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if you know my main (or if i just follow you from it even if i never explicitly said its me) theres like a 76% chance im atleast a tiny bit in love with you
#ok not rlly but that means you got a stamp of approval from me#i try to be careful with it bc i dont want creeps over there#cause i think ive said more stuff there that could like point to where i am#or just more personal identifiable stuff#which is a no no when youre a girl with trauma and a nsft blog that regularly gets intense nonconsensual threats ^_^#and i think my main url is slightly memorable cause its odd#so even if i block someone they could still probably find me#so ya#this isnt my first rodeo i may be stupid but im not naive enough to put myself in danger like that#maybe i take it too seriously idk#mytxt#posting this bc i just followed a few people i see in my notifs alot so um hiii ^_^
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“oh if kara ever comes to mawsm, she’ll be such a sweetiepie like clark is :)” no. listen to me. you aren’t seeing my vision here.
#my adventures with superman#my art#doodles#clark kent#lois lane#kara zor el#shes not mean shes just 13 and is taking the 'protect your cousin' task a little too seriously#shes not mean shes just chronically 13 LMAO#also i imagine shes speaking kryptonian here or maybe shes just calling lois a bitch idk take your pick#also yeah. she is foaming at the mouth here I was struggling to show her face w the pose
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hooty reminds me of kyle and entrapta in some ways. he never did anything wrong, in fact he only tried to be friendly with everyone, but everyone bullies him and acts like he's a nuisance just because he happens to be kinda weird. up to s2, at least.
like,, isn't it the message of the show to not bully people and accept them regardless of their eccentricities? wasn't luz bullied for this exact same reason?? why was it suddenly okay for luz to mess with hooty or act like he's annoying just because he's.. i guess, weirder than she is? her entire conflict with the human realm was that her weird interests were made fun of (although some of those interests turned out to be harmful to those around her, and they had a valid reason to be scared or weirded out but whatever).
i do like that they accept hooty later on but i feel like that's only because he helped them out with their problems. it's kind of like the situation with entrapta in s5, basically “people only respect you if you're useful to them”. there wasn't really a lesson to be learned, none of them really acknowledge that they were mean to hooty and they shouldn't have treated him like that. lilith of all people has this realization and apologizes to hooty for mistreating him but eda, king and luz doesn't? eda, especially, i mean hooty is the owl house, he ensures her safety and comfort but she still treated him like shit?
#i actually kin eda btw but this part of her character always annoyed me#idk maybe i'm taking this too seriously but i felt really bad for hooty when i watched toh#he didn't do anything to warrant getting treated that way#toh criticism#toh critical#toh salt#toh discourse#anti toh
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The compelling journey of acquiring a streetpass thing on the DS when it's beyond it's time
#doodle heaven#my ocs#robot girl#anemone#bellis#dosy#anemone and bellis are a couple of robot maids#generally very unserious ocs bc they dont take anything too seriously#just a couple of robot gals being robot pals#No i dont really know why or what im doing i dont even have my DS with me#I was thinking about how i only ever get streetpass notif things in completely unexpected places though#and never where i think id get them#maybe the streetpass was the friends we made along the way all along or something idk im tired#comic#they are eating batteries btw
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You know, I don't think cis people are uniquely more normal about sex and gender compared to trans people when I saw a bunch of cis people legitimately angry that a man gives directions based on landmarks because "man is when gives street names (smart), woman is when gives stupid landmarks" like the call is coming from inside the house. Also unchecked misogyny is going to fucking destroy everybody's capacity to engage with other humans like they are people.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#transphobia#transphobia tw#misogyny#misogyny tw#i think y'all (general) took that one science show on truTV too seriously maybe???#ngl that's where i saw the thing that 'men give street names women give landmarks'#also landmarks are better unless you're driving on the interstate where the signs are fucking huge and unmissable#if you're driving on a residential street with notable/unique landmarks then using those makes more sense#ANYWAY. maybe attatching the whole 'men do and women do' thing is unproductive if you take it literally#idk how to explain exactly what i mean but people take trends and small observations too seriously especially around gender/sex#man is when person's sense of self is man. woman is when person's sense of self is woman.
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Wow, so umm... This looks bad, not only is it inaccurate due to using the wrong ink demon design [unless this is confirmation BATIM Ink Demon has been outright retconned... Which would make me pissed enough to make a new post just about THAT] but from an art standpoint this is just... Confusing and poorly done.
I wouldn't care if this was fanart, of course you should support young, indie artists... But for a Graphic Novel making sure your cover doesn't look like something Butch Hartman shat out in an afternoon is kind of important. Remember they're going to be asking us to give money to them to read this. The artist likely won't see any of that money and neither do the authors most of the time, not to mention this art screams of the artist being underpaid and overworked.
Like they Had to get something on someone's desk and their boss said 'good enough'. A concept Joey Drew Studios is very familiar with considering the allegations of poor working environments that Kindly Beast. Not to mention Mike Mood admitting in a Reddit AMA that they did in fact rush projects like Showdown Bandit. [Which they sold at full price]
He also says they can in fact say no or yes to designs involving their IP. Either Mike or Meatly had to say yes to this cover, according to his own damn words.
And do you really think this company in particular would care enough about its fanbase to not sell them garbage? They have done exactly that on several occasions. It's not like they care particularly about art either, considering their previous use of AI Art. There was no apology or even posts addressing it... Instead, they just rushed out an archives update to their game to get people to stop talking about it... Even forgetting an entire character in it. Again
This company is [or at least SHOULD BE] on thin ice when it comes to being suspected of misleading their fans or rushing out crappy products to them.
So with all that context in mind, I'm gonna talk about why this cover sucks ass.
The light sources are all over the place? Why does it look like someone put maces or knight armor on his shoulders but it's just flesh?? It looks both gross and weird [not in a good way either]
To explain more I'm going on a rant below but sadly this seems to have been confirmed to not just be a rough pass but the final cover and man... I am not excited about this graphic novel just at all. This felt like it really drained any possibility of it turning out good for me and I already had expectations low.
Okay first point, the light sources?? And there is no consistency here with the shadows or lighting, it looks like there's a hundred light sources all at once but none of them are even consistent!
the arrows here represent all the different light sources I can make out and yet the the shadow clearly implies there's only one. I understand wanting to use highlights to give the character a more clear shape but then just give him one or two lights behind him or in front of him? No matter how u follow the light sources, the highlights make no sense and the shadows make even less sense.
Why are the shoulders like that? Like on the legs it's a little understandable, at least those are clearly very heavily affected by perspective, for me I think they are so exaggerated it makes it look like one of the legs is either huge or one is small but that's maybe subjective.
However, the shoulders are unjustifiable, what happened there, what did they do??
I could pick on so much more honestly, how the color choices of piss yellow with no other colors being used, and the harsh pitch black being used for every part of his body is weird. How it looks straight out of Butch Hartman's recent crappy art. But to put bluntly bad start! Also what the HELL is going on with this background??
Seems once again the Bendy team is fine with sending out stuff thinking it's "Good Enough" for Bendy fans and honestly the people trying to tell me to "Be Grateful" for this are just proving that no matter how many times you betray your audience some of em will defend you!
Which is sad tbh. If anything we should be putting MORE pressure on the Bendy team to do better. Cause we deserve better than this, honestly we do. There are amazing artists in the bendy community who could do so much better for a cover. They've employed their fan artists before... Wouldn't it be great to do that for such a lore important book? The book that gives us the identity of one of the main characters in BATIM? The character you spend the entirety of Chapter 4 fighting to save? Not to mention will give several major characters their human designs?
But I guess this is... Good enough...
#ramblez#batim#batdr#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#sorry I've been on a positivity streak with bendy I know but I have to be honest and being honest I think this sucks lol#Im sure plenty of people Disagree and while I would argue this is more objective than subjective people will ignore me if they want to#maybe Im just a hater idk#but I do know one thing I sure do hate this and Im pretty sure Ill hate this novel and its designs#but maybe I wont ya never know#anyways if they do retcon batim ink demon I will make a post abt how much I dislike batdrs ink demon design#and why I think all the people saying its better than the og seriously arent understanding#what made batims ink demon good or character design in general tbh#to put bluntly just bc something is popular opinion DOES NOT make it right or a good idea design wise#not everyone is qualified to be a character designer and thats just good advice in general tbh#anyways yeah thats it sorry im being mean today </3#I simply think corporations shouldnt be able to rush out crappy products to their fans and get paid for it but ig thats a hot take now#but esp with how bad that updated employee handbook was too and it still had stolen renders from fans in it...#yeah I dont think theyve learned a damn thing
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if you've seen me post this already no you did naut anyways human elias
#ok i posted this yesterday then deleted it cause it looked kind of bad#i fixed it and its cuter now👍#not going in the tags this time#backstory time he was basically a cartoonishly evil jock but people just went along w it cause he was hot and had a celebrity mom#kind of guy to take highschool football way too fucking seriously. WAY TOO SERIOUSLY#ough his eyes look so weird here. whatever back to teen show antagonist backstory#idk i feel like he was just a nightmare to be around. whats worse than a tiktoker. a tiktoker quarterback whos obscenely rich and cant face#any consequences cause his dad funded the school#he got normaler after he graduated but got murdered less than a year after. sorry. at least he gets to finally murder people when hes undea#i feel like 90% of what was wrong with him as a teen was because he wasnt allowed to kill people during football matches but rest assured#he def tried#the way i draw him i feel it gives more cheerleader but his dex is way too low. maybe he was in his freshman year then jumped to 6#*6.3 when he was like 16 and got forced into the football team#hes 6.4 when he dies at 19#word dump OVER. maybe i should fix my toyhouse#/elias#scarabocchi
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You are so right in your distaste for Blades book 2. No matter how great things get near the end, a majority of the book was horrible. They led us along like mouse to cheese. It’s inexcusable to play with their audience this way.
I only wish more people were less willing to excuse PB’s mediocrity. The signs were on the wall for me when DLS was flat out better than Blades 2, and it’s narratively quite simple. The story told was well paced, thought out, and above all kept us waiting for more each week. I cannot say the same for B2. That is sad.
I mean I do understand why people still enjoyed it and were willing to overlook the negative aspects or didn’t have much of a problem with them to begin with. Blades 1 was a fan favorite, we all missed these characters a lot, and many people (myself included at one point) didn’t believe we would actually get book 2 because of all the bait and switches PB had done in the past. But the first two things are why I personally couldn’t overlook the glaring issues.
I can’t remember who the OP was now, but I remember seeing a post from when book 2 only had a few chapters out where someone said something about it seeming like the writers learned all the wrong things about what made the book so good, and I couldn’t agree with that person more! Yeah, book 1 was good because it was different from anything we had ever gotten before. But I think the main reason it was so good was because of the characters as individuals and the relationships we got to form with those individuals to ultimately become a family. Yet they didn’t really acknowledge those individuals or relationships in ways that did them justice for the majority of book 2. And on top of that, MC’s own characterization was inconsistent at times because the writers picked and chose when they wanted us to be a competent leader and when they wanted us to be virtually clueless for plot convenience.
Book 1 was also relatively straightforward whereas it seemed like the writers wanted to turn the sequel into their own personal commentary on religion, which is an incredibly complex topic in itself. They had some social commentary in book 1, but it was done a lot better in my opinion because it didn’t take so much of a front seat. They managed to make it clear that that commentary was important and relevant to the writers, the characters, and the readers living in the real world while never robbing book 1 of that fun adventure game used for escapism feel. Meanwhile, book 2 almost felt like ‘Rising Tides but make it religion’ at times. And that’s on top of all of the other issues I’ve already mentioned in my previous posts.
I will say that I can see how there’s usually a lot of pressure to blow things out of the water for a sequel to something so beloved, and that most likely contributed to how things played out. So maybe I’m being a bit too harsh in my judgement of everything. But I still find it very disappointing to wait so long for something just for it to be so messy and miss the mark by a mile
#choices bolas#choices blades#blades of light and shadow#choices stories you play#playchoices#I think the alcohol I had tonight is making me soft#bc there’s another side of me that agrees with you about how people should be less willing to excuse PB’s mediocrity#and that’s in general not just about Blades#but at the same time I’m like maybe I’m going too hard and need to chill 😂#so I’ll just say harsh but true#also about DLS I’m not VIP so I haven’t finished it yet#but I am still enjoying it#idk if I’d say it’s well paced#it’s definitely not as badly paced as Blades 2 but I think they are dragging it out a bit#to really capitalize on those sex scenes every chapter 😂#however as a lot of people have already pointed out DLS knows what it is bc the writers were actually self aware for once#which makes it enjoyable because we aren’t taking it too seriously and nor are the writers or the characters as an extension of them#so we can fuck around in the neighborhood (literally and figuratively) - get good dirt on everyone - and play detective on the side#and MC and the LI don’t act like self righteous little bitches#like people who are smarter than they actually are#or like they fell madly in love within the first 2 seconds of meeting#and the crazy thing is that the romance is fairly well written tbh#choices#choices app#choices ask
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[postpartum depression and su*c*de mentioned]
I once had a dream, so vividly it almost felt real. I dreamed that I loved someone with all my heart, and they loved me too, we were in love, so so much, and we were so happy. So so happy, so in love, so blissful
Then I became pregnant, is that how you call it? We were expecting, anticipation and worry but we prepared everything we could. We were so happy with the upcoming baby, I and my partner. My partner was so protective and caring, and once the child was born we would be completed. We would be a true family.
And then I gave birth. I can not describe the happiness we felt at that moment, we were in tears and cried and laughed for hours...
.....
But then I remember, suddenly I'm standing next to my child sleeping peacefully inside the cradle. I can't quite see my child's face, they must resemble my partner. I can't remember my partner's face either. But I know my partner is beautiful, and my child is beautiful because they resemble my partner so much. Then I just know it, I know my child is beautiful. So beautiful and wonderful, so pure, so happy, so precious... waves of emotions surging and crashing at me, and I just feel it
The need to end that beauty when it's still beautiful. Pure, untainted.
My beautiful child must end with me.
Then next thing I knew I was falling out of a balcony clutching my still sleeping child in my hand pressing their head to my heart.
I think I saw my partner reaching out to me. idk, maybe I wanted to drag him down with me so we could be together. maybe
Then I woke up. no sweat no tears, no nothing, but I couldn't sleep after that. I kept thinking back, about what I was thinking to come to that conclusion.
...If Lya were to bear a child, Robin's child, when she's still in her traumatized/depressed phase, would she do the same?
..............Would I do it if I were to have a child of my own too?
#cw pregnancy#cw postpartum depression#postpartum depression#cw sui thoughts#cw sui mention#don't take it too seriously#it's just a dream anyway#I just think about it every now and then#maybe dol preg content did something to me idk
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People don't like Kaz being prolific in poetry 😂😂😂
#tbh im amused#but also i didn't take that scene too seriously like my dumbass was like kaz likes poetry#~hidden depth~#it also could mean something else but again maybe kaz was just trying to connect with tolya bc he adopted him idk#also it could mean something to kaz but again i didnt think too much of it lol#kaz brekker#soc#the crows#sab spoilers#shadow and bone
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Saw a YT vid with the title, "Fandom Can't Handle Asexuality"
You're right, they can't... Because it doesn't fucking exist to them.
#aroace#asexual#enby people arent real either#we're told to stop using neopronouns and to stop being aroace bc 'nobody will take LGBT seriously'#keep being exclusionary#i dont want to be your friend if you're gonna act like that#I'm a genderqueer aroace person who's pronouns are it/its and you're gonna fucking respect that or be called a bigot#this shit has got to stop#also... because it matters#dont be ableist#ever. just dont#one of the main reasons i hate Alastor so much... is the fandom's treatment of him as a character#most of them completely erase his sexuality in favor of shitty crack ships.#I think a QPR with Lucifer or Rosie is a cute idea! but that's it#keep Vox pining for Alastor... that's great too#its like when I tried to erase Porter Gage's Bisexuality.... It was wrong and I've changed (Fallout 4's romanceable companions are cannonic#cannonically bisexual... I don't make the rules) I was just mad because someone had MY BLORBO in a disgusting ship and I got sick of seeing#it... And THEN I learned how to block tags!!!#idk where this is going#i'm just upset that aros and aces and enbys are erased#maybe it's a confirmation bias and i've just spent too long doing demographic research#i HATE demographic research#it takes me to disgusting places#i need to find my sewing patterns so I can refocus my energy into something good
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my doctor was sooooo fucking worthless and unhelpful im going to masturbate and i hope it fucking kills me
#“no need for follow up”#“yeah you did have several cysts we scrapped off your remaining ovary but. dw about it. idk why they were there. dw about it. oh also your#ovary on that side was freakishly huge but. dw about it. it might go away. dw about it#*doctor shrug emoji* “#“go see a gyno next year maybe. but not me im too important for that. go find and onboard a gyno to your situation. next year maybe idk lol”#he barely even looked at my incision like#this fucking appointment could have been an email. or a phone call. or they just could have let me start driving again. also i forgot to ask#if i can stop drinking ensure now or after the 6 weeks? cause that shit cost $$$$. but he probably would have been super unhelpful if i had#fr fr this guy only wanted to give me the time of day when he thought i might have fun cancer inside and now he's like gtfo!!!! get your#fugly cancerless ass out of here!!!! recover from a major surgery on your own you swagless cancerless loser 🤣 we arent helping your#swagless ass!!!#anyway it seems weird and fucked up that im was never offered to see a physical therapist and i guess am going to have to blindly trust my#abs they sliced thru are healing or whatever and to rawdog my own physical recovery of my muscles? even just dumb shit like. my center of#gravity has drastically changed since the mass removal and my back hurts like shit all the time because all my posture muscles were built up#for when i had an extra 30 pounds of cyst hanging in the front and my posture and walking reflected that. and i lowkey don't know how#hard i am able to be with my healing incision because its really tight and makes me hunch forwards still. like i would really like to know#how much i can safely or maybe should be forcing my skin and incision to stretch. without damage? is that crazy#am i crazy???#this shit is why i didnt see a doctor for 2 years until my problems had snowballed into a 30 pounds ovarian cyst that was crushing my other#organs and had one of my kidneys all backed up with piss. and even getting emergency treatment for it everyone was like. how did you like it#get this bad?? how could you not know you needed to seek medical treatment???? like. bro. seeking medical treatment isnt even a guarantee to#get medical treatment.#anyway he said my “remaining ovary seemed low key polycystic but dw about it. don't quote me on that im not dealing with it.”#bro i dont want to doctor google it i wanted an actual doctor to deal with it. fuck you.#like. maybe even a doctor who knows my situation so i dont have to struggle with getting someone to believe me and take me seriously.#but whatever. back to trying to figure out the daily protein and extra calories my body needs for recovery via doctor google i guess.#its fine 🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬
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Shout-out to everyone who survived a "fun" easter with the family
#fucking hell#it started with finding out my dad smoked in my car when I picked up my sister#who was equally dreading the day#my mum turns into the world's tensest and judgemental presence. worsened by my aunt#then hell for autistic people (of which there are multiple present)#multiple deaf people means one uninspired conversation that isn't interesting in any way.#combinations of passive aggressiveness and people not saying a thing because they can't participate. voice volumes too damn high#weirdass food situations. Very full table. so many smells.#this goes on for over an hour. wishing for literally anything but being there. soul crushing.#then you still have to sit in that room for 2.5 hours. it just goes on and on.#my autistic deaf dad physically looks like how I feel. my mum and aunt keep piling on top of him to demand his mental presence#i leave the room once (to get my phone to show pictures to my uncle) and am immediately followed upstairs by my mum#who demands I don't leave the room (What's next. following me when I need the toilet?)#me and my sister are so bored we start throwing paper planes and fake fighting.#Which amuses the bored and the deaf#but of course my mum and aunt have opinions and this is not allowed. only soul crushing boredom allowed#they complain to each other over it while aggressively doing dishes#finally it ends because my mum and aunt start insisting my dad should go to bed if he's 'that tired'. *sprinkle on some additional ableism*#still sitting through a conversation about allergies one of my sister's friends has. my mum preaching that people should take that seriously#(meanwhile i had to cook for myself for 9 years because when my allergies were really bad no one bothered to check if i could eat something)#me and my sister go sit upstairs to discover our mum has made things we care about vanish in her room#and made things appear that should not be there#I've washed the interior of my car and hope the smell will go#you think it's over after that. but woke up with the realisation that even more things have disappeared from my sister's room.#i can't remember a time when things left outside of my room didn't disappear#I don't know why we do these family gatherings at all. no one has fun on days like that.#the housing crisis isn't making these things easy. my sister is losing her place to live again as well#she'll go hiking for a month and then work on a campsite over the summer#maybe I'll go house sitting again. idk.#can't make commitments a few months in advance like that because I'll cancel everything the second Sparks announces anything important
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I love that Discord has the ability to be so cozy and close-knit, but I hate that it’s so blocked off from the rest of the internet. And you can’t lurk; you HAVE to be active (or at least active enough to get in in the first place). Ahem anyway. you should invite me to your Discord servers.
🌀 Oooooo you want to invite me to your extremely niche DnDads Discord servers so bad ooooooooooooooooooooo 🌀
…or send me an anonymous ask about my favorite uhhhhhhh? mustelid or something. Ask me for good Lieder on a specific theme.. I’ve been listening to them all day. Maybe this shouldn’t be on my fandom blog???? It has been derailed ANYWAY idk I’m just feeling antsy and rambly hi 😁 How are you HAHA
#theoretically I could make my own#however. too shy#but also#want friends#hueurggh. truly Herculean#I am in one server and I love the people in there :) shout out#😁😁❤️#but I am simply too shy to talk most of the time#and I’m in the Patreon server but it’s TOO scary I will NEVER speak in there 😭#my problem is that I LOVE talking over the phone and in person#I am soooo talkative. love 2 yap#but when I have to TYPE I have more time to overthink#maybe I just need to get into. other bigger fandoms (lol) that have multiple big public servers#usually I like to send long voice memos (the Chalcy Podcast….) but I feel like that’s weird to do with strangers idk#OKAY SORRY WHEW LONG RAMBLE#HI#don’t take this seriously I am just antsy and feel the Urge To Post#also my only human contact for the past semester has been choir 3x a week aaaaand occasionally dnd#🥲 might be going a lil stir crazy#I would get out more but. home cozy comfy and I can pace all I want and not pay for gas#can’t wait to have public transit when I move next semester. rural girl moves to the big city yeehaw 🤠#chalcy stuff
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