I'm leaving this as my last post here to save the rest of my followers the trouble of having to scroll through my blog for info and to avoid confusion — I'm leaving because I need my own space, and I need to be able to write at my own pace. There was too much negativity here because of that and because of my personal posts and etc. I was going to keep my new blog private, but that was causing too much trouble, and I decided I won't be hiding and constantly worrying about who's trying to reach out to me. This is a new start for me, and everyone is free to follow, but hateful asks will be blocked. 💕

New blog is pinned at the top of my masterlist. ❤️

I answered dms, asks, and I'm out of here. I will reach out to the rest of my mutuals from my new blog as well. ❤️ No need to stick around anymore.

And I just want you guys to know, while I will be writing my own fics, I will still also work on as many of your requests from here as I can! Your ideas were wonderful and I still wanna do them. You should be able to recognize them when they will be posted anyway — the fic I will post soon was a request as well. Love you ❤️

ok but 'the girls'????? Why does it sound like SOTY???? ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

oh my god baby I stared at this ask for ages wondering what it means and then I went on youtube 😭 (naturally guess what popped up in my recs dhdhdhshdh) I am so busy with everything around me I completely forgot my wives were releasing something new 😭 I didn't even get to listen to it yet but you know what, I believe you 100%, like ofc 💅💖

ily 💕💕💕

I FORGOT TO WISH U A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY EXTREMELY BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAYM

YOU ARE SO CUTE DHDHDHDHD thank youuuu baby 😚❤️

AH HELLO HERE COMES ANOTHER CUTIE 😭

tysm ily ❤️❤️❤️

Ahhhh It’s your birthday? 🥺 happy birthday!!! 💕💕💕💕💕💜💜💗🥰💖💕💕

IT WAS ON THE 22ND BUT THIS IS JUST HOW FAST I AM AT REPLYING 💅

hahah THANK YOUUUU I love you and I mean that literally 😭❤️ forever my queen of poetry

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY BEAR 🤍 I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH! I hope you have such a good birthday today 😘 sending you a lot of positive birthday vibes 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 treat yourself extra good today lover

- 🌳

baaaaaby, I miss you and I hope you've been well <3 I did get your other ask, and yeah, a lot has been going on, but it doesn't matter anyway. 😩 I ended up posting the new blog in the end. I wanted it to be my choice at least. though I did hope to take you with me either way, but... 🥹

I did have a good day, tysm ❤️❤️❤️ and I'm so sorry for getting back to you so late, a lot is going on overall for me I guess. I love you and thank you for thinking of me <3

YOU'RE the cutie patootie here thank you 💕 literally the cutest 😭 ilysm, thank you baby 💖

happee birthday !! here take my love (as well as this cutie patootie)

happee birthday !! here take my love (as well as this cutie patootie)

happy birthday :d

ty ily 💖

happy bday baby 🩷🩷🩷

I love youuu 😭❤️❤️❤️

happy birthday darling❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I'm so late but thank you baby I love youuuu <3

ur damned if you do and ur damned if u don’t bby ppl will always find something to complain about to you and it’s so stupid. i hate how entitled some readers are getting like okay if you don’t like how “slow” i am or what i write i don’t see you doing shit but reading like make it make sense LMAO. how you gonna sit there and be a reader but still make demands like you paying the writer n shit. as for the death threats and harassment, it’s so fucking funny that they do it online on anonymous mode bc they’re pussy whipped bitches who won’t do it with their users. bc they know the shit they do is wrong lmaooo punishable too if they ever got caught 💀 like y’all r some pussy bitches who come on here to fight anonymously of all things keep doing u tho bby don’t let these weirdos bring u down no more it’s apparent they don’t have anything better to do with their lives than shit on someone else OVER THE INTERNET MIND YOU. ❤️❤️❤️

I know I shouldn't laugh but this is so funny I'm in love with you AJSJDKFJSHSJ

thank you for saying all the things I have been forcing myself to hold back in order not to lose it and not to give some followers and mutuals a heart attack LMAO

ily ❤️❤️❤️

It’s really weird how people use their time just to hate😭

don't even tell me because I always just wonder if these people really have no actual problems in life, or if they grew up in an emperor's palace where they could do what they wanted with no consequences and everyone had to agree with them and cater to them, so they clearly never experienced real life and now throw a tantrum at everything 😭 lmao.

but mostly I do know it's just deep unhappiness. and it does make me feel really bad, and sorry for whatever they experienced. but we all experience bad things and it doesn't give anyone the right to hurt and harass other people.

❤️

Heyyyy hope u’re doing fine 💜 just out of curiosity, is there a reason you don’t write for jimin ?

LISTEN 😭

I guess you're a newer follower baby? so I'm gonna repeat myself but, Jimin is the love of my life, the prince of my heart, and that is the highest honor, bc my heart has no kings, only queens dhdhdhd

I wrote three poly fics with him, but... the problem was that for a while, BECAUSE he's always been my angel, I had some trouble figuring out where to go with his character. I know it's two different things, but, idk, I hope that makes sense? I wasn't sure how to imagine him as a yandere, and what direction to take, especially since... I didn't really have many requests for him at the beginning, and the ones in my inbox, I had absolutely no inspiration for. so maybe that was the main issue.

then I got a different one and I had an idea right away. I wrote half of the fic, I LOVED it.... and... my phone broke 🥹 so I lost all my work. and I'm trying not to even think about it because I had over 40 notes in there with plans for my own book (or an attempt at it anyways) and there is a possibility the phone was lost in my recent move.

anyway, it broke and the fic was... it was perfect, I don't mean in the quality of writing but in how I felt about it, that was IT, and no matter how many times I tried I couldn't rewrite it the same way. I was really down about it but there's not much I can do.

and then most requests I got for Jimin were all the same, somnophilia, and I had difficulties coming up with something that would suit him + the things I was asked for. I got an idea a while ago, but all this nonsense happened on my blog and I didn't get to write it. that's how it went, basically. but I accepted I lost the other fic, so I will rewrite it as well as I can, and post it on the new blog. ❤️ and the new idea I had as well. 💕

love u ❤️

new blog is @aft3rhrs 💖

U conplain more than you write. You absolutely like everybody else need therapy. Don't consider it a hating comment. But the amount of heartfelt posts you post on here is huge. And it's absolutely normal. But the way you're making it seem like a habit and the repetitive texts you write looks like you struggle with the same problem every time. And let me tell you that I know for sure that you don't receive many complaints as you make it seem cause you're posting asks one by one 24/7 and by the time you post this one too I'd know too since I've sent it just recently.

I m not following you anymore anyway after this ask . Not just because I hate you but because I respect you fondly and know how rare to come across pple like you. But on a real life basis not on a blog where pple don't even know who you are.

I don't understand half of this ask.

"you need therapy, don't consider it a hating comment" why would I? I don't know how long you've been here honey, but I'm very open about being in therapy. I am in therapy already and there's nothing wrong with that. but thank you for the advice? which was so rude and unsolicited, do you go around every blog telling people to go to therapy because they have problems? are you that kind or obnoxius? if it's kindness, and you're so willing to help, please use the kofi link and fund our sessions, thank you. ❤️ unless you only wanna go around making people feel bad for struggling, that is. not that it's gonna work on me, but good try I guess? 3/10 for effort 😭

"the amount of heartfelt posts you make here is huge and it's absolutely normal" but it annoys you all the same? I know it's shocking to hear, but, yes........... my struggles...... are about the same things. sorry I'm not dramatic enough to have a new problem everyday dhdhdhdhfhf

I'm battling with my mental health. I'm battling anxiety, so I repeat myself, because when I have no energy to reply I don't want people to feel ignored. I'm explaining myself when people misunderstand me so that my points are clearer. again, 2/10 bc I sure as hell am not gonna feel bad or apologize for being mentally ill lmao

"I know for sure you don't receive as many complaints as you make it seem" 1/10 I literally could not care less what YOU think. I know what my inbox looks like. I don't respond to hateful asks that are just nonsense, like "abuse enjoyer", "weirdo", "what can we expect from a multi stan", because engaging in a conversation like this is pointless. but asks like this???? why should I keep my mouth shut when you're throwing crap at me?

"I'm not following you anymore anyway after this ask" oh no, why 😭😭😭

please shove all that fake kindness somewhere where someone will care. people like YOU are the reason authors have to hide their struggles, they can't say anything on their own blogs, can't talk to anyone, and then just end up disappearing. because people like you make them feel bad for being human and sharing their thoughts and opinions.

I will complain however much I want on this goddamn blog, I don't go on yours and tell you what to do with it. pay me to write for you and then you will have any right to tell me that I should just do my job and shut up. otherwise? kiss my ass.

thank you for affirming the decision I made to leave lmao.

and to my angels, I know you're not used to seeing this side of me, and I am sincerely sorry, but there are lines that shouldn't be crossed, and I'm not a mat for people to walk all over. 🤷‍♀️