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What is the happiest moment of your life?
Whenever this question or a similar question comes out, I could hardly remember any specific moment in my life to be honest. I can remember some happy moments, but when thoroughly thought of, I would still debate whether that one or if is there something I have not remembered. And today, I think I figured it out. I think that the happiest moments of my life were the memories I had with my grandma when I took care of her while she had chemotherapy. I was not happy about those days when I was still at the moment but when I recall it, I actually feel warm and it's kind of happy and sad at the same time. I was 15 years old back then when I had to assist and help out my grandma every day for her radiation and once a week for her chemotherapy. I was obviously not happy that grandma had cancer, it's definitely not a time to be celebrated. But when I look back, it was actually a time worth remembering and celebrating. That I woke up every single day with her existence, that I was able to be with her and take care of her before she died. That I have spent time bonding with her - eating with her, shopping with her, laughing with her, going to the market with her, cooking for her, waiting at the hospital for her, etc. It was really one of the happiest times of my life. It took me years to realize the answer to that question. When she died, I think I also died a little bit. Maybe not me, but something inside me died. My grandma passed away six years ago, so it's not a fresh wound for me. My last moments with her were probably the happiest because I will never be able to experience it again. Everything about her is just a memory now.
#writings#life#quotes#thougths#online diary#spilled words#spilled thoughts#random thoughts#midnight thoughts#emotional#grief#love
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If the marauders group had social media, what would be their app?
inspired by @redadidassneakers
James:
snapchat. 100% He would spam his stories daily talking about quidditch or filming remus with voice effects and filters when he is trying to study. He would change his bitmoji weekly, and he would die to keep his streaks
Lily:
Lily would absolute love instagram. She would post really pretty and wholesome things on her feed like flower gardens and cats in cozy blankets, and use her instagram stories to post daily inspirational quotes and do brand deals with scented candle companies.
Sirius:
He would definitely have an unhinged addiction to tumblr. He just knows he is hot, and thrives on telling the world about it. He would post pictures of his messy hair and rank his favourite cigarette brands, and also write cringy blogposts at 3am about how in love with Remus he is
Remus:
Very much a dad on social media. I think he would enjoy facebook, purely to just keep up with his friends and maybe share his thoughts on books he was reading from time to time. Bonus, I can see him owning wattpad to read fanfiction, and telling nobody except Lily that he has it. They definitely read fanfictions together and rate their favs
Marlene:
Her favourite app would definitely be twitter. She would post all of her most unfiltered chaotic midnight thougths, and start political arguements with old men on the internet about womens rights.
Dorcas:
I think she would love Tiktok. She would definitely be on cottagecore soft side of tiktok. She loves to bake and would post recipes, and would also post alot of videos with Marlene like "my girlfriend dresses me like her for a week" or "rating my girlfriends playlists"
Peter:
Youtube would be Peter's favourite. He would watch alot of prank videos and gaming channels, and post mukkbangs occasionally.
I can also see him baking and making recipe videos with Dorcas.
#marauders#marauders era#marauders headcanon#incorrect marauders quotes#incorrect harry potter quotes#the marauders#sirius being dramatic for a thread#sirius being sirius#sirius black#peter pettigrew#dorcas meadowes#marlene mckinnon#remus lupin#lily evans#james potter#marauders textpost
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me earlier in the day: having conscious, logical thougths like a normal person
me currently: heeeheee hee its midnight thirty anfd i am just a silly little person hehehehe homo
#I think my brain takes vacation leave at eleven o clock#actually I know it does because it took me two minutes to write that sentence correctly#eheheh I am sleep deprived#I’ve had a total of seven hour of sleep in the past two days#methinks it is time for the unconscious#good night
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still think about how sis thougth i was in like. the uk. before we met. because id post on spacehey and be online at like midnight. we both are canadian
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HIM
He left
Not because of him
Not because of me
Because life didn't want us together
I loved him
And he did too
But boy how could I been wrong
When he told me:
"I will stand next to you
Against the whole word"
And it did hurt
For someone to go from being everything in ur life to nothing
Nothing at all
And damn it hurts so much
Our love was a secret
A secret so dangerous
But it was so innocent to be one
He changed me for the best
He made me love him
Care for him
Like I never loved before
Like I never cared before
My friends warned me about him
But I didn't, I couldn't listen
I didn't want to listen
But now I discovered everything
Everything
And they were right all along
And I wished I listened from the start.
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Realizations/thoughts I had last night in bed:
- I am a lot more passionate anti death sentence than I realise
- It’s probably for the best though that I didn’t react to that strange rant in the maths group chat
- I really wonder how much (even progressive) USAians are influenced by the fact that their country does have a death sentence
- Many people haven’t read Secrets of the Wild Wood by Tonke Dragt as a kid and it shows
- Hasse Simonsdochter by Thea Beckman is at its core a story about morality and who are we to judge others
- These books also influenced me way more than I’m realizing
#midnight thougths#and this is why I can never sleep#Hasse Simonsdochter is my enigma I love it but in 10 years I have never been able to figure out what it is that I love so much about it#I made an original post#hasse simonsdochter#secrets of the wild wood#I'm sorry but so many people on this site are way to comfortable with physical punishments#and complain way too much when the bad guy in fiction doesn't get killed#and every time I see a post like: Aang should have killed Ozai#(SPOILERS FOR SECRETS OF THE WILD WOOD FOLLOW)#I return to Tiuri killing a guy n self-defense and hating himself for it#and wonder how anyone could hold these opinions
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Kang Tae self destructive behaviour
Ok, so we have talked about Moon Young's behavior and how she loves to control and manipulate things to her liking, that's her way of feeling alive.
On the other hand, Kang Tae, since the beginning I have noticed how self destructive his behaviour is. He jumps in between a woman and a man, a woman who's about to stab a man, mind you. He could have stopped her any other way, but he stopped the knife with his hand.
When he goes back, someone tells him he's always getting injured and when he's getting dressed we see the scars. Fine, you could blame it on his job, but how would his coworkers point it out as abnormal, then?
When Moom Young is threatening to drive away with the patient, he puts himself in fromt of the car although she's speeding and shows no sign to stop. I mean, in his eyes, this girl has no remorse, so, you know, he should move.
When the patient's father returns, he doesn't want Moon Young to come. At first I thought, well, he doesn't want her to cause trouble, but then, he caused trouble (which we could blame on a nerve being struck) and took a hit. He just stood there and took it.
Then, when he finds out about Moon Young's father having choked her, he takes off with his friend's bike in the middle of heavy rain. Once again, reckless.
You could say he has a heroe complex, but I would lean more towards the idea that he seeks out pain in order to feel alive. He likes destroying various aspects of his life as if being on that high of being on life or death situations remind him he's alive.
I guess that's all I wanted to say.
#it's okay not to be okay#psycho but it's okay#kdrama#moon young#kang tae#seo ye ji#kim soo hyun#netflix#netflix kdrama#thougths#midnight thoughts
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No more shit
#quotes#toxicity#britney spears#random thougts#deep thougts#midnight thougts#thougths#honestly though#seriously though#feelings
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INESTABILIDAD.
¿Sabes? A veces lo amo con locura y a veces solo no.
No noto que él esté ahí, en mi cerebro
No noto mi amor hacia él.
Lo amo, pero no creo que seamos eternos, tal vez ahora si, pero en un futuro no lo seremos.
Dilema.
No se si aferrarme a él, o aferrarme a la sorpresa que tiene el destino para mi.
¿O será que esa sorpresa es él al final del camino? ¿Siempre él?
Indecisión.
Quiero y no quiero. No quiero y quiero. No se que decisión tomar, cuál será la correcta.
Temor.
No quiero equivocarme, tengo miedo a equivocarme. Le temo al sufrimiento de no poder estar contigo, que nadie esté a tu nivel, cuando pensé que tú no estabas al nivel de nadie.
Inestabilidad.
Siempre al final del día, ya no se que pensar.
Pienso demasiado.
Pienso muy poco.
Cada día es un pensamiento nuevo, sobre él, sobre la vida, sobre nuestra vida juntos.
Creen que lo tengo todo resuelto, pero es un remolino interno que no se como detener.
Cada vez más cerca del abismo de la vida, del abismo de crecer, de la adultez.
Tus errores del pasado te llevan al futuro, pero no puedes dejar que un error de pasado defina tu futuro ¿no es así?
Inestabilidad. Siempre al final del día.
#write#writing#confused#broken heart#break up#indesicion#thougths#midnight thougths#boyfriend#destiny#follow me#poetry
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Miedo a la oscuridad... A veces no significa literalmente eso, el miedo a no poder ver claramente, no distinguir que es lo que está enfrente de ti pero puedes imaginar sentir eso en plena luz del día...
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I’m in the middle of the night thinking about everything and the only thing I’m sure about is that I’m lost. I feel lonely like a satellite somewhere in the universe, I’m totally disconnected from everything and everyone and when I try to concentrate on something important, I zone out and I feel like my mind is millions miles away. I feel like I want to say a lot of things but I can’t and keep everything inside and I don’t know why, probably because it is just who I am, or because people disappointed me and now I can’t trust anymore . So I just think.
#thougths#midnight thoughts#i feel so alone#i’m so tired#i’m lost#thinking#overthinking#don’t know what to do#night thinking
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I love him but I don't like him.
I want him but I don't need him.
There's a difference.
Midnight thoughts
#love#hate#heartbreak#heart#lovestory#live#die#alone#forever#always#never#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#spilled words#my words#midnight#thougths#life quotes#life
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Hi! What are your NSFW thougths on P1Harmony Jiung? 💗💗
Jiung NSFW Thoughts♡
•~ A switch in terms of power play - will gladly let you dom him but will also 100% have your throat in his hand while he doms you
•~ When he's domming, he's the "master" ofc, you obey to whatever he says or else
•~ Big into punishment
•~ Likes to be choked too
•~ Rather enjoys being blindfolded and having wrists tied - both giving and receiving
•~ Very very good stamina ofc
•~ Quite likes receiving body worship yes please
•~ Loves when you mark him with hickeys or scratches
•~ Also very much adores neck kisses
•~ Fave position is being ridden - it can so easily be a dom or sub situation for him and he enjoys the flexibility and hot intimacy of it
•~ Also likes to hit it from the back, especially when he's punishing you or when he wants to meddle around with some impact play
•~ When you strip tease him? Get ready to not walk the next day
•~ Love love loves getting his dick sucked - any place, any time, any moment
•~ Pretty loud in bed, whines and grunts a lot
•~ Pull! His! Hair!
•~ Play with his ear👀
•~ But when there's no power play, god, he's so intimate and romantic
•~ He knows what speeds will take you to the best places, and knows where and how to apply the perfect pressure to your clit while he's fucking you
•~ INSANELY good with his fingers
•~ Loves holding hands while fucking in missionary, that shit is so intimate and cute for him, he can't get enough
•~ Can get really playful and teasing
•~ Can degrade you, but he's teasing with it rather than too mean or sadistic - "awh, does my pretty little slut like my cock filling her mouth like that? I should take a picture, show all my friends..."
•~ Pretty performatice during sex, honestly - it's fun, like a stage to him
•~ He'll show off constantly
•~ Something he really wants is moonlight rooftop sex, or car sex during a midnight cinema - it's romantic, exciting and there's always that chance of getting caught👀
•~ Sometimes he'll get carried away, and he'll get a little worried if he thinks he's hurting you - he will make sure check in and to establish a safe word even if the sex is nothing kinky
•~ Aftercare is elite
•~ Sweetest lil fucker
•~ So many hugs, kisses, lil jokes and convos about what just happened - making sure to talk about any improvements or praises
•~ Will almost always run you both a warm bath to relax in afterwards🥺
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I love creating beautiful scenarios with you. A fantasy of my underrated mind. The "might-have-beens" that this lifetime will never allow to happen. Because there, there is no limit. We can love each other and be happy together. I can be with you with no restrictions and no judgements of other people. I can love you there, wholeheartedly <3. Sometimes, we have to bumped into beautiful people to be able to appreciate the life we have and to learn how to love ourselves before loving somebody else. Maybe they weren't for us, but on the other hand, they will always be a part of our lives.
#midnight thoughts#thougths#seriously thought#Senti#Emote#Hanggang pangarap nalang#Hahahaha#Lols#emote mode#12:16am#091817
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Anger
it’s funny, ironically the way i feel angry
because i express anything but anger
i deal with it in two ways
and i honestly don't know
which is the worst
either i laugh and smile uncontrollably
or i get teary and bawl my eyes out
which is worst?
people not taking your seriously
or people thinking you're petty and oversensitive
The bad thing about all of this is
that that rage and anger is still stuck inside
brewing into that soul of mine
waiting for that everlasting moment
to just let it all out
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Please don't say goodbay
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