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babychoko · 2 years
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🌺𝔸 𝕤𝕚𝕝𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕥🌺
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Part 11
Note: Edited the last part because sentences were somehow deleted.
Pebbles crunched as I walked limply around the corner to my flat. I thought that the winter time would be quieter and more relaxed. But this did not seem to be the case. Things had become more stressful at my work because drinking coffee was especially popular during the cold season. Usually I had a little time to sit down. But I stayed on my feet almost the entire shift. My headache from the seminar didn't help at all. I'm through for today.
I have to mention that my seminar is not as much fun as before. Mr. Zhongli is no longer leading the class and is taking his post as a guest elsewhere. I haven't seen him for quite a while. And when I do, it's rarely in the hallway, on the second floor. I really missed his methods and found him interesting.
That reminds me, I still have his contact details. He gave me these back then when I was worried about Venti. Should I come to an emergency, he would help me.
Through all my worries, I didn't notice what he said. But...emergency? I suppose if it has something to do with Venti. After all, they're very close. I learned then that Mr. Zhongli helped him out of a jam.
Exactly.
When Venti got to a very low point in his life and lost control of himself. It tears my heart to think about it. Every now and then I think, what would have happened if we had met earlier? Most likely not much. After all, we have a bit of an age difference. No kidding, I thought he was in his early twenties.
But he isn't.
Blessed with a round face, wrinkle-free, he's proudly...
Oh, never mind his age.
What I do know is that he's been through a lot. And if he needs my help, that I will be there for him anytime. With these thoughts, I trot up the stairs to my flat door. It took me quite a while to get there and open the door. What I needed now is to put my feet up. They're bound to fall off any time now if I don't do that.
Winter time..yes yes. One is always sad there. And in autumn, you're still full of joie de vivre.
I suppose so. The colourful leaves still radiated life in nature. And now the branches are standing all bare and blowing away. The new year has already started and I don't feel like new.
As the saying goes: new year, new me.
This and that.
But I can promise that I am exactly the same person at 00:00 as I was at 11:59.
My bag emitted a dull sound as dropped on the floor and took off my shoes, followed by my jacket and other stuff.
I just want to lie down. That's all. Tomorrow I'm sure I'll be re-energised.
I finally sat down on the sofa with my house clothes on and ate my warmed up dinner. But after only a few seconds I was interrupted by a phone call.
Huh?
I answered the call without looking to see who it was.
"(Name)! Long time no hear." I furrowed my eyebrows in irritation.
"To hear from you again..."
"Ehh... aren't you glad? There was a reason for that! Now listen carefully."
"I'm all ears." I sighed and took another bite. He gasped for air.
"I'm allergic to cats, after all..“ Then he exhaled.
"A fact, yes."
"When I was on my way to university, a cat wouldn't budge. I bet it knew I was allergic to them. Roadblock, I tell you. And here's the thing: I wanted to get to the other side of the road..until this beast attacked me! She was looking for trouble!"
Pause.
Oh, he's done? Does he want me to respond?
"Venti, you mean to tell me that a strange cat tried to mess with you of all people?"
"I didn't have time to cuddle with that one. That could have ended fatally. So I was going to decline, then my phone fell out of my hand: it got broken! Uh, hello?"
I struggled to keep from laughing out loud. Him and his stories! Wait a minute...
"So how did you call me now?" I looked at the screen at that exact moment. Oh, his home phone. "It's been taken care of. So your phone didn't survive?"
"And I almost didn't either! Imagine that, (Name)." The thought of Venti rejecting cuddles from a cat made me laugh.
"Can your phone be fixed?"
He sighed. "Unfortunately, no. That's why I have to buy a new phone. What a waste!" I put my plate down on the table. "I think it's about time for a new model. It doesn't have to be expensive." He was always sending me sms. He could make things easier with a smartphone. There are apps that cost nothing. He can send me endless messages or make long phone calls. Besides, nowadays you're almost forced to walk around with a smartphone.
You can't do much without apps any more. But no matter how many times you mention it, Venti was never really convinced. He booked tickets or anything else directly from a shop, office or wherever.
"Maybe I should get one similar to yours."
"That would be good..wait, what?" Venti and a smartphone? I should call the reporters. He'll make headlines.
"Let's look at some models. How about this?" A good opportunity, and to see again. How many weeks has it been? The last time was when he finally met my mother. One day I went to see her and introduced Venti to her. So, a long time ago. Before Christmas.
Her reaction was completely different from what I expected. She was very relaxed, calm and happy. He has a certain charisma that you can't hate. Luckily he didn't let out a line like, "Oh, I didn't know you had a sister!" He would have blown her away with that. Also, I was relieved that she didn't ask about future plans..
After all, he and I didn't bring this up any further. But it was clear that we were leaving everything to fate.
When Venti agreed, we went looking for a smartphone in the shop the very next day. There was a cheap model with a camera from every brand.
"This one costs more than a whole rent to a capital city..how many lenses is that? Huh..THREE?" He looked more closely at the back. "And where's the back button?" I swiped at the screen. "That's how you do it. They don't have those on the newer ones-"
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"Wow! Really detailed is this camera!"
"Venti, d-delete that!" Another reason why I won't get one of these. Besides, I can hear our wallets howling.
Sighing, I deleted the picture and also the ones taken by some teenagers. They seem to have forgotten to delete their pictures. It could be that I did a favour for them.
"And a lot of people buy that? Aren't they all practically the same?"
"Well, this brand is popular. Especially among the younger ones. Let's go to the other section. They're cheaper there." I forgot he lives under a rock. Further away from the city, no TV, little internet use... I already envy him for that.
And what a joy that he is not picky. We found the right model for him after not long. In the very next shop, I was allowed to choose a new mobile phone cover for him. It was a light shade of green with a dandelion inside. He liked this cover very much.
After the successful shopping, we sat down in a café and ordered something to drink. I showed him some functions, which he quickly learned to use.
"Hmm... sending you endless messages. That doesn't sound bad." I can get ready for something. But of course I would be delighted. I'll admit that.
I sipped my cocoa in silence and put my phone back on the table. "What have you been up to lately, Venti?"
"Quite a lot of typing. I think my fingers are going to fall off. Not to mention I've had a lot of gigs." So he's been busy too. Poor guy.
"And what about you? (Name), you don't overwork yourself..do you?" If I lied to him now, would he believe me?
"I..I'm still trying with the balance.." He looked half-satisfied. But then he smiled. "Oh, really? As long as you don't overwork yourself, that's fine! After today, you can call me anytime~"
"How's the iron infusion going?" He looked to the side as he drank his cocoa.
"It's finished. I'm following protocol with the diet. But the improvement... is minimal."
"At least it's better than nothing, right?" Looks like we'll continue to do our best.
There was a brief silence between us. We were running out of things to talk about. That's what I thought, at least, until Venti tapped me and pointed to a baby in a highchair.
"Look. He's been staring at you for quite a while..." He whispered with a grin.
What..at me? I looked over Venti's shoulders and sure enough, the baby was looking at me. An older man who could be his grandpa was trying to feed him. But the baby was far too distracted by me and didn't turn to his spoon.
His eyes were a warm emerald colour and his hair was very light in contrast to his skin colour.
When we made eye contact, he smiled at me. It felt very familiar. I didn't feel tense at all.
After that, he finally let his grandpa feed him. Normally I had a feeling that children were afraid of me. But this time it was not the case.
"Ahaa..are you hiding something from me?"
"I-idiot..no way!"
Venti turned to the baby and held out his snow-white hand. The child stopped munching on his bib, let it go and tried to reach for his hand instead.
It was an unusual sight in a café, but Venti could make fast friends with anyone. In the next few seconds he squatted in front of the baby chair and held the baby's little hand with a warm smile. The grandpa couldn't help grinning and put the spoon aside. He probably gave up trying to feed his grandchild and watched. He seemed to have said something because Venti turned to him and nodded, then replied.
I was still sitting a little further away, watching in silence as I rested my cheek on my hand. Seeing them interact so familiarly warmed my heart in a way. Yesterday I was a mess and now a joy awakened me.
I know those emerald eyes will not be forgotten.
We paid after a while and left the café.
"You've made a new little friend, I take it?" I said jokingly and put my hands in my jacket pocket.
"You could say that! There's nothing purer than a child's smile and desire. I love them!"
"You're very kind, Venti." It's no wonder no one feels uncomfortable around him.
He smiled at me, which was contagious. But then I had a suspicion.
Venti...could it be that with me he wants a.. no, no. I'm overthinking everything! But come to think of it, he's older than me. You might have different plans after a few years. Besides, he'll be done with his studies very soon.
After all, life comes with responsibilities. Should I take on another responsibility when it comes my way? When it comes upon us.
Maybe one shouldn't always live a blanket life after all. It's what I used to firmly believe in.
"Venti, do you think... that someday..." Oh, it's not easy to ask.
"Yeah?" He bent down to me. I could feel the warmth in my cheeks.
"Forget it! It doesn't matter now."
"Oh, is that so?" He sighed and shrugged his shoulders. "Then ask me another time~"
Is he trying to tell me that he knows what I wanted to ask? I'm sure he's just pretending! A quirk of his to make me feel uneasy.
"Are you staying at my place tonight?" I didn't see what was stopping me. So I said yes. It's another opportunity to spend time together.
"Yeah, sure. Why not?"
The long bus ride didn't bother us at all. On the contrary, with him, the time passed quickly. This time, I was the one drawing something with my fingers on the fogged windows.
"(Name), can I ask you something?"
"Anytime? Yes."
He then drew with me at the window. A sun.
"Do you..believe in reincarnation?"
"I think so. I'm still very unsure about it." Reincarnation is one thing that has remained unanswered for me until now. But why was he asking me that? Then I remembered that he can start conversations about anything.
"What about you, Venti?"
"I used to be very unsure about it. But for a while now, I've believed in it."
"Only for a while?" I asked, confused. "What made you do it?"
"I'd say... a sudden change of heart. Funny, isn't it?" He leaned his head against me.
"Changes of mind are like swings of emotions for me. At some point you harden up and let it slide."
"Now that you mention it. There were a lot of things I didn't like to accept for some reason. But when you get used to it..." I reflected.
"But you know, I've always believed in incarnation. Even before reincarnation."
It didn't look like Venti was expecting an answer. So I said nothing and painted a face on the sun at the window. But the misting on the window dripped down. Now it looked like the sun was crying with a smile.
When we got out, we went to his house. It was already late and he switched on a lamp. "Shall I turn up the heater?"
"It's okay, I'm not cold. You can leave it off." I then pointed to the embroidery on the living room table.
"Have you got on with it yet? Let me see it."
Excited, I sat with him and he took out the small piece of fabric. A purple flower was visible on it.
"What kind of flower is that?"
"The Hyacinth. But unfortunately you can't see it clearly. I'm not that good. You‘ve got me beat. Look at yours!"
I shook my head with a laugh. "I still can't embroider the rabbits in detail! I'll never get a little pillow like that. Or a tissue..."
"Well, I think you've really improved. If you keep it up, you will!"
I nodded and stroked the small half-finished embroidered fabric.
The purple hyacinth..what does it stand for again?
"Shall we continue? Now that we're at it." He suggested and took a needle in his hand.
We had nothing else to do, so we embroidered together as usual. It was a relaxing hobby for the two of us. Much better than watching TV at my place and making fun of hosts or stupid decisions on blind-date shows. Those were the ones that upset us the most.
A few times my thoughts were interrupted because I pricked my fingers with the needle with my clumsiness. But I didn't prick myself too deeply, which was good. Otherwise he would dramatise and come at me with a first aid kit.
"Listen, about earlier... I wanted to apologise. I forgot that supernatural subjects scare you." Said Venti softly.
"It depends on what kind of subjects..." I corrected, not wanting him to feel guilty.
"(Name), may I ask what exactly are you afraid of?"
What exactly am I afraid of? As soon as night falls and you're alone, I suppose. That's the problem with me.
"During the day, I can work things over just fine. But as soon as it gets dark... then I almost lose control. I can't see anything. I don't know what can suddenly come out of the darkness. And most things... they happen at night. That's how it is in stories. I think that's what it is." I confessed frankly. "And now, add paranormal things."
"I see. Thank you." He says thank you? Now that's an unusual response.
"Uh..here you go." A fitting response for him.
"There's something I actually want to show you." He whispered, lowering the embroidery to his lap and closing his eyes. "But... I don't want to scare you." Is that why he was asking about my fears?
"Why should I be afraid of you? I'm sure you don't want to scare me. What do you want to show me?"
"About this.. I cannot explain to you exactly. But I want to trust you with it!"
"All right... please show me, Venti."
It was something he couldn't show me in his home. He said to me that he should take me for a walk first. In his area, you can see the stars very clearly. The city lights are very far away for that, which makes it possible.
"What about tonight?"
I shook my head. "When I'm outside with you... then I don't feel fear. Only when I'm alone." I then looked at the moon as I walked. Today it was shining brightly and cloudless. We walked along the pebble path. "I find this night particularly beautiful. More beautiful than when I look out of my window. There I only see darkness in the sky."
I put my arms around myself as the wind pulled the cold breeze past us. Then I stopped in front of the forest. If you go deeper in, there's a hill. And far away, you can make out a source of light. That's when you know it's the city. But I've never seen it. Venti has always told me about it. But we never got to go in together.
"You are not alone, I am with you. Please let me show you the background of darkness."
I hesitated and looked at Venti.
"It's like a murder movie, you know."
He sighed and looked to me. "And that's where the problem starts..." I scratched the back of my head, grinning slightly.
"You're right about that. But I trust you." (Name), think of something nice! Otherwise, you'll never make it.
It's a short way, which seemed long to me. He and I walked deeper and deeper through the small forest. But as it turned out, the forest was not so dark. Further back, it was even light.
It was never completely dark. And when I looked up, the sky was still there.
After a few minutes, we arrived at the hill. The view of the city far in the back was actually very wonderful! I don't know if I've ever seen anything so beautiful on a night!
"It's amazing..." I murmured and continued to look.
"Light is stronger than darkness." He said and smiled at me. "Look, you made it! You're here."
I nodded and looked away from him as well. "It's not as bad here as I thought." How could I doubt the night...? Of course, it doesn't mean my fear is completely gone. But a small part..it does. "It's a small step, thank you."
I breathed into my hands to get some warmth off, hence not putting on my gloves.
"Do you come here often?"
"Once in a while, when I need inspiration or to empty my head."
"And what about other people?"
"Unfortunately I'm the only one, I haven't seen anyone else here except myself. But I'm glad you know the place now." He said quietly, looking up at the sky.
Then I remembered that he wanted to show me something. Or was it just this place? Because Venti looked like he had something else in his heart. Something he wants to let go of.
I then turned to him. He was now looking calmly at me. "Was that what you wanted to entrust to me?"
He shook his head. "Not quite. But I think you had a hunch a few times."
"A hunch?" I asked.
"Mmm." He nodded. "Maybe if I show you, it will come back to you?"
"Oh, okay."
He approached me and put his hands down as a sign for me to put my hands on top. When I did so, he held them tightly.
He closed his eyes.
And at that very moment, something happened that I could not explain. Something that no one seems to be able to explain. I couldn't believe my eyes. And I couldn't feel anything else at that moment except the wind.
The wind was getting stronger, but not colder. My whole body warmed up and the branches on the trees rustled louder.
I could have sworn that his eyes lit up slightly when he opened them. His hair swayed and I looked around. He could easily lift himself above the ground, it was as if gravity did not exist.
Then I remembered what he once said:
"With the power of the wind!"
"I only had to swing my arm once and a strong gust of wind can blow everything away. Down to the last lint!"
Wind...
Wind?!
"V-Venti..." I could only get out in a whisper. I couldn't believe anything. What I was seeing wasn't an act.
It was real.
Venti could control the wind.
These thoughts occupied me as we walked back home without words after a while.
He said nothing, I said nothing. It was as if nothing had happened at all.
Words only came when I took off my shoes at his door. Venti beat me to it and walked slowly into the living room. I asked him not to turn on the lights and didn't do it myself. When I entered the living room, he was standing in front of his balcony, which is very wide.
Only the moon gave us light.
I approached Venti and gently put a hand on his right shoulder. After my gesture, he turned to me.
Then he unbuttoned his shirt and I looked at his bare chest where the mark was, which glowed slightly. So it really wasn't a tattoo?
"This..I've always had this." Were the first words he spoke after a while.
I swallowed once. "Do you have any more?" Now my heart was racing as he turned from the balcony again.
"I will show you this one. (Name), are you afraid of me?"
I shook my head.
"You... don't want to go?" He asked in a whisper
"I want to stay with you." I just want to be here, nothing more and no questions asked. What I want now is... to be with him.
At that moment I took him in my arms.
"Please, show me the other m..mar..k..mh."
He released his lips from mine.
"(Name), thank you."
Actually, my heart should be racing again at this moment.
But I felt so numb that the fear and nervousness were not there. We parted our lips, eyes still half open. It was as if time was passing quickly. Although it took a while for us to settle down on the carpet of the living room, not paying attention to other rooms. Probably because there might be an interruption or because it would be uncomfortable. I was already lying face down, hips raised a little.
Small breaths could be heard from him and I pressed my head deeper into the sofa cushion that lay on the floor. I was too embarrassed to look at him. After feeling a slight sting, I clawed my right hand into the fabric of a shirt lying next to the cushions. It was probably his. Maybe it was mine too. But in this darkness, I couldn't really tell. After all, our clothes were somehow spread around us. One could guess what we were doing? Or rather, what we were trying to do.
My unfitting, distracting thoughts about our clothes were interrupted when I felt a stinging sensation inside me again. I pushed a small sound from my lips at that and lifted my head from the pillow.
"H..hyah..!!" It hurts. I don't want to lie. Ahahah..those may not be tears of joy. They're tears of pain. I was about to tell him to go ahead.
Then his grip loosened around my hips, one hand stroked from my hip higher and higher to my head, and with it a slight strand of hair was brushed from my face. He leaned down to me and rested his chin on my shoulder, his chest pressing against my back. I whimpered softly.
"(Name), that hurts you, doesn't it?" A whisper. I swallowed once and nodded, still feeling a little hazy. „Please, try a-again..“ I think right now I started to feel nervous.
"I don't want to stop..not at this moment." I confessed embarrassed, turning my head to the other side, giving him more room to brush his lips against my neck in a comforting way. Wouldn't I feel connected to him then? Now that we came this far..we didn‘t even properly start..
"There's always a next time, agreed? Besides, there are other ways~"
"Other... Ways?" I tried to look over my shoulder at him. But my head isn't that mobile.
Venti slowly detached himself from me and I turned onto my back. In shame, I still hid my bust with my arms. He looked down at me and pouted.
"Exactly! I don't want to cause you any pain." He now had a cat-like grin on his face and put his hand in front of his lips. "Or is (Name) that desperate..?"
I smiled at him instead of being teased. "If you say so." He's right, after all. There are other ways to show your love. Just being with him might be enough. Intimacy... yes. It's not about being intimate only in that way!
I sat up carefully and at that moment he surprised me with a deepening kiss. It felt good to put my arms around him. It soothed me and I had not thought that direct physical contact, skin on skin, could feel like this.
As our kiss ended, I noticed that I could see his face a little more clearly. At first I thought I had got used to the darkness. But it turned out that morning was coming very soon. He seemed to have noticed this and looked towards his balcony. "Oh dear. Have we been up this late?"
"Looks like it."
We looked at each other again and almost snorted. We were aware that we were going to sleep through the morning. So we lay down again. On the carpet, of course.
As long as there were blankets and pillows, we didn't mind sleeping on the floor. It was surprisingly not uncomfortable. He pulled the blanket over us and intertwined one hand with mine.
"You know...I'm relieved we didn't..“ I murmured.
He looked at me innocently. I sighed.
"I didn't..prepare anything." I managed to get out awkwardly. He blinked a few times. Then his face changed to one of realisation. You could read the "Oh!" clearly from his expression. Then his eyes sparkled with excitement. Before he could say anything, I interrupted him.
"Hey. Just.. don't comment." My cheeks grew warm and I stared at the ceiling. Never would I have thought of not thinking of risks.
He chuckled softly. "I'll see you at noon then?" He then asked with his eyes closed.
"A new way of saying goodnight?" Maybe it was too late to say goodnight now. And a good morning didn't sound any better.
"You could say that."
"I'll see you at noon then, Venti."
But as it turned out, I was the one who fell asleep. What I didn't know was that Venti was still awake, brushing little strands of hair out of my face.
Then he looked at the window with an unreadable look.
"I am very sorry, (Name)." He murmured softly to himself.
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Part 12
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fonziqor · 8 months
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you'd be like heaven to touch
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kiwi-b0nes · 2 months
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flowers for a loved one 💐
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meidnightrain · 3 months
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KISS (DON'T TELL) !
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summary: how does it feel to kiss them and what does it mean to be loved by them?
featuring: wanderer and venti
notes: this is a part of the kiss (don’t tell) event hosted by ecrin de literature and my secret admirer is the one and only @heiayen <3
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kissing VENTI is like the taste of freedom paired with the sweet scent of apple cider. its the soft breeze rippling through your hair, making you feel weightless and warming you inside out. his lips taste like dandelion wine and blinding youth. each kiss carries longing, each touch carries remembrance, every word carries fear. as an archon, he’s lived longer than most of the people that walk the surface of teyvat. there’s deep rooted fear that every moment with you will be his last, lifespans can be iffy especially with mortals. every mortal is different than the rest, like how every grape tastes slightly different than the others that grow on the vine. after all, he’s the epitome of freedom. the wind whispers and begs for you to kiss the anemo archon, who are you to deny? VENTI knows that drinking his way to the bottom of the bottle, he’ll never get an answer to his problems but that’s alright. you’re the next next solution and he’ll kiss you till his worries disappear and become a problem for another day.
kissing WANDERER is like the feeling of being soaked by a raging thunderstorm, howling winds that threaten to tear you apart and lightning that can pierce through your skin to strike your beating heart. his lips taste bitter like tea without an ounce of sugar, he’s not sweet to the touch and he’s definitely not one to sugarcoat his words that’s for sure. even if the storm is fierce and cruel, you can't help but be flung around like a lost leaf; he stabilizes you and keeps the rain at bay long enough for you to recall what it's like to be cradled. you can become hooked to things without them having to be sweet; all you have to do is to immerse yourself in his kisses over and over again to feel that electrifying touch of his lips on yours. different people love differently, underneath his brash exterior, WANDERER loves you so fiercely but he’ll never say that. bribe him all you want but those words aren’t the kind that’ll spill so easily. maybe one day he’ll open up his puppet chest to you. you’ll see the hollow spacing where a heart should be and fill it with enough love that bursts at the seams.
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megwillart · 1 year
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Freedom Flavored 🍃
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anggeese · 6 months
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trying out a new brush to beat art block :D
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moonbiit-arts · 11 months
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Happy birthday Venti !! ˚₊·—̳͟͞͞♡
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ilyuu · 11 months
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can i ask for Character B kissing Character A while Character B is dying in their arms (but reader is the one dying bc mmmm yummy angst) w xiao venti and childe?
congrats on your milestone!!!
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warnings : angst, main character death, hurt/no comfort, crying, descriptions (proceed with caution!)
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childe.
he feels your fingertips flit across his features, tracing, feeling his skin, as if to etch it all into your memories (memories that soon only one of you will keep) and it coaxes forth a fresh wave of tears. he doesn’t realize it. not the sting, not how it clouds his sight, nothing. just how cold your fingers are, losing its warmth, its life slowly slipping into the air.
the scent of copper is something of a thrill, as much as he admits so, that thrusts a sense of adrenaline in his veins - there’s a line to draw, a hard one, when it’s from you. thick liquid flows from your side, and the stench only grows stronger from there as it taints along the shoreline. the sea coalesces with it and he never though the sight that he once shared with you, one he cherishes so, would be poisoned because of him. a someone who had made a small home, albeit cracked, in his heart.
he didn’t feel how your fingers slowly moved along his shoulder, tucking itself in his hair. he didn’t feel the faint tug, almost resisting. he didn’t feel how you pulled him in.
what he did felt was the lingering warmth of your lips against his. more of a peck than anything, all of you (what’s left) into it - a bittersweetness with a farewell that has him returning it. his hand finds itself at the back of your head, and all sorts of tastes, feelings, thoughts, are shared between the two of you in those last minutes. all of his apologies his voice didn’t let him say, all of those memories that you wish you could’ve made more of, the tandem of affection you both tried to give each other.
he doesn’t want you to go. he doesn’t want to lose one of the few homes he has left, not in this way, and not so soon. there’s still so many things he wants to do, to say, that maybe it’d never be able to complete a lifetime but damn it all if it means even a second more with you to try.
“…home. i’m sorry for breaking our home.”
venti.
a keepsake of you lies in everything you say, do, and think - your voice, smile, laughter, words, acts - and keeps it deep within in when you’d part ways. a bit too much of a hope, perhaps, that there would be some silent closure for him as the two of you lived a lifetime of fulfillment and, well, freedom in the arms of the other. he’s happy. and you’re happy, in spite of knowing the end.
yet not so soon.
the wisps of wind acts as company, and yet, an antagonist to his words as it drowns out his voice, murmuring every letter, line, he has to his person that’ll be enough to try and convey everything he’s felt with you. no time for prose, he all but puts himself - the one that not even the crisp air can touch, masked away - into it. and, in spite of the copper, dull and heavy in the clouds, oozing from many a scars skimming your body, there’s an almost soft sight of you smiling.
your hand toys with the tuft of his braid, aglow, thrumming with life, and it’s then that he notices that he’s his own cause. he closes his eyes, and feels the world settle into a state of calm and peace - it’s his chest, tight, slightly aching in the lack of air, that doesn’t. not even he feels you nearing in, lips peppering his cheek with pecks. and who is he to not indulge his love in the same way?
and so, with hands that cared and destroyed, he cups your cheek in presses an airy kiss onto your lips that slowed time. it’s then that you taste salt - his tears. he caves in and feels the sting that he’d thought at least healed a bit come back. the loss of close one yet again; in his arms yet again; and left with nothing but a raw, tender wound on his chest yet again.
“your memory will stay with me, don’t worry. i’ll make sure that it’ll stick to the skies.”
xiao.
there’s little to no saving grace as his hand tightly held onto yours, shaking, trembling, all of her nerves taut as he feels the nip of frost biting back at his skin. the only heat that he feels is one he’s familiar with, yet it’s not the one he’s comfortable with - smears of red soiling the back of his hand as he tries to close his fingers in yours. yours try to do the same; a frail, faint presence, fading and fading with every second.
the light in your eyes, one that he always admires, in light and in dark, starts to flicker and it’s then that he knows that you’re fading. that you’ll be nothing but a memory rather than a wish, a dream, to hope for tomorrow. reality sways underneath him and rue tastes bitter on his tongue; to think that he’d so easily let you slip from him in the same manner as all the others. a memory - those days and nights wherein the two of you simply bask in the wind and the presence of the other will on the balcony, underneath the gingko leaves, will become dusted memories.
a spark.
his eyes widens, just slightly, and yet through the darkness encroaching at the edges of your vision, you can see how his irises wavered. you pressed your lips against the back of his hand, barely tasting the metal - a silent assurance to him, even with how little it does.
and he returns it. eager, desperate - all that he left unsaid, feelings left to be simply thoughts, poured into a kiss that nearly stole your breath away. is it too selfish if he wants you to stay by him for a few more moments? is it too selfish to take you out of this endless cycle if it means he hasn’t to see you like this?
(is it selfish to think that he’d rather not met you at all just to avoid this?)
“don’t… please. not yet. …not yet.”
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yushrooms · 6 months
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real image of me waiting for any zhongven content to feed to myself
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blooming-cecilia · 5 months
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cathalbravecog · 1 year
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#my brain treats these things the same as it does spamton. almost. i want to see them dead i want to chew on them. i want to kiss them gentl#y and tuck them in bed and sign up adoption papers for them. i want to hit them with a baseball bat. i will take a bullet for them#yknow?#you get me.#again an experimental fun quick drawing#that i ended up ... popping off on. oops.#i have... 0 self control in art#fun fact originally this was gonna be a painting but i went hmm what if i do the thing#ive been doing with sketch lineart on paper but... digitally? angular and sketchy and sharper#aw yea#guz art#toontown corporate clash#low baller#also i had to post this on clashcord and bail instantly because the second i see angst for stuff i like that i havent made myself#i lowkey start breaking down oops#i dont do well with other fans of things that im not familiar with.... my brain works in mysterious ways !#i say this as my next drawing i plan is literally oc angst ... oops !#something i aint done in a while....i only ever do vent stuff i never post if anything. i try not to be like.... venty edgy like that it#just. aint for me. well i say while i ramble on and vent constantly. oops. but yknow what i mean - not let my art reflect that? be goofy#with the stuff i do? but like yeah either way. lore gettin angsty. have we gotten to the point in our lore / rp yet? no. is it kinda an#inescapeable point? yes. i loooooove making my characters suffer the consequences of their actions#WHY AM I TALKING SO ELABORATELY ABOUT THIS. THIS IS A LOW BALLER DRAWING.#BY TALOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BRAIN!! OH WELL if you like these. thanks for reading you are swag. you probably went thru#like. 5465465341564 thomas 'fights' now havent you#oh well gotta have a place to dump my thoughts somewhere!
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mag-loopy · 1 year
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“Lazy Mornings”
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some quick and sappy epilogue sasharcies because i love them :]
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sagau-my-beloved · 1 year
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venti being jealous of your mini seelie bc he's the only one who gets to sleep in your pocket and steal your apples 😭😭😭
Awwwww, he can have all the apples
I have to imagine that Venti would accidentally turn into his wisp form when super drained of power causing maintaining a form must take some form of effort, so imagine he's just getting bombarded with anemo slimes (the ban of my and my anemo teams' existence) or some other form of anemo immune enemy, and suddenly you just have a very fast wisp zip right into your pocket to be protected, peaking out every now and then to check if it's safe
He'd be a perfect backpack companion though, a pocket sized friend for your convenience, other than getting into fights with all your other floating companions that is, which will probably happen frequently... Though I can't imagine a 'fight' would be much more than him just bumping into the other at increasingly aggressive speeds, sending them both bouncing back
I truly wonder when the last time he was in that form was and if he struggled to adopt human mannerisms at first, I feel like he'd probably always assume he's lighter than he actually is and would get a large variety of injuries because if that—
My dying wish is to see wisp Venti in game at some point
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Xiao being tipsy in front of Aether
Inspired by @kiboyr on Youtube! Go check them out!
C.W. - Paimon being a little shit - Xiao being a bit tipsy - Aether being the forward one - Kiss and make out (mild sexual content) - Past Zhongli/Guizhong - Guizhong dead - Mentioned Zhongli, Guizhong, Venti and Verr Goldet
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To my lovely traveller, 
The breeze combing through your hair today feels a little different, don't you think? A little sweet with a hint of grapes, right?
You must be wondering, you’re in Wangshu Inn, why would you feel my breeze? 
Hehe, that’s because I have left a gift for you. 
A few days ago, I paid a visit to this very same inn to try out their drinks, and guess who did I meet? 
If you’re guessing your beloved Vigilant Yaksha, you’re correct! Though he declined my offer for a few cups of drinks and company, I left him a gift and I told him this, 
“No takesies-backsies!” 
And I immediately left with the wind before he could process what’s happening. 
If you could smell it right now, I wouldn’t be surprised if you could pick a hint of sweetness in today’s wind. That’s because I left him a bottle of wine, haha! 
I know Xiao would only keep it instead of trying it, so I may have told a little lie that it may help with his karmic debt. I know, I know… it’s not good to lie about this. 
Still, wine and any kind of alcohol have been therapeutic to me. Almost like… a salvation. 
Nah, that was too strong of a word. 
So, if anything goes wrong with Xiao– in which the worst scenario is being tipsy, you can take care of him! 
How did I know you’d be here today? Well, a certain pretty bird told me– or rather, a pretty lady working in the inn told me about your upcoming visit. 
I do apologise for giving you this task which is partially my fault, but hey– at least you and Xiao can spend more time together, ehe! 
From your favourite bard, 
Venti. 
“Oh Venti…” Aether folds the letter neatly, letting out a sigh of resignation. 
Though, Paimon doesn’t notice the upward curve on Aether’s lips. 
“Hmm… Paimon doesn’t get why that tone-deaf bard is doing this,” Paimon says as Paimon floats in the air, munching on some cookies. “But we should check up on Xiao to see if he’s okay.” 
“Paimon, why don’t you let me handle this one?” Aether asks. 
“But Paimon wants to help!” Paimon stomps her feet in the air. “Hmph! You always leave Paimon alone when it comes to stuff like this! Paimon is not nosy, Paimon is just concerned!” 
“I know, Paimon…” Aether lets out a sigh once again. 
It’s just that you always say the wrong things at the wrong time… 
Aether could never forget that moment when Paimon, out of concern, asked about Navia’s parents whereabouts… even when Navia had told them both that they passed away years ago! 
Or how Paimon was so rude to Furina that Aether almost wanted to knock Paimon’s head. 
Paimon totally though you were just a bit of a diva at first. 
Oh, sounds like you’re really struggling to cope…  Ah, there it is. You don’t know how to cook! 
Oh… Right, Paimon totally forgot both your parents are dead. 
Even with that faint recollection, Aether’s ears feel red from remembering these moments. It wasn’t the first time for Paimon to say such insensitive words, and Aether is sure it wouldn’t be the last. 
“Paimon, why don’t you go and order some food?” 
“But–” 
Aether quickly brings up a small bag of mora from his inventory, shutting Paimon up instantly. The moment Paimon could hear the clinking sound of coins in the pouch, her eyes were shimmering like the stars tonight. 
“Thank you Aether!” Paimon gives Aether a hug that almost choked his neck, then grabs the bag of mora and finds herself a seat in Wangshu Inn to order what Paimon wants for today’s dinner. 
As soon as Paimon is out of his sight, the golden-haired traveller walks up to the lady named Verr Goldet, who is wearing a traditional, dark red, Liyue overcoat with gold accents and a chunky orange bracelet on each of her arms. 
“Welcome, traveller.” She smiles at him, just like how she would to any customers. “What’ll you have? We have dishes from both Mondstadt and Liyue, and our Almond Tofu is particularly popular.” 
“Then, I’d like a dish of almond tofu, please.” 
A few minutes later, the dessert is right in his hands. It has a silky-smooth texture with a long-lasting aroma of almond. Perfect for the adepti. 
He then quickly walks up to the inn’s topmost floor, where customers could see the whole view of Liyue: Rocky mountains that stands tall and proud alongside the stone forests, the open plains and lively rivers make up Liyue's bountiful landscape, all of which shows its unique beauty through each of the four seasons. 
As Aether could only hear the soft breeze, he called out a name, softly. 
“Xiao?” 
“You called my name, what do you need assistance with?” Aether quickly turns around to find the Vigilant Yaksha appearing in front of him, with hints of wispy black smoke. The first thing Aether instantly notices is the tint of blush around Xiao’s ears and cheeks. 
 “If you don’t need anything, then I shall take my leave. I don’t have time for your mortal ideals, humans do waste my time–” 
“Wait! I called you because…” Aether takes a deep breath before he continues, stretching out his hands to show him the dish. After all, he didn’t want Xiao to disappear on him again, which the yaksha would always disappear with a wispy black green smoke behind. 
Truly a signature move. 
“I want to give you almond tofu and… I’d like you to stay for a bit.” 
 “Huh? Almond tofu?” That made the Vigilant Yaksha’s ears perk up, raising an eyebrow. He looks up and down, both to Aether and the delectable dish in his hands. “You want me to stay in your presence…?”
Aether’s eyes shine bright like a puppy, twinking with pity. 
“Oh, fine . But only this once.” 
Settling himself onto a stool, the Vigilant Yaksha slowly chews onto his plate of almond tofu, savouring its silky sweetness. Meanwhile, the traveller sat right next to him, smugly stares at Xiao’s tipsy state as he continues to chew onto the tofu. Aether’s eyes follows the gentle movement of Xiao’s hands as he brought the porcelain spoon to his mouth, savouring each bite of his meal. 
“Why are you staring at me?” Xiao asks, noticing Aether’s burning stare on his left cheek. “You’re staring at me weirdly, I dislike it… I demand you to stop.” 
A soft smile grace Aether’s lips, reflecting the joy he found in simply being in his presence. He admires the way Xiao savoured the almond tofu, the way his eyes would gradually light up with delight at every delicious morsel.
“Traveller… you’re being very, very quiet.” Xiao puts his spoon down on the finished plate. “You want me to stay, huh?” 
All Aether could do was to prop his chin up with the heel of his hand, smiling at him in return. In that moment, Xiao could feel the traveller’s eyes lingering on his face, tracing every line, etching each detail into his memory: The flustered, furious blush, the prickling heat fanning across his chest and creeping up his neck, along with his clenched fists under the table.
“Fine, so be it.” Xiao quickly turns his head to avoid the traveller’s gaze, hiding his own expression. “I shall stay by your side.”
Ba-bump! Ba-bump! Ba-bump! 
“...What is this feeling?” Xiao mutters the question to himself...
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