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jatcv · 10 months

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Today is the day….

Happy birthday to my ego who, I’m going to reveal her name!

Her name is

JAZZY.EXE

Or

J.EXE for short

#jatcv #post #name reveal #JAZZY.EXE #J.EXE #happy bday #ego #my ego again!!💢💢

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viridian-tay-leaf · 6 months

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Pick a Pile (General Message)

Pile 1 🌸| Pile 2 💮

Pile 3 🌼| Pile 4 🌺

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Pile 1:

🎶 2020, 2020 vision... I wonder if you look both ways when you cross my mind~🎶

Y'all are down bad huh

Love songs all day bb

🎶 Sweet sweet fantasy baby~🎶

You think they don't like you back but you'll never know unless you try

Think of it this way, would you rather pine for them for months without knowing what you could be or would you rather take the risk & either get together or save yourself time getting over them

The choice is always yours since only you have the power to change your situation

Do it afraid, it's best to know than to regret not trying in the first place

If you choose to confess and it works out I'm happy for you and I expect you to communicate clearly in your new relationship

If you confess and it doesn't work out how you thought it would, it's a blessing in disguise (may need to see/been drawn to Pile 4)

🎶What goes around comes back around, hey my baby..... I will always be the best thing you never had~🎶

As always Be good, Be kind, Be safe love

Pile 2:

You guys are just chillin, going with the flow day by day babes

Strolling through town, walking like you own the place, embodying your favorite self.

Okay self love, keep it going babes!

👏🏽 Good For Youuuuu 👏🏽

Some of you may have just gone through a breakup. You want them back, or atleast the feelings you had during that time.

It'll be okay, you're not gonna be crushed by this. It's all apart of the bigger picture. Big things are coming and you have to clear out the old to get the new. The universe is working in your favor, you just have to trust & cocreate with them

For now, nurture yourself. What would Childhood you do when you feel like this? Do it & tap into your childhood energy. It might be more impactful than you think

Coloring pages, candles, childhood music, movie nights, hot chocolate, tea time, back into holiday spirit

🎶I feel nice, like sugar & spice~🎶

Farewell & Good luck for the journey you're about to go on

As always, Be good, Be kind, Be safe~

Pile 3:

Who hurt you!?!? And can I have their address, I just wanna talk 💢

Seriously though, are you okay? Do you need a hug if so go hug someone or a plushie if you can.

Y'all are in a slump/stuck in the vortex or your emotions

Take the feelings you have, acknowledge them and if they help the current situation. If they don't do much but make you stuck, I suggest blessing them and letting them go (easier said than done ik)

It'll take some time, as all heartbreaks do, but you'll get through it and bounce back stronger than ever

Once you get back into your groove, no one can stop you

🎶Nothing can stop me I'm all the way up~🎶

As always, Be good, Be kind, Be safe..........especially to yourselves

Pile 4:

Heyyyyyyyy, I love your energy, your vibe, your aura babes. Ahhhh *chefs kiss * 😘

Y'all are in your bag, spiritually & physically

You've done the work.

You've changed your mindset/limiting beliefs

Now is the time babe, all you gotta do is ask and it's yours

You're in New territory. Your mind/heart are screaming at you to "Be careful!" ⚠ 🚨. Sirens are going off and your ego is trying to protect you by sending some fear

Here's the thing though, you've been through this before. You've lived thousands of lives and nothing stopped you back then, so why should it stop you now?

You're aware of your power now. You broke the barriers. You know you have the control over your situation, over your life and what you want to do with it. Cause it's yours, it's your life, you can do what you want (within reason) and you can get what you want if you just try

🎶What you gonna do if it doesn't work out how you thought it would...Feels unfair and you wanna turn around but its for your own good~🎶

🎶I've never been here, but that makes it new doesn't mean it's strange~🎶

🎶I'm not lost, I'm on an adventure~🎶

Take your time

Rest if needed

Self-care is super important for this pile

Breathe it in

Enjoy your adventure, cause soon enough it'll be a wild ride. Even more than you could've ever imagined

Get rid of the plan & go with the flow of the universe

Let the ideas come to you, let them guide you, let go and cocreate with em

Don't chase what you want, attract it by knowing that it belongs to you, it's already yours so why worry

🎶Why should I worry, why should I care~🎶

Do things you love, change up your daily routine, be more present and actually look at what's around you

Take the next day slow & really be present. Then reflect on how this feels at the end of the day. You've got this. You just have to believe that you do. You are the authority of your own story, so make it a good one~

As always, Be good, Be kind, Be safe 😘

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mobolanz · 7 months

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For the fandom ask game: 👿 for AOT and 🤝 for Sailor Moon!

Oh thanks!:3 let's seeee :D

👿Least favorite character: AOT

.... Flop. Don't like him. :V Sorry. Sorry.sorry. everytime he opens his mouth I'm like "GURL SHUT UPPPP YOU'VE ALREADY BEEN DECLARED ERWIN'S PARROT" btw idgaf if he's based that term is just an annoying excuse for people that are so anti positive character development. 😭

Off topic but also related that in my oc fic research I checked the anime's timeline even if I'm pretty far off from s4.2 just yet and...

So this bitch survived 1.5-2 wholeass days clinging to a ship just so hange would sacrifice themselves... (Man even my sisters don't understand what was it for "actually it's our least favourite episode, that romance was out of nowhere, this fucker just survived for no damn reason and hange shouldn't have died.' They made sad noises about having to watch it again in dub a day before we get to the ending)

I DON'T WANNA HEAR ANOTHER PLOT ARMOR TITAN JOKE EVER AGAIN 😀😀😀😀😀 💢

🤝Character you relate to the most: sailor moon

Oh oh oh! There's no reason my brain went deep dive on berthier's redemption episode in the 90's anime - girl that has this whole "perfectionism and prideful ego rooted in the need to appear competent and reliable in comparison to a previous failure and also being from an upbringing that's all about power over others(like cheating and manipulating ) being the ideal lifestyle except the same people you hope would be there for you for all that just ditch you as soon as you're not beneficial to their favour it makes you feel dumb for ever even needing anything from them because that indicates weakness" ,,, can't be that it reasonates,, right ? 🤧🤧

Fandom character asks

#mai thoughts #asks #attack on titan #sailor moon #meta #missnobodydoodles

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caracello · 1 year

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HEY💢💢🐈‍⬛ so do you think gabe runs warm bc i do. i bet when you hold his hands to show him how to do things (like w the oven) they're really warm and nice. i bet hed be really impressed with your ability to see through internet lies.speaking of the internet i think if he saw your gayposting about him hed be really flustered every time he remembered. gabe voice I'm Red And Can't Make Eye Contact For Average Angel Reasons. i think hed be sincerely very flattered that you draw him i think hed get a little bit of an ego boost about it + that he's captured your attention "even from beyond this mortal plane!". also you should look atyour inbox again and make sure everythings there 💢👍

hi bug🐝🐝💢💢💢💢💢💢💢💢💢💢💢Idont think any of this actually i think hhe sees my HATEposting about him and gets SAD and i LAUGH AT HIM. and nothingeelse i d. if he was sad i wojldnt comfort him i w🤥💢 ibet he does run warm because hhes so angry abt being the lamest rver all the time and its lame and hes lame and i explode him ok? rgrgghhh

#AVOIDING MY INBOX LIKE THE PLAGUE ALWAYS 👍👍👍👍💢💢💢💢#iwas just lookingat it earlier. no i wasnt. i didnt say that #ask #2001-aso #r: 🔆

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sayjesstofitness · 2 years

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💢KEEP SHOWING UP💢 As you can tell, I haven't really posted workout videos lately. First is because I lost my shit and started eating like an asshole and went off my diet, but got that in control and following my diet. The other is I developed an umbilical hernia. It has been a bit of a struggle both mentally and physically to accept it. It's been a bit difficult because I'm not able to lift as heavy as I was before, so that is putting a halt to me being able to put on and grow the necessary muscle I need to compete again. But in hind site as my coach said, it's definitely an EGO check. I'm still working out, but some exercises are modified and I am concentrating more on my mind to muscle connection with every exercise and every rep. All in all, this is definitely a learning experience. Even though I'm discouraged and do not want to always workout this is where discipline comes in and the fact that I have a goal and I will not reach it if I don't keep showing up and putting in the work. I love myself too much to quit and give up because of this little setback. #keepshowingup #nevergiveup #minorsetback #minorsetbackforamajorcomeback #overcome #overcomeobstacles #wellnesscompetitor #npcwellness #npcwellnesscompetitor #npcwellnessathlete #athlete #mindmuscleconnection #fit #fitness #fitnessmotivation #fitnessjourney #fitnessgirl #fitgirl #fitnessmodel #fitspo #fitlifestyle #fitnesslifestyle #lifestyle #babysteps #babystepstosuccess #smallwinsmatter #celebratesmallwins (at Las Vegas, Nevada) https://www.instagram.com/p/CeHM_z0PLJu/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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myarlert · 2 years

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YAAY BC jean is always so heavy on the mind for me <3 it’s the way he makes my size kink go haywire n makes me vibrate in my seat 💺💢⭕️💢⭕️ standing at, what, 6’2 / 6’3 and ready to serve u in bed ohmygojdjf. he holds such a special place in my heart <3 thinking abt how he checks in on u every time he just flips u into positions, the low grunts he makes in the heat of the moment making ur tummy flip :( always manages to tower over u n make u feel small no matter what u do and godj does it fuel his ego 🤲🏼

jean k.

— cw; smut, size kink, praise, check ins <3

minors do not interact

just the way he would quicken and slow his thrusts, grunt between them and grip your waist, hips, tits, anywhere where he could reach. how he would let out broken moans whenever you did, then feeding him. ‘you alright baby? can i m-move us around..?’ he would ask, brushing his hand on the side of your face softly, watching and painting a dirty smirk on his face when you nod up at him. changing your position, flipping you over and hoisting you up, pulling your back against his chest. he uses one hand to guide himself back into you, thrusting at that slow and tortuous pace, then wrapping it around your throat lightly, holding you against him. no pressure, nothing of that nature, just letting his thumb rub against your skin. he drifted the other hand down, letting it get wet from the juices that were now absolutely drenching down your thighs, then rubbing tight circles on your clit.

‘’s this feel good? hm? like when i fuck you like this? f-fuck you feel so tight in this position.. can see the way your tummy bulges.. you see that? FUCK.’ grunting as his hips speed back up, giving off that wet clapping that echoes around the room. a nasty moan spills from your lips, and you can just hear jeans smirk when he speaks next, ‘oh fuck yeah you do. look at that fucked out face..’ he’d grab at your chin and guide it to the side, allowing you to view his tall stature behind yours, watching as your tits bounce with each thrust, and the way that his whole body is put into those thrusts. you could see the way his muscles tense up at the start of each one. your head rolls back against his shoulder, he slows again, forcing you to groan. ‘you doing alright baby? this isn’t getting to be too much is it?’ and as much as you loved his little check ins, this wasn’t the time. he knows what you want and isn’t giving you the satisfaction. ‘jean if you don’t fuck me right now i’m going to hop off your fucking cock and go fuck my self.’

and that certainly gets him going again.

#my writing #aot smut #jean smut #jean kirschtein smut #jean kirstein smut #attack on titan smut #ca. astraluvs <3 #tw size kink

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sweatblvvdtears · 6 years

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my father , intentionally or unintentionally making me upset during this night :

me , who have repressed anger and trauma also memories also bad in controlling myself and actually been depended on darkness also pain and etc methods for a very awful long time :

me :

me : 💢💢💢

me :

me , trying to be calm and knowing it will ended up failing all over again but still forcing myself to not let ego or psychotic unnecessary thoughts to control or anger or just pure darkened mind to taken over my head or self again and in pain a lot in sudden : *turns my head around and walks away* *ish actually never done this before but had to because in self progress and healing but actually know it's hurting and my round edges gotten so sharp and calling to "reply" back to him* ... let's focus to... The bear , shall we ahaha . hhaha *crying* *stress*

me : i wanna die 😧💔

#p #.txt #tw #about #irl #actual #conversations #family #will delete later #anger issues #in pain issues #home issues #reality .

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jatcv · 10 months

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hey everyone, this is JATCV I would like to make a special announcement....

I’ll be off a Tumblr for a little while. I am very depressed and I have a very mental illness right now…

I need to take a break and try to get help as soon as possible!

The sketchbook that my cousin from El Salvador gave it to me as a gift and so far telling me to only do different types art techniques, but so upset since yesterday, tore up the papers that she wrote to me was positive, but I was too negative and I grew up negative…

I’m not asking to like my drawing, but this drawing is going to express how I really feel….

I’m sorry you see this picture, but this is the first time I express!

I promise, however, to return treated better in a happy way and maybe return by around mid or end of July!

See you guys later, This is JATCV, and signing off! Thank you for reading this and be on concern!

#jatcv #post #depression #tw artwork #personal vent #vent post #vent #lil miss hedgehog #my ego again!!💢💢#ego #tw: blood #tw: suicide #jazzy.exe #J.EXE #tw: gore

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jatcv · 2 months

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Stella, I’m sorry….

I let my anger and depression get the best of me… all of this is my fault…. Because of me, because of her…. Because… of my past used against me to hurt me, hurt myself and one day want to kill myself.

I’m sorry I left you, I’m sorry for the others too… I’ll be back, I promise, you don’t have to forgive because that’s how I learn from other people…

I’m hurt, lost, scared, afraid of losing privileges, my freedom, my dreams and opportunities. I did this to myself and always be my fault.

I’m leaving this note not just for you Stella but the others to understand… until we meet again….

Goodbye, I’ll be back…….

Stella: …

#jatcv #post #depression #ego #J.EXE #personal vent #vent #tw: blood #sad #my ego again!!💢💢

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jatcv · 8 months

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Me and Heni would have something in common with our…. I call my ego a “sin”

#jatcv #ask #mimiocto #ahit #hat kid #heni #my ego again!!💢💢#ego #jazzy.exe #J.EXE

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jatcv · 9 months

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Always her favorite “TOY”

She ruined my life!!

My goals to be a YouTuber, an artist, etc… It’s like she wanted me dead after a whole year of hiding her from all of you or to the world (internet) my dad even told me that the unique that I have, I need to stop, for good! After I leave Hawaii, I’m getting the treatment and say goodbye to my future goal and hobby forever….

To even have the worse feeling of sharing the same connection with my body, she’s rotting it and destroying what’s inside or part of me….

Im physically, mentally, and verbally hurt inside and outside……

J.EXE: I told you I’ll make you pay but you didn’t listen to my warning. Now, you must pay your consequences and you must make a decision about what you have done and what you should really do with your life 😈

JATCV: My dreams and goals…. She took it all away…. My life is over, nothing but overwhelming regrets and reality in this world….

#jatcv #post #my ego again!!💢💢#ego #jazzy.exe #J.EXE #my life is over #my life is so hard #my life is a mess

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sweatblvvdtears · 6 years

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Someone irl that I had to vent because of been forced to : Just tell

Me, an intelligent : No

That someone irl : Goddamn just tell

Me : NO.

Me : *overthinking*

Me :

That someone irl : HOE DON'T YOU DARE

Me, almost to red teary eyes and holding inside : *upsets voices but still doesn't cry yet*

That someone irl : HOE DON'T.

Me : FPPPPPP HEEEEEEHH *cries* *ish tensions*

That someone irl : BITCH DON'T CRY

That someone irl : Just tell that fp!

Me, sobbingly cries : NO MY FP probably think I'm a douche or something... Or-

Me, sniffling : It will-

That someone irl : JUST TELL!

Me, is refusing : IT WILL RUINING MY REPUTATION AS A HEARTLESS BITCH *accidentally over confessed* Hahhh!!! Look what you made me do to tell you

That someone irl : See??? Ego. Drop that goddamn egoistic first

Me : It will make me looked like weak

That someone irl : =w=

Me : What?? It's true... 💢💢💢😭😭😭 Halp

Me : I'm supposed to be looked like cold hearted and feared on not... Like.... .m.

That someone irl : I can't help you =n=

Me : *sniffles* Never mind. Shit... 😧😧

That someone irl : JUST TELL..

Me : No 😭😭💢💢💢💢

Me : What if my fp-

That someone irl : JUST TELLL!!

Me : *cuts off all the words* WHAT IF MY FP HATES ME AND CAN'T ACCEPT IT?? 💢💢 YOU KNOW HOW I WILL REACT TO IT 💢💢 *long upsets and angry grunts voices in tension pressingly behind the tones* IT WILL HURT ME 😭

That dumbass irl : JUST TELL!!!!

Me : NO 💢💢💢

*Again, the same "Just tell" and "No" as the answer is in repeats, AGAIN.*

#p #.txt #tw #irl conversation #with friend #last night #no #nu-uh #even if this world is collapsing too i won't tell 💢💢💢 never.#no. no nu-uh #// refusing // shakes head intensely and stubbornly #fp #never 💢💢💢#if i tell because of my friend irl here told me and it ended up as hurting and crushing my heart again i swear i will kick her in spine 💢💢

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