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sultrybaby · 1 year

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Much Ado About Nothing (N.RK)

in which you and niki have some misunderstandings, and a nosy jay is done with it [inspired by a scene from bones haha]

a.n./ this is for the @kflixnet event haha. For @yoongimooni . I have not written in a while but I tried my best. Hope you enjoy it

💞Warnings: profanity, misunderstandings, a lil bit crying, i have described a very simple situation in a very dramatic fashion, reader has a younger brother by the name of alex💞 Word count: approx. 2k💞Pairing: Nishimura Riki x Fem!Reader (featuring jay, sunghoon, jungwon, alex (younger brother))💞 Genre: Fluff, a lil angst (established relationship)

When your thirteen year old self prayed to have a romance like the books, you were not referring to the abduction and trapping. It seemed as if the universe had misread your wishes, for here you were, being dragged by Jay.

"Would you mind explaining why you're doing this?" You asked, to which Jay gave you what seemed to be his standard response where he would not say anything.

"DUDE!"

"Okay fine!" he said in exasperation, "I was sick an tired of you and Niki constantly bombastically side eyeing each other, so now I am going to lock you in a room for three hours until you guys figure this shit out because I can not deal with you petty kids anymore"

"What-?"

Before you could even process his answer, you were thrown into a room (which you later recognized as Riki's) and the door was shut. Sighing, you nonchalantly walked backwards, habit bringing you to sit on Niki's bed.

Your peripheral vision unfortunately missed out on the 6 foot tall boy that was already sleeping there.

"What the fuck?" Niki exclaimed sleepily, his deep voice softly booming across the room, causing you to let out the most guttural scream in history.

"Oh, you," said Niki, his face falling into a seemingly non care-ish expression that kind of hurt your feelings. It also made you quite mad. Like why is he pretending like you're the one in the wrong here. The literal audacity of this boy to pretend to be the victim here is astonishing.

"Okay what is that supposed to mean?"

"What? I didn't say anything..." he grumbled "just let me sleep..." He lazily lifted the blanket over his eyes.

Okay now he was seriously pissing you off. Yanking the blanket away from his face, you leaned in and held him by his collar.

"Okay listen here you little piece of shit. Your self-appointed older brother or dad or whatever JAY said he's gonna keep us locked in here until we settle our differences. So I think it's best for both of us if you man up and apologise," you said, finishing off with a gentle slap to his head.

"Why the fuck should I apologize, you're the one who has some secret vendetta against my dog," he clapped back, sitting up straight.

Excuse me what now?

You turned back around to face him, confusion etched all over your face.

"I have nothing against Bisco- what the hell are you talking about?" you asked him, the tone of your voice softening due to hurt. You loved Bisco.

"Oh don't pretend to be so innocent. I know you're the one who stole his dog food from my cabinet."

"I would never-"

"And that's not it," he interrupted you, "I noticed that you haven't been spending as much time with him lately. You always do homework or practice during times when you usually walk him, something you claimed to have really liked. Recently whenever he comes to hug you on the couch I can see you inch away from him. If you have something against him you could have just told me but noooo~, you would go as far as to starve him??? Unbelievable..." he said, ending his rant by rolling his eyes at you.

You were speechless. You had no idea that he noticed these things. The feeling of guilt caused you to momentarily forget the anger you felt at him.

It was time to tell him- you owed him an explanation.

"Niki I...I have something to tell you," you said reluctantly.

"Damn right you do -_-"

"It's...not what you think it is..."

Niki turned to look at you curiously, starting to become a bit confused. Taking a deep breath, you said,

"I'mallergictodogfur"

"I'm sorry what?"

"I said," you paused, "I'm allergic. To dog fur." You looked down, unable to meet his eyes. You felt really bad about the way you had hid this from him- Niki really loved that dog of his.

A slender finger ducked underneath your chin, gently lifting your face up. You were now eye to eye with Niki, his face inching close to yours. Wearing an amused expression and that goddamn annoying smirk, he looked at you intently.

"What..." you asked, embarrassment evident in your tone.

"Why didn't you tell me?" he sighed, his tone soft.

"I thought it might hurt your feelings"

"And hiding it would make me feel better?" The question was valid.

"When did you find out?" he asked, hugging you closer. Nuzzling in, you narrated the incident to him.

"It was actually during one of my walks with bisco. He was about to lick something I'm pretty sure he wasnt supposed to, and since it was my first time with a pet, I was cautious and terrified. So I picked him up, away from the ground and towards my face. That's when I started sneezing really bad." you finished, looking up at him.

"Well," Niki said, "You should have told me."

"I know"

"Instead of just ignoring me the way you did"

"Actually," you started, sitting up straight, "that's not why i was ignoring you" you said, feeling the anger boil back into your system.

"What do you mean?" he asked- timidly, a response to your sudden change in tone.

Without a single word, you stood up and walked towards his cupboard. Sliding the door open (perhaps a bit too harsh), you took out the box that you had found while looking for a hoodie a week ago. For the sake of assurance, you opened it, and once again you were met with the horrible sight.

You could feel your jaw ache from emotion as you stared at the torn pictures and broken pieces. With a feeble attempt to ignore the clouding of your eyes, you marched back, throwing the box onto the bed, causing the contents to cause a mess (one toy wheel hitting niki's forehead).

Scraps of pictures littered the bed. Fragments of pictures you had taken with niki, bisco, and some of your little baby brother, one that niki insisted on keeping in his bedroom now nothing but a broken frame. The sight of the poorly torn edges was all it took for the dam to break.

Your sobbing form meekly reached and held the wheel of a very familiar toy car.

"You..." you trailed off, catching your breath, "is something wrong with us, niki? Is something making...making you mad? Is this how you take out your anger? By breaking things? Did I- did I do something wrong? What does this mean?" you ranted breathlessly, not waiting for a reply.

You clutched the plastic wheel harder, holding it to niki's face.

"This... You said you were going to give this to Alex. You said you couldn't wait to play with him, that you wanted to gift him like a good big brother. So why..." you paused, heaving, "why would you break it? Did i say something niki?"

His lack of response only made it harder for you, as you continued to sob relentlessly. Until you felt him gently take hold of your hand.

"Oh sweetie..." his deep voice rung through your ear, causing you to look up slowly, your hiccups slowing down. You faced him, and you were surprised to see a subtle smile.

"Why...why are you" hic "why are you smiling?"

He sighed, and then got off the bed and stood up. Walking to the still open cupboard, he unlocked a drawer hidden behind a bunch of unwashed clothes. You could hear a bit of rattling and jiggling as he pulled something out.

"I wanted this to be a surprise..." he said, his back still turned towards you, "but i guess i have no choice"

Facing you, he walked over and gently placed the item in your hands.

The sight was absolutely heartwarming.

You observed the thin threads, inexpertly but lovingly tying together cut out pictures of you, Alex, and niki- pictures childishly stuck into paper balls. There was sincerity in the little doodles that niki had drawn on the sides of the balls and the adorable cartoon drawings hanging from gold threads. You observed the wooden handle with innocent wonder, caressing it gently. It was beautiful.

Niki had made alex a baby mobile. With all of you in it.

"You think he will like it?" he asked hesitantly, unsure of your reaction.

Turning to him with a bittersweet smile, you simply looked into his eyes, hoping he could see the utter happiness you felt.

And then you grabbed his collar and kissed him.

Although surprised, Niki responded soon enough, cupping your face and smiling into the kiss. You pulled back, foreheads still touching.

"He's gonna love it," you whispered, "just like he loves his big brother."

Resting your head against his shoulder, you held it up as niki clicked the remote. Both of you watched silently as the mobile turned around. The sound of music box nursery rhymes filled the room.

"I used the motor from the car for this, you know" he said, breaking the silence.

"It's wonderful sweetie" you replied, turning around to kiss him again. He locked his lips with yours as you both held each other, happy and content.

"Good to see you're both back at it again- can't say I missed it"

'WTF!" you said, turning around, shit scared.

"JAY CMON MAN" exclaimed niki as both of you looked away, red faced and embarrassed.

*Bonus*

It was no later then 12 am as a strong man nimbly and silently made his way across the dorms. Cautiously amd carefully, without losing hold of the bag in his hand, he opened the door without a single creak. Expertly nudging in, he silently marched to the kitchen cabinet, and placed the packet inside the cupboard.

"YOU BITCH!"

Sunghoon turned around, scared for his life. And in the darkness of the kitchen was you, standing in front of him menacingly. He desperately clutched the edges of the table as if his life depended on it.

" You scared me, ___" he said, "why are you awake right now?" he asked, chuckling nervously.

"Oh shut it! Don't pretend to be so innocent," you said, eyeing him judgementally, "I can't believe you let niki think I was the one that stole bisco's dog food"

"Okay look-" he said, attempting to defend himself in vain. But he took one look at your face and decided there was no point in doing that.

"Okay fine. I promised my sister that I would get the dog food this time and I may have forgot and she may have had a bad day at school and she may have been in a really bad mood because of that and i may have freaked out and stolen niki's dog food and i may have not said anything when he asked which may have led him to pick a fight with you but hey, come on, that's life right?"

"Hmm...okay" you replied, causing sunghoon to sigh in relief.

"And you know," he continued, "I practically did us a favour."

"What do you mean by that?"

"I mean, there is no way of knowing jungwon hasn't tried eating dog food"

"What the fuck?"

Sunghoon whipped his head around, nearly breaking it in the process.

"I'm sorry did the couch just speak?" he asked.

An angry jungwon crawled out from behind the couch, a phone camera in hand.

"What do you mean you think i eat dog food?"

"WHERE TEH FUCK DID U COME FROM?"

"Relax sunghoon," you drawled, "I just asked him to record this so that i could show niki the truth"

"Hey you can't do that-"

"If she doesn't, I will," said jungwon, trotting up next to you.

"Dammit."

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c0llisiion · 4 months

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could you do a junwon (ex fantasy boys) full smut where he basically ties the reader up, spanks her, and really really degrades her? Idk if you are a dark content writer, but if you are, could you make him like toxic and manipulative? If not, then don’t include that part. Also, could I please be 🛍 anon? Thanksss!!!<<<3333

EYE CANDY - y.jw

★pairing: yun junwon + fem!reader

★genre : smut

★: meandom!jw , sub!reader , spanking, restrictions , clit slapping, squirting, cervix fucking , toxicex!jw , name calling, he is kinda mean to reader , bj , raw sex (practice protected sex!) spit kink , mention of d34th(once) — lmk if i missed any! ^^

★W/C: 1,815

A/N: AHHHH WTFFF I NEVER THOUGHT I WILL BE WRITING FOR MY WONNIE MY POOKIE WOOKIE IMH 😭😭😭☝️☝️☝️ THIS WAS SO EXCITING HOPE YOU LIKED IT ANON! i tried my best plssss 💀💔

✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ MDNI. Please refrain from reading if the topics make you uncomfortable. ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧

Toxic ex-boyfriend junwon who refused to give you a break. His constant cheating and douchebag personality were the only reasons you broke up with him. You lost count of the number of times he cheated on you or blamed you for things you never did. Oh, you talked to one of your guy friends? He would accuse you of cheating on him. Fake tears stream down his face as he keeps blabbing about how you broke his trust and how much of a slut you are for speaking to other men. But when it was the vice versa? He would once again blame you. He would continue to express his hatred towards you and how it was YOUR fault that he had to resort to cheating because you were unable to provide him with what he desired. and every time things would end between you both, it was either him on his knees crying and hollering for you to take him back or your face smushed onto his pillow while he fucked into you mercilessly.

This time, it was unlike any other. He had you bent over his lap. His leather belt tied your hands behind your back while he assaulted your ass. “Tell me, sweetheart.” He would put on a fake sweet tone, his slender fingers rubbing circles into your glistening cunt as his other hand smoothed over your red cheeks. “How is it like to be an attention-seeking bitch?” He spat. His harsh words and the way he teased your hole made you whine. The area became more red after a loud slap hit your ass. “Words. Use your fucking words.” He said, pulling your hair back so he could make eye contact with you. Your eyes were puffy and red from the constant teasing and pain. He liked seeing you in this state. All vulnerable and in the mercy of his hands. “I-i didn’t do anything jun… i was j-just-“ you moaned out loud as another slap landed on your ass. “Wrong. I saw the way you looked at them. I noticed everything. The way you touched his arm. How could you do that? How dare you? Why don’t you learn, y/n?!” He said it in a disappointed tone. "I bet you wanted him to fuck you. Thats right, the only thing you are worth for is sucking on dicks.” You shook your head every time nonsense words came out of his mouth. “I-i would never …!” He slapped your sopping cunt. You winced at the pain. It was overwhelming. “Lies.” He bluntly told you as his hand rubbed over your red ass cheeks before spanking you again, this time harder. You jerked off his body at impact. “Always lying.” You shake your head before speaking up. “Im only fit for you… junwon.” you managed to mumble out. You felt his eyes stare into your soul as you mumbled those words. His fingers started prodding into your needy hole. Your toes curled as your insides finally got their desired stimulation. “Say that again will ya?” He said as pushing his three fingers into you. You moaned softly before it was replaced by a loud cry as he spanked you once again. “Speak tf up!” He said basically screaming into your ears. “YES! Yes! God- im only f-fit for you junwon! You! I want your cock in me so bad. I want you to fuck me till I can’t think straight anymore!” You babbled. He chuckled darkly at your response. “Good girl…” he says. You sigh and try to relax a bit when you feel a sudden shift. You were now on your knees; his cock, now free, was right in your face, and your nose and lips were touching it. He held it in one hand while the other was holding your head tightly. He rubbed his cock on your face. Smearing his pre all over. He groaned at the sight. You stayed silent, not having the liberty to do anything in your current state. He brought his tip to your lips before pushing in harshly. You groaned out loud as your throat choked around his hard length. Your eyes filled with tears as you stared up at him. He stared, bobbing your head up and down his dick. Pushing deeper and deeper till his tip hit the back of your throat. Your constant gagging and choking were turning him on. He loved watching your spit collect around his base and spread around your mouth.

He pulled back, finally letting you breathe. He brought your face closer to his crotch, his cock hitting your cheeks. He smiled down at you, smoothing over your sweaty forehead. Your eyes were unfocused and tired. “Tired?” He asks in his fake tone again. You nod, your eyebrows scrunching up in discomfort. “Too bad.” That was all he said before shoving his cock down your throat again, but this time with greater force. He kept bucking his hips, hitting the back of your throat each time. His head was thrown back as he basked in the moment. He let go of your hair, giving you the chance to work on his dick by yourself. You knew exactly how to please him. Your head bobbed around his length faster. Gagging each time. You pulled away with a gasp, your face already a sticky mess, before spitting on his tip and sucking on it. Junwon was in awe as he watched. “Look at you.. doing so good? I was so right.. like always. You really are only fit for this. So pretty. So so pretty. Im so glad that I am the only one who gets to have you as my cockslut.” He moaned out. Your mouth continued working on him. His chest was heaving, and his breath was getting shorter. His eyes were squeezed shut, which indicated he was close. “F-fuck.. fuck just like that, keep going…” your tongue circled around his girth, giving his tip special attention. Within seconds, junwon was cumming in your mouth. He pushed your head down more and more until your nose hit his pelvis. You felt hot cum spill into your throat over and over again, swallowing shamelessly. Your eyes swelled with tears as he pulled you off his dick. He pushed two fingers into your mouth, prompting you to open wide. His thumb rested on your tongue as he observed your mouth. A smug smile was plastered on his face. Junwon slapped your face before taking your jaws in his hands. “You swallowed without me even asking?… i fucking love you.” He says, and you couldn’t help but smile to yourself. His hands wrap around your neck as he pulls you into a rough kiss. He lifted you up from your knees, pushing you down to the couch. Your legs were instinctively spread wide open, waiting for him to bury his cock into you already.

He looked down at you. Your pussy glistening under the soft lights that decorated your once-shared apartment. He looked back up at you. A stupid smirk was on his face as he rubbed his tip up and down your folds. “Look at you all wet and needy…you want me to fuck you silly? Huh? You want me to ram you into this couch? Yeah? That's the only thing you are good for..” he said. “..Taking my cock in like a good fucking whore.” His hands around your neck as he pushes his girth into your sopping cunt slowly. Loud squelches were heard as you tried taking him in. “Good lord.. do you hear that..? Do you hear your pussy? So fucking wet, your pussy is literally dripping…” he groans as he continues pushing, watching you suck him in. “Fuck– you are such a filthy whore… making a mess already,,,” your juices were dripping down from your hole to the white couch, creating a small wet mess on the furniture. You arched your back off of the couch as his girth hit your cervix. He hissed as your pussy clenched around him, and without any hesitation, he started ramming into you. Your mouth flung open, and your eyes went wide as his thick cock abused your soft walls. Choked-out moans and gasps escaped your mouth. Junwon was staring down at the bulge that had formed in your lower belly. He smirked before tightening his grip on you, fucking into your cervix. Your eyes rolled back, and tears started spilling.

He was getting turned on more and more as you continued crying. His other hand gave your clit a small slap, causing you to jerk and wince at the pain. His hot spit landed on your throbbing bud, using it as a lubricant to flick your clit. Your legs were twitching as he continued to squeeze and tug on your bud. “Junwon! Gentle…! Please…” you whined out. He slapped your tit in response. “Shut the fuck up. You dont get to say anything after all you did. You wanna be a cock-hungry slut? I will make you one.” You shook her head before you felt a gush of white spill out of you. Junwon groaned as he felt your arousal coat his dick and drip down. He started fucking into you harder, determined to pull out at least three more orgasms out of you. “Thats right.. cum for me.. so good..” You were moaning mess as he kept pounding into you. “J-jun.. fuck! Too much.. k-keep.. going!” Junwon smirked as you babbled those words. “yeah? You like my cock buried inside your sweet little pussy don't you sweetheart? Gosh your pussy is sucking me in so good .. What did ya say earlier? You hated me? You wanted me dead?” He chuckled darkly. “Your cunt says otherwise.” A stupid smirk plastered on his face. You felt yourself getting closer to your high.

Junwon noticed how your head was thrown back, your eyes shut, and your breath was faltering. He knew you were close. He increased his speed. Sounds of wet skin slapped echoed through the walls. You gasped out loud when you felt yourself come undone. Squirting all over his abdomen. Junwon kept rutting into you as he helped you ride your orgasm. “Oh god…” he moaned as clear liquid kept gushing out of you. His thrusts got sloppier as he kept pounding into you. Your pussy was spasming around him, your arousal was still flowing out.

“F-fuck!..” he let out a loud moan as his seeds filled you up. You were unconsciously clenching around him, milking him. His bit down his lips and his eyes were squeezed shut as he slowly pulled out of you, his cum leaking out of you. He sat back on the coffee table with heavy breaths as he stared at your splayed-out body, covered in sweat, bruises from his grasp, and his milky white cum dripping out of your abused hole with a smug smirk.

A/N: thank you for readingggg <3 yoongi fic might drop soon so 😋💅

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enhafilthandfiction · 8 months

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I'm not a Perv, just Crushing on you - Yang Jungwon ☆

A/N : Here is the ask for this post. I love this idea lmao had to turn it into a fic! Tbh it's probably one of my favourite fics 🤭🤭

Summary : Your brother's best friend might seem like a pervert, but he's not. He just likes you a little too much not to look down your shirt. What happens when he gets jealous of a guy you flirted with at your family's get together party?

Pairing : BrothersBestFriend!Junwon X Fem!Reader

Warnings : Shy Jungwon and reader, mentions of Jungwon being slightly pervy, teasing, first shared kiss, Confession from Jungwon, groping, unprotected sex, Jungwon unzipping reader's dress, grinding, slight fingering, cumming inside, slight pillow talk? and hints of another round at the end. Enjoy ;)

Word Count : 2.5K Words

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Jungwon didn't expect you to be here. Not at a stupid annual family get together party. He's been forced to attend to this party all these years yet he's never seen you around. How come you're attending now? All of a sudden? Maybe this party wasn't as bad after all.

He eyes you from the distance. You were his best friend's sister, the girl that he happens to have a crush on. The first time he saw you was at your house, the first time he came over to game with your brother. Your older brother, Sunghoon, had mentioned you before, but when Jungwon saw you for the first time- fuck, he wasn't even focused on the game anymore.

You were everything he'd ever dreamed of. Cute and shy with blushed cheeks as you introduced yourself. Voice delicate and soft, eyelashes batting up at him. He knew you were going to be the death of him.

That day he kept getting excuses. "Uh Sung, may I use the restroom?" he had asked, hoping to bump into you in the corridors or something. With the go ahead of your brother, he'd made it out of the room and was left alone to wander, luckily finding your room on his first try.

He was also pretty shy himself, gently opening your door pretending he was lost. "Uh h-hi, I got lost tryna find the bathroom" he blurts out under his breath catching your attention. You look up and smile, getting off your bed and leading him to the bathroom. That's when he thanked you and a little conversation sparked. Who knew that wouldn't be the only conversation between the two of you?

Jungwon knew it was bad. Against the bro-code or whatever. But he didn't care. He had to have you. The next day he was brave enough to text you, easily finding you from your brother's 'following list' on insta. You were delighted as you accepted his follow request and headed to the messages section to find that he'd sent you a message.

From then, he had started hitting on you, hinting his crush on you and trying to get closer but still keeping it lowkey to your brother. All these months he'd kept it all inside of him because he wasn't sure if you fancied him back and feared that you would tell you brother.

You never really seemed to lead him on; until summer. Without no school he started coming over way more than usual. And you started liking him. You've started noticing how cute he looked with messy hair after he's crashed your home couch or how he bit his lower lip in concentration as he tried to beat your brother in Mario Cart.

You started wearing low cut tops around him just to show off your cleavage or shorter shorts just so that your ass hangs out a little. It was driving Jungwon insane. You new it. He would only take one glance at you and look away, cheeks flushed as he swallows.

But he was a slight pervert too. You'd catch him look your way at some point, then look away real quick, hoping you didn't notice. But you did. You have been all along. You were finally understanding all those texts from him. He had been hitting on you.

Which is why now, after hearing you brother say that he's going to meet up with Jungwon at this boring party, you weren't going to miss the opportunity. You put on your favourite dress and put down your hair and got ready for the party. Which is why now

He eyes you from the distance. He notices what you wore and wonders if you wore that dress just for him. He notices your gorgeous smile and he smiles too, until he sees why you're smiling.

Kim Jong-fucking-hoo. That dude from school. He was in Jungwon's class the past years and he's always been a bully. You shouldn't be talking to him. Mainly because you should be talking to Jungwon but also because Jonghoo is a bad influence.

You notice Jungwon from the corner of your eye and as you look to the side you offer him a little smile, only to turn back to the other guy. Jungwon wonders what he should do. He knows you're teasing him by the way you keep glancing at him but he's not sure if he should approach you.

That's until you place your arm on Jonghoo's biceps, laughing about something that wasn't exactly funny. Jungwon looses it. He makes his way over to you both and snatches you away from that jerk.

"She's my girlfriend" is the only excuse Jungwon brings up when the other dude complains when he takes you away. His grip on your hand is strong as he leads you up the strairs, not really sure where he's going.

"Woah woah, slow down Won" he loves it when you call him that. "Where are we going?" you ask, eyes wide "Also, I'm not your girlfriend!". He sighs and walks you into the nearest room he finds which happens to be someone's bedroom. He locks the door behind you two and faces you.

"Why were you teasing me?" he asked you eyebrows furrowed. Before you can say anything he cuts you off "Don't pretend you weren't. You have been all this time. The shirts and the shorts and, and the texts-"

You look down almost in shame but then remember that he's been noticing and looking this whole time. "So you are a little bit perverted huh? If you weren't you wouldn't be looking at my shirts and shorts all the time" you accused crossing your arms.

He sighs to himself and without thinking he just says what he has to say "I'm not a pervert y/n, I just kinda.. like you" he blurts out with difficulty. You almost think he's messing around until he says it again. "I mean, you've probably noticed I've been hitting on you all this time so it shouldn't be a surpris-"

You cut him off, pressing your lips onto his and pushing him up against the wall. Your arms move all over him, making sure it's not a dream. He kisses you back eagerly after he gets over the little shock.

He pulls away for a quick second "Wait, so you like me back?" he ask out of breath. You nod and desperately connect again, your lips on his. This time he places his hands on your hips and flips you, so that you're the one against the wall. You smile into the kiss already enjoying this new side of him.

You place your hands on his biceps and feel how firm they are. Who would've thought that your brother's shy best friend was buff? As your mind started wondering what he could do to you with his strength, he places his hands right below your ass, picking you up.

You wrap your legs around his waist and as if he read your mind, he walks you to the bed. He chuckles as he places you down on it gently, and as you're settling in he takes off his shirt. A new chuckle leaves his lips as he sees you staring, but he doesn't want to embarrass you.

He climbs onto the bed atop of you and decides to kiss you again. During the kiss, he grabs your hand and places it somewhere near his abs. When you pull away for breath he sits up on his knees, your hand still against his abs. "You can touch, you know?" he smiles, loving the way you're so mesmerized by his abs. Guess the gym with Sunghoon was worth it.

You catch him staring at the cleavage of the dress, almost undressing you with his eyes. "Here I'll take it off" you say, offering a little smile. You get off the bed but as you stand you realise you won't be able to reach the zipper yourself.

"Uhh, mind if you unzip me?" you ask shyly, awkwardly waiting for him to unzip your dress. His face brightens at your request. He gets behind you and runs his hands along your back before finding the little zipper, lowering it slowly.

Once unzipped, he places his hands into the dress, around your waist. You let the straps of the dress fall from your shoulders, the garment finally falling to the floor at your ankles.

You let your intrusive thoughts win as you take a step back and angle your ass out, subtly grinding on him. "Fuck" is all he can mumble under his breath before grinding back into you, his hands on your hips, fucking your clothed pussy.

"P-please Won, need you i-inside" you whine. He already felt good clothed, just imagine how he'd feel deep inside you. He obliges, with his hands still on your hips, he turns around, making you rest your hands on the mattress.

With just your hands at the edge of the bed supporting you, you were at his mercy. He leans down, his chest against your back, pecking the back of your neck with little kisses. Then when he actually realises this is about to happen he realises that he doesn't have any rubbers on him.

"Uh y/n, I wasn't really prepared and I uh- I don't have a condom on me" he says shamefully. You just wriggle your ass against him teasingly.

"It's fine, I wanted you to cum inside anyway" you admit, making him curse under his breath. He could've sworn he felt his dick twitch at your statement.

Without thinking twice, he slid down his pants along with his underwear, his cock springing up almost against his abdomen. You couldn't help but turn around to take a look, your gaze making him blush. You were right, a pretty boy must have a pretty cock.

"Shit, you're so big" you compliment "Can't wait to have it in me" you giggle as you notice it twitch. He breathes in, his face feeling too warm. When you turn back around and wriggle your ass again, he knows he shouldn't waste more time.

He presses two of his fingers against your clit circling around before sliding down your lips, rubbing you over your soaked panties. The way you squirm around makes him want more, suddenly sliding your panties to the side so he could really admire your glistening core.

"You're so fucking wet" he curses under his breath when he lets his fingers ghost over your now-bare pussy. And you were wet, drenched actually. You were so wet for him that it felt like you were menstruating or something. But it was only arousal for him.

He experimentally dipped one of his fingers into you, wanting to see how tight you actually were. He sucked in a breath as he realised you're way tighter than he had imagined. Impatient, he pulled his fingers out gently, bringing them to his mouth before sucking them clean.

"You taste so good" he notes, licking your arousal off his fingers. "If I wasn't so desperate to fuck you I'd eat you out right now" but he was too needy at the moment and his dick almost started hurting with neglect.

"Ready?"

"Mhm" you hum back, mentally preparing yourself to finally take your brother's best friend after all this time.

He breathes in as he moves your panties to the side, giving himself a few strokes before pushing his red tip into your entrance. Even that was already big enough for you, already clenching around the little he gave you.

"Stop clenching like that y/n or I'll cum" he warned, not wanting to ruin it for both of you. You tried your best to just relax and take all of him, shutting your eyes tight at the slight sting of him pushing inside.

It's not like you were a virgin or anything, but he was probably the biggest you've ever taken so far. You sigh out in union as he finally stills inside you, letting you adjust to his size a little bit before starting to actually fuck you.

You were making it a little difficult for him to stay still, your cunt squeezing him like it has its own mind. "C-Can I please move?" he asks, hoping you'd give him the green light.

"P-please" you plead, squeezing around him one more time. He grips your hips tightly, starting to fuck into you. His eyes shut tightly as he gets lost in the way you feel. Fuck, this was a million times better than his stupid fist.

"Mm, you, you feel s-so good around me" he stutters in pleasure, the pressure on his dick making it difficult for him to speak. He tried to calm himself down, not wanting to cum too quick and ruin it for the both of you. But with the way you kept squeezing him in, gripping him like a vice, it was almost impossible.

His hips start snapping against yours, the sound of skin slapping echoing in the room for a few moments. "A-ah Won, fucking me so good" you praise, trying your best to speak. He was just so deep in you, and so so close.

He dipped his head forward, lips pressing kissing along your back to the back of your neck, making you moan out for him. You could feel him squeeze your hips as you clenched around him, trying to ground himself.

"Shit Y/n, I-I'm close" he warned, almost embarrassed at how fast he's cumming,

But you weren't so far behind either. "S-same" you manages out, vision hazy as your orgasm approached you. His brows furrowed in focus, picking up his pace a little and chasing his orgasm.

When he felt right at the edge, he placed his fingers on your clit, wanting to cum together. With just a few triggering rubs on your clit, you were clenching around him, your arms giving out as you creamed all over his cock.

With a few more of your squeezes he was cumming too, hot spurts of his release filling you up. All he could do was curse under his breath before pulling out gently and laying beside you breathlessly.

You rolled onto your back, your arms now touching. You had already regained your breath a little, having finished before him. "You okay Won?" you asked, checking up on him. But he wasn't quite back yet. He interlaced his pinky finger to yours to show you that he's heard you, before sighing out.

His eyes suddenly open and he turns to his side, facing you. "How was it? Did you feel good?" he asked, wanting to make sure you're satisfied.

"Amazing actually" you replied, smiling to yourself.

He sighed contently and closed his eyes again until you speak once more. "I can still feel your cum inside me" you mumble, feeling it trickle out of your hole.

"Fuck, don't say things like that or you'll make me pop another boner" he warns.

"Maybe I want that" you smile cheekily. "How about we go shower?" you ask hopefully, an evil grin on your face.

"Oh yeah, I'm definitely going to get another boner"

Thankyou for reading to the end! I hope you enjoyed it :D Have a good day/night and remember that ily! <333

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mandukkul · 9 months

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PRACTICE — n. rk

synopsis: niki needs a break from dance practice and what’s better if not you to rewind and cool down

tags: bf!idol!niki x gn!reader, FLUFF!!! , established relationship

warning: not proofread, grammatical and spelling probably, please tell me if there’s any gendered pronouns in here i’m pretty sure it’s all gn but i’m not sure

word count 1k

published: 20th July, 2023

reblogs + comments appreciated!!!

author’s note: this one is so old i forgot i even had it. TRIALS IS LITERALLY LIYERALY LITERALLY STRIPPING ME BARE HOW DOES SCHOOL EXPECT ME TO REMEMEBRR THE ENTIRE SCHOOL YEAT INTO 3 HRS 😭😭😭. anywyas have a good read while i study my bio exam

The music began to die out, slowly being replaced with heavy huffs of air. The lights in the practice room reflected off their sweat, and the scent of icy-hot was infused with blood sweat and tears.

the choreographer clapped their hands in satisfaction, finally declaring their break.

The enhypen boys let out one big sigh in unison, all relieving from their end position and heading to their bottles.

Riki, without a second thought, darted at you, sitting all pretty (what he said) and watching intently— legs swinging as you hummed the tune of their song. a smile stretches across your features, shiny pearls that riki swore, outshined the lights in the room.

“you did so well, riki”

His name on your tongue was all he needed to get his energy back.

“here” shifting a cold bottle of water towards his direction, riki gratefully took it from your grasp, making sure to ever so slightly brush his hand against yours before probably downed 50% of the contents.

your eyes glued to him, staring as if he was a painting come to life. You didn’t mean to stare, but who could blame you. His glistening skin only made him look more ethereal with the lights assistance, his adam’s apple bobbing up and down as he swallowed what was supposed to be you water, his hair flipped back which further exposed his headband that you got because it reminded her of him.

He was perfect.

Finally looking down, he wiped the tiny dribble off his lips and stared down at you.

you staring wasn’t any new occurrence, no, it had been caught in the act several times prior, and today was no different. Although, Riki never seemed to get over it.

your doe eyes and pretty lips, how your cheeks naturally blush— maybe it’s because you’ve been staring at him for the whole time.

He kneels to your height, on his knees with your positions swapped. riki looked up to you with nothing but adoration in his eyes as you subconsciously brush a hand against his cheek.

he holds into your hand and leans into her touch. “you’ve been doing so well, riki” a hums a response pushing forward towards you.

you take it as a sign for affection, leaning in allowing your foreheads to touch— despite the spongy sweat filled band.

The enhypen boys try their best not to stare at the kdrama scene unfolding right in front of them but they swore they saw sparkles emit when your hands touched.

“OI, NIKI NO KISSING!” Jake calls out after entering the room with new bottles of water for the rest of them.

the boy doesn’t flinch at the noise, in fact he ignores it completely. “wanna cuddle” he mumbles in a sleepy tone, probably tired from the relentless hours of dancing and singing.

“hmm?” you hums almost teasingly, leaning away from him which makes his eyes dart awake. “if you want, i’ll stay over tonight, i’m sure junwon won’t mind” you suggest which seemed to rejuvenate him.

“okay!” he pulls your hand away from his face, and with a mischievous glint in his eye, chomps down on your finger.

a quiet yelp left your lips as you went to retaliate with a hard forehead flick which sent him rolling around in the ground.

“oi, i’ll make you sleep on the ground tonight!” you scold but there’s no threat in your tone, “but it’s my bed, won’t you sleep on the floor then?” he tilts his head at you.

“then i guess Sunghoon won’t mind an extra visitor in his bed, will he” he knows it’s not true, she also knows it isn’t — even sunghoon knows it isn’t, but he’s just so in love with you that he can't even bare the thought of it ever occurring.

whining, he gets up to hug you, with all his sweat spreading against your fresh clothes (which retrospectively, are his). “noo! you’re mine, only mine” he whines in a low volume which makes you giggle.

“of course i’m yours, second to Beomgyu of course” you tease once again kissing the side of his cheek to avoid any more complaints due to your teasing.

“beomgyu-sunbae doesn’t even know you exist” he remarks, holding onto her tightly, “yeah well, beomgyu-sunbae wouldn’t mind meeting me then” you retort with a giggle as he huffs in defeat.

“don’t worry, I'll always be in love with you. only” you reassures and he takes a moment to absorb her feature once again before rushing to peck her lips.

“HEY, THE KIDS ARE KISSING!” heeseung shouts for basically the whole world to hear, “at least i have a lover hyung, kiss jay if you’re so lonely” riki sneers back tightening his grip on you.

“why not i kiss you instead” heeseung giggles mischievously as he slowly approaches riki— who’s fight or flight response kicks in.

Almost immediately , niki began being chased by heesung. one taking his long arms to advantage by outstretching them to pull him in for a kiss while one took his long legs as a benefit to sprint faster around the room.

“hey riki! if heeseung catches you, i’ll consider that cheating and find Beomgyu myself” You shouts only pouring more gasoline into the fire.

“NO! ONLY I CAN KISS YOU!” and suddenly, youre off your chair,being lifted and bolted out the practice room like a sack of potatoes leaving the rest of his members behind.

“What about practice?” you laugh as you turn around to barely face him, “it’s okay, i learnt the dance ten minutes into practice!” he confidently proclaimed.

his hands around your waist holding secularly as you try your best not to wiggle out of his grip, he knows , as does she, that a memory like this is worth all the scolding they’ll get as soon as they’re found.

authors note pt. 2: THANK YOU FOR 100 FOLLOWERS, I CANT DO MUCH RN BECAUSE IM PREPARING FOR EXAMS BUT I DEFINITELY HAVE STUFF SAVED UP FOR THIS (not alot but still stuff) AGAIN THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING ME AND I HOPE WE CAN GROW TOGETHER 🤓🤞

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yushipie · 3 months

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Masterlist

Fluff:💌 Smut:🔞 Coming soon:👀

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chicken-fifi · 5 months

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Home Sweet Home | Jay Park

Pairing: Jay Park X Fem!Reader

Requested by anon: Hi! Can I request for a scenario please? Jay Park (soloist) and the reader (his girlf) gets into a very bad fight, and they ignore each other for a while (maybe it’s already been more than a week? He doesn’t go home, sleeps at his studio, basically cold war) Then he gets drunk at his friend’s, Junwon’s (pH-1, or you can choose another artist if you’re not familiar with him) house and Jay whines to his friend that he wants his girlfriend to pick him up. She does and he’s so clingy on the way home, like apologizing and holding her hands. When they reach home and go to bed, he hugs her tightly and mumbles “home sweet home” just before he falls asleep. Basically a angsty scenario with a very cute and fluffy ending to ruin my life. I’m sorry this ask is so long and specific, and thank you if you choose to write this :)

Genre: angst to fluff

Word Count: 1,298 words

A/n: one of the last requests i will be writing for november....that makes me kinda sad actually. i hope you guys enjoyed!

The crummy, old, studio couch was really starting to mess with Jay’s back. As he sat up, his entire spine popped like there was no tomorrow, seemingly realigning after one more night’s less than peaceful rest. Stretching as best as he could, he rubbed his shoulder trying to get the growing ache to go away without success.

It’d already been a week since your fight. More than a week had passed since the two of you had last spoken, been in the same room, been in the same 5 meter radius as one another. He’d stopped by your shared apartment a number of times during the course of the past two weeks, namely because he needed to change and shower in order to look somewhat presentable and put together during advising meetings and other meetings that he didn’t have the mental capacity to even think about fully at that very moment.

“You slept here again?” a voice echoed through the blacked out room.

Jay turned his head, spotting Kiseok in the doorway looking at him oddly. If it weren’t him currently being preoccupied with how much longer he could handle the unpleasant company of this couch, he would’ve called the man before him a hypocrite. Acting like he wasn’t the type of person to sleep in the studios for longer periods of time than he was actively doing - although Jay was pretty close to breaking that record.

“It was that bad?” he asked, stepping inside, closing the door behind him. In the time he’d known you and Jay as a couple he’d seen and heard about many small squabbles and little banters between the two of you, but none had ever resulted in the thirty-something year old man not going home for nearly two weeks.

“Yeah,” Jay responded, throwing his head back against the couch. “It was pretty bad.”

~~~

“You could at least make an effort to make it to come to these things,” you said as you both entered the apartment after Jay picked you up from a family gathering you had attended - alone…again. “They all think that you see them as unworthy of your presence.”

Jay kept his mouth shut, not wanting to argue about this again. Of course he wanted to spend time with your family. He’d been dating you for a while now, but he could count the number of times he’s met with your family in one hand - a wedding and the dinner he had with your parents. But when he was as busy as he was managing labels and artists, still creating his own music, there was only much time left in a day. And he was behind on work as it was. There was no way he would’ve been able to attend the family gathering your sibling had planned with your cousins without falling even more behind. He just had to pick his battles and prioritize what he had to do.

And the recent meeting regarding the new label he was establishing had won.

“Are you listening to me?” your voice cut through his thoughts like a sharp knife.

Speaking of picking his battles…

“I have a job I need to do!” he raised his voice. “If I can’t make it to some stupid gathering, then I can’t make it to a stupid gathering. They’re not even my family!”

~~~

They’re not even my family.

Those words still rang through his head like a curse day and night. He knew he should have said that. He knew saying that would only make matters worse. But he was tired and simply wanted to go to bed with you by his side and get a good night’s rest. Surprise, surprise, neither of those things happened. Instead he was banished to the couch in the apartment for the night, getting a crick in his neck and then leaving the morning after to not go back when you would be home.

“You’re lucky I’m not your girlfriend,” Kiseok said. “If you had said that to me…I would’ve slapped you across the face and then left you for good.”

Jay groaned, pressing the heel of his hands to his eyes. He knew it was bad, but hearing it from an outsider only made him realize just how bad it actually was.

“Junwon and I are meeting up for drinks tonight,” Kiseok said as he looked at the man clearly going through one of the worst periods of his life. “I don’t if you wanna join us or something but, you can.”

~~~

Jay took Kiseok up on his offer, which admittedly probably wasn’t the best idea given his current mindset. But there he was. Knocking back shot after shot without a second thought or even thinking about the repercussions of the next morning. He was purely going through it at that moment in time.

“I think you’ve had enough,” Junwon said as he reached for the glass in front of his boss. “Do you want me to call a cab?”

Kiseok, who was equally as inebriated as Jay mumbled something incoherent under his breath as Jay shot him a look.

“(y/n) can pick me up,” he slurred, eyes glassy at the thought of you. ��She loves me.”

“Like hell she does,” Kiseok slurred back, the comment going unheard.

“Give me my phone. I’ll call ‘er.”

Junwon wasn’t sure it would be a good idea to let the clearly drunken man make the call and managed to distract him with something else as he stepped out of the room. While tipsy, he wasn’t nearly as drunk as Jay and managed to sound somewhat composed as he called you, explaining the situation. The deep sight on the other of the line was enough to make him that you would reject coming to get the man, but he was pleasantly surprised by your response.

“You still live at XXX right?” you asked.

~~~

Junwon answered the door as soon as the bell rang, Jay poked his head from the living room shouting your name as he stumbled in your direction, hugging you tightly as he collided with your smaller frame.

Your arms wrapped around him attempting to steady him so the two of you wouldn’t take a tumble. Your eyes landed on the other set of eyes peering in your direction from the living room.

“Does he need a ride too?” you asked.

Kiseok shook his head, “I’m fine!”

“His cab’s on the way. Sure you can handle him?” Junwon asked.

You looked at the man basically attempting to bury himself into your body. You couldn’t help the smile that crept onto your face, “I think we’ll be fine.”

~~~

You huffed as you were finally relieved of Jay’s weight as he fell onto the bed. The man hadn’t let go of your hand the entire drive home repeatedly apologizing nearly bursting into tears as he did so. You were certain the building security guard thought that there was some sort of domestic dispute between the two of you by how he eyes you both suspiciously asking if everything was alright at the sight of Jay’s tears.

“You need to change,” you whispered softly as he struggled before proceeding to help him, not bothering to even remind him to brush his teeth. You were tired and wanted to go to bed.

The second you finished your own nighttime routine and plopped onto the bed, Jay’s body wrapped around you, pulling you as close to him as he could nose pressed to your head. The sigh that left his lips was one of pure relief. And his next words made your heart skip a beat.

“Home sweet home.”

While you knew that there was still a lot to discuss in the morning, you knew that ultimately the two of you would be okay.

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just-some-random-blogger · 9 months

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khiphop masterlist

🍓 = fluff themes

❄️ = angst themes

🚧 = smut themes

🤸‍♀️ = slice of life / bish idek what theme this is

🚀 = crack fic themes

🎩 = dark and/or violent themes

🏩 = genre fic, i.e. mystery, horror, fantasy, etc

🍳 = slow burn

🦕 = personal favorite

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Jay Park

i wont go home without you | 🍓 Jay Park x Idol!Reader

ph-1

Silent Hands | 🍓🦕 ph-1 (Park Junwon/Harry Park) x Idol!Reader

The Little Things | 🍓🦕 ph-1 (Park Junwon/Harry Park) x Idol!Reader

Simon Dominic

You Can Do Better | 🤸‍♀️🚀 Simon Dominic (Jung Kiseok) x Idol!Reader [Blurb]

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vad-hander · 2 years

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NO NAME

Pairing: Johnny (NCT) x reader x Jinyoung (GOT7)

Genre: Series | Smut | Angst | Fluff

Warnings: abuse, depression, toxic friendship, established relationships (?), mentions of self harm, messed up everything (you’ll get it as you read it), cheating, best friends to enemies, lovers to strangers

Words: 8.4k

“No.” you replied too quickly. Jinyoung’s hand that hugged your waist pulled your body closer to his, making you straddle his lap now. “What you’re doing?” you asked confused.

“You love him?” Jinyoung’s hands caressed your side. “More than you loved me?”

“You wouldn’t be doing it if you were sober.”

“Maybe that’s the solemn reason I got drunk.”

“To make me confused?”

“No, to ask do you love me or him.”

“So do you love me or her?” you whispered breathlessly, hearing your own heart beat in your ears. Jinyoung’s hand moved your hair away from your neck and pulled you in closer. You could feel his face against it and to not grip onto his neck you held against the wall.

“You smell like him. That’s wrong if you love me.”

“Jinyoung, please.” you tried to move back but his hands held onto your waist tightly. “You’ll thank me tomorrow. Just let go.” his fingers moved on your cheek to run his thumb over your lower lip in a slow motion, pulling your head next to his the next second. You felt his lips on yours and you couldn’t fight anymore. You knew he’d hate himself after this, you knew he’ll hate you after this, you knew all this happened solemnly because he drank and maybe because he fought with Sona but his lips moved so slowly and lovingly there wasn’t a way you’d refuse him. He pressed onto your jaw with his finger and you opened your mouth allowing his tongue to slip in. Your hands moved from the wall onto his neck and you hugged him tightly and moved your entire body closer to his, forcing him to lean onto the wall.

You didn’t notice tears beginning to float down your face again but he could probably feel it with his lips and tried to kiss your face too but you pulled him back to your mouth. You couldn’t waste your time on something else but him kissing you. Sona probably will be back in less than a minute and you just needed to get the most out of it. Now that he brought you to that point you knew everything you built up was ruined. He licked into your mouth so hungrily it hurt you to think he was this hungry for you only because he was drunk and upset. Your hips rocked reflexively against his and the feeling of him getting turned on under you made you moan. Your hand lowered onto his lower stomach, sliding it carefully over it to go lower when you could hear someone approaching the door. You pushed him away and tried to sit next to him when his hands tried to pull you back to him.

“Stop, Sona is here.” you hissed at him, wiping tears off your cheek but he pulled you in again against his shoulder, caressing your head. Did he try to pretend you were just crying on his shoulder for Sona? You pushed him away too harshly so he just sat next to you calmly right the time Sona opened the door.

“I’m here, I hope you two had fun chatting.” she giggled but shut her mouth quickly realising you two weren’t having fun.

“Y/n, what happened?” she said worried “Jinyoung?” she looked at him too.

“It’s fine, I just got upset a little.” you chuckled and stood up. “Let’s go.” you moved your hands so Sona would go and she did, allowing for you to walk out.

“What’s wrong?” Junwon asked worriedly as soon as he saw you.

“It’s okay.” you smiled and hid your face by resting it against his shoulder. Junwon hugged your waist and caressed it carefully.

“You know you can tell me.” he sighed and pulled you back a little to wipe the tears off your cheek carefully.

“I love him so much.” you whispered, gasping after every word.

“It’s fine.” he pulled you back in, trying to calm you down only making you cry harder. “Want to go home? We can go home.” you shook your head no. “Are you sure?”

“Yeah, I’m fine. I’m fine.” you gulped and wiped your eyes, watching two people get up and leave.

“Y/n, want to go outside? Fresh air will help you to calm down.” Sona seemed genuinely worried and you couldn’t take it.

“Yeah, you’re right. Thank you.” you smiled and stood up.

“Want me to go with you?” Junwon asked.

“It’s fine.” you squeezed his hand reassuringly.

“Okay.” you nodded standing up and found your way to another room that you noticed had a door outside.

“I’m sorry I can’t take those games anymore, I had to come to you.” you turned your head to where Junwon’s voice was coming from. “Plus, you’ve been here for half an hour, I had to check on you.” he smiled and sat down.

“Come here.” you patted empty space next to you.

“You know, they have jacuzzi here.” he said randomly.

“You want to go there?”

“Do you?”

“No.” you told him honestly.

“Okay.” Junwon nodded understandingly and you couldn’t hold back your smile.

“You know why I cried…?” your eyes focused on your feet.

“I guessed it’s something he said.” you turned your head to face him.

“He kissed me.”

“Oh… okay.”

“Yeah… He, I don’t understand really. It’s nothing like Jinyoung, he always has everything under control but he just got drunk and is doing mindless things. Like asking me if I love him, kissing me. He’s all grumpy and upset, I guess he regretted inviting us but couldn’t take back the invitation.” you sighed and looked away.

“Or maybe he missed you so much so he couldn’t keep himself under control. Maybe he’s all upset because he can’t take you being happy with me? Or maybe we’re just over thinking and the guy is sick and tired of work and life and the relationship is not working out.” Junwon moved you closer to him and your eyes met his that were smiling. “Either way, if he reach out to you tomorrow, it’ll change everything, and if he won’t, then I guess we have to put in work of getting him in the farthest corner of your head again.”

“Junwon…” You sighed and didn’t know what to say “I wish you were my best friend for all those years…”

“Don’t bring up Johnny to here too. Too much disappointment for one party.” you laughed out loud.

“He’s not a disappointment anymore.”

“I told you before and I’ll tell you again, that terribly written letter full of ‘I’m sorry’s’ is pretty shit and doesn’t take any blame off him. It’s literally a waste and you choosing to act like a mother Theresa is not… smart.”

“Ugh… advise I never asked for. It’s here again.” you chuckled and slapped his shoulder.

“Jinyoung would say the same if he knew Johnny reached out.”

“It’s not like we’re friends, I just said I forgive him and agreed to keep only good things in our memories about each other.”

“Yeah, exactly, not smart. He practically kept you hostage, I know you’re not very smart to notice, but he’s a total psycho.”

“Let’s not go there.”

“Yeah, I’m sorry.” he nodded and sighed. “It’s chilly outside, we should go back you’ll get sick.” his fingers touched yours and you could feel how frozen you were.

“Oh, wait.” he said and you stopped, being able to hear his phone vibrate now too. “Yeah? I’m at a birthday.” he paused and his face slowly turned into a grumpy grimace “Come on, it’s Friday.” you came closer, hugging him and Junwon’s free hand hugged your shoulders. “No, I’m not drunk. I don’t want to though.” he sighed annoyed. “Okay, okay, I’ll come, leave everything as it is.” Junwon rolled his eyes and you looked at him upset. “No don’t touch anything, I’ll fix it when I’ll come, yeah, yeah, bye.”

“No.” you furrowed your eyebrows.

“Yes.” he sighed annoyed and put his phone away.

“I’ll stay then…” you said when he walked you through the door back into the house.

“Alone?”

“There’s plenty of people.” you pursed your lips.

“Don…”

“Only because I’ll cry alone all night if I’ll go now too and this will just keep me occupied.”

“Okay, but you could’ve just went with me.”

“It’s fine.” you watched him change into his normal clothes.

“Am I allowed to kiss you or after Jinyoung I can’t…?” you couldn’t understand if he teased or genuinely asked, pecking your cheek before you could reply. “Bye, just text me if you’ll decide to come over tonight.”

“Okay, I will.” you smiled and waved him goodbye.

This all felt dumb now so you went and changed into your clothes too. You noticed a couple of people wearing normal clothes too. Your eyes ran over the living room where people spoke in small groups now, the games were probably over or were paused. The music played loudly and the amount of people that were standing in corridors really made it seem like some sort of teenage party. You tried to remember which way was the bar, feeling lost without Junwon.

Your eyes could see Jinyoung the second you entered the room and you walked towards him. Not because you wanted to be next to him, but because he was at the bar. You noticed Sona too, she was standing next to him and you guessed they made up, until you reached them.

“Hi.” you said awkwardly and Sona turned around.

“Hi, why you changed? Are you already leaving?” your eyes ran behind her to see Jinyoung laying with his forehead on the bar. Was he knocked off or just tired?

“Junwon had to leave for work so I changed because I felt dumb in those pj’s without him.” you chuckled. “Is he okay?” you asked pointing behind Sona.

“He’s not, I don’t think he can walk.” Sona said breathlessly. “I feel so bad but at the same time embarrassed. This is not what I planned, I was hoping I’ll blow candles on the cake and he’ll kiss me, but we’ve been fighting through the whole evening about little things and he got drunk because of it, now I’m just trying to get him back to his senses, maybe he’ll be there for me when I’ll blow the candles, but the time is ticking and I can’t leave him alone too. The whole party is a mess, i should probably go home and take him to bed.”

“The party is cool Sona, you don’t have to be so stressed, I think you should blow those candles. If he’s knocked off here, he won’t go anywhere.”

“I ordered coffee for him so I’ll hope the courier will be here soon and I’ll go home, everyone can stay to party until morning.”

“Sona, I’m so sorry everything is not going according to plan.” you made a sad face. “I should probably go home too.” you sighed and looked around.

“You’re not planning on staying…?”

“No, I know no one, so if you’re leaving what’s the point.”

“Wait, can you take him home?”

“Huh?”

“I know I shouldn’t be asking but I just want to blow those candles and play last two games I have prepared. If you’re leaving anyway, of course.” she looked at her phone. “Oh wait, the coffee is here, I’ll pick it up.” she ran away quicker than you could reply.

“Do you hear me?” you leaned in to Jinyoung and could smell a strong alcohol odour.

“I do.” he replied quickly.

“Are you sick?”

“No.”

“Okay, can you sit up then?”

“Yeah.”

“Okay.” he raised his head and looked at you. You just wanted to kiss him, the thought didn’t leave you for the slightest second. “You don’t look too drunk to not be able to walk.” he blinked slowly as if he was just sleepy. “All those years it’s my first time to see you wasted.” you smiled and bit onto your lip. “Sona got you coffee, I’ll take you home, okay?”

“Where’s coffee?”

“She’s getting it.” You turned to where she left “There it is.” you pointed with your hand at her but he didn’t look.

“Jinyoung, here, drink it, maybe you’ll feel better. Maybe you’ll be able to be there for the cake?”

“I’ll go home, she’ll take me.” he stood up and almost fell back. Your hands caught him quickly and helped him sit back.

“Drink this and we’ll see.” you suggested to smooth out the situation.

“Yes, Jinyoung, drink it.”

“Sona.” he said and took the cup from her hands.

“Yeah?” your eyes moved onto hers. She looked at him so lovingly and caring.

“Thanks.” he sipped on the drink and closed his eyes. You didn’t realise he was still hugging your waist with his hand until you tried to sit back and couldn’t. You pulled the hand off with yours, sitting down.

“Y/n, are you sure?”

“Yeah, I wanted to leave anyway.”

“Y/n, thank you so much.” she leaned in and hugged you.

“I’ll order the car.” you fished the phone out of your pocket ordering the taxi and sending Junwon a simple message saying ‘I’m bout to take Jinyoung to his home bc he’s wasted. I’m dying.’ “It’ll be here in three minutes we should go. Thank you so much for the invitation and the party was super fun. Please eat the cake for me and Junwon, and happy birthday once again.” you smiled and moved your attention onto Jinyoung. “Let’s go, okay?”

“Jinyoungie, I’ll call you tomorrow.” she told him and moved closer to try to kiss but he kind of refused her and you tried to make it seem as if he fell back.

“Bye, bye.” you smiled awkwardly and put his hand over your shoulders but he kind of walked normally, only leaning onto you a little. —

You helped Jinyoung sit on the seat and walked around the car to get onto the free seat next to him. Leaning over to fasten his seatbelt you felt his hand on your waist.

“Thank you.”

“It’s no problem.” you smiled at him genuinely and moved back.

“Sit in the middle.” he stopped you by grabbing your hand.

“Okay.” you agreed and sat down. He tried to help you with the seat belt but it more felt like he was just touching you so you pushed him away and did it yourself. Jinyoung rested his head against the window and you finally made a loud sigh, closing your eyes too. Suddenly you felt tired from everything that’s been going on.

You could feel a hand very up your thigh and for the slightest second you believed you fell asleep and that was a dream, but the heavy breathing into your ear made you realise it all was very real.

“Jinyoung.” you tried to pull him off you but he only insisted more, leaving warm wet kisses on your neck. His fingers were gripping onto the upper part of your thigh harshly, making the hem of your dress go up. “Jinyoung, please stop.” you hissed for the driver to not notice but he seemed to do it anyway.

“Sir, please don’t touch her in my car.” Jinyoung seemed to not hear, sucking onto the spot behind your ear. “Jinyoung, do you hear.” you tried to move his hand from you.

“Sir, I’ll stop the car if you’ll continue.”

“Okay, okay. I won’t touch her.” he pulled back and looked at you with the most sober look ever. “But change the address please.”

“What?” you looked at Jinyoung confused when he said your address to the driver.

“Let’s go to yours.”

“What you’re trying to do?” you looked at him more or less shocked.

“Nothing.” he said quickly to you and pecked your lips leaving you astonished. “Just take us there please.” he smiled politely and propped his head against the window again. His hand went back to your thigh and you closed your eyes trying to breathe normally.

“Jinyoung, I promised Sona to take you home, you weren’t able to walk and now you’re the one dragging me to my house?” you couldn’t describe your feelings any other way than just confused. “Did you even drink or you pretended all the way through?” you pulled onto his hand forcing for Jinyoung to look you in the eyes when the both of you stood in front of the elevator.

“The coffee made me feel better.”

“Okay…” You said confused and allowed him to pull you behind him into the elevator.

“I can’t believe you left me for three months right after I told you I can’t loose you after just having you back in my life.” he cornered you and leaned in.

“You just disappeared after I met Junwon. I thought that’s what you wanted, to make sure I’m save and disappear.”

“I want to get inside of you.”

“What?” you looked at him shocked and tried to push him away. The elevator opened and it forced him to go away himself.

“I always think of that one video you sent me when we were together.” Jinyoung’s fingers dropped onto your waist the second he walked through your door and shut it behind him. You felt too warm and wanted to open a window immediately. “The one where you’re showering with wet hair dripping.” you gulped and wondered where he’ll lead it. “You know that I’m obsessed with your body but you still made me watch you in that club wearing that blue dress. I still wish I didn’t refuse when you tried to make me sleep with you.”

“Jinyoung.” you gasped and held onto his hands to move them away from you.

“No, listen. Nothing could compare to your smile. It’s what does it for me, but seeing you smiling because of another guy… it’s what made me realise I’m a terrible person for making you believe I didn’t love you back. It was so… knowing that you still loved me after a year, I thought I’ll work out everything quickly but I didn’t. I made you suffer only to realise I still love you, but I don’t know how you feel now.” his hands turned you around and you met his stare. “But to be fair, I don’t really care right now either. You don’t need to be in love to make love to me. Just say that you want me too.” you touched his face with your fingers to make sure you weren’t dreaming of him once again. Jinyoung was standing inside of your apartment, explicitly hinting that he wants to sleep with you but something made your heart screech. Something made you so scared and insanely confused at the same time.

“You’re saying you love me?” all that came out of your mouth.

“Can we leave the love talk for tomorrow?”

“But why…? Why would you want to do all this now…?”

“I can’t talk anymore.” he sighed and pulled you in, crushing his lips against yours. Running his fingers down to your butt he tried to force you to jump onto him but you ignored it, wrapping your hands around his neck. You could burst from excitement the very second you realised he wanted you too. He made you feel warm in every way possible and you couldn’t wait for him to take everything off you to cool you down. You walked the both of you to your bedroom without breaking down the kiss. You had to let go of him to open the door, feeling Jinyoung’s lips move down to your neck and shoulder, sucking and licking every centimetre of your skin.

“Fuck.” you mumbled, hitting your legs on the same tripod Junwon always bumped into. You kind of pushed Jinyoung and he fell back down onto the floor making you chuckle while your thoughts ran to Junwon suddenly, hoping he won’t decide to come to yours after work.

Jinyoung caressed your thighs now that you were straddling him. “I don’t have condoms.” you blabbered randomly when he stared at you quietly.

“You don’t trust me anymore?”

“I don’t know if you trust me.”

“I want to call you mine again. I want to wake up next to you every day and feel like the love of my life is here. I want to marry you too, I want all of it still.”

“Stop making me believe you won’t hate me tomorrow for allowing you to do it.”

“I won’t because I’m making you do it.” he leaned in to kiss you slowly, pulling your dress up your thighs. He broke off the kiss, sliding the dress up your body, closing his eyes slightly after taking a glance at you. “Turn around.” he had to clear his throat before speaking.

You moved around and felt his fingers on your waist pulling you to sit down on him once again. Your back pressed against his chest and his hand held you under your chest. You could feel his teeth nibble on your ear lightly before he lowered his head to caress his cheek against your neck. “I just missed being next to you, holding you and touching you.”

“You just thought you loved Sona.”

“I didn’t.” his palm began its way down your stomach and you felt way too excited even by that. Your fingers ran up to his head immediately, running your nails over Jinyoung’s nape and holding onto it afterwards.

“Why did you act like that then?”

“Just because I thought its for the best.” he sighed and touched you through your underwear. “It really wasn’t, and I’m not doing it because I’m drunk. I was the one that asked Sona’s permission to invite you, it’s what I dreamt of for the past months.” his fingers put pressure onto your bud and let go the next second, making you rub your butt against him. “You’re my favourite human in the whole wide world. I can’t wait to hear you moan.” he whispered into your ear, sliding his finger against your slit up and down teasingly.

“You’re not doing anything to hear it.” you sighed and felt him slide under your underwear.

“Am I now?” you could feel his lips brush against your cheek.

“Maybe a little.” you gasped and held onto his neck tighter when you could feel him draw circles on your sensitive bud. “Now more.” you made a weird screeching sound trying to not react too vigorously to what he’s been doing. His other hand found your breasts, massaging them carefully.

“Spread your legs more.” he suggested and let go of you, forcing you to have your legs on outside of his, spreading them more by placing his legs wider. “Do you want me to lick you?”

“No, I won’t be able to take it.”

“Why?”

“Because even this is too much already.” you gasped trying to find what to hold on to with your free hand.

“Why? Should I stop?” his finger slipped inside of you and you moaned right into his ear, moving your body to feel pleasure.

“No, no, don’t.”

“Why are you so strained?”

“I’m going to cum if I won’t be.”

“How come this quickly?” he pressed his face against your cheek, moving his opened lips against it mindlessly.

“Because it’s you.”

“What’s with me?” his other hand moved to lay against your shoulder blades, pressing your body against him strictly. When his second finger slipped inside of you, your other hand finally found it’s place - on Jinyoung’s wrist, grabbing onto it for dear life.

“I won’t hold back.”

“I’m not asking you to.” his fingers pumped in and out of you quicker than before, feeling him let go of your shoulders only to dive in his fingers to rub onto you clit. “Cum if you want to.” you couldn’t stop yourself from moaning his name and letting go of his neck you grabbed onto his other wrist, trying to make him let go of you. You felt his teeth bite onto your neck trying his best to stop you from moving all over the place but it barely helped you. “Will you?”

“Mm, yeah, here, I will, please.” your nails dug into the skin of his wrists and it probably hurt him terribly but he seemed too focused on what he was doing to notice it. Your moans fastened when Jinyoung’s tongue began licking the bitten skin of your neck. “Fuck, fuck, fuck.” you swore when you felt the awaited high make your head go dizzy. Your entire body felt like jelly and even though you wanted to turn around and kiss him you had no physical power in doing so.

“You’re tired?” he whispered into your ear after a minute, pecking it.

“Aren’t you?”

“Not after you moaning my name like that.” he pressed his lips over your temple.

“5 minutes is all I need.” You sighed breathlessly and rested your body against Jinyoung’s. “I’ll lay on the bed, your hard on is kind of not nice to sit on.” you laughed and caught yourself at the thought of not starting to act too casual, it’s still not settled.

Jinyoung helped you to stand up and fall onto the bed and the strong smell of Junwon’s presence hit your nose. He just slept there last night and now you were about to have another man sleep there. The situation wasn’t really crooked but Jinyoung didn’t know that and would probably feel burdened. You rolled your body over to the side where Junwon usually slept so Jinyoung would sleep on your side of the bed.

“This mattress is so much better than the one you had.” Jinyoung sighed laying on the bed.

“We’re here to talk about mattresses?” you said sarcastically. Jinyoung rolled over to your side and pecked your lips before talking.

“Ride me.” just two words that left his lips made fire burst inside of you and you were almost sure he most definitely knew what he did.

“Id love that but I want to be under you.”

“Reasons I should listen to you?” he moved his body atop of yours and kissed you slowly, rocking his cock against you.

“Fuck I’ll probably go insane with you inside me.”

“Trust me I’ll lose my mind completely just slipping inside of you.” your hands slid down to the belt on his waist, undoing it quickly and forcing the button and the fly of his pants to get out of your way in less than 30 seconds, you slid your hand into his pants, squeezing his member in your hand multiple times.

“How come everything about you is so perfect, Park Jinyoung?”

“What?” he gasped when you squeezed your hand tighter.

“Even your cock is perfect, there’s not one flaw, I just can’t believe the fact you’re all perfect and in this much need of me.”

“Because you’re perfect for me maybe?” he asked quickly and pushed your hand away from his pants. You watched him take the pants and the underwear off, making your mouth water at a single sight of his perfectly built cock.

“Oh fuck, just go all in.” you pumped him in your hand, before he took your panties off. You felt him slide up and down your slit, covering himself in you.

“All in?”

“Yeah.” you sighed and spread your legs wider than before, mentally preparing for a stretch you craved for the most. Your moan and his grunts were the only noises that filled up the room. “Just go deeper.” you gasped and felt his hips smash against yours. “Yeah.” you nodded again.

“Baby, shit, I mean Y/n, this is driving me insane.”

“Why?” you gasped when his palm squeezed your side to get inside of you better.

“Sex with you is always making my heart burst with love.” he paused mid sentence every time his hips slapped against yours. “I just love you so much no words are helping me to express my feelings even though I’m teaching freaking literature.”

“Slow down.” you pulled his face towards you and hugged his neck “If you’re doing this not just to get yourself off, do it slowly, make love to me. I’m so scared to say out loud that I love you. I’m scared because if you won’t be here tomorrow I won’t be able to live this life anymore.”

“Don’t say things like that. I won’t leave you and I’m not doing it to get myself off, now I won’t let you sleep until the break of dawn.” He kissed your lips slowly and your eyes closed in pleasure immediately. “Is that better?” he asked breathlessly probably regretting his decision to slow down.

“Yes.” you moaned into his ear. “But if you want to cum, just do it.”

”Inside?”

“Everywhere.” your eyes rolled backwards when his pace fastened once again.

You could feel his seed spread inside of you in 10 minutes, only taking a slight break before cuming inside of you another couple times.

You never felt more scared to wake up in your life before. All those night stand would never compare to what you felt right now. You tried to work out if you slept facing the bed or the wall and the simple calculations you did made you believe you were sleeping with your face to the wall. You wanted to open your eyes to understand somehow if he was next to you still but you didn’t work out yet how’d you do it without facing it. Opening your eyes firmly you closed them back in a second. Jinyoung made a low chuckle and you couldn’t believe you forgot you slept on the other side of the bed.

“I did see you opened your eyes.” his hand landed on your cheek. You opened them back up to look at Jinyoung who smiled at you softly.

“Am I in parallel universe? Why are you so chilled right now…?” you asked confused.

“You don’t need to worry about anything.” Jinyoung ran his thumb over your lower lip.

“But are you worried?”

“No.” his smile gave it all away and you pushed his hand off you. “Why?”

“You don’t have to play pretend.”

“I’m not pretending. Even if I’m a little upset with my own self it doesn’t mean I’m not happy to be with you right now.”

“But you are upset.”

“But why does it matter now? I want to not think of these things while we’re here.”

“Why?”

“Because it’s not something you have to worry about.” he looked at you, pulling your head in gently.

“Why?”

“You just wanted to help Sona, if I didn’t risk it all in that taxi I would’ve woken up on my own in my bed. When you let me touch you and kiss you in that car I knew you won’t be against sleeping with me. I know we both wanted it but I’m the one who initiated all of it so if there’s anyone to blame it’s me.”

“Okay.” you nodded not knowing what else to say. You kind of wished now he left before you woke up.

Jinyoung moved your head closer to his and kissed you slowly. “Do you have plans for today?” he moved his lips to your cheek.

“No, but what time it is?” you reached for your phone and looked at the screen when it lit up. “Shit it’s 3pm.”

“You needed to go somewhere?” Jinyoung’s fingers ran down your back making you shiver quickly.

“No…” you gulped noticing one message on your phone from Sona. “Did you give Sona my phone number?”

“What?” Jinyoung’s lips kissed their way up your side now.

“Sona texted me.”

“Texted you what?” he moved away concerned.

“That she came home and you’re not there. She’s asking me where you are. You live with her? That’s why you wanted to change the address?” you felt somehow betrayed. Jinyoung acted like a great liar and you couldn’t understand when did he start to lie so professionally. “You just wanted to sleep with me but didn’t want to upset her? And what if I lived with Junwon? What would you do?” you pushed him away disappointed.

“I don’t live with her, what are you saying. She came because she knows the code, I didn’t think of anything when I wanted to change the address, your house is closer, that’s the only reason, I swear.” you turned your back to him keeping quiet. “Maybe you just don’t trust me anymore and think of me differently.” you could feel him move on the bed, standing up and by the sound of it putting his clothes on.

“Yeah, sure, just leave.” you mumbled disappointed. Everything was bound to go down in flames in the morning and you just knew it, but still gave in last night. Knew it’s going to hurt but still allowed yourself to do it. Jinyoung walked over your bed and you could see him approach you with your peripheral vision. Jinyoung squatted in front of you and you tried to pretend you never noticed him. He laid his lips right above your knee, making you shiver immediately. Jinyoung’s fingers touched your feet and you couldn’t understand what he wanted until you felt material of your underwear slide up your legs. You helped him put it on and sat back down onto your bed. Jinyoung stood up and your eyes ran up after him, quickly going back to looking straight when his eyes caught you. He put on a shirt over your head, forcing your hands to go through designated holes making them drop back down lifelessly.

Jinyoung’s body lowered next to you, touching your hand ever so slightly. You didn’t pull away and he took it as a green light. Jinyoung’s hand hugged you around the waist, forcing to fall back when he fell back, intertwining your every limb with his. He made your head lay atop of his biceps, resting his lips against your forehead. Even though you tried to fight with your own body, you hugged him back quickly, hiding your face against him.

“Do you still feel it?” he spoke so slowly and quietly you felt like you could fall asleep once again. “Feel like you love me? Like you belong right next to me? Do you think you still trust me? Think I’m the one you’ll be able to love? Do you think I can make you happy? Or do you think I’m not someone you loved anymore? Do you think we can’t go past this night? I’ll never be able to live my life like the happiest year of my life didn’t exist. Like you never existed in it. I just miss us talking, I miss your stories, I miss the way you listened to everything I told you. Nobody listens to me the way you did. I miss how you teased me about everything, I miss the way you teased me for doing things not the way you were doing them, calling me old and all that. I just miss how you brought light to my life and made it all make sense. How you’d hug me for hours just because I couldn’t see you for a day, how you’d always make time for me, how you’d do anything if I ever asked you for help. I miss your smile, I miss kissing your lips before I fall asleep and kissing them right after I wake up.” he paused and the sound of your heart beating deafened the room. “You’re probably wondering why the hell is he saying all this after all those months of rejection or after I said we probably won’t work out anymore. I still remember that look on your face after I said it. I wanted to take those words back immediately, I wanted to just kiss you and go back home, but I couldn’t. Somehow I thought it’ll all go away if I’ll keep the things the way they turned out, but nothing went away and when you brought Junwon to our movie night I just felt so disappointed with myself I couldn’t talk to you. I realised you finding someone wasn’t actually something I wanted for real, it was something I thought was right.” he paused again and rubbed his face your hair. “Please say something?” his fingers moved over to your face, trying to see any reaction on it. You held onto his palm, pushing it off your face when you suddenly remembered how you held onto his wrist with your nails. 4 blue moon shaped bruises caught your eyes on each of Jinyoung’s wrists.

“I’m sorry.” you ran your finger over them, raising your eyes to look him in the eyes. “How are you going to explain this to Sona.”

“It’s not what I wanted you to talk about.” he caught your finger and moved it away.

“What do you want me to say…” you sighed and moved your body a little to have your face closer to his neck. “You’re saying all this but you’ll get back to reality when you’ll exit this place so what matters is what you’ll do or say later. You’re going to go insane when you’ll actually process in your head what you did, when you’ll process that things you’d never do were done so easily last night and I have no idea what you’re going to do about it and how you’re going to feel about me. At least, I know I risked it all and got the taste of what I wanted for the last time, because I don’t believe you’ll come back here tomorrow. I doubt you’ll come back here at all.”

“I meant it when I said I love you.”

“Okay.” you sighed into his neck. “Why does it matter to you suddenly? After living all your life with your brain, why suddenly listen to your heart?”

“Because when I’m with you I always do what my heart tells me, even though I make it seem for you the other way round. I just wanted you to be able to depend on me.”

“I understand nothing, Jinyoung.” you raised your head and looked at him with tears in your eyes.

“I’ve got so much love for you, but I don’t know what to do.” he said hopelessly and it was probably the first time in your entire life you saw that look on his face. You leaned in to him, kissing his plump lips with love. Jinyoung’s hand helped you straddle him, running his hands back up to hold your face in place, while your hands were hugging his neck. You kissed him deeply, you kissed him trying to return all the love you had for him back through the tip of your tongue, but the more you kissed him the deeper you fell, the harder it felt to unlock your arms and let go of him. The longer you kissed the more it felt like your last ever kiss. You couldn’t stop thinking it was a goodbye on his side, you tried to make yourself brave enough to make it a goodbye on your side too. Jinyoung’s lips sucked onto your lower lip teasingly making that heaviness in your chest grow bigger. You tried to pull back but Jinyoung’s hand suddenly pushed your head back down, taking all you had for him himself. When it felt like too much, when you felt like you reached the point of no return you pushed back, catching his hands and making them let go of you.

“I want more.” he whined like a child and you slapped yourself internally for moving your head a millimetre towards him.

“Please go.” you tried to move from his legs but his grip was stronger than before.

“Why?”

“Sona’s looking for you, I have to see Junwon too.”

“Why?”

“Because I miss him.”

“Even when you’re with me?” you didn’t reply and Jinyoung’s hands let go of you, allowing for you to move away from him. “I’m sorry for everything.” he said bitterly.

“Are you saying sorry for everything you said and did?” you felt yourself getting worked up.

“No, I’m not sorry for that. I’m sorry for not understanding how much you’re attracted to him and how much you love him. I made you cheat on someone you love, so I’m sorry.”

“Okay.” you wanted to say what was actually going on between you and Junwon but he just went on and you decided to not make him feel better about himself.

“Okay.” he repeated after you in a minute, putting all of his clothes back on. “Bye.”

“Goodbye, Jinyoung.” you gulped loudly not being able to hold yourself back when you heard the door close behind him.

“No, I was thinking of this Friday maybe?”

“Just for the weekend?”

“Maybe the weekend, maybe a week, who knows?” you chuckled into your phone. “You should come with me, my mom would love to meet you.”

“As who?” you could hear him tap his keyboard through the phone.

“A dear friend.” you heard Junwon’s low giggle. “What? Scared?” you teased, running your eyes over the crosswalk. The light turned green and you made your way towards your house.

“No, I’m not scared. I just have to work.”

“I get it, I totally joked.” you said quickly and listened to his breathing for a while.

“I’m a little worried about you though?”

“Eh?”

“Two days after the Jinyoung accident you’re leaving.”

“This isn’t related to him, my mom calls me to come home all the time.”

“Okay…” you could hear in his face he didn’t believe it.

“Plus… I said I love you right into his face, if I didn’t lie, he would’ve stayed so it’s my decision and I’m fine.”

“But why? Why you said it? Do I need to know something?” you laughed out loud.

“Because I didn’t understand if he did really want it or not.”

“So this just proved to you he didn’t actually want it?”

“Yeah, I guess so.” you sighed and felt heavy.

“Do you thi…” a shock wave ran through your body the moment a stranger pulled you by the hand.

“Let go, I’ll scream!” You shouted immediately, pulling onto your hand. Your phone fell onto the ground and you turned around to remember this persons face. You were hoping they just needed money and was ready to give it to them. “Oh my god.” you gasped when you realised it’s Jinyoung.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you.” his hand let go of you and you bent to grab the phone.

“Y/n, Y/n? Do you hear me? Y/n?” you could hear Junwon shout into the phone.

“I dropped the phone.” you sighed.

“What happened? Where are you? I’ll come.”

“No, no. It’s fine, it’s… I dropped the keys and the guy just gave them to me. I didn’t hear him call.” your eyes ran over Jinyoung’s face while you were talking.

“Are you sure? Are you lying? Name a fruit if you’re in danger?” his concerned voice made you chuckle.

“No need to worry, I am totally fine. I’ll text you later, okay?”

“Yeah, bye. You scared me.”

“I know, I got scared myself, bye.” you hid the phone in your pocket. “You could’ve just called my name. I’m not deaf.”

“I did, but I guess you didn’t hear because you were on the phone. I’m sorry, you walked too fast I…” he paused.

“Whatever. What you wanted?” your eyes ran over his entire body. He wore sweatpants and a hoodie, probably coming to you from home. “Forgot something?”

“I…hm…” you looked concerned “I broke up with Sona.”

“Congrats?” you made a careless face expression.

“What?” he looked at you confused.

“What you wanted me to say?”

“I don’t know.” he shook his head and looked at his feet. “I just wanted you to know that I was not planning on dating her after what happened.”

“Okay.”

“And I understand that you love your boyfriend and everything is so crooked.” his eyes met yours and he paused. “Did you tell him, by the way?”

“I did.” you blinked mindlessly.

“Are you two… okay?” he bit onto his lower lip and stared at you asking. “It’s none of my business I guess.” he shook his head trying to get back to what he wanted to say. “I came to tell you something.”

“Yeah?” you suddenly felt nervous, gulping. The pause felt like forever and you couldn’t understand what he slowed down for.

“When I left your place I realised my timing was wrong, when I realised I love you, you already found someone else and I can tell you’re not making it up like I tried to. What really matters is I made you cheat, I’m so sorry, I want to apologise for making you do it. I honestly feel disgusting because of myself. I came to apologise and to tell you that I’m transferring to a university in Busan. It’ll help us to get over each other. I mean, for me to get over everything that happened and for the both of us to not ruin each other’s life’s anymore.”

“You’re what?”

“I’m moving to Busan.” he said once again and you couldn’t breathe for a second.

“But why?” you took a little step closer to him.

“I just don’t want to trigger neither of ours feelings.” you chewed onto your lower lip, wishing to touch his elbow but resisting.

“I really … really am sorry. Guilt is eating me alive, I ruined your relationship..”

“You didn’t.”

“What do you mean? You didn’t tell him?”

“I did, but he doesn’t care.”

“Wh… what? What do you mean?” Jinyoung were confused.

“We’re just fuck buddies, we don’t care.” you said quickly. “You don’t have to blame yourself for nothing on my side, if it’ll make you feel better.” you touched his forearm. Jinyoung’s hand laid atop your fingers, holding on to them.

“Come to Busan with me then?”

“Jinyoung, this all is so confusing.” you shook your head and took a step back, losing all contact you two had.

“Y/n, please. Just this once.” Jinyoung’s fingers landed on your cheek, holding you in place. “Just say you want me to drop everything and stay with you? Just say you want us to be together again. Or say you’ll go with me. Please say anything.” he begged you hopelessly and you couldn’t believe your eyes. It wasn’t anyone, this was Jinyoung. You just couldn’t work out it was real. He was asking you to do crazy things, Jinyoung wanted to be crazy and asked you to be crazy with him.

Your fingers touched his on your cheeks, while you chewed on your lower lip.

“And what would you do for me to say this?” you asked seriously, making his hands hang down his body holding yours.

“What do you mean? What you want me to do?”

“You’re the one who should tell me what you’d do to have me back. Shouldn’t you show me your determination?”

“Wh…what?” his confused look almost made you chuckle aloud.

“Close your eyes.” the words left your mouth slower than he closed them.

“I really… really don’t know what you want me to do but if you’ll tell, I’ll do anything.”

“Jesus, Jinyoung, shut up.” you sighed and took a step closer to him. “You really shouldn’t have done everything this way.” you whispered. “But the way you did it makes me feel like the both of us are still teenagers.” you sighed heavily. “I wanted you to close your eyes so you’d get all nervous while I make you wait. Are you nervous? Do you want to know if I’ll refuse or agree?”

“I do.” he gulped.

“What if I’ll make you wait for an hour?” you held back to not touch his soft cheek.

“I guess I’ll wait but…” you interrupted him by smashing your lips against his. You couldn’t tiptoe because you lost your balance, forcing Jinyoung to bent a little. Your lips moved slowly against his, and even though he kissed you back his hands didn’t touch you. You wrapped your hands around his neck, kissing him faster than before and he pulled back. “What does this mean?” he blinked quickly.

“Nothing, I’m just kissing you. It’s not the reply.” you tried to kiss him again, when his hands held onto yours, forcing for you to let go of him.

“I don’t understand your game.”

“It’s because you’re not smart, even though you try to seem so.”

“Y/n.” he licked his lips and you wanted to kiss him again and again.

“Want to go upstairs?” you didn’t let him speak.

“What for?”

“To spend last minutes before you go to Busan together.”

“I shouldn’t have come.” he dropped your hands, turning on his heels to walk away. You watched him take quick steps towards his car that he always parked there. Halfway through, you suddenly realised.

“Jinyoung, wait. Wait!” you ran after him, quickly getting in front of him when he stopped walking. “You forgot something.”

“What?” he looked confused behind you and when he couldn’t find anything on the ground looked back at you.

“Me?” you raised your hands for him to hug you but he froze confused.

“Huh?”

“Didn’t you say you wanted me to go to Busan with you? I thought you’d feel relieved and would want to hug me.” you pouted and moved your hands back down.

“I can’t feel relief when I’m confused like this.”

“I want you to drop everything for me, and I want to go anywhere you want me to go with you, if you’ll promise to love me like you did, if you’ll promise to always stay by my side, okay?”

“But, what was this with doing something for you?” his brain seemed to not move on.

“I fooled around but you weren’t able to understand. I need to once again get used to the idea that you’re the biggest grandpa in the world.”

“I was thinking of all the options you could come up with.”

“Everything you do is more than enough.” you made your lips go in a straight line and smiled.

“I love you.” he leaned in to peck the corner of your lips. “And your crazy brain.”

THE END

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winteringdream · 2 years

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heyyy congrats on 100!! can you do n.11 fluff with junwon from &audition the reader can be gender neutral and you can do it however!!

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"i think i'm in love with you."

p. junwon x gn!reader g. fluff . 100+ event

"i just need to get my textbook, junwon." you tell him as you push the door open.

"we don't even need it until the second semester." he tells you with a sigh.

you tell him to wait at the entrance, but he insists on going with you anyway.

straying away from junwon, you find yourself in front of a boy who has taken an interest in you. you question his motives, but soon find out he is trying to flirt with you.

"oh sorry, i'm just here to get my textbook." you awkwardly tell him. your eyes scan the shelves in the hopes of finding it quickly.

in the corner of your eye you see junwon approaching the two of you.

"hey junwon! help me search?" you quickly grab his arm and pull him away from the boy.

his eyes trail to your hand still around his arm, and you quickly let go of it.

"someone is interested in you." he teases.

"yeah, and i am so interested in him as well," you say sarcastically as you quickly glance over junwon's shoulder to see if he has left.

"he's listening to us," junwon whispers and points his finger in his direction.

"oh god."

junwon snickers before he says "i think i'm in love with you."

you give him a confused look, but soon realise he was trying to make the guy leave.

you sigh out of relief. junwon's fake confessing had made him leave.

"thanks," you say, "now let's look for my textbook."

you turn around to see junwon still standing there.

"i wasn't lying."

"what?" junwon shyly scratches the back of his head, hiding the blush on his face.

"i think i'm actually in love with you."

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richrubies · 5 years

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Faint (pH-1 x Reader)

➳ genre: fluff

Junwon didn’t know why he liked you so much – okay, that was a lie. He did know why. He had liked you from the day you’d first met, and the list of whys was endless.

Unlike his quiet and reserved self, you were wild and loud. You took command of any room without trying while he had to fight to be noticed. You contrasted one another vastly, so much so that you were almost the complete opposites, and yet his heart still managed to pound every time you were near.

Sitting on the hard-wood floor of the studio, Junwon watched you run through the choreography for his latest song, counting out the steps as the rest of the dance-troop tried to keep up with you.

He was out of breath and queasy after having spent a majority of the day learning your choreography. It didn’t help that he wasn’t in his best condition. Your eyes met his in the reflection of the mirror, narrowing immediately as you stepped out of the formation to approach him.

All afternoon you two had thrown low comments at one another – you’d dragged him in to learn his choreo when he was meant to be resting at home, recovering from a sudden cold. If it had been anyone else, he would have told them to leave him alone, but it was you and he found it hard to say no despite his health.

‘Yah, Park Junwon,’ you chide, wiping the sweat from your brow, ‘Are you slacking off right now?’

‘I’m tired,’ Junwon defends to which you responded with a light kick to his leg.

‘We’re all tired!’

Even as you kicked him, he couldn’t help but feel the butterflies in his stomach – well now that he thought of it, the churning could have been because he was unwell.

Frenemies – that was the label everyone had put your relationship under, thanks to your constant bickering and arguing. It was rare for you two to be in the same room without throwing snide comments at one another. Most people would have found Junwon’s enjoyment in your low-digs sadistic, but to him it meant that you noticed him despite his shy trait.

‘One more minute,’ Junwon begs, his hand resting on the calf of your leg that you’d positioned strategically as if waiting for the chance to kick him, ‘One more minute then I’ll keep going.’

You looked down at him as he run a hand through his hair, his cheeks slightly sunken from having skipped meals due to the stress of his job. He did look tired – not just physically but mentally as well.

Crouching, you grabbed at his chin and turned his face to look at you, your eyes scanning him worriedly, ‘Yah, Junwon...Are you okay? Are you sick?’

‘Idiot, I told you that I wasn’t feeling well when you showed up at my apartment,’ he tells you with an eye-roll, pulling his face away from your touch, his cheeks glowing red. He should have been used to your touch after you two hitting each other so often, but it was rare for you to be this gentle; so rare that it left him blushing like a school-girl.

All joking aside, you worriedly pulled his face back, trapped between your palms as you moved closer, noting his blood-shot eyes and his grayish skin tone, ‘I thought you were just trying to get out of learning the choreo,’ you admit guiltily as you checked his temperature.

‘I’m fine, Y/N,’ Junwon tells you as he pulls away for the second time, embarrassed. You straightened yourself and offered your hand for him to take which he ignored.

Opting to stand on his own, Junwon was half-standing when he was hit with a dizzy spell, falling into you as he lost his step.

‘Yah!’ you yelled in panic as you managed to catch him before he hit the ground.

‘I’m okay,’ Junwon tell you softly as you helped him to stand straight, your arm secure around his waist as you held on to him, worried he’d drop at any second.

‘You’re clearly not,’ you argue, pulling his arm around the back of your neck so that you could better support him, ‘Come on, you need to rest.’

He whined in response though was quickly cut off by you telling your team that practice was over for today and that you’d re-group tomorrow.

Embarrassed of you seeing him look so pathetic, Junwon attempted to unwind himself from you but froze when you entwined your fingers with his hand, forcing him to your side.

‘I’m fine,’ he tries again, conscious of just how close you were, ‘I can walk on my own!’

‘Shut up,’ you say with an eye-roll as you navigated your way through the HQ hallways and towards the sick-bay, ‘Why does everything have to be a fight with you?’

‘You can talk,’ he responds before squeezing his eyes shut with annoyance knowing he’d just proven your statement to be 200% true.

Closing the door after entering the room, you attempted to settle Junwon gently down on the bed though failed epically as he flopped onto the mattress, letting out a curse as he went.

‘Sorry,’ you apologize as you helped him to get comfortable, tucking a pillow under his head as you commanded, ‘Stay here, I’ll be right back.’

Junwon did as you asked, though he sat up and attempted to blink away the black spots that were appearing more and more every time he did so. It was official – he’d over-done it and now he was going to die in front of the woman he’d been crushing on for months.

‘Ah, so embarrassing,’ he tells himself with a shake of his head, ‘What loser almost faints from standing up too fast?’

‘One that doesn’t take his health seriously,’ you say as you re-enter the room, an energy bar and a large bottle of water in your hands, ‘If you were this sick, you should have told me that you couldn’t train, Junwon!’

‘You dragged me out of my apartment!’

You glared at him as you handed him a bottle of water and painkillers that you’d found in the cupboard among other medicines, ‘You said you had a headache, not that you were going through cold symptoms and had been ordered to stay home! Jay nearly bit my head off out there!’

‘He was mad with you? I should go speak—,’ Junwon starts though you cut him off by dabbing at his face with a cloth, attempting to wipe away his sweat while he drank from the bottle.

‘Leave it, it’s my fault,’ you tell him as you finishing cleaning his face, your eyes narrowed in concentration. You were inches away from him and he could feel his heart begin to race. He wandered if you could hear it pounding; if you knew that that was what you did to him.

Without thinking, Junwon’s hand gently grabbed at your outstretched wrist, your eyes widening at the contact before meeting his gaze, ‘What are you doing?’

Junwon placed your hand above his heart and kept it there; ‘I think there’s something wrong with my chest,’ he tells you quietly as you turned your gaze down to your hands, the erratic heartbeat vibrating through your palm. Junwon swallowed and prepared himself to carry out the rest of his confession. He was meant to say, ‘it only beats like this when you’re around,’ but was beaten by your gasp.

‘Are you okay?’ you ask worried, your eyes wide and unable to look away from your joined hands, ‘Shit, I think I should take you to a doctor!’

Junwon snorted at your ruining of the romantic moment he’d tried to build, ‘You idiot, forget it.’

‘You’re the idiot,’ you retort, your hand still on his chest though he’d long let go of your wrist, ‘Why’d you even come to the studio with me Junwon! You’ve probably made your cold five times worse than what it was!’

Junwon smiled as you busied yourself, watching you move around the room with confidence. It was clear that you were familiar with this place though it was his first time using it personally. He wouldn’t be surprised if he wasn’t the first person to pass out after your grueling sessions.

As you wrung the cloth out at the sink in the corner of the room, he answered honestly, ‘You asked me to come. How could I refuse?’

You scoffed in response as you pushed him back so that he was laying once more, laying the cloth across his forehead carefully.

He let you nurse him, watching as you unwrapped the energy bar and offered it to him, ‘Eat this and drink more water. If you’re dehydrated it’ll make your cold even worse.’

Junwon listened, shifting slightly so that you could sit on the edge of the bed, still fussing over how pale he looked. Even with the amount of bickering and fighting, it was clear that you cared – it was the first time Junwon had ever realized it.

Junwon washed the bar down with water and went as far as to open his mouth to show you he’d eaten it. You nodded, satisfied that he’d listened without putting up too much of a fight.

After a moment of silence, you sighed and reluctantly shifted away from him, readying yourself to leave, ‘I should probably go...You need to rest.’

‘Stay.’

You looked at him over your shoulder; his forehead covered with an orange cloth, and his skin slick with a mixture of cold-sweats and water that showed you hadn’t wrung the cloth properly. He looked a hot mess, but that didn’t stop you from slowly nodding in agreement, ‘O-kay.’

Junwon shifted so that he was pressed against the wall and pet the space beside him on the bed. You sighed but lowered yourself beside him, the two of you staring up at the ceiling in silence.

It was Junwon who broke the peace by confessing, ‘I like you.’

He was bursting with confidence tonight and you put it down to his symptoms.

Your head rolled to look at Junwon who was still staring at the ceiling, avoiding your wide-eyed gaze though he could feel it burning on his face. You’d never thought you’d hear those words leave his mouth, so much so that you almost doubted you’d heard him right.

‘It’s true,’ he says quietly, ‘I’ve liked you for a long time,’ he confesses, ‘I just...thought I’d tell you that.’

Unable to respond, still in shock and slight denial of these happenings, you remained quiet, trying to process it all; ‘Say something,’ Junwon begs, turning his head to look at you.

‘Thank you,’ you blurt out before cringing, squeezing your eyes tight as if that would help you to disappear. Thank you? Wow, you really were an idiot.

‘Uh,’ Junwon swallowed with uncertainty, ‘You’re welcome?’

You could hear it in his tone that he was disappointed – what man wouldn’t be? But your mind was still wheeling from his confession. He liked you? Why? You were as happy as you were confused; who wouldn’t be happy, knowing that their crush liked them back? But he’d never given you any signs of liking you before - you two fought more than you actually ever talked, though admittedly, you found that part of your strange relationship the most endearing.

Despite his innocent aura, he definitely knew how to get on your nerves, so much so that it had practically become a game between you both.

You were lost in your thoughts; you’d always accepted that that was just how it would always be between you two – fun, games and unrequited love.

The shifting of the bed brought you back from your thoughts. Junwon was sitting up and attempting to escape your presence by shuffling himself towards the end of the bed.

You reacted immediately, sitting up to wrap your arms around his shoulders, pulling him into a back hug that had him stiffen at your touch, ‘Where are you going?’

Junwon didn’t want to answer because he knew you would hear the disappointment – and the embarrassment – in his tone. Instead he hung his head and rested his hand on your clasped ones.

Resting your chin on his shoulder and your embrace tightening, you murmur, ‘I like you too, Junwon.’

‘You don’t have to lie to make me feel better,’ he tells you quietly.

You responded by flicking his ear and causing him to hiss at the pain, ‘Yah, why would I waste my time lying about this?’

‘You didn’t have to hit me!’

‘Don’t be such a baby!’ you retort, though you gently rubbed at the ear you’d just flicked to soothe it, apologetic.

Junwon shifted, still in your arms and beamed, ‘You like me?’

‘Don’t smile like that, you’re sweaty and gross right now,’ you tell him, suddenly shy as he smiled happily.

You released him a second later and fell back on to the bed, your stomach knotted with nerves. You were so used to his scowls that you hadn’t been prepared for a killer smile like that.

Junwon quickly followed, laying down comfortably before forcing you to turn, pulling your arm around his waist; ‘You’re sly,’ you tell him with an eye-roll but settled into the new position, ignoring his grin that refused to falter.

‘I’ve been waiting for this for months,’ he tells you as he engulfs you with his own hug, ‘So bare with me. The closest we’ve ever gotten like this is when you wrestled me over a pair of sponsored sunglasses.’

‘You didn’t need that second pair,’ you tell him with a huff to which he chuckled.

‘I gave them to you anyway,’ he reminds you, his lips at your forehead, ‘Remember?’

Rolling your eyes in response, you sighed and settled in, ‘You were meant to be resting, not starting a relationship.’

‘It’s not my fault my nurse was so pretty.’

‘I smell like sweat and my hair is a mess.’

‘Yeah,’ Junwon agrees, taking in your dance get-up that you were wearing for practice, ‘You’re right.’

You slapped at his arm causing him to laugh and embrace you tighter his face nuzzling against yours as he kept you from squirming away; ‘No hitting!’

‘No kissing!’ you tell him as he pecked at your lips lightly, sneaking another kiss as soon as you settled down, ‘You’re sick!’

He laughed loudly and kissed your lips again though this time you were ready, responding to it with a gentleness that Junwon couldn’t have imagined you possessed. Pulling away seconds later, Junwon pressed his forehead to yours and grins happily, ‘I’m glad I almost fainted. The embarrassment was worth gaining you as my girlfriend.’

‘Girlfriend? Says who?’ you question teasingly while he sucked in air between his teeth as if chastising you.

‘No arguments! Only kisses!’ he says before adding, ‘...Girlfriend.’

You snorted, hiding the smile on your lips as you answered, ‘Okay. Whatever. Boyfriend.’

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