Regional Cats had Munkustrap be the first cat to touch Griz after Memory, and I've honestly yet to stop thinking about it and the implications

uwu meter exploded and i ate dinner at 2am after watching this aka the sam and bucky show episode 5

The new episode was sO goOd omg tbh i didnt think i was gonna be able to watch it last night and i legit cried. But i did and i am very very thankful. Because it was a very very good episode. But before we start stOP reAdING cuz theres gonna be MASSIVE SPOILERS IN THIS POST.

Alrighty without further delay, the Sam and Bucky show episode 5 and all its best things (there are a lot, to no one’s surprise). Im gonna go in chronological order to avoid losing my mind.

1. The fight in the beginning. Omg. Walker looked like he was gonna do both Sam and Bucky in with the shield like 6 times and it was lowkey scary. And when Walker knocked bucky into the electric tower or whatever it was— skdjfjs i saw some people post abt Sam’s glare mid battle like “if this is sam looking at walker after he hurt bucky” anD IT ACTUALLY WAS marvel why.

2. Walker ripped Sam’s wings off omg. That was so brutal i audibly gasped. I think we’ve seen the wings being shot at or broken but never ripped clean off. 0 _ 0

3. I like how the fight ended with all three of them on the ground and the shield just lying there. And then Bucky picked it up, left it for Sam and left. Walker was defeated but it kinda shows how Sam still wasn’t sure about the shield, he just knew in that moment that Walker absolutely couldn’t be the one to have it. I feel like that fight scene really conveyed how all of them felt about the shield and it was done really well. (Ok but on a side note, remember in episode 2 when Sam was like “bruh we cant just run up on the man, beat him up and take it?” I guess they went with that plan after all)

4. TORRES MY BELOVED. He’s back and I’m so happy 🥺🥺🥺🥺 also i love how he’s not afraid to give Bucky sass lmao.

5. WHEN SAM TOLD TORRES TO KEEP THE WINGS. listen i havent read the comics but i know what happens in them and Torres is such a Falcon fanboy omg if he’s gonna be the new falcon im gonna be so happy for him ahhHhHh

6. Sam’s conversation with Isaiah Bradley. Man. I’m really really happy that we have that scene. The scene with Isaiah in episode 2 left me reallly uneasy because it ended on a really bad note with unfinished and unsaid things between Sam, Bucky and Isaiah. Also Sam didn’t really get to talk at all in that scene and I felt like he def had things he wanted to say. I appreciated how Sam said that he really didn’t get some stuff and he had Isaiah explain more of his backstory. I think Sam believes that things can change, for good reason, and at the same time Isaiah believes that nothing will change, also for a completely fair reason. But having the time to let the two of them talk, esp with the shield in the room and without Bucky’s complicated history was a really well written piece of dialogue. Thank you screenwriters.

7. SARAH WILSON SUPREMACY. I’m glad we got more of Sarah in this episode ahhh. She’s such a caring sister and I’m here for it. Sam and Sarah sibling dynamics also >>>>>

8. Sam calling in the favors to help fix the boat was so heartwarming omg. And Bucky just showing up lmaooo

9. Bucky flirting with Sarah to get on Sam’s nerves LMAOO

10. Sam and Bucky fixing the boat together was something I needed to see. That entire montage, the teamwork and warm lighting and akskdjajd my heart 🥺🥺💕💕💕

11. Bucky waking up to Sam’s nephews playing with the shield reminded me of the Black Panther end credits scene but also of that one scene in Wandavision with Pietro and wanda’s kids lollll

12. Sarah asking Sam if he’s gonna let Isaiah tell him what to do and then Sam asking/telling Bucky to stop letting others, even Steve, tell him who to be was just. Skdkfjaod. The character conversations in this episode ahHhh

13. On that note, Sam and Sarah having a chance to talk about themselves, their boat and their family was just amazing. They’re fighting to keep their history and also understanding each other at the same time.

14. Sarah telling sam that there’s the fight out there and then theres the fight in here is so special. It in a sense reflects/applies to not only Sam and Sarah’s relationship and struggles, but it also applies to Sam and Bucky’s relationship and struggles esp with Steve and the shield’s legacy, Bucky’s history as the Winter Soldier and all the weight he carries with it. They gotta sort out the inside stuff before getting into the thick of what I’m sure will be the final battle next week as superheroes in the face of the world.

15. On that note. Sam and Bucky finally having the chance to talk was so relieving and eye opening for both characters. Bucky finally understanding Sam’s perception of the shield and its weight on his conscience because he is an African American representing his people and Sam finally understanding a more personal side of Bucky’s relationship with/perception of the shield feels like a knot in their friendship that has been resolved. The development in this show is just through the roof omg.

16. Okay but Bucky talking about how Steve told him about the plan to give Sam the shield... wkerjkakdja I feel like that makes Endgame’s ending a little better 😭😭😭

17. Shield training shield training shield training ahhhHhHhHhh i swear whenever either sam or bucky touched the shield in this episode i started physically vibrating LOL. Its so cool to see the shield in the hands it’s supposed to be in again ☺️☺️ Sam’s training montage with the shield was also AMAZING omg it was so so cool to watch him grow with the skills

18. Not Sam asking Bucky if he has nightmares and talking to him about amends and stuff skdjfjskd lowkey Sam is the superior therapist in this show and he doesn’t get nearly enough credit for it aksjdjskdjajd. Also the implication that Bucky will go back to Nakajima and give him closure for his son I— 😭😭

19. Also im so glad the scene where they’re walking away from each other ISNT the last episode. Its sort of like a “we’ll see each other soon” walk : DD

20. Okay but Bucky helping the Wakandans capture zemo at the memorial (which i think is for his family? 😭😭😭) and then the favor that Bucky called in for sam. WHATS IN THE GOSH DARN BOX OMG. i think it’s either new Falcon wings, a vibranium Redwing (please let it be this) or a suit of some kind

21. And lastly what the heck does Sharon wanna kill Sam for?? She workin for the flag smashers now or sumn? Also Batroc coming back when the last time i think we saw him was in CA: Winter Soldier 0 _ 0

Did it take me an hour to write this post? Yes. Did I get everything? No. I dont think I discussed Walker in this post but he was super scary and deranged and Wyatt Russell blew it out of the ballpark in this episode. Also whats the special character that everyone was hyped about? Anyways. Until next week 0 _ 0 season finale and im not ready for it to be over

waste it on me | part 15 | please read the a/n!

As you sat in Jungkook’s car you wonder to yourself. What made Jungkook suddenly change?

“You’re quiet,” he says, pulling into a parking lot. It was the last ramen place you two went to together. It was during a field trip in Seoul. You never went here with anyone else.

“You still remember this place?” You say, looking out the car window.

“Of course, this was our place. Even if we only went here once.” You nod at his response.

“We should get our stomachs full before we talk hm? Your mind goes running whenever you’re hungry,” he laughs, getting out of the car. Your cheeks turn red, you didn’t think he’d remember that bad habit of yours.

***

When you two got seated and ordered your food, you look up at him and he smiles at you.

“You’re probably wondering why I’m opening up all of a sudden..” You nod at him, waiting for him to continue. He looks down, scratching his head instead, laughing nervously.

“Okay well, I didn’t want to start off like this but I guess I will...” He looks up to you and you nod again for him to continue.

“I-I still like you... a lot actually.” Your heart stopped. You didn’t expect this. At all. In ten years, you’d think he stopped for good.

“Don’t worry though,” he laughs, “I won’t be trying anything, I just want to be friends. Nothing else.” Your heart sank. “I figured I just keep my distance because I know how much I hurt you when I left, but then we kept bumping into each other and my hyungs and your friends kept telling me to talk to you. At least to explain. Soo.. I said if it was fate, then I’d do it.” He laughs again, looking down at his hands. “But then my hyungs told me that it was already fate when you were there when we met up with Namjoon hyung and also the time where we hung out with Namjoon hyung’s friends and one of them happened to be you. So third times a charm right? And then I ended up being seated next to you at the theater so I took the chance and now we’re here.”

“One pork ramen?” You turn to the waitress and you raise your hand. She gives you yours and hands Jungkook his.

“Thank you,” you both say, she bows her head at the both of you, leaving you two to go back to your conversation.

“So are you going to explain now?” You say as soon as the lady left. Jungkook nods at you.

“It’s ten years overdue but, better late than never right?”

✨💫flashback💫✨

“I’M SO SICK AND TIRED OF YOU ACTING LIKE THIS.”

Jungkook turns his head to his bedroom door. His parents were fighting again. It was the fifth time in this week alone. He turns his head back around, trying to ignore the yelling.

“Don’t worry Kookie, everything will be okay. Just focus on what we’re working on,” Taehyung says, grabbing the younger one’s attention. He came over to help Jungkook out with his art project. They would’ve done it at his place but Jungkook figured that if he had a friend over, maybe the fighting would stop.

“Okay so just blend that in more,” Taehyung says, pointing to Jungkook’s paper.

“Like this?” He says when suddenly a door slams, making both boys jump. Jungkook stops, looking back to his bedroom door.

“It’s okay Kookie, just—“

“No it’s not, stop saying that,” Jungkook says looking back at Taehyung. “You keep saying that.”

“Saying what?”

“That word. “Okay.” It’s okay. Everything will be okay. You say that because you have a perfect family with perfect parents that get along.”

“Jungkook, parents fight all the time. It’s just a bump in the road, they’ll go back to normal soon. Calm down.”

“Taehyung I cant.” At this time, Jungkook was already getting agitated and his big round eyes were filled with tears. With one blink, the flood gates would open.

“They been at this all week. Same thing over and over again. It hasn’t ended. I know parents fight, they have before and they solve it right away but I don’t think it’s going to be the same this time.”

“Look, Jungkook, no matter what happens. You will end up okay. Parents together or not, they both love you, you’re their first priority.”

“I know that but what about them hyung? My whole life, they loved each other. I don’t want things to change.”

“I’m sorry, I know your still young and all, but you’re old enough to know that life is all about changing. It changes whether we like it or not. But we’ll adapt to these changes. It’s going to be okay— sorry.” Jungkook sighs, a tear falls down his cheek and he quickly wipes it away.

Knock knock

Jungkook and Taehyung both look up at the door. Jungkook quickly gets up to open it. It was his dad.

“Hey,” he says, Jungkook scanned his face and his dad’s face was tinted red. His eyes were swollen and shiny. He sighs as he looks at his son, placing his hand on his shoulder. “Pack your stuff. We’re moving in with your uncle Seojun.” Jungkook’s eyes widen.

“D-dad, why.” His dad looks over his shoulder. Taehyung looks away when their eyes met.

“I’ll tell you later. Just start packing.” With that he walks away, leaving Jungkook stunned. He swallows, closing the door slowly and walking back to Taehyung.

“What’d he say,” Taehyung asks. Jungkook shakes his head.

“We’re leaving.” Taehyung eyebrows raised.

“Leaving? Where?”

“California. My dad said we’re moving in with my uncle Seojun. He lives in.. Los Angeles.” He says slowly, eyes lost in space.

“Jungkook..”

“Don’t tell anyone. Please.” He says with pleading eyes. Taehyung felt bad for him. The young one’s eyes were red and you can see the heartbreak in his eyes. Taehyung nodded.

“I won’t.”

~end of flashback~

“Your parents separated.” You say in shock. All these years you thought he moved with his family. He did say he moved with his family but you expected it to be him and both his parents. Not just his dad moving in with his relatives.

“Wow... I’m sorry to hear that Kook.. It must’ve been hard to go through alone.” He nods.

“Yeah, they ended up getting a divorce afterwards, but it’s okay. I got through it. Los Angeles was fun. I went to a new school and made friends right away. I lost them though after we graduated. But then I made more friends once I got in college. That’s where I met Yoongi hyung, Hobi hyung, and Jimin hyung.”

“Then why couldn’t you tell me any of this?” He sighs.

“I wanted to. At the moment it happened it was set that I wasn’t going to tell you anything. I didn’t want anyone to know what the reason I was leaving was.”

“Not even me?” He looks down, shaking his head.

“I’m sorry. That’s why I made up that lie that my family wanted to move abroad. I really didn’t want to hurt you Yn, but back then I knew it wasn’t possible and that it wasn’t going to work out. I didn’t want to waste your time and I didn’t want to break your heart-“

“But you did.”

“Trust me I didn’t want to.”

“You could’ve texted me, or called me and explained to me everything and if you didn’t want to continue it, you could’ve broke up with me then.”

“I wasn’t able to continue calling or texting you because we had to get our phones changed. And when we did, I was too much of a chicken to message you. I imagined you being sad and I didn’t want to call hearing you cry or what if you were mad and you started yelling at me and I was already feeling my worst then. I was too scared to see how I made you feel.” You sigh, shaking your head.

“Don’t worry about it, it’s okay. It was ten years ago. We were thirteen and there’s really no reason for me to be mad now. I’m just glad we have some closure and I finally know the reason.”

“So do you forgive me?” You smile at Jungkook.

“Again. We were young, it was almost over a decade ago. We’re good Kookie.” He smiles at you.

“Well great. I’m sorry it took so long, I thought you would’ve known by now though.”

“How would I?”

“Well you’re best friends with Taehyung. I was sure he would’ve told you everything. He knew the whole story.”

“Taehyung knew?”

“He was there at my house when my parents had their final argument. And he was there when I left for the airport. He really didn’t tell you anything?" You shake your head.

“Wow. I mean I told him not to tell you, but I would’ve thought after I left he would’ve done it anyways.” You scoff as you thought about all the times you ranted to Taehyung about your none existent love life. 

“All this time, I was afraid of looking for love or getting into a relationship. I didn’t know why you left, I thought it was something I’ve done. Taehyung told me I was fine and to just go for it. But I didn’t want to because I was insecure and I thought that I’d do something and the same thing that happen between us would happen again. This is why I wanted closure. I thought once I found out what really was wrong with me, I’d be able to go out there and face the dating world again.” You say as you look down into your empty ramen bowl. Jungkook’s ears tint pink, guilt was flooding his system.

“I’m sorry, I should’ve told you sooner if I knew that this would happ--”

“No. You wouldn’t know any of that because you weren’t there with me when any of these happened. But Taehyung was. And you’re telling me... that all along... he could’ve just told me everything?”

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waste it on me

☞part 15: he could’ve☜

→ pairings: jeon jungkook x reader

→ a/n: in the flashback, we (the readers) are getting to see the big picture of what happened in jungkook’s life, but he’s not telling yn every detail like the flashback. he’s just telling her the basis. leaving out the tae detail.

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PokeV3 AU – Boys!

Rantaro

Flying Type

His theme is loosely based on travel.

He got delibird because he canonly likes to bring back souvenirs. Mantyke was his first pokemon and hes been using it to travel around on the water. The rest he got just by traveling to different parts of the world.

Rantaro is a traveler for sure, but when he finally settles down I imagine he would become a pokemon breeder and he studies for that while traveling.

His family is different than canon so heres some info on them too:

His dad is like a green haired Saxton Hale. Used to adventure a lot but then settled and became a business man, and a surprisingly good one at that. He owns the poke center chain and a certain mansion where he let's people visit and battle the staff for fun. Absolutely loves the fact that his son is adventurous like he was and will pay for whatever he needs. Not worried about Rantaro because he turned out all right, so why wouldn't his son? Adventure runs in his veins haha! He's just a happy go lucky guy that really loves his kids and supports them.

His mom is VERY worried about Rantaro in stark contrast to her husband, and gets mad that her husband is so carefree about their own child. She waits impatiently for the day Rantaro finally settles down so she doesn't have to worry anymore. Very doting and cute!

His sisters arent lost, they're the poke center nurses!

Ryoma

Fighting Type

His theme is competition and teamwork!

Ryoma used to be one of the youngest people in the elite four until his pokemon got stolen by the antagonist team. He barely made it out alive, but lost his pokemon and hasn't been the same since.

Would only adventure if someone gave him hope that he could find them again. The adventure ends when he finds them all because he'll want to go back home and settle down now that he's finally got them back.

He wouldn't necessarily get back into the elite four after finding them because he's just not as enthusiastic as he used to be about fighting, but he would probably become someone that gives advice to young trainers around his town.

He used to be super famous when he was in the elite four, and everyone knew him for his competitive spirit and his good sportsmanship. Lots of people still remember him and wonder what happened to make him quit so suddenly.

While he's still missing his pokemon he would hate it when people would be like "omg weren't you in the elite four?!?!" but when he gets them back he just kinda cracks half a smile and chuckles, not really answering but also not saying no.

Korekiyo

Ghost Type

His theme is ancient culture to absolutely no one's surprise.

Frosslass was given to him by his sister. He found golett, yamask, and duskull in different archeological digs that he visited. Banette and misdreavus just took a liking to him, so they joined up with him. He's surprisingly really good with ghosts types? They just like him for some reason...

Korekiyo is an anthropologist like in canon.

His sister is alive but she's really frail after her health took a dramatic turn and has to stay home instead of exploring like she used to. She was super into ice type pokemon, but cant go catch them because her body can't handle the weather anymore.

Kork wants to show his sister the world she cant go out and see anymore and so he travels and brings back souvenirs and pictures for her. She's a little sad she can't go with him, but tries to keep her spirits up despite not being able to fulfill her dream and supports her little brother's dream instead. She's still getting used to the thought of not being able to adventure like she used to.

She was a kinda famous ice type trainer that was about to make it big before her health started failing.

Her health problem is hereditary and her mother died from it when Korekiyo was born because her body couldnt handle the illness and giving birth to Korekiyo at the same time. She won't die as long as she's careful, which includes not going into cold areas and not engaging in strenuous activity. Only the girls in the family get it, and no one really knows what it is.

They dont know where their dad went, but he left after their mother died because he couldn't stand the grief.

Gonta

Bug Type

Fun bug fact: he somehow managed to accidentally catch all the bug types people that freak people out (spider, centipede, wasp/bee hybrid, bugs with pinschers, the parasite one, etc). People have run away from battles with him before and he feels bad about it but cant figure out why they ran.

Gonta doesn't really battle so much as he goes looking for new bug type pokemon. Really enthusiastic about bug types and helps his professor by giving him all the field notes he writes.

Oddly doesn't seem to have any parents? The professor has basically adopted him at this point and they don't talk about it.

Kaito

Dragon Type

His theme is any pokemon he thinks is cool.

Kaito wants to be the champion and if he calls someone his sidekick it means he wants to have them be in his elite four.

He has a penchant for doing things he thinks other people would find cool. Probably has a fucking cape and sunglasses. Wants what Leon has so fucking badly but ends up looking like an egomaniac and a try hard on accident. Totally lies about his adventures to try and look cooler to people, but little does he know that no one ever believes him.

Hasn't actually traveled much despite what he may tell you, but you could get him to tag along as long as there are no ghost types involved. He's scared of them.

Hates cold weather.

Kokichi

Ghost Type

His theme was childish looking pokemon, but then they evolved so it's mischievous pokemon with cool and spooky lore

If the dex entry mentions anything about children, odds are he's caught it already. He's a magnet to those types of ghost pokemon for some reason.

The way he caught his drifloon was cuz it thought he was a little kid and tried to steal him lmao

Kokichi "haunts" (read: terrorizes the townsfolk of) whatever place he's at until he gets bored, then he goes to a new place and starts again. He's another one that oddly doesn't seem to have parents.

He gets excited by adventure and challenges, but I dont think he would leave his country unless he had people he really cares about ask him to go with them, and he'd only go because he doesn't want them to leave him. He'd eventually come around to the idea of traveling and really enjoy it, you just have to give him some time to adjust.

Kokichi in this AU gets really attached to places/things/people that leave an impression on him and doesn't wanna let them go kinda like how ghosts possess places and things and dont want to leave until they get exorcised or find closure. Luckily for Kokichi he "definitely doesn't" let himself get attached to things anymore. I wonder why...?

His tragic backstory is that he's always had an affinity to ghost types and that freaked everyone out so they basically cast him out when he was younger and he's lowkey traumatized by it. Was kinda raised by ghost types in an abandoned, haunted mansion after that because they liked him a lot. Raised in that place but eventually forced to leave because it was so decrepit that it finally collapsed.

Once he meets someone he likes who actually likes him too, he sticks to them like glue and doesn't let go. So much for not getting attached.

Scared of bug types.

Likes Falinks and Pawniard even though they're not ghost types.

Kiibo

Electric/Steel Types

Kiibo is human in this AU. He's a technology enthusiast and a huge fan of Miu's work.

Knows a lot about pokemon like Shuichi and would absolutely geek out with him, but his interest is mostly directed towards steel and electric pokemon rather than all of them, unlike Shuichi's interest in ALL pokemon.

Heir to his father's tech company and that's how he met Miu; she works for his dad. They're really good friends and have been for years.

Magearna has been passed down through his family.

Shuichi

Psychic Type

Shuichi is a pokemon fanatic and is probably in a pokemon fan club.

Studies all day about everything from type matchups to berries but gets overwhelmed and forgets everything he's learned until he really gets into the battle.

Not bad at battling when he's not overwhelmed.

He's good to have around because he's basically a walking wiki page.

He has a knack for finding pokemon and his life goal is probably to try and discover new species or types of pokemon.

His uncle is a detective and he still lives with him like in canon. He's tracks down lost pokemon more than anything though because those are the only cases he really enjoys working on. I imagine he would be like a lost pet/pokemon detective when he's older because that's his specialty.

Solved a big case involving the antagonist team when he was younger and wears a hat to hide his face so they don't recognize him and try to get revenge. Really, really hopes that it will eventually blow over.

He would be nervous about traveling very far, but looking on the bright side of things he gets a change in pace, some new experiences, a chance to avoid the antagonist team, and new friends. He would accept for those reasons, but he would only go with someone he trusts.

Connor stared at the flames. Feeling a part of himself leaving his body. He felt numb. He felt nothing but a dull ache as he saw people mourning their loved ones.

Gods dammit. So many kids lost their lives that day.

He looked at the son of Poseidon, who had given up on trying to stay strong and broke down in tears. The daughter of Athena holding him while shedding her own tears.

He turned his head to the young blonde son of Apollo. Who was hanging onto his siblings, all of them crying and muttering things like "why her" and "no no no this isnt real"

His gaze raised to the son of Hades, who was responsible to send all of the dead demigods to the afterlife. He was staring at the flames, but it didnt take a genius to know what he was staring at. After all, she was like a mother to him.

Finally, Conner's sights landed on his older brother, who was holding his significant other in his arms. Katie was a broken mess in Travis' arms.

Connor thought he would feel a surge of anger and resentment at his brother. Knowing that he would be able to go to sleep tonight knowing he would see the love of his life tomorrow. But instead, he felt relieved that his brother could be happy. That he didnt have to go through what he did.

Connor suddenly started having a shortness of breath. The crowd suffocating him. He ran in a frenzy to anyplace other than there, anyplace where he didn't have to see her face, anyplace he didnt have to remember her smile—

He stopped in front of the big house, trembling. The numbness started to fade, and pain. Oh gods the pain, just hit him like a typhoon.

Never again would she smile at him, her slightly crooked teeth and dimples showing. Never again would he be able to stare at her beautiful dark skin and her changing eyes. Never again would he be able to laugh when she cursed at her hair for being so damn stubborn. Never—

No.

He has to stop. He can't think about any of that anymore. If he does. He'll break completely.

So, Connor walked instead to the Hermes cabin, and layed in her bed, pretending she was still there.

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3 days.

It had been 3 days since she had left him.

Or more specifically, 71 hours and 44 minutes.

Connor fiddled with his ring. The same ring that she had exchanged with him. They always knew the possibility of one of them passing before they could get married, so they exchanged promise rings. The ring always made Connor feel proud. That the woman he loved so much loved him as well.

But now. Now. He just feels pain. Pain that you left him in this cruel world. That he was expected to live on and to be strong. He doesnt want to be strong. He wants to be in her arms godsdammit.

He reached into his pocked and pulled out a piece of paper that had been haunting him since he found it.

"Read it after the battle, will you? That means you have to survive to read it you hear?"

He cursed himself for not catching that you never said you would survive to see his reaction.

Taking a shaky breath, he opened the folded paper. He smiled gently at her messy all caps handwriting.

Connor,

If youre reading this—

Actually, fuck that, what is this? An angsty fanfic? Anyways, I already got off track I swear to Hades—

A h e m. So, I guess I'll start with why I'm writing you this.

So its because of my dream. I lied to you. And I'm sorry. But I knew who killed me, I knew where it was, I figured out when it was. All a few years ago actually. It was Luke, in Olympus, during the Battle of Manhattan. And Im so sorry. But I had to die, basically to guilt the fucker into fighting Kronos. But enough about that. Gods theres so many things I wanted to tell you. But I'll keep it short. I love you Connor Stoll. You are my best friend. I cant imagine a world without you. And I know you feel the same. But, you'll have to learn to live without me. And Im so sorry, I wish I could give you everything you ever wanted. But, I cant. And— gods Im crying now— I hate myself for that. I will watch over you though Connor. You wont be alone. Oh, and find happiness. You deserve it. But I want to ask one selfish request. Look after the kids. Especially Will and Nico. Percy and Annie will have eachother for emotional support, but Will and Nico dont. Gods, I hope they all make it out alive. I know its a fools wish but one can wish. And one last thing. (I feel like ive said that alot) Don't stop being you, okay?

Love and best wishes,

Phoebe

Connor smiled, knowing that her "kids" all made it out alive and safe. But also, because he feels like he has some closure. That her death wasn't in vain.

He stared at her name. Burning into his mind so he would never forget. As if he could forget, the woman he loved so dearly.

His voice cracked as he spoke for the first time since the battle.

"I love you too, Phoebe Jacobs"

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So um, this is Connor's perspective of Phoebes death... I hope you like it, and if you wouldn't mind maybe some constructive criticism? I wanna learn and improve mh writing if its not too much to ask

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Blurb......THIS WAS AWASOME!!!!

How did you know I like Greek mytholog-

Anyway, GIRL THIS WAS SO GOOD!!!❤️❤️

Can you tell me the entire story of Leo from birth to death. Pls.

well i cant to death bc theres still future events to be planned out but ill tell u most of what i can!

he was born in rome to be extra hidden and safehe was shortly taken home to florence where he grew up and thats how stella and giovanni were handled as wellhe met felix when he was just born! his mother clarissa often stayed at their house since vittorio promised her parents that he would look after her if anything ever happened to them (and fuck dude things sure did happen to them)felix and leonardo grew up together as brothersstella was born the same year as felix2 years later came giovanni and darahe loved his family some of the other raremutants had visited vittorio and his family since they hadnt been going to the meetings for a couple of years (to let lucrezia rest)2 months before he turned 6 the “”accident”” happened on their way to his first raremutant meetingthis is where leo lost the sight in his right eye and his right armhe was adopted by 2 rotten humans that only took him for his parents moneyfor safety nevio had felix and his family moved while things were sortedleo was alone after the incident for 4 years he had forgotten the other raremutants but never felixat age 9 nevio revealed to him everything of his parents true work and offered to train him as well so he could seek revenge and continue the dioli traditionat age 10 felix returned and barely remembered leo but they quickly became very close friends againat age 14 he got his other scar on his face under his eyes from lodovico; felixs fatherthings happenleo threatens sofia and her familys lives for what she did to felix driving her out of the countryfuckin uhhhhh he over works himselflets the twins move in gets a doggets introduced to maxim at his casino in russia by felixmaxim sees his eyes hes revealed to be a raremutants (as leonardo had forgotten) he nervously earns his place and finds himself able to call them his family as he was always meant touhhh he hunts vico nearly gets himself killed escapes the hospital and nearly gets himself killed again in his own desperation to protect felixheals alessio returns and meets leo;; his younger brothers son; both thinking they were the only ones left of the dioli familyuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh kills rozyczka with maxim with some pretty sick team workpisses mikolaj off bc they killed her uhhh makes up becomes Overjoyed that felix and mikolaj now get along and even consider themselves brothersmiko gets fucked up leo gathers his team and goes with the alpha troop to save him artyom and dashafun easy recovery timemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm isolation bc he finds mentions of another live dioli;; he keeps quiet in case it is a mistake or she is overmutated instead of being...truly alive overworks and pushes himself into finding herslowly accepts its not going to be easy after a month or 2but doesnt give up completely looking for herfinds her after a few months on a standard rescue missiontakes her home and has zinovia come dress her uptakes her to return to russia and be reunited with everyone and meet everyone else?????far future maxim and leo get into an argumentthey cut off contact completely uhhhhfelix mcfixes thatmaxim calls leo and they make up both terribly sorryfarther futureleo gives up his human persona publically to make a statement and help pietros resistancehe is nearly assassinated???? more stuff?? undecided??far far future loses felix weeks later finds him dead in an alleywaymcfucking destroyed as hes now lost both his most important brothers (felix/miko)??????????shit sure does happen but idk what it is yet my dude???he dies in the last battle of the war with closure that he finally avenged his family and helped end the war

well that was messy and its missing a Lot of details but like those are the most important bits i think

I dont think they'll kill Sam and Dean off for financial reasons. The show had a lot of talk about planning a supernatural movie after the show is done and also tried to launch a spin-off once already they are going to want them for these plans, or at least the possiblity for it. If they kill them and everyone else SPN is dead truely, closure included you cant sell stuff on that like with the feeling of being able to rejoin Sam and Dean anytime any plans etc over i dont think that

Hmmm... okay so valid point, if they will actually go there... I dunno if they will, If SPN ends with Sam and Dean just driving off in the impala I will honestly feel a bit cheated, because it will mean no development in all 13+seasons. Bibros will love that of course, but I think it would be a massive anticlimax. 

The way I see it, SPN had two possible endings:

1. They all die in a blaze of glory, just like Dean always says and the ending that we KNOW Jared and Jensen and Misha all want. None of them see a happy ending for the show, they all think that the characters will die for the world. This ending makes sense considering the song of the show is “carry on wayward son” and really, that song is all about death isn’t it? We could STILL have destiel in this ending, and have them all reunited with those they love in heaven, it could be tragic but still hopeful and happy in a way. Like they all end up sitting around the bar in the roadhouse and all the old characters come back and yeah, maybe Dean will smile at Sam as he is reunited with Eileen (or even Jess?!) and gives her a kiss, and then Cas walks up to Dean and stands by his side, they smile at each other and all the happy faces all around them and then Dean takes Cas’s hand and thats that. End scene.

It is an option that will actually be incredibly bittersweet. Something like the Wayward Daughters spin off could still go on but the original cast wouldn’t be able to do one off episodes with them. But then would they really need to? Wayward Daughters doesn’t need Sam and Dean and Cas paying a visit every now and again to be successful. It will have Jody and Donna and Claire and maybe even Rowena could be like a Crowley character... I don’t think a movie is a good idea personally... I get flashbacks to the X Files movie and well, I wouldn’t want it to tank. 

2. We are still going for Dabb’s happy endgame idea. Who knows, maybe they will bring Eileen back? I was wondering if maybe that mystery character from the promo is the Nephilim baby from the future? Maybe he’s all grown up and tries to convince them all to let him live and gives them each a gift and the gift he gives Sam is Eileens life back? Who fucking knows eh? 

if the endgame is still happy, then it will have to be something to do with the boys not quite leaving hunting, but settling into a Bobby type role and also training up the next generation of hunters. Sam would rebuild the global men of letters from scratch (since the Brits will probably be in ruins by the finale) and recruit people from all over the world to watch over the Supernatural and start a global organisation of worldwide protection. Perhaps the final season will actually be about the world becoming aware of the SPN?! Sam would control that (a true man of letters) WITH A FUCKING DOG! and Dean and Cas would still travel, go hunting together (Cas would be human) and yeah, I can see that happening I suppose but it doesn’t make sense to not give Sam SOMEONE outside of his brother and Cas.

The reason that this option doesn’t seem so likely to me now is that they were BUILDING on Sam’s endgame in the subtext for two seasons!! His dreams of ‘someone’, his saving of the retirement leaflet in his keepsake box, his questioning of who he is and what he wants now. (he never managed to convince me that the hunter life is what he WANTS even if he has accepted it). Eileen was a big part of that... so I just don’t get it? It really confuses me that they killed her when she seemed like someone who could be so important for the future and for the endgame?! Could so many of us meta writers have been wrong about Eileen’s role? To me, it feels like a massive wasted potential and now I’m just completely lost for this endgame idea.

Perhaps the true endgame is a mixture of both of these? Could one brother live and the other die? Could that be the true endgame? Sam accepting his fate and sacrificing himself for the world in a repeat of Swan Song but this time he goes to heaven and reunites with those he loves, but the codependency is broken and Dean accepts his brothers death for real, and in his place gets a human Cas? (that would certainly be controversial to certain darker sides of fandom...)

Honestly I just don’t know. I’m upset that Sam’s friend had to die. Because she was SAM’S friend. One of the only friends he has outside of Dean, or who Dean hasn’t connected with more than him. Even if it was completely platonic between them, its still really annoying that Sam had that taken from him. He never gets to bond with anyone outside of Dean. 

*sigh* I’m so tired nonny. I don’t think I could deal with a movie or it dragging on for another so many seasons. I WANT it to end at the moment, I am sick of seeing these characters suffer. If you keep adding more hurt to the mix without any comfort the audience eventually gets bored. SPN is becoming too painful to watch right now. 

Who knows how it will end really? Or when. So long as it does end and so long as the characters get the ending they deserve, an ending that is satisfying and beautiful and makes sense according to the story so far. Anything less would just feel cheap and broken.

Imagine

Dan turns on the camera, he rants about how he is once again depressed, and how everything hurts, how he cant take it anymore, how he is going to end his life. He edits the video, knowing Phil wont be home for a few more hours. He posts the video to YouTube before shutting down the computer and sitting on the floor of his bedroom. He lets more tears stream down his face before putting the knife to his neck and ending it all. Phil has a horrible feeling in his stomach and he runs home, not stopping for even a second. He runs into Dan’s room, seeing his lifeless body, blood flowing from his neck. His stomach lurches into his throat. He falls to his knees and pulls Dan’s body to him, crying into his neck. He starts to scream about how “this cant be happening!” and how “its not fair!” The neighbors hear and call the police. Once they get there they knock loudly, but Phil is still screaming and cant hear anything outside the room. The police finally break down the door and run to Dan’s room, seeing the scene before them. They pull Phil off of Dan and the paramedics arrive minutes later. Phil watches as they take Dan and put him in a body bag, confirming what Phil already knew, Dan is gone. He scream “ He watches them take Dan away. This is not fair! I love you, you idiot! Now I'm never going to get to tell you!” He runs to Dan’s room and rips the yellow police tape off of the door and walks in, avoiding the blood that's forming a stain on the carpet. He walks over to Dan’s bed and screams at, kicks, and hits it with everything he has in him. He wants to disappear. He collapses onto the bed and cries with all the energy he has in him. “How, how could you do this to me? Think of all the things we wont ever be able to do now! We’ll never kiss, or hold hands as we walk down the street blocking out the world. We’ll never be able to stare deeply, lovingly into each other’s eyes. I’ll never be able to grip the back of your thighs, holding you up, as your hands roam my hair and your legs rap around my hips, our lips locked together, we will never be able to do any of that and its all your fault!” Phil screams at the bed as if its Dan himself. He finally gets up off the bed and walks out of the room, going into his own. He feels lost, the bright colors don't reflect how he feels, he feels dark. He feels blue-black. Not the bright blue, but a dark sad blue. He pulls off his sheets and throws them down the stairs. He walks back into Dan’s room and takes his sheets off his bed, bringing them to his own room, and putting them onto his bed. He goes to Dan’s room and does the same with everything else. He goes to Dan’s wardrobe and takes all of his clothes out, putting them in his own wardrobe. He walks back into Dan’s room, doing a one over, to make sure he didn't forget anything. He sees Dan’s computer and walks over to it. He opens Dan’s social media accounts and sees things about the video Dan made. He goes to Dan’s YouTube and clicks his videos, seeing the most resent one posted a few hours ago. It's titled ‘Goodbye Internet’ Phil opens it to see Dan’s tear stained face. “Hello guys, so I’ve been extremely depressed lately. I haven't even wanted to get out of bed to eat marshmallows under my fridge. I didn't even want to make this video because of the energy its going to take. However you guys deserve some closure.” The tears start streaming down Dan’s face again as he says “I can’t do this anymore. It’s as simple as that, I cant live anymore. It hurts too much. All I feel is pain. It feels like someone is stabbing me repeatedly and there’s nothing I can do to stop it, other then take my own life.” Phil’s breathing hitches in his throat as he waits for Dan to speak again. “I know what you’re thinking ‘What about Phil?’ and I know this is going to leave him in a world of pain, I know he loves me. and I love him. But this is bigger then him. I know how much this will hurt me and all of you, but I cant stay here any longer.” Dan says as he pulls a knife into view. The knife he used. Phil’s tears are back, streaming steadily down his face as he lets out a shaky breath. “I love all of you and I want you to know this has nothing to do with any of you. This has nothing to do with anyone but me. Phil, I love you, I always have, we will never be able to be together, but that's okay. I wouldn't have asked you to be with me and you wouldn't have asked either, and even if you had I would've said no, because I wouldn't have wanted to ruin our friendship. But even so, I cant help but think of all the things we’ll never be able to do, kiss, hold hands, be together in general. I'm so sorry, but I love you” Phil’s tears come at a faster rate and he cant see the screen, but he listens to Dan’s voice as it breaks every few words. “I love you all. I love you Phil. Now, goodbye internet” Dan’s voice finishes, breaking on every word, being high and scratchy from crying. Phil wipes his eyes and watches as Dan does the same on his screen and leans in, turning the camera off. And now its over. He is gone and there is no bringing him back. Phil screams, again. He stands up and flings off everything on the desk, including the computer, he wishes that would delete the existence of the video and the fact that Dan is officially gone. But it doesn't. It doesn't change anything. He’s still gone. The video is still out there. Phil walks back into his room, grabbing his laptop and opening Twitter, watching as notifications asking about Dan flood his screen. He types in “Dan is gone, the asshole left me here, to wonder about what might have happened. He we might have ended up being together, but now we can never properly love each other and can never properly be together. He died and if I would've been back five(5) minutes earlier then he may still be alive.” Everyone says things about how it wasn't his fault or that they’re sorry and that they will miss him and other crap, but Phil doesn't even look through it. He shuts his laptop and retreats under his, now black and gray, sheets and cries silently as he slowly falls to sleep. His mother comes a few days later, Phil still hasn't moved from that spot under the covers. “Honey!” His mother calls throughout the apartment, having found the spare key under the matt. Phil doesn't make an effort to move, he just lays there, knowing his mother would come into the room. “Baby” She says in a soft voice as she walks in, seeing the heap he now is under the covers. “Mum, he is gone. I never got to tell him I loved him” Phil says as more tears escape his eyes. “You loved him?” She asks in an astonished voice “yes!” he yells turning to her and hugging her tightly, the blanket falling off his body. He’s in the same skinny jeans and t-shirt from the day Dan died. “Baby, you have to clean yourself up, his funeral is next week, you need to be able to get through it, you need to be there” she says quietly “I-I don't want to” he says, not even having know, he hadn't answered or checked his phone or anything else for that matter since that one tweet. “You have to” she says as she rubs Phil’s back lightly. He finally decides that he should go. He tries to be strong, this is horrible, he doesn't want to be here. He looks around, seeing Dan’s mum, dad, and little brother, crying messes, and he reminds himself that he isn't aloud to be this sad, Dan was there son, his brother, you were just his flat mate He thinks to himself. He looks at Dan’s pale, lifeless body, laying in a casket, and he wishes it was him instead, it should be him instead he thinks as a single tear rolls down his cheek. He holds through the service, but then he watches as they close the casket and drive it off, he follows as fast as he can. He wants it to all be over before he breaks down. He watches them lower the casket into the ground, he watches them start to throw dirt onto the casket, he watches Dan’s family cry, and he cant take it any longer, he breaks. “No! Stop! He cant be gone! I love him and I never got to tell him! Dan, get out of that casket! Tell me this was all some sick joke! Hold me and tell me you’re going to be okay! I have loved you for eight(8) years! Since the day I met you! since the day I first started talking to you I knew you were special! you were my light at the end of the tunnel Daniel Howell, so get out of there and lead me out of this new dark you’ve forced me into!!!” Phil screams, resulting in everyone crying more. His mum puts her hand on his shoulder and whispers “you need to stop” Phil pushes her arm off and yells “no! this isn't fair! He cant have done this to me!” before running off, he runs as fast as he can, as far as he can, before collapsing. Out of breath and out of tears, he falls to his knees a few miles away from Dan’s grave. His heart starts to fill with an overwhelming pain, more then it already had been in. He cries and screams for it to stop, for Dan to be back, for everything to go back so he can just tell Dan that he loves him at least once, but nothing changes. and eventually his heart gives out. Phil’s mum finds him, laying face down, and lifeless. She calls the ambulance and after taking him to the hospital and doing an autopsy, they tell her “he died from a broken heart” she looks at them as if they’re crazy and they explain “A person can die from too much pain to the heart, you see the heart has strings that hold it together, and too much strain to them- which is usually caused by a traumatic or stressful situation- causes them to break, resulting in a person possibly dying. Your son died from a broken heart.” She watched as the casket fell into the hole with her sons body in it, he was gone. Never to be seen in person again. She held her oldest- and now only- son in her arms as he wept over his baby brothers grave, and she was never the same again.

this is so long i cant help myself voltron s2 spoilers

ok so, i know there’s that whole thing about keith being the one who will pilot Black bc shiro tapped out of this existential plane but consider these counter points

Red loves that boy almost as much as i do and would probably not let her gay son go easily even if it was to Black

Keith does not wanna be the leader of voltron and i know this season was like really pushing it but i just can’t accept it like i love him dearly but honestly Lance would be the only other paladin i would consider for the role but again, Blue would be sad and Lance just couldn’t do that to her tbh

Black has shown to be honestly quite unpredictable, in my opinion, to how much she reveals and shares to her paladin. there is obviously something in zarkon’s bond to her that had been weighing in on her ability to link in to shiro with speed so like.... why would she let Keith, rude and blunt dude he is in?

Red loves Keith “i’m going to open another airlock and float in space until my red lion mam picks me up as a solution” Kogane SO much... why establish the bond between them so hard only to disrupt it im js

SO. in my opinion that is supported by canon characteristics and understandings... Allura will pilot the Black Lion. i mean Coran could as well but i highly doubt it, and plus i wouldn’t want it like he’s my fav but... no.

LISTEN it makes sense!!! so much sense!!! and it will ADD to her character development in a very central way, making it easier for the writers bc no t no shade no pink lemonade here but they let her get away from them in season 2.

Allura piloting Black means

her abilities as a leader will flourish even more, and there wouldn’t be a problem for Black opening up to her because like who is more trustworthy and dependable than Allura, hot head that she is? she is the leader that this season tried to make Keith seem like 

she will have a chance to look back at, understand, and conceptualise the Galra as a race before the war, because obviously the writers won’t let her be (rightfully) bitter angry and wary towards the Galra (the ones that killed her kind and also her whole planet and also countless others... ya know.... the genocide ones...) so maybe she can have some closure?

HELL Black probably has memories of ALTEA before the fall... of Alfor... maybe we can finally get a scene of Allura honestly openly grieving and talking about her trauma to someone who isn’t relying on her... im telling you now a scene where Black gently leads her through her memories of Altea while Allura just finally lets go and won’t have to immediately pull it back together is so powerful. let Allura be the multi dimensional wonder she is and just let her GRIEVE, to someone who will truly understand and also not... worry? like Coran understands but Allura doesn’t want to burden him (he’s the same way) and like... Black has lived for so long and has seen so much death... Black uniquely understand Allura’s responsibilities and sadness as the leader of the lions like.... fuck me dude 

since it seems like we’re gonna be getting a lot of Keith and Allura interaction why not have it be with Black’s memories and understanding of the Galra? have Keith learn about his heritage and have Allura be there as well like....  i think it would be mad interesting, AND they all have ties to Shiro like losing him is something Black, Keith aND Allura all have feelings about let them bond... let Allura become his older sister bplease..... 

Allura and Shiro have strong ties and are similar. Black suits Allura and Allura would have a companion to deal with losing the dynamic she has with Shiro like... also shipping wise it just makes sense for Allura as Shiro’s gf to step in i’m telling you it makES SO MUCH SENSE

ALLURA, BY BECOMING A PALADIN, CAN FINALLY BEGIN TO BRIDGE THE DISTANCE BETWEEN HER AND LANCE/HUNK/PIDGE AND HONESTLY KEITH AS WELL LIKE!!! IMAGINE

Allura stepping into the place of Shiro might finally stop the over played Lance flirts with her gag bc she’ll be in the place of someone he admires and respects super big time. LET ALLURA AND LANCE FINALLY BECOME THE OBNOXIOUS SIBLINGS I KNOW THEY ARE

Allura as a paladin means maybe she can finally interact with Hunk, her favourite paladin (i know he is her favourite. he just is) and i will live for every second of every interaction hunk is her favourite and hunk thinks shes really amazing and would be such good friends with her PLEASE 

Allura would finally be able to bond with Pidge,,, let my ladies talk more please OH SHIT LIKE!!! PIDGE HAS just now lost the person she relied upon for dealing with losing family sadness like........... have her talk to Allura the same way she opens up to Shiro oh my fucking god...... PLEASE GD CAN U IMAGINE. 

ALLURA PILOTING THE BLACK LION MEANS PHENOMENAL AND INTERESTING CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT FOR ALL VOLTRON WRITERS WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE

TLDR; Allura should pilot Black in Shiro’s absence, not Keith. it will allow for boundless interesting character development on all sides and makes the most sense