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#one is definitely a one direction one and one is a 5sos one
dear-ao3 · 11 months
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old-memoria · 1 year
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keep my hubby's name (matty) out of your mouth 😔 I'll fight you (jk I promise ❤️)
Matty is hot, I fully agree. Yet he comes off as a prick, so i wont ruin your marriage lol
btw serious question, is/ was the 1975 big in the UK? I'm not bri'ish so idk
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Only one song on my spotify wrapped isn't One Direction or a member of (it's 5sos).
I can't decide if that's on brand or just concerning.
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nhlclover · 1 year
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not over you | trevor zegras
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word count: 1.44k
summary: your childhood friend comes home, digging up old feelings once felt for him
warnings: slight drinking, kissing
notes: it starts off weak but i promise it gets way better. also 'y/f/i' means 'your first initial'.
Trevor Zegras is a boy you never forget.
Growing up next door to him, he was always in my life. From preschool to middle school, we were friends, spending most moments of the day together. Over time, I found myself being drawn to the boy that lived next door to me. I quickly figured, however, that my crush was one-sided. I did my best to forget my crush but failed to do so.
Even as the years passed and boyfriends have come and gone from my life, my crush on Trevor has always sat in the backseat.
When my mom told me Trevor was coming back to New York for a few weeks in the summer, I was excited. Though those feelings were promptly replaced by ones of nervousness when she informed me he had been invited for dinner at our house.
Seeing him walk up my driveway brings back memories of when we were kids, him doing the same to come and ask me if I wanted to go for a bike ride or hang out in my treehouse. We spent every moment of every summer together.
“Y/n/n. I can’t believe it.” He says. Trevor scoops me up spinning me around once.
“Trevor put me down!” I shriek.
He does so, setting me down, and looking down at me. He’s several inches taller than the last time I saw him, and has definitely put on muscle. Seeing him in front of me I am promptly reminded of my feelings for my best friend. My childhood crush has only grown into something stronger as we’ve gotten older.
“What?” He asks me.
“You look so different.” I say.
“I could say the same about you.” Trevor says, eyeing me up and down.
“I hope that’s a good thing.” I joke.
“It’s good believe me.” He smiles. “God, it’s been so long.”
“Well, you’re the one who lives in California.” I remind.
“Yeah, and you’re the one that decided to go to an ivy league school in fucking Rhode Island.” He jokes.
“Fine, we’re both at fault. Truce?” I ask, sticking my hand out for a handshake.
He snorts, shaking my hand, then pulling me into his chest and tossing an arm around my shoulders. We walk into the house, my parents immediately greeting him like he was their own son. My mom brings him in for a tight hug while my dad shakes his hand, asking about hockey and handing him a beer. We eat dinner, Trevor charming my mother by complimenting her cooking.
“I don’t know why you never dated Trevor, he’s much more polite than any of the guys you’ve brought home before.” My mom says.
“Mom, seriously?” I ask, my cheeks heating up. I dare to look over at Trevor who has an intrigued look on his face.
“You’ve been bringing guys home, huh?” He asks.
“Only two!” I say in defence. “And that was in my first year!”
“That is true. None since.” My mother nods. “So I still have hope for the two of you.”
I groan, burrowing my gaze in my food, missing Trevor’s smile and looking in my direction. We wrap up dinner, Trevor and I clearing the table while my parents put out dessert. Not long after, my parents retire to bed, leaving the two of us alone. Trevor and I crack open a second beer each and sit down at the kitchen table, catching up. He tells me about hockey and his new life in Anaheim, while I tell him about life at Brown.
“Oh my god, you guys still have the treehouse?” Trevor asks, looking out the back window in the kitchen.
“Yeah, I refused to let Dad tear it down.” I laugh. “It’s still the same as when we were young.”
“Shut up, really?” Trevor asks, whipping his head at me.
“Yeah, it’s got the 5SOS posters and everything.”
Suddenly Trevor is by the back door, opening it and walking through our backyard to the large oak tree that holds the old treehouse. I follow him, watching as he climbs up the rickety wooden ladder, holding a beer bottle in one hand. “Trevor, I don’t know how stable it is!” I call to him.
He ignores me and continues to climb the ladder, opening the hatch at the top and disappearing into the house. I stand at the base of the ladder looking up into the house, seeing Trevor standing at the opening and looking down at me.
“Come up!” He calls.
My brain is dragged back to my childhood, seeing the familiar blonde as I normally would in our summers together. I sigh, beginning to climb the ladder that creaks with every rung I climb. When I climb through the opening, I see Trevor sitting on the wooden pallet couch my dad had made for me when I was young. The couch no longer had cushions and was beginning to decay slightly.
I look around, my chosen artwork still scattered on the walls. 5 Seconds of Summer posters remain on the walls, wilting away, and the blue-painted walls are chipped.
“It still looks the same.” I say softly.
“I mean, yeah if the interior of the treehouse went through an apocalypse.” Trevor says, looking around.
I roll my eyes, sitting beside Trevor on the wooden couch. “God, we used to spend so much time in here.” I say.
“Wait.” Trevor says suddenly, standing up and going to the oak tree that shoots through the centre of the treehouse. He scans the wood, seemingly looking for something.
“I found it!” He says, waving me over.
I stand by his side, looking at where his finger is touching the tree. Above it, ‘T + y/f/i’ is faintly etched into the wood. “Oh my God, I forgot about that.” I say, burying my face in my hands.
When Trevor and I were 11 there was a two-week period that we “dated”. I use the word dated loosely as it was barely a relationship, and Trevor and I never kissed.
“I was heartbroken when you dumped me.” Trevor joked.
“Oh sure you were.” I roll my eyes, going to sit down.
He comes around the tree, finishing off his beer. “I truly was.”
I shake my head, laughing at him. “You don’t believe me?” He asks, sitting down beside me.
“Don’t even, Trevor.” I look over at him, seeing him staring intently at me. His blue eyes are still just as piercing as they were when we were young. Still just as captivating.
“What?” I ask softly.
“Nothing.” He says.
“No, no. Tell me.” I say, sitting up and looking at him. He stares back with a smirk tugging on his lips.
“When you smile, your lips still hook to the left.” He says.
It’s an odd quirk I have and everyone still points it out to me. When I smile, the left side of my mouth goes higher than the right, giving me a crooked smile. I grew up hating it. “Ugh, don’t point it out.” I say, covering my lips with my hand.
“Don’t.” He says, pulling my hand down.
His eyes are delicate as he looks into mine. Suddenly he sits up, leaning forward, and connecting our lips. I hear the empty bottle fall from his hand, clinking as it hits the floor. Trevor’s hands come up to my face, softly holding me there. Before I can kiss him back, his lips pull back. I open my eyes, finding his looking straight into mine.
We sit there momentarily, neither one of us finding the words we want to say. I decide to let actions speak for themselves, leaning back into Trevor, and connecting our lips once again. His tongue sweeps past my lips as I part them, granting him access. My hands press against his chest for stability, his slipping down to my waist, pulling me into him.
I gasp softly as I pull away, resting my forehead against his and looking into his eyes once more. “You have no clue how long I’ve wanted to do that.” Trevor says softly, still slightly gasping in between words.
“Really?” I ask, our foreheads still pressed together.
“I have never not wanted you, y/n.” Trevor says. “Seriously. You’re all I’ve thought about since the day we met.”
“But, all these years… I thought we were just friends?”
“I thought that’s what you wanted.” I quickly shake my head at his words. Trevor kisses me again, smiling against my lips. We break apart, matching smiles on our faces. He tucks a strand of hair behind my ear and I giggle at my childhood dream coming true finally.
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consuming-karma · 11 months
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OLDER.
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buwan’s notes: I need to be put under watch, I have been sobbing relentlessly to Older by 5SOS, I’ve missed a bunch of music from their band and I’m really honestly mad 😭. This fic is definitely inspired by mentioned song, this fic has all of my favourite lyrics from the song scattered around its paragraphs. Please do enjoy <3.
episode summary: Dwayne didn’t want to leave his human life without you, and he most definitely doesn’t want to leave his vampire life without you either.
content warnings: BEING FUCKING SAD. This whole mini-fic is literally just Dwayne being in love with you.
tags: @britany1997 @desoolate .
[dwayne x fem!reader.]
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“I don’t want to be immortal.” Dwayne mumbled, looking at the midnight sky. You hummed, “you’re still thinking about their offer?” Dwayne could feel your hands run themselves through his dark locks. “I don’t wanna leave you..” his gaze switched to you, looking down at him with an undeserving loving stare.
“You don’t have to, I’ll be with you.” You replied, continuing to stare into Dwayne’s brown irises, admiring the love of your life.
“You’d..give up your humanity? For me? Do you really wanna do that, love?” He slowly sat up, your eyes following his movements, Dwayne’s question made you think for a few seconds, you’d get to leave everyone else behind, it’ll be you and Dwayne, for a long, long while.
“If forever is something you see us having, why not?” You pulled the man to your lips, giving him a reassurance he didn’t know he needed. “You’ll have to kill, and feed on others, that doesn’t scare you?” Dwayne mumbled into your lips, holding your wrists which held his face in a warmth, memorizing how much he loved feeling you.
“what more do you want to ask for other than yes, Dwayne?” You laughed. “I just want you to be sure, I’ll be the only thing you’ll have, and you’ll be mine.” You shook your head at his reasoning. “I’m sure, I don’t want to be older, at least, not without you.”
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“Hi, love.” Dwayne greeted, rubbing his eyes of sleep. You were huddled by the fountain, safely watching the sun turn in for the night.
“Hi.” You replied curtly. You felt your boyfriend’s presence beside you. “What’re you thinking about?” His arm snaked its way onto your shoulders, pulling you close to his side. “I just missed the sun is all..” Dwayne could almost laugh at your excuse, you were never one to lose sleep over something small, especially the ball of heat in the sky.
A small silence befalls the both of you, a cool air replaces the hot sun, signalling that the moon was to show, and it would be safe to traverse the earth.
“We’d be really old by now, you know that?” You broke the silence, looking over to Dwayne, who seemed busy looking over your features, how your smile was so soothing to him, he didn’t need to stare at the sun to be reminded of its warmth when he had you.
Dwayne moved up to your eyes, the way your eyelashes would cover your wonderful irises, the way they’d kiss your cheeks for every time you blinked. One thing vampirism couldn’t take away from him was his admiration for you. His dear, devoted delicate.
“Good thing we became vampires then, I don’t think I’d like you all saggy and crinkly.” Dwayne joked, squeezing your shoulder in a light-hearted way. “That’s mean!” You pushed him away, your nose scrunching up from his dumb joke.
“You know you’d be crinkly too,” you snickered, joining along. “I’m so happy I met you all those years ago.” Dwayne expressed, his laugh dying down.
“The boys will wanna go down into the town soon.” Dwayne reminded, taking his arm off of your shoulders to rest his hand on top of yours, on the cold stone of the cave.
“You’re right, I should go get Laddie ready then, no?” You tilted your head off into the direction of the kid’s small alcove. Dwayne watched as you stood up, getting ready to walk off.
His rough hands stopped you, making you almost stumble at the tug. “I love you. So much. I hope you never leave me.” Dwayne confessed, your heart felt like it was going to beat again, hearing those words come out of your dark-haired boyfriend.
“The time you leave me, I’ll forever be bleeding love.” You pulled Dwayne up, making him stand with you, you loved these moments, the most vulnerable, the ones where Dwayne was still human, in your eyes.
As a vampire, you slowly start to lose your humanity the longer you live on. To you, it always seemed like Dwayne would never experience that, he still loves with all of his heart, even if he doesn’t show it.
You’re glad that one thing didn’t go away.
“Well, let’s hope the world spins a little slower then, I want all the time we can get.” Your hands caressed the dark-haired man’s jaw. Your eyes flicked from his lips to his eyes before you leaned in, your lips meeting his once again.
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“They murdered him— they fuckin’—“ Dwayne punched the wall of the cave, the thud echoing against the caves, “they took Laddie too..” you sighed, it was the night everything went wrong, when the Emersons decided to ruin their lives.
It was the three of them, you, him, Laddie. Dwayne had everything he wanted. A band of the loyalest friends you could get, the immortality, the love of his life.
“We’re gonna take our revenge, I’ll rip their heads off their fucking bodies for ruining us.” Dwayne growled, his vampire features showing through his human one. You didn’t know whether or not to be as angry.
You weren’t alive, you remembered, your heart didn’t beat, but it still felt like it did, Marko was a friend to all of you, a brother even. Even though the boys had an evil reputation to upheld, Marko promised he’d show you how to sew after you’d drunkenly rambled about your dreams of marrying Dwayne.
You remembered what Marko told you that one sunrise, all before you went to sleep. “Your guys’ love is tailor-made. One with no tragedy at the end.”
He wanted to help you make your wedding dress. You mourned the death of your curly-headed brother, you weeped and wailed as you watched his body fall off the rails, onto the cursed frog brothers.
You couldn’t reply to Dwayne, only stopping him when he tried to leave your side to band with his mourning brothers for revenge.
“I don’t want to lose you.” You whimpered, your eyes pleaded for him to stay, that’s why he didn’t look at you. “I don’t want to lose another tonight.” Your sentence left you with a whisper, holding Dwayne’s ring-clad hand tighter.
Dwayne stayed quiet, his head fighting a battle with his feelings, your desperation made him want to stay, to comfort you, to show that he knew he wasn’t the only one hurting.
In the end, his brothers needed him, and for once he chose something over you. “I’m sorry love, my brothers, our brothers, they need me. I have to go with them.” Dwayne whispered back, his hand travelled to your cheek, his thumb wiping away a rare tear.
“You promised you’d stay with me, our forever, remember?” You were always good at backtalk, he knew he promised that he’d be here for you, like all those years ago when he told you that he was going to be the only person you know, and you, him.
“I can’t.. Marko didn’t deserve that, you know as well as I do—“ Dwayne stopped you from continuing your complaints, fearing he wouldn’t be able to take revenge, and he’d know he’d lose his brothers’ trust and he didn’t want to lose another thing in the same night either.
“How will I know you’ll return to me? What if, you leave me alone?” You spat, your eyes starting to water, you were a sensitive vampire, feeling instead of feasting.
“I will return to you. When have I ever not?” Dwayne didn’t want to think about the weight of his words, only the fact that this was an unwritten promise to survive his battle with the Emersons to return back to your side.
This was the moment you knew you couldn’t stop Dwayne. As much as it hurt you to let go of his palm, you gently pulled his hand away from your cheek, a silent look in your eyes told him to stay safe, and to come back to you.
Dwayne didn’t say anything else, walking off to join his brothers’ on their path to revenge.
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“You’re a huge liar, you know that?” You mumbled, holding a ripped piece of leather in your hands, the tips of your fingers remembering every texture it could feel of the fabric.
You were alone, the huge cave was yours, bitterly so. They didn’t return, none of them, not David, not Paul, especially not Dwayne, your Dwayne.
You knew they had gotten themselves killed, it took a while to realize that Dwayne probably knew he wouldn’t return to you either. His words were an empty promise, so that you would feel at ease.
And you hate that it did ease you, for a while anyway.
Star was the one that confirmed that your lover left you. She picked up the scraps, the remains of what she could of your boyfriend, returning it to you with a guilty pain.
Star never resented you, she was..somewhat happy you didn’t come with the boys. When Star was first initiated, you were there to help her get past the scary realization that she was going to be immortal and alone.
Star remembered how you held her with the warmth of the sunlight, she asked herself how you could be so kind, being a monster of the night. You merely joined your lover to the end, and it was painfully clear that you hadn’t had a mission in mind, other than seeing Dwayne through it all, forever.
So, in a poor attempt to give her thanks, and her apology, she returned what she could of Dwayne to you. Hugging you only when you seemed to lose every strength in your legs as your hands cradled the pieces of Dwayne’s favourite jacket.
“What happened?” You whispered, your tears forever flowing from your eyes, “his jacket’s all ruined?— this was his favourite, how— I—“ your lips couldn’t form a sentence when your mind had dawned on the fact that Dwayne was dead and that your forever had ended.
Star only hugged you tightly as you screamed and weeped into her chest. She wished she could’ve done more.
You looked around the empty cave, only memories remained inside, the fountain, the little trinkets Paul collected, the books Dwayne accumulated, the fabrics Marko had stolen, the cigarette butts David threw away. You wish you could say everything was here but it wasn’t, the boys weren’t here.
You had long packed your stuff, a duffel bag full of clothes you could bring, all from various piles of whatever you could find from the boys, mostly Dwayne’s and clothing you’ve bought.
There was nothing left in the cave for you, the one reason to stay wasn’t there anymore. You gathered the last of your things as Star waited outside, waiting to help you travel through the night to wherever you wanted to go.
You knew you should hate Star, for sealing the boys’ fate, when she had snitched to the Emersons of their vampirism. There wasn’t much options though, you had to stop your pity party, you had to leave, and only Star knew how to help you. You were the only vampire in Santa Carla now, and she knew.
You gave yourself one last tour of the cave, peeking into the personal alcoves the boys had given themselves, reminiscing, getting ready to let go. They weren’t human, but they made the cave feel like home, it made you think that maybe they didn’t lose their humanity after all.
Finally, you stopped at your shared alcove with Dwayne, the ground littered with books he read with you, the wilted flowers he stole off of a couple for you, the candle lit bed was unmade, from the last time it was used. You didn’t have the heart to fix anything up.
It felt like if you fixed it up, you’d finally be erasing the fact that the boys were ever here, and how could you do that to Dwayne?
One last sweep of the room, your hand gently swiped the bed on the cave floor, before reluctantly pulling away. “You ready?” You jumped at the sudden voice, seeing Star at the entrance of the cave, looking at you.
Her hands fiddled with themselves, obviously uncomfortable being back at the cave. You nodded, holding your duffel bag tight to your figure before walking off with Star, every step felt dreadful, getting closer and closer to beyond forever and leaving everything you know behind.
Although, something makes you feel like Dwayne would be glad, that you’re not moping, that you’re not angry he hadn’t fulfilled his promise of forever, his dear beloved delicate.
I don't wanna get older,
Without your head on my shoulder.
On the day that you leave me,
I'll forever be bleeding, love.
As forever comes closer,
Hope the world will spin slower,
I don't wanna get older.
- older, 5 seconds of summer, ft. sierra deaton.
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hopefuloverfury · 7 months
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What song/genre of music do you think of when you imagine the bachelor/ettes? If there was a specific artist or band for Sam, who do you think they'd be?
Oooh—I actually have thought about this! I have a playlist just for when I'm writing blurbs about the stardew valley characters, and no I don't care if any of these are predictable because I think they're accurate lmfao.
Sam
2014 Five Seconds of Summer, Shawn Mendes, and Why Don't We. His general vibe is young, reckless love. If there's a specific song in mind, I think of him as a mix between 5sos' End Up Here, She Looks So Perfect, If I Can't Have You by Shawn, and Why Don't We's Fallin' (Adrenaline)
Seb
I think he's a mix between 5sos' Voodoo Doll, Troye Sivan's Strawberries and Cigarettes, Taylor Swift's Style, and the last 90-ish seconds of Sleep Token's The Summoning. Also Conan Gray's Overdrive. He's still young and reckless, but he's a little more subdued and all over the place.
Alex
One Directions' Steal My Girl, Shawn Mendes' Wonder, and Harry Styles' Watermelon Sugar. Even though they're pretty heavy with gendered language, I have no issue imagining Alex with varying farmers while listening to these songs.
Elliott
His love definitely swerves more toward obsession and worship, so anything by Hozier, no question about it. But also Can't Take My Eyes Off You by Frank Valli is heavy Elliott energy.
Shane
Everybody Wants You by Johnny Orlando, Someone To You by BANNERS, DogBird by Madds Buckley, and Lauv's I Like Me Better. Like Seb, Shane's pretty all over the place as well. Also he makes me cry ahaha. hm.
Harvey
Harvey gave me a little bit of trouble when I first started writing. I had to think about him quite a bit to land on a genre/song for him. Anyway, Ophelia by The Lumineers, Ready Now by dodie, and The Way You Look Tonight by Michael Bublé are all Harvey coded. END ME
Maru
In My Mind by Lyn Lapid, Bubble Gum by Clairo, and Space Girl by Frances Forever. I imagine her as a pretty inexperienced and romantically repressed character (I wonder why Demetrius) so all of these songs have a certain level of melancholy about them, which is very Maru for me.
Penny
She by dodie, Conan Gray's Heather, and Lonely by Noah Cyrus. Repressed, just like Maru, but for different reasons. Never had the opportunity to really live her life, you know? Lots of insecurities and feelings of inadequacy my poor babie nO but I usually only listen to those when I'm feeling a little down. You can trust that I don't always write angst for her, and when I don't, it's loooots of early Taylor Swift.
Haley
Sabrina Carpenter. That's it. lmao no i'm kidding Diamonds Are Forever, Nonsense, Looking At Me, and Girlfriend by Bea Miller. I love me a mean, confident lesbian, but she does soften up the more you get to know her, and I always listen to Isabel LaRosa's I'm Yours when I want to go that route with her. I also think of her when I listen to Dress by Charlotte Sands.
Abigail
Very punchy, "powerful woman" type songs. Namely UPSAHL's People I Don't Like, Beautiful is Boring by BONES UK, and American Horror Show by SNOW WIFE. She has opinions and she's going to let you know what she thinks—but make no mistake, she is a loyal and good person to her core. She's just got an attitude sometimes.
Leah
Cosmic Love by Florence + The Machines, Light My Love by Greta Van Fleet, and Constellations by The Oh Hellos. She's got a certain whimsy about her, but she's still a very grounded individual. She and Elliott have a similar vibe to each other, but where he's the smell of salty sea spray and plum juice dripping from your fingers, she's frayed picnic blankets and the smell of grass after it rains.
Emily
Now this might be controversial, but Señorita by Shawn Mendes and Camila Cabello is always gonna make me think of her. I'm Born To Run by American Authors, Enchanted by Taylor Swift (her version, obviously), are also both some of the easiest songs for me to think about her. She definitely believes in soulmates and fate, and probably makes jewelry or sews while thinking about you.
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fearlessisa · 5 days
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🩷 Looking for rp partners 🩷 (May 2nd) 🩷
I'll admit it's been QUITE a while but Ive been wanting to get back into writing for a little while now and I'm looking for people to write with.
I'm mainly looking for someone who would be willing to write as Harry Styles for me, or Tom Holland / one of the 5sos boys, and in return I'll write any of one direction or 5sos / other celebrities. Mainly looking for doubles (but if you just want to write as Harry that's great too of course!!) to make it fair.
I have a few plot ideas but I loveeee coming up with plots together! I write a fair amount. I'm in my quality over quantity era though, I like to add in details and build the world around the characters. I write a fair amount, at least a couple of paragraphs. My main limits are things involved in the much darker plots, I'm more looking for a slice of life kind of vibe but I'm open to most ideas!!
Either drop me a message or like this post if you're interested and I'll reach out 🫶🏼🩷
(If we've written before and you want to try again definitely do reach out!! I'm sorta starting from scratch here🥺💛)
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elisysd · 4 months
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51. Heaven knows I should let go, it’s nothing that I don’t already know
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Masterlist - Previously - Next
Chapter soundtrack: Bad Omens - 5SOS
She was not used to triple headers anymore. She had barely the time to rest when it was already time for Zandvoort. It was always a peculiar atmosphere. People were always very passionate there. She had arrived on Wednesday, to work a little on the side, away from the whole show that would start the next day. She wanted to work on a few documents about the next car sent by Maranello at the beginning of the week. She could have done it in her hotel room but she preferred to work in the atmosphere of the garage, surrounded by the smell of burned rubber and metal.
She sat on the floor and pulled out her laptop from her bag and started to read through the documents, taking notes and writing questions that were popping into her mind. She chewed on her pen. Some data from the testing were not correlating the data from the sim. And it was not as if the gap was minimal which worried her. For a moment she feared that they were going in the wrong direction in the development. A brief vision of a certain USB stick popped into her mind and she briefly regretted not having it near her… She promised herself she wouldn’t use it to work on the current car development but, after all, there was no wrong finding inspiration in a car that was performing really well for the next one. It was not cheating. It would not be the exact same anyway. And a lot of cars were getting inspiration from other teams for their development, there was nothing wrong with it.
As she was focusing on her screen, she heard footsteps coming in the garage. She looked up her laptop. It was weird. No one would come here unless there were mechanics that needed to set up the car and she had checked with her dad, they would only arrive during the afternoon. She stood still, listening to the sounds made by a person who clearly didn’t want to get caught as they seemed to move slowly and tried to stay as quiet as possible. She put her laptop on the side and got up to find herself almost face to face with a man in an elegant black suit.
“Julia? What are you doing here?” asked Carlos, clearly surprised to find her there and could she dare to say, a bit uncomfortable.
“I’m working. I could ask you the same thing.” she replied.
“I’m… going on a trip down memory lane.”
“Reminiscing on the times my dad was kicking your ass back then?” she smiled.
“He was not. We were equally talented teammates.” he scoffed.
“Sure… If you want a full trip to reminisce on your time as a driver, I can get my dad. I’m sure he still has a few videos of you both on tracks.” she was about to take out her phone when Carlos stopped her.
“No! I mean… you don’t need to bother him. So how does it feel for you to join the team?”
“Nice. I’m still getting used to everything.” she said, a bit defensively.
“It’s brave, you know. To stay on the side. To not help the team developing the current car when you could as you’re always near and in Maranello. To wait. I don’t know how you do it. I would sneak around, I wouldn’t be able to help myself. You’re definitely better than me. You follow the rules like your dad and you’re wise like your mom. They must be so proud of you. Their perfect daughter.” he said in a calm voice, slowly turning around her like a lion toying with its prey. She felt a shiver down her spine. “But anyway, I should get going. I have people to meet.”
“Carlos?” she called him out as he was leaving.
“Yes, Julia?”
“Remind me again how many championships you won?” she smiled
She saw a brief glimpse of anger in his eyes as he stared at her before finally leaving. She knew she shouldn’t have said that, that it would only irritate him more and it would come to bite her in the ass. But she hated what he implied, the implicit threats. She should have gone straight to her dad to tell him that Carlos was lurking in the garage but nothing had happened, it was all good and when she came to her room she was caught off guard by Martin standing in the middle of the bedroom, a huge teddy bear in his hands.
“If you don’t want to go to the fair, it’s the fair that comes to you. There is one a few kilometers away from the track and we went there with a few people from the team. I knew you would find that boring so I didn’t ask you but… yeah. I won that for you.” he explained, blushing as she was staring at him not knowing what to say.
“Oh well, that’s a nice gesture… thanks.” she awkwardly smiled.
“You don’t like it.”
“No! I do… it’s just… I don’t even know if I’m supposed to tell you anything.” she sighed.
“You know you can tell me anything.”
“It’s about the car and data. It’s not matching. I’m trying to understand where the gap comes from but I fear we are making a huge mistake in the development. And Carlos was there for no reason and that worries me…”
“Hey, breathe Julia. I trust your judgment and I trust your skills. Whatever the problem is, you’ll find it, I know it. And as for Carlos… maybe he wanted to see Elijah? It wouldn’t be surprising, he is one of his sponsors.”
“I don’t know. I have a bad feeling about this weekend.”
Martin forced her to sit on her bed as he got behind her and tried to appease her by applying slow massages on her neck and shoulders.
“You have to relax. Nothing bad will happen, you’ll see.”
She hoped he was right.
Ethan hated Zandvoort and what it meant for him. It was always a very tense weekend where every single one of his moves were scrutinized. Everywhere he was going, the shadow of his father was looming above him. He could see it in the eyes of the fans, in the eyes of the race stewards who were looking at him and of course in the sea of orange he was welcomed with anywhere he would go. He didn’t consider him as his own homerace, too much history, too much weight on his shoulders with the feeling he had to have a good result there. But still, he had a special helmet for his dad adding a gold lion, the five championships he had won with the years associated with them. It was simple but with a strong meaning, a way for him to embrace his lineage, hoping it would help him to make peace with it.
The qualifying had been great, far from the pole he had been on the week before, with a nice sixth place, behind his teammate. Kyle was on pole and able to race, making Ethan feel relieved. He knew how racing was Kyle’s everything and he hoped it would go well for him. On Sunday morning, when he arrived, he immediately found his dad and mom talking to Charles and Julia. Max had a hand on the girl’s shoulder and was laughing with the Ferrari team’s principal. He rolled his eyes. If only he could find a way to avoid them… but he knew it was useless and he was a better man than that. Or at least was trying. He straightened his posture, put a nice smile on his face and went to the group. He put his arm around his mom’s shoulders, kissing the side of her head as he shook Charles’ hand and winked at his dad. He didn’t want to ignore the brunette who was staring at him but he didn’t know how to act around her anymore. So he stared, in a very awkward way as he saw her blushing and looking at her feet.
“We have to go on a run as soon as you’re back in Monaco, Leclerc! It’s been so long.” said Max.
“Eager for me to beat your ass?” replied Charles with a smile.
“Julia? Care to join us, so you can be the referee.”
“I’m not sure I can keep up with you…” she grimaced.
“Enrico said you made great progress, I’m sure you could, Ju’.”
“Maybe Ethan can come. So you have company while you’re dad and I are fighting.” added Max.
“Dad… I hate running!” whined the blonde.
“You need to work on that cardio, son. It’s important.”
“Oh, don’t worry I’m sure Ethan’s cardio is doing more than okay. His girlfriend is taking good care of it.” Julia snorted, arching an eyebrow.
“Girlfriend? What do you mean?” said Max, caught a little off guard.
“She is talking about Sofia.” Ethan explained.
“Sofia? Are we talking about the same Sofia?” Max repeated.
“Because he is screwing more than one Sofia?”
“Sofia is my therapist.”
He saw Julia’s mouth open and close, before blushing of shame and for a moment he felt like an idiot for having played her. From the corner of his eyes he saw Charles and Max leaving and he quickly apologized to the girl.
“So… you’re seeing someone.” she said when they finally were alone.
“Yeah. It feels good. I’m starting to understand myself a bit more. She helps me feel more grounded, focus on my races. It’s nice.”
“I’m glad. I… I hope you’re not doing that for me? You don’t change for me, I mean.”
“I do that for me. I needed it. I do that for me, then for the sake of my family and the unresolved issues I have with dad… and you. I want to understand where and why we went wrong. So I can be better. I want to be a better man.”
“Don’t change too much, though. I like it when you’re a little asshole.” she smiled, nudging him in the shoulders.
When he got back to the hospitality, he was grinning. His interactions with Julia were still awkward but it started to go from weird awkward to nice awkward. They had still a long way to go before even considering being friends. Somehow, it was still hurting him. He missed her. A lot. Even if it was just her screaming at him, it was still something. He hated her indifference more than anything else and it had always been this way ever since they were kids. If back then  he wanted nothing more than to make her frown, now he wanted her smile. But he would take everything she would give him.
He arrived in the hospitality, right on time for the pre-race meeting. He sat down next to Chloe who was already there, reading her notes. She smiled at him giving him a high five as he started to do the same. They went through the procedures and the strategy one last time and when they finally got out of the meeting room, Ethan wanted nothing more but the peace and quiet of his driver’s room. But when he opened the door, he didn’t think of finding Louis there, reading on his sofa.
“Louis? What are you doing here?”
“I wanted to hang out with you before the race. There are too many people in the Ferrari’s hospitality.”
“Do your parents know you’re here?”
“Yeah, I told mom.” he shrugged.
In fact, even if Louis had indeed told his mom that he was going to find Ethan, Lyanna had not heard him and was now freaking out, in the arms of her husband who was on the verge of sending a search party for his son. Julia had tried to reach him but quickly stopped as he had left his phone in the hospitality.
“He can’t be far away.” tried to reason Martin who was rubbing her back to appease her.
“You don’t know my brother! The last time he ran away, we found him alone, sitting in the middle of the woods.” Julia harshly said.
“Is there a place he would like to be in the paddock? Maybe a quiet place?” Martin ignored her.
“He hates attending races… I know he said he was going more to see Ethan than to support dad.”she sighed.
“Maybe he is with him? Do you think he could have gone to Ethan, to wish him luck?”
“I mean…. Maybe? It’s a possibility that is worth trying.” she said, putting on her coat and walking towards the exit.
“Go, Ju’, we'll stay there in case he comes back.” her dad told her.
She ran to the Maserati hospitality as fast as she could, Martin following behind, but was stopped in her tracks by the security officer.
“I’m sorry miss but you don’t have the badge to enter.”
“I know but… I have reasons to think my brother is with Ethan and…”
“Sure. That’s a new one. Get the hell out of here.”
“But mister…”
“Julia? Is everything alright?”
“Chloe, oh my gosh I’ve never been so happy to see you! Have you seen Louis?” Julia asked.
“Well, no… but I can ask if Ethan saw him.”
“Please do.”
They waited a few minutes before Ethan arrived, Louis right next to him and Julia ran to her brother, not without glaring at the security officer. She hugged the young teen as he didn’t really understand where the sudden burst of affection was coming from.
“But I told mom!” he complained when Julia explained the whole family was freaking out.
“Next time make sure she listens to you, Louis.” Julia replied.
“How did you find me this fast, though?”
“Martin thought you would be with Ethan, since you like him…” Julia explained.
“Saint Martin coming to save the day once again…” Ethan commented with a half smile.
“I mean, Louis loves you. I just thought that if someone could at least help us out it would be you.”
“Next time he does something like that and tells me he warned someone, I’ll text you. To make sure.”
She smiled at him, running her hands in the hair of her brother as he was making an annoyed face.
“We should go… you have a race to focus on and so does Martin.” Julia finally said when the silence became too awkward.
As they were leaving, Ethan screamed at them to wait a moment and ran to the hospitality, before coming back to them, a Maserati’s cap between his hands which he put on Louis’ head.
“I need my number one fan to wear it so it brings me luck.” he smiled, hugging him.
Seeing Ethan acting all sweet and genuine around her brother never failed to make her feel fuzzy and warm inside. She joined her mom after Martin left her at the hospitality. She didn’t even remember if he had kissed her. She was surprised to not care that much.
“Ethan is great with your brother.” Lyanna said after Julia told her everything.
“He had always been.”
“You know, I saw how Louis changed around Ethan. He is more open towards people, more expressive, less in his own bubble. It’s great. I never thought I would see him like this. You know what Louis told me yesterday?”
Julia shook her head as her mom was clinging to her mug of tea.
“He said he wanted to go to university when he would be able to. He doesn’t feel ready for high school but he says he wants to study more outside, in the library. And he wants to take guitar classes. When I asked him why guitar, he said that Ethan told him it was the way to get girls. I laughed because he said it in such a casual tone, you should have heard him… Ethan helped him so much and I don’t think he knows it. I want to thank him. Would you be okay if I was inviting him for dinner, maybe when the season will be over?”
“No, of course not. You’re right, it’s a great idea. Louis will be happy.” she replied with a lump in her throat.
“What about you?”
“Mom… I think I made a huge mistake.”
Ethan felt calm in his car. The orange army of fans wasn’t phasing him anymore, his dad watching him wasn’t giving him any added pressure, really he was okay and ready to race. So when the lights went out he confidently maneuvered his car through to avoid any overtakes. In front, Elijah was already fighting with Kyle for the lead of the race, something the American was not ready to give up on so easily. As for Ethan he was following Chloe closely. The strategy was simple, since she was in front, he had to protect her until the team would tell him otherwise.
The laps went on one by one and for the first time in months Julia found the race boring. Each car was following each other without anything interesting happening. No crazy overtakes, no strategy mishaps, no scary move from anyone. Julia even had to admit that she got so bored that she had started drawing to take her mind off things. The more she was thinking about Martin and their relationship, the more she started to come to terms with the fact that she had jumped into it blindly and stupidly. It would never work out no matter how hard she would try. It had been sweet and lighthearted, it had helped her heal a little and get her confidence back. But that was it, they wouldn’t go further than that. It was doomed to fail from the very start, she had always known deep down. She had been too stubborn to admit it. She hadn’t been fair to Martin either and even less to her. Now, she had to find the courage to tell him.
“Fuck, Ferrari is ferrarying…” swore Lyana, making Julia jumped, not used to hear her mother swear.
“What is happening?” Julia asked, looking up from her drawing.
“They screwed up Elijah’s pitstop. He is now P15…”
“He is going to come back in front.” Julia commented, focusing more on the race.
It didn’t take long for him to regain his position, behind Martin this time. They were both aggressively fighting for the P3 and Julia was surprised to not hear any team’s orders asking them to bring both cars home safely. Elijah was pressuring Martin and Julia knew better than anyone how prone to mistake he could be under it. She hoped with everything she had that nothing would happen. The team didn’t need that after the comeback in the standings they had managed before the summer break.
Julia anxiously started to bite her nails until she heard the whole hospitality gasped before she saw the images. They both had crashed. On the replay, she could see Elijah going for the inside and overtaking Martin but as he drove past Martin, his rear slightly touched Martin’s front and as he tried to stay on the road he slipped and took Elijah with him in the gravel.
Both drivers were getting out of the car angry and Julia swore she had seen Elijah pushing Martin in the shoulder. For a moment she wondered if she should go to him, to comfort him but now Ethan was in the fight for a podium as well as Ludwig, Kyle and Chloe and she really wanted to watch her friends. Martin probably needed time to cool down.
When he had seen the Ferrari’s out, Ethan had smiled inside his helmet. Now he was in the fight for a new podium and nothing could stop him, this time he would stand on a step and he wouldn’t have any doubts of where he was supposed to be.
“You’re faster than Chloe, we are switching positions.”
“Copy.”
And indeed his teammate slowed down a little in the long straight line to let him pass, giving him full permission to go and catch Ludwig to take the P2. He managed to do so in the penultimate lap and when he finally crossed the line after Kyle he let out a scream of joy, quickly followed by his race engineer.
“Second P2 in a row, let’s fucking go!”
“You know what they say, Ethan. Never two without three.”
“No, next time I want a win. I’m tired of being second place.”
Julia was clapping her hands in front of the race results. She was so happy for her friends but most of all happy for Ethan. She knew how underpressure he must have felt during the weekend and seeing him achieving a podium in a race he was more than dreading, she was proud of him. Whatever his therapist was doing with him, it was working. She got out of the hospitality to face a journalist that cornered her and shoved his camera right to her face.
“And we are with Julia Leclerc, future member of Ferrari’s engineering team. We all saw the crash that happened today between your drivers. Is that a lack of communication between Martin and Elijah or a lack of communication inside the team? We were all surprised to notice no team orders.”
“Well… I mean.. I don’t know, that’s a question you should ask to their team principal.”
“We also saw a very nice battle towards the end, what did you think of it?”
“Of course, Kyle is an exceptional driver. It shouldn’t surprise anyone to see him win another race. He is the kind of guy who, when he starts on pole, nothing can stop him. But I’m really astonished by Ethan’s driving lately. It’s so calm and precise, he always had an amazing racing intelligence but I feel like he improved a lot on it. And his overtakes are one of the cleanest of the grid. It’s just a matter of time before he stands on the highest step of the podium. Truth be told, if I were a team principal I would try my best to sign him and give him the car he deserves because the car he is in currently is not made to fight for pole positions and podiums. That’s how talented he is.”
She didn’t know where it was coming from but she couldn’t have helped herself to spill her guts to the journalist. And it felt good. She smiles and thanked him before running to the podium's celebrations.
She made her way to the front right in time for the trophies to be given. Ludwig, Ethan and Kyle had a huge smile on their faces and when the champagne popped, she had never seen them being this happy to spread it. They were drenched and Julia was sure that the hug they were giving to one another would be on the front pages of newspapers.
When she came back to the hospitality to find her boyfriend, his race engineer told her that he had left straight after the meeting. He didn’t even bother to send her a text to tell her he was already back at the hotel. When she arrived in the room, he was scrolling on his phone, barely looking at her. She laid down next to him, trying to catch his attention.
“If I were a team principal I would try my best to sign him and give him the car he deserves because the car he is in currently is not made to fight for pole positions and podiums. That’s how talented he is.” he said in a bitter tone.
“Martin..”
“I don’t even want to talk about it, Julia.” he cut her.
“I’m sorry… he asked me about the race and…”
“No matter what it will always be him. You always come back to him. Always! When I’m right here. I could give you the world Julia, I want to but you don’t let me!”
“I’m trying! You said it was enough for you!” she argued.
“Maybe I lied! Maybe I was wrong! Maybe it’s not enough. Maybe I thought I could make you forget him, I could make you happier, I could be better than him. But I can’t fight against your feelings Julia! He is not physically there but he is everywhere!”
“What do you want me to say?” she asked.
“I don’t know? Fight for me! For once, stop running away and fight for something! Choose me.”
“You can’t ask me that! That’s not fair!”
“Because you’ve been fair with me? That’s rich coming from you.” he laughed, looking at her like a mad man.
“Do you think that I decided to still love Ethan? I can’t control it! And I’m tired of fighting it! I know I’m not fair, and maybe I never was. I know you didn’t deserve it, I know it was selfish to ask you to love me when I can barely look at myself in the mirror. That’s twisted and wrong. I know all of that! But you can’t ask me to choose you. I can’t lie to you. I can’t lie to myself. Not anymore.”
She was about to leave the room, when he called her out and what escaped his lips made her heart sink in her chest.
“I love you, Cecile!”
“Cecile?” she repeated in disbelief.
“I meant, Julia. Gosh, no… I’m so sorry, I don’t know what happened, I…”
She let out an emotionless laugh.
“I don’t want to hear it. It’s useless. We know that this, whatever it is, will never work out. It was stupid to try and I’m sorry if I led you on. Truly. You deserve better. We both deserve better.” she said through the tears.
“So it’s over…”
“It never really started.” she stated, leaving this time for good.
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Author's note: So Martin and Julia are over! Finally! And no it doesn't mean that she will run straight into Ethan's arms... you know me now.
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Are there any good 5SOS friendship fics?
the answer is definitely yes! we have fantastic writers in this fandom, so there are great friendship fics here. i can compile a list based on previous times i've answered this question, but i haven't been reading much 5sos fic for the past year and friendship fics have never been my favorite type of fic.
to find friendship fics on ao3, search for any of the pairings with a & sign instead of a / (example: Michael Clifford & Luke Hemmings). You can filter out the romantic pairings by excluding pairings with a / on the filters bar. this is a great way to find friendship fics, especially because asking me is only going to get the fics i'm aware of in my small circle here on tumblr, whereas filtering on ao3 will help you find a whole lot more!
now on to my recs:
with open hearts and open eyes by @lifewasradical: rated G, ot4 friendship, 2k. very highly recommend this one i love it a lot
If he closes his eyes, Luke thinks he can almost believe that he’s 16 again, that they’re in Australia and they’re just starting out, thrumming with energy and excitement and glee that still lingers in their bones if they look hard enough. Some of that childlike wonder bleeds through the moment, Luke’s sure of it, as the others all turn onto their stomachs too. Their outlines are barely able to be seen through the darkness, but Luke would know the contours of the other guys even if he went blind.
If I Can Dream Long Enough by @4thbrighteststar: rated G, ot4 friendship, 2k.
Luke leans back, closes his eyes and lets the setting sun wash over his face, lets his fingers find a rhythm of their own. Third fret, fifth string. Tenth fret - his fingers hop up and down the guitar. Seventh fret. Fifth fret - no, keep the riff. He loses himself in it, until the wind and the birds and the distant, roaring cars fall silent in the face of the music he’s making by himself for the first time in eternity.
(An ode to making music in the toughest of times.)
am i broken (are you the saviour) by jbhmalum, rated T, malum friendship, 4k
He should do something. Maybe take a deep breath, in and out. Maybe turn on the bedside lamp. Maybe go lie down on the cold bathroom floor. Maybe bury himself under Calum’s covers and cuddle up to him; it probably wouldn’t even wake Calum, and Michael would get the comfort he needs.
Michael hears something he didn’t want to and has a hard time dealing with it.
dearly depressed and brokenhearted (i’d like to let you know that boys cry too) by @clumsyclifford: rated T, muke friendship, 2k
Michael returns. He’s wearing a jacket and a beanie and there’s a blanket from off their couch in his hands.
“Michael,” Luke says.
“Please,” Michael says. “I’m obviously not going to convince you to come inside, but I don’t want you to freeze.” He takes the steps, footsteps falling where Luke’s had, and comes close enough to Luke that when he offers up the blanket, Luke reaches out and takes it. “I know you don’t wear jackets,” Michael explains.
(It’s cold and rainy out. Luke goes for a walk.)
crack a smile, stay a while (am i holding for applause?) by @clumsyclifford: rated T, cashton friendship (but the other two are there as well), 1k
Glancing down at Ashton, Michael adds, “What’s with him?”
“He’s convinced he’s going to do terribly and publicly humiliate himself,” Calum says, rolling his eyes again for good measure.
“No, you’ll be great,” Michael says brightly. “Calum’s always saying how you’re the most talented person in his music whatever class.”
“Calum’s stupid and wrong,” floats Ashton’s voice from somewhere underneath the seat.
no love sincerer (than the love of food) by TempestRising: rated G, ot4 friendship, 4k
5 times One Direction fed 5 Seconds of Summer / 1 time One Direction needed feeding.
melancholy & honey by @igarbagecannoteven: rated G, malum friendship, 500 words, they’re bees (yes you read that right)
Michael’s only been resting there for a minute when he hears a familiar hum approaching him from behind. He doesn’t have to turn his head to know it’s Calum.
glitter by @igarbagecannoteven: rated G, cake friendship
Calum has no idea how Luke is able to infect all of their tour gear with glitter so completely.
below are a collection of friendship fics that I personally have not read, but I’ve read other works by the writers so I feel okay recommending them
Jess @daydadahlias has written so many friendship fics that I have heard great things about!!!
 Torn Up (ot4 friendship, 8k)
Tailspin (cashton friendship, warning for alcohol/smoking, 5k)
Lightweight (ot4 friendship, warning for heavy alcohol, non-consensual kissing, 5k)
Tender (mashton friendship, 3k)
Superbloom (cashton friendship, warning for discussions of Skinny Skinny, 3k)
Movie Night (lashton friendship, 3k)
Shoebox (lashton friendship, 3k)
The Craft Club series (outside pov of ot4 friendship, but only Ashton appears in most of the installments. I've heard a lot of really fun things about this series, so while it isn't necessarily a heavy friendship focus I still recommend!)
from Bella @clumsyclifford
you should know i’ll be there for you (lashton friendship, 2k)
maybe this is just as good as it gets (cake friendship, 2k)
our best years are yet to come (thanks for choosing me) (cashton friendship, 1k)
from @lifewasradical
have my back (yeah, everyday) (malum friendship, 3k)
so much older (lashton friendship, 2k)
then if I may self-rec:
takeoff by me: rated G, mashton friendship, 1k
Sweater Weather by me: rated G, malum friendship or pre-slash, 1k
Tornado Warning by me: rated T, ot4 friendship, 2k
wedding vows by me: rated T, malum friendship, background roylum and mystal 5k
if anyone else has friendship fics they want to recommend feel free to add on!
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steeklover · 1 year
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South Park Music Headcanons
I am trying to figure out what kind of music everyone in SP would listen to for something so I wanted to get everyone’s opinions on it.
These are mine:
Stan- I’m going to be basic here and say he likes indie/alternative music and probably rock. I know that’s what a lot of people say but I feel like it’s true because it fits his personality. I think he listens to stuff like My Chemical Romance, Weathers (it’s a less common band but I swear they don’t have a SINGLE bad song and all their songs really fit Stan), Two Feet, Green Day, Sub Urban, Palaye Royale (definitely their earlier albums, I FREAKING LOVE THIS BAND), Arctic Monkeys, Mitski, Waterparks, FIDLAR, Younger Hunger (also a great lesser known band), BoyWithUke, Weezer, The Neighborhood, The Strokes. I have a lot of songs for Stan but I want to know if people agree.
Kyle- All I really have for him is Green Day and even then I'm not sure. I don’t know if he would like the songs Stan listens to or if he would hate them.
Kenny- He listens to pop songs like from The Weekend, Ariana Grande, Harry Styles and Maroon 5. Probably also bands like Panic! At The Disco, Imagine Dragons and Fall Out Boy. Maybe The Wrecks?? Maybe Queen?? OOH ADAM LAMBERT!! Also Maneskin. 
Cartman- He also listens to pop songs like Britney Spears and Lady Gaga (CANON!) but he also listens to rap songs (ALSO CANON!). I don’t like rap music that much but when I think of Cartman, I think of XXXTENTACION and Juice WRLD. Also Post Malone.
Craig - I have no idea. He probably also likes indie/alternative music but maybe not the same ones that Stan likes.
Tweek - Same thing, I have no idea. I like to think of him as a headbanger but then I think that loud rock music would make him anxious. But soft music doesn’t really fit him in my opinion. I have songs that I think match his personality but I’m not sure if he would actually like them or not.
Clyde - Clyde is the same as Kenny. He likes Ariana Grande, The Weekend, Harry Styles, Lil Nas X, … Also probably Olivia Rodrigo. He probably really likes boy bands like One Direction and The Backstreet Boys, also probably Justin Bieber. He probably wanted to be in a boyband with Craig, Token and Jimmy but they all said no lol
Token - I have no idea.
Jimmy - No idea. He probably likes Bo Burnham.
Butters - He likes soft music. He probably likes Cavetown. 
Wendy - I don’t know if she would like her but Penelope Scott??
Bebe - She’s the same as Kenny and Clyde. She likes pop music and boy bands. Maybe also country music. I don’t know much about country music but maybe Taylor Swift?? 
Other Bands/Artists That I Like
-Grandson
-Melanie Martinez
-AJR
-5SOS
-Set It Off
-Nothing But Thieves
-MARINA
-Sir Chloe
-Cage The Elephant
Please reblog or send in asks with your opinions on what you think of this and then maybe some of your own :)
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definitely need more Luke 5sos smut pleaseee
Your wish is my command!
Luke Overhears a Conversation Between You and a Friend
Warnings: smut(duh lol), spanking, degrading, rough sex
You’re talking to a friend about how frustrated you are sexually. It just isn’t enough to have regular vanilla sex anymore. You’re bored, BUT Luke has an idea that might change your mind.
“Y/BFF/N, I love him. I really do, but fuck! I just wish that he would do more! Smack my ass, choke me, pull my hair, ANYTHING!” You were frustrated. Your sex life with your boyfriend, Luke, had been anything but exciting. At the beginning of your relationship, you could barely keep your hands off of each other. Before his shows, after his shows, on the way home from his shows, on every piece of furniture of your shared apartment. Since his band had taken off, he barely had time to fuck you, let alone fuck you all night. So, you were ranting to your best friend. Hoping that you would just let off some steam and go to bed.
“Damn, I’m sorry Y/N. Have you tried talking to him about it?” She asked.
“No,” you shrugged, embarrassed. “I just don’t want him to think I’m not happy or satisfied!”
“But, you aren’t satisfied…” she said in a mocking tone.
“FINE! Okay, I’m not satisfied, but I don’t want him to feel embarrassed.” Little did you know, Luke was listening from outside the door.
“Not satisfied about what?” He said. You could tell he was angry. You usually kept your sex life private. That was your time. You had just broken a huge rule and you would eventually receive the consequences for that.
“Hey babe,” a nervous giggle escaped your lips. “I was just talking to Y/BFF/N! No biggie”
“Y/BFF/N… Y/N is gonna have to call you back.” He took your phone, hung up the call, and tossed it aside. You were sitting on your bed looking up at him. You knew you had made a mistake, so you tried your best to look as innocent as possible. “So you’re telling Y/BFF/N that I haven’t been keeping you satisfied?” You nodded coyly. “And you want me *spice* things up for you… Did I hear that correctly?” You nodded again. “I’m sorry. I didn’t hear you.” He moved closer to you. His eyes burning holes in yours. “Use your words princess.”
“Ye-yessir” You stuttered. He had never spoken to you this way before. His words had an edge, a sort of harshness that was new to you. His mood alone was making you wetter than you had ever been.
“Take your jeans off.” He ordered. You got up and did as you were told. If you complied to his demands, then maybe your night would be going in a totally different direction. He pulled you onto his lap, your stomach on his thighs and your ass in the air. “You shouldn’t have told Y/BFF/N anything without my permission. Is that clear?”
“Yessir.” God you were turned on. Was this it? Was Luke Hemmings gonna fuck your brains out the way you've been praying he would? Slowly, he pulled your panties down pass your ass. In one quick motion, his hand made contact. The sting of his slap was quickly taken over by bliss.
“Count.” He demanded
“O-one.” you stuttered, wanting more. His hand came down hard on your ass again. “Two.” you moaned, aching for another. “Three… fuck.” He gave you two more spankings, each one feeling better than the last. He ran his finger along your slit, collecting the juices.
“Look at you. Turned on by your punishment. Get on your knees, now.” You got off of his lap and took your position in between his legs. He took off your clothes, leaving you in your bra and panties. Luke unzipped his jeans, slowly, almost teasing you. When he finally took off the rest of his clothes, his member was inches from your mouth. He took you by your hair, making a ponytail. You took as much of his cock into your mouth as possible, feeling his tip hit the back of your throat, making you gag. The feeling of you gagging around his cock made Luke lose his mind. "Fuck princess. Your mouth feels so good around me," he said between moans. He thrusted into your throat, face fucking you until you couldn't breathe. Tears started welling in your eyes and he finally pulled out. "I can't take it anymore princess! Get up!"
You lay down on your back, craving the feeling of him inside you. "Uh uh, baby," he disagreed, "I'm fucking you from behind today!" He grabbed your ankles and flipped you over. Grabbing your hips he pulled your ass into the air. Luke took you by the hips and slid his cock inside of you without hesitation. He fucked you hard, pulling all the way out and ramming all the way into you without giving you time to adjust. You could feel his fingers digging into your skin. That would absolutely leave bruises later.
"Fuck Luke!" His hand came down on your ass again, hard. Your ass was already so sensitive from the spankings he gave you earlier but it felt so fucking good.
"Is this what you fucking wanted?! You wanted to be fucked like the slut you are." His words only sending you further into your orgasm. "Your close aren't you princess?" he asked.
"Y-yessir" you couldn't take it anymore. You were so close. Luke's hand found his way to your clit and he started rubbing fast circles. You arched your back and held onto the sheets. "Luke fuck! I'm go-gonna cum!" Unable to hold it anymore, you came hard all over his cock.
"Fuck baby me too." He pulled out and you felt his warm cum all over your back.
Both panting and out of breath, he bent over and kissed the back of your head. "I'm gonna grab you a towel my love," he said reassuringly. He grabbed a towel from the bathroom and wiped your back clean. Luke kissed your ass, seeing that it was bright red and sore. "Was that too much?" he asked climbing next to you, pulling you into his chest.
"No! No! Oh God no!" Tonight had been the most exhilarating night of your life. Watching Luke take control like that had been your newest fantasy and you were taken over by bliss right now. "I might have to disobey you more often. A giggle escaped Lukes lips.
"I might have to find more punishments for you if you do," you both giggled again and shared a very loving kiss.
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grxcisxhy-wp · 2 years
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pairing ; calum hood x bi!5sos!reader (MAIN), mention of previous harry styles x bi!5sos!reader, mention of unrequited/pining ashton irwin x bi!5sos!reader
summary ; Prequel ish headcannon of bi!5sos!reader based on this blurb
warnings ! my humor (so bad)
word count ; ~700
a/n ; guys, this is probably so bad, but bare with me. also, so sorry to anyone who is straight, but being bi is going to be part of the story later
I’m forcing you to be Australian, deal with it
When you were younger (about 11 years old) you moved into Calum’s neighborhood right across the street from him
And you know, puberty be hitting hard, so this man instantly gets a crush (cause you’re beautiful duh) and befriends you
But of course, he doesn’t say anything (for another few years)
You guys are each other’s closest friends, and you end up being each other’s first kiss (a classic)
The two of you will just play music together on the weekends or after Cal’s soccer practice
You play piano and guitar (and sing but we’ll get into that later)
The two of you meet Luke and Michael when you go into high school and you guys form the beginnings of 5sos
Luke and Michael quickly begin to feel like brothers to you
Then Michael Facebook messages Ashton
When you meet Ashton, you are a complete MESS
Like stuttering like an idiot because his humor just tugs at your heart strings and you’re crushing HARD
You tell Calum about it, obliviously hurting his feelings
poor fetus Calum :’(
but he still supports you
eventually your puppy love with ash goes away and you meet someone
someone that’s a GiRl (yes, you’re bi curious and we’re living for it)
you’re all confused that you feel this way about a girl and questioning your sexuality (as most do in high school)
nothing happens with the girl (nothing ever does… I’m not crying you are)
but you do confide in Calum that you find girls attractive
poor Calum is thinking you're gay, but you reassure him that you do still in fact find guys attractive too
Calum is super supportive and eventually convinces you to tell the rest of your band mates
they’re all supportive too
someone definitely makes a joke like “I don’t blame you. Girls are hot”
would probably be ash or Mikey
we love a good coming out story
anywayyyyy
you and the boys are making youtube covers and becoming quite popular
then the one direction tours
you practically melt when you meet Zayn and Harry (at least I would)
during the tours your management and 1d’s management decide to do a pr stunt with you and harry of a will they won’t they situation
ngl you and harry did hook up a few times after you turned 18 (sorry to those of you who do not like harry styles, which should be none of you)
calum is pretty much over his crush on you by the time the first album comes out (at least that’s what he says)
fans of the band kind of speculate that you might be bi when you sing lyrics like “you’re like the perfect mixture of megan fox and katy p” (greenlight underrated bop imo)
ofc the question comes up in interviews but you and the boys dodge ‘em like ninjas
you came out to the world on your terms during sounds live feels live tour
and this is frat 5sos era so just like them you’re pulling the ladies AND the gentlemen
you’re more discreet abt it tho cause we know how the media be about women who have multiple partners (the media is disgusting)
then there’s the hiatus
during this time, you get back to writing pieces with piano aka you’re the genius behind ghost of you and lie to me’s piano melody
during the writing process of youngblood is also when you and calum start becoming more than friends
you write why won’t you love me about him cause you’re oblivious that he likes you too
you show a demo of wwylm to luke (who is almost as close to you as calum now) and he convinces you to play it for the rest of band and put it on the album
this leads to feelings being confessed and you and calum end up together
you and calum date for about a year and a half before the unfortunate when will you be back blurb comes into play
and then you’re a mess, which is where I’ll be starting this series(??)
so yeah, lmk what moments you want to see like interviews and just relationship things and I’ll do my best to write them well
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cass1opi4 · 15 days
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about me:
hey, i’m cass! i’ve always adored writing, ever since i could pick up a pen. i’m from britain, and i’m just having fun with words on here. im definitely in lukes lane and mostly write for 5sos.
im neurodivergent, so you’ll have to bare with me if i don’t fully understand your request or something of the sort.
i also love one direction more than words could express. i’m a niall girl all the way, he owns my heart.
please don’t be shy, leave me a request, dm me, anything of the sort. i’m always around if you want something written, or even just need a chat.
I BEG; just ask if you want to be moots, I LOVE MY MOOTS 🙏
。゚•┈꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱┈• 。゚
REQUESTS: open
things i WILL write:
- 5sos
- one direction
- the bmw characters (shawn, eric, jack)
- marvel
- peter parker
- cole walter
- jatp
- to all the boys
- tsitp (jerimiah, conrad, steven)
- maze runner
- tlou
feel free to request things i have not written down, i may know it!
things i will NOT write:
-NSFW
-weird ships
-things i believe i am incapable of accurately portraying in my writing
please feel free to ask me to write something!
(make it clear whether its platonic or romantic, please 🙏)
follow me @cass1opi4 on twt/x
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mariatesstruther · 8 months
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Ellie and Sarah would definitely have dragged Joel to boy band concerts. One direction, and Backstreet boys respectively.
Abby on the other hand absolutely gives 'I listen to the classics' vibes given she's also the happy dork that collects coins.
oooooo, yes yes yes. modern sisters ellie and sarah would definitely drag joel and tommy out to as many concerts as they can. in the context of sarah’s rich mom au, their concert attendance list consists of the following: aly and aj (more than once), beyonce (more than once), the jonas brothers, paramore, demi lovato, sza, solange, one direction, rihanna, 5sos, blackpink, selena gomez, the cheetah girls, a high school music live tour show, a glee live concert, chloe x halle, avril lavigne, and more
for some reason im really into the idea of abby collecting watches???? like maybe it starts off being something she copies from her dad. he has a few rare expensive ones he gifts to her, and from there she gets really into finding vintage watches at thrift stores and going to collectors’ conventions and trading. through that she gets into collecting other rare/vintage items, like signed vinyls and coins and first edition books
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findpenpalsover20 · 10 months
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hi i’m cassie, 20, pronouns are she/her. i live in texas, usa
i’m looking for a friend, 19-25, doesn’t matter what country! (i do only speak english but i’m hoping to learn french so.. )
doesn’t matter your gender but i’m bisexual so you definitely have to be lgbt friendly.
i like writing, reading, crocheting, diamond painting, listening to music
my favorite artists are one direction( as a group and as individuals), taylor swift, 5sos, tx2, morgan wallen and lots more (my music taste is everywhere so i’m def always taking new recommendations)
my favorite shows are heartstopper, xo kitty, the good doctor, suits, the summer i turned pretty, there’s more i can’t think of right now..
i’m looking for more of an internet bestie with occasional letters, so message me and let’s talk 🙂
contact: lhhscherry 
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fearlessisa · 1 year
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Hiii I'm looking for someone to write with!
I'm 24 with 10+ years experience, I'm hoping for long term, and I love chatting ooc and getting to know each other! I'm definitely the kind of people who'll make a playlist or see a TikTok and send it to you like omg our ship has this energy!!
I vary my replies but tend to do a couple of paragraphs, I'm a sucker to background details and things. Please no one liners I can't stand them! I try to respond at least once a day if I'm busy but often have time to do some rapid responses
I'm looking for people to play the following against an oc of mine;
Peter Parker
Tom Holland
Harrison Osterfield
Harry Styles
Michael Clifford
Luke Hemmings
In return I can play someone for you, I'm most familiar with 5sos, one direction and marvel mcu but I'm always willing to try new people!
Please either shoot me a message or like this post and I'll reach out!☺️💖
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