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#it's been 12 hours and I AM STILL MAD
henryandalex · 11 months
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Lucifer is pretty much my fave show.
Yes, I hate the end/last season.
We exist.
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apocalypticdemon · 9 months
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every day I think about how the admissions office fucked around with the money I was told I was going to get and every day I get so mad about it
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cybermeep · 9 months
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everythings fine except the curtains are on fire and oh fuck the house is on fire but its not just the house its me too and im sitting in the kitchen on a chair on fire and. I . Am not having a good time. Holy fuck i havent been having a good time for like two hours
#cybers vent territory#yeah…#ignore this its like 12 am here but#oh my GOD im not okay right now#like i feel so gross#i took a bath earlier too im not even actually dirty i just feel… eurgh#ive felt like this for a few hours and have been trying to ignore it but it just sucks#and i hate it cause. i dont wanna feel like this#i hate feeling weird and gross I NEVER. feel weird and gross#but i do right now because i just got reminded and.. ugh#i keep reminding myself and being dumb#so its like essentially my fault im just. eurgh im a mess#it does not help i feel SO uncomfortable and im not even doing anything im just sitting here#uggh… i dont like it..#maybe its all my emotions i wasnt feeling spilling out at night or something.. idk…#all i know is i am. feeling gross. and i hate it.#i literally dont know what to do to stop feeling this way..#but ill be fine.. probably#oh boy! i sure do hope i learn how to balance my own needs! pukes everywhere#BUT THATS THE THING i know.. how to.. i think.. im just. dumb#like i know when to take alone time. but im also a dumbass#i could be spoonfed warnings and still walk through cause i wanna be nice and wanna be curious and just. make myself upset#like right now#like im upset. not upset like mad but. uncomfortable. nauseous. because im being Stewpit#does that make sense???#i donr know#i dont really care actually its very late#ill probably delete this at some point#who knows#anyway im back to pokemon or. sleep. i donr know what ill be doing.. just trying to get less ‘i want die’ feeling
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cherry-pie-bi · 1 year
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i feel the urge to make an aita post cause goddamn
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doctorwhoisadhd · 2 years
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*thinking about dr who* damn thomas england wouldve loved this shit
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misc-obeyme · 25 days
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Hey there Been binging your writing for the past 12 hours or so, have to say I am very immersed in it and adore it, thank you!
The way I've been viewing obey me dating is basically trying all of them out to see what I like best I keep thinking on nsfw moments where mc reaches climax, what would happen if accidently she calls out the wrong name? How would the brothers reacts? Dia?
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Hello, anon!
Oh wow, thank you! I'm so glad you're enjoying my writing!
Well I have to say that I think most of the demons would be offended in some way at that.
It's funny because I've always thought about how aware the demons are that MC is essentially dating all of them. Like it's clearly something you can do and I always play the game that way, but they kinda just pretend it isn't a thing. Or they sometimes mention it, but there don't seem to be any repercussions?
So on the one hand, they might not care at all if they're all aware that MC is doing that and they're already cool with it. Well, I dunno. I think they'd probably still be a little miffed, but they might be able to let it go a little easier.
But in general, I think it might depend on which name MC calls out, you know?
For instance, you can be sure that Satan would lose his shit if MC called him Lucifer. He would be mildly annoyed about any other name, but if you call him Lucifer? Yikes.
Similarly, I think Diavolo would actually laugh if you called him Lucifer. He'd probably be like wow what a compliment! Anybody else and he'd probably be like hmmm I'm not super fond of that, but I forgive you because you're MC.
I think Lucifer would be mad no matter whose name you said. How dare you, MC. Can't you see that he is the one making you feel this good right now? You're gonna hafta make it up to him.
Mammon would pout. I think he might even develop some kind of complex about it. You would need to reassure him a lot to get him to feel better about it.
Due to being the Avatar of Envy, I really think Levi would also lose his shit about it, no matter whose name you said. Levi is normally very subby and anxious, but I think when his jealousy gets the better of him, he can get intense. Miiiiight go a little crazy with trying to make you orgasm again and again until you get his name right.
Asmo would laugh at first, but then he'd be offended. C'mon, MC! He's the Avatar of Lust!! How could you possibly even have room in your head for anyone else when you're with him, huh?? Forever after that, he'll only have sex with you in front of a mirror so you can't forget which demon you're with.
Beel would be confused and probably a little hurt, but he wouldn't get mad about it. However, if you called him Belphie, he wouldn't be upset. He'd be like oh did you want him to join?
Belphie on the other hand would be angry but in a quieter pissy sort of way. Like he'd start acting petulant with you. But similarly to Beel, if you called him Beel, he'd suggest having him join too lol.
Everybody but Diavolo would require some kind of apology and in the case of some of the more intense reactions, well... good luck lol!
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gavisfanta · 2 months
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FRAUD - PEDRI
summary: pedri has things to hide
warnings: cursing, tiny bit of smut
[PEDRI:] I love you 02.27 am
[PRINCESA:] Pedri? 09.29 am
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12 HOURS BEFORE
"What are you doing?" Pedri asked just as you wanted to stand up and go upstairs.
"I wanna go to bed, I'm tired." You hummed and he pulled you back onto the couch. He then pulled you on top of his leg so that your legs were sideways over his.
"Or we could go to a party, Balde's friend owns a nightclub and me and the boys planned to go there, I'd like you to come too." Pedri put his hands onto your hips and you groaned.
"I'm so tired tho,"
"It's okay, I'll stay at home too then." He mumbled but you shook your head while you yawned.
"No, you can go, it's okay. I won't wait until you get home tho." You told him and he gave you a look.
"Are you sure? I don't want you to be mad after." He raised his eyebrows at you as you smiled.
"No, its okay, you can go, have fun. Don't drink too much tho." You kissed his lips and then got off his lap again.
"I love you, have a goodnight." He told you and you just gave him a smile while walking up the stairs.
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"Come on, don't be a loser." Balde pushed another glass towards Pedri but he just shook his head.
"Nah, I won't." He laughed but then everyone started saying his name in sync.
"Pedri! Pedri! Pedri! Pedri! Pedri!"
So in the end he took the shot glass and downed the hard liquid in a matter of three seconds. His throat burned not only with the alcohol but with regret too. He shouldn't have drank that, he shouldn't push his limits because of others.
Not even 10 minutes later he was drunk, so drunk that he for sure didn't know what he was doing.
He was sitting in bar because he ordered himself some water when a girl walked up to him and stood next to him.
"What are you doing here? So alone? Girlfriend didn't wanna come?" Pedri scanned her with his eyes. Long black hair, a shit amount of make up and very revealing dress. The black dress wasn't even reaching the middle of her thigh, if she would have leaned over, her ass would have probably been seen.
"Yeah, she was tired" Pedri smiled a little and the girls expression changed. She nodded her head as she held her hand out for Pedri to shake.
"I'm Lorena, nice to meet you" Pedri shook her head and just nodded his head.
"Pedri" He informed her and then she nodded her head as she tilted her head to the right.
"Do you wanna come to the dancefloor? I'm alone and I have no one to dance with." She made a bit of a sad face and Pedri groaned as he stood up and nodded his head.
"So you have a girlfriend?" The girl asked him as she stood in front of him, holding him by his bicep.
"Mhm" He nodded his head and then put his hands on the shoulders of the woman in front of him. She grabbed his ankles and moved down his hands to her own waist.
"You know what, let's just sit down." Pedri nodded his head towards the bar again. Lorena gave him the fakest smile she could have ever imagined to make and followed him.
As he sat down he groaned, his head was spinning and he could already feel the headache coming in.
"Come on, lets go and drink some water, I can see that your head's hurting" She jumped off the stool again and started walking away. Lorena stopped however as soon as she realized Pedri was still sitting down. He took another shot and downed it pretty quickly.
Maybe the pain would dissappear then.
However, Lorenas cheeks rises up as Pedri then jumped off the stool too. At this point the alcohol was too much for him.
The way he couldn't think clearly and everything was spinning. He managed to walk to the single use bathroom with Lorena and she pushed him inside.
He watched as she looked the door, not thinking much of it he also watched her walk over to the counter and sit down on top of it.
She invited him closer by waving her hands. Pedri stepped closer to her and she pulled him into a kiss.
A kiss at first, it quickly turned into a make out session, it became very dangerous tho when Lorena pushed up her dress so that her black thing was revealed to Pedri.
He looked down for a second, her hand sliding down his abs and pressing onto his semi hard dick.
Sooner than he knew, his dick was in her hand, pushing it inside of herself. He was silent as he watched her.
'Is this rape? I'm in control tho, I could just pull away, run outside, before it's too late, it probably is too late already, let's just get the job done, my head hurts too much for this'
Pedri's head was full, but still so empty. He then started moving his hips back and fourth as he couldn't help but get an erection which he would gladly get rid of.
So he thrusted into her, pushing her back on the counter, her moans filling the bathroom as Pedri's expression was emotionless. He furrowed his brows, looking almost angrily at himself while he pushed inside of her again.
Then he finished, his head sunk as he breathed heavily. "I'm sorry" He muttered under his breath and Lorena then caressed his cheek with her thumb.
His head shot up as soon as she touched his skin. He hit away her hand and pulled his pants back up and then stormed out the bathroom.
He walked towards Gavi who was talking to a blonde girl. "Gavi, I need help, I fucked up bad." Pedri immediately told Gavi, grabbing his shirt.
"Dude, I'm kind of in the middle of something-" He pointed at the girl in front of him but Pedri shook his head.
"No, I fucked up, I need help." Pedri said, his eyes almost watering. Gavi looked at him for a couple of seconds and then nodded a goodbye to the girl.
Pedri then began to push Gavi outside of the club. "You need to drive me home. Please- no actually, let me stay at your house." Pedri was talking way too fast as Gavi and him sat inside the car.
Luckily Gavi didn't frink anything so he was able to drive. "Dude, shut up for a second. What happened?" he buckled in his seatbelt and then looked at Pedri to his right.
"Fuck, FUCK," Pedri yelled and hit the seat. Gavi then looked at him while he raised his eyebrows. "She's gonna kill me." Pedri burried his face in his hands.
Gavi suddenly realized. "Don't tell me you fucked that girl" Gavi mumbled and looked at Pedri brush his hair back with his fingers.
"I didn't want to, I swear, I love her. My god she's never gonna forgive me." Pedri mumbled while rubbing his eyes.
"Look, I'll let you sleep at my house, then you'll go and talk to her." Gavi tried to remain calm. Pedri nodded his head and after he calmed down a bit, gavi started to drive to his own house.
Pedri's thoughts were racing, suddenly he didn't feel drunk anymore. He just felt sick, he wanted to throw up, he wasn't the cheating kind of type.
So he pulled his phone out of his pocket and clicked onto your contact. He texted you the only thing he coukd think of.
[PEDRI:] I love you.
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keeganbrainmush · 1 year
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Hello! I really enjoy your blog! I was wondering if you have done Gaz or Soap with a short hispanic s/o that's like scary quiet when their mad?
John " Soap " MacTavish + Kyle " Gaz " Garrick x Hispanic scary quiet lover. ; Gender Neutral
♡Headcanons/Drabbles ♡The damn dentist asked me if I wanted to file down my fangs, i should but my fangs bro imma cry ♡I added abit of Reader forgiving them bc I love my boys:) ♡Sorry it was short or feels rushed, I'm sick and I'm trying to get as many fics I can before possibly going to the hospital.<33
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John " Soap " MacTavish
Hes confused and panics after listening to you mumble something in spanish as you walked away during an argument.
After his time in Las Almas, he's picked up quite abit of spanish from Alejandro and Rudy.
Still can't clearly translate what you said, so he went to Ale.
When he tries to repeat it to Alejandro, it comes out as a mix of gibberish and a scottish accent. His personal translator has no idea was he was saying.
John left with still no idea what you were muttering about.
When he got back home and saw you on the couch reading a book he was expecting atleast a look but slightly hurt when you didn't acknowledge the fact he had just arrived.
" Hey, Love. " He called out to you, putting the car keys away. " Hey. " You mumbled quietly, not looking up from your book. John fiddled with his fingers nervously as he sat near you on the couch and looked at you with puppy eyes. You were completely focused on what you were reading. Whatever you were reading could not have been so interesting to not look at him. ' Shite.. ' He thought to himself, thinking of ways to make it upto you. " Hey, (Name). " John whispered, his eyes sad and soft. How could you be mad at that face? " What is it, Angel? " You asked, your demeanor changing as you instantly softened up. He crawled towards you and rest his head on your lap, looking up at you with his blue eyes. " Were ye mad at me? " He asked, looking up at you with lovesick eyes. " Yeah, still am. But your eyes are pretty so I decided to not be mad for right now. " You told him, cradling his head as you rubbed his mohawk back.
Kyle " Gaz " Garrick
Genuinely confused.
Tries to talk to you several times, but only being met with mhms, yeah, and sure.
I feel like Rudy taught alot of spanish to Kyle, but you talking quick and with your accent made the wires in his brain spark.
Follows you around like a puppy until you speak an actual sentence to him.
Makes a :I face whenever you death stare him.
" Darlin' please. " Kyle pleaded, his eyes begging along with his voice. You glanced at him and looked back at your lap as you got ready for bed. He has been getting the silent treatment for a solid 12 hours, but for him it felt like eternity. He felt like he was gonna explode if he didn't get a full sentence from you soon. He sighed loudly and sat on his side of the bed, looking disappointedly at the wall as he changed to his pajamas. After he was completely changed he laid on his side, facing the wall. Kyle suddenly felt arms wrapping around his waist with a forehead being pressed to his back. " I love you. " A quiet voice muttered, causing him to grin as he turned to face you. " I knew you couldn't last being mad at me. " He teased as he faced you, his brown eyes glistening. " Don't push your luck, Garrick. " You warned him, pulling him into a hug as you enjoyed his warmth as you fell asleep.
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gardnhee · 11 days
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you’ll always love me - L.HS
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✧₊⁺. warning(s)- fluff, anstyyy, highschool au, mentions of cheating, proofread, intentional lowercase, cursing - lmk if i missed anything !
✧₊⁺. student!hee x student!afab!reader
✧₊⁺. song rec. el malo - aventura
✧₊⁺. wc. 1.1k
✧₊⁺. note. when i was listening to this it reminded me of heeseung so here i am writing about it (੭˃ᴗ˂)੭
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with your head rested upon your arms, you stared at the cup of milk your friend had brought from the cafeteria. long forgotten, melted ice creating a thick layer of water that easily mixed with just a swirl of your dainty finger.
faint chatter floated through the hallway in small murmurs, a stark contrast to the utter silence that enveloped the classroom. you sighed, gazing out the window, only to be met with girls laughing, boys - who swore were mature yet acted completely opposite to such statement - ran about, playing pranks on people like twelve year olds. your attention traveled to the clock nailed right above the chalkboard, 12:40 pm. you groaned, realizing there’s still a long, agonizing hour of lunch left.
as the door creaked open, you jerked in your seat, awkwardly pursing your lips when you made eye contact with whoever dared disturb your solitude.
tall, painfully bright smile, purple hair with a hint of orange, honey like skin, and grin inducing eyes.
“hi…heeseung…” you say rather glumly, rolling your eyes as a bothersome tickle blossomed in your chest.
you divert your eyes, ignoring the smug look on his face.
“where’s your boyfriend, pretty?” he questions, studying his surroundings as he walks to you.
“i don’t know where jay is, and don’t call me that.” you sneer, making the boy wince in faux pain.
“you hurt me, truly.” heeseung jokingly protests, resting his whole body weight on one arm, palm planted on your desk. he sends you an ear-to-ear smile, which you smack away with a frown.
“why do you want to know where he is, anyway?”
the anticipating male knits his eyebrows, “oh, i’m not asking for myself.” he continues, “he said he’d be back uh…..” checks his watch, then peers back at you, “right before lunch started?” heeseung tilts his head, “where is he now?”
“what? how do you know that?”
“we have the same class, did you forget?”
“oh. right.” with a dismissive nod, you keep your eyes on the window. he sucks his teeth, leaning forward.
“don’t go quiet on me now, i need you to think.”
“go away, heeseung. ‘m not in the mood for your bullshit right now.”
“i’m serious.”
“so am i, leave me alone.”
he sighs, whipping his phone out and placing it on the desk before you. “yn. look.” you didn’t, stare fixed on the window.
“yn! look! dammit…”
“fine! my fucking go-“
your lungs compressed as your breath hitched.
“that’s fake, heeseung. that can’t be true.” with a shaky voice, you grab the phone, this just can’t be fucking true - you hoped it wasn’t true.
“now why the fuck would i fake this? it’s so obviously jay with yet another girl.”
“‘yet another girl?’ fuck does that mean, heeseung?”
“it means you need to open your eyes.”
“no, you’re doing this because…” you stop in order to gather your thoughts, “because you’re not over me and you want me back. that’s right, yeah.”
heeseung scoffs at your dumb attempt to convince yourself, “you’re right, i still love you and that’s why i’m looking out for you. jay’s been jumping from girl to girl while you obliviously sit around looking stupid.” he shakes his head, “i can’t even begin to understand why you got with an asshole like him.”
“you’re pathetic.” you violently seethe as you stand and try to walk away.
“seriously?-“
“yes! who the hell do you think you are coming in here and telling me this?”
“hey, what are you getting mad at me for?” heeseung is visibly upset, and much to your luck, also right. he’s not at fault nor does he deserve your anger.
“why are you doing this…?”
he sighs in frustration, taking his headphones from his neck and setting them down on your desk, “look, yn. this is not the first girl he’s-“
“then why didn’t you tell me sooner? hm?”
“because you never let me get close to you anymore! how was i supposed to tell you?!”
“you’re my ex, hee, of course i don’t want you anywhere near me!”
“you don’t mean that.” his voice is low, solemn, as he looks at you with soft eyes.
“how would you know that?”
“look at me in the eyes and say it with your chest, then.” heeseung steps closer, driving you to stumble back against a desk.
“i mean it.”
“and i don’t believe it.” he scans for any sort of emotion on your face, and finds it. god, he can read you like an open book.
“i refuse to believe that he loves you better than i did. i refuse to believe he knows when, where, and how to kiss you. i refuse to believe he knows all the spots that make you see stars. i refuse, yn.”
you open your mouth, but nothing comes out, so heeseung took this as an opportunity to speak again. “you’ll always love me, i’ll always love you. and whether you want to believe what you just saw or not, deep down i know you don’t care because your heart belongs to me.” he cages you in until you’re half-sitting on the wooden surface.
“can you grab my phone, please?” you quietly instruct.
“yn-“
“please?”
heeseung nods, rummaging through your school bag and handing you the phone.
“thank you.” you quickly open jay’s message, furiously typing as heeseung tries to peek at the screen. you tsk, bringing the phone to your chest.
“what did you send?”
“he’s not my boyfriend anymore.” you shrug, snorting at the way he tries to keep his excitement at bay.
“you’re right, you know?” he hums as you bite your lip, “i’ll always love you. i mean…it was 3 years, after all…” heeseung nods in agreement, leaning back on your desk as you’re both facing each other, long legs on either side of yours.
you gaze into his eyes, so sincere, so beautiful. why did you ever let him go? yes, he failed you at times and vice versa, you’ve had arguments like any other relationship, but it was nothing major like… well, cheating. heeseung always stayed loyal to you no matter the circumstances.
he glances at your lips, then your eyes. a calm silence fell between, nothing to say except, “can you kiss me?” you utter just above a whisper. he seizes your waist, eagerly pressing his lips to yours. the kiss was demanding, dripping with longing, regret, euphoria.
you sighed, wrapping your arms around his neck as he hoisted you onto the table. heeseung pulled back, caressing your thighs.
“can i be your boyfriend?… again?” you giggle, hugging him.
“of course, silly.”
“one more thing.”
“yes, heeseung?”
“i love you.”
“oh, i know!” you beam, earning an unsatisfied grunt from your boyfriend. “i’m joking, dumbass.” you lightly punch his arm, “i love you more.” he smiles like a child, pecking your lips and backing away.
“last one to the cafeteria buys food!” he takes off running as you yell after him, laughing hysterically.
your heart swells, and for the first time in months, you’re in love all over again.
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mmelionsblog · 6 months
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SHE’S MINE. [Sam Golbach x Reader x Colby Brock]
warnings: possessive!samuel, jealous!samuel, mad!samuel, reader does get attacked sadly in this one-shot 😔 so be careful reading this! (SA— if you don’t know what that means it means sexuality assaulted),
((Part ONE))
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It was another night in a different suburban neighborhood, your hands were tightened around a red solo cup. Your best friend, Ava, decided to throw a party in honor of you getting a promotion at your job (yet people just went just to get fucked up). You were supposed to go with your boyfriend Sam, but he and his best friend got caught up with something an hour before the party started.
You were probably on your third cup of whatever alcohol you were having, not even tipsy. Whoever brought this alcohol was definitely a light weight and have no good taste in real drinks, you were a bit sad about it, but at least you’ll still be sober when your boyfriend comes in.
“Wooo!” Your friend yelled, taking a shot and flipping it over and going to the next one on the white table. There was lots of shots on said table, one for your friend, one for the person she was competing with to get to the end of the table without getting fucked up. As soon as your friend finished, she had to do five spinning circles at the end and land with two feet standing up. She was so close, until she fell on one of the guys that came to the party.
“Woah there!” The guy said laughing, she laughed along with him. You walk your way over to the two, greeting the guy and having conversation. The conversation got heated with Ava and the said guy; so you went over to the kitchen to let them have their own thing going on. You were happy for her, only because she never has any guys coming into her life.
You were about to get your fourth or fifth drink of alcohol, you weren’t sure, when all of a sudden a tall blonde came up to you. It was definitely not your boyfriend, and definitely a guy you’d try to ignore. “Hey there cutie,” he started.
You gave him a look, “I have a boyfriend.” You flat out spoke. “I can’t call you cute?” He scoffed with a smile, his arm resting on the fridge and leaning towards you. “No, because I do not know you.” You said. “Well, my name is Dylan. What’s your name?” He gave you his hand to shake, and you didn’t do it in return.
You ignored him once again, trying to get out of the kitchen when only he blocked your path. Your eyes widened, “Will you please move? I’m trying to get back to my friend.” You huffed out. “Oh come on, I know you want a piece of me.” His words slurred, and he attached himself onto you.
You yelped, slapping his shoulder as his head dived into your neck. You cried out, but because of the music being so loud nobody could really hear you. You felt his lips attach your neck and that’s when you really started to scream, kick, and yell out for help.
“Shut up, quit being a pick me girl. You know you like this,” you felt his voice vibrate off of yours. You scoff at his words, unable to speak with the tears coming down your cheeks. You keep yelling, trying to push him off as his hands started to roam your body.
Sam finally made his way to the party. He greeted his friends that were already there, Colby walking off to who knows where. He headed inside, hearing the familiar song he was just playing in his car.
He smiled at the people around him, greeting, and then seeing the host of the party. “Ava!!” He yelled, hugging her tightly. “What’s up Sammmmeeeyyy?” She yelled, rocking back and fourth with the music. He laughed, and then his eyes wandered. His eyebrows furrowed. Where were you?
“Hey, where’s (y/n)?” He yelled over the music, “I dunno… I think she went to the kitchen!” She yelled, he nodded and walked that way. He felt his smile growing, he hasn’t seen his girlfriend since 1 and it’s barely getting to 12 am. It’s been a long, stressful day and all he wanted to do was be with his loving girlfriend and relax at a party that was made for her.
Sam’s smile dropped when he heard his girlfriend. He knew that scream, he knew that crying. He ran quicker to the kitchen, and he immediately saw red.
He screamed, “get the fuck off of my girlfriend!” As loud as he could, people around stopped talking and watched from afar, seeing the smaller blonde tear the random guy off of the poor girl who was crying and struggling for the past ten minutes.
The music suddenly stopped playing, everyone was gathering around the kitchen as soon as they heard the sound of a slap. Ooo’s and aah’s could be heard from across the room, as Sam punched the ever living soul out of the guy that was sexually assaulting you.
You backed up into the corner, a hand on your mouth as you sobbed. Ava, now sober as ever, ran to your side and hugged you tightly. The only ever time you saw Sam like this, was at the 10 million subs party and it wasn’t as bad as this was.
Corey and Colby came rushing in from the back, shoving people as they reached the scene. “Oh shit…” Corey whispered, Colby wasted no time to grab ahold of Sam and wrap his arms around his best friend’s waist. “What the hell happened dude?” Colby asked. “This— this- this— this guy was—was touching her!” Sam yelled angrily, his cheeks were stained with tears already going down his face. Colby’s eyes darkened to the guy who laid lifeless on the checkered floor. Sam did a number on him, but Colby didn’t.
Corey grabbed ahold of Sam as his best friend shoved him that way, Colby got the guy’s bloodied white shirt with his fist, and punched him right in the nose. He shook his knuckles, then dropped the guy he was holding. His best friend gave him a look, and Corey gave him a big approving smile.
“Who the fuck is this guy?” Ava spoke up. “Don’t know, but can we call the cops?” Corey asked. “Erm, after I just demolished him? And we’re having a party with loads of strangers?” Sam spoke sheepishly. “Ooo you’re right brother.” Corey hummed. Sam looked over at the corner, who Ava was hugging and covering.
“Hey, hey,” Sam thanked Ava, and hushed you quietly and cradled you in his arms. “You wanna go home?” He whispered, you nodded with hiccups. “Take me home,” your voice was horse and he winced. He nodded, “thanks for the party Ava.” He gave her a hug, you stayed put to his side. “Wanna come home with us Colby?” His best friend nodded, and the two waved goodbye to Ava and Corey once again.
You sat in Sam’s passenger seat, or as he likes to call it “passengers princess seat”. Colby sat in the middle of the car. The light from the mirror was on, tears were still rolling down your cheeks, Sam’s hand on your thigh as Colby’s was placed on your shoulder.
You were looking at yourself in the mirror, more specifically your neck. You choked back a sob when you see multiple bruises, instantly disgusted with it. “Shh, hey it’s okay it’s okay.” Sam rubbed his hand on your thigh, up and down, “you’ll be okay. You’ll have us, we will do whatever you tell us to do princess.” Colby’s voice can be heard from behind you and you sniffled. “I just wanna go home,” your voice scratched.
You could hear Colby look for something in the back as Sam spoke sweet nothings towards you, his hands squeezing your thigh every once in a while. Colby finally got what he wanted, and pushed it up to the front. You looked to your left, to see a water bottle. “Thank you,” you murmur. You took a sip and felt relieved. “Can we all have a sleep over?” You asked, looking at your boyfriend then towards Colby. Colby looked over at Sam for permission. “Of course, whatever you want Babes.”
The three of you finally got home, and you instantly walked towards Sam and your’s shared room, taking your clothes off and turning on the shower. Sam looked over at Colby, he shrugged. “Could you get the living room all ready for us? Im gonna go take care of her.” Colby nodded and walked off, Sam went up the stairs to you. “Baby?” He yelled, taking his clothes off and walking to the shower. He knocked on the wall, just to make sure it was okay to come in with you.” “Hey love,” he smiled at you. His eyes wandered your body as he stepped in, his arms wrapping around your naked waste.
The two of you stayed like that before doing your shower routine, then getting out and doing your nightly routine. You went to grab the concealer, Sam stopped you. “I know you don’t like what’s on your neck right now,” he whispered, his hands slightly touching your face then running down your neck gently. “But if you cover that up it won’t really get better, so let’s search something up to get rid of bruises better okay? I’ll search it up for you. You don’t gotta worry about a thing,” he kissed your cheek, then kissed your forehead.
“Go downstairs, I’m pretty sure Colby’s waiting for us. Let me get comfy,” he still had his towel just hanging on his waist. You nodded, hugging him tightly then walking down stairs. “Colby,” your voice croaked. He looked over to you and smiled. “Hows my favorite princess?” He asked with a brighter smile, scooting over to the end of the mattress he brought down from who knows where. “Better,” you climbed ontop, sitting next to him “where’s Sam?” He asked.
The two of you heard footsteps coming from above, “here!” He yelled, then threw two pillows down and both of them plopped right in front of you. “Oh, pillows are important.” You whispered, Colby chuckled at your comment. Sam cleaned his feet, then got ontop of the mattress the three of you would be sharing. You smiled, getting comfortable as you grabbed both of Sam and Colby’s arm to get close to create warmth. Colby’s arm wrapped lower onto your waist, his hand resting on your thigh as your boyfriend’s wrapped just tightly around your stomach. “My favorite boys,” you whispered.
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leebitkitty · 9 months
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welcome back !! I've missed you sm 🤞
I'd like to ask for dom!jeongin x sub!gn!afab!reader with the prompts:
4: "you're not.. wearing anything under that.. are you?"
8: "you're sitting on my lap, we're friends and I'm hard, I'm sorry."
19: "I'm done being just roommates."
26: "it's late, shouldn't you be asleep?"
46: "fuck, I really need you right now."
48: "if you wanted me so bad you should've said it."
64: "you're driving me crazy right now, you jerk."
65: "I love you."
context: my idea was, jeongin living with his friends; he was crushing on reader and one night, he happens to be awake in the living room when reader goes for a glass of water, they see him; starts prompt 26 and for the rest I trust you <3
Hope its not too much, you can delete some prompts and adapt it as you want to !!
thank you so much for your time <3
– 🍥🍡 or 🍡🍥 Anon (can't remember, it's been a while 😭)
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"i knew this would happen one day. us. together."
pairings: dom!jeongin x sub!gn!afab!reader
genre: tiniest bit of angst, smut
note: (its 🍥🍡!!) hi anon!! it has been a while lol i have missed you! i am going to remove prompt 19 since i have done that already😭 also this is like hella short.. and extremely rushed🥰🥰 anyways, please enjoy!
prompts:
4: "you're not.. wearing anything under that.. are you?"
8: "you're sitting on my lap, we're friends, and i'm hard. i'm sorry."
26: "it's late, shouldn't you be asleep?"
46: "fuck, i really need you right now."
48: "if you wanted me so bad you should've said it."
64: "you're driving me crazy right now, you jerk."
65: "i love you."
warnings: explicit sexual content, roomate!jeongin, exhibitionism(?) jeongin has friends over, unprotected sex (be careful), penetrative sex (p in v), cumming inside, unestablished relationship
minors do not interact
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"hey y/n, could i invite my friends here for a sleepover?" jeongin calls from the living room, eyes still glued to the tv ever since the morning. "sleepover? yeah, sure, i mean it's your house too," you say from the kitchen, jeongins happy face immediately turning towards you, giving you a big grin as you feel your heart swell at how cute he looked in that moment. "thanks! we won't be too loud, and they'll probably just be in my room anyways," he continues, eyes focusing back to whatever show he was playing.
and that is how you ended up with 8 men in your house. not in his room like he said, but in your living room. hogging the tv at 9pm. to be honest, you were a bit upset at just how many people he had invited. you expected a few friends.. but definitely not 7 people. you sprint to jeongin, who was currently making snacks for everyone in the kitchen. "you didn't tell me you were inviting this many people!!" you whisper-scream. "and they're not even in your room!" you continue, so angry that steam could probably be seen coming out of your ears.
"reeeelaaaax y/n, c'mon. it's not even that many people! they're just having fun," jeongin slurred, obviously drunk out of his mind. you rolled your eyes and angrily stomped back to your room, slamming the door. why were you so angry? you honestly had no idea, and you felt mad at yourself for yelling (kinda) at jeongin when he was just having fun. you turned on the tv in your room to chase your thoughts away, falling asleep a couple hours later.
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you wake up from a nightmare, drenched in sweat, your oversized shirt with nothing underneath clung to your body. you rub your eyes and look at the digital clock on your bedside table, reading 12:43pm. you fan yourself off for a bit before getting up off the bed and heading to the kitchen for a glass of water. you walk towards the kitchen, opening the refrigerator for some ice for your water. "hey, y/n," jeongin calls out from his spot on the couch. "holy sh-," you nearly yelp out. "you scared me to death, jeongin. it's late, shouldn't you be asleep?" you continue, pouring your water.
"didn't feel like sleeping. my head hurts from the alcohol," he says, scooting over the couch to give you room to sit down. you sit on the couch, turning on the tv as you think. this could possibly be the perfect chance to tell jeongin you like him, you think to yourself. you look at jeongin once more as you scoot closer to him, eventually straddling his lap. to his suprise, he looked up to you, eyes widened, resting his phone on his pants to give you his undivided attention.
"i really need to tell you something," you start, staring into his eyes. "i.. i like you. always have. ever since i met you, i really could not stop myself from constantly thinking about you. i know its a bad time to say that but-" jeongin is quick to suprise you by setting his finger on your lips, smirking but still with a fond look in his eye. "shh.. i know." he purrs. "w-wait. jeongin?" you question, feeling something poking you from his lap. you look down, suprised to see him hard. "you're sitting on my lap, we're friends and im hard. i'm sorry. but am i? i couldn't help it.. with you moving around so much and telling me how much you love me," he giggles menacingly.
jeongin looks down to find you slightly grinding yourself on his boner, seeing you close your eyes and breathe shakily. his eyes almost pop out of his sockets when he sees your glistening cunt peeking out of your shirt. "wait." he stops you, "you're not.. wearing anything under that.. are you?" jeongin faintly murmurs. "mmm, i had a feeling we'd start doing.. this." you whisper. "you little whore. if you wanted me so bad you should've said it," he annouces. "can i.. touch you there?" he asks, reaching out to your clit. "yes, please, i really really need you," you whisper, bringing jeongins hand under your shirt to lightly trace your arousal.
"do you like it when i touch you there, baby?" jeongin rasps, kissing your clavicle. "fuck, i really need you right now." you grind harder, whimpering in his presence. "shh.. not too loud. we don't want my friends to wake up and see you helplessy grinding on my lap like a little whore, do we?" he interjects, ironically touching you faster. "f-fuck, no.." you lightly groan, muffling your mouth into jeongins neck. "i'm.. i'm close, jeongin," you quietly whine, grinding faster. jeongin rips his hand away from your cunt, putting his wet fingers into his mouth, rolling his eyes back. you look up and groan from the sight, trying to withdraw from jeongins tight hold on your waist to chase your already ruined high.
"mmm.. you taste so sweet, don't you? i've always wondered how you'd taste," he muffles, fingers still in his mouth. "you're driving me crazy right now, you jerk," you mutter angrily, still trying to squirm away from jeongins grip. "ah ah ah.." jeongin smirks, "you're not going to get any pleasure by acting like a little brat," he firmly hisses, implying the last 3 words with a flick to your clit making you shiver. "would you rather i have you cum on my fingers or my dick? the choice is yours, baby." he says lowly, fondling with your tits under your shirt. "o-on your dick," you hush. "right answer," he pecks your lips, untying his sweatpants.
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jeongin aligns with your cunt, both of you leaking like crazy. "can you be a good pup and ride me?" he asks gently, fingers tracing your lips. you nod, finally sinking jeongins cock in your hole. jeongin closes his eyes and lets the currently overwhelming pleasure take over him. "remember, we have to be quiet," he hushes, fingers playing with your shirt. you start moving, connecting your lips to jeongins neck leaving warm hickeys behind. you move faster, quiet whines leaving your throat. jeongin moves his hand to your mouth, silencing you from any loud noises. "fuck, you're doing so well," he strangles, lips pulled into a tight line, holding back his own moans. staying quiet was hard for him too, you thought.
"j-jeongin, i'm close," you say breathlessy, movements becoming sloppy and off-time. "relax, baby, i got you," jeongin sits up, thrusting up once, eventually pulling back out and thrusting into you again, setting his own pace. he keeps rutting into you, eventually touching your clit to get you to your high faster. you cum with a scrunched face, body shaking from the stimulation. jeongin feels you clenching onto him from overstimulation, cumming not much later.
you collapse on jeongin, both of your chests heaving, warm breaths fanning eachother. jeongin lifts his hand to pet your hair, calming you down.
"you make me so happy, y/n. i love you so much."
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Punishment - Kento Nanami
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Pairing: Kento Nanami x f! Reader (reader uses f pronouns + has a pussy)
Genre: smut/NSFW
Word Count: 1.1k
Summary: you thought it would be fun to send your boyfriend pictures at work, but Nanami is not impressed
CW: spanking, punishment, fingering, dom/sub dynamics, dom! Nanami, slight pain play, you call nami 'sir', mentions of aftercare
hello I am unfortunately sick so some of my posts might be delayed the next few days :( sorry in advance but hope you guys enjoy
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You turn your phone on and off again for the millionth time today, staring at the little grey letters that say ‘Seen: 12:21pm’. You thought it would be fun, but based on his silence, Nanami must think otherwise. 
You power it on once more and click into the chat, the photo of you in brilliant blue lingerie the last thing being sent in chat. It was a good picture of you—a really good picture. A picture that you just couldn’t wait to share with your lover. 
Too bad he wasn’t giving you the reaction you wanted. 
As the hours tick away with still no response, you can’t help but get nervous. Did you take it too far? Is he mad at you? Butterflies fill your stomach—what if he punishes you? The thought makes you wet. 
When you hear the key in the door, you’re up on your feet and standing by waiting. Nanami looks tired, as usual. He’s wearing that same tie he always does, the one that’s been used to bind your hands many times. The minute his eyes settle on you, you shrink. 
“Baby, I’m so glad you’re home!” You say innocently. 
Nanami has no time for your pleasantries. “Strip into your underwear and go wait by our bed.”
Chills fill your body at his commanding tone, a layer of what could almost be anger beneath it. Your feet start moving before you’re done registering his words, your body always eager to obey him. 
You strip out of your clothes, leaving you in that same lingerie you’d been so proud of earlier. You stand by the bed impatiently, almost throbbing in need. The sound of his footsteps echoes down the hall, intentionally loud, intentionally intimidating. 
When he comes into view, he’s loosening the tie around his neck and smoothing it between his hands. You stay perfectly still, not daring to speak or move a muscle while you wait for his next move. 
He presses up behind you, the fabric of his suit rubbing against your bare skin. “Do you think it’s funny to tease me at work?” He grabs your hands and pulls them behind your back, wrapping the silky fabric of his tie around your wrists. “Do you think it’s funny to be such a blatant whore for me?”
You swallow. “N-no, sir.”
He sits back on the bed, tossing you over his lap so that your ass is front and centre. He has your hands bound in a way that you can barely move them, your arms extended and unable to bend to cover yourself. 
He rubs your ass, his warm hands feeling nice on your cold skin. “That’s what I thought,” his voice drops an octave, a dangerous whisper, “and yet you did it anyway.”
He slaps your ass hard, the sound ringing out through the room. You cry out and try to wiggle away but he grabs your hips.
“You’re not going anywhere.” He kneads the skin of your ass cheek, “you’re going to sit here and take your punishment like a good girl.”
“But it hurts,” you whine. 
He smacks your ass three times in a row. Quick slaps, just a flick of his wrist, but enough to sting. Your panties dampen with the pain and you just hope that he doesn’t notice the growing wet spot.  
“Good girls don’t speak while they’re being punished. They lay there, count how many times I slapped their slutty ass and thank me for training them so well.”
You squeeze your eyes shut, trying to focus on anything other than the burn of your ass and the desperate ache in your pussy. “Yes sir.”
He rewards you by gently rubbing your ass, giving you a minute to recover before he continues his assault. 
His hand leaves your butt and you brace yourself, squeezing your eyes shut as he lands another blow to your sensitive skin. “O-one.”
“And?” He pulls his hand away, threatening to deliver another blow. 
“T-thank you for training me sir.”
“Good girl.”
He smacks your ass a few more times, listening to your whiny, shaking voice as you count them out. His cock only grows harder with each impact, the mix of your pained whines and the way you squirm making him crazy. He slips his hand between your legs, fingers dipping down to rub at your wetness through the lace of your panties. 
He chuckles, “you like getting punished, don’t you?”
“Y-yes,” you say quietly, hiding your face in the bed so he can’t see the shameful flush of your skin. 
“So wet,” he groans, tugging your panties down to your knees. 
He rubs circles on your clit with his index finger, his hand already covered in your slick. He runs his finger through your folds and dips it inside of your soaking hole. His finger slips inside easily, your walls already wet and open and so eager for him. 
He pumps his finger in and out of you, “who knew my little angel liked getting her ass all red?”
“Kento,” you whine, arching your back to get his finger deeper. 
He lands another slap to your ass and slips a second finger in simultaneously. “You’re in no position to beg for anything,” he slaps your ass again, “you get what I’m nice enough to give you. Actually, you should thank me for taking such good care of you.”
“T-thank you,” you mumble. 
He keeps pumping his fingers inside of you at a steady pace, slowing down anytime you start to get close. He kneads the burning skin of your ass while he fingers you, trying to soothe away your earlier punishment. He’s sure there might be bruises later on, though. 
He starts to move his fingers faster, curling them up inside of you to pet that perfect little spot in your walls. You cry out for him desperately, limbs thrashing and pussy fluttering around him.  
“Is my angel gonna cum soon?”
You nod your head, tears starting to form in the corners of your eyes. “P-please let me cum, I’ll do anything, please.”
He smacks your ass one last time, reaching his hand around to rub your clit. He only runs a few circles into your sensitivity before you’re gushing around him, pussy spraying all over his palm and suit bottoms. 
He keeps his fingers inside of you while you cum, slowly working you through your orgasm. When you’re finally done spasming in his lap, he pulls his fingers out, prodding them at your lips. 
You let yourself roll off of his lap and onto your knees on the carpet, opening your mouth so that he can stick his fingers inside. You take them as far back as you can, the tips grazing the back of your throat. 
You suck on them for a few minutes before he pulls them out, satisfied with your work. 
He wipes the spit and tears off of your face. “Such a good girl,” he coos. “Let’s get you cleaned up.”
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Shocker || E.L x Reader
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Warnings; Fluff? Cheating, profanities, idk
Summary; You have the most perfect girlfriend in the world, you think. You figure out that your girlfriend was cheating on you, with Ethan Landry. You guys become best friends, knowing it was neither of your guy's fault. Hanging out with you had made Ethan catch feelings.
A/N; Hi! This is the story idea I had that you guys begged me to write. 😭 Me being the lovely person I am, I GOCHU. I hope you enjoy this!!!! 🫡🫶
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Being bisexual can be hard for people, but not for you. You have the best girlfriend anyone could possibly ask for! She is literally the definition of perfect.
Speaking of your girlfriend, you pull out your phone to message her. Asking to hangout.
You - Babe, can we hangout? I miss you. -12:56
Leah❤️ - Awh, I'm busy right now. How bout in an hour? -12:58
You - Yayy! I'll see you soon! ☺️ -12:58
"Yes!!" You celebrate, throwing your fist in the air as if winning a battle. It had been such a long time since you've seen her. Your heart flutters at the thought of her. You throw your phone next to you on your bed and sit up.
"MINDYYYYYY!!" You yell. Yes, you were indeed Mindy Meek's roommate. You both like girls, both hate a majority of the world. Perfect fit!
"YES Y/N?" Mindy yells back. You ignore her knowing she'll be in your door way any second.
"Yes?" She asks, now in your door way. "Can you pick out an outfit for me?" She groans, still saying yes. She runs over to your closet, grabbing a shirt and sweatpants. She throws them at you and you go to thank her but she shushes you.
"Thank me later, I put on a movie." She says as she spins and walks back out of your room. You laugh and roll your eyes, changing into the fresh clothing.
You slip on a pair of white tall socks and then your shoes. Grabbing your phone off your bed and walking into the living room. You take a seat on the couch and scroll through your phone.
Every few seconds you look at the time. You still had an hour until you could go over, which in your opinion, felt like an eternity. She wouldn't be mad if you came early, right? Probably not. And you do have a spare key.
You decide to just go, already being ready. Sliding off the couch, you grab your keys from the TV stand.
"Bye Minds!" You say as you blow Mindy a kiss. She waves, pretending to catch the kiss and bring it to her chest.
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The drive to your girlfriend's was short, only being five minutes or so. You were so excited you could feel electricity shooting through your body. When you pulled into a random parking spot you immediately got out of your car and locked it, running into the apartment building.
"3rd floor.." You muttered to yourself as you walked into the elevator and pressed the 3rd floor button. The elevator arrived and you took a deep breath, trying to calm your excitement. You stood in front of her door and unlocked it, walking down the hallway to the living room.
"What the fuck?" Your eyes widen as the only words that came to mind fell out of your mouth. Your girlfriend, YOUR fucking girlfriend on the lap of Ethan Landry's. Kissing his lips numb. The surprised girl jumps off Ethan's lap. Ethan stares at you, no clue in the world what was happening.
"Y/N.." Leah whispers. Your eyes are still wide, tears begining to occupy them. "No," You say, your voice just above a whisper. "Babe, fuck. It's not what it looks like." Leah pleads. Ethan's eyes widen as well. "Babe?" He questions.
You nod. Ethan stands, shaking his head. "Leah what the hell?" He turns to you. "Fuck Y/N, I had no idea-" You put your hand up. "It's fine Ethan."
You point to Leah, tears finally streaming down your pink cheeks.
"We're done."
You try to make your voice bitter, shoving your emotions down, your voice still slightly cracking. Leah stays quiet, knowing she has done enough damage.
Ethan nods his head, as if agreeing with you. "Yeah, Leah. We're done too." He says. You wanted to laugh at his awkwardness, but your body was taken over by anger. Anger and sadness.
"Don't call my phone, don't even talk to me." You yell as you turn and leave, walking out the door and to the elevator. You can hear footsteps behind you, thinking it's Leah you ignore them. A hand lands on your shoulder, causing you to turn around.
"Leah-" You begin to say, Ethan's doe eyes meet yours, immediately calming you down. "Y/N, I'm sorry." He says, bringing you into a hug. His arms wrapping around your lower back. You take no time to wrap your arms around him, shoving your face into the crook of his neck, sobbing your heart out.
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Since the hug, you hung out as much as you could, having picnics, gas station trips, studying for tests, movie nights. Though it was awkward sometimes, you made the most of it and had fun. Ethan on the other hand had more fun than you. He would send you SO many warnings that he liked you. I mean he stared at you in the most loving way, cuddled you, held your hand. IT WAS SO OBVIOUS. You were so oblivious to him which made him hopeless, but that didn't make him stop.
He loved getting close to you, making your breath hitch and tint your cheeks. Your eyes would close and it would make Ethan laugh. It angered you but oh how he loved it. The next time you both hung out, he would do something different.
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You were sitting on the couch in your apartment, watching a movie. Ethan sat right next to you, practically on top of you. Neither of you minded though, enjoying each other's presence.
"Hey Ethan?" You ask. He hums, eyes still stuck on the screen. "Thank you." You say quietly. "—For the whole Leah thing. And not being upset." He turns to you and smiles.
"It wasn't your fault." You nod slowly as he leans closer. Your noses almost touching. Your breath catches in your throat, not being able to stop yourself from leaning towards him and brushing your noses together.
"I could never be mad at you." He whispers. You couldn't take it. You lean in fully, closing the gap. Your lips on his, feeling as if this is how it should have been since the beginning. The movie was long forgotten, making this moment about you and Ethan.
It was silly to think about it. Now you were the one kissing his lips numb.
Shocker.
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AITA for not wanting to go on a walk and then telling the truth?
📚⛷️ for later
I (14f) am currently on vacation in the Alps skiing. For context, I have two younger brothers (12 and 6). What my family usually does is ski in the morning, have lunch, and then either ski some more or play board games together in the afternoon. Before, we used to go on walks in the afternoon but we stopped once we started getting better at skiing and got tired faster.
My mum loves to go on walks and regularly goes out. For the past few years she usually goes on walks in the morning when the rest of the family is out skiing as she has an injury that prevents her from skiing. Today I went with her as I am also injured lol.
My brothers and I do not like to go on walks. We’re very vocal about it, I do enjoy walking in the city (where I live) however and we all play a lot of sports so health is not an issue. This morning I decided to go with her and we went on an hour-long walk (It was snowing and the ground was very muddy, and my injury is worse when I breathe hard). She seemed upset that it wasn’t longer but she is the one who insisted that we go home.
This afternoon she drags everyone out on another walk. My dad and brothers were clearly exhausted (it was their first day and we had a 13-hour drive to come here) but my dad was a good sport and we all went out.
So now we’re all out walking and we keep the complaints to a minimum; obviously my youngest brother wasn’t very good at it but he sensed the tone of the walk and wasn’t too bad. After about an hour there comes a split in the path ; one continues straight and one goes directly up a very steep hill. My mom asked us what we wanted to do and none of us replied; I don’t know what my brothers did but I just looked at my dad. My mom then got very mad and said “Let’s just go home, you never want to do stuff like this” I argued that I hadn’t said anything, but apparently she could see it in my eyes.
While we walk back she was very mad still and kept complaining about how we never want to do stuff that she likes (sidenote: this summer we went on a 3-week long road trip where we went to Yosemite, the Grand Canyon, Sequoia National park, Death Valley, and Sedona; it was very walk/hike-heavy and it was largely because of her that we went). This is where I think I might be the asshole: at some point I got angry as well and said that she knows very well that we do stuff like this all the time, and why force us to do something that she knows that we’re not going to like? She has been giving me the silent treatment ever since.
Another sidenote since I’m trying to give all possible information: we always come to the same place since before I could walk, but always in winter. Mom been talking about how she wants to come here in summer a lot recently and is trying to sell it to us by saying how pretty it is and how many walks we could do.
Last piece of extra information: My mom had walked the entire valley that were in right now and back and least three times over the years ; the path was definitely nothing that she hadn’t seen before.
My brothers and I are staying in the same room at the moment so she came to say goodnight to the youngest only (this is not the right post for favoritism so I’m not going to go into that) and right before she left she looked at me and 12-year-old brother and just said that she knows that we don’t love her. I find this really childish and an immature way to deal with this.
Thank you for all the help
What are these acronyms?
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confession: i refrained from talking about It here (though i livetweeted the ordeal on my priv lsbdfsdlf) but now that things have calmed down, i wanted to share what's happened
from february 4 to february 12 of 2024, i experienced the most heartbreaking and heart wrenching week of my life. my mother tried to commit suicide several times, and the days were first spent taking care of her while in an overdosed state while she said over and over that she wanted to die before i finally broke and begged her to go to the hospital. up until that point, i was looking after her on my own. i was feeding her, getting her to sit up to drink water, walking her to the bathroom, checking if she was still breathing, and enduring it when she got mad at me and told me she was “fine.” i was hanging on by a thin thread. i’ve always been the house’s caretaker—always known as the pragmatic and responsible one—but this was more than I could ever handle.
“i don’t know how to help anymore,” i told my older sister when i myself had my own breakdown on the night of my mother’s hospitalization. as i hyperventilated and sobbed, the feeling of helplessness shook my body and my words. “i can’t help anymore.”
and then something really wonderful happened: people came and helped
when news got out of my mother's attempts, suddenly my phone was blowing up with texts and messages from people i didnt know. they were her friends: old friends from college, friends from the university she teaches at, her family from the province. they were all asking me and my siblings if they could help with anything: driving, food, money, emotional support. her family in the province drove hours from the province to meet us in the city just to lend a hand in keeping us calm. her friends from the university were the ones who drove her to the hospital and helped us out with a loan and financial aid for the ER bills.
my brother who lives in japan flew in back to the philippines despite having an academic conference just to help. his girlfriend drove him from the airport to the hospital despite having to study for an exam. my older sister's boyfriend came over just to buy us all donuts and food to make sure we were all eating while looking after everything. my girlfriend bought my sisters and i trinkets from a convention just to make us smile during these hard times, and she kept reminding me to sleep and eat and drink and take my meds. my online friends who knew were messaging me asking if i was okay, if i wanted to see some bird posts for serotonin or if i needed somebody to vent to or even to help with money too. hell, even my coworkers asked me if i was okay. they asked about my mom, and i told them, but then my supervisor asked "but how are YOU?" and i burst into tears
all this reminds me of that weird "discourse" i see around about how youre not supposed to ask friends for help because we're all adults and. i am 24. and in these weeks, i felt more like a helpless child than ive ever felt in my life
and yet
people came and helped
when youre needed, youre needed
and we didnt even ask. they just....showed up.
everybody we knew—friends, acquaintances, colleagues, family—they all showed up when we needed them
idk. i guess in this world it's really easy to feel really alone. i sure did. but youre really really not. i had no idea how many people were looking out for us, but they're here. they were here for us. ive lost count of how many people came to help, and isnt that a beautiful thing. i lost count of how many people helped
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firegirl888101 · 7 months
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in honor of spooky month, I think the harbingers going trick-or-treating(or watching a horror movie) would be entertaining
(I'm the same anon who asked about the "reader who's good at drawing thing" :D)
You have specifically asked, and I have answered dear friend!
The Harbingers and Y/N are still in modern world and NOT Teyvat. Just thought I'd put that out there.
Also, I added something my family and I used to do when I was really young! (Obviously this was way before lockdown so there was no shortage of toilet paper lol) Not sure if its the regular thing but I hardly see the tradition on the media anywhere...
This was posted before the Insatiable Madness (9) was published! (meaning there could be some things mentioned to keep in mind for the future of the series... 👀)
Decided to post this 2 hours early because I was bored and didn't want to wait for the 12 o'clock mark lol.
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Insatiable Madness
Diverted-Dimension (Halloween 2023)
|Sagau Yandere Fatui Harbingers x Reader|
Where am I..? This doesn't feel like the main storyline.
Reader is Gender Neutral!
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"You mean to tell me it's normal to wrap yourself in waste as a tradition?" Signora threw the toilet paper at you, her face telling you all you need to see.
"Pleeeeease? I promise it's clean!" You begged her, picking up the toilet paper she threw at you and offering it to back her.
"Absolutely not. Why would someone, besides Childe, have fun by wrapping themselves up in that nonesense?"
"I agree with Signora." Pantalone gently coughed into his hand. "Why would one choose to have filth around them for amusement?"
"You lot are sour little bitches."
"How DARE you--"
"Either way, it can't be too bad. Especially since this tradition has been around for atleast a century." You smiled at Childe rolling around in the toilet paper.
"I think it looks fun!" Columbina pitched in, her head wrapped in toilet paper delicately.
"Of course you would, you brown-noser. Anything you see Y/N do is an instant hobby to your personality." Scaramouche glared at her, sitting on the sofa behind her.
"Well, not like you had a personality to begin with."
All the Damselette did in response was giggle, and continued to look your way. "It's my turn now!"
"Your turn to do... what?"
"To wrap you of course! Didn't you say the whole point was who could wrap each other the fastest?" She made a 'grabby hands' motion.
Oh dear, this doesn't look good.
"Yeah, Y/n..." Scaramouche teased, tossing the toilet paper in his hand up and down. "Let's wrap you up."
"You changed your mind very quickly. Are you sure you weren't feeling sad that you were missing out?"
"Of course not." He scoffed. "Hey, Damsel. I'm going for their mouth first, you do their legs."
"Perfect, that way they can't run away!~" She giggled once more.
Haha... I'm in danger-
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You don't know how long you've been tied up with toilet paper. You reckon it's been a good hour of Columbina singing as she worked on your 'Wedding Gown'.
Scaramouche also had fun wrapping your entire head very tightly. Thankfully, Pierro cut your eyes and nose loose when you complained you couldn't breathe.
"Y/N!! You look so pretty!" Columbina clapped in delight, a wide smile on her face.
Scaramouche just stayed silent, clutching a hand to his mouth trying not to laugh.
"Thanks everyone, I definitely see you trying to help me." Is what you would have said if it weren't for the tight toilet paper wrapped around your mouth, practically gagging you.
"Now, now," Pulcinella interjected the laughing, holding your back when realising you were about to fall over.
"Let's not tease them too much, they planned our night out did they not?"
"Oh, right, they did!" Childe piped up, looking behind him and cringing at the strips of toilet paper he shredded.
I am not cleaning that up for him.
"You rarely ever let us out of the house, I'm excited to see the neighbourhood you live in!"
"One, there's a very good reason for why I don't let anyone out the house. Two, how on Earth could you be excited about my neighbourhood?" You finally managed to rip through the tissue around your mouth.
"Who said you could unsilence yourself? I enjoyed the brief moment of peace we had without your squealing." Sandrone scoffed.
"I did, plus, I was starting to choke on it and my throat feels very dry now... No, Dottore, I don't need any of your pois-- I mean medicine."
"What an insult." He shook his head in disappointment.
"Should we all get ready to begin going out? Before we know it, it'll be 9 o'clock and people will begin to walk around." You suggested, watching Dottore roll his eyes.
"I agree, however, you never mentioned why we'll be going out tonight." Arlecchino said.
"Well, on Halloween there's this tradition we have---"
"Another one?" Signora sighed, her boredom being evident from her tone.
"...You do realise festivals don't just have one tradition right?" You sighed back at her.
"As I was saying, on Halloween we dress up as things we find 'spooky', and 'scary'. Some even cosplay as their favourite fictional characters! Then, at night, you walk around with neighbourhood with bowls knocking on doors for sweets! It's pretty delicious I'm not gonna lie."
"Can't we just dress up as ourselves? I often hear my soldiers gossiping about us Harbingers when they think I'm not listening. Are we scary?" Capitano suggested with a heavy voice.
"I mean... sure, you do come off that way when you walk around killing people just because you can't find one person."
"Haha, very funny." Sandrone looked at you, tapping her finger on the arm of the sofa opposite to you.
"I hate sugar." Scaramouche rolled his eyes at your explanation.
"Oh yeah! I forgot you don't like anything sweet!"
"Anyway, I would prefer it if you didn't dress as yourselves, you'll look very out of place." You sighed.
"Yeah, no. I'm not dressing up at all."
"Well, I'll be going as an angel! I saw on your... phone? (I think that's what you called it) A lot of people were dressing up as one and I wanted to see if it suited me!" Columbina showed a white dress in front of your eyes.
"Where did you get that? I didn't give you permission to go into my room - especially my wardrobe. I haven't even worn it yet!"
"I thought it looked really pretty!"
"That is not a solid argument!" You argued back.
"Now, now, you two..." Pulcinella put his hands on your shoulder and hers.
"Let us not show animosity towards eachother."
"Oh, so she can steal my shit but can't atleast apologise for keeping it in her possessions without telling me?"
"You didn't even notice it was gone. I don't understand the source of your anger~" She giggled at you.
"You're lucky you're a harbinger keeping me here against my will."
"Are you two finished now?" Pierro grumbled. "We have a long evening ahead of us."
"'We'? I thought you insisted you didn't want to come?"
"That is true, however, I cannot help but worry about the Damselette and the likes of you going off together causing trouble only the Tsaritsa will remember."
"Dude, she's not even here--"
"Let's change topic." Arlecchino sighed to herself, watching Columbina run off with your dress somewhere.
"She asked me to also dress as an angel with her, the one with black wings instead."
"Oh, you mean a fallen angel?" You sighed, a headache beginning to form inside your mind.
"Let me guess, you want to borrow one of my dresses too?"
"No, that wouldn't be courteous. Besides, it would be very tight on me if I were to wear one."
"Thanks for insinuating I'm small."
"That is not what I meant."
"Heyy, Decider? What should I wear?" Childe enthusiastically threw himself on the sofa next to you.
You shrugged as a reply.
"If you don't assign me a character, I'll steal the Captain's clothes and dress up as him."
"Please don't." Capitano walked off.
"Just be a corpse. You'll be one in less than a hundred years anyway." Scaramouche suggested, smirking at his own joke.
"I actually like that idea a lot." You smiled with him. "Rather than a corpse, just be a zombie."
"Ehhhh? You mean like that girl at Bubu Pharmacy!? Y/N you're so mean!"
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"You... You lot are so boring."
"Fuck off, I am not in the mood." Scaramouche folded his arms with a scornful face.
One by one the harbingers all met outside your front door. The idea was they were supposed to come out when they'd dressed up and finished getting ready.
Unfortunately, they all didn't dress up and went in their Harbinger coats.
"Alright, I understand some of you not wanting to dress up. But what happened to those of you saying you would?" You asked, feeling slightly betrayed.
"Believe me, I was going to!" Childe looked at you guiltily.
"No you didn't you big liar, you took one look at the costumes available and left the room." Arlecchino scolded him.
"I'm sorry okay!? Won't you forgive me?" He blinked very fast, mocking a begging expression.
"I'll be honest," You struggled to contain your laughter. "I really wasn't expecting anyone to dress up."
"Ehhh? But what about you putting options for us to dress as?"
You simply shrugged with a wonky smirk.
"Well, I'm glad we have all what happened earlier behind us, as well as getting out of the house in one piece." Pierro coughed into his hand, eyeing Columbina.
"So... You're not mad at me for stea-- borrowing your dress?" She asked you hopefully.
"No, I'm still pissed off."
"Aww..."
"Can we just leave, please?" Dottore groaned into his hand. "I'd like to finish the episode of the show I was watching."
"And I would like to distract myself from all of you impudent bastards - but oh look, I'm forced against my will." Sandrone gave a frown to you.
"Haha, very funny." You mocked her words from earlier, the mechanic's frown turning into an angry look.
"Oh... my... gosh. LOOK AT THOSE COSPLAYERS!!" Loud voices exclaimed from over your garden fence.
"Destiny, you're right! They look so... real!"
Oh no...
"Are they referring to us?" Arlecchino whispered to Pierro, the two harbingers sighing when seeing Childe walk up to the two girls.
"Of course they are," Signora answered the man for him. "They're pointing and talking whilst staring at us."
"How unmannered."
"Alright, alright, alright!" You called out to everyone around you after hearing the conversation behind you.
"We need to head up the street north, as that's where I usually trick or treat. Plus, the neighbours are nice there which is a nice bonus."
"If you could move away from the gate?" Your attention turned to the girls, a stern expression on your face.
"Oh, yeah, sorry... We just got a bit excited." One of the girls holding their phones apologised.
They walked away and you soon turned to face the clueless harbingers stood behind you.
"This is why I wanted you to dress up! You'll be noticed so much easier when you're dressed like how you were in the trailer!"
"Trailer?" Pantalone questioned you.
"Nevermind. I forgot everyone around me in this house is clueless."
"Clueless? Clueless about what?"
"As I said before, it doesn't matter. Let's go get some sweets!" You cheered, ignoring Pantalone nudging you for an answer.
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"Oh... Life is sweet, life is good!" You praised the harbingers after asking them to empty the bowls you gave them.
Somehow, although you knew there were a lot of you, you'd rounded up with a mountain of chocolate bars and colourful sweet packets. And calling it a mountain wasn't an exaggeration, it practically covered your coffee table.
"And this, my friends, is the triumph of our labour."
"I'll be honest though, it'll last me less than a week knowing me." You began picking out your favourite chocolates.
"That is not healthy, how are your teeth not rotting?" Dottore muttered, turning to your face and inspecting you.
"I'm blessed."
"You are definitely not." He mused, opening your mouth and looking inside at your teeth.
"Hwwey!" You tried to voice a complain.
"Ugh, just let them destroy their mouth. They'll learn that their pleasure will be their downfall." Scaramouche scoffed, pushing the doctor off of you.
Pantalone then laughed at the two in front of him. "I can always pay for them to get new teeth."
"Why would you need to pay when you have a qualified doctor in the house?"
"Qualified doctor?" Sandrone chuckled to herself. "More like insane experimental scientist."
"You little--"
"That's where you're wrong, they're simply heartless businessmen as I have always stated in the past." Arlecchino shook her head.
You glared at the Harbingers bickering as if you weren't next to them, and continued to pick and sort out the sweets covering your table.
I can never get a days peace. You shook your head, collecting and sharing the packets with Childe and Columbina on your left and right.
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