~The Michael Afton Christmas Experience~

Rocking the invader zim shirt today!

Guys help. My date is so cute…

I don’t know what to do!!!

im nervous ahhh

i have a phone interview for a quality lab tech position and i really really want it. my current job is just so toxic and i spend most days crying in the bathroom on break i cannot take it anymore sfkjfdh

Running on 4 hours of twilight sleep and pure determination to GO HOME today

I want my dog. I want my orthopedic pillow. I want to sleep. I will have all three in 17 hours.

the closet thing yall r ever gonna get to a face rev, have fun

bonus under the cut

who up putting off a drama paper they've had very reasonable amounts of time to do because its so not me

(@beeleewwboop i might just scream)

I searched it but couldn't find anything about it, but why are you only including 5 member for kinktober?

ayee thanks for stopping by to ask! nobody has ever asked so I never explained 😂 so I got into writing in this fandom like about a year and a half ago and had no idea what I was doing and kinda just spat some shit out (that I now absolutely hate lmfao 100 follower special, anyone? That fluff was garbage IMO)

I don’t write Felix often/at all because I can’t quite understand his personality enough to feel I can articulate him authentically in writing yet. Also he’s kind of juvenile in a way that reminds me of a younger sibling, making it tough to slut him out. I’m always so impressed by smut Felix writers. They capture him well! I know something freaky is lying under that golden exterior. But I’m working on it! I write about him in my other two full length fics but unfortunately, I don’t think my portrayal of him is very accurate at all. But I keep going because well, it’s already started lol.

I don’t write Seungmin yet because I’m still learning about him and his likes/dislikes and mannerisms and personality. He’s the one I know the least about. All I know is that folx call him a puppy. I don’t think I’ve heard him speak as much as I have in the recent chuseok specials. I know he’s a little terror though, lol, unsure of the origins of it though.

I don’t write IN for the same reasons as above, but lately, he’s been portrayed in a way that’s making me consider roping him in the future into something fun. Someone who met him in person said he seemed the most masculine and adult out of all the members! Surprise surprise! The baby bread shit was off putting. I was like, I’m not slutting out someone with the nickname “baby bread”; but my mind is changing, and fast lol.

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Why do I write the fellas I write? Aka my “starting team”?

I’m most comfortable writing Chan, he’s closest to me in age and I watch him enough to know his mannerisms and personality. Down to little things like his obsession with space, the way he laughs through his teeth, and his lopsided smile when he’s being a dork. Chan doesn’t like coffee, so in one of my imagines, I made it a point to state the reader was making coffee for herself. If I read someone who has Chan drinking coffee I’d assume they either took creative liberty or have no idea that this man does not fuck with coffee lol. Fun fact: add “yeah?” To the end of a question/statement and it immediately rings Chan’s voice in your mind, doesn’t it? “Guess you’ve got a lot to think about then, yeah?” “How about we head on out to the bar, yeah?”Those details really can make/break someone’s immersion!

Next comes Hyunjin. Hyunjin was difficult for me to write at first, his personality is so multi faceted and not much like his stage persona at all, which is quite powerful! But the algorithm started forcing him onto me in candid situations and I began to understand his nuances too. I grasped an understanding of his micro expressions and mannerisms enough to feel confident writing him.

Third is Lino! I swore against writing Lino because he was such a mystery to me! I later found a video of him being weird and his quirky personality and deadpan affect when saying certain things. He reminds me of some of my closest friends. Sometimes, I feel like I don’t give Lino enough depth! I’m an experienced Scorpio wrangler, and I know he’s got some intense depths to that ocean that can be portrayed so much better. Working on it!

Fourth favorite is Jisung. I use Jisung for light hearted things and comic relief. I almost never write angst Jisung. I probably could, and probably will one day! But for now, I’ve only candidly seen him happy and funny, it’s sometimes hard to even write him in smut because I can’t see him taking much of anything seriously. I know he has bad anxiety and other various mental health concerns, so he’s not all rainbows and butterflies but he doesn’t seem to let folx in on that side of him often, if at all, so it’s difficult to imagine for me right now, so for him, I keep it light.

Fifth newest favorite is Changbin. Changbin is still a little confusing to me but I can at least pinpoint his manner of speech, he can be quite aggressive quite suddenly, in a playful manner. I’m still not too great on describing his mannerisms in literature, but I’ve grown comfortable enough to experiment with him for Kinktober.

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So you see, my cool beautiful anon, it’s just a matter of time until I work my way down to the rest of the members :) at first, I swore I’d only write Chan, and then it exploded into five. I’m certain by next year’s kinktober, all eight members will be rightfully represented :)

wait so do neurotypical people just never hear electricity?? ever ????

I can't fucking sleep so have this stray dog I found on the way to get coffee the other day.

I've been making something in my ceramics and fibers class since last week. We had a professional artist in her field teach us how to make plastic bag animals!!

It's supposed to be the animal that we chose that's made out of wire and plastic bags and wrapped in different types of fabrics.

Does anyone wanna guess what animal I made? I'll be putting answers people have guessed and some curveballs as options :D

me losing my shit over some of these paragraphs in the article about Charles Entertainment Cheese getting rid of their animatronics

Guys does does nail pain go away a couple days after just like how after a dentist’s appointment your teeth feel sensitive and it goes away each day

Why do I look so pink here the hell

Took him out for a nice time today~

i love trying to make ppl listen to songs i like...................... so ty @where-is-caithe for the tag

RULES: spell out your URL using song titles, then tag as many people as there are letters in your URL.

M - My Kink is Karma by Chappell Roan I - IT GIRL by Aliyah's Interlude ft. Ve'Ondre R - Roll the Dice by Fluorescents A - all our bruised bodies and the whole heart shrinks by La Dispute G - Gold Steps by Neck Deep E - The Eve by EXO (I"M COUNTING IT I DONT WANNA HEAR IT!!!!)

C - CVNT by Sophie Hunter O - Options by Nelccia U - Under Pressure cover by My Chemical Romance (I could NOT think of a non cover U song kjsdkjdsg) N - Normalized by Vision Video S - SIO by Have Mercy E - *Equip Sunglasses* by Hot Mulligan (this was my top song on spotify for like 2 years in a row i think) L - Le Disko by Shiny Toy Guns (my fave myspace profile song)(idk why this version is censored oh well) I - I'll Show You by K/DA N - Never Go Back by Evanescence G - Girls In The Hood by Megan Thee Stallion

tagging @inkberrry @cassandthings @cosminyu @eggsordium @khorren @just-eyris-things if you guys want to do it!!!!! :)

Predicting Bernadette v Christine to be the final poll in the @broadwaydivastournament

Semi finals will be Audra v Christine and Bebe v Bernadette I bet my life on it