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belovedhyunryu · 28 days
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Happy April Fool's Day 😝
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1introvertedsage · 1 year
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I withdraw from people and places from time to time, I need space from a world that is filled with millions of mouths that talk too much but never have anything to say. ~Kaitlin Foster~
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introvertedkour · 1 month
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‘“Change is a beautiful thing,’ said the butterfly.”
A butterfly always reminds us that there is always beauty at the end of all the pain.”
Recreate.....
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#zentangle #doodle #artistsoninstagram #arttherapy #butterfly
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themindfulintrovert · 2 years
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Stop pushing your emotions away and pretending you'll be fine later. If you don't acknowledge your feelings now they'll come back to haunt you in the form of stress and worry until you deal with them.
Beth Backes
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crowdsourcedloner · 10 months
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🤓 SMILING FACE WITH GLASSES — is your oc chatty or quiet? are they at ease in social situations, or are they more shy?
If it hasn’t been asked! 🤗
Nailah is very quiet and reserved, though it usually stems from her trust issues more than her shyness. She's still decently shy even if she manages to get past her mistrusting nature. Even when she's around people she trusts, she's not comfortable being social for longer than a few hours at once out of fear that her echo will activate.
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randomlyblue · 2 years
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all these variations of 'i can fix him', 'i can make him worse' what about, I can let him live his quiet life, peacefully and deal with my own shit because GIRLLL (neutral) I've got 99 problems and he ain't one (1).
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nyaam · 2 years
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🌾🧺 #selfie #happygirl #gamergirl #gamer #introverted #thinking #softgirl #softcore #dollstyle #animegirls #zen #blacandwhite #whitehair https://www.instagram.com/p/Ce6vSbdoF5X/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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moooncats · 3 months
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✿ Pick A Card : Why do your friends love you? ✿
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✿ 1: Black Mushroom: Grace | Felxibility. ✿
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Woooow, okay okay so first off, you are very a go with the flow type of person. Imagine a koi fish just sailing through a mellow stream, unbothered and serene. Your friends admire that a lot from you because they know you are very easy going and even if plans change last minute you really are still full send. Lmao! I'm hearing that they think you're very zen. Pile 1 you may meditate or journal and your friends can really see a difference compared to other people they hang out with. You are very cool to them. They rarely ever see you being mad or making a scene, you are very gentle with your words and actions and your friends appreciate that a lot. I'm hearing you are always the first one they think to message when it comes to plans cause they already know what you're going to say lol. Also do you do yoga? Sorry kinda random, but you may be more athletic and your friends also love that cause they have more things to do with you yuhhh. (:
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✿ 2: Red Kitty Shroom: Support | Engagement. ✿
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Oh wowzaaa, okay okay so like, you are very friendly pile two lmfao. This pile may have a signifigant other or is married, if not that's okay just a little message I'm hearing. Even if you don't believe it, you have a lot of friends and aquantences. Side note: I'm hearing secret admirers as well bwahaha. You are the life of the party. Like even if you feel like you're a wallflower you fit right in when it comes to conversating with others, stopping to smell the roses, or even saying hi to dog's being walked by a random stranger. Your friends adore that! They feel like you keep your heart open even when it comes to talking with random strangers. You always make the time to make the day a little bit more interesting than average. Boredom is not a problem you have because you know a vast ammount of people who will give you their time of day. You may be popular online or in real life. Im also getting Magician vibes from this pile and if you didn't notice it's associated with the Air sign Gemini (the twins and this is pile 2 brehhh xD) And if your not popular or don't feel it, truuuust me people know your name (big flex yuhh). Your friends appreciate you a lot! They also enjoy meeting your other friends as well. So don't shy away from making your socialite group bigger! (:
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✿ 3: Fisherman Kitty: Wholeness | Earnestness. ✿
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Omg hiiii introverts! Wether it was on purpose, or not- Unlike pile 2, your friends appreciate that you are the type to not just let anyone into their aura. You feel at whole, just by yourself and you prefer not to give away from a half filled cup. It's giving me strong hermit vibes. You may do shadow work often or journal, take time to relax, make yourself happy- your friends noticed and they appreciate having such a wonderful person who actually loves themselves and puts themselves first. They have seen so many people lose themselves on the account of other people and it can be a real vibe downer. It is also extremely draining. You are the exact opposite of that. Seriously I'm hearing "that shit is contagious!" Lmaooo you have some goofy ass friends pile 3. You are very sencere when you talk with them and they appreciate that. You may be the type to say something along the lines of "I have some food in my bag for you, but not the type you can eat, its food for thought." Bruuuh on some Erykah Badu shit. Your words are prolofic af. Your friends appreciate your wisdom and stories that you tell them. I'm hearing "Continue being the amazing earth angel that you are". (:
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Thanks for taking the time to read my first ever PAC I appreciate all of you guys. Let me know if I should make more yuhhh. This is pretty fun, I love spreading positivity. (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
*I do not own any of the photos or gif's nyaa!*
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mystic-headcanons · 7 months
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masterlist
updated: 12/18/23
RFA
the RFA at the eras tour
what their favorite taylor swift album is
jumin, zen, and jihyun with an mc who dies before they can confess
the rfa getting jealous of someone flirting with mc
with an mc who is stressed
with a short mc
what the rfa first noticed about you
holding their child for the first time
rfa getting jealous and clingy
with an insecure mc
rfa + their ideal partner
jaehee, jumin, & the choi twins' preferred cuddling positions
with a trans ftm mc
an oblivious mc
the rfa wants you to take care of urself!!!!
hanahaki disease
insecure/jealous mc
what if rika grew up with yoosung?
seven / saeyoung choi
707 angst
insecure 707
707 comfort
zen / hyun ryu
mc making it to his dimension
with an introverted mc
comforting a chubby mc
jaehee kang
soft jaehee
sleepover turned romantic
jumin han
mc accidentally saying 'i love you'
mc making it to his dimension
oblivious to their feelings
with an mc who doesn't do relationships
first kiss (lightly nsfw?)
autism headcanons
jumin han learning he's autistic through mc
more autistic jumin hcs
more autistic jumin <3
unknown / saeran choi
hurt/comfort with saeran
saeran helping mc with halloween costume
better
yoosung kim
nervous mc and yoosung first kiss
mc feels guilty about him losing an eye
jihyun kim / v
mc proposing to v
v with an autistic mc
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kkarmiic · 1 year
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# ‘GN!READER VALENTINES WITH THE MYSTIC MESSENGER BOYS
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🫐 ‘ CONTENT AND WARNINGS
\\ synopsis: what 707, yoosung, zen and jumin would do for valentines!
‘+ genre: fluff
*# warnings: proposal mention in jumins part
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# ‘JUMIN
He’s a big romantic with wealth, this man wouldn’t stop at any lengths to make this valentines perfect for you.
Wakes you up with breakfast in bed, a bouquet of roses sitting in the middle of the tray, with your favourite food(s) around it.
A perfect start to your perfect valentines.
He’s even more sweet the whole day, boxes of chocolates and a card, all high end.
He lets it be known how much he appreciates and loves you, and how he’s so grateful you joined RFA and how grateful he is that you two met.
Elizabeth also gets spoiled on Valentine’s Day but shhh…
Gifts you jewellery, outfits, shoes.
Doesn’t expect anything back from you, but if you do get him something, no matter how small it is, he will be ridiculously happy.
When it’s time for dinner, he takes you to a fancy restaurant, will make sure to shower you in compliments about your outfit.
Let’s you pick anything off the menu, ensuring that he will pay for it.
He’d be the type to propose to you on valentines, and so if you’re not already married/engaged, he’d be there, down on one knee at dinner with a ring box in hand.
“Y/N you make me the happiest man alive, I’ve never felt so free than with you, would you do the honour of being my spouse?”
Something awfully sweet like that. Valentines with Jumin are the best.
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# ‘ZEN
I imagine he’d take a day off of work, and while not as romantic as Jumin, he would try his damn hardest to make the day about you.
Flowers, your favourite flowers, in the morning when he comes over to see you, along with a valentines teddy bear that’s probably way too big to fit in your bed.
A card with a sweet note telling you how much he appreciates and loves you.
Will play music and dance around with you in your front room.
And if you get him something in return, he’d softly smile, telling you just how wonderful you truly are.
Lunch at a quaint cafe, ordering sweet treats for the two of you, definitely trying out their valentines special.
He’d take you to the cinemas or a theatre to watch something, obviously romantic, maybe a rom-com.
When you come home, he’d run you a nice warm bath with scented candles and bubbles.
He treats you like royalty the whole day.
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# ‘YOOSUNG
He’s a broke student; please have mercy.
You two definitely have an indoors date.
But he gives you a stuffed toy and a valentines card at first, and then for the rest of the day?
You start by cooking breakfast together, waffles, pancakes, probably with scoops of icecream.
He apologised for not being able to do much more, but I doubt you’re angry.
If you get him something, he will be jumping up and down in glee.
If you’re a gamer like him, he’d probably set up some games for you to play, and sets up a nice date night there.
It’s super sweet, he carries you in any game you two play, trying to make sure to enjoy your time.
But if you’re not a gamer, expect movies and cuddles.
He’d put on your favourite movie, grabbing the warmest and cosiest blanket he owns, fully sets up a pillow fort for you two to watch it in.
He really loves spending the day with you, even though it’s not fancy, it’s still nice.
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# ‘707
Okay, I feel like there’s two ways this could go so I’ll do both.
But no matter what, he’d get you chocolates and or icecream to start your day.
If you get him something, he’d be grinning like mad, just so thankful he has you in his life.
First off, a movie date at home.
I imagine he has one of those big projector things and so he projects it onto a blank wall.
Puts in a movie he thinks you’d both enjoy, it doesn’t even have to be a romantic movie, it can be horror or whatever aslong as he knows you would like it.
But that’s if it’s later in the relationship; he’s a major introvert and would definitely feel more comfortable inside.
However, if it’s earlier in the relationship, he would push himself out of his comfort zone to impress you more.
Takes you to a theme park!!
Probably makes you go on all the big and scary rides (sorry).
But he takes those photobooth pictures with you! And they’re so cute.
Definitely has one where you’re kissing.
Would put it on his wall/in his phone case.
He just loves looking at you.
I also feel like, whether it’s movies or a theme park, he would take you star gazing after.
I’m not sure why, it just feels like a very him thing to do.
Tells you all about the different constellations and what they represent.
He’s so lovely.
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1introvertedsage · 3 months
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When the crows and ravens line the entrance to a park and greet you… you know it’s going to be a great park.
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introvertedkour · 12 days
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Inhale possibility, exhale creativity.
Doodling for beginners
Day 7
Experiment with Color:
If you're using colored pencils or markers, add color to your doodles.
Consider color combinations that evoke certain moods or feelings.
#mindfulness #art #artist #artoftheday #artofinstagram #arttherapy #artchannel #artlover #DoodleArt #doodlesketch #bride #bridedrawing #drawings #drawwithme #doodlesofinstagram #doodle #zenart #zentanglepatterns #zen #zendoodle #zentangleart #zentangleartist #zentangleartist #zentangle #pattern #patternart
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rhonuscorner · 8 months
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Fingers crossed that tumblr refrains from eating the quality, but it probably will :')
The boys from my Cirque des Célestes AU in examples of their off-duty casual outfits. Yes that's Eclipse's idea of casual lol. Fancy and theatrical even when off the stage.
I wanted to get a good idea of their preferred styles down before I tackle finishing up the first chapter.
So Moon's style is cyberpunk inspired but overall he wears loose-fitting comfy clothes. Lotsa hoodies. Whatever lets him be his introverted self.
Eclipse being the zen presence that he is (99% of the time) prefers to dress smartly but in an old-fashioned Victorian-esque way, so form fitting vests and shirts with poofy sleeves and ruffles and such.
Sun is pure wholesome chaotic energy and has all the meme shirts.
And now I sleep! I have a ton of writing to do tomorrow lol.
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mylancap1 · 1 year
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DEWI REMAJA ACADEMY GANGBANG & SEX PARTY (Part 2)
Sambung lagi review pasal finalist yang akan sertai sex academy. Yang akan pamerkan semua sex skills dorang. Hari tu aku dah bagi 4 orang. Kali ni aku teruskan lagi dgn chicks baru.
5. DINA
Tak banyak ulasan yang aku boleh bagi dekat Dina ni sebab aku rasa dia masih kekok dalam dunia sex. Aku tau dia try hard nak master semua skills mcm teasing, flirting even mcm mana nak HJ & BJ. Tapi personally aku rasa Dina ni agak tak natural. Kalau utk porn, Dina ni tak boleh nak letak dia dalam genre mcm gonzo atau POV, amateur sex tape ke. Dia jenis yg agak fake bagi aku. Tapi fucking tetap fucking. Dina ni alternative bagi girls lain jgk especially siapa yg suka body jenis kurus tapi tetek & bontot jenis ada. Tak besar tapi bukan papan. Dina ni jenis kurus, tetek & bontot baru nak berkembang. Sbb dia muda lagi. Fappers yg suka gigi braces pun boleh turn on dgn Dina. Atau sapa yg suka cikaro style or clubbing girl. Dina ni aura & mood dia ke arah tu. So dia mmg ada wild side cuma aku kurang sikit sbb dia tak natural. Tapi kalau fuck, aku gerenti pacak lambung mmg yg main position. Manipulasi petite body dia. Kalau gangbang, aku pastikan Dina ni mcm 1st touch aku utk foreplay sampai dick aku tegang dan aku akan fucking girls lain.
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6. MELISSA
Melissa ni bagi aku dah next level sebab dia dah masuk dunia yg kalau la di Malaysia ni boleh publish porn, dia dah jadi porn star. Macam tu la level dia. Amoi yang ada balance body. Body yg perfect utk fucking lah senang cerita. Bayangkan umur dia muda gila lagi. Baru lepas habis sekolah menengah jugak tapi dia dah terus expose dunia sexual ni. Tak ada malu malu atau rasa nerdy dah. Melissa mmg matured awal. Sekolah rendah lagi dah period awal, lepas tu sekolah rendah lagi dah pandai masturbate. Sekolah menengah mmg dah advanced fucking. So nak cakap apa lagi? Rambut, tetek, bontot, muka semua dah cukup perfect. Cuma akan ada fappers tak suka Melissa ni kalau yg taste jenis suka Muslimah style, suka boobs di sebalik tudung. Melissa ni maybe dorang akan turn off. Tapi sapa yg layan sexiness world mmg akan turn on. Sbb Melissa tak ada selindung apa apa. Direct sexy. Pakai bikini, show off boobs, kalau ada nude photoshoot pun dia akan layan. Part dia tayang tali bra tu fucking hot. Tali bra besar gila nak tampung boobs. Dan nak fucking Melissa mmg bukan calang calang. Dia dah tahap advanced. Dia pun layan lessy scene. So kena ada new girl yg dia akan guide 1st. Melissa sendiri yg akan buat girl tu cum. Lepas tu baru jantan puaskan Melissa. Mesti rough sex dan dia suka kalau ada slap, choke, pull... benda benda yg sakit tapi nikmat. Anal, DP, interracial batang 8, 9 inch baru la menepati selera. Teringat aku porn star Malaysia dulu Nyomi Zen. Melissa maybe pelapis dia akan datang. Damnnn Melissa.
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7. HYELEY
Hyeley ni type girl yang akan diburu producer movie or drama akan datang. Lepas tu rating naik sikit akan ada la Dato’ or businessman yang teringin nak lenjan dia. Hyeley akan menarik minat fappers yg suka muslimah style. Pakai tudung, muka lawa stok padu cumtribute, kalau terselak tudung nampak selambak boobs padu. Memang ni pakej Hyeley. Hyeley ni bukan jenis slut murahan. Dia introvert kalau bab sexual. Nafsu dia tinggi. Taste dia bukan main main. Tapi dia tak show off benda tu. Hanya bff dia je tau masa pillow talk. Orang terdekat je tau yg dia addict dgn sex ni lepas kena fuck dgn ex bf. Lepas tu terus dia ketagih masturbate. Dah banyak collection vibrator & dildo. Kalau horny dah tak tertahan lagi, memang dia akan layan sampai cum berkali kali. Hyeley jenis yg adore dgn body sendiri. Dia akan naked depan cermin, posing lepas tu gayakan bra & lingerie paling dia suka. 1 wardrobe besar tak muat nak isi bra lawa dia. Dia memang jenis jual mahal sembang dirty dgn orang tak kenal tapi sapa yg rapat dgn dia akan tau nafsu tinggi dia. Taste dia jenis exclusive. Nak make love dlm suasana romantic, suka kinky stuff mcm 50 Shades of Grey tu. Suka kena ikat ikat, handcuff, blindfold... roleplay... damnnn hot. Body dia pun agak hot. Nak kata terlalu perfect maybe ada lagi yg boleh tandingi dia. Tapi bagi aku dah memenuhi selera fapping. Nak nak kalau tudung terselak dan nampak boobs pejal dia.
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8. MALLE
Shit. Sumandak ni betul betul mengundang. Betul la orang cakap sumandak ni kalau tengok auto batang yg lembik pun boleh tegak dan keras sekerasnya serta merta. Aku tak tau nak describe Malle ni macam mana sebab very nice & hot. Maybe level sumandak yg pure ni aku boleh samakan dgn chicks from Russia. Jenis yg exclusive, skin dia, body language semua 1st class. Malle ni kategori yg sekali tengok je pun dah notty gila. Tetek dia tengah nak mekar dan setahun dua lagi akan betul betul ranum. Memang kalau fucking dgn Malle ni boobs dia dulu akan kena aim. Situ dulu attack. Lepas tu memang akan lick 1 body. Body & skin dia padu wey. Ketiak dia licin. Memang akan jilat 1 body. Semua lubang, semua area mmg tak terkecuali utk kena jilat. Malle ni susah nak orgasm kalau tak kena cara. Dia jenis suka slow motion & foreplay lama. Lepas dah turn on baru lah dick kena dayung laju & ganas. Bontot dia mmg stok doggy. Macam macam style doggy boleh buat. Kalau dah lama lama boleh try anal. Malle memang stok gangbang yg sangat nice. Kalau lessy scene, dia akan jadi dominan. Kat tengah tengah fuck tu, aku nak stop jap pastu masukkan tangan dan nak tengok dia squirt for the 1st time. Fuck!
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ozimaniac · 8 months
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[A Character Analysis of Zen]
Now that we have Zen’s birthday date and know that his zodiac sign is cancer, I just want to look at some characteristics. (Because I’m guessing that these dates were picked for a reason and not just random.) I Also want to talk about his past and why he is so avoidant about it. Even if I just end up pointlessly rambling about it, with no clear conclusion, because we just don’t know yet.
I will now infodump. A lot.
So a main characteristic of cancers is that they are closed off or seem distant at first. Cancers hold back on revealing their thoughts, therefore they come off as mysterious and not easy to approach. They also try to avoid confrontation. They retreat into their “shells” if they are uncomfortable and they like to brood.
Nonetheless they are very caring and protective about their family and friends. They might put the comfort of others before their own. They have the tendency to be self-sacrificing.
I think this description fits Zen well. His character seems calm and at peace with himself at first, but slowly you realise that there are underlying insecurities and you don’t really know what he is thinking. Ow2 actually gave us some voice lines that make it more clear that he isn’t a perfect individual, that reached complete inner peace. He has struggles of his own.
I also saw “dislikes revealing of personal life”, which is really accurate. He has always been really mysterious, especially about his past. This is noticeable in the interaction with Rein and Genji, where Rein asks him “What did you do? You know, before the Crisis?” And he will give different responses, that are kind of short, silly or underwhelming, and it’s implied that he isn’t telling the entire truth. Let me list the following responses:
“I served coffee.”
“I collected payments at a laser tag arena.”
“I was a lifeguard at a water park.”
“I drove a tractor.”
These are pretty ordinary jobs, and I don’t doubt that he worked these jobs. (Except for the lifeguard one maybe, he doesn’t look very waterproof.) So I don’t think that he is lying.. but that doesn’t mean that he isn’t hiding something.
There is also a line, that I think has been cut out of the game, because I only found it in one video.
“I massaged sheep on a free range pasture.”
(Now that’s a dream job. But seriously.. I almost thought I went insane and made it up, because it was really hard to find.)
Then Rein asks “Is that true?” and Genji says “He won’t tell me either.” (Ram also says something similar.) So although he has a close relationship with Genji, he still won’t reveal what happened in his past. And this obviously makes me think that something bad happened, and that he is uncomfortable talking about it.
He also has a line that goes “My memories before the awakening are blurry, but I do remember some things.” and he doesn’t elaborate further.
It could be that he legitimately doesn’t remember a lot before the awakening, and this makes him feel really insecure. Gaining sentience as an omnics and trying to uncover those memories from the past, is probably like thinking about your first memories when you were a child. You might only remember snippets, and you might not be able to recall memories from a certain age. It could also be that some trauma has caused him to repress certain memories about his past and he feels subconsciously uncomfortable about it, which leads to avoidant behaviour, which might be his coping mechanism. Or he does remember his trauma and he is purposefully avoiding it, to not make the people around him uncomfortable or bring the mood down.
Zen’s current self is introverted, wise and sometimes witty. He went through a journey of self healing to get where he is now. So if I had to imagine what he used to be like in the past, then I’m picturing a quiet, oblivious and maybe anxious character. In the story with Symmetra he said that he used to have difficulty understanding certain phrases, which has some parallels to an autistic experience, like Symmetra’s.
His insecurities also shine through in some other voice lines. Like when he talks about his favourite animal, ants. He says “I envy ants for their clarity of purpose.” Although Zen seems quite accomplished, he still lacks purpose in his own eyes. There is also an interaction with Zarya where she asks if he dreams, and Zen answers with “I dream of peace. And, sometimes, falling.” Falling in dreams represents a lack of control over a situation or your life. Also feelings of anxiety or helplessness. 
Tw: trauma and bullying.
Ok so, what was his past like before the crisis.
First I want to look at Zen’s model. He is just an average, humanoid looking omnic. What we saw from Genesis, is that omnics like him were created for various odd jobs. We saw them being cooks or caretakers or servants.
And it’s not hard to imagine that those omnics faced a lot of mistreatment if they made mistakes. It would have been easy for humans to blame omnics and just treat them like objects, and bully them verbally or physically.
If you get bullied early on in your life, it’s likely that this will affect you throughout your life. So even if Zen wasn’t “awakened” yet, he still states that he remembers some things, and that mistreatment could explain his current, closed off self. When he is approached or asked things, he doesn’t say a lot and that could be learned behaviour, and a self defense mechanism. He also uses a lot of wisdoms and phrases that might seem impersonal, at least to strangers. (This could also be a masking behaviour.)
I can also imagine that omnics worked isolating jobs, which humans might avoid. (I’m picturing working in a closed off small space with repetitive tasks or no social interactions. Maybe a factory setting.) And this kind of job could get really lonely and boring. Once again, this could have led him to be more closed off, if he worked in that kind of environment.
Why would he keep this a secret though? Well, maybe it’s just not worth talking about. Sometimes the truth is boring, and the biggest fear is to disappoint. (This is less likely though, because he seems very intent to not tell anyone the details. So it’s probably something more serious that happened, like I mentioned before.)
Instead of being a victim, could Zen have been the aggressor? I think that’s unlikely, because it’s about his past before the crisis. Before the awakening. Most likely he did as he was told, because he didn’t have that level of autonomy yet. This also means that people were able to easily take advantage of him. If people mistreated him, then he had to just accept that, because that was his programming. Also I just don’t see Zen as being aggressive.
Well, anyway that was it!
I got sidetracked a lot on other thoughts, but I wanted to write about Zen’s past for a long time. His zodiac sign just gave me some confirmation about what I was initially thinking.
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lagoonalake · 3 months
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Can you do zerobaseone ideal type to
ZEROBASEONE IDEAL TYPE
!!No reading for the maknae because he is still a minor!!
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HANBIN
Personality: 9 of cups, temperance, the wheel of fortune
Very chill, light-hearted energy. I don’t hink he has a specific type that he is attracted to, he just wants something that feels good, that is relaxed, comfortable, where there is a feeling of calm, serenity, balance. But his type is still evolving and changing quite a lot. It’s like he’s discovering with each new experience his love style. It’s not codependent, it’s very light, very zen and about sharing and enjoying pleasures together. He’s also rather open to different types of people, different types of experiences in love.  sagittarius, pisces, jupiter, libra, aquarius
Appearance: king of wands, the hanged man, queen of swords
Rather proud looking haughty people, with have a certain class and prestige, could be attracted to a high status. Sophistication. I would say he’s easily impressed by beauty. More lavish, a bit extravagant trendy style, a lot of accessories, colors, make up. People who have an ethereal sort of beauty, a bit otherworldy, sleepy eyes, he likes the artistic idol look, with crazy hair colors, eye contact, the AI look. Rather tall and slender, long limbs.  leo, aquarius, pisces
Turn offs: the hermit, 9 of swords, the fool
People who are shy, who don’t open up, who never talk, people who are awkward, anxious, pessimistic. Party poopers, people who are too serious, who cannot enjoy the present moment. Either too mature or too childish and naive. People outside of his immediate environment. Overly “deep” and complicated people, he prefers someone more simple and light hearted.  negative cancer, capricorn, virgo, scorpio
JIWOONG
Personality: knight of pentacles, the devil, the sun, 5 of cups
This could be a specific person. On one hand there is someone with a rather calm, practical, slow moving, stubborn energy, rather discreet and modest. On the other hand there is the fast life linked with fame. And in the middle of it all is heartbreak. So I could see him being in a relationship with this non famous person, that matched him in many ways, grounded him, who was real too, with real love, real pleasures, simple but true. But he sort of fell for the temptations that come with fame, all the people throwing themselves at him, the attention…etc.   earth signs, leo, neptune
Appearance: temperance, the hermit, queen of pentacles
Very calm aura, grounded, earthy. Could be someone a bit older or just mature. Natural beauty, simplicity. Harmonious symmetrical balanced features, good proportions. Coziness, warmth, sensuality. Someone who looks both practical and spiritual, could be like a yoga teacher or something lol. Flexible feminine body. Comfortable in their own skin. Warm, rich, a bit darker colors. Soothing voice. earth signs, libra
Turn offs: 5 of swords, 8 of cups, 2 of pentacles
Here again I feel like I’m picking up on a specific energy, specific argument even that could be about money. He is more ambitious and wants to earn more and is ready to sacrifice some things while his partners may tend to be more simple, to be ok with having enough, but he wants more.  virgo, saturn, cancer, pisces
ZHANG HAO
Personality: high priestess, 6 of cups, queen of swords
Someone who is a bit mysterious, more introverted, secretive, magnetic, possibly who appears a bit cold on the outside but this would just mean that they have strong boundaries and would only let in someone special. Someone with a lot of depth, a lot of love to give, empathetic, a very calming, soothing healing sort of presence. Very calm. Intelligent, mature and interesting. Very elegant, alluring, feminine. Something untouchable about them. But once in the relationship the love would be very deep, unconditional, familiar, safe, a meaningful relationship. scorpio, saturn, libra, virgo, cancer
Appearance: page of cups, page of pentacles, the lovers
Even though when it comes to personality he is attracted to maturity, when it comes to looks, he likes a cuter, more youthful appearance. Small, round face. Small features, shorter height, petite stature. Someone who has a softness and kindness to their looks, a purity. Someone with a dreamy, artistic, romantic and also safe, calming, natural appearance. I see flowers, stars, very dreamy almost fantasy type of look but it’s also in nature, in a very cozy place. Soft skin. Colorful clothes, purple, pink, green, blue. Creative artistic fashion. Smells good, especially flowery perfumes. pisces, taurus, cancer, mercury, virgo
Turn offs: the magician, 2 of wands, knight of swords
Manipulators, people who are too chatty, the business type of people, always concerned with money, profit, that sort of enterprising spirit. People who are disconnected from their emotions, with no artistic sense, people who are blunt, lacking in empathy, tactless, unable to understand others or care about them, selfish, aggressive, impulsive, fast paced. Overly ambitious people. aquarius, gemini, capricorn, aries
SEOK MATTHEW
Personality: knight of swords, 6 of wands, 9 of swords
He likes people who he can get a strong reaction from. People who are a bit impulsive, easily triggered, whose emotions run high, even people who can worry easily, people who enjoy attention and who are a bit proud. I think it’s because he enjoys teasing them, and he likes when someone responds to him. Someone quick to react, with a rather active mind. Active body too, someone more action oriented. Who enjoys activities and going out. Someone who can be really fun too. He likes this bickering old couple sort of dynamic. aries, leo, gemini, virgo, sagittarius
Appearance: queen of swords, 2 of swords, the tower
Someone quite intimidating, haughty, who could even look a bit mean. When it comes to outer appearance very elegant, sophisticated and stylish. But you can feel passion and even aggression boiling just under the surface. The type who can be an ice queen most of the time and throw big tantrums from time to time. Something a bit explosive about their aura. They are trying to keep it under control but you can feel they are triggered. XD Lots of jewelry and luxurious items. Rather tall or appears tall. Pouty lips, that sort of Bratz doll mouth. aries, leo, libra, scorpio, mars
Turn offs: queen of pentacles, king of swords, the devil
People who are too serious, stoic and controlled, who don’t have any spontaneity. Someone manipulative, who is trying to control him. He wants to pull the strings! XD I don’t think he is so manipulative in an unhealthy way, he is more teasing and funny, but he doesn’t like when it goes the other way around, when someone is like that with him, he wants to be the one in control. Anyone too toxic or unhealthy.  saturn, capricorn, aquarius, pluto, negative scorpio
TAERAE
Personality: 7 of pentacles, 2 of wands, the star
I feel like his idea of relationships is mostly abstract and that he doesn’t really know exactly what he wants right now. But he would prefer to take it slow, so someone patient, observant, who would approach him carefully, he would probably want to feel the spark right away, but start off as friends. Yet he wants this person to be enterprising, to make the first step, to have a certain boldness, even if they would not force the relationship. Someone fun, inspiring, strong, confident, protective, positive who would give him hope and boost his confidence, and care for him, support him all the way. He would prefer his partner to be more experienced and the decision maker.  leo, aquarius, cancer, jupiter
Appearance: page of cups, 9 of cups, the emperor
A soft more masculine sort of appearance, someone who looks very chill, welcoming, kind, but also confident and relaxed. Short hair, big smile. Nice teeth. Relaxed fashion or style. Commanding presence, maybe a more powerful physique. More androgynous in appearance. Soft facial features, full lips, big eyes, tan and soft skin. The color blue, white, turquoise, purple dreamy watery colors.  pisces, taurus, aquarius, cancer
Turn offs: 5 of cups, 10 of cups, king of pentacles
Someone who wants to go too fast, who is too clingy, needy, codependent, he is not ready for a long term stable relationship right now. Maybe he had to turn down people who were very family oriented and traditional and wanted to build something long term with him, but it’s too early for him. So he would prefer someone more light hearted and who wouldn’t want to put any label to the relationship, something more free.  taurus, cancer, pluto, saturn
RICKY
Personality: 4 of wands, 5 of wands, the fool
Cards kept falling down so probably he likes something a bit chaotic! XD Definitely someone very fiesty, fun loving, who likes to party and who laughs a lot, very lively. Someone who is competitive too, hot headed, action oriented, sporty. Energetic, who enjoys a lot of activities. Someone very spontaneous, passionate, and everyday with them feels like a new beginning, never boring. The chemistry is what matters the most, he needs to feel that spark, and he doesn’t mind a bit of drama if it keeps the passion alive.  aries, sagittarius, leo, uranus
Appearance: 6 of pentacles, 6 of wands, 2 of wands
A more practical look, nothing too fancy. He prefers simplicity. Athleisure, mountain look, short hair or hair tied up in a bun, someone who looks like they are used to do things outdoors. Fit sturdy body, tan skin. A more natural look. Confident and mature. A bit fierce looking, strong eyebrows, sharper, stronger features. Warm coppery colors, brown, orange, red. mars, sagittarius, taurus, aries
Turn offs: ace of pentacles, 2 of pentacles, 3 of cups
Someone who is too focused on the practical, always thinking about money, only wants to do things that are useful, productive. Someone who never really loses control. Someone who is greedy and opportunistic. Someone who is a people pleaser. He also wants to feel the passion right away, so someone who appears to friendly lol, he needs that hot passion right off the bat. earth signs, libra, aquarius
GYUVIN
Personality: page of pentacles, the star, the high priestess
Someone very kind, helpful, feminine, soft, caring and practical. More discreet or shy, a bit mysterious. Positive. He could like a bookworm, think Belle from Beauty and the Beast. Someone who is doing their own thing, very compassionate, good with animals, who has a lot of culture and knowledge. Someone who is a bit spiritual or religious as well, who believes that something is looking out for them. Who would give him a lot of hope. A reassuring presence but at the same time someone he’d want to protect. Someone who likes to cuddle. virgo, pisces, cancer, jupiter
Appearance: 5 of cups, 7 of pentacles, queen of swords
Someone who looks a bit distant, melancholic, somber. Who could look a bit cold or even mean on the outside but he would feel that they are a wounded soul. Someone who is more of a loner, who doesn’t talk much, closed off body language. A more traditional asian beauty type, slender, pale skin, classy, long hair, clean looks, elegant, refined. Almond shaped eyes. capricorn, virgo, scorpio,  aquarius
Turn offs: justice, page of wands, the hierophant
Someone who puts a lot of pressure on him, demands that he is perfect, is making all the decisions, is hypercritical, cold, punishing, acts like a parent, a figure of authority or a manager. He also doesn’t like someone either too adventurous, immature or unreliable or either too traditional, controlling, structured, he needs a balance of both.  negative capricorn, sagittarius, saturn, taurus, aquarius
GUNWOOK
Personality: queen of wands, 7 of swords, the high priestess
He could be a bit impressionable and naive in relationships, because he tends to be attracted to tricksters, people who hide their true self or true intentions, who appear to him as very charismatic and over the top, could love bomb him. People with narcissistic tendencies, who could try to gaslight him so they have him under their influence. People who talk a lot of BS, who lie or distort the truth, exaggerate things to make themselves appear more impressive. People who can be domineering and arrogant, who don’t take no for an answer.  negative sagittarius, leo, gemini, cancer, scorpio
Appearance: king of cups, queen of swords, 10 of pentacles
He is easily impressed by status, money or a strong, intimidating aura. Someone who could even look a bit fierce, cold, mean, but who has very magnetic intense eyes. A touch of darkness in their aesthetic. Luxurious brands, jewelry. Could prefer older partners. Someone who looks a bit extravagant or who has a signature sort of look. This could be a specific energy I’ve been picking up for him since the start of the reading.  taurus, capricorn, scorpio
Turn offs: 8 of swords, page of pentacles, 7 of cups
Insecurity, shyness, someone who hides themselves from the world, who is more simple, humble in the way they present themselves and the life they want. Someone outside of the entertainment industry or who isn’t part of the elite. A misfit. Someone insecure who lacks confidence and self sabotage. With the 7 of cups showing up at the end, I feel like this is a clear indication that he is caught up in an illusion. He can’t see what’s behind the splendor of fame, money, luxury…etc. saturn, neptune, uranus
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