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oh btw p3 update, i think im a little over half ways through.
#50 hours#just got past 10/4#so.#ive been kind of mulling over everything a bit#im not gonna lie it made me cry#even though i called it and was nearly confident it would happen#it still made me cry and i think thats incredibly impressive#bc ive been very rough on the expierence of playing so far#but i think i really do enjoy it(?)#akihiko、mitsuru、shinjiro、ken、aigis and minato all mean a lot to me#but heres my in game thoughts (w/o spoilers. look up the date if u wanna know what im talking abt and dont know already)#sees is so incredibly evil in the way they operate#i know this isnt the intention the game is presenting#but also this whole thing is fucked up#so fucked up#and we're marching towards our deaths because we have to#literal child soliders.#and dont get me started on ken#im gonna throw up im so scared for minato#pharos visited after 10/4 and we got a very large infodump which im thankful for. i like when he actually talks abt story stuff.#and i cant help but fear that this game is not actually 100 hours#my deepest fear is that i really am as close to the end as i think#and it ends in tradgedy.#well. thats all my thoughts for now、I'll update when ive got more significant stuff. o7#mikutimetalk
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brb gonna go draw bruce n clay bein bros till the day i die :)
(crystal clay au belongs to @warning-heckmouth)
#masky says#trolls dreamworks#trolls band together#crystal clay au#trolls clay#trolls bruce#trolls spruce#not entirely sure how to tag him >3>#doodles#anyways no one talk to me the intricacies of their brotherly bond is so deep to me#points at bruce calling clay bub cause the vibe is so powerful#idk idk i think bruce picked up where jd sorta fell flat#least he tried to yknow??? and when ur the middle child ur kinda left in the background#so bruce n clay just spent a lot of time together#and in terms of bottled up clay here >3> means hes super clingy with his big bro for awhile#literally tries to kidnap his ass back to the forest when they go drop bruce off at vacay island#they stayed the night it was a solid deal ;>.>
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Arlecchino discourse is really awkward because both sides are so convinced they are right and that the other side just lacks media literacy but 9 times out of 10 the take in question is also wrong and it leaves me scratching my head a little bit….
#fuzzy rambles#like either they are like ‘no she is bad and doesnt care for the kids at all’ or its ‘she is good actually and does care for the kids’#and for me its like… damn…. its actually a little more complicated than that but ok ig#saw someone say she doesnt care for freminet or lynette she just uses them as pawns for lyney to be her heir#which is so incorrect on almost every level#it’s basically a self report that they dont know freminet or lynettes relationship with arlecchino#like i think we can agree raising child solider is problematic or whatever while not painting everything she does as master manipulation#like the things ppl claim are just her 5000 level iq manipulation… rolling my eyes it doesnt even make sense#but at the same time she obviously isnt a saint who has everyones best interests in mind because they are still childe soliders#even tho things got better when she took control there is still a lot of cultish and cruel behaviors the kids get drilled into them#tho honestly the whole fatui is like that look at any of the recurits who arent from the orphanage and they are equally brainwashed#if not us than who or whatever (girl who thinks about what happened in the chasm and want to eat drywall)#idk. dont yall have parents? like u can love and care for a child and still suck as a parent#you can try to not become ur abusive mother and still turn into a monster of sorts#ignore the childe instead of child its literally muscle memory how embarrassing
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Here's actually the first doodle I did of all May, June, and Jake when I was first making them over a year ago. It is still completely accurate
#my ocs#im not tagging this as my art this is barely art#parker didnt even exist then </3 parkers literally like 2 weeks old yet shes having me rewrite like a solid 50% of my OC lore#Anyways in my insane long rambling i DID gloss over the ways in which June and May's dynamic changes but I prommy its actually a core theme#and a central aspect of the plot. and by 'central aspect' i mean 'its practically the focus' but theres soooo much going on that CAUSES-#-all of the oddities in their dynamic that its easier to just. focus on that when im describing it all at once lol#essentially their dynamic has to go from two very close sisters to now a guardian and a child and its just scary and uncomfortable for them#esp when you add Penny to the equation bc Penny basically INSTANTLY gets added into the dynamic#its a lot i have so many thoughts forever#the squits
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Ok Im watching Gundam. Did you guys know Gundam kind of rules
#I just finished episode 2 very early in gundam.#I like it starting with Amuro's dad talking about how one day they wont have to use child soldiers and#then like almost every solider dies horribly and now theyre using child soldiers.#Also only on episode 2 but I wasnt expecting the military conflict to literally just be like civil war because some people want to secede#Also got jumpscared by Char being here immediately I was thinking he was gonna get here later for some reason.
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Thinking about Arisia again
#for once I’m not having complicated feelings over that plot!#now I’m thinking about how she’s literally a child solider :) and an orphan and this is just never acknowledged#Random DC Stuff
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[ID copied from ALT: A digital sketch of my OC Rian, who is a genderfluid (she/they) "fennec fox" person. She is sitting with her legs loosely crossed, arms resting on her knees casually as they lean back slightly and smile languidly at the viewer. Her tail, which is tan, fluffy, and has a black tip, sweeps in front of her legs. Her ears are fluffy, large, and tan outside with white insides, featuring small cuff piercings along the front edge of the ear. Their hair frames their face in the front and sticks out cutely in the back, dark grey in color with bright acid green tips. Their eyes are a bloody brown and she's wearing a casual brown long sleeved shirt and desaturated blue leggings. End ID]
The cuckoo who invaded the nest.
#mara's art#Rian#OCs#rian!!! who has a very solid personality and general setting bc i rp'd as them for a while in a DA chat based group. lol#she is! part of a very rare species that are born directly from an invasive tree species#and literally designed to mimic species located where the invasive tree has rooted itself#so she mimiced the fox family she grew up in but as she grew older her hair *gestures at* changed color and her tail too#also the goal of her existence is to spread her mother's species to other planets and rob resources#like zerg but not bugs and more stealthy#also they have no remorse for killing others (not her species!) and likes the adrenaline rush when they're on the run#so. they're wanted in. a good portion of my universe bc they keep running around and getting caught and escaping#and planting seeds that grow trees that look exactly the same as the wildlife around them#oh also she has a child. the child was born like a clone lol#rian tossing her kid out: ok go distract them while i work
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I feel like whatever was going on with majima/mirei/katsuya in the early 90s was some sort of complicated bisexual love triangle situation. like majima is majima and katsuya’s handsome and eloquent and absolutely doesn’t seem straight to me, but on top of that it feels like there was some sort of confusing tension between katsuya and mirei, not sure if it was romantic or one-sided or what but. SOMETHING. I don’t know what the hell was going on with those three really but no way in hell do I believe the romantic/sexual/??? depth ends with majima and mirei
#katsuya is HANDSOME and CHARMING and ELOQUENT. I just KNOW at least one of them was into him. probably both#one way I’m imagining it could’ve went is like#katsuya introduces majima and mirei to one another and mirei crushes on him pretty quick (because she is 19 and quick to do so)#majima doesn’t really particularly have an interest in her- not cause she’s unattractive or anything probably mostly because she’s almost a#because she’s almost a decade younger than him and barely legal. but at some point she confides in katsuya about her feelings for him and#katsuya being the sweet and honorable kinda dude he is acts as a wingman and tries to get majima to go out with her#and eventually majima relents because he doesn’t want to end up admitting to katsuya that he actually had a thing for KATSUYA#and by playing wingman for his good friend mirei majima takes it as him being uninterested and thus doesn’t shoot his shot and yeah#katsuya’s hard to say no to and hey I mean maybe mirei- a civilian- will make his life more capable of Normalcy#she’s conventionally attractive and is a decent enough friend- albeit he didn’t really know what she was like as a person before she was#crushing on him and also. again. she’s 19 and an idol. so inevitably her identity in general is NOT solid yet#almost as if rebounding off a relationship he never even Got- things move insanely quickly with mirei and they’re married in less than a#year. the whole time katsuya is there cheering them on- he’s smart and I think he’d see the red flags when it comes to their ages and#maturity at least but I think that’d become more apparent over time and he’d start to have regrets but#it’s way too late for that. especially when she comes to him bawling her eyes out because she’s found out she’s pregnant and she has no#idea what to do. both for her career and because she’s literally barely an adult she doesn’t want a child at that point but obviously she#knows she’ll feel guilty and- more than that- deep shame for terminating. she’s insightful even at that age and also maybe can read majima#well enough to know that he might take her abortion as a sign for him to book it to no longer cause her anymore issues. katsuya reassures#her cause what else is he gonna do. but of course she’s right and his commitment issues kick in big time and yeah. over the years katsuya’s#the in-between still close with both of them. specifically he’s closer with mirei and they trust one another a lot more than majima with#either of them- just because majima’s Like That and his trust issues create distance easily. nonetheless at some point majima asks him if#he’s been single for so long because he was hung up on mirei and apologizes if he got in the way of them and that leads into some really#long overdue admissions and likely hooking up. but of course majima is STILL majima and again kinda books it because feelings are#inconvenient and their time for something like a relationship has passed (or something like that).#mirei often wonders if things would’ve been better if she’d have ended up with katsuya instead but similar to majima she’s career-focused#now and just wants to value him as a friend regardless of any lingering potential feelings. majima ends up falling hard for kiryu#sooner than later and life just moves on from any romanticism beteeen the three of them- a nostalgic closeness lingers instead#rambling#that was. a lot.
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At what point do all the "bad days" teaching coalesce into a bad year?
#i cant handle this level of screaming#this kid literally gets in my face and yells 'I DONT LIKE YOU'#which like#whatever#i dont react in the moment#but it SUCKS because i have to process it after#and it is exhausting to be solid this whole time when in any other job#this would qualify as abuse and i would be given some sort of support#two attempted bites and two attempted pinchings#also for record: i intentionally do not work in a behavior classroom because I know this is not something that is my wheelhouse#this isn't like my job that I'm getting paid for this is a child who is not in the right supportive setting that i cant provide#my setting is instructional only and this kid needs more and I can't give it to him because I don't have the resources#but I also myself know that this is not my area of expertise#thats why i dont apply for the higher paying behavior classroom job#because its not where i would be the best teacher#so why the FUCK am i doing behavior classroom work when I'm not getting paid for it and I didn't ask to#I'm so tired and overwhelmed and I just really wish someone gave a damn#in which sara is a teacher#anyway sorry#vent post#im so fucking tired
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Everyone's always so mad over unsolicited criticism but you know what makes me furious? Unsolicited comfort. Me simply not expressing myself the same way as you is not a sign that I'm depressed and in desperate need for you to come to my rescue, it is not an invitation for you to act like my one pillar of reliability or to act like my friend when you do not know my life, do not know wether I do have support, do not know I chose to be in this position you feel so uncomfortable looking at and on god you just don't get to pity me for living my fucking life the way I want to
#unsolicited advice is somewhere in the middle of these two that's not what I'm talking about#I'm just so bothered that some straight old lady on the boot besides mine kept treating me like a fucking child#because I was on my own#my father and my sibling were willing to help I just felt more comfortable doing sales on my own#cause I can't bounce between scripts that easy#and she kept talking down on me and once we left on the first day she said something like ''tomorrow will be better okay?''#COMPLETELY UNPROMPTED and it's stuck in my mind so bad#someone else across from me also thought I was bummed out but one they were school kids trying to help and two THEY FUCKING ASKED#once they asked and I explained myself we continued to get along I thought it was sweet and they clearly were looking up to me#like on terms of art skill and such#it was very nice I thanked them before leaving and I assured them I was having fun but I'm just not from there and work differently#they said I was nice and asked for advice getting commission work from overseas#but the lady literally only babied me her son was also uncomfortably trying to make conversation as if I couldn't be left to my own devices#god it just makes me so mad!#I know how I look and I know me being cold in the first day didn't help my disposition be very energetic at all but gooood#who asked for life advice. not me you don't know what I'm doing with mine leave me alone#MEANWHILE that bearded dude who called the cat a dog??? Left while criticizing how I organized my shit#solid physical things I could adjust without too much effort and that would make it easier for customers#and you know what?? he left and I was thankful and Made those Adjustments because it had a clear reason why it affected him#and it made SENSE to fix it'd just improve quality of service#the guy came back later with his kids and he was super cool#anyway experiences experiences I am going to bite anyone who's that condescending to me again#Void fala aí#also i didn't know how to describe her ''old'' was probably incorrect she was your average karen age
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ok but i have never seen a google docs receipts/c4ll0ut that wasnt at least 30% the stupidest god damn shit ive ever seen someone make up
#yes this is about the current... fiasco.#like yeah supporting h. p in this day and age when it is extremely common knowledge just how bad The Author is can lead you to a pretty#solid conclusion. thats valid in this case.#maybe not calling them a full on t3rf but they are at least apathetic towards tr ans ppl enough that it doesnt bother them#not that thats excusable either and it absolutely might be related to the way that t/er/fs can get away with as much as they do on this site#but i wouldnt go slapping that label on someone without knowing their exact po/litics slash opinions you know?#the um. Historical References in a.ot are not quite so widely known so i think that ones a stretch on the other hand#i think its not too hard to believe that someone whos in that fandom and doesnt see much from people who are in the venn diagram of both#anime and social just1c3/act1v1sm might have that stuff go over their head especially if theyre not that far into the story#disclaimer i do not know if the person in question is this is purely hypothetical but basically im saying its probably a bit of a stretch#to call this person a full on fucking n*zi for being a fan of this One Thing that was at one point the biggest anime on tumblr#however the thing that made me make this post was the zero brain cell take of calling someone a p*******e for drawing ag3d u p child#characters for sh1p art. i saw it. it was two characters standing next to each other. calling someone a literal fucking p3d0 for that is#completely fucking insane. a 100% nonsexual drawing of two characters Just Standing There.#especially when one character canonically has a crush on the other like? am i getting this right?#it makes you a P3D0PH1L3 to see a ch1ld character with a crush on a classmate and think#oh thats cute what if they were a little older and she liked him back? ill draw them standing together blushing#like the first two accusations were already blowing things way out of proportion in my opinion but that last one turns this from#'okay its a little bit of a stretch but i can see your thought process' to 'you straight up made this up based on absolutely nothing#bc you wanted to make them seem like an even worse person than the stuff they actually did do implies so you pulled out the p word card'#this is like. rabid twitter teen behavior lmao and i dont think ive seen the post that got all this started#but if they made those same three accusations then yes that is absolutely h4ra55ment and should be grounds for deletion imo#if it wasnt then it was definitely an overreaction by 5t4ff but given the years of hatred theyve gotten and the fact that tu/mb/lr users do#tend to just believe c4ll0uts like this without looking into it themselves and forming their own opinions and also dogpiling on ppl#i think that regardless of how much of it was true and how much was jumping to conclusions or straight up untrue#a c4ll0ut is generally seen as an invitation to h4r4ss the person in question so. its kind of tough to say what the right call might have#been esp since any attempt at addressing it would be seen as defending the aforementioned ideologies/actions regardless of#whether or not theyre actually not true#from the Zero Brain Cell crowd at least and those are the ones who are dogpiling regardless#star emoji
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Another thing no one tells you is that when you hit your mid-late twenties, getting pins and needles becomes an exponentially worse experience
#i just stood up from the couch after a solid 10 minutes of sitting on my own leg and i literally didn’t think my foot would take my weight#i nearly fell straight the fuck back down. it was so painful#and this was just from the fuzzy staticky numb feeling i used to create for fun when i was a child!#recovery times are just so much more severe now. if you let your leg go to sleep it might never wake up#if i fall asleep with my head in the wrong position i might as well just write off the whole of the following day considering the state#my neck will be in for the 12+ hours after that experience#i spent 50 fucking pounds on a memory foam pillow in the middle of an economic crisis ✨while unemployed✨ just to cut out that feeling#it was 100% worth it. i haven’t woken up with a headache or neck pain since like 3 days after i bought it (acclimation is required)#but still. STILL#shit is ridiculous#personal
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i need to mkae. m y own gacha react video so i cant stop being so sick and evil abut ein because noone gets him right . ramble in tags ok ay byteee
#like he has the worlds worst inferiority superiority complex a man can have#everyone in his life hates him to the point of death. the only positive connection he ever really had was with michael The Actual Devil#he craves violence and power but hes not strong physically enough to get it naturally#he manipulates his way into every relationship and situation he can. he needs to be the center of attention. he needs to have control#the only person's opinion hes ever valued was michael who gave nothing in return. michael openly told other people ein meant nothing to him#and in s6 he tells ein 2 kill aaron when he needs aaron alive all because he needs aarons wolf form and that ein will fail in killing him#in the s6 trailer michael literally says to eins face “the fact that hes alive is the only reason i havent killed you”#and ein's response?? “I can still be useful” thats his first fucking thought#his father believed him to be a monster because he committed the sin of being a bastard child. zack projected his own insecurities onto ein#- which in turn made those fears come true. it gave michael the perfect opportunity to twist the knife in zacks gut. turn his worst fear -#- into reality.#like even though jessica tried to say that “theres nothing deeper with ein” because she cant conceptualize the horrors she unleashed#she cant deny the dynamic ein and michael had. one of a mentor and student#with the student doing everything he can to get that gold star. the prize he wanted. michael's validation. but michael would never -#- give that up to ein. he would rather ein die than ever praise him. even in death michael only glances towards eins corpse.#he doesnt say a word because why would he? ein was his little solider. an obedient dog who followed his orders.#a son whose only want was his father's attention.#as you can see my autism is strong with ein.
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She’s genuinely so bad
#my mother#i know she isnt trying to be#but she is#the psychiatrist ive started seeing was asking her if she had noticed any changes in me that made her think i needed help#and she started going on avout when they really started tp get worried#shes like ‘oh yeah we(her and my dad) really noticed a decline in the summer when she started losing weight’#like. that was in august#over two months after i had gone to student services and asked them to tell my parents i needed help#i was literally days away from killing myself for a solid month#the fact that your child had to ask someone else to tell you that they need help wasnt an indication that i needed help???#she and my dad say things that make me out to be a problem a lot#i just stop talking. for a long time#and sometimes I purposely stop eating#and you saw neither of those things?#you didnt see a problem?#theyve been happening for years now#she doesnt want to see them#antiopa
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The first time The Justice league met the ghost king, they were not expecting this.
They were just trying to stop Luther from getting more kryptonite shards after getting an anonymous way to summoned more concentrated ones.
They were not expecting something to follow along after it. Constantine is in the corner cursing up a storm about the infinite king which batman files for later...
Only for a tiny elderitch being mauled the living out of lex, eating every silver of kryptonite (50 pounds worth of kryptonite since he was in the giant mech suit) in sight like a starved savage animal before ploping in mid air like it was a solid floor after a small(cute) burp, before reforming into a humaniod state.... which was a tiny 5 year old white haired toddler with a look of I over-ate a food coma worth of snacks and it was worth it.
Meanwhile Danny was this close 👌🏻 from snapping into a terror tantrum that would made pariah king rage seem like child play after he caught on real quick on what was taking his ghost candy rock medicine supply prescripted to him from frostbite. Fuck vlad and his stupid plan to try and baby him, fuck the ghost zone cause everyone is now babying him, and not even clockwork is taking him seriously but did gave some cryptic hints on the whereabouts of his medicine that would help him grow faster.
It been literally 3 months by now and he has had it with the babying even though he look 5 physically, he is 18 year old! Not even his parents taking him seriously and been using this chance to spend time with him.. which is fine but he draws the line after bathtime, the sailor costume and floaty!
He was practically ravenous to the point of going eldritch form when he went chasing through trail of summoning ghost magic leading to his precious snacks.
He not even caring about the sad bald man in the mech suit after he had his fill and probably overduing eating and is just inducing the process of his food coma.
He is totally unaware of the audience he has right now that being watched on lived TV.
#dp x dc crossover#danny phantom#danny is the ghost king#de aged danny#danny is eldritch#kryptonite is ghost medicine as well as a treat#danny had literally hunting down his medicines snacks#after vlad deaged him with the ghost age revealer#frostbite is not helping but he got a supply of ghost snack medicines#but his medicine been disappearing and he been cranky#dc x dp prompt#one shot
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ME1 is fucking hilarious
After multiple firefights (on the fucking citadel? The place that’s supposed to represent galactic peace & cooperation???) within the span of a few hours, Shepard returns to her CO with a krogan, turian & quarian and it literally goes like this
Shepard: Heyyy Anderson so this is Wrex— he murdered Fist. Solid guy. Figured it couldn’t hurt to have a shock trooper on the crew. This is Garrus, a detective who just quit his job to chase a fellow turian across the galaxy. He’s a good shot— don’t ask me how I know. And of course, this is Tali, she’s trying to prove to her people that she’s a big kid now! They’re coming with us :)
Anderson: The Normandy is yours. I have nothing left to teach you, child.
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