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Knowing What I know Now IS REALY BAD...So lets fix it!
Knowing What I know Now from Wish 2023 is a song...I don't like
My problems with the song mainly is shown that there is NO ONE that is joining into the fight. And yes, the people in the story represent community and how we should work together despite differences, ya ya I get it. But it doesn't work, and they only did that part at the end of the story, when it should have been the main progression which would influence how our characters would react.
Someone did a deep dive into the song so here (a lot of the points I would say is similar so just watch that video):
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So what I would do to fix this is....
Remove everything and start over. Yes, the song cannot be saved, and I feel like changing everything is the BEST way to fix the song for me personally.
So what the song should have is...
Have more of a chorus which would be the people of Rosas chiming in. There should also be a progression in the story to what is happening in the song, like time passing to show what their plan to overthrow the king to the audience without making it too obvious and not reveal so much, but give evidence that the king and queen knows most of the plan, but not so much to were the audience would know.
The song can start of slow, somewhat like prince of Egypt with the song plagues. But upbeat like the Court of Miracles.
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Instead, they are passing the news to overthrow the king.
The chorus grows louder and more and more people come to a location in Rosas where they will start the planning I guess.
Asha can sing at this part, and it should be triumphant. This is her moment to shine as a character since she is nearing her ARC in the story.
Her friends can chime in and tell their stories and why the king isn't as good as they think he is. I feel like it would give depth and fun lines to them that show their personality better than the original song.
At this point, the song can go into 3 directions:
1. The crowd is unconvinced and leaves, leaving the characters to try harder in the next part of the song
2. The crowd leaves, but there is spark in their eyes and they have a whisper chorus, like they are thinking about it.
3. Most of the crowd leaves, but the rest that stays have a chorus with the main characters.
I'm between 2 and 3.
The song gets louder and louder in chorus, as they, shall I say, do strikes I guess. They aren't showing up for work, not going home after curfew and instead doing marches to the castle demanding the freedom for their wishes.
We can get comments from the king and queen, distressed and confused to all the demands, and gets angry about it. You can say, their chorus is how they DEAL with the "heritics".
The differences between the choruses, like the anger of the Rulers of Rosas, and the rage of the people should be like this:
People of Rosas: Mixed choruses, like Plagues from Prince of Egypt.
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Rulers: Imagine it like the chorus from Hellfire from Hunchback of Notre Dome.
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(Damn, "This is the Thanks I get?!" literally committed suicide. This song is just so damn good holy shit. And the quality is better too wtf)
We can get a glimpse to what they are planning, with Asha saying stuff here and there, and the mixed reactions to the chorus from the people of Rosas.
We can have a instumental montage with the chorus holding up the song that would show what they are doing. But it will mix with the Rulers of Rosas chorus, where they are snuffing out the people and we see what they do with them. The people don't back down, since as all revolutions, they want freedom. Asha can comment her doubts of the plan, wondering if all the pain is nessesary to get what is best for everyone.
As we near the end of the song, it should be with Asha and Magnifico's notes.
Despite her doubts, Asha won't back down, knowing if she does, it will all be for nothing, but wondering if there is another solution.
Magnifico is reckless and will never back down, and we can see is insanity at play here. He is desperate for control of Rosas, and this is his breaking point.
The chorus can be quiet at this point, with only humming from both choruses, syncing with the music and have their voices be the driving part of the song.
The very end should be something like Asha's voice being snuffed out by both the queen and king, as everyone ends on a high note, and only Asha's voice and the people's voices get lower to show the power they have
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The King's and Queen's voice and chorus gets lower because the people's voices are the only ones to be heard. Think, Plagues from prince of Egypt again.
The music should be like the court of miracles from hunchback of notre dome with a mix of plagues and hellfire.
Ah well, idk. I dont write songs so yeah take this idea if you want :3
(But seriously, I would like a song like this in my AU, idk how to execute it though, since again, idk how to write songs 🧍♂️)
#I mean#I could ask my uncle for help#he actually#writes songs#So I might ask him on how we could fix that song#he also didn't find the songs good too#he saw the movie and felt like there should have been more#mainly disapointing#disney wish#fypage#tumblr fyp#explorepage#art tag#foryou#king magnifico#wish disney#wish 2023#wish movie#asha wish#asha#song rewrite#wish reimagined#wish asha#princess asha#Youtube
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I ❤ making convoluted hcs for inkling and octoling "hair" styling stuff that I will proceed to do nothing with.
#rat rambles#splat posting#I might do a tiny bit with it to rework shiro's hair a tiny bit#mainly in the use of stitching as a hair acsesory#I just think its enough implied that inklings and octolings dont rly experience pain in their hair tenticles or at least not enough to stop#them from grilling or deep frying them to justify getting a lil wacky with hair customisation#also I now have hcs for how the octoling afro hairstyle works which is how you know Ive too much thought into inkfish hair dhdjgdkdyd#loooong explination short in my hcs for octolings that initial layer of 'hair' before it starts segmenting is thicker than inklings#and since also in my hcs broken up tenticles can in fact heal cuts and close gaps back together and such that can be used to do some stuff#the main way used to get the afro style is to basically cut very carefully into that initial layer to basically leave a pocket where a mesh#like thing is then placed and the incision is stitched back up#from there instead of segmenting their hair will try to fill back in but since it cant properly it idealy just keeps growing upwards#I say ideally cause a lot can go wrong in getting the idea (for example theres risk of it starting to segment from the inside)#nothing harmful just disapointing if you had to pay to get the initial stuff done proffesionally#but some may go for a perposful inside segment and then cut off the top to get a reverse tenticle look#the main con to this is that its hard to style further in the way most hair is due to the lack of control over how they segment#usually without influence both inkling and octoling tenticles will grow out fully semetrical#which for inklings especially can be annoying since that usually covers their faces#luckily the segmentation can be influenced by daily imprints around the areas you want to segment a certain way#this is how octolings and inklings can have such a wide variety of hair styles without being limited by tenticle placement#it can be a lil obnoxious to do it a lot tho so its common for inklings and octolings to more so work with whatever segmentation they have#which was usually done by their parents back when they were first able to start having their hair styled#many will do a complete shave and resegmentation at a certain point though to chose smth for themselves#I need 2 shower so alas I must stop here but do know I am having many more thoughts
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Dudes i know it will sound really stupid cause « it’s just pixels bro » but people erasing cove, tamarack and qiu to put baxter at the center of our life are making me so disapointed and sad that nowdays i don’t even feel like the our life tag is a tag is a place i belong.
I love this game, this fandom has been a confort for me for over 2 years now but there is a overwhelming new type of fans that are erasing the representation this game offered to queers people ( aces people mainly ) , neurodivergent people and poc.
If you never encountered the content I’m talking about then I’m glad for you and I hope you’ll continue enjoying your time here but I am really feeling out of place and i’m sad about it.
#this is just a vent post#because i’m really sad about#like truly sad#man….#dreamty’s ramble#dreamty vent
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Hey it's me again, i got once again harassing but this time, it's not She-Ra fanbase, it's Hazbin Hotel fanbase.
From context:
They reblog my post as harassing and lying about me from i support rapist and support Posion scene storybored which what the fuck, are you talk about.
I don't support rapist or support Posion scene storybored because they deserve called them out.
Hell i even reblog about anti Posion scene storybored and anti Valentino because i like read ranting about scene storybored and Valentino.
Thankfully, it's got deleted (i believe).
So yeah, this fanbase drive me insane.
I know this is only SPOP critice but i need ranting about this.
No, I talk about Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss critque occasionally, though I mainly stick with spop, and yeah, the Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss fandom is another one that really can't take critism, which is really disapointing, I don't think they know that you can love shows, but still acknoledge that they aren't perfect, like I love Rick and Morty, Ouran High School Host Club, and The Owl House, are they perfect? No. Rick and Morty in particular has a million problems, but I still like them, why can't Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss fans be more like that?
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Hii is it alright to request Mori Ogai x fem reader when reader works for ADA and they had meeting with Port Mafia. Reader is dating Mori more than a year now and Mori wanted to tell everybody that he is dating reader bur reader was scared bc of reactions of Ada members so on the meeting Elise called reader Mom/Mommy and than she needed to explain everything, can you add that Ada had bad reaction and reader went with Port mafia so after some time they came to port mafia building (Fukizawa too) to apologize but reader stayed in port mafia but would go to spend some time with them in ada
Thanks for your request!
'•.¸♡ A secret told ♡¸.•'
Mori x fem!reader
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You were just about to leave when your boyfriend stopped you by placing a hand around your waist and pulling you in for a kiss. 'See you at the meeting dear, oh that reminds me, I think we should tell the detecitve agency about our relationship already, don't you?' Mori asked. 'I know we should but... I don't think they will react well, how about giving it some more time, hm?' you replied. You had been dating mori for over a year now but you were always scared of telling the armed detective agency knowing they would react poorly to you dating the boss of their enimy oranisation.
Mori replied with a short sigh and bid you goodbye before you left.
The doors to the port mafia meeting hall had opened widly, welcoming each of the member to enter the room. A long table stood in front of you all and everyone sat down in an apropiate spot. The half at which Fukuzawa sat was the side at which the angency sat while the other half was reserved for the port mafia. All the seats had guests sitting at them exept two at the top, Mori and Elise were late, this irrated Kunikida (who sat at the closed seat to Fukuzawa on his right hand side) but he tried not to show it and be respectful to the late hosts.
The large doors opened once more to reveal Mori and Elise, they walk to their designated seats while appologising to their guests for being late making up an excuse in the midst of their apology. Mori pulled elise's seat for her to sit down but her little eyes scaned the room till they focused on you. 'Mommy!' she screamed while running up to you and giving you a big hug round your shoulders. The whole room turned to face you, everyone looking as puzzled as the next, with some exeptions. Fukuzawa asked in a calm but sturn voice 'y/n, why did eise call you her mother?' You could feel your face become warmer by the second as you started to explain that you were in a relationship with Mori and Elise liked calling you her "mommy".
It's safe to say the agency members were not happy, they all look with disapointment and anger in their eyes. The subject of the meeting was digused rather quickly. Before leaving you had a talk with Fukuzawa, you asked to resighn. 'I think that would be best.' He replied and left, leaving you behind without even a goodbye, they all had left without a word, it hurt but now you could be with your lover.
You spoke with Mori and he proposed a position in the port mafia which you accepted without a second thought, you would now work with the port mafia on one condition, that you would not have to kill/hurt/betray them in anyway, shape, or form.
A couple of weeks had gone by, you obtained the respect of the port mafia members, mainly due to the fact that you were courting their boss but they also respected you without the aid of mori's influence. During your time away the agency would frequently think about your absence and if you have or haven't betrayed them in anyway. Most of the members have come to the realisation that you truly did not betray them and thought about apologising for their behaviour. Other members hated the thought of apologising but with one of Kenji's waky stories from the village they decided it would be best to apologise.
Another meeting was set by the agency, this time with only you and Mori. You sat in the same meeting room that was presented previously. This time you sat at he top of the table, next to Mori and across from Elise. The members sat in a similar position as before. 'We came here to apologise. We are sorry.' Fukuzawa declaired while he and your formers coligues bowed. You accepted the apology greatfully, apologising to them for not telling them earlier about your relationship. You were offered a place back at the agency but you had to decline saying that you would rather work along side Mori. Fukuzawa was understanding and told you you always had a place at the armed detective agancy if you evver wanted to visit them.
༺♡༻ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 ⋆ 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 ༺♡༻
I've managed to fix the masterlists so far.
Also I'm very sorry if there are any mistakes.
Have a wonderful day/night
-love, Az
#bsd#bsd x reader#bungo stray dogs#bsd mori#mori x reader#mori bsd#bsd mori ougai#mori ougai#ougai mori#mori ogai#mori ogai x reader
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Pls just make another sxf (spy x family) x male reader, like if you cook for them and i love your post and well i hope you make more 💯 thanks !
AWEE TYSMM! <3 And yes I will do your request and I apologize for focusing on other community fanfics. ':D I want to reassure you that I will mainly focus on spy x family x male reader scenarios and headcannons! ^0^
When you cook for them
Characters: Loid Forger, Yuri Briar, Franky Franklin, Platonic!Henry Henderson
Genre: Fluff/Scenario/Headcannons
Summary: They’re tired after work and come back home to you cooking for them.
-You were in the neighborhood of where Twilight or Loid had lived and decided to pay a visit. Turns out he was still busy on his spy mission and his wife and child were trying to make “food”. And when I mean food I mean it was rather literal sh*t ‘:) Everything was either burnt, half cooked, or exploded.
-After doing majority of the work you had almost finished making everything and were preparing desert until Loid had walked in, half dead from being exhausted because of his mission. THIS MAN HAD TO TAKE A FEW SECONDS TO REALIZE THAT YOU WERE IN HIS HOUSE BEFORE ACTING LIKE HE WAS FINE.
-After that expect the both of you to be fighting over who does what for the desert because this man doesn’t want to burden you and wants to show off his cooking! Not only that but this would be a whole cooking episode because it’s a damn CONTEST for whoever’s cooking is better when he just wanted to show off in front of you (with Yor, Anya, and even Franky being the Judge)!
-After that it ended up in a tie where both of you felt defeated and tried eachothers dishes AND LOID WAS STRAIGHT UP GEEKING OF HOW YOURS WAS! This man wants every recipe of how you made the dishes and will share his aswell! Loid will be rather disapointed though that he won’t be able to taste your cooking again though since you’ll be in a different area for your next mission though. :(
-After the end of that episode they’ll probably be a scene where both contestants talk about what they think about their rivals and this man-
“What do you think of your rival’s cooking, Papa?” Anya says to Loid with a microphone, passing it to him. “My cooking is better than his though they way he spices things up with his dishes, the presentation, taste, ingredients, steps-” After that he just takes at least 10 minutes to finish his review to the point it just seems as if he thinks yours is better. Anya is ashamed of Papa for talking too much about his rival.
-MAN IS AWESTRUCK AND FLABBERGASTED
-He usually orders delivery from fast food restaurants because he’s usually to tired to cook, so seeing you actually use his stove and oven to cook is surprising! He would be waiting so patiently for the food to finish cooking and after tasting your food he’s basically addicted!
-Yuri would buy so many unneeded ingredients (just like Yor) for you to cook and would try to pay you back by taking turns at cooking. Like honestly his cooking is decent but makes too small of portions that it’s just for one person like PLEASE I PERSONALLY LOVE FOOD BUT WHY THE HELL ARE YOU TRYING TO SERVE IT TO TWO PEOPLE?! :)
-He gets weak at the knees honestly for your cooking and would do anything for you to do so. :’) Of course if you hate his cooking Yuri would cry but try to learn more recipes on how to cook and is surprisingly a fast learner so expect him to actually get better! After that if you prefer his cooking more and want Yuri to he would be honored and just go all out but this time might make too many servings that it’ll need to be saved for days!
”Can you cook this time, pleease~?” Yuri says to his boyfriend while holding his leg, on his knees, slightly teary. “Not this time Yuri...I want you to try making this. Please~?” He gives the recipe book to, on a certain page of how to make crepes. While doing so he gives him a pouting dog face, Yuri sighing in defeat. “Okay then, just make sure you cook tomorrow then. You already know how much I love your cooking!” Yuri stands up, heading to the kitchen with his boyfriend excited to try his cooking. “Thank you!”
- He usually does the same as Yuri, ordering fast food and cooking decent food. :’D He usually eats a mixture of his own food and the one he ordered so to see you cook makes him happy and excited! Expect Franky to not be able to stand still and just wait, THIS MAN WILL GET ALL UP IN YOUR SPACE, WATCHING YOU COOK!
-Franky is an impatient child, waiting for his father to come back with milk, WHICH YOU DO! Man ascends for a second from how good your cooking is and will come back for more! HE’S AN ABSOLUTE FOOD HOARDER LIKE HE ALWAYS THOUGHT EATING FOOD WAS A BIT OF A LIVING CHORE BUT AFTER YOU COOK FOR HIM HE’S ALL ABOUT IT!
-This guy will get ALL of the ingredients for all the things he wants you to cook next and will pay you pay with physical touch, affection, and bringing home gifts for you! He’s the man if you want a whole lotta love for doing things you may consider the bare minimum. HE’S JUST A SUCKER FOR YOU MAN!
As Franky watches his boyfriend cook, he not only admires your cooking, but you aswell, putting his arms around your waist from behind. “You look so beautiful when you cook, darling.” He says in with his head on the crook of his boyfriend’s shoulder, placing kisses on you neck, making you shiver in surprise. “Not when I’m cooking Franky!” You swat his face but gently enough not to hurt him aswell as trying to get his hands off your waist, however just does it tighter. “Let’s just stay a bit longer like this, please?” You slightly sigh but smile kindly, giving in. “Alright then.” Both of you slightly swaying together as you cook.
As Henry walks in his house tiredly, making his way to his bed to just sleep in for the day he hears sizzles in his kitchen. As he gets there half awake, he opens his eyes and jumps in surprise to see a familiar, elegant young man, you. “H-HOW DO YOU KNOW I LIVE?! HOW DID YOU GET IN EVEN?!” “You don’t remember? During our call last night, you told me where you lived and how to get in when you forgot your keys, which was under your rug.” Flipping the pancake you were making, you then smile tenderly to him. “I know it’s not breakfast anymore and you probably wouldn’t consider this elegant for your schedule, but please have a seat and I’ll cook something else up for you!”
-This man is the definition of waiting. He will wait not only so elegantly but he’ll even watch you as you cook while he waits! Henry doesn’t take a second to move anything other than his head and even if he needs to take a sh*t, THAT CAN WAIT! Right now it’s really about you and how elegant you are!
-After he receives his food he’ll take a few minutes to observe the condition and presentation of the meal, which it makes you a little nervous because YOU KNOW WHAT HE’S DOING BUT DON’T KNOW IF HE LIKES IT, WHICH HE REALLY DOES! He’s just in awe of how elegant it looks because he’s like “this man not only makes elegant work, looks elegant, BUT HIS FOOD ASWELL?!” Henry is just in heaven honestly! He can’t get enough!
-Even after tasting it he tries so hard to slowly but elegantly finish it but he wants seconds before it gets cold! Man just looses his composure honestly and speeds up the process that it catches you in surprise, making you happy but with the cost of him slightly loosing his pride in how elegant he is himself!
-Henry will most definitely want you to come back to his house again to spend time together, doing things he has in it and so that he can cook for you!
#sxf x reader#spy x family x reader#spy x family x male reader#loid x reader#loid x male reader#franky x reader#franky x male reader#henry x reader#henry x male reader#franky franklin#henry henderson#fluff#scenario#headcannons#sxf scenario#sxf fluff#spy x family fluff#sxf headcanon#anon#anon submission#anons welcome
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im mainly scared of making a mistake or making him disapointed or mad (if that makes sense) -@tiredbookspirt
Extra context: How do I worship Dionysus if I'm scared?
Hey, Nonny, I apologize for the late reply; this week has been wild for me.
Honestly, it sounds like - and let me point out that I am not a professional, by any means - that there is some past trauma at play here, particularly religious trauma. I obviously cannot speak for you, but I think the best thing you can do is start with self-love, self-care, being gentler on yourself, and, ideally, therapy or counseling (I understand not everyone can do that).
I recently (literally right before this post) answered someone's question that might have some tips that can help you in it, so I recommend checking that out at this link. Honestly, the biggest thing with fears and worries like these, in my experience, is to push through them and remind yourself consistently that the gods are kind. Dionysus is especially good with things like trauma and anxiety, and I know of many modern worshippers who associate him with mental illness treatment, coping, and recovery. I have no doubt in my mind that he will be as kind to you as he has been with other worshippers.
Dionysus is also a very human god, and making mistakes is a very natural, human thing to do. Everybody does it. In mythos, before ascending to godhood, he was a demigod who suffered a lot from Hera's wrath (among other things). He knows, at least to some extent, what it's like to live on this earth. He understands what it's like to make mistakes, to have to start all the way from square one again, to make promises that are broken later on. He understands what it's like to be afraid, to fear for your well-being, to act out of instinct. He understands what it's like to not know what the fuck you're doing, to feel entirely helpless, to feel the weight of the world crashing down on you all at once. Dionysus is a forgiving god. He is a kind god. He is an understanding god. He will not turn his back on you for simply finding your footing within your worship. He will not punish you for making a mistake.
I hope this helps. Please take care, and have a good night/day. 🧡🫂
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Pairings: Namjoon x Reader
Genre: Angst, Suggestive content, established relationship, 18+
Summary: The man you once knew has drifted further than you could've ever thought. Now, the battle between keeping your past in the past is set in front of you.
Warnings: Angst, some smut (not at all barely, I'm very disapointed in myself lol), cursing, and some harsh words said on both ends.
A/n: This started out as a unrequested request from this little snippet of a short story, but I was feeling a little angsty so.. uhm- sorry author-nim. Hopefully I didn't butcher your idea 😂
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The cherry blossom trees dance across the thinned air. Seoul’s N tower lights up the whole city it seemed like. Your heart felt too warm, and too cold all in one. The night’s tinted shadows lurk beneath, seeking out their next victim to claim. The stars hung high in the dark, decorated in specks of hope. Each one, having at least a thousand wishes upon. People had been funny like that. No other animal made wishes to clouds of gas in the sky.
We’re we really that desperate?
..
A chill prowls around the cold apartment. However in this moment, you had been at your warmest. The bright smile tugged on his lips, as his cheeks flushed rosy against the breeze from the outside world.
“What do you think?” His question makes your head tilt. Scanning over the small one bed-room apartment, with a few doors branching off the sides. You’d kept the negative thoughts to yourself.
“It’s cute.” You reply, fingertips dancing across the counter’s edges to drag along a thin strip of dust and grime with you. Namjoon’s arms come to cling around your figure, silently pleading for you to approve of this place. Mainly because he had already put down the deposit.
“What’s wrong?” The plump of his lips brush along your neck, his nose burying itself into the dips along your shoulders that keep your body upright. Head tilts to the side, letting off a small breath.
“Nothing,” You comment, feeling the way his large digits trail up the plains of your skin, leaving burning strips of heat in their place. Even with the broken radiator and Korea’s worst winter storm yet outside, your body felt like it had been set on fire.
Every soft breath rolled against your neck, pulled you more under the spell he’d cast. His hips pressed flush against your back, swaying you to the imaginary melody he’d been softly dancing to. Bodies faced the large window, coated with a sheet of ice to block out any sights from other tenants. It was the most beautiful view you’d seen.
“This is our life, baby.” The wooden floors creaked to wear off their new, hardly walked upon cracks. The last time he’d held you like this was the night he’d caught you crying in the bathroom, phone clutched in hand as your mother had given you the bad news. The funeral was held a few days later. You hadn’t really had the best relationship with your father, but he had still been kin.
Namjoon has been so supportive during those tough times. Asking if you had needed anything, while you just curled up under the covers and let yourself feel the pain. Sat outside your dorm, back pressed against the wall as he just listened to the sounds of soft cries. A few hours later, the door cracked open, pulling him inside for a night for forgetting.
His hand reaches back, turning on a cute little classical he’d been so obsessed with lately. Hand extends, gracefully holding you up by the weight of your own arm lifted from its lowered position as he spins you lightly on the wooden floor. Giggles and smiles fill the once cold atmosphere, warming any and every inch of that house with your love.
Your arms take to snake around his neck as his rest at your hips. “You know what? I changed my mind.” He smiles, lowering his face to meet your height.
“About?”
“This place.”
“Oh?”
“Mmhm.”
“Do tell, my princess~” He teases, nipping at the dangle of your earlobe making you giggle. Your head pulls away, catching his soft gaze with your own.
“It’s not so bad.” You smile, releasing his grip as you plop down onto the little sofa the landlord had offered up to Namjoon.
“Told you-” His eyes blow wide, admiring the lengths of your midi-skirt trailing up the length of your thighs, courtesy of your hands. The black tights you’d thrown on made the lump in his throat even harder to pill down.
Your head is thrown to the side, bracing yourself up on your elbows. The position had been nothing short of ‘paint me like one of your French girls’. As if reading your mind, he bites back.
“Eager to break in the sofa already, my dear?” He threw his puffer jacket to the side, letting it land somewhere near the built-in electric stove. Your legs part to allow him some space to move between. Your innocent expression fires the first shot.
“Well I know one thing that’s going down.”
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Your eyes watch as the minute hand ticks by the 12 for the third time tonight. The dinner set feastly-like on the table had gone cold.
“He’s still not there?” Jimin quirks back, a confused tone hones his voice. The crack on your own had been threatening to peep out in hurt.
“I haven't seen him all day, Jimin, I’m getting worried.” Namjoon had promised he’d be back by now from the office. Once ‘now’ had hit, you decided to call his phone. Seven missed calls later, and a cracked screen from tossing it over across the wall had left your energy and patience running low.
“I’m sure he’s fine, Noona. He was saying something about the big line-up starting tomorrow. Our dick of a sponsor probably held him up to discuss the details of launch.” You sigh, back plopping against the stiff of the dining chairs Namjoon had been too busy to help you pick out.
..
“How about this one?”
“Sounds great.”
“Ooo, but this has the cross-hatching design you love.”
“U-huh.” His head was glued to the brightly lit screen sitting in his lap. You huff, shoving the phone into view so you knew he’d be able to see it.
“These are black.” His head tilts to the side, pushing your phone out of view as his fingers tap against the keys in eager to get out all of his ideas.
“Love that one.” He replies flatly , scrolling along the blog that’d been published about his company this past weekend.
“Oh and these can transform into unicorns!”
“You know me best, babe.” His flat tone makes your blood boil. Standing, you throw your phone into his lap which makes him startle.
“I’m gonna go shower.” His head lowers back down, immersing himself into the little laptop that’d been getting more attention this past week than he’d given you all month.
“Love you.” He calls back, wishing a good shower, nose diving back down into the little article.
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Tossing the cold food into the trash, you start to tidy up the kitchen before heading back to your shared bedroom.
Your back is the comfort of your freshly washed sheets, tearing starting to threaten to fall. You’d ended the call with Namjoon’s best friend, Jimin, with a cold mute, wanting nothing more than to just wash off the embarrassment of today with a hot shower.
However, after the energy you’d used up cooking dinner, cleaning the kitchen, and waiting almost three hours for your boyfriend to walk through those doors, you’d decided to just wash off what little makeup you’d dolled up for him. Crawling under the comforters, your body starts to lull to sleep, replacing reality with a much more satisfying image.
..
Namjoon’s back ached with pains from slouching at his desk for so long. You’d always gotten onto him for not wearing the posture-corrector you’d gotten him for Christmas last year, however he’d always forget to strap it on before work. Plus, he’d pointed out that through the white sheen of his button up, it had looked more like a corset than anything for just correcting one’s posture.
Hands tired from having to sign so many documents for tomorrow’s launch for his company, he slightly winced from pain as he unbuttoned the clasps of his dress shirt. Trousers falling to circle around his ankles before slipping into the bed with exhaustion. The tips of his fingers drag across your exposed skin, a low groan rolls from his parted lips as your body shifts slightly to roll on your back. His eyes scan over the way your chest rises and fall with patterned breaths, the curvatures of your breasts following in lead. Your hair splayed out across the silks pillows you’d been so eager to open when Amazon had delivered.
His lips lower, pressing soft kisse along the elongation of your neck, hot breaths roll off to meet with your even-tempered skin. A smirk presses his lips, grazing his fingers down to the elastic of your pajama shorts. You’d loved sleeping in loose silk pajamas, and he’d loved seeing the way your nipples pressed against the fabrics, giving him such an erotic sight.
His open kisses run up to your cheek before swallowing your whole breaths in one gulp. Lips locked together in a one-sided exchange, nevertheless turning him on even more. His hips rise to grind gently to the skin of your outer thighs, rutting in need for some kind of release after the day he’s had. He knew the only remedy for his stress was in your touch. He however, felt a little sick from using you in such a way, especially when you’re unconscious. So, he decides for you to join.
“Baby girl, wake up” He chuckles at the way your groan, a high-pitched whine echoed in the room as you turn to the side, facing away from his body. His heart shatters at the movement. You’d never turned away from him like this. Your favorite position was always having you tucked under his chin, face pressing into his chest as you fell asleep to the sound of his steadying heartbeat.
Why was this different?
His hand comes up to gently shake you away, towering over your side, whispering into your ear softly. “Baby, come on. Let’s do it.”
He was startled from how awake your scoff had sounded. Your body rises up, an annoyed expression plasters your face. “Let’s do it? How fucking romantic.” His eyebrows knit together in confusion.
“I- didn’t know you wanted romance..” His voice lowers at the anger toned in your voice, clear and pissed. He watches your eyes roll back, scoffing at his retort.
“Of course I want romance! Every girl wants romance!” Your legs swing to the side preparing to stand from the bed but he’s quick to catch your wrist in his to keep you from leaving. His eyes plead with begs for you to stay with him.
“I-I’m sorry baby please.. How about we go on a date tomorrow?” Your arms crossing your chest, body extruding clear annoyance. His hold on your wrists squeeze gently with a silenced promise.
“I’ll clear my schedule tomorrow.”
“The launch.”
His breath lowers to mumble a curse, thinking of a way to make it up to you. For.. whatever he’s done.
“Okay, then this weekend. You love Seoul tower, how about I schedule a tour?”
“They don’t do tours for the tower, Joon.”
His upper body rises to meet yours, using one of the throw pillows you’d bought online to cover up his cock that’d been poking at the comforter. Seeing his hard-on would only make you more angry, he’s sure of it.
“Then.. We can go to the bridge. Didn’t they add locks that you can buy and put them on the walls of it?”
“They took down Love Locks years ago. God, do you even pay attention anymore!?” He quickly rises from his spot on the bed, slipping on his pair of boxers from the floor quickly to follow you out into the living room.
“Okay, okay! Just tell me where you want to go and I’ll call Jimin-”
“Work work work! That’s all you ever fucking talk about! Even when we’re on dates, Namjoon!” Your eyes burned with passion and anger, much more than the tears he saw dripping down the sides of your cheeks. “When is it ever gonna be my turn, huh!?” Your breath starts to calm, body ridding itself of the emotional shakes it had been feeling for the past two minutes. With an even tone, you continue. “We haven’t had sex sex in almost a year, Namjoon! The only time we did was for me to just give you a hand job!” His eyes widened.
“Well I was trying-”
“No! That wasn’t making love, that was just you being a horny little bitch who just needed a good fuck!” You push at his chest, the tears flowing even harder down as he takes the little blows given.
“Baby, I’m sorry- Things have just been really difficult at work and I’m sorry if I put you in second..” No matter how hard you hit at his chest, it would never even compare to how much his heart is breaking from seeing you cry. Seeing the reason you’re crying, is because of him. Of his job, his life.
“Baby if you just give me a few more weeks to finish out these deals-”
“I’ve waited two YEARS, namjoon! YEARS! I brought you lunch everyday, wrote you all those little fucking notes to help you make those deals! And you couldn’t even give me a single thank you.” His knuckles clenched at the side, anger now arising to combat your own.
“You don’t think I thank you?! Look around, Y/n! I gave you everything!! Everything you have is because of ME!” You stop. His sentence finally seeps in, as you back away from his chest. The anger that had melted away his soft gaze fired back bullets you couldn’t dodge. You knew he held everything over you. That’s because you trusted him with everything. He knew your darkest secrets. Seen you at your worst times. He knew everything.
And you fucking hated it.
Your hands catch the front door, having nothing more than anger and hatred towards the man you once called home. He felt so cold and distant. You didn’t love this man.
You didn’t know this man.
“Well, I guess you have everything now.”
#namjoon#bts kim namjoon#namjoon fic#kim namjoon#bangtan#kim namjoon fic#kim namjoon x reader#namjoon x reader#namjoon x you#namjoon x yn#bts fics#bleeding love#bts
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Ok this isn't an request but who created golden butter cookie?is she ur oc or just sm anon's oc that brought her up in the ask and u just have a liking on her?if so then can sm of other's oc x canon ideas and considering write it for fun?
(but ngl when I see ur writing abt golden butter cookie x shadow milk cookie(or any oc x shadow milk cookie) I just feel a little disapointed cuz I wanna read abt x reader but not someone's oc that's not mine which I was gonna insert her instead of reader😭(gen/im sorry no offense tho cuz it jst my opinion expression-)
Golden Butter Cookie is actually my oc! But how I came up with her did originate from a prompt where the reader was basically her. Said prompt can be read here.
As for if i'll be writing for other people's ocs x canon ships... probably not. mainly because i fear getting something wrong about the oc's characterization
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that anon going on about Moriarty reminded me of the whole script thing in V3 ch5. yk, cause Moriarty's smart as fuck
anywho- i was thinking about how Kokichi managed to write a whole ass script with several diverging paths for possible outcomes during the trial while slowly dieing to the Strike Nine. Only a fucking genius could pull a fucking script like that out of his ass the way Kokichi did, but there's kinda like- a hangup with this- that being Kaito's betrayal.
Mainly the fanbase interpreting Kokichi being pissed about it in the afterlife and shit. I always found that collective opinion weird.
Kokichi wrote this whole ass script that practically predicted the fucking future, but he trusted Kaito with it. You'd think if Kokichi was able to make something like that he'd be aware of the very high likelyhood of Kaito just chucking the plan in a woodchipper in favor of assuring Shuichi doesn't follow Kokichi's lead, no matter how importaint Kokichi leading Shuichi is to the survival of the remaining participants.
I think he was fully aware of this outcome, and maybe even knew it was going to be what ended up happening, but trusted Kaito anyways because it was either trust Kaito or going out without making his efforts at the very least known. I think Kokichi knew and just said fuck it because what else was he going to do? make Kaito hack up the antidote and take it himself? let Maki die and have one extra casualty because regardless of her, both he and Kaito were gonna die?
nah man Kokichi wouldn't be upset, he knew it was going to happen and he gave Kaito the chance anyways. he might be disapointed in Kaito for not putting his bias aside to save everyone, but he wouldn't be upset
#danganronpa#ndrv3#danganronpa v3#kokichi ouma#kaito momota#V3 ch5 spoils#analaysis#character analysis#this feels more incoherent than i intended#oh well
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Random thoughts abt Tmnt 2012 April lol
I dont rlly feel a passionate hatred towards 2012 April, it's more that I'm just disapointed by a lot of the choices which the writers made (mainly sexualising her and making her kind of a mary sue with very little personality), but I don't view her as being a morally bad character. Also it's very important to remember that ALL of the characters had elements of bad writing (not that they were all badly written, but everything has it's flaws) and it is unfair to hate April mercilessly without atleast critisizing the writing in regard to the rest of the show and characters too.
Honestly, Donnie was more creepy in the relationship between him and April, he literally stalked her at some points. And while I do understand that a part of the reason why the fandom is more willimg to forgive (or not acknowkledge) his actions is because he has a more defined/relatable personality which gives viewers more of a reason to sympathise with and defend him, misogyny does also have an impact some parts of the fandom's reasoning in regards to vilifying April but not Donnie. Yes, the whole “your my mutant thing” was very very wrong of her, but it does not make her an irredemable monster. By that logic many other characters would also be just as bad as her, if not worse.
this isn't an analysis or anything, it's just my random thoughts lol
#tmnt#tmnt 2012#tmnt mikey#tmnt april#april tmnt#tmnt raphael#tmnt donnie#tmnt leonardo#teenage mutant ninja turtles#mikey tmnt#raph tmnt#donnie tmnt#leo tmnt
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god. im thinking about lightlark again. i recently downloaded a pdf for reasons of comparison (i want to make sure Sundrop is legally distinct) and just. blergh. also rereading my old fanfiction (found on ao3 under mossnrocks if you're interested) and just. man it's not great writing but i feel like its better than Aster's??? maybe its the ego lmao. but also just. im thinking about all these worldbuilding ideas that Aster began to set up and then just never really went through with and its just sort of disapointing.
One part of me is like; well, it's a YA fantasy that is mainly supposed to be about the romance, isn't it? Who really needs those complex worldbuilding aspects in the background?
and the other part of me that is a hater and a writer is going something along the lines of: well i don't fucking care if you're going to write fantasy you should at least do a little thought beforehand! if you're going to say things, have an iceberg to back them up. this is fantasy, not contemporary romance
Ultimately I am sure that I'm a hater and that lightlark has merits I simply can't see, but in the meantime I'm going to steal pieces that i think I could do better (six people gather to solve curses) and go play in my own corner lmao
#lightlark#alex aster#opinions#writeblr#aiden speaks#i think writeblr and opinions apply#if you care about sundrop. i will be posting more about it i swear#im about to be way more busy. but that's probably gonna make me write more to be honest lmao
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I'm pretty sure that in his interview at the TalkArt podcast the main subject he discussed was art itself, because that's the podcast theme 🤔 I've read and heard a good number of interviews with Pedro and as far as I remember he never dived deep into the 'love and relationships' subject and, in my opinion, honestly, that's because he doesn't have a positive opinion about it and if he shared it, his more romantic female fans would be disapointed or turned off by it or even see him as a walking red flag 🤷🏻♀️ for example, in that Casillero del Diablo interview I think he lied when he answered "I dont know" when asked if he believes in love at first sight. In my opinion I think the real answer is a straight "no" but to not shock his more romantic female fans he was 'mild' and answered 'I dont know'. So yeah, I think he avoids the subject mainly to keep his image of happy-go-lucky guy.
PS: I'm not insinuating he's a horrible person, just that he wasn't lucky in his love life and have a lot of "baggage" and traumas so that made his opinion on the subject not being positive (and that's MY OPINION, I'm not stating that's the truth)
PS 2: throughout those years he has talked about 'love and relationships' in interviews but it was always glimpses and short quotes. Never read/heard him talking a LOT about it. I might be wrong and have a shitty memory though 😅
Well, since you complained I didn’t post it, there you go! 😁 I think the podcast the other anon is referring to is not the TalkArt one, it’s the Modern Love one. There is a snippet Ladynerd3000 sent to the blog where he talks a bit about relationships (not directly his, but “in general”):
But yeah, he probably doesn’t have a very good opinion on love and relationships now partly because of bad experiences in the past, like when he “jokingly” says “Who needs love?” during an interview at D23 last year.
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writing thoughts #2
ngl this is more of fustrated sorta post and I wanna start of by saying this is not directed at the r6s community in anyway. I firmly belive theres a huge amount of respect and care in the r6s community on tumblr that even with people I disagree on matters with, hold. in most cases (this is what I have seen at least) you r6s lot are all a delight to have
what fustrates me is other sorta uprising communities that have seen this real shift on how reader and writer sorta communicate. a real shift in how fandom sorta is these days and I can probably credit it to tiktok (its a shitty blow I know)
there was always sorta just this understanding between reader and writer. that fanficition is a hobby, we don’t get paid, its made primarly for the writer and then its shared. its always great to have feedback and to interact and have motivation. It’s like sharing your favourite toy with a friend and enjoying their enjoyment sorta thing yah know?
but these days idk its changed, I feel like in some communities that fanficition is sorta a demand these days, rather than just accepting whats out their I feel like people are exspecting things to be catered to exactly what they want with no care how it happens. let me break that down in certain ways.
the demand of repersentation
its something we critisize in media because thats multi million dollar companies who should be doing better. but in fanfiction idk it just feels :/. I can understand wanting something to fit you, speshly if its x reader. but its those random posts of people demanding there be more rep about said thing or even saying their disapointed in writers for not having it. and then they don’t even write it themselves. like its for the writer. if you want something like that, request it directly to someone, hell, write it yourself or even commision it. as the sole author of 2 tags I forced to get wrangled on ao3, people need to be the change they demand.
the demand of a certain fics
I see this huge uprise of people going ‘I want this fic where they: plot’ and its just a random post in the tags. like request it directly to someone or write it yourself. I love writing things directly requested to me cause its like you took the time to share that thought directly with me yah know? we make a connection in a way. its a suggestion, a request but making a post about it and shoving it in the tags and demanding it be written sucks, its removing the sorta connection a writer gets from a request and shows that they care nothing about actual writers but only whats written. its treated like content only
open critisism
I get maybe not liking something or whatever and having thoughts we all do. but people puting it in the main tag of the x reader where most likely the author is gonna see it really sucks, like fanfiction isn’t profesional in any matter. negative feedback on something that you don’t want any negative or constructive feeback is total balls. you don’t look at painting someone did for fun and then critisize it the same way you would on a professional art piece. let that person be happy! even if its bad just keep it quiet yeah?
but its not just readers I feel like that have changed its also writers. incorrect tagging is now the blight of my life. I speak about this mainly on ao3 as tumblr don’t have any requirements or specific options so like anything goes. people incorrectly tagging all the characters as / when its not actually a romantic relationship is killing me. please, just because you tag more doesn’t mean more people are gonna read it. then lack of tags, like I get not wanting to tag or whatever thats fine. theres options for that. like ‘author chose not to tag this’ but when people don’t tag that and then have one of the things as something that happens SUCKS, for example: major character death. I know it could spoil the fic which is why ‘Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings’ is there but not using that tag and then having said thing occur, its just not cool. It’s a lack respect to those who read your stuff. it takes like two seconds to correctly tag those big warnings.
then theres like people writing for stuff and they havent even seen any of the actual like source material like huh? I’m not fustrated so much about this one but more confused. like people writing about a character cause their hot but not like actually seeing how they are in canon? confuses the hell out of me, how do you know your getting their character right? like what? is it all hype? whats going on here? people seeing on picture of them and writing fan fiction, mate thats not the character ur writing for thats just ur oc in a skinsuit or at least your reducing the character down to basic archtypes and insulting whatever depth to the character there is in canon
overall its so discouraing looking to join a fandom and then seeing this. works treated like content and not the hobby that they are, lack of care for warnings
and like I know how it used to be once upon a time way back before ao3. (me using A/N is a remnant of the past that I will subject you to for the rest of my life) I feel like in some ways we are going backwards and in others we are going the wrong way. I’ve been on tumblr for a very- fuck its been 10 years- and I’ve seen some of this on the odd occasion before but like this is a new level. never have I seen the x reader tags so full of non x reader stuff like just random people saying whatever they want, I mean yeah the prn bots but like its just actual people destroying the tag system. if its not character x reader don’t tag it as yeah?
#itsohh rambles#I've seen post about minors demanding stuff but theres enought posts about that#the lack of care and just community connection is outstanding#(negative)#writing is hard and takes time#I want to be able to share the things I write yah know?#the entire thing of an endless stream of content on demand has ruined so much including fanfiction#this is just my unfilted thoughts so theres no editing involved#theres also the huge issue of how people interact with per say the actual actors and taking things WAY too far but yeah I have seen people#voice exactly how I feel about that so I don't feel the need to write it out
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Smite au
For Cinder i tought of Pele becouse of Fire powers (i Was disapointed when Hi Rex make Cinder skin for Morgana le Fay insted of Pele).
Why Horus for Jaune? Horus title is the legit heir.
Mhmm i think mainly because i could see them as great leaders. Plus with horus being an heir, and jaune being the mLe heir to the clan name, i would fit. However i still might keep him sith hades. That being a mystery to the other gods on why he of all people choose him
AND for cinder, pele might be perfect for her. Now cinder would probably go for the first to offer her power beyond jer belief. And Izanami offered her such power, and more.
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I have awoken from my slumber once more !! Honestly good with reader getting with yoongi at the end.
I think I've seen one of his sim videos or maybe 2. Yea I dont think ill personally play it either but if I do im sure I'd have fun with it.
Yes yes, there's so many kinds of villains out there that it's hard to not take a liking to atleast one, especially with the backstories some may have. Yea I'd wish for a happy ending for a villain but I dont think it would happen a majority of the time sadly.
You're welcome, and those sound like fun! Im sure it would be great to work or even own a bookstore!! I think you have what it takes to be an author based on what I've seen you write, even if they are fanfics they still showcase your writing!! You could always do it on the side but dont force yourself I know it's a hard industry to get into as well. AND THAT SOUNDS REALLY FUN!! I wish my class did something like that, it would of been a great experience.
Yes it is, they did an amazing job with it as well as the other OSTS. I dont know if its considered an OST but I remember being so disapointed when warriors by imagine dragons didnt play that one episode or two like it did for the other episodes, i was expecting it to be played once every episode tbh. I'd love to see what you think of it!! OH AND I HAD THIS SORT OF THEORY FOR SWEET HOME LIKE TWO NIGHTS AGO.
it looks to be in the style of the show from total drama island but i dont know who it is if its an actual character from the show, it might not even be a actual character i dont know either 😭😭😭😭
oooh i see!! I dont listen to girlgroups much, the only ones im really into are dreamcatcher, 3YE and EVERGLOW. But my ult groups are: Monsta X, ATEEZ, Stray Kids, ONEUS, VICTON, PENTAGON(LOVE THEM BTW gladly reccomend they're work as well as checking out their videos, they're quite chaotic), ONEWE, SEVENTEEN and ONF! but some others i like are KINGDOM(rlly reccomend their work), A.C.E, TNX, GOT7, VAV, VERIVERY, THE BOYZ and many others whom I may not be able to remember. But for soloists I like Wonho(tho i'm ot7 for monsta x, i aknowledge he's his own artist now), Dawn and Hyuna
Awh hope you slept okay!!! And yas! Reader deserved a lot better than Jin ✋😂
For real! I do play some games though, I mainly got into Stardew Valley because of some youtubers and my friends telling me how much they thought that I would enjoy it
T-T The poor villains haha but with this book series I think its pushing for one so im sshdghakfabfaf about it haha
Thanks so much lovie! That's so kind of you! I just think anything where I'm surrounded by books I would be over the moon with!
That would have been awesome if it had played again in every episode T-T By far that was one of my favourite songs on the whole album for the show haha Ooooo what theory?!!?
It might be 😭😭😭 or it could be some edit I'm totally not sure haha
Oooo i like everglow, I've heard a couple of songs! I'm trying to get into more girl groups aha and oooo they're all good, I have a couple of songs/one song liked from each of the groups you sent! Dawn and Hyuna 🤩🤩🤩
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