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lovelytech9902 · 17 days

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MASSIVE SPOILERS FOR 3.15 (FINALE) OF TBB BELOW THE CUT!!

I’M NOT KIDDING

• not them all immediately knowing that omega freed the zillo beast, such a “that’s my kid and I’m proud” moment

• the fucking HEART ATTACK i was having every time wrecker struggled bc of his injury

• imagine having another HEART ATTACK thinking crosshair was going to go full “plan 99”

• “change of plans”

• “she needs you”

• while the zillo beast didn’t eat rampart or hemlock, it did fuck up tantiss so ITS A WIN

• let me pretend to be shocked over rampart

• nala se the queen that you are

• echo and omega speeches!!!!!

• rampart the piece of shit that you are

• dancing on hemlocks grave

• all the clones willing to fight one last time even tho they were free 😭😭

• all the cx clones being activated had me fucking TERRIFIED

• CROSSHAIRS HAND

• THEY DON’T HAVE ANY DATA, EVERYTHING WAS DESTROYED

• “clone force 99 died with tech” SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP

• echo and emerie!!

• all the kiddos making it out, brave babies

• REX MENTION

• project stardust

• crosshair trying to be a fucking martyr

• crosshair scared to take the shot, thinking he’ll miss and hit her. you know he has major ptsd after missing the tracker shot on pabu

• “she knows what to do”

• crosshair not missing the most important shot of their lives, even with a missing hand (the one he pew pews with)

• WET HAIR HUNTER

• OMEGA RUNNING TO CROSSHAIR FIRST

• CROSS OMEGA HUG

• “we’ve all fought enough battle for one lifetime”

“now we get to choose who we want to be”

• HAPPY ENDING WHERE NO ONE DIES

• living out their lives on pabu!!!

• GILF HUNTER

• GROWN UP OMEGA GOING TO FIGHT IN THE REBELLION

• YOU KNOW THEY’RE SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF HER BUT STILL CAN’T HELP WANTING TO PROTECT HER

“you’re our kid omega” FUCKING SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP

• tech is actually dead and we’ve been clowns this whole time

• bummed we didn’t get to see older wrecker and crosshair at the end

• omega joining up with echo and rex??

• BROWN EYES GOGGLES

• GONKY AND BATCHER

• omega taking a piece of tech with her everywhere she goes 😭😭

Out of all the possible outcomes I conjured up over the last couple weeks, this is by far the best one.

This show has been EVERYTHING to me, and will continue to be. I will think about this show, these characters and that ending for the rest of my life.

I’ll have more to say and process once I have more than an hour of sleep

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chiropteracupola · 2 months

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The People Have Requested A Granby, and By Golly, A Granby They Shall Have!

#em draws stuff #em is posting about temeraire #temeraire #john granby #thank you eve + julia + cedar for making your opinions very known. More Granbies Soon as it took me An Hwhile to learn his face #he is Too Fancy but I am still figuring out how I think the aviators' uniforms work (and also was excited about being Able To Draw)#I can't decide whether or not keeping the tails on the coats would be useful or a hindrance aboard a dragon #altho' I shall probably opt for double-breasted coats in the working uniforms... hm maybe Design Sketches are in order #anyway Here's Granby having a rough day as per usual.#as for where I shall go next drawings-wise I am presently reading black powder war and tharkay has made his appearance #and I Did have to get up to bounce around excitedly. so perhaps we are due for a tharkay.

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fauna-and-floraa · 6 months

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Felix and Chan actually getting to keep their occa aussiness will always be inherently funny to me, but also it is really cute.... makes me a lil :'')

#like Bang chan legit has bogan status sometimes and thats wild to me #I'm telling you right here right now if felix or chan went to the US or UK which is where a lot of aussie acts end up trying to go #bc the industry is pretty small down here and fair enough to want bigger success but they almost def be made to tone the accent down #like they're australian but they dont get to be steve irwin australian its like kylie minogue australian? cate blanchett...#so seeing idols actually keep the broad accent? hilarious #but its really nice though!!#like its funny seeing the other members comment on the aus accents bc theyre arent like. mean? like they find the accents #interesting or funny or whatever but they dont act as though its not right #australia isnt as bad as somewhere like the uk as far as classism around accents but we do still have a bit of that #and it is a bit like well if you want to be taken more seriously you should 'Speak properly' which is code for lessen that accent #its too rough and too course yadda yadda so seeing them still rock it #and rock it pretty proudly is really sweet to me

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deathfavor · 4 months

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When i tell you my patience is at fucking 0 right now fhjsdfg its okay i dealt with it. ima go disinfect my sisters room so i can be out of the living rom at least

#its had been a Rough Week #got home to no dinner plan #and my mom got pissed at me because i was coming up with ideas #since we didnt have anything defrosted #so i just ordered us all pizza and garlic knots #but WHY ARE YOU GETTING MAD AT ME FOR PROBLEM SOLVING #and then she was like 'well im not hungry'#okay good for you there's 7 other people in this house who will need food!#im good i jsut needed to vent #do you ever get so irritated you wanna bite #DHJDFG this week has made me wanna Bite #anyways i will clean that all and then eat dinner and thEN be here !#so sorry for the rambling tags fhgdjfg #just needed to vent but im good

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aparticularbandit · 3 months

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i think it should be said, though, that dr3 is a lot more graphically violent than the games are. most of the game violence happens off-screen; punishments are the closest thing we get to on-screen, and they are not like this.

like - some of dr3 is real rough but in a different way than udg is rough.

the game mentions that junko caused the entire reserve course to commit suicide; you see that happen on screen, and that's rough. chiaki's entire death sequence is rough. a lot of the stuff we know junko did is now on screen, and it is rougher to see happen on screen than to just hear about so like.

dr3 is rough.

#musings #bandit liveblogs #bandit liveblogs danganronpa #but overall?#i enjoyed it!#i did not hate it!#they certainly made some #um #choices!#that i don't necessarily like or agree with!#but like #you get a better sense of how horrifying and horrible junko is here #between this and udg showing monaca just trying to /mimic/ what junko did #like it's a different kind of scale than the games #it hits differently here #(i think the other rough in the series - as a whole - for me so far was when she kicked yasuke's body to an unrecognizable bloody pulp #in dr0 after she killed him - that also was kind of rough)#but even dr0 for the most part is more mystery #this is 'nah we will be getting into the nitty gritty of yes junko is a monster'#'yes this a horrific and horrifying thing that happened'#and it's just rough #but i think i'd say it's similar to like higurashi violence rough #a lot like higurashi rough

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neverendingford · 3 months

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#tag talk #anytime my friends point out that something I say is good advice or express that they see me as aspirational I'm always just like....#wtf how am I am example to look up to I'm just an idiot bumbling his way through life trying to avoid hitting her head on cabinet corners #honestly it's mostly just seeing mistakes others have made and going “I will not make those mistakes. I will make weirder mistakes than that #like. it feels a little like the “I'm eighty years old I'm done with putting up with everyone's bullshit” except it's #it's “I didn't kill myself so I'm not gonna put up with bullshit anymore”#like. I chose life. I'm not about to half-ass that decision. I'm not gonna walk back that decision. I'm not going to flinch away from it.#that fuckin... “what do we have to fear but fear itself” quote or whatever. like.. I died. you think anything else is gonna scare me?#if I'm going to be stuck here on this planet you bet your ass I'm gonna make the most of it. I'm not gonna be embarrassed. no shame.#we're all living here until we die and the things that matter are your own life and then the people around you.#I'm not going to miss out on a chance to find community and connection just because I'm afraid. I'm done being afraid.#though... I have been feeling shrimp emotions for the past two weeks and my stomach has tied itself up in knots over it.#I'm so detached because I'm afraid of feeling my emotions too strongly. so letting go and experiencing emotions is a lot for me.#and agghfffgghh I'm going to make it through this I'm going to make it through this but damn it's really rough #allowing yourself to get close to someone again after solidifying your position as unassailable is so hard.#especially because I've gotten so used to shielding the emotions of other people. hard to be honest when your honesty will hurt them #it's wild being around someone who's not wildly insecure because I can be genuine and honest and not worry about what I say hurting her.#I could say “I'm leaving in a year do you still want to date?” and trust that she would actually think it through and give a reliable answer #like. I can handle just my emotions because she's able to handle hers.#being in mental health spaces for so long I'm not used to interacting with emotionally stable people lmaooo #do you think I'm emotionally stable? I don't think I am. but then I meet other people who are wildly more unstable than I am and hmmm #like. sui wasn't an emotional choice it was a cost benefit analysis. I get emotionally unstable sure. but I contain myself until it's over.#I know enough to not be impulsive because I recognize impulsive behavior in others and thus in myself as well.#so like. I'm unstable but I'm not externally unstable. I know how to isolate when I'm in a wounded lashing out state.#anyway I've been processing so many emotions this past week because I'm wildly out of practice with allowing myself emotional honesty #instead of just bricking myself up behind my defensive apathy. I want to hold onto this. I want to continue to channel these emotions.#I want to be unafraid to tell people when I love them #though with her it's more of a Nerevarine situation. you are not someone I love but rather someone who might become that.#like. I haven't known her long enough to really say I love. but I very much think if things continue how they are I will be confident in it #and not even romantic love per se. I have some old friends who I genuinely love. several siblings who I love. most people I know I do not.

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oscill4te · 4 months

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IM READING AN OLD CRA/MP TWINS COMic abt i made like last year abt the twins birthday and im dying laughing atm

#in one panel dotty goes: “here wayne here is a cake for you!!” (its a huge ass towering cake)#then horrace goes to lucien: we know you're a vegan so we got something special for you!!#lucien: rlly???#and i never finished but i just know it was gonna be something dumb like a small cupcake or a cake mix box that wasnt actually cooked ffff #bc thats literally how this cartoon is. the favoritism is huge #idk the dialogue in this silly comic is killing me. i wish i finished it!!#there is a small rough draft page and it says all lucien gets is a book in a topic hes not even interested in bc “he loves to read”#and wayne is given like 250$ in gift cards & expensive headphones #in the first panel lucien wakes up in dread bc he always feels forgotten on his bday #and wayne looks happy w an evil smile “hah! what will i get today?”#and when they are called downstairs lucien is just dragging his feet in dread while wayne zooms last #*zooms past #if you watched the episode Harp Wars; (or any other episode) i dont think my comic is am exaggeration at all honestly..#it could be a real episode -_-#lucien is treated terribly and hes an invisible child a lot of the time #horrace made me so mad in the work out & harp wars episode. he is so awful to lucien!#ct posting #txt

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oc-place · 9 months

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"I'll be there for you, no matter what you're going through I'll be there with you, anytime that you need me to"

Nyx Hopper & Jen Brooks (for @jennathearcher)

#jennathearcher #ok so this isn't what I had originally planned to make for you but that wasn't working so I had to pivot so I hope it's ok!#also sorry it's so late! it's been a rough month #did I use olivia for his basically so I could use the middle picture? pretty much lmao #these photo choices made more sense in my head than they probably do on here oops sorry #I was just thinking of the things we've talked about before like the helping each other get ready for certain things for the make up etc #and the books because about what we talked about the other day #also I realise you can't actually see the inaudible shit talking caption for the taylena one but it's iconic so i had to lmao #I'll stop rambling now oops #jen and nyx

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worldlydesiretemple · 10 months

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Uh. Yeah. Happy Birthday. - 🔥

HI INCELBY THANK YOUUU

#seeing this made me a lot happy so far my birthday has been. erm. a bit Rough #PLEASE INCELBY U JUST MADE ME AND CATLOKI REALLY HAPPY JUST HIT US UP OFF ANON...#listen okay we'll get you a new nickname you dont have to be incelby. fireby? you like that? please we can work with you here

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mymp3 · 1 year

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oh btw p3 update, i think im a little over half ways through.

#50 hours #just got past 10/4 #so.#ive been kind of mulling over everything a bit #im not gonna lie it made me cry #even though i called it and was nearly confident it would happen #it still made me cry and i think thats incredibly impressive #bc ive been very rough on the expierence of playing so far #but i think i really do enjoy it(?)#akihiko、mitsuru、shinjiro、ken、aigis and minato all mean a lot to me #but heres my in game thoughts (w/o spoilers. look up the date if u wanna know what im talking abt and dont know already)#sees is so incredibly evil in the way they operate #i know this isnt the intention the game is presenting #but also this whole thing is fucked up #so fucked up #and we're marching towards our deaths because we have to #literal child soliders.#and dont get me started on ken #im gonna throw up im so scared for minato #pharos visited after 10/4 and we got a very large infodump which im thankful for. i like when he actually talks abt story stuff.#and i cant help but fear that this game is not actually 100 hours #my deepest fear is that i really am as close to the end as i think #and it ends in tradgedy.#well. thats all my thoughts for now、I'll update when ive got more significant stuff. o7 #mikutimetalk

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ilostyou · 1 year

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it’s so funny telling people that seeing pictures of taylor swift at nyu’s graduation is quite literally what made me realize that i want my own graduation and decided not to drop out of school because. that’s literally what happened

#it was the end of a very long very rough few weeks when i was actually ready to drop it and switch programs #and then i saw these pictures and was like fuck i can’t. not graduate #so #lmfao here we are with passed exams getting ready to apply for graduation in the spring 🥲#im emo again #fucking passed my exams sbkflfldkdosjelflg #m takes grad skl #wtf guys catch me showing up to the eras tour in this exact getup #also i should note. it wasn’t rly bc it was taylor swift #it was more like. seeing it made me realize how much i actuallt wanted to graduate and was j too overwhelmed w the prospect of continuing #at that time and just. it weirdly put things in perspective for me and gave me a push to actuallt finish things off #i am now what people would call a professional student i.e. a plan to start graduate school already having a graduate degree #me applying for more school rn lol yeah

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soggypotatoes · 2 years

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my friend here took me to dinner with his friends and thats how i ended up hanging out with a 65 year old lady who once as a young person caught wild extremely venomous snakes and kept them as pets omfg

#afterwards he was like #'i wanted to introduce you to some people who i think might be your tribe #i love that hes like yeah the venomous snake keeping lady. thats her tribe #youre right k youre right #ed mumbles #also again isnt that so nice #'meth addicts are rough' my ass #i told him i was afraid of people and he wanted to help!!!#ive made a lot of progress here #oh also im off of all sleeping meds!!#first time in 8 years ive been able to sleep without anything #it was hard at first i kept waking up #but im doing it now!!!#it didnt even take that long to get to sleep last night!!!#we healing over here

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rotturn · 1 year

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#negative cw #i am feeling. very not good #every day we go to restaurants where there's nothing on the menu i can eat bc all ive been able to manage lately is soup #or sometimes mash potato and gravy but like. its gotta be a Good day and i have not had good days in a While #so i just sit and have nothing while they eat then down an entire block of white chocolate as soon as we get home bc its my comfort food #and like. i dont mind not eating at a restaurant or whatever im cool to chill and chat while someone eats it doesnt bother me #its just when theyre doing it every day and getting annoyed when I say i dont want anything as if they don't already know #mixed w the fact that my sister has been constantly unbearable its just been Rough #esp since we share a room #and we've been having issues w our accommodation in new york but i think hopefully it'll be sorted #im just exhausted and stressed all the time and there's no end in sight #and this trip has just made me aware of how much i do not feel loved by the people who should make me feel loved #like i love my mom and she does her best and she does make me feel better but sometimes shes a part of the problem #and i have support at home my roommates are so good for me but. theyre not here #and i feel shit every time i tell my roommate how i feel bc this is a once in a lifetime trip that she may never have a chance to take #and it makes me feel so guilty and selfish to not enjoy this but its so hard to enjoy #that one week where we were on the boat and i could have multiple soups a day was the only time i was happy #and its because i wasnt constantly starving and we didnt have stress about luggage or where we're staying #but ever since its just been constant stress and anxiety and hunger #and like. theres nothing i can really do ab any of it bc seeking out something i need means they dont get to do something they want #and i cant take what my sister wants away from her bc she'll throw a fit #mum says the usa will be ab me more but i know it wont be. i know exactly how it'll work #i will not have a chance to rest and be happy until im home and even then i have to find a job as soon as im back #bc i have bills and rent and i only budgetted enough for a month after i get back and that's with barely any groceries #and i get the feeling my roommates mad at me or upset ab something but i don't know how to approach it bc im on the other side of the world #and idk i feel like its me i feel like i did something wront #im just tired and sad and hungry all the time #but that's just. kinda my life innit #i just wish. people weren't upset with me all the time. i try so hard not to upset people but nothing i do ever seems good enough #i just want to be good enough. but i know im not.

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sheerioswifties · 1 year

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Okay fam one more thing today - I'll make a better post about this when I can but for now just wanted to get the word out. So a lot of you know the stuff I went through the past few years and losing basically everything; now I'm in a stage of rebuilding life from scratch, starting all over. I've got a roof over my head thankfully (though that may be in jeopardy now due to an emergency/accident that I'll have to tell you about when I can later) but there are a ton of household items I still don't have like kitchen gadgets towels etc and/or like emergency stuff like kitchen fire extinguishers and flashlights/lanterns and batteries, etc...

So I made a housewarming gift registry at Target where it will send items to my safe address. So if anyone out there is able and wants to help out (I feel so awkward asking I don't know how to word all this? ) please check out the registry or sending me gift cards work too... I'll post a link when I can get it but it's under "Brynn Brynn" so it should be easy to find. Thank you all so much ily♡

#update #personal #Dec 14 #things are rough atm #made a lot of progress but there's still so much to do #and then things happen that knock us back down #like i have about $24 to my name right now. total. and i owe for my medical insurance and several other bills idk how we gonna do it #so frustrating i need things like tp and paper towels and sanitizing cleaner but i can't get rn #oof anyways #i love you all thank you for just existing here

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americankimchi · 2 years

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Have you or are you gonna watch Strange New Worlds? I thought it was really good~

i did! i was watching it as it came out actually and then i decided to start watching discovery which. i think discovery comes before snw in terms of timeline??? i am basing this solely on the fact that captain pike's hair isn't as swoopy as it is in snw. so i kinda did things backwards lmaooo

#ask #anon #discovery is WILD #this is so funny at this point i'll have watched every star trek show out there EXCEPT for tos #i tried watching tos but the first few episodes. were Rough.#and i KNOW every show is rough until it gets into a rhythm but the show is so OLDDDDD #AND THERE'RE SO MANY EPISODES #im gonna have to bite the bullet eventually though #i also need to finish tng i think i made it to like. s4 or smth. i cant remember. picard was on vacation i think???????#anyways. discovery is fun if a little..... Wild #but that's star trek's MO: [squidward voice] we do crazy shit here sir

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the-cooler-king · 7 days

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Oh yeah..... midnight gospel be hitting.... sitting in my bed fuckin. Crying. Get a grip girl

#Its the trudy ep which is actually the episode that made me keep watching #I love love love this episode.....#Something about how.......... idk.... its a very profound ep that I can't explain and it's a nice cry #This ep kind of shaped my outlook on life especially after finding out about my friend dying #All the regrets and things left unsaid.... I make my peace daily by being really straight up #If I love and care about ppl I tell them... I say they are appreciated and cared for man #I am always thankful for people and I *love* people as a whole #And as long as the people around me intrinsically know that they are loved and cared for and cherished.... like that's it #That's the end game truly #I will never ever be sorry for that. This was THEEEE episode.#There's a lot of nuance behind my feelings best described by revolutionary girl utena #But still. I'm deep enough in my tags bc I'm crying over my s/o but not in a bad way #Fml I am so grateful to him as just an entity. As a person in my life even if our lives only intersect for this brief period of time #He hasn't been texting me much and we didn't talk much at work and I didn't even get a goodbye (rude lol)#But I know he was having a rough day. I know he needs a bit of tlc.#He could be on a downswing because I am certainly on an upswing #So I'm kind of like trying to focus on doing my own thing rn without worrying about it #Because I can't do anything about it so I might as well continue My Thang #But as I sometimes come to terms with us never talking again (gotta be prepared at all times to be ghosted)#I also come back to terms with needing him to really understand #how many people in his life depend on love cherish and admire him #And im not just talking about me... he has a lot of siblings and a not great mom. Two kids he loves.#He has always taken care of everyone else in his life #He deserves to really know and idk. It makes me think of this moment.#Realizing how much I dont ever want to question if he knows #I don't want to question if I could've done more or tried harder etc. I did my very best and didn't lie cheat steal or whatever #I am so grateful to him for letting me have that. Even if nothing can come from it in the end #Even if we should be torn apart!!!! Take my revolution!!!#Anyways. Here's wonderwall #Banger of an episode. Worth the rewatch

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