HELP this look….

Messiest breakup of their lives lemfero without them ever dating is true either way it's just whether "do you think lem & fero ever explored each other's bodies when they met & were at the archives?" or not. And sometimes I do think that

being physically unable to unplug from social media for AT least short periods of time is not something to akekeke laugh about

Can I remind everyone of something?

When you get your pet microchipped, it's not enough to simply get the microchip injected.

You also have to go on the microchip company's website and upload all of your information as well as the information about your pet to the microchip's database.

And not only that, you have to make sure you check on that information and keep it all up to date.

A microchip does neither you, your family, or your pet any good if the shelter or vet clinic that finds your lost pet then can't get in touch with you because you never input or updated your information.

my phone is currently being possessed by the ghost of a usb cable

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sometimes being autistic really separates me from other people. there's an invisible wall that separates me from people, society, the world. all those things can reach through the wall and slap me around, but it's one way. I can't reach them. and they never pat me on the head. nothing nice comes through. and I can't get out. I try to share good things. nothing gets through the wall. they see it as I purposely don't come out of the room i'm locked in. they think I act like i'm too good for them. they are offended and reach in to slap me. i'm desperately screaming and trying to reach out to them. trying to be part of things. but I can't. I can't connect with them. I can't be part of society. this wall isn't my doing, but they are making sure it stays up and making sure they only send negative signals through. know I can't stay behind this wall or I literally can't live. but also can't get out. i'm stuck and blamed for it. told i'm not trying and it's on purpose. i've been kicking and screaming at the wall my whole life and didn't make a dent. the lonliness and disconnection that can be felt when autistic is something nonautistic people will never feel or understand.

i love my best friend but she does NOT check her texts ever. which is usually fine and cool but im flying across the country in like 16 hours hrs to visit her and im getting kind of nervous bc she hasn’t read my messages about the flight

I can't do lineart so I'm just gonna show everyone in sketch and flat color until I can finish them properly in the future :c

I really didn't want to do it like this cuz usually I don't sketch the outfits out anymore I go straight to lineart so some stuff ends up changing or being added onto when I do lineart but I really can't do it rn and I don't want to not make progress because I'm stuck atm ;v;

I don't think I'm in the mind set to draw fast again either so it'll be slow progress and I think I'm gonna start posting them on toyhou.se like I said I would before just so I can be organized and I'm gonna leave it viewable for people that don't have a toyhou.se

I wanted to get their extra outfits done that I plan on using later for the au too because I keep thinking about them owo they'll be on bases with flat color (probably sketched) tho just so it's faster

I will not lie I missed the shower at my parents house. I can text on my phone and it doesn’t get wet :)

My company claims to have tuition reimbursement but when you call the Benefits department they're like "??? Never heard of it. Ask your manager or try HR."

The in-office managers don't know anything abt it either, other than that our company handbook says the company offers it 😒

I'm sure if I email a bazillion people and lean hard on some people I can get answers (maybe) but for fuck's sake, why should it be this hard? At HD it was simple af--"download this form, have your professor sign it, turn it into ______"

And it's like this with SO MANY THINGS in life. You have to fight like the devil for the smallest things. It's so discouraging. No one knows anything, no phone numbers lead to anything, just dead-end after dead-end.

its 12 am over here and this is fucking me up a lot so im straight up calling my reps and crying into their voicemail

me, moving into a new flat in january: I'll set up a direct debit so I won't have to worry about late payments my energy supplier, 5 months later: your account does not exist and also you owe us £600

Damn breather break y’all take a nice deep breathe

I switched to Linux and had to install a different desktop environment to get at the useful settings as well as a program to be able to format usb drives and sd cards and I still haven't figured out screencasting (the workaround I have is to use google chrome which is. not ideal) and I have to use a special program to use a good third of the programs I need because they aren't available on Linux and sometimes that doesn't work and I have to reboot the computer into windows and every other day I have to google a fix for some basic function that doesn't come by default on ubuntu

and it is STILL better than just using Windows 11

going to bed before i burst into actual tears of helpless frustration because for the third time in as many weeks, my computer has decided that despite paying for 500mbps internet, i'm only allowed an oscillation between 2.4-40mbps for absolutely no valid reason, and whatever i did to somehow make it work again last time absolutely will not work this time