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littlestarconch · 3 days

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Sense of Longing

Pairing : Xavier , Zayne , Rafayel x Reader

→ Hurt/Comfort ; Headcanon form ; Separate ; Established Relationship

🪄 :: Cruel 😭 , Now I feel guilty for even thinking about leaving.

Xavier

Literally turning the world upside down trying to find you.

Sleeping away his desires.

Sometimes he would even hallucinate that you're in front of him.

There are days where he dreamt about you, but then he woke up— making him felt even more lonelier than before.

Fighting wanderers even more aggressively due to his mind is only filled with you, who did not respond to his texts, nor read them!

It left him devastated, though he may not show them physically.

But his actions are getting more and more reckless each day that passes without you.

There are also times where he got injured because of this recklessness.

And you know what he did? He left it as it is, just letting it heal by 'itself'.

Your return— feels unreal for him

It feels like it's a dream, he was sleeping like usual, but hearing your voice woke him up.

It took him a good minute to realize he's not dreaming.

He would talk to you like how he usually is in his dreams, that is until he felt your warmth on his skin.

He stared at you, his hand unconsciously reached out to your arms.

When he' sure enough that it's actually you— be prepared because he will pull you into his arms.

Heavens! He will refuse to let go even! You have to push him away if you want to breathe.

But I believe y'all won't push him away.

Ever since your return, your first week is filled with Xavier just clinging onto you everywhere you go.

Not quite literally, but you get me.

Sleeping, with you in his arms, is a must.

If not, he will not be able to go to sleep.

Also please comfort him, he had been sleep deprived ever since the day you left without saying anything </3

He longed to be comforted in your arms, feeling your fingers running through his hairlocks.

He longed for listening to your heartbeat, listening to your voice.

He missed them, too much that it hurts.

He didn't realize how much he missed you until you appeared again in front of him.

Zayne

Working.

Doing his thing like usual, though, he will unconsciously look over his phone to see the long waited notification from a certain someone.

When he did not see anything, he, felt quite, weird at first.

Is it worry? Is it sadness? What is it??

At first he will simply shook the feeling away.

But he will no longer able to ignore them after a week have passed.

A week without any news from you left him confused and worried.

He will also not show this feeling, he is literally so stoic no one would be able to figure out he's actually missing you.

Even he, himself, didn't realize he missed you.

He buried himself in his work, staying up late. Even went as far as pulling an all nighter.

There are days where he accidentally fell asleep in his office due to the lack of sleep he gets.

He will still, unconsciously look over his phone to see if there's anything news coming from you despite him burying himself in work.

Other doctors and nurses is definitely worried about him, he had not left the hospital for a long time.

They literally had to send him home to make him go take a proper rest.

Since your disappearance, he would try do things that you usually do.

But everytime he did so, his mind wander off to the memory of being together with you.

Your smile, your voice, your touch.

He missed them.

A lot.

And he is well aware of how much he needed to see your smile, to hear your voice, to feel your touch once more.

Your return— made him want to immediately pull you into his arms and never let you go.

Upon seeing you in front of him, he wanted to just engulf you into his hold, and just stay like that till he let go and probably will be more than 30 minutes.

But he kept the feeling down by checking if you have any injuries while you were gone.

If you confirm there are no injuries, he will let out his desperation.

Of how much he missed you, slowly approaching you.

His hand on your waist, pulling you closer. His other hand brushed against the lines of your cheek.

Do the same to him, holding his face with both of your hands.

You will see how he just melt into your hold, kissing your palm as he pulled you even closer to him.

Soon he finally engulfed you into his arms, burying his face to the crook of your neck.

Whispering how much he missed you.

Make sure you spare some time for him now, because he will not let you go.

Rafayel

Good God.

He is very worried. Like literally. But on the first week, he would be quite grumpy of how you're not even reading his messages.

But after 2 weeks of no news from his favorite bodyguard turned his angry thoughts to worry.

He had stopped painting after a week have passed without any texts coming from your side.

His mind could not think of any inspiration, all he could think about is just,

Where are you? Are you hurt?

So many thoughts coming through his mind, but he tried to push them off by telling himself that you can handle yourself without any help from him.

But even so, that did not calm his mind at all.

There are days where he went to the beach at late night.

Watching the seas as his mind wanders off thinking about you.

The studio felt so cramped despite the large size, is it because of the messiness in it?

He refuses to clean up the mess, since he thought that no one will come to visit anyway.

You are literally just, disappeared without a trace, and not even saying a single word to him.

It left him devastated.

He is not aware how much he missed you, he thought that he can handle by being himself like how he used to be.

But you proofed him wrong.

Your return— made him realize how much he missed you.

He couldn't even get angry at you because of how much he longed to see you.

Hearing your voice alone washes the worry away and replaced them with relief.

If you ever ask about him being angry, he will immediately say he's not.

He couldn't.

Not when this feeling of longing overtakes him.

He wants to hold you, and will ask if he can hold you.

Once he gets a yes, he will pull you into his arms.

And let out a shaky breath, feeling you in his arms felt surreal for him.

Hearing your voice, feeling your warmth engulfed his figure.

He realized how much he needed this.

The world no longer colored in grey, the colors have returned, along with his inspiration.

Everything has gone back to it's place, because his muse have returned into his arms.

©littlestarconch

🪄 :: This is messed up bro 😔

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lynk-zee · 2 days

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I feel like…Zayne and Rafayel are skincare kings…

Zayne because he knows the benefits from a medical standpoint. I can see him in his dark modern bathroom, only in his briefs (lorddddd) washing his face, applying moisturizer, and an easy serum. He’s got to be in mint condition to complete his job everyday! That includes his skin! He also just likes the way you cradle his face at night, marveling how soft it is. He especially enjoys when you both lay in bed, your lips grazing his cheeks, trying to decide which is softer— your lips or his skin. He enjoys that very much.

Rafayel because he refuses to feel anything less than perfect— even if it means doing a 10-step skin routine at night (can they even reach 10 steps?). Most of the steps are completely unnecessary, but Rafayel insists on staying as beautiful as his paintings for as long as possible. He’s always fishing for compliments on his skin. Coming up behind you, pressing his cheek to your neck as he holds you. He won’t stop until you compliment him, even if it tickles.

Xavier….doesn’t know what skincare is.

“Skincare? Yeah, I care about my skin…”

Yet, somehow, Xavier’s skin is as soft and clear as the others. It might be because of all the water he drinks. But he does enjoy doing face masks with you with matching shower headbands with bows on top. He posts photos of you both all the time, making the other two jealous.

#xavier lnd #zayne l&ds #zayne lads #love & deepsace x reader #xavier lads #zayne love and deepspace #rafayel love and deepspace #xavier love and deepspace #love & deepspace #love and deepspace #xavier l&ds #xavier lad #rafayel x reader #zayne x reader #xavier x reader #zayne lnd #rafayel lads #rafayel l&ds #rafayel lnd

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torusdove · 1 month

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These men would happily watch any Barbie movie with you. Will they admit that? No, absolutely not. Will they, however, watch the film from beginning to end without missing even a single second? Yes, absolutely.

They might've been skeptical the first time you offered it, but overtime they didn't complain and instead.. fully enjoyed the new Friday tradition. In fact, if you get into bed and put something else on, they might ask you themselves to put on a Barbie film instead.

"You enjoy them wholeheartedly, sweetheart. I like spending time with you regardless of what we're doing."

They're full of crap, and you know this too. Still, they're your own little princesses which you'd do anything for to amuse them.

That includes "believing" them when they tell you they enjoy watching the films for you, and not themselves.

Satoru Gojo, Yuuji Itadori, Choso, Tetsurō Kurō, Tadashi Yamaguchi (he does admit it, though), Tōru Oikawa, Takahiro Hanamaki, Kōtarō Bokuto, Rintarō Suna, Atsumu Miya, Kazuha, Thoma, Childe, Kaeya, Itto, Rafayel (lnd) + your favourite.

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seaofgoldensand · 25 days

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i will never get over how beautiful the scenery is in the game

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amedays · 1 month

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SHUT UP. SHUT UP. THE PARALLELS I AM SOBBING.

i was trying to clean up my photo album on the game and came across the capture i took when i was going through rafayel's myth, then i was like 'wait a damn minute, this looks familiar' and sure enough, his whispers card yelling in my head and now i'm gonna cry, i love parallels so much, especially in intricate stories like theirs and this game in general

#rafayel #rafayel lnd #rafayel lnds #rafayel lads #rafayel l&ds #rafayel love and deepspace #lnd rafayel #lnds rafayel #l&ds rafayel #love and deepspace rafayel #lnd #lnds #l&ds #lads #love and deepspace #you dont understand how much i love seeing parallels in this game #its that boost of dopamine i am in dire need

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gojorafayels · 2 months

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rafayel: abysswalker without mask and hood is so... 🥵

#rafayel #rafayel lnd #lnd rafayel #rafayel lnds #lnds rafayel #rafayel lads #lads rafayel #rafayel love and deepspace #love and deepspace rafayel #lnd #lnds #lads #love and deepspace #i might sound calm in the caption #but when i tell you that i was screaming #the first time that animation showed up #he is soooo 🥵🥵#never gonna regret getting to rank up his myth cards #never ever

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yuzuocha · 2 months

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Rafayel: You poor thing.

MC: Don't bring my finances into this.

#love and deepspace #yuzuocha ‣ memes #rafayel love and deepspace #love and deepspace rafayel #rafayel lnds #lnds rafayel #rafayel l&ds #rafayel lds #rafayel lnd #l&ds rafayel #lads rafayel #lad rafayel #rafayel #qi yu #ホムラ

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dawnbreakersgaze · 1 month

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The instantaneous duality of this fish is something else, man.

I think he was put on this earth by the devil himself 🥴 especially when he goes full brat in that red outfit. Screams Devil for sure.

#i mean dont get me wrong I absolutely adore Raf but MY GOD do i wanna throttle him #lovingly of course #throttle him lovingly #love and deepspace #lads #l&ds #lnds #love & deepspace #rafayel #rafayel love and deepspace #rafayel lnd #i call him 'my little ravioli' bc he's spicy and gives me heartburn #my little ravioli

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rafayel-fishie-moving · 20 days

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DRRRRRRRRRRUM ROLL PLEASE 🥁

*ahem* a quick PSA if you will.

the other love interests of love and deepspace have blogs as well!

allow me to introduce them all to you...

the founding father of the gimmick @zayne-snowman

and our beloved new addition @xavier-starlight !

so what are you waiting for? delve into the beautiful world and interact with your beloveds. they are waiting for you.

go show them lots of love and xavier's a warm welcome! ❤️‍🔥

#🐟 rafayel's not here !#zayne #zayne lnd #zayne lnds #zayne lads #zayne l&ds #zayne love and deepspace #xavier #xavier lnd #xavier lnds #xavier lads #xavier l&ds #xavier love and deepspace #rafayel #rafayel lnd #rafayel lnds #rafayel lads #rafayel l&ds #rafayel love and deepspace

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nuginugi · 24 days

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OH MY GEEZERS

#love and deepspace #rafayel lnd

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lynk-zee · 1 day

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Imagine helping Rafayel acquire some exclusive pigment…and getting hurt

You would end up under Zayne’s care, who’d treat you like glass in the hospital. He’d be glaring daggers the whole time at Rafayel.

Zayne: Can I not trust you to protect the most precious person…

Rafayel: I didn’t know Wanderers were so protective of metapearls! I just wanted them for their irredecent shade of white!

I feel like Xavier would have the worst reaction.

Xavier: You said you would keep them safe.

Rafayel: Woahhhh, I didn’t know that Wanderer would attack from underground!

Xavier: Useless. (Koala hugs MC on the hospital bed) You’re banned from being alone with them until you get your act together.

Rafayel: Wait—

Zayne: I second that.

In all honesty, I’m sure Rafayel would protect you with his life and take the brunt of the force, but accidents happen.

And I know Rafayel would beat himself up over and over for you getting hurt, but he would have a brave face in front of the others not to worry you more.

#love & deepsace x reader #love & deepspace #love and deepspace #rafayel l&ds #rafayel lads #rafayel lnd #rafayel love and deepspace #rafayel x reader #xavier l&ds #xavier lad #xavier lnd #zayne l&ds #zayne lads #xavier lads #zayne love and deepspace #xavier love and deepspace #zayne lnd #zayne x reader #xavier x reader

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torusdove · 3 months

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— How shall we spend our time together, love?

Pairings: Xavier × reader + Rafayel × reader .

Sprinkle of info: type of dates I think they fit!

— Tranquility & privacy ˚｡ Xavier.

An all-time lover of quiet moments and private connections. He finds solace in dates that are away from the big city, away from the hustle and bustle of the world around him. Whether it's him laying his head in your lap, listening attentively to the story you're reading out loud, or taking you out to watch the laterns get blown into the air, he cherishes the opportunity to connect deeply with you in a serene setting. One of his favourite dates is a simple, night walk. Nobody is within sight, it's just the two of you listening to the wind that's blowing through the leaves. He cherishes the way your bond can flourish undisturbed by the outside world.

— Artistic & luxurious ˚｡ Rafayel.

Dear lil' Rafayel, a connoisseur of elegance and creativity when it comes to not only creating art, but also dating. Though he might play it off with his sassy behaviour, he has a penchant for the finer things in life. Delightful are dates that are both artistic and luxurious, combining the two best things into a single activity. From gallery openings (of his own) to exclusive wine tastings over a plate of creamy pasta, every outing is meticulously planned to indulge in cultural richness and opulence. Whether it's admiring fine art or admiring different species of fish behind thick glass (or perhaps even up-close in the water, if you're up to it), his dates are a symphony of sophistication and style, creating unforgettable memories in the lap of luxury.

#xavier x reader #xavier love and deepspace #rafayel x reader #rafayel love and deepspace #lnd #love and deepspace #rafayel lnd #xavier lnd #ˋˏ the last drops of ink.

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seaofgoldensand · 24 days

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excuse me? the transition from the hunter uniform to the dreamy island? i'm absolutely sobbing

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amedays · 1 month

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sir, have mercy on my aching soul. you cannot be saying this shit so casually and then act like you didn't just try to rizz me up especially on an arcade date. i am SCREAMING.

#i mean like #don't stop but also #this is why i wanna punch you in the throat #CHILL PLS WE ARE AT AN ARCADE #but no i wouldnt mind just hugging you while you get me plushies #sheeeeeeesh #rafayel #rafayel lnd #lnd rafayel #lnds rafayel #rafayel lnds #lads rafayel #rafayel lads #rafayel love and deepspace #love and deepspace rafayel #love and deepspace #lnd #lnds #lads

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gojorafayels · 2 months

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i can't their chibis are so cute 🥺 and rafayel poor babes is traumatized from that bike ride 🤭

#rafayel #rafayel lnd #lnd rafayel #rafayel lnds #lnds rafayel #rafayel lads #lads rafayel #rafayel love and deepspace #love and deepspace rafayel #love and deepspace #lnd #lnds #lads #their event is adorable #im sobbing really

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yuzuocha · 2 months

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Rafayel: I gave MC a get better soon card.

Thomas: That's surprisingly nice of you.

Rafayel: She's not sick. I gave her that because I thought that she should do better.

#love and deepspace #yuzuocha ‣ memes #rafayel l&ds #rafayel lds #rafayel lnd #love and deepspace rafayel #lad rafayel #rafayel love and deepspace #love and deepspace x reader #rafayel #qi yu #ホムラ #l&ds rafayel #thomas love and deepspace

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