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1dpreferencesbr · 9 months
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Imagine com Louis Tomlinson
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How can I be in love like this?
n/a: Mais um imagine com nosso Tommo! Muito obrigado Anon pelo pedido! Adorei demais fazer ele! 💕
Diálogos: Por que você tem uma foto minha? / Não sabia que você usava óculos
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— Bom dia, linda. — Falei sorrindo para a imagem em minha tela. Uma S/N sonolenta estica o corpo por baixo do edredom. 
— Bom dia. — Disse com a voz arrastada, o sotaque ainda presente deixando-a ainda mais fofa. — Você dormiu bem?
— Muito, e você? 
— Quase não dormi. — Fecha os olhos lentamente, ainda tomada pelo sono. — Estou muito ansiosa pela viagem. 
— Amanhã nessa hora você estará em solo inglês! — Brinco, arrancando um sorriso da boca bonita. 
— Finalmente. 
— Queria poder mudar a minha agenda para te ver. — Finjo tristeza. S/N desmancha um pouco o sorriso, o que me dá vontade de contar toda a verdade. Mas não, vou me segurar e manter a surpresa que preparei. 
Depois de mais alguns minutos conversando, a brasileira se despediu. Ela precisava se arrumar para ir para o aeroporto e embarcar em sua viagem dos sonhos. 
Conheci S/N durante uma madrugada, pagando um desafio de um jogo idiota. Mesmo completamente bêbado, senti o coração parar ao ver a garota linda no outro lado da tela. Depois daquilo, passei madrugadas inteiras tentando encontrá-la naquele mesmo site de estrangeiros, até finalmente dar de cara com o sorriso que desgraçou o meu coração. 
As horas parecem minutos durante a nossa conversa, e fiquei muito mais do que aliviado quando ela concordou em passar seu número de telefone. 
S/N usava o site para exercitar seu inglês, se preparando para a viagem até a Inglaterra. Depois de alguns dias, praticamente grudados ao telefone, ela admitiu que já me conhecia e que era fã da minha música. Um sentimento de orgulho preencheu todo o meu corpo. Aquela garota me conhecia, gostava do meu trabalho. Mas conversava comigo como um velho amigo. Ela conversava com o Louis pessoa, e não o cantor. 
S/N tinha pouco mais de dez dias na Inglaterra antes de seguir para os EUA, onde ficaria por mais uma semana. Era um espaço curto de tempo, e se ela deixasse, gostaria de ficar cada segundo grudado a ela. 
Foi como voltar à adolescência. Sorrir para a tela de um celular, ficar feliz com mensagens de bom dia e boa noite, qualquer migalha de atenção que ela me desse era motivo para fazer o meu dia se tornar muito melhor. Ela era a primeira coisa em que pensava ao abrir os olhos, e a última antes de adormecer. 
Já tinha escutado todo tipo de piada sobre estar apaixonado por alguém que sequer havia visto pessoalmente. Tentei negar muitas vezes. Mas já estava fodido. Completamente de quatro por alguém que só conhecia pelo telefone. 
O dia se arrastou como se não tivesse fim. Dentro de um quarto de hotel, esperando a mensagem que me avisasse que ela tinha chegado. 
Não sei quantos círculos fiz pelo tapete, andando de um lado para o outro. 
Fiquei mais calmo ao receber uma foto dela, jogada na cama do hotel e com um sorriso gigantesco nos lábios. Precisei me segurar para não ir até lá. Já havia ficado em um hotel diferente exatamente porque sabia que não conseguiria me manter longe por muito tempo. 
Conversamos por algumas horas, até que ela pegasse no sono pelo cansaço da viagem. 
Quase não dormi. A ansiedade me deixando quase desesperado, inquieto demais para conseguir fechar os olhos e pegar no sono. 
E se ela não gostasse de me ver do nada? 
Se ficasse incomodada por eu aparecer sem um aviso?
E se eu não for o que ela espera? 
Okay, está na hora. 
Respira, Louis. Vai dar certo. Você vai ver a sua amiga e vai dar tudo certo. Ela vai ficar feliz, você vai ficar feliz e finalmente depois de quase um ano, vai apertar muito essa garota nos seus braços. 
Recebi uma foto dela em frente ao London Eye. Sabia que ela estaria por lá, sabia todo o cronograma da viagem minuciosamente planejado pela garota. 
Meu coração deu um salto gigantesco quando de longe reconheci a garota pequena. Como uma típica turista, S/N fotografava tudo que via, sorria de orelha a orelha. 
Muito mais linda do que minha mente ousou imaginar. Dentro de um casaco preto, botas de frio e um conjunto de gorro e cachecol rosa clarinho. Diferente de todas as fotos que me mandou e as chamadas de vídeo, em seu rosto havia um óculos. A armação preta e delicada ornando perfeitamente com ela. 
Tirei o celular do bolso, digitando rápido as palavras que denunciariam a minha presença. 
“Não sabia que você usava óculos” 
Vi a expressão de confusão tomar seu rosto, os olhos arregalando por trás das lentes. A garota virou a cabeça para os dois lados, até finalmente me encontrar. Parado, congelado há apenas alguns passos. Um sorriso enorme se abriu e eu abri os braços. 
Como nos meus sonhos, S/N correu em minha direção. Sem ligar para quem estivesse nos vendo e comentando ela se jogou nos meus braços. 
A apertei contra mim com força. Inalando pela primeira vez o cheiro maravilhoso que emanava do cabelo. Era surreal. 
— Ai meu deus. — Ela sussurrou diversas vezes, me segurando com força. Talvez sentindo medo que o sonho acabasse, assim como eu. 
— Me deixa te ver. — Sussurrei, com dificuldade pelo coração que batia forte demais. Afastei o tronco o suficiente para observar seu rosto, ainda sentindo seus braços rodeando a minha cintura. — Meu deus, como você é linda. — Um tom rosado tomou suas bochechas, ficando ainda mais fofa. 
— Não acredito que você realmente está aqui. — Confessa. 
— Surpresa! — A abracei mais um pouco. — Não achou mesmo que estaria tanto tempo por perto e eu não viria te ver, achou? 
— Eu não queria atrapalhar a sua agenda, sei que é concorrida. 
— Ela está livre para você. Por toda a viagem. — Admito. 
— Está falando sério? — Sua animação me contagia e eu assinto com a cabeça. — Meu deus! — Sem se segurar, ela pula em mim mais uma vez, agora passando os braços pelo meu pescoço. Preciso me curvar pela diferença de altura, mas, porra, ficaria a minha vida inteira assim. 
Eu realmente estou fodido. Se antes estava apaixonado, agora estou completamente obcecado por essa garota. 
É como o paraíso. Como um sonho que eu não quero acordar nunca mais. 
S/N sorri enquanto fala, move as mãos com frequência, sua risada me contagia e sinto que posso ter um ataque cardíaco cada vez que ela me olha. 
Três dias se passaram como três minutos. Ficamos grudados a maior parte do tempo, nos encontrando cedo para visitar o maior número de lugares possíveis e finalizando o dia no Lobby de seu hotel quase de madrugada. 
— Quer comer alguma coisa? — Pergunto quando o sol já se foi, dando lugar à lua, iluminando o rosto da minha garota com a luz fria. 
— Quero. — Ela sorri. 
Estamos lado a lado, esperando pelo jantar. S/N observa as pessoas caminhando lá fora pela janela quando seu celular vibra em cima da mesa. A tela se acende revelando uma das minhas fotos logo após acordar como fundo. Sorrio como um idiota. 
— Por que tem uma foto minha? — Pergunto, fazendo-a me olhar com as sobrancelhas franzidas. Aperto o botão de power do aparelho, me fazendo aparecer mais uma vez. O vermelho toma o rosto dela todo de uma vez. 
— Eu… — Ela fecha os olhos e suspira. Sussurra uma palavra em português que eu imagino ser um palavrão. 
— Você não precisa ficar com vergonha por isso. — Provoco, deixando-a ainda mais vermelha. Tiro meu próprio celular no bolso, mostrando a ela a minha foto de fundo. Ela, parada em frente à London Eye, logo antes do nosso encontro. 
A comida chega, e pela primeira vez estamos em silêncio. S/N empurra as almôndegas em seu prato com o garfo, perdida em seus pensamentos. 
É agora. 
Por favor, que ela sinta o mesmo. 
— Você tem alguém no Brasil?
— Alguém? — Ela leva um pouco de macarrão à boca. 
— É… um namorado, amigo colorida… essas coisas. 
— Eu tinha, mas acabou quando… — As palavras morrem, me deixando ainda mais nervoso. 
— Quando? — Incentivo . 
— Quando começamos a conversar. — Suspira. — É vergonhoso, mas ele me fez escolher entre vocês dois. 
— E você me escolheu? — Ela assente. 
Porra. 
SIM. SIM. SIM. SIM. SIM.
Fogos de artifício estouram em minha mente no mesmo ritmo desgovernado do meu coração. 
O silêncio volta. 
Faz alguma coisa, cara! Porra. Descongela! 
— S/A. — Sussurro o apelido que ela precisou repetir pelo menos dez vezes até que eu pronunciasse certo. Ela me encara, os lábios avermelhados entreabertos, os olhos fixos em mim. Ela está sem os óculos, optou pelas lentes hoje, me deixando encarar as duas joias que mexem comigo de forma descomunal. 
Não posso mais esperar. Por todos esses dias, sua presença foi o suficiente, mas não hoje, não agora. 
Engulo a saliva que se acumula e umedeço os lábios. Me aproximo devagarzinho, captando cada reação. S/N descia os olhos dos meus para a minha boca. Seguro uma das bochechas com a minha mão trêmula e ela prende a respiração. A brasileira fecha os olhos em antecipação. É isso, ela também quer. 
Um raio me atinge em cheio quando finalmente toco os lábios cheios. Aproveito a sensação, tento controlar o meu coração. Sinto o tecido da minha camiseta ser levemente puxado e um suspiro escapa dela. Sorrio. Porra, é melhor do que em sonho. 
Empurro a língua contra sua boca, e se não estivesse sentado minhas pernas com certeza cederiam agora. 
É tudo perfeito, como se essa boca fosse feita para beijar a minha. Passo o braço livre em sua cintura, puxando-a para mais perto. Sua língua envolve a minha, explora. Ela morde e suga meu lábio inferior. Porra, nenhum beijo nunca encaixou dessa forma. Posso beijar essa mulher o resto da vida que não vou me cansar nunca.  
Meu peito arde com a falta de ar. Deixo um monte de beijinhos por sua boca, sentindo-a sorrir contra mim, me obrigando a sorrir também. Acaricio seu nariz com o meu, S/N ainda está com os olhos fechados.
— Estou apaixonado por você. — Sussurro a confissão. — É loucura, mas eu estou. E muito. — A garota afasta o rosto, me encarando com os olhos arregalados. 
— É loucura mesmo. — Ela suspira e o meu coração afunda. — Mas… Acho que estou ficando louca. — Sorri. — Também estou apaixonada por você, Louis, muito.
O mundo pode desabar agora que eu vou seguir feliz. Grudo minha boca na sua em um beijo de comemoração, fazendo-a soltar uma risadinha. 
Vai ser difícil, eu sei que vai. S/N ainda mora um oceano de distância. Mas eu vou dar um jeito nisso. Nós vamos dar. 
Sou louco por essa mulher e vou até o fim do mundo se for necessário.
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ruewrote · 1 year
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𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟.
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PAIRING: louis x fem!reader WARNINGS: idk GENRE: angst but then alot of fluff SONG INSPIRATION: drama by roy woods [ft. drake] WORD COUNT: 1.3k
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it was dark when they had arrived
a commotion going on near the front gate, only muffled yells and the shuffling of boots were heard.
curious you made your way over to see what was happening. that’s when you saw her.
her unconscious body draped over louis’s shoulder, a little boy on vi’s. they hurriedly made their way to the twins old room, you followed in pursuit, trying to see what had happened.
your footsteps soon coming to an abrupt stop when louis had shut the door in your face, not acknowledging you were there of course — he’d never do that to you! well at least you didn’t think so.
feeling some sort of disappointment as you made your way back to the table you were sat at beforehand. hunting knife in hand as you started to sharpen the blade.
an unknown emotion bubbling up in the pit of your stomach, he'd always comes to you as soon as he gets back from a supply trip. you pushed the thoughts and the lump in your throat down — just overthinking like usual… well you can only hope.
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well that was a week ago and you couldn't have been more wrong.
when the girl had awoken, she had most definitely been the defensive type, scrambling around the abandoned school more than likely trying to find the kid that she came in with?
soon discovering her name as clementine. such a pretty name, for such a pretty girl.
they both reunited in the music room, louis by their side — smiling at them happily.
her and him squabbled a little before he started singing a familiar melody, with a gasp shuffling so your back was pressed against the wall next to the door, tears stung in your eyes.
after that you barely saw him — making your best effort in avoiding him, he made that pretty easy since he was so preoccupied.
you definitely weren't the jealous type, well you at least you thought you weren't until you saw clementine laugh at something that louis said, grasping his arm as she did so.
you'd often volunteer to go out with another to hunt for food or supplies to try and escape the reality back at base. all of the realisation flushed over you as you made your way back, rabbits in hand.
it wasn’t in your head as he invited her over to the table for dinner each night…
in your spot.
it wasn't in your head as he leant in and flirted with her…
as he once did with you.
turning back to your own table you were sat on with tenn, him giving you a small smile, the young boy told you all about the new drawings he had made that day; trying to make up for your sadness, not knowing why. you did your best with smiling and powering through, trying to ignore what was happening behind you it was reassuring until the sound of lou’s laugh had fallen upon your ears.
your heart clenched in sorrow, feeling defeated as you swung your feet around the seat of the picnic branch. running off to your room not being able to handle the embarrassment of it all.
slamming the door to your bedroom, sobs racking throughout the room as you slide down the closed door, you knew what you were feeling now, an overpowering emotion of betrayal. jealousy. hurt.
yeah, you and louis weren't official but at the time it had never felt like that bond could be threatened. ever since you had gotten to ericson he had been your constant.
nine times out of ten he would be bringing you a coffee, giving you a kiss on the forehead to start the day. it took one look, one hi, one laugh and you felt like all of it was over.
with blurred vision your eyes scanned the room, god you hadn't really been in this room since you two had gotten close. you remember when you had first stumbled upon the school, when you had first laid eyes upon the boy that you... love?
your parents had told you about love when you were much younger, before the apocalypse, the type of love they only talk about in books or movies. where you'd do literally anything for the person you cared about.
you hadn't realised how strongly you had felt for the boy, but the more you thought about it, the more it made sense. you were in love with louis.
your sobs soon turned to slight sniffles here and there as you gathered yourself, wiping the tears that had previously most of them already dried on your face leaving marks on your splotchy pink cheeks.
thinking more about your new discovery, you knew you had felt this way about him since you had met him. you'd never use the word love, but it was the one to describe it the best.
a knock at the door interrupted your scattered thoughts.
"come in!" as soon as the words fell from your mouth you regretted it seeing as he walks through the door, face full of worry, it became more concerned as he sees turns from the door to be met with your red and puffy eyes.
"what happened? why are you crying?" he continued to question you, not giving him any answers, you couldn't. the lump in your throat was back and your bottom lip wobbled.
falling to your knees as the tears once again streamed down your face, louis ran to your side - holding you. it was nice, the feeling of familiarity. soon remembering this past week, shoving him off of you. scooting away with your back pressed up against the wall.
the cries became louder.
"fuck you! you don't to come in here and act like e-everthing's perfectly fine." words coming out rushed and spluttered.
"you left me, you dropped me out of nowhere louis! do y-you know how that m-made me feel?" his expression was pained and voice was silent.
"oh my god! even now you've only just realised it. really? is that all it took a pretty face to come along and now she's got you wrapped you around her f-fucking finger?"
"it's not like that y/n! of course i didn't forget about you. ive just had alot on my plate and i-i have missed you." he moved closer to me, trying to reach out and reassure me.
pushing him off of you again, knowing ill cave if i let him touch you right now.
his voice echoed back and forth with yours. emotions running wild.
"i'm in love with you louis."
the room fell quiet. all but staggered breathing was heard.
“w-what?” not hearing the answer you wanted, you started to get up to walk out, reaching the door but stopping when a pair of arms wrapped around you.
weakly trying to escape them but failing miserably.
“stop! just stop! listen to me!”
your struggling only stops when you hear the six words back. melting into his touch, turning around to him — looking up into his eyes.
he begins to wipe the tears away with his thumbs and nods with a goofy smile.
“i’ve been in love with you since you got here, if i didn’t make that obvious enough as it is.”
“b-but what about clementine? you’ve been—”
louis throws his head back dramatically the tilting his chin back down to look at you. that's when he leaned down to leave a soft peck to your lips shutting you up.
“all i’ve done is talk her ear off about you ever since she’s got here, you’re the one i want, i’ve only ever wanted you.” he leant his forehead against your own.
after a week you finally felt at peace in louis's arms.
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magicallyhl · 9 months
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☆゚・:*:・。  nightime magic & imagination in thousands of sparkling lights 。・:*:・゚★
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monkadirectioner · 10 months
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Harry right after his mom kisses him 🤦
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I mean... How can you not love him 🤣✨
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miniminiujb · 1 year
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Gente, que vergonha, eu tenho Tumblr por um ano e não sei mexer nisso😭.
Não vou forçar você a fazer, mas vou pedir mesmo assim.
Você poderia fazer um do Louis com um gato carnívoro que é quase bem menor que ele, tipo do tamanho da Haru (no qual ele faz a piada com o próprio tamanho). Basicamente, o Louis ficando P da vida porque algum outro carnivoro (de qualquer gênero, não precisa ser específico) deu em cima da gente, ai ele começa a ter um ataque de ciúmes e começa a ficar muito grudento. Eu quero muito ver ele pedindo pra gente morder ele pra marcar ele como nosso😍😍 Isso iria ser muito engraçado de ler.
Específico, eu sei, mas se puder, você pode fazer?
Tenha um Otimo Dia! Tchau tchau 👋
Adoro pedidos detalhados! Gostei do pedido 😃
Luis com um gato carnívoro como namorado
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"Gostaria de ir tomar um café depois?", A pergunta veio de outro gato, ele tinha um sorriso doce no rosto. Você deu um aceno de cabeça e um sorriso confortante.
"É claro! Me leve aquele livro que você me falou também", você respondeu e se despedindo logo em seguida. Entrando em um corredor e cantarolando uma música qualquer. Você parou quando percebeu a presença de Louis parado no corredor, apoiado com as costas contra a parede.
"Pelo o jeito você vai estar ocupado mais tarde", Louis falou olhando para você de canto de olho.
"Sim", você respondeu olhando atentamente para o seu namorado. "Mas por enquanto estou livre". Caminhando na direção dele e agarrando um pedaço do terno dele, e puxando de leve.
"Interessante...", Ele respondeu caminhando em direção do quarto dele. Louis andava em passos pequenos, um costume que ele teve depois que percebeu que você não conseguia acompanhar os passos dele.
Louis abriu abriu a porta e deixou você entrar antes de fechar. O cervo sentou na cama e observou seus movimentos.
"O que está acontecendo com você?", Você perguntou estranhando a atitude do rapaz. "Você está com ciúmes? Qualquer coisa venha comigo, o meu amigo não vai se importar com isso", você comentou sentando ao lado dele.
"Não seja idiota, não estou com ciúmes", Louis respondeu calmo, ele ergueu uma das mãos e tocou o seu nariz delicadamente. Desceu levemente para os seus lábios, puxando-o levemente para cima e expondo suas presas. "Você é pequeno, um gatinho. Mas... Suas presas são grandes e afiadas", Louis falou pressionando a palma da mão contra os seus dentes afiados. "Me morda...". Você arregalou levemente os olhos, mas balançou a cabeça. Louis colocou a cabeça para o lado, expondo o pescoço para você. Sua boca tocou os pelos curtos do cervo, abrindo levemente e mordendo, seus dentes cravaram em um lugar que qualquer um poderia ver. Um gota de sangue manchou o pelo marrom do cervo, sua língua percorria a pelagem retirando todo o sangue.
"Não tente me enganar, Louis...", Você disse em um sussuro. "Posso mostrar um lado meu que você nunca viu". Você comentou, apertando de leve o pescoço dele. Sentindo a respiração dele engatar em suas mãos.
"Você vai se atrasar para o café", Louis disse deitando na cama.
"Isso pode esperar", você respondeu sorrindo, suas presas sendo mostradas para o seu namorado.
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that-one-stag · 2 years
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I missed you
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It had been a few weeks since I saw Louis. He had been busy with his press tour for pistols and I was busy with school. It was currently 7pm and I was just laying in bed scrolling through tiktok when I got a notification from Louis.
Lou😚
Hey love
Heyyyyy
Whatcha doing?
Watching tiktoks, hbu?
Well I was hoping you
Could come over so we can
watch Netflix
Oooh I love that idea!!
Great, could you come in 10?
Okayyyyy!! See you soon<3
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I quickly ran to my closet and put on some fuzzy socks, I had black sweatpants and one of Louis sweatshirts on. I got my phone and left saying goodbye to my mom. I reached Louis’ house and Millie let me in. I hugged her and asked her where Louis was and she said he was in his room. I made my way up the stairs to Louis room and knocked. ‘Come in!’ I heard him say and I opened my door to see him laying in his bed, looking at his tv. ‘Hi Lou!’ I said. ‘Hey’ he said lowly. ‘Is everything okay?’ ‘Yeah, everything is okay. How are you?’ He said but I knew he was lying, I let it slide since I hadn’t seen him in forever and didn’t wanna argue. ‘I’m good! I just missed you so much and school has been a little stressful but it’s fine.’ ‘Oh well I missed you too! So what do you wanna watch?’ He asked me. ‘Ummmm how about superstore, have you seen it yet?’ ‘No, I haven’t heard of it before’ ‘Oh my- Louis Patrick James partridge you must watch it, it’s only like one of the best sitcoms!’ ‘If you say so’ he said shrugging and putting it on.
After watching the first episode I noticed Louis was all tensed up and he looked pale. ‘Hey Lou are you sure you’re okay? You look pale.’ He tried to say something but as soon as he opened his mouth he let out a big cough and ran to the bathroom, me following close after. He started coughing really loudly and started puking. I patted his back and tried to calm him down. ‘It’s okay, it happens just let it all out.’ He stopped after a few seconds and his face and eyes were red and tears on the verge of dropping. He splashed his face with water and dryed it with a towel. He looked at me as a tear left his eye, I knew he hated being sick ‘don’t cry bub! It’s gonna be fine, I’m here and I’m gonna take care of you.’ I said pulling him into a hug. He left soft sobs in my neck and I just let him stay there for a minute, pulling away I said ‘Go lay down and I’ll get some medicine okay.’ I said and then went to get the meds. I returned with some cookies, medicine and a thermometer. ‘101, it says 101. Here eat this!’ I said handing him a cookie. He refused to eat. ‘Babe you can’t take medicine on an empty stomach.’ He finally ate it and then I handed him some water and a tablet. He looked at it for a minute and then put it in his mouth and swallowed it with water. ‘Do you need anything?’ ‘Cuddles’ he whined. ‘Okay then, but if you need anything you tell me okay?’ ‘Mhmm’ he hummed as he pulled me closer, entangling our legs. ‘Do you wanna continue watching or no’ I asked. ‘I’d like the background noise if that’s fine’ he mumbled against my neck. ‘Of course it is!’ I said as I pressed play. A few minutes later small adorable snores were heard and I looked down and saw Louis sleeping. I placed a kiss on his forehead ‘I love you bubba, get well soon’ I whispered. I have to admit, he looks cute even when he’s sick.
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mo0nfairy · 2 years
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𖥔 ࣪ ㅤ۪ 🪷 🪺 ⸺   𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐢𝐬    !
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♫ 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭 — 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐨𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞
˚ ✩ 🌼 。 ˚ ✧ * 。 🪵
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𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬
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( 📦 ) . . .  𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗲𝘁.
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𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬
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( 📦 ) . . .  𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗲𝘁.
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𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬
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( 📦 ) . . .  𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗲𝘁.
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𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜. 𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐬
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( 📦 ) . . .  𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗲𝘁.
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1dimagineclub · 2 years
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Louis Imagine
“Another One of the Boys Stares at You”
You always loved going to the lake since you were a little girl. Louis wanted to surprise you, so he rented a lake house for the week. He thought it would be a fun getaway for you and the boys. You hadn’t even been there for more than an hour and you were already in your bikini. You just wanted to be in the water. All of the boys were still inside; Liam and Zayn were looking at the view from the sliding doors and Louis and Harry had gone to get changed into swim suits. You had already gone out to the end of the deck standing above the water taking in the view. Just as Louis and Harry were coming out of their rooms they couldn’t help but notice Liam and Zayn staring at something. They of course went to see what it was. Zayn was watching the boats speed past but Liam was looking at something else. “Mate!” Louis slapped Liam in the back of the head. “Quit staring at MY girlfriend!”, Liam blushed and apologized quickly. He stepped aside allowing Harry and Louis outside. Louis walked over to you and gave you a kiss, then turned around to make sure Liam saw him. Liam made sure to avoid you the rest of the trip and Louis made sure of it.
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ghostfacd · 6 months
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𝙄𝙉 𝘼 𝙒𝙊𝙍𝙇𝘿 𝙁𝙐𝙇𝙇 𝙊𝙁 𝙈𝙀𝙉, 𝙃𝙀’𝙎 𝘼 𝙂𝙀𝙉𝙏𝙇𝙀𝙈𝘼𝙉
pairing: lorenzo berkshire x fem!slytherin!reader
genre: fluff, sweetheart enzo, brief suggestive content, enzo is a big softie basically
summary: in a world filled with men, there’s lorenzo berkshire, a sweetheart and gentleman
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Lorenzo Berkshire was a sweetheart.
Everybody knew that the down to earth Slytherin couldn’t hurt a fly even if he wanted to, and weirdly did not fit the stereotypical mean Slytherin persona despite hanging with Draco and his friends.
In fact, a lot of things that Lorenzo did were out of the ordinary for his crowd of people. Whenever Draco would pull a first year by their backpacks so their bodies would fling back, Lorenzo always muttered an apology after, offering the first year a cookie the next day. It was just who he was; he was a sweet boy, and that often meant he was also very clueless.
Sure, he was smart in his classes, but in everything else? Lorenzo was practically the virgin of all virgins.
“Her eyes are up here Enzo,” Pansy teased, watching as Lorenzo’s eyes finally shifted off your chest to look at Pansy in the eyes.
“Huh?”
“Well I know they’re nice,” you tease further, “but it’s rude to stare, y’know.”
“Oh,” Lorenzo’s eyebrows furrow, clearly confused. He’s either great at playing the dumb role or he genuinely has no idea what you and Pansy are inciting.
“What do you mean?” Lorenzo then moves his hand over to touch the gold colored necklace on your neck. “I was just looking at the new necklace you got. It’s nice.”
Oh. You didn’t think anyone would notice your new necklace. You bought it over the holidays when you went back home with your family, and had just started wearing it now.
“Thanks Enzo,” you say, placing a kiss on his cheek. He pulls back flustered, but he mutters a you’re welcome under his breath.
“LO BOY!” Lorenzo is quickly pulled into a headlock by no other than Draco Malfoy, who seems to find his friend struggling hilariously funny. “Oh what’s wrong Lo? Got your head in a knot?”
“Boys.” You and Pansy mutter, rolling your eyes as you both get up from your seats, heading to the much more quiet Great Hall.
- - -
The next time you see Lorenzo is in your Potions class. He’s on the left of you, and you’re almost falling asleep at the boring lecture of your professor. He always seem to talk more than actually teach how to mix potions.
“Pssst,” Lorenzo mutters to your partner as he hands her a slip of paper. “Be a peach and pass it to Y/N?”
Your partner, who has developed a little crush on Lorenzo only blushes, accepting the piece of paper and tapping you on the shoulder.
“Here,” she says, “it’s from Lorenzo.”
Your eyebrows quirk up, slowly unfolding the crinkled paper.
Your hair is pretty today
You bite your lip, trying to suppress a smile. Lorenzo just knew how to swoon a girl over, didn’t he? He doesn’t even have to try and your knees would still feel weak.
So my hair isn’t pretty on other days?
You scribble down, passing it back to your partner who passes it to Lorenzo.
His eyes grow wide when he reads it, opting to shake his head quickly.
“Not what I meant,” Lorenzo mouths.
“I know,” you mouth back, giving him a smirk. “Thank you Enzo.”
And you both end up more pink than the potions that were made in class that day.
- - -
“What do you even do in your free time?” Theodore asks, poking Lorenzo’s cheek repeatedly to annoy him. “Like read?”
“Like read?” Lorenzo mimics back. “Yes, I read. You should too Teddy, it’d be good for you.”
Theodore rolls his eyes, “I don’t need to read. And don’t call me Teddy.”
When you arrive in the dining hall, Theodore and Lorenzo already make a space for you to sit in between them. Usually, Pansy and Draco would be sitting across from the three of you, but today, they were off doing Godric knows what.
“Pans and Draco not here today?” Lorenzo asks, still focusing on the assignment he was finishing up before dinner ends.
“Nope,” you say, popping the p. “No idea what they’re doing.”
“Oh,” Theodore chuckles, “I have a few ideas.”
That makes the two of you burst out laughing, and Lorenzo finally looks up from his paper.
“What?” He asks. “What’s so funny?”
“Oh Enzo,” Theodore places a hand on his friend’s back, “never change.”
Lorenzo rolls his eyes, shrugging Theodore’s hand off. “Whatever that means.”
When Theodore finally heads off to the Slytherin common room, you and Lorenzo are left alone, the small conversations of the other students surrounds the two of you.
“Working hard on that assignment,” you say quietly to Lorenzo, bringing up your hand to pull a few strings of hair that were poking his eyes.
“Well someone’s gotta be the smart one in our friend group,” he says teasingly.
“Oh, so you’re saying I’m not smart?” Your hands start to wander, coming to each of Lorenzo’s sides to tickle him. He was especially ticklish around his abdomen.
“H-hey! Stop that!” He laughs, pushing your hands away. “Okay okay, we’re both the smart ones.”
“And Pansy,” you add.
“And Pansy.”
- - -
When you walked out to the lake that sat across from the Slytherin common room, you didn’t expect to find Lorenzo feeding the ducks. He was crouching, softly throwing a few pieces of crushed up bread at the ducks that now surrounded him.
“What are you doing Lo?” You ask, walking beside him.
“Not too loud,” Lorenzo says, “you’ll scare them away.”
He continues doing what he does before he runs all out, deciding to finally turn to you and throw an arm around your shoulder. “Evening.”
“Evening Enzo,” you say, pressing a kiss to his cheek. It was out of habit, and you did it regularly, but it didn’t stop Lorenzo from blushing every time it happened.
“I was feeding the ducks,” he explains, although it was pretty clear what he was doing. “I like them, they’re nice and pretty. Draco sometimes throws rocks at them, so it’s kind of my way of apologizing for him.”
You ruffle Lorenzo’s hair slightly, giving him a small kiss on the cheek. “Oh Enzo, you sweetheart.” But he doesn’t hear you, instead, choosing to admire the scenery of the lake.
- - -
“You know what’d be funny?” Mattheo says, already laughing before he could get out the rest of his sentence. “If we pied the girls. Pansy and Y/N.”
Lorenzo’s ears perk up at this, but he keeps quiet. Why was his friends always looking to get into trouble?
“They’d totally kill us,” Theodore comments.
“That’s why we have to do it.”
The boys had already gotten two pies and their plan figured out before Lorenzo could stop them. He watched as they hide it behind their backs, approaching you and Pansy who were both engrossed in your conservation.
“Wait,” Lorenzo mumbles, quickly following his group of friends. When he sees their hand from their back move as they speak to you and Pansy, he steps in front of the two of you, getting hit straight in the face with the two pies.
“Huh..” Lorenzo says, wiping away the whipped cream that was covering his eyes. “Key lime.”
“Enzo,” you say, knowing that this was probably one of Mattheo or Draco’s dumb ideas again. “You guys apologize to Lorenzo right now.”
The three boys sigh defeatedly, muttering a quiet sorry to their brunette friend who’s still wiping the whipped cream from his face.
“Why’d you do that Enzo?” You ask him as the two of you sat down on the grass. You’d finally got all the whipped cream off his face with a towel, and although Enzo won’t admit it, he was kind of grateful he did end up getting pied. After all, a pretty girl was cleaning him up after all, and not just any pretty girl, his close friend.
“Cause you’re too pretty to get pied.” He shrugs, which makes you smirk.
“Too pretty?”
“Well yeah,”
You laugh at Lorenzo’s honesty, and finally, you lean in to give him a kiss on the lips instead of the side of his cheek.
“Did you just-”
“Shh,” you say, grabbing ahold of his hand. “Just let me appreciate you right now. In a world full of just men, you’re a gentleman Enzo.”
And Lorenzo only smiles, knowing he’s finally got the girl of his dreams.
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eubybubble · 4 months
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slytherin boys after an argument
ft. Tom, Mattheo, Theodore, Lorenzo
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Theodore Nott
Realization hit him hard after a prolonged silence. The air felt thick, and he felt nauseous as he shifted his gaze from a small crack on the wall under his fist to your face. He just swallowed and left the room without a word.
He was terrified of himself, didn't he promise to never raise a hand on loved ones? Technically, he hadn’t, but it was too close. Thoughts flooded his mind as he rushed up the stairs in a desperate attempt to breathe fresh air. It wasn't surprising that he instinctively headed to the Astronomy Tower – your favorite place. Reaching the top, he stood there and retrieved the cigarette pack with trembling fingers. After hesitating, he lit one. Everything seemed to remind him of you. It was never that serious, you just wanted to help him.
Now, he felt like a total fool. Leaning against a wall and sliding down, he pondered over the the relationships. You were too sweet, he couldn't let you suffer near someone like him. With that, he set his mind on ignoring you and breaking up with you because "that'd be better for you." It seemed like you would only agree, he didn't consider any other possible answer.
In the next few days, he deliberately skipped meals and tried to ignore your questioning gaze in halls. However, you heard a slight cough from behind after the lunch.
"May we discuss something?"
"Well, if it isn't Theodore Nott! What—" he didn't let you finish.
"Let's break up." you froze, staring at him in disbelief.
"Nott, are you insane? Didn't you think to ask me?"
"I'm doing it right now."
"Really? It felt more like you just stated a fact and I can only accept it. It was really low of you to avoid me." Your eyes became shiny as tears started to accumulate involuntarily. Theodore noticed it, and despite the cold agenda he planned, he rushed towards you, wiping the tears.
"You wouldn't want to be with me," he mumbled.
"What? We could've talked! We've always talked about how important communication is, but how come we don't practice it? I know you, and I know myself; I wouldn't give up on our relationship that easily. And more than anything, I know that I want to be with you. Why would you do that to me?" you sobbed, clutching onto him as if you were afraid that if he left now, you would never see him again.
"Shush, principessa, I'm so sorry-" he didn't expect such a reaction from you. As you hid your crying face in his chest, his heartbeat only became faster. What an idiot he was for even thinking of such a thing. "I'm so sorry. For everything I've done and said. I'll work to be better for you," he rambled quietly. "Do you trust me? Are you ready to give me another try?" His voice cracked slightly as he asked the last question. You just nodded, and he chuckled at the sight. "Tesoro... I'm so sorry. I promise you it won't happen again." He gave you a forehead kiss, and he really meant it. Even though he didn't say anything about it, he decided to quit smoking. Yes, it won't be easy or a short process, but at least he found a far better addiction - you.
Tom Riddle
From the moment you saw Tom, you thought it could have worked out. At least, you hoped so. It all felt dumb. All those times when your friends told you to break up or said that he didn’t care about you - you refused to believe them. And now, it got you here when the most precious person told you were some troublesome trivia. In the past, you and Tom would at least talk during lunch or sit next to each other in Potions where he patiently helped you, but now, he skipped most lessons, and if he attended one, he’d sit alone. Everyone noticed it, and you became the target of their whispers and snickers. Some even went as far as mocking you in the halls.
“Well, if it isn’t the one Tom Riddle dumped. What, did he finally realize that you’re pathetic?” you tightened your hold on your books and tried to leave hurriedly until the blonde boy from the group shoved you into the wall. “Aren’t we talking to you? Why are you leaving so suddenly?”
It was a pretty loud encounter, so Tom, who was walking nearby, heard it and stopped in his tracks. To tell the truth, he didn’t even want to break up. He invented this silly excuse to protect you because he was afraid of his own actions. He hoped you’d be stubborn and come once again, but you didn’t. That’s when he knew he messed up, but his pride held him back from going to you. And now, someone was bullying his treasure.
But they underestimated your power. You didn’t want it to escalate into violence, but they started it first. With a swift movement of the wand, you threw them off with a big blast. Not even bothering to look behind, you paced up and bumped into someone.
“Oh.” As he put his hands on your shoulders to steady you, he eyed the unconscious group behind. “Using a spell of such power at this hour?” he mumbled nervously.
“Care to explain why you care? Get off, Riddle.” You tried to shove him away, but his grip was strong.
“What’s going on with you? I didn’t even do anything to make you that mad.” You nearly choked at these words.
“Tom.” He hesitated. “Do you think I’m that dumb to fall for your words? Move out of the way.” But he just stood there without a change.
"Don’t leave. I was just... I was afraid I’d hurt you," he whispered as he clutched onto you. "I was afraid of my own plans, of my own thoughts. But please, promise me never to leave, even if I change. I won’t hurt you, just stay by my side. I never expected to fall in love..I had everything planned ahead in a neat way, but you came in like a surprise. Yet, here we are, and it's you. There's no turning back now" You never saw Tom being so vulnerable, and you could do only nod. You cupped his face.
"Hey, I’m here. Everything’s gonna be fine. I’ll be here," you softly reassured him, not noticing how easily he drew you right back.
Mattheo Riddle
You had hard time absorbing everything Mattheo said. It was already dark outside, but you didn’t care to turn on the light or illuminate the wand with “Lumos”. You sat on the bed and went through the box with a glossy eyes. You couldn’t believe that he saved every gift, every letter, note - even those that you gave him before dating. Quiet sobs escaped your chest upon finding the promise ring at the very top. Why does it feel so awful when you believed you made the right choice?
As if on cue, your roommate entered the dorm room. "Hey, look what everyone’s talking about in school- oh, are you okay?" She turned on the lights and noticed your teary face. Quickly wiping everything away, you pretended to be busy, gathering everything back into the box. "Yeah, my eyes are sore from reading in the dark," a lame excuse, "what were you gonna tell?"
She knew you disliked having your privacy intruded upon. "So, three students were caught for an outrageous duel and a series of mobbings in Hogsmeade! Surprisingly, it was two Gryffindor students and one Hufflepuff. That fits into the ‘don't judge a book by its cover' narrative. I wonder when the stereotypes about the houses will end. Remember when everyone didn't doubt that it was Slytherin?" she sighed.
As if it weren't enough of a heartbreak, you discovered that everything you had ever suspected Mattheo of was all filthy lies and gossip. Suddenly, you felt dizzy.
You didn’t care about decency or dignity as you rushed to Mattheo’s dorm. He, too, was struggling. Despite everything, he regretted speaking harshly and leaving the memory box. What if you never returned and tossed it away? His heart clenched at the thought.
Feeling too irritated and unwilling to join others in the common room for a card game, he was all alone for now. In futile attempts to fall asleep, he heard a light knock on the door.
"Who’s that?" he groaned, too lazy to open the door.
"Hey, can we talk?" His muscles tensed upon hearing that familiar voice. Rushing to the door, he unlocked it immediately. "Oh, hi," you blushed and stopped mid-sentence, staring at his torso. He glanced down, realizing he forgot to put his shirt on.
"Shit. Sorry, one second," he shut the door in embarrassment and put on a random sweater. "What do you want?" he still held a grudge against you.
"I wanna... apologize. You have every right to shut the door, but I wanted to tell you that our relationship isn’t a joke to me. I love everything about you. I was just so stupid to believe all the gossips floating around Hogwarts, but that doesn’t matter. I came here to tell you how insane you make me feel. I mean, these days when I tried to collect my thoughts and was avoiding you, I was thinking of you non-stop. Mattheo, I’d fight the world to be by your side." As you rambled on and on, his gaze softened, and he pulled you by the waist.
"That’s my girl. I felt terrible when you acted the way you acted, but I hope it won’t be the same in the future?... I also apologize for saying unnecessary things."
"That’s okay, you had every right to be mad. What about I’ll order the food and we’ll watch a movie?"
“Gladly” he was grinning now. It wasn't necessary to tell him that you were also ordering a new broomstick, the perfect one for the perfect boy to make it up. It was the least you could do now. As you scrolled through the list of new films, Mattheo coughed.
"So, uh, can I get my box back, please? You didn’t go through it, right?" a light blush covered his face.
“Actually, I did, Matty. I didn’t know you are so sweet” he groaned at this comment “but I’ll return it to you. Sure.”
Lorenzo Berkshire
The moment Lorenzo received his numerology exam back, he couldn't believe the mark he saw. 70, satisfactory. Many would pray for such a grade, but he had studied and sacrificed too much for this.
As he walked to breakfast, he scanned the Great Hall but couldn't spot you. The previous day's argument flared up in his memory, and he wrinkled his nose as he sat down to eat. As predicted, a white owl sat on his shoulder, delivering a letter with Berkshire's family logo.
He run his eyes over the text. “disgrace..wasting time..bad influence” and blah blah blah. Nothing’s new, except the threat that ordered him not to come home until he got back on the track academically. He's been following his parents' wishes for too long; he was too afraid to ruin the perfect son image that he completely lost hold of his priorities.
Oh, how he wished to be in your embrace now, to listen to your soothing voice and nuzzle up to you in the dark. But he ruined it single-handedly.
He stood up and went to lessons, scratching an apology note for you in the meantime. At DADA, the only class you two took together, he tried to sit next to you and apologize, but that place was taken by a Hufflepuff girl, to which he could only frown. Throughout the lesson, you felt his gaze on you, but never once did you turn your head back at him. If he needed a break that much, he could get one. After all, you got tired of constantly begging him to relax and spend time with you and felt like a total fool.
After the lessons ended, you were the first one to leave the classroom, but he's not an idiot either. You felt someone gently taking hold of your wrists and pushing you into the empty classroom. The door closed behind.
"Can we talk and communicate like grown-ups?" Lorenzo inquired.
"You said everything you wanted last time. I have to go, Hermione's waiting for me in the library," you blatantly lied.
"Oh, really? Because when I last talked to Hermione, she told me she would be with Ron," he calmly stated, stepping closer. "I don't really remember things I've said, but-" You didn't let him finish.
“Enzo, you needed break and I’m giving it to you” his jaws tightened in frustration at your unwavering stance. “You told me I was a burden and you know what? I think you were right because lately, that’s what I felt like in relationships with you. It’s like I’m begging you to spend time with me. Maybe it's best to return to being friends” you mumbled. But he just shook his head, moving nearer once more until he stood right in front of you.
"I'm sorry I made you feel this way. It's not an excuse for my behavior, but I've been stressing about..something," he sighed. "You don't deserve to be treated like that, but trust me, I'll be better." He gently reached out for your arm. "I need just another chance. The only one. I've already written back to my parents, and I hope they will get off my back. I've also told them about us," his voice got quieter. "I hope you won't mind." Your breath hitched. He had always been postponing this, even if you wished for it. There was a minute of silence and apprehension before he wrapped you in a hug. "I hope you can forgive me, sweetheart. How about we go to the cafe you like this weekend?" he mumbled, peppering your face with kisses.
a/n: I apologize if it's not the way you imagined, but hey, I tried my best. Also, I think they were super careful and sweet afterwards!
taglist: @lilanxietysstuff @nopedefe @marina468
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starstruckmoony · 7 months
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Hi, could I request a enemies to lovers with Enzo? Love your writing :))
tysm for the request anon!! i am so so sorry for taking ages to post this but i got veryyyyyy carried away and it may or may not be too long BUT i hope you enjoy it and that it's similar enough to what you imagined &lt;3
king of my heart.
masterlist , requests
pairing - lorenzo berkshire x reader
summary - you and lorenzo are both sore, jealous losers with egos the size of jupiter, so you decide that you hate one another and that academic competing is the way to go. you keep that up for six full years, until something rather unfortunate happens and destroys your entire game plan.
trope/tags - enemies to lovers, rivals to lovers, angst, fluff
word count - 12.8k
warnings - language, smoking
if there was one thing every single person who ever crossed your path knew about you, even if you were barely acquainted, was that you had sort of been raised without the ability to accept that you cannot always come out on top. it was simply incomprehensible. you'd been told that you were a gifted kid from the moment you became aware of your pathetic little existence. it did wonders to your ego. your smarts and determination amused your tutors, petrified them even. and the better you got, the more motivation it sparked in you.
you intended to keep things going your way when your acceptance letter for hogwarts arrived in the mail. you weren't worried, not even a little bit, and neither were your parents. being the best of the best was a running thing in your family.
unsurprisingly, it couldn't have started off better. your professors loved you. other kids envied you. each essay and exam result you'd ever recieved was the textbook definition of perfect. your grades were nicer that aphrodite's reflection in the mirror, as hermione had told you once. it was a lot coming from her. she was also amongst the few of the smartest, most hardworking students in your year, but you never felt threatened by her, or anybody else for that matter. there was, weirdly, no jealousy. on her part, at least, considering you so very effortlessly secured your spot as top of the class and never let anybody take it. she'd always be happy for you like the good friend she was, proudly patting you on the back, yet you couldn't help but think if she ever felt a little angry behind that supportive smile of hers.
and funny enough, you were finally able to stop pretending to know what it was like one fine wednesday before the christmas holidays. you had come into class more confident than ever that morning, smugly waiting for your potions essay results. you were hoping for a hundred, but a ninety nine, maybe even a ninety eight, didn't seem so bad either. that would have been, if lorenzo berkshire hadn't got his essay back with a score better than yours. he, much like yourself, was just another sore loser who craved academic validation like a drug, silently fuming whenever somebody surpassed him. he had dealt it with for months, watching you ace everything from charms to transfiguration, and always being second to you. the jealousy consumed his entire being, and he was kind of going mental, so you one could only imagine how ecstatic he was when he saw your face twist with dread after snape praised him in front of everybody. he wouldn't have hidden that mocking grin on his face if you held a knife to his throat and it made you want to choke him to death, for lack of better term.
"l/n." he sang as he successfully caught you in the corridor right after the said lesson. twat. you ignored him and increased the speed of your steps, biting the inside of your cheek, so hard that it began to sting. you didn't instantaneously realise how desperate he was to get your attention, but it became a lot clearer when he stood in front of you, entirely blocking your path. your little attempts to confuse him and avoid the situation were useless. it was kind of pathetic.
"what do you want?" simply shoving him to the ground and acting like it never happened would have done the job, but god forbid you swallowed your pride for once. 
"c'mon, don't be so pissy, i'm just trying to make conversation." you saw right through him, anyone would. him? wanting to make conversation with you? after death-glaring you every lesson for three months straight? and then bursting your bubble and being so smug about it? you almost scoffed, "you're in my way."
"oh, my apologies." he moved to the side and bowed dramatically, waiting for you to leave. you rolled your eyes, and took a single step forward, just to have him come right back to his original spot.
"move." you tried to shove him and even attempted to run for it, but he was faster than you. your nostrils flared, "you know that today was just dumb luck, right?" you crossed your arms, thinking you'd get under his skin, but there was no sign of change on his face. on the contrary, he was more accomplished than ever. you were fuming.
"i wouldn't call it that." he tilted his head to the side, observing your face.
"alright then," you copied his movements, "plagiarism?" his smile fell a little. it made you a lot happier than it should have. you expected victory from that senseless squabble, but lorenzo wasn't the type of person who backed down so easily. that was something you should have known.
"you're projecting." he shrugged, blankly staring at you.
"projecting?" you almost stuttered.
"projecting. pick up a dictionary, yeah?" he gave your head a tiny pat, and left you standing in the hallway, dumbfounded, angry, and a little humiliated.
that moment alone set off a feud that changed the trajectory of your miserable lives forever. each time he did better than you, whether it was on an essay, an exam, flying lessons even, your urge to wipe his existence of the face of the earth got stronger. the feelings were mutual on his part. you went back and forth like that for a while, trying not to be that obvious about it, but one could only hide their true feelings for so long.
it started off with hushed insults, which got strategically thrown around every time you'd cross each other's path. having other people notice your diminishing confidence was proper nightmare fuel, so you kept it as subtle as possible. then it turned into shoving and pushing, which was enough to set off some alarm bells in the heads of your friends. neville had told you that it wasn't worth it, and draco, of all fucking people, had told lorenzo to tone it down, but you refused to listen. you offered a few empty promises, saying that you'll sort it out sooner or later (sort out as in make sure you never let lorenzo get a score higher than yours again, but that was not going to happen).
your sooner or later turned into a few godawfully long years. saying you hated him may have seemed like an overstatement, but there was no other way to describe that burning feeling of i want to fucking kill you that entirely took over you whenever you laid your eyes on him. it kept getting worse and worse, without you realising just how bad it had become. your little competitions had completely lost their significance. it didn't matter who was first anymore. it could be ron or pansy, and you wouldn't bat an eye. all you cared about was surpassing each other, even if you were among the average with your scores.
that being said, it became an open secret of sort. as stupid as you made your classmates out to be, they were not, and they quickly put the missing puzzle pieces together. one of them spread a rumour that you tried to kill lorenzo, or vice versa, you couldn't really remember. and frankly, you couldn't blame them. you had given them more than enough reasons to think that you hated his guts. the most ridiculous instance had to have been the one during potions class when snape assigned you to work together. you could have placed a bet of two million galleons that he did it on purpose. it was like he wanted you to fail.
lorenzo had managed to insult you before he even took a seat at your table, calling you too stupid to work with in front of the entire class. you told him that he was a daft idiot when he unwillingly slumped down into the empty seat next to you, which had only set him off more. you accepted your fates almost immediately, knowing that whatever task snape assigned to you wouldn't be done, even if it cost you your grades.
just like you predicted, you did everything but what you were supposed to; spilled every sort of liquid there was all over each other's things, broke a few glasses, set two notebooks on fire, and burnt a hole in the table. you had stuck him to his chair, too, and lost a few house points as a result.
***
a sane person would have reached a certain point and stopped, pushing all of those stupid grudges aside. forgive and forget, that whole talk. hopelessly, your friends thought you would have got over it as you were growing older and that you would have chosen basic human decency over some hurt feelings and an insignificant competition no one gave a shit about. but no. you were not sane. you were ruthless, and you continued trying to make each other miserable like your lives depended on it. you hated lorenzo berkshire, and he hated you just as much. you were too naive and caught up in it all to realise that it'll come right back for you later.
it was like some sick obsession. from obvious sabotaging during classes whenever you got assigned to work together (followed by unsatisfactory results you blamed the other for) to throwing insults at each other in the corridors where everybody was set to hear you, you had checked every single one off.
you called him a useless arsehole on a daily basis. he called you an insufferable bitch every time he saw you. you had cursed out each other during lessons and done even worse things when nobody was looking. and if anyone did see you and try to get involved and call you names, it was bad news for them. you were each other's enemies to insult and demean and degrade and ruthlessly bully, nobody else's. only you were allowed to call him a cockroach, and only he was allowed to call you a snake. your relationship with lorenzo was nothing you could explain to somebody with a fully functioning brain, even if you tried.
one night in your fifth year, you had successfully snuck out in search of some sort encyclopaedia to help you out with your DADA assignment. none of the books which you were allowed to use did good enough of a job at making it easier, so you were hoping that the restricted section would have something better to offer - which it did. you couldn't recall the last time your trip to the library was that short.
to make things even better, you successfully avoided bumping into an annoying brunette who made your life oh so entertaining (unbearable). lorenzo wasn't anywhere to be seen. you smiled to yourself, feeling a sense of freedom at last. you were praying that the prick got bored of looming around the corridors all alone like a loser, waiting to terrorise you.
you began humming a tune you heard dean play on his old gramophone (one that got confiscated), and skipped around the corner to make your way to the grand staircase. mistake number one. you tripped over something, someone, but managed to stay on your feet as opposed to falling face-first onto the ground. you didn't even have to look back to know who it was.
"my, my, out rebelling again?" lorenzo leaned against the wall with his arms crossed, smirking in satisfaction when he noticed how you were grimacing. he stepped on one of the books you dropped, refusing to move when you tried to snatch it back.
"do you mind?" you spat, aggressively pulling it from under his foot. you straightened out your clothes and dusted yourself off before tucking the literature you had picked up under your arm.
"stealing?" he raised an eyebrow.
"borrowing." you corrected.
"without permission?" he tilted his head to the side in faux amusement, "i wonder what would happen if i alerted a professor about this."
"and you'd tell them what?" you scoffed, barely able to hold your laughter in, "that you saw me stealing while you were sneaking out to go for a casual wank?" what a fucking idiot. you rolled your eyes, turning away from him with the intention to walk away from the scene. you were not in the mood for his bullshit.
"yeah, yeah, run away like you always do." he uttered in disappointment, yawning. he knew exactly which buttons to push, and it wasn't surprising. you were familiar with each other's habits and emotions more than you'd like to admit. you stopped in your tracks. sighing, you set the books down onto the stone tiles, and spun around to face him once again.
"aguamenti." you cast the spell with an evil smile, and in a matter of seconds, a wave of water was shot straight in lorenzo's direction, leaving him soaking wet. he gasped out in shock; his clothes clung to his body. the water was unbearably cold, it was so fucking freezing, he could barely move. the commotion was noisy enough to alert filch and his beloved ms. norris, but those were the last of your worries. your felt rather fulfilled, that was what mattered.
"you asked for it." you shrugged, but did not turn your back on him just yet. that would have been the easiest way for him to attack, so you mistakenly waited, thinking he would strike for you. he dug his wand out of his pocket, and muttered a spell, "vermiculus."
you whipped your head in the direction in which he pointed his hand, realising what happened a second too late. he had turned your precious books into worms. you yelped in surprise and stepped away from the disgusting mess on the ground, your back bumping into his chest. you turned to face him and gave him a harsh push, backing him up into the wall and shoving your wand into his face.
"uncast it." you demanded. he laughed. how stupid did you have to be to even think that he'd listen to you, "no."
"berkshire." your words came out louder than expected. you wouldn't have been shocked if you saw a teacher coming around the corner to reprimand the both of you for looming around so late, but you didn't care.
"undo the damn spell." you repeated, just about ready to strangle him if you deemed it necessary.
"no." he pushed you away and took a hold of his own wand. he tried to disarm you, but failed miserabley. two could play at that game, then "stupif-"
"what's going on here?" filch's scratchy voice stopped you mid-spell. your head snapped towards him, and you instinctively stuck your wand inside of your clothes as if he hadn't already seen it. being too preoccupied by trying to come up with an explanation that you hadn't previously used to get yourself out of trouble, you had forgotten about the slimy creatures crawling on the floor. a worm wiggled towards you, too close for comfort, and you scrambled to get away, clumsily bumping into lorenzo once again. he gave you a somewhat gentle shove to get you away, and you kicked him in response, right in the shin.
"she tried to drown me." he explained with an irritated groan, rubbing the sore spot on his leg.
"he destroyed school property." you added dramatically, wishing to kick him one more time. filch's eyes trailed over to the filth beside your feet, and he made a face of disgust before instructing you both to follow him to dumbledore's office.
the whole ordeal ended with the books being safely returned to their spot on the shelves of the restricted section, a half-assed DADA assignment and the two of you getting put on bathroom cleaning duty for seven days straight (no magic allowed). it was probably the biggest mistake of dumbledore's life.
the bathrooms were not cleaned properly once. in fact, they'd only end up in conditions which were about ten times worse than their default ones. lorenzo was too busy spilling bucketfuls of water, dirty or clean, all over you to care whether he scrubbed the junk off every single sink there was (payback for the stunt you pulled on him in the corridor), and you were too busy hitting him with funny smelling toilet brushes (made sure you got all that rubbish into his hair, too) to polish the tiles and mirrors to perfection like you were told to do. it was disgusting and sickeningly entertaining at once. dumbledore considered punishing you with some other method, but gave up seeing what the boys' toilets looked like after night four. not even detention was able to come between the two of you. limits and common sense weren't either.
***
in your sixth year, the unimaginable happened. there wasn't a single soul who saw it coming, not even yourselves. maybe it was magic. maybe it was a sign from the universe. maybe some higher power did everybody justice. whatever it was, it sent your professors into a spiral. their shitty damage control was finally paying off, as cruel as it turned out to be.
classes had become increasingly more difficult than they were in previous years. to follow, to manage, to keep track of, and everything in between. mcgonagall had pulled you outside twice, asking you what was wrong after she had noticed that you were falling behind. many of your peers were, actually, but nobody would have ever expected it from you. the results you'd achieve weren't always as perfect as they were in your first year, though you had never struggled to get past eighty points until then. it was singlehandedly the worst thing that could have ever happened to you. priorities were hard to sort out, so there was a noticeable decline in your performance. you were absolutely miserable, and it did not get better, only worse. so bad that you had forgotten that you had a certain slytherin to compete with.
it was the day before halloween night, lessons had come to an end. your friends scattered around different places – some to the great hall, some to hogsmeade, some headed straight to bed, all intending to clear their minds after a stressful week of difficult assignments and dreadfully challenging essays. nearly every student left the transfiguration classroom with a relieved smile, happy that even their low scores ensured them a pass. hermione got a ridiculous amount of praise for her outstanding results, and even an encouraging pat on the back from mcgonagall.
so, a wonderful end of october for everybody but yourself. your expectations weren't high when you handed your toughest essay in. you thought you'd get sixty points at best. not hoping for much, yet still trying to ignore the worst possible outcome - one that was bound to get you someday like proper karma. but that wouldn't actually happen, would it? there was no way. it was impossible. you felt like a bloody idiot.
you failed. you fucking failed. for the first time in your life. and it was much more humiliating than you had imagined. you were so upset with yourself that you hadn't even bothered to pester lorenzo about his results, and strangely, he hadn't approached you either. no glances, no death glares, no hushed insults. not during the lesson, not after.
you left the transfiguration classroom trying your hardest not to cry, ignoring all of your friends and wishing to get out of the castle as soon as possible. you needed to be alone. you weren't looking for anybody's comfort, validation or their empty words of sympathy that would lose their meaning the moment you fixed the mess you were in. so you went to the black lake; where very little people preferred spending time, where you could be at peace with your own thoughts, and where you could catch a much needed break, even if it was only for a little while.
you slumped down onto the grass with a thump, bringing your knees up to your chest and letting your tears fall. you failed. for merlin's sake, you failed. it was like everything you had ever known was suddenly gone. you weren't even worried about what your parents or professors would say. truthfully, you couldn't give less of a damn. you were so disappointed that you had blocked out everything and everyone else, or whatever stupid opinion and solutions they might have had to offer. everyone, except for lorenzo and that dumb game you two were, for an even dumber reason, still playing. he must have been oh so happy to hear about your failure. he'd never let you live it down, you knew it.
"l/n?" speak of the fucking devil. he always had fantastic timing.
"get out of my sight before i throw you into the lake." you spat, wiping your tear-stained face with your sleeve, not looking at him.
"shiver me timbers." he sang, not feeling threatened at all.
"berkshire." you warned, turning your head towards him and meeting his gaze. you shouldn't have moved. worry flashed through his face for a brief moment when he caught a glimpse your puffy eyes, and he pressed his lips together, guilty. could he actually bring himself to pester you while you were in such a terrible condition? no, he couldn't, regardless of the resentment he felt towards you.
he cleared his throat and took a step closer. you sighed, staring back at the landscape spread out in front of you without uttering a word, "what happened?" he questioned hesitantly.
"nothing that concerns you." you attempted to shut him down. he raised both of his eyebrows, a little amused, "someone upset my favourite rival," he scoffed, "of course it concerns me."
you rolled your eyes, "just leave, will you?" but did you really want him to? your voice shook as you spoke. you despised the part of you that was wishing for him to stay. you wanted to be alone more than anything, but you knew you'd break down again if he listened to your plea and left you there. you'd take his overused insults over failure any day.
"not until you tell me what happened." your jaw clenched, and you muttered a quiet curse, knowing that he most likely wouldn't let up. as if that one would miss out on an opportunity to annoy you. he settled down in the grass, right next to you, waiting.
you sat in silence for what felt like forever. he didn't push you to speak again, and you were pretty reluctant to say a single thing. not even calling him names seemed tempting. you sighed for the nth time, starting to tear up again, "i got my essay back with thirty points." you sniffled, silently preparing yourself to get made fun of.
"fuck," you heard him mumble, and he scratched his head shortly before speaking, "if it makes you feel better, i got twenty eight." getting on your nerves was always in his best interest. although, having to see you so seriously upset was not on his bucket list, not anymore. you stared at him in shock, frowning, "what?"
he nodded. the look on his face was so sullen that you were starting to believe him, "are you not taking the piss?"
he snorted, "i wish i was," he avoided your gaze, "i, uh," he pursed his lips in thought, letting out a breath of frustration, "i was convinced i'd do well even if i started last minute... without research, but uh, guess i was wrong." you hummed, doubtful.
"why are you telling me all this?" you shook your head and trailed your eyes back to the lake, finding it rather difficult to believe that he was being so... nice. it was your first normal conversation and you had no clue what to make of it.
"who else am i supposed to tell it to?" he responded, annoyed. you bit the inside of your cheek, just as irritated, picking up a pebble. you examined it shortly before throwing it into the water.
lorenzo watched you curiously, having very little to say, which was terribly weird in itself. lorenzo berkshire not having a single unnecessary, offending comment to offer? your failures had truly taken a toll on you, completely.
"i can't believe we both fell off." you said in wonder, throwing another rock below the surface.
"right," he agreed, without an urge to backtalk, "fucking hell, i've no reason to hate you now." he blurted out, horrified by his own words.
"fantastic, now i suck at that too." you let out a dry, emotionless chuckle. you weren't crying anymore, just silently fuming at lorenzo for being the one to stop it without even properly trying.
"you suck at everything." he corrected.
"i take after you." you retorted nonchalantly.
"dumbass." he bit back a smile.
"dickhead." you were struggling just as hard. holding in your laughter was never more challenging, but you were determined not to break character.
you found yourselves in an eerily comfortable silence. by the looks of it, things would be alright. knowing that he messed up too somehow put you at ease. not even because you were happy to him fail, but more at the thought that it just happened to be at the same time as you. you found a certain dose of comfort in it. it was written in the stars, as it seemed.
"get lost now." you broke the bubble you found yourselves in. it was about time you got back on track. there was no way you'd get all friendly and gushy with him, even after whatever that was.
"alright, alright." he stood up, groaning as he did so. he dusted off the pieces of grass that got stuck to his trousers.
he stared back at the lake shortly, waiting to see if you'd say anything else he could offer a witty response to. he was a bit sad when you didn't, and he shoved his hands into the pockets of his trousers, sighing, "well, i shall see you-"
"never." you finished that for him.
"perfect." he added, turning on his heel and heading towards the castle. you allowed yourself to glimpse at him one last time, simply not being able to let him have the last word.
"you've got some on your arse." you were talking about the remainder of the grass that was stuck to his clothing. he stopped to clean it up, and then flipped you off wordlessly.
you thought that was the last of your civilised interactions. there was no reason for you to bore your mind with it. you happened to fall behind at the same time and it gave you a decent bonding moment, but it was nothing more than that. just two people who claimed they didn't like one another very much talking properly for once. nothing, it was nothing. simple as that. so you weren't able to pinpoint why you kept looking back on it nearly every day, or why you felt so guilty for calling him stupid and useless, or why making fun of him for getting a lower score than you wasn't rewarding anymore, or why competing so fiercly was no longer satisfactory. and why he too, happened to feel just the same. maybe you had grown out of it.
you blamed it on the stress. you did have lots of different things occupying your mind anyway - such as your major arithmancy exam that you decided to pull an all nighter for.
for the first time in a while, you stayed inside the library past closing hours. madam pince wasn't too happy about it, but she liked you enough to let you crash there and warned filch not to throw you outside if he happened to notice you during his nightly patrol. the woman had some interesting tactics up her sleeve, none of which you ever questioned.
you swore, probably for the tenth time in the past two minutes, crumpling up yet another piece of parchment. you had to start over a ridiculous amount of times. the pile of rubbish on the floor was growing larger by the second. ripped up paper, bottles of ink, broken feathers, it was definitely a sight. there was no way you were getting through all of that on your own. and oh how that angered you. you rarely ever needed assistance with anything, but this was just a little bit above your level. that enraged you even more. a helping hand was starting to sound promising.
"you're still here?" you didn't even flinch, knowing all too well who that voice belonged to. did god or the devil just answer your prayers? you never got past your little habits of leaving the dormitories to do whatever there was to be done around the castle almost every night, so there he went, running into you again. lorenzo peeked out from behind the bookshelves in front of you, smiling like a little kid who was just about to do something egregiously silly. you couldn't not grin back, despite being angry.
"you're still here?" you repeated his question, crossing your arms.
"i asked first." he moved towards your desk, pulling out an empty chair and settling there next to you without even asking if you wanted him there. weird, that one.
"alright, and?" you teased further. he bumped your shoulder with his own. he wanted something. punching him suddenly sounded like a fine option. he looked over your arm to examine your notes.
"arithmancy?" he glared at you, kind of bemused. it was another subject he was that awfully good at, unlike you. you weren't terrible, but not exactly the best either. an infuriating thing.
"my favourite." you responded sarcastically, throwing your quill across the table. he hummed, sitting back in his chair, but not taking his eyes off of you. he definitely wanted something.
"what?" you could sense it already. he was gonna mock you again.
"do you need help with that, perhaps?" or maybe not. you looked at him, skeptical.
"from you?" you raised an eyebrow.
"well, i mean, yeah." he shifted in his spot, as if he was anxious. you did a double take, and then burst out laughing, wiping away a non-existent tear. he was just too damn funny. him helping you? that was a good one. you carried on with that little performance of yours for the next minute until it hit you that he wasn't joking.
"are you serious?" you asked, just to confirm. there was absolutely no chance.
"look, i can leave-" he stood up, "no," you grabbed a fistful of his sweater and pulled him back down. he yelped, startled, "what's your deal?" you weren't letting him get away with that so easily.
"what do you mean?" he was geniuenly confused.
"don't play fucking dumb," you jabbed a finger into his chest, "why are you being so kind to me all of a sudden?"
he laughed uncomfortably, scratching the nape of his neck, "well, i thought, you know, since it seems like we're no longer on about hating each other, that-"
"oh." you interrupted him, chuckling in disbelief. you shook your head, rubbing your temples in frustration and then letting your arms fall to your sides, "look, berkshire, just because i'm not trying to kill you anymore doesn't mean i want to be friends."
"what!? for fuck's sake, you're impossible." he stood up once more, this time darting out of your reach.
"here we go again." you rolled your eyes. you just couldn't interact without quarreling, could you? he paced around inbetween the bookshelves before returning to your table, "you're not exactly giving me any reasons to be nice right now."
"i never asked of you to be nice." you argued.
"you could appreciate me trying." he retorted. you had no idea what on earth he was trying to achieve. you could only think of so many explanations, "why? so that you could gain my trust and then stab me in the back when it's convenient for you?"
"that's what this is about?" he muttered something under his breath, "i thought we were past that rubbish."
you wanted to laugh hysterically, "okay, we may have pushed the resentment aside, but you can't exactly expect me to trust you."
he understood that, unbeknownst to you, "i never said that you needed to trust me," he sighed, leaning over the table, "listen, i offered to help you because i can see you're struggling. i'm not here to sabotage you if that's what you're worried about. i'd be wasting my time." he straightened his posture, standing there with his arms crossed.
"because i'm already terrible enough and don't need anyone's interference to properly fuck up, right?" you were prepared to tell him to bugger off if he refused to give you the answer you were looking for, furious at him and yourself.
he paused, hesitant. you were so fucking stubborn, and he loved you for it, "correct." alright then.
you picked up your quill, "sit down."
you got your exam back with a shocking score of eighty-nine, surpassing even hermione. not lorenzo, but you were second, and that was enough to have your ego flying right back through the roof.
i told you you could do it, he said, but not without me, he had to point out. you had to give him that. how could you not? he casually decided to save your life without you even asking for it. if it weren't for him, you most likely would have majorly fucked up on that exam. that's not saying that it wasn't difficult. he had no patience and you had even less, but you had somehow survived that night in the library without biting each other's heads off or getting into any additional fights. he even followed you back to your dorm, an offer he didn't allow you to refuse and one that you were too exhausted to complain about.
in the few weeks that followed, you decided that it was for the best that you block out whatever happened between you that night. christmas holidays were approaching, and you couldn't let that ruin your mood. lorenzo told you that mattheo said that it was a shift in the matrix. you had no idea what that meant, it sounded horrifyingly muggle, but you agreed for the sake of agreeing. a shift in the matrix, bloody nonsense. a coincidence, you called it. an accident, even. an accident that helped you out tremendously and made you reconsider lorenzo on nights when you couldn't sleep, but still an accident. 
who were you kidding? something had definitely changed. other students started noticing it too.
you had gradually become somewhat friendly rivals who'd rub their own success into each other's faces for the laughs till they got threatened with a jinx or tickled to death. some occasional name calling too, just not as intense. but you weren't friends. nothing near it. you had done a pretty good job at convincing yourself you never would be. treating him a little better than usual was the farthest you'd go trying to mend all those years of jealousy and grudges. that was what you started living by, pushing away that strange tingling sensation that would coarse through you every time his hands happened to brush against yours when you walked side by side.
it is exactly why you almost spilled acidic liquid all over the table and burnt a hole in it again when he sat next to you during potions one fine afternoon.
snape was visibly mortified by the sight, partially because of that incident from two years prior (when you almost set the entire classroom on fire), and partially because he couldn't believe that mcgonagall was actually onto something when she purposefully failed you both. it would go down in history as one of the most ridiculous moments of his career. he sent a warning glare your way before beginning the lesson.
"excuse you?" you whispered once professor snape finally turned his back to the class, raising both of your eyebrows in question. was lorenzo asking to get violated?
"harry took my seat." he pointed towards the table where he usually sat. and shockingly enough, there was harry, sitting next to draco, for whatever sick and twisted reason. you gaped at them, then at lorenzo. not looking into that deeper was maybe for the better.
okay then. you didn't respond, trying to get into taking some notes like you were previously instructed. that would have been easy (it was for the first quarter of the lesson), if lorenzo's presence wasn't keeping you so alert, stopping you from focusing on what you deemed more important, "merlin, can you breathe a little quieter?" you snapped.
he purposely inhaled louder than he normally would, grinning proudly when your eyes rolled back into your brain. you kicked him under the table. he yelped, but oddly, covered it up with a cough. you glared at him, doubtful. that was not the reaction you were expecting to get.
you resumed trying to copy the crucial bits from the chapter snape assigned you all to analyse, very poorly. it was kind of impossible. you weren't used to having lorenzo sit so close to you for such an extended amount of time. ignoring him was unimaginably hard. your notes had never looked worse. words missing, constant mistakes, sensless scribbles. you reached for a new pot of ink after seeing that you had run out, and then felt his finger poke at your side.
you flinched, catching a glimpse of your professor who's head was still buried in the pile of assignments he needed to grade. he hadn't noticed you. good. but then lorenzo did it again, right where you were most ticklish, because he knew. you swatted his hand away, not missing the way he smiled to himself. little shit.
you reached to poke him too, and when you tried to pull away, he took a hold of your wrist, not letting go. he had a lot of good defense tactics up his sleeve. you didn't try to yank your arm out of his grip instantly, which was the perfect opportunity for him to tickle at your side with his free hand. this time, you held back a startled giggle, kicking him under the table one more time. he snorted, resuming his little game.
you were both sweating trying not to make too much noise, but neither of you was letting up, not letting the other have the satisfaction of winning. he eventually moved his chair closer to yours with the excuse to tickle you more effectively. your legs were touching under the table, but only because it was easier for you to kick him that way. it went on for at least fifteen minutes, until snape finally lifted his head, his eyes on the class. you separated, thinking you were being slick about it, when it was the least fitting explanation for what had been going on. the two of you had your lips pressed together, trying not to laugh. your professor could only sigh in response. at least you didn't set anything ablaze.
hermione tucked her arm under yours in the hallway when your lesson ended, grinning mischevously, "would you like to tell me what happened just now?" 
you scoffed, rolling your eyes playfully, "huh? i don't know what you're on about." you played dumb, despite knowing exactly what she was getting at. and you had no idea why. it's not like you had anything to hide.
"i think you do." she pushed. there was not a chance for you to get out of that conversation.
"really? i truly don't." you still tried, though. acting foolish was your only escape route.
"y/n." she dragged out, laughing and pulling you along with her. potions were your final lesson of the day, so you were already able to picture her desperate attempts to pull some information out of you all the way until bedtime.
"what? we were just fighting." you finally gave in. you knew you would have to eventually, but you loved your free time a little too much to let her annoying interrogation tactics drag on for so long.
"so you do know what i'm on about." she teased, scarily invested.
"what else could you possibly be on about?" you snapped, pushing away that uncomfortable feeling that settled in your chest. you had no reason not to tell her anything, so you couldn't pinpoint why you were feeling so guilty all of a sudden.
"the way you two sat closer together than every couple in our year?" she exclaimed, astonished by how shamelessly you were avoiding the subject.
you gasped, feeling a bit offended, or maybe called out. you couldn't tell which one it was, "that is not what happened." that was an overexaggaration if you ever heard one. was she out of her bloody mind? sometimes you thought that she enjoyed setting you off as much as lorenzo did.
you stepped through the portrait hole with the rest of your housemates, pushing through the crowd to get your dormitories faster. you wanted a nice shower, some peace and quiet for reading, and then decent sleep. it was that simple. you survived the walk through the common room without anyone asking additional invasive questions, immediately heading for the toilet once you arrived to your dorm.
you really needed that shower. it made you feel whole again. you stepped out after putting some comfortable clothes on, skipping over to your bed and then cursing out loud when you realised what was on it. amongst your own, there was lorenzo's fucking book. you had accidentally taken it when you scrambled to collect your things once class ended.
you could have just given it to him tomorrow, or not given it back at all. like he'd know who took it. it was incredibly tempting, but it also felt unnecessarily mean. what if he needed it to study that night? you brushed it off, not like it was your problem anyway. you sat down onto the mattress, picking up a novel from your nightstand and throwing the other books straight to the carpet so you could comfortably settle on your bed. you then put it back. you didn't feel like reading anymore. you laid there, thinking. peace was never an option in your world.
you groaned, snatching his book up from the floor and venturing back into the common room. you hadn't bothered to explain yourself to anybody, and you continued trotting over to the dungeons with a neutral expression on your face (neutral as in i am very much internally raging and if anybody tries to talk to me i might use the imperius curse on them). very useless it was, that relaxing shower of yours.
none of the slytherins lounging on the sofa questioned you, your appearance was pretty telling. good thing you ran into mattheo on the way there. getting in wouldn't have been so easy otherwise. you disappeared in the direction of their dormitories, stopping right in front of lorenzo's door. you swallowed harshly, begenning to get nervous. something was wrong with you.
you hesitated before knocking, tapping your foot against the ground furiously as you waited. "one second!" lorenzo yelled from the other side. it sounded like something had fallen over. the noise was followed by a few curse words and some shuffling before the door opened.
much to your dismay, you were met with a bare chested lorenzo, wearing nothing but a pair of trousers which loosely hung around his hips. his hair was wet, and his cheeks were a tinted with a light shade of pink. he had stepped out of the shower merely three minutes before you showed up. you inhaled sharply, swallowing the sound of surprise that almost escaped you and feeling your face heat up. his eyes went wide, given that he was taken aback much like yourself. you were the last person he was expecting to find on the other side of the door.
"hi." he greeted awkwardly, pulling his trousers up a bit as if it would help. you opened your mouth to speak, then closed it. opened it, before closing it again. you were pretty sure you resembled a damn fish. whatever was happening to you, you did not like it one bit.
"i- you- we- ithinkthisisyours." you finally spluttered, slamming the book into his chest. his hand touched yours momentarily when he grabbed it so that it wouldn't drop onto your feet. you felt lightheaded.
lorenzo was kind of freaking out, but only kind of, not even bothering to look at what you had given him at first. he was a little too busy staring at your blushing face, wondering what the hell was going on and why his heart was in his throat all of a sudden, "are you alright?" he queried, concerned.
"i am perfectly fine." that was a lie. 
"ah," he nodded, then eyed the piece of literature in his hands shortly as he slowly figured what it was, "oh! thank you."
you laughed in misery, "okay!" before shutting the door in your own face. you tripped and almost fell down the stairs as you ran, still flushed and your heart beating in a way that you found a little too unusual to push away.
you received a few judgemental glares from the students you had run past. the question marks were practically visible above their heads. you were too busy going hysterical to sneer at them for staring. you burst through the door of your dorm, breathless and blushing, "what the fuck?"
somewhere back inside the dungeons, a confused lorenzo turned to face his friends, still holding the book you had given to him. he had no idea what on earth happened, or why you reacted the way you did, or why he, deep down, found it more adorable than he'd like to admit. he groaned, falling face-first onto his bed. what the fuck, indeed. christmas holidays never looked more promising.
and oh how you regretted waiting for them with so much anticipation. you were supposed to get a break. from books, assignments, essays, whatever lorenzo was doing to you. hogwarts was supposed to be all yours. you weren't heading home that year. it was your parents' twentieth anniversary, so there was no point in going back, considering that you wouldn't see them (you didn't exactly have friends in your hometown either). they'd be having the time of their lives in the alps, and you'd be regretting every decision you had made up until that point.
not only because you were already bored out of your mind waiting for your friends to return, but because you saw lorenzo sitting at the slytherin table when you walked into the great hall on christmas eve. the image of him opening the door two weeks prior flashed through your mind. it happened often, in the most inconvenient situations too. you were hoping you didn't look too flushed.
"what are you doing here?" he questioned in amusement once you trotted over to him, an equally puzzled expression on your face. "i could ask you the same thing." 
"all in good time." he cleared his throat, awkward. it was weird, but you didn't think much of it just yet. instead you sighed, taking a quick look around, and then speaking, "my parents ditched me for a skiing trip."
he snorted, motioning over to the very empty seat beside him. you sat down, no thoughts behind it. he was the only person among the ones who stayed for the holidays who you knew enough to hold a conversation, so it's not like you had better options. besides, that was your chance to see if there was more to his sudden change in behaviour. you were unnerved at the idea of even having the desire to do such a thing.
"what's your excuse?" you reached over his arm to grab a piece of toast, as well as some jam and chocolate spread.
"parents as well." you didn't miss the way he shifted uncomfortably. you put down your knife and propped your arms on the table, eyeing him expectantly. he held back shortly, and you couldn't blame him. who were you to think that he'd trust you with a possible family issue?
"i was told that i'm a disappointment and i'm not allowed home until i get my grades in tact." he stabbed the bacon in his plate aggressively, not looking at you. your jaw dropped in shock.
"in tact?" you uttered in disbelief. it was practically common knowledge that lorenzo exceeded you in a lot of subjects, a little more than half of them actually, so in your mind, this shouldn't have even been a problem. he was one of the top students. everybody knew that. your parents expected you to do well too, but they weren't that pushy or strict. yeah, receiving a howler for momentarily falling behind in october was aggravating, but nothing that you couldn't bear. lorenzo's, however, were crossing a line.
he hummed, picking at his food, "don't say anything." he sighed, it almost sounded like a plea. he couldn't just ask you for comfort, or ask of you to understand. faux sympathy was the last thing he needed.
"no, it's just–" you chewed on the inside of your cheek and picked up your knife again, spreading some jam over the piece of toast you grabbed previously, "you're not a disappointment, that's bullshit." you bit into the crunchy bread, chewing it slowly, a sour expression on your face. lorenzo went a bit red, stumbling over his words before getting out a clumsy i know, followed by a hesitant thanks anyway. 
you said nothing for the remaining few minutes of breakfast, just eating in silence while other students chatted in background. when you were exiting the great hall together to return to your respective dorms, you made eye contact with mcgonagall for a brief moment. she offered you a proud smile, yet with a hint of mischief behind it. you had never been more confused.
you spent the first half of christmas day alone in the gryffindor common room, reading some trashy muggle romance novel you found under hermione's bed a couple of nights before. it was one of the worst books you had ever picked up, but there was something so annoyingly addicting about it that you just couldn't give it up. it left you feeling empty and lonely, and with a strong desire to fling yourself straight into the depths of the black lake.
"christ, l/n, why do you look so sullen?" you shut your eyes, exhaling through your nose. just what you needed. you weren't even gonna question lorenzo was doing there. you had a clue.
"you don't wanna know." you tossed the book across the room, internally celebrating when he decided not to investigate further.
he made a face, "merry christmas?"
"likewise." you replied blandly. when you didn't tell him to get lost, he jumped onto the sofa, getting comfortable next to you. he didn't look all too happy either.
you sat there for good twenty minutes, staring at the fire like your entire worlds were crumbling in front of your eyes. it didn't occur to the either of you how awful it would feel to spend christmas all alone for the first time. no presents, no childhood foods, no hugs from mum in the morning. you even missed your spoiled cousins who would nag you to play with them each time you visited their house on boxing day.
it fucking sucked, but god, at least lorenzo was there. you'd push aside everything that happened between you in the previous years just for a twinge of affection. something came over you, and you lowered your head onto his shoulder, almost sighing in relief when he didn't shove you away. he scooted closer and rested his head on top of yours, not speaking.
from that moment onward, you saw each other every day. he'd show up at your dorm at random moments and you'd show up at his at even worse ones. you'd take walks in the snow together and come back with soaking wet clothes and red noses. you'd smoke in the courtyard before bed after making sure the coast was clear. you'd go to hogsmeade and fight over who was gonna pay for the butterbeer until you came up with a nonsensical compromise. you'd sneak out at night to steal books from the restricted section of the library and then read them under covers in the slytherin dorms. you'd sometimes fall asleep next to each other and then act like nothing happened in the morning.
***
you expected it all to fade to nothing once everybody else came back to hogwarts, but then it didn't. you still took walks in the snow and argued over butterbeer and snuck out after midnight (and had to clean several toilets after getting caught almost every time). he still helped you with arithmancy without asking for anything in return, and you'd sometimes kiss him on the cheek if you were in a good mood. you thrived off of the expressions that would paint his face whenever you did that.
but with the return of other students also came whispers and rumours, following you around like shadows. you ignored them tactfully, not wanting to give anybody the satisfaction of confirming that their silly theories may have been right all along. especially not hermione. she wouldn't let you forget that until you perished. she'd probably leave a note on your grave too, so you'd have that humiliating reminder haunting you in the afterlife.
"i thought you two hated each other." mattheo deadpanned one evening after lorenzo had brought you to the slytherin common room, straight into the damn snake pit. you were squashed together on the sofa, a large book splayed open across your laps, not getting read. it was one of the stolen ones. all of his friends were there, watching you like hawks.
"we do." you responded nonchalantly, taking the cigarette that lorenzo handed you. you took a long drag before putting it back between his lips.
"then why do you spend so much time together?" draco was very obviously judging you. he of all people should have understood. lorenzo rolled his eyes.
"you are in no place to talk, mister i hate potter but snog him in my off time." blaise took your side, bless his soul, and tossed theodore's shoe in his direction. shutting draco up was easier than you would have thought.
"no, but why?" mattheo repeated draco's question, propping his chin up into his palm and observing you curiously.
"maybe, they're– wait, what do you call that?" theodore leaned into pansy, hoping she had an answer.
"masochists?" she replied casually and lit a cigarette herself.
you choked on your spit. lorenzo almost burnt a hole in the sofa. but then pansy brushed her friend off, staring at the two of you with a mischievous grin, "not really, i think they're just bad liars."
and she was so bloody right. hate was the last thing that could be used to describe your relationship. third year you's biggest nightmare was a better label for it, given that you couldn't even be in the same room as him without trying to turn him into something nasty.
present day you was having a difficult time stopping herself from trying to kiss him whenever he was in her presence. it was that fucking frustrating. you couldn't believe yourself. lorenzo was facing the same struggles, and you couldn't tell if he was worsening or subduing the tension by randomly touching you. not like you minded, you were loving it all and stopped bothering with trying to hide it from him. your ego may have been large, but your crush on him ended up being bigger.
potions class was usually the height of it all, although it wasn't the only period during which you got to sit next to your favourite rival. mcgonagall was was thriving, unlike snape, who simply could not get used to the positive energy surrounding you, or the way you were together each time he crossed your paths. seeing pure fear flash through his eyes at the beginning of every class was hilarious.
when lorenzo arrived, you felt yourself starting to smile and tried to push it away with the most unsettling thoughts you could muster. it did nothing. he sat down with a dramatic groan, and immediately started ranting about some minor issue he had run into that morning. he did that a lot. this time it was about his favourite pair of socks going missing. you sucked in practically everything he said, chuckled at the random curses, noticed every breath of frustration he released as he was rummaging through his bag. you didn't realise you were staring. lorenzo did, but he didn't comment on it. he liked when you were looking at him.
you failed to regsiter that the lesson officially began, but not much was happening, really. snape was telling you about felix felicis and how insanely difficult it was to make, while you were required to write down the most useful bits of the information he was giving out. when he finally sat down after assigning you to read an overly long passage, lorenzo shifted closer to you. you eyed him, puzzled.
"would you kill me if i asked you for a favour?" you focused half of your attention on the writing, half on him.
"depends what the favour is." you shrugged. he put his arm over the text to prevent you from reading. he wanted you to look at him. he had always wanted you to look at him. from the very moment your fued set off, it was one of those little annoying things that made your hatred for him stronger. not anymore, but it was still infuriating in its own way. you gave him your full attention. he may have seen some sparks fly. you had each other wrapped around your little fingers without even realising it.
he shifted even closer to you so that you could hear him better, considering that he had to whisper, "can you come to hogsmeade with me today?" his breath fanned over your ear as he spoke. you didn't respond, so he continued, "none of my friends want to and it would be stupid if i went alone. you do kind of owe me." ah, yes. for that time he saved you from detention after slughorn caught you two smoking in the astronomy tower. you shot him with an annoyed look. you both knew it was exaggerated and what your answer would be, yet you still played around with it. that's the way things went. he smirked. bitch.
"fine." he was so smug about it, you could choke him and snog him at the same time. he got his arm away from your textbook, but didn't retrieve his chair. you were squeezed next to one another despite having more than enough space. your arms were touching, and so were your legs beneath the table. you moved not a muscle, and neither did he. you had grown to like having him sit so close to you. it made you feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside, helping you ignore the freezing winter air and the thick layer of snow covering the ground outside.
you met him in the courtyard after a quick change of clothing following the end of your classes for that week. when hermione asked you where you were heading and why you won't be staying in the common room with the rest of your friends, you told a half truth. that you were heading to hogsmeade, but then bolted out the door before she was able to ask with whom. she would guess either way.
"i forgot to ask you why we were doing this in the first place." you spoke as you left the school grounds, your hands shoved into your pockets and your face hidden inside of your fluffy scarf. you were a little cold. lorenzo was too, his nose was already going red. it was an adorable sight to see, but you weren't dumb enough to say that out loud.
"i wanna pick up a few poetry books." you bit your tongue, trying not to laugh at him.
"didn't know you could read." you snickered, it was stronger than you.
"you're so original," he mocked, "they're not for me. pansy's birthday's coming up so i figured i should get her something."
"oh." the disappointment in your tone was obvious.
all of your willingness to go with him left you in an instant. his presence was more irritating than ever. he furrowed his eyebrows as he watched you chew on the inside of your cheek, wondering if he said something wrong. again... or not. lorenzo was smarter than that.
"what, are you jealous?" he nudged you, teasing. yes. you hated yourself just a tiny bit for that, "no," you scoffed, "in your dreams, berkshire."
"we both know you can't fool me." he kept the act going. you gave him a shove, making him stumble. he almost tripped and fell in a pile of snow. it was very funny. he tried to get back at you, but you slipped out of his reach, laughing when he began chasing you.
spending time with him was like a getaway from all the things that drove you mad, even though he sometimes excelled at that. he became a friend you didn't know you needed and a friend you were pretty sure you were catching some major feelings for.
you entered the bookstore as your unplanned snowball fight came to an end, its warmth immediately engulfing you. after being in the cold for longer than intended, it was just what you desired. you stuck with lorenzo for the first few minutes, helping him out and leading him away from the large isle of erotic novels he accidentally found himself in. people were looking at you weird, especially your schoolmates, so you stepped away from the crowded bits of the shop and decided to check out different sections.
a certain book had caught your eye – its contents intrigued you, but the price did something opposite. you put it back on the shelf without second guessing yourself. you hadn't brought any money with you. you continued roaming through the different isles, browsing through various books while you waited for lorenzo to finish. you lost sight of him for a few minutes, too busy debating whether to make him come back with you here some other time so you could purchase whatever your heart desired.
for the time being, you'd have to leave the shop with empty hands. lorenzo was luckier and ended up getting five poetry books which all seemed to be written by the same author, except for one. he handed you the odd one out. you opened your mouth, ready to complain about your fingers being cold and not wanting to carry it. slowly, you realised what it was. your jaw dropped a little.
he had seen you looking at it ever so longingly when he went to check up on you after realising you had gone off on your own. he picked it up without hesitation. you were too stunned to thank him, too stunned to say anything, for the matter. but he wasn't exactly expecting a thank you. he was just happy that you liked it, grinning when you blushed and struggled to keep it cool.
"you shouldn't have done that." you chastised. those were the only words you could muster. he rolled his eyes, "deal with it."
you punched his shoulder. he didn't even flinch, "you're welcome."
when he threatened to ruin your life when you were twelve years old, this wasn't how you thought it would happen.
"i'm gonna kill you." you weren't exactly addressing him, more like talking to yourself.
"you're still on about that?" he huffed, pretending to be bored.
"lorenzo!" you groaned, he chuckled, "i love you too." your eyes almost popped out of their sockets. his weird confession seemed unserious, but your heart still fluttered. little did you know that he wasn't as oblivious as you imagined.
he was positively glowing at the reactions he was getting from you. his tiny year five crush on you had blossomed into something stronger after that moment at the lake a couple of months prior, and at last, the possibility of you feeling the same wasn't looking so small. if only you saw through his actions. all those offers of help, and his complete dismissal of your rivarly, and his clinginess, and how he stuck to you like glue whenever he got the opportunity.
your walk back to the castle surprisingly wasn't silent. you were chatting quietly, snickering amongst yourselves. your shoulders brushed occasionally, and so did your hands, and you thought your heart might burst. you shivered as the wind got stronger, pressing yourself a little closer to him.
"you okay?"
"huh?" you didn't register what he said at first, "oh, yes. just a little cold, that's all." you explained, not taking your eyes away from the pathway you were pacing across.
"let's hurry up, then." he took a hold of your hand, swiftly leading you back to the castle. you were so, royally fucked. you clutched onto the poetry book tightly, focused on regulating your breathing. your entire face was on fire, your breaths ragged, heart beating rapidly against your ribcage.
four days later, you caught a terrible cold after accidentally falling asleep by the window while you were reading. hermione said that she expected better from you. she was fantastic help. you were pretty sure you were dying. your limbs hurt. your head was throbbing. your sinuses were clogged. your throat felt like someone had stuck a knife into it. but did you skip any lessons because of it or at least visit madam pomfrey to see if she could do anything? no, you weren't that helpless. you'd deal with it on your own.
or try to, at least. you stumbled into class resembling a zombie, eager to sit down and hopefully not do much work for the day. you placed your arms on the desk, laying your head into them and shutting your eyes. you opened them only a few seconds later when lorenzo shifted next to you. you were met with his worried face, just a couple of centimeters away from yours. when you didn't budge, he touched your cheek with the back of his hand, frowning.
"you're burning up." he kept his voice down, but his tone was giving away the fact that your state concerned him greatly. you waved a dismissive hand, closing your eyes again. he poked you to make you look at him.
"have you went to madam pomfrey?" he questioned. you shook your head. if looks could kill, his probably would have.
"i'll go later." you reassured him poorly, just to get him to stop. the last thing you needed was getting all flustered and emotional because he was showing more interest in taking care of you than anybody else in your circle of friends.
"your later usually means never," he was right. you hated that. you grunted, hiding your reddening face. that was both from the fever and from him, "hey." he threw his arm around you when he didn't get a resonse. you leaned into his touch faster than you thought you would, just searching for any sort of warmth there was.
other students were giggling, but he couldn't care less, "y/n."
you lifted your head again, and then allowed it to fall against his shoulder. mcgonagall stepped through the classroom door shortly after that, her mouth dropping a little when she saw the position you were in. she was gonna scold you for displaying your affection so publicly, but lorenzo quickly explained the situation, and before you were able to protest, she shooed the both of you outside.
he immediately intertwined your fingers, walking at a slower pace than usual, not wanting to tire you more. as annoyed as that made you, you didn't pull your hand away, and instead kept your body close to his. he was muttering something, scolding you for being so dismissive and not getting this fixed right away. you were too exhausted to argue, but he was right anyway.
you inhaled sharply as your headache increased in intensity, latching onto his arm and stopping in your tracks. you shut you eyes, thinking it would help and ease it a bit. you felt him move to stand in front of you. his forehead fell against yours and his hands cupped your cheeks gently. you held onto him, taking a few deep breaths through your nose. his thumbs grazed over your skin ever so slightly, as if that his was his way of trying to soothe you.
eventually, your eyes fluttered open, but neither of you let the other go. lorenzo broke the silence between you, "you're so bloody stubborn."
"you're one to talk." you chuckled dryly, hugging him a bit tighter. he pressed a kiss to the top of your head, waiting for you to give him a sign that you were ready to walk again. when you nodded, he took your hand again, leading you to the hospital wing.
madam pomfrey had you going back to normal with a simple flick of her wand after a tiny scolding, and then she pinched lorenzo's cheek and called him a "good boy" for being so caring. the unexpected praise had his eyes going wide and he was blushing madly – you were never gonna let him forget that one.
she instructed you to come back if the cold returned, but she was addressing lorenzo more than she was you. a smart move on her part, the older woman knew you and your headstrong ways well enough. she ushered you out only after she made sure were in perfect shape to head back to class, though you couldn't do it without rubbing her comment into lorenzo face until he turned completely red again. he had to tickle you to get you to stop and you caused a bit of a commotion in the silent corridors, but that didn't matter. you returned to the transfiguration classroom with your pinkies intertwined, all eyes on you. you two really needed to talk.
and what are the odds of him being caring enough to check up on you later that day. he knew he wouldn't find you in your dorm, or the common room, or the library, or the astronomy tower. instead, he headed to the only other place on his mind, where the two of you often hung out on nights when neither of you could sleep.
you were sat on one of the stone walls in the courtyard, a cigarette in your hand, kind of forgotten. you hadn't noticed that it was burning out, or the occasional ash landing on your clothes. your thoughts were going places, recalling the many events that occured during the past few months, and what on earth you were going to do about your feelings. you could hide them from your friends for some time, but not from lorenzo. you blew out a frustrated breath, pinching the bridge of your nose. being straightforward with that idiot was always easy. you never had trouble with telling him exactly what you meant. 
the fact that you were anxious about it now was the most maddening thing in the world.
"what a depressing sight." you flinched, whipping your head in lorenzo's direction almost instantly. you couldn't tell if that was luck or misfortune. you snorted, rolling your eyes and offering him the remainder of your cigarette. he gladly took it, joining you in silence.
"why are you here?" you questioned.
"came to check up on you." he replied.
"i can take care of myself just fine." you patted his back. he seemed unphased. of course he was, he knew he'd win that argument.
you glimpsed up at the sky shortly. it was snowing just a little bit. you turned to lorenzo, a pleading expression on your face, "walk with me?"
he nodded, tossing the cigarette butt into the snow. you left the school grounds once again knowing that you wouldn't make it back before curfew, but that wasn't something the either of you dwelled on very much. there were more important things to get worried about.
it was obvious that you kept dodging the subject, settling for talking about things so insignificant that you would probably tell somebody to shut up if they brought them up in conversation on a normal day. being ballsy wasn't your thing anymore, as it seemed.
as cowardly as you felt, the sore winner in you wasn't letting you back down. a long internal debate and a silent minute of self-deprecation was what it took to make you finally speak your mind... to an extent, "have you ever felt incredibly guilty about being wrong about someone?"
lorenzo stared at you as if you were insane. it was a little too early on in the conversation for him to start connecting the dots. his street-smarts were sometimes lacking.
"you sure your cold didn't come back?" he pressed his hand against your forehead. you let out a startled laugh, observing his questioning face.
"what?" you spluttered, shoving your hands further into your pockets. the skeptical look in his eyes was making you nervous.
"you're admitting that you were wrong about something?" he sounded unconvinced, but there was a hint of jest in his voice.
you bit your tongue, clearing your throat awkwardly, "yes." you breathed out. he nodded, a way to tell you to go on. he was definitely interested. you were beginning to suspect that he already knew what you were gonna say.
"i mean," you grunted, cursing quietly, "you know when you spend years convinced that somebody is an awful person and claiming you hate their guts but then end up realising that they aren't nearly as terrible as you thought when you get to know them properly?" you explained frustratedly, resisting the temptation to kick the snow piling at your feet.
his mouth fell open in surprise for a moment, but he quickly shut it, running a hand through his hair, "uh, yeah, actually." he uttered nervously, scanning your face for any sign of humour. but you weren't playing around, and certainly not lying. he had been around you enough to be able to tell when you were being truthful.
you gave him a brief nod, looking everywhere but at him. you barely noticed that your hands were shaking. you contined walking on, not saying a single thing. if he were to tell you that he could hear your heart beating, you wouldn't even have the time to act surprised.
"i have to tell you something." he stopped in his tracks, grabbing your elbow in order to make your steps halt. you faced him, looking down at your feet, waiting for him to drop the bomb. he chewed on his lip anxiously, running a hand through his hair.
"i, um," he was struggling, not exactly knowing how to begin. how to formulate that sentence, even. he wished he could just show you. he reached to take your hand, and you let him, standing there motionless.
it was his turn to panic, "i- fuck." he met your gaze. you knew that look. you knew that bloody look he gave you when you were both thinking the same thing. two years prior it would have been something along the lines of i want to kill you. but it had turned into something that was a lot closer to i want to kiss you. you wanted to fucking cry. 
you nodded, breathing out and blinking your tears away. he almost sighed in relief, cupping your cheeks, and that's when your lips pressed against the last pair of lips you thought you'd ever be kissing.
you reached up to touch his face – that pretty face you once hated the sight of, but then couldn't get enough of. you pulled back only for a moment, only to connect again, neither letting the other go. your kisses were unhurried, soft, and loving, despite months upon months of pining, despite the years of pent up hate that was, at the end of day, sort of bound to blossom into love.
at the end of your seventh year, when you were leaving hogwarts hand in hand, mcgonagall stopped you on the way out. it was only then that she told you what had actually happened that gloomy day october, the one that practically sealed your fates for eternity. the overflow of different emotions was too strong for you to have time to act shocked, and you pulled the woman into a big hug, thanking her with teary eyes. for putting up with you for so many years, and for managing to do the unimaginable.
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n/a: Demorou mas saiu mais um imagine aqui no nosso cantinho, né? Vou começar a tentar postar pelo menos uma vez por semana em cada tumblr, okay? 🥰 Enfim! Espero que gostem desse imagine!
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— Como ela está? — Louis perguntou assim que abri a porta.
— Está bem, a febre baixou um pouco. — Falei dando um passo para trás, para que ele entrasse.
— Posso vê-la? 
— Claro. Mas acabei de conseguir fazer com que ela dormisse, se puder tentar não acordá-la. — Pedi fechando a porta, e ele assentiu com a cabeça antes de se dirigir ao quarto da nossa pequena. 
Voltei para a cozinha, terminando de preparar meu jantar. Era a primeira vez que Joann ficava doente desde que eu e Louis nos separamos, o que deixava a saudade do pai ainda maior. Pelo bem da minha filha, dei o braço a torcer e deixei Louis voltar a frequentar a casa que um dia foi nossa, antes que ele jogasse mais de dez anos de relacionamento no lixo por uma loira. 
— Você já a levou em um médico? — Louis disse entrando na cozinha, me tirando dos pensamentos.
— Já. Ele disse que é apenas um resfriado bem forte. — Falei mexendo o molho do macarrão na panela.
— Mas um resfriado a deixaria com febre desse jeito? — Ele disse parando ao meu lado, se escorando na pia. Exatamente como costumava fazer antes. 
— A febre pode ser emocional. — Falei sem encará-lo. — Ela sente a sua falta.
— Eu também sinto. — Louis suspirou longamente. 
— Você pode pegá-la no final de semana, se ela estiver melhor. 
— E fazer o quê? — Pude perceber que ele colocava as mãos nos bolsos da calça.
— O que você sempre fez. — Dei de ombros. — Você pode levá-la ao cinema, ao parque… Quer jantar? — Perguntei misturando o molho ao macarrão, Louis confirmou e foi colocar a mesa, mesmo que eu não pedisse. 
A sensação era estranha demais. Nós dois ali, sentados durante um jantar, ele elogiando minha comida como há muito não fazia. O sentimento de familiaridade com a situação era inevitável, quantas vezes não fizemos aquilo? Mas agora era tudo diferente. Não iriamos deixar a louça para amanhã e sentar para assistir algo na televisão do quarto. Eu não dormiria em seus braços depois de fazer amor a noite toda. Não acordaria com beijos de manhã. Não o ouviria cantando no chuveiro enquanto se arrumava para ir para a gravadora. Ele faria tudo isso. Com outra. 
Era dificil explicar para o idiota do meu coração que Louis não estava ali por sentir a minha falta, ele estava lá por Joann. Por mais que tivesse sido um péssimo marido, ele era um pai excelente.
— Se importa se eu dormir aqui? Quero estar presente quando ela acordar. — Falou enquanto eu lavava o último prato. 
— Sem problemas. — Falei engolindo em seco.
Assim que terminei a louça, dei boa noite a Louis e fui para o quarto, sentindo o coração bater forte no peito. 
Tomei um banho longo e vesti minha camisola. Estava secando o cabelo quando ouvi duas batidas na porta. 
— Entra. — Falei, ainda sentada em frente a penteadeira. Senti meu corpo inteiro tensionar quando vi Louis pelo espelho.
— Eu queria… — Ele começou, engolindo em seco. Desliguei o secador e me virei para ele.
— Aconteceu alguma coisa com Joann? 
— Não, ela está ótima. — Eu podia sentir seus olhos fixos em mim, me lembrando de repente da camisola de cor clara, quase transparente. Senti meu rosto aquecer, e me levantei rapidamente, pegando o robe de seda pendurado no cabideiro ao lado da penteadeira.
— Você queria alguma coisa? — Perguntei terminando de amarrar a peça. 
— É, eu… — Ele disse baixo, se aproximando um pouco. — queria, mas, eu me esqueci do que ia dizer. — Engoli a saliva, quando suas mãos seguraram minha cintura. Meu corpo estava quente, a carência me dominando. — Cheirosa. — Sussurrou, encostando o rosto na curva do meu pescoço, fazendo minhas pernas bambearem. 
— Louis. — Tentei chamar sua atenção, mas aquilo saiu quase como um gemido. Era bom demais ter seus toques depois de tanto tempo. Louis depositou um beijo na pele do meu pescoço, fazendo cada pelinho em meu corpo arrepiar. As mãos ágeis foram para o nó que eu acabara de fazer, puxando a fita e abrindo a peça. Ele empurrou a seda pelos meus ombros, deixando-a cair em meus pés. Com a ponta da língua, ele fez um caminho do meu ombro direito até o lóbulo da minha orelha, onde deixou uma leve mordida.
— Linda. — Sussurrou, me fazendo suspirar. Uma das mãos segurava meu corpo próximo ao dele, e a outra se infiltrou em meus cabelos, dando um leve puxão. Coisa que ele sabia muito bem como me afetava. 
Afastei meu rosto, para olhar o dele. As íris azuis quase cinzas de desejo, a respiração arfante. Louis aproximou seu rosto do meu, roçando a boca na minha, antes de finalmente aprofundar em um beijo. Meu corpo inteiro parecia pegar fogo, cada toque, cada carícia. A saudade gritando em meu peito e o desejo aquecendo o ambiente.
Ainda me beijando, Louis deu passos curtos, me empurrando contra a cama, e deitando em cima de mim. 
Puxei a barra da camiseta branca para cima, jogando o tecido em algum canto no quarto e revelando o tronco muito tatuado. Sempre amei as tatuagens de Louis, foi uma das primeiras coisas que chamou a minha atenção, logo após os olhos azuis como o céu. 
O olhar daquele homem sobre mim sempre fez com que eu me sentisse a mulher mais linda do mundo, a forma como suas mãos me acariciavam com certa força, me apertando contra ele, me fazendo sentir desejada.
Louis voltou a me beijar, infiltrando uma das mãos entre nossos corpos, me tocando em meu ponto sensível, o que me fez arfar.
— Sempre pronta pra mim, linda. — Sussurrou em meu ouvido, me fazendo suspirar ainda mais.
Meu corpo inteiro se arrepiava, queimava sob seus toques. E Louis sabia exatamente onde me tocar para delirar.
Não havia muito tempo para preliminares, Joann poderia acontecer a qualquer momento. E havia saudade demais, desejo demais.
Nos livramos das últimas peças de roupa, e em pouco tempo, Louis estava dentro de mim, me fazendo gemer dentro de sua boca prensada contra a minha.
Ele segurava uma das minhas coxas, apertando com os dedos, minhas unhas arranharam suas costas, e a língua ágil explorando cada canto da minha boca. Suas investidas eram rápidas, necessitadas. Nossos olhos fixos uns nos outros. Frases desconexas fugiam das nossas bocas entre os beijos.
Me sentir vibrar por inteiro quando o orgasmo me atingiu com força, me fazendo gemer seu nome enquanto puxava os cabelos compridos com uma mão e afundava as unhas em seu ombro com a outra. Como se o meu prazer fosse o pontapé final, Louis gozou com força, revirando os olhos e me puxando para mais um beijo delicioso.
Acordei sentindo meu corpo inteiro reclamar. Podia ouvir Louis e Joann conversando na sala, animados. A onda de vergonha me atingiu. Passei a noite com meu ex marido. 
Porra, s/n! 
Tomei um banho rápido, e me vesti de forma confortável antes de sair do quarto. Louis estava sentado no sofá, com uma xícara de café na mão enquanto Joann estava deitada em seu peito e a mamadeira pendurada na boca.
— Bom dia. — Falei me sentindo uma idiota. Louis sorriu, retribuindo o comprimento. 
Praticamente fugi para a cozinha, me servindo de uma xícara de café e torcendo para que tudo aquilo tivesse sido apenas um sonho. Por mais que os chupões em meu pescoço fossem um lembrete bem real.
— Podemos conversar? — Dei um pulo quando a voz de Louis soou atrás de mim. — Não quis te assustar.
— Tudo bem. — Ri pelo nariz. — O que você queria dizer? — Perguntei depois de dar um longo gole na bebida quente.
— Sobre ontem a noite, nós… — Ergui minha mão, pedindo que ele parasse de falar.
— Ontem… foi um erro Louis. — Falei finalmente, fazendo com que ele me encarasse com uma expressão incrédula. — Nós estávamos sensíveis com Joann doente… foi uma recaída, não pode acontecer de novo. 
— Você não está falando sério. — Ele passou uma das mãos pelo cabelo. — s/n! 
— Eu estou sim. Isso não pode se repetir, Louis. — Respirei fundo, tentando recuperar meu ar. — Você só voltou a frequentar essa casa por causa do resfriado da nossa filha, e ontem… foi uma fraqueza.
— Você não pode chamar a nossa melhor noite em anos de fraqueza, cacete! — Seu tom era magoado, e uma risada irônica escapou de mim.
— Exatamente por isso que não pode se repetir, Louis. Acabou, você tem outra pessoa e eu não quero isso pra mim, nem pra Joann.
— De que merda você está falando? — Ele disse se aproximando, me encurralando na mesa entre seus braços. — Eu não tenho ninguém, e você sabe como eu me arrependi, não sabe? 
— Louis. — Seu nome saiu como uma súplica. Ele estava com o nariz colado ao meu, me fazendo fechar os olhos com a sensação.
— Vamos concertar as coisas, amor. — Meu coração apertou quando o antigo apelido saiu de seus lábios.
— Não tem o que concertar, Louis. — Falei o empurrando com cuidado pelos ombros. — Acabou. Em algumas semanas estaremos oficialmente divorciados. — O lembrei, encarando o semblante triste. 
— Ainda dá tempo, amor. Por favor. — Ele sussurrou, os olhos levemente vermelhos como sempre ficava antes de encherem de água. 
— Poderíamos ter todo o tempo do mundo, mas eu ainda estou magoada demais e… eu não confio em você. — Senti a lágrima grossa escorrer em meu rosto. — Vá embora, Louis, por favor. — Falei tentando controlar a emoção na voz. Louis se afastou, suspirando antes de sair da cozinha para se despedir da filha. Assim que ouvi a porta ser fechada, voltei para o meu quarto, afundando na cama e deixando que as lágrimas escorressem. Exatamente como havia feito meses atrás, quando o mandei embora pela primeira vez.
Tudo que eu queria era acreditar em Louis, acreditar que ele ainda me amava e que ainda havia tempo para recuperar o que tínhamos. Mas não era mais assim. Não éramos só nós dois no mundo, havia Joann entre nós. E idas e vindas entre os pais não ajudaria em nada a sua cabecinha. 
Senti a cama afundar levemente, quando a minha pequena se esgueirou, deitando de frente para mim.
— Você está triste porque o papai foi embora de novo? — Ela perguntou. O rosto tão parecido com o do pai, um lembrete constante do que um dia foi o nosso amor.
— Não, pequena. — Suspirei. — A mamãe só está com um pouco de dor de cabeça. — Falei secando meu rosto com a manga da camiseta. 
— Então pede para o papai voltar, ele vai cuidar de você. — Ela disse levando a mão pequenininha para fazer carinho em meu rosto, fazendo meu coração pesar ainda mais. 
Puxei meu bebê para mais perto, apertando-a entre meus braços e sentindo seu cheiro. 
Isso era tudo que eu precisava para seguir em frente. Minha filha.
Dois meses depois.
Respirei fundo, lavando meu rosto depois de vomitar pela quarta vez. Meu corpo inteiro doía, como se uma manada inteira de elefantes tivesse me atropelado sem dó. 
Ouvi a campainha tocar, e olhei para as horas em meu celular, devia ser Louis trazendo Joann do final de semana com sua família. Enxaguei a boca mais uma vez, e saí para atender a porta.
Minha garotinha entrou pulando, feliz, contando tagarelando como havia sido o dia com os tios e o irmão mais velho, enquanto arrastava Louis pela mão para dentro de casa. Freddie entrou em silêncio, e assim que me viu me abraçou apertado. Eu sentia muita falta daquele garoto.
— Mamãe, trouxe um pedaço do bolo da tia Phoebe pra você! — Ela disse abrindo um pote que havia retirado da mochila colorida, o cheiro do doce fazendo meu estômago revirar no mesmo segundo, o que me fez correr para o banheiro pela quinta vez. 
Não havia mais o que vomitar, e a ânsia fazendo meus olhos marejaram. 
— Você está bem? — A voz de Louis soou da porta do banheiro. Joguei água no rosto mais uma vez antes de assentir.
— Comi algo que me fez mal. — Falei tentando regular a respiração.
— Quer que eu te leve em um médico? 
— Não tem necessidade, amanhã já estarei melhor. — Tentei sorrir. — Obrigado.
— Quer que eu leve Joann então? Assim você descansa. — Sugeriu, me dando espaço para sair do banheiro. 
— Não precisa. Já estou me sentindo melhor. — Menti.
— Você está pálida, tem certeza de que não quer ir ao médico? — Ele disse se aproximando, segurando meu rosto entre as mãos. Eu realmente me sentia fraca, não consegui segurar nada em meu estômago o dia inteiro e arrepios se espalharam pela falta de nutrientes. 
— Está tudo bem, Louis. — O tranquilizei. — Obrigado pela preocupação. 
Louis entendeu que aquilo significava o fim do assunto, e bufou antes me soltar. Ele e Freddie se despediram de Joann, antes de sair. 
A noite foi um tormento, a náusea me deixando louca, acompanhada por uma dor de cabeça insuportável. 
Na manhã seguinte, deixei minha menina na escola e fui para uma clínica médica. Torcendo para que fosse apenas uma intoxicação alimentar, por mais que eu reconhecesse os sintomas que já me atormentaram uma vez.
Não. Não. Não. Não.
As lágrimas grossas escorriam, meu coração batia tão forte dentro do peito junto do desespero que me tomava. 
Mandei uma mensagem para Louis, pedindo que fosse buscar Joann na escola, pois não estava em condições de dirigir. 
A campainha tocou, fazendo meu coração dar um salto. 
— Mamãe hoje foi tão divertido! — Minha menina disse pulando pela casa, forcei um sorriso a ela e acariciei os cabelos presos da tiara de laço que combinava com o uniforme.
— Querida, pode ir brincar um pouquinho no seu quarto enquanto a mamãe e o papai conversam? — A garotinha estreitou os olhinhos azuis antes de assentir e sair correndo em direção ao quarto.
— Aconteceu alguma coisa? — Louis disse em tom preocupado, assim que Joann saiu de nosso campo de visão.
— Aconteceu. — Falei sentindo minha voz embargar. Sentei no sofá, escondendo meu rosto entre as mãos. — Eu… — Tentei falar, mas os soluços me impediram. Louis se agachou na minha frente, segurando minhas mãos em uma tentativa de me acalmar.
— O que aconteceu? Você está doente, é isso? É grave? — Começou a desferir as perguntas, tão desesperado quanto eu.
— Não. — Respirei fundo, engolindo a saliva grossa. — Eu estou grávida. — Sussurrei, e Louis paralisou. — Aquela noite… nós esquecemos a camisinha e… — Mais um soluço escapou.
Louis estava parado, congelado, encarando meu rosto sem nem mesmo piscar. As mãos apertando meus pulsos com certa força. Ele estava surtando.
— Me perdoa. — Sussurrei. — Eu…
— Você não fez nada sozinha, s/n. — Ele falou pela primeira vez, depois de longos segundos. Louis se levantou, e sentou ao meu lado no sofá, prendendo o queixo entre os dedos, como sempre fazia quando estava nervoso. Chorei baixinho, meu coração pesado no peito, sem saber sequer o que pensar. O medo gritando em minha cabeça, me deixando zonza. — Caralho. Um filho. — Ele sussurrou, mais para si mesmo. — Um filho… nosso.
— Eu sei que você não queria outro filho agora… — Falei secando meu rosto. — Principalmente nessa situação, o divórcio acabou de sair e… — Tentei achar palavras para explicar, mas não havia explicação. — Mas eu não podia esconder isso de você e…
— Realmente, um filho agora não estava nos meus planos. — Admitiu. — Mas nós vamos dar um jeito nisso. — Ele segurou uma das minhas mãos, entrelaçando os dedos nos meus. — Um filho é sempre uma benção, s/n. E essa criança será tão amada quanto Joann. — Ele levou minha mão até seus lábios, beijando o local.
O apoio de Louis estava sendo fundamental, ele se fazia presente em cada etapa da gestação. Desde as consultas de rotina, ultrassons, exames, até mesmo massagens em meus pés quando estavam muito inchados. Já faziam alguns dias que ele praticamente havia voltado para casa, indo em seu apartamento apenas para pegar algumas mudas de roupa. Joann estava radiante, tanto com a presença do pai quanto com a iminente chegada de Melissa. Teríamos mais uma menina. 
— Isso está ficando bom. — Falei me encostando no batente da porta do quarto da bebê. Louis estava sem camisa, montando o berço com certa dificuldade enquanto Joann estava sentada no chão, lendo as palavras do manual com a habitual dificuldade de uma criança em alfabetização, e Freddie ajudando a irmãzinha com a junção das cílabas.
— Já montei dois berços antes desse, cada um parece mais difícil que o outro. — Disse secando a camada fina de suor que aparecia em sua testa com a parte de trás da mão. 
Antes que eu pudesse fazer mais alguma piada, dei um gritinho quando Melissa deu um chute forte. Louis jogou o martelo no chão, e correu até mim com um olhar aflito no rosto. Ainda faltava algum tempo para que nossa menina viesse ao mundo, mas a cada dia que passava ele se preocupava ainda mais.
— Tudo bem? 
— Tudo. — Suspirei, pegando uma de suas mãos e levando para onde a garotinha chutava. — Sua filha que já está seguindo os passos do pai e se preparando para ser jogadora de futebol. — Louis abriu um sorriso largo, sentindo mais um chute, agora mais fraco.
— Espera sair daí para chutar, amor, assim você machuca a mamãe. — Ele disse acariciando minha barriga, e me fazendo rir. — Você está linda. — Ele disse, olhando em meus olhos.
— Eu estou de pijama, e não existe uma camiseta no meu armário que cubra essa barriga. — Falei em tom de ironia, mas com o coração quentinho pelo elogio.
— Você sabe que pode usar as minhas. — A mão de Louis saiu de minha barriga, indo para as minhas costas e afagando o local. — E você também sabe muito bem que é a mulher mais linda desse mundo. — Meu coração vacilou, como tantas vezes aconteceu nos últimos cinco meses. 
Me afastei de seu toque e fui para o meu quarto, tentando acalmar meu coração dentro do peito.
— Para de fugir assim. Vamos conversar. — Louis disse entrando atrás de mim. 
— Não temos nada para conversar, Louis. 
— É claro que temos, linda. — Ele disse parando a minha frente, acariciando meu rosto com dois dedos. — Esses últimos meses estão sendo ótimos, desde que você me deixou ficar aqui não consigo parar de pensar que não quero ir embora quando Melissa nascer.
— Lou…
— Me escuta. — Ele sussurrou. — Eu amo você, s/a, amo a nossa família, as nossas filhas. Me deixa te provar que eu posso ser o cara que você merece. — Louis falou ainda mais baixo, tocando meu nariz com o seu. — Dá uma chance pro nosso amor, linda. — Eu podia sentir os movimentos de sua boca, roçando contra a minha. — Eu te amo, s/n, amo pra caralho. — Disse me fazendo rir. Louis sempre teve a boca muito suja, por mais que se controlasse quando estava perto das crianças. — O que me diz? Vai dar uma chance pra nós?
— Louis… — Suspirei, me afastando um pouquinho, para conseguir formar os pensamentos com clareza. — Eu juro, que se você sair um pouquinho da linha… — Demonstrei um espaço mínimo com as pontas dos dedos, e ele abriu um sorriso antes mesmo que eu terminasse minha frase, me puxando para perto novamente e finalmente colando nossos lábios após tanto tempo.
Um beijo calmo, que me fez suspirar em seus lábios e nossa pequena se revirar em meu ventre como se soubesse que os pais finalmente fizeram as pazes.
— Freddie! Mamãe e papai estão se beijando! — Quebramos o beijo com uma risada, quando ouvimos a voz de Joann comemorando enquanto corria pela casa.
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s1ater · 1 year
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peculiar creature.
pairings. lorenzo berkshire x fem!reader
about. lorenzo meets a stranger in the forbidden forest.
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warnings. 🤔🤔
ricky rocks. this was long awaited.
“you’re a peculiar creature, aren’t you?”
you stare back into the large, mischievous brown eyes of a boy who was crouched down at then edge of the cove, examining you with troublesome intentions.
“what are you doing here?”
“swimming,” you said bluntly, pushing further into the deep, dark waters. he still watches you carefully, leaning back to his feet where his height is fully extended. “what are you doing here?”
he scoffs, his head tipping back as if finding your question ridiculous, "awfully dangerous for you to be all the way out here by yourself. haven't you ever been warned to stay out of the forbidden forest?"
you narrow your look on him at the way he deflects your question, his head tilting as he begins to wander further around the lagoon, circling you now as he waits for you to speak.
"what's your name?"
"lorenzo," he speaks fast, expecting that, as if he was wanting and waiting for you to ask it. "and you?"
"y/n."
“strange name.”
“and yours isn’t?”
a hollow laughs comes from deep in the back of his throat at your retort but he doesn’t find it as funny as he makes it seem, “you’re quick, aren’t you?”
“but you like that, don’t you?” your eyes narrowed in on him, pushing out further into the water so your further from him just in case he were to reach for you.
“and you know what i like how?” he mirrors your tapered expression, leaning against a tree placed close to the water. he was interested, really interested in what you were.
“i know boys exactly like you.”
“oh, you do?” his lips twitch upwards, finding your proceedings amusing.
“they come here a lot,” you tip your head, now studying him better than ever and the way he held himself. “with girls and booze and their loud mouths.”
you looked annoyed in thought of this making him chuckle under his breath, “you don’t like the company?”
“not usually.”
“why come here then?”
“no where else better to go.”
lorenzo makes a closer speculation of your face now, realizing he had never seen you before—which he found very strange, “what year are you?”
because lorenzo knew all the pretty faces at hogwarts.
“who said anything about me being in school?” you smiled as his face swooped into a confused expression, watching you sink further into the water till you were no longer in sight.
navigation.
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magicallyhl · 9 months
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your quiet and carefree highway in the sky ⛅
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monkadirectioner · 10 months
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The boys didn't just helped me with my mental health really...
Now I'm eating healthy food too 😁
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Oie, eu denovo kk (o mesmo que pediu o post do Louis hehe)
Eu queria perguntar para você, você faz cenários platônicos com românticos? Se sim, você poderia fazer um com os Leões da Shishigumi com o Louis? Tipo, o Leitor namora o Louis e eles acabam saindo para um encontro no parque, porém o Leitor se sente observado e quando ele olha para trás tem uns 8 ou mais Leões seguindo os dois (eu imagino muito eles atrás dos arbustos pra não chamar atenção kkkkk)
O Louis fica irritado porém tenta manter uma postura na frente do namorado dele. E quando o Leitor não ta vendo, o Louis começa a mandar uns olhares ameaçadores na direção deles kkkkkkk (pode ser o mesmo Gato Leitor do post anterior do Louis ou ,se puder, pode ser um Cachorro ,tipo Shiba Inu, Leitor :3)
(Eu imagino muito o Leitor tentando não rir com o Louis olhando com raiva para um arbusto aleatório por causa de um dos Leões escondido atrás dele kkkk)
Na minha cabeça seria engraçado kkkk, eu tava rindo muito quando pensava em mandar esse ask, desculpa se estiver muito confuso esse ask :")
Não tenha pressa com o Ask, eu posso esperar. Tenha uma ótima noite/dia e eu estarei aguardando pacientemente por mais de seus posts, tchau tchau 😊
Desculpa a demora 😶
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Você estava observando o lago a sua frente, a luz do sol refletindo sobre as águas cristalinas. Louis, seu namorado, estava ao seu lado, admirando a beleza da natureza. Louis ignorou seu rabo enrolado se mexendo freneticamente, o cervo já tinha se acostumado com essa características que os caninos carregavam.
"Sabia que foi acabado um tanque de guerra em um lago? Ele ficou mais de 50 anos lá", você disse empolgado, seus olhos refletindo a luz do sol. Seu rabo balançava descontroladamente. "Será que tem algo nesse?", Você perguntou curioso.
"Não, ele foi construído pela a prefeitura", Louis respondeu, não deixando passar que seu rabo tinha parado de se mexer. "Mas pode se achar diversos objetos que caíram ali", Louis disse, prestando atenção quando você divagava sobre que objetos poderiam ter caído ali.
O cervo virou a cabeça na direção de barulho que estavam vindo do lado oposto, Louis acreditava que poderia ser o vento ou alguém que estava se aproximando. Seus olhos castanhos não acreditaram no que ele tinha visto. Sete leões espremidos em uma moita próxima. Arregalando os olhos e fixando nos leões, Louis não sabia o motivo deles estarem ali. O cervo vou para olhar seu companheiro Shiba Inu, seu pelo caramelo brilhando na luz do sol, Louis não queria estragar o momento falando com os leões.
Louis decidiu agitar os braços para chamar a atenção dos leões e fazê-los entender que precisam ir embora. Você virou o rosto na direção do seu namorado e achando engraçado a forma que ele estava agindo, você deduziu que ele estava imitando um pato do desenho infantil que vocês viram passando na tv.
Arqueando as sobrancelhas e perguntando com um sorriso no rosto: "Louis, o que você está fazendo?".
Louis, em um misto de constrangimento e estresse, responde: "Amor, apenas confie em mim"
Os leões do Shishigumi, inicialmente confusos e intrigados, começam a rir baixinho entre si. Eles ficam surpresos com a atitude de seu chefe, mas continuam a observar. Quando de repente uma risada alta chamou sua atenção, virando o corpo para observar leões rindo em uma moita, Free não conseguiu segurar a risada e acabou dando uma gargalhada alta. Você observou a cena e acompanhou as risadas.
Percebendo que conseguiu chamar a atenção, Louis para de agir como pato e olha para os leões com uma expressão séria. "Agora que nos divertimos um pouco, espero que vocês tenham entendido o recado. Por favor, nos deem um pouco de privacidade.", Ele disse com rispidez.
Os leões, ainda rindo e respeitando o pedido de seu chefe, retiram-se silenciosamente.
"Você é um louco, Louis, mas eu te amo", você diz, abraçando seu namorado.
Louis suspira aliviado e abraça você com força. Ele está grato por ter conseguido resolver a situação de uma maneira divertida para você.
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