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I LOVEEEE ART
#okok#i drew something i am soooo insanely proud of#NOT NORMAL ABOUT IT AT ALLLLL#maybe i will reblog it on here. idk#i’m super proud of it i need everyone to SEEE IITTTTT#and honestly do i Really care about people here knowing my main art account? i’m not sure anymore#like idk telling everyone irl about my silas and aspen ocs really just made me think and. huh#what’s the point in keeping everything a secret#like whump ain’t even weird it’s just horror who cares if people know abt this account right#unless i’m wrong and like idk#what am i talking about i have no idea i just spent the last six hours drawing something reeallllyy cool#maybe i’ll reblog it here cuz like also#i have more mutuals here. i have more friends here and im more active here#what even is a main#anyway it’s furry art if that changes anything#🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇#BATS <3#anyway ITS ALMOST 1AM????? FUCK??????#wyrms says stuff#i reblogged it on Aspen’s blog so it’s there if anyone wants to see :3#oh yeah @dead-aspen-tree don’t follow it cuz it’s mainly cringe /j#it’s cool art i am very proud of it haha#anyway gn tumblr im eepy
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[Image ID: a typography edit that reads "not every transsexual is a pervert... but i sure am!" to the right of the text is a part of knee-high length rubber boots. the boots have a slight halftone dot pattern. there is a border of black dashes. the entire picture is textured to look vintage & printed. /End ID]
click for quality (instagram) (my shop)
#realized after posting i had planned to throw some doodles (hearts & smileys) on here.... so maybe do that in an alt idk#silas denver melvin#sweatermuppet#trans#trans artist#thank you brave souls who reblog this LOL
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content note: discussion of suicide.
this next monday will be the six year anniversary of losing one of my friends to suicide.
when he died, my high school barely mentioned his death, even though for other students who died by things like car crashes or illness, there were so many public expressions of grief. they believed that having any memorials for a student who died by suicide would encourage other people to die the same way. in their rush to erase the circumstances of his death, they erased the memory of his life.
there are so many things i am angry at that high school about in terms of how they treated mental health (mandatory reporting and collaborating with cops, their refusal to recognize the ways in which that system led to peer-to-peer crisis support, their refusal to recognize the ways that trying to keep each other alive through trial and error was scary and exhausting, carceral disciplinary policies, etc etc etc). but i think one of the things i am still angriest about is the way they enforced shame around his death. it felt like they were retroactively blaming him for the constellation of circumstances that made suicide an option in his life. it felt like they were blaming those of us who missed him and cared about him and wanted to grieve him. it made those of us still there who were actively suicidal feel even more scared about the reaction if we did reach out for help from one of those mythical safe adults.
as an adult now involved in psych abolition/mad liberation work, it makes me so fucking mad to see the ways in which he was discarded by people in authority positions. and the older i get, the more options i have found in my life for making sense of the world and finding healing and community and support which were never available to him because he died when he was 16 and the only things offered to him were a carceral psychiatric system that blamed him for his own fucking death. it feels so incredibly unfair.
i miss him and i think i always will; i can't remember his laugh or the sound of his voice or his favorite color any more and that aches. this grief is so heavy and it feels harder in a new way each year, when i become older than he will ever be. sometimes meeting new comrades or seeing new anticarceral suicide support models hurts because i wish so fucking bad that we had that back then. i remember how close we came to losing even more people that year and i know it is simple fucking luck that i'm still here when he's not.
i remember another letter (never sent) that i wrote to a friend while they were in an ICU bed after a suicide attempt when i didn't know if they would live or not. i have spent so much time in the past 10 years begging for anything to keep me and my friends alive, but even in that letter i knew that there is so much fucking violence that is hidden beneath psychiatric logics of cure and safety that promise a "solution" to suicide. I knew that institutionalization, coercion, and shame would not have helped build a life more liveable for him or **** or any of the people i've loved and lost since.
there needs to be more fucking options for care and support that aren't so incredibly cruel to suicidal people. i know so many people doing incredible work in alternatives, peer respite, a million different frameworks for healing and liberation. but it makes me so mad every day i have to live in a world where there are still people restrained, locked up in psych wards, having all autonomy and personhood taken away from them. knowing there are dozens of people every day getting blamed for their deaths the same way he was blamed for his.
i miss him. i cared so fucking much for him. and he died by suicide, and all of those things are true. he has been dead for 6 years and he lived before that and the people who loved him want to remember all of him; our celebrations of his life should not require hiding the way that he died.
Image description: [1000 origami cranes in all different colors and patterns that are tied together in strings of 25]
(these were the 1000 cranes we made to give to his parents, in memorial and recognition of how much he meant to us.)
#personal#suicide tw#suicide mention tw#psych abuse tw#psych ward tw#ok to reblog if u want#psych abolition#mad liberation#psych survivor#it's a lot of grief hours over here and will be for a while all week i think#lots of grief so many ways this year for so many people#but this week. his memory . my grief for him#is hitting especially hard. i think partially because of all the transitions in my life. i'm graduating college. he will never become an ad#adult.#i think i might ask my roommates if they will go do something to remember him with me. maybe making origami cranes and sending them off in#the river. or writing things down and burning them#idk. grief is hard#six years in grief is different. but hard
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a bunch of separated donnies (v.1)
BEHOLD! the project i’ve been working on for like a little under a week or so. this was kind of a nightmare.
this was inspired by @/s0fti3w1tch’s separated au leos piece because its absolutely amazing but i dont have a separated leo au, i have a separated donnie au so.. ta daa.
AUs + creators below, thanks to @stitchpunkdsol and @spixybeaniebaby for helping me curate this selection :)
Gemini Twins - @tangledinink
Top row L->R bottom row L->R
Adopted Donnie - @tblsomedoodles
Empyrean Weeping - @cupcakeslushie
Even More of a Disaster Twins - @teaableu + @3lectricinsomnia (AU blog: @evenmoreofadisaster)
Red Rover - @theserpentsnight (AU blog: @red-rover-au)
Diamond in the Repo Yard - me :) (AU blog: @diamondinthe-repoyard)
The Little Prince - @beannary
Life Mission: Save My Brothers - @daedelweiss
Nothing Left To Lose - @leo-kinnie
Bloodbath - @trubblegumm (AU blog: @bloodbath-au)
#i got like really sick <2 days working on this so that should tell you everything about the process#im feeling a little better FINALLY but like oh my god#i got a super bad cold and have wanted to do nothing but sleep#but i pushed through and here we go#not my best work but im happy with it overall :)#gonna reblog with closeups of each donnie#my art#ROTTMNT#rottmnt au#rottmnt donnie#fanart#does this count as propaganda for the sep au? maybe idk#tmnt sep au comp#tmnt separated au comp#tmnt separated au
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a guide to keep your writers feeling happy and appreciated: what to put on reblog comments/tags
note: you can (and are encouraged to!) mix & match these. and they're not just for reblogs ー we also welcome you into our ask box to drop these kind of asks <3
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
OMG I LOVE THIS
hflkazjsdklahsdlkajskljdklas
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
bless you op
thank you for the food. very delicious. will come again
ohgodohgodohgodohgodohgodohgo
someone hold me i'm about to go feral
i need [character] to hold me
i am gobbling this like a starved squirrel who forgot to stock food throughout winter
iwillnotsimpiwillnotsimpiwillnotsim- i'm simping
i'm so normal about this. totally.
screaming yelling screeching
oh fucー
OMNOMNOMNOM
i liked the part where [insert scene here]
i like it when you [insert writer's writing style here]
@[friend] look.
[insert a quote from a character in the fic and your reaction here]
[insert a conspiracy theory of what happened behind the scenes with the characters here]
[insert any fan creation (fics, art, incorrect quotes, memes, etc) inspired by the fic here]
[a live description of play-by-play reactions as you read the fic]
this picture:
alternatively, any puppy/kitten/bunny pictures
DO NOT put:
part 2 when
do [character(s)] next
[insert comments that views us as a content machine and not a human being]
[insert unwanted criticism here]
[insert any sort of hate comments here]
as a general rule of thumb, remember that your writer is a fellow human and you should treat them with the way you want to be treated: love and respect <3
#rin scheduled a post#idk what possessed me to do this on the fly but i think it's just that reblogs have been very scarce lately#and i know it's mostly because i personally haven't been writing and all. but#i've been seeing a general decline in reblog comments on fics on my friends' posts too#so idt it's just a me thing#so here are some ideas <3#will i get flamed for putting this in x reader tag? maybe#but i'll risk it#this also works for artists btw!!!! or generally any content creator really
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SCOURGE SUNDAY 034/???
lil sharptooth
#scourge wc#warriors#warrior cats#scourge warriors#wc scourge#scourge#scourge warrior cats#bloodclan#scourge sunday#this design is actually from this file i hav of just headshot doodle scourge designz#tht ive been trying to finish since we were in single digitz but thn just finding the posez work w/ a diff design more#but here he is finally. lil guy#honestly i still like the headshot sketch more LOL i think hez cute#idk maybe i will reblog this w/ the original headshot. i liek him
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#gnnn ^_^#reblog locked bc its wip#a doodley#i need to get better at that rib flare#also i dont think his face is super accurate here but im jst messin around and also i hate i felt i had to clarify that ykwim#like who caresss if he's Off im still learning to draw (him) and one drawing doesnt define me or him etc but idk. idk! idk#ill get better...#thje funny thing about this doodle is im freaking out bc my wrist hurts a bit and i was struggling to draw ppl again#after a few days of Blobbish Furs#so forced self to churn this out before sleeps like oh ok maybe it is just the pain thats affecting me (wrist now hurts a bit more)#ever since that one those feratu doodle ive been trying to give him more like. sinking sagging jowls (?)#as contrast to the bone landmark of his chin#i also have to give him more neck fat/loose skin there ykwim#but also have to learn to draw necks. lol.#ok ill fix dis later im so tired
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therapy dog
#river dipping#matthias evanoff#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#👨❤️💋👨 gay ppl here you go#one day i’ll revisit the muzzle pose i made… am lazyyy tho#matthias likes muzzles and gags but has no interest in ears or tails. at least not on himself. so ignore the ears… or don’t 🤷#don’t go to him for therapy btw he will tell you to [redacted] yourself#i have more screenshots of him in this muzzle + collar combo but i didn’t feel like editing them this morning along with this one#when i’m at my desktop again i’ll reblog with some regular screenshots 👍#i need to make my own cas poses for matthias already bc i just use these same poses every time lmfaooo#i wish i could remember which cas pose had him kneeling… it’s my favorite one but i didn’t have the patience to find it yesterday#like i was Spiralling and was just trying to feel better by looking at my ocs#which. tbf did work a little bit sadly didn’t fix me </3#actually feeling more normal now tho#going to rewatch the passenger 2023 dir. carter smith starring kyle gallner and johnny berchtold 😁#and then i think i’m gonna. read. maybe. or write. maybe.#maybe recolor some shirts for theo’s club wardrobe based on some of my favorite brian molko looks#maybe… actually look at my activity and inbox and stop isolating…… maybe.#idk….. we’ll see#time to go crazy over randy bradley everyone give me some space
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Hieee im opening comms because my work cut my hrs and things are just getting more expensive
I have 2 different options but you can also mix and match if you want and I will give deals and discounts accordingly!!
Option 1: Fullcolor pieces!!
Busts are $30
Thigh-ups are $55
Fullbodys are $100
The lineart for these can be customized so if u want smooth/textured lines, and the color black, blue (for ososan comms), or colored lineart (i can provide more examples)
EXTRA CHARACTER %50 BASE PRICE
Option 2: Sketches!!
I really only want to do waist ups for these, or busts but its $15 for one or $20 for two characters.
I will take payment thru either pay/pal, venm0, or ko-fi
I'm also comfortable drawing outside the ososan fandom, like other self-ship content too, anime, video games, furries, and can give other examples <3
#spice.txt#my art#open comms#idk what to properly tag this so i hope it just gets around#ososan#i uhhhh im sorry if its too expensive#but this feels right at least for the full color stuff...#uhhhhhhh idk what to tag here#maybe uhhhhh#self ship#self insert#please reblog#sorry its so ugly#like god this looks awful and i could have made it better but ...#guhhh sorryyyyyfbeskjebfsk;
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Also I quit my job of what would in about a month or two have been 10 years, and perhaps now I will get to actually be a human being again.
#honestly? honestly?#last week i told the two (2) godawful egomaniac lab head Man In Academia bosses i quit and that we need to formalise it asap and i just#felt like a little feather about to float away on a breeze#maybe now i can do normal people things like eat and sleep and have a routine of some sort idk#i have been slowly losing it for at least 3-4 years now#i took a screenshot and last year i had no fewer than 14 fucking travel orders fulfilled#most of which consisted of like 12+ hour days on ships and docks#i'm just so tired man#not for reblogging obviously#i don't really wanna vent anymore or ponder them and the entire godforsaken institution but like#good riddance tbh#which is really really sad when you think about it! but here we are#it was just... no trace of future anywhere to be seen! entirely a Void!!#gonna post a beefy lesbian paladin real quick to push this post down lmao#but i felt like sharing because i know there's good and concerned people who follow me here and i both appreciate and miss you all#and lord knows some of you have been listening to me vent and whine for ages#am i going to miss some great people and the research community of my field? of course but also it was all just completely unsustainable
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I am SO curious about West Facing!!!!! Tell me all about it!!!
THANK YOU AHH I’m gonna reuse this doodle bc its still relevant lol
So since I’ve been thinking non-stop about royalty and stuff (in case you didn’t know) I ended up going back to my old ocs and pulling some out of the freezer and putting crowns on them lol. I don’t have a ton down for a story yet but SO FAR. It is Quinton Bell, prince/highness of a powerful kingdom looking to annex another kingdom that had gotten sovereignty however many (many many) years back; and Bo Church, a prince from said almost-annexed kingdom.
Basically at the moment its a weird kind of “arranged marriage to avoid war” where Bo’s family basically gives him to Quinton’s family as a sort of peace offering, and it’s not specifically to marry him off but there’s a reason he was the one they handed off as the loudest and angriest black sheep of the children. He’ll be whatever the opposing royal family decides him to be. Meanwhile Quinton’s father has some plans or something about adding exactly such a foreign prince to his family line, and Quinton should get married soon anyway. So the peace offering works, technically, and the threat of invasion goes dormant for at least a little while.
Neither Q nor Bo are totally thrilled with this whole marriage thing.
8 nov 2023 ww game
#like not at first obviously#but after a long time maybe q becomes king or monarch or whatever#and maybe he shuts down any remaining war efforts#and maybe he gives Bo and his companions the chance to return home#but by then Bo just looks at him like he’s stupid#go back home? they didn’t want him there in the first place#its not like here isnt home now anyway#idk its a thought#once again. I care little about spoilers at this point 😂#especially considering i have very little to spoil#the plot is still somewhere far in the ether#but here have this intro!#thank you for asking!! 💕#ocs#my art#emry wip Wednesday#asks#gonna reblog this onto my oc blog with all the proper tags and such i think
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me: keeps drawing random one-off fanarts from things that aren't currently big at all
also me: why no notes on my arte
#grateful for all of u lol#but why no notes !! lol !! i want attention i want engagement#i need to be LOVED and sharing my art is the vessel through which i ascribe my self worth...#it's like how if you have a long list of movies to watch ur still more likely to just.#watch some random movie you heard about 2 minutes ago that seems interesting. if u have spare movie time#bc it's lower pressure or smth#idk brother ! idk#im just chillin here in my cave drawing things apparently only i want to see and like maybe 5 other people#welcome to my cave#alligates says things#yo being an artist on the internet is genuinely awful. social media is not built for my delicate ass#even popular artists (i might technically be a popular artist) like i Know it sucks babe. i know#anyway 'no notes' generally in the past i could hit like. 500 ? with relative ease ? sometimes#yall i'm struggling to hit 100. why 7 reblogs and 35 likes. this is not the way#i'm a creator on the internet complaining about numbers ! not really gonna stop me tho#let's be honest whether or not i'm getting attention my ability to draw or not is contingent on. my own psychological ass. and little else#thank u for listening. it is my bedtime. goonite#if you read all these tags... idk. tell me the name of your favourite flower !
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Dunno if I'm the outlier here but I'm a lot less likely to reblog a fic if it isn't under a read-more. Sure, put the first paragraph before the read-more to get people hooked, but the majority should be under. I know not all of my followers want to read fic and I don't want to put something on their dash that takes a minute to scroll past, especially on mobile. Hell, if I see a fic in a tag that I'm not interested in reading, making me scroll past 5k+ of words only makes me tempted to block that person so I never have to do that again
TL;DR please put your fic under a read-more
#bg3 fic#bg3 raphael#<- using these tags because I have noticed several people in them doing this#I hope I don't sound like an asshole because some of these fics I see are genuinely amazing and I would love to reblog them#if they only had a read-more!! :(#I never read fic on tumblr before joining the bg3 fandom so idk what the etiquette is here#maybe there is a good reason why people arent using read-mores and I'm just a dumb-dumb#might delete later
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I have not felt an ounce of inspiration to write on this app for a while if I’m being honest. I don’t think I’m leaving but a LONG sabbatical is looking real nice.
#I’m just exhausted tbh#I really keep struggling with my mental health more than I thought and this hellsite hasn’t helped one bit#I know nobody gaf and it’s not their responsibility to but I’m not a machine and#let’s be real y’all only deem writers on here useful if they’re churning out fics or listening to you rant#not to mention the rampant anti blackness and hateful anons..it’s getting old man#begging for fics with no reblogs or commentary#idk I just want my spark back bc writing makes me happy but I don’t feel anything#maybe I just need a nice day out to get rid of this feeling#cherry chats 🍒
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won't be writing for a bit after this chae fic i'm dropping next week
been thinking about it for the past couple of days :/
that being said i'm opening my requests again for you guys to leave thoughts and ideas and i'll get to them eventually
just feeling a bunch of mixed emotions all at once :(
#i'll explain more in a later post#i won't be gone#i just won't be as predominantly active with my writing/uploads for who knows (maybe a couple weeks or a while)#i'll still be here reading and reblogging for my lovelies <3#but yeah idk idk :// sorry guys
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ah yeah! gave this paintysketch of einarr a bit of extra color <3
look at him 🦇
#low stakes 🦇#my art#tbh i literally just added red. and emphasized a few shadows#instagram completely neglected this btw#i've been trying to post my digital paintings there but the algorithm is just completely suppressing them hAhAH#also it has been plain REFUSING to post the one with bat and morten. i have no damn clue why??#hrgh#anyway. it's way past bedtime here#i'm gonna drop this off and go to sleep and maybe reblog this in thie morning too later idk#good night
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