anxiety is like making up a guy to get mad at except the guy is you and no one is even mad

guys.

guys Built To Protect plays when Jay recharges the ship.

guys.

vent art (taking 3 hours to do a 1 hour task)

ah yeah! gave this paintysketch of einarr a bit of extra color <3

look at him 🦇

where does one go to ask for advice on characterization when you don’t have friends in the fandom like

this childe is refusing to childe

the scene is terribly self indulgent as it stands but i’m struggling bc it’s not right

i can shout out into the void here all i want but it will continue to just be that, a void. if i ever get an answer it could be in ten years time

sorry that people are being a dick to ya, gabe. hope ya feel better soon

-@official-opera-gx

thanks opera. i think i might just- take a little break. maybe a day or so because I'm so tired. Plus it'll give me time to catch up on drawing, writing, and some damn sleep

i fuckin love haurchefant's nose

hhhhrgh todays the WORST day of my finals T-T

wish me luck

i hate this stupid joke . but i love thinking about the what-ifs of shido loving someone because he fully understands hatred; he hates most people or considers them useless. but even the people he considers allies aren't his loved ones, so what would happen if he DID love someone? just some person, who isn't going to contribute much to his conquest in the long run, maybe not at all. just having them around would only weigh him down, but is it worth settling here when his destination is so close? or does the captain have too much pride

i reread the clockmaster today for the first time in a year and. holy shit i love it so much. truly it brings me so much joy. i love orion and rosie and garret and the silly gags and the clear progression in my art that can be tangibly graphed page by page, week by week. the little failures, the small victories, the tiny experiments. 

god i cannot wait to work on it again. the year long break i took from it taught me a lot about comic making as well, with the doujinshis and all other side projects. My linework and panelling and typography are so much stronger now. I feel much more confident in my visual language, and my page making process has become so efficient. And I cannot wait to see how it all of that contributes to shaping the clockmaster in the future. 

reading it today made me realise that truly, unequivocally i do not care if nobody remembers the clockmaster after my year long break or wont pick it back up or whatever else. I just want to create it. I want to have more fun with these characters and the world they are in. They mean so much to me and bring me so much happiness

I have always struggled with loving any of my works because they are all so imperfect and ugly to my little brain - they are far in quality from the masters I look up to.

so I can’t possibly express what it means to me that when I look at tcm, and I see all the occasional flaws in pages here and there - the wonky frames, the graphic-design-is-my-passion typography, the illegible speech bubble order - and all they do is decorate my face with the most sincere of smiles because all I feel for this comic is this deep profound love. a love for something I made

it’s imperfect and clumsy in the same way a child eating their favourite chocolate smears the stickiness all over their face, but no matter how bad it gets it’s also the sweetest expression of eagerness and excitement and how could I ever hate any of it? 

i look at it and all i want to do is to cherish it further

now i'm a little bit obsessed with the image of lockdown using his hook to wipe off prowl's tears

LOL guess who just figured out that their first uni assignment is not only currently running but was in fact DUE YESTERDAY OOPS

d’yever remember that diluc is like. meant to be dead.

like. the attack by ursa the drake wasnt by random chance, it was p clearly an assassanation attempt by the fatui on both diluc and his da and the plan was almost certainly to kill both of them.

or. if it wasnt, and the plan was to actually leave diluc alive, then it was a scheme to force him to use the delusion made for him, bcs maybe the fatui realised crepus was never actually going to give it to him.

guys. i love ducktales