This is for you, the you that's striving, the you that's desperate for love and happiness and to live all her wildest dreams. The you that looks down on your current life (as if the blessings you have right now aren't enough). The you that's deeply craving to look, be, and feel like someone other than her beautiful self. I want you to know all this inner rejection is causing separation from your dreams. It’s causing everything you want to drift further away. Accepting and loving every part of you right now, in this moment, THIS is how you expand. Being grateful for every blessing in your life right now is how you bring in more abundance. It was never about rejecting who you currently are, there is no shame in striving. It was always about loving yourself as a perfect creation, and from that place expanding to new horizons. 

Hurt back slowed me down some, but it didn't stop me! Got my run in and ready for the afternoon. #goals #igotthis #runrunrun #TeamUnity #success #weightloss #letsgetthis #consistency https://www.instagram.com/p/CAGSHDcnUKX/?igshid=jhla4rek67s8

Tip one to getting calves just fucking use them or you will lose them. But on a serious not that’s honestly with anything in the gym if you don’t use it you will lose it that’s why if you workout just one muscle all the time and you don’t work your other muscles you end up losing it. Just because you got good legs don’t mean they will always be great if you don’t work them out, that’s where muscular dystrophy comes into play takes protein and all that bullshit from parts of your body and sends it to other parts of your body because that’s your bodies way of telling you that because you’re not using that muscle it literally takes every nutrient from that muscle cause your body thinks it don’t need it anymore and that’s when muscular dystrophy sets in it literally means an imbalance of muscles and the way your body is you need every muscle to survive or you literally fucking lose it. Don’t think you need calves then good luck walking don’t think you need to hit abs then good luck taking a shit don’t think you need biceps then good luck lifting anything don’t think you need triceps then good luck moving your arm don’t think need shoulder then good luck hitting squats don’t think you need traps then good luck moving your neck. Every fucking muscle plays a role don’t be fucking stupid and most likely no one will read this but if you do read this long ass thing than you are one of fucking many that knows something new #yourwelcome #knowledgeispower #2020 #newyear #newme #letsgetthis #funfacts #ifbb #calves #calfs #legs #trainitorloseit #toronto #ontario #canada #godisgood https://www.instagram.com/p/B7IGD6_HmBn/?igshid=1exwa8dee86t3

Let's get ready to RUMMMMBLE!!!! #AHHYEAHH #rosieperez #wesleysnipes #tracymorgan #boobooandrade #fightnightatlosInciarte #SANTYVON #boxing #letsgetthis...whuut? #letsgetreadytorumble #ufc #itllbetimeinabit (at Evergreen, San Jose, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3QrQirp1gV/?igshid=s388fybgkzgs

Just a bunch of British babes living their best lives!!!! @princess.zunicorn @emmajones4559 @nkotb @jordanknightofficial @dannywoodofficial @donniewahlberg @jonathanrknight @joeymcintyre @tiffany_tunes @debbiegibson @naughtybynature4ever @saltnpepaofficial #mixtapetour #tdgarden #letsgetthis https://www.instagram.com/p/BzRZt2xHT3l/?igshid=nhy2mo1djkm4

🌿Hooray and happy fucking Saturday - We’ve been fucking busy !! 🌿There’s something so cool about working with friends and using friends for the designs it’s one big #fambam 🌿Out limited edition Polaroid @sexpoaustralia tee featuring one of my favourite humans @pip.uhhh is hot off the press and I couldn’t wait to show you ! With the white Polaroid on the front (identical to mine ) 😍🙏🏻 🔥@journeysapparel Matt has been busting his A double snakes to get these done in time 🌿Releasing online and at @sexpoaustralia Brisbane in two weeks come down and jump the waiting cue for presale and come down to @sexpoaustralia and cop one! 🌿big plans still coming this is just the tip of it all were so excited ! 🌿limited numbers at the expo so don’t sleep 😈👊🏻# 🌿Fuck yeah #LETSGETTHIS #journeysapparelyasvo #yasvojourneys #sexpoaustralia #journeysapparel (at Brisbane, Queensland, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0ICp0mHKuE/?igshid=mgyyz7ex5sbi

“Fascinating” Arcana leaned forward to press against the iron bars so that Astaria could hear her voice over the screaming in her thoughts.

Her throat was so parched that the insides were sticking together to form an uncomfortable ball that made Astaria widening her mouth in pursuit of easing the pain. She even tried to bite her tongue to will saliva down her bone dry throat but no luck came. She continued to bite down until slow blood trickled from newly opened teeth marks. The sudden taste of the tart liquid left Astaria to roll it over her tongue, feeling the edges of the muscle now torn. It had been five days since Arcana last feed her leaving Astaria finding it hard to will anything from her own body. Even the cough proved pathetic as some of the blood decided to choke her.

“Since when have you been taking this?” Arcana held the thin white envelope between her two fingers,daunting Astaria with it.

Even if Astaria could answer over the blood spilling in her mouth, she wouldn't. As if Arcana could feel the resist in Astaria, she squatted down to her level and held Astarias earthly eyes in Arcanas cunning green.

“An answer for your troubles, darling?” A smile sprawled on Arcana’s pale face. One in which Astaria mimicked.

She pulled the blood to the tip of her tongue, letting it push the red fluid through her teeth and unto Arcana’s beautiful face.

But before the blood had even left Astaria’s mouth a hand lashed out to encompass her thin throat. The force clenching the dry walls together and air to cease feeding her lungs.

The red splatter seemed to highlight the green life of Arcanas eyes as she ran a thumb over the dripping mess. Then Arcana touched the blood collected on her thumb to her beating mouth, licked it and allowed the saliva to run down her mouth to mock Astaria.

Don’t remember what or where this is from it just popped up on my photos……………… #ThatYouTubeLife #ThatExploringLife #ThatAbandonedLife #LetsGetThis #ThatNatureLife #NaturePhotography #OnlyLeaveFootPrints👣 (at Any Town Any State Usa) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ca5mOO0uC5A/?utm_medium=tumblr

No costumes today, just regular ole Ava & Mary runni our first full marathon! Please pray for cool weather, endurance, and no injuries. 🙏🏼 Hopefully my next post will be us with medals galore!! #pray #rundisney #letsgetthis #dopeychallenge #waltdisneymarathonweekend (at Epcot) https://www.instagram.com/avadagr8/p/CYgStq0OAxQ/?utm_medium=tumblr

I am sure that I am one of many that have gained weight over the time of #covid #covid_19 and I gained 60 lbs over the year and a half from binge drinking and binge eating New England clam chowder out of the can (delicious!) I started saying “Fuck this! I feel awful!” and got serious around summer. This is from July to today (December 30th 2021) I have lost 34lbs. I am not in anyway putting down anyone at 170+lbs, if you feel confident and healthy at that weight than, do you! I personally was feeling awful and having weekly ovarian cyst ruptures. I am feeling so much healthier and getting up at 5am or around 6am on my own! I am feeling so great! I wanted to celebrate with my friends and tell you that you can do it if you want it and don’t beat yourself up if you slip, I still do! #weightloss #weightlossjourney #weightlosstransformation #weightlossmotivation #weightlossgoals #weightlosssuccess #artist #femaleartist #dallasartist #digitalart #collageart #womensupportingwomen #femalessupportingfemales #letsgetthis #bingeeating #bingedrinking #ovariancyst #endometriosis (at Dallas, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CYHdcmFFCQq/?utm_medium=tumblr

My favorite season. My favorite weather. Have an awesome week. #happymonday #sicparvismagna #piattpark #garfield #gopacers #goodmorning #buenosdias #haveagreatweek #autumn #coldweather #letsgetthis #bukutu https://www.instagram.com/p/CWBYjTapOVm/?utm_medium=tumblr

Day 2 completed and 92 days sober!! I feel great #75hard #letsgetthis #youcandoit https://www.instagram.com/p/CVo-AagACRp/?utm_medium=tumblr

Day 276/365... enjoyed the beautiful morning with a run and then treated myself to a delicious breakfast. I love this amazing feeling!! #TeamUnity #igotthis #nutrition #dedication #journey #letsgetthis #gameon #consistency https://www.instagram.com/p/B1lpEvfHa5-/?igshid=1jl7tvpy93wnx

Don’t you owe it to yourself to live your dreams, to at least try? To wake up and put your best foot forward, to do the things you’ve been saying you’re going to do. To make some fucking moves. You know how powerful it feels to make progress, so why are you holding yourself back? Why are you blocking yourself from your dreams? What matters right now is that you get out of your own fucking way, that you push forward. You pull your shit together and you make today fucking count. You pull out your to do list and you start stabbing through those tasks like a beast. With so much force and energy within you, that you’re ready to destroy today. Destroy it in a way that reveals all the trapped energy, stagnant energy that has been dormant inside of you. That you finally come alive and snap out of this low, inefficient state. That today you are finally awakened. 

When you have an audition for Eponine and your best friend has an audition for Fantine. #killingit #soulsisters #letsgetthis #toursisters #lesmiserables #eponine #onmyown

Just another picture from the school for Ill minded children …………………… #ThatYouTubeLife #ThatExploringLife #ThatAbandonedLife #LetsGetThis #ThatNatureLife #NaturePhotography #OnlyLeaveFootPrints👣 (at In The Woods) https://www.instagram.com/otis_carmine/p/CY8S1SIgyfo/?utm_medium=tumblr