically calls Villanelle a “real role model” and 15 seconds later she is literally driving over her step-father LOL! I mean... I am SO proud of her. She really did take her sisters advice on this without much of thinking and at the same time I am kind of concerned about her. We all saw Konstantin’s reaction to her driving over the guy and well... that’s not exactly the best thing to do.
In Oksana’s defense, I do think she was trying to be helpful in giving Irina this advice, since we all know that’s how she normally chooses to solve problems. By killing. Plus, I don’t think she actually expected Irina to take her advice either way. Let’s take Tatianas case for example. Yes, it’s a lot different because she was mentally abusing Oksana for years and there was lack of affection and all that, so Tatiana definitely deserved it. In Irina’s case... she’s just “disgusted” of seeing her mom with her boyfriend all the damn time and I don’t think she should’ve killed anyone for that. Besides, she was already preparing to leave with Konstantin so what’s the point? She wouldn’t have to put up with them anymore, yet she did it anyways. And what stands out for me about this is that we see Oksana not wanting to do any of that anymore, no more killing, just wanting to get out of this assassin thing meanwhile Irina just had her first kill. Kind of beautiful in a way, of having one of them ready to quit this way of life while having one of them indirectly influence and push the other into the beginning of such dangerous path. And from the looks of it, Irina didn’t seem to feel bad for driving over her step-father, like AT ALL. So I wouldn’t blame Oksana for the whole thing. Yes, she planted the idea in Irina’s head but it was her who actually did it and didn’t feel bad about it.
This whole dynamic just makes me want to remember the lunch scene in 1x08 where Villanelle asks Irina “Are you a bad person?” “I don’t know yet” well, guess now we are starting to see the person she is becoming and yeah I don’t think any of us saw this coming, that their previous conversation could be a foreshadowing in this way!. I’m VERY glad they decided to bring Yuli back this season since she is one of fan favorites and like I said, the dynamic between Villanelle and Irina is just great!
Konstantin, on the other hand... guy is in serious DEEP shit this season and now having to witness his actual daughter kill someone... yeah, I think having to handle Oksana is complicated enough and she alone manages to drive him mad so now the idea of having TWO mentally unstable daughters... yup, it’s time to do something about this. At the same time I kind of see the parallel between Oksana and Irina and how they could be reflecting one another. Tatiana wasn’t there for Oksana most of the time and didn’t show her any affection, ect. Konstantin is of course not as bad as Tatiana was, but the fact is, is that he is not really there for Irina. She’s not really getting as much of his attention and love as Oksana gets from him since she’s so demanding. So it makes sense for Irina to become more like Oksana, having them both be neglected by their parents in a way.
ALSO!!! Is it just me or is Konstantin the FATHER of the entire show lol?! A lot of people thought that he might be the one who killed Kenny. Now, all out of sudden he might actually be his father?! Yes, the thought did cross my mind but I never expected them to address it in that way. So... based on Carolyn’s forried look and silence that followed afterwards... this is the confirmation? Konstantin is Kenny’s dad then? Or maybe Carolyn isn’t sure of that either? Life is SO much more complicated in Killing Eve, I swear lol! Then there’s the thing with Geraldine... not sure where they are getting with this yet. Feels like we don’t really know anything about Geraldine just yet and really.. so far it just seems like she has daddy issues which could explain her amazing bond with her father and him not being there anymore. (I assume he died). Funny enough, we see Oksana having mommy issues. Yes. It is a thing now. And I’m not very excited to see where Konstantin/Geraldine thing is going... 
Carolyn (ft. Geraldine)
We finally get to see Carolyn uncovering more information about Kenny’s case and actually it brings more questions than answers if you think about it. Kenny calling Konstantin, him possibly being his father, Geraldine kissing Konstantin and so on. This is suuch a mess. 
The long awaited conversation with Geraldine gave us more insight as to why Carolyn is so cold towards her daughter and I get it. Really. What I don’t realy get is the fact that Geraldine decided to not mention Konstantin coming to visit her while insisting her mother to talk about Kenny. If she wants them to be truly open about things and just have a honest conversation, she has to open up about other things as well. That includes Konstantin. And gosh, she better tell the truth in the next episode because I’ve had enough with all the lies. Plus the season is almost over and we hardly know anything about her. Please, Suzanne, don’t let us down on this!
Eve & Dasha
I just love how easily Eve teleported to Barcelona lol! I’ve been also waiting for their face off and it happened. I was expecting something a lot more... crazier, physical, but all they did was basically annoy each other by fighting over VILLANELLE and their importance in her life while having this bowling match. The fact that Eve has NEVER done it before makes the whole winning aspect sooo much more delicious and come on, Eve just HAD to notice how Dasha missed one of her strikes as soon as she mentioned that Niko was still alive. Makes me wonder if its THAT easy for someone to throw Dasha off her game, yet she’s soo narcissistic and so ahead of herself. 
Eve’s trust in Villanelle continues to AMAZE me, like no matter what Dasha told her she STILL denied all of her bullshit as if it was nothing and that is coming from someone who had only met Villanelle a handful of times. This is such a nice parallel to season 2 finale where Carolyn told Eve that Villanelle wouldn’t do the same for her. Not only did Eve figure out who Dasha was and that Villanelle was working for her, but she actually went to Barcelona to confront Dasha like that and call her out without much of hesitation. Again, Dasha mentioned “killing” Eve and that is concerning. There is a reason Carolyn told Eve that Dasha ended up killing one of her own... and that, I feel, is huge foreshadowing for upcoming episodes. Dasha IS the problem and she will cause even more. Honestly, I’m afraid she might do something to Villanelle or Konstantin for that matter. After all, she DID kill one of her own to save her own ass and I bet she can and will try to do it again.
Villanelle/Oksana (ft. Dasha)
To put it lightly, Oksana is a mess. She is going through a LOT. We’ve never seen her this vulnerable and emotional before and she has EVERY reason to feel this way. Now, it is sad that people seem to be struggling to separate Villanelle from Oksana. Like I’ve mentioned in my previous post, this episode was almost 95% Oksana and the rest 5% of her trying her best to look somewhat like her old self mostly at the meeting with Helene and during her next kill. After killing her own mother, she doesn’t see or feel the same way about killing. At least not right now. It’s a lot more difficult for her to turn her emotions off now that they are so intense and she can’t focus clearly. She is becoming sloppy at her job and she doesn’t want to do any of it anymore. Now that I’m thinking about it, we’ve seen more of Villanelle so far than we have of Oksana. The previous two seasons we saw only this confident persona that Oksana has created with several occasions where her real self comes to surface. And this season it’s all about peeling those layers, of slowly peeling away Villanelle and getting to meet Oksana. So, we are sooo used to seeing Villanelle in action, her interact with people that we can’t see her being emotional, let alone crying. It’s not like her. Because it’s NOT her. It’s Oksana and don’t know her enough to know what she is like and what is in character for her. Truth is, she is vulnerable, hurt and in pain. She is going through the death of her mother, the loss of her family, the loss of control and being manipulated (again)  by others in doing something for them. It all was building up and now she can’t escape those feelings anymore and she wants to quit. 
I feel like this time she REALLY means it. She really wants to quit and she is willing to give away EVERYTHING. The apartment, the clothes.. and EVE. The first time I’ve watched the scene I got really concerned and scared... because that means Villanelle is willing to leave Eve like that. At the same time I started to realize that this is sooo much bigger than Eve or them being together. This is Oksana wanting to have a new life... and she wants it so bad, she is willing to leave Eve behind. This, right here.. it called CHARACTER GROWTH and I am soo proud of her for reaching this point, of wanting this life, wanting something for HERSELF even if it means giving away everything she loves. That’s when you know she is being serious about it. So maybe this will turn out to be a good thing... maybe when Eve will notice and find out about this... she will be even more willing to accept her feelings for Oksana and they might end up just running away together because they can and because both of them want for this bullshit to end.
Now, Konstantin told Villanelle to NOT tell anyone about their escape plan. She promised not to do it but then she had a breakdown and ended up telling it to Dasha.Such a BAD move. I mean.. Dasha is the last person she was supposed to tell this to... and I’m sure it will cause major problems. Dasha will get someone killed and I don’t blame Oksana. She’s not in the right state of mind and really, if she haven’t told it to Dasha, we probably wouldn’t have as much action and drama happening in the next remaining episodes. So will see. But I really do hope Dasha will fail at whatever she will try to do.
I’ve probably said it plenty of times but Jodie Comer’s acting STRIKES AGAIN! So many powerful performances delivered each single episode, I am speechless and I really don’t know what else to say. Just see it for yourselves. She deserves another Emmy and more! 
Villaneve screen time
This is not really a part of a specific episode review, but more like me wanting to point something out. It’s been 6 episodes already and we only got ONE Villaneve scene. The bus scene. The kiss scene. Yeah, it was mindblowing and amazing but that’s not enough. And something tells me they might not even meet in next episode.. only see each other at the very end of the episode and that’s on it’s own upsetting... I mean I dare to say, even season 1 had more Villaneve screen time than season 3 has. I’m not even talking about season 2, where literally they spend together half of a season together occasionally meeeting up. This show IS about them and their dynamic and how can we have it if they are not interacting together? I get that this season is more focused on character development and them evolving separatelly, but Villaneve still has to be a thing... and they better give us the entire finale filled with Villaneve quality content or else... after all, they ARE the main plot of the show for me and there’s that. 
Overall Thoughts
Another solid Killing Eve episode. Since they have only 8 episodes, they can allow themselves to make such rich, intense and filled with information/action type of episodes and it shows. There were a couple of weaker episodes, but overall this season is getting stronger with each episode and I am very nervous as I am scared and excited for the remaining two! 
As always guys, if you have any theories or thoughts about this episode, Killing Eve in general or anything else, feel free to jump in my ask box or message me directly, I’d love to chat!!
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chequeredwhitpost · 4 years
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Episode One: Night Patrol.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (OC= Arya [Arya]) [X DOUXIE] >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
It was a long night last night. Study is a total pain in the ass. But hey, at least I had my best friend to help me out. We had a study-over. (Practically a sleepover, but only involving academics. Not our idea, I want to add.) Her name is Darci. 
But now that I’m walking back into the school, I realize just how tired I really am. The school bell rings as I notice a crowd gathered in the courtyard. After that I notice Jim, Toby, Claire, Darci, and Mary gathered on the sidelines. I take a breath and approach them.
“Hey guys.” I say. 
“Oh! Hey, Arya.” Jim waves. 
“Sup, Lake.” 
I look at Claire and instantly wince. 
“Whoa! Claire! What is up with you?” 
“What do you mean?” 
“You do not look good, girl. You look sick as the plague.”
“I keep telling her to take a break.”
“You probably should.” I note, agreeing with Jim.
Mary walks up to Claire and grabs her wrist, pulling her away from the group.
“Look at the hot sauce that showed up at our front door, C-bomb! He’s from Arcadia Oaks Academy!” She squeals. 
I cross my arms and roll my eyes. A second later, I notice Toby, Jim, AND Darci looking at me.
“What?” 
“What? Aren’t you single?” Darci asks, “Shouldn’t you be over there, swooning?” 
“Ok, first of all, just because I am single doesn’t mean I want to get out of that status. Secondly, he can’t be THAT much of a ‘hot sauce’, as Mary put it.” 
I glance over at the big crowd of girls and watch Claire get pummeled. She falls and I roll my eyes. She should really take a break. I turn my head back to Darci and go to talk about last night.
“Hey, thanks for helping me with my Algebra.” I say. 
“No problem! Thanks for helping me with my Spanish.”
“De nada.” 
We laugh. Jim gets a sudden scowl on his face and quickly dismisses himself, going up to Claire. 
Toby snickers. 
“You sure you don't wanna swoon? He’s even making Claire swoon.” 
“Ugh, Toby, did you not just hear what I said?” 
I turn my head and gasp upon who I see talking to Claire and Jim. He hands Claire a flyer of some sorts and I am suddenly filled with happiness. 
“Oh-shit!!” I say, running over to him.
Toby and Darci watch me run away and I hear Tobes say… “Wow, she sure changed her mind fast.” 
“I know right? Weird…” 
 I run up to him at full force and jump at him, pulling him into a hug.
“Douxie!!” 
He grabs me in his arms and slightly holds me back, to see who it is who’s just charged him. 
Once he sees that it’s me, though, he smiles widely and gives me a tight hug.
“Arya!! Whoa, blast from the past! I didn’t know you went to this school!” 
“Wait… You two know each other?” Claire questions. 
I link arms with Douxie and pull myself out of his grasp. 
“Oh, totally! We go WAY back!” 
The goof next to me snickers.
“You can say that again.” 
And Darci and Mary appear out of nowhere, noticing the -- now clearly-- Battle of the Bands poster in Claire’s hands. 
“Claire! We should enter!” Darci suggests,
“We could be a cover band! Call ourselves…” 
“Oh! Oh!” 
They cheer the name together, “Mama Skull!” 
They high five, but then I notice a familiar look on Jim’s face. He pushes past the girls and takes the flyer. 
“I don’t know… you know, really? Mama Skull? I don't know. I don’t know…”
I look up at Douxie, our arms still linked, and we share a shrug. 
“It’s the end of the school year, and we’re already pretty booked up with all those ‘after-school activities’.” Jim gives a nervous laugh.
But Claire snatches the flyer back out of his hand. 
“Actually, a friend of mine told me I needed more balance.” She looks at Darci and Mary, 
“Count us in!!” 
“Kaboom!!” Darci cheers.
“Shotgun on vocals!” 
Douxie nods to Claire, “I look forward to seeing you again, fair lady Claire.” 
Claire laughs. I start to go with Douxie, but Darci and Mary clear their throats, as if I was just volunteered to enter their ‘Mama Skull’ with them.
“What?” 
“What? Aren’t you coming with us?” Mary prods. 
Oh no. I know that look in her eyes. She thinks this-- the linked arms thing-- is something between me and Douxie. Oh geeze. If I don’t go with them now, they’ll take that as confirmation-- which it is NOT! We’re just really close friends! 
 I give a noticeable sigh and undo our arms. I hug Doux one last time and bid him goodbye.
“We’ll catch up later, Ok?” 
I pull out a pen and small sticky note and write down my number.
“And since I’m pretty sure our contacts have changed, here. My number.” 
A slight squeal comes from Mary.
Nonetheless, Douxie takes it and shoots me a wink.
“Of course. Talk to you later then, Arya.” He walks backwards, giving a dismissive two finger salute. 
I watch him disappear around the corner and a hand goes on my shoulder. It’s Mary’s. Typically…
“Ok. You have some SERIOUS explaining to do.” 
“Yeah!” 
“Definitely.” 
I click my tongue.
“Two things. Why should I explain anything to you guys when we’re just friends? And two, when did I sign up for Mama Skull?” 
“Just now.”
“And I’m not mad. I believe you’re just friends. But I’m mad that you never told us you had some SERIOUSLY HOT SAUCE friends!!” 
I deadpan. Oh boy, here we go. 
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(Lunch) 
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I’m sitting down at our usual lunch table, quickly joined by the trio -- Darci, Claire, and Toby-- and Shannon and her best friend, who’s name I believe is Lauri. 
Darci sits next to me on the end of the table--- on my right-- and Mary on my left. Mary practically slams her tray down on the table and looks at me with an expectant smile. 
“Ugh. What now?” I groan, trying to get in my english notes from last period.
“Screw what you're doing! It’s time for gossip!!!” Mary shouts, practically announcing to the whole cafeteria that I have tea. 
….
Which I do not.
“Do I even have a choice?” 
“NOPE.” 
Shannon looks at us, confused. 
“Wait, what’s going on?”
Mary lets out a dramatic giggle, cupping her hands together. 
“OK, so here’s the sip. You know that total cutie that was here this morning from Arcadia Oaks Academy?” 
Shannon and Lauri nod. 
“Well, turns out!” 
Mary grabs my arm and shakes me back and forth violently. I know she’s excited, but there’s really nothing like that to be telling. 
“It turns out that Arya here and the cutie KNOW EACH OTHER!!”
“Quit calling him that.” I grumble.
“Oh, come on, you don’t think he’s even a little bit cute?” 
“Wha--!? Mary!”
“She’s blushing!!” Darci teases.
“Shut up!!” I stomp. 
“You guys… You should really respect people’s love lives.” Shannon says, before looking at me.
“BUT HE’S NOT IN MY LOVE LIFE!!” 
The girls all start cracking up. I swear them out in hawaiian.
“You guys are all lolo.” 
“Yeah yeah.” 
I sigh deeply and go back to my notes. But before I do…
“And could you please not call him ‘Cutie’? He has a name…” 
“Ooh, I’d LOVE to know hot sauce’s name! Tell us!” 
I glare at Mary.
“Jeesh, you said you’re just friends. That means he’s free game.” 
“MARY!!! I SWEAR!” 
I’m gonna strangle her…
“His name is Douxie.” Claire answers. 
We all look at her, surprised as she fiddles on her phone.
“How do YOU know that?”
“I looked up his band. He’s the lead guitarist, and he sings.” 
“Pft. I could’ve told you that.” I mumble.
“Douxie, huh? Douxie….”  
Ok. That’s it.
I go to tackle Mary but Darci grabs me and holds me back.
“ARYA-- NO!!!” 
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<Time Skip> <After School>
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I walk out of the school through the front gates. Dropping my skateboard down on the ground, I step up one foot on the board. I plug in my earbuds and put on some good ol AC/DC for a play back home. I’m about to get moving before I hear someone call my name--- lucky them.
I turn my head around and see Claire leading the trio out of the school. I take out one ear bud. 
“Hey girl…” Mary greets me, cautiously.
“What’s up?” I ask casually. 
As far as I’m concerned, what I did at lunch was justified. So it never really happened. 
“Well, we were thinking about meeting up to start Mama Skull tomorrow. If you’re free we could all get together and decide who does what?” 
“I’ll do lead guitar, if that’s ok.” I shrug.
“Wait, you play guitar?” 
“Excuse you-- I rock the guitar! But I’m gonna be in lockdown at my place tomorrow. I have to watch my little brother and stay home while my parents aren’t.” 
“Oh, bummer.”
“Eh.”
Claire rests a hand on my shoulder. 
“I’ll text you the final details.” 
“Thanks… I guess. Oh! And I want at least one guitar solo!” 
They humor me as they walk away. In truth, I’ll probably just end up signing myself up to go before them. I know it’s not really FAIR, but I don’t wanna just be in the background. If I’m gonna shred, I’m gonna SHRED. That better make sense. 
I sigh, plug my earbud back in, and get home before mom calls me and chews me out. 
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(Time Skip) | (Late at night.)  
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I just finished studying for Senior Uhl’s Spanish exam in a few days when I hear my phone buzz. I check the screen and see an unidentified number’s text, and it’s a warm hello. Bet I know who that is. 
I pick up my phone and reply.
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???: Fair Lady Arya, how are you on this divine night?
Arya: I was expecting Douxie, not Romeo. 
Douxie: Nope, you caught me. Douxie at your service, m’lady.
Arya: M’lady? That’s sappy, my guy. 
Douxie: I thought you liked Sappy?
Arya: I do. 
Arya: So what’s up? You’re lucky to catch me. About to go to bed.
Douxie: Perfect timing then. 
Douxie: So are you going to be in their ‘Mama Skull’ band? 
Arya: Hey, you’ve done this stuff before.
Arya: Can I be in a group and on my own?
Arya: Because I was thinking of playing a solo shred on my guitar.
Douxie: Eeeehhh. It’s tricky. Some competitions forbid that- since if you happened to win solo and your group wins, well, it’s unfair. 
Douxie: But I’m pretty sure this time you can shred solo and with a group.
Arya: Ok cool. That’s what I’ll do. 
Douxie: So, got any plans for tomorrow? 
Arya: Staying home. Gotta watch my lil’ brother.
Douxie: I see. 
Arya: Buut, you’re welcome to come over if you’d like. To hang out, catch up, play some guitar together. 
Douxie: I’d like that. And that’s a ‘please do’ on bringing my guitar? 
Arya: Hells yes.
Douxie: Cool. What time do you want me over?
Arya: umm. If you want you could come over at as early as 10. Am. 
Douxie: Sweet. Even though I’m not much of a morning person, I’ll set an alarm.
Arya: What time do you usually wake up?
Douxie: Late.
Arya: Funny. Ok, Doux. See you tomorrow. Heading to bed now.
Douxie: Sweet dreams, Lady Arya.
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(End Chapter One / Episode One Time.)
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I dont know if you guys couldn’t tell, but this is an oc-insert. Some episodes won’t be happening with what’s going on on screen with the show, so those episodes will be ‘filler’ eps/chaps. 
Anyways, hope you enjoyed this!!
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milkhwi · 4 years
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detective! jeno
summary: you’re still trying to get the hang of your new internship while following around the best detective in town- lee jeno. who also figured out he stole your heart
genre: FLUFF & slight angst?? + sum comedy too
a/n: back on the grind. kinda. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE JENO!!
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Lee Jeno. everyone in the police department KNOWS who he is and it’s like a big ass department??? like damn mr. popular
BESIDES him being known for being able to solve cases in like a heartbeat exaggeration
he’s also known for looking stone cold yet his handsome face like omg wHO WOULDNT FALL FOR HIM
at first he looks VVV intimidating because especially during the job?? he hardly smiles??? he’s so strict AND SCARY then again uh not the type of job you’d smile in
but once he smiles EVEYONE MELTS FOR HIM global warming who???
like sometimes a few coworkers would go to work early in order to talk to him at his station since he’s like always the first one there
it’s honestly like a bunch of highschoolers going to school early in order to talk to the cutest guy before class starts and he doesn’t really mind it but jaemin and renjun tease him about it the most
“JENO STOP GIVING THEM THAT SMILE THEYRE GONNA THINK YOURE IN LOVE WITH THEM TOO” -renjun
“JENO MAKE THOSE MOVES” -jaemin
like once he’s in his office he starts to get so serious and very concentrated but everyone gets heart eyes by just looking at him i’m looking at u secretary
but no matter how many people are straightforward about liking him or asking him to out he’s like sorry can’t,, gotta solve some investigations but he’s just trying to reject them nicely
ANYWAYS so his police department was looking for interns and you and some friends decide to apply because that’s the best place you could ever apply to
and you’re like pls accept me pls accept me pls accept me
and YOU AND ONE OTHER FRIEND GET IN AND ITS LIKE YAY!!!
but then your friend lee donghyuck who knows eVERYHTING is like ouu you guys should try staying away from lee jeno. he’s scary when it comes to the investigations. and both of you KNOW who he is and like gulp please don’t make him my supervisor
anyways it’s your first day and you and your friend are nervous because yikes this workforce lowkey kinda dangerous but :DD WORTH IT
then you get all your docs from the secretary and you’re like so who’s my supervisor¿?
“lee jeno“ hahahhaha :,( pls say sike
so then you and your friend part ways and you knock on jenos office, very scared
“come in” phew so far so good
and the hand you’re holding your documents is shaking and you grip it harder to stop the shaking but it makes it worse
and you get closer to him, “hi um,,, my name is y/n and uhhh you’re my supervisor for the time being haha”
and his face lights up and he smiles at you and you’re like damn an angel but then you’re like snap outta it
“oh nice to meet you! i’m lee jeno i hope we can get along well” and internally you’re like damn haechan was wrong huh he’s an angel
so a few days into your internship it’s not that bad?? just some paperwork so you’re like oh this isn’t that bad
plus since you’re stuck in jenos office it’s pretty good since you glance at him every 10 seconds and you’re like damn he was sculpted by gods huh
and you find it cute when he doesn’t understand some documents he has a little pout and you’re like AHHHHHHH SO !! CUTE !! and when he figures it out he HAS THAT ICONIC EYE SMILE AND HIS EYES ARE SPARKLY
and you try not to stare at him when that happens but you can’t you really can’t he’s so wow your heart skips a beat when he smiles ?? and you’re like ?? haha what’s going on with me
and you and jeno are usually the ones who also have to stay late to finish all the paperwork and he’s like “sorry for having you to stay really late ://“
and you’re like “no! no! no! it’s fine!!! i’m used to it anyways” and it’s already the end of week 1 and you don’t think it can get worse than this
n e ways work seems simpler and like that’s not how detectives are sO jeno now takes you to crime scenes since he has another helping hand and this week jeno is so serious?? and cold?? like um where did his smile go
but you help him with a lot of stuff and the crime scene honestly is a bit scary since the murderer is still out there buut it’s ok you’re ok
and you help jeno around the crime scene trying to gather more evidence and you’re like jesus the atmosphere is really dark you can’t breathe like it’s kinda scaring u a lil so you crack a slight joke to lighten the mood up
and jeno just glares at you and you go !!! big mistake and he’s scolding u “please take this seriously there’s no time to joke around” and his voice is a slightly deeper than usual like harsh and now the atmosphere feels darker and you’re like welp great
but besides that you feel your kinda shatter like oh :((( that was a bad idea why’d i do that omg am I DUMB or am I DUMB HE PROBABLY HATES ME NOW
anyways you’re like “sorry” with a sad tone almost to the point your voice cracks but you gulp and go back to trying to find evidence and writing stuff down
and not long after you’re like ?? hm think i found something and you call jeno over and you’re about to touch the evidence and he quickly grabs your hand and is like “don’t touch it !!” and your eyes widen because YOU DIDNT EXPECT THAT??
but thank god the lights were slightly dim because his hand was warm and soft and you feel butterflies in your stomachs LIKE AHHH?!!!! and your face heating up and you look back at him
and jeno looks back at your hand and quickly pulls away and is like oops sorry
and you’re like i-it’s fine obviously trying not o stutter but failing miserably
but jeno is blushing too like omg what did i do
but then you guys gather the piece of evidence + scan the whole scene again one more time
and then you guys head back to jenos office to try and pull things together
but as you’re walking you recall how warm his hand felt and you shake the feeling off and grab both your hands to keep them warm since it’s still early spring and you’re slightly shivering
and jeno notices and is like “oh um are you cold ??” and you nod and he clears his throat and grabs one of your hands and puts them on his jackets pocket and saying “i hope this kinda helps you” and you feel your blush coming back again because!!!!! THIS IS WHAT COUPLES SHOULD DO EXCUSE ME
and you’re dYING but luckily it’s kinda dark out so he can’t see your face turning into a tomato and you just give him a smile
and then once you guys are inside the building he lets go and you’re like :(( my hand feels lonely again pls hold it
but then you’re like WHAT AM I THINKING I DONT EVEN LIKE HIM you do
and like you guys finish early and head home and you can’t sleep because you remember the FEELING OF JENOS HAND ON YOURS and it makes your heart burst
on the other hand you’d think for a detective jeno would KNOW IF HE LIKES YOU OR NOT but he’s also overly confused cue jaemin and renjun face palming
anywaYs a few weeks pass and you guys are assigned a new place to investigate so you get over there early in the morning and then you stop right in front of jenos office because you hear someone else
and then that voice is like “i like you jeno for a really long time and i hope you’re able to give me a chance” and your heart drops and you’re like oh because the rumors about the secretary planning on confessing to jeno were true and you couldn’t deny they had good chemistry and they’d make a really good looking couple
so then you like wait outside the building sighing not knowing why and wondering if jeno accepted her confession or not and you shake it off and wait for jeno so you guys can leave
inside the crime scene you’re just quiet and trying to focus on looking for evidence and the atmosphere feels so off but jeno doesn’t even notice it
and afterwards you guys go back to his office you’re also silent and he’s kinda like ??? but maybe because you had to wake up early
and then you decide to leave early and jenos like oh okay and you’re moping as you leave and you call donghyuck to hang out and he’s like damn who broke your heart
and you’re like NO ONE it’s just,,, idk why i’m sad it was after i accidentally heard the secretary confess to jeno
and it clicks to haechan and he’s smirking and you’re like what spill it
“so you fell for detective jeno huh”
and you’re like no !!! and start blushing
and he’s like omg are you dense you’re an intern for a DETECTIVE COME ON
and you’re like you’re right,, but it’s too late since he’s probably with her now :(((
on the other hand detective! jaemin and renjun keep eyeing eachother because jeno keeps talking about you and how you looked sad today
but at the same time they’re like wait . lee jeno?? falling for someone???
and then renjun is like “you’d think for a detective you’d know if you’re into someone or not”
“does she like you back though??” jaemin curiositly asks
“i,,,, i don’t know?!?!??” AND THEY BOTH GASP BECAUSE?? HELLO THERE HAS BEEN A LOT OF CLUES AND HES A DETECTIVE
and now it’s jenos goal to figure out if you like him or not with the help of detective! renjun and jaemin
step 1: try to see if they avoid you or making eye contact
so he sees you next to the printer resting on the wall and walks over and places his arm against the wall and basically pinning you there and your eyes widen and you look anywhere but at jeno aND YOURE LIKE UM UHH GOTTA GO
step 2: try to see if they blush if you make a sudden move
and during one of the investigations he hears you calling him over and he pokes your elbow causing you to turn around and your faces are inches away and suddenly you’re a tomato again and jeno teases and is like omg are you gonna have a fever?? and he touches your forehead and you’re so warm he tries not to giggle at how cute you look
and during all of this donghyuck is sipping his tea while you freak out about all the things jeno has done to you and you’re like jeno is gonna give me a stroke and he’s gonna be the one trying to SOLVE WHO CAUSED IT EVEN THO IT WAS HIM
but this plan ultimately helped jeno figure it out and now he’s gonna ask you out because wow his detective skills really helped him out
so one cold late day after going to another crime scene he thinks it’s the perfect timing since the sun is about to set too and you’re shivering but looking at the sky and jeno gives you his coat
and you pause and you’re like “aren’t you gonna be cold??” and he’s like “my hands are kinda cold” and you’re like damn kinda wanna hold your hands but that will lead me to cardiac arrest but your hands brush against eachother and you’re like goddamnit and you wrap his hand against yours and you’re like blushing madly and he smiles at you
and you’re like “better??” and he shakes his head and both of you stop walking and says “now my lips feel cold” and like you guys are really close anywhos so you gotta close the gap
and you’re like hsjdjsiis i’m not that bold bUT STILL and he’s giving that cute small pout and you’re fighting the urge so you bite your lips slightly
but then jeno just pecks your lips
and your heart?? goes 127mph
and he’s like i know it’s sudden but i like you
and you’re speechless?? because lee jeno??? liking someone??? actually?? and your mind is in chaos but you go ahead and peck his lips for 5 seconds and then you’re like “i- i- i like you too” and he pulls you into a hug and says “thank god because i really put my detective skills to work on this case”
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stargleam-star · 3 years
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Warriors Rewrite Pt 9: Power of the Stars
Quick notes: this part is a mashup of The Power of Three and Omen of the Stars since both on their own get boring with 6 books each. The Four main cats represent the wise monkeys: Hear No Evil (Dove), Speak No Evil (Holly), See No Evil (Jay), and Do No Evil (Lion). Also, this part is the last true installment to my series of rewrite posts. Maybe I will make another if I read A Vison of Shadows, buut I intend for the end of this arc to be the end of the series (as I'd thought it'd be when the canon books originally came out). I might also post about ideas for Super Editions in my rewrite, but that's about it for this series. I hope you've all enjoyed my ideas, and will like these ones as well!
The first half of the arc follows The Three. They are the children of Tawnypelt and Squirrelflight. Or so they think
In reality, The Three are not siblings, but cousins. Squirrelflight is the biological mother of Hollykit, who's sired by her mate Crowfeather. Crowfeather is also Tawnypelt's mate; the three are in a secret poly relationship. Hollykit is mostly black, but has small ginger spots on her face that look like berries, and a fluffy red tail which is oddly similar to Redtail's despite not having any biological relation to him, also her eyes are green.
Jaykit is actually the love child of Emberpath and Primrosetail. He is a blue-gray tabby with fur a very similar shade to Bluestar's. He has blue eyes like in canon with dilated pupils since he is blind.
Lionkit is the son of Leafpool and Rowanclaw, conceived while they were away from the clans. Lionkit is a large broad golden tom with amber eyes; his resemblance is very close to his namesake Lionheart
Squirrelflight, Primrosetail, and Leafpool's kittings all pretty much happened around the same time. Squirrelflight and Leafpool had hid in the forest together to give birth, while Primrosetail ended up having her kit on the Gathering Island-where she and Emberpath would meet in secret. Sensing that his sisters have given birth, Emberpath brings his little family to them so they could all be together. While staying in the hollow tree, during a nap, Leafpool receives the "kin of your kin" prophecy. When she wakes, she tells her siblings. She insists the kits be raised together so that the prophecy can be better fulfilled, and so their secret relationships wouldn't be revealed. They all agree to allow Squirrelflight to raise Lionkit and Jaykit, since no cat will question their origins due to the clan believing she was impregnated by an unconnected, unknown donor.
When The Three are apprenticed, things go a bit different than they do in canon. Lionpaw becomes the medicine cat apprentice, and Jaypaw trains as a warrior under Brightheart. Although, Starclan still tries to convince Jaypaw to be a medicine cat instead.
The toms' powers stay the same, and Hollypaw gets a power too. These powers, however, come with down sides. Jaypaw can walk in other's dreams, memories, and converse with Starclan/the Dark forest, but can never have his own normal dreams. Lionpaw is unable to be harmed in battle, but gets tired easily when attacked. And Hollypaw has the power of truth; cats can't lie to her and are more likely to divulge secrets to her. However a cat can tell her something that's actually a lie if they believe its the truth
In this rewrite, Hollypaw is the one who discovers the tunnels. Here she starts meeting up with Breezepaw, who also discovered the tunnels through Windclan territory. No, they don't have any romantic feelings for each other like their counterparts Lion/Heather do in canon, because that would be extremely gross
Breezepaw is still Crowfeather and Nightcloud's son, but things go a bit differently between them. Nightcloud is a lesbian and mates with Sorreltail. The couple really wanted to have kits, so Crowfeather volunteers to sire a litter for them, with Squirrelflight and Tawnypelt's blessing. Nightcloud lets it slip that Crowfeather is his biological father, and Breezepaw, despite having two loving mothers, feels like he should have a bond with Crowfeather too. But Crowfeather doesn't feel a connection to Breezepaw. Breezepaw's sense of entitlement is what fuels his rage and hatred for the older tom, and causes him to become a secondary villain in this series
As warriors, The Three are named Jaystrike, Lionflower (after Goldenflower and because he's a sweetheart in this rewrite), and Hollysong
Despite the strength of his powers, Lionflower uses his abilities for good. He charges into battles head on to heal the injured, even if enemy warriors try to attack him. Since he can't get hurt, he can be right on the frontlines
Jaystrike trains in the Dark Forest with Tigerstar and Mothwing as an apprentice. He wants to make up for his blindness, and so he trusts the dead leader to teach to him be stronger. He also trains there to spite Starclan, since they tried to tell him he couldn't be a warrior, he had to be a medicine cat. But one day, Jaypaw somehow manages to pull his mamma Tawnypelt into his dream with him. She sees what her son is up to and warns him of her kin's evil. She scares him pretty good; this ends up being the last time Jaypaw visits the Place Of No Stars. But because of Tigerstar's teachings, the blind warrior receives the name Jaystrike for being fierce in battle
Hawkfrost in this arc, like in the last one, is Ashfur's equivalent. He traps The Three in a fire in an attempt to kill them to hurt Squirrelflight. This is where Squirrelflight's forced to admit The Three are not her kits. When they all escape, however, she gathers them, Emberpath, and Leafpool together so the triplets can fully explain what their situation was.
Within the next day or so Hawkfrost approaches The Three, threatening to reveal the secrets of their parentage at the upcoming gathering. Jaystrike jumps into the tom's memories to see that he'd been spying on the Fire Triplets' meeting.
The next day Hawkfrost is found dead. After some investigation by Hollysong, it turns out Lionflower is the murderer. Upon his siblings' discovery of this heinous crime, he runs away into the tunnels. His adopted littermates assume he is dead, and wonder who the third cat in the prophecy will be now
The last three books of the arc follow Dovepaw and Ivypaw. They are Cloudtail and Brightheart's kits, birthed by Cloudtail this time, and sired by a random kittypet. Dovepaw is a fluffy, mostly white dilute calico with folded ears and hazel eyes. Ivypaw is a mostly white and gray dilute tabby calico with a gray tail and blue eyes; surprisingly she shares a bit of resemblance to Whitestorm.
Dovepaw is chosen to be the new medicine cat apprentice. It's obvious early on that she is the new third cat in the prophecy as well, made clear by Starclan, and discovered by Jaystrike after walking in her dreams. Dovepaw's powers are the same as in canon; she can hear and see things that are far away. The downside is she has trouble with memory. As a full medicine cat her name becomes Dovelight
Dovepaw is nervous about being a prophesied cat and tries to confide in her sister about this, telling her all the secrets shared by Hollysong and Jaystrike.
Ivypaw is jealous of her sister being part of The Three though, and turns to the Dark Forest to grow strong and to feel important. She divulges the secrets entrusted to her by Dovepaw to Mothwing. Soon though, Jaystrike finds out about this-via walking in the molly's dreams-and holds an intervention with the help of Tawnypelt. Ivypaw, now a warrior called Ivyshade, works as a double agent
In the second half of the second to last book, Lionflower returns from the tunnels just as The Three receive news of there being a fourth cat destined to hold the power of the stars in their paws. Reunited, the four cats along with Ivyshade devise a plan on how to fight against the Dark Forest
Also, the Dark Forest has a powerful living ally. Sol is conspiring with the Place Of No Stars, and figures out a way to summon the evil spirits to fight the living world. It can only happen on the night of the lunar eclipse, when Starclan has no power. After trying to convince the clans to stop believing in their ancestors, Sol sees this as the only way to get them to give up their faith
Before the battle, at the beginning of the last book, Jaystrike, Hollysong, Lionflower, and Dovelight go missing. Squirrelflight, Leafpool, Emberpath, Cloudtail, and Brightheart are incredibly worried about them as the time for the Great Battle draws nearer. But Ivyshade knows the truth and assures her kin that this is all a part of The Four's plan.
When the battle takes place, Skyclan arrives to help aid in the fight, rather than Starclan jumping in. They are led to the lake territories by The Four. The group found the distant clan by using their combined powers, and by recalling the stories told to them by Firestar. Emberstar leads the charge, joining her brother to fight Tigerstar and Sol. With the fifth clan joining them, the living clans are able to face off against the Dark Forest and win.
Emberstar and Firestar lose their last lives together at the end of the Great Battle. Skyclan decides to stay by the lake when all is said and done. The Four keep their powers, and decide to put them to better use by taking over for their parents as mediators in the other clans. Dovelight is the exception; she joins Skyclan to be both their medicine cat and mediator, and Ivyshade takes over for Squirrelflight as Thunderclan's mediator
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missorgana · 4 years
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best decision possible
pairing: finn/poe dameron, background han solo/leia organa
fandom: star wars (sequel trilogy)
rating: general
word count: 1650
summary: Finn is set up on a blind date by their boss’ wife. It turns out better than expected. (blind date + nonbinary finn)
(finally back from my creative slump. continuing my project, i hated this before buut grown to like it. also tros was an absolute shit show so i’m ignoring canon now more than ever before! hope you enjoy!)
read on ao3
If you were to ask Finn what they had said yes to, they wouldn’t quite know what to answer.
They can’t remember the last time they’ve been on a date.
There’s been a lot going on in between their first date with Rey till now, and that backfired, as much as you can call meeting your best friend a backfire.
What they lacked of romantic spark was made up for with constant joking and starting a food war, to the point where the restaurant warned them about getting kicked out if the two of them didn’t behave.
It was also Rey that insisted they agreed to this.
This, being, a blind date set up by their boss’ wife.
Amongst all the weird things Finn have experienced, this might be in the top three.
Their internship continued to exceed their expectations, especially with how laid back previously mentioned boss, Han, was.
First day Finn called him Mr. Solo, he scoffed and made them swear never to call him by his last name again.
They were rather speechless, though, when Han asked them into his office after the closing meeting before the holidays, and what Finn thought would for sure be trouble turned out to be question.
“Hey kid, I told you about my wife, right?”
Finn had to blink, “Uh, yes, Leia?”
“That’s right. Anyway, she’s got this idea and she’ll kill me if I don’t help her.”
That was intriguing, to say the least, but only got more complicated when it turned out Han’s wife was looking to set up their neighbour with someone.
‘Desperately single’ neighbour, a direct quote from the boss himself.
And Finn wasn’t all too crazy about being set up with someone like this, they’d never seen the person, but Han was quick to dismiss them when he got a phone call.
Truth be told, they hadn’t given this any further thought till Monday that week, where a text from an unknown number pinged in.
Finn, Poe didn’t know what restaurant to choose so I made a reservation for you on Han and I’s favorite, hope you don’t mind. Told him seven, just say my name in the door. Leia.
It was a moment of anxiety, to say the least.
Finn would’ve turned it down, if it hadn’t been for Rey asking them what was wrong until they gave in.
“We need to find you something nice to wear.” was all she had said.
“What?!”
“You’re not going to wear to that on your date, are you?”
And they had to look down themself a moment, cause as much as Rey isn’t a fashion expert, they did need something more formal, but, “I’m not going on a date, Rey.”
She scoffed.
“Yes, you are.”
“Am not.”
“Is so!”
And well, here Finn is. In a restaurant they’ve never been in, a week before Christmas, a glass of red wine in front of them.
They only feel slightly out of place.
They also got here early.
Might as well be in good time for the date they didn’t fully agree on.
Rey assured them they would be fine, and Finn knows Han, they know he wouldn’t put them into anything horrible, they’re Han’s favorite intern, even if he won’t admit it.
They’re constantly switching between texting their best friend, and looking at whoever comes through the door.
Finn only has a name and no face to put on their mystery date, let alone a description.
Maybe they should just leave.
Make a run for it.
They receive the twentieth text composed of Rey telling them to calm down. have some more wine. get laid. when a voice above them says, “Finn?”
Finn almost drops the phone in shock. Almost being the key word.
They fumble with the device, ultimately shoving it in a pocket of the suit Finn hasn’t worn since they attended a friend of a friend’s wedding six years ago, and looks up.
Needless to say, they got a bit of a lump in their throat now.
In front of them is a curly haired man, almost golden in the dimmed light.
Finn can tell their mind is already going to being dramatic, then realises the man, Poe, is probably waiting for a reply.
“Yes. I’m Finn, I mean.” they stutter out, standing up and shaking his hand, “Hi.”
Poe’s smile is warm with a tinge of something, is it a smirk? Finn can’t tell.
“Nice to meet you. I’m Poe.” he says, sits down after them, continuing, “I’m not sure how much Leia told you about me, uh, but yeah. I’ve never tried this blind date thing before.”
Finn feels a sense of relief washing over their face, and their stomach, which is now significantly absent of a knot.
“We’re in the same boat, then.” they tell him, trying to laugh the rest of the nerves away.
Poe looks pleased.
“Thank god.”
They both laugh, and well, this is okay.
It’s only been, like, five minutes, but it’s a better opening than Finn had feared.
And, well, then time goes by for a short while with shy glances at each other as they order the food, and Finn has to give it to Leia, this place is nice.
Expensive, too, but they can’t be thinking about that when someone who looks like they’re taken out a of fairy tale is sitting in front of them.
Poe smiles at them again, “Tell me about yourself.”
Finn blinks, doesn’t really know what to say, “Myself?”
Poe laughs.
They wonder if he spends a long time in front of the mirror every morning, or if his hair really sits perfectly like that, curls framing his face.
Except the stray ones that he keeps pushing away from his forehead.
“I can start, if you like?”
“Sure, I mean… Go ahead.”
Poe has a concentrated look on his face before speaking again, “I work in a bakery.”
Finn didn’t expect that, but they smile at the man even more than before.
“Really?”
“Uh huh.”
A gesturing hand makes them speak up, “I, uh, maybe Leia told you. I’m an intern in Han’s company, at the moment.”
Poe nods. “She did.”
The wine comes, then the food comes, and damn, this is amazing.
Finn has to try their best and not devour everything in front of them in twenty minutes, then again, this man keeps distracting them from other things on their mind.
“Leia and Han are in the flat across from me, you know. Leia’s almost like a mother to me, really.” Poe pauses to take a sip from his glass, then chuckles, “Especially when it comes to my love life.”
Finn can’t help but grin.
There’s a couple of minutes where Poe looks wistfully at them, looking deep in thought.
They almost want to ask if something’s wrong when the man speaks up, “I’m a bit surprised you agreed to this, honestly. In the holidays, even.”
Finn shrugs.
“My best friend talked me into it.” they say, but regrets how it comes out.
Poe doesn’t look fazed though, simply nods.
“I’m glad she did, now.” Finn then has to say, almost blurts out, because Poe looks gorgeous and his eyelashes are extremely long and fluterry and Finn can’t concentrate, “Please pretend I didn’t say that.”
“I’d rather not.” Poe answers, and you can’t blame Finn for not knowing what to do with themself, then.
They agree on dessert, and over that, the talk goes. And goes. And goes.
Poe had a year in the military, apparently. Finn can’t imagine.
It’s been two years since he last was on a date, Poe tells them, laughing at himself, and the fact that his ex-boyfriend convinced him to let Leia set him up is a bit hilarious.
They’re surprised until Poe laughs, clearly seeing the irony in that.
Finn tells him how they met Rey, and about their writing, despite their best friend being the only one knowing of their secret dream, til now.
“What’s your writing like?” and Poe actually looks intrigued.
Finn has to look at him for a moment, wondering if they should lie but deciding against it, before answering, “I like science fiction.”
The smile appearing on the man’s face now is impeccable.
“I like the sound of that.”
When Finn glances at their wrist watch, it’s suddenly showing past nine, but the same cheesy Christmas songs are playing for the fifteenth time on the speakers, and Finn really doesn’t want this to end right now.
Han made a good decision of listening to his wife.
Finn made the best decision possible of listening to their best friend.
They decide to split the bill, after half an hour of tiptoeing around even asking for the bill in the first place.
And walking out, Finn’s not sure what the next move is.
Poe keeps giving them this look, sometimes eyeing them up and down, and they wish he would stop, but also doesn’t because if this doesn’t result in a second date Finn might just scream.
A text beeps into their phone, and Rey is asking youve been silent for 4 hours. are they hot???
“So,” Poe speaks up, stealing Finn’s attention once again, like he’s been doing it forever, “I don’t know if you’re okay with me asking this. Being our first date and all.”
Finn has to laugh, fondly of course, and their finger’s hovering over the screen, still on Rey’s message, while replying, “Depends on the question.”
“I’d like to walk you home. Would that be alright?”
And hell, Finn returns the phone to where it came from, grinning so hard their mouth might get permanently stuck.
They’re even feeling so brave that they take the man’s hand, because their place is about twenty minutes away and it just can’t go fast enough.
“I’m not stopping you.”
Rey can get her answer in the morning.
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