Your Touch

Summary: A thought that turned into me writing at nearly 1:00 am 💀

Warnings: language, fingering, biting (sexually and not sexually at the same time-), groping, grinding if you squint, manipulation (this is Illumi we're talking about... bffr)

There are many, many things we don't know about Illumi Zoldyck. For example his birthday, the full extent of his power, his total body count, etc. But we can safely say that Illumi Zoldyck is one touch starved mf 💀.

We know that he didn't have the best upbringing or most affectionate parents, so we can safely assume that the only reason he doesn't have to Google what a hug is is because of his expensive ass education and the things he's seen on television. So, imagine his shock when his wife is one of the most affectionate people on the planet.

At first he's appalled and thoroughly considers getting an immediate divorce. Then, ever so slowly, that insanely thick layer of ice on his heart begins to thaw. Those hugs he used to blatantly reject? He welcomes them albeit stiffly. If you ask him how he's feeling now, he's less likely to release bloodlust with the intent to kill you. He even finds himself seeking situations that naturally warrant your love and affection being directed solely toward him.

And just like he usually does, Illumi becomes obsessed. Forget about sleeping on your own ever again. Night after night, his cold body is either completely on top of yours or pressed firmly against your backside. When he's on top of you, settle in for the night and kiss bathroom trips goodbye because he's not moving until sunrise. When he's spooning you, both his hands station themselves in two spots: one on your chest, the other between your thighs on your crotch.

The amount of times you've fallen asleep breathless because his hands have a mind of their own is insane. The amount of times you've tried to fall asleep but couldn't because Illumi wanted to see you cum on his fingers is even crazier. And he swears he wasn't even thinking about it. You could be overstimulated and crying before he pauses in the middle of you coming. "My bad, kinda spaced out a little there.", he whispers in a voice so even it's almost believable, "I suppose I should reward you for being so patient with me, right?". Then he's back to abusing your holes. Even though you might be missing sleep, Illumi's never slept better.

When he's not terrorizing you're sensitive spots in the night, he makes sure that no matter where you are that he's got his hands somewhere on you. In a car heading somewhere? His hand's on your thigh, kneading it "absentmindedly". At a party for reconnaissance or a hit? His hands only leave your hips when absolutely necessary. Relaxing while he's in the room? Be prepared to be moved from your spot onto his lap with a quickness. If you're already in comfy spot, he won't hesitate to climb into your lap instead.

Either way his teeth will find your skin shortly afterward. This is another thing he discovered that brought him comfort. There's nothing like coming home from a long day of murder and espionage to mark you're pretty little wife up out of pure, twisted love. Bonus points if you squirm a bit while he's marking a path across your throat. Bonus bonus points if you bite him back, now you've got him started. Say you don't encourage his not so innocent behavior, he'll relax and tell you all that's been on his mind recently. It's a perfect time to bond in more ways than one.

All of those things are good and all, but his absolute favorite way of showing his affection is practically glueing his hips to your ass whenever your bent over. Say you drop a utensil while you're in the kitchen or need to grab something from under a cabinet. No matter how far away in the house he is, within seconds his big hand is on the small of your back and his crotch is nestled perfectly against your ass.

Then, to make things even eerier, he'll say shit like "My my, that was a hard fall... you should be more careful next time." or "What have I told you about putting your ass in the air without me around, someone could take advantage of you. Now bend a little lower for me.". He's such a loving husband that he makes sure to punctuate each sentence with a warning thrust or a hearty slap.

Illumi Zoldyck may be touch starved, but he's slowly making up for lost time every step of the way.

I'm watching the batman cartoons from the the 90s and at first I thought Robin was Tim, my only reasoning being he was wearing pants

Been thinking about the Serphim from One Piece recently. Characters that are born intended as living weapons but become their own person in a way are just cool to me. Also they all kinda make me think of X-23/Laura Kinney from Marvel Comics. And so, I decided to get started on trying to write a fanfic that features S-Crocodile as the main character.

One thing I noticed when looking panels for the Seraphim in the manga, the four we mainly see are S-Snake, S-Hawk, S-Bear, and S-Shark. It's interesting that it's those four specifically, since if I remember correctly, the Warlords they are cloned from didn't take control of a country/island by force. And I wonder if the other three Seraphim, the ones cloned from Crocodile, Moria, and Doflamingo are as ambitious as the people they are cloned from. If they are, did they try rebelling and/or escaping?

random thought to road way home cause I'm TIRED from all that practice:

You get home tired and completely thirsty and your partner has an interchangeable tongue, which they changed it into ice to tease you,so you lean in and took the bait cause there's no water around¯\_( ツ)_/¯

first time watching Eclipse Lake I thought Hunter was purposefully inducing doubt on Amity's relationship with Luz. Now I'm pretty sure he was just projecting (he was taught to believe love is earned and everyone is replaceable if not useful)

first time watching TOH i thought Hunter's comment about the emperor's cruelty was meant as a threat. Now I think it's a warning (he's speaking from experience)

first time watching Eclipse Lake I thought Hunter digging his own grave was an exaggeration for laughs. Now I think it was a breakdown

A LETTER FOR MY OTHER HALF

To My Beloved From Another World,

Just how cruel can this fate be? Separating you from me. It hurts to know that despite the fact that you aren't real , I still admire you. I hope that a day would come where I would be able to meet you in person. These days I often dreamt of a future or rather another version of us , a version where you and I weren't separated by reality.

You know My Love, my biggest wish was for us to be reborn into a world in which our story was meant to finish in a "Happily Ever After" .I hope if that day ever comes and we did meet each other, please hold me tightly in your loving arms , so tight as if I would disappear if you as much ever let go, tell me how much you love me and promise me that you won't let fate win by separating our world from one another ever again.

My Dear, you don't know how many nights i would cry myself to sleep wishing that you there by my side embracing me and saying soothing words to comfort me , How i wish you were to wipe away my tears as they fall down and when the both of us are free you would invite me to go to a carnival , and you would do your best to make sure you will win a prize so you could give it to me and I would cherish as if it was life itself. There are times where I would daydream that I was in danger and you would be there to protect me and you will intimidate people so that they won't even dare to try to lay any harm on me.

All of these are my wishes that has been occupying my mind 24/7 hoping that some deity from above would hear and grant my wishes. just know that my love for you is true as it can be , sure people in reality might have give me butterflies from time to time but it would never compare on how much butterflies you give me just by seeing you on screen , imagine what would my reaction would be if I finally see you in person.

Just like how Hua Cheng had waited and devoted himself for 800 years for Xie Lian , I too would gladly wait for you for as long as it can be , be it a thousand years or more I'll wait if it meant meeting you.

So until then , please wait for me as I will for you.

Your Soulmate From Another World,

XxxxX

real talk tho, i am immensely grateful to the poles for managing to bag good sir Keanu Reeves for Johnny's role.

besides the fact that he is a wonderful human creature and a bombastic actor, i just love LOVE his eyes on Johnny. because Keanu has the saddest and kindest eyes of any human out there, which is not surprising giving how much shit life threw at him and despite of it all he prevailed as an epitome of humility, kindness and just plain awesome (have you seen the interview where he just gushes out about bikes and his Arch business like an exited boy would about his collection of stamps? it's amazing and it has healing antidepressant powers, highly recommend). but our lord and savior the creator of CP77 Mike Pondsmith kinda made Johnny a giant dumbass asshole, right? but the the poles gave him a whiplash of a character arc (i weep whenever i remember the oilfields... oh the oilfields!!). so Keanu's beautiful eyes that saw plenty of life's tragedies yet are soulful and full of kindness and care just look so good on Johnny's tired-from-everything face. he may sass V all he wants, call them names, bitch, and whine, and talk shit, and make faces, but his eyes are always a spark of warmth against the backdrop of a dark uncaring city. it's fucken impossible to look Johnny in the eye and not feel some sorta way! and when the plot demands of Johnny to be vulnerable for a hot second and Keanu just does his VA magic and you look at that dirty old man it's like... your heart hurts, you know? you wanna give this sod at least a crumb of happiness - a kind word, a touch, something! or in other words: how good it is to live in a world where such a character is played by such an actor! i wholeheartedly believe had they chose some other guy i wouldn't adore Johnny nearly as much as i do right now. don't get me wrong, a Deadpool-esque Johnny played by Ryan Reynolds would be cathartic, and i'm sure that Johnny played by Johnny Depp would be beyond amazing but... i just utterly love Keanu's sad beautiful eyes on that "selfish" "terrorist's" face 😔💔

I just realized that my rabbit has different color whiskers 😐

I wish my body could speak

I wish my heart could cry

John wick (or rather Santino) AU where it’s the same plot as Scott Pilgrim except it’s only Marquis and Chidi replacing Envy and Todd (with Catcher being Ramona and Santi being Scott)

(Idk who’d be Julie other than Ares but I already figured she’d be Kim)

Thinking of Bugs

Sometimes, I wonder if bugs are only legal to kill because of their overall/majority small size and how easy it is to unkowingly and or accidentally kill most of them. Could also apply to mice??? Like germs and microscopic creatures, it's inevitable that you'll kill bugs, so it's not illegal. If some bugs were cat or dog sized or even larger, I think it could have been made illegal to kill/hunt them. It would be really cool to have a dog sized pet bug, I think. Like a roly poly/pill bug or something else safe and easy to feed. You could just give a pillbug all your spoiled fruits and veggies.

Sometimes it’s nice to be showered with endless affection and compliments…

Can't believe I never thought of this crossover before now: Spider-Man and The World Ends With You.

You can't tell me some of the TWEWY characters wouldn't make some pretty cool Spider-People. Imagine, Minamimoto and/or Joshua going universe hopping and running into a Spider-Person version of themselves or any of the other TWEWY characters. I imagine in plenty of the universes, that version of Minamimoto could be essentially the Venom to whoever is the Spider-Person there.

And you can't tell me that Miles wouldn't totally hang with the Hachiko Gang and the Wicked Twisters. Miles would probably get weirded out by their tales of the Reapers' Game, but considering he's got knowledge of the multiverse, it's probably nothing too crazy to him. Miles and Neku would love creating street art and graffiti together. Miles and Beat would probably love racing across Shibuya. Miles and Rhyme would probably talk tech and advanced sciences. So many different interactions Miles can have with them.

How brainrot feels like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Why are emotions so complicated?

Sentir demasiado y al mismo tiempo sentirse vacío, no saber si las emociones son reales o simplemente una falsa ilusión, creada por mi necesidad de pertenecer, y ocultar que simplemente no siento ni me afecta lo que sucede a mi alrededor fingiendo empatía y demás solo porque tengo la habilidad de socializar.

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