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ok ok of u wont talk abt them on ur official analysis post HERE 🎫 i am handing u a free pass to go OFF about passive/active class and also muse of life/lord of doom >:] ooooo infecting you with classpect brain worms....
*visibly trembling like a chihuahua out of excitement* WELLLLLLLL. I SUPPOSE. IF U INSIST
OK. OK. Tristamp Vash. guy who's got feminine characteristics in his story, narrative foil to his twin brother who's got a lot of masculine characteristics. We got that down we're all caught up!! classpect time :3 (putting this under a read more because this got LONG)
Obviously classpects vary wildly between different people's perspectives, and even within the text of Homestuck itself, but there are some heavily implied roles that each class/aspect has. Time is generally an aspect associated with masculinity, Witches are typically girls, etc. Ofc Vash and Knives can have different classpects than these, but making them a Muse of Life and Lord of Doom respectively just FITS. SO WELL.
Since there's only one Muse and one Lord in Homestuck, there's not much to draw from when analyzing these classes, but there are some insinuations to be made! Muses likely a class more common in women, and Lords are likely more often men. The Life aspect is one that in text, we have only seen in female players, and only male players have had the Doom aspect (not that those aspects are gender-exclusive, but it is a PATTERN).
Life is a nurturing, motherly aspect. Jane Crocker is often treated/seen as a mother (despite being 16, which is a whole other can of worms), and her older self, Nanna Egbert, is one of the few Homestuck characters to canonically be a mother!!! Feferi is the heiress to an entire planet, and her Beforan self is a coddling motherly figure to her empire. Vash is the silent guardian of No-Man's Land, protecting people and being kind and gentle to everyone ESPECIALLY KIDS! We've seen how he is with kids, in Tristamp and every other version! Also in Tristamp, Vash is. a fucking parent now. Knives used Vash to make all these Plants get pregnant. Very violating, but it fits with the maternal themes already associated with him.
Knives and Doom. The only two Doom players we have are the Captors (and I am by no means an expert on Mituna so we're mostly working with Sollux here). However, both are shown to have powers that have extremely destructive potential. Sollux is also a Dave parallel, which means he's also a Masculine Cool Kid, just to a lesser extent. Doom isn't an inherently masculine aspect but there are bits and pieces of it reflected in the people who hold that aspect.
It's also... an extremely lonely aspect. There are only two people who hold it, one of which is a joke character, and the other of which isn't even present for the kids' victory. It's not a needed aspect for a successful session. Neither is Life, but it's still a good one to have in many sessions! Doom is more so an extra, something more directly helpful when it's paired with a negative class (Bard, Prince, Rogue, Thief, etc.). It's not needed to balance anything out except for the Aspect Wheel itself in the coding of Sburb. Knives is a very lonely character. He's not needed. Not in the lives of Plants and humans, and not in the life of his brother.
Now for Classes! Muses are passive; things happen to them, they rarely make things happen. Calliope sat around and waited for someone to come rescue her with a ring of life, doing nothing but telling her story to the poor dead souls who crossed her path. Alt!Calliope finally took action in the end, but how long did that take? How long was she stuck in the bubbles, searching for very specific souls to guide them to the right paths? Aimless and wandering with no one and nothing to keep her grounded, HMMM DOESN'T THAT SOUND LIKE A HUMANOID TYPHOON WE KNOW??? HMMMMMMM
In contrast, Lords are very active. Caliborn takes charge, makes decisions, and works off of a myriad of terrible instincts and loose guidance. He's also an incredibly masculine character (or so he wants us to think). He takes control over his sister's life, he takes control over the lives of others when he's part of Doc Scratch and then Lord English. He is the puppeteer! Everyone else is just an object for his own gain, HMMMM DOESN'T THAT SOUND LIKE A GENOCIDAL PLANT THAT WE KNOW?? HMMMMM
Maybe if Knives chose a different path, he could have been a Prince, or a Thief, but he's a Lord of Doom. This is the path he's chosen, much like Caliborn and how he chose to kill his sister and enter a dead session. This is what Knives has chosen to do. Both are forcing the world and their siblings into whatever roles they see fit.
The Lord of Time shatters the universe- Space itself, the realm of his sister. The Lord of Doom shatters the Life of his brother. This is not the inherent role of a Lord, but these are the paths they have chosen. The narrative parallels are there. The Lord kills the Muse, he takes choice away from the universe, he breaks it for his own gain.
#whiskeys word soup#trigun#trigun stampede#homestuck#didn't think i'd be putting trigun and homestuck tags on the same post but HERE WE ARE BABEY!!!!!#genuinely did not mean for this to get so long i've been doing trigun analysis all day i think#it's just. it drives me crazy. rotating classpects in my mind ALL THE TIME ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!
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for 1k since i just answered this question NOW U HAVE TO ANSWER IT 🫵
who's ur favorite actor/actress (if its a tie then list all of them) AND WHY THEYRE UR FAVOURITE + WHAT DRAMAS YOUVE SEEN FROM THEM
join the celebration!
zanna this is an absolute torture of a question to ask me WHY WOULD U DO THIS TO ME. ok yk i literally cannot pick one so i'll just put my top 7. this is in no particular order!!
han sohee
other than this woman being so damn fine SHES SO FREAKIN TALENTED in all the dramas i've watched with her so far!! her performance in my name was absolutely spectacular which easily rose her up to one of my top actresses and i just love her calming yet also dgaf personality too!! and again,, she's too fine for this world
dramas i've watched with her in: my name, nevertheless, soundtrack #1
rowoon
um excuse me why is he so attractive in this pic i swear rowoon deserves a lot more recognition and roles as an actor!! i fell in love with him thru watching the king's affection which was like the first historical kdrama i've ever watched and he just,, took my breath away he was so silly and HANDSOME and CUTE!! then i watched extraordinary you and tomorrow for him and i just love the versatility in his roles!! i hope he gets more soon
kdramas i've watched him in: the king's affection, extraordinary you, tomorrow
lee dongwook
when i'm telling you this man can act... him in strangers from hell? i was squealing from how good he looked but also screeching by how CREEPY HE WAS. GOD I LOVED IT I ATE THAT DRAMA UP SO MUCH. he needs to play more villain/psycho roles because omg he completely fits it perfectly
dramas i've watched him in: strangers from hell, bad and crazy, goblin
park jihoon
just wanna thank u zanna for introducing me to this man he has actually a gift from god. like his acting in weak hero class 1? IMPECCABLE. him being the absolute cutest cinnamon roll in at a distance spring is green? HAD ME BLUSHING GIGGLING N KICKING MY FEET. he has so much potential in him and i cannot wait for what future dramas he'll be in cuz he deserves more roles!! ALSO EVERYONE LISTEN TO HIS MUSIC PLS ITS AMAZING
dramas i've watched him in: weak hero class 1, at a distance spring is green
lee jongsuk
i've seen like 3 of his dramas and enjoyed every single one of them!! big mouth had me crying and screeching, w two worlds had me amazed the entire time it was such a creative concept, and the hymn of death was absolutely heartbreaking despite being so short like 3 eps long. a talented king fr
dramas i've watched him in: big mouth, w two worlds, hymn of death
park eunbin
i have sm respect for her as an actress shes just THAT GOOD like not joking at all. watching extraordinary attorney woo had me falling for her HARD that i ended up watching another 2 of her dramas
dramas i've watched her in: extraordinary attorney woo, the king's affection, do you like brahms, hello my twenties
jo byeonggyu
the uncanny counter is all the convincing i needed to know how much i'm in love with him
dramas i've watched him in: the uncanny counter, sky castle
honourable mentions: sejeong, seo yeji, IU, ahn hyoseop, nam joohyuk, kim soohyun, park boyoung, lee jaewook, song hyekyo, lee soohyuk
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every single day i am thankful for the fact that i presented the toefl last semester and thus fulfilled my english credits and thus don't need to take daily english classes
#they only last an hour but every day i am thankful for my 11-12 break and sometimes i dont realise not everyone has that free hour#because theyre in english class😭😭#sometimes i wish i had english class too so that i could bond more w my classmates but also i have always hated english class dynamics and i#love my free time too much to jeopardize it in any way#also i forgot how i was so proud for getting an almost perfect score on the toefl lmaoooooo#my literal only pride falls on my english skills how sad is that </3 jshfjsbdjsbf#anyways today i woke up sick and if i hadn't freed up english id be in english class right now and i think i would die#esp bc in other classes i can just lay there and screenshot stuff or whatever but in english class id have to speak or participate or whatev#luckily i am only listening to got7 rn <3#i made my bed and now im lying down and maybe ill take econ class here sndbsndbns#every day i fear my professors will find out im lying when i say i cant turn on my camera bc of bad wifi#i usually turn on my camera and sometimes it rly isnt a lie bc my wifi sucks but also sometimes u just need to sit there w/o the pressure of#potentially being seen by everyone in ur class u know????#ok im going to close my eyes now im going to collapse ksbdnsbdjs even tho im already lying down👁️👄👁️ freaky.... skbdnsbdn jk#anyways like i get the objective necessity of speaking english efficiently but whyyyyyyy obligatory english????#why wld u want ur students to suffer :((((#yes i love english and it was part of my growing love for languages and stuff yes i hate english with all my guts we exist#honey talk#anyways if ure forced by ur school to take english (or another language but im talking mainly abt english and also this doesn't rly apply#for usa maybe?) i wish u a very pleasant anti english revolution i am only kind of kidding <3#also el mes o algo así que tuve así de que clase de inglés obligatoria antes de poder tomar el toefl..... hell.#literalmente me dió una hueva horrible y odié todo y después de que ya había hecho el toefl me enteré que tenía como 15 faltas libres (menos#de las clases que tomé en sí antes del toefl) y creo que siempre cargaré ese dolor#also like ive been the teacher's favorite in like 99% of the english classes ive been in and theyre mostly very nice but why are they all#Like That.....#also i just remembered the english teacher i had for like a week with whom i picked a fight before the first class properly even started....#i am so sorry for being so fucking awful ma'am i promise if u gave me classes again i wouldn't paint my nails and then give u shit about it#i promise i have grown now i have stopped going out with my bad influences i hope ur family is ok ma'am however i still think your views#were rancid and you were racist and classist please do better ma'am im glad u werent my teacher for more than a week i would have been awful#ok got off topic there sjdhsnbdjs i carry burdens i ignore
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Since requests were open I was wondering if I could request father headcanons for iwai + ushi + atsumu 🥺 btw your writing is vv tasty n I can’t wait to see you write more !! Keep up the good work n stay safe !!
haikyuu daddee headcanons
✧ hc’s ✧ for iwaizumi, ushijima, and atsumu
❧ gn reader
✎ 1.4k words
a/n: omg u called my writing taSTY Dx i cri tySM 💞 that is a high compliment for me AHAHAHAH ILY and ty for the request!
also my lovelies i m back i m sry i was gone so long feojfe i miss yall <3 here u go enjoi, this was fun to write lmk if yall want more characetrs AHAHA
current listen: accidentally in love by sHREK AAHAH jkjk i mean counting crows, they cant take that away from me by ella fitzgerald and louis armstrong, love the way you lie by eminem and rihanna
requests: open!
iwaizumi
✧ prePARED daddy
✧ picked up on this parenting thing p fast, also does a lot of research so he’s ready to face any situation
✧ teaches his kids how to behave n respect others
✧ also makes sure they know not to talk to strangers and teaches them some self defense
✧ be warned these kids are packing a surprise can of whOOP ASS,, dont fuck w them,, plus u wouldnt want buff daddee iwa on ur tail
✧ honestly his kids would be ANGELS ,,, n thats cuz he treats them all so w e l l
✧ mans is ATTENTIVE. he asks his kids about their days, their interests, and encourages discussion about their fEELINGS 🥺
✧ always offers them really valuable and light-hearted advice
✧ and gives them the love and transparency we all wanted but never had--
✧ however his kids are easily (n negatively) influenced esp when uncle oikawa comes to visit--
✧ but mostly bc iwa gets annoyed and slips out a lot of curse words and a “shittykawa” and then his kids started calling oikawa that and now it’s ingrained in them forever fjoefefgfvi (*distant phlattykawa crying noises*)
✧ gives them LOTS of head pats and ruffles as signs of affection
✧ PACKS THEIR SCHOOL LUNCHES and ensures they eat a balanced meal
✧ attends all their games/events,, will get a bit rowdy hype them up
✧ def lets his kids sleep with him when they’re having a bad night or woke up scared from a nightmare (and waits for them to fall asleep before going to sleep himself fojref)
✧ when they were babies he usually succeeded to get them to stop crying by pulling funny faces, showing them their favorite cartoons, or humming a lullaby
✧ when they get older,,, u bet iwa would be suPER protective esp when their kids start being iNtErEsTeD in other people
✧ you: “iwaizumi, they seem like a really nice kid, though”
✧ iwa: *sitting with you in the car, across the street from the ice cream parlor your child said they were at, and spying from the window* “you can’t trust everyone, of course they seem ‘nice,’ they just want our approval”
✧ definitely did not interrupt his child’s potential first kiss at their house’s doorstep by slamMINg the door open “sUDDENLY” cuz he “hEard TheIR vOicEs and THougHt TO lET them In”
✧ effectively traumatized both kids
✧ tho he felt bad after n u made him go apologize so he did (and he was forgiven, only if he agreed to never spy on them again--)
✧ doesn’t stop him from scrutinizing every person yalls kid introduces to you tho
✧ overall a super supportive dad, 11/10
ushijima
✧ ok dEF does not know much about parenting ,, at first
✧ stared at his child like ???nani when you both changed their first diaper
✧ also had plenty of staring contests with his babies ,,, called it bonding
✧ was curious and tasted baby food once,,, immediately regretted it
✧ once put a volleyball next to his child, who attempted to bite it, and took it as a sign that they liked it
✧ after sum time n practice, his mind becomes split between “how to volleyball” and “how to dad”
✧ catch him in the kitchen wearing an apron and whipping up his kids’ favorite smiley face pancakes 😤😤
✧ has an amazing ability to get his kids to stop crying, does really simple things like give them their favorite toy or place a gentle hand on their hand or attend to their needs (mans can tell if they want food or needa poop) and they calm down immediately
✧ carried them on his shoulders once and now they never stop asking him for shoulder rides (not that he minds anyway)
✧ if theres two kids he can probs carry one on each shoulder cuz cmon ,,, have u seen this man
✧ always goes to every performance/game/event his child takes part in
✧ man smiles so soft™ when he goes to the 1st grade play and sees his kid’s name in the program next to their role as “townsperson b” (next year, they upgraded to “singing carrot” in a play about the food pyramid)
✧ if his kid ends up enjoying volleyball, he will teach them e v e r y t h i n g they need to know
✧ but is overall super supportive of anything else his child pursues and doesn’t push anything onto them, would rather let them choose what they want to do
✧ had n o idea what to do when his kid asked him about the birds n the bees asfghkl
✧ couldnt sleep one night thinking about it and just randomly asks you while yall laying in bed in the dARk like “so our child asked me how babies are made and I told them they came from watermelon seeds” (you: 👁️👄👁️ “come again”)
✧ you: *at the grocery store with your child*
✧ child: *hands you watermelon* “I want a little brother!”
✧ you: “haha of course honey” 👁️👄👁️ what do i do (*later to ushijima* “duhfojhguf we needa get another baby i promised our child a younger brother fohurof” ; ushi: “wat” ; you: “itS YOUR FAULT”)
✧ yall eventually tell them not every watermelon can produce babies only really special ones that are really hard to get fhuoefkfotfi theyre not ready for the truth
✧ another great daddee, we stan
atsumu
✧ knew parenting was stressful esp with bABieS but was like eh it cant be that bad right
✧ think again
✧ g o o d b y e s l e e p
✧ develops phat bags under his eyes, responds with a weak “aha im fine just that parenting life and the kids ykNOW” whenever his teammates ask if he’s oKAY
✧ tried to tempt his kids to eat their mush baby food by trying it himself, nearly gagged but was able to say “eughh yuMM”
✧ loves to lift them high up in the air, even throws them up a little and nearly drops them (yall almost died from feAR but babie was having so much fun,,, yall agreed to be just a bit more careful)
✧ rlly bad at getting them to stop crying, gets very stressed when he’s exhausted every option he can think of then calls you over for some help/advice (you: *immediately calms them down* ; ratsumu: “how--”)
✧ calls up osamu a lot to ask him how to make food ,, then simps whenever his twin brother comes over and the kids are in love with this man and his cooking (”dad why cant you make stuff as yummy as this”)
✧ very affectionate with his kids, gives them lots of hugs and kisses on the forehead
✧ plays with them a lot! whether it’s sports, just dance, animal crossing, or UNO, yOU NAME IT WE PLAY IT
✧ also has no mercy when playing competitive video or board games,, has made them cry more than once LOL
✧ so sometimes he toned it down n let them win,, until his kids actually got better and DEMOLISH him every time
✧ is cool with his kids cursing, just as long as they don’t do it in front of their teachers LMAO
✧ plays innocent when he gets a call from school saying his kid was using ‘inappropriate language’ and is like “whaaat? my child? im not even sure where they learned that, maybe check if the other kids in class are saying those things, too--”
✧ reminisces how much nicer his kids were to him when they were younger and all the time they spent together,,, bc now that they reached their tEeNS they want alone time
✧ wants to be B) cool dad so he tries kinda hard, esp in front of their friends but his kid’s just like dad pls dofjrgjigtgro
✧ also very supportive of whatever his kids want to pursue and dedicates time to help them in whatever ways he can (whether that be to help them practice, make sure he can provide transportation, get them supplies, etc)
✧ always playfully competing with you to see who’s the “better” parent (you win by default)
✧ PROTECTIVE dad and will easily intimidate ANYONE who crosses his kids
✧ takes sum adjustment and mental resilience but daddee atsumu perseveres 😤 absolutely loves his kids and would do anything for them
#haikyuu x reader#iwaizumi x reader#ushijima x reader#atsumu x reader#haikyuu headcanons#haikyuu x you#haikyuu daddies#LOL#iwaizumi hajime#iwaizumi haijime x reader#ushijima wakatoshi x reader#ushijima wakatoshi#atsumu miya#ratsumu#atsumu miya x reader#haikyuu reader insert#requests
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( dylan o’brien , 25 , cismale , he/him ) * hey , i’m looking for the office of griffin olson . they’re the employee who’s known around the office as the party animal , if that helps ? not to be a gossip , but i’ve heard that they’re extroverted but reckless , is that true ? i’ve also heard that they’re the one who did a line on a fax machine . anyways , here’s the coffee they ordered . ( admin sabrina , 21 , she/her , est )
hiii i’m admin sabrina and aaAAAHHHHH thank u for joining my group :’) umm a little abt me is that i’m a leo and black and i play a lot of instruments and i love ari and harry and 5sos and the driver era and marvel and bnha and i’m going to law school in nyc in the fall so AHHHHHH again but fr i love making friends so hmu on 𝐬𝐚𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐚#3541 even just to chat faljsfkjsfkljj
anyways this is my boy griffin and basically............ homeboy needs to pick up a mortage or smth FJSLJFSLJFJJ
tws: alcohol and drug mentions .
* statistics .
FULL NAME: griffin lee olson
NICKNAMES: griff , griffy , g
FACECLAIM: dylan o’brien but exclusively this era
STAR SIGN: gemini
HEIGHT: 6′1″
HOMETOWN: brooklyn , ny
ORIENTATION: heterosexual
OFFICE OCCUPATION: lobbyist
POSITIVE TRAITS: amicable , energetic , optimistic
NEGATIVE TRAITS: irresponsible , insouciant , impulsive
ALCHOL/DRUG USAGE: heavy for both , & has an unhealthy reliance on the latter when he’s extra stressed . only those close to him or happen to have seen him getting a $20 nosebleed ( aka doing a LINE and being a COKIE MONSTER ) will know about the drug thing , but the alcohol part is easier to find out since too often he wears sunglasses to work to cover his bloodshot eyes flajfafj
THEME SONG: don’t threaten me with a good time by panic! at the disco
CHARACTER INSPO: peter quill ( marvel ) , thor odinson ( marvel but specifically in ragnarok and endgame ) , deadpool ( marvel ) , sokka ( atla ) , klaus ( the umbrella academy ) , beast boy ( teen titans ) , nyles ( palm springs ) cody ko ( tmg ) , nick miller ( new girl ) , aldous snow ( forgetting sarah marshall ) & any party animal character you can think of
AESTHETICS: neon signs lighting up the night , setting five alarms and sleeping through them all , cold liquor on an empty stomach , a cluttered desk and a messy nightstand , winking at strangers , and popping bubble gum .
SECRET: hehehehehehehehehehe
* brief backstory .
griffin’s dad is a used-car salesman and his mom is an attorney who sells avon on the side , so g grew up knowing how to talk . it already helped that he’d been sociable from the start , oftentimes being scolded by his mom for talking the ear off of the person sitting next to them on the subway . but his parents had to be persuasive for a living and that transferred onto griffin . the popular kid to some and the class clown to others , griffin spent his middle and high school years buttering people up with his words and friendship , with his long brown eyelashes and boyish grin . it got him the last bag of chips from the snack cart , an extra five points on his calculus quiz , and free handles of liquor from the seniors . being so well-liked meant griffin was invited to a lot of parties , and that’s where the addiction began . he’s addicted to alcohol , to any drug that gets his veins feeling like electricity , to meeting strangers in loud basements and that pounding feeling in the back of his temple . this carried onto college , so griffin never really got the chance to grow up . he’d never been smacked with the reality that life isn’t all tequila shots and drake songs , and it didn’t help that the profession his parents introduced him to only required an ironed suit from him at the most . he went from one crowded room to another , this one just with more briefcases , surrounded by strangers once more and doing a line with his colleagues . now , working at masters in the heart of the world’s most vibrating city , who knows how long before griffin takes his lifestyle too far ?
* what he does in the office .
he’s a lobbyist for masters ! he’s been there for four years now . basically he works for masters as a messenger to the government . masters is huge and influential and powerful and sometimes they wanna introduce or ban or amend legislations all in the name of making them more powerful and monopolistic , and that’s where griffin comes in . his job is to basically schmooze for the benefit of the company . it sounds like a super important job and it is , and griffin does it well . he’s still immature though 💔 catch him recovering from a hangover and sleeping on his desk most days of the week .
* his personality, summarized .
super sociable and energetic when he’s not hungover , mostly nice but can get snappy if he has a reason to be . tends to ramble . the biggest party animal ever , almost to an insane amount . is down for any opportunity to get lit , no matter the time of day or who he’s with . don’t trust him for anything , he’ll forget about it but at least not on purpose . he’s loyal to the people he likes though so that’s nice !
* wanted connections .
long-term relationship on the verge of ending ( open to f / nb ) : i have a lot of ideas for this and i’d love someone to do this with soooooo hmu if ur tryna plot this mess out 👀
best friend ( open to m / f / nb ) : self-explanatory but everyone loves a fun best friends duo
fwb ( open to f / nb ) : I MEANNNNNNNN B)
THIS?????? drugs tw tho ( open to f / nb ) : mayb they’re crazy when 2gether 🤪
ex-friend ( open to m / f / nb ) : imagine the DRAMA
ex ( open to f / nb ) : everyone loves a messy ex plot . it’s me , i’m everyone .
exes to besties ( open to f / nb ) : can u imaGINE
enemy ( open to m / f / nb ) : there’s definitely someone in this world who hates griffin . or on the flip side , this might be someone he hates ! maybe it’s even mutual
personal assistant/intern ( open to m / f / nb ) : SOMEONE PLEASE HELP THIS MAN NOT GET FIRED . also this connection has sooooooo much potential to it too !
sibling ( open to m / f / nb ) : can be sibling-sibling , half-siblings , step-siblings , any of it !
dealer ( open to m / f / nb ) : yanno.
* i’m literally down for anything so just hmu :) i wanna plot w u all !
#masters.intro#like this post if u wanna plot n i'll slide into ur discord/tumblr ims 😎#also yes...... i picked this gif solely bc it matched the blog aesthetic#drugs tw#alcohol tw
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Idfk shit abt Honkai but since u listened to my cringe I want to listen 2 ur ideas as well ^_^
Anonymous said:
TELL ME ABOUT YOUR AU <3
HELL YEAH I’ll provide necessary lore so hopefully this won’t be Entire Jibberish dkfnskdnf
Also most of my ideas are. Literally just sdr2 related </3
So first off, in Honkai Impact, Honkai/Houkai (written both ways) is a manifestation of the Will of God. Said will happens to include the desire to destroy humanity every time it gets too strong. Houkai can manifest as a lot of things, though Houkai Beasts are the things mostly seen in the game.
Anyway, Herrschers are like. What you get when the Houkai takes control of a human vessel. They’re suuuper powerful and have complete control over the Houkai. It takes a shit ton of power to defeat one and they get varying powers depending on which Herrscher they are (Herrscher of the Void, Corruption, Ice, etc.) They also get little Herrscher Cores that power them. I think when the cores are removed from their vessels, they condense into Herrscher Gems. Don’t quote me on that, but also I don’t care bc I do what I want with my AUs
Valkyries are female soldiers who are deployed in order to fight the Houkai, but because Dangan has too many men for me to make excuses for, I’ve added them in as Einherjar ;;;;
There are several ranks, from D to S-rank. I think D and C-ranks tend to stay on ship and tend to like. Crew stuff? Dealing with storage and supplies and stuff. B-rank and up are the soldiers sent onto the battlefield, with B-ranks being the most common. S-ranks are like. Incredibly rare, you’d have to be extraordinarily strong. (Though typically they still struggle a little against a Herrscher.)
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Now!! With the canon lore dump done, to avoid me lore dumping for my own AU, I’m just gonna spit the character roles for now and elaborate when and if I am asked about it dkfjkedn
Starting off with Hajime, he starts off as a like. A B-rank Einherji? He’s rather weak compared to everyone else in the 77th Squadron (Class 77-B). Not to say that he’s incapable of taking care of himself, but in terms of power or strategy he’s definitely outclassed by like. Nekomaru or Twogami.
He doesn’t stay this way of course. Izuru does have to come into play bc I can’t ever not have him there dkfnkebdks.
Basically HPA is still a piece of shit! They perform human experimentation in pursuit of creating a Herrscher for some Fucking reason, undecided just yet but I think the original Kamukura just wanted to study Houkai and the current scientists on staff are just taking it out of control but that’s off topic.
Anyway, their brand of unethical experimentation this time involves trying to take the Herrscher Gem that they have and basically use a human as a walking holder for it until it condenses into a Herrscher Core and turns the vessel into a Herrscher. Buuuut yknow. You typically won’t be able to just strap someone down when they suddenly gain the power to destroy cities so predictably, their plan backfires and HPA is destroyed and Herrscher Izuru disappears into Towa City, one of the only safe houses from the Houkai. (Spoiler alert, that doesn’t last long.)
Specifically, Izuru is the Herrscher of Reason. That happens to give him the ability to create a replica of any object as long as he knows how the object works and how it’s constructed. He could also potentially create a copy of another person, though I’ve only seen one example of that and it was a Herrscher recreating their own mortal body? So maybe that’s how Izuru and Hajime eventually become separate people but idk
Hajime is still bouncing around in there, losing his fucking mind while Izuru wreaks havoc on his school and effectively gets one of his closest friends killed but yknow that’s a different part of the AU <33
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And that’s the lengthiest character explanation I promise dkfjwkdnkd
Chiaki’s um. I. I made her a Herrscher too but!!!!! In my defense HPA had nothing to do with it she’s just a Pseudo-Herrscher of Ice.
She was born with a natural stigmata, making her much stronger as a Valkyrie but the Houkai energy in it could overtake her mind at any moment. And um. Yeah Hajime actually goes missing when he signs up for the Kamukura project and she might have lost her shit when she saw a crumpled flyer and realized that was what Hajime was talking about when he said he was going to finally become strong enough to help people instead of relying on his friends to carry him.
Anyway she gets to freeze the HPA people going after her alive :) she’s not an actual Herrscher but she has power rivaling one and I think she should be allowed to go off the rails a little. A few atrocities. A sprinkle of destruction. Her body kinda gets vaporized helping Hajime take back control from Izuru and escape though……
Umm oh Junko’s here and gets to be fucked up!! Yknow how HPA does the human experimentation? Yeah they’re not the only ones to do that.
In canon, there’s the Current Era and the Previous Era, an old civilization that I believe was mostly destroyed by the Houkai. Junko happens to be from that Prevous Era. She survived the Final Houkai Eruption that destroyed her Era by going into the Sea of Quanta, a sort of space between universes. That, along with her being injected with Houkai DNA (the aforementioned experimentation), sorta made her stay alive for several thousand years? At some point after Izuru goes MIA, she escapes from the Sea of Quanta, ready to Fuck Shit Up :)
What fucking shit up means is. Undecided as of now but for now she’s just kinda here to see whatever the hell would be the most entertaining. She thinks it’s funny to see Hajime burst a fucking vein dealing with her shit. Also Mukuro is there as her ah. Backup? Muku works as a sort of double agent with Makoto and the 78th Squadron since she didn’t get trapped in the Sea of Quanta like Junko. (Yes Mukuro has the Houkai DNA, they both get tails and horns!!)
Other than that…….well I’m thinking V3 is a like. Separate continuity to DR1 and SDR2. Like they’re in a whole different era. The Neo Realm would be like the NWP in a way? Comprised of the memories of the previous casts, kinda like just a training simulator or maybe a bubble universe in the Sea of Quanta created by Hajime. Idk I just wanna see Kokichi and Hajime fight haha
#pspspspspsps honkai and dr mutuals or followers come talk to me about this#or someone ask me follow up questions i just wanna talk honkai i’m starving skdjskdj#em answers#rainyboot#anonymous#danganronpa#sdr2#sdr2 spoilers#dr1#dr1 spoilers#hajime hinata#izuru kamukura#chiaki nanami#junko enoshima#mukuro ikusaba#caps cw#swearing cw
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this is a loooong one, boys
yes this is going to be a masterpost for my main 12 trolls so you can get to know them! they’re not all in the same world, but I don’t have any class/aspect clashes.
biographies posted under the cut!
suirev - burgundy / lumina - bronze / dietas - gold / phobis - mutant /
lamiac - olive / immera - jade / ruilin - teal / tracor - cerulean /
itoria - indigo / jezakk - purple / astril - violet / cirlun - fuchsia
suirev - sylph of light / lumina - page of space / dietas - thief of doom
phobis - mage of life / lamiac - seer of mind / immera - bard of heart
ruilin - rogue of hope / tracor - prince of blood / itoria - knight of breath
jezakk - heir of time / astril - witch of rage / cirlun - maid of void
suirev, lumina, immera, ruilin and jezakk are alternian, but only immera and ruilin are connected in terms of their lore.
dietas, itoria and tracor are beforan, and all connected.
suirev, lamiac, astril and cirlun hail from exonera (the first planet in the universe of my fansession) and are all connected to each other.
suirev - praying mantis lusus
lumina - star-nosed mole lusus
dietas - chameleon lusus
phobis - serpent lusus
lamiac - fennec fox lusus
immera - venezualan poodle moth lusus
ruilin - raccoon lusus
tracor - scorpion lusus
itoria - ant lusus
jezakk - harp seal lusus
astril - angler fish lusus
cirlun - axolotl lusus
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YOUR NAME IS SUIREV HELIOS.
Nobody believes you, not even your MANTIS LUSUS, but you know a lot more about the fate of the world than you let on. They dismiss your PROPHECIES as bogus, no matter how many tomes you write, and you’ve lost count of how many that is. You consider yourself PRETTY ENLIGHTENED, but not in the spiritual sense… yet. The spirits that pester your caste a lot of the time even seem to avoid you, which would have confused you a time ago, but now you know why.
You’ve developed a nasty habit of checking everything you want to say in your head, and they’re sick of being your mental proofreaders. They’ve made it very clear they dislike you, so you have some HEALING to do. People find you preachy, but that confuses you a lot. You’re mostly silent so that you can concentrate on the cacophony (spirits or no spirits) ringing through your pan, as you get some REALLY GOOD STORY IDEAS from them. Besides, you were named after an OLD GOD for a reason. You should have the right to preach.
One might even say that you’re COMPLETELY RAVING MAD, but at least you try to keep your appearance in check. It’s a shame your blood colour makes your EYE BAGS so obvious.
Your handle is LiteraryLunatic, and y★u end y★ur sentences with exclamati★n marks! S★ n★b★dy notices h★w tired y★u are! Besides, y★u’ve been staying up all night with pr★phecies racing thr★ugh your pan!
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YOUR NAME IS LUMINA SERVIN.
You’re a maniacally busy troll, but you wouldn’t have it any other way, because your pan is always buzzing with NEW IDEAS. You have to keep yourself busy to fend off the ENCROACHING EXISTENTIAL DREAD that fills lowbloods like you. Your mole guardian helps you expand your desert-bound hive-workshop, because you’re often too busy - catering to all of the stupid VIOLET TOURISTS AND LANDDWELLERS in the nearby hive-clusters in order to make money and survive - to pay any attention to trivial household chores.
You’re not very good at what you do yet - though some would suggest otherwise - and you’re just striving to be better. You can recognise that you have the POTENTIAL to be GREATER, and it’s all just barely out of reach. You made yourself some KICK-ASS GOGGLES, inspired by the human subculture of STEAMPUNK, which you adore. They’re probably your best work to date, and you wear them so constantly that you’re afraid they’ll meld onto your face sometimes. The metal they’re made of, BRONZE, is the same colour as your blood, and one of the most pleasing aesthetically, in your opinion. No-one’s figured that out yet, luckily enough.
You’re an avid blacksmith, inventor, tinkerer and the rest of it. You’re making quite sure that you possess any title that involves HANDS-ON CREATION, really. Sometimes, you COMPLETELY SPACE OUT when you should be working, thinking of how best to go about things that really don’t require that much thought. It’s just how you roll.
Your handle is MechanicalMiner, and SOoMETIMES YOoU CAN COoME OoFF AS A LITTLE TOoOo LOoUD BECAUSE OoF WHAT’S PROoBABLY INDUSTRIAL DEAFNESS, EVEN AT THIS AGE.
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YOUR NAME IS DIETAS LAMBDA.
Misfortune has pretty much DEFINED YOUR LIFE up until now, but that’s not important. What really matters is your job, and it’s a relief to have distraction. You know that you’ve been through a WHOLE LOT OF HELL, and would never wish that on anyone else. Ever since you crashed a training ship, blacked out for a bit and met your moirail, your dear ITORIA, things changed. Your HELMSTROLL DREAMS might have shattered, but she made sure you’re not too miserable.
YOU CAN SEE EVERYTHING. Well, almost. After losing your biological eye in the crash, Itoria built you a brand-new one, and now you can see in INFRARED LIGHT as well. You’ve recovered thanks to her, and you want to repay her by TAKING AWAY THE SUFFERING OF OTHERS, doing what she did for you. You travel around selling CHARGED-UP PROSTHETICS to trolls in need, while simultaneously keeping off the trail of the OVERSEERS, a pack of Ceruleans who you’re pretty sure want to kill you and your moirail for saving people.
YOU’RE NEVER GOING BACK TO THAT PLACE. The training centres are a source of shame and hurt for you, because you abandoned your guardian to get a purpose that ended up not working at all. How dumb that was.
Your handle is PsionicProsthesis. Yx0xu speak with a flare that reminds yx0xu of the symbx0xl that was given tx0x yx0xu at the training centres, as it’s a hx0xpe yx0xu’ll never fx0xrget despite the negative memx0xries, and tx0x represent yx0xur lx0xst eye.
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YOUR NAME IS PHOBIS SACCHE.
If your lusus could talk, they’d probably say you were a NERVOUS WRECK. You’re not going to tell anyone otherwise, because your shaking hands prevent you from pulling up the blinds in your constantly darkened hive. Not that you’d want to, of course, since you live in a GHOST TOWN. Populated by literal ghosts. They don’t interact with you much, which you’re extremely grateful for. If the drones thought you were alive, you’d be dead in two seconds flat, with your BRIGHT RED BLOOD on public display.
It’s MAGICAL that you’ve survived this long, but you think it’s because of the menacing SERPENT that you’re fortunate enough to have as your guardian. You like to use their scales to fortify the SCYTHES AND OTHER WEAPONRY you build for yourself. They tend to do most of the hunting, as you can’t risk going out of your hive much, but you do enjoy training. Your LIFE itself is a gamble, and it makes you paranoid as hell, but at least you’re a decent fighter. Not that anyone would know or care. You also like TELESCOPES and looking at the STARS, but have no idea that your symbol means anything to do with that.
Your handle is SerpentineStargazer, and youre a phucking,,,, phucking brasssh little,,,,, ssshit whossse dumb… dumb phorked tongue makesss you…. hisss when youre nervoussss.
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YOUR NAME IS LAMIAC FENRIS.
You’re small in stature, but that doesn’t undermine how HARD-WORKING AND DRIVEN you can be. After all, when you work for THE EMPRESS, things need to be perfect. You’re also RESIDENT TELEMARAUDER of SKAIANET SYSTEMS, being tasked with worming your way into people’s minds to sell DIFFERENT NEFARIOUSLY-LABELLED PRODUCTS. You’ve never seen them made, but that’s not your job. It’s most likely for the best, anyway, seeing as how easily frightened you can be when FENFOXMOM isn’t around. Working for such an awful corporation and even more awful people - looking at you, Mr LaCroix - makes you sick to your stomach, but you need the security.
You’re a pleasant enough troll to be around, but can always change your expression and demeanour, your words cutting as sharp as the weapons you use to defend yourself. You do hate getting your claws dirty unless people really get on your nerve, in which case you’ll tear them to shreds verbally and physically. Somehow, the renovated ballroom you use as your office has been clean of client’s blood for a whole week! Something tells you you shouldn’t be excited about that, but what can you say? You’re territorial. Even though you can’t remember the last time you properly hunted, you can SEE WHAT’S GOING ON INSIDE PEOPLES’ HEADS and defend yourself.
Your best friend at the palace is the HEIRESS, which can be a bit strange due to the remarkable caste-gap between you, but she barely seems to care about that sort of a thing, which is nice. She’s the reason you have the job at the palace, because you consider THE EMPRESS HERSELF to be a very disagreeable person, even though you can’t exactly state that out loud unless you’re gossiping with Cirlun.
Your handle is FluctuatingFoxfire, and yo)u speak in a manner that perfec)tly c)o)nveys yo)ur need to) pro)tec)t yo)urself fro)m harsh judgement, while also) ho)no)uring the sign emblazo)ned ac)ro)ss yo)ur w)ork c)lo)thes at all times.
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YOUR NAME IS IMMERA METREN.
You’ve always been down in the BROODING CAVERNS, doing what all Jades should do and tending to the Mother Grub as she churns out her little grubs for everyone to see. You’d rather not be around to see them, if you’re being honest. You think it’s all just tiresome, thankless work, and aren’t really sure why exactly YOU HAVEN’T RUN AWAY YET. The chattering of your colleagues makes your head hurt, and their happy-go-lucky demeanours just make you REALLY WANT TO SCREAM. At this point, you’d take being a lowblood fighting for their life over whatever job you have here. One occupationless troll among thousands won’t hurt the economy too much, right? You sure hope not.
The fuzzy, pathetic, colourless MOTH you have as your lusus is just waiting to be crushed in the busy environment, and she refuses to leave you alone. Most Jades’ lusii abandon them if they work in a cramped space and fulfil the DESTINY SET OUT FOR THEM, but yours won’t. It’s not like you have the HEART to tell them to leave, and they barely listen to you as it is. No one seems to, troll or otherwise, even though your ninth wriggling day has come and gone and you feel your WINGS growing in. Generally speaking, that’s more of a rare Bronzeblood thing, but you’re sure that’s why your back is itching. You suppose it’s one of the - only - perks of being grub-like.
You just want to do one of two things: Have your colleagues SING YOUR PRAISES for your hard work, as they should acknowledge you, or ESCAPE INTO THE ALTERNIAN WILDERNESS so deeply that not even your lusus will be bothered to traverse your dangerous path. But you have to put up with the noise and the heat and the MURDEROUS INTENT blooming inside you where it shouldn’t really be in the first place.
Your handle is VindictiveVenusian, and YOUR’3 NOT <3RY TOL3RANT OF ANY HOOF33ASTSHIT YOUR COLL3AGU3S TRY TO SPOUT AROUND YOU, SO YOU TRY TO <<ARN THEM OF A POTENTIAL KISM3SITUD3 AT ANY GI<3N MOM3NT.
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YOUR NAME IS RUILIN CAPITA.
Some would call you a thief, but you have more dignity than that. Even though people continue to call you dirty and look down upon you for the nefarious way you act, it’s JUST WHAT YOU’VE BEEN TAUGHT by your RACCOON LUSUS. You love them more than you love getting your MONEY-GRUBBING CLAWS all over your newest riches, and that’s certainly a testament to just how highly you think of them. They’ve always been around for you, and you WISH SINCERELY that they’ll never leave, because they’re the only support you have.
You weren’t exactly raised well, being stuck in the BROODING CAVERNS for far longer than you should’ve been while the lusii took charge of all the grubs around you. YOU’RE THE ODD-ONE-OUT. It’s filled you with WHITE-HOT RESENTMENT, and you’re on a mission to gain back what you lost. You’d once wanted to become a legislacerator or something like that, as with all the other trolls in your caste. But that doesn’t quite suit the reputation you have on the streets, nor the way you’ve been treated. Why get justice for a system you don’t believe in? Besides, you know that someone would rat you out so that you’d be culled, not be the one doing the culling.
You want to take back what was stolen from you, and you’ll get your TRUSTY GAUNTLETS dirty any number of times to do so. Mostly, though, you steal money just because you have the skills to. Being a mid-lowblood isn’t the best, so you’ve picked up tips and tricks from THE VERY THUGS YOU’D NOT WANT TO STEAL FROM YOU.
Your handle is RaucousRebellion, and ¥ou t¥p€ using th€ many $trang€ $ymbol$ ¥ou find on ¥our ¢oin$ and not€$ - that w€r€n’t €xa¢tl¥ *¥our$.* until a mom€nt ago.
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YOUR NAME IS TRACOR BOLDEL.
Everyone agrees with what you have to say, and that’s exactly how you like it. That’s how it’s always been, from the moment you were chosen in the brooding caverns by your MAGNIFICENT SCORPION LUSUS. They left you long ago, because you didn’t think you needed them, and you don’t really care where they might be right now. They’ve taught you to be commanding, and now your words STING SHARPER than the knives you’re so fond of using at any opportunity you may get. It’s not necessary, really, but it makes you seem fittingly intimidating and means that NO-ONE WILL STEP OUT OF LINE.
So you thought. Contending with idiots in the PRISMATIC TRAINING CENTRE FOR YOUNG PSIONS ((LOCATION B2)) is a much harder task than you first realised, due to the fact that there aren’t enough OVERSEERS and too many indigoblooded instructors that know that they can break your control with a little bit more effort than you can prevent. Why they couldn’t spare two ceruleans per centre is beyond you, but it hardly matters enough. You’ll kill with your knives if your empath abilities don’t work, or they don’t COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY DOMINATE THE COMPETITION YOU’RE CONVINCED IS REAL.
Even though you’re so busy sending goldbloods to their deaths, and you don’t really have time for quadrants, ITORIA APREIN IS OUT FOR YOUR BLOOD. She’s the main reason why you think there’s an uprising stirring within the centre, and the trolls who you let loose from your control at the end of the day DON’T WORSHIP YOU LIKE THEY SHOULD. You’ll fix that over time, of course, but you are just waiting for the right moment to strike.
Your handle is BloodthistyBenevolence, and yovr tone of voice is aluuays nnvch gentler than anyone uuovld expect it to be.
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YOUR NAME IS ITORIA APREIN.
Since you rebelled against the TRAINING CENTRES, there has ben a resolute sense of MORAL IMPORTANCE instilled inside you. You don’t think there’s anything else you can do to fulfil your need to help people than providing refuge for the goldbloods entranced by the idealistic, worrisome occupation of helmstroll. It doesn’t bore you if there are a few trolls that come and knock on your door every so often, because ANTMOM has always been around to support you, and she’s even harder a worker tham you. You’ve always wanted to redeem yourself, and realised that preventing the CERULEAN OVERSEERS from culling any more innocent lowbloods is the way to go. There’s nothing more that feels properly fulfilling than DEFENDING OTHERS WITH EVERYTHING YOU’VE GOT.
BREAKING YOUR APATHETIC SHELL has been a hard task and still is, but you’re working as hard as you can to prevent shutting away from the world. Emotional expression has always seemed like something forbidden, especially to INDIGOBLOODS like you. YOU DON’T LIKE FEELING VULNERABLE, but there’s nothing much you can do about it unless everyone just leaves you alone and without any chance to heal. DIETAS makes you feel better about expressing yourself, and you’ve developed pale affections for the little goldblood ever since you found them SCARED AND HALF-DEAD IN THE FOLIAGE. It frightened you, but now not much can. You’re a strong team, and you know they’ll be a backup when things go awry with your DEARLY DETESTED KISMESIS, TRACOR.
You use your knack and love of WIRING AND CIRCUITRY to keep everything safe, creating cameras to track the trolls in your care. You also enjoy SHOOTING DOWN SURVEILLANCE DRONES, because you’ll never truly be FREE of the Overseers and your haunting past if you don’t do something to prevent their poor, uncoordinated attempts at monitoring you. You’re glad for that bit of your unfortunate occupation, at least.
Your handle is EsotericEngineer, and yOu c△n’t seem tO seper△te yOurself frOm △ symbOl Of the life yOu left behind.
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YOUR NAME IS JEZAKK IMETAT.
YOUR TIME IS RUNNING OUT. There’s not much you can do about it, though, because your circus troupe’s on the rise, and the RINGMASTER is starting to get some very bad ideas of what they might do to get you to actually comply for once. There’s nothing you can say that’ll make the people around you actually stop and listen. You feel small, so you try to wear BRIGHT, FLASHY COLOURS and STRIPY TIGHTS to mimic the figures so prominent in the jack-in-the-boxes you’ve always been fond of making and tinkering around with. You have no idea when that particular fascination set in, but it keeps you distracted from worse things that might happen to you. Despite the fact that you’re a highblood, you’re younger than the other performers in the troupe and feel more vulnerable than you should be.
You’re not really meant to be in the troupe, anyway. There was a time where you assume some SEADWELLERS were hunting for food or the fun of it - none of which they need to do, you’re guessing, because of how rich they are - and that was when you’d realised there was a harpoon broken off in SEALDAD’S side. So you saw the distant big top and ran to it, hoping that someone could help your lusus. He *was* healed, which you’re grateful beyond gratefulness for, but then… you don’t really remember. Blaring carnival lights, yellow-tinged and blinding, and then… EVERYTHING CHANGED. You never quite made it back to the sea, because the other purples started to teach you their ways, and you have an eerie feeling that they were trying to lure you into working for the ringmaster, who most of them (except for your ‘friend’ Othamo, who’s pretty fearless in a callous way) worship like a god.
Then you did, but you’re working for yourself most of the time. Wilfully disobedient. You just want to get out of the troupe, and you’ll do anything you can, but it’s been a few sweeps already. Performing with Sealdad makes you happy, and your contraptions do. So maybe it’s not so bad to stay for a little while longer. The time will come when you can make a break for it, you’re sure, just as long as you can secure an escape plan that means your lusus won’t be out of the water for too long at once.
Your handle is ClockworkCarnevale. _/[[ yOU’rE EAsIly scArEd, yOUr vOIcE gEttIng ErrAtIcAlly lOUdEr At wEIrd tImEs. bUt yOU bEt thE jAcks In yOUr bOxEs ArE fInE, sO yOU EnclOsE yOUr tExt In OnE tOO, tryIng nOt tO pAnIc. ]]
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YOUR NAME IS ASTRIL HURICA.
Though you suppose you go by ASTRIL ZEPHYR now. Nothing’s really worked out for you in your life, but the dastardly clairvoyant you’ve seen loitering around your ADOPTIVE DAUGHTER swears that EVERYTHING’S YOUR FAULT. She’s all wrong, of course, and you have the authority to - and half a mind to - completely banish her from the palace if she says one more thing to damage your opinion of her, which was always bad in the first place. You’re now the ‘mother’ of Cirlun, a disobedient and woefully immature fuchsiablood who was entrusted to you by virtue of your position as head of the VENERATED COUNCIL OF VIOLETS. It was disbanded many a sweep ago, with the heiress’ arrival on your sad little planet. THE COUNCIL was a committee of seadwellers with the purest blood, closest to that of a natural Aquarian, who banded together to keep the citizens of DUIIARIA (Now colloquially ‘Earth X’) from descending into anarchy.
You don’t have the best relationship sense, being that you CULLED YOUR MOTHER at the tender age of six sweeps. You could argue that you were only small, and naive, but you were seething with unbridled resentment and RAGE, even knowing that anglerfish don’t talk and thus don’t communicate well. You’ve kept that QUIETLY MURDEROUS DISPOSITION ever since the deed was carried out, and never intend to drop it. Tyranny is the only way you know how to keep your citizens in check, and you don’t intend to learn any other way. It’s ruthlessly effective, and that’s the only standard you’ll accept. It’s probably one of the reason’s why everyone thinks you’re WICKED AND UNCOMPROMISING, even your own daughter. You’d like nothing more than to leave Cirlun to her own devices and show her just how foolish she is to want pacifism.
But now, you wait eagerly in the shadows until she reaches the appropriate age to ascend to the throne. Then you’ll truly teach her what it’s like to fight for her life, even though you never really had to in your own right. You’ve spent a long, long time trying to prepare Duiiaria for survival when up against MILITARY AND INTERGALACTIC OPPOSITION, as you want to conquer as much as you can. You’re not about to relinquish your autocratic mindset for a brat like her, even though she has the right by blood. It won’t matter so much any more if you spill it first.
Your handle is GalacticGalvaniser, and you speak As Cr1sply And D1rec7ly As You Expect Your Orders 7o Carry 7hrough 7o Your L177le C171zens. 7OUR 7EMPERAMENT CHANGES S11GH717 WHEN YOU’RE ANGR7, 7HOUGH.
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YOUR NAME IS CIRLUN ZEPHYR.
You’re the heiress to an empire that you want none of. You were adopted by a troll (despite having a rather pathetic and sickly lusus) after emerging from the CHOKING DARKNESS, and she won’t give you the time of day (unless it’s to mock you for your poor fighting times) so you’ve realised there’s no point in asking how. That’s the only thing you’re glad for, you suppose. The fact that she stays out of your hair is certainly good, because you’re not good in social situations or with diplomacy at all, and you have plenty of time to escape up to the palace’s extensive library. The library is the only time you get any relief from any pressure being an heiress brings.
Reading, of course, is your main form of escapism since it’s so easy to access. Nobody much minds that you while away your time in the library, save for when ASTRIL sends guards to pull you away from your latest fascination to train. Training, that is, for your imminent death at the Empress’ own hand - or trident, as it were. You don’t really know why she does train you directly, since you think that’s something you need to do for yourself, but you guess she *is* PRETTY DAMN BLOODTHIRSTY. The fact that you put up a fight makes everything that much more enjoyable, and you’d say you’re a MORE THAN SERVICEABLE fighter. So much so that you swear you’d be at the forefront of your mother’s GALACTIC ARMY had she not decided she wanted to cull you from the moment she first laid eyes on you.
You’re pretty sheltered, being the only fuchsiablood in your timeline, but you do have a moirail (who you’re pretty sure your mother wouldn’t like at all by virtue of his being a MUTANT) that you sneak out and see under the guise of MYSTER WAEVEL, just another violetblood. Technology has made it easier for you to hide your own blood, and you’re hoping that Etoile could one day mask his as well. Inside the palace walls, LAMIAC FENRIS is your best and only friend, and you often sit with each other and talk when she’s not working. The stories she tells are mainly client complaints, but you’re lucky that the gory recounts she tells with such zeal don’t turn your stomach much. The bloodstains on her office walls don’t help.
A lot about you is a total mystery, but that’s just the way you like it.
Your handle is AlchemicAxolotl, named for your love of the lusus you’re NOT SUPPOSED TO HAVE. ))((oping you )(onour your biggest rolemodel - w)(o's long gone, only around in t)(e b∞ks you pour over - you've since added a little flair to your typing, and t)(ink it l∞ks a lot more personal.
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#fantroll#suirev helios#lumina servin#dietas lambda#phobis sacche#lamiac fenris#immera metren#ruilin capita#tracor boldel#itoria aprein#jezakk imetat#astril hurica#cirlun zephyr#homestuck#homestuck fantroll
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Bet You Look Good On The Dancefloor, 5 (Branjie) (and background everyone) - Ortega
a/n: HOORAY last of the strictly rewrites!!! thank u sm for ur patience if ur still waiting on chapter 6, i promise i’ll make it soon! lots of lo-ove, by-ee!!
fic summary: Strictly Come Dancing enters its 18th series and its producers, after being goaded by a rival dance show on its inclusivity, commission it to be an all-female cast. Unlike Akeria who’s just here to bone her potential dance partner, dancer Vanessa is ready to act like a professional.
And then TV presenter Brooke Lynn walks into the rehearsal room.
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“And…one-two-three, one-two-three, one-two-three, one-two-three-”
“Goddamnit shit cunt bitch fuck piss in my mouth,” Brooke exhales frustratedly all at once, and Vanessa holds back an involuntary chuckle. It would be funny if it didn’t hit so close to home. It’s only twelve o’clock and it’s day three of rehearsals but already Brooke’s entire body language is defeated, like a burst balloon, and Vanessa is worried.
It’s all her fault, really. The scores from Saturday night still burn her brain if she thinks about them too much, hot coals on a grate. Twenty one out of forty. If it were a grade in a test it’d barely be a pass, and Vanessa can practically see her eyes turn green in the studio mirrors if she thinks about the fact they were sixth on the leaderboard behind Jan and Jackie, Crystal and Gigi, Monique and Monet, Akeria and Asia and Jaida and Yvie. Vanessa does not do sixth. Vanessa does not do anything other than top three, and the fact that she ended last week in the middle of the leaderboard enrages her. Okay, she knows this isn’t her journey- it’s Brooke’s, but Vanessa has a reputation to uphold; it’s her first year and she cannot be seen as a dud pro. So on Sunday she’d channeled her fighting spirit into an appropriate dance, and this week they’re doing a Paso Doble. Well. They’re meant to be doing a Paso Doble, but it’s fast and it’s frenetic and Brooke isn’t managing to get her head around this one particular section. Vanessa feels like packing it in, to tell the producers they’re doing something else, but really what kind of person would she be if she pulled that stunt? So instead she’s been watching Brooke become increasingly irritated at herself since 8 this morning and tried to come up with a way she can teach it that’ll work.
“This is my fault,” Vanessa verbalises what she’s thinking and bites her lip. “I’ve made this too hard.”
Brooke suddenly freezes and glares at her. “Are you saying I’m shit?”
PANIC. “No, fuck no! That’s not it at all, I just-”
Vanessa suddenly relaxes as Brooke splutters a held-in laugh, thumping her on the arm. “Shut the fuck up, bitch! I was nervous.”
“Not as nervous as I am about this fucking dance,” Brooke sighs, running her hands down her face slowly. Vanessa looks at the clock and makes a decision.
“You hungry?”
Brooke shrugs. “I am quite, now you mention it.”
“Good. Get your jacket. We’re gonna get lunch.”
Brooke winces. “But I still haven’t got-”
“We have got all damn day to learn this motherfuckin’ dance, now will you put your jacket on and let’s go?” Vanessa says firmly, Brooke giving a little laugh, shaking her head in resignation before crossing the room to grab her things. Vanessa’s pleased, and there’s small fireworks going off in her heart. She’s just asked Brooke to lunch and she’s said yes, not that Vanessa gave her much of a choice admittedly. As Brooke holds the door of the studio open for her, Vanessa starts wondering about where they could go to eat. She’s distracted by the way they’re walking down the corridor side-by-side, the way that Brooke stays close to her despite the fact there’s plenty room for them to have their own space. Vanessa feels like putting an arm around her waist, then decides against it. That kind of contact is special, reserved for a Saturday night after their dance is over and they’re standing together in front of the judges.
They walk out into the chilly October air, and Vanessa’s regretting only taking her hoodie out with her. The weather is quintessentially British- it had been raining that morning but now it has subsided, so the paving slabs glisten with puddles and the cars that go by roll smoothly through the rain-sheened roads and the grey clouds still hang heavy and ominous in the sky. Normally weather like this makes Vanessa yearn for her trips back to Puerto Rico, where the October temperatures are what the UK could only dream of in Summer, but standing outside in the cold and damp doesn’t seem so bad with Brooke looking at her expectantly.
“Where d’you wanna go?” she asks her. Brooke shrugs.
“Starbucks? Take it back and we can eat while we practise?”
Vanessa lets out a laugh and rolls her eyes, both irritated and impressed by Brooke’s dedication. She has a think and then remembers that place a few streets along from the studios where she, Akeria and Monique had grabbed brunch one time before a pro dance rehearsal. The thought of poached eggs with golden yolks on avocado toast makes her stomach rumble and she jerks her head in its direction. “C’mon.”
The walk and the fresh, icy air works a treat at clearing Vanessa’s head and by the time she and Brooke grab a wobbly wooden table by the steamed-up window in the cafe she’s feeling loads better about their Paso even though technically it’s still a mess. She picks up the menu despite knowing exactly what she wants and gives it a scan before Brooke plucks it unceremoniously out of her hands.
“Hey!”
“What?” Brooke smirks knowingly. Vanessa doesn’t complain further, instead indulging in the way Brooke’s eyes dart about as she scans the dishes on the menu, the way her brow furrows and the way she bites her bottom lip as she thinks. When Brooke looks at her again, Vanessa rushes to pretend she hadn’t had her eyes on her first.
“They have some really nice stuff here.”
Vanessa nudges the fork on the table a little to the left. “Me, Kiki an’ Monique went here a couple weeks back. They both had pancakes and they were really good apparently, so…”
She tails off, and Brooke nods. “You’re close with them, huh?”
“Well, we’re all kind of like sisters. All the dancers. In, like…the most literal way possible. We bicker and bitch and steal each others’ makeup and clothes but we love each other underneath it all. But yeah, those two are my girls,” Vanessa smiles involuntarily as she thinks about her friends. She thinks before adding, “They helped me through all the shit last year.”
Brooke smiles sympathetically and nods. “That’s cute that you’re all, like, a family.”
“It’s real nice. ‘Specially since all I really have here is my Mom, and I don’t get to see her all that often.”
Brooke leans her chin on her hands, listening intently. Vanessa realises she’s left her last sentence a little cryptic, so she elaborates. “We came over from San Juan when I was two. Fuck knows why my Mom wanted to leave, but we did. The rest of my family’s still over there- my Abuela, my Tia and Tio, all my lil’ cousins.”
“Do you get to visit much?” Brooke asks. Vanessa nods a yes.
“Way more nowadays than I ever got to when I was little. Obviously when we first came here we didn’t have a huge amount of money but my Mom always made sure to save enough to fly back every Summer for the school holidays an’ stuff.”
Vanessa pauses and looks out of the window. Her stomach feels tight with guilt. “But obviously it got harder when I started wanting to dance, cuz hell, if this country don’t like giving out free school meals then they sure as hell hate subsidisin’ your dance classes.”
Brooke laughs humourlessly in agreement. Vanessa picks at her cuticles as she keeps talking, stares at the table to avoid Brooke’s eyes. “So there were sometimes Summers when we couldn’t afford to go back over because of me. That was hard. My Mom was always really good about it and encouraged me and said it was fine but I still remember her on the phone to my family and how much she cried afterwards…damn. I felt like shit. Guess I still do.”
Brooke pulls a sympathetic face. “But I mean, you’ve been able to go back since then, right? So what do you have to be guilty for?”
“I don’t know,” Vanessa shrugs sharply, frowns a little. “I guess it was just selfish of me. Lookin’ back I should’ve thought about my Mom more.”
“Yeah, but it all worked out for the best. You’re now able to fly her out way more frequently because of the career you’re in, because of the sacrifices you both made back then. Right?”
Vanessa feels something bloom in her ribcage as she smiles at Brooke. Her eyes are kind and she’s talking like a therapist and listening to all of Vanessa’s pent-up guilt and regret even though she has absolutely no responsibility or obligation to do so. “Yeah. Sorry. I just kinda dumped all that on you.”
Brooke shakes her head. “Don’t be silly. This is nice.”
Nice. It is nice. It’s nice to sit in a busy, cosy cafe with Brooke while outside is cold and damp and talk about her life and be listened to. Vanessa feels content and peaceful for the first time perhaps since this competition started. Her mind hasn’t been this clear in a while.
“What about your family?” Vanessa asks. Brooke smiles involuntarily as she gazes at the ceiling. It’s cute.
“Aw, I miss them so much. My Mommy, my total queen and my rock. I love her,” she says happily. Vanessa can’t help but smile at her words. She knows what it’s like to cling to her Mom as growing up they only really had each other. Brooke folds her arms as she continues. “And then I’ve got my older brother and two older sisters who I love to death as well. But I don’t miss my sisters. Well, I don’t miss the way they borrow half my fucking outfits.”
Vanessa snorts a laugh as Brooke shakes her head long-sufferingly. “So you’re the baby of the family then?”
Brooke shrugs. “An overgrown baby at thirty years old, but yeah. All my siblings are either in relationships or married so you can imagine how fun that is whenever I go back to Canada, getting questioned by the fucking relationship Gestapo.”
The sentence makes Vanessa’s heart start climbing the stairs of hope, and she’s not even attempting to stop it. She fidgets with a corner of her paper napkin as she speaks again. “Oh, so you ain’t…you’re not seeing anyone at the moment, then?”
“Why, who’s asking?” Brooke cocks an eyebrow. Vanessa instantly feels her cheeks flood scarlet, and Brooke lets out a howl of a laugh. “Kidding, kidding! No, I’m not seeing anyone.”
“Right, right,” Vanessa nods as nonchalantly as she can. She thinks about testing deeper conversational waters, considers killing two birds of curiosity with one stone. They’re on the topic of relationships, and who knows when they’ll get onto it again, so she decides to dive in. “Just thought you might, y’know…have a boyfriend. Or somethin’.”
“No, no boyfriend,” Brooke says simply. She leans her head on the fist she’s made and raises her eyebrows a little, giving Vanessa a quick once-over. “Or girlfriend.”
It’s the answer she’s been hoping for, confirming her suspicions that Brooke’s into girls, but the flirting panics her and so Vanessa reaches for the discarded menu to fidget with as she lightly shrugs, moving the conversation along with all the tact and delicacy of a steamroller. “So you live on your own then?”
“Yeah. Just me.”
“Me too. You like it?”
Brooke pulls a face, looks down in thought for a second. “Sometimes. Part of me likes the feeling of being completely on my own, because I can do literally whatever the hell I want, take things at my own pace. There’s nobody to nag me or tell me what to do. I realise that makes me sound literally half my age, but it’s true. I can sing as loud as I want.”
“You sing?” Vanessa asks, intrigued. Brooke laughs.
“I didn’t say I sing well!” she snorts, and Vanessa lets out a giggle too. Brooke continues, her gaze focused on the world outside the window as she speaks. “It’s nice though, that feeling of freedom. On the other hand I just miss, like…coexisting with someone? I don’t know. Like when I came to uni over here and I had flatmates and there was that feeling of comfort to know that there was always someone in the next room to talk to, or make dinner with, or just watch TV with. Just someone to do normal shit with. You know?” Brooke narrows her eyes as she finishes her sentence, appealing to Vanessa.
“Yeah, I get it,” Vanessa replies, letting out a little sigh as she lets a few memories in and then slams that particular door firmly shut. “I miss that too, sometimes.”
The silence lingers between the two of them for a second before Brooke speaks again, her tone upbeat and cheerful. “But I mean, for the most part, my flat’s great. It’s part of this new-build, hi-tech apartment complex that only got done building last year. We’ve got a gym, there’s a shop at the bottom, there’s meeting rooms we can book…”
“Yeah, I think you told me about the gym once,” Vanessa nods in recognition, and Brooke’s smile widens as she has an idea.
“You should come round some time. You’d love it.”
Vanessa tries to stop the blush that threatens to hit her face. The invitation is personal and not rehearsal or show related, and that fact shouldn’t make her as happy as it does. She fixes Brooke with a smile and nods shyly. “Yeah. That’d be cool.”
Still visibly buoyed, Brooke reaches across the table and rests her hand on top of Vanessa’s, patting it gently. There’s a little spark of static when they touch, a metaphor come to life. When Brooke smiles at her, Vanessa feels comfortable.
“This was a good idea. Thanks for dragging me out.”
Vanessa shrugs, doesn’t move her hand. She smiles lazily at her dance partner. “It’s okay. We both needed a break.”
As the waiter comes to take their order Brooke’s hand flies out from its position on top of hers, but Vanessa doesn’t mind. There’s a connection that’s been forged that isn’t physical, and she knows it’s still there even if Brooke’s hand isn’t.
Rehearsal ends up going smoother the rest of that day. Okay- it’s not perfect, but Brooke starts picking it up and Vanessa’s mind is less cloudy. Thursday brings more rain and full runs of the dance that don’t go smoothly but Vanessa is relieved because at least they’ve fucking learned it. By Friday they’re exhausted and worn out and Vanessa hates this dance, hates this fucking dance, but it’s one step closer to being over for good. She’s disappointed when it occurs to her that they’re not going to get particularly favourable scores- their run is still riddled with mistakes, but at least Brooke’s worked hard on what she was critiqued for last week. Her core is stronger due to the planks Vanessa’s been making them both do at the start of every rehearsal and her elbow hasn’t drooped once- not that there’s much chance for it to during a Paso, but at least the judges will be able to see that she’s taking their comments on board. Vanessa’s proud of her. She tells Brooke so before they go home on Friday night, when it’s quiet outside and different shades of dark. She thinks Brooke might be blushing as she thanks her and says goodbye, but she can’t be sure.
Saturday happens in a frighteningly fast blur- there’s excitement but it’s nervous instead of anticipative, as everybody knows that tonight one couple will be eliminated. Vanessa’s not really worried about that though- the bottom of the leaderboard last week was comprised of Courtney and Blair, Plastique and Scarlet, Willam and Phi Phi and Aja and Farrah, so in comparison she supposes sixth isn’t too bad. Her aim for tonight’s dance had been to climb up the leaderboard a bit, but knowing how their Paso’s been going Vanessa will call it a success if they both stay where they are.
It turns out they drop down to seventh behind Shea and Peppermint, after their American Smooth has the judges on their feet. Brooke and Vanessa’s Paso goes…well, it goes. It’s not the best they’ve done it but it’s done, thank God, and they never have to do it again.
Unless of course they’re in the dance off. But Vanessa doesn’t permit herself to think about that. Instead, she thinks about the warmth of Brooke’s hand in hers as they walk through the corridor together after their judge’s critiques and their interview. Neither of them address the fact their hands are entwined, and that’s okay. Vanessa likes it like that.
“You okay?” she asks Brooke, halfway down the hallway, as their character shoes squeak quietly against the laminate flooring and they cast fleeting shadows against the manila walls.
Brooke sighs a little, gives a half-hearted shrug. “Yeah.”
“No you’re not. C’mere,” Vanessa frowns, using the hand she’s holding to pull Brooke into a hug. It’s gentle and tight all at once, the way Brooke’s strong arms are holding her close contrasting with the way her hands are light against her back. Brooke smells of a Saturday night: tan in a bottle and hairspray and Jimmy Choo Flash perfume. It’s not like her usual scent of freshly-washed hair and her fabric softener (Lenor Gold Orchid- Vanessa had smelt them all rather self-indulgently on her last trip to Tesco to work out which was Brooke’s).
“I don’t want to let you down,” Brooke whispers above her, and Vanessa can tell she’s got tears in her eyes without even having to look into them. She takes a deep breath and shakes her head against her chest.
“You could go out there, forget the entire dance and do the fucking Macarena for all I care. You always make me proud.”
Vanessa feels Brooke press a kiss to the top of her head and it sets off a blush she can feel spreading down her face onto her neck and across her chest. Brooke had kissed her again after their dance had finished, quick and emphatic against her temple, and it had set off butterflies in her stomach that threatened to fly up into the rigging of the lights. Vanessa wants to get caught up in the moment, wants even to hold her gaze and see how she’d react if she asked to kiss her properly, but instead she pulls herself out of the hug. She keeps their hands connected though and as she meets Brooke’s eyes and finds that she’s smiling at her, Vanessa concludes it was the right decision to make.
“Fuck the scores,” she says, remembering each paddle (4, 5, 5, 5) with a sting as if she’s been smacked with them. “The Paso wasn’t for us and it’s over now. On to the next one.”
“Unless we’re in the dance off.”
“Brooke Lynn, Bianca gave Blair a two. I think we’ll be fine.”
Vanessa isn’t wrong, and it turns out their position looks better compared to some of the other dances they see once they’ve been through makeup to get neatened up again. Poor Scarlet tries her best to get through her Jive with Plastique but her feet just aren’t doing the things Vanessa knows Scarlet wants them to, and the judges give them a combined score of fifteen. Scarlet looks deflated as she leaves the dancefloor and the moment their interview is over Vanessa watches as Yvie pulls her into a hug (Vanessa knows that type of hug because she’s just given Brooke the exact same one). Aja and Farrah’s Samba wasn’t great either and they earn themselves a mark of seventeen. Despite this, though, by the time the show finishes and they have to assemble to film the results (which are pre-recorded and then broadcast on a Sunday), they’re both a bag of nerves. She and Brooke are placed on the stairs with a spotlight burning down onto them, ants under a magnifying glass. The mood between the couples is decidedly tense, and as Vanessa looks down at the girls on the dancefloor she sees Monet squeeze Monique’s waist as Monique sighs and rests her head against the other girl’s shoulder. Vanessa wants to scoff at the fact they both seem nervous. The waltz they did almost brought the house down and they even got a nine from Laganja, so unless the only votes they got were ones they gave themselves, they’re very likely to be safe.
Michelle does her intro and, as the lights go down, Vanessa feels as if her heart is going to break her ribcage it’s beating so heavily.
“I can now reveal that the first couple safe and through to next week is…”
Long pause. The beat of a drum and Brooke’s pulse that Vanessa can feel through the hand she’s holding. Vanessa is so nervous that she casts her eyes up to the heavens. Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee…
“Jan and Jackie!”
Jan screams and Jackie falls gratefully into her arms as she yells a “thank you!” at the camera that’s barely heard over the applause.
“The second couple safe is…”
Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Vanessa gives a minute bow of her head like her Mom taught her to do at mass when she was little. Is it sacreligious to pray if you’re lapsed? Some priests probably think so. Vanessa hopes it’s working in their favour anyway.
“Heidi and Vixen!”
Vanessa can’t see their reaction as they’re positioned above them at the very top of the stairs, and she doesn’t want to turn around in case…it’s bad luck? She doesn’t know. At this point she’s not risking anything, not even looking up to see Brooke’s face.
“The next couple safe and through to next week is…”
Holy Mary, Mother of God…you take away the sins of the world? Nah, that’s the wrong one. Fuck.
“Gigi and Crystal!”
Vanessa wants to roll her eyes, much as she’s happy for her friend. Of course they’re safe. They were second on the leaderboard last week and first tonight after a scarily in-sync Charleston. It comes as no surprise to her.
“The first couple in tonight’s dance-off will be…”
Vanessa feels truly nauseous. It wouldn’t be impossible for it to be them, stranger things have happened on the show. What the fuck is that next line? Holy Mary, Mother of God…
“Blair and Courtney.”
Vanessa’s heart feels as if it’s been shocked by jumpleads. She feels Brooke give an involuntary squeeze of her hand, and Vanessa strokes her thumb against hers in return. They just need to not be the other couple in the dance off. It’s doable.
“The next couple safe and through to next week is…”
…pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death-
“Brooke and Vanessa!”
Vanessa doesn’t screech or scream. Instead she finally turns to Brooke, who’s meeting her smile with a matching one plastered across her own face. She falls into her outstretched arms in relief, and mumbles a “thank you” to the camera while Brooke holds her tight. They’ve made it. They live to fight another week.
Amen.
Of course, one couple isn’t so lucky and, after a tense dance-off between Scarlet and Plastique and Blair and Courtney, it turns out Blair is the first celebrity to leave the competition. The girls get upset- the celebrities have all become a part of their big, crazy family now, and it’s sad that Vanessa will no longer hear Blair laugh at something Vixen has said, or compliment her on her makeup, or ask to get selfies with everyone in the dressing room. It’s Vixen, though, who is affected the most by Blair’s departure. Vanessa knows they’re good friends but she wonders if perhaps they’ll ever become something more as she watches Vixen cling to Yvie and sob and sob. The moment they’re all allowed, the pros and celebrities flood the dancefloor as Blair and Courtney dance their last dance. Vixen makes a beeline for Blair and Courtney graciously steps out of her way so the pair of them can hug and cry in tandem.
“Shit, this is rough,” Vanessa mutters to nobody in particular. Monique, who’s materialised beside her, shrugs.
“Yep, well. I don’t plan on havin’ to go through it, so it’s not a problem for me.”
Vanessa snorts at her friend’s cockiness, then pulls a sympathetic face as Blair approaches the pair of them, all streaming mascara and sniffles.
“C’mere, baby. You did so well, be proud of yourself,” Vanessa offers to her, and Blair smiles gently before her face crumples again.
“Just…look after my girl, okay?” she asks them hopefully. Monique smiles, rubs her forearm gently.
“Oh, sweetie, Courtney will be fine, she’s a big girl.”
“Courtney?” Blair asks, confused. Then she appears to realise something and she smiles back at Monique, a little embarrassed. “Oh no, um…I meant Toni. Can you both look out for her? Make sure she’s okay after I’m gone? I mean I know her and Heidi are going to go far, but…y’know.”
Vanessa wants to cock an eyebrow at Monique in recognition, but she doesn’t. Instead she gives Blair a reassuring look, takes her hand and squeezes it gently. “Sure we will.”
Appeased, Blair thanks them and gives them both a hug before moving on to say goodbye to some of the other girls. As she walks away, Vanessa hears Monique give a big sigh beside her. She tilts her head at her friend inquisitively. “You ‘kay?”
“Yeah, uh…” Monique sighs, rubs her eyes a little. “Could we do lunch at some point this week? Me, you, Kiki. I just need my girls’ advice.”
“About what?” Vanessa asks her. Then, as she follows Monique’s gaze over to where Monet is standing talking to Shea and Aja, the penny drops. “Oh. OH. Okay. Yeah, we’ll do lunch, bitch.”
Monique smiles gratefully at her, then gives her a hug and a goodnight as she’s starting choreography early tomorrow. The coming week’s theme is movies, which is always fun, and Vanessa already has a number in mind. It’s ridiculous, and so quintessentially Strictly. She can’t wait to show it to Brooke.
As Vanessa thinks of Brooke, she finds her eyes scanning the group of girls to see where she is. She’s smiling as she’s talking to Plastique and Scarlet, her smile bright and dazzling and her eyes kind. The lights are hitting her highlight and making it look as if she’s glowing, and her hair catches the light too in its smooth and glossy bun.
Vanessa feels her heart yearn, and she considers the possibility that perhaps it won’t just be Monique talking about the feelings she has for her partner when they both go to lunch with Akeria.
#rpdr fanfiction#ortega#bet you look good on the dancefloor#strictly au#lesbian au#branjie#vanessa vanjie mateo#brooke lynn hytes#monique heart#monet x change#blair st clair#the vixen#scarlet envy#yvie oddly#background momo#background scyvie#background crygi
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hello everyone!!! i am so excited that this place is back uwu hello i am jess and i play this bb wooseok here~ i’m super hype to play him and i can’t wait to start plotting with everyone! wooseok’s about page is HERE and i’ll list some more facts/history and some potential open plots under the cut :D
i have twitter here, but i think i’m mostly going to try to keep plotting to tumblr ims so i don’t get confused haha. please LIKE THIS TO PLOT and i’ll hop into ur ims! or reply to this if u see a plot u want maybeeee? if not we can always brainstorm too!
brief history/run down of wooseok
he is a 96 line and a third year at snu
he’s late bc he did his military service fresh out of high school so he’s a bit older than others in his grade oops (aka if ur 95-97 line and did military service already maybe they met there)
his parents divorced when he was in like 8th grade so it was Peak Devastation and Angsty Times for tween wooseok and he decided he hates his dad
but he ADORES his mom and visits her most weekends
he’s a scholarship student and got in on a full ride on the basis that he keeps his grades up
so he’ll be mostly found studying in various areas
if he’s at a party and he gets bored he’ll probably be on his phone reading his notes lmAO
i called him “haruhi without the host club and cross dressing” so if that helps with the image i have for him HAHAA
uhhh he loves baking but doesn’t cook very often
since he’s in nutrition he always bakes his own snacks and can almost always be found snacking on something homemade that he baked on his own
he’s also always willing to share because he’s Generous™ like that
potential plots? maybe?
anyone who went to the same high school and knew he was a nerd and before his nice Glow-up
maybe an ex .... a Girlfriend in high school .... before he decided his preferences
tbh i would love to have someone who like ... either tries bullies or tease him for being poor but he honestly doesn’t give a crap (quote haruhi’s “ugh, rich people”)
HE NEEDS FRIENDS someone pls just befriend this boy
exes(?) he has one (1) ex who he’s still lowkey half pining over but he’s definitely dated other people~ even if it was in high school or smth
COUSINS??? he’s an only child but pls be cousins w him (especially cousin’s on his dad’s side bc that would be fun if he liked u but he’s torn bc ur from that side of the family and he’s like :/)
cousins from his moms side would be cool too tho
frenemies? friendly competition? u know he’s a nerd but u wanna try to beat him at his own game?
someone he tutors? wooseok is the type of person who doesn’t rly wanna make longterm friends bc he’s like “never gonna see these people again anyway” so
someone who always tries to benefit from his snacks? (this can be multiple people bc wooseok stress bakes LOL)
someone who is vaguely worried about his caffeine addiction and he claims he has it under control “bc this is what he’s studying” but youve never seen someone drink something with three-four espresso shots in it and not shake after like ... is he ok, is he human
HAHA or he’s broke AF rn nd you see him sUffering because he’s suffering from caffeine withdrawals and you take pity on him and buy him a coffee
u are confused as to why he keeps staring at a certain someone and thinks that he’s shy or smth and offer to be his wingman but no, he doesn’t just think he’s hot, that’s his ex-bf
and bc i’m uncreative these are one-liners i stole from the internet that could work w wooseok as a plot
“there’s a harry potter marathon on.”
“why would you tell me that when i’m studying for a midterm?!” (wooseok)
“you need to shower/eat/sleep/take care of yourself.”
“after studying.” (wooseok)
“no. now.”
you’re waiting in my dorm room for my roommate to come back from class and i end up helping you on your lab work/homework
this is the third time you’ve been locked outside of my dorm bc you left your student card/key inside. this is also the third time i’ve had to let you in
i’ve never gotten drunk before and you decide you’ll make me get drunk with you
you were really drunk and i walked you back to your dorm to make sure u were safe
i hate sports so why am i at the _____ game? you want to find out
we have the same early 9am class and you fall asleep on me so i wrote notes for you (so you want to either pay him back or get him to always write notes for u or smth)
all of our friends are drunk, why am i even at this party?
i caved and ordered pizza and so did you and we’re both waiting outside of the avenue for our respective delivery guys
we’re studying in the library and there are two people very obviously fucking behind the shelf next to us, what the fuck are we supposed to do?
you (a sports player) hit me in the head with your (sports) ball and now we’re headed to the infirmary because i think there’s two of you
wow this got super long so thank u if ur still reading this djkfbksdjbf but yeah anyways hmu to plot pls and ty and if none of these fit ur muse we can always brainstorm ofc!!
edit: i added some random prompts :D
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Stella's Chat, May 5, 2005 (4Kidz).
Lauren says: Welcome everyone.
Lauren says:Welcome to the chat with Stella
Lauren says:Hello everyone.
Lauren says:The chat session will be starting in about 15 minutes
Lauren says:Stella is scheduled to arrive in a hover limo in a few minutes
Lauren says:Stella has arrived!
Lauren says:She is going to get settled and then we'll start in about 5 minutes
Lauren says:Welcome Stella
Lauren says:stand by - she's just finishing her latte...
Stella says:Hello! Hello!
Stella says:sorry -- I can never pass up a good no fat latte
shimmeringstar says:what is your FAVORITE COLOR
Stella says:ohhh -- I love gold -- and sparkly things
Stella says:and I also like orange
winxgrl22 says:Hi stella I love you. My question is, How do your parents feel about you dating a non-prince like brandon or sky or whoever he is?
Stella says:Hmmm -- yeah -- that one was a little hard to explain to them
Stella says:so far - they're cool with it
Stella says:once I explained that he was really cute, and treated me nicely
chibimoonemem says:How long does it take you to do your hair? Does it make you late for classes? lol. {sweat_smiley}
Stella says:Totally!
Stella says:If I wash it -- it takes a long time to dry - and I try to dry it naturally,'cause it's better for my hair
Lety says:Stella who do you consider your best friend
Stella says:Bloom -- don't get me wrong -- I think the other girls are awesome
Stella says:but I'm just tighter with my girl Bloom!
shimmeringstar says:WHAT IS YOUR FAVORIE ANIMAL
Stella says:I think dogs are totally cool!
Stella says:the smaller the better too -- and you can dress them up in designer clothes
Stella says:sooo cute
waterwinx says:hey stella what you faverite class
Stella says:I think transformations is the coolest
Stella says:I can change my haircolor whenever I want
Stella says:and I'm working on a new outfit transformation
winxgirl9123 says:Whats your fave food?
Stella says:I love pizza - and I love canteloupe
nicole2005 says:Hey Stella, do you paint your nails?
Stella says:Yeah I do -- I like to do the french manicure type polish
Stella says:but sometimes I leave them natural and buff them
winxmagix says:So, are you still trying to create a new shade of pink?
Stella says:Always!
Stella says:I think that would be a worthwhile contribution to the fashion world
winxgrl22 says:Stella who is your favorite fashion designer?
Stella says:Lizzy Flashstone -- she's the bomb!
Mimi Imhotep Winxgirl163 says:What is like to be Princess os Solaria
Stella says to:It's pretty cool
Stella says to:I mean -- I have always been a princess
Stella says to:but I got a new appreciation for what it was like not being royal
Stella says to:'cause as far as I knew she grew up not being royal
dark evil gurl says:stella do u can u speak french?
Stella says:oui - je parle un peu - mais c'est nest pas bien -- et tu?
Stargirl says:Can you give me some tips how to get my winx? {heart_smiley}
Stella says:yeah -- I know Bloom has been studying really hard, and Ms. Faragonda gave her a book she keeps in her room
Stella says:have you seen it?
Stella says:It's got some excercises for connecting to your Winx
Zoey91 says:Do you have enough clothes.
Stella says:like -- never!!!!
MKAWC says:D o you like dressing up parties
Stella says:Totally -- especially if it means that I get to wear new outfits!!
Stella says: I also love costume parties -- also totally cool clothes
Stella says: actually, I guess I like all kinds of parties
winxgrl22 says:Stella how did you feel when your parents said they were splitting up?
Stella says:I was totally upset!
Stella says:I can't say I'm happy about it, but that's kinda the way things are ... y'know
Catrina says:Do you think blue and red go together?
Stella says:yeah -- if they're the right shades of blue and red -- not baby blue with orangy red -- unless you're trying to make a statement (that's not fashion victim!)
chibimoonemem says:What's the best way to de-frizz your hair?
Stella says:Oh -- well -- I always tell people to never blow dry!
Stella says:it just makes it worse!
Stella says:and there are great pomades to help control the frizz factor. I know that frizzy hair can totally get a girl down!
Petti_Angel says:What tips do you have for looking your best on picture day?
Stella says:hmmm -- always a challenge! And crucial! I find it is best if you tilt your head down just a teensy bit and look up at the camera
Stella says:it works!
Stella says:also a little vaseline on the teeth is good for keeping you able to smile a lot without drying out
Stella says:lip gloss is aslo a plus -- or lick your lips
dark evil gurl says:wats your fav freezee?
Stella says:Orange -- or if it's the mixed fruit kind -- melon!
cutiepieangel_06 says:do u go to the spa all the time?
Stella says:Every chance I get!!!! I practically live there -- and I think that everybody will have a chance to see the spa next month!
chibimoonemem says:What are your veiws on homework?
Stella says:Hmmm -- really, I am thinking of banning it when I rule Solaria....
Stella says:I mean, there are tons of other improtant things to do -- like read the latest Teen Fairy, go shopping, go to the spa....
Stella says:the list goes on --
IceAngel says:Hey Stella, If you HAD to get black shoes what type of shoe would they be?
Stella says:I think something classic and strappy -- that way they'd go with all my glam summer outfits
winxgrl22 says:Stella which would you rather do rule Solaria or become a fashion model?
Stella says:Rule the kingdom -- because then I can do both -- and have the royal jewelry to boot!
mask says:hey stella what can you do to keep your hair from drying out because my is and its better now but it still a little so what can I do
Stella says:have you ever done a hot oil treatment? You have to warm up some oil
Stella says:like coconut, or castor oil,
Stella says:and just make it warm, and rub it through your hair, and let it sit on there for a while -- maybe 20 mins or so
Stella says:then you wash it out with shampoo like normal
Stella says:It helps when mine dries out
catluver88 says:do you think that shaving or waxing is better?
Stella says:Well, personally, I wax ... I get it done at the spa .. but it's not for everyone
Stella says:you do have to be able to stand a bit of pain!
winxgrl22 says:Stella which winx girl do you feel has the best fashion sense?
Stella says:Honestly, I think that is yours truly ....
Stella says:but I think my influence is rubbing off on the other girls!
Stargirl says:What year was your best birthday? {lol_smiley}
Stella says:When I was 6! I had my whole family together, and I got a puppy -- it was fantastic!
Mimi Imhotep Winxgirl163 says:Do you like pizza?
Stella says:Yep -- I do!
StarFairy999 says:Are all the winx girls princesses?
Stella says:I think so .. I never really asked everyone...
Stella says:I guess it wasn't that important to me -I liked them for who they are
Tia robinson says:hey stella what are you scared of
Stella says:zit bugs!!! They're totally gross!
Glam Gal says:What would you like better: spending a day at the spa, or hanging with your friends?
Stella says:Those are two things I try to do together -- I mean -- can you think of anything better?!
iamsassy says:whatis your favoret color
Stella says:Gold and orange are my faves!
StarFairy999 says:Is the lifestyle of a princess as glamorous as it seems?
Stella says:It's not all glamour -- I mean -- there are things that you have to do -- royal functions that you have to attend
Stella says:sometimes you have to dance with visiting princes -- even if they're totally gross!!!
Mimi Imhotep Winxgirl163 says:When's your birthday???????????????????????????
Stella says:August 10 (I'm a Leo!)
shimmeringstar says:PLEASR ANSWER
IceAngel says:What's more boring school lectures or a meeting with the royal advisors?
Stella says:royal advisors -- they can be so ho -hum y'know!
Stella says:but Kingdom budgets yada yada yada ---
Stella says:it's a total yawn!
fairywinx_93 says:How can you keep ur hair so long?It's amazing!
Stella says:thanks! I've been growing it out for years!
Stella says:but it totally takes some work to keep it looking great - long hair gets really tangled
Stella says:so I have to brush it really carefully, and use gentle products on it
princessgrowler says:stella do you ever go on the forums at all
Stella says:Yeah I do -- and I'm learning how to use the interface between Alfea computers and Earth's computers
Stella says:it's pretty complicated, but Tecna is helping us all out with it
Stella says:she's totally awesome with that
Winx_girl44 says:What do you think of Rivin?
Stella says:I think he's got 'tude!! And he gets on my nerves
chibimoonemem says:Have YOU ever been to the potentially fatal Starbucks thread?
admin says:Ah, man, not the starbucks thread again!
Stella says:no -- I was told it was a way to break a nail -- and I'm not going to risk that!!
cutiepieangel_06 says:What's your fav latte?
Stella says:I like Venti skinny carmel mochhiatos (but I don't think I spelled it right!)
Petti_Angel says:How often do you get your nails done? {shrug_smiley}
Stella says:I get them done at least every two weeks
Stella says:but I make sure I buff and polish at least every other day
Mimi Imhotep Winxgirl163 says:Do you get an allowance and if so how much? Please answer! I'm desperate to know! {cry_smiley}
Stella says:Yeah -- I get an allowance -- but my Dad just puts it on my credit card. I'm not sure how to convert Solaria dollars to Earth money.
Stargirl says:Whats the best thing about Solaria?
Stella says:The shopping! Magix is a little slower to get all the really cool stuff -- so it's great to go back home
Winx Lover Girl says:Do you like Kiko
Stella says:Yeah -- he's a totally cute little bunny
princessgrowler says:stella do you have a cell phone
Stella says:Yeah -- I've got an inter realm model mini phone -- it fits in my pocket and goes everywhere with me
SolariaPrincess says:Do you think bloom and Tecna have taste in clothes for their kind of attatude? I really really want to know!! {smile_smiley}
KarliM.16 says:Who is your most least favorite witch? {shrug_smiley}
Stella says:Bloom and Tecna are cool -- they're trying to be individual - and that's really what style is about!
Stella says:Icy is my least favorite witch -- way too much eyeliner!
Stargirl says:Whats the worst animal you have ever seen?
Stella says:ohh -- I think basaliks are totally freaky -- in fact -- I might be more scared of them than zit bugs!
princessgrowler says:have you ever tried to impress a boy with your outfit?
Stella says:yeah -- I try to impress lots of people with my outfits!
Stella says:But mostly, I like my style to be for me
KindyLou says:Do U wear glittery or plain makeup?
Stella says:it depends -- I like glittery stuff for dances and things where a little extra something will make my whole look y'know.
Princess Tru says:Do you know if you will be able to visit earth soon?
Stella says:I'm not sure when we'll go to earth next -- but it wouldn't be hard -- all we'd have to do is use my scepter to jump realms
MKAWC says:Who is your favourite winx club member
Stella says:ummm -- well, I like everybody , but i'd have to say my bf Bloom!
Stargirl says:Did you ever do ballet?
Stella says:umm -- we did something on Solaria, and it looks kinda like ballet, but we didn't call it that. Most princesses have to take some kind of dance training.
KindyLou says:Whats the longest youve talked on the phone? {flower_smiley}
Stella says:Well -- I think the marathin record I have for phone talking was 6 hours!
Stella says:But my ear was totally sore for the next day!
alys says:What is your fave assorey?
Stella says:my Solaira ring -- I mean nothing beats jewelry that is awesomely powerful and is so gorgeous that it goes with everything
Zoey91 says:My mom has talked on the phone for 8 hours.
winxgrl22 says:Would you ever visit bloom on sparx?
Stella says:Well, she doesn't live on Sparx right now -- so I guess I don't really think about going there...
Stella says:I wouldn't mind going
winxgirl374703 says:Waht is your fave hair style?
Stella says:I love up do's for hot days, or for evening stuff -- but mostly I like to wear mine long and loose
Stella says:and a hair band helps to keep bits out of my face
Fussface says:If the witches were to take your Solaria wand would you fight to get it back?
Stella says:of course -- and they've tried before!
Stella says:But we've been able to take them!
winx rooocks says:what is the best teacher in alfea?
Stella says:Umm -- Ms. Faragonda. I know she isn't really a teacher, but I think she always looks so classy and has it together. I mean -- she runs the whole school, and still manages to look great for an older fairy.
spunky4444 says:hey stella how is brandon?
Stella says:Hey -- he's cool!
winxgrl22 says:Are you going to help bloom rule Sparx like show her some guidlines to being a princess?
Stella says:I'll help her out any way I can -- I mean she is my best friend and all...
StarFairy999 says:Who--in your opinion--is the best dressed movie star? worst dressed?
Stella says:Callie Heartlock has totally got it going on!!! Worst dressed-- that's a little harder...
Fussface says: are you more like your mother or father?
Lauren says:we've only got time for a few more questions
Stella says:I think I'm alittle more like Mom, but it's hard to tell .. I might grow up a bit more and get some more traits like my dad has...
Stella says:I guess we'll wait and see...
reallysmartgirl says: what is your fav outfit,winx or reagular?
Stella says:Winx outfit!
alys says:Do you like the message bord?
Stella says: I LOVE it -- I think it's soo cool to be able to post messages with everyoone --
Stella says:yeah -- it's awesome!
chibimoonemem says:What's your most embarrasing moment?
Lauren says:two more questions and then Stella has to leave
Stella says:well -- one time I was at a royal gala -- and we were eating spinach pie -- I had a huge gob in my teeth -- and I didn't know it
Stella says:then I had to make a speech to welcome the princes from other realms -- with green teeth
shimmeringstar says:WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF MUSIC
Stella says:I like to keep current -- so I'd have to say top 40!
Winx_girl44 says:What is your faveorite season?
Stella says:Summer -- so many more choices for outfits!
Lauren says:That's it everyon!
Lauren says:Thank you Stella for joining us
Stella says:Thanks Lauren, and thanks everyone else!!!
Stella says:/me smiles and waves
Lauren says:Wow! Stella just used her scepter to disappear
Lauren says:Thanks again for coming. We'll let you know when the next chat will be
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HENLO!!! this is ur actual bday present, not that Gross thing i sent earlier lol. again, do whatever u want with it!! u dont have to post it or anything. it’s just easier to submit stuff like this than to, idk, send u an email like a señora lol.
ok so im doing this in bullet point format bc the last time I wrote a coherent, well-written paragraph was like 5 years ago or smth. anyway!! since u hated soooo much my beautiful, amazing, unique goths au im going with the loser couple au… which was also a college au of sorts?? dskjhksjdf this isn’t even an au, since y’all are already losers tbh (^: this also got out of hand…. this shit is eight pages long. idk enjoy bithc.
first of all, ck the kind of dude everyone’s lowkey scared of bc he’s silent and serious af. also he does seem kind of a weirdo, tbh?
youve seen him around, maybe you’re in the same dorms but u have absolutely no idea what he’s majoring in :o and u ask around but no one has any idea either!! oh wow a mystery~~
BUT he’s kinda cute hmmm (^: and u probably find the weirdo vibe interesting
however it’s so hard to get to talk to him. u always run into him when you’re out with friends or in a hurry to get to class so :///
but destiny works in mysterious ways~~~ and once u meet it’s rly. so unexpected.
actually, it’s awful since u get locked out of ur dorm sound familiar?? during winter break, rly late at night after a long study session at the library yes, the library, fight me. so u kinda just. sit down miserably outside ur room, since ur roommates are gone, cursing everything and everyone. u will eventually go looking for someone to help u out or smth but right now u need to Whine.
but oh my!! enter mister im changkyun!!! that weirdo who actually lives a couple of doors away from u (how come you never found out wtf???)
he sees u basking in ur misery and actually. finds u rly cute??? bc you’re pouting, cursing a little under ur breath, fumbling with ur phone. but u also look angry as fuck, ready to kill a man??? and yet you’re really fucking cute what the hell!!!!
so he comes up to u and asks u what’s wrong, to which u answer not so nicely without even looking up from ur phone, bc you’re rly so done with this situation ://
but then u look up and u See who it is fuck fuck fuck fuckfucbicvufkhkcfj
but since ck’s Nice and he understands that u must be having an awful time (and also bc he thinks youre cute) he offers to help u. you’re kind of skeptical since he’s just another student, what could he do???
until he tells u he knows how to pick locks lmaoaoaoaoa. that lil weirdo (‘:
anyway he saves ur night. but since he’s an annoying lil shit he’ll tease u abt it every time he runs into u for the rest of winter break.
since that day y'all basiclly become an old, bickering, married couple fnsdjdj
u never stop annoying each other…. you’re wearing a hoodie? he’ll probably pull the hood all the way down until it covers ur eyes, and u get him back by messing up his hair which, by the way,is so soft….. hmmmm
u call each other nerd and loser and dumbass all the time lmao. he’ll constantly bring up the way u met just to jokingly say that you’d be lost without him :/// he rly is a lil shit.
it’s funny bc everyone figures out u are falling for each other… except u two. and i rly do mean everyone. ur friends. his friends. ur roommates. ur cat. the janitor, too, probably. it’s so obvious it hurts.
one time someone implies u would be a cute couple and y'all literally go all ‘no???? haha me??? liking that loser??? pfft not in a million years’
it’s the biggest lie, of course (: and ever since that person suggested u would look good together, both of u kind of realize it’d be… nice. more than nice. actually, super nice.
but since both of u are dumb tsunderes, as ive said before, u will literally be the embodiment of this scene… except it goes both ways. honestly u are so gone for each other it’s GROSS.
but we need some angst up in here so y'all dont get together for a reaaaaaaally long time :/ smh. the pining is Real. ppl come and go in ur lives, and each person u go out with sees that u already fell for someone else—and that’s why all potential relationships don’t last much–, but sdjkfhksjdhk!!! neither of u want to openly admit it.
it’s A Mess bc u are actually good friends and u tell each other abt ur dates and stuff—secretly hoping the other will do something—but y'all looove being dumb so u act like it’s all cool and be like ‘o rly!! good for u, i hope it works out’. right. :/
y’all keep dancing around each other for several months until one Merciful Soul gets tired of ur shit and forces u to sort things out. im talking abt locking u up in some room and not letting u out until u stop pretending u aren’t disgustingly in love with each other. or smthequally cheesy (: u know ilove cheese
((obviously everyone eavesdrops through the door bc cmon, theyve been waiting for this for sooooo long))
at first u two are just annoyed at the Merciful Soul betchait was minhyuk, and u spend ur time yelling and cursing them for doing this (all while claiming that this is pointless, since u have NO feelings for each other. none. nada!)
after a very long time, it’s ck the one that confesses first lmao. youve been whining and being grumpy the whole time youve been locked up together and it kinda reminded him of the way u met… damn. here come The Feelings.
he’s tired, and there’s nothing left to lose. so he tells u The Truth.
[suspenseful pause….. what’s going to happen next?? :OOOOO]……… tune in next year to find out, in the continuation of Cristina’s Cheesy Birthday Present!!!
jk, proceed to the next bullet point pls.
obviously u tell him u feel the same way [insert ppl crying in the background] and he’s actually shocked when u say u like him back…. and gosh, he does look cute when he’s surprised…
so yeah!!! it’s until then that u FINALLY go on a date during the weekend!!. hallelujah. thanks minhyuk,u beautiful soul.
so!!! ok!! first date!!! a rly cute fairground in the evening!!!
u try to be fake mean to each other like u used to but everything feels different~~~ (^:
so instead y’all act bashful as hell, and blush at everything jjdfghjfhd. hands brushing accidentally?? BLUSH. eyes meeting? BLUSH. BLUSH BLUSH BLUSH!!! u also laugh at everything bc both of u are so nervous oh gmhg fdknjjkdsfjoidf this is gross.
he’ll tell bad jokes to make u laugh and they’re rly so so so bad that he actually keeps u in stitches. if u look rly closely you’ll see his huge ass heart eyes bc !!!! he made u laugh!!!! and u look so pretty when u laugh omg!!!! dis-gos-tinnnnn
it’d be such a cute date tbh im crying just thinking abt it (‘’’’: obviously he’s a gentleman and he lets u choose what to eat, which ride to go to first, etc. u could literally tell him ‘hey let’s just sit down and do nothing’ and he’d say yes. he’s so gONe, ifmgfjdmf.
he’s kinda quiet and a lot shier than u wouldve expected but youre literally melting bc that’s a new side to him that you’d never thought you’d see.
u end up having so much fun (‘: u gross lil idiots, u.
oh and he’s def the type to ask if he can kiss u at the end of the night EYYYYYY
even if u find that incredibly endearing you’ll probably roll ur eyes with a huge ass smile on urlips lmaoaoaoao and call him a dummy for even asking when you’ve literally be in cloud nine since ur date started kjkhwjeqdkwjlk
[hello, brief break to clarify that from this point i forgot this was actually a college au lmao, so the rest of the bullet points are literally just. random facts abt u two dating hhhhhh. We dont even know what ck’s major is odjfngnfdj]
at first things are a lil awkward in ur relationship tbh
catch ck googling ‘how to relationship’ on a daily basis dnfndkfjdncn he is sort of clueless abt how to handle The Feelings. mostly bc this is Important and the last thing he wants is to mess it up )^:
that goes away eventually, tho!! he’ll start being his weird little self real fucking soon, so Get Ready
u still call each other nerd and all that stuff, but ur voices are dripping with fondness when u say it… literally everyone around u gets cavities from it, ew.
he’s not that big on planning dates but from time to time he’ll take u to rly cool, unexpected, interesting places :o and eventually he’ll show u his favorite secret spots ((’:
study dates are a thing. i bet he’s that type of person that enjoys reading in weird ass positions… his legs are like, halfway off the couch and his arm is bent in a way that looks almost painful… what the hell….?? but it’s fine (: it goes so well with ur study methods, those that are Too Weird for the library, yeah?? (:
he will also stare at u a lot bc u look cute when you’re rly focused on smth that is, when u stop whining abtstudying…
every time u catch him doing that you’ll go all ‘stop staring at me!!! wtf are u looking at u weirdo’ and he’ll answer ‘you’re so pretty~~~ ♥️♥️♥️’. you’ll blush like a lil idiot, naturally (^: hmmmm
and yea, yea. nap dates are a thing too :/// with sleepy forehead kisses and raspy voices and tangled limbs. all that sappy stuff. he’s a lil shit tho, so he’ll sometimes poke ur ribs to tickle u lmao.
buuuut he’ll also take a lot of pics of u sleeping bc he thinks youre cute )))): his faves always end up being his wallpaper for months.
he’ll get strange gifts for u, like rly bizarre plushies and rare books on topics he thinks u will like, tacky anime memorabilia, etc. he’ll always give them to u at random times bc he just saw them and reminded him of u ♥️
he makes a lot of playlists for u too!!! pls listen closely, he puts a lot more thought into them than he lets on.
u like his selfies??? well he’ll send u a lot of those. unfortunately, bc he’s a lil shit, he’ll mostly send double chins and weird ass faces from equally weird angles
from time to time he’ll send u a Nice One tho ((((^: and u know, tongue selfies since youreSO fond of his(and I quote) “5ft tongue”. and oh gosh! is that a tongue piercing…??? eyyyyyy
if u want to take couple selfies then you’re gonna have a real hard time bc he’ll always be making weird faces and poses just to be annoying. eventually u will make dumb faces too tho (’: what a couple of losers
expect weird random texts: he loves telling u abt whatever is on his mind—probably aliens. he thinks a lot abt aliens and the universe. throw some conspiracy theories in there, too—. he’ll also send obscure memes. and a lot of russian cats!!
he’ll love ur cosplay hobbie. he thinks it’s super cool. he’ll call u a nerd but don’t be fooled! he totally brags abt it with his friends (^:
oh! and this is unrelated but at some point y'all will look like an emo goth couple. u won’t even realize that you’re both wearing black and looking Edgy, it’ll just happen spontaneously. tragic 😔
there are a lot of comfortable silences when u hang out, but late night deep convos are also fundamental :o!!! bc y'all are Smort.
he’ll act like f*cboi from time to time tbh?? he’ll tell lots of dirty jokes LMAO. u roll ur eyes at him a lot bc they’re rly. so bad.
if he winks or does Eyebrow Things then u can’t rly roll ur eyes and act like you’re annoyed bc (: u like it (: and u think it suits him (: and he knows it (: (: (:
u get back at him by telling him he’s cute tho, and he’ll get all shy and he’ll stutter and saying “noooooo” while also fighting back a smile
he will also howl or bark at u to annoy u jdfhkjdf. damn f*rry ://
on that note, he loves to embarrass u in front of ur friends bc he’s a lil shit :DD
But he’s also the sweetest??? whenever he sees you’re feeling down he’ll start doing weird shit to make u laugh. if that doesn’t work then he’ll hug u real tight without saying anything else, bc that’s Enough, u know?? (’:
ok time to get Domestic lads!!!
Idk who the hell is going to cook bc y'all are a damn mess in the kitchen. u two try to cook Nice Meals sometimes. seven times out of ten u end up ordering takeout lmao.
be prepared: he sings in the shower, and he does so terribly. (he might do it a little louder and a little more off-key sometimes bc he knows it makes u laugh)
random kisses are a thing!!! he kisses ur cheek or ur shoulder or ur nape or literally. any body part he can get his lips on when u two are just hanging out, watching movies or smth. it’s so soft and cute )^: wtf im crying
but also stolen kisses!! he’ll kiss u at the most unexpected of times and it alwaysleaves u breathless
he’ll constantly put his head on ur shoulder and make this face at u (^:
can’t sleep??? don’t worry!!! he’ll sing to u with that pretty, soothing voice of his
anyway. what I meant is that y’all would be such cute little idiots together this was long af. wow. im so sorry. happy birthday??? lmao
I HAD TO PUT THIS UNDER A READ MORE BC ITS SO FUCKING LONG NAT U DUMBASS ICB U DID THIS KFJSKFJSLKDJFLKJ THIS IS SO CHEESY AND GROSS and it also made me realize that u know too much shit abt me. what was that t*ngue part. im not talking to u ever again. aNYWAY U RLY ARE AN IDIOT I WAS SMILING SO BIG THRU THIS WHOLE THING MAYBE I SCREAMED A LITTLE?????????? FUCK U!!!!!!!! WHATS WITH ‘The Feelings’ PART I HATE THAT I ALMOST DIED FUCK OFF IM NOT LIKE THIS!!!!!!! I DONT HAVE FEELINGS!!!!!! U CANT DO THIS TO ME SKJFHSKJDHFKSLDJFH
icb u rly did the fairground first date i rly fucking hate u why did i even tell u these things i knew it was gonna fire back im fjjgjkknknnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ur ‘tragic 😔’ when we become a goth couple :/ u dont understand goth love
why the fuck did u make him howl. i wanna fucking die rn. what the fuck. he fucking would. fuck off.
i dont wanna talk abt all that domestic shit how did u even write all of that without dying i literally wanna rip all my limbs off i wont make any comment. i didnt need to know what that would be like but u looooove ruining my life so :)
i rly hate u ksdjfhskdjhfksjh icb u did this thank u i wanna die??????????? wtf nat !!!!! no but rly thank u :( u took the time to write this long ass college au (is it????? whats cks major tho rly :/ ) and just skdfjsjk u remembered all the weird shit i told u thats cute and also Really Bad what else do u know that i forgot i told u skdfksjh im literally always screaming at u abt this shit how did u !!! remember all of this!!!!! dldskfjshljhlakjsh this is so cute and horrible nat wtf how could u :( now im gonna cry :(
#SDFJSDJSLDJFHLSJDHJS URE AWFUL#but i love u sm what theu fuck u rly did all of this#sdjfksldjakjsdhlkajh u know how long it took me to even start reading it#i rly couldnt bc usually these aus are just cutesy and not so personal???#bUT I KNEW U WOULD RLY MAKE ME A LOSER ND IM JUST CRINGING#BC YEA THATS RLY WHAT ID DO SHUT THE FUCK UPSLDFJLSKDJ#i hate this. how the fuck am i supposed to go on with my life now :/#@at ck this could be literally us but u playing see u in london u better fucking step up ur game#idk what else to say this is incredible u rly are incredible#my baker bee#mutuals🌼#submission
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evermore “sister songs” predictions
alright evermore, midnight.
taylor referred to this album as a “sister album” with folklore. i saw someone on twitter suggest that maybe that means the corresponding track numbers between folklore and evermore are connected.
so basically here are my connection predictions after seeing nothing more than the titles off evermore
ALSO I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT ILLICIT AFFAIRS SO THE ORDER IS COMPLETLY MESSED UP LMFAO WHOOPS ITS OKAY ITS OKAY I TRIED
track 1: the 1 x willow
- okay i’m literally writing this one last like i’ve already written all the other connections because i can’t really think of anything for this lmao
- i suspect that the theme of willow is gonna be like specifically like a willow tree ??
- idk i mean i’ve always interpreted the 1 as being from specifically taylor’s perspective so my only guess is that it’s like a reference to taylor’s personal life that we’re not expected to figure out lol
- i’m sorry this was a terrible start lmfao i swear they get better
- you can tell which ones i wrote first lol
track 2: cardigan x champagne problems
- okay i wrote the track 8 stuff first so most of what i’m gonna say is based off that
- so i think tracks 2/8/13 are gonna all gonna have the same theme, either that it’s like another side of the james/betty/august story or it’s a whole different story with different characters but like similar themes
- based on the name champagne problems, i think this song could be more like the august in the sense that it’s like telling the story of the cheating
- i think this time though it would be from the perspective of the cheater (the james), rather than the august, based on the use of the word “problems”, which i feel like reflects how james knew being with august was a mistake but everything just went by so quickly that they (james) couldn’t stop themselves and this song is almost like a reflection / reliving the mistakes
track 3: the last great american dynasty x gold rush
- okay i literally don’t know anything about rebekah harkness nor the gold rush but like the names give off the same vibes yk
- like idk what the gold rush was but it sounds like an american history thing and like rebekah harkness was a person in history yk and didn’t she like lose her money or something and like,,, like gold is money,,
- i def don’t know enough about the two subjects to be making points lmao but they just give me similar vibes and tlgad is one my favs off folklore so i’m excited for this
track 4: exile x ‘tis the damn season
- “i think i’ve seen this film before and i didn’t like the ending”
- that’s me with like 90% of the holiday movies i watch (& ‘tis the damn season is literally my holiday catchphrase)
- so like in conclusion track 4 is for people that love the holidays but just can’t get on board with like holiday movies and music and like annoying family members yk
track 5: my tears ricochet x tolerate it
- taylor described in the long pond studio sessions that this song is like the story of someone who knows you so well that when they suddenly turn on you, they know exactly where to punch you so it hurts
- i think tolerate it could be like the story of a toxic relationship (platonic, romantic, etc) and how you know it’s not healthy but you’re too scared to be without this person that’s been in your life for so long that you just tolerate their terrible actions because you feel like you can’t leave
track 6: mirrorball x no body, no crime
- i’ll be honest, my first thought when i saw “no body, no crime” was “oh shit we’re back to vehicular manslaughter taylor” and now i can’t really move past that idea lmao
- anyway so in the long pond studio sessions, taylor discussed her story behind mirrorball and how it’s like she feels like she has to come out and perform and be this shining light for everybody and how she never stops performing until the last person is gone
- so like my interpretation is like it’s telling the story how of one day she just couldn’t keep performing and she like snapped or something and like i’m not saying necessarily that like ms swizzle pulled a classic bachelor(ette) movie trope and murdered someone and like hid the body but it’s like she snapped but she had to force herself to keep going and pretend like it never happened and continue to be that shining mirrorball for everybody
track 7: seven x happiness
- tw abuse
- okay i forget if there was like an actual confirmation of what seven is about but i very much interpret it as like young best friends who care for each other very much and one of them is living in an abusive household but they’re still somewhat protected by the bliss of ignorance to the terrible things and people in the world and they always dream about running away together and living out the dream life together that they imagine the world, beyond their home, to be
- so like happiness would kinda be a part 2 to seven where like they’re imagining themselves living out that dream life and they’re telling that story to distract themselves from the horrors that they’re facing at home in that moment
- i kinda imagine it like if it were a movie, the entire thing would be them living in pure bliss and peace together, not having to worry the world around them but then at the very end there’s like a cut and you see them crammed in a small space, hiding from the worst
track 8: august x dorothea
- idk who dorothea is lol i haven’t seen anyone say that the name is significant yet so i’m just gonna assume it’s a random name
- because it’s paired with august i think it could potentially be like another side to the same story (betty, james, august)
- or it’s like similar to cardigan/august/betty in the sense that it’s another story told from the perspectives of 3 different people and dorothea is like this story’s august (or maybe james/betty based on what i said for track 2)
track 9: this is me trying x coney island
- this is me trying not to puke on the rollercoaster
- this is me trying to stuff my fourth corndog down
- this is me trying to get that damn ring on the bottle to win that giant pink monkey
- this is me trying not to cry that coney island is still closed cause y’all can’t stay home while ms swift over here is literally staying in a cottage in the woods
- this is me trying to pretend i’ve been to coney island and i know what it is
- this is me trying to come up with a connection between the two songs which sound like they have nothing in common based off the names
- WAIT
- NO I GOT SOMETHING
- okay nvm i wrote this whole thing about this super detailed metaphor before remembering english is my worst class and it made no sense lol
- in conclusion this is me trying (and failing)
track 10: invisible string x ivy
- okay so ivy could be like the literal plant or like a name
- it obviously makes more sense for it to be a person, like she said invisible string was written after sending a baby gift to an ex or something
- idk how these are like related lol but maybe the ivy’s like a metaphor for something else in the invisible string story
track 11: mad woman x cowboy like me
- well they both have similar titles in the sense that they refer to a person or like a specific type of person
- are we getting a mad woman/cowboy love story
- it’s a love story, cowboy, just say yes
track 12: epiphany x long story short
- okay when i think of epiphanies and like the word epiphany, i think of like this long drawn out story or issue and then it’s like woah lightbulb
- i just think the titles alone have similar themes, they may not be related at all but i think they have potential to be
- like long story short could be like the telling of the epiphany yk?
track 13: betty x marjorie
- this is my third time describing this so yea in conclusion i think this is a betty/james/august situation
- i saw someone on twitter say that marjorie is the name of taylor’s grandmother or something ?? i might have made that up idk lol but maybe that’s like where the significance of the names come from this time
track 14: peace x closure
- the name’s of these songs give off such similar vibes
- they may not necessarily be like a part 1/part 2 type like the some of the other songs but i think they’ll be telling similar stories
- since peace was about taylor not being able to give the people in her life peace, this could be like a similar story like maybe it’s how she can never give closure to her former relationships because of the paps/press/media etc always prying in her personal life and like trying to determine which exes her songs are about etc so her exes never truly get closure or the opportunity to move on because the public never lets them forget
- kinda like when mr all too well posted that photo on instagram earlier this year and the comments were flooded with swifties lmfao like idk maybe they’ve like both moved on from that breakup etc (idfk it’s not my place to speculate) and everyone’s just like continuously reminding them of their past (this was just an example of like the themes of the song, i’m not tryna speculate about anything)
track 15: hoax x evermore
- i suddenly cannot remember any of the themes from hoax lmao im sorry
- all i remember from lpss is taylor talking about how she likes the word hoax
- evermore is such a cool word as well like maybe the theme is cool words
- i also think evermore is such a cool name for the album closer, i literally love her album closers so much bye
- change rights !!
track 16/17: the lakes x right where you left me x it’s time to go
- maybe she was left at the lakes
- and it’s like time to leave the lakes
- like it’s time to stop living that cottagecore fantasy and get back to work
- no im kidding pls take a break ms swift u work so damn hard ily
- and i think ur the only person that can combine work and cottagecore and make it so damn beautiful
the way i put a million times the effort into this as i’ve ever put into an english assignment damn
anyway i’m very excited
i’m extremely sleep deprived but excited
@taylorswift @taylornation
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Wanna-One Kang Daniel Prince!AU (Part 1)
For anon; I don’t really know much about royalty things so bear with me lmao. You can find part 2 here and part 3 here. Enjoy! (You + Kang Daniel)
A/N: Edit above is not mine, all credit to the fan who survived long enough to finish making this! (sorry I don’t know who made it, if anyone does let me know and I’ll give credit)
Okay so let’s make up a fictional country
And in this fictional country, there is a royalty system; and the prince is guess who Kang Daniel
Doesn’t have many actual responsibilities as of now because mostly the King and his assistants take care of everything
Daniel’s job is basically to not fuck up in public and to uMMM u know carry on the dynasty 👀
He’s still in college but doesn’t really talk to anyone other than his close friends that he’s known since middle school
(like a F4 thing from Boys Over Flowers LOL)
His parents (the King and Queen in case that wasn’t clear rip) actually told him to not really talk to other people because they were afraid Daniel would be taken advantage of
But never fear Daniel has his good ol comrades: Ong and Jaehwan
Those two also had some kind of connections to people in positions of high power, whether that be through business, music, etc.
Despite how powerful they are, they surprisingly aren’t all that bad of people; all of them are pretty nice even if they slack off sometimes on their schoolwork lol
But people generally think of them as unapproachable (which they kind of are, because they’ve known each other since forever and trust one another wholeheartedly)
Anyway Daniel bodyguards and people who escort him to school, but that got awkward so he insisted on being by himself at least while on the school campus
Girls (and guys) flocked around them
How convenient, a bunch of handsome people all hanging out together. Makes for some good pictures
You kind of... distantly knew Daniel, but obviously not well
One of Daniel’s older friends who wasn’t in college, Jisung, was your cousin
Daniel and Jisung’s parents were friends, but the two connected very well lol
Jisung and Daniel were practically like family despite their age difference, so you used to hang out with Jisung at the Kang’s palace when you were young b/c Jisung was in charge of babysitting you a lot lol
You three would do Cute Things™️ like play board games and play tag and draw pictures and giggle
The King and Queen always liked treating you all to foods and buying you games; they even installed a swimming pool in the palace so that you three could learn to swim together there
But ever since Jisung started going to middle school, the time was greatly reduced for the three of you to hang out
(I’m thinking ages around... Jisung being 12, Daniel 6, you 5 or something. up to you lmao it doesnt matter)
So you pretty much had no contact with Daniel for many years
But now, you were both in the same school
Of course this probably wouldn’t change much because obviously you hadn’t known or talked to him for many years
You were shocked at how... well he grew up
He was really tall now, and really handsome,,, and also really off limits lol
You saw him again for the first time in your math class, you were a couple classes ahead so the both of you were in the same class even though you were younger
You had seen him on tv and in photoshoots but you had no idea how much better he looked in real life, which was really something considering he looked perfect in pictures as well
He didn’t seem to recognize you though, which made perfect sense since you guys hadn’t met in years
Maybe he’d remember my name?
But when the teacher called for attendance in the math class that day, Daniel showed no reaction when you got called
You had to admit you were disappointed, but it wasn’t a big deal
You thought you wouldn’t be like all the other girls, fawning over Daniel, because you knew what a n00b he used to be, but here you getting all embarrassed over how attractive he was lol
For the rest of the semester, you just kinda stared at Daniel from afar, never approaching him or giving him gifts or anything because you thought it would be weird for you to do that
He was always just giggling and fooling around in class
He was one of those students who wasn’t that amazing at school but was charming and happy, making the teachers and other students love them anyway
Would always participate in class with wrong answers, and bicker with the teacher jokingly
Only a certain type of person could do that LOL and it wasn’t just because he was the Prince, he was genuinely a fun guy
When the winter holidays rolled around, though, things changed
You read on the news that the palace was looking for a potential spouse for Daniel, so they could ensure the continuation of their dynasty
And just a day later, you got a call from Jisung, asking if you could come over to his place
He told you that the royal family was having a New Year’s ball, and asked if you wanted to go instead of him because he already had plans
You had nothing better to do, so you said it was fine lets not kid yourself you wanted to see someone
Jisung, being the lovely cousin he was, had already ordered a dress for you :’)))
Jisung the OG Fairy Godmother
For the next couple of days, you were just a ball of nerves; you had never been to one of these parties before
Jisung went every year, but you never went because typically people under 13 couldn’t go (unless you were royalty)
You pretty much hid in bed and googled how to act at parties until December 31st rolled around
You did your own makeup and hair, which was... difficult but you ended up satisfied
You didn’t look extravagant, but you were pretty
You arrived at the palace, and pretty much just stood there awkwardly because you had no friends and no escort at the party
But food is always a reliable friend so you headed over to that area
And you found... a whole tray of different kinds of cheese. You instinctively squealed at all the cute little cubes
You stacked up enough food to fill you with happiness and sat at a table by yourself, in the corner, slightly in a blind spot from the rest of the party
A perfect hiding spot !
As you looked around, you started feeling kinda weird
Everyone at the party was so FANXY (dean if ur reading this i love u)
You were also wearing a quite expensive dress but everyone there oozed this aura of class and sophistication
ANd here you were building a jenga tower out of carrot sticks
Oh well. You didn’t know what you had to gain out of being at the party; you came out of curiosity to see the palace again and Daniel, but you hadn’t even seen the latter yet
All that happened so far was the pain of your feet in the high heels you were wearing
You leaned down in your chair, taking your heels off and massaging your feet, the tablecloth sort of covering your head
You were just rubbing away the pain when you heard two familiar voices
“All of the women here are just... not what I was hoping for,” a woman said
“Yes, it would be nice if we got to see if they were actually good people instead of just them trying to say what will impress us,” a man replied
“Daniel doesn’t deserve someone who just wants to take advantage of the throne. The princess should be someone with a good heart, not someone with good makeup artists”
Without thinking, you exclaimed “Oh yeah, that’s such a good perspective, I totally agree with that,” head still under the table
You heard gasps behind you, the people were shocked
Hmm, maybe I can talk to these people so I won’t be alone anymore
You tried to get up, banging your head in the process, and said “Oh, I’m sorry about that, nice to meet you, I’m (Y/N)”
And thEN you looked up... to find staring at you the King and Queen
sdklfjksldjfKLJSDKEILFDKSJKlsd WTF NO
“Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry for interrupting you, uhhh thank you for serving us so well hah” you mumbled out, starting to run away
And then you realized you hadn’t put your shoes on yet, stopping in your place
The King and Queen were still standing there, staring at you
You walked back to your shoes, and started to put them on
“Leaving my shoes behind? I guess I think I’m like Cinderella or something”, you tried to joke, making an awkward smile
You started to cringe, about to run again, but then you heard laughs
The King and Queen were totally cracking the fuck up at your bad joke
Was it really that funny? uh okay i guess whatever works???
“What’s your name again?” the Queen asked through her laughter
“Uh it’s (Y/N), are you guys hiring for a royal jester position or something”
They started their laughing fit all over again, before the King suddenly stopped
“(Y/N)? Isn’t that the name of the little girl who always used to come over and play with Jisung?”
“Uh yep that’s me all right, Jisung gave me his invitation this year to come on behalf of him, he was busy”
The King and Queen gasped and then both hugged you, just like they had in old times
“You have grown up so well! Do you still enjoy cheese? I remember the chefs always had to restock every time you and Jisung came over,” the Queen said
“Uh. Yeah I still like cheese I guess, haha..”
“Oh my goodness! Have you met Daniel yet? I’m sure he’d be so excited to see his old childhood friend! Let’s go meet him now, (Y/N)”
oh god no nog no no nson on o no no no . n on no awkward nono no no
“Oh gosh no that is totally all right I’m doing just fi–”
“What do you mean, you’re sitting by yourself like a loser, you probably know nobody here” the king laughed out
... bruh
The royal parents escorted you to see Daniel, earning looks from the rest of the people at the party, as you internally freaked the fuck out
oh my gosh he has been in my math class the entire year he would think it is so weird that i’m approaching him now oh god and his parents are here too they’re making such a big deal about this–
“Okay (Y/N) just wait here, we’ll find Dan and bring him in, just wait”, the Queen said, plopping you down on a fancy couch in one of the other rooms of the palace
The Queen and King walked out, giggling to themselves as they searched for Daniel
“I think she’d be a really good choice for Daniel, she was such a fresh breath of air!”
“Yes, and they’re both friends! How adorable,”
Time passed by in slow motion as you sat in the room by yourself
You got up and started pacing around to attempt to calm your nerves
You hadn’t even seen Daniel the whole time you were here, and now you were going to be alone together? He would find out that you were in his math class the whole time and then that would be super weird
You picked up random objects in the room and looked at them, as the butterflies in your stomach stirred up some tsunamis
You were in the middle of looking at all the books on the shelf, when you heard footsteps walk into the room
You whirled around, and found yourself making direct eye contact with Daniel, in a black and white checked suit (the same one as in the picture hehe)
“Uh, hello?” Daniel’s deep voice called out to you
“...Hi,” you meekly responded, tucking some hair behind your ear
Jeez (Y/N) why are you so nervous...
“Do you want to sit?” Daniel motioned to the couch, walking over to it himself
This was the most serious you have ever seen him, and you were shocked by it
“Uh yeah, so I guess your parents told you but apparently we used to be childhood friends, I’m (Y/N), Jisung’s little cousin, we used to play togeth–” you started to explain, before Daniel interrupted you
“I know who you are.”
You finally met his eyes, taken aback by his strong gaze
Is he mad? Wha–
“Why didn’t you say hello earlier? In math class?” he continued
Well this managed to turn more awkward.
“Oh...” you started, fiddling your fingers, “I thought you didn’t remember me, so I thought it’d be weird to talk to you again,”
You glanced up at him, only to find his eyes curved into cute little crescents, his deep laugh finally escaping his mouth
“Jesus, I can’t believe we both thought the same thing. I thought you didn’t remember me. I was hurt, (Y/N)!” He exclaimed, playfully shoving you
You sat there in shock, as Daniel started rattling off stories of what you two used to do, ruffling your hair (messing up your hard work, although he barely noticed that)
“You remember me?” You quietly asked, letting your thoughts loose
“(Y/N), Jisung talks about you all the time, even if I wanted to forget I wouldn’t be able to, you crazy cat”
You looked up at him and couldn’t help but blush
He was so pure and happy, and it made you feel wonderful
The two of you just sat there in the room for another 30 minutes, chatting about old times and how you’d been for the past... many years
You hadn’t talked in years, but for some reason the both of you just connected well, genuinely interested in what the other had been up to
Too soon, it was time for Daniel to go back to the party and do some wishes for the New Year
“I’m so glad we met again, I was honestly so lonely at the party because I don’t know anyone, even your dad called me a loser”
“I’m actually pretty lonely at these parties too; Seongwoo and Jaehwan usually have their own commitments to be at today, I’m glad you’re here, (Y/N)”
You smiled at him, the both of you kind of inching towards another for a maybe hug, but you guys just did some awkward movements and ended up in a weird handshake
Daniel scratched his face, embarrassed, and said he would see you later, running off back to the party
You sat back on the couch, laying down sprawled everywhere, letting what had happened in the past couple of hours sink in
Did that really just happen?
You excitedly thought of all the things the both of you had to talk about, feeling fulfilled that the mystery between you two had been sorted out
You were so happy that your childhood friend that you cherished so much was not lost forever!
If you didn’t have a crush on Daniel before, you definitely did now.
Part 2, Part 3
A/N: So I was planning for this to be done in one shot, but it turned out more intense than I had anticipated LOL
Hopefully this will be wrapped up in the next part; I really enjoyed this concept!
#wanna one#kang daniel#wanna one scenarios#kang daniel scenarios#kang daniel imagines#wanna one imagines#ongniel#wanna one au#daniel#kang daniel au#ong seongwoo#ong#jaehwan#kim jaehwan#yoon jisung#produce 101 season 2#produce 101 scenarios#produce 101 imagines#produce 101 au#broduce#broduce 101#kpop au#kpop fanfic#kpop scenarios#pd101s2#produce 101 boys#produce 101#pd101#bd101#scenario
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That One Bet
Requested By: Anonymous
hi!! i jus honestly love ur imagines ❤️ but can u write something where peter & flash made bets and peter has been beating him at all of them until @ liz's party and peter sucks ass at beer pong until the reader comes in and helps him , u can end it however thank youuuu
Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader
Description: The entire day Flash and Peter had been making bets, and from what you and Ned could conclude was that Peter was in the lead, until you arrived at Liz's party and saw Peter getting his ass whipped at beer pong, today, you would be the superhero.
Warnings: Mentions of alcohol, kinda fluffy I dunno
Word Count: 2,452
A/N: THIS WAS SO CUTE TO WRITE I'M LIVING, but it was super fun to create, it's super cheesy too aw. enjoy :)
"You do realize Flash literally almost ran you over right?" You appeared next to Peter as he glared at Flash who shouted 'Penis Parker!' as he drove away laughing.
"Yes, Y/N, I am aware I nearly died." Peter replied sarcastically with a dramatic eye roll, earning a hard shove from you into Peter's shoulder.
"Aye!" Peter shouted, holding his shoulder, seeing your intense glare at him, his eyes softened a bit, pulling you in for a hug.
"I'm sorry bug," He murmured into your hair as you hugged him back, relaxing at his touch, "I know you were just caring about my safety." He sighed, rubbing your back gently before you two broke apart.
"Yes. Therefore, you should be grateful." You replied back sarcastically, making Peter shake his head at you with a smile.
"Although, sometimes I wish you could go all Spidey on him and web his car up." You whispered, laughing, making Peter laugh along with you as you both entered the school.
The second school started you'd think world war three was happening, anytime you saw either Flash or Peter they were at a constant stage of war.
"Peter what are you doing?" You asked him when you ran into him in the hallway, he was out of breath, sweat dripping down his forehead as he looked around the hallway.
"Flash bet me that I couldn't run the entire school in under a minute, he was wrong, aka, I won." He smiled triumphantly, taking a bow, as you stood there unamused.
You weren't going to lie, you didn't understand this whole betting thing going on, all you knew was that it was starting to push your buttons.
But being the friend you were, you let it go, since Peter was having the time of his life beating his arch nemeses.
Therefore, you continued about your day, going to class, watching as Flash made a bet with Peter that he couldn't build a stink bomb and get the entire school to evacuate.
He did.
And you were beyond annoyed.
"Did you really have to bet that?" You sighed, looking at your best friend who was grinning at Flash who looked pissed as hell.
Flash hadn't one a bet yet, and you knew it was driving him insane, he wanted to crush Peter with everything he had.
"Yes Y/N, I wasn't going to loose." Peter laughed, but stopped once seeing your face, knowing you were far from happy.
You let out an annoyed huff, turning on your heel as they started allowing students back in the building.
Maybe you should stay away from him the rest of the day.
And that's exactly what you did.
And Peter noticed, big time.
Every time he won a bet, he'd go and look for you so he could brag about how he beat Flash again, but found that you were nowhere to be seen, peaking his curiosity.
This went on for the rest of the day, even at lunch.
"Hey Ned, how did the math test go? Was it hard? Or was it easy?" You rambled on, Ned watching you with an amused smile, he was also your best friend.
He knew how important studies were to you, you wanted to get into a high college where you could actually put your knowledge to something life changing.
"Honestly, you'll do great, it wasn't that bad, some problems were ehh, but besides that you should be fine." Ned replied, taking a bite of his sandwich as you visibly relaxed.
"Alright good, because I-" You were cut off as Flash and Peter came walking over, in a heated argument, making you roll your eyes.
"There is no way you have won all of these bets and I've won nothing!" Flash shouted, making Peter smirk in glory, infuriating Flash even more.
"Not my fault you can't keep up." Peter replied, making Flash's blood boil even more, his eyes narrowing at Peter.
"Liz is having a party tonight, we will continue this there." Flash pointed at Peter who raised his eyebrows.
"Be there, or else." Flash threatened, making Peter bite his lip and nod, laughing as Flash stormed off.
"Can you believe him?" Peter motioned towards Flash, before glancing between you and Ned.
"-Uh, guys, what's up?" Peter hesitantly questioned, seeing as both you and Ned had blank looks on your faces.
"Peter, we know that you're in the lead and all, and that you're having a blast with all these bets, but it's just not our thing." Ned shrugged slightly, as you continued to pick at your food.
"Oh. I didn't know." Peter replied quietly, looking at Ned, giving him a silent apology, before looking at you, who refused to look away from your food.
Peter had noticed you'd been distant the entire day, and now it all made sense, each time he came up to you excitedly to brag about winning a bet, you could never relate and the more he did it the smaller it made you feel.
Lunch soon ended, and you were quick to grab your belongings and get out as fast as you could, avoiding Peter the best you could.
You knew it was wrong, but you just couldn't take it anymore, sure you were proud of him standing up to Flash and winning all the bets, but what was it to you?
You didn't have any other friends besides Peter, Ned, Michelle and occasionally Liz when she felt like hanging out with you.
Therefore, you could never relate to what pure victory and happiness was, the only time you felt slight happiness was when you got a good grade on a paper or test, proving your dreams could potentially be something in the future.
You went on the rest of the day, avoiding Peter if you saw him in class or the hallway, he knew what you were doing too, and he knew it was his fault he had pushed you away without meaning to.
Ned told him you'd cool off soon, but Peter wasn't so sure, he'd never seen you this upset before.
"Ned, I think I really hit something with her, she doesn't normally ignore me this long with I mess up." Peter spoke nervously, walking to their last class, one that you were also in.
"Okay, so lets say you did, what are you going to do to fix it?" Ned questioned, making Peter stop and think for a moment.
"I can try to talk to her?" He spoke aloud, more as a question than a statement, making Ned shake his head and walk into class.
You sat at your normal seat, glancing up when you saw them walk in, your eyes locking with Peter's before you broke and looked down at your paper.
You hated doing this, but for the moment it was for the best, at least that was what you were telling yourself.
The rest of the day went on, and the last bell finally rang, and you were free, you had gotten invited to Liz's party by Liz herself, shocking you a bit, but you agreed.
You had arrived a bit early to help set up, something you enjoyed since you rarely spent time with Liz anymore.
"Okay, Y/N, what's going on between you and Peter?" She broke the silence, pulling out red cups, as you stood there in shock.
"W-What do you mean?" You stammered, making her smile and laugh at your reaction.
"I mean it's clear you both have a thing for each other, but you both somehow don't seem to see it." She poured out some chips into a bowl as you brought out more cups, placing them on the counter.
"Peter and I are just friends." You tried to convince her, but the more you thought about it, were you trying to convince yourself too?
Liz saw your hesitation, making her smirk at you, causing you to blush slightly, maybe she was right?
Her house was finally all set up, and people soon poured in, music becoming louder, people dancing and laughing.
And then they walked in.
Ned had a hat on, which did look pretty good if you did say so yourself, and then there was Peter who was looking around anxiously.
You both soon made eye contact, neither one of you breaking the stare until Flash came over, causing Peter to look away.
You stood there stunned for a moment, looking at Ned wide-eyed as if saying what the hell just happened?
He gave a shrug in return, making you run your fingers through your hair frustrated, you truly hated having emotions sometimes.
You decided to go get a snack, and process the 'moment' you just had with Peter, watching your surroundings and cringing at how drunk some of your classmates were getting.
Who knew so many people thought getting wasted was fun, you never really understood drinking, you knew it fogged your brain up for some time and you could let loose and have fun, but there were so many more consequences that followed.
Exactly why you never once drank in your life, you couldn't afford to risk everything you worked so hard for to go straight into the toilet, literally.
You were deep in thought until you heard chanting coming from the other room, peaking your interest you wandered over, seeing Flash and Peter playing beer pong.
Must be another one of their bets you thought to yourself, but you then noticed Peter was loosing, and he was freaking out.
You stood there unsure of what to do, you knew you had been avoiding him all day because of this very reason, but there was no way in hell you'd let him loose to Flash.
You squeezed through the crowd of people, walking up next to Peter, startling him, causing Flash to laugh.
"Shut it would ya?" You snapped at Flash, causing everyone to 'ooh' and make snide remarks, as Flash simply smiled.
"Y/N, what are you doing?" Peter questioned, clearly surprised you were talking to him again.
"I'm being the hero this time." You smiled slightly, creating a small smile to form on his lips.
"I'm loosing pretty bad Y/N, there isn't really anything that can help." Peter sighed in defeat, but you just smiled, a twinkle in your eye.
"Peter, if you win, we can go on a date." You whispered into his ear, making his eyes widen and his knees go weak for a split second.
"A-Are you s-serious?" He gulped nervously, making you giggle slightly and nod in response.
"But you have to win, or else Flash gets to take me on that date." You teased, watching as his jaw tensed at the thought.
You then stood to the side, watching as the game continued, and out of nowhere, Peter started gaining on Flash, and soon enough Peter was in the lead, and last thing you knew Peter had won.
Flash stood there in furry, claiming that he had cheated, but everyone knew he was just being a sore loser.
You clapped your hands slowly, watching as Peter's eyes lit up at the sight of you.
"Congratulations, you did it." You smiled, watching as Peter played it off like it was nothing.
"I always knew you could." You mumbled, watching his cheeks turn a light shade of pink at your comment.
"I'm really sorry about today, I didn't mean to make you feel like you weren't good enough or not important, I-I was just trying to impress you." Peter admitted, rubbing the back of his neck nervously.
"Really?" You smiled, biting your lip as you watched Peter smile and nod back at you.
"I've liked you for so long Y/N, and it feels so good finally telling you that." Peter sighed, grabbing your hands before pulling you into a hug.
"I like you too Peter." You smiled, running your hands up and down his back gently.
You both stood there for a few moments, just taking in the new information, and each other.
"I'm so glad I did all those bets." Peter laughed, making you laugh along with him, he truly was the dorkiest person you knew.
You both eventually pulled away, goofy grins on both of your faces as if everyone else around you didn't matter.
"So, how about that date?"
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Hey I love your scenarios. Can I please request a guanlin college au? Thank you!!
Thank you for loving my writing!! ❤❤ Sorry this took so long, i’m in the midst of all my final assignments and midterms at uni right now, but here you go!! It’s a bit more friendship with a hint of potential future relationship so maybe i’ll do a part 2 sometime later on if you’d like? Enjoy!
Kuanlin college!AU (that kinda wasnt a college au, idk i got a bit sidetracked by basketball lmao) ALSO HAPPY BDAY KUANLIN BBY HOPE UR SWEET SIXTEENTH IS LOVELY LIKE U KIDDO
he’s well known around campus as THE international student
like a guy who appeared from a manga/manhwa, he has godly features and proportions
just a very perfect looking human
He’s also the guy that still seems to be having a growth spurt because you swear he’s taller than he was a month ago
Has a keen interest in languages, so he’s doing a double degree in Korean and English
People’s first impression of him are always that he’s this really cool guy
He has this signature outfit of a bomber jacket and ripped jeans
and sunglasses
Everyone’s eyes are always drawn to him immediately
“he looks like a celebrity!”
as soon as he took off his sunglasses and sat down, he gave everyone this cute gummy smile and introduced himself
Despite his fashionable attire, he’s rather introverted and sticks to the same group of friends
The first time you met was in class at the start of your first year
you were running late because you had gotten lost because there had been a mistake in the timetable
you had made it in the correct building but it was seriously like a maze
and there was like 2 minutes left until the lecture would start but you were still so lost
1 minute to go and you were about to give up
when Kuanlin strolls past you leisurely
He’s about to turn the corner when he glances back at you
“um…”
you glanced over at the sound of his voice
“…if you’re looking for the lecture room for korean, it’s over this way…”
You thanked him in relief and followed him around 2 more corners before making it to a seat just in time for the lecture begin
After the lecture was over you spotted him leaving and you had rushed over to him
“Hey, thank you so much for showing me where this room was, you’re a life saver!”
He had looked away and you saw a slight pink flush light up his cheeks
“Happy to help.”
Your resolution when you were beginning college was to make lots of new friends so you decided, hey why not start now
“I’m Y/N by the way, it’s nice to meet you!”
As you introduced yourself, the two of you walked in step with each other
Turns out you do almost all the same papers as he does
The two of you end up just having this sort of silent seating plan
Like it randomly started one day and since then the two of you have always sat next to each other
Round mid semester exam time, the two of you would study together in the library
You’d take turns buying each other coffees
Kuanlin has remembered your coffee order in one go, much to your surprise
He gives off a very innocent vibe despite his mature appearance
He also tends to be very focused, and will always keep his emotions in check
Unlike you, because during exam time, u were streeeeesssed out
A complete contrast to Kuanlin’s very calm soul
The only times he breaks free from the calm is when he finds something funny
Like he’ll break out into this cute breathy laughter that’s super adorable
Because he’s an international student, he struggled to settle in at first at college
but after joining a few clubs and being introduced and meeting lots of nice people, Kuanlin really thrives in the college life
There is this really prestigious basketball team at your college - “Wanna One” and every semester they participate in a tournament against other college teams
Wanna One’s biggest rival is a team called “Mnet” (lol mnet, what a punny bball team name)
It’s such an intense competition as the winning club gets a huge benefit
like helping funding for national and overseas tournaments, helping paying off college tuition fees, getting more exposure to professional basketball scouters etc
It’s tough though because Mnet is a team that tends to play dirty and will try to dramatise anything so the other team will get fouled (can y’all tell im having way too much fun with this)
A few of your friends, and friends of friends are in Wanna One
So you went to the tournament to cheer them on
You noticed from the crowd that there’s a new but familiar face in the team
The arrival of the new maknae, the hidden ace, Lai Kuanlin
No one outside of W1, as well as yourself had ever seen him play basketball before
so everyone’s a bit worried because the stakes on the game are so high
but those worries were all put to rest as soon as Kuanlin stepped on the court
The star shooter of the match, he didn’t miss a single hoop and ended up being the player who raked in the most points helping W1 claim victory
After the game, you, Wanna One and all their friends went to a karaoke place to celebrate
You were sandwiched between Daehwi and Jisung who were singing their hearts out to some girl group songs
Everyone’s laughing and having a good time
But then you noticed Kuanlin surrounded by all these girls/new found admirers
And although he looked slightly flattered by the situation he also looked very uncomfortable due to the sudden attention on him
You weren’t too sure if you should intervene or not, and just as you decided you were going to say something, Jisung shoved the microphone into your face forcing you to sing with them
After many more songs, you decided this would be a good time to go outside to get some fresh air and a break from all the ruckus
“Y/N? what are you doing out here?”
Kuanlin was sitting on a bench outside the karaoke place
“I thought I’d take a break from the noise, it was getting stuffy in there…what about you, you’re the star of the night, you should be in there celebrating with the others!”
“Same as you, the craziness was getting to me”
You gave a light pat on the back, “Things wont be that normal for you anymore, you’re practically a celebrity!”
Kuanlin had just hmm-ed in response, getting lost in his thoughts again
After that day, you didn’t see Kuanlin as often anymore, which surprised you
it was weird and out of character of him to not have him showing up to classes
and there was always one empty seat next to you, which made your heart ache a bit?
you felt sad that you hadn’t been able to see him at all recently, and he had been extremely slow in replying to any of your messages
Turns out this applied to all your friends in W1 too
You found out eventually that they were preparing for the big national tournament in the coming month, so they were too exhausted to go to class
Videos were popping up on snapchat and facebook of them practising late into the night/morning
sometimes only getting 1 hour of sleep every night, maybe less
you were so shocked, your friends were being overworked like crazy by their coaches, but they just kept smiling and saying that they’re happy
Your birthday comes round, and you decided that you were just going to have a small gathering because all your friends were busy
You sat in the dorm corridor with a small group of your close friends
As you blew out the candles to your cake, you couldn’t help feel upset that none of the boys had been able to make it, or even respond to your invitation
You knew that they’re incredibly busy, so you’re annoyed at yourself for blaming them
You forced a smile onto your face and thanked your friends who had showed up, and after digging into the cake, you all retreated back into your rooms
The clock on your desk ticks away, and as it hits 11.59pm, you sigh
For some reason you had wished that at least Kuanlin could’ve turned up for your birthday
You had stopped denying that you missed him dearly
you missed his voice and his laugh
and his friendship
you also missed that warm fuzzy feeling in your stomach whenever he smiled at you
A few tears roll down your cheek and you wipe them away angrily
Why are you getting so worked up over a boy?
A boy who is just a friend
Just a friend who bought you multiple coffees
and took notes for you in class that week when you were sick
and accompanied you on late night walks to McDonalds
A sharp knock on your door echoes through your room
Looking at the clock, it’s 3am, and you realise you fell asleep
who tf would be knocking at 3am tho
It’s saturday night, so you’re scared it’s some drunk person causing a scene so you stay in your room
Another knock, but this time a voice rings clearly with it
“Y/N? Are you awake?”
You go over to the door, and after a bit of hesitation you open it
Kuanlin is standing there, holding a present and looking apologetic
“Surprise! Happy Birthday Y/N!”
“You’re three hours late.” you turn your back on him and return to your room with him following behind
“Oh cmon, dont be like that, haven’t you missed me?? Me and the guys are sorry that we couldn’t make it earlier…”
silence
“Y/N? did you hear me?”
He turned on the light and looked at your face clearly
“oh…Y/N, are you crying??”
You shake your head angrily but there’s no denying the tears running down your face
Kuanlin is so concerned, and pulls you into a hug
“Hey, hey, hey it’s alright, what’s made you so upset?”
You hug him back, clinging to him, your anger evaporating at the close proximity
instead your heart is now pounding at an insane speed and you can feel the cheeks starting to heat up
“I just…I’ve just really missed you, you idiot”
you try to disengage yourself from the hug and hide your face but Kuanlin just wipes away your tears gently with his thumbs before pulling you closer and patting your hair
“I missed you too Y/N, a lot.”
He pulls away slightly and hands you the present
“The basketball season is drawing to a close, so we get to go on a break for a few weeks, I just thought I’d come let you know in person and give you this at the same time.”
His face is tinged with pink and he scratches the back of his neck in embarrassment.
After unwrapping it you see it’s a beautifully and intricately designed necklace
You marvel over it as it sits delicately in the palm of your hand
He’s still nervously looking at you trying to assess your reaction
“UH…if you don’t like it, there’s an exchange card in the gift box, so if you don’t want it you can change it to something nicer at the shop just in case you -”
“Kuanlin, it’s beautiful, i really love it”
“YOU DO?”
this boy had spent hours at that shop trying to find that freaking necklace
and every single member of W1 had seen it and reassured him that you’d like it
but he was still nervous af the poor kid
He took a deep breath to try calm himself down as he took the necklace from your hand and signalled for you to turn round
you did and he gently pushed your hair to the side
his fingertips brushed your neck as he put the necklace on you and you couldn’t help but shiver
Suddenly his arms wrapped round your waist and you were enveloped by his warm body
“Y/N…Happy belated Birthday.”
After Kuanlin left that night, you lay in bed replaying the scene over and over in your head
Something about your relationship with him was different now, but in a good way
Playing with the necklace still hanging round your neck, you smiled to yourself
Who knows how things will go from here, but right now all you can think about is the next time you’ll see Kuanlin and how much you liked being in his embrace
huhuhu i always struggle to end my AUs and they turn out extra mushy, im sorry! I’m going to try really hard to do at least one update a week, but because my final exams are coming up real quick I can’t promise anything! Remember, if you’ve sent in a request, I will put them up on my masterlist as soon as I’ve seen them, so you can check if I’ve received them/if i’m working on them there! Once again, thanks for reading!! xo
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i went...... hard y’all this is so extra and embarrassing but i spent like,, over an hour writing this down so ur all gonna see it u better.
Why did you choose to play the character that you do at Crimson Revolt?
im gonna be honest like………………………………. i picked dirk bc i wanted to play ezra miller lmao. I KNOW HOW SHALLOW THAT IS DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT OKAY I CAN EXPLAIN!!!!!!!! alright so before i apped for crt the first time i was at…… a pretty low place confidence-wise bc i’d just left the first rpg i ever joined (also the first rp thing i ever did) and it was a pretty,,,, messy departure lmaoo i gotta admit i could’ve handled that better orz. BUT ANYWAY so i went looking through the ezra miller fc tag bc i’d just discovered this fabulous person and had vague ideas about a character that could fit the fc (dramatic, cheeky, a lil flamboyant) and was also thinking “i will never fall in love with a character the way i did my previous ones again” and more dramatic bullshit along those line bc like i said,,, bad time. obviously i didn’t find any active rpgs that had him in use so i checked crt bc i’d seen it around before and liked the look of it, so i sent the main an ask like “do you see ezra miller working for any of your open characters?” the admin at the time pointed me to barty crouch, peter pettigrew and dirk cresswell.
i just want to take a moment to digest that i could literally have played any of these three, cause all i had at the time was a vague idea of a character and a fc to match. i remember i spent days trying to decide between barty and dirk cause neither skeleton fit my vision perfectly and they both seemed aimed more towards an angry jock-type character (especially dirk his fc was miles teller which…. should give u a good idea of what the admin at the time had in mind for him) ( i mean the first skeleton. the one on the main now is one i rewrote after the main crashed back in june.) (just to clarify: the original skeleton had just as much potential to evolve to a complex and intriguing character as any other skeleton here at crt. i just had my vaguely dramatic ezra miller bby and i wanted it. lmao.) but i liked challenging set characterizations and bringing unique perspectives to contrast against any expectations the admin/s might have about a character. which is why i tend to go for skeleton rps, you get more freedom with those. eventually i decided on dirk bc i liked the sound of aversio and grey moralities appeal to me greatly. i spent a long time delving into the character’s backstory and personality and all those deep-seated insecurities and compelling contradictions that make dirk up to be the person he is now. by the time i submitted the app i was thoroughly in love with the character and haven’t stopped since. he’s my most developed and my most beloved character to play thus far.
Do you have a favorite holiday?
NOPE. as long as im surrounded by people i love and a lot of snacks im good.
Do you prefer coffee or tea? Perhaps neither, or both?
coffee. coffee coffee coffee.
What is your personality type?
INFP-T. the mediator. 86% introverted lmaooo.
What is your Hogwarts House?
ahhh. when i first read the books a few years ago i was like ‘iM A SLYTHERIN DONT TOUCH ME!!!!!’ but i…………literally have the subtlety of a bulldozing stampede of rhinos im sure y’all noticed. i took the pottermore test and had the glaring red n gold show up on my face and i shut the laptop down so fast like liES I BELIEVE NONE OF THIS. then i took a fan-made test that put me in ravenclaw and i was like…………….. ok i accept this compromise i can work with that. lmao im such a gryffindor tho don’t look at me im just *flops* pottermore was right….. i accept my place now i have stopped running from the truth orz.
What is your Zodiac Sign?
Taurus.
Three most recently watched on Netflix?
SURPRISE! i don’t have netflix. most recent stuff i watched tho are Stranger Things 2, IT (2017) and…. i can’t remember orz. but im obsessed with stranger things taLK TO ME ABOUT STEVE HARRINGTON PLS I LOVE HIM SO MUCH *SOBS*
Describe your ride-or-die friend.
don’t call me out like this…………………………………. i don’t make friends in real life people are difficult and i am awkward orz.
If you could have any superpower, what would you choose?
the ability to focus whenever i want at whatever i want for however long i want and actually manage to be productive with my time. what do u mean this is not a superpower i need it to be one.
Are you an early bird or a night owl?
i have no sleep schedule to speak of. sometimes i sleep at five am and wake up at eight am to get to my classes, then have a six hour nap when i get home and stay up until four am again. sometimes i go to bed on eight pm and wake up at four in the morning and still sleep through my classes, take a small four hour nap when im home and spend obligatory time with the fam for a couple hours lmao. it’s like im just sleeping or waking up either way im always a step removed from a zombie. there is. no reason for any of this i just do it.
What is your favorite color?
YELLOW. it’s so bright and sunny and iouwodc. i love it.
What is the last book you read? What is your favorite?
ahhhh i can’t remember my memory is failing me. which is sad cause i used to pick up a new novel every other day but i just can’t be bothered anymore ugh. i think my favorite was the whole PJO & HoO series’ – i haven’t read the last book yet tho, so i’ll start rereading all ten books when i get the chance.
Where would you rather be right now?
on a bed. sleeping. alone. with a lot of blankets. solitude appeals to me on such a deep level guys u don’t even know.
Have you ever watched the sunrise?
the ones i remember are three – once when i was a kid with my mom, bc i wouldn’t go to sleep and it was approaching sunrise and i rambled about wanting to see the sun come up so my mom was like………………… ‘*throws hands up* ok u lil monster u win’ and took me to the roof to watch the sunrise lol. it was glorious. and cold. bc winter. the second time was with my cousins who were sleeping over (for the first time in a loooong tiiiimmmeeee) and we decided to spend the night up on the roof bc why not. the last time was with my brother i think he was up there fixing something or the other and i was just there….. to be annoying lmao.
Do you listen to music when you write? If yes, what kind of music?
oh no i can’t. i need everything and everyone to be quiet or i can’t write a thing.
What’s the one thing you especially love about roleplaying your muse/s?
what do i love about playing dirk…… his impulsive and his bright attitude and his endless optimism. he has such an uplifting presence and a cheeky sort of charm that makes it impossible for people not to love him, that makes his worming into other people’s hearts so entirely predictable and entertaining to play out. he is a myriad of contradictions – the difference between what he thinks everyone deserves and what he thinks he deserves is appalling, and with time it becomes clear that when he says things like “everyone needs someone to lean on” or “everyone could use some support” he is not referring to himself as a part of this ‘everyone’, if even on a subconscious level, does not find himself worthy of such kindness. he is a character so full of love he is spilling and overflowing with it, his raw emotions and his turbulent nature one of the dearest parts of him to me. the thin line he walks between being kind and violent, loyal and unforgiving, genuine and secretive. all the little details that make him up are reason for me to love him as dearly as i do.
What’s your favorite type of weather?
cold, but not too cold, y’know? just enough to wear a jacket but not so much you spend the night under five covers and a thermometer lmaoo.
What’s your best RP experience?
crt. no contest. and im not just saying that cause i’ve been in a bunch of rpgs by now and they all either a) lack dedicated admins/members b) are cliquey and non-inclusive at all or b) fall into inactivity a meager month or two after opening. crt is one of a kind.
Who inspires you?
this is actually a tough question cause i never really stop to think about it?? i draw inspiration from everything around me and it’s kinda like…. im constantly absorbing stuff from the environment im in and it’s like i’m always half-thinking about writing at any given moment, if that makes sense?? dunno.
Spread some love: mention someone you’ve met that has influenced you or your writing in a positive way and explain how!
ahhh okay so. before i tried roleplaying i stumbled upon this rpg in the fandom tag over a year ago and it’s basically been the catalyst for my time in the rpc. i was looking through the character’s blogs and found someone playing peter and i was like……….. not fond of peter at the time tbh but this person’s writing was so fucking incredible i checked their blog daily, just to see how this thread or that thread would go. their take on a character i’d only held distaste for before was so compelling and complex i was drawn in all the way, i’d even come to love the character so much and was constantly disarmed by the smallest to the biggest details in that person’s characterization – at least the details i could pick up on, some i’m sure went way over my head at the time. some details i still remember vividly and they’ve helped me shape my first character and have influenced my writing thereafter. i learned a lot about the duality of a character’s mind and how to express inner conflict by observing that person’s writing. (yes i sent them a nerdy af message gushing about all that bc they hadda know man…. they hadda know.)
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