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queerism1969 · 11 months
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chrissy-kaos · 2 years
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Shot #34737251 I'm making progress I think 🤔
(Disclaimer*** Syringe is for HRT)
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myst3ry-pl4nt · 1 year
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you've drawn grian with top surgery scars, but what about him pre-op?
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so real for that...
this is special, it gets to be colored.
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transleecent · 1 year
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Nearly The Weekend 😜
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transitjournal · 2 years
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50 Days HRT Update 🔥
No, HRT will not make you turn to a cute anime girl instantly but it will surely do you these things.
Estradiol Hemihydrate 2mg/ Cyproterone Acetate 50mg
First of all, thank you all for your support and interest on my blog. It's what keeps me going.  💕
I used to take DIY HRT with different medications 2 years ago, with spiro and E2 valerate from January 26 2020 to late July 2020. Those doses were pretty low, at least considering from my point. And after I had to stop those meds, all my changes are rolled back, except some very very little breast growth. Now that I'm seeing doctors since October 2021, since HRT is gatekeeped in my country. Thankfully, I finally got them in July 25, officially got a prescription and had my legit cocktail! Now, of course I'm done with talking, let's move to the changes :)
Physical Changes
My skin is much more thinner and more translucent, and I'm more prone to bruises or tear even by slight contact with something. I feel that I have less tolerance for cold, that I now have to run my air conditioning in higher degrees. IDK what will happen in wintertime though! I've noticed my penis is also getting slightly smaller, as well as my testicles, since there's no T supplying those tissues anymore. No longer have to deal with morning wood or random erections, and this makes me so happy! I've noticed tucking is slightly easier because I can't get erections easily, and probably because of my testicular atrophy. I have small breast buds developing much faster compared to my old cocktail in 2020, (check my old posts if you'd like to get to know more about) the sad thing is since I'm taking single estradiol pill a day, fluctiations of estrogen affects my breast tissue. Sometimes it's like it's not there at all, and sometimes it's noticeably there (like a preteen girl's breasts, to compare).
My facial hair is slightly thinner, but it's still there and I have to shave everyday. The thing I didn't expected is, the growth pace of my facial hair is slowed considerably. Considering laser hair removal in future months, I'd do now but I'm short on cash nowadays. I always hated my facial hair, and it was (and still) my biggest cause of dysphoria. I've heard HRT makes laser hair removal on facial hair much more effective, so that's why I've been waiting around. I am also happy that, my scalp is less oily as well as my skin. I've had like soo much oily skin that I had to use lots of products to get rid of. My acne on my forehad is 90% gone, and I'm so happy for it.
Because of T reduced on my system, the sebum production is decreasing, making my skin dryer. And I tried to masturbate twice in a month, but it was so hard to reach climax. I guess I need to find different ways to please me. But my orgasms were more like a full-body experience, and it was... mind blowing.
Mental Changes
Okay don't be afraid of those negative things I say first cause they're not always here, haha. PMS symptoms, usually once a week (sadly). Cramps on my intestines to the point I can't move. Sometimes I find myself that everything in the world irritates me.
And my love life started to bloom again... at least from my side. I find myself I'm falling for handsome guys much more easily... I can't stop myself. It's more of emotional than sexual this time. I started to be able to cry again after months, I cried for my breakup with my boyfriend for first time after 3 months, why it happened is another story to tell about.
And I cry on emotional scenes in TV series. But being able to cry makes me feel free! 💕 I don't have specific craves to foods, but sometimes I feel hungry out of nothing... it's harder for me to say "no" to some foods. My emotions now feels like a rainbow.
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omgcatboi · 1 year
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holy shit I’ve been following you for quite a while but SOMEHOW didn’t realize how fucking obsessed I am with your gorgeous weight gain @_@💕💖
from one fat trans guy to another i am so enamored omfg. your stretch marks are stellar. i wish you all the comfort in your body now that you’re gaining again and I hope you reach your goals soon! you are hot as fuck! have a wonderful day!
I'm supposed to be sleeping but I picked my phone up to text my mom something before I fell fully asleep and forgot. So I saw this notification just in time before bed 😋
Thank you! Yeah, gaining has helped a LOT with feeling comfortable in my body. If I never gained, even with T for so long I would not at all have felt comfortable enough to upload topless pics. Much less even have a binder off at all. Ever. ( I litteraly used to only take my binder off to shower then put it right back on until the next shower. No breaks for sleep or exercise. Do not do this if you can help it. My ribs are basically just dust now. ) But now that I'm so fat that my belly pokes out way more than my moobs, I honestly feel so thankful for my weight gain ( and HRT for sure ! )
The best part is that I'm technically one year on T ( I tried the gel first bc autistic so afraid of needles and that... Did not transition me hardly at all. ) So passing this much already is a really good sign for my transition ahead!
I genuinely feel like now I no longer need full top surgery. Now I just feel like I can really use just a reduction. It's looking like it's very possible that in three more years I wouldn't need either done at all. My chest used to be far more feminine, busty, and round. So T definitely rearranged a lotta fat for me, which wouldn't have happened nearly as fast or nearly as much without the rapid weight gain.
I just want all transman out there like me, who can't afford top surgery and will likely never be privilaged enough to have it, to know that it IS possible to feel loads better in your body without the operation.
Oh and I still can and do wear binders (: I am always topless in my room and if I didn't live with family I'd be topless all the time. I wear binders in public because I feel my moobs are still just a biiiiiit too big. But I feel that eventually I'll be fat enough and my HRT will be so far along that I won't have to worry about it anymore.
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vividrogue · 1 year
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thank you so much for the art of dudes with hairy breasts. it's so nice to see art of bodies that look like mine.
I'm so glad that you enjoyed them and got some solace from them!! I made those paintings while feeling frustrated that there isn't a lot of positive art posts about pre-op trans masc bodies, I love seeing top surgery scars as much as the next guy but not everyone gets the opportunity/ wants to go through top surgery! Hairy pre-op dudes are valid as fuck and need representation too!!!
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starspotted-selkie · 2 years
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addelaidesupreme · 2 months
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I'm watching a video essay about a game ive been interested in playing. The creator of the video, who has crossdressed multiple times, makes a "women arent funny" joke, and i suddenly realize ive never witnessed him acknowledge a woman in an uplifting way before.
I'm on a dating app for lgbt+ people. I've stated multiple times on my profile that i would rather lose an arm than recieve nudes without consent. I will be sent five dick pics for every 2 people i talk to that night.
I'm talking with my dad, who informs me he's been trying his best to learn about trans issues. He says the same things steven crowder brings up when trying to ridicule trans people. I gently but firmly correct my father and get told that ive been fed propaganda.
I'm on instagram, under the comments of a post ridiculing someone for being a misogynyst. Someone's left a comment saying "it must be hard being a woman on the internet" and i respond "it is." I will have every aspect of my appearance scrutinized as a reminder that no matter how well i pass, it will never be enough for someone with bad intentions.
I'm back on that dating app for lgbt+ people. I'm messaged by an attractive looking person, but i can see their partner prominently displayed in all but their main photo, oftentimes striking what im sure they thought was a very intimidating pose. Their bio says "looking for a third for our anniversary." I know that even if I did feel up to it, the gruff partner wouldnt approve of me because i don't pass.
I'm at a job interview for a clothing store. I tell the gracefully-dressed woman interviewing me that ever since i began my transition, i've discovered an interest in fashion, and that this job would allow me to dip my toes into the industry in a safe way. I'm told that i've reduced womanhood to a stereotype, and i can tell by her tone that i lost any chance at the job the minute she realized i was trans.
I'm at the same hospital i got facial feminization surgery in, trying to figure out what's wrong with my bowels. When the person behind the desk gives me a wristband with my patient info on it, i notice a single, lonely, letter M. I ask a nurse in private why it would say that despite me having changed it nearly a year prior. They say they have no clue, and bring in paperwork for me to fill out and have it re-changed again.
I'm living with my mom at the time. I'm new to transitioning, and decide to try my hand at voice training. It feels a bit off, but otherwise im feeling neutral toward the whole thing. I try speaking in this new voice to my mom and she laughs. Now, when people ask if i intend to voice train, i find speaking at all difficult for minutes after.
I didnt have some sort of grand message to convey by this. I just had a thought and then that thought spiralled into whatever the hell this became. Some, okay most, might call it complaining; they are right to do so.
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Every Old Trans Sock Meets An Old Trans-Attracted Shoe
Trigger warning: This story is for trans-attracted men and therefore contains content that, while accurate, may be triggering for some transgender women. If you’re easily triggered by other people’s opinion, best that you go read something else.
Earlier this past month, I posted a popular story about why so many trans-attracted men are showing up these days. This is a companion story. While the other story offered hope to transgender women, this one offers hope to the men. This story encourages men not to settle, to instead hold fast to what they want. 
That’s because the Universe will give you exactly what you want. But you must become a match to it. That means telling stories consistent with what you’re wanting. In time as your stories gain momentum, men, you will undoubtedly encounter your dream transgender partner.
There’s an old English saying: “Every old sock, meets an old shoe.” It means, eventually, every thing finds its match or mate. The same holds true for trans-attracted men. Hold out for what you want. Soothe stories you’re telling that contradict what you want. Then you will meet your match.
There’s a match for everyone
While telling stories about what you want, it’s critical that you not listen to other people’s stories. Especially if those stories contradict what you’re wanting. For example, if a transgender woman disparages your desire to be topped by a transgender woman, you don’t want to listen to that. 
The Universe isn’t listening to that person relative to your desire. So why should you?
The Universe thrives on diversity. Especially diversity of expression. That means, for every desire, a condition fulfilling that desire exists. This includes mates. In other words, for every person who wants to be with someone, no matter the conditions they desire, mates will show up. That’s right. Mates PLURAL. But most men just want one girl. Unless you men hold yourselves as not a match to what you want, it’s guaranteed you’ll get it.
For example, there are many men who want to be with a transgender woman who finds joy in using her penis. And for every man with this desire, there are increasing numbers of transgender women showing up expressing pleasure in such acts. Indeed, many such women exist on Instagram already. And many are quite beautiful. Same with YouTube. Here’s one YouTuber. Here’s another.
If you are such a man desiring such a girl, it’s really important you tell stories consistent with your desires. What do those sorts of stories sound like? Like this one, offered by Julian, a transamorous reader of our content who also happens to enjoy “bottoming,” apparently:
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^^A transamorous guy offers a killer positive story.
Get what you want
Julian’s perspective, his story, is as refreshing as it is bold. It also will guarantee he meets a woman who will derive joy from having sex with him. Julian doesn’t give a rip what other transgender women, or anyone else, thinks about his interest. And, he knows when he meets his match, she will get as much pleasure as he doesfrom his style of sexual expression.
That’s been my experience. Nearly every transgender woman I’ve dated has been a match to my desires. That tells me it doesn’t matter what statistics say, or what transgender women say about my desires. As you are the creator of your reality, statistics don’t matter and neither do others’ opinions.
Every old sock meets an old shoe! You will get what you want. You open the door to what you want the moment you focus on your desires and leave everyone else’s opinion out of the equation.
Need help finding your match? I can help.
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orcaking · 3 months
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♡LOVERBOY♡
my february patreon print!! this is a men’s tits loving household <3
[Image ID: A digital illustration of a trans masculine person, done in dark red line art. He has a shaved head, and is holding a small stem of flowers. He’s nude and doesn’t have top surgery. The person is framed by a large curved stem of the same bleeding heart flowers. The background is a light neutral pink, and there are small white stars around the figure. /.End ID]
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chrissy-kaos · 2 years
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I think you're really brave with what you did. I'm transgender mtf myself, and I was wondering, how much did your surgery cost if you don't mind me asking
I don't know if I'm brave. Really I'm just trying to live. This is the only way for me to do that.
I'm pre op. I'm only on hrt. I haven't had any surgeries. I'm still working on jumping through the stupid ass hoops to get there. Hopefully soon I'll be able to. My goal is top, bottom, and ffs.
But to answer your question I have no idea on a price yet. I have insurance so I'm hoping that will cover most of it. The only price I've gotten right now is $8k for BA. My insurance is covering all of that except out patient care. I'm not eligible for bottom or ffs yet so I can't schedule consultations for those unfortunately.
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uncanny-tranny · 9 months
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Blessed are the people who openly and shamelessly depict pre-op and no-op trans people in their creative endeavors, and blessed also are the trans people with bodies just like those bodies that are depicted 💛💛💛
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vamprnce · 5 months
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trans Peter save me, save me Peter
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gummii-teef · 7 months
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Late night OP doodles
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vividrogue · 2 years
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I've been working on this off and on for a bit, if I work on it anymore I'll ruin it
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