been thinking a lot about pete living a life of mostly being ignored. of fading into the background. of being passed around between bosses like so much chattel. of being literally forgotten about at one point.
and then suddenly he’s the laser focus of vegas theerapanyakul of all people. the object of his torture, then of his desire, then of his love. can you imagine???? going from being ignored to being someone’s EVERYTHING?? wild. unbelievable. i’m obsessed.
im gonna be very real and only say this once because there is zero room to change my mind on this
i am very psych critical and i agree with antipsych pricinicples and points, but bipolar disorder is a physical genetic condition that requires medication. point blank. medication is the Only proven effective treatment for bipolar and u cannot actually get better without it
and when i say get better i dont mean just slightly alleviate some things. i mean that remission means a complete and total lack of symptoms. if u are on the proper medication and taking it as perscribed then ur bipolar symptoms will stop. you will no longer experience mania, hallucinations, breaks from reality, delusions, ect. they will literally stop. and i say that so strongly because i know its factual because it is my very literal lived experience. it is also the lived expereince of everyone in real life that i have met and known throughout my 15+ years of treatment for bipolar disorder, which is dozens and dozens of people. I was diagnosed at 14 and have been in and out of treatment and on and off medication for over half my life at this point, and this is very much the reality
but u also don't have to believe my lived expereince alone. bipolar disorder is one of the oldest recorded mental illnesses (we have literally known about it since the early 1800's) and treatment for it has existed almost as long. lithium is a naturally occuring salt and the only known antimanic agent in existence and humans figured out very quickly that this specific salt made some of us not insane anymore. the effectivenes of lithium and other mood stabilizers and the rates at which proper medication will result in full remission for bipolar patients and how relapses almost always only occur when people stop taking their meds is Very well documented. a reputable study done in 2003 reported that over 90% of bipolar patients recieving medication as treatment entered full remission within 2 years. and 72% of those people reported ZERO symptoms going forward
do not listen to people who tell u that u dont need medication for bipolar disoder, that it wont really help, that it only helps a little, that u can manage without it, that it wont actually make ur symptoms fully go away. they are lying to u, often to justify their own misguided decision to not take medication and ruin their own lives. do not listen to them because that kind of thinking will literally kill u. take ur fucking medication.
For those saying this chapter doesn’t rly move the plot forward, little reminder that Ruby’s the crow girl have canonically met before!!!! I’m interested af to see her reaction to her if she remembers, and if she doesn’t either way it gives interesting points to the extent of her power so overall LETSGOOO
I hate the people who are like "inside out doesn't need a sequel" what if I bite you im biting you rn im chowing down on your arm rn im leaving bites and teeth marks on your arm there's blood coming out of your arm run and hide im coming for you
apparently one 100% in jee main this year allegedly(!) cheated on the exam as they got 7% in jan and now they've gotten 100. and just as an FYI 7% is like, when you get a negative score. It's makes me feel sooo angry and defeated, cause I gave my all and didn't reach the cutoff but someone cheated and got a perfect score.
people are cheating in jee mains??? how the fuck are they managing that?? when i went to give mains, literally every person around me was so standoffish that i genuinely felt like they might murder me if given the chance. so who are people cheating from these days??? 😭