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nightly-ruse · 8 months

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Damn breather break y’all take a nice deep breathe

#needed to remind myself to do it too #so reminder to y’all #people. just people.#I dunno if it’s just like. the heavy disconnect from the world I’m in. or smth else but #some of you need to chill out #or think things through #put down the phone and breathe #maybe drink something #grab a little snack #go watch something or read a book #get off the internet for awhile #it’ll end out better than freaking out on your phone #too jaded right now for any all of the things I’m seeing #and have seen for awhile #anyways. might share a little idea I’ve been chewing on #to try and smile yknow

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quinns-art-box · 9 months

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and an extremely late thing i did for saimatsu week day 7!! tiny little comic the prompt was birthday :] absolutely adore the hc that kaede's bad at cooking but she is trying so hard and that's always good enough. plus they can just do it together <3

#danganronpa #danganronpa v3 #kaede akamatsu #shuichi saihara #saimatsu #noticed a critical lack in my art of them smooching on the mouth so here #once again i dont know about the dialogue but i tried jfhgjkf #i like that shuichi is somebody kaede feels like she can admit her fears and insecurities to.... 'i'd be a mess if you weren't here' yknow #she's like 'my food sucks again but i know you see and admire how hard i try and that makes me feel better about not being perfect'#'but still let me make food for you on your BIRTHDAY oh my god'#coming back to love languages i think she also does acts of service. touch is her real one but of course if she can make someone smile #with music or a nice meal?? she will #and shuichi just loves her sooooo much she is everything 2 him #also i think everything is just better 4 them when they do it 2gether yknow...... they are so besties for life good bf and gf ilove them

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luck-of-the-drawings · 25 days

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THE ORDER OF PALMS An order of holy folk that serve The Helm, working to create powerful Aasimar Paladins for the purpose of protecting any who hire their help. [BACKSTORY UNDER CUT]

One day, Gjör and her peers were lead by their mentor Opheria, to a mission far from their home. On the peak of that mountain village, they saw upon the horizon, the castle of their home go up in flames. Horrified and scared, the apprentices sought to follow their mentors guidance, and followed her lead into a small barn. It was there, that Opheria proceeded to slaughter each and everyone of the apprentices. It seemed she somehow had a hand in this sudden attack on the Order of Palms. Gjör D'annevual survived a sword through the 'heart', on account of a rare condition, that places her heart on the other side of her chest. When she finally managed to bring herself back home, the Order was insulted by her survival. She had so many better peers, why couldn't any of them have survived? This runt was seriously the only thing that survived Opherias wrath? It was better to just wash their hands clean of this. Thus the Order decided to banish Gjör from their ranks. She now travels the land in search of a purpose.

#luckys original content #dungeons and dragons #MY OCSSSS MY WONDERFUL OCSSS ITS BEEN SO LONGGGG!!this is a fairly old character that i made foreeeever ago #i was trying to go full on into DND LORE ONLY instead of makin up my own stuff. so when i was lookin around i learned abt THE HELM #the god of protection or watever it was. i also like playing paladin bc i love to hit things w my sword. i also like aasimars bc theyrprett #im sure i ahd other Min Maxy reasons for her but i dont have her sheet n ive forgotten everything. never got a chance to play her but yknow #maybe someday. I LIKE HER ALOT TOO. big and strong and well meaning but a lil dumb. justa lil dense n stupid. but she tries!!#I LIKE CHARACTERS THAT HAVE JUST SMALL THINGS DIFERENT ABT THEM. i knew some1 who had that condition. where everythings just flipped #aint that fucked up? that ur organs can just be flipped? and inever see it in fiction. its so neat. imagine finding out like THIS too #she had blacked out from the sword through the heart. the last thing she heard from her mentor was;#'you were a great student. that is why you above all else must die. i hope you understand' spoken through a gentle voice and a gentle smile #the very same that had guided Gjör so far through her journey.A BETRAYAL LIKE NO OTHER! she awoke utop a pile of comrades #each bloodied and dead and cold. she used her own magic to heal herself. to catch herself from the precipice of bleeding out #when she stepped out of the barn she had found that the village was burned to the ground #she was shellshocked!! it took her weeks to limp all the way back down that mountain. all the way back to the place she called home #only to be spit on and kicked back out. being a Paladin of the Palms was her entire life. what was she to do now?#OH SO THE ART. I RLY LIKE HER DESIGN.heavily based off of THE BABY SITTER from HALO LEGENDS. i fuckin love halo so much guys.....#i just love that trope of Big Strong Person in Armor that we all thought wasa fullgrown MAN takes off the helmet to revel shesa PRETTY GIRL #my favorite in the WORLD!! i also like the silly frilly pretty dress sorta motif in gjors armor. it hides all the stuff i dont wanna draw #thats all the ramble i got in me for now. PLEASE ENJOY. and ask me abt my ocs

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moeblob · 2 months

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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

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scalproie · 4 months

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oh I'm so gonna be normal about this scene for years

#I know a kazzy smile when i see one. this was not a kazzy smile. what was this what was the pause for WHAT DID YOU MEAN BY THAT #tho obv the most surface level and most likely intended interpretation is that kaz is pretty fucking evil #but I find it interesting bc all of that just highlight how utterly LONELY his existence is #he only exists in his own world so of course someone trying to stop him to protect other people is trying to “dictate his life”#ALSO YOURE CLEARLY LYING AND THE PROOF IS LITERALLY IN FRONT OF YOU. KAZ BABE YOU HAD A SON.#YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT JUN.#or better yet: hey guys you wanna bring up heihachi right about now? hows he for dictating your life kaz? with yknow. trying to end it?#tagging later

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ajdrawshq · 6 months

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i want to say that if i were siffrin id abuse the hell out of loops to sleep SO often but. considering that they tend to spiral when left to their own devices. i understand

#the way he berates himself so harshly sometimes . man #and that was a thing even BEFORE the Smile and Optimism left #we love a protag that cant even look at their problems !!#i also wonder if them forgetting minor details (like. what a kiln is) is bc of their apparently normal memory issues or bc of the loops....#wouldnt be surprised if they have full on amnesia with the way their backstory is so. nonexistent #i should redo the odile friendship thing bc that taps into it a lil bit and i had to run thru it bc of my dying battery #yknow. given his memory problems its surprising he can remember all of his lines for every conversation #like i would be fumbling so hard with at least half of these #im also . worried . abt whatever it is that the king is trying to imply by asking if they 'remember'#bc none of the 3 answers ive done so far rly did anything...... unless im reading too much into it. who knows #much to think about.#isat #isat spoilers #it feels so good to hyperfixate on something without worrying abt anything else again..

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masked-and-doomed · 4 months

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Respect to the song writers for putting out the "ABCDEF– GO!" Real. Lovely lyrics (genuine)

#I'm looking at this line. yknow how faust in strive now speaks like short sentences. few words. and it croaks outta his throat.#maybe he's having troubles on what words to use. what words mean. thats why he comes up with little to say because.#He put his energy to say. really. he's struggling hard.#so this line. is like. him even reciting the alphabet is hard.#He can manage some thoughts but it comes out awkward and messy.#grips onto him. no wonder the f.uture di.ary wiki said that beloved yomotsu might've been inspired by Faust.#Silly depressed man putting up a mask to still bring smiles. and he goes back to being 💥💥 Grahh. Of course though.#he's still trying his best. *the idles*... his wilting flower... the way he moves his fingers like he's trying to entertain a kid....#ohhh what a guy!!!#I need to shake him.. need to comfort him..#FUCKING GUY !!!! 💙💙💙💙#ohh i hope he can get better... i hope his will persists on despite the high mountains he is climbing....#i. need to see his story mode. soon.#anyway. erm. fuck zato. 😊 i don't have much grudge. kinda personal but I'm not actually angry but he is. an ass.#i dunno look if faust wants him dead I salute and i will fuckin. kill.#whatever tagging. why not.#guilty gear #faust gg #faust guilty gear #ah rambling

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hellafluff · 9 months

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Currently obsessively thinking about a silent hill from Mary's perspective. Starting in the hospital, the nurses replaced with doctors, faces blacked out except for white shiny gnashing teeth. She only has in her pockets a note written on hotel stationary that says I'm Sorry.

Escaping and meeting a young man, cute and a lil awkward, who says you look a lot like his girlfriend Maria, and shes missing too? Can we look for her together?

Hes... sweet, a bit quiet. He gets very close to Mary often, pushes her boundaries, but this is all weird and strange and maybe hes just scared. When she mentions it, however, he makes a rude remark abt Just Wanting To Help Her but backs off.

They get seperated when the Red Pyramid Thing, unchanged in this version, comes and attacks them both, but chooses to persue him.

Laura is still there, and when Mary and her meet they cling together. She talks about an awful, ugly man she met earlier, and to watch out for him. She helps guide Mary through a maze like area before the Other World sets in and separates them.

The monsters in Mary's Silent Hill are almost all larger then her, and many masculine in appearance. They attack her head, try and choke her. Certain ones cough and gasp, arms thrashing wildly and thrashing on the floor when knocked down. Some seems to have exposed, black lungs that stutter to breathe. If Angela and Eddie are the same in this version, then their boss fights remain the same. The Abstract Daddy just as horrifying to Mary as it is to Angela.

Every reunion with the man, hes different. Less nice, more haunted looking. He starts to call her Maria, and barely acknowledges her if she corrects him. Following his advice leads to darker and more dangerous areas. The Red Pyramid keeps coming and chasing him away, but shes always collateral damage when that happens.

Eventually, she makes it to the hotel. Hes waiting for her in the hotel room, haggard, almost unrecognizable from the man he was when they first met. He has a monologue about how she's been sick, and hes been trying his best to be there for her. She doesnt understand, she doesnt know him, shes NOT Maria! She never will be. She starts coughing.

He makes to leave but at the last second turns, and hes a monster now. Large, fleshy, imposing, always trying to suffocate her under thick hands. Upon his defeat, two Red Pyramids arrive and stab at the dying thing over and over until finally impaling themselves.

There are different endings still. She remembers her disease, and her murder, in most of them. In the best ending she leaves the town with Laura, likely still ill, but alive again. In one of the worst, she wakes up in the trunk of a car, as water begins seeping in.

#silent hill #silent hill 2 #i have a few other ideas for this but wasnt sure how to work them into the prosey wording this took #i think Angela's story goes the same way but instead of James being flustered and kinda unsympathetic #Mary has kind words but no way to help #and their final meeting isnt as hostile as her and james but its still bitter #gameplay wise i also am imagining James Constantly being up on Mary and like pushing her into monsters while trying to atk them himself #instead of always trailing behind #Mary doesnt get her own PH bc hes a punisher and she doesnt need punishing (its why Angela doesnt have one but Eddie does yknow)#but im tempted to say she gets a prefinal boss that is Maria in some way #not like how we know maria but im thinking a mix of the Mannequins and the Flesh Lips enemies #its got the moth/butterfly motif still too #i do have a kinda clear scene in my head #of late in the game leading to this fight Mary has just shaken off James again and hes fully in the Youre Maria :) mental state #and she passes a mirror in a hall and sees herself as Maria. she turns back to look again and Maria smiles before reaching through and #grabs Mary by the throat as she transforms into the boss #crazee talk #i wrote this over the course of an hour and a half directly after waking up today #what was going on my sleep brain #took all day to post it bc i wanted to edit the tags on desktop and i had stuff to do

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donttouchtheneednoggle · 8 months

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shout out to thomas from ghosts for yoinking me out of a panic attack before it could really get going

#was shaking and trying not to cry and floating somewhere on the ceiling #then friday im in love came on the radio and reminded me of him doing his stupid little dance and it made me smile and calmed me down a bit #but i gotta give myself credit for not panicking at the panic too much and feeding it more #time was when feeling the thing i felt from first year tm would've sent me into a week long spiral #feels so stupid tho all it was was my volunteering manager asked if i wanted to start doing a longer shift #when im already struggling doing two measly hours a week and nothing else like jfc #but that's cos im not on my adhd meds which make life yknow tolerable and im gonna try getting back on them next week #and i also don't wanna start anything else bc i wanna change my name first so it's not quite so complicated #hahaaa it's already complicated and confusing and frustrating as all hell #but ik if i can just be patient and take these few months to figure stuff out it'll be so much better in the long term #im getting support for the gender tm and I've made so much progress in a month #i still feel guilty and ashamed bc im not actively job hunting or doing more volunteering #and like im just making excuses to let my anxiety win when ik i can cope with it #but i can't handle going into another situation where im misgendered and uncomfortable with my name #im at the end of my tether with it and i need to figure it out #wahoo #mine #vent #in good news tho im pretty certain im a dude more sure about pronouns and have a potential name im thinking of!!

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goldenguillotines · 11 months

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Ships tags.. Ships that need names.. and ponder ships

SHIP TAGS

8-bit hearts ♡

After hours ♤

Angel cake ♡

Artistic muse ♡

Bared fangs ◇

Bad romance ♤

Bad trip ♤

Bell ringer ◇

Berry bliss ◇

Black magic ♤

Black widow ♡

Blinding lights ♡

Blood in the water ◇\♤

Bottled horrors ♡

Bountiful harvest ◇

Burning bright ◇

Burning rubber ◇

Case 143 ♡

Cats cradle ♡

Catnip ◇

Catzndogz ♤

Chatterbox ◇

Chiptunes ♡

Clash of crowns ♤

Cocked and loaded ◇

Commitment issues ♡

Conjugal visit ♡

Contract in red ♡

Corollary theorem ♡◇♤

Counter suit ◇

Covalent bonding ♡

Creatures of the night ♡

Crystalline heart ♡

Cupids sweethearts ♡

Daebak ◇

Demolition lovers ◇

Double down ◇

Double knot ♤

Dynasty decapitated ◇

Enchanted Rose ♡

Evermore ♡

Explosive love ♡◇

Fairy melody ♡

Fifty Fifty ♡♤

Fish to fish communication ◇

Fox and the hound ♡

Freaks of nature ♡

From the inferno ♡

Frostbite ♤

Game night ◇

Girls talk ◇

Graveyard shift ◇

Great southern bakeoff ♤

Happy hour ◇

Hard carry ♤

Heart attack ♡

Heart to heart ◇

Heartbeats ♡

Heavenly contract ◇

Hive beats ♡

Hyacinth tea ♡

Interstellar ♡

Jaded birds ♤

Kingdom come ♤

Knife game ♤

Lap cat ♡

Lavender blooms ♡

Love and desire ♡

Love bites ♡

Love lessons ♡

Made with love ♡

Micdrop ♤

Misery buisness ◇

Misfire ◇

Monsters and fae ◇

Monstrous melody ♡

Mortus Viventi ◇

Mourning sun ♡

My favorite listener ♡

Obsessive possessive ♡

Out of tune ◇

Paparazzi ♤

Paw prints ◇

Paw2paw ◇

Photobomb ◇

Photofinnish ♤

Pitch beats ♤

Pixel by pixel ◇

Primal instincts ♡

Prize fight ♡♤

Ready to love ♡

Record scratch ♤

Red espionage ♡

Red sea ♡

Red string ♡

Ripple in time ◇

Rock with you ♡

Rose perfume ♡

Schooling Fish ♡

Siren song ♡

Sleeping with the fishes ♡

Slow and steady ♡

Smashed keys ♤

Smear campaign ♤

Sniper target ♤

Starcrossed lovers ♡

Starstrukk ♡

Storm the bastille ◇

Straight pride ♡

Strawberry cream ◇

Sunnywaves ◇

Superfreak ♡◇

Swan song ♡

Sweet as honey ◇

Sweet tea ♡

Take me home ◇

Tea reading ♡

Tender riposte ♤

The red undead ♡

Till death do us part ♤

To our youth ♡

Twinkle tackle ♡

Two to tango ♡

Undying loyalty ♡

Venus retrograde ♡

Veterinary assistance ♡

Vivid youth ♡

Water lillies ♡ ):

Wild moons ♡

NO SHIP NAME YET-

Mahaou/Lethal

Prieti/Striga

Kotori/Elraik

Noxtus/Babble

#God are there a lot Iqmepdmrbd #Ship stuff #long #if u see this and its our ship //GAY POSE #aorry im trying tk keep track of shit places and i miss stuff on google sheets sometimes smile #i didnt put symbols near the needs ship anmes but like yknow dunno if theyre still stated ykno?#edit 1: Shmoved on a good chunk of the no name ones LFG #Edit 2: SHMOOVED added a bunch more and updated my ship wall

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creativebrainrot · 1 year

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HNNG havin THOUGHTS and VISIONS

I'm replaying the story on my EU alt and I picked the vigil for sylas. Trahearne in those story instances has a lil bit of FightBoy in him and I like leaning into that for my au trahearne, how he grows into being The Marshal(TM)- need to talk more about that too BUT

Trahearne starts as a sapling scholar, forced to play roles and to chase a "destiny" he may or may not truly care about. Ive seen others talk about him not really care about fighting the dragons like treating it all as a checklist for his wyld hunt- I like using that as where he starts. Heart of Thorns shows him what he couldn't see for awhile, he watches his best and first friend almost die in front of him, trying to save his life. That's The Moment he realizes what everyone has been fighting for the entire time, and when he realizes he wants to fight for tyria too.

So he deliberately steps into The Pact Marshal as a sort of persona. an image. He uses it for diplomacy, for speeches, for everything Official(TM) and he has the choice to step out of it. To just be "Trahearne" again whenever he wants. To spend time with his friends and his cats and read books and talk to his sister etc etc. He doesn't have to stay "The Marshal" in his private life.

Maelgwyn kind of does have to stay "The Beast" even in private. He has no one to REALLY share himself with. His real personality aside from the entire Bit of being The Desert Beast. Maelgwyn doesn't have a tree, he doesn't have friends separate from his persona as The Desert Beast. He can't turn it off he can't escape it. He did chase after a persona for himself. But he's trapped by his persona whereas Trahearne can find being the Marshal to feel like a purpose, something freeing.

Maelgwyn sought out his reputation because he had to. It was his best shot at assimilating or having any amount of normalcy. To gain a reputation that preceded him. And he does enjoy it but he couldn't escape it if he wanted to. He doesn't. But he IS trapped. Even when it doesn't feel like that.

Trahearne isn't as trapped- "The Pact Marshal" could be anyone. It just happens to be him. He can promote the Commander any day and be free of it all if he wanted. "The Desert Beast" will never be anyone except Maelgwyn. If he dies his legend lives on. If he leaves his legend stays and will welcome him back with open arms if he ever returned. In fact if he left his legend may very well haunt him.

Which is another thing. Maelgwyn hates leaving Elona BECAUSE his legend won't go with him. (and he hates non-dry desert climates.) He NEEDS the safety of everyone ATLEAST being at peace with his presence. When Divinity's Reach citizens stare or gawk or lust for him he hates it. Because he doesn't recognize it. Because they aren't familiar. Because it's not directed at the Beast. It's at him. He hates that. He hates being seen as a monster.

Trahearne is completely capable of finding SEVERAL small towns that don't give a shit about him being a firstborn or a sylvari or the pact's marshal or even at all KNOW about any of that.

Maelgwyn will be haunted by a reputation for the rest of his life whether it's because of his appearance- his stature and scars and coloration, his eyes and his demeanor. Whether he is "The Beast" or not.

Trahearne can just. be A Guy.

Okay enough rambling my main point: Maelgwyn chose his persona and he sought out his reputation and eventually it soured to him a bit even though he'd never willingly give it up.

Trahearne had a destiny and a reputation put on him and he didn't enjoy it- he just followed the steps he was told to, until he decided his own path and welcomed a persona that felt freeing.

Also for Trahearne its much more of an actual persona whereas Maelgwyn's relationship to his legend as The Desert Beast does border on an alter ego thing. Not by too much they are both very much personas but Maelgwyn uses his to hide his actual emotions and feelings and thoughts and all the like from even himself. He is not good with the FeelingThings for a long while.

They both have an interesting dynamic with their own relationships to their own roles. i might not be good at vocalizing it myself but my brain is goin 78mph abt this atm

#ocposting #gw2 #oc: maelgwyn (he/any)#trahearne #and then they meet and they are So Gay they shatter eachothers composure OFTEN #with out trying #'oh i just. yknow. like. to watch. the pact recruits train.'#'i do this. always. its not at all because The Beast is shirtless. no. :)'#'no i just like to give gifts SOMETIMES. i have never felt anything. i just. like.#it. when he smiles at me. when he loses it. a lil bit. making him blush is. funny. (?) or smthin No i dont like him prommy'#i just HAPPEN to think it would be. rlly cool and sexy of me. to be the marshal's bodyguard. bcus its in character. yeah that.'#'no i dont enjoy it when he relies on me to keep him safe and i do not at all enjoy that i get to be around him so much.'#also dont worry abt gwynnie present day he is fine #present day he is Maelgwyn to himself and the locals of amnoon :)#i free him from the sad and the angst in the end #i just like thinking about the worst years of his life for funzies. :)#the worst things he has to deal with :)

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mikejudge · 2 years

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also butthead's dream sequence in a new enemy was entirely irrelevant to the actual episode. if they needed filler in the ep they could've thrown in another reaction video. what else would be the point of that scene except to express to us that - ok lemme stop.

#Listen.#why would u LINGER on butthead patting beavis's hair and smiling unless ur trying to say #?? like be fr this shit is intentional as hell #not every joke has to have a hidden meaning but that is kind of yknow. the whole point of a dream sequence...

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seithr · 8 months

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rl chatterin in tags, dont worry about it just feel like talking about recent stuff. for those who dont care look at this birdthang i won on xiv then. my silly big bird..

#i dont owe explanation to anyone yeah i kno but i was going through something kinda rough the last little while and wanted to disappear #idk if it was at all noticeable but i feel like acknowledging it is healthier than feeling embarassed pretending i was Totally Fine.#alas im back and im... still just gona post on as normal. i can enjoy my Own Circle Of Enjoyment because im allowed to enjoy parts of life #even if i felt like utter death it doesnt mean i have to drag myself back to it once im finally crawling out.#it doesn't mean it didn't happen. doesn't mean it didn't hurt. but i dont have to reopen the wounds to prove something yknow.#i want to be alright and I will take these. when i feel i want to be happy i should not deny the pleasure of messaging friends #or little joys of any kind no matter how 'insignificant it is' next to my real stresses. you have to have something you smile about #and when you're ready to again why try and put it off? anyways. no idea if this makes sense. im tired but good i think.#i have to give myself little hype up shounen talks about joys and loves and life sometimes. its just gonna happen.#armour clanking #however i AM allowed to feel a little shy talking and being honest again so this is scheduled . hello. gootbye. ya boy hanging on 👍#possibly employed boy at last even. probably contributed to getting better was that hope. ok no more sharing for real GOODNIGHT (MORNING)

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naes-dairy · 2 years

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if this post somehow gets 10 notes I'll boost my confidence and tell a friend I might have mental health issues!!

first steps to getting help!! 15/10 (how?!)

Edit: I've changed what I might say because I don't think I have depression, at least not as extreme (I'll elaborate on a future post).

Edit: we're halfway there! I can't tell if this is a good thing or not... If you care enough to answer,, would it be better to tell someone online or someone in person? thank you..

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90sdisneys · 10 months

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#ajdkjakdkasdklsdfjlskjasjdf7 #ok I'm gonna try and fail what I'm feeling after this episode #first of all rain absolutely killed it in this ep like all others obvs but her smile after he confesses????#she's so powerful and sexy but with steven she looks like a little kid it is so sweet #like she's tough but she has this soft spot for him like he's the one she can't resist yknow #and their scenes screams a first love you can never get over #“and now you're my favorite person”#daskjkdljsakldjsk shut up steven I'm sobbing #the summer i turned pretty

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serenedash · 2 years

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I miss hermod kingdom hearts :(

#khdr #khdr spoilers #I keep thinking back to when he dies. im so fucked up about it.#I feel so bad for urd too #like the way hermod was already succumbing to the darkness and she's trying to help him #and then baldr shows up and you SEE when she sees him-- she smiles #she thinks they're saved #only. yknow.#im just really fucked up about all of it.#like obviously we all knew they were all gonna die but it felt so sudden but like. im sure it was supposed to feel so sudden #I know hermod was the least popular of the main characters but he is my special little boy and I miss him so much he is my favorite #when they revealed him on twitter I was like CHARACTERS MADE FOR ME #im just dissolving into a puddle of tears rn #I should probably sleep #kingdom hearts #hermod

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