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justanotherstarlightmonger · 2 years

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YOONMIN SMUT

SUMMARY: After fleeing from a severely abusive relationship, reader finds a country where she can start living without the continous shadow of her stalking, dangerous ex. She has a good job and two best friends that are no less than angels. But who knew all her repressed trauma and steel walls would come crumbling down in one movie night?

A/n: There isn't alot of Yoonmin x reader smut on here, so I decided I'd become a source hehe. Especially since they're both my biases. So here I am with this. I can make this a series if anyone is interested, just let me know.

Pairing: Yoonmin x reader

Warnings: (Alot) TW!! Sexual abuse, physical abuse, PTSD, panic attacks, dom Yoonmin, sub reader, derogatory speech, use of slut, pet, etc. Reader is freaky but is scared to show it, oral (m&f receiving)

Abuse is NOT done by Yoonmin.

Can be read as a single part or in continuation with the second part.

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Masterlist.

FEEDBACK IS ALWAYS WELCOME.

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Movie nights with your two best friends were always something you looked forward to. The feeling of the fluffiest blanket you could find wrapped around you three, as you huddled close to each other on the couch of whoever was hosting, an impressive array of snacks on the coffee table in front of you, the lights dim and the vibes immaculate.

It didn’t really matter who hosted either, since it felt like their homes were yours and both Yoongi and Jimin were quite comfortable in your home too.

What surprised third parties was that despite only having known them for about a year and a half, there had been undeniable chemistry between you three, and you had readily become close to each other, to the point that now, you and Jimin were often hanging out at Yoongi’s restaurant, waiting for his shift to end so you could hang out together for a little while. On other days, you and Yoongi found yourself roaming the park outside the preschool Jimin taught at, waiting for him to be done for the day so you three could go for lunch, or simply have a picnic in the park, an activity that was routine and mundane to you by now, but in your heart of hearts you knew it was extremely cheesy,

You were by now accustomed to the judgmental looks your co-workers and family members gave you, quite convinced that whatever was ”stewing” between you, Jimin and Yoongi was definitely not platonic. But you couldn’t be bothered much, since you knew it was all cool.

Or so you thought.

And so another Saturday evening found you on Yoongi’s couch this time, which admittedly was your favorite because crashing at Yoongi’s meant your favorite lilac fleece blanket, and the massive recliner he had in his living room, which you loved to hog. And of course, more snacks.

That never meant you or Jimin were stingy with the snack provision, it was just that Yoongi had a way of just handing over his credit card to two over joyed kids who went berserk when it came to free reign over what to eat.

Of course you had some old people snacks for Yoongi too, as you loved to tease him about it.

Yoongi wasn’t bothered too much about whatever you or Jimin did, since he was confident enough in his own abilities to be able to handle both of you. Ever since the three of you had become friends, he often saw himself being the caretaker of the trio, especially since he was also the oldest, something that you and Jimin never let him forget.

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‘The one who hosts chooses the movie’ was the stupidest rule you had ever come up with.

Back to the wonderful investment that was Yoongi’s recliner, you curled up on it and made yourself at home, while Jimin was still in the kitchen rattling around for God knows what, and Yoongi had rushed upstairs to retrieve your favorite blanket before starting the movie.

You shot Jimin a filthy glare for the 10th time, blaming him for not talking you out of the decision when you proposed it, because now you were stuck watching the stupid psychological thriller Yoongi had picked out.

You fancied horror, but psychological thrillers just messed up your brain and you caught yourself pondering on the plot days later, in the most inopportune of moments.

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The villain slammed a fist into the drywall, causing the female lead to whimper and stumble towards the door, as he effortlessly grabbed her by her wrist and spun her around, exposing her terror-stricken face to the camera.

You had to hand it to the actress, she was doing a fantastic job at making you incredibly uncomfortable.

“I said you’d be safe here, yet you try and run away over and over again.” he stroked her cheek, making her visibly curl up on herself in disgust, “You can’t leave.” he said decidedly and slapped her across the face, sending her shooting back on the bed, broken sobs shaking her.

Your heartbeat was erratic and you felt your throat constricting. Your palms were clenched into fists on your sweatpants and an involuntary tear ran down your cheek.. You took a heaving breath and rose, clearing your throat.

“Bathroom.” you mumbled and rushed off down the hallway.

Slamming the bathroom door behind you, you sat on the toilet, sobbing quietly. You tried to control your unsteady breaths and your shivering body.

You had not meant for this to happen.

The movie had triggered the PTSD you had been suppressing from a bad relationship 3 years ago.

Your ex boyfriend had certain psychopathic tendencies which he had revealed to you when you had gone to spend the night at his house about two months into your relationship.

He had told you, you should move in with him, so that he could keep you “safe” whatever that meant, and when you had refused, he had gone off the walls and had locked you into the bedroom, begging you to reconsider.

You had snuck out of his window a day later, not unbruised. Both physically and emotionally.

He had kept you in there for a few hours, then had come back claiming he loved you, and he only wanted the best for you, as he had tried to have sex with you, which you had vehemently resisted, until he had overpowered you and forced himself on you.

You remember walking into the police station, bruised and beaten, and how you had gotten police protection yet somehow he always found a way to sneak back, until you had to leave your country and come to Korea.

Terrible, blood chilling flashbacks washed into your brain and you realized you hadn’t been keeping very quiet about your crying. You clamped a hand over your mouth, as a gentle knock sounded on the door.

“Y/n?” Yoongi’s voice sounded from the opposite side.

“Gimme a minute.” you called back, wiping your tears and getting up to see what you looked like in the mirror.

A mess.

“Y/n, open up.” Jimin’s voice was more commanding and an involuntary chill ran up your spine at another memory where you had barricaded yourself in the bathroom, and your ex had barked at you to open the door lest he break the door and make you realize how bad you were being to him.

No, Jimin wasn’t sinister. Dominant, yes. But never sinister.

You shook your head. You couldn’t associate Jimin with something so dark and sinister. No.

Jimin, who held only light and love in his heart. Jimin, who couldn’t see anything when he laughed, and Jimin who spent hours talking about the kids in his preschool with love falling from every word.

A sad smile adorned your face when you realized how much you had been attracted to dominant men. But it was that ready submissiveness that had given your ex the wrong idea.

Your hands were still trembling, as you turned on the faucet to splash some water on your face.

“Y/n, open this door or so help me God...” Jimin trailed off.

You set a fake smile on your face and swung open the door, to welcome two extremely worried, extremely good looking faces, looking at you with concern and anger combined.

Wordlessly you slid past them and took a seat on the couch, snuggling back in the blanket Jimin and Yoongi had been sharing, waiting for them to come back, which they presently did, looking at each other, then at you.

You knew them well enough to know that they had been whispering about what had just happened in the hallway, you also knew they wouldn’t bother you just yet.

Wordlessly the boys took a seat on either side of you, and Yoongi smiled a little at you and changed the movie to an animated one. You couldn’t help but smile and relaxed back into the couch.

Presently, you felt sleep taking you over, and your head rolled onto Yoongi’s shoulder. He petted your head fondly, and linked eyes with Jimin who moved closer and wrapped an arm around your shoulder, neither of them doing much more as you fell into a light nap as the movie continued.

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Yoongi looked down at your scrunched up face, very concerned by now at how restless you were. He nudged Jimin, who was in a better position than he was, and whispered, “Wake her up, she’s not getting anything from this sleep.”

Jimin frowned a little, “Are you sure? She’ll eat us up when she finds out we had no reason to wake her.”

Yoongi nodded decisively.

Jimin gently nudged your shoulder.

You groaned, a stray tear trickling down your cheek.

“Y/n-ie, wake up.” Jimin whispered, concerned.

You woke up with a start.

“I’m sorry.” you whispered, unknowingly.

Yoongi tsked as you straightened up off him.

“You have nothing to apologize for. Tell us why you’re so upset.” he assured you.

You shook your head. “I’m not.”

Jimin furrowed his brow and shook his head. “It’s definitely not nothing. So how about you tell us.”

“Or we tickle it out of you.” Yoongi placed his hands on either sides of your ribs and instead of the usual contempt and laughter, you visibly blanched and a shudder shook your body.

Yoongi withdrew his hands as if he had burnt you. “I’m sorry!” he gasped.

You felt the erratic heartbeat returning. You clenched your fists and took another deep, steadying breath. To no avail. Breathing was hard. Your hands trembled again as tears started to flow.

“You don’t have to be sorry about anything. Either of you. It’s me. It’s my fault. I think I’m broken.” you cried out, grasping your head in your hands.

“What are you talking about?” Jimin comforted you. “You’re not broken.”

“Oh, but I am.” you sniffed

And so you found yourself telling them all you had not told them yet...

...And you needed alot of pats, and reassuring hand-holding to get you through the whole story.

By the time you were done, both your best friends sported eyes darkened with anger, and fists clenched, jaws tight.

“He’s lucky he isn’t on the same continent, so he’s safe for the time being.” Yoongi spat out.

“I’ll be changing that soon.” Jimin said, sounding colder and more determined than he ever had.

You shook your head vehemently refusing. “NO...no please... he’ll find out where I am...”

Yoongi wrapped an arm around your waist from behind. “Shh... he won’t get to you. It’s okay.” he shushed.

“It’s my fault.” you admitted to them.

Jimin frowned, a sign for you to elaborate.

“He liked being dominating. I played along to his kinks. I gave him the wrong idea.”

Yoongi felt like he would either burst out laughing or crying, he wasn’t quite sure yet. But before he could speak, Jimin piped up, “That has nothing to do with anything sweetie.”

“Of course it does!” you fought back, looking at Yoongi for support.

Yoongi nodded, “Just a little bit.” he smiled.

Jimin’s gaze softened as he felt helplessness settle into his stomach. He felt like he was suddenly useless. Even though he hadn’t even known of your existence at that time, the thought that his best friend had gone through that much made him sick.

He looked at Yoongi, his eyes stinging a little bit as tears formed slowly. Yoongi firmly shook his head, telling Jimin to hold it together.

Wordlessly, you shuffled closer to Jimin, who was happy to wrap his arms around you, as you settled your weight onto his chest, inhaling deeply.

What you had said about it being your fault, haunted Jimin in the silence that ensued. He felt your steady heartbeat and his mind came up with a plan.

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After about half an hour, you got up and announced you’d be off to the guest room to get ready for bed now. Both the boys nodded and let you go, and as soon as you were out of earshot, they huddled together.

Yoongi had judged by Jimin’s restless foot tapping that something was on his mind and sure enough, as Jimin laid his plan bare in front of Yoongi, Yoongi couldn’t help but be a little awe inspired by the way the younger boy’s brain worked.

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Showering and changing to your comfy pajamas, you stood in front of the mirror drying your hair, when you heard the front door open and shut again.

Eyes wandering over to the clock, you saw it was nearly 1 am and you wondered which one of them went out at this hour.

Unplugging your hairdryer, you stepped out cautiously.

“Chim?” you called out.

“He stepped out to run to the store.” Yoongi called from the kitchen.

“He went to the store this late?” you asked incredulous, jumping onto the kitchen counter, looking at Yoongi who seemed to be grilling some steak in a skillet.

“Yeah... he was craving some Japaguri, so he went to get ramen.” Yoongi said nonchalantly, flipping the pieces of beef, seared beautifully.

You shook your head. “You had fine cuts of beef but you didn’t have ramen in your pantry?”

Yoongi scrunched his nose at you, one of his most endearing habits that made your heart melt, and blew slightly on the done piece of meat he had lifted with the tongs, extending it towards you, which you graciously accepted with a wide open mouth.

Your eyes met and an unfamiliar cacophony of butterflies rumbled in your stomach. Clearly you were still not okay. Your eyes widened as yoongi’s crinkled in a fond smile seeing you eat happily, as you hummed in favour.

“Chef min, your magical hands have done it again.”

“Aish! Don’t call me that!” his cheeks flushed rosy.

You giggled. “Our Yoon is so talented.” you praised earnestly.

Yoongi stepped a little too close, which surprisingly didn’t alarm you in the least. “That I am,” he said in a baritone voice.

That’s when there was a knock on the door and you jumped off the counter yelling, “That’ll be Jimin!”

You swung the door open and asked, feigning seriousness, “Did you get the goods Park?”

Jimin’s cheeks heated to a bright red surprisingly and he scratched the back of his head. “Umm yeah...” he mumbled as he took off his shoes and hurried off to the kitchen, exchanging a quick word with Yoongi before rushing to the master bedroom.

“What was that about?” you asked yourself as you went back to the kitchen, where Jimin was now seated at the breakfast bar, watching Yoongi assemble the bowls.

Finally settling down on the couch, you three busily slurped up the very impromptu midnight snack.

Jimin unexpectedly turned to you, with a slightly serious expression.

You raised your brow at him.

“Y/n-ie...” he began, slightly unsure. “about what you told us earlier.”

Your heart dropped.

“We’re really sorry you had to go through that.”

You nodded with a wry smile.

“Hey, atleast I ran away and found you both.” you conceded.

“Is that why you’ve not dated a single guy since you came here?” Yoongi asked softly, his tone pleading honesty.

You got a little flustered and pursed your lips.

“Since we’ve decided to be completely honest suddenly, let me ask something from you two.” you challenged.

“Yeah?” Yoongi was open to the idea. After all if he required honesty, he knew he’d have to reciprocate, especially if the plan had to go accordingly.

“Why haven’t you both seen anyone. I mean, it’s not like you don’t have prospects. So why?” you asked softly.

Jimin chuckled softly. “I have a feeling you already have an assumption, so let’s hear it first.”

You clasped and unclasped your fists. “Um... well...”

“We won’t judge you kid.” Yoongi assured you teasingly.

“Well...” you tried again after shooting Yoongi a stare of contempt. “Initially, I always thought you two had something going on among yourselves.” you chuckled a little. “I mean you two just had this unspoken understanding. This strange chemistry. Every time I was with you it was like being with two magnets. It felt like you just adopted me, and to be honest, I was content with that.”

You stopped to see two sincere faces looking at you attentively. That gave you more confidence. “Later, I joined the same wavelength, and things came easy to me. I don’t understand what telepathic level we’re on, but I knew full well that it was rare. I understood whatever that was between you two, and I was so glad you had accepted me into the equation. And other than the fact that I’m petrified of a man touching me, I also knew that if I started seeing someone, I’d lose this link with you both. And why would I want that?” you finished.

Jimin was smiling. “I mean, Yoongles would be an idiot to not be a little attracted to me. Have you seen me?”

“Bold words coming from the kid who asked me if he could speak informally to me.” Yoongi countered.

You smiled fondly at them, feeling like another weight had been lifted from your shoulders, you took another bite of your noodles.

“But y/n, you said that the idea of someone touching you scares you...” Yoongi said.

“...yet you never even flinch when we touch you.” Jimin finished.

You blinked. You had never realized that.

“I guess it’s different with you guys.” you mumbled confused.

Jimin, always the one to take the initiative, leaned closer to you. “Let us show you why you shouldn’t be afraid. You shouldn’t be afraid to be touched. To have your desires fulfilled without the fear of someone abusing the power you give them.”

Your breath came unsteady as you looked at two pairs of similar, yet different chocolate eyes looking for your approval.

“I...”

Yoongi cocked his head to a side, caressing your cheek. A touch that didn’t repel you. It never had. It only ever made you feel warm and alright. “It’s your call, kitten. We’re not forcing anything on you, keep that in mind.”

Jimin nodded enthusiastically, his smile too joyful for the suggestion he was making. “We would never force you. It’s just a thought.”

“You guys... wanna have sex with me?” you asked.

Yoongi laughed darkly, and nodded. “Yes, blunt as that. Put it that way if it helps you digest it.”

“I don’t want to have pity sex, guys.” you announced and rose from between them.

Both the men shared a very confused look and rose in suit.

“But it’s not pity.” Yoongi said matter of factly.

“We don’t pity you. We think you’re the coolest woman in the world, who deserves so so much more this fear of intimacy and we want to help you overcome that fear.” Jimin added.

Yoongi moved towards you, and placed an arm on your waist, once again you felt no repulsion. “We would never pity you kitten.”

Tears stung your eyes.

“Oh baby,” You heard Jimin’s voice crack, “Let me help you.” he pleaded.

You nodded. You wanted to feel good. You wanted to feel desired. You wanted to feel safe enough to trust someone again, and you trusted these men. You trusted them with most things in life, and you saw no point in not trusting them in this too.

Yoongi’s shoulders relaxed, and before Jimin had even reached you two, Yoongi’s lips were on you, soft and inviting.

The kiss was tentative, yet he held you strongly. You felt blood rush to your head and stumbled a little, when you felt another strong pair of hands grab your waist, holding you flush against a toned body.

“We’ve got you.” Jimin assured you as he peppered light kisses over your neck.

The almost foreign sensation had you gasping, as Yoongi deepened the kiss, his tongue entering your mouth confidently. You shut your eyes tight, angling your neck to give Jimin more access as you lost yourself to the sensations.

Jimin’s hands roamed upwards to your breasts, cupping them fondly from over your pajama top, circling your nipples that hardened to his touch almost instantly. You sighed as Yoongi pulled back and looked into your eyes, his own lidded and darkened. You took a deep breath, gathering your wits after the making out had nearly robbed your lung capacity.

Yet Yoongi seemed unfazed.

Jimin was still kneading your breasts as he whispered, “Her heart is going stable. I don’t know if that’s a good or bad sign.”

Clearly Jimin had some impairment in understanding the feeling of a thumping heart because your heart was definitely hammering in your chest.

Yoongi laughed, kissing your forehead as he took your hands and led you, and by default, Jimin, into the master bedroom.

He turned and unbuttoned your top, mouth opening slightly at the sight that you weren’t wearing a bra underneath. “Good girl,” he growled, catching one of your breasts in his mouth and teasing it with his tongue.

Your pussy clenched around nothing, and you felt yourself getting wet at their ministrations. Jimin was slowly grinding his crotch against your ass, and you clearly felt his hardened member straining his sweatpants.

A particularly deft stroke of Yoongi’s tongue over your sensitive nipple caused a wanton moan to escape your mouth. Jimin chcuckled in your ear, “Is he that good with that tongue?”

“Yeah...” you whispered breathless, holding onto Yoongi’s raven hair, head reclined and leaning on Jimin’s strong shoulder.

"Oh please... Yoongiii" you moaned, your legs shaking slightly. Yoongi released your tit with a pop and looked up at you from that angle, making you gush at how hot he looked.

Jimin turned you around and attacked your lips again, lifting you off your feet by your ass, which he held tightly and made his way to the bed. He lowered you gently on the pillows and took off your shirt completely.

Yoongi had climbed up on the other side and began softly twirling your nipples, making you arch your back at the teasing.

"I want to see you both." You asked with a pout, which Yoongi was quick to kiss, as they started pulling off their shirts.

You were knocked dumb momentarily by how perfect the two were. Yes, you had seen them shirtless before but the filter of lust is a strong one. You still weren't comprehending that these two god-like men wanted to fuck you.

"What else do you want princess?" asked Jimin, palming himself from above his sweats.

You blushed.

"Tell us what you want us to do to you kitten. Don't be shy." Yoongi encouraged.

The kinks you had buried deep down inside you, with lots of resentment, were rearing their heads. Your core was wet and throbbing and your body felt appreciated and loved. You felt comfortable in your position, surprisingly. And so you weren't half as scared to voice out your desire

"I want you to make me feel slutty." You asked them.

Jimin and Yoongi exchanged a fleeting glance of shock, which was swiftly replaced by determination.

"Anything for you princess." Jimin leaned forward and kissed your forehead, then looked into your eyes and you saw a much darker notion take over. You felt the shift in the air as Yoongi roughly grabbed your arms and held them above your head.

His big hands proved advantageous as he held both your hands in one of his and the other cupped your chin, forcing you to look straight at him. You whimpered at the smoulders you saw in his dark eyes.

"Im gonna take off your pants and I want your legs to be wide open for me okay pet?" He said, his tone commanding yet reassuring.

You nodded, incredibly turned on as Yoongi let your hands go and slipped off your pants leaving you in your baby pink lacy panties.

"So pretty." Jimin cooed as he toyed with the waistband of the garment. "Did you know we'd spread you tonight? Hmm? Did you dress up for us slut?"

You nodded, tickles of anticipation running through your veins. That's when yoongi gently but firmly tapped your cheek, definitely not hard enough to be a slap. "Use that tongue of yours."

"Yes..." You gasped.

"Yes sir" Jimin corrected you.

"Yes sir" you complied easily much to his delight.

"Good girl. Too bad I'm gonna ruin them just like Im gonna ruin you."

You trembled from all the foreign emotions.

"Do you want that sweet girl? Do you want Jimin to ruin you?" Yoongi asked, playing with your breasts so leisurely as if they were stress balls.

"I want you to do it too sir." You ventured, your cheeks heating up with the words you said.

"Hear that Jimin? How greedy." Yoongi tsked.

Jimin chuckled and wordlessly slid off your panties exposing your gleaming core to his eyes. For a second panic overtook you and you looked to Yoongi for comfort and he reached out and swiftly grabbed your hand, squeezing it in reassurance. Jimin was quick to note that and stopped immediately.

"We good?" He asked.

You nodded meekly.

"Listen princess we don't have to jump into the hard stuff, we can start off soft." Jimin offered you a way to back out from your previous request graciously which you were quick to agree with.

"Yes please." You said as Yoongi swept down to peck your lips and helped you sit more comfortably on the pillows.

Yoongi and Jimin settled on either side of you and started humping your legs as they stimulated your tits some more, until you were comfortable enough to let them travel south.

You threw your head back and moaned in satisfaction as they pulled and kneaded the sensitive skin. "I want to see all of you." You asked them, something that they were happy to oblige.

As they took off their sweatpants, their tented boxers intimidated you slightly by the heights of their bulges. This was something of your best friends' that you had never ever seen, and had never expected to see, especially under such circumstances.

Yet here you were, palming both of them from above their boxers as they momentarily lost themselves to the welcome friction against their hard members. Yoongi was a second quicker than Jimin to remind himself that tonight was about you and grabbed your hand, kissing your knuckles, directing your hand to your own gleaming core.

You stared wide eyed at the tenderness he dealt you with, guiding his fingers between your folds, forgetting that he was touching your most private part and simply marvelling at his concentrated expression.

Yoongi, on the other hand, had to keep a really firm grip on his self control as he felt your wetness against his digits. He sucked in a sharp breath and looked back at you, smiling at your relaxed face. Jimin's fingers found their way to your clit too and the two found a tantalizingly slow rhythm between them.

Soon enough, you started feeling the lightheadedness you were expecting and dreading at the same time.

Why were you so scared of an orgasm? You asked yourself. But the fact remained that you were slowly getting more and more scared even though both of them were being nothing but gentle.

Your heart raced and your face turned red.

"Yoongi, Jimin, wait... Stop please" you pleaded. The response was immediate. All touching ceased on their parts and immediate attention was given to you.

"Talk to us princess." Jimin said softly. " Didn't it feel good? "

You hugged your knees to your chest, fighting back tears, partly from fear but mostly from how kind and attentive they were being.

"It felt good to begin with but... I started getting into it, and I got scared." You admitted.

"That's okay. No problem." Yoongi smoothed your hair over your shoulder and kissed it, then kissed your cheek. "We can take a break, hm?"

You nodded.

"Listen guys, we don't have to do this. I've lived fine all this time and I can go on living. " You proposed.

Jimin laughed softly. "If you want us to stop, say it in those many words huh y/n."

You fought with yourself at that. "I'm touched that you want to help but it's not your battle to fight."

Yoongi took your hand, Jimin took the other one. "It's not. But we can stand with you hm? We want to do this." Yoongi paused, "But if it's something you don't want, we're stopping this instant."

"I want it." You whispered.

"What was that?"

"I want it." You said slightly louder. "I want you both. I know I can do this."

Jimin nodded and tilted your chin upwards, "Yes, you can."

You smiled at him. "Try again?"

"As many times as you want princess." Jimin smiled back.

You straightened at that and sat on your knees in front of them. "Take those boxers off, let me ease you both a little."

Surprise shone on their faces and gave you immediate confidence. They complied though, finally exposing their erections to the cool night air and your waiting gaze.

The suspicion you had before was proven true and much more on top. They both had such girthy and impressive dicks that you felt quite lightheaded for another reason altogether. Yoongi was slightly bigger than Jimin, but Jimin was in no means 'small'. The tips gleamed in the evidence of the leaking precum and were swollen and inviting.

Despite your better judgement, you felt a strange pull to finally let your guard down. You slipped off the bed and kneeled on the rug beside the bed, hands on your knees. "Let me suck you?" You asked.

Jimin immediately came to you, and you felt happiness erupt inside you. You smiled up at him and lightly licked the tip, tasting the salty liquid.

Jimin's thighs contracted at your touch and he hissed. You had an idea that an erection prolonged this much would have been painful for him, and your heart swelled with how patient he had been for you.

You took the tip in your mouth, pumping his length with your hand as you slowly worked on moving lower down his dick.

Explicit words soon left Jimin's mouth as his cock tickled the back of your throat. "Your mouth feels so good baby." He caressed your cheeks. "Look up at me pretty baby, let me look into your eyes as I fuck your pretty little mouth."

His words sent your heart racing and your pussy clenching. You locked eyes with him as he held your face, slowly bucking his hips, settin a pace you were comfortable with.

Soon enough another bigger pair of hands were combing your hair out of your eyes and holding it in a ponytail behind your head. Jimin groaned at the sight in front of him.

"Oh Yoongi, her mouth feels soooo good. Mmmm..." He trailed off, throwing his head back, his hips snapping a little faster.

Yoongi leaned down beside you, whispering reassurance in your ear, only serving to turn you on more. "You look so perfect like this kitten. You're doing so good. Look how much he's enjoying this. Being such a good girl for Jimin hm?"

You gasped for breath as Jimin pulled his cock out of your mouth, moaning at the effort it took for him to get it back together.

"Come up here princess." He called you as you rose and he crashed his lips onto yours, inserting his tongue into your mouth and stealing your breath once again.

Face flushed and chest heaving, you broke away from the kiss, grabbing onto his chest as he rested his forehead against yours.

"So good for me. Wanna help Yoongi out now?" He cooed.

You nodded enthusiastically, causing Yoongi to smile fondly as he sat down on the bed and you assumed your position between his legs.

Once again testing the waters with what kind of reaction you'd get from the older boy, you kitten licked his tip.

Yoongi's reaction was instant and gratifying. He released a deep breath and cupped your cheek, nodding at you to go on.

Immediately you were taking him in your mouth, twirling your lip around his cock, earning a soft moan. You saw Jimin sit down beside Yoongi, pumping himself at the sight in front of him, and you felt a thrill at the audience you had.

You knew you'd never be judged in this company, and so you were confident in your methods.

You licked a stripe on the underside of his thick shaft, tracing an angry vein down there and Yoongi groaned, his leg trembling slightly.

"You sure know how to use that tongue huh kitten?" He praised.

You nodded, the motion causing you to bob up and down on his cock as it hit the back of your throat making you gag.

Yoongi chuckled and softly pushed your forehead indicating you to ease up. You let his cock go, looking up at the insanely attractive men that sat above you.

"How was that?" Yoongi asked.

"It felt good " you informed him, your heart bursting with joy.

"Good. That's great!" Jimin laughed. "Come up here." He tapped the space between them and you rose to sit there.

Once again caged between the two, you felt more at ease than before.

"Can we touch you?" Jimin asked.

"Yes, please."

"Choose a safeword in case you want us to stop again." Yoongi said thoughtfully.

"Um... Kiwi?"

Jimin giggled. "What's that about?"

"Why would I ever say kiwi in any other context?" You challenged.

Yoongi massaged your shoulders fondly, "She's getting her spunk back. Kiwi it is."

You smiled at him, ever grateful at how slow they were willing to go. That's when Jimin's ringed right hand found it's way to your inner thigh, making you gasp. Yoongi held your hand and circled your waist with his other one.

Jimin looked at Yoongi for confirmation if it was okay to keep on and Yoongi nodded, intertwining your fingers as you brought his hand up closer to your face.

You used your free index finger to trace his veins and marvel at his hands as you felt yourself relax as Jimin gently massaged your inner thigh, slowly but steadily moving towards your entrance.

Finally feeling the slick of your pussy, Jimin started stroking you, simultaneously kissing and sucking on your neck. You felt your arousal grow as Yoongi's hand left your waist and he pushed you backwards onto the mattress.

Yoongi got on his knees in front of you and positioned himself between your legs. "Such a pretty pussy, all wet and weeping for me."

His words had you clenching air and he saw your contraction. "You like that? You like praise pretty girl?"

Jimin giggled in the hollow of your neck. "I'll take care of that princess."

Yoongi blew on your heat, making your back arch. He held your hips down then, and licked a thick stripe up your leaking pussy, causing you to cry out.

"So sensitive..." He cooed. "I'll make you feel so good." He promised before we went hard.

His hands held you tightly from the waist as he dove in and out of your pussy, your juices leaking all over his chin, making a mess. You had never thought being eaten out would be this pleasurable. Your eyes rolled back into their sockets and all that came from your mouth was Yoongi's name.

He never let down, never stopped to catch a breath. He ate you out as if he had been starved and you unconsciously fed him to satiation.

"Yoongi, slow down... Im close already..." You pleaded him.

Jimin, who had been fixated on the spectacle unfolding before him snapped out of his reverie and assured you, "It's okay you can cum for him baby girl. Is he making you feel good?"

You nodded, gasping as Yoongi flicked your swollen clit, "Pleaseeeee oh fuuuckkk it feels so good Jimin ohhhhh"

Jimin's head felt light, as you grabbed onto his thigh as a tether to reality when you felt yourself slipping. He guided your hand to his painful erection and you happily pumped him, glad to have something to do with your hands.

The knot in your stomach threatened to crash the whole system. "Yoon... I'm almost there... Please don't stop."

Yoongi latched onto your cunt, humming deeply as the new form of pleasure shot through you as vibrations and you shut your eyes tight as your breath hitched and you climaxed.

"Oh my goooooooooddddd, oh fuuuuckkkkk Yoongi Yoongiiiiii" you called for him as your back arched and sweat collected on the back of your neck. He gently stroked your clit all through your orgasm, sending periodic shocks over slight overstimulation till you came back to Earth.

Gasping and trembling, you sat up clutching your heart as Yoongi lowered himself over you, caging you in his arms, kissing you, your taste still fresh on his tongue.

"I prepped you up real nice for Jimin. Can you take him now kitten?" He growled.

"Yes please" you were quick to agree, fear dissipating by the minute.

Jimin, on cue was already holding his thick cock in his hand, lubed up with his own precum. As soon as Yoongi moved a little to the side Jimin was there, his tip lining up your entrance.

"Ready for me princess?"

You bit your lip. "Yes sir." You reverted back to your original desire.

"Holy shit y/n" Jimin sounded surprised, yet he pulled through. He inserted his tip, teasing into your wet hole.

"Fuuuuck" you both groaned at the same time.

"So tight..." He groaned as he wiggled his hips teasingly and eased into you slowly.

About when half his length was sheathed in you, Yoongi kissed your collar bone and whispered "Breathe for me angel." The new pet name had you clenching hard on Jimin's cock, but also gasping for the breath you had been holding.

"Oh god princess, I'm right here. No one's taking me away" Jimin joked.

You spared a smile as you asked him, "Please go deeper, I can take it."

"I know you can strong girl." Jimin kissed your breasts as he swiftly inserted his whole length into you.

The sting was delicious and welcome. He remained like that, kissing and sucking your breasts until you ruffled his hair, "Move please Mini."

That's when Jimin showed just how skilled his hips were. Starting off comfortable and slow, his thrusts slowly got faster and deeper. Soon he had you whimpering and clenching onto him every time he slid out.

"Your greedy little pussy doesn't want to let me go y/n. You like my cock?"

"Yes... Mhmm... Yess I love it."

"Tell me more baby." Another punishing snap of his hips, sending you jolting up the bed.

"I love you cock inside me. I love how it fills me so much. I can feel everytime you move against my walls, it's so fucking deep Jimin, it's sooooo gooooood" you moaned.

"Oh fuuuuckkkk" Yoongi groaned.

"Dirty mouthed little slut." Jimin spanked your ass.

Jimin spread your legs wider, and hit your g-spot, making you scream. "Ohhh right there. Feels good. So good." You gasped.

That was all the validation Jimin needed to pound into you at that angle over and over again.

"Yoongi she's making too much noise, take care of that." Jimin growled and soon after you had Yoongi's delicious cock back in your mouth.

The image in your mind of how you looked all spread out and bare for your two best friends made your pussy gush and Jimin's assault on your g spot made your toes curl.

You tapped Yoongi's hips as he pulled back. "Something to say pet?" He asked.

"Im gonna..." You swallowed the excessive drool dangling from your lips. "Im gonna cum."

"You're gonna cum all over my cock huh?" Jimin asked.

"Can I please?" You looked at him with puppy eyes.

"Fucking shit y/n, Im not gonna stop you from anything with that face, you greedy girl." Jimin gasped, incredibly turned on by how compliant you were.

"Gonna cum around your cock." You mumbled happily.

Yoongi bit your nipple lightly. "You can do it kitty. Let's hear you cum for Jimin."

"I can feel you clenching me so tight baby. You're gonna cum so hard aren't you?" Jimin piped up.

There you went, off the edge with his filthy words. Your pussy walls rippling against his sensitive cock and the loud moans and curses you let out almost had Jimin spilling into you. He pulled out and rasped, "Where do I paint you baby?"

"On my tits." You moaned, still only half grounded.

When you felt like you were almost back from your high Yoongi's skilled lithe fingers began vibrating your clit so hard, you shuddered.

"Yoongi fuuuuuucckkkk what the fuuck??" You cried as Jimin groaned and ejaculated over your tits, painting them in creamy white substance.

"Oh y/n.... Look at what you caused. Look at me when I cum for you baby girl."

You forced your eyes open despite the way all your mind could comprehend was overstimulation.

"Good girl. Such a hungry pussy you have. Such a hungry, pretty pussy."

"Jimin, Jiminnnn." You cried for him even though Yoongi was the one abusing your clit.

"Feel good baby girl?" Jimin cooed.

"Please please Yoongi..."

Yoongi slowed down in due time. Kissing your leaking pussy. "My messy girl." He smacked your pussy lightly, causing you to whimper.

As Jimin reclined beside you, lazily playing with your boobs, you realized they seemed to be done.

"But Yoon, you still haven't cum." You protested.

"I can take care of myself angel, wouldn't wanna push you too far today." Yoongi countered.

"NO!" You sat up, cross.

"What?" Yoongi asked playfully.

"I think you know what she's saying Yoon." Jimin chided.

Yoongi's brows were still raised at you.

"Let me help you feel good, please?" You said, using the same expression that had worked on Jimin.

Lust clouded Yoongi's eyes again, as his pupils dilated and his cock twitched.

He bent down and grabbed your face. "How are you gonna do that?"

You laid back, pussy facing Yoongi, reclining on Jimin's toned abs and legs spread.

"Use me." You stated simply.

Yoongi could've sworn he came right there and then. He caught Jimin's eyes, who was mirroring the same expression.

"Very well kitty. If you wanna be fucked so bad."

You giggled as he positioned himself between your legs. "Can you take me?"

Jimin looked up, "I stretched her out quite a bit Yoon, you won't hurt her. Didn't I pet?" The last sentence was dripping in honey as he looked at you.

"Yes you did. You stretched me out nice and wide Jimin." You praised him as he growled and kissed you fiercely. "Such a filthy mouth." He spoke into the kiss.

A nudge at your entrance had you alert, but Jimin pinched your nipples, causing you to jerk and suddenly he had all your attention again, dominating your mouth and showing you how much he appreciated you.

And so when Yoongi started slipping into you, you moaned into Jimin's mouth.

And as Yoongi went deeper, it was Yoongi's name you groaned into Jimin's mouth.

And when Yoongi bottomed out, and you felt like you would split in half, it was Jimin who wiped your stray tears.

"A snug fit, even after Jimin fucked you so much... You have such a tiny pussy angel." Yoongi moaned.

"I can feel you so deep. It's like you're in my tummy." You moaned breathless, still aching from where he had entered you.

"Mmmmmm, you hold me so well." He said as he moved his dick a little, adjusting to your tight warm cavern.

"Oh goddd."

Yoongi started moving then. His pace was much faster than Jimin off the bat and you wondered how he had this much stamina stored inside him.

Your juices were gushing out by now, making a visible damp spot in the sheets, but Yoongi couldn't care less. He pounded into you mercilessly at a pace that surprised even Jimin.

By now, your felt like a lump of flesh that he was simply using to ease his desires. You felt boneless. As every thrust of his hips rocked you and the bed, causing your boobs to jiggle deliciously, all your brain registered was pleasure. That was it.

You were mumbling wordless nonsense when Yoongi grabbed your cheek harshly, throwing your legs over his shoulders. "Scream my name when you cum for me. Let everyone hear who's making you feel so good. Will you do that for me?"

You nodded vehemently, as if that wasn't what you were gonna do already.

It took you a minute to register that Jimin was vibrating your clit at the same pace that Yoongi was fucking you dumb.

"No... I can't... Too much..." You gasped as the knot in your tummy was painfully tight and you ached for release.

"Yoongi, Jimin please please pleaseeeeee..."

"Use your words pet, tell us what you want."

"I want to cum. Please don't stop."

"I won't." Yoongi snapped his hips faster, his thrusts sloppy but forceful.

You shut your eyes. "Look at me when you fall off the end slut." Yoongi barked.

You complied looking at his blown out pupils and fucked out expression.

You wondered what a mess you probably looked right now. Your hands went into your hair on their own accord as you clasped at anything to steady your brain that seemed to be scrambled.

One particularly well coordinated swipe at your clit and stroke at your g spot from the inside had you cumming so hard, you saw galaxies. Your juices squirted out all over Yoongi's hips and Jimin's hands as Yoongi exclaimed in pleased surprise. You still trembled under their gazes as Yoongi fucked you through the most explosive orgasm of your life and then pulled out, coming up to your face

"Open up." He tapped your lips.

Partly unconscious, you complied without a second thought as he released ropes of thick hot semen into your mouth.

"Drink up little slut." He groaned as he milked himself dry.

You swallowed easily, pleasing him to no extent and extended your neck, sucking on his sensitive tip to clean it off well.

"Y/n, stop unless you wanna be the end of me tonight." Yoongi warned.

You opened your eyes to see both your best friends looking at you with a mixture of awe and endearment.

Jimin's arms were around you in a flash, pulling you onto Yoongi's fluffy pillows and glancing you one over at any signs of distress.

Heat rose up his cheeks at seeing the evidence of his semen still shining on your hard nipples as Yoongi joined you both on the pillows, still breathing heavy.

Which you were too.

"Did we do good?" Yoongi asked jokingly.

All you could manage was a hum.

"You were so good for us baby." Jimin kissed you fondly.

"We're so proud of you kitten. You faced your fear, do you know how happy you made us?" Yoongi stroked your head

Their praise made tears well into your eyes.

"Why??" Jimin pulled away at the wetness on his cheeks as your tears trickled down.

"You guys made me feel so loved. Thank you." You hiccupped.

"You ARE loved y/n-ie..." Yoongi assured you, hugging you from the side as Jimin's arms joined the equation, not caring how sweaty and sticky all three of you were.

You lay there for a while until Yoongi almost snored. That's when you shook both of them awake and dragged them to the bathroom to clean up.

Two pairs of gentle hands washed you, pampered you and dried you. Two pairs of lips kissed almost every of your body and two pairs of arms engulfed you at all times to prevent you from feeling cold. You had never felt more attended to.

Moving back to the fresh clean sheets, you were placed in the middle like a little doll and were caged by two strong, toned chests and weighted down by clean blankets.

You felt all your worries slipping away as Jimin rested his nose in the crook of your neck and Yoongi gathered you in his arms, his body flush against yours.

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The next morning, you still had Jimin next to you, but Yoongi was gone. You heard movement outside though, so you assumed the early bird was working on making something to eat.

You tried to get up and realized just how sore you were. Every muscle hurt. You groaned. Jimin shifted. You shut yourself up.

You forced yourself off the bed, slipping into the slippers and Jimin's discarded t shirt at the foot of the bed. Cursing every movement, you made your way to the kitchen where Yoongi was humming a soft tune to himself.

"Yoon?" Fuck, why was your voice so hoarse?

Yoongi spun around and immediately was at your side, bracing you in his arms. He tsked, "It's too early to be up, why are you up and about? "

You pouted and mumbled "You weren't in bed."

Yoongi felt like his heart would burst. "I wanted some water my angel, I was coming back."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah..." He tilted your chin up and bent down to kiss you sweetly. "How are you?"

"Everything hurts." You groaned.

Yoongi laughed, a deep resonating sound that you felt rumbling in his chest as he still held you close. The butterflies danced again.

"You overworked yourself last night."

You blushed furiously. "I don't regret it." You said quietly.

"Hey..." Yoongi looked at you, "I can speak for both me and Jimin that we didn't either. I'm just saying you still look fucked out."

Your cheeks heated more.

"It suits you though little pet." Yoongi growled and your stomach flipped on itself.

Yoongi found your flustered state amusing, never having seen you speechless. He wordlessly took your hand and led you back to the bedroom.

Getting back under the sheets, you were met by a grumbling Jimin who rasped "Where did you go? I was cold."

"I'm sorry Mini, Im right here."

"Hmmm." Jimin sounded pleased at that, going back off to dreamland as he threw his arm around you, landing on Yoongi's chest. Yoongi chuckled and kissed Jimin's fingers, then settled facing you two as he kissed you both.

"Back to sleep now." He said sternly.

"Yes sir." You conceded, giving him butterflies all over again.

Find PART 2 here

#bts smut #BTS jimin #bts yoongi #yoonmin x reader #yoonmin smut #BTS suga #yoonmin #yoongi x reader #jimin x reader #bts x y/n #y/n

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hollyhomburg · 2 years

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I loved this chapter so much, I was actually ready to go to bed when I got your notification and I was smiling so much, bc I fot kinda surprised (I forgot to concert the time) I felt a bit bad for yoongi. Bc he really wanted to help her and be there for her first, and he wanted to talk to her. While reading i thought, why isn't yoongi saying anything, does he know her thoughts, is he conflicted himself? And I get what he meant when thinking of taking her to their room and talking first.

i think that yoongi's quiet for the most of their conversation because he recognizes that she isn't just his? if she's going to form lasting relationships with the others he needs to have less of a hand in making it happen and let her and them make independent decisions. he can't just go "now kiss" and have them live happily ever after- no matter how much he wants too. it's not that easy.

just like what jungkook said- she's not a pup, no matter how much she likes to be babied and taken care of, there are decisions that yoongi can not and should not make for her. I think that it's actually a really important and shows the difference between yoongi and jin- because jin was ready to make the decision for the m/c and completely never talk about the sex toys again after seeing her so terrified. jin was ready to make decisions for the m/c's best interest without ever testing that his assumption- that she was scared and terrified of their sex life- was and is wrong.

I think jin's a very compelling character because we often see him make decisions for the pack that are incredibly well thought out but very biased by his own internal monologue. He's a pack omega for a reason, but he does have a fair bit of ego (kind of rightfully so- because he is right a lot of the time- but not always!)

But yoongi knew he needed to let the m/c talk it out with jungkook and namjoon and jin- he knew he had to let the m/c decide how it would happen- as long as it wasn't going to plunge her into a panic attack of course. his chief concern is making sure she feels safe and free to act confidently, and if that goal had ever been threatened he would have wisked her away.

What she needed from yoongi in that moment was support in making her own decisions and not advice and direction on how to handle it. and yoongi was very conscious of that and gave it to her.

i could go on and on about all of the reasoning behind why he didn't talk much in the chapter, and it's all to do with love. he has seen her at many moments- incapable of taking care of herself or even hurting herself- however unintentionally.

The moment of her deciding that she wants a good thing- i'd say that's the majority of the reason why he cries so hard and gets so sappy. because he knows its a sign that she's getting better, and that's all he's ever wanted for her, he knows what a powerful force love can be and is very excited to see love work its magic.

SORRY TO RAMBLE BUT I LITERALLY CAN'T SHUT UP ABOUT HIM

if I had to pick a song in this chapter it would be cody fry's song underground like- its the moment where hope breaks into enjoyment.

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stormblessed95 · 3 years

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I just discovered your tumblr and noticed you’re Yoonmin biased but still support Jikook. Since this is kind of unique, I’m wondering if there was something that drew you away from supporting yoonmin to supporting jikook?

Hello!

Yes, I am Yoonmin biased 😍 I am OT7 ARMY before I am a jikook supporter. I was drawn into BTS because of their music, Jimin and Hobi drew my eye first and Jimin ended up becoming my first bias. And then Yoongi melted me into a puddle every damn time he opened his mouth and rapped or even just spoke. He started out as my wrecker until I finally just caved and admitted I had a double bias.

I'm Yoonmin biased from their music and their personalities. I never once thought there was any kind of romance between them, I didn't have an aha moment where I thought ohhhh yoonmin isn't real. I just never saw that spark of romance between them. What I saw was an incredible friendship, a bond that I was amazed of and in love with (all 7 of them!). I will say that as I get going through my duo dynamics posts in BTS, I am very excited to get to write about Yoonmin. Lol

With Jikook, as I started diving into their extra content more and more, getting into them as a group and individuals instead of just their music, I just honestly thought they were a couple that was out. Some of their photoshoots made me raise an eye, but figured that they were directed and moved on. But more and more I noticed how they interacted together and how they had something *different* and the more I learned, the more that something different stood out to me. Jungkook sealed the deal for me when I finally went and watched all his GCFs. I thought "how nice there is an openly gay couple in such a worldwide famous band, and that they are sharing their love with us. It's beautiful."

I texted my friend who was the one who sent me my first BTS song to listen to and was in the fandom already and asked her how long Jimin and Jungkook had been a couple for. LOL she had to explain to me that no one knows for sure, they haven't confirmed anything. She explained that no one in the group has said anything about their sexuality or about having any significant others. She also then had to explain to me what shipping was in the Kpop world. LOL it was quite the eye opening conversation about the fandom world in general for me. I'd heard of it only briefly and never thought much about it honestly.

Soooo I was never drawn away from YoonMin. I just never thought they or any other pair in BTS were in a relationship other than Jikook. Hope all this made sense! Jungkook has since claimed my bias wrecker spot but if we are honest, that spot truly does belong to all of them depending on the day. Lol

Have a good day, anon!

#jikook #jimin #jungkook #kookmin #yoongi #yoonmin #bias line #anon #ask

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syubub · 3 years

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2021 Reading for BTS and the collective!!

Wow wow wow! I didn't disappear or get dragged away by a demon. No no, I just got thrust into unexpected shadow work and I now have an unhealthy obsession with sea shanties and a love of pasta.

I had this idea planned to be early in January but that didn't pan out so I'm doing it now. I have another yoongi reading in the works and another fun thing coming soon as well!!

I promise I won't bore you to death any longer but I hope you've all been doing well!!

Disclaimer: This is for entertainment purposes only and not to be taken as fact.

If this message doesn't apply, let it fly!

Cool cool cool.

Let's get it.

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Oki. I first want to say that this I gonna be long lol. I did a meditation and gathered some little pieces of things y'all might need to hear and then I pulled cards for every month. The fountain tarot deck is the cards for us, the collective, and the rider-waite cards are for bts. It'll make more sense when I add picks and stuff. I did a little extra card pull for yoongi for the month of May too :) I'll make sure to type out all the cards in text so you know what they are (the pics are kinda wack.) I also used my pendulum to ask if there was a bts related event for every month and that's at the bottom. It's just to take in the possible energy for the month and something that could result from that energy!

LETTUCE BEGIN (hehe)

Starting with the section for the channeled messages. I want to reiterate that this was collective so if it doesn't resonate with you, the message might not be for you! Use your intuition.

(Enough talking. Damn)

So. As I said this was through meditation and connecting to the big column tree thing (I told my cousin about the tree/pillar and they were like,, "so basically a big energy dildo in the æther?" .... I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. h e l p m e) and asking if there was any messages or advice that needed to be delivered and it was... intresting?

Things came fragmented. So there was little messages like, "Its gonna be okay" and "things are changing for everyone" and "open your eyes if you want to see" (that's sassy.) There was one particular thing that was confusing me though. Straight up it was just "flower" on repeat and like a really bad picture of a flower? Like you could tell what it was but it was bad quality. Anyway, I was like "okay. Kindly shut the fuck up. Pls." And I wrote down flower, pink flower and rose. Sooo.... idk but there you go.

More messages were things like, "the block isn't in your head", "try calling forth that which you seek" and... February. Possibly there is specific (very very very loose) connection to the 10th-19th? I'm not to sure what or why but I'd say maybe look out for opportunities on these days and also maybe external events.

Continuing with dates. In the last this 21 and January 21 came up. It came up again but with 2 messages. So first, either 21st is a day where something is put into motion (possibly private or public) or announced and the second was "add them together dumbass" that's not very kind but 3. Again this has been discussed too but but but... maybe a signal of a third mixtape 👀 (not necessarily on the 21st per say but possibly in March? I'm really not sure).

Oki. I got side tracked like I always do and started thinking about tattoos and stuff and I really want koo to have a peony tattoo. I feel it in my BONES. It would suit him so well. and as I was thinking about tattoos I heard, "don't be surprised if yoongi gets/shows a tattoo this year" ??? What the fuck? I think maybe they messing with me but now I have hopes and I don't want them to be crushed and thrown to the wind :(

Back to normal stuff, "the theme is growth" I think that fits very well with the reading. "Blue might be a lucky color" self explanatory. It might be lucky. "Start practicing grounding and centering" this was LOUD. This will help you in how you react to events in the future. Really do practice this if you haven't.

This is where it gets a little weird. So, I got a message that said "start living as if you never existed." I am not a 100% sure what this means but I think I have a pretty good guess. I hate to make it sound weird like this but by sort of focusing on something that is so hard to comprehend (because our brains can't comprehend not existing very well) you kinda break the 4th wall? Like in Deadpool when he addresses the audience and is aware that he is a character played by Ryan Reynolds? anyway, focusing on something that seemingly impossible you kind of accidentally open up the floodgates for a lot of other things. I would say if you are not in the right headspace to do this don't do it but it can be a powerful way to break up the monotony of reality. The theory that everything happens simultaneously bc time isn't a linear progression events blah blah we are energy blah blah the multiverse blah blah.. Theres so so so so so so so so so much about this and how it applies to things that I could probably write you 10+ dictionaries worth of material but for the sake of simplicity and not wanting to write a novel right now, I will continue. The main lesson is to start challenging your perception of the world around you. Ask why and why and why and why. Essentially seeing cracks in the matrix. Pulling your head out of your cosmic ass, realizing that rose you're smelling is actually daffodil ect. It's not supposed to bring you fear but just kinda encouraging you to question all the things that you perceive as given truths.

I tried to make that sound cohesive but really it's such a big concept that I can't really wrap it up all nice and neat.

Oki. May and March are also important times.

Listen to your intuition and try not to take everything so seriously. I'm not saying to check out and go squat in the Himalayas but it's important to find joy in the now. Life is already tough enough so don't forget to watch a silly show that you like or change your hair to a style you've never tried, wear makeup in a very loud way. Just have fun and don't worry so much about things that you can't control. Listen to yourself and your intuition.

Well that was all over the place. Let's get on to the actual tarot part now.

For the record, the pictures are right to left.

January for the collective

We have the empress, the sun, 7 of swords and a fortune that says "act well your part; there the honor lies"

Hmm. Ngl I was a little confused to see the empress and the sun for January... I mean it hasn't been great. So I pulled clarity card 7 of swords. The 7 of swords is all about betrayal. It's about the deception and and actively getting away with things. This is people lying, cheating, sneaking and the works.

This makes much more sense!! The Sun card is usually about joy and success and happiness but in this case I see it as illuminating the betrayal. It's shining light on the deception and keeps the spotlight there. Its also an energetic card so I think that shows passion for uncovering the truth.

With the empress card too I think January is all about getting creative in all forms. Creative ways to protest, to mourn, to celebrate, to connect. Also taking in the abundance that we DO have. The beauty that surrounds us. I like to think of aphrodite energy for this. Its not just love and passion and creativity but is also asserting yourself and having strong passion for what you love and fighting for it. Did you know aphrodite was also called upon in ancient Greece in times of war? She was honored as a goddess of war but still a goddess of love, the sea, fertility ect. What I'm trying to say is that being a creative and "feminine" energy is in no way weak. Sometimes the most powerful things come from this energy. Love aggressively with good intentions. The point is that you should take whatever you're feeling and translate it into something creative or something you care about. The fact that covid is still a thing really sucks but take any rage, hurt, sadness, joy, love whatever and use that shit to make something amazing. Bake bread and punch the fuck out of it, paint your frustration, play hopscotch in higheels while you listen to heavy metal. You get the point.

Now January for BTS!!

We have the death card. (I only pulled one card bc I have things planned from this)

January has been... strange? To say the least.

This card can be a lot of things for them. I think this points to more maturity in their music? Like they've finally ditched the "shiny kpop boy band" label and are being taken seriously in the west. I also think that they're going through a musical/concept transformation~ I think it also signified the change in plans bc of the Grammys perhaps they had things planned an that fell through so they were forced to rapidly change plan/course.

For January: possible mixtape or announcement.

February for the collective

We have 8 of coins reverse and hanged man reverse.

The 8 of pentacles reverse talks a lot about self improvement. Doing that good good inner work and self care. Working on developing parts of you that you've maybe neglected. It's also learning how to work with how you are instead of wishing you weren't the way you are. If you have a therapist its a great time to maybe ask for any extra tips that you can practice daily to help you even more. Maybe exploring more into insecurities relating to finance or jobs or your passions. If you don't have a therapist but you have the means to get one I always highly recommend. You don't have to have "problems" to see a therapist. Everyone could use a non biased point of view that is literally trained to help you be you best self. If you can't get therapy, I get it. Shits tough rn but there's still things we can do to better ourselves like Journaling and reading therapy blogs or self help books (not the taky shit) or trying a hobby you fell out of touch with. There's also a lot of places where you can get therapy promise on the internet. Most importantly, better yourself in the way that you need. Take time in February to take notice of what you want to improve upon. The 8 of coins reversed does come with the warning not to get stuck in perfectionism. Go easy on yourself and if you find yourself getting frustrated when working on projects, try to take a step back and practice whatever it is in a fun way and then come back to it later

Hanged man reverse talks about knowing that you need to chill but you don't. You'll need too. Maybe you'll find yourself swept up in work and tasks and you're over whelmed and know you need to stop and catch your breath but you resist. Why? Well, perhaps you're trying to ignore reality by filling the empty spaces with things and stuff so you don't have to face what's bothering you. Not wise. Take time for yourself. There's also the flips side where people are just kinda stuck.. creative block. Maybe you want something to turn out one way and it just isn't, so your stuck and frustrated and can't move past it. Let go of your expectation of how it should be and let it be what it is. Go with the flow and maybe you'll see a new way to overcome your problem. You'll eventually get that break through that you need! The theme of February is about self improvement. Listen to yourself.

February for BTS

We have judgment.

Hehe yeah. This card is about rebirth and the inner calling. Letting go of the old to step into the new version of you. This is also a very spiritual card lol. This can talk about a new decision that you have to trust your gut on. This is a very significant card that screams comeback to me. It also can talk about sharing your struggles with a group of people and that to me sounds comeback ish. Maybe this will be an announcement in February, maybe they'll be working on it idk but this is ultimate comeback energy so I hope they utilize this for a big group project!!

February: possible BTS comeback (even my pendulum knows)

March for the collective

The chariot and justice

This plays directly off of February! With the chariot you're taking the self improvement that you've done and putting it to action! Now is the time to act on the dreams and passions that you have don't wait and hope for the best. March is about action and standing in your power.

Justice card is cause and effect and truth. What you do will have consequences good or bad. Not doing anything also has consequences. Cease the moment and make the best of it. You'll be taking responsibility for what you do. You start a business? Now you have the responsibility of running it and you get the credit. Stuff like that. Stand by your decisions with conviction and trust yourself.

There's also the side of justice that talks about bringing justice. If you've been wronged, you'll be brought justice if you stand up for yourself.

We also carry the continuous lesson of learning what we truly believe and challenge those beliefs!

March for BTS

Oki we have the hermit and the 6 of pentacles reverse.

Well... let's start with the 6 of pentacles reverse. This can really talk about being so generous and giving to everyone else that you forget about yourself. I think that maybe they might be over exerting themselves and giving so much that they're exhausted physically and emotionally as well. I think too, they take on so much of our pain like its their own? Idk but this would be a good time to do a large scale fan project to show them a little extra love!

With the hermit card it talks about a self introspection so they could be looking inward as a team and kinda evaluating their bond.

I also see this as maybe being alone as in they maybe can't physically go to the grammys? Or maybe they had been planning the rescheduled concerts and they had to be pushed back even further? Things like that. Regardless this signals re thinking/reevaluating the goals that they have and considering what direction to go in!

March: possible mixtape or solo project?

April for the collective

We have 6 of coins and 3 of cups reverse.

Let's start with the 6 of coins. It's about sharing. It can be about charity so sharing money via donation but also giving time, effort, energy to people as well. Giving knowledge is good too! It's an all round exchange. Maybe someone lends you money or you lend money to someone. It's give and take. It's a two way street. It's also a card of balanced finance. So money stuff should be looking promising around this time (for you U.S people this could point to more stimulus help as well)

And for the 3 of cups reversed... I see this as reopening of places and people struggling to find the balance. So think people who've been in lockdown celebrating by throwing a big party... yikes. This card reminds that we should be mindful of the long-term consequences that come with our actions.. maybe also people that are experiencing fear of being in public places now. This is only one facet though. Bc I think this also means in general, missing being with friends and having a renewed relationship because you've really realized how important it is to have these people that mean so much to you in your life. Don't forget that you have people that love you and want the best for you. Call them when you feel alone.

April for BTS

The heirophant

Mhmm. This one kinda gives me vibes that they'll be mentoring people? Idk but I see them more as the heirophant teaching what they've learned/ know to help guide others. HOWEVER this could also be them taking a new task under their belt. Learning something new. Since this is as a group reading I assume that this talks about the group as a whole. This card is also very tradition oriented so maybe they are taking lessons that are connected to traditional Korean culture? Maybe its for RUN or maybe its to incorporate into music and preformance. Think bts mma preformance but all of them learning together? Idk, it's just a thought (maybe wishful thinking). It also talks about seeking counseling so maybe they'll do yoongis idea from the most recent RUN.

This can also be them embracing this kind of leadership/ status.

April: I got nothing. It does feel like something though

May for the collective

Five of cups and queen of cups reversed

Five of cups is disappointment, regret and self pity. Now honestly this to me looks like possibly a tightening of restrictions yet again. Regardless of the situation that this is talking about, the best thing you can do is not wallow in the bullshit. You scrape yourself off the pavement and move foward. You'll need forgiveness of yourself and others and that if shit isn't going your way, you need to pull your head out of your ass and look around bc there's options out there. It's like drowning in a kiddie pool. Just stand up, dude. The water is like 5 inches.

Queen of cups reversed talks about self love and self care. It's more of that look inwards energy. Think about really taking care of yourself. May might be emotionally draining so you need to be ready to take care of you! Part of self care is making sure that your boundaries are well enforced.

Be on the look out for codependent behaviors. Check in with yourself.

The queen of cups is very intuitive and having it in reverse can talk about you not taking enough time to listen to it. Make an effort to meditate for like 5 minutes a day at least. Do something to let yourself connect to your intuition and higher self.

May for BTS

9 of pentacles

This about enjoying the fruits of your labor and absolute abundance and luxury. This could talk about them rolling in the dough after signing a new partnership or having a concert or something if the sort. This could also be a time where we see them buying new things like houses, cars and rings (lol) but also this could be them doing a very high production value project! Also namjoon and his bonsai army are thriving in this time!

May: possible concert or scheduled concert event. Activity of some kind.

Yoongi interlude

I asked for one card to give me an idea of what the mystical May 13th really is. I got: the star, 2 of cups, 4 of wands, the world and the sun.

Guys. I can't with this. 2 of cups is a card of union, romance, soulmate. 4 of wands is celebration, joy, homecoming, bliss. The world is completion and the sun is happiness, joy, marriage, enlightenment.

I've said it a billion times but that's some soulmate shit. So soft so cute and May will be eventful for his personal life.

June for the collective

Death and the heirophant reversed.

Wow wow wow death is transformation and a new chapter so a new way of life and something new/ different that changes how we see things. Again this could be relating to new covid things and new policies and stuff like that but also new as in new to all of us. Groundbreaking perhaps?

The heirophant reversed talks about teaching yourself. Being your own teacher and making your own path. This might be spiritual or otherwise. Challange what the world wants from you and instead listen to what you truly want bc you don't need anyone's approval. Continue to ask questions about why things are the way that they are.

June for BTS

Page of pentacles

Oki oki page of pentacles means a new creative venture and manifestation. Maybe something that they've been wanting for a while finally comes to fruition. This might be the start of a new project that they haven't done before or something cross genre? Idk but its a really good sign of being motivated for a new endeavor and manifesting any projects that they've ever wanted to do. Love this promising energy!!

June: idk

July for the collective

10 of swords and 9 of cups reversed.

10 of swords signals a painful ending. Also deceit. Its a necessary end to a long battle. The only thing you can do is control how you react in these situations. You just kinda gotta surrender into the pain and know that it's temporary. Take time to reflect on what happened and why and how it will help you grow.

The 9 of cups reversed talks about valuing stuff and material things over emotions and spiritual things. This can be talking about society in general, that we are becoming more aware to the fact that there is often more value placed on ephemeral items rather than humanity as a whole. This also can be talking about coming to the realization that we've been working so hard towards... something we don't really care about simply because we were told that it's what you do.

If you want something different to happen you have to put in effort. You can't be sitting in front of a water fountain being like, "damn. I'm thirsty. I really really want water so why isn't it in my mouth yet?" Like?? Hello? You have to take the first step, my dude.

Certainly don't try to do anything that would cost you finatial security or health.

You have the potential to find happiness within yourself. So try looking inside instead of looking outward.

July for BTS

4 of swords.

This is about rest and relaxation!

Taking time to meditate and take some time to look at what you've done objectively. Ots like the hermit in a way but much more focused on resting and relaxing so you can come back stronger and with better direction. Maybe they'll take a break for a couple days but I really see it as them reassessing options. Especially if July goes how I think it will. Maybe they'll film something like In The Soop again? Maybe we'll see bon voyage type thing? Idk. But it could be something kinda out of the spotlight? Maybe something more healing?

July: maybe something?? I'm not sure but it seems like something might be in store.

August for the collective

5 of coins and the wheel of fortune

Well let's see. 5 of pentacles talks about isolation and a negative mindset. This talks about falling on hard times but its a temporary set back. This energy can be talking about falling on hard times emotionally as well. In the card it shows a woman outside of a church shivering and cold but she's too busy thinking about all that she's lost that she doesn't notice the warm church that she could step into for shelter.

But then with he wheel of fortune that talks about fate/destiny, opportunity and luck so maybe this is a necessary loss so that a new door can open. This does kinda tie in with July as well. The end of something is painful but it's often a necessary thing. Might be a bit uncomfy but that's how things change. Again I see this maybe hinting more towards society but none the less it's definitely a theme for August to have doors closing and new ones opening so be on the lookout for that.

August for BTS

The devil.

Now don't fret. The devil talks a lot about choice. Most notably the choice between instant gratification and and something more substantial and the devil leans towards indulgence. It also has a lot to do with the shadow side. This could talk about ~scandal~ sure, but I think its more of a time where you become aware of negative patterns and you shine a light on that part you've ignored. On a much lighter note this card talks also about an incredible bond between people. It can be unhealthy if not given space or boundaries. Listen to pied piper and come back to me.

I also REALLY REALLY REALLY hope that this card points to this: sexuality. The boys have always been pretty pg when it comes to the topic of sex and embracing sexuality so I really do hope to see something more daring and grown up and exploring a tastefully sexy concept. On the same vain as sexuality this card also talks about kinks and stuff like that so don't be surprised if we get more outfits like fake love Era bondage harnesses.

August: ???

September for the collective

We have the world and 10 of wands reversed.

The 10 of wands reversed talks about carrying burden. Doing extra work and taking on more responsibility. Doing everything by yourself and carrying this heavy load alone will get you burnt out quicker than anything. You might be taking on too much and you'll need to prioritize what you really need to focus on. I also think there will just be a lot happening in September for a lot of people. It's a lot of working hard because you know it's good work or because it's what's right. This could be social responsibility that's placed on you or work responsibility. For whatever reason this burden isn't something you want to share with others because you think its yours alone to deal with. It's not though bc you'll figure out eventually that if it hurts so much you'll find a way to lessen the burden. 10 in tarot is all about the completion of a cycle and going through the wands cycle is hard work because for anything to be made of passion, you need to put the work behind it. The burden isn't forever, the heavy work load will lighten but this is you seeing things out. It's a good thing!

Especially considering this is paired with with world. The world is all about completion and that's what you're doing here is finding completion. You are seeing things out until the end but you just need to learn to give up some responsibility, lessen your burden.

This also talks about hard work being put into wider social spheres as well. Things like the vaccines becoming more widespread through the whole globe or at least better planing and infrastructures not related to covid. Things are looking up!

September for BTS

Knight of swords reverse

This bad boi is restless energy. It's being so pent up that you're ready to burst and you really want to take action but you can't because something is keeping you from taking that action. Again I do think this is kinda covid related in regards to touring bc if they do tour in 2021 its gonna look a lot different. This energy can be a bit impulsive and directionless so I think maybe they'll channel this into album material something? I'm not really sure tbh. I'm suprised this energy didn't show up earlier because it almost seems inevitable.

September: no clue

October for the collective

Ten of coins and the star reverse.

Welp let's start with the 10 of coins. Its about wealth, financial security, and long term success so this is a pretty prosperous time. This talks about the obvious monetary wealth and material wealth but also an abundance of opportunities. So this is definitely a good time to enjoy whatever consistency you have. This energy is really really abundant in the career space as well. So October could be very prosperous in the job field and you'll have likely found what it is you really want and could be successful at. This could be the actual act or just the idea. This is could also talk about investing in something for your future, this could be time or money.

With the star reversed it can talk about a loss of faith and a disconnection. This often points to feeling like you've just been forgotten or left out. Like the universe doesn't give a shit about you and left you out to die. Things might seem unfair but always try to look for the lesson that you can take from the experience. Seeing the 10 of coins and the star makes me think that a lot of people have kinda lost faith in their manifestations and also just in the concept of not living in a state of need. Especially if you see other people doing well and you've been trying so fucking hard but you haven't gotten a break. I know we hate to hear it but this can serve as a test of faith. Or rather an opportunity to get your shit in line and take a second to breath. Do something good for yourself and then continue on. This star in reverse serves to show you what no longer sparks joy and helps you find what does and what that initial spark was in the first place. Helps you get back to the original vision/ spark.

October for BTS

5 of pentacles reverse.

This signals the end of difficult times and getting that groove back. The last month was restless energy with no where to go but this month that energy is certainly put to good use. They might be figuring out what has been missing In their lives and starting to rectify that. They are definitely reminded that material wealth doesn't bring spiritual or emotional wealth. Might be also feeling a bit alienated too.

October: something is likely but idk

November for collective

Six of swords reversed and the moon.

Transition and change is prevalent. The 6 of swords is about leaving behind the familiar. Maune this is leaving a job, a new change in the status quo, leaving a relationship ect. The thing you have to keep in mind is just how amazing this is in terms of what it will do. It will alow growth!! And bring clarity!! Thos can also be societal as well, something being left behind in favor of something new. It's letting go and reflecting so that you can move foward.

This is strengthened by the moon card. The moon card is the subconscious and all the things that come with it. The anxiety, the illusion, the uncertainty. You'll want to deal with whatever emotions come up. The moon can signify a confusing time where things aren't what they seem to be. That's the illusions so you'll have rely more on intuition at a time like this. Your dreams might hold significance in this time as well. Listen to your guides and your own guidance because it will help you understand more than you did before this journey began. Using moon cycles to your advantage in November might really help you!!

November for BTS

7 of wands

Challenge and competition. People are envious of bts. We know this. But people will be challenging them for what they've gained: music industry domination. This might co.e in the way that people will spread vicious rumors in attempt to disenfanchise or possibly it will be a fair fight. It could also be a challenge/ battle for some other aspect that involves legal matters.

My best guess though is good old competition. Bts has proven again and again that they will continue to do what they do how they do but they will not be trampled over. In the best way this could renew some of that spirit in friendly competition. They will tear eachothers throats out for a pack of ramen so maybe a bit of competition will be good for them. It keeps life intresting.

November: nothin

December for the collective

Two of cups and the emperor!

Let's start off with the emperor card talks about stability and order. It can also signify being the "breadwinner" so its a good sign that you'll kinda be on top of your shit. The emperor is also an amazing leader so you might find yourself taking on a leadership role too! This is very organized energy that works very smoothly!

two of cups is such a lovely way to end out the year! It's love and partnership and attraction so if you aren't in a relationship by this time you might meet someone who strikes your fancy!! On a none romantic relationship note though, this card is also great for business partnership bc it signifies that you're on the same page and have the same goals in mind!

It's harmonious relationships and trust between them!! Love love love this energy so much! Cups are the suit of emotions and this card is so promising.

If you are in a relationship, this can talk about "falling in love all over again" like you're just reminded of how good they are.

December for BTS

Queen of cups

Intuition, creativity and emotional stability. They're using intuition to guide their moves foward with emotional maturity. They are in a place of knowing what they want and why. This would be a good time to work on an album or a book or to release them. The queen of cups is like the friend that you can tell absolutely anything and somehow they have a helpful answer. This card is really calm and it can also talk about subconscious thoughts.

I think that bts is maybe making more of a conscious effort to make sure that what they do is just as emotionally fulfilling for them as it is for us! They might be kinda pondering the future at this time and considering if this is what fills their emotional cup!

December: possibly a thing?

Now these cards are the vibe of the year and some advice.

For the collective (on the left)

Three of swords and judgment reverse.

The fortune says "accept the challenges, so that you may feel the exhilaration of victory"

The 3 of swords is about disappointment and hurt and heartbreak. It's about the emotional release that we all need when shit gets tough. Don't pretend to be strong. If you need to cry, fucking cry. This year is about letting go of expectations and do what you have to do to release so you can move foward and not have these things pile up.

You have to make an effort to not let yourself take on what other people think of you. You aren't defined by what some asshole says. You define yourself.

Judgment reverse is about self doubt and ignoring your path. It's being stagnant and being harsh on yourself. This year has a focus on building yourself up and noticing when you are not. Bring light to the things that are holding you back without harsh judgment for yourself. You can't beat yourself up. If you make a bad decision you know not to make it again. Take accountability and move on.

The oracle card is inner temple.

Seriously all the focus of this year is in self improvement and dear god, please take time to work on yourself spiritually!!! Everything you want to know is there if you take the time to listen. This should be a place where you feel safe and welcome. It definitely should not feel like something you HAVE to do.

For BTS

10 of swords and page of swords

The fortune says "you create your own stage. The audience is waiting" (how tje fuck?? This is the perfect fortune)

The 10 of swords is a painful but necessary end. This is accepting the current situation. They maintain focus for 2021 for them is adapting and keeping their spirits up.

With the page of swords it talks about new ideas and that kind of creativity. It's also a lot about communication so I really think that they'll be figuring out new ways to connect and new projects that will be prosperous.

The oracle card is Pleiades

This is what we talk about all the time. Bts has helped so many people want to be better and do better. They are uplifting humanity and giving people a sense if belonging. Bts finds you when you need them most 💜💜💜

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Wow I had to write this up over 2 days bc this was so fucking long. I need a nap. Idk if I'll proof read this before I post it so don't hate me for the mistakes (honestly, there's like 10,000 spelling and grammar mistakes in my other posts too 🙃)

I hope you guys enjoyed it and maybe this will be helpful to to have a forecast of some possible energy for you to look out for!!

Also bts bc I love them. I have another bts 2021 reading I'll do soon too!

Hope you guys are happy and well 💜

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sugar-petals · 3 years

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Some of the things i learned about myself since i started following your blog:

- realizing that 100% of my biases are submissives vs. Me realizing that i shut down when a boy shows signs of submission to me irl. - the main celeb i identified with growing up was Miley, and i'm guessing she's not a sub(?).

- subby boys doesn't mean immature or sappy (min yoongi). Subby boys can take responsibilities

So now all I have to do is embrace the subby boys and let go of constructs telling me I can't take the wheel.

Love you Caro. Your blog is eye-opening.

you got a type like me huh 😆 and oh well, shy dommes are a decent portion in the femdom community. not all of us are walking around like riri and bbhmm plays when we enter a room, or we act like morticia addams with shining confidence in her goth, bad-weather-loving soul (although she's goals of course, props to dear gomez too 🌹. to humor us, he's quite exactly sappy — which turns out to be a nice thing. notable how a couple that comedically reverses mainstream stereotypes is so wholesome).

miley has some major switch leaning top energy for sure, loves to experiment sexually as we know, tried a lot of bondage and latex domme stuff. we all have these kinda kickass role models from back then, angie jolie in my case. we're liking the bi/pan movers and shakers in here. in the meantime i know she confessed to doing domination quite a lot, she's involved in d/s. so, your natural feeling usually isn't off when you identify with someone. though you usually realize it in retrospect. the more you try, the less it works 😂

a cautionary tale; i wouldn't compare d/s to driver VS backseat, this stuff needs to go back and forth. that's why it's called power exchange and negotiating. if anything, a dominant is a teacher, a wish fulfiller, a recipient of things like worship and pleasure. or in my case, i define it as recipient of certain emotions. if you take the wheel entirely and do whatever it's not so mutual and creates said irresponsible sub with either no boundaries or a huge bratty attitude that gets in the way of playing. talking yoongi, a seesaw is probably the better analogy.

as for constructs. those remain heavy in society and our heads, so it's definitely a journey indeed and shutting down as you put it can be a stepping stone regardless. interacting with subby boys takes as much practice as it would be for male doms to be with female subs. who both aren't always exactly role models and a different world after all, so we gotta figure it out by ourselves anyway. as i always iterate, very different rules here.

#d/s talk

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thedyingwriter · 4 years

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BTS hybrid X Reader AU

Part 1 | Part 2

Character (age)

Kim Seokjin- Fox hybrid (28)

Min Yoongi- Jaguar hybrid (27)

Jung Hoseok- G. Retriever hybrid (26)

Kim Namjoon- Wolf hybrid (26)

Park Jimin- Cat hybrid (25)

Kim Taehyung- Panther hybrid (25)

Jeon Jungkook- Rabbit hybrid (23)

Reader- Dr Kang Seo Yoon (27)

Jaehyun- Seo Yoon's best friend and coworker. (25 for the sake of the Story)

Summary

{ Dr Kang Seo Yoon was a very successful researcher and doctor of the hybrids and worked at the hybrid welfare center. She lived with her six hybrids- Jin, Yoongi, Namjoon, Hoseok, Jimin and Jungkook- who had grown up on her through the years when she found them at the rescue shelters. She was a kind and empathetic person who had used all her resources and knowledge for the betterment of the hybrid species. What will happen when she comes across an injured Panther hybrid Taehyung outside her house and decides to help him regardless of him being hardly human towards her. Will she take him in? Will he become a part of her sweet happy family? }

Chapter 1

The Injured Hybrid

" Wake up noona" Seo Yoon heard the voice of Jungkook shaking her from slumber. He nuzzled his face in the crook of her neck tickling her with his soft ears. She chuckled at his action and finally got up.

"Aish, kookie where do you get so much energy at 5 in the morning." You said gently rubbing his bunny ears. He purred.

"Noona everyone is sleeping and I have been up for a while. I didn't want to disturb you but you said you have to wake up early for your work today so I thought I should come and see" He said his cute smile on full display a faint shade of red on his cheeks.

"Let's go and make some breakfast for everyone then, you can help me" She said getting down from her bed and following Jungkook towards the kitchen. The 23 year old was always cheerful making sure everyone around him is happy too. For his age he definitely acts like a cute lil toddler but she loved him dearly.

"Kookie I plan on making fried rice and omelette for breakfast. I'll start with the rice could you whisk me some eggs?" She told him and he nodded while grabbing a large bowl and a crate of egg from the fridge.

Seo Yoon was cutting the vegetable when Jin walked in the kitchen his hair a mess. "Good morning Jin oppa" "Good morning hyung" You and Jungkook said at the same time.

She felt gentle hands at your back, untying your apron. “I can take over Y/N, why don’t you go take a bath? You have to be at the center early for the rounds right? " Jin said shaking your hair.

“Thank you oppa, what Would I do without you” she said, stepping away from the stove. If Seo Yoon weren’t cooking, Jin was. He loved the activity ever since you taught him how. Soon enough he surpassed her skills, creating mouth-watering dishes. In thanks, she rubbed his dark fox ears. He leaned into your touch, fluffy tail swaying.

"Noona shall I go and wake all the hyung while you get ready? " Jungkook asked.

"Yes kookie that would be really helpful. Tell them all to brush their teeth and come for breakfast. " She said and walked back to her room to get ready for the day. Seo Yoon and Jaehyun had to work hard today. It was an open out patient day and different shelters were bringing their hybrids for checkups. She took a shower and dressed up in jeans and a formal shirt tying her hair in a ponytail her beautiful bangs covering her forehead. She could hear the commotion of the boys from the kitchen. She took her white coat and some files and walked out towards them.

All of them were sitting on the counter eating their food. All the 6 hybrids looked cute in messy hairs and pyjamas while stuffing their mouths with food. She took out your phone and clicked a picture. The sound of the shutter gathering everyone's attention. Despite most of them being younger than her, she insisted on them calling her by her name as she felt really old though Jungkook still called her noona because he always wanted an elder sister.

" Aahh Seo Yoon, you look so pretty. Come join us for breakfast " Hobi said wagging his tail happily. She went to sit with them patting each of their hair as they smiled at her. Yoongi took her in a hug and passed her a travel coffee container filled with her favorite drink which he made each morning for her. She took a sip and groaned in pleasure while everyone laughed at her love for coffee which she shared with Yoongi. " What would I do without you Yoongi oppa. I can hardly work without your coffee. " She said and sat down to eat her breakfast.

*****

After breakfast Jimin went and kept her files and coat inside her car and Jin packed her lunch. She picked her bag and was ready to leave. Namjoon came to her and gave her a hug. It was their thing. Every hybrid hugged her before she went out showing affection. She kissed Joonie's cheeks and then hugged Hobi. Jimin and Jungkook group hugged her nearly trampling her on the floor with so much force and enthusiasm. Yoongi kissed her cheek as she went out to her car where Jin was ready to drive her to the center. He liked driving her and would spend an hr with shelter kids helping around and come back in an hour. His dark green silk scarf which acted as a collar sat perfectly on his neck. Jin dropped her at her office saying goodbye and going towards the shelters behind the building.

Seo Yoon entered her building and was immediately met with the strong smell of hospital which she has grown to call home now. She went to her locker and changed into her scrubs and came to her office which she shared with her best friend Jaehyun who as usual was late as always. 10 minutes later you heard the door open and a panting Jaehyun in his scrubs appeared before you.

"I'm sorry I'm late, before you say anything Seo Yoon, Ik it's third time this week and today we have a busy day ahead of us but what can I do I was watching a drama at night and couldn't get up early because of lack of sleep. " He ranted in a breath going on and on about how the protagonist if the drama was so stupid for not understanding the guy loves her.

She shook her head. " Aeyah!! stop talking Jae before I murder you. One day I'll give you a nice trashing for how casually you take me. " She said with a pout. He laughed at her and hugged her as she melted into giggles. She can never be mad at the kid. He was way too sweet and cute.

Somebody knocked at the door and a nurse appeared. " Dr Kang and Dr Jaehyun, the patients are here. We can start with the day. " She said and left.

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Jae and Seo Yoon sat at the table and opened their lunches. Jin always packed food for your best friend who loved his food even though Jaehyun himself was an excellent cook.

"I'm coming to your place for the weekend. I really miss the boys. It's been a while. And this week we even have the Saturday off from shelter duty" Jae said with his mouth stuffed. She has lived so much around boys now that it's hard for her to remember what sophisticated people looked like.

"Why don't you just move in with me. You already live at my place nearly all the time when we aren't working" I scoffed. Her place is more or less like an open motel for her friends to stay in whenever they want considering the size of her big real estate. After her father's demise when she inherited his wealth. She decided to make a big place where she can adopt some hybrids and live happily. It had literally all the required materials a person could need to survive in luxury. She really had spoiled all the boys with 24x7 wifi and gaming.

Jaehyun shook his head and laughed at her scowled face. He loved teasing the older girl.

"Why noona that's an excellent idea. I'll have an amazing time with the boys and get free food. " She got up and punched his arm. She absolutely did not liked being called noona.

"I told you not to call me noona or I'll give you a good trashing. " She angrily chewed on her fish.

"Ayee you are biased Seo Yoon, why does jungkook gets to call you noona and all of us don't. " He teased her further.

"Well if you really want an answer he is more cuter, is good at everything, doesn't gives me a headache every 10 minute and definitely isn't a constant pain in my ass. " She said laughing and Jaehyun threw her a dirty look.

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When Seo Yoon left the hospital in the evening it was quite late then usual. Jaehyun had left half an hour ago but she stayed looking at the shelter kids who ran around each other enjoying life without a worry. She had a smile on her face and a tear in her eyes as she walked back to her home. She always liked walking back to home and it wasn't an issue as it was a highly safe residential society with great love for people and hybrid. She felt someone's presence behind her and immediately knew who it was.

"Jin oppa you didn't have to come I was on my way. " She said and turned to see a flustered Jin caught following her. He was worried that she was coming home alone so late and thought to accompany her.

"How did you know it was me? Do you have a secret third eye behind your head or something? " He said and took your backpack from you holding your hands firmly.

"Well I have been around you since the beginning. It's easy to feel your presence. It's a girl thing. " She said and looked in the front. They were very close to their home.

A young man clad in black outfit was walking in front of them. He had a slight limp and looked almost drunk from pain. As if he was drowning his sorrows. He was limping towards the other side when he suddenly disappeared from their eye sight.

"Oppa did you see that? " She asked Jin. Jin pulled her behind him and they both walked quietly towards the road crossing. A black van was parked ans the man from earlier was being pushed inside it. He was being abducted. 2 men pushing him inside. Jin quickly rushed towards the van. He pulled the man from the goons hold and layed the now almost unconscious man on the road side. This gave the goons time to flee. Jin was about to go after them when Seo Yoon stopped him.

She immediately knelt beside the man. He wasn't drunk. He was badly injured. His abdomen was bleeding and his legs were tampered. She tried helping him.

He groaned as she touched him to treat his wounds. He immediately backed up at an inhuman speed. This shook both of them.

"He's a hybrid oppa. We need to help him. " Seo Yoon said and Jin immediately called Yoongi to keep first aid ready.

The hybrid's cap fell from his face revealing two soft black cat like ears. His tale was brilliantly tucked in his pants not giving anything away that he wasn't human. He immediately tried fleeing from the human who looked at her with her almost teary eyes but he couldn't. He did not have the strength. He collapsed in her arms his world going black as the last thing he saw was the beautiful face of a teary eyed angel who somehow did not look like she wanted to harm him like other humans.

Seo Yoon was almost gonna cry after seeing the hybrid. He fell in her arms. His life almost slipping away. Jin picked him up and they rushed inside the house towards the guest room. Yoongi and the boys had kept all necessary medical aid that they know Seo Yoon kept for emergency on a table nearby. They were as astonished as the duo seeing how badly injured this hybrid was.

"What happened to you" Seo Yoon wondered out loud.

A/N: this is my first hybrid au. I hope you all enjoyed this. Please like comment and reblog if you liked it. I'll post next part soon. Put your name in the comment section below to get tagged in the next part.

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