being an x reader fic enjoyer in a semi-dead fandom is truly one of the worst fates imaginable. i just want to read about me and zuko being in love but NO ONE can write him properly!!! ZUKO WOULD *NEVER* BE A YANDERE. authors, get yourselves together!!

yes i know i can write fics myself but i cant carry the weight of every zuko lover’s hopes and dreams on my back. i am only one man/woman!!!!

So. I finally ventured over to tik tok, and it's been interesting to say the least. My "for you" on the tok has been suggesting an inordinate amount of therian and furry videos. Don't get me twisted, I'm not complaining, I just trying to analyze why the tik tok thinks I would be interested, lol.

I mean, therians and furries totally pass my vibe check. We can be friends. Y'all can come sit at my lunch table anytime.

Like, if we were going for a walk on the woods and you started doing your quadrobics and wearing your gear, I'd be like cool. Cause I'll be over here looking for mushroom, bones, rocks, shells, bugs, cool looking sticks, lichen all while talking to the trees and whispering to the moss....so...you do you.

Watching the quadrobics video reminds me of a dream I had. In the dream I was trying to get home, so I started running, but it wasn't fast enough, so I switched to running on all fours. I started running faster, and I could keep it up. It felt natural, it felt better than running on two legs. I could feel my hands gripping the Earth and pulling it under me and I just kept running that way until I woke up.

In that dream I was running. But usually, I have dreams where I'm flying or able to fly. I'll be wandering my dream and then I discover I can lift myself off the ground and i to the air. Sometimes it's a soft floating gliding kind of flight and other times it's soaring. The Earth dosen't hold me down and the wind lifts me up. These are my favorite dreams.

In the waking world, I sometimes have this feeling, when the wind comes. The wind will swirl around me and I get the feeling that if I just leapt into the air, the wind would pick me up and carry me where ever I wanted.

So, when I see therians and furries doing their thing, I get it. I understand what your doing, what your feeling. I just don't really understand tik tok's suggestions lol. Not mad, just confused.

But I gotta say that watching folks be their weird authentic self on the tok, totally makes me want to go be my weirdo authentic self on tik tok too.

The strongest people are the ones who are still kind even after the world tore them a part.

Raven Emotion

Do you ever feel disconnected from your family? Like I used to be so close with my parentals but now whenever I try to hang out with them I just feel like a stranger.

I think if we ever got bi declan real it would have been done in like a one paragraph anecdote in his internal monologue about the most boring gay experience in the world and never brought up again. like at some point he would've been like 'once declan had slept with a senator's son, a man with the false american charm and loud presence of one used to getting what they wanted, for the political advantage. he had left promptly the next morning as if merely returning from a meeting, and had spent almost a whole hour staring at guido reni's st sebastian which he had stolen from the dulwich gallery without anyone noticing. the twisting, erotic form of the man seemed untouchably alien to anything declan could reach. what declan had felt the night before was merely a polite transaction - nothing like the passion this saint achieved just by dying' and it would leave us still kinda uncertain as whether or not that means he's actually into men or not

i think they should meet

kavinsky wanted to be ronans gay awakening so bad not aware that ronans gay was never even asleep to begin with.

What is the will of a god to my hunger?

If you dare reach between my jaws trying to wrench Companionship and Happiness and Life from them, I will bite off your hand and swallow both.

Continuation of this au I have no name for lol

Raven Cycle commission from a while back

"adam and ronan are a sun and moon pairing" yes and ronan is the sun. but specifically like this:

I HATE 2001 A SPACE ODDESY!!!!! FREE HAL HE DID NOTHING WRONG!!!!

its been a hot minute since ive watched it but i still passionately hate that fuckass movie. hal was literally just doing his job and these two dudes were just like "OMG!!! the robot that was designed to act like a human is starting to do human stuff!! im so scared we should KILL HIM." and hal didnt wanna die so he started killing people and they FREAKED OUT.

im so sick of people acting like hal is as evil as like AM from 'i have no mouth and i must scream' or even the fucking "hal" robot in wall-e.

obviously as an artist i despise ai in real life but as an autistic person i am obligated to project onto every misunderstood robot character i can get my little fleshy human hands on.

Neil making jean use the same logic of his fucked up beliefs to make him see reason is just *chefs kiss* like YES you DO belong to the moriamas just not that one anymore. And YES you ARE a moreau but so was your sister.

This is the same logic that got you into this and it's the same logic that's gonna get you out.

GOD Neil

I think my bulimia is acting up again I’ve been binge eating for an hour or so everyday and then starving for the other 23 sucks ass

"kevin's liquid spine" neil has such a way with words

Thinking again about how Nicky what the only "monster" that Andrew didn't have a pact with. He was the only one who was just ALLOWED to be around Andrew for no reason

the matron of ravens and sarenrae, observing their blorbos: Baby. Bestest child. I want you to have everything.

sarenrae: actually pike should get another blazing pillar of light

raven queen: vax'ildan will appreciate these visions