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#like hes older now theres so much serious stuff going on

doodle17 · 5 months

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Could you maybe tell us what future Raz and Lilis relationship is like now?

*vibrating with excitement*

Putting this under a read more because it might be really long hemngh

So I'd decided to study their characters and how they interact a little more (mostly from the second game, but a little bit of the first too) and think about how their relationship would develop as they got older.

I came to the conclusion that I want to portray them as two people who have some level of affection for the other, but don't have time to focus on being sappy "boyfriend and girlfriend" because of work. The "fun" part their relationship ended waaaay back when they were 18-ish and went from Junior Agents to Official Psychonauts. It ain't exactly easy to go on dates and save the world at the same time y'know, and both of them have a lot of personal stuff going on.

Raz is almost always busy. Constantly filling out paperwork, running around in Sasha's lab, doing agent stuff, Circus stuff, the WHOLE shebang. Lili, is still trying to get over her dad's retirement, as the while thing still feels very surreal to her. Not to mention Hollis and her dad trying to push her to become the next Grand Head, much to her dismay. It's not very easy to have a social life with that much going on to be 100% honest.

Theres also taking their very different personalities into account. Lili's "Fuck around and find out" and Raz's sticking to a solid plan type of methods tend to clash quite often, and many newcomers have a hard time telling whether or not they're dating or competing with eachother.

Lili is probably the most complicated woman Raz has ever worked with, and while he finds it endearing he also finds it incredibly exhausting. Sometimes, It feels like she'll do the exact opposite of what he tells her just to get a reaction out of him, out of spite. But it's not like she can help it. She absolutely hates being told what to do, and one of her least favorite things about Raz is when he decides to become "Mr. Boss man" and order everyone around during missions. Despite all of- that- however, they do end up having very successful missions!... Most of the time.

There's also the pressure to keep up professional appearances for their fellow agents and new interns. One thing the both of them can agree on, is that they'll avoid showing any PDA in front of their coworkers. They still cringe thinking about how a little too comfortable they were as kids, and how almost EVERYONE in the Motherlobe knew about it. Luckily, most of those people are retired, quit or fired, and gives the two a better chance to be a little more professional with their relationship in front of the newcomers, because if they have to hear, "You guys are like the next Sasha and Milla!" One more time...

This isn't to say that things are always rough and gloomy for them. They still have a very special connection, and after knowing eachother for half of their lives, it's not like they're going to get rid of the other anytime soon. So might as well make the most of it, eh? She'll never admit it out loud, but there's really no other person Lili would rather be tied up and dangling over a pool of pyrokenetic sharks with than Raz (which has actually happened before btw) There's no way you won't catch them holding hands or sneaking a quick kiss at least once.

Anyways, to sum all of this shishkabable up best I can: They're WAY too close to be considered "just coworkers", but they also have way too much going on to focus on a serious relationship at this time.

Good on you if you managed to read my nonsensical ramblings all the way through! Take a prize from the prize bin you deserve it 👏 👏👏

#I hope this makes sense-#It's like 1am rn and I kind if blacked out while writing this #I was on a roll for a hot minute #Feels kind of nice to have a creative ruch again since art hasn't been doing it for me recently #Anyways allow me to ramble some more in my tags now that I'm conscious again #I hope I managed to get my take on their relationship clear #I don't dislike razlili #I LOVE razlili #It's one of my comfort ships they're so stinkin cute #And as much as I love sappy future Raz and Lili #I want to try and focus on a more realistic and slightly dramatic take #AT LEAST IN MY EYES #I want to explore their business relationship as well as their romantic one #So why not do a mixture of both amiright #The only people who ever see the two of them “together” are the (previous) interns or the Aquatos #Also the old superstar agents like Sasha Milla etc.#But yeah #Idk im tired #doodles rants #psychonauts #psychonauts 2 #razputin aquato #lili zanotto #anon babble #Razlili #Psychonauts future

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madmagenta · 7 months

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Linked Universe as Hunger Games Victors Let's Go!

(I might make this an Au it depends on how much I would be able to explore with it, some things will change over time but the district should stay the same- Also feel free to send me suggestions! This needs a little TLC)

Time and Wild- District 11: Agriculture.

Time won his hunger games as a child and sort of became a huge celebraty in the capitol. Is most well known for his stature and cold attitude, wich became his defining trait when he grew up. Used to hate people from other districts (Saria died in the games when he was a kid). But as he grew up he realizes that the President and those in power are the ones to blame. He still has nightmares about Saria, and when he remembers what happened to Lullaby, who was in the games with him.

Wild, before his games, was much like his mentor. Distant and serious. Despite his prickly nature, he managed to get along with his fellow tribute, Flora and even made an alliance with four other tributes from other districts. They were ment to team up against another group, but there plan failed and there was an explosion that took out a large part of the arena. Wild was severely injured, he managed to survive but sadly lost his memories. It doesn't stop him from living his life though. He's a lot more open now, trying to make friends wherever he can and learing new recipes. Time is his quinea pig, much to the older man's simultaneous enjoyment and terror, as some of the stuff he comes up with is...concerning...

Malon and Twilight- District 10: Livestock.

Malon won her games when she was in part due to her strength and her charm during interviews. Despite being in different districts, Malon and Time are pretty close. (Capitol gossip states they're star crossed lovers brought together by shared trama. Partially true, but theres more than meets the eye going on in those hidden smirks and side glances) They understand each other, as Victors and as Mentores.

Twilight went into his games with Minda Malon was their mentor. Him and Midna had an alliance, but things went south, and she didn't make it. Twilight tries his best to be there for her family (like how Peta said he and Katniss would give their share of money to those who saved them) but they can't really look at each other without thinking of what happened. He blames himself. Malon stays with him some days because she's the only one who understands, both what it means to win and what it means to lose someone. Twilight just tries to go about his days, taking care of animals and Colin and the others.

Sky and Warriors- District 2: Masonry

Warriors was the result of a forbidden love between a Peacekeeper and a District woman, of course, when the capitol found out both were killed, leaving Warriors to fend for himself as hisnlother sucessfully hid him. He worked illegally in a factory till he was reaped at 17 and found a mentor in Sky.

Sky had been raised his whole life to become a Peacekeeper, he was enrolled in an academy to become one until he fell in love with the Headmasters Daughter. Coincidently, that year their relationship came into light was the year he was reaped (Probably intentional on the capitols part). Sky ended up winning his games due to his training and his emotional story about the love of his life gaining him fans.

Sky and Warriors have more of a brotherly bond, if anything. Due to them being close in age and their backgrounds with the peacekeepers.

Four- District 3: Technology.

Four grew up in District 3 with Dot. Four's Grandfather was a well known Inventor and Dot's father was the mayor.

Four was always an ambitious person, but he was also looked down on a lot. For his district, for his height, his personality. Dot never looked down on him though, so when he was reaped he knew he had to do his best to come home, to prove everyone wrong once and for all. And he did. But upon coming home he found his Grandfather had died while he was in the games. Now he stays in his house most days, tinkering on something, only coming out if absolutely nessary.

Hyrule- District 12: Mining.

Hyrule is a street rat from District 12. For the most part growing up he'd do odd jobs to survive, most of it in the black market doing illegal medical pratices. His plan was to hold out till he was old enough to become an apprentance to a doctor, but he didn't have to. He was reaped with Aurora, who volunteered as tribute in Dawn's place. Hyrule and Aurora managed to make it very far in the games, becoming one of the final three. Sadly Aurora fell victim to one of the capitals traps and passed. Now Hyrule and Dawn live together, connected by shared loss.

Legend- District 1: Luxury.

Legend was abandoned by his Grandfather after the death of his parents and left to be taken care of by his uncle. They weren't rich by any means, but they made due with what they had. Then his uncle died. Legend tried to reach out to his family and was eventually taken back in at his sister's (Fable's) request. His Grandfather didn't like him, so he was still mistreated. Once the reaping took place his classmates, Marin and Ravio got chosen. Legend, not wanting to see his friends hurt volunteered in Ravio's place and made a promise to Marin that theyd keep each other safe. If only he could have kept that promice.

Wind- District 4: Fishing.

Wind's Grandmother was a Victor in her games, the money from which us what he and Aryll lived on growing up. So, when his Grandmother becomes sick and money becomes tight, wind volunteers for the next reaping (much to the anger of a certain "Pirate Queen"). His mentor is Linebeck, They didn't get along at first, Wind found his affinity for alcohol and arrogant nature as something that wouldn't help his chances of winning. But Linebeck has more up his sleeve then the little sailor knows. They had a promise that if wind doesn't make it, linebeck will take care of Aryll and his Grandmother for him.

#linked universe #lu au #hunger games au #lu wild #lu time #lu twilight #lu malon #lu four #lu sky #lu warriors #lu legend #lu hyrule #lu wind #lu hunger games au

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cleromancy · 6 months

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What is your opinion on KonTim? I noticed you posting a lot of Kontim lately and I was wondering if you are beginning to like it? Also, since I know you stated you didn't like Kon in the past, are you beginning to change your mind about him?

to be honest my opinions from 12-13 years ago when i was a very angry very opinionated teenager often dont reflect my current opinions. i just want to establish that now.

but for the record my dislike of kon was more of a reflex to the way fandom at the time made him this very flat "aw shucks" kind of cardboard cutout. i only started disliking him when i tried reading more of his comics where he tended to be y'know. more nuanced, he'd be a jerk sometimes, inconsiderate and thoughtless, etc, and then turning around and going on tumblr where the way people talked about him didnt reflect that at all, that was really offputting for me. because i do--and did--love characters who are assholes, but not if thats not... like... acknowledged. and fandom was *aggressively* not acknowledging it, from my perspective. anyway i think when i get around to rereading yj98 ill like him more this time. particularly because i *am* so much older now and will be reading from more of a place of "yeah of course hes a shithead sometimes, hes 16 years old (for a given value of 16 years old)."

as for timkon i wouldn't say i "ship" it. and i would also like to contest the assertion that ive been posting "a lot" of it lately LMAO i think ive posted it like two times in as many weeks, and then maybe 2 more times i rbed smth where they were in the same nonshippy frame or textpost?

but back to the ship itself. to begin with they *are* very good friends whose relationship is important to them both, that changed them both, and that has an impact on characterization. and i dont... think you can read a lot of those old tim comics, if you read him as queer at all, without acknowledging that there was at at least one point something btwn them.

but as far as shipping it goes. first of all i still think most of fandom does it wrong. (if im being serious, theres no "wrong" way to do fandom, but that's also the most succinct way i can put it that i don't vibe with the majority of the stuff thats out there.) second of all i don't... like i dont *want* them to get together, exactly, unless a given writer is doing a really good job at the yarn theyre spinning convincing me otherwise, within the boundaries of that story.

but there *is* something btwn them, romantically speaking, and it has a lot of interesting character/relationship potential to explore for both of them. i am at the moment almost entirely uninterested in exploring it from kons side, which is another reason i dont really ship it, but that might change when i get around to rereading yj98. but i really don't think you can get a full picture of new earth tim drake as a character without admitting he at least had a thing for kon when kon was dead, any other point in time being much more up for interpretation.

so basically! 1. its interesting when its allowed to be interesting and not flattened into featureless fluff 2. i dont ship it AS SUCH but it absolutely was a thing that happened even if they never date or dated, and 3. as for kon himself i think ill be a lot more forgiving now both bc i Am older and bc no one in my fannish circle these days is annoying about him where i see it LMAO

#asks #dc

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gadunkie · 11 months

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spiderverse 2 sucked shit and was performative twitter.com fuckery. hi reddit in this rant Im going to talk about why I think the second spiderverse movie gave me a queasy uneasy feeling after I left the theater. spoiler warning and all that.

Ive been seeing a lot of praise for this movie lately and a lot of fan stuff and while that is cool I think spiderverse 2 really doesnt deserve it. to me it feels like baffling performative bullshit where they checked off certain "woke" categories and forgot about everything else. Im bad at formulating rant posts so Im just gonna randomly bring up my feelings on certain things.

ok so first of all the number one thing that pissed me off was the in-movie dialogue of people telling miles, the first black spider-man, that he was never supposed to be spider-man in the first place. that is incredibly tone deaf, especially when the first movie's message was that anyone could be a hero, regardless of who you are. you could argue that this story beat is used to reinforce that message being that miles' reaction to that line is rejection and finding his own way to become spider-man after all. but thats stupid because, again, anyone could be a hero no matter what, even if theyre not supposed to be 'canonically' a spider-man. what this tells me is that theyre going for the same fucking message, again, but this time its padded out in 2 movies rather than the one that weve already seen.

second, and this one was much more brief, there was a disabled spider-man amidst the roster of the multiverse spider-mans whose only line of dialogue was making fun of their own disability. thats some travis mcelroy bullshit, I thought we were past the point of making disabled character's only personality being their disability. to me that was also incredibly tone deaf and just completely unneeded.

third, there was an Indian spider-man by the name Pavitr Prabhakar whose only personality was that he was Indian. of course theres nothing wrong with Indian culture or just being an Indian person, but to me its like if they had a Japanese spider-man and made them only talk about katanas and sushi. theres no way that indian people act like that and constantly boost about their own nation, it just rubs me the wrong way and makes them feel less human.

fourth, that "gwen is trans" shit is utter queerbait, I cant believe anyone is fucking falling for this shit. it literally infuriates me that I see fellow queer people look at the most basic off to the side decoration in a room / police officer's uniform and jump to the conclusion that what we are seeing is trans representation. like sure she could be trans! but it can also be read as her just being an ally, same with her father. "what ally has a trans flag in there room?" are you fucking kidding me? like are you being serious? hey heres famous content creator Ludwig, who is cis and has a trans flag in his room:

fucking anyone, literally anyone could have trans iconography anywhere in their house regardless of their gender. side bonus, heres how you can have a real confirmed trans character in your art without it being bait! - have them taking transition medication in a scene - have them wear gender affirming clothing, like chest binders - have them tell another character that theyre trans - have them literally look into the camera and say "Im trans." crazy how easy it is to do all of these things and yet gwen did none of it! dont fucking search for crumbs and pretend that its a feast.

fifth, theres a character called spider-punk who goes by Hobie and his entire character is being a punk and making fun of The Establishment™ and Capitalism™. I thought he was dumb because it just reminded me that anti-capitalism is just a form of entertainment now and not a real message to start a change.

sixth, there was so much fucking nostalgia pandering and repetitive dialogue. there were many scenes showing footage of older movies, cartoons, or real life actors that were only there to be pointed at the screen by audiences. next, the dialogue was so expository that any time miles' parents were on screen they would only talk about miles and how worried they were about him. I swear to god that 70% of spider-man 2099s dialogue was about his disturbed past and wanting to capture miles. at several times throughout the movie I thought "ok I get it" and hoped that were was something new to be seen in the next 5 minutes, which wasnt the case most of the time.

seventh, evil miles was fucking stupid. you cant just reveal such an easy counterpart villain and expect me to believe that he has any bearing on the story whatsoever. that shit was so laughably bad that I can easily imagine him getting defeated in the same old hero vs villain shit in the next movie. here let me have some fun and say that miles is going to do the most predictable "Im going to fix you to become good" trope only for evil miles to deny it and fuck off forever in some weird way.

anyway this post is already too fucking long so Im just gonna add personal peeves onto it because Im on a roll. I had a hard time paying attention to several fight scenes because they were mixing with too many visual styles, like the vulture scene at the beginning of the movie was too disorienting for me. I think there shouldve been subtitles, sometimes characters were inaudible for me and the audio mixing during some scenes didnt help either, unless there was a slow moment in the film I just couldnt understand what the characters were saying.

I thought the movie sucked so bad that what they got right in certain aspects (cast diversity, parent and child struggles, etc.) felt like nothing to me after how they treated the parts that Ive listed. its like they fucking checked off a Progressive Bingo Sheet and left everything else in the dust.

I left the theater disappointed and feeling worthless because all I felt was that these movies were just trying to sell me something and didnt push for a change like the first one did. what a fucking shit show.

conclusions. if you liked the movie, awesome Im glad, and you should decide for yourself how you feel about it and what it means to you. Im simply just putting my frustrations into a little text post because that is how I feel. Im not in charge of your enjoyment and you should decide that on your own regardless of my opinions. be responsible with your enjoyment.

but I wont, if you try to argue with me on any of these topics then Im blocking you forever and if you dare type "let people enjoy things" on my post then Im killing you,

#gadunka is fucking pissed

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im-smart-i-swear · 1 year

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If it is alright if i ask, but what is Eenek's (they are the Galran kid right) relationship with the funky guys like?

oh i havent really had a chance to talk about Eenek yet!

their relationship w/ the clones is complicated - these people kept them safe and took care of them for years, and eenek slowly grew to see them as family - but the road to get there was long and winding.

at the beggining they were definetly distrustful and agressive, but also these weirdos were literally the only other people on this shithole of a planet, so they didnt really have a choice but to stick with them. (they tried very hard to look intimidating and serious but theyre literally the galran equivalent of 13. and also very small for a galran, so really they just ended up looking like an scared angry cat)

they are propably the closest with the other kids - Pal, Taks and Taka. technically pal is the oldest, but hes not a very responsible older brother(hes trying tho!!). neither is eenek but beggars cant be choosers, so they ended up as the oldest sibling.

beacuse of the language barrier pal was the only person they could have a real conversation with for years, and after a rocky start they became really great friends! they try to be responsible older siblings(with varying degrees of sucess), take turns rambling about random stuff and help each other process the trauma of growing up surrounded by people telling them to sacrafice themselves for the greater good :)

dont leave eenek and taks alone for too long or theyll wreck your shit and steal all your valuables. even though they couldnt freely communicate w/ each other for a big chunk of their relationship, they still manage to wreck havoc<3 seperately theyre smart young people but toghether they come up with the dumbest most recless ideas and execute them flawlessly. when taks saw eenek for the first time she decided shes going to befriend that cool purple alien no matter what and eenek could do nothing about it.

taka is The Baby TM and to be protected by all costs.

to say tashi was freaked out when he first saw eenek is a huge understatement - what the fuck?? is this??? an alien????? he barely knew how to aproach scared human kids, so a very scared, very confused purple alien teenager was not ideal. he did his best(as always) - made sure to give them space and patiently waited for them to get more comfortable. in the beginning eenek thought tashi was the worst choice for a leader, but he proved them wrong many times. they actually grew to respect him quite a lot beacuse of how he manages to keep everyone(mostly) under control not by force or threats, but rather by finding compromises and admitting when hes wrong. also hes funny and taught them how to sew!

at first eenek tried to avoid soup - shes imposing and can look threatning - but she would never hurt them. since theyre stuck on a wild planet they have to hunt for food, and soup is the main hunter of their little family. eenek helps her a lot, setting up traps and scaring the animals in her direction(they are a bit queasy though so they leave the kills and preparation to her and tashi). they also like just sitting toghether in silence to calm down :)

them and buddy have a really weird relationship. for the first weeks/months(before buddy explained the clone situation to everyone) eenek was terrified of him beacuse they knew who he was - the black paladin of voltron. they stayed as far away from them as possible... until they realised the only thing he was worried about was them talking about his past and other than that left them alone. later on, after buddy came clean, they started to try and convince eenek that maybe the galran empire isnt that cool after all - but theres only so much you can do when the person youre talking to is a kid desperately clinging to the remnants of their childhood and also spent the last few years of their life with 'vrepit sa' as their defining personality trait. buddy drops the topic eventually(for now. they havent given up, hes just waiting for the right opportunity). after that they actually start to get along pretty well! buddy helps them improve their fighting skills a lot, and also it turns out theyre both painfully stubborn dumasses(it gets even worse when you throw taks into the mix)

jesus fuck. thats a lot of words..

heres some drawing of them and taks! (these are a bit old tho, their design looks a little diffrent now)

uhhh i also wrote like 4 paragraphs about eeneks childhood and motivations but this is long enough alreadyyyy(maybe ill edit it in later if anyone wants to read it)

#ask #thank you so frickin much for the ask i rlly apriciate it!!#my funky guys #i have this loose painting i did of em and never got around to posting it #uhhhhh this is so longggg #i put more effort into these rambles than my school essays #the sheer amount of information about these mfers i have in my head is honestly amazing #eenek based their entire personality on being loyal to zarkon and the empire #and then he fucking dies #they KNOW there are things wrong in the empire but theyr so desperate for #idk. something thats everpresent and doesnt change #and zarkon was that #until he wasnt #i mean they never met him or anything #they just really idolised him #god i hope this post isnt super boring #theres SO MUCH of this and i dont know what information are the most importrant #but i still had fun writing this!!

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elxgantcaptain · 1 year

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My Peter and Wendy review :/

I didn't like the film >:c

But that was going to be obvious. I've not really enjoyed many of these 'live action' films of the OGs. I just found this version of Peter Pan very... Lackluster. It needed MORE, it felt like it was missing so much, it didn't explore what we wanted to see? It needed to EXPAND! Urg, it was just so frustrating. Not only that, but it felt like they took lines they knew did well in the older live action films thinking it will hold weight? NO. Do your own thing. Make something gd NEW already!

But there are SOME things I liked about the film.

Theres a lil breakdown of things I liked and didn't like under the cut. There ARE spoilers tho.

Things I LIKED

The transfer into neverland - that time stand-still thing, very interesting! Not seen that before in the transformation into neverland, I kinda liked it.

How Wendy couldn't 'see' sometimes - Such as seeing the pirates on the ocean and then the lost boys being like 'She's too grown up', it seems like an interesting concept but it wasn't really explored???

The Crocodile - NOW THATS a croc. Its huge and its eye shape and jaws are as I would have pictured a live action telling of Tick Tock, especially in the face.

Hook and Pan having a history - I'm not against the whole idea of 'Hook was once a lost boy' kinda deal, the idea of them knowing each other was pretty cool, about how he left and grew up and changed and Peter finding that growing up and evil are the same thing... And how he banished Hook because he missed his mother. Thats really sad.

Tigerlily - She's a good character and they handled the 'indians' quite well in this, down to the fact she speaks the language too. Idk but i really like how she referred to Pan as 'little brother'

Hook's explanation to Wendy - I like how Hook struggles with himself and Neverland, how he slowly started to forget his own mother and home, how he TRIED to leave Neverland after Pan banished him but couldn't get out. He was lost at sea until he was rescued by Smee. 'My time for joy is lost'

Pirates singing - I'm just a sucker for Shanties

Wendy's happy thoughts of the future - Thinking she could be happy when she starts to grow up, I found that kinda sweet.

Hook is known to be the best sword fighter - Just that.

"Do you know what really hurts about getting old? Its not the creaking bones, or the dashed dreams or even the sense of death drawing ever nearer... Its knowing that your best friend can look you in the eyes and not recognise you."

Things I DIDN'T LIKE

The acting felt so forced in places - WIth Hook it was 'I am sooo evil, don't mention hands because i have lost a hand, don't mention pan cause I want to kill him' and with the kids it was like, VERY overdramatic. 'Ohhh PEETTERRR~' yuck

Captain Hook's hook - Just... No... It literally just looks like a very bad fake hand that his hand is literally holding onto, covered by long sleeves

Wendy - Just... Wendy, she confuses me. She doesn't want to grow up but she continuously talks about growing up and sounds very mature. I suppose thats how its supposed to be? But she places blame, she calls tattletale and she just... She just doesn't seem like a believable character?

Costumes - Some of the costumes are just not... Good? I don't like Hook's overall look? Neither do I like some of the pirates and the lost boys? Its all very higgilty pigglity with the pirates outfits, which i can understand why, its stuff they may have stolen or found over the years in Neverland but it was very 'hey look I'm a pirate and I'm quirky!' and with the Lost Boys, I always thought it'd be better to wear real animal skins rather than all the fake cuddly toy looking ones?

The direction - Pick an angle, are you dark and serious or are you fun and goofy?

Neverland - Why can't it be brighter? Why does it looks so dull and boring? There are some interesting concepts there, the 'castle' they stay in along with the trees. As they enter Neverland it looks amazing and bright with the mermaids etc and then it just gets... BORING? I want to see bright colours, magic, the mysteries and beauty of an Island where things don't grow up! Where was that?

Timing felt off - The story feels rushed in some areas? Like, it didn't feel like a FAMILY at the very beginning? They didn't show Wendy's true conflict about leaving to go to boarding school, nor did they establish a good family dynamic? It felt like they rushed the croc scene and Hook's panic?

Transitions - Whats with some of these transitions between scenes? Like that random circle one after Wendy smacks Pan in the face????

The parents - Again a poke at how it didn't feel like a FAMILY? They just don't seem to react as you probably WOULD when a bunch of strange wild children enter your house without permission and trash your kid's room. And the look the mother gave towards Peter as he left, did she KNOW Peter???? Was she his sister? Descendant? IDK???

How it felt like Hook and Peter became 'friends' at the end - It wasn't fully revealed, but it felt like it was hinted at. NO.

#tory watches peter and wendy #outofship

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stealingbones · 1 year

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can i just,, rant about south park? (spoiler warning obv)

I never thought id be into basic american adult tv buthere we are- I recently got into it, feb 19th i started watching and finished the whole 26 seasons and two games (sot and tfbw) in a month. Just finished tfbw game earlier today and almost lost my mind fr bc wth man.... anyway, theres your background for how mentally ill i am, now-

South park characters have so much detail in their characters, right down to the little things, like cartman having to finish singing sail away or kenny liking oragami, like??? i love the little character details that nobody thinks about hello??

Its so hard to take them seriously with that stupid artstyle (the artstyle has grown on me and i love it sm but still, theyre hella goofy) but seriously some parts cut deep- especially the whole fucking covid thing, never in my life did i think id cry at fUCKING SOUTH PARK ARE YOU KIDDING ME?? I see a lot of angst and it actually makes sense??? And just,, a lot of stan's stuff is really depressing, i hate the episode(s) 'youre getting older' holy fuck. The fact that stan knows how to drive at 8 years old most likely because his dad is an alcoholic who drives drunk too is graaAAA,, I feel so bad for butters too, the innocent child who gets all the trauma dumped on him 💀 none of the kids in south park are safe from trauma, not even 'new kid' (they fr made you choose a parent, dude.....) one of my favorite serious moments though actually is when kenny tries to get them to remember his deaths, the like "TRY AND FUCKING REMEMBER." is so dramatic and im fbedhunfinjecnijef

also cartman being the only one to remember kenny's deaths waa,, Cartmanland he says 'what kenny? he dies all the time' and when kenny tries to make the others remember,, cartman isnt there so á, then cartman isnt shocked when kenny escapes wherever tf cthuhlu sent everyone. cartman did drink kenny's ashes so that could be the reason he remembers epic

also also, i didnt even think about it before until i seen just kenny and kyle at the bus stop, but stan and cartman moving away and just having two of the main four left at the iconic bus stop scene is so upsetting,, I enjoy the older seasons best 💔 Like season 10 and earlier man,, their early seson voices too omg <3 When they started doing season long stories was kind of annoying (edit bc new episode dropped, they put cartman back lmao,, still missing stan though man...)

Switching topics- No wonder style is more popular than stendy, it has more content than stendy even though theyre cannon dating 💀i think cartman and wendy interaction more actually. Wendy's kind of cool and i wish theyd make an effort to show her and stan together more often (even small things like they do with creek) and a few times its even shown how little stan cares, like with the texting thing or the time they broke up for a bit stan had said he hadnt talked to her for weeks... Stan doesnt deserve wendy tbh, i also always forget she killed someone for stan lol, they really dialed her crazy back,,

I probably have more random thoughts but these are the main ones,, the little guys have been doing laps around my brain for a month straight and i feel like im going to explode

#sp #south park #Fandom post

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rileychester · 9 months

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I'm quite confused about Anna & Bobby. The other week she gave him that convo about how she liked their friendship just as it was... but when he said he wanted to be more than friends and kissed her she did kiss him back and they seemed all loved up the couple episodes following that. I thought it was odd that she was into him when it really felt like she'd been trying to let him down gently... but now she's saying theres nothing between her and Bobby. Did she just say that to sleep with Freddie (though you're right that he was OOC, he mentioned Bobby already, and had promised he wouldnt go for Anna so I don't feel like this would have happened logically.) So yeah, did I miss something... was Anna just kissing Bobby and leading him on by not saying she doesnt like him that way or does she like him but now 1. wanted a hook up and 2. doesnt know how she feels about the Lucy stuff now.

So I have a theory about that, I think that Anna is a young woman who is a flirt, but in love with the idea of love. So she spreads her love around, not in a slutty or mean way.

But there is so much to experience and to love way. She's twenty-one, life is infinite at that age. Where you want to see everything, do everything, meet everyone, etc. Not wanting to be tied down to one bloke.

Here is Bobby who is a sweet and kind boy who clearly adores her and perhaps she got swept up in the romance of it all.

I also think she's spiraling a bit at the moment. Not only did Cindy turn up with this long story. She just found out the boy who likes her accidentally killed her sister whom she never knew existed and that jumped off why her mom ran out on her. Plus she finds out that she has a lot of other siblings and that Gina almost kissed their older half-brother Peter. From what I have seen of the Knights, they don't handle intense emotions and stress well. So I can see why she grabs cute and funny Freddie for a quick one-off.

Regarding why Freddie went along with this choice that he knew would hurt Bobby. I think Freddie also isn't in the best place emotionally, had been drinking, and all his blood wasn't in his upstairs brain anymore. So he was just a young idiot not thinking clearly. I mean most young man's head goes right out the window when a pretty young woman makes it clear they want to have a bit of fun.

I think with Anna regarding Bobby it's many things since it's a soap after all.

She wants to keep her options open and she's simply a flirt who likes to have fun and not get serious. She's too young to be tied down to anyone and she just wants to experience life.

She is flattered by the attention of a sweet and caring guy like Bobby. Perhaps she gets caught up in the moment and thinks it's something it's not.

She is very confused about the situation concerning Lucy and that Bobby and her share Peter as a sibling. Also even if Anna did like Bobby, she might be worried that being with him might hurt Gina and Cindy regarding Lucy.

Maybe she does care for him and likes him as something more, but her life is such a mess right now, that she can't even approach that as an idea.

However, I do wonder if the soap has plans for them down the road as a couple? I mean it would be super soapy considering that they share a sibling, what happened to Lucy, and I'm sure they got something insane planned regarding Cindy and Bobby. Who knows they might make them star-crossed lovers down the way? I'm sure EE will make it as soapy and dramatic as possible.

#eastenders #bobby beale #anna knight

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thesmi1ingcheshire · 9 months

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Lend me your ear, and I'll give you my Heart.

In all honesty, Donnie really should have told his brothers where he’s been going for that past few months on his ‘runs’. It may have saved him the hassle later on. But this was his friend. He should be able to visit them when he wanted. Donnie huffed as he slid through the window, the black cat sitting nearby slowly blinking at him. The windchime that had been finally moved dinged as it hit the edge of his shell.

“Amethyst? That you?” His head turns to face the human that spoke up. A bright mocha-bark eye and a hazed brown eye trained onto him. A bright smile crosses her face, one hand freeing itself from the little pot holding a venus flytrap raised up to sign; ‘Hello, its been a while!’ at him.

“Not that long Stygian.” He chuckles, finally pulling himself into the apartment and closing the window with a click. “Hel’o Salem.” He croons at the black cat, offering him a chin scratch. ‘Salem’ lets out a soft ‘ow’ before jumping down and racing away, ‘Stygian’ sidestepping her cat to avoid stepping on him.

“Stuff’s been hitting the fan as of late. It feels like forever ago since you’ve been here.” Stygian says, setting the pot down on the window sill. “Dragons have been really active as of late. Haven’t gone out past 5 for the past week.” Donatello winced at that. Mikey and Raph had pointed that out as well on their last run to the surface.

“Yeah, we’ve seen it too.” He admitted, pulling away from the window to not draw attention, as Stygian closed the said curtains. “We’re probably going to have to cancel rooftop training till it all dies down.” A groan sounds from Stygian, her hands signing curse words. “Sydney, I’m being serious.” Donnie said, teeth flashing slightly in a near scowl.

Her hands stopped and she looked at him, eyes filled with worry. He never used her real name unless it was a necessary or a serious matter. Donnie felt his jaw clench a little. He hadn’t seen that look since their first meeting. He’d actually recoiled at the sight of taunt scar tissue that’d been burned into the left side of her face and damaged the left eye. Course, she’d screamed at seeing a very large turtle sitting on her fire escape with a gash in his arm. So, it took some getting used too on both ends.

“Damn, was… looking forward to that.” She hummed, hands signing the words as well.

“Sucks ass.” Donnie responded, hands also following his words. He paused, before reaching into one of the pouches on his side. “Hey, I fixed your hearing aid.” She perks, and came over to mutants side, curious. “Took a bit, but I finally got it working again.”

“Ohmygod, you are a life saver!” Stygian squeaked, bouncing in place and hands clapping together. “Oooh it would have cost so much to get a new one! Quick! Lets see if it works!” Donnie couldn’t help but to laugh as she bolts over to the couch, nearly flopping into it before straightening on it, legs crossed and head tilted so he could acces the left ear.

“Slow down there, I know this is exciting! But it may still need some tweeking!”

“First time handling little things, Amethyst?” Comes her teasing croon as he looms over her with the hearing aide in hand. With his free hand, he gently smooshes her face, earning him a squeal of muffled laughter.

“That’s Donatello to you, missy.” He shoots back, the snapper showing his teeth as Stygian’s good eye playfully glares at him.

“Pretty sure I am older than you, doofus.” Comes the muffled come back, the end a bit clearer as his hand pulls away from her face and to the side of Stygian’s head. Donnie shushes her, now focused on the mangled ear. She goes still, head staying perfectly still while her hands drummed on her thighs. Carefully, Donnie sets the device in place in her ear, and turns it on with battered breath. Theres a flinch and a wince from Stygian, but she goes still again. Moment of truth.

“Does it work?” Stygian turned her head back from its tilted position before looking back at him. A broad grin erupted across her face.

“Huston we have landed.” Was all she said before Donatello whooped, his hands going right into the air.

“YES! HA! TAKE THAT TINY PIECE OF SHIT!” The snapper shouts, pointing at the hearing aid before doing a happy jig in place. Stygian in turn snorts, before bouncing up from her seat on the couch and joins him. Laughter filled the room, the mutant and human swinging to their own beat in joy of one's celebration.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Both of them froze in place. Donnie felt every muscle in his body go stiff, ready to pounce. Stygian, on the other hand whipped around, placing herself in front of the turtle(which thinking back to it later, Donnie couldn’t help but wonder why? She was smaller than him.)

“Hide.” The word comes out as an order. And he obeys. Ducking into the open door, and quietly pushing it just enough so it wasn’t closed, but ajar enough so he could see into the room. Stygian didn’t move for a moment, eyes darting from the door to the window. Quietly, she padded over to the window, her hands inching towards the window. He cursed under his breath. Donnie couldn’t hear what was outside of the window, and where he was, couldn’t see it either.

So instead, he trained his eyes on Stygian and her movement. Despite only training for a month at most, she’d been quick to pick up some moves. She’d already surprised him once with her strength, having sending him over her shoulder when he grabbed her(Stygian kept apologizing profusely afterwards, girl could throw). But it didn’t mean that she could fully defend herself like he could.

Stygian jumped back with a scream, pulling Donnie from his thoughts. Another, far more familiar scream sounded. Which was then followed up by a twack! and a ‘GAH!’ Donnie blinked, his brain trying to process who’d he just heard.

“Who the- What! WHO ARE YOU!?” Stygian had leaped back out of sight, but Donnie had caught sight of a book sailing through the air at the window.

“HEY! WATCH WHERE YOUR THROWIN’ THAT!”

Oh.

Leonardo couldn’t help but wince at the sight of the youngest member of their family get clocked right in the nose by the human living in the apartment that they’d creeped up to. The same on in which Donnie’s signal seemed to be sitting for the past 20 minutes. Mikey shot back with a curse, hands to his beak. Raphael in turn surged forward, ready to defend Michelangelo, when a book(or was it a magazine? The sizing of it was weird.) sailed out the open window and stuck Raph in the shoulder.

“Who the- What! WHO ARE YOU!?” Screamed a female, voice high and shrill. Leo again winced at the pitch, as Raph whirled on her, taking a step inside and shouted back;

““HEY! WATCH WHERE YOUR THROWIN’ THAT!” Ok, this was gonna get out of hand really fast, Leo couldn’t help to think as he pushed forward, a hand going to Mikey’s shoulder.

“You good?” He asks quietly, Mikey nods, hissing in pain, hands still clamped on his nose. The screaming inside seems to intensify as he slides in, his blue eyes scanning the room. Modest, a lot of easy to care for plants, A cat tower beside a bookshelf. His gaze then turns to Raphael and the human that owned the apartment. If Raph had hair, it would have been standing on end in anger, his tail moving in an agitated way. The human was the same way, her eyes somewhat wild and wide.

What caught Leo off guard was how one was a hazed over brown, and what looked like burn scars covering the upper left side of her face, going into the hair line, leaving puckered pale-pink lines criss crossing across to the back of her skull, down her neck and stopping at her bicep. Her hair looked like it was half shorn off(most likely because of the scaring) on one side, the other was long and wavy, blonde streaks from what Leo could only assume was from the sun.

Leo looked to his brother, who was starting to close the distance between the human and him.

“Raph stop, your freaking her out!” Leo had to shout even louder than the two to be heard. Raph whipped around to face him, his beak contorted into a snarl as the human dived for the counter, as if to grab something.

“Freaking her out?!?! She punched Mikey!” Raph hissed out, a finger pointed accusingly at the human, who’d reappeared with a knife in hand and looking a little more confused than before. The door to their right opened, causing the two turtles to flinch. Raph whirled on the spot, his teeth bared. Leo’s hand automatically went for his katana. Donatello glared at the two of, and Leo couldn’t help but feel a shudder go down his spine.

“You didn’t tell them??” All three brothers heads turned to look at the disgruntled woman. Her face was one of confusion, and frustration. “Dude!”

“What?” Donnie asked, raising his hands as if he was ready to chastise her.

“No No! Don’t ‘what?’ me!” She cut him off, hand raised, and knife on the counter. “You told me, that you where going to tell your brothers about me! And by the looks of it, you didn’t!” Her hands gestured wildly at Leo and Raph. She then looked passed the two, leaning a little before calling out. “You can come in Topaz!”

“Topaz?” Donnie asked.

“Shush up Amethyst.” She hissed out, turning her back to acces the freezer/fridge behind her. Both Leo and Raph cast him confused looks, and Donnie just quirked a brow and shrugged at them.

“Amethyst?” Raph echoed quietly at Donnie as the human sidesteped him to reach Mikey, hand still on his nose. They watched as in a soothing voice, she managed to get him pry his hand away from his nose to look at it, before offering a bag of ice. “And why’d you call Mikey ‘Topaz’?” She turned towards them again, her posture and stance slowly coming down from the defensive one.

“Well, cause he’s purple.” She pointed to Donnie. “And the gem is that color as well. So, Amethyst.” She hums out as Mikey slowly(but gratefully) takes the ice bag. “I am so sorry for punching ya buddy, you did scare the shit outta me.”

“‘S alright.” Mikey slurred, his voice nasually from the blow. “Ya punch hard.”

“Can thank my older brother for that one.” The response comes out a bit of a sad chuckle before patting his arm. “Sit, please. Mind the cat.” Leo blinks in surprise as a shadow moves away from Mikey’s legs, hissing before darting into the room that Donnie had come out of, and vanishing. Again, his gaze falls upon his purple-clad brother, who groans.

“Leo, Raph, Mikey. This is Sydney, aka Stygian. Stygian, these are my brothers.” He grumbles out, hand moving to point to the representative people. ‘Stygian’ blinked owlishly at them, regarding them with a careful eye.

“And how is it that the two of you met?” Raph growls, arms crossing.

“He fell on the fire escape and somehow managed to gouge his arm on a rusted spot,” Stygian says pointedly, her hands going on her hips. “So your Ruby?” Raph’s golden-yellow eyes go big, and Donnie couldn’t help but to let out a snort of amusement at his younger brother's face. “I like his fire, Amethyst.” Raph starts to sputter, and Leo couldn’t help but let out a chuckle at Raph floundering under Stygian’s comments. Mikey seemed to howl in laughter as they all watched a cheshire smile broaden on her face.

It was hard to believe that this happened so long ago. Stygian had become a part of their little family. Casey and April had really taken to her, and it didn’t take long for her to gain his brother's trust. Splinter however, took a bit longer however. But with her interest in learning ninjutsu managed to bridge the gap. Now, they were all fighting side by side.

“Heads up Amethyst!” Donnie ducked, a metal pipe whiffing over his head. The Purple Dragon’s eyes widened upon realizing that he missed. Donnie kicked his leg out, knocking the man onto the ground face-first.

“Thanks for the heads up Stygian!” He calls out, bo whipping around to strike another that had started to charge him, then dipping down to allow Stygian to leap off his shell to tackle another dragon to the ground.

“No problem!” Comes her cheerful chirp, her tonfa smacking the downed Purple Dragon before rolling off of him and into another.

“This is the third group tonight!” Raph shouted, the pommel of his sai cracking into the forehead of one dragon and his elbow colliding into another. “You sure your bro is in on this Stygian?!”

“He’s gotta be… I can’t think of anyone else that would follow through with his crazy plan to try to blow up mutants!” Stygain yells again, dropping as Mikey sails through the air, feet first into the chest of another one of the gang members.

“Casey and April said they found the bomb! And they think they have the last location of the stock pile!” Leo grunts, his shell pressing against Donnies, panting heavily. “Almost there guys!”

“Last ones down!” Mikey whoops, twirling his nunchuck in his free hand, a foot on the back of the groaning man.

“Alright… Load up people! We got one more!” Leo called out as April and Casey raced out of the building. Donnie sighs, chest heaving as he watches his brothers and friends start to make their way out of the alley, slowing down only for Stygian. She’d started to slow down, looking down at the beaten gang members. The look on her face… He’d only seen it once before.

“You sure your up for this?” Donnie asked once he’d slowed down enough to match her pace.

“No.” Was the simple response.

“You don’t have to do this then.” He pleaded. Mocha-bark and hazed brown met his red, a storm brewing in them.

“I don’t have a choice. I am not losing this family.” Her tone was short, clipped. Donnie watched as she picked up her pace, pulling ahead of him briefly, his mind going back to what had happened a few weeks ago.

“Donatello… I am trusting you with this you know.” Donnie looked over at Stygian, confused. A thin sheen of sweat covering her brow, what hair she hadn’t cut short was plastered to the side of her face.

“You know you don’t have to tell me.” He pointed out, a bottle of water in hand. She shook her head.

“I lent you my ear from the very start…. You’ve… asked about my past.” Donnie froze. “Its only fair for you to lend me your ear.”

“Ok….” Donatello said, setting down his bottle, and clasping his hands together. Stygian sunk into her chair, blowing air through her nose and bringing a bandaged hand to her face.

“I am assuming you’ve heard of ‘The Demon of Dragons’?” Donnie nodded, thinking back to the news articles that he’d found on that particularl character. Killed his family with an explosion which disfigured him; badly. Some how managed to escape from jail and has been on the run for a while now.

“I’m his sister.” Stygian said, voice far quieter than it should have been. Donnie froze, red eyes going wide.

“Your shitting me.”

“Nope.”

“I thought-”

“I got really lucky.” Donnie felt his mouth snap shut, his eyes scanning her as she slumped forward, eyes downcast and her chin was in her hands. The scars where shining in the light. He wanted to ask. He really did. “Yep… that same explosion is the reason why I have these scars.”

Silence permeated between the two of them. Donatello stared at Stygian, gaging her emotions. Her throat bobed, as if she was trying to fight back tears.

“I’ve been told I wear my heart on my sleeve Donnie… I have been told that so many times.” Donnie straightens a little, watching as Stygian slumps forward more, a hand going to her eyes. “And because of that… Their gone… My family. Just… gone.” Her voice coming out as shuddering gasps.

“It’s my fault.”

“No.” Stygian looked up, her good eye starting to turn a little pinkish. Donatello’s face had harded, jaw set. “What your brother did, was not your fault.” His hand reaches out, dwarfing Stygian’s as his fingers wrap around her own. “Your brother made that choice. You didn’t.” They stared at one another, tears starting to stream from her eyes before she leans forward, leaning on Donnie, quiet sobs sounding from his shoulder. In turn, he wrapped his arms around her. “Thank you.”

“For what?” Stygian’s voice came out very quiet.

“For trusting me with your heart.”

Donnie back handed one of the Purple Dragons that had gotten to close to him, a scream ripping through the air as Mona plowed right into the group of them. He couldn’t help but to wince a little at the sound of them, knowing that when the police came, they’d be bound to the hospital. He then flinched at the sound of a pop, and Casey yelling over the sounds of battle.

“THEY HAVE GUNS!” Donatello swore, again swinging his bo to crack another upside the head, noting the pistol that dropped form their grip. Great, now he had to worry about getting shot. There’s another pop, and a quick yip.

“Mikey!” He hears Leo call out.

“I’m fine! Grazed me!” Their younger brother yells back, backflipping and clipping a Dragon in the chin as he goes by, Raph going in after the offender with the gun with a punch to the side of the head.

“Fuck! They got metal plates in their skulls or what?!” Raph barked out, kicking at two that came from the sides.

“Maybe it’s to protect their thick skulls from anymore damage?” Stygian offers, ducking under the arm of another goon and kicking him between the legs before punching him. “Seems like something that they’d do!” Mikey laughs at the notion, only for Raph to groan and role his eyes.

“Focus you guys!” Leo yells, slashing at another one of the goons. “I’d rather not have anyone get shot today!”

“Easy for you to say, Fearless!” Raph snaps back.

“Been easy so far!” Donnie yells, smacking a gun out of a hand, and kicking them away. A scream rips through the air, loader than the fighting. Donnie whipped around to see a man with a tangled mane of carrot red hair, a revolver in his hands as his one good eye whipped around, staring at him, his brothers and the others.

“Should’a known better than to hire this dipweeds to do the dirty work.” The man rasped out, the scaring on the right side of his face making the words come out like a lisp. Donnie felt dread pool into his stomach. The Demon of Dragons.

Stygian’s Brother.

No, no time, focus on whats in front of you, Donnie had to force himself to focus on the Purple dragons still rushing him. Stygian was no longer in sight.

Where did she go?

“Sister! How kind of you to join us!” He hears her brother exclaimed, followed a yelp of pain.

“No! This ends now, you fucker!” Stygian yells out, and Donnie catches her slapping her older brother with the tonfa. The chaos of the fight started to increase tenfold. The pops started to get more and more frequent, the sounds of screaming and yelling getting loader and loader. Donatello’s arms where starting to hurt.

Someone slammed into him. A yip pulled itself from his throat, and his head whipped around. The sound of pops ripped through the air, nearly hitting him. Stygian had football charged him.

“Thanks!” He said, breathless.

“No… no problem… Amethyst!” Came her reply, also, just as breathless. “I uh…. I don’t see him anymore?”

“Think he ran?” Donnie asked.

“If he did… then he’s a coward…” Stygian spits out. Donatello didn’t question the strain in her voice.

“Come on, we still have a job to finish.” Donnie said, patting her shoulder. Stygian chuckled, a tonfu spinning in one hand.

“Bet I can take more out than you.”

“I’ll hold you to it.” Donnie grinned, teeth flashing at his friend. Stygian mimicked him before the duo jumped back into the fray.

It was over.

The Demon of Dragons had fled. The bombs where… difused. Victory should have felt good.

Stygian’s brother was still on the loose. He was still a danger to everyone, mutants and humans alike.

Three of the Purple Dragons that had been in his employ had been killed by him. The air was somber as they loaded up into the Shellraiser.

And things where only going to get worse.

Donatello was focusing on getting back to the lair when Mikey screamed in the back. His head whipped around, and watched as his youngest brother quide Stygian to the floor of the truck, the others starting to crowd around her.

“April?”

“Here! I got the wheel, check whats going on!” April urged, hands now on the wheel, Donnie moved out of the way, allowing her to take the seat as he moved as quickly as his body would let him. An rusty smell filled the air as he got closer to where Leo and Mikey where trying to rouse Stygian.

Blood. Stygian was covered in it. It coated Mikey’s palms, and was smeared across his bicep. Leo hands where pressed down on the right side of her chest, the light green of his scales slowly turning red. Then Donnie remembered.

Stygian had tackled him. She’d prevented him from getting shot.

“He shot you.” The words came out before his brain had time to process what had just been said. Leo shoot him a look, and the wounded woman gave a half hearted smile.

“Couldn’t… let my idiot of a… brother… shoot you…” The words were weak, breathless. Leo’s quiet voice of ‘turn her’ sounds, and his hands replace his older brothers to apply pressure on the wound.

“Did it go through?” Donnie asked, worry starting to become much more prominent on his face. He watched as Leo bit his lower lip and nodded. “How bad?” Those words came out a little more horse than he would have liked. It was a stupid question in hindsight, he could see how pale she was. She’d been bleeding for a while. “Damn it why didn’t you say anything!”

“Didn’t… think it was that bad.” Stygian manages, a low groan of pain clipping the end of her sentence as they set her back down. “Is it cold in here?”

“Fuck! We gotta take her to a hospital!” Casey spit out, pulling his phone as if to look for the fastest route.

“Closest one is 20 minutes, Case! Not including traffic! Raph spat back, gripping the side of truck as April made a sharp turn. “Lairs closer! We can stitch her up there!”

“She’ll bleed out before we even get there, Raph.” Leo grits out, bandages in hand as Mikey and Donnie lift Stygian up enough for the wound to be wrapped. Her breathing was coming out in short and weak gasps. Donnie could feel her pulse, it was growing weaker.

“Guy’s…. She’s dying.” Mikey had beat him to it. He looked up at his youngest brother, his blue eyes wide as they looked from Stygian to the rest of the group. Dread and silence hung in the air like a noose hanging from a deadmans neck.

Panic started nibble at the back of Donatello's mind. Ways to save his friend where quickly brought up, only to be just as quickly discarded. Stygian was going to die. Sydney was going to die. Then a thought hit him like a ton of bricks.

Mutagen. The same mutagen that had mutated him, his brothers, and father. The same mutagen that healed Aprils dad when he’d been injured. They had some. Not a lot, but enough for when one of them got hurt. They where minutes from the lair maybe.

Sydney didn’t have that time.

“Get me the transfusion kit.” The words where clipped, fast.

“Don?” Leo asked, confusion in his tone as Donnie gripped the compression sleeve off her left arm, yanking it off, ignoring the soft whimper from Stygian.

“Transfusion kit. Now!” He barked out, head snapping behind him. Mona was the first one to move as he pulled off the second compression sleeve. “Sydney, look at me. I need you to look at me!” Dull brown meets his, confusion filling them as Donnie grips the side of her face.

“Donnie?” Her voice comes out, half slurred and in a stutter, skin clammy under his fingers. “H-ands fe-e-eel weri-d.”

“I know. I know Syd.” He breaths out, eyes darting to the side as Raph settles by Leo, the two of them getting the kit ready, before he looks back down at Stygian.

His friend.

His friend that he didn’t meet through April or the others.

The one he made on his own time.

The friend that showed him different songs. The friend that danced to said songs with him.

The friend that got him library books for him when he was busy with things at the lair.

The friend that lent him her ear when he needed to vent.

The friend that trusted him with her heart.

“Do you trust me?” Stygian…. Sydney seemed to glare at him.

“W-w-whhat k-k-k-kind of ques-estion… is th-that… dumb dumb.” Her responce came with a weak smile. One of her hands had managed to snake up, and gently gripped one of his that was still holding her face. “Wh-why wo-wouldn’t I t-t-trust you?” Donnie felt his face pull into a tight, and worried line before letting go of her face.

“Keep her as awake as you can Mikey.” He murmured, taking a disinfectant wipe, and scrubed the crock of his elbow. He was about to do the same to Sydney’s arm when Leo grabbed his wrist.

“Don. Are you sure about this?” Raph asked, his gold eyes filled with concern as Leo turned to scowl at him. Donnie looked down at Sydney, her eyes slowling blinking at him before looking to his brother.

“If I don’t, she’ll die.” The words where strained.

“You don’t know what your blood will do to her!” The same strain of worry could be heard in Raphael’s voice as well. “What if it kills her??” Donnie stopped briefly, the disinfectant wipe in hand going still over clammy skin. Raph had an unfortunate point, as much as he hated to admit it.

“Then at least we tried… right?” Donnie said, his voice finally cracking. Raph didn’t say anything, his head dipping down to hang as he turned his attention back to his work.

Clean the site.

Clean the needles.

Leo handed him on of the clean needles. The size was… bigger than what he thought it was. No, don’t focus on that. Don took a moment to squeeze her bicep in order to find a vein, which wasn’t hard to find the biggest one. This time, Sydney didn’t react to the pain when the needle slid in. Her gaze stayed locked onto his as he did the same to his arm, with him gritting his teeth lightly.

It took a moment, but everyone soon watched as bright red blood started to drip down the line from Donnie’s arm to Sydney��s. Slowly, she blinked at him.

“Hey Don?” Donatello perked when she said his name.

“Yeah?”

“Remember… the song I played a week after we first met?”

“You’ve showed me a lot of songs since we first met. I’m… I’m afraid your gonna have to be specific about which one.” Donnie said after a moment of thinking.

“Bleeding… out… By Imagine… dragons… remember?” Her voice was ungodly soft, he had to lean to hear her better. His arm hurt.

“Yeah… Yeah I remember that…” He hums, nodding his head.

“I just wanted… wanted you to know…. T’s not your fault.” Donnie stopped, eyes locking onto hers.

“I know that.” He retorts. Her gaze hardens as best as it can in her haze.

“And I know that look.” Comes the tired, yet snappy reply. Sydney started to cough, and Mikey had to steady her as it passed. “I’ve seen you make it enough times to know that your blaming yourself… Stop… Stop that.” Donnie couldn’t believe this. She was scolding him!

“Don’t… Don’t argue with me… ab-about this, Don. It was either you…. Or m-me… Got that?” Don felt his jaw go slack as another coughing fit racked through Sydney’s chest, specks of blood splattering on the floor when she turned her head.

“Stop talking, damn it!” Mikey hissed as the coughing started to subside. Her breathing was getting heavier, quicker.

Damn it why wasn’t it doing anything?! His head was starting feel foggy.

“Crumbs…this really is starting to hurt…” Sydney mumbled, eyes starting to flutter… at least Donnie thinks they are, his vision was starting to get… hazy? Or was it getting blurred?

“Donnie?” Leo’s voice sounded far away. Others started talking, the Shellraiser was starting to slow. “Donnie?”

“Guys! Stygian-!”

“I see it! Get that outta her! We’re moving them!”

“Holy shit, whats happening?”

“Donnie! Don, stay awake!”

Donatello’s vision finally went black as he heard Raph call his name, the needle being pulled form his arm as his head was set down on cool ground and dim lights of the lair.

He didn’t know how long he was out for. All Donatello knew was that that transfusion took more out of him than he was expecting.

“Nice to see you awake.” Donnie squinched his eyes more, before slowly cracking them open. A blurred Raphael slowly came into view, a small half smile on his face. “Evenin’.”

“I feel like shit.” He said, bringing a hand to his face and running it down the length of it. Raph offered his brother a juice box.

“You still look like it.” Raph in turn shoots back as Donnie takes the box and slowly sips at it.

“How long-” Don starts to ask before Raph answered the half asked question.

“Half an hour, I think.” He looks down at his hands, shrugging and sucking in a breath. “Syd wasn’t woken up yet.” Donnie perked hearing her name.

“She alright? Did it work?” He says, worry creeping in. Raph nodded again, only to bite the bottom of his lip.

“It worked….” Raph started, his digits tapping on his thigh, as if he was trying to say something. “A little to well if you asked me.”

“What do you mean?” Donnie asked again, eyes narrowing a bit as he sets the near empty juice box down to the side, legs swinging off the side of the couch(when did he get onto the couch?).

“She’s a mutant Don. Your blood mutated her.” Raph looked up at him, as if to gauge his brothers reaction to the news. Donnie froze, eyes wide as he stared at Raphael, watching him. His posture didn’t change, not like the times he was fibbing about something.

Raph was telling the truth.

“Show me.” Donatello said after a minute, eyes hard, almost unfocused.

“Can you at least finish you juice?” Raphael says, a brow raising as he stands up, matching Don as he slowly gets up.

“Later. Show me.” Raph puts his hands in the air to placate him, offering his arm for support as Donnie stumbled briefly. Grateful, he partially leaned on Raph.

“Head still spinning?” Raphael asked. Donnie nodded, hand going to his head and rubbing his eye. “Told you to finish the juice box.”

“Shut.” Donnie growled a little as they made their way towards the entrance of the medbay.

Leonardo, Michelangelo, and Master Splinter turned to look at two that had just entered the medbay, and Donnie froze. The monitor steadily beeped, indicating that Sydney was in fact alive. But he didn’t account for… well…

Raph wasn’t wrong, but it wasn’t the concept of her being a mutant. If anything, she looked vaguely(very) similar to how he looked, but the coloring was off, lighter than his it seemed, and the proportions where smaller than his. But her arms and face where a slightly darker tone, similar to her tan in the summer. The burn scars still the weird light-dark shade that marred the side of her face, neck and shoulder.

“When…” Don’s voice caught in his throat, and Raph wasn’t sure if he was enthralled or just… stunned.

“Started right around when we got back. We…” Leo hung his head, unsure what to say at first before finding the words. “You’d started to black out… and we thought she was having a siezure.”

“It’s likely that she did.” Mona pointed out, coming over with some bandages. “When you went down, she stopped talking and her eyes rolled into her head, started shaking after that.”

“Doesn’t mean a seizure though.” Donnie pointed out, shaking loose Raphs grip as he takes his fathers place bedside. There was movement under Sydney’s eye lids, her mouth parting briefly, but wide enough to reveal sharpened canines. “Her breathing sounds better.” He murmurs, hand brushing against her forearm. Cool, slightly damp. Not clammy like it had been not even an hour(or was it half hour?) ago.

“Your blood did the trick. But… I…” Leo hung his head. “We don’t even know the damage from the blood loss caused until she wakes up.” The final bit came out quiet. Don’s hands squeezed the railing on the bed, jaw pulling tight as he stared down at Sydney’s arm.

In an attempt to help, he’d instead doomed her to a different life.

All he wanted to do was help, and he made it-

“Oi.” The word was so quiet, yet so sudden that Donnie visibly flinched. “Your squeezing to hard.” The words where slurred, but there was a familiar chime of mild annoyance to them.

Maroon met a hazed mocha-bark. Sydney gave him a lopsided grin, all of her teeth showing.

“Hi.” Don felt his knees go weak briefly, his hand wrapping around Sydney’s smaller one. “You look like shit, man.” She murmmers, grin fading to a closed mouth smile, filled with worry.

“Right back at ya Syd. Right back at ya.” Donnie retorts, a grin of his own creeping across his face. “How you feeling?” She pauses, blinking as she looks around the room, the others watching her with battered breath.

“Tired, weirdly.” She mumbles, trying to shift up a little. “Heavy? Like some one gave me a backpack and put a weighted blanket in it? Is there something at my back or somethin’? It feels weird.” Sydney looks at Don, the haze still in them. “What happened? I… I remember the truck. You mentioned something about a transfusion?”

“Yeah uh… It was the only quick way I could think of to help you.” Donatello admitted, his thumb running over her knuckles.

“Figured… but… why do I… feel weird-oh.” Donnie almost misses as she looks over at her other arm and raises it to look at it. The whole room sucks in air as Sydney goes still, staring at her now three fingered hand. His jaw clenches again, expecting a scream. “Well… this isn’t how I thought my day would go?” Donnie blinks, and looks to her face.

Eyes wide, head curious tilting as she flexes her fingers before looking to the other hand, still wrapped in Donnies. Sydney gives it a test squeeze. Don only offered a little smile once he felt the pressure.

“This is wack.” Sydney says bluntly, looking around the room again, before a sudden realization dawns on her, her face turning to that of disappointment. “I had a really fucking cute dress I wanted to wear too!”

The room burst into laughter, the tension finally snapping.

“I’m serious guys! It had fuckin’ pockets! Pockets man! And not the shitty ones you normally get!”

“Why are you worried about pockets?” Leonardo manages to snort out, grapping a nearby shelf to support himself on as he laughs. Donatello’s shoulders shake from the force of his muffled laughter, forcing him to grip the sides of the bed just to keep himself up. He felt Raph again at his side, gripping his upper arm in an attempt to keep him on his feet.

“Don?” Sydney’s grip on his hand tightened as Raph grabbed a chair that was close and brought it closer.

“He’s alright Neon.” Raph grumbled, patting his shoulder. “He just needs another juice box.”

“Shut.” Comes the half slurred response as Donnie rests his forehead into his arm, no longer trying to hide the foggy feeling that had come back full force. He felt Sydney place a hand on his shoulder, gently rubbing it, and the worried gaze that seemed to bore into his shell. “Your face will get stuck like that you know.” He teased gently, slowly looking back up at Sydeny.

“Shush you.” Comes her tired hum. “I’d scold you for being a dumbass… but I am really tired still.”

“Tired?” Donnie asked, trying not to sound surprised, even though it did.

“Yeah…. That and I need to sleep on….” She waves her hand as if to empathize her mutation, her smile pulling into a tight line. “This… whole thing.” Sydney looks back at Don. “And we do need to talk.” Don grunted in response. “... Can you stay though?”

“Don’t mind staying.” He hummed, head drooping a little. “Don’t think I really should be moving anyway.”

“Thats a mood.” The words come out half slurred. “And Am-... Donnie?”

“Hm?”

“Thank you for saving me.”

“.... Your welcome.”

This au turtles belong to @68spidey enjoy :D

#TMNT au #idk how tags work #still #haha

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Remember...?

Draken x fem!reader (mainly fluff slight angst)

Finally got my first request yall 🥳 I couldn’t strictly follow the request like i wanted to but i hope thats alright, the gist is still there. anyways thank you sm for it and i hope you enjoy

TW/CW: Mentions of sex, mentions of alcohol, mentions of sex work

WC: 7k (omg the most ive ever written🙆🏻‍♀️)

Note: I changed my writing style a bit for this request so i hope yall don’t mind! and again i dont read my stuff over so my apologies if theres any mistakes lmao

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You sat on the street, overheating as you watched the ‘heat waves’ coming off the ground. You held your hair up with one of your hands since you had nothing to tie it with, while the other held a lukewarm water bottle. You sighed, you felt so anxious and frustrated.

What now?

You thought letting your mouth part due to your heavy breathing

You took things too fast. It had been about 3 weeks since you left your parents ‘home’ and why did you leave? Well there were a number of reasons that are a bit too much to list, but all that matters now is that you’re completely and utterly on your own.

You only managed to scavenge small jobs here and there to get some money to buy some basic necessities but nothing more.

“Sorry Y/n, my niece is coming down to Tokyo and I told her she could have a job here and stay at the studio above...I’m gonna have to let go. I’m sorry.” said your boss to you only a couple hours ago, with pity filled eyes

“...No it’s fine really! I understand.Thank you for taking me in while you could.” you said bowing your head at the man, biting your inner cheek trying to keep a level head

“I’m happy you understand. You can leave your apron and hat on the cashier. On your way out.” he said patting your shoulder as you slowly brought your head up

“Right..” you said taking off your apron and hat as you walked slowly to the cashier, placing it down

You brought your hands to your temples out of stress, trying to figure out what you could do now. You only had very little money, and there was a heat wave striking Japan this week. At least your boss allowed you to live and pay rent in the small studio right above his store, which had an AC, but now that was for his niece.

This had been the first time in a while where you had no idea what to do. You had always been the type of person to be able to take care of yourself and your problems..on your own. All your life since you can remember, you always had to be the one to take care of others, not that you mind or minded...but you were only so young. You never really had a childhood, at least not that you can remember. You do remember cleaning up after your parents who lost all will just to even... parent. You remember taking jobs as a babysitter at a really young age in your apartment complex to make some money.. You remember being the reliable older kid of your school and complex, where kids would come to you asking for help with things like homework all the way to buying something for them to eat because they were hungry. Not once did you ever say no, because you really did want to be there for those kids who’s parents didn’t give them the care they needed. But it just became too much.. You ended up spending all of your saved up money on them, just so they could have something to play with or something to eat.

Before you even realized it, you were in your last year of high school, with no money saved over, no scholarships, no one to rely on but yourself. Not even a friend. Was it really the right thing to do? Use all your money that you worked so hard for to help kids he lived next door? Or just plain stupid? You knew you couldn't support them forever...but you tried so hard to. All you wanted was to give them a childhood they never had, and someone to look up too. But now you left them. All because you were frustrated. You felt so unbearably guilty. All the work you put into your studies to get at least some type of scholarship just went to waste because you couldn't handle your life anymore. You were being so so so stupid.

Before you even knew it, the sun was going down, and you grew even more tired and sleepy. You signed, taking a jacket out of your bag and placing it on the ground so you could rest your head on it. You brought your hands to cushion your cheek as your eyes started to close. The air finally got a little cooler making it easier to breathe and well...do anything.

As you were falling asleep you could hear chatter and laughing, and finally a tap on your shoulder waking you up. You cringed your eyes before opening them up more to see 2 women. One had blonde hair and the other had pinkish hair. They looked older than you, maybe in their 20’s. One held a bag and the other held a bottle of wine with two glasses, they bent down so their heads could be closer to yours. After examining you for a bit they turned to each other and smiled happily before turning back their gaze to your confused face.

“Hey?” you said sitting up more, a little startled by the intimate contact they were giving you

“Hey there, say...what’s a pretty girl like you sleeping on the street for?” asked the girl with pinkish hair that was tied into pigtails

“I uh..don’t have a place right now so..” you said scratching your head

“Really? Hmmm.” said he one with blonde hair

“How old are you? And what’s your name? I think we can help you out! Woman to woman!” said the pink haired girl smiling sweetly making you feel fuzzy at their niceness

“18, and it’s Y/n.” you said smiling nervously

“Nice to meet you Y/n, I’m Remi, this is Rema, my twin sister.” said the pink haired girl pointing to the blonde as she waved sweetly

“Hi, it’s nice to meet you too..!” you said bringing your hands to your thighs smiling

“So did you just turn 18?” asked Rema

“Sorta, 2 months ago, why?” you asked

“Oh good!” they both said

“Well, it’s your choice really. One of the girls left today, and the boss sent us to scout another girl to take her place, buttt we just went to buy food with no intentions of finding someone but luckily we just found you! It’s perfect!” said Remi

“Oh? What work?” you asked getting excited

“Oh silly, we live in a brothel! It’s really not all that bad you know, great pay and rooms...so what do you think?” asked Rema

“A brothel..” you said under your breath

Your mind was in a serious state of concentration.

It can’t be all that bad, right? You just have to please people and go on with your day so… that’s what i've been doing my whole life… plus… there's a bunch of women in those things right? I probably won't get too much attention from customers if there's sweethearts like Remi and Rema walking around...so...just for the time being… I think it could really work out in my favor.

You thought to yourself

You brought your head up, giving the girls a closed eyes smile before shaking your head ‘yes’ making them jump in excitement.

“Oh good!” yelled Remi grabbing your hands

“I’m so excited! We haven't had a new girl in years! How do you think Ken will react?” asked Rema smiling as you 3 all started to walk

“Ken?” you asked furrowing your eyebrows at the familiar name

“Oh right, We’ll have to introduce you to him and everyone else tomorrow. He’s the bosses foster kid..I think you two are actually the same age.” said Rema bringing her pointer finger to her chin

“Mhm mhm! Oh and since you're new, tomorrow I will take your pictures for the board, you can borrow one of my sets till you can afford to buy one for yourself, how does that sound Y/n?” asked Remi smiling and holding your hand

“It sounds..great! Thank you so much.” you said bowing your head slightly

“No worries! Hopefully the boss will take you in.” said Remi patting your head

“Yeah..” you said as you 3 continued to walk to the brothel

You couldn't seem to get your mind off of that familiar name..Ken? You swore you knew someone named that. It definitely wasn't a popular name so it’s not like you knew it from some type of T.V program.. After thinking hard your whole way to your new home you couldn't seem to remember them. The person named Ken. And so you decided to brush it off for the time being.

The brothel was pretty big, and consisted of 12 girls, not including yourself. It was really late so everyone was asleep. Remi and Rema showed you to your room which was much more spacious than your room at home. They told you that you were allowed to decorate it and style it however you wanted. But they told you it was important to know that this was the room where business would be done, and not to leave important things around since some of the men came into brothels for the sole purpose of stealing. Remi even told you a story about how one of her clients tried to steal one of her panites, but then the boy named Ken stopped him by knocking him out with one punch to the stomach.

“He sounds strong-” you laughed as they gave you a small tour

“He sure is! Like the bodyguard of this place! He’s a sweetheart!” said Remi smiling

“I’m sure..!” you smiled

“Alright that’s about it, you should shower now and get ready for tomorrow. The boss will probably wanna take a look at you before seeing if he wants you. But I'm sure he will! You're pretty so it’ll go smoothly!” said Remi handing you her shower stuff for you to use for tonight and a set

“Got it, and again...thank you so much. I really appreciate it.” you said again

“Of course! Remember..we’re neighbors so feel free to knock whenever you need something..Also I can give you some tips before your first client so you know what to do.” she said smiling

“Right, goodnight then!..” you said feeling your face get hot at how she so easily talked about sex.

After that, you did exactly as she said, you showered. You thoroughly washed your body, face, and hair. Getting out you looked down at the set Remi gave you. It was just a black bra and matching panties with a silk cover up which made you feel better knowing you could cover up with that.

You rubbed your mouth as you started to rethink your decision. I mean...you respected sex workers..but was this life what you were willing to settle for? Aimlessly waiting around for some random horny man to choose you and do things with you just for you to get only 40% of the payment? Was this all really worth it? Leaving home to avoid your problems...to end up here? You were grateful, yes, Remi and Rema were so sweet and open with you. You could only hope that the others were just as nice. You really wanted things to go well, and that can only start with some good rest.

You woke up to a knock on your door, to see Remi and Rema walking in with a smile

“Morninggg!” they sang as you quickly got out of bed

“Hi!” you said frantically

“No need to rush! Usually men start coming in at 10, but since you don't work here officially yet you got to sleep in a bit! But the boss called for you, you should go to the set up room down the hall to get ready, remember it?” asked Rema

“Yeah I do. Thank you for waking me-!” you said smiling and grabbing your stuff and shoes

“Course, good luck Y/n!” they said as you quickly walked out of your room to get ready

As you walked in, there were a few other girls getting ready. You smiled and introduced yourself to them, and them to you. They were all so nice and pretty. It made you feel a little bit better about being here, and less nervous since they complimented your looks. You got ready in about 10 minutes, letting one of the other girls help you out with your hair and stuff like that. You gave yourself one last look in the mirror before stepping out and waving to the girls ‘bye.’

You nervously walked to the boss's door. You took a deep breath before knocking. You heard a muffled ‘come in!’ so you walked in smiling while holding your covering close. You gave a nervous closed eyes smile before seeing his office was simple, just a desk with a bunch of papers and a chair on the other side.

“Y/n, correct?” he asked placing down his paper and taking off his glasses to look at you

“Yes.” you said smiling

“Pleasure-” he said leaning over the desk to shake your hand

“Likewise.” you said smiling, shaking his hand firmly before sitting down

“Well, I’m sure Remi and Rema told you just about everything you need to know, I take 60% of your earrings, I use that stuff to pay for rent and bills for you girls and my kid… which usually takes up about 30% of that 60%, meaning you make a profit of 40, while I make only a profit of 30 per girl.” he said

“Yeah, I was told.” you said smiling nervously fiddling with your hands

“Good good, now that that's over with..” he said getting up ad signing

“I’m just gonna take a look at you, no need to be nervous I’m not gonna touch you or anything, so please don’t feel worried.” he said smiling

“Right!” you said getting up

“Alright just do a quick 360 with arms up.” he said smiling

“Okay.” you said doing as he said

He looked you up and down but not in a lustful way at all, it was more of like a ‘just seeing how you’ll hold up’ kinda look, almost like he was a bit worried for you.

“Thank you-” he said sitting back down as you did the same feeling nervous

“I was also told you’re 18? Right?” he asked looking down at his papers

“Yeah that's right.” you said

“Well I don't usually have this talk with the other woman because they're older. I know the age of consent in Japan is 16 and blah blah, but you’re still pretty young, are you sure you wanna work like this?” he asked looked into your eyes

“...Not entirely but it’s the best I can do right now.” you said with a determined face

“I see- we’ll then welcome, and just remember you can leave whenever you want, but give a 2 weeks notice. When Remi is done, ask her to take your picture.” he said

“Understood, thank you!” you said said smiling and leaving

You walked out of the room, closing the door carefully signing in relieve

That went pretty well.

You thought

You started to walk down the hall so that you could ask Remi to take your picture. But when you put your ear to the door, you heard lewd noises letting you know she wasn’t done just yet. It was already 5, and the brothel closes at 10. You didn’t really know what to do, so you walked over to the kitchen, sitting down at one of the stools waiting for Remi and or Rema to finish up with their work. You tapped the pen that was on the table and started to look around the kitchen. You remembered Remi told you there were snacks in the cabinets, so you got up and started to open and close them one by one to find something to eat. You finally found a cabinet filled instant ramen, you grabbed one and started to pour water into it, popping it into the microwave that was on the counter top. You stood in front of it waiting, playing with the loose strings of you covering when suddenly you heard the door open.

“I’m home.” said the tall boy with dark hair tied back to reveal a dragon tattoo on the side of his head

Is this Ken?

You thought as the microwave beeped, making his eyes turn to you

You quickly shot your eyes to the microwave, hoping he didn’t notice your stare. He looked so familiar it was almost irritating how you couldn’t remember him. You took the hot cup out of the microwave, placing it down on the counter top, ignoring his presence as he walked over, placing down the plastic bag in his hand, noticing your frustrated face trying to figure out where the utensils are.

“Left of the sink are where they are.” he said sitting down on the stool across from you after looking at your face a bit

“Thank you.” you said smiling nervously turning around to grab a pair of chopsticks

“Are you new here?” he asked taking out a styrofoam box from the plastic bag, opening it to reveal a hot meal of meat and rice and vegetables

“Yeah..I was supposed to start today but I don’t have my pictures taken yet.” you said smiling turning back to mix your noodles

“Could you grab me a pair too?” he asked realizing he forgot to take a pair of chopsticks from the restaurant

“Sure-” you said turning back quickly to grab some for him, placing it in his hands as he gave you a soft smile making your eyes widen slightly.

“You look familiar..” you both said at the same time making both your eyebrows raise in shock then turn into a slight scoff from the both of you

“Glad we’re on the same page then.” he said taking a bite of his food as you did the same still standing

“You know you can sit down, don’t feel nervous.” he said looking up you slightly

“..yeah.” you said smiling, walking around and sitting next to him.

“So when’d you come?” he asked turning his head slightly to see your mouth filled with noodles making him smile a bit

“..I came by last night, really late with Remi and Rema.” you said after finishing your bite

“I see...I feel like I remember you from somewhere, can’t pinpoint it though.” he said looking back down at his food

“Same here, and you must be Ken though, right? When I first heard your name I swore the same thing but I just can’t remember..” you said before sipping some of the broth of your soup

“Yeah, but you can call me Draken and your name?” he asked getting up to grab a napkin from across the table

“Draken...sure! Oh right, my bad. It’s Y/n. Nice to meet you-” you said smiling holding your hand out for him to shake

He only completely shot up to look into your eyes with his wide ones. You gave him a confused look as you watched him get knocked out of his thoughts, bring his hand up to shake your hand before clearing his throat and walking back over to sit. Maybe you struck a nerve? Maybe had the same name as someone who hurt him in the past? You really didn’t know but it made you feel interested. He looked like he just had his life flash before his eyes or something.

“Are you okay?” you asked

“Uh yeah, I’m fine. My head just hurts a bit.” he said looking as if he was deep in thought

“Oh? I have some tylenol in my room.. You want one? Or I can make you a cold drink, you’re probably dehydrated?” you asked smiling a bit

Draken turned his head to look at you, his mouth was parted, and he just looked so..anxious? You couldn’t even tell, almost like congested because he wanted to say something.

Draken felt his heartbeat quicken when he heard your name. As soon as you said it, a random memory that was buried deep in the back of his mind hit him as he quickly re-lived it. But could it really be you? The Y/n he knew from so so so long ago? Around 10 years ago? There could be no way, he remembers the girl moving to a different city..the chances were so low that it could really be you already.

But the second you said those words.. Those words of offering to make something for him, or give him something, despite you thinking you only just met him...Made him know that it was really the Y/n he met when he was only a little boy...but how the hell did you turn up here? In a place and part of town like this? He was so confused and just wanted to ask you...but you still didn’t remember him.

“..No I’m alright, thanks..can I ask you somethin-” said Draken before being interrupted

“Y/n!! Come on, let's take your pictures!” yelled Remi coming out of her room waving as a man walked out too buttoning his shirt

“Sorry, just remember what you wanted to say and tell me later.” you said smiling and standing up and walking over to Remi

Draken watched you as you walked away. He saw Remi give you a hug, and the man that was walking out checked you out to which Draken gave him a pissed off look. Making the man smile nervously, wave, and leave.

Do you really wanna live your life like this, Y/n?

He thought to himself before packing up his trash and throwing it away

Remi took your pictures, telling you to do different poses etc, and you finally settled on one. You walked over to the front of the house to place your picture in its designated area above your name. You signed, stepping back to look at it, fixing your gaze to see Draken was walking over with his hands in his pocket, looking as he was going to leave. You saw him glance at the photo making you feel slightly embarrassed.

“Nice.” he said smiling but looking into your eyes in a way where it looked like he was concerned for you.

Just as you were about to thank him a man walked in and started looking at you making you feel nervous. The man requested you, and so you smiled at him pointing your hand to where the showers were, as you started to walk behind him, you turned your hand giving a thumbs up to Draken with a nervously flushed face, smiling, as he he brought his hand up giving you a thumbs up with soft and concerning eyes before opening the door and leaving. It made your smile fade slightly, you’ve seen that face before from him. But not from today.. And it was all you could think about during your work.

As you laid in your room, after work you couldn’t help but feel a little bit...stupid? You felt so unsatisfied, not because of your customers but because you just couldn’t remember. It felt like an itch you couldn’t scratch hard enough, and with every interaction you had with the boy almost felt like a tease, like the itch just became more itchy and your scratches just became more weak. Maybe if you spend more time with him, you’ll remember?

It had been about 4 weeks, 4 weeks of saving your money, and every 4 weeks the boss collected his fair share of the cut. It wasn’t a pretty 4 weeks, it was probably the worst 4 weeks of your life. But... you and Draken would often exchange stories about your lives late at night which you enjoyed a lot. It always makes you feel better. But yet again you still couldn't figure him out. You felt as though you’ve met him before, and as though you two have had these kinds of talks before.

Draken only grew more and more helpless, seeing how you still haven’t remembered. He was slowly watching your life crumble. He felt so angry that you settled and believed you deserved to live like this, barely scraping by. He felt so awful, and saw how you grew so tired of it all. He just so badly wanted you to remember him, so that he could once again talk to you like he did before.

You had one last customer before closing, going through your usual routine, this n that, the man offered you a drink. You stupid obliged drinking it, hoping it would make your time more enjoyable but you were wrong, so very wrong, and so very stupid for drinking that stupid drink. You remember some parts, you did your job, then it all went black.. You woke up after hearing knocking on your door. You jumped out of bed, confused. You remember seeing the man leave as you started to fall asleep but that's about it. Usually you never fall asleep after the work because you never do much, your mind started to panic. But the door opened revealing Remi smiling.

“Hey sleepy! Boss says it’s your turn, come on, get your cash!” she said smiling

“Right let me just..it’s in my drawer..I don't know why I fell asleep so fast I think alcohol makes me sleepy.” you said getting out of bed and kneeling in front of your drawer to get the envelope of cash you had been saving.

“Heh, same here. I never accepted drinks from clients..they never had good intentions with that!” she said coming over and sitting at your bed

“..yeah.” you said starting to feel that panic arise in your body when seeing the envelope was...gone.

“What's wrong?” asked Remi noticing you were frozen

“I- the money..It’s gone..he took it..” you said with wide eyes feeling as though you were about to sob realizing you had just lost thousands of yen.

“Don’t say that..it..it probably just got misplaced! Come on, I'll help you look!” said Remi getting up

You couldn't even respond because of the amount of panic you were in. Your heart was racing and you felt tears fall from your eyes. After about 15 minutes of looking, you two found nothing. Absolutely nothing. You sat on the floor with your hand over your mouth, again, trying to keep a level head.

What now..?

You thought to yourself feeling hot tears stream from your face.

“Hey..guys? Boss is calling for you Y/n..what’s going on?” asked Rema walking in seeing you covering your face, crying

“She was robbed by the guy who just left, he put something in her drink to knock her out while he looked around and took the money...she doesn’t have the money.” said Remi

Rema’s mouth parted in shock and pity.

How could you mess up something so easy? All you had to do was keep your money safe. But you even failed at that.

“You have to tell him, Y/n.” said Rema rubbing your back

“Yea..yeah, could you two just give me a second? I’ll be right out.” you said smiling while wiping your face

“Sure.” they said frowning and walking out

You fisted your hands, and grabbed your covers before screaming into them to muffle your sounds..

Okay..it was a couple of thousand yen...not too bad right? I can promise the money by tomorrow..I’ll pick up some sort of street job...yeah! That’s good. Everything is fine..it’s fine.

You thought to yourself before wiping your face on more time and slapping both sides of your cheeks to wake you up.

You got up and walked to the bosses door feeling the eyes of people on your back. You knocked on the door before opening it slowly, refusing to make eye contact as you went to stand in front of the man with your arms behind your back.

“Alrighttt, let’s see here, in the last four weeks you had a total of 37 customers, so you should have around 300,000 yen, correct?” he asked looking at his paper

“Yes.” you said still looking down

“Alright, just hand it to me so I can count and divide it, you can sit.” he said smiling holding his hand out

“I..I don-” you said before being interrupted by a knock

“Come in.” he said

“Hey sorry dad, Y/n left her money with me while she went out. Thought I should bring it to her. Remember, Y/n?” said Draken walking in with an envelop in his hand smiling as he came to stand next to you, as you nodded your head ‘yes’

“Oh, thank you Ken.” he said smiling and taking the envelop

Your mouth parted as you gave a confused look, Draken only smiled and gave you a thumbs up while his dad counted the money. You felt so guilty and shocked, and all you could do was just stand there, like an idiot.

“Here you are...120,000 back..” he said, patting the money on the table to make it flat, putting it back into the envelope and handing it to you

You hesitantly brought your hand to grab it, glancing over at Draken who gave you small smile

“Thank you-” you said to him seeing Draken was already opening the door to leave

You quickly followed after him as he walked into his room. Before entering his room he turned around and looked down at you

You felt your eyes soften as you felt as though you were about to cry again, you tilted your head and neck down biting the inside of your cheek to keep in your cry.

“I promise I’ll pay all of it back by tomorrow, all 300,000.” you said

“Do you ever give yourself a break?” he asked as you brought your head up to look at him seeing he looked almost irritated

“You didn’t even ask why I did it, you just immediately jumped to feeling guilty. And you don’t need to pay me back. Really.” he said bringing his hand to close to the door, but you stopped him by grabbing his wrist making his breath hitch

“Why?” you asked looking into his eyes

“You still don’t remember? Even after all this time we’ve spent together?” he asked smiling as you took your hand off his wrist

“Remember...?” you asked furrowing your eyebrows in confusion, but then it suddenly hit you

“I swear it wasn’t me! I didn't steal!” yelled a little boy with blonde hair as two cops stood in front of him

You tilted your head and walked closer, but still keeping your distance to hear. It was a winter day and you were on your way to the corner store to buy some snacks, but you were met with an interesting scene. You kept your hands in your pockets as you listened over to the boy screaming and pleading his innocence

“I wouldn’t steal something so stupid! What would a kid like me need a lighter for!! I don’t know how it ended up in my pocket! Lay off!” he yelled as the officer dangled the lighter in front of his face

A lighter?

“Keep it down! We know how troubled you kids are here! Especially with those tattoos!” yelled back the cop as the boy grew angry and fisted his hands, ready to punch the cop

“Hey!!!” he heard a voice yelled

“Hey wait a minute!” you yelled waving your hand smiling as you ran to the scene

“Can we help you?” asked one of the cops in a soft tone

The blonde boy grew quiet, and you saw his hands loosen as he looked at your smiling face

“Yeah, why are you two yelling at my brother?” you asked furrowing your brows at the two grown man

“...Your so-called brother stole a lighter from the corner store right behind you, where are your parents? We would like to have a word with them.” he said standing up straight

“Yeah, and talk about how they let their son tattoo himself already..” said one under his breath making the other laugh

You looked over at the boy growing angry, you gave him a smile..making him calm down.

“He said it was just an accident, I asked him to pick up a lighter from the store so that we could light a candle at our father’s grave! See!” you said digging into your bag to pull out a candle

“He probably felt pressured because I asked him to get it, so if you’re gonna get mad at someone, get mad at me!” you said as you started to fake cry

“It’s our father's death anniversary, and you're yelling at kids for making a mistake.” you faked cried

“Yeah!!” yelled the boy making you smile under your hands as the two officers became anxious, feeling bad for what they had just done.

“..we’re sorry. Please let us apologize.” they said slightly bowing at you two

“I don’t think we can accept it...you two also made fun of the dragon tattoo on his head!...dragons were our dads favorite animal. He risked his life fighting for Japan and you two are laughing at him! Is that how your mother taught you how to behave?” you asked pretending to wipe you tears as the blonde boy watched you in awe seeing you toy with grown men

“Please let us treat you both to whatever you’d like from the corner store as an apology!” they both said bowing lower making you smile and look back at the boy. You gave him a thumbs up as a smile grew on his face

“Fine..come on then?” you said as both the officers raised their heads, opening the doors of the corner store for you both

You and the blonde boy walked around the store, filling your baskets with all types of things. The blonde boy watched you in just pure awe as you walked around picking your favorite snacks, as he did the same, glancing at you every now and then.

“Here.” you said smiling at the cops

“Right!” they said frantically taking out their wallets as the boy placed down his stuff nervously, still watching you

“Oh and-” you said reaching your hand to grab the lighter from the officer and placing it into the bunch of snacks

You smiled, your hands were behind your back as you watched the officers pay for yours and the boys' food, placing them into bags for you guys too. You grabbed the lighter and your bag, as the boy did the same

“Mom told us to meet her at the cemetery steps, remember?” you said looking into the boys eyes

“..yeah, I remember.” he said smiling feeling his face become hot

“Let’s go then.” you said smiling and taking his hand as you two ran out of the store

After a bit you two stopped and sat on the curbside while you both chose a snack to eat.

“Here’s your lighter, you don’t have to stay with me by the way.” you said handing him the steel lighter

“..Thanks” he said

“Sure- what do you need it for anyway?” you asked smiling

“My boss asked for it.” he said putting it in his pocket

“Oh, are you in some type of delinquent group?” you asked looking at him

“Yeah..” he said smiling

“That's cool, what do you guys do?” you asked taking a sip of your drink

“We kinda just...like...do stupid stuff and fight..” he said

“Sounds fun, but...stupid.” you said laughing making him scoff

“Why’d you do it?” he asked

“Do what?” you asked back turning you gaze to him

“Come in to cover me. You could’ve gotten in a lot of trouble because of me.” he said with a frustrated face

“You’re right, I just wanted to, that's all.” you said smiling making his mouth part and cheeks redden

“You seem pretty fun too so I thought we could be friends or something..” you said nervously

“Yeah! Sure- We can be friends!” he said happily making you feel flustered

“Well then, it’s nice to meet you, my name is Y/n, yours?” you asked holding over your hand

“Ken, but you can call me Draken-” he said taking ahold of your hand gently as you gave him a closed eyed smile blushing

“where the hell did you find that candle and com up with that whole sob story Y/n?”

“Dunno, I saw the candle on the ground by a newspaper, I kinda just winged it- “

After that day you remember hanging out with Draken almost every other day. You remember him telling you how he and his close friends started their own gang and needed some sort of funding, and so you gave it to him, on his birthday.

“I saved up! You said that you and your friends needed some money to start off so that you guys could buy a flag or banner? Right? Well, here’s 30,000 yen for your birthday!” you said handing him an envelope and a small balloon.

“Are-are you serious right now Y/n?” he asked taking the gifts, opening the envelope to look inside to see the money as his eyes lit up

“Yeah, I babysit more kids now so I was able to put some aside for you.” you said smiling satisfied with his reaction

He didn’t even say anything, all he did was bring his arms around you upper body, hugging you tight making you laugh as you brought yours to hug him back

“Thank you- you’re the best! The guys will be so happy!” he said smiling while grasping your wrists in excitement. Your eyes traced over his face as they soften. You smiled.

“Likewise.”

And- after that, you remember the day you 2 separated as friends. You both sat on the curbside, you remembered you called him to come and see you. It was a winter night and the sun was going down.

“I uh..well I don’t really know how to say this without sounding cliche but-”

“What? Are you gonna confess that you’re madly in love with me or something?” he asked grinning, making you sweat drop

“Jeez be quiet...I’m trying to make this a memorable moment-” you signed smiling, placing your palms on the cold cement

“Alright let’s hear it then Y/n-!” he said bringing his hands to the back of his head as he laid down looking up at the stars

You only frowned slightly, you shifted your position so that you could sit beside him and have a good look at his face.

“You’re scaring me..” he said jokingly making you smile

“It was really fun the past year.” you said smiling as Draken shot his head up to look at you face to face

“The hell are you talking like that for?” he asked furrowing his brows

“My parents can’t afford living in any districts in Tokyo anymore, so we’re moving to another city… about 4 hours train ride from Tokyo so-” you said looking down at your hands on the floor

“So? You act like I won't be able to come and see you or you come and see me..” he said ducking his head a bit so that you could look at him

“Draken, train tickets are about 220 yen per person, I can't afford it, and if you came by to see me I'd feel guilty because you’d be wasting your money just to only see me for like an hour.” you said

“How can I be wasting my money on you? It’s not wasting if I wanna do it and see you, plus what makes you think it'll only be a couple hours?” he asked

“I’ll have to start working once we get there, so I wouldn’t have anytime...I wanna start saving so that one day I can come back to Tokyo and live here, so that I can see your dream come true of helping your friend create a ‘new era of delinquents’ you know? I’ll even help you guys if you want with financial stuff or something.” you said smiling at him

Draken bit the inside of his cheek. He wanted to tell you so bad how he felt but..

“Look, I have a feeling I know what you’re gonna say..just remember what you wanted to say and tell me later, okay?” you said placing your hand on top of his causing his eyes to widen

“...You’ll remember me, right?” he asked looking into your eyes deeply making your mouth part

“Yeah, I’ll remember you as long as you remember what you wanted to tell me. Cause I feel the same” you said smiling as a tear fell from your eyes

“good...I will.” he said smiling back and tilting his head and wiping it off your face

After the memories hit you, you stood there with wide eyes and tears, with your wrist covering your quivering mouth. You had completely suppressed your memories of Draken, and your feelings because you knew you wouldn't be able handle being apart from him for so long. And he did the same. You couldn’t imagine how unbearable it was for him to be waiting up like this. You looked up at him seeing his eyes were softly looking at you. You could do nothing but bring your arms around him hugging him, as he brought his arms around you to do the same. You were still such in shock.

“I never thought you’d end up in a place like this, living a life like this.” he said against your ear

“I don’t wanna see you like this, please let me take care of you like you did for me..” he said said tightening his grip slightly

You could only cry at his words, you didn’t even wanna try to speak because you knew it would only come out as a sob. Was it really alright for you to rely on someone so much?

He pulled back from the hug and looked at your face, seeing you were still crying as you nodded your head ‘yes’, he smiled and wiped them away with his thumb. The smile on his face...he looked so satisfied...and happy...happy that you finally remembered. Finally remembered him.

#tokyo revengers #tokyo revenger x reader #draken #draken x reader #fluff #angst #idk lmfao #toman #draken x y/n #tokyo rev

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antiloreolympus · 3 years

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10 Anti LO Asks

1. No cap but Persephone's hair, when it's short and flat, really does look like Rachel Smythe.

2. honestly i feel like if rachel kept her original style more serious aspect like the kronos stuff would actually carry some weight, because the current style is so cartoony looking with such oversaturated colors and goofy expressions at every turn that i just cant take any of it seriously. i dont get how she had a style made so much better for young adults and older readers while still being stylized but now it looks like a lazy knock off of the steven universe style.

3. There's a really good theory that LO Zeus swallowed Metis because she's a fertility goddess, which would in turn give him enough power they needed to take out Kronos, so it'd be a tragic circumstance and desperate choice over just Zeus being awful. It gives him so much more nuance and shows what tough choices he made to win and earn the respect to be king and I can't wait for Rachel to NOT use it because Zeus is a meanie who is against Persephone and the fans would NEVER accept it. Yaaaay. 😒

From OP: To clarify, Demeter does say in the story that Zeus swallowed Metis because she’s a fertility goddess so it’s not a theory.(Episode 145)

4. “Persephone speaks her truth” is what Webtoon sent as an notification…. She basically didn’t.

5. the UnO creator is finally coming back after over half a year off and you can tell just off their social media they're so much happier after a real break. I would so like to see RS do that but I just don't see it happening.

6. im not at all suprised Rachel went with the "hades finds out by accident" route. does anybody remember why hepheaestus is there???? was there any alluding to his presence???

7. i swear, no one in lo even talk like actual people. i know some writer friends who work out their dialogue by saying it outloud and taking out whatever sounds unnatural to the human ear, but rachel just goes guns blazing into weird cringey dialogue, esp when its trying to sell how into each other hxp is (why would demeter say hades looks like a man dying fo thirst and that her DAUGHTER looks like a sparkling river?? like who talks like this, esp about their own child??)

8. theres this one webtoon artist on featured who does nothing but suck up to rachel any chance she can get, meanwhile im p sure rachel doesnt even follow them? and theyre constantly kissing up to her and webtoons and dont see anything wrong with how they overwork themselves as a single artist while the actual company doesnt even promote their comic and theyre still living off commissions to survive. like girl, focus on yourself over hoping rachel might one day help you. she wont.

From OP: Tbf, they may be friends on discord or something else.

9. i feel like a big problem with the writing too is it wants us to go off a modern value system, yet at the same time wants to use the "its ancient times" excuse for how hades and co. act very badly, especially by modern standards (he owns slaves!!), but also wants to weave "good and bad" together but cant show the shades of gray because bot rachel and her fans do not want the characters to be complex, they can only be wholly good or bad. under a real writer this would work, bot it cant under RS.

-----FP Spoilers/Mention-----

10. I don't even know where to start. What was that filler chapter? An attempt to give P any character development? Why making her naked additionally? It's just repetitive attempt to fix what should have been fixed long ago and I'm not buying any of it. And P again doesn't care how awful person H is (wanting for his slaves to suffer eternally) cause I guess he looks "cute" holding a hen lol. She brushes it off like it's nothing. I'm sorry where is Helios?

#anti lo #anti lore olympus #lore olympus critical #lo critical

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bakugousbabygirl · 4 years

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Toxic Aizawa Headcannons

genre: angst i guess?

pairings: aizawa x fem!reader

cw: || cheating || jealousy || cursing || manipulation || overall toxicity ||

A/N: this is kinda short, but i might do more of these and make them longer and add scenarios at the end. idk

SFW

• he's a scorpio.....that shit is toxic enough on it's own lmao

• but fr everyone seems to have this image he's a patient caring man and i mean he is, with his students

• but you? no

• you're an adult, you should just GET things but you don't which frustrates him beyond belief

• you're his partner, not his student he shouldnt have to baby you

• i also feel like aizawa has a thing for younger women, he's 31 and he likes his women in their early to mid 20's

• i feel like that isn't inherently toxic but the way he uses your younger age against you most definitely is

• when you get in an argument he throws it in you face calling you childish and stating how he should've just dated someone his own damn age

• shota definitely prioritizes his job over you, will stay out late at night patrolling. he will stand you up on dates to go to hero meeting and even be gone for weeks on missions without contacting you

• luckily toshinori and hizashi are nice men knowing how their colleague and friend is so they send you updates about him to keep your mind at ease

• this causes a lot of fights. he questions you on why you're talking to his friends, he wants you to stay out of his personal life. you try to rationalize with him that you are apart of his personal life and needs to start acting like it. if he's gonna be gone for long you tell him the least he could do is give you a heads up

• he argues back that you should just KNOW if he hasn't shown up he's gone for hero work and should be content with that. he tells you that you KNOW what you were signing up for when you started dating so why are you trippin now.

• he never yells but his tone becomes really harsh and his words cut like blades tearing you apart cutting you down until you feel so belittled that your argument isnt worth it anymore making you grow quiet

• he'll glare at you and make a few snide remarks before leaving like a upset father after scolding his daughter

• definitely avoids you afterwards, i mean he doesnt come home for a solid 2 weeks after and you dont get any updates from hizashi and toshinori because he told them to but out of his business

• when he comes back he pretends as if nothing ever happened, he already said what he had to say. why rehash it? and if you're really still hurt it's just gonna reinforce the fact he thinks you're childish and thinks he should've dated someone his own age

• speaking of people your own age if he catches you texting or hanging out with a guy your age he's gonna be pissed

• "what am i not good enough for you, you think i'm too old or something!?"

• like no bruh we were just having a friendly conversation what's your deal, PLEASE get over whatever complex you have dude

• I feel like aizawa would definitely judge the way you dress lmao

• with alternative fashion coming back in style you have a stab at it and start dressing like an e-girl because it's the easiest look to manage

• aizawa laughs his ass off at you saying how that isn't true alternative fashion and calls you a poser

• yeah yeah aizawa is a fuckin gate keeper, you can't tell me he wasn't emo back in the day

• tells you to change and never dress up like that again because it makes you look like some cheap cam girl

• if you ever try to walk away when hes scolding you he will use his scarf to tie you up making you sit down and admit you're wrong

• he's the type to stress that communication is key but doesn't communicate himself

• its more like he talks and you listen if you haven't gotten that by now

• he refuses to open up to you and keeps you 100% separated from his work and personal life

• probably makes fun of your trauma, nothing too fucked up like if your parents are dead or anything. hes not that much of a douche, but if its something like your sister use to lock you in the dark cold cellar at night and told you a monster was gonna get you he'd definitely laugh

• would even go as far as locking you in the basement closet to see how you'd react

• also gaslight you using your age against you saying how he knows more because he's older

NSFW

• wanna start this off by saying aizawa is defo cheating on you with midnight lmao take that how you want but he is

• when you catch him he just says it's not that serious and it just happened because they have history together and shes more mature and experienced. he said it wont happen again so why cant you get over it, stop being so childish

• i have a feeling he'd probably complain about how annoying you are to her during pillow talk 😹😹

• he's the type to keep a straight face when you're giving him sloppy toppy to give the illusion that you're underperforming and can't satisfy him but in reality his toes are curling and he's doing his best to hold back his moans because your head game is out of this world

• definitely is the dominant one and he'd laugh in your face at even the slightest mention of you taking over ( he does let midnight dom him tho😒)

• it was this one time where you asked could you ride him so he allowed it, you got on top of him and just when you were getting into the groove of it he rolled his eyes flipped you over and growled in your ear saying to never waste his time like that again

• when you try to initiate sex with him laughs at your cute efforts of trying to seduce him saying he's too old for that stuff to be appealing to him

• he'd use sex to take out all his frustrations on you

• it seems hot but not the way he does it, he'll have you in his lap infront of a mirror as he pounds into you while degrading you

• it starts off cute and light with just calling you things like his pathetic kitten but then the insults start getting a little too real saying how he could go find a better girl with a cunt just as tight as yours who doesn't annoy him and how you're such a bitch and you can't nag at him now that you're stuffed with his cock

• yeah needless to say you start crying and hit his ass with the safe word making him stop and he just rolls his eyes and mutters to himself about how the younger generation is so sensitive and kinda just....leaves you there to mope

• also yeah theres never any aftercare even after particularly rough scenes like that he just showers then goes to bed and expects you to do the same

• and it's not like he doesn't know with aftercare is, i mean he's banging midnight our bdsm queen he knows what aftercare is but just doesn't see you as important enough to be that intimate with

• if you do something that turns him off during the middle of sex and kinda just pushes you off of him and goes to sleep on the couch and won't have sex with you for a while

• drags himself at all types of late nights and early mornings crawling into bed with you whole you're still sleep and kisses you're shoulder saying to himself outloud "i'll do right by you one day"

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orbees · 2 years

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I'd love to hear more about ur Blades ocs, what are Vespera and Vincente like? What're their backgrounds n personalities and what kinda skills do they have >:3c

>:3c why thank you lydia for this opportunity to oc post.... sorry this got a lil long lol

so some of this is gonna be repetition but imma just use this as a chance to give a lil overview

vespera & vincente are my characters for the blades in the dark game im playing with my frands luna, kiwi, and pidge!! a cool thing about our blades game is that it takes place in the same setting that kitty's in >:3c just a different town... kitty's home town.... sin city......... so they could hypothetically run into eachother one day which would be really cool 👁👁

ves & vince are human / serpentfolk :3 they're also siblings, ves being the older sister and vince being the babby brother. ves is like 35 and vince is like... 26~28. yes im bad at pinning down exact ages sdfdsg

so to get more into this requires a lil explanation about blades and how it differs from dnd, which im going into cause i mean. this is a dnd blog and most of my pals play dnd sdfsdhg so here we go:

so one way which blades differs from dnd is that it doesnt have classes but instead playbooks... which provide some special abilities and framework for play but doesnt mean they have One Specific Role. like u know how in dnd theres the Healer, the Fighter, etc? blades differs from that in that any character can fight, heal, etc, just some characters are better at it than others.

so vespera has the spider playbook, which means shes very much a Social Networking kinda person, but not in the smooth talking charismatic way but rather the conspiracy / calculation way. very much a "mastermind behind the curtain" kinda vibes w/ her.

when making ves, i very much put her against kitty, and wanted her to be a foil for kitty. i thought a lot of the phrase "you get more flies with honey than with vinegar"... kitty is Very much the honey, but ves is the vinegar for sure. she doesnt pile on the compliments like kitty does, or weave a tapestry of pretty words... she gets stuff done thru her raw intellect + efficiency. and ves is someone who gets shit Done. in a lot of ways, ves tends to be way more honest than kitty; a pretty big deal in sin city where everyone tends to be playing word games. but ves doesnt rly do that. she plays with her cards face up, but shes already assured her win several days in advance anyways by making arrangements with the dealer and buying off everyone else at the table. very much that kinda person

idk how much sense this will make to anyone who isnt familiar with blades, but heres her "stats"

(1 point in study, 2 in survey, 1 in finesse, 2 in prowl, 1 in command, and 2 in consort)

as for vince, vince has the leech playbook; described as a saboteur and technician... pretty fitting for him, kinda like ves he is more behind the scenes but instead of calling on connections hes more fucking up the equipment and balancing his team mates humors and shit. oh yeah hes a physiker/doctor btw

(two in study, two in tinker, one in finesse, one in wreck, and one in consort)

like ves, he's pretty smart too, very good at memorizing things. as a doctor his tinker skill is more meant for. people but he also takes apart electronics and stuff more as a hobby. he was that kid that took apart the clock to see how it worked

this post is long and i am still working on backstory stuff, so ill save that for another post, but i do wanna give a lil taste of them as people instead of just the Raw Mechanics, so here we go

Vespera: is definitely the more collected of the two. calculating, quick on her feet, efficient. she is also distrustful by nature but to those who earn it, she is loyal to the end. shes quiet, more of an observer, and she has a keen eye. she does have a bit of a cold and serious exterior but with an underlying softness for her family. i didnt rly have a chance to plug it in anywhere else but ill say now: she has a son who is her Everything, she loves that kid to the ends of the earth and works hard to give him the warmth and comfort she didnt have while growing up. obligation is in fact her vice, fun fact

Vincente: is, quite frankly, a mess sdfsdg vespera is always having to get him out of trouble. he is someone who very much wants to Be put together, and tries to project that image of being better than everyone else but becomes unraveled pretty quickly. he's got a sarcastic wit and rly likes to hear himself talk. he's definitely a lot less strict / serious than ves and in fact can be pretty chaotic sdfsdg he likes to have a good time. his vice is pleasure

i think this a good lil intro for them so ill leave it here and make another post later w/ more about their backgrounds when i get that all hashed out >:3 but tysm for asking lydia, i had fun w/ this!!!

#oc posting #oc: vespera #oc: vicente

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businessbois · 3 years

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hello blue :D i would like to know everything you would like to tell me about your favourite fic you've written

lyssie shrugofgod weirdly-enough this is the kindest thing ever i hope you're ready for vaguely comprehensible ranting.

okay so i couldn't choose between two fics "once i called you brother" and "the art and (mine)craft of war" because i could talk forever about both, but im gonna talk about "once i called you brother" because its the less popular one

heres the link :)

so i basically wrote this fic because i thought that the song "the plagues" from prince of egypt (or at least the opening lines) were incredibly perfect for c!tommy and c!techno and it was a shame that no one did an animatic for it yet. i cannot draw so i just wrote a fic for it.

once i called you brother once i thought the chance to make you laugh was all i ever wanted

is that literally not tommy with techno though?

and then the rest of the song can read as like doomsday or november 16th, you know, them arguing about selfishness and betrayal and all that. the song fucking slaps.

but anyways the fic itself? the opening is inspired by how like, if you didn't know who technoblade was during the beginning of the smp, he would just be this mysterious figure of legend that tommy, wilbur, or dream occasionally talked about. it hit me during the dream v technoblade duel stuff that since techno had never been on the smp before, he was just this invisible dude with a huge reputation and that was so cool to me.

"Alrighty, I've been here before, right?"

"Listen, Techn—Dream..."

these are quotes from tommy that i quoted in the fic. i used to do this a lot, just stick quotes with no context into fics because i assumed everyone had the same precise memory of everything that went on the smp that i did. the first one is referring to tommy being surrounded by people outside the community house and "i've been here before" is him remembering a similar scenario on smpearth and therefore technoblade. the second is when he accidentally calls dream techno (about 30 seconds into this comp) again adding to techno's thing of being just this widely alluded to figure.

"Who do you think will win? My bets on our boy, Dream, but feel free to be wrong."

Niki stays quiet, a small frown on her face.

i feel bad for cutting niki absolutely owning dream with "well, techno's my friend" but it simply couldnt stay in for fic purposes

waking up to a frantic Bitzel muttering about hypothermia and something heavy and red covering his shivering frame.

smpearth is canon because i Want it to be canon and in my canon there's a moment where tommy passes out in the middle of a fight and techno brings him back to business bay wrapped up in his cape because he's technosoft and all their fighting is more like play fighting anyways

Tommy knows that love is earned. That if he does well in some Championships, then his place in the family is secured.

this is inspired by the bet that wilbur and tommy had in like mcc8 that if they placed fifth or higher tommy could be in sbi. in tommy's pov it becomes, "you have to earn your place in this family."

“Because I’m not the vice president.”

this is from one of his exile streams where he's talking to dream about why people won't visit him anymore

Tommy is 10 and too big for his boots.

this section is inspired by tommy's story of how he met techno as told in this storytime.

there is something that flickers at the back of his mind when the ratty zombie child calls him The Blade.

i think it's so incredibly special that everybody calls techno The Blade but like,, that's tommy's nickname for him. theres this moment where tommy's talking about giving techno a nickname and techno's like "you call me The Blade!' again, everybody calls techno The Blade, but he tells tommy "you call me The Blade." like i don't know how to articulate this but, that's tommy's nickname for him. they're brothers.

Tommy's been to war with soft, pale blues.

ae reference because again, smpearth is canon cuz i said

Tommy is 13 and standing over the remains of Business Bay's storage area.

this is an smpearth thing. wisp and vop did a whole grief of business bay, it was very dramatic very tragic. the thing with techno coming to business bay to talk to tommy is from this comic and i hold this headcanon close to my heart.

"Tommy, if anyone gives you trouble—and I mean serious trouble, not the kind we have—you tell me.”

Tommy hears an echo of similar words from the man who just burnt down everything he’s worked for.

"Tommy, anyone that touches you fucks with me... I will kill Techno if it takes me all of my life to prepare for it, you understand me?"

im so proud of this parallel between wisp and techno man you have no clue. okay, so like i said before, the ae versus bb thing in my head is very much like play fighting. sometimes it gets serious like the scenario which is happening in the fic where things actually get destroyed. that's because they're stubborn teenaged boys and conflicts can go from fun to actual trouble real quick. these "similar words" and the following quote are references to one of my favorite wisp moments ever. wisp, for anyone unclear on smpearth backstory, was a part of business bay before he betrayed them for the antarctic empire. he was also the one who burnt down the storage area which is why tommy's remembering this quote so bitterly.

Tommy rolls his eyes. "I pinky promise, Technoblade." He sticks out his little finger like a challenge.

the pinky promising is Canon from like the post-exile streams i think and i headcanon it as something tommy just does with people

and so this is to put context to the "using techno" thing. because i've always kinda viewed as like calling in a friend (or a big brot—[gunshot]) in for help so this part of the fic gives it the background to be like that

But then, Tommy is 16 and standing in a cataclysm, once again watching everything he’s worked for get destroyed by a man who swore to protect him.

this line solidifies that parallel to wisp where techno made a similar promise to protect tommy and now he's destroying everything tommy's worked for (business bay in wisp's case, lmanburg in techno's case) im very proud of this parallel.

His tall brown-haired friend from competitions past

wilbur of course, the competitions past being mcm

He collects titles like music discs

i asked my friend for things that people collect and they said "records" and i said "wait—"

Technoblade is 17 and he has no family. He has a friend who makes sure he sleeps. He has a friend who creates bridges and mischief. He has a bug that he still hasn't squashed.

i've always loved the idea of sbi becoming this little found family on smpearth. like they're not super lovely dovey "we're like brothers" but they're so fond of each other and they hang out when they're not pretending to be at war. and so theres still that room to say that they're not family, but like they totally are

Bright blue eyes beg him for some entertainment, so Techno sighs and grabs The Complete Works of William Shakespeare off the shelf.

this headcanon that techno used to read them shakespeare comes from wilbur's offhand comment asking techno to recite king lear to them

Wilbur's planted himself at Techno's side for the duration of the finale, something that he's grateful for. Wilbur's always been his person to lean on for things like this.

inspired by i think wilbur saying that he was techno's like designated extrovert during mcc's and i really love that aspect of their relationship. because techno is looked at as "the older brother" in so many ways, but like in this way, when wilbur's guiding him through social situations and supporting him, he gets to be wilbur soot's little brother.

Technoblade never says I love you, but he reads his baby brother The Twelfth Night instead of Hamlet and ends Theseus' tale after the Minotaur.

this was one of the first things i had written for this fic. so obviously hamlet is a tragedy while the twelfth night is a rocking good time. so like going back to that shakespeare headcanon but techno protecting tommy in the little ways. the theseus part is inspired by me not knowing the rest of theseus' story after he gets home and his dad jumps into the ocean. like the exile and death stuff i didn't hear about until the dsmp so that's where that came from. techno, even though it kind of goes against who he is, leaving theseus' story as a victory where the hero slays the monster, just to give his little brother something with a happy ending

"Do you want to be a hero, Tommy? THEN DIE LIKE ONE!"

i did always think this could be seen as like "well if you want to be a hero, then you can die like one" and leaving off the unspoken "but if you don't want to be--if you choose not to be, then you get to live. so don't be a hero. please don't be a hero." and theres like that little tragedy there that i really love in techno and tommy's relationship. like, i love you, you love me, all i ever wanted was to make you laugh, but we don't speak the same language. we don't understand each other. everything you are is against everything i stand for. so yeah bedrock bros feels. i wrote this long before exile and all that so its even more complicated now gosh.

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