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#listen to me scream to the heavens pls
malxshrine-a · 2 years
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          𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐔𝐍𝐀❟ 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐔𝐍𝐀 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 :
Sukuna has very many redeeming qualities mired in shades of confidence, pride, and violence. You realize that he’s silly, that he takes himself seriously and doesn’t at the same time. The same mouth that claimed someone can’t do a thing to him, praises that same person in the next breath. The weak show him what they are made of and he sees; his mouth opens to give them the truth. always the truth.
Telling someone the truth of their ability, tenacity, and power does not diminish his own nor does it harm his pride ANY.
Sukuna has very many redeeming qualities to the point that someone is endeared to him, and then, you see him unhinge his jaw to swallow a fucking mother ... and her child later on. do not think desirable qualities are synonymous with the good aligned. or that heroes cannot be truly terrible people. They can, and often are.
Hercules is the best fit for this analogy. both the gods and humans hated Hercules to the point that the gods begged Zeus to punish him severely. every last one of them. and that is not often expanded upon much, because how could someone do good deeds and be a trashcan person at the same damn time? very easily.
Sukuna is like this in reverse and it’s supposed to be this way. It is good that he is this way. Why? because one-dimensional characters begat one-dimensional feelings along with them. He’s cartoonishly evil almost, it’s true. the more we’re privy to the more it makes sense why he’s so dramatic and more than makes sense why the sound of this dramatic bitch’s name is enough to make people LOSE THEIR SHIT — enough so that people make the STUPIDEST decisions in concern to him.
We see him get folded by Go-joe so easily to show how drastic one finger is to having just ONE more to boost his power. I’ve seen quite a few people take this to mean he should be wrote off completely. I can GUARENTEE you this was on purpose. Sukuna passively gains cursed energy. he BREATHES and the next moment gains more strength. and these comparisons people make to his fingers ( even Gege himself out of a need to misdirect people ) and another character’s strength are to the Sukuna from a thousand years ago. I BET YOU. it’s hard for a character that is in pieces to be measured accurately, especially one that grows stronger without even needing to do much. hence why this odyssey to get his fingers to make it an actual effort; growth.
when I took Sukuna I said to myself, violence for the sake of it is empty fun. anyone can roleplay someone without a heart, because people wish they could leave theirs at the door and be terrible. but villains who are more decent than some of the heroes and do deplorable things are top tier. It’s my jam. My entire love.
You’ll never see me excuse Sukuna, but you can bet he’ll do something so sweet in one moment, be sassy the next, and follow it up by suplexing jesus on the cross while small children are barbequed because he is morally wrong. and he is only wrong, because he does whatever he wants. he destroys whatever he feels like. he eats people.
and yet, I endeavor to keep Sukuna reachable. he is uniquely able to be weak and strong at the same time. it does not diminish his character to be silly, to have him fail, to watch him get folded. He is someone that loves to fight, first and foremost. he will never take a loss seriously as he is because he is not HIMSELF right now. it is prime real estate to just be somewhere between absolute domination and ‘ i’d fight GODS, and even if I lost, bitch, i’m not afraid and do it againn cause i can ’. 
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h34rtbeat · 2 months
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BAD RELIGION
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pairings: na jaemin x afab!reader
warnings: blasphemy, oral (f receiving), misogyny, purity culture, hard use of gender roles, dubious content (bordering non-con)
a/n: i’m back🤞🏻pls send in ur asks and requests i feel shitty and need to write. make sure to check rules since they have changed!
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born and raised, surrounded by ideology that made no sense to those who weren’t involved. skirts that went below your knees, paired with pitch black tights that left no doubt of how your family felt about ‘those’ teenage girls.
cross hanging from your neck, you felt as if you were crucified as well.
every. single. moment. was. gods.
it was not yours, no, never yours. it was the heavenly fathers, for him to decide your fate, not you, not anyone else. yet, it seemed twisted into men deciding it for you, rather than you for yourself.
life has seemed to regulate a new rule every year. when you were 12, you were not allowed to wear that nail polish.
13, no shorts that short!
14, no concealer!
15, a smack on the hand for even thinking of uttering a word of a shorter skirt!
16, a slap to the face for breathing words of sin to another being. as time continued, they just became stricter and stricter.
your mother only watching as her modesty prevailed— beauty in a sea of blood.
a bead of sweat rolled down your neck as it was heating up. the cramped bible study room not allowing for any breath to be shared unless it went up and above.
those shorts your parents hated would’ve been useful.
a pit formed in your stomach, how you dreaded such times. winter was okay with those unfashionable clothes, but heavens above, you couldn’t have fun in summer.
you left he class early, finishing your prayers as soon as you could. though none were sincere, there was one that was nearly the truth.
“please, father, give me your strength.” you didn’t desire strength or power. you just wanted summer shorts.
but, you knew what your mother would say.
“it’s impure!” her offended— almost scream-like voice resonated in your skull as you stepped on the pavement to head home. your legs were burning up. your neck still burned.
her hand slapping your neck, ushering you to stir faster.
your uncles would be visiting soon, why the hell weren’t you cooking faster?
now, as you walk home in the heat, you’re reminded again. this was not yours to choose, nor would it ever be. you had no idea of what surprise your father had planned for you at home.
he seems like everyone else. a churchboy, a gleaming smile, and that cross also hanging around his neck.
you felt your stomach churn, as you shook hands.
“my name is jaemin..” he muttered, through a smile. was that also gods smile? you didn’t know, or bother asking. he smiled and smelled like a god, is all you could register.
you replied with your name, releasing his hand as quick as it came. was he close with your father? oh, he was a family friend from what you could see.
“stop staring and go to the kitchen.” your father patted your shoulder, making your body stiffen. your necklace jingling as you walked into the kitchen.
stirring some mixture of whatever it was that your mom called it, you caught yourself before your mind could wander.
your ears listened diligently, catching bits and pieces of your father, his parents conversation. he seemed to stay quiet. it felt like a slap to the face hearing his mother brag on about jaemins girlfriend. or whatever she was— his mother described the woman being someone jaemin had a keen interest in.
you didn’t know it was you.
thus, the thoughts wandered. was he really so different? what was so different about him that it allowed this?
how could he have a loved one, wasn’t it gods choice? was that what liberation was?
after pressing enough dough into small balls for your mother, she pressed them on the stove, making them into flat tortillas. then, you had to go check on the slow cooker, was the meat ready?
then, your actions halted when you saw that man step into the kitchen, that same smile plastered on his face.
“I hope i’m not interrupting..” he chimed, walking over to your mother, “these look wonderful.. are you sure there’s nothing i can help you with?”
“oh, no honey! it’s my and my daughters duty to do this, please, i assure you, go sit back down with your father!” your mother ushered, patting him on his shoulder.
your mothers tone was so sweet, your finger almost twitched as you chopped some carrots. she was so willing to give her gratitude to anyone but you.
“if you say so, ma’am.” his eyes crinkled in interest, he knew your mother was going to say that. jaemin knew what families like yours were like. only hearing a daughter— he could already predict what they thought of you.
though the bible states everything is pure born, jaemin knew. he knew your parents thought you were tainted from both. why?
because the existence of a woman is a sin to those heavily involved in church.
he saw the way your eyes lingered on your mother, the way your knife slipped and you slit across your palm on accident.
“ow!” you reeled back, and instead of pain from your injury; jaemin saw it. the fear instilled by your parents- not the holy figure. your hand shook.
“oh..” your mother feigned faux concern, nearly shoving you to the sink to clean your wound, “she’s just so clumsy, isn’t she?”
you felt a lump in your throat. though you tried as you might, you could feel your throat tighten, the space seeming more cramped. you grabbed a towel, running off to the bathroom.
jaemin didn’t miss a beat. following after your panicked state, he watched as you closed the door. you didn’t lock it. his eyes narrowed, smile faltering.
you really had his interest this time.
you were so interesting— pure as ever. the way the blood trickled, he could only imagine.
his hand on the doorknob, he checked to see how far he was from the table. though, even if he was close, he doubts your parents would care.
they were so willing in handing you off without your knowledge.
your eyes widened in panic as he walked in.
“w-what are you doing here!?” your voice was meek, scared. he liked that. jaemins smile returned, as he went behind you.
“you didn’t lock the door. I figured you needed help anyway. that wound looks.. pretty bad.” his voice was smooth, calm. though his eyes were at the wound, his calm smile prevailed.
you didn’t say anything in response, even as he was behind you. his arms reached over, moving your non wounded hand away.
“I’ll help.” you paused, only making it easier for him. his soft hands were cleaning your wound.
you felt heat rise to your cheeks, averting your gaze nervously. he chuckled softly, leaning his chin on your shoulder.
“why.. is your head there?” you inquired, as his warm body was now even closer. you prayed that he couldn’t hear the way your heart beat.
“it gives me a better view, when i’m standing like this.” his response was plain and simple, you couldn’t fault him for it. maybe it really did give him a better view.
your lips parted to protest, but his movements had no intent of malice. if you did protest, it would show how impure your thoughts truly were.
“th-thank you.” you muttered, as he stepped back. you patted the wound with the towel, hissing softly.
“no biggie.. after all, you’re…” his eyes narrowed ever so slightly.
“…hurt.” he finished. he wanted to confess and say ‘mine’, since— your parents did say that. but, he felt that letting you find out on your own would be better.
he softly grabbed your waist, moving your body to sit on the toilet lid.
he looked in the drawers, pulling out the first aid kit. he kneeled, your body was so warm. you were too shy to say anything when he grabbed you in such a way.
you looked away, as he wraps the bandage tape around the palm of your hand.
“it’s a shame this happened,” he mumbled through focus. “since you have such nice hands.”
you felt your blood rush. you weren’t complimented often, never so freely either. he said it with such ease, he genuinely meant it.
jaemin peaked up at you, curiousity in your gaze, possession in his.
“never been complimented like that before?” he probed, closing the first aid kit.
“n..no.” you managed to stammer out. he made you feel nervous, looking down at your hand.
he laughed softly, kneeling back down. he grabbed your hands with his, his chin resting on your covered thighs. this was strange— he was strange! it was too much, you just met him and he’s doing all of this!
“I think i’m fine now. we should get back out there, your parents will start to won-“ he tugged your hands softly yet with enough force that it lunged your body down.
“no. they’ll be fine. i’m pretty sure your parents don’t want to see you after that anyway. what’s the rush?”
he was right. your parents would be upset if you did come back out. silence hung over you and jaemin, as you just stared into his eyes.
“did your parents tell you?” jaemin suddenly broke the silence.
“tell me what?” you pulled back, sitting normally again.
you didn’t even notice how much closer he was getting to your heat, the way he’d rubbed his cheek on your thighs.
“…that you belong to me now.”
your eyes widened in so many emotions— shock, horror, surprise, anger. most of all.. betrayal. all those years of punishments, slaps… your knuckles red and swollen from the ruler smacking down on them at church; just to be given to a man you didn’t know.
maybe he just wanted to scare you, but you couldn’t say anything. the worst part is— he wasn’t lying. you knew, at some point..
you’d be like your mom, given to a man.
“no words, hm? I guess I’d feel that way too..” he mutters, his voice full of pity but his eyes full of something else.
“you know, our heavenly father is watching over us in heaven. jaemins tone was mocking, nearly taunting you.
“do you think he chose this fate for you? all those years of devotion, all wasted because you’re someone’s property now.”
you felt tears brim at your eyes, wanting to be angry. to rebuke, yell, scream kick.
you couldn’t. you just couldn’t. his hand rubbed soothingly on your covered legs. the position made it seem like he was worshipping you.
he wanted this. he wanted your purity. you said nothing- and he’ll grant you that. your time to accept.
he didn’t stop, though. his hands wandering down, rubbing your calves under the skirt.
“you’re so soft…” he praised, he blushed, turned on already by your soft skin.
“stop that.. what are you doing?” wearily protesting did nothing to falter him.
“shhh. let me have what’s mine.” jaemin cooed, relishing in the feeling of your warm skin.
you stifled back hot tears that spilled.
“oh, nono, baby.. don’t cry.” his hands delved, going to your thighs. “it’ll feel really good right now.”
you silently pleaded with him to stop, to let you go.. but your pussy welt warm.. and wet. it was a strange feeling, one you hadn’t felt before.
“please stop, our parents might hear us..” you importuned, as the hot feeling grew stronger.
“they’ll only hear us if you’re loud.”
you covered your mouth with your hands, as he lifted your hips up. he slid off your skirt, spreading your legs just enough for him to see your clad panties.
“you’re not telling me to stop.. so i’m going to keep at it.” his fingers rubbed your slit through your white cotton panties. jaemin felt like he was on cloud 9, you trulywere pure.
every movement of his made your body tremble, your left hand covering your mouth, the other going down and gripping his arm.
“calm down.. i told you, it’ll feel good.”
and he wasn’t lying. lying was a sin, after all.
his slender finger moved your panties to the side, and he delved into your sweet essence. your body, naturally, jolted.
“no! don’t go there!” you whined pitifully, as your hips grinded against your will.
his tongue was licking in that area— that sacred area. it felt warm, hot, you felt like you were gonna pee.
“p-please, i’m gonna pee!”
he paused his slurping momentarily.
“you’re not gonna pee, and if you do.. let it happen.”
he delved in more, his nose brushing and rubbing against your nub. you held your hand over your mouth. you prayed— to whatever it was, that no one could hear this utter indecency between your wet legs.
soaking his mouth, he tasted your innocent pussy. his fingers soon made their way, your thighs tightening around his head.
every movement of his made your body jolt and twitch, you couldn’t think.
your hand went down, rubbing his hair because you were scared of tugging it. your feet thrashed, as you leaned over, letting a pressure form in your tummy.
pressure and heat combined, as you felt the pressure release, painting jaemins lips a clear white.
he looked up at you, his mouth sinful, eyes full of greed.
“it feels good to be impure, doesn’t it?”
you panted softly, covering your face in utter shame. what came out of you? what was he doing with his mouth down there!? jaemin locked his lips, letting your panties slide back on naturally. as you delved in your shame, he put your skirt back on.
“let’s go to your room.”
snapping you out of your shameful demise, you looked up at him as he stood. your necklaces were hanging off your necks, a reminder of the sins.
“we need to go out and see them.”
“no we don’t, that’s nonsense. I’ll make up and excuse, too.” he replied, a promise of you not being in trouble.
hesitantly, you and him walked to your room.
no one had any idea, only a concerned murmur from his mother.
“her wound must’ve been pretty bad..”
moments later, jaemin let you lay in your bed. he sauntered out of your room, into the dining room.
“say.. is it alright if i stay with her? she wasn’t feeling well after her cut.”
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hueningshaped · 2 years
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★ YEONJUN as your boyfriend…
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a/n: this is very messy & random but :D i hope you don’t hate it ! / these will automatically be idolverse (at least i think) + i intend on writing for ot5 but give me some time & u shall see <3 pls lmk ur thoughts abt this !!
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* he’s such a loving guy, so much love to give and he honestly gives love through all the love languages in some way or another
* he’s such a loving guy, so much love to give and he honestly gives love through all the love languages in some way or another
* he’s such a loving guy, so much love to give and he honestly gives love through all the love languages in some way or another
* so when he realizes you reciprocate love for him in the way he never realized he’d always wanted to be loved, homie is lovestruck !!!!
* you look out for him all the time and you pick up on things he himself doesn’t notice sometimes and you take care of him too and it’s making him go bonkers because sweet heavens he appreciates it infinitely
* for example, he’ll come home exhausted after practice and he messages you or calls you as soon as he’s off
* the idea that he loves to constantly be in contact with you and is great at communicating makes u </3 but anyway
* he’s still on the phone with u as he comes over to see you (bc that’s what u both decided on and he was also feeling hungry and he loves eating late at night with you idk)
* he loves his ramen but he also loves making it together when it’s just u two in the kitchen and you’re talking in hushed voices and you’ll shush each other and giggle and when u guys do eat it’s dead silent bc you’re both set on eating it up
* moving on
* he walks in and is taking off his shoes when he sees you THEN hangs up the phone call with you
* “i ordered some takeout so we can eat with the ramen, junnie—let’s eat up!”
* he literally goes 🥺
* but he’s funny and dramatic so he has to do something with his lip to make it look like he’s sobbing screaming weeping etc
* you’re about to hug him and he goes uh uh uhhh
* “im stinky and sticky, baby :(“
* so you tell him “fine go shower” and of courseeee in response he goes “wow you’re not even going to argue or insist u gave up so easily woww clearly you don’t want my hug”
* GET OUTTTTRR
* of course he takes his shower and afterwards you share a little kiss or two (hundred) and make ur ramen and eat like the richhhhh
* once you’re both done and just scrolling through tiktok and god knows what else he holds your hand and intertwines your fingers and you think for the 18748283818th time that day “im the luckiest person ever”
* in this life ur allowed the luxury of not only being with yj but u get a house/living space and it’s yoursssss anyway #slay
* when u get ready for bed yeonjun just flops on the bed taking his spot
* he already knows the drill
* you turn everything off except for your aroma diffuser light and the tv bc jun mumbles “wait…i wanna watch a movie”
* you toss a blanket over his long body and get underneath your own covers all for him to just cuddle against you
* you give him little massages from what you can reach on his back and arms since you’re basically holding him and he sighs and gives a little peck to where his face meets your skin
* they start becoming wet kisses and you’re laughing bc it’s ticklish and squirming
* the plush of his lips sends vibrations from where he murmurs how much he loves you
* he settles eventually but he’s still rambling and you listen fondly
* you could listen to him talk for hours and hours and forever and ever
* his voice is the greatest thing to bless your ears and you can’t help but smile to yourself with anything he says (now)
* he proclaims his love for u incessantly even though u feel like you’re the one who’s the luckiest and you don’t do much
* when it comes to leaving before work, you might throw in a little note just so that he will literally never not be reminded of ur love for him or one of yours and his favorite snacks and when he finds it at work he makes the biggest deal about it to the point that taehyun has to step up and be like “can you calm down, you do this everyday”
* on days where u get to go to work with him at shows and stuff, u bring a little pillow and a light blanket and wear ur comfiest clothes bc 1) sometimes u help the staff who helps ur bf and the band 2) sometimes ur really just a bed for him to lie on
* the staff treats u nicely with pleasure also bc they love yj and the txties to death
* when it comes to laying down, he loves being ur little spoon, even if he might be much larger than you
* he loves when being held from time to time bc if one could describe his love, the word ‘grand’ could be used — he always gives physical affection always does big gestures of his feelings always communicating always putting himself out there
* yeonjun loves being held though, he loves being shown that he’s loved by you
* like yes he will wrap his arms around you and or pull you in for a hug randomly but god does he basically go up to heaven when you do the same for him !!!!
* cup his face with your hands and he’s done for….
* when things get rough whether you’re there at his work with him or at home, you’re his safe place
* he or one of the guys usually give you a heads up through text but if not, it’s not hard for you to see the reality
* if a show went wrong or someone said something that really got under his skin, he would have to wait a very long time to blow off some steam but once he sees you or hears you that stifled burning hot steam dissipates, fading from the forefront and he’s laughing again bc you’re the funniest person to him just smiling so wide (at the end of the day though he’ll just whisper to you how he felt earlier)
* sometimes he might get very frustrated from either the workload, particular hate comments, or something that offended him or his boys that they can’t address and as strong as he and they are, sometimes he’ll just need to collapse on top of you and you just wrap him up in a bundle and he has his face buried in your neck and usually you’ll feel the wetness of his tears or feel the shudder of a cry wracking his body, you’ve learned to calm him down by massaging his neck and his back muscles all along patterns that his heart winds down to mimic
* you reassure him and listen to him and help him let go of all he’s been holding in and after a while he doesn’t feel as grouchy and sad and he feels even better bc you also ordered him some warm food and ran him a bath
* he babies you all the time so you enjoy babying him in return
* and when it comes to arguments 🥺
* sometimes if there’s a misunderstanding or disagreement (which are usually pretty rare or small), but on the occasion of them being a bit bigger - in which it may affect half to the entire day or the vernal argument itself lasts a bit of time, there is one thing that yeonjun will always do without fail
* on nights like this when you both were unable to actually meet up with the other to get through this little rough conversation until evening and the day has worn down both you and him and you’re still trying to talk through - volume interchanging but never reaching scream levels
* you’re tired and snappy and getting frustrated and he remains persistent in trying to find a place within the argument where you can both compromise (or even just him, he just wants to go to bed with you in his arms on a positive note)
* but when he brings both his hands together like he’s going to pray, he knows that you know that it’s gonna end right there
* you quiet down and let him walk to you, bringing those hands forward to gently reach out to your own
* “wait yn, please,” he sounds exhausted and despite the argument you find yourself touched that he’s still firm in his conscious to never ever take his exhaustion or frustrations out on you
* it’s a brief realization
* “i know you’re not done and i didn’t mean to interrupt you but just please — i just need to hear you say it”
* “say what” it’s genuine, lacking any fire from earlier, even if you both know what he wants
* “please yn please don’t forget that i love you, and please tell me you love me”
* he squeezes your hands a little and it makes you release a sigh in response
* yeonjun just looks into your eyes desperately and how could anyone resist the biggest sweetheart in this universe
* you let his hands go to cup his face with your palms, thumbs brushing against his cheekbones
* “i know you love me, just the way i love you yeonjun” you tell him with a smile and it makes him smile like it’s the last thing he needed to hear before poetic death — he makes relief look that beautiful
* you apologize and he does too, refuting yours, though it’s not particularly for the main core of the argument, it’s about everything else
* you usually take the next day to mend and effectively settle the argument
* he will never not show his love for you — he always has you in his arms and wants you to always be up front with him as he is with you and he would literally do anything for you
* you make him laugh and you do so much for him that he gets emotional sometimes when he talks about you and his mom loves you so much that he likes to plan trips to meet his family and he wants to meet yours
* very much a ‘happy together, together forever’ kind of person :3
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playgroundfadings · 2 years
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i saw your post about the slashers playing just dance, and jasons got me thinking about: what if the slashers came home to you singing along pretty vulgar songs? like cupcakke- i just think it would be funny
saijfdhfdu pls this has me wheezing just thinking about their reactions. I hope you will enjoy this honey boo <333
TW: not beta read, cursing and slightly NSFW (songs lyrics).
|| Reacting to their SO singing vulgar songs || 
Featuring Michael, Thomas, Brahms, Jason and Yautja
Michael Myers
After a long day of work, you’re finally relaxing with some wine and music in the background. Anaconda by Nicki Minaj starts playing, and you’re singing along.
Normally, Michael would already be gone by this time, so you gave your all in this performance, believing you’re alone.
It just so happen that Michael makes himself known right as the lyrics ‘’this dude named Michael used to ride motorcycles’’ comes. 
And now that just catch his attention. The rest of the lyrics are vulgar at best, and he scoffs. 
You nearly jump off your skin, because you never heard him enter the living room. Lowkey ashamed he heard you sing.
Michael doesn’t care what kind of song you listen to, really. But he will tease you.
Thomas Hewitt
For the sake of this, let’s say the movie happened in recent years, because I don’t know songs from the 70s.
You’ve always appeared to be such a soft, calm person. Someone who could do no wrong.
So when Thomas comes up from the basement after hearing your voice, curious about you were doing, what he hears makes him pause.
This can't be right, you would never say things like that.
‘’My B-I-T-C-H is on my dick like this’’ and you even give a little hip thrust in the air.
That’s something he expects from Hoyt, not from you.
Then you jump and yelp when you notice Thomas, who’s staring at you with eyes the size of saucers.
Has to wrap his mind around the fact you’re not as innocent as he believed. 
Brahms Heelshire
It was an honest mistake from your part. You should have introduced Brahms to more modern music. So you don’t really blame him for his reaction when he caught you singing Need to know by Doja Cat.
‘’I heard from a friend of a friend that that dick was a ten out of ten’’ what friend??? Which dick????
Brahms will instantly believe you’re talking about Malcolm. To his knowledge, the delivery boy is the only other man around you.
‘’Are you cheating on me??’’ ‘’Huh?’’ 
Ensue a series of questions, until you realize what he’s talking about.
Making him listen to the song is quite an experience. A mix of intrigue, horror and disgust plays in Brahms’ eyes.
Let’s say he’s not a fan of crass songs, but he wouldn’t mind trying some of the stuff mentioned in the lyrics with you.
Jason Voorhees
The first time he heard you sing CPR by Cupcakke, he nearly had a heart attack.
‘’TIGHT AS A VIRGIN BOY DON’T GET NERVOUS TIIIIIGHT’’
What do you mean, you save dick by giving it CPR??? 
Will rush to the radio to either turn down the volume, or completely shut down the device. 
In his eyes, you are perfect. An angel sent from heaven. So hearing such crude words from you gives him whiplash. 
He will never stop you from doing things you enjoy, but he might ask you to not blast such songs in the cabins.
Or, at the very least, wear headphones.
Yautja (predator)
The human language is way too complicated in his opinion. 
But he does find it interesting how many words can be used to reference something.
Especially when you scream ‘’I WANT YOU TO PARK THAT BIG MACK TRUCK RIGHT IN THIS LITTLE GARAGE’’ at the top of your lungs while doing the dishes.
And how mortified you look when you realize he’s been standing right behind you all this time while you gave your best performance of WAP. 
Male Yautjas can be crude amongst themselves, so he really doesn’t blame you for the vulgarities you sing.
Though, your mate will probably poke fun at you and the song’s silly lyrics.
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celestie0 · 2 months
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first of all, i knew that kai dude was bad news!!
but let's start form the top!! gojo kicking the ball in the FACE??? ahhhh lost it!!! i thought he maybe aimed at kai but boy was (accidentally) aiming at her, nooo!!!
ahaha but the way he cared for her then 😭😭 my heart, so weak for this trope. also we got a kiss so a win is a win!!
“Go ahead,” he says, using his knee to spread your legs apart, then finds a place to stand between your thighs to get closer to you. “I’ve got a lot of ways I could shut you up.”
excuse me man. do not say this in front of me or i'll get wet. thank you. moving on!
“You were born blessed with talent, and you’re popular, and people adore you, and you don’t have to worry about internships, or jumping from job to job just to make something of yourself."
ugh, that moment when she breaks down about her depts and car repair bills and all that? it was so raw and real. it makes her even more relatable. loved that!!
“You don’t want me hanging out with them?” you repeat after him, “I’m not listening to that. Because it’s possessive. And it’s wrong.”
yes, yes yes!! tell him girl!!! put him in his place!!! love pissed fmc!! <33
“Does that make you feel better?” he asks. / “Does thinking of me that way—…does it make you feel better about all of this? Between us?”
bruh, satoru is THE sweetest in this story, and I'm LIVING for his soft boy energy! he has such a innocent and soft love for her, i could cry and vanish into thin air 😭😭
also the way he is ALL about her dreams and supporting her in her carrer. WEAK.
but then everything happening after, god i was so ANGRY with Kai and all his douchebag people!!! i was ready to throw hands through the screen!!!
but can we also talk about how our girl was holding her own even when those jerks were putting her and her dreams down? she's got a fire in her, and i love that she wasn't backing down! satoru's lucky to have someone so fierce by his side.
thank goodness satoru and his squad showed up when things got serious and protected her!! also that protective move in front of her? I DIED. It's official, i'm WEAK. just one word. WEAK.
can't wait to read the next chapter, in which satoru will surely move heaven and earth to show his love to her and i'm here for it!!! please shower me with all the fluff and smut.
i need ALL the cozy, heart-melting moments! ♡♡
honestly, this AU is EVERYTHING. you're painting such a vivid picture, i feel like i'm right there on campus, surrounded by hotties and drama!! what could someone ask more of? ♡♡
also want to add that i think you have an incredible ear for how people talk, with all their quirks and little inflections. reads so natural and authentic!! have a great day or night, whenever you read this!
OMG LOSTFRACTURES M00TIE <333 THANK U SM FOR UR ASK I COULD CRY RN
aaa yes he actually isnt the one that kicked the ball haha 🤣 that was originally going to be the plan, but rather his teammate kicked the ball and he was too distracted by reader getting super close to kai to see it, and it flew past him n then hit her 😵‍💫
LMAO pls same part of me wanted to scream just to fuck around n find out ab all those ways of shutting us up haha
thank uuu im so glad you enjoyed her lash out 🥺💕 it was simultaneously very gratifying but also heartbreaking to write
aaa thank uu sm ur words ab softie satoru LOL i think his way of showing care can be unconventional sometimes but there’s no denying he really does want her to have the things he thinks she deserves :”) im just glad he finally thinks he’s someone she deserves haha
AND YES. SHE’s ALSO FIERCE AND A SOFTIE AT THE SAME TIME ✨✨ i wa sso excited by this chapter bc i think it takes gojo being “too good for her” bc he’s popular n whatnot but now reader is just THAT GIRL n a bad bitch and she’s almost too good for him now haha
ouu ty for the compliment on the dialogues n stuff 😭🤧 that’s so relieving to hear lol
AND YESS SO EXCITED FOR HIS LOVER BOY ERA ch10 is gonna be a lot of fun and sexy (still a tad bit angsty 👉🏼👈🏼) haha thank uu sm for looking forward to it 🥺💕 ur too kind pls
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outpost51 · 11 months
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The 51 Post
so. bad week, if the prolonged absence wasn’t enough of a clue. but! i did write a... moderate amount. listen, i've been coping with sims.
Contents:
Things You Might Have Missed
This Week's Jams
WIP Breakdowns
From the Skwad
Around the 'Blr
Things You Might Have Missed
get on my taglists for WIP updates, 51 post, tag games, and ask events!
BRHP: Chapter 17 posted; K A DM O S.
Unlikely Adventures, Ch 2 posted; it’s literally in the blurb but it hurt me to write too
BRHP: Chapter 16 posted; baby's first fight pit, and a family secret is revealed.
Murky Water: the 7th entry into the Lighthouse in the Fog shorts; our new Keeper finds her answers.
This Week's Jams
aliens (porcelain remix) || xylø, porcelain [spotify/youtube]
avoidant attachment || libby larkin [spotify/youtube]
fire fire || flyleaf [spotify/youtube]
no care || daughter [spotify/youtube]
let the flames begin || paramore [spotify/youtube]
devil’s teeth || muddy magnolias [spotify/youtube]
WIP Breakdowns
Between a Rock and a Hard Place
hngggg i am. behind. it’s all outlined but my god i was too tired to write much
Unlikely Adventures of Bitchface and Go F*ck Yourself
[affectionately strangles zadimus]
Blinding Neon, Shades of Grey
[vibrates] hhhhhh i love the orville scene, i forgot how much i love the orville scene, yes i will post the orville scene this week if yall bully me (pls)
Stellar Parallax
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Lighthouse in the Fog
8th short will be coming out some time tonight or tomorrow, it’s been an uphill battle to write today, anyway things have Developed in a Direction i was not Expecting
In the Works
i have noodled some of those random shuffle prompts. some of you are getting whacked with the emotions stick
From the Skwad
SSSC 006 wrapped up! see the entries here.
@thetrashbagswasteland posted a little too good to be true, a follow up to a little too much like me as their submission for MEBB 2023 and it is rife with snark
speaking of MEBB, @sparatus also published his triumphant return to His Original Bullshit: serpents in the garden and i am living. he also wrote skewed results for FFF208 bc we all need more teia
@uraniumwriting also wrote a submission for FFF208 in which caspian is forced to be a reporter for a day
we have FIVE updates from @teamdilf this week: a sweet piece in which adrien is offered some kittens, ch 20 of in-laws and the grandparents, this drabble that actually ripped my soul out through my eyes, ch 16 of man of many talents, and the first chapter of father, daughter, rocket launchers, and a side of wrex
@bambino1294 dropped the second chapter of upright tower and it was well worth the wait
@equusgirl has given us two more treats for sapphic summer: heaven or hell and if the bird likes it's cage so very much, why is the cage so tightly shut
@commander-krios wrote this squee-worthy despina/theron piece and also this stolen moment between jeff and john
@writernopal wrote a character study with mariel and sartor that i’m still thinking about actually, it’s wild to see how much the characters have developed between the first and third books
@asher-orion-writes posted another installment of fairweather YAY hhhhhh i fucked up and peeked at the last few lines before i read it and now i’m trying to wrap up so i can go eat it
Around the ‘Blr
@tabswrites blessed us with both the second chapter of ascension and chapter 4 of silver sentinels!!!
@vacantgodling’s art comms are open which i will be taking a look at given it does not fall through the holes in my swiss cheese brain, he dropped toph art that i’m OBSESSED with AND a lukewarm rejection sneep bc toph’s bday was the 7th. tell him happy birthday 4 me
bit over a week but i missed it last week — @autumnalwalker announced that the archivist’s journal is COMPLETE, so if you were ever looking for a reason to binge it, now’s the time (the anniversary is july 16th!). find it here @thearchivistsjournal
@captain-kraken dropped a sonhara lore masterpost oh my GOD
screaming crying frothing at the mouth over @liv-is’s fae headshots WOW
@void-botanist gave us the LORE on the revalo tailory & hotel and i will chew off my arm if tumblr doesn’t start giving me gd notifs about this
@artdecosupernova-writing dropped SO MANY shorts this week, so here’s the tag, go nuts; also a post on the planet holeph that i am eating with a spoon
we now have such amazing faces to put with the cast of @elshells’s agent ace (courtesy of @illjustpretend)
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hi i ask if you could write genshin males or females babysitting klee or qiqi
xiao, dainsleif, diluc x reader
ft— xiao, dainsleif, diluc(+ klee and qiqi) warnings— nothing really, either than some mentions of some dead animals, not proof-read, rushed for dilucs part so it’s quite bad. a/n— pls don't mention how there's the "ft" characters and then another one on top... anyways, this idea is very adorable :) im not really good at writing for females although i've done them in the past so i didn't add any here, also zhongli will be in part 2(i decided to cut him out and add him in part 2) oh yes and also for dainsleif’s part, he isn’t babysitting qiqi or klee, just a random baby so keep that in mind! diluc and reader miiiight be dating, might.
recommend listening to: shinunoga e-wa, sped up(w headphones!!) + yume utsutsu - lamp + heaven knows im miserable now - the smiths(sped up)
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xiao x reader
xiao isn’t the type to babysit, at all. he has seen what babies are capable of, and he does not want anything to do with them.
sometimes xiao just thinks to himself, how could anybody in teyvat  be in a room or be anywhere with those things?!
and yes, xiao calls them, babies, things.
as i stated before, xiao isn’t the type to babysit. he just.. doesn’t find the fun in taking care of literal demons, and he’s too busy “purging” demons and such.
buuuut... when it comes to you.... he would do anything for you. EVEN BABYSIT THE BABY WITH/FOR YOU!!!
(you’re so lucky i envy you)
so basically, you was walking around liyue harbor when someone suddenly jumps in front of you, and the man introduces himself as baizhu. he explains to you that his little helper was sick and nobody would help him babysit her and he asked you if you would take the spot and you straight away say yes! baizhu was extremely grateful, he said that he ‘would repay you’ in mora, food or whatever you wanted.
you didn’t mind a bit of payment, you just wished him well and baizhu left to go somewhere.
now you’ve seen what babies are like. they wail, scream and refuse to eat whatever their mom(or parent) gave him. but they’re only a baby, are they meant act to like a grown up?
you were kind of afraid of taking care of this baby, like what if the baby grips onto your finger and squeeze the shit out of it?!?! and what’ll happen if they never let you go?!?!
you sigh before smacking your forehead with your hand, what were you going to do now? ...... ask for help?
that’s exactly what you’re going to do! ask someone for help, and who would that person be? it would be none other than... xiao.
you knew xiao wouldn’t turn down your offer/help, as he has never turned down anything you asked him. so off you went, skipping as you went to the wangshu inn.
you walked up the stairs and went to the balcony, a cold breeze hit your face, you felt relaxed and calm. you rested your arms on the railing and called out for xiao
“xia-” but before you could even say xiao’s name, he just appeared in front of you. arms crossed, while staring at you. but when his eye meets yours he quickly looks away, a dark red tint appears on his cheeks—which slowly appears on his ears. annnnd he fails to cover his blush.
you don’t understand why he hid his face upon eye contact so you move towards your left and take a peek to see xiao’s face but to no avail.
so you decide to walk towards him and you whisper to xiao “xiao? are you okay? you’re red. are you perhaps.. blushing??” you say. and xiao could swear he could just see you smirking, even if he couldn’t literally see you.
“i-im okay!! it’s just, a bit cold.” xiao mutters while covering his face with his hands. god, why did you have to be so cute?! you could barely make out what he said. you just smile and pry his hands away from his face, you reach to grab his chin softly and turn his head to look at you.
“you don’t have to hide your face from me~ you’re so cute! anyways, could you help me with something?” you say while looking everywhere BUT xiao. xiao was flustered from your act. but so were you. this was so not.. you. but you just felt so confident from his flustered state and decided to make a move which made your heart race as you and xiao’s face was only a few inches apart.
“uh, sure..” xiao says. he’s looking right at you, even though you aren’t looking back at him he still finds you flustered cute <3
but of course since you’re not looking at him you miss the soft look he has when staring at you, a faint smile appearing on his face. god and his EYES!!! hearts are appearing in his eyes.. replacing his pupils. DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU’RE DOING TO HIMMM (*´□`)<
but anyways, after having to calm down a blushing xiao you both walked your way to your friend’s house, and occasionally your and xiao’s hand brushes against each other, and sometimes when you don’t feel it xiao’s just thankful that you didn’t notice and is just red as hell. but when you do notice, you turn your head to face xiao and you can clearly see xiao whip his head away as soon as he sees you looking at him.
and that just makes you smile <3 and you tease him for that!!
“xiaoo~ were you trying to hold hands with me?” you say while smirking cuz ur feeling confident today 💪 and xiao just REFUSES to face you, he just says “no..” softly and crosses his arms.
buuuuut the truth is, xiao does wants to hold hands with you. that’s why his hands is always inching closer to yours when walking but he alwaaays pulls away the second his hand touches yours.
but yes, you can finally see your friend’s house and you point over to where her house stood and grabbed xiao’s hand and just ran towards the house.
you walked towards your friend’s house while your hand is holding his, and you don’t even care about it, you just want this damn door to open up because it wasn’t contributing with you for some reason!
and you couldn’t see nor realize how poor xiao was blushing profusely.
you’re still struggling to open the door and xiao notices you struggling and decided to help you because.. it was kind of getting awkward...
xiao just puts his hands on top of yours to stop you from trying to open the door and possibly even breaking the door.
you stop and xiao just... grabs the key from you and slips it right into the keyhole, and after 3 hard turns, the door finally opens.
and you’re very grateful for xiao’s help, if it wasn’t for xiao it would’ve been the night already LMAO
anyways, you and xiao step inside of the house and the house interior was actually quite pleasing to see. it was clean and majority of the furniture's color was... green
(honestly what can we even say, he’s just a green lovin’ guy)
the house was relatively and the little girl(qiqi) was nowhere to be seen. you and xiao walk around a bit, careful not to knock anything down(that was mostly you) and try to find the little helper’s of his that was sick.
eventually you two would find her tucked in bed with a wet towel on her forehead. you and xiao made sure to walk slowly and not make a sound, so she didn’t wake up
thankfully, she didn’t wake up. you walked up to where qiqi slept and you touched the towel—it was cold.
you carefully grabbed the towel off her forehead and walk to where the bathroom was and it only took you around 10 seconds to find the bathroom. you turned on the tap to cold and let the water run through the towel, after you were done you squeezed out the water from the towel and walk over to where qiqi was
you carefully lay down the towel on top of qiqi’s forehead and you suddenly hear a small (relief) sigh. you smiled at the girl before turning to xiao who was just staring at you the whole entire time.
xiao really wanted to help you, you know? while seeing you walk over to the bathroom to do whatever he itched to just grab that towel from your hand and just say ‘let me do whatever you need to do, i want to help.’, he wanted to help you but as usual, he was too shy.
he just looked at you like a lost puppy, wanting to follow you around like one(hehe)
after staring at xiao you get up and walk over where xiao was(he was standing up against a wall and just staring at you <3) and you gestured for him to get down or just crouch down a bit
he looked at you confused but he could never say no to you, so he obliged. after a few seconds you started to pat his head and ruffle his hair and oh boy, xiao was blushing, a whole lot.
you noticed how sad looking xiao was and you knew that he loved it when you ruffled or patted his hair. he never told anyone(neither did you) and always refused to let you touch his hair but deep inside he absolutely loves it and craves it every. single. day. andddd he has been letting you touch his hair without making a fuss about it lately, weird isn’t it?
actually, he has been pestering you about this. about you touching his hair.
“when will you do that thing again?” “do it now... please?”
so yes, here you are patting his head while smiling cuz he’s so cute <3 and xiao’s just blushing and smiling like a mad man.
after a few minutes, you kind of stop patting his head because you feel like someone’s watching you. definenetly.
xiao just kind of bobs his head up, nudging you, basically telling you to keep going and you can tell that he’s pouting, you can see it although you can’t actually see him pouting.
you sigh and pat his head before turning around because you can’t just shake this feeling of someone staring at you off.
and that’s when you find who was staring at you. the little girl, qiqi
you stop in your tracks and stare at qiqi back, you laugh nervously and nudge xiao “xiao, qiqi is looking at usss” you say while smiling and not moving your mouth(through your teeth??).
xiao stops pouting and looks up at qiqi and screams internally. has she been watching us the whole time? did she see me....
xiao snaps out of his trance and clears his throat, he gets up and walks up to qiqi, “are you okay? head hurts or anything?” xiao asks while staring at her, cheeks still red from embarrassment but also from enjoyment.
“qiqi is okay... head hurts a bit..” qiqi says looking dazed and pointing to her head. xiao nods and looks at you, since xiao knew nothing about taking care of children(but he’s willing for you, like what if you and him have children together?!?!) and you nod back while going to the kitchen.
xiao slowly picked up qiqi, carrying her to the living room where you were and was very careful not to drop qiqi. you were looking around in the cabinets to find any headache medicine or pain killers and you finally found some.
you grabbed a cup and filled it with water from the sink, you walked over to where xiao and qiqi was, you shook qiqi slowly and she looked down at you, her eyes were quite droopy, maybe she was sleepy?
you decided to make this quick so that she could get her rest. you told her to open her mouth and she did. you popped one small pill in her mouth and gave her the cup to drink the water, xiao had to hold the cup to make sure that qiqi didn’t spill any water.
after qiqi succeeded in swallowing the pill and you told xiao to bring qiqi to her room and let her rest, xiao nodded and went to the room.
i feel like xiao would kind of be mean-ish to qiqi(because he’s not good with children) but when she looks hurt or looks like she’s about to tear up he just changes the way he talks and what he says. for example: “why are you not taking your medicine? it’s not even that big!” (that’s what she said)(IM JUST KIDDING PLS DONT CANCEL ME BC QIQI IS A CHILD AND I JUST SAID THAT JOKE)) and qiqi could just look down, obviously sad that xiao just kind of yelled at her
and then xiao notices her expressions and says “i-i mean! you’re a strong girl so you can obviously take it! right y/n? strong enough to be a yaksha like me, so uh, take the medicine alright?” and you nod. he’s just trying his best to not make qiqi or any child sad or cry.
xiao’s having a mini panic attack because he really does not want to see qiqi (or any child really) cry. aaaand he calms down when he sees that qiqi is fine and taking her medicine well although her face seems to scrunch up ever so often. 
(give him a pat on his back cuz he’s sulking right now)
moving on, xiao’s a little bit (very) overprotective, he won’t admit it though.
qiqi isn’t the one to walk around aimlessly and attract monsters and such(she started to avoid doing that since hutao was always on the lookout for her and practiclly followed where ever she went when she wasn’t with baizhu or others)
so xiao doesn’t really need to worry about qiqi’s safety, and yours too.
if qiqi somehow does wander away because she saw something interesting and you too, followed her because she needed to be safe, xiao would be F.R.E.A.K.I.N.G out.
(f-r-eeee-ak, f-r-eeee-ak 😩)
xiao’s running everywhere to find you both, frantically. and once he does find you two he scolds you and qiqi and tells you to “never do that again” and “don’t run off without telling me”. but it was really hard for xiao to raise his voice at you(and qiqi).
you and qiqi both apologize and xiao just sighs, forgiving you both.
the rest of the day was normal, you and xiao both took very good care of qiqi and fed her medicine when it was time.
xiao had to stay beside your and qiqi’s side the entire time cuzzz he doesn’t want you two running off again(but he trusts you both so it doesn’t really affect how he wants to stay by your side anyways)
when you and xiao are cooking dinner for qiqi, xiao tries to help out as much as possible. xiao isn’t a terrible cook but he still struggled with some of the basics so he mostly relies on you to cook. but if you are a terrible cook or a beginner you two try not to mess up the dinner.
but if you REAALLLYY suck then you might have to grab some cooking books or ask the grandma next door to help you both with the cooking.
but overall the dinner was actually really nice!! qiqi even said so.
and after a 30 minutes you put qiqi to bed. you really wanted to kiss her forehead and say goodnight but you didn’t know if that would make her uncomfortable or not so you just tucked her in and said goodnight.
once you close the door slowly and carefully you went over to xiao and thanked him.
“thank you for helping me with taking care of qiqi, without you i don’t think i would’ve lasted a day!” you say with your hands behind your back. xiao stares at you and you slowly but surely, see a pure red tint on his cheeks.
xiao turns his head where only you can see his (side)face covered by his hair, “no need to thank me.” xiao says bluntly.
you snicker before grabbing his arm and “hugging” it, you smile while unlocking the door and stepping outside, xiao following in your footsteps.
“xiao? were you blushing back then~” you say staring at him
he doesn’t look at you. only glancing at you out of the corner of his eye but quickly avert gaze once he realizes that you’re looking at him.
“no. i was not. you were seeing things” he says while avoiding eye contact with you. “was i really now?” you say.
“yes.” xiao replies, still avoiding eye contact.
he’s so stubborn, he’ll never change will he?
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dainsleif x reader
dain knows absolutely nothing about children, since he was the knight captain(in khaenri'ah) he had no time to take care of any child or even interact with any.
and dain still had no interactions with children, that was until now.
you were just minding your business, walking around the small shops in Mondstadt when you turn around and is suddenly face to face with someone you knew!
she was a stranger, yes, but you saw her often while roaming about in Mondstadt and you two would exchange smiles and waves. sometimes she would be carrying her child, sometimes not.
and on this particular day she was. she looked absolutely tired, droopy eyes, eye bags, an overall sad and tired look.
the moment you laid eyes on her you felt your hairs go up, was it her face that made you feel uneasy? or was it the child staring into your soul, mouth agape and a bit of drool coming out of his mouth that made you shiver?
(er, anyways,) you greet her and made sure that everything was okay, when she answered and said she was fine but needed a favor from you, you immediately perk up.
i mean, who wouldn’t? the poor lady looked absolutely stressed and exhausted
“i was hoping if you could maybe look after my child... just for today! you don’t have to say yes.” she says while bobbing the baby up and down, softly patting his back.
you stare at the mother and her baby, you weren’t sure if you could babysit this baby, you had no history of babysitting at all!! but the look on her face, the way her eyes were screaming “please say yes!!” made you agree
and boy was the mother in joy when you agreed, it made smile, even.
the mother carefully places the baby in your arms and you allow the mother to do so.
she kisses the babies’ forehead and was she relieved. she thanked you and walked away. and now you are stuck with a sleeping baby.
(what do you do now!?!?)
you had a mini heart attack but nobody noticed cuz.. would anyone really when you’re standing there, holding a baby awkwardly and with a face like this: :) ???
you snap out of your thoughts and collect yourself.
you decided to just walk around and wait until the baby awoke where you would i guess, do babysitting stuff and then return the baby to its’ mother, that was your plan until you thought of someone, someone who might just be able to help you.
you grin while thinking of the baby pulling dainsleif’s hair and him just.. taking it.
you giggle to yourself and turn around(now tell me why that sounds.. so... ew..), walking to stormterror’s lair. now yes, stormterror’s lair is dangerous and there are a whole bunch of hilichurls but that was one of the only places that you knew dainsleif frequented.
(so why not? 🤷)
when you arrive at stormterror’s lair you squinted to see if you could make out dainsleif’s figure but to no avail.
you sigh to yourself, i can’t believe im doing this right now..
annnddd after a few hours minutes walking(not running cuz u still got that baby with you) around and trying to find dainsleif you FINALLY find him, literally standing up and looking at... nothing.
(he was staring at the flowers growing out of the ground okay?!?!)
you yell out his name, waving your hands to grab his attention, while speed walking towards him and it worked! although you just screamng his name woul’ve been enough.
dainsleif sees something in your arms but he can’t quite make of what it is. was it a basket of food? flowers? dainsleif squinted but he still coudln’t see anything.
dain turned his head around just to be immediately met with your face, which scared him.
(im just kidding y’all..)
dain turned his head around and sees you speed walking towards him, waving your hands like maniac and screaming out his name
you’re just screaming out his name and his face is just literally nonchalant and in his head he’s just saying “i can hear you. no need to yell 😒 ”
but once you’re right in front of him he’s just immediately questioning you, “are you okay? did something happen?” “you didn’t... do something to kaeya again.. did you?”
you’re panting and putting your palm up as a sign to let you talk and give you a minute, when you jut up and look at dainsleif with a “really?” type of face, did he really just assume that you did something bad to kaeya again?!
anyways, you shake your head and take a deep breath before speaking, “no, i didn’t do anything. but i do need your help, could you maybe like...” dainsleif’s just nodding his head and waiting for your answer, “help me babysit this.. baby?” you say while smiling awkwardly while holding the baby up to show him the child.
dainsleif’s just looking back and fourth between you and the baby you’re holding
honestly, he does not know what to say. what do you even say in this situation(for someone who has never even held a baby before)?
now you’re taking second thoughts. i mean, what were you thinking? of course he isn’t going to help you!(not in a bad way)
you sigh in defeat and you’re just about to turn around and walk back to wherever(and walk very slooowwwly so that dainsleif feels bad for you) when all of the sudden dainsleif grabs your arm, which obviously stops you from almost walking away.
“ill help. i just don’t know.. how to babysit.” dainsleif mutters while looking at anything but you.
you smile softly and put your hand over his, “it’s fine, we can do this together, ‘kay?”
dainsleif.exe has stopped working
yes, dainsleif froze and you can’t really catch his attention, no matter how hard you try. waving your hands, jumping while doing so and so much more but he will just not budge.
but afterwards you do manage to catch his attention annnd you two are now off <3(you two are holding hands btw, you skipping and dainsleif is just walking but being pulled by you, and when you turn around all you can see is a grumpy face but what you really dont see is that faint smile appearing. oh and when you turn back around he’s smiling like a mad man but he doesn’t really care if anybody sees it. 🤭)
fast forward. you and dainsleif are finally at town. and everyone is giving you two weird looks, mainly looking at dainsleif.
he was literally quite wearing something so... extraordinary and unique. he was definenetly the elephant in the room(town??)
dainsleif stood there awkwardly while still holding your hand, you on the other hand didn’t even notice the stares, too focused on what to do now
where should we stay? what do we feed the baby? at exactly what time will the woman be coming back?
you shake your head to get rid of all the thoughts. “dainsleif, lets go to uhm, my place yeah?” you say, looking at dainsleif sheepishly.
dainsleif nods, you tighten your hold on dainsleif and you two start to make a move on.
you felt embarrassed. embarrassed for having to walk to the town and then going back to your home which was a 10-15 minute walk.
(you basically went there for nothing!!!)
you sigh, looking down at your feet, subconsciously squeezing dainsleifs’ hand.
dainsleif turns his head and looks at you, he cocks his head. “you alright y/n?”
“yea im fine. im just..” dainsleif silently and patiently waits for you to finish your sentence
“im sorry for bringing you to the town and then you know.. going back.” you say shyly, turning your head away to avoid looking at dainsleif but you could still feel his gaze on you. and that made you even more flustered.
dainsleif chuckles, “it’s fine, i don’t understand why you’re so upset about it. but really, it’s fine” he says softly.
still avoiding eye contact, you nod
and after a few minutes you two finally arrive at your home, you open the door and step inside, dainsleif following you.
“make yourself at home, as always” you mutter, taking off your shoes and moving towards your room.
dainsleif does the same, only does he walk around your lounge room and plop down on your couch.
he sighs and puts his head back, his head perfectly resting on the back of the couch.
you were in your room, carefully setting the baby down, you quickly walk over to where dainsleif was and gestured for him to come with you.
“dainsleif! come!” you whispered, dainsleif opens one of his eyes and gets up almost immediately
he follows you to your room and is worried, only a little bit(since you weren’t screaming hysterically or anything), once you both were in your room he asks “is everything alright?” to which you reply “yea, just wanted you here with me, don’t like being alone you know?”
dainsleif.exe has stopped working #2
anyways, lets get to the babysitting part.
so let me just fill you in some background info, now he, dainsleif is not a professional babysitter so he doesn’t know how to deal with this... or know what to do.
he has never held a baby, took care of one, BASICALLY NEVER INTERACTED WITH ONE
so this is his first time and he’s not the best at babysitting, i’ll say that.
but babysitting with you sparked something in him that he never knew he’d ever feel.
(wanting to have a family with you but... you do know how babies are made right? 🙈 *hint hint to maybe a smut fic*)
and oh boy, seeing you with this baby, seeing you taking care the baby, seeing you worry and getting distressed when the baby almost falls over brings out his caring side, a loving and nurturing side.
(lmao dad instincts, although he isn’t one... yet.
(someone pls request me father! genshin men?? *hint hint*)
now he isn’t particularly good with children, but he tries his very best!!
he’s quite awkward when holding the baby. literally like this.
but after a few tries and examples from you he finally gets the hold of it
and he will literally ask you if he could hold the baby again, and again.
helps you cook!! he knows so many dishes, many from Khaenri'ah, although some of the ingredients remain, majority of them have vanished due to... you know.
you have to teach him how to spoon feed the baby, otherwise he’ll just be (nicely) shoving the spoon into the babys’ mouth.
dainsleif will be eyeing you and the baby like a hawk. and goes into a full on protective dad mode when you and the baby goes outside.
he’ll be either glued right by your side or watching you from maybe a few feet away. he will not go more than 3 feet.
and when you make flower crowns for dainsleif and the baby he can’t help but feel like tearing up, he wants to experience this feeling with you forever.
he really just wants a family, a family where he can take care of them and protect them, give them all his love and teach them things that are not taught in this era. sing them Khaenri'a(h)n lullabies that his mother had sung to him when he was still young.
oh how he longed for that.
(but that’s okay!! your wish is my command.)
dainsleif is always staring at you lovingly, whenever and where ever. just like when you were making the flower crowns.
the baby gripping on your clothes and making weird, babbling sounds
your brows furrowed, you were concentrating hard. but it’s really hard to when someone is staring at you so deeply.
dain’s pupils are practically heart-shaped now.
but his trance was soon cut off when you yell his name, once he finally comes back to reality he sees you walking over to him while holding the baby
you sit down beside him, you put the baby down in between you and dainsleif and place the flower crown on his head and once you set it down nicely, you scooch backwards to see your masterpiece and wow, how handsome dainsleif looks <3
you’re in awe when you see him touch the flower crown carefully, he looks so cute(damn, hand in marriage please?)
once it starts to get dark, dainsleif is quick to bring you and the baby inside and close the door shut.
you decide that it’s time to shower and you hand the baby over to dainsleif, you and him being careful not to drop the baby.
“what do i do?” “you just.. hold it, play with it! it’ll be quick.”
dain nods and moves to the couch, sitting down on the couch he holds the baby up to where the babys’ face is on the same level as dain’s.
his brow furrows, this baby.. is so cute.
looking right and left he makes sure that nobody is watching him and in a heartbeat he pulls the baby to his chest, hugging him.
dainsleif sighs, the baby was so soft, and so huggable..
(dain wishes to hold and hug the baby forever!)
while still hugging the bay, you have already finished showering and step out of the bathroom, you hair still a bit wet.
you walk over to where the lounge room was and see dainsleif holdng the baby close, your heart melted at the sight.
you smile while walking over to dainsleif, where you passed him and sat down right beside him, dainsleif could sense your presence and immediately stopped hugging the baby.
he coughs and looks over at you who is raising and eyebrow while smirking.
dainsleif turns red and turns his head away in attempt of hiding his blush.
you laugh while grabbing the baby who was now sucking its’ thumb, you poke its’ cheek and look at dainsleif who was now looking right back at you.
“cute, isn’t he?” “mhm.. very.” suddenly you remember that you have to wash the baby and got up, dainsleif is a bit stunned by this but he quickly calms down after you say that “you need to wash the baby”
after washing the baby, you dry him and put his clothes on(the one he wore today you’d have to tell the woman to change his clothes asap)
you grab the baby and hold him, you walk to the living room, but you don’t see dainsleif. you furrow your brows, wasn’t he just there though?
you then walk over to your room to where you see dainsleif curled up in your room, you smile gently and walk over to dainsleif, you and the baby yawn. you blink your eyes lazily and put the baby on the bed right next to dainsleif, pulling the covers over dainsleif and the baby, you closed the lights and slept right beside the baby.
you look at dainsleif who was now sound asleep, you smile again, you notice that one of his arms was near his head which was not far away from you.
you decide to hold his hand, while sleeping. you put your hand over his and hold his hand, you close your eyes and feel that the grip has tighten.
you and dainsleif both went to sleep with a smile on your face.
(oh and the woman came up yesterday to pick up the baby and thanked you both. you and dainsleif said your “no worries” and closed the door. and you kissed dainsleif on the cheek which froze him. dainsleif.exe has stopped one again. you giggle and grab his arm, “c’mon, lets go”)
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diluc x reader
i think we all know that klee absolutely despises diluc.
like have you seen and heard what she thinks about diluc??
....
but other than that i think they’re both fine, either than klee literally refusing to even stand right NEXT to him, like if you grab her and plop her right next to diluc for whatever reason(photos or something) she’ll be out in the speed of light, one blink and she’s gone, just like that.
and diluc just stands there and takes it, no, he ALWAYS takes it.
no matter how hard klee hits(a small smack) him or how much she avoids him, eyes him, anything, he’ll always take it.
just stands there, sits there looking like nothing’s happening like R U OKAY BABE??
anyways... you’re sitting down on a stool in Angel’s Share, cheek resting on your palm watching diluc cleaning up the glasses and cups.
it was quiet, no customers were around, no hearing any gossips and rumours, just pure silence.
just you and diluc. you(and diluc) always cherished moments like this, no one in the tavern, hearing the crickets coming from outside, the dim lights, hearing the children’s mother call their children to come back into the house and of course the wind.
it was such a pleasant sound, along with feeling
the wind seeping through the opening of the door, it was a nice cold feeling.
alright now were getting off track.
so while diluc is fixing up the bottles of wine and placing the cups into their racks you clear your throat which catches diluc’s attention, he turns around and raises his eyebrow as if waiting for you to talk
(as you literally just cleared your throat which means you wanted to speak or say something...)
you look up at him and smile sheepishly, “can we go home now?”
diluc sighs and looks at his (non-existent) watch “suppose so.”
the walk back was quite nice actually, no uncomfortable silence or anything.
must’ve been how you kept on asking him out of pocket questions to ease the tension!
fast forward, you two reach each others home and you both sigh in relief, it was a long walk back.
diluc unlocked the house and stepped inside, you following right behind him.
taking of your shoes you and diluc went separate ways, diluc went to his room to do his work, supposedly writing letters and inviting special quests and so so.
you, immediately went to the shower. you felt extremely dirty with the clothes you were wearing, just a t-shirt and some pants(or whatever you desire) was enough to make you feel all sweaty and eugh.
taking a shower was one of the best things that has happened to you today. you always took a shower but one this felt different, no idea why though.
after the shower you dried yourself off and put your pjs on, walking out the room you walked over to where you and diluc slept, if you were thinking that diluc would be in bed, you were wrong.
the bed was still made, no person in it with the covers over them messily. you pouted while taking your slippers off, guess you’re going to sleep alone tonight.
plopping down on your bed dramatically you pulled the covers over your lower face, your heart ached. it has been the fourth time this week where diluc did not sleep with you, rather, he was doing his work, which is understandable but really? the fourth time?
you switched the lamp off and closed your eyes, hoping that tomorrow morning you’ll feel someone's arm holding you in tightly, not letting you go.
after a few hours diluc finally finished all his work. he stood up from his chair and stretched, he stopped suddenly, it was quiet. diluc tried to listen to any sound, any voices of you but to no avail.
did she go to sleep already?
diluc opened the door, stepping out of it he felt a gush of cold wind, he shuddered.
a warm shower would be nice now.
diluc walked up the stairs, going inside the room that you both share he finds your figure laying peacefully on the bed (snoring or not).
he softly smiles, walking over to you he kneels down to face your face, “im sorry y/n. please forgive me.” he whispers before kissing you on your forehead.
diluc gets up and walks over to your shared wardrobe and gets out his pjs, but before he leaves he quickly kneels down again and kisses you on the lips. “love you.”
after closing the door he makes his way to the shower and does his thing.
once done showering he makes to slowly and as quietly as he could, walk over to your shared bedroom, opening the door slowly he steps inside and makes his way over to the bed.
he stops to admire your sleeping face, and then just goes to the other side, slips into bed and turns to face your back.
and he’s so disappointed that he can’t see your face but that’s okay.
he kisses your jaw and murmurs another “i love you” before wrapping an arm around you, pulling you closer to him.
and while falling asleep he has a smile on his face <3
(so many ily’s i swear he’s so cuteee :( )
anyways, in the morning you and diluc are eating breakfast on the table when adelinde knocks on the wall and comes into the room where she announces that someone was outside wanting to talk to you.
raising your eyebrow you put down your utensils and look at diluc who is also, raising an eyebrow.
you get up from your chair, you nod at adelinde as she escorts you towards the door, diluc was following your figure, curious of who this person was and why they wanted to meet you.
on your way out of the house, once at the door you find yourself facing an older woman, no older than 30.
she was holding a child, presumably hers
“hello, you called for me?” you asked, “yes! y/n right? i was wondering if you could take care of my precious c/n over here..” she murmurs while looking down, smiling at the child
your eyes follow hers, you wondered “why would she want me to look after her child? it’s not like i put up a poster or ad..”
she must’ve known what you were thinking because the second you looked up, she was staring right back at you
“well.. nobody would help me.. not even my own family. a few people told me to go find a person named y/n, you. of course! you don’t have to agree.. but it would such a miracle is you agreed!”
staring at the woman, you gulped.
without thinking you muttered a “sure” and the second you said that the woman placed the baby in your arms, waved at you and said goodbye.
just then diluc came up behind you and tapped you on your shoulder, before he could ask anything he spotted the baby in your arms.
adelinde moved out of the way and left
“uhh, so basically...” you start while bobbing the baby up and down as it started to choke on its sobs.
you told diluc the whole story and he’s just standing there, taking in the information your spilling out of your mouth
“well.. what do we do now?” he says
(timeskip cuz)
walking around the plaza was quite nice, everyone was eyeing you and diluc down like you two were husband and wife(not really a bad thing...)
you and diluc took turns holding the baby but the baby liked to be held by diluc as he (reluctantly) let the baby play with his hair
(AND MYGOSSHHH WAS IT SUCH A PRETTY SIGHT...>!!!)
but yes. people were looking at you and diluc and you were starting to feel uncomfortable due to all the stares you(and diluc) were earning.
diluc took notice of that and decided to go to a secluded place, well, a place where no people went really.
sitting down on the steps, you sighed heavily.
“would you like me to hold the baby?” “yes please.”
diluc carefully grabbed the baby from your arms and held it, once again letting the baby play and yank his hair
suddenly, a red clothed girl is suddenly in your sight
“klee?” you ask, standing up to see if it was really her
i mean, who are you kidding? who else would be a small little elf and wear a bright red dress? the one and only klee obvi!!
“klee is here!! i missed you so much y/n!! and-” before she could even run up to you and squeeze the living hell out of you she stops when noticing diluc.
“oh... maybe klee will just go now..” she says bitterly while turning around and proceeding to walk a couple steps before being stopped by you
“no klee- please, it’s just diluc and me! aaand a baby. would you like to see her?” you say while placing a hand on her shoulder, klee then turns around and happily replies with you “yes!”
running towards diluc(reluctantly, and with you urging her too), she points at the child in dilucs hand, diluc kneels down and shows her the child who is still playing with diluc’s hair.
klees eyes sparkled, klee must really like babies huh?
“eeee!” she shrieks and starts to pull the childs cheek, strangely she doesn’t cry.
you kneel down next to klee and smile, it was nice seeing her act so happy. well she was but only when she was bombing places or something related to that.
diluc was also a bit happy(he would never admit that though) as klee didn’t run away from him or give him the dirties, although she.. a little bit though!
anyways, the rest of the day was klee just talking to the child and trying to teach them how to “bomb lakes for fried fish” but obviously you and diluc don’t allow her.
but basically the whole day was you and diluc babysitting both klee and the child
and at the end of the day you two are tired as hell, you two chasing down klee, trying to prevent klee from starting any trouble or bombing any place.
i can just imagine you, holding the baby, and diluc running and reaching out to klee when she pulls out one of her bombs and prepares to throw it in a lake
(just tryna make you see some vivid images!! ykyk)
and klee just basically spent all of diluc’s mora on food. “y/n! can we get that pleaasee?? pretty please??” she asks while swaying side to side and giving you those cute, and darn adorable puppy dog eyes.
even when you and diluc are tired and your legs are both not working she’ll be dragging you to some place she found.
and of course you both didn’t mind(a bit), she was a child after all. adventurous, curious, all of those stuff.
but of course you had to care for the child too.
sometimes klee would offer to take care of them but you and diluc would always firmly say “no.”
she was too young and with her energetic-ness it could scare the child.
although you and diluc would feel bad when she said “no” slowly and sadly while turning away, sulking. but there was nothing you could do!
well.. maybe..
so you two decided to let her hold the child!! and she was, so so happy.
“i’ve always wanted a little sister!! she’s so cute!” she yelled excitedly when being handed the baby.
at the end of the day, you, diluc, the child and klee are all resting together in his house.
you and diluc are sitting down, your head on his shoulder while he’s holding the child, klee sitting in your lap and her hands holding the childs.
such a domestic sight <3
but really, babysitting both the child and klee was over all exhausting. the child crying and screaming when it didnt get fed at a specific time, klee dragging you and diluc to places and you two trying to stop her from releasing her bombs
while it was overwhelming, you two still enjoyed it at the end of the day.
(at the end the woman comes to pick up her child and thanks you two, giving you 1000 mora as a thank you gift. klee goes back to where ever she goes, and... by a miracle, klee says goodbye to diluc!! which is a start!! diluc is shocked when she says goodbye, first time ikik, and you just smile softly at him, kissing his cheek before going up to shower, with him snapping back to realty and him smiling like a mad man before coming up to get you. then they lived happily ever after.)
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HHP- Chapter 14 Part 1 *pls read caption before reading!!!
I swear we are getting to the good parts. This chapter alternates between present time and flashbacks. Text in purple are the lyrics. It is IMPERATIVE that you listen to the song (maybe even on repeat if the chapter takes longer to read) as you read each part of this chapter bc it’s going to give you the experience of what I felt as I drafted this.
no warnings…for now.
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Chapter 14 - Ethan
…………………
“Do you want her?” 
“Yes.” 
“Well then babygirl…” with a tender and sickening kiss on her head, he grins with an intriguing and admiring bite on his lower lip and raises his eyebrows. 
“go get her.”
Woah
Again, chaconne now
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
As the early morning drew near, the sun, not even awoke from its nightly slumber, remained stagnant beneath the earth as his darkened and dimmed frat room, lit only be her twinkling voice as she hums, is graced by the beauty of his Eden. 
Dancing and twirling in the open space, carefree and delicate with her movements, she rotates her hips, elegantly raising her arms as her hand drapes down her forearm. Looking down at the floor with an alluring expression, she softly releases a soft and lustful breath through the dainty opening of her lips. 
Elegant, flowing, and perfect, each twisting rotational curve of her hips stirs him from the inside and out. 
‘Perfection.’ 
Walking in through the hall, peeking in through the wide open door, he drags the tips of his finger tips along the wall of the corridor that leads him to her, staining a trail of blood along the way. 
Through the opening, he witnesses the beauty of his creation. 
She’s everything. She is the sense of sight, smell, taste, and sound to him, without her, he has absolutely nothing to live for.
Looking back into the past, when he first saw you, he fell…..hard. 
Any decent and reserved part of him fell from Heaven that day. He fell, right into the burning pits of Hell, thus, he became the Devil himself. 
Taking advantage of fate, he played the role of God and decided his own path as he took advantage of your despair and got you. Ahh…life was good the moment he got you. 
Then, through the twisted dance of pleasure he forced into you as you squirmed, yelled, screamed, and struggled through, he holds you down, restraining you against your movements for freedom, and made you take the peak of pain along with the fire of his passion. 
Never did it cross his mind that the unthinkable would happen…
‘Eden.’ 
A castle shaded from the sun
Sensually-intimate scent despite withering
Kiss the dead flowers
My kiss with a nice scent
Yes, Eden was born, through his discretion. He created her, though it was not intentional or at all planned, it wasn’t even imaginable for him. He would have never believed the occurrence of that night to take place the way it did. 
But it did…and was he ever so pleasantly surprised by her accidental birth. 
The moment she awoke, gazing into his half dark and twisted expression as a part of Heeseung was remaining within his being, they both took in the shock, confusion, and joy as they stare in awe…
She wakes up, gazing into him. She takes her first breath. 
Admiring her creator, just as a baby bird recognizes it’s mother as she takes in flight to feed her chirping youngling, Eden smiles and renders complete loyalty and obedience to her creator. He was her lover, her husband, her soulmate, her…’daddy’. 
‘Look at her…I’ve never seen anything more wholesome and immaculate. Look at what I’ve created…a monster…like me….how beautifully perfect. I think I’ll call her….Eden. My Eden. My beautiful paradise.’ 
Upon realizing, that not only does he have you, but he now has his Eden. He understood that he had a whole other version of himself through your eyes. What a wonderful feeling to know that by transforming you, to instill and force you to develop a dark and twisted side within your otherwise pure, pastel colored and loving nature, he would have the love and commitment he was yearning to give, and to have it returned to him in the same manner on how he communicated and understood love. 
How he communicated and understood love. 
What has he done to you? Your bright and light personality, loving and filled with the scent of summer and spring, was now split, with one half painted harshly with strokes and splatters of dark crimson red and violet. A side that contained sultry rage, and black velvet that chokes out all the pure warmth that you were born with. What has he done to you? Pure, sweet, well mannered, and the ever good natured y/n. What has…he done to you? 
With the fires of Hell, he burns down the gardens of Heaven, taking out every single sunflower, babies breath, and cherry blossoms. Turning them to ash, he fertilizes and grows deep red roses to take their place. 
Brighter than the sun
That's just me
Monster, even if you call me
I don't even care
Yes, he was happy and complete the night he took you. The night he made you his, and made Eden.
‘Fuck the higher powers that be. I’ll decide my own future and fate. I will take her. I will have her. I will keep her.’ 
He did, and he was already eternally happy. Yet, the moment he realized he now had Eden, along with you…Heaven and Hell all in one? How Perfect. 
Reaching the entrance of his room, Ethan stares through, admiring the viper that elegantly displayed her dance through her own ballet. With a tinge of blood staining her hands, a bit of it streaked down her neckline, all adorning her as she dances for him, he couldn’t help but fall hard once more. She was just…
‘Ah…you’re the most beautiful thing in this world.’
Walking in, without breaking his gaze on her, Ethan reaches behind and shuts the door with his blood stained hands.
Flashback - 
Sitting inside the car, Jake feels the vibration of a text message coming in. Barely glancing at it, he reaches inside his pocket and takes out a satin black sash. 
‘How did I know that I was going to need this tonight? Heh.’ 
He smirks in thought. 
Leaning over to Emily, she looks up with wide-eyes and confusion. 
She recognizes that shiny and smooth fabric. It was something that he would often carry around with him, for moments whenever he felt that he needed her, that he wanted her, when he felt like instilling the pleasures of sexual dominance, which completely counteracted his bubbly and friendly demeanor that he normally displayed. 
That emergence of that sash was a reflected state of him that no one else saw, but her.  
But why was he taking it out now of all times? 
‘You don’t need to see a single thing from here on out, my pretty little doll…’ 
He narrows his eyes as he speaks in mental note. 
He wraps and covers her eyes delicately, so tenderly, as he holds her chin and gives her a small kiss on the tip of her nose. The scent of his cologne, smokey birch along with a hint of cinnamon…that scent of his…so unique…so warm that it slightly…burns. 
“Wait here. Don’t move until I come get you, and keep your pretty eyes covered. Understand?” 
His voice low and in slow, steady tempo, installing a chill, no, it was beyond a chill. It was so cold that it felt as if she was being stabbed in the back. It was even lower than how he spoke when they were intimate. 
Nodding subtly in a confused and scared state, he kisses her once more. 
“Grrrrrrrrrrr…”  The dog growls. 
She was used to it, it was his signature flare whenever he was about to instill the torment of pleasure to her. She was so used to that feeling. It scared her. It thrilled her. It…loved and embraced her. 
Eyes covered, her sight rendered to the silk that drapes over her face, Emily hears the sound of his car door opening, she feels the weight of his form leaving as the car redistributes it’s own upon losing his density. 
Hearing his footsteps reach toward the back, he opens the trunk to his car. Though it was faint, she could make out the clinking sound from outside…
‘Glass bottles?’
Present - 
Dance for me forever
Look at me in the broken And tune it with the feet
This beautiful moment I don't stop
Woah, again, chaconne now
Eden pivots and gently spins; she performs delicate steps as she watches her Ethan coming to her. Admiring her performance as she dances a Volta for him. 
Only for him. 
He draws nearer and nearer…
“God, you’re beautiful…” he remarks with his eyes wide, as if he was riddled with immense excitement while he bit down on his lip once more. 
Raising his had at waist level, his palm facing the sky, he motions his two fingers to her, telling her to come to him. With her master and creator bidding her, as always, she obeys and goes to him. 
“Yeeeeeeah…come to daddy.” He whispers lowly as he motions his fingers, eager to get his hands on her once she steps close enough. 
With the soaring pain that pounded at her womanhood, all due to her desire for him to be inside, she bids to her master. 
“Ethan…”
“Yeeeeees? My pretty little Eden.” 
“It hurts…” she whispers softly, grazing her finger tips over her collar bone.
“Tell daddy where it hurts, baby.”
“Everywhere…inside.”
“Do I need to kiss it to make it all better?”
“Yesssss…”
“Well, come to daddy then.”
Dance for mе, like you're drunk and fascinated by mе
I just wanna dance on, can't stop it
This is my world in the dark
Woah, again, chaconne now
Once she closed the distance half way, Ethan grabs on to his beautiful monster. So beautiful and yet…so much more monstrous than even him. And he knew, he was pretty fucked up in the head, especially after tonight. But he’s always know that. He’s always known that he was the side of himself, of his Heeseung self, that was suppressed and put away, only to be used for ‘special’ occasions. Though he was still surprised at how far he was willing to go, all for the sake of his love, yourself….and your Eden self. 
Pinning her arms to her frame, Ethan’s hands reaches forth, grabs, and pulls her in quickly. Like a snake striking its bite, Ethan was steady and quick. Just the way she liked it. 
A rattlesnake. A viper. A poisonous serpent that stared at her through a pair of black iris slits. 
With such immense force and strength, the man effortlessly, and easily, pulls her into a deep and hungry kiss. It was like snapping his fingers, it was so easy for him to push, pull, lift, and turn you however he wanted you….or rather, your Eden side. 
Feasting on her, Ethan satisfies his hunger through his kiss…
‘Mmmm…she tastes so good…I want….MORE.’
Woah-oh, woah-oh, woah-oh
Again, chaconne now
Woah-oh, woah-oh, woah-oh
Chaconne now
Biting her lip down, he pinched his teeth with her flesh in between. A piercing yelp escapes her, only for him to swallow it and savor the taste along with the delicate rush of blood he slurped and licked off. It was like fine wine to him. The rusty taste of iron as he licked and savored every drop that emerged from the wound. 
Her eyes, glossed over with immense moisture from the pain, begin to stream down as she watches him pull his head back away just slightly, smirking as his lips become stained bright red from his bite. 
“You taste even better like this….” Growling under his breath, deep and low, he speaks out as he tightens his grip on Eden. 
“Let me eat you.”
A chill creeps, pulls, and snaps at her. Hearing his words in that deep tone, along with his growls and that wide-eyed, sinister glare he was giving her, as if he was encouraging her to say ‘yes’ as he tilts his face, leans in more to her, and bites his lip. 
“Say yes. Let me devour you. Let me eat you alive, Eden.”
Trembling and yet, smiling, with a tinge of worry in her eye as she chuckles and displays a heart warming grin back, she nods. 
“Eat me…Ethan….eat…”
Death doesn't concern me
Just me and this scent
A splendid flowery taste
Only party for me
****authors notes: I promise we’re going to get to what happened with tiff and Scott. I promise. For now, we have part 1. Part 2 (possibly 3??) will be posted later today and ch 15 will probably be tomorrow.
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itsmelb · 1 year
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2022 - the year I discovered BL!
(The master post no one needs but everyone gets anyway haha)
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1. I fell in love with...the passion!
What you have to know about me is, that I love realness in series. Emotion vise. Like real anger, sadness and passion. I love it when you feel the chemistry. And it hit me like lightning when I saw MileApo play the Kinnporsche. If you know my blog you know that I wasn't interested in Asian TV/Music or anything related to such series. But I couldn't help myself (like many other people haha) bc of the sexiness of them boys (I mean look at them omg) and I fell deeper than I dreamed of.
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2. I felt that...in my heart and soul!
It's no secret that I am obsessed with Kinnporsche. I fell in love with Mile at first sight. I love his old soul sm. And you never ever can oversee Apo with his tiny waist and bright aura. I struggled with Vegas at first. But Bibs had me from the moment I saw everything in his eyes. And him with Bui hits different. But now it's like Jeff Satur everywhere. And Barcode grew sm on me that I can't look away when they are together. And just like that all the boys grew on me like...like a family I might never see in person (sobbing) but I love them sm and cherish the moments through my phone. I don't know how you guys feel about this but it's just not explainable how much I could smile, cry and scream for them. My heart is full..
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3. I feel like...I am stuck in a love circle!
And in this mood I came here. Tumblr. And the gate of BLs opened wide...haha. I got many recs. Like Cutie Pie, Lita, Unforgotten night, the eclipse, viseversa, between us,...or the slightly older ones like Tharntype, don't say no, 2gether the series... so much happend. It felt and still feels like a love circle (like the devils circle just with love haha). And the obsession grew so far that I couldn't and still can't focus on other series anymore. It's really bad. (..but so f***ing worth it!!)
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4. Feeling...the music!
I love music. Show me a good sound and I am obsessed with it. And all the BLs have music! What a nice discovery! I fell for Jeff's voice like Lucifer from heaven. With no turn back. Hide isn't my most listened song of the year for no reason haha. And at all the send offs and tour and collaborations made me feel the Thai Music sm. I can't sing the lyrics well but I try haha. It was an eye opener for a new genre of feels. I especially love the rock versions of songs. The Tharntype theme song is really good also. (Give some recs pls if u know good songs though 😁)
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5. ...and we all felt that!
I met @librariesperson here and we both knew that we share the same thoughts immediately. We joke that it's destiny. Kinnporsche did that. It gives us an obsession to share. Like we all are close friends. Like the cast is. And I just wish that we all stay together and be a Fandom they can be proud of. ❤️
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6. I will still feel it...in the future!
I just became obsessed in the right time. The filmography and acting got better. The realness and passion on NC scenes are top tier. And it will get even better next year! The trailers of gmmtv, dmd are out and promising...and Boc hasn't even give us some trailers! The expectation is high. I am praying for a Jeffbarcode series. (With an happy ending ok!!!) And BBB will have projects. And MileApo for sure. And all the other ones. I just wanna see them happy. And Jeff will give us some good songs I know it just now...
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...oh and @ all the writers of FFs. Thanks for your hard work. I/we see u. We love u. We don't know what we will do without u. Pls write more Kimchay pretty pls 🤞🏻😁🙏🏻
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And that's my year with BL. My opinions. My wishes. And for the last one..
I wish you all a great new years eve! And a happy, healthy and lovely new Year 2023. Enjoy your time! See ya soon 🤞🏻💜
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yandereloversblog · 2 years
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hi uh its me again uh can you do another yandere mike afton x reader pls?
𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄!𝐌𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐥 𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐨𝐧 -> 𝙰𝚍𝚘𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗
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Adoration ➤ “An angel sent from the heavens descending upon earth... Only I can adore you as you deserve to be adored.”
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> 𝗙𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗼𝗺: 𝙵𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝙽𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝙰𝚝 𝙵𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚍𝚢'𝚜
> 𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗿: 𝙼𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚎𝚕 𝙰𝚏𝚝𝚘𝚗
> 𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀: 𝚈𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙱𝚎𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚛, 𝚃𝚘𝚡𝚒𝚌 𝙱𝚎𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚛 , 𝚄𝚗𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚑𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚃𝚘𝚡𝚒𝚌 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚎𝚝, 𝙼𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚙𝚞𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝙱𝚎𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚛, 𝙼𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚞𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛, 𝙺𝚒𝚍𝚗𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙰𝚋𝚍𝚞𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗
> 𝗧𝘆𝗽𝗲 𝗢𝗳 𝗖𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁: 𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚝
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•Yes I can and this time with a prompt I picked out XD honestly this can be a little prequel to THIS one-shot
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You had a very loving boyfriend.
It was drilled in your mind by now by everyone who saw the two of you be a couple for a single day. And that was a very nice compliment to you of course. You've also gotten a few comments about this being the honeymoon phase of dating and Michael will calm down with his adoration after a few months- if not weeks.
"He's being so sweet now but just wait, he'll turn back to normal or worse once he grows tired."
It had you worried, for just about those few weeks yet Mike only seems to have become even more intense and loving. Gentle kisses on your hand and face were nothing new when you woke up, just like breakfast in bed. Michael sometimes liked to barge into your house to do all of those.
Today was one of those days.
In the worst way possible.
"M-michael..." You managed to stutter out in fear, your hands tied together behind your back "P-please stop this prank, i-it's not funny at all!" You stared up at Michael, the tasty looking sandwich on the plate only urging you to vomit from the situation at hand "Aww but sweetheart? It's not a prank." He chuckled softly, kneeling down in front of you, tilting his head to the side with a frown "And now you need to eat, I can guess all that screaming and confusion is making you quite hungry right?"
"N-no! What's going on!? W-why are you doing this!?" You shouted back, trying your best to lean away from him with no success at all "You don't need to understand darling, you just need me to take care of you until you calm down and go back to normal-"
"NONE of this is normal!" You hissed back at him, yelling over the brunet and causing his usual soft features to harden at getting interrupted, you coiled back in case he got violent, he would since at this point you knew nothing about him, and bit the inside of your cheek "Michael please, tell me what's going on..."
Michael looked down at the floor for a moment before letting out a defeated sigh "I am truly sorry you're feeling so scared and confused my precious angel...but if you'll just listen to me then maybe I can make it better. So please don't fight me on this." He gave you the same look, puppy dog eyes to gain your forgiveness and sympathy but this time it didn't have that much of an effect as it did before.
"Because listening to you is such a great idea in this situation!" You retorted bitterly "Look, I know what this is! I know exactly what you want to do with me but if you hurt me or try to break me then-" Tears began building up in your eyes and Michael immediately acted on seeing that "[Y/N]... I promise I wouldn't ever hurt you... Just sit tight while I get ready and I'll explain everything soon." He reached forward towards you before you could flinch away again, gently caressing your cheeks "I promise, I won't harm a hair on your head." He smiled slightly "Please, stay there and don't move... Or scream... For any reason okay? Please trust me. Otherwise it could make things a lot more... Difficult. " Michael leaned closer slowly, placing both his palms flat against the wall on either side of you and leaning closer "Do you trust me?"
"... N-no." You replied back with a weak glare, how could you trust Mike in this situation? Not while you were kidnapped as some sick joke "... Darling please. I promise my intention isn't to harm you." You shuddered at the sweet nickname referring to you, you used to love it so much...
"B-but... Why?" You whimpered, at least wanting to have closure on what his intentions were "Because... You're an angel." Mike mumbled softly making your eyes widen in shock "H-huh?" You couldn't help but look at him in confusion from his words, you were a what? "What do you mean an angel?"
"An angel sent from the heavens descending upon earth... Only I can adore you as you deserve to be adored." He tilted his head, his grin wide and his eyes staring at you with such adoration and love you couldn't help but flinch away 'That's... Not normal.' You've noticed he's given you the same look a few more times, when he accepted your confession, when you told him you loved him... Is this what he had been thinking all these times?
"So don't fight it, alright [Y/N], besides... You like it when I pay attention to you like this right?" Mike chuckled, gently stroking your hair and kissing your forehead, making you pull your head backwards and you ended up headbutting him "F-fuck off! Why would I like this!? I'm being held against my will by a person I loved!" The anger that has been bubbling up inside of you finally burst in a scream and action, forgetting the previous fear and disturbance you felt from this situation
Your screams had no effect on Mike. The brunet just stared carefully, rubbed his face and looked at his bleeding hand "Loved?" He chuckled to himself and looked back at you with cold eyes, the brunet couldn't believe you used the word in the past tense "You'll love me again honey." You coiled back when Mike walked back towards you, gone was the look of adoration, replaced with need and want
"I'll make sure of it."
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eerna · 1 year
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spoilers for totk btw //
but wdym no zelink i went to the house in hateno and immediately concluded they live together 😭 link can sleep in the bed
the table in the house is set for two btw. link definitely lives there
Listen I'm a Zelink through and through, but that house is only bread crumbs compared to the feast of Skyward Sword. Sure, the table is set for two, but that was true even when Link alone lived in it. The photos on the wall and books on the shelves are Zelda's. Yes, he can sleep in the bed and there is a spare Link hairtie, but why does no one recognize him then?? The girl who would visit Zelda at home looks him in the eye and asks if he is also visiting her, as if she has never seen him before. Everyone treats Zelda as a beloved villager while calling Link "traveler". I think the bed thing is there because the devs didn't want people to feel cheated out of a free place to sleep in Hateno.
Also, what I meant by the comparison is how differently Skyward Sword does the "Zelda disappears and Link has to find her" story! People are constantly noting how nervous and intense Link is when it comes to that mission, whenever he meets someone he says "I am trying to save my friend" instead of the obvious choice of "I am trying to save the world", and even asking him about her and reminiscing about the times the two spent glued to each other's sides. And then Zelda is like "hey sorry for dragging you around without explaining anything, I couldn't risk you deciding not accepting the role of the hero and I knew you'd rather have followed me than a goddess". It's Zelink heaven!!! Meanwhile here he's frying to find her, but we don't see much of his motivation. It's more like, yeah of course he's trying to find her, she's Zelda (I could be totally wrong on this count because I am still very early in my main quest, though, so if I am wrong pls don't tell me about it lest you spoil something. If there is a scene as earth shattering as I'm still your Zelda I will def come here to scream~)
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flourjaemin · 8 months
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rating nct 127 fact check highlight medley
I ALREADY NOW THE BRIDGES ARE GONNA BE SOME HEAVEN CREATED DRUG INFUSED MASTERPIECES SO IM JUST PREPARING FOR THE ALBUM AND THE LYRICS BOUT TO BE UNREAL!
fact check - SOTY it’s giving me like a treasure song and i like it. YUTA~ BRO GETTING TOE CURLING LINES TAEEEEEE BRO I CANT WAIT FOR THE CHOREOGRAPHY 😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫 10/10
space - JUNGWOO PLS and the backing tracking sounds so freaking cool amazing. wait it’s giving me a just dance song? and then YUTA~ saxophone guys… deeper? 😳 wdym there babe I LIKE IT ITS NOT NCT BUT LIKE I LIKE IT 9.99/10
parade - this was in the first teaser we saw and it’s actually a dope sound. raining money anthem fr. 9/10
angel eyes - some old 70 jingle in the back.. this is literally a coming of age song idc if you say otherwise. it’s beautifuls child. nct 2021 beautiful had a child and it was angel eyes. the ROCK-NESS TO IT AND JUNGWOO OK THAT. okay im fitting my napkin in my shirt, holding the fork and knife and ready to munch on his the minute it is released. I WANNA BE EMO 11/10
yacht - cute little stupid little trumpet part ❤️BABY KEEP MY COOL? YUTA YOU GOT ME RUNNING UP THE WALL BECAUSE OF HOW NERVOUS UR MAKING ME.. imma bang your @$$ till noon that is insanely disgusting… i hope im just having hearing loss. MOON~~~~~ sparkles….. you already know where im at ADDING THIS ‼️ awww like a cute summer song im sobbing on my bathroom floor. MARKVIWJEJFJWJ MARK AND HAECHAJ SINGING AT THE SAME TIME PLS J NEED THIS IN MY LIFE CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE I NEED IT…. the lyrics im catching up on are so CUTEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭 YAS SPARKLE CITY JKDJDJEJEJEJEJEJDJDJDJDJFJJFUCJRJEJIGIEJWKXIHEJWUFHEJEFJCUIWJER 1909389/10
je ne sais quoi - you don’t know why what nct 127? yes i speak french. im holding my back as we speak. i’m afraid this is going to be the throwing back song. GOT THE SAUCE OR SUS? gasps i love it. OML OML OML OML JAEHYUN WTF. it’s sauce, taeyong said it oml 😫 10/10
love is a beauty - nervous. sorry i just had to swim back to my phone as i was floating away. WTF KIM DOYOUNG YOU CANT BE SINGING LIKE AN ANGEL AND NOT EXPECT ME TO RETURN TO HEAVEN LIKE WHAT. bro im pausing. taking breaks. i’m withering every minute i don’t have this is my music library. SH IT UP. just going to delete every song i own and just have this song ❤️. i need this song rn. JWJFUUEUEBDHEURHDH SHUT SHUT SHUT SHUT SH IT UP JUGNWOO OML OML OML TAE MY TAE awwwwwwwww. can you leave me alone jeong jaehyun, stop having an addictive voice. JUNGEOOOOOOOOOOO “no no~” yep im gonna tattoo that onto my body. I LOVE IT. i love this NCT 127 I LOVE YOU. love is a beauty and i can’t take this anymore. THIS IS MY sOMG MY SONG NO NO NO NO NO THE END I CANT THE GUITAR OML IM GONNA SCREAM 😱😫😫😫😫😭😭😭❤️❤️‼️11/10
misty: forgot about writing. i literally just cried. am i even allowed to listen to these song? these are all made for higher life forms.. i don’t feel deserving of these beautiful songs…. It’s just so beautiful. i just want to live in peace and sit at the beach and watch as the world revolves around me as i am in so much peace. JAJSJDIEJEIRIRJDJFJDJDJJDDJJEJE JOHNNY JUMP ACARES HUH HUBHU HUH AFTER THE STORM WHAT DO YOU SAY AFTER HOHNNY OML THIS IS TOOO MUCH W HSJEJSJDNDNS the piano i cry at the sight of a piano how the hell are you going to play a piano in a beautiful song. pls. 10/10
real life: this reminds me of another song i can’t really pin point……… idk but i really like it but i want to heard more of it 😭 JOHNNY OK THR CHORUS OK OK OK 9/10
overall im gonna have to have a talk with nct and ask them how they continue to release banger after banger. i expect great things for this comeback and can’t wait to see what happens. thank you. (NWJFJUEJE)
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sakinotfound · 2 years
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“this will be the last time you lie to me.”
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pairing: assassin!reader x assassin!baji
cw: both you and baji are in your early twenties, fem!reader, friends to lovers, angst to fluff, graphic descriptions of gore, violence, guns and death, suggestive at the end but nothing too descriptive.
a/n: ejdhdhdgd i was so excited when this popped up in my head so i thought about writing it down. this is probably the first time i have come up about anything remotely romantic about baji.
wc: 1.86k
tagging @benkeibear for her Heaven and Hell Collab :)
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9 p.m. on a saturday night. you inside the near empty office building. tinted glass windows blocking any view to the outside world as if the roaming people down the 100 floor building would be able to see what you and the others were up to.
families, couples, friend groups littered the busy streets of Tokyo. free from work and school, people were out tonight having a gala time, enjoying all the fun Japan's largest city had to offer.
100 floors up the ground level you blocked the oncoming kick, shoes squeaking against the marble flooring, heating up from the fiction. 
lights dim, the room almost dark and the smoke bomb you had just thrown made the visibility even lower. taking advantage of the situation, you unsheathed your sword and ran through the smoke. bless your perfect vision because you cut through half your opponents as you run with the blade in your hand. 
just as always, blood splattered on your face and dark clothes and screams of pain faded eventually. you were sent here to kill the women but had to deal with her minions first. 
you barely hear the footsteps approaching you. they were so faint, if you weren't paying close attention you wouldn't have heard them at all.
punching the man in front of you straight to his gut, you take a quick look behind you— not wanting to deal with more back up.
you do a double take, convinced the smoke deceived your eyes because you could make it out to be him just by the familiar silhouette.
a semi-auto pistol in his hand, he makes his way right in front of you. turning his body with his broad back facing your front, he shoots the rest of your opponents while you just gawk at the long black hair, tied in a high ponytail, swaying from his head. unbothered by the constant gunshots but just the mere sight of him has you frozen.
"you just gonna watch the show or actually finish your mission?" he spoke up, and it was that exact deep voice you had fallen in love with that brought you out of your trance.
long black hair, deep voice, the same fragrance of that cologne. he stood right in front of you after 7 months of radio silence from each other. well more from him than from you.
keisuke baji.
after the initial shock had worn out, memories of what happened before and what didn't happen during these 7 months flooded your brain and you found your blood boiling again.
but right now wasn't the time. even though you didn't need his help, you weren't gonna lie, it did make your work easier. if he deals with these unnecessary problems you can deal with the actual problem.
refilling your own pistol, you make your way towards the target hiding somewhere on this floor.
walking over the dead bodies splayed out on the floor like some random obstacles, you walk straight towards the exit of the office room. mission completed successfully, now you can go back to the headquarters, take your payment and enjoy the night at your home.
"(name)," baji tries to get your attention.
but somebody is here to ruin your night.
you simply ignore him. keeping your head high and back straight, your boots make a click clack sound against the blood covered floor.
"(name) please, just listen to me." he requests but he should know, this won't work now. 
"c'mon (nick-name), i know you can hear me." and just as you are about to grasp the door handle he comes in front of you, blocking your path.
you turn your head away, not in the mood for this. not right now. you were exhausted.
"(name), please. please just listen to me. i know you are mad and yes you deserve to be but things aren't-"
"save it baji." you cut him off, tone laced with venom. "i don't wanna hear it. you did what you had to do. now leave me alone."
"baji? so now we are on last name basis?" you don't reply. and even if you did sense the hurt in his voice you didn't think much of it.
he sighed. "i can't- you can't expect me to just up and leave?"
you let out a dry laugh, "isn't that exactly what you did 7 months ago?"
"i- things were different back then (name). it was for a mission. it hurt me just as much as it hurt you."
"yeah and yet i was the only one trying to mend our dwindling friendship."
"i have a job, (name). it demands me to make rough and sometimes unethical decisions. you know i don't mean them." 
"you do realise we have the same job right? don't preach to me about unethical shit. i don't- i have never EVER FUCKING LIED TO YOU KEISUKE BAJI! I HAVE NEVER USED YOU FOR PERSONAL BENEFITS! I HAVE NEVER USED YOUR TRUST FOR ANY OF MY MISSIONS NO MATTER WHAT!"
that shut him up. he didn't speak, neither did you.
it felt good to finally let it all out. it had been hurting you all this while. and even though seeing him sad never made you happy but right now, it did ease your aching heart that he got to feel at least a fraction of your pain.
"you are right. i am sorry." he looked like a lost puppy. no, a wet kitten would fit him more. but ignoring the apology you ask the question that you'd wanted to ask from the start.
"why did you come here anyway? the mission was assigned to me. you came here to save the damsel from distress?"
"what- no never. i- i know you can handle yourself and your missions just fine. i was just-"
"trying to find a way to become the hero? and then magically wipe off everything you did?"
silence filled the room. you just now realised how creepily quiet it was up here. and that it was only your voices filling the pin drop silence. 
"are you fucking kidding me?" you spoke. "you think this is some type of romance movie? God, sometimes i don't believe you."
"but i care about you! i was worried for your safety. this was a high rank mission too and you were alone!" he argued.
"you doubting me, baji keisuke?" you raised your eyebrow, daring him.
"ok ok, fine. but at least cut with the "baji" bullshit. that's not my name!"
"it is though." you don't look at him.
"yeah- well-" he groans. "pleassseeee i am sorry okayyyy."
"please please please." he makes pouty faces.
"please uwu." he plays with his index fingers looking up at you through his lashes.
"baji-" you laugh but get mad at him for making you laugh.
"stop with that. stop whining, you aren't a 5 year old- KEISUKE!" you smack his shoulder hard.
"ouch- aaaah there she is!" he grins triumphantly.
"fuck you." 
"i am gonna need the date, time and venue, gorgeous." he opens the notes app in his phone, looking at you.
"are you seriously flirting with me right now? and right here of all places?"
"fits our personalities, i'd say." he shrugs, fangs adorning his highly tinted pink lips.
you took your time taking in his features. and somehow even though you have a crush on him for years, you only now truly realise just how attractive he is. just how hot he looks. and just how hot he makes your skin. maybe it's just the hormones. you turn your gaze away instantly for the thoughts had started to turn a little inappropriate if you catch the drift.
"drop the act keisuke. you have five minutes to tell me the whole truth if you actually wanna fix things. i have not forgiven you yet." you cross your arms, tapping your foot as you look at him with your signature no-bullshit face you use with your underclass people and rivals.
he heaves out a sigh. with no more escape and a huge risk of losing his friendship and you, he spills out all the details of why he did, what he did. and as the curtains shift from the truth you realise how it all was a part of the plan. still you don't like how he played with your emotions, though the plan wasn't in his control though. although you were mad at him, you trust him enough to know he would never purposefully hurt you in any way.
frankly you are happy that you can get your keisuke back because no matter how mad you are, you can't deny how much he means to you and how much in love with him you are.
"you know, you could have told me about this and all this would have never happened. there wouldn't have been any misunderstandings if only you had trusted me more."
"i do! i do trust you, (name). i was just bound by the contracts. and man do i hate the kind off stuff." he grumbles.
"whatever happened in the past is past now and i forgive you. but, keisuke baji, let me make this very clear— this will be the last time you lie to me." you state, voice firm and unwavering. eyes glinting with a warning sign.
"yes ma'am." he salutes.
"but, i need you to have a little more faith in me too." he requests. and you agree, so you nod.
"(name), i am genuinely sorry for everything." he walks closer to you. he holds you by your shoulders and looks into your eyes. "i would never do anything like this, not unless we have talked about this before. i should have known how it could have affected our relationship. i was wrong. i admit it. but please don't go away from me. you mean so much to me you have no idea."
you are a hardened assassin. you have done many wrong and unethical things too. you have used people to complete your missions. you have had fake relationships, sex, one night stands, etc. for the sake of your work. and yet it takes one look from those brown eyes and your resolve snaps and dissolves into nothingness.
you push him against the door he had blocked your exit from. and as if he knew, this would happen as if he was planning on it, he jumps right into it quickly. his arms wrap around you as you smash your lips into his. eyebrows furrowing you press him harder against the metal as he pulls you into him even closer. 
tilting your heads again you suck on his lips, drinking in the taste and that has your head spinning. you let out a moan in sync with the groan that escapes him when you bite down on him. 
he quickly changes the position and this time slams you against the door, using his fangs to give you the taste of your own medicine. but you don't let him get any further as you change the positions yet again.
"it's my time to take out the pent up anger. so don't you interfere, pretty boy." you growl. you words leave baji gawking because he has never been so turned on before.
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Duck 🐥🍼
I'll delete this after yaya @aisclosed finish reading this. (not proofread pls its pretty bad and rushed I just wanna have something for her when she wakes up like i promised <3) I always wanna write something like this non-idol!Jungwon x reader :>
“Ugh”, I sighed while slamming my head down on the table with a loud thud. Startled, Sunoo my friend slapped my back, the loud SMACK resulted in more eyes thrown at us. Lifting my head up to glare at him, he flashed me a sheepish smile while apologizing to the other students we bothered.
“Don’t look at me like that y/n, “ he said while rolling his eyes, “why did you even bang your head on the table in the first place, you’re such a drama queen y/n bla bla bla” he continued to yap. I tuned him out and looked outside of the window, exhaling a long breath as Sunoo’s voice faded into distance.
“Y/N! Are you even listening to me, HEY Y/N! OH MY GOD HI JUNGWON!”
“Ugh Sunoo what do you want. You know pretending that he is here won’t make me pay attention to … you.” My voice got smaller as I turned my head around. Oh heavens it’s really Yang Jungwon IN THE FLESH AND HE’S GREETING MY BEST FRIEND?  “Oh right, what were you trying to say y/n?” asked Sunoo coyly, knowing he finally got me.” “Uh nothing yeah I got to go drink some water brb bye Sunoo.” I said as I dashed out, heat rushing up my cheeks as I ran out of the classroom looking down.
The two boys were stunned as they looked at her silhouette. “hey Sunoo, isn’t this her drink?” Jungwon asked while picking up a weird duck looking tumbler.
“HAHAH naur way that dumbass, you keep it Jungwon, give it back to her when u find her, I gtg to my next class now HAHAH BYEEE.” That was his last words before disappearing out of Jungwon’s sight.
Holding the decomposing duck tumbler in one hand while regretting his life decisions, Jungwon sighed and kept the bottle in his bag, going home with a mission and a determined heart.
“SUNOO, I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU OUTED ME LIKE THAT YOU RAT”, I lunged at Sunoo the moment he stepped into my house. And he had the audacity to laugh condescendingly “not my fault you didn’t listen to me while I was talking to you. DESERVED.”
“Well how on earth would I know you weren’t trolling me and HOW DO YOU EVEN KNOW THE YANG JUNGWON. The most perfect, smart, cute, amazing, person to ever exist. Don’t even get started with my choice of adjectives, it was intentional.” I pre-fired his insults knowing he would comment on it.
“Girl, I am THE Kim Sunoo, if you had forgotten. Who do I NOT know would be a better question, but since your small brain is so curious, we’re actually in a band together, with the rest of his friend group – enhypen, “ retorted Sunoo with much sass.
“WAIT YANG JUNGWON IS IN THE BAND...with you,” enthusiasm went in the drain as I ponder on the sole fact that my BESTFRIEND Kim Sunoo would get to see my crush every day. “THAT SHOULD’VE BEEN ME SUNOO” I cried dramatically wiping my eyes on Sunoo’s clothes as I gripped his shoulders, shaking him back and forth.
“oOOoh MYYY GODD WOULD YOU PLEASE CUT IT OUT!” Sunoo rolled away from my grippers dramatically heaving while glaring at me. I rolled my eyes as he continued, “ why can’t you just confess to him, I heard he really likes confident girls.”
“Y/N?” Sunoo asked after hearing no response. “Should I? okay Sunoo ill confess to him if you buy me the cute plushy I showed you yesterday.” I suppose there is really nothing to lose, he’s not even in a building with me even if I get rejected it’ll be fine. “Bet, but only if you don’t come home crying and screaming,” answered Sunoo fast. “Okay deal, I’ll just make sure he can’t reject me.”
And that’s how I got into this predicament, masking my shaking hands with faux confidence, I cupped Jungwon’s chin gently to look at his shining, cat-like eyes that would be the death of me. “Jungwon-ah if I were to choose between silver and gold, id choose gold without the A in it (periodic table rizz).” Keeping my stare on him, I seek for any violent negative reaction but all I saw was his doe eyes widening even more, seemingly flustered by the randomness of the situation. Of course he’d be flustered, who wouldn’t when a random girl comes up to you dressing like an emo (but ate that fit up), grips your chin, and says a horrible gen z-fied random pick-up line.
Suddenly aware of the unwanted attention by other students as they blatantly form a circle around us and stare – HARD, I feel my cheeks heating up and so before anything else happens I grab Jungwon’s hand and led him out and away from the commotion, blushing even harder at the contact as I feel his warm, soft hands in my shaking ones.
Once I came into my senses and realize we’re walking to a dead end, I turned around to lead Jungwon to somewhere else when I bumped into his chest, now realizing the close proximity and the close distance between us. Scrambling backwards flustered and to not harass his personal space, I braved myself to look at Jungwon as I waited for him to say something – anything at this point.
Coming to the conclusion that he won’t say anything, I tried to justify my actions, “So uh, how’s the weather?” Then I heard the cutest sound ever, his giggles. Jungwon giggled putting a palm over his hand looking so unnecessarily cute I just want to bite him. “Can’t believe that’s the first thing you say after putting a show y/n, an extravagant one at that,” his honey voice rang through the small hallway as he leaned closer essentially invading my bubble of coherence.
I looked down avoiding his gaze as his closeness gets rid of any coherent thoughts and as if that wasn’t enough, I felt a soft gentle finger lifting my chin, forcing me to look ahead and meet his sparkling eyes. “Where’d that brave y/n go to hm? I thought she was going to ask me out when she dragged me all the way here not gonna lie, “ teased Jungwon with a smile, taking another step closer, essentially pinning me against the wall but still keeping his hands to himself. Ever the gentleman in such situations, I sighed dreamily in my head.
Mouth gaping and faux confidence out of the window, I blankly stared at him while trying to think of a response that wouldn’t potentially scare him away. Who knows what I would mutter out in such a state.
“Well Y/nie, I’d love to be the U in your Gold (Au) if you’d be the I in mine.” Jungwon said while putting a small smirk, his dimple popping out, all the while standing back straight, giving me the bubble of space I desperately needed after overexerting my poor fragile heart.
Trying to compose myself from his teasing, I willed myself to hang in there for a bit more. “So does that make us official, Jungwonie?” I made my move, smoothly sliding my empty hands in his, much better.
Intertwining his fingers around mine, he leaned in and placed a sweet peck on the tip of my nose. Pulling me closer to him and leading our way back to class, he said “Let’s go grab your duck tumbler, girlfriend.” “MY DUCK,” I exclaimed laughing, never had I known all this led from my impulsive and rash decisions. Running away, confessing, everything. Amidst my wandering thoughts I felt a warm kiss on my forehead, blood rushing up to my cheeks as I froze in place. Those same bright sparkly eyes came into my line of vision, crinkling every so slightly from his small giggles. Yang Jungwon you will be the death of me.
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Do u have any specific metal songs you recommend?? Not sure where to start rly
ok ik it’s a lot but i’m insane abt sabbath crüe and van halen so i couldn’t help myself
black sabbath: 
black sabbath (yes they have a song named after themselves but i think when they came out with this one they still went by whatever their first name was idr what it is whoops) 
sabbath bloody sabbath (one of their rlly famous songs and so true bc it’s so good) 
war pigs (this is in metal lords and i literally went insane stimming so hard when they played it) 
iron man (this is in their popular so u might have already listened but anyways)
paranoid (banger of a song) 
fairies wear boots (love singing this song as a queer who wears boots) 
n.i.b. (this song is such a vibe) 
van halen: 
runnin with the devil (used this for a fic and i go insane whenever it plays) 
jamie’s cryin (narrative songs make the brain go brr)
tattoo tattoo (such a vibey song) 
ain’t talkin bout love (screaming this around ur room is so fun) 
oh pretty women (this is a cover of a 60s song and it’s so good) 
little guitars (i love this song for like a single line and a certain beat and it’s so worth it) 
eruption (a kickass 2 minute guitar solo of a song) 
women and children first (the beat of this song will rot in ur brain for days it’s so good) 
and the cradle will rock… (again i love this song for like a single line but it’s all rlly good) 
d.o.a. (OH HOW DID I FOEGET THIS ONE AHHH UTS SO GOOD)
jump (theyre know for this one u should prob know this song) 
panama (same thing as the one above) 
mötley crüe: 
face down in the dirt (reminds me of van halen doa tbh and is so good)
like a virgin (just trust me on this one)
the dirt (they have a movie documentary with this as the title and it’s so good i watched it the other day) 
on with the show (it sounds like a narrative song but it’s so much more than yhat god i love this song)
merry-go-round (this whole album is good but this is one of the best songs in this album) 
live wire (god this song makes u wanna scream and dance it’s so good)
kickstart my heart (this is like The Song they’re know for u gotta know this one) 
dr feelgood (this is also one theure known for) 
shout at the devil (such amazing vibes)
smokin in the boys room (listen they were going thru sm shit as a band when they wrote this but it’s so fucking good) 
anarchy in the uk (ahhhh. that’s it just listen pls) 
same ol situation sos (the beat drives me insane i like scratches the itch in my brain insane i love it) 
guns n’ roses:
paradise city (i love this song sm i’m planning on making it my walk up song) 
welcome to the jungle (this is their song they’re known for)
live and let die (another known song) 
knockin on heavens door (if yk stairway to heaven u gotta know this one)
sweet child o mine (this song ahhhh)
metallica:
master of puppets (after eddie and hunters solos u gotta know this song) 
enter sandman (another brain scratch song) 
fade to black (god this song) 
water song/ janie’s got a gun by aerosmith (narrative song that drives me insane and the idea behind the song is batshit)
night comes down by judas priest (my fav song by them omg it’s so good) 
rainbow in the dark by dio (i love this bc i’m gay and it says rainbow but it’s still a great song) 
planet zero by bring me the horizon (oh my god this song. woah.)
parasite eve by bring me the horizon (this song drives me insane /pos)
also babymetal has some songs with metallica and bring me the horizon which u definitely should listen to 
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listen here, i have two thoughts.
1. i want aki to be sitting on the couch at some frat party, crossfaded as FUCK, watching me shake some ass to Thot Shit by megan THEE stallion.
OR
2. rubbing up on him while Big Ol Freak (also by THEE stallion) plays and i’m faded as hell off of some Hennessy. i want to knock his lanky ass over with how hard i’m grinding up on him.
that is all k bye love you
HONEY I THINK U ARE IN MY BRAIN BECAUSE I JUST PUT THOT SHIT IN THE PLAYLIST A FEW MINS AGO OMFGGGG BUT YES!!!!!i have him crossfaded in the outline hes so sexy it makes me INSAENEEfldklfdlk. and @akitachi just said the same ab having him smoking and sitting while he's watching u dance THE THOUGHT IS MAKING ME CRAZY?? dskfjklsjlkf!!! pls hes grabbing for the nearest pillow to cover his lap this poor man is on struggle street!!
megan my beloved BIG OLE FREAK YESSS omg stop thats so sexy I RAN TO ADD TO THE PLAYLIST SHAKES U BY THE SHOULDERS. IM SCREAMING KNOCKING HIM OVER w the force of our ass shaking thats so real bc the nastiness when u r real drunk. but he is like.. omfg,,, am i in heaven EKFKLS he is having an awakening ... KLSDLFKSL I LOVE U TOO!!!
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