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roseekara · 15 days

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Just suddenly realized 'you're losing me' is so hotchniss coded 😭

You say, "I don't understand, " and I say, "I know you don't"

I'm getting tired even for a phoenix, always rising from the ashes

And I wouldn't marry me either, a pathological people pleaser

Mending all her gashes, you might just have dealt the final blow

I sent you signals and bit my nails down to the quick

I gave you all my best me's, my endless empathy, and all I did was bleed as I tried to be the bravest soldier

Emily was always by his side since the beginning, even though he didn't trust her until she was the one who left first 🥹😭😭

Don't touch me now I'm in shambles and utter despair.

#im not okay #its 1am what am i doing #brb forever crying over this song #over a damn fictional ship #but this is sooooo them #hotchniss #criminal minds #emily prentiss #aaron hotchner

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omgcheez · 3 months

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community movie where someone sees the ring on Abed's finger and him and Troy go "Troy and Abed have been married!"

#trobed #its 1am what am I doing #nbc community #abed nadir #troy barnes

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astraladversity · 7 months

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fragments

#rvb #red vs blue #leonard church #my art #rvb fanart #do i have to tag all the fragments #its literally 1am as im typing this #i have work tomorrow what am i doing #theta rvb #delta rvb #omega rvb #the director #gamma rvb #sigma rvb #eta rvb #iota rvb #agent texas

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seaofgoldensand · 22 days

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ughghgh hes such a cutie i wanna bite

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sussysatann · 1 year

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BASED ON THE OBM CHAT FROM THIS POST HERE

#obey me #obm #obmswd #obey me swd #twst #twst wonderland #twisted wonderland #twst and obm have both permanently altered my brain chemistry #its nearly 1am what am i doing

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figofswords · 15 days

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the post grad why did i get an art degree what am i even doing what do i want in life where am i going crisis has finally hit i want to. lie down in the dirt. or something

#WHAT AM I DOING!!!!#i get up i go to my stupid retail job i stick labels on bags they pay me fucking thirteen bucks an hour i come home i lie on the couch #too tired to draw in too much pain to go anywhere no energy to reach out to college friends to do anything fun #no idea where the even start with getting an industry job no clue what i even WANT at this point #trying to remember what i loved so much about comics i want it BACK i HATE this #WHAT IS THE POINT!!!! WHAT DO I WANT WHERE AM I GOING!!! WHAT COMES NEXT!!!!!!#there's no clear career trajectory i can't do freelance i need structure i can't work too much i need free time #my brain doesn't work every job requires me to move across the country the irs just took fucking three hundred stupid dollars from me #my friends live in different states i can't get a job without experience i can't get experience without a job #i can't work on my portfolio with no energy and no time and i dont have any money and everything is so expensive all the time #i can't get anywhere bc i dont drive and im too stressed to think about taking driving lessons again #and WHAT DO I WANT!#THE MOST INTERESTING THING I DO EVERY WEEK IS GO TO PHYSICAL THERAPY!#I AM EXCITED EVERY WEEK FOR PHYSICAL THERAPY!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!#anyway WHATEVER i need to go to bed #delete later #i got into spx. today. so. had to have a crisis about how i felt when i attended spx (energized. excited. a part of something. ambitious)#versus how i feel now (tired. unmotivated. kind of apathetic about art. disconnected)#i dont miss the stress of school but i miss being around other artists. ppl who speak your language and who want the same things you want #ppl who are excited abut art and that makes YOU excited about art. ppl who get you #i miss that i want that back #whatever. its 1am i gotta go shower i have an 8.5 hour shift tomorrow. wahoo. $13.50/hr lets go

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bonetrousledbones · 1 year

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whatever you do DON’T think about how papyrus undertale’s biggest motivations lie in encouraging the people around him to improve themselves and finding the joy in friendship and how he doesn’t have any of that in deltarune whatsoever and instead he’s just hiding inside of a dark house while everyone else is outside going about their lives relatively fine without him just dont think about it

#trousled rambles #deltarune #papyrus #undertale #its 1am and im having deltarune papyrus thoughts again dont look at me #was just thinkin more abt his possible knight motivations and. well what would he do when he has no one to keep on the straight and narrow #and when there's no one to keep HIM on the straight and narrow..........................yknow #his brother runs a whole grocery store by himself so i think its safe to say he didn't need papyrus to push him into it like in ut #and undyne's BORED sure but she's still okay. she's still forming a connection with alphys without papyrus having anything to do with it #alphys is more confident without ANY of papyrus's help at ALL #head in hands HE HAD SO MUCH INFLUENCE IN UNDERTALE AND NOW HE HAS HARDLY ANY AT ALL......HIS NAME ISNT EVEN MENTIONED......................#i need to go to bed BUT DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHY THE VERY CONCEPT OF HIM FUCKS ME UP AM I MAKING MYSELF CLEAR #edit had to make this more accurate to what im feeling rn #blood //

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triple-starsss · 27 days

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i am SOOOO INVESTED in this au like im about to start a stan twitter account i'm about to make one of those one direction imagines IM!!! SO NORMAL ABOUT THEM!! i'm curious though how do triple s leave eggman's management and how do they continue as a band following that since you mentioned it in your answer about the music?? and seriously tysm for making this au it drives me insane /pos

AAAH IM GLAD TO HEAR THAT LOL i should make a Triple☆S fancam at this rate (also wooo on a roll with asks today asbdjf)

AND OUGHH still working out the finer details of this but i have a sort of vague idea of how i want it to play out!! (also brace yourself this is long as hell)

This is during a period where they start touring and are essentially at the peak of their fame!! They're all incredibly exhausted from the almost daily concerts - mentally and physically. It gets bad enough that Silver ends up fainting live (this was their sort of wake up call that okay shit, we seriously can't be doing this anymore)

With Rouge's help they manage to sneak away from their tour bus prior to the concert happening the next day (which would've been one of the bigger ones in terms of ticket sales). They stay at her place for the mean time, THOUGH OBVIOUSLY THIS CAUSES A PROBLEM FOR EGGMAN!!! Can't exactly have a concert without Triple☆S performing and there were already a shit load of people waiting within the venue - he promptly cancels the event and has to refund all the tickets they sold for this concert (causing a significant dent in his profit as well as reputation).

Fans are incredibly worried (and frustrated)- they don't hear from the band themselves for about a week as they keep missing the tours, Eggman is continuing to lose A LOT of money and his patience!!

this is the part that i'm still working out BASJDHF but eventually they make an appearance again, on a little stage in the middle of the city center. People quickly take notice, crowding around them, barraging them with questions and complaints ETC ABSDJ. They encourage people to start recording and they talk about Eggman, his cruelty (to not only them but his other workers), greed, unethical practices THE WHOLE LOT. This info spreads like wildfire and eventually Eggman is taken away to be put on trial (and is clearly guilty) - effectively ruining his whole business and severing them from his management (yippee!!)

after all that they take a LOOOONGGG ass break from the spotlight absjdhf but they've grown to really enjoy the band and each other's company - choosing to instead be a bit more of an underground (ha sonic underground) group, performing music more catered to their tastes and initial vision for the band (this does dwindle their popularity but they find comfort in that).

They do obviously end up losing their apartment too absjdf - Sonic lives with Tails again, Silver finally gets his own place and Shadow sort of bounces between living with Rouge and back with Gerald and Maria!!

#LONG POST ALERT ABSJHDF #if there's any typos sorry its like 1AM and i am SLEEPY #that last part with the public announcement is definitely still a WIP #i like to think they posted some super fucking cryptic message on social media before it thinking it would be sooo funny #if you're wondering why they didn't do this way earlier: DONT THINK TOO HARD ABT IT ABSJDF #working with Eggman made them feel as though he held power over them though - like no matter what they done it would be fruitless #and hell they kinda need to give it to the man- without him they wouldn't have been where they were.. so he clearly knows what he's doing-#they don't need to interfere #WEEE WOOO THEY'VE BEEN MANIPULATED!!!!!!!!! GASLIT!!!!! WEEEEE WOOOOO #triple☆s #asks #t☆s txt

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skrimblo · 10 months

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Hear me out; lcb is technically tf2

Reasons why:

1. There's wide variety of characters from different nationalities

2. Said characters are all co-workers

3. They have a boss who's fucking scary (vergilius, administrator)

4. Said boss has an assistant of some kind who's trying to keep employees in check (miss Pauling, Dante)

5. There's a fucked up german with glasses

6. Their boss has a child (Olivia, Charon)

7. They kill each other on a daily basis

8. Found family :)

9. Both games in lore had wars (smoke war, gravel wars)

10. One of the characters is french

#this obv a shitpost dont come agfter me HWHW #Its 1am what am i doing with myself #text post #limbus company #tf2 #shitpost #ok but scout and don would be bffs #big emphasis on would #also olivia is technically graymanns (grayman?? i forgot) child #not administrators #and grayman was never a boss of thr mercenaries #but who cares honestly its funnier this way

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whumpy-wyrms · 3 months

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I LOVEEEE ART

#okok #i drew something i am soooo insanely proud of #NOT NORMAL ABOUT IT AT ALLLLL #maybe i will reblog it on here. idk #i’m super proud of it i need everyone to SEEE IITTTTT #and honestly do i Really care about people here knowing my main art account? i’m not sure anymore #like idk telling everyone irl about my silas and aspen ocs really just made me think and. huh #what’s the point in keeping everything a secret #like whump ain’t even weird it’s just horror who cares if people know abt this account right #unless i’m wrong and like idk #what am i talking about i have no idea i just spent the last six hours drawing something reeallllyy cool #maybe i’ll reblog it here cuz like also #i have more mutuals here. i have more friends here and im more active here #what even is a main #anyway it’s furry art if that changes anything #🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇#BATS <3 #anyway ITS ALMOST 1AM????? FUCK??????#wyrms says stuff #i reblogged it on Aspen’s blog so it’s there if anyone wants to see :3 #oh yeah @dead-aspen-tree don’t follow it cuz it’s mainly cringe /j #it’s cool art i am very proud of it haha #anyway gn tumblr im eepy

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ck2k18 · 2 years

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The Things Ladybug Does For Paris

This is a little early for day 14 of @ladynoirjuly but I saw this post by @chatonnoir and could not resist. on ao3 here.

There was little that Ladybug wouldn’t do for her city. She puts her life on the line nearly every day, sacrificing her time and energy to keep the people of Paris safe. Compared to that, this was nothing.

“Let me get this straight,” Chat says from his spot on the roof, stirring one of the iced coffees he’d brought for his patrol. “In order to bring down akumatization rates, we need to go on a date.”

Ladybug shakes her head. “Not a date. We need to date,” she corrects. Chat looks confused, so she tries to explain it differently. “As in, be boyfriend and girlfriend. And go on dates. With each other.”

He sits up, his hands clasped as he takes in her words. “So we’d be together. A couple.”

“Exactly! But it’s all fake, of course,” she clarifies. “We wouldn’t actually be together. It’s all pretend.”

“Huh,” is all he says.

“Trust me, I’m not thrilled about this either,” she continues, “but it’s for the good of the city. Did you see that Instagram poll? Nearly everyone in Paris ships us.”

“Nearly everyone?”

“There are a few Renanoir shippers,” Ladybug says with distaste. “I don’t understand why; Rena Rouge is clearly in love with Carapace.” Chat nods. “The point is, the majority ships Ladynoir, and seeing us together would make them happy. We really don’t have any other choice but to fake date. How else will we keep akumatizations down.” She sighs. “I know this is a lot to ask, and you might not want to—”

“Let’s do it,” Chat interrupts. She stares at him, and his cheeks turn red. “I mean, if fake dating is the only way,” he shrugs, “I see no issue.”

Her face breaks into a smile. “Thanks, Chaton! You’re the best!” Without warning, she kisses him on the cheek before swinging off, not bothering to look back. Her smile doesn’t falter for the rest of the night.

Really, the things she did for Paris.

The next time they patrol, Chat feels on edge. Ladybug hasn’t mentioned what they talked about last time, and he’s starting to wonder if it was a dream after all. Everything proceeds as normal. They do their route, taking pictures with anyone who manages to wave them down and helping anyone who needs it. Near the end, Ladybug challenges him to a race.

They reach the Eiffel Tower at about the same time. Ladybug says she won, and Chat doesn’t argue—mostly because he’s out of breath.

When he finally manages to calm his racing heart, Ladybug says, “We should hold hands.”

Just like that, his progress is ruined, and he feels like he’s run across the city for a second time. “Fake hold hands?” he asks; he needs clarification. Otherwise, he’d get his hopes up, and he couldn’t have that. If he thought for a second that any part of this arrangement was real, it would ruin everything.

“Yeah,” Ladybug says, and his heart deflates. “Fake hold hands. If we want people to believe we’re a couple, we have to look like one.”

He can’t find any fault with her logic, so he reaches his hand out. She takes it, and their fingers entwine, and Chat nearly stops breathing.

Before he knew it, they were leaning against each other. There was just the right amount of something between them. Something about the way her head rested on his shoulder. Something about how he looked down at her with a soft expression on his face. Something about the blush that dusted her cheeks. Something that was a little more than platonic.

Ladybug was right; they do look like a couple right now.

He doesn’t point out that there’s no one around to see it.

Ladybug doesn’t know what she’s doing wrong. She and Chat have been (fake) dating for a few weeks now, but nothing has changed in terms of akumas. They went out on dates, cuddled after patrols, held hands, and brought each other flowers—all the things couples typically did. So what were they missing?

The question weighed on her mind all day. So much so that focusing in class became impossible, and concentrating on akuma attack later even less so.

“You okay, my lady?” Chat asks after she purifies the butterfly. “You seemed off today.”

She studies his face, the way his eyebrows crease beneath the mask. The concern in his voice, the tenderness in his eyes. The way the corners of his mouth tug downward.

“We should kiss,” she blurts.

Chat made a sound that could only be described as a squeak. In a slightly strangled voice, he asks, “What?”

“T-to sell the relationship,” Ladybug explains quickly, trying to convince herself him. “We should kiss.”

This only caused his frown to deepen slightly. “You sure?” he asks, even as he glances down at her lips.

“Yes,” she breathes out, subconsciously moving closer to him. She tries to ignore how fast her heart is beating and how dry her mouth feels. She shouldn’t be this nervous. It’s not like it’s real. It’s for the good of the city. Right?

There’s a moment, right before their lips touch, where she thinks maybe she isn’t so sure. A moment where her breath hitches, and she can feel the warmth radiating off his skin. She wonders if this is the wrong move. She wonders why she’s doing it in the first place.

But then his mouth is on hers, and she’s never felt more sure of anything in her life.

#its 1am what am i doing here #ladynoir #my writing #ladynoir july 2022 #ladynoir july #not beta read sorry for mistakes sklfdskkl #miraculous fanfic #ml #miraculous ladybug

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damiemontclair · 6 months

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some people in my fam, upon finding me in bed and reading: shouldn't you be working on your thesis presentation? me, hitting the next chapter button: ah, yes, funny story that... COCA:

#its gonna reset at 1am... so i'm gonna be up till one am so i can do at least a couple of queries before going to bed #yes i know i'm an idiot for starting on this at the last second what do you want me to say?#the executive dysfunction is real #damie talks

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tallysescape · 6 months

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just made a huge mistake (<- started a long fic, somehow missed ALL THE FUCKING IMPORTANT TAGS. such as ‘no happy ending’ and ‘major character death’ and ‘horror au’)

#WHY THE FUCK AM I EVEN READING A HORROR FIC #I DONT LIKE HORROR??????? I CAN BARELY TOLERATE MOVIE GORE??????????? SOMEONE HELP ME #JAYME KNOWS THIS. IM A FUCKING WIMP WHEN IT COMES TO HORROR MOVIES #im better at reading horror but like its not something i usually put myself through #i dont know how i missed these tags i really dont #i saw ‘childhood friends au’ and the summary was funny and i was like neat!!!! lets do it!!!#HOW DID I MISS EVER FUCKJNG THING ELSE IN THOSE TAGS #i tried to scroll down and read the last couple paragraphs so i could know what was coming BUT IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE OUT OF CONTEXT #SO I HAVE TO FUCKJNG READ IT #FUCK IT WE BALL I GUESS BUT LIKE #JESUS #IM UNPREPARED ITS 1AM I CANT DO THIS #AND JAYME ISNF EVEN HERE TO LISTEN TO ME YELL OH MY GOODDDDDDDDDD #IM GONNA HAVE FO SEND HIM A FUCKING EMAIL #THIS ISNT NEGATIVE BTW IM JUST SHAKING AND BEING DRAMATIC #tally txt

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totallyredacted · 2 years

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fuck it. this

#total drama #total drama island #td trent #td justin #total drama trustin #td trustin #trustin #the back rooms boys are back babeyyyyy #what am i doing its 1am #i hope it doesn’t look too Suggestive or anything #this is just how i imagined the framing when i saw the meme #you guys would call me out if you thought i was being weird right?#because i really hope i’m not #lol anyways

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dizzybizz · 7 months

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ok i need someone elses (especially- but not exclusively- other afab autistics, cis or trans) thoughts on this shit cause im losing my goddamn mind i just have so many feelings about gender and its fucking me up

ok so.

ive always sorta felt disconnected with my gender and i dont think me being autistic helps with it either. what with trying to pinpoint feelings and all that being hard. and it has i guess planted a lot of doubt surrounding my thoughts and feelings about my own gender in my mind. i question if everything im feeling is just bc im autistic. which is why im making this post!! i just need some outside perspectives and thoughts and i guess i want to know that im probably not alone in my struggles with this.

idk how i wanna structure this post but ill just write down the things that come to mind.

like before i hit puberty i was not into the idea of it at all. and before i had considered the fact that i might be trans, i thought it was just because i didnt like the thought of change. and i think thats normal, being hesitant about puberty.

BUT uhm. now im not religious. but i vividly remember praying to god that i would at least be as late a bloomer as possible. if not, never ever going through afab puberty. and i always felt more inclined towards amab puberty, and i thought it was a MUCH better deal than whatever afab puberty was going to do with me.

and i feel really silly writing this cause that does not sound like something a normal cis girl would do or think... and i feel quite confident in me being not cis. but i guess this is just a post to seek some validation in my suspicion and feelings. but i also want to know if it is an experience others share.

my gender thoughts as i call them have been particularly prevelant since 2019, thats when i think i first started contemplating whether i might just actually be trans. at that time i believe it was more towards the non binary, but nowadays its ftm

and i just idk. im kinda lost and lonely here, i havent talked about with any family members which are the people i spend most of my time with currently. i wanted to get the perspective of people who are also autistic and might relate to the gender feelings and yeah

and ok no sorry, jumping back, cause its always at its worst before and during shark week (like right now :)) and that has also thrown me off quite badly

cause what if its just pms, or just some kinda hormone imbalance or some shit like that. am i crazy cause sometimes i feel like im driving myself mad with this stuff. is it common to have really intense thoughts about gender anytime your period is about to kick in.

also growing up with a younger brother (who also has a whole ass army of guy friends) when you have these thoughts is fucked up ngl who allowed this. youre telling me he gets to just get that puberty for free. fucking hell wtf

sorry i lost it pls just idk tell me your thoughts wherever, replies, i think im turning off reblogs for this but, my inbox or dms anything ok thanks so much, means the world

#is it a bad idea to wordvomit in the middle of the night about gender and post it. maybe. but im not the smartest now am i :P #sorry no but in all seriousness i just need validation i think...#and uhm yeah :)#what do i even tag this with uhh #autistic #actually autistic #transgender #uh sure #i wanted to put more little specific experiences but this was really emotionally draining and it is 1am and ive been writing for an hour no #ALSO I DO THINK MY AUTISM AFFECTS MY EXPERIENCE AND RELATIONSHIP WITH GENDER IN A WAY I CANNOT PUT INTO WORDS. BUT YEAH #and i know its common for autistics to be non cis okt hats all thx

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confetti-critter · 29 days

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I'm mad at myself that I didnt end up telling the person looking at my ear about my concerns about taking too many pain pills, and didn't ask questions about anything really. That always happens, I never feel 100% satisfied when I visit someplace medical. Theres always a huge chunk of Care missing. They rush and I feel like a bother.

I hate to say it but if I didn't have my mum with me I'd be useless. I wouldn't have even gone because there would be too many unknown factors in the situation. Shoulda taken her with me while getting looked at, but theres shame involved with almost being 30 and not being able to advocate for myself.

#i was in the car asking my mum a million questions: what was the pill they gave me? should i stop using the ear drops i was using?#just like on the car ride there: what happens when I get there? do i take a number then wait?#and just like how i asked questions there: is it ok to stand here? booth 4 is open do i go there? am i up next?#there was nothing telling me how things are supposed to go. a woman that was waiting (presumably a long time) was nice of her to tell me to #go to booth 3 when it opened. but how was i supposed to know #?#ugh! do you see why i hate going to the doctors?#anyway. its 6am im just waiting for the pain pills to kick in again #like clockwork it wakes me up around 1am then around 5am #maybe i can ask the pharmacy about slow release stuff?#anyway still taking a shit tonne of ibuprofen on an empty stomach while lying down #and then of course i feel overwhelmed and cant stand the thought of going to work the next day #why does dealing with anything human stress me out so much #??#sigh....#personable

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