#im lucky to get more than fuckin. 5 likes. i think i can count on two hands the amount of times someone has reblogged an oc post of mine
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i just have to face up to the fact that no one gives a shit about your OCs if you cant draw
#like . im a writer i write but no one wants to invest in long walls of text and a short paragraph about some guy they dont know is Nothing#like. it doesnt matter if i post it here on my main thats followed by a ton of mutuals but very few others or on my fandom blogs w/ 10x as#many followers. even when the oc is related to the blog content.#across the board no one gives a shit#and like. i know my closest friends get excited for a minute when i talk about it over discord and its great thank you i love you#but sometimes i just . want to hang on that idea longer than they reasonably will care about it w no develoment#and i try to bring it here#and without fail it just absolutely flops#im lucky to get more than fuckin. 5 likes. i think i can count on two hands the amount of times someone has reblogged an oc post of mine#(outside of me and aforementioned closest friends trading in jokes about our d&d games we play together) IN THE ENTIRE TIME IVE BEEN ON#TUMBLR#its just. noooooooo one gives a shit if its not a picture they can look for 5 seconds and go#if it requires reading to invest. no one bites#its disheartening. idk what to tell you. why should i keep being creative if no ones going to care#im sick of doing it ''just for me''
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Writer ask meme
I was tagged by the flamazing @feedingmyinsomnia <333 and i will tag...if you want!... @perfectpiety @amethyst-fox-jv @ayerlind @sitkowski and anyone else who writes who sees this! but you don’t have to, just feel honored that i tagged you ;)
ao3 name: catmanu!
fandoms: currently writing in the football (as in soccer) rpf fandom, but always have other things on my mind as well.
number of fics: i’ve written SO many in my lifetime and most have never been published anywhere.
fic i spent the most time on: technically “exit right” because it took me like...a year and a half to write it? in terms of like...period of time spent actively writing it’s definitely “trophy boyfriend.”
fic i spent the least amount of time on: either “fly faster!” which i wrote in like, an hour or “jet ski još čeka” which i wrote over the course of a day.
shortest fic: my shortest standalone fic on ao3 is “the world drowned” at 370 words--my ancient shireen baratheon/rickon stark futurefic
most hits / most kudos / most comment threads / most bookmarks / highest total word count: ok im leaving out the drabble collections. omg without even looking i know this is all gonna be fuckin... “captivated” because i’m The arya/jaqen person on ao3 even now. let’s see. most hits: “captivated,” most kudos: “captivated,” most comment threads: “trophy boyfriend,” most bookmarks: “captivated,” highest total word count: “trophy boyfriend.” sigh
favorite fic i wrote: omg i think i made a post like this recently? most recently my favorite fics are “trophy boyfriend,” “5.VII.,” “ça c’est ma dope,” “what we do in the élysée,” “victory rain,” “the heat of it all,” “soy loca con mi tigre,” “chief of the armed forces.” in the past i love all my arya/jaqen stuff so much. i really do love most of what i’ve written that i posted, but these stand out to me. oh, and how could i forget-- “modernity towering in front of the sky.” still slaps tbqh
fic i want to rewrite/expand on: everything i’ve written is its own thing. i don’t usually write things that require a sequel or anything, so there isn’t really anything i can think of?
share a bit of a wip or story idea you’re working on:, ok, so, ahhhh. i post a lot from my current big ass wip “mare liberum,” but another thing i’m agonizing over is my šluka (šime & luka) longfic “we light up the world.” i thought it was going to be a fun little jaunt but it’s killing me because there’s not much of a precedent for it and i honestly have no idea how to write the pov. F in the chat for my pov. but sigh, i’ll stick a bit of it below; read at your own risk...
Tonight there really is a reason for him to be available and he’s had enough rakija on an empty enough stomach (what was the last thing he ate? How come he can’t remember?) to feel like putting his hand on Luka Modrić’s strong heroic leg and leaning into his face till their noses touched just like on Zadar beach and saying…well, he’s not sure what he’d say. But he has to pretend he’s sober because Luka is pretty sober and his whole family is here anyway.
Fuck it! They should have just done the grapes thing!
Šime pulls out his phone and makes Deki a Happy New Year! video instead. It feels really good to talk to Dejan, even if he can’t talk back.
He gets an idea in the middle of this. “Hey, look,” he says to his phone. “Look who’s here with me. Wait for it…wait for it…HEY…CAPTAIN!”
At least Luka looks happy to see him, and that makes him feel warm all over, warmer than you get from drinking alone. He turns away from Vanja. “What’s up?”
“Wanna say hi to Dejan with me? Say hi, Captain Luka.”
Luka smirks. “Are you two live? I don’t want to be in any of your lives.”
Šime clutches his heart. “Did you hear that, Deki? Our captain doesn’t like our lajjjjjjvs. Think we should—mutiny.”
Suddenly Luka’s bony chin lands on Šime’s shoulder. “Happy New Year!” he yells in Šime’s ear. Šime doesn’t really mind. “Are you back in Croatia? How many times have you bullied Davor this—oh, you’re not live.” He ruffles Šime’s curls. Dejan’s not going to be too thrilled about that, but considering he and Šime are both, well, married—and not to each other—Šime figures he can’t reasonably complain about someone else touching his ljubavi’s hair. And he’ll tell Deki that if he does. “You should have told me. I feel stupid.” He winks.
“Well...you said you didn’t want to be in any of our lajjjjjjvs,” Šime sings. “So, now you’re not. See?” He sticks his tongue out at his video for Deki. “C’mon, brate, I’ll show you who else is here.” He moves away from Luka quickly. Just in case.
He isn’t sure how much time has passed, but he’s definitely helped himself to another drink or two or more than two, and suddenly Luka has appeared next to him. His hair looks so soft and fluffy and beautiful and Šime just wants--really, really wants to take Luka in his arms and put his nose in his hair and just hold him for a long time. Rest his head on top of Luka’s head, maybe. Whisper we’re so lucky to have you. Please don’t ever retire, play until your bones turn to dust. Please don’t leave.
“Hey, do you want a ride home?” Luka asks. All of a sudden he puts his arm around Šime and Šime pinches his leg pretty hard to make sure this is real. Luka’s arms are—tricky. When you first see them, you don’t realize how strong they are. But when you feel them, you know. And when one of them is wrapping around your shoulders like a big, heavy snake, you really know. “I don’t know how you got here, but you shouldn’t get home that way.”
Šime snorts. “Thanks, Mom. Since when do you care…I’ve seen you way more drunk than I am right now.”
Luka is playing with the ends of his hair. Why is Luka playing with the ends of his hair? He pinches his leg again and it stings a little, but, is he dreaming that he’s pinching himself? Did someone put something in the rakija? He stares around the room wildly for a second, wondering who in there’s trying to get him in bed. “Yeah, but I had people to take care of me, then,” Luka says. “Even if people was just you and Domo holding my legs.”
“Mmmmm,” Šime agrees, remembering much more about those days than just that.
“But especially you. You always look out for me when I get like…” Luka gives him a wet kiss on the forehead and lets go of his shoulders. “So let us drive you back.”
“Uhhhh.��� Šime stares at Luka till his eyes cross. Wow, he’s definitely more drunk than he thought he was. “Okay,” he says.
Sofia is asleep by the time they leave. Vanja carries her to the car. Their older two’s eyes are closing as they walk, so Luka holds their hands. Šime walks a few steps behind them, feeling kind of like the family dog. It’s not too late to call an Uber, right?. He really should just call an Uber. He will, actually. He pulls out his phone only to realize that making Dejan a video had used up all the battery.
“Go on, sit in the front. Come on.” Šime blinks. Vanja is smiling at him.
“No, that’s...You should sit next to Luka. I’m totally cool with sitting with the kids! They’re all so awesome.”
“They’re all so asleep,” Vanja says. Šime peeks into the car. In the back, Ivano and Ema have already passed out. “Take the front. You’re our guest.”
Šime flops into the passenger seat. He doesn’t want to be rude to Vanja, or make anything even more awkward. But it’s just that up here Luka’s cologne smells so strong and it would be so easy to reach over and just touch him while telling him he still thinks about being a Zadar kid with him just about every week. And he’s so bad at resisting temptation when he’s drunk. Mmmmm, my sinner, Dejan would say sometimes. My beautiful sinful sinner, God, my beautiful perfect—
“Hey, got a playlist?” he asks quickly. If he gets hard thinking about Deki this won’t get any less weird. “How about some Marice, mariceeeeee--”
“I wish,” Luka says. “But the kids…” Šime watches how the streetlights light up all the interesting angles of his face. “Once they’re asleep, you’ll do anything to make sure they stay asleep. You know how that goes.”
Šime swallows around the guilty lump that’s suddenly appeared in his throat and he nods. He keeps his eyes fixed on Luka’s face. Each time a car’s headlights flash across it, it changes. Sometimes he looks much younger than he is. And sometimes he looks…older than 34. Like an eternal captain, like he’ll somehow be Šime’s leader forever even after he retires.
“Luka, stop talking to him,” Vanja says from behind him. “He looks about as exhausted as the kids.”
“What? That’s like asking me to stop playing football,” Luka says. “I could never stop talking to Šime.” And keeping his eyes on the road, he takes one hand off the wheel to rest it on Šime’s leg. “We go way back. Zadar kids and all.”
Suddenly words are hard. “We, uhhh—yeah. It’s not like I knew you back in the day. We don’t go back that f--that--we…”
“What did I say?” Vanja said. “Your best right-back’s falling asleep.”
“No, ‘m…’m not, I…” And Luka is gently squeezing his knee, and--
“Maybe help him get inside,” Vanja is saying. Šime blinks. Somehow they’re back at his place and he has no idea how it happened.
“Hey, did I snore? Did I talk in my sleep or something?”
“Nope,” Vanja says. “I hate to say it, Šime, but you’re pretty boring when you sleep.”
“Oh?” He yawns. What is he, an old man all of a sudden? A few drinks and this is what happens to him? “Dejan says I’m cudd--”
“Okayyyy, out,” Luka says. He’s totally covering up a laugh. Shit! “That’s a good idea, Vanja. I’ll get him inside. Can’t lose a defender, right?”
Šime says goodnight to Vanja, who now definitely knows he and Deki are fucking, but she’s a pretty chill person, so it really could be worse. His legs wobble underneath him, and he bumps into the warm hood of the car.
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2018 retrospective...sorta
so since 2018 is closing i thought i’d do what tumblr was made for and just make a blog post expressing my thoughts of this year n stuff..
(my christmas tree >:D)
this blog was made early this year, around January. It’s only been a year! its crazy, really. the amount of support and attention this blog has garnered in such a short time is astounding and very new to me....honestly thank you!
i have to say, making this blog has been one of my best life choice. really! ive never met so many nice people before, met so many new friends and have my art shared around and have had a place where i feel like i matter. i hope that doesnt come off a narcissistic in any way ^^’‘ but truly, for once i feel like i have some solid purpose...like there are actually people who look forward to my stuff and care! 2017 was a really dark time for me and 2018 was still not an easy year for me. but, improving my habits and having so many positive people around me really kept me up. i know that even in 2019 i will still have moments where depression gets the best of me and i will still struggle with staying alive, but it has gotten considerably better and that does mean a lot to me.
even if it is stressful and scary sometimes, i am so glad that theres so many people in the community. its the closest ive felt to an online community...its like everyone knows each other and i love it.
of course, all of this is because of eddsworld existing at all. its stupid but that cartoon really saved my life. it taught me some really important lessons that i desperately needed to know that honestly made my life so much better. it got me back into animating and helped me meet this community. and of course, i always value edd himself and his other works, even more so than his cartoon. even if i get extremely upset thinking about the fact he may be gone now, i still love & respect him and i dont think thatll change.
ive changed a lot over this year i think, and i hope to be a more positive and open minded person in 2019!
also, a personal thanks to those ive talked to this year...those who contacted me through DMs, or on discord, or even just sent an ask. ive loved talking to each and every person. i love everyones different personalities and have enjoyed every moment of talking with them (and many, many of them make me giggle and smile)
also also personal thanks to those who just exist & create in the community, and those who leave nice tags on my art...i read the tags, trust me! i smile and giggle at the tags i see, some make me think and some give me ideas, some have even given me inside jokes with my friends! (to the person who once said on my old loss.jpg post: “op im coming for your skin.” i did not forget)
also also ALSO a more personal thanks to snowgem, holly, and xdipp.
idk the chance theyll all see this but snowgem has been incredibly kind and fun to talk to, if even just a little bit. we dont talk much but i always love her posts and try to comment as much as i can.
i feel like i dont say it enough but i really do appreciate xdipp for as much as i poke fun at him. i cant really put it into words but hes seriously made me laugh so many times i cant count and hes made me so genuinely happy and im just so lucky to know him.
holly is my best friend and has been for 5 fuckin years. she is literally the only reason im alive bc shes saved me multiple times. idk what id do without her. nobody has made me laugh so much or made me so happy. i literally cry thinking about how much she means to me and i hope she knows she is my best friend and even with her flaws and all the disagreements and stuff in the past i never want anybody else to take her place.
im hoping for 2019 to be a good year for everyone. i want to do everything in my power to be nice and give back to the planet & humans. the world is a wonderful place and amazing people out there, and youre an example of that!!!
happy 2019!
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Fly Me to the Moon :: Ch 7
Genre: Pure fluff crack
Word Count: 1,369
Pair: Yoongi x Jimin
Collaborated with @tayvengeance
Chapters: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
“CHEER UP THIS SAD, EMO BOY!”
02-222-3333
Jimin stared at the note on the bathroom wall for a solid 5 minutes before he pulled out his phone and typed in the number.
authors note: we do not own any of the pictures, for better formatting so it’s more comfortable to read, check it out on AO3!
AO3 link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/14944508/chapters/36107328
Twitters:
Tae’s
Sujin’s
<3 - Tae & sujin
Chat With Mochi_Moves:
2016.02.12
15:30
Mochi_Moves:
hey
sugar lips
c:
SUGA:
hey baby boy
do you even like it when I call you that?
I’ve never asked.
Mochi_Moves:
You can call me anything you like
but if you ever call me butterbean
i swear we’re ending this right here and now
SUGA:
why the fuck would I call you butterbean
what the fuck does that even mean?
butter doesn’t come from beans.
Mochi_Moves:
i’ve heard couples say it
(believe it or not)
i think i gagged a couple of times
SUGA:
not this fucking couple.
we’re classy.
I just send you one of these
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHIKf0f9E40
and I 100% know I got u.
Mochi_Moves:
and this is why i love you
my oojy coojy woojy moojy poo-poo
SUGA:
WHAT IN FUCK.
Mochi_Moves:
what’s wrong honey bunny buckles?
SUGA:
hi I don’t appreciate this name experimentation
you got going on
keep sugar lips
pls
im begging u
Mochi_Moves:
sure thing sugar lips
it suits you best anyhow
SUGA:
:)
wow I love you
:) :) :) :)
so Valentines day is a shit fest holiday but it’s coming up
in like 2 days, and we’re dating.
So like were you expecting anything that day?
Mochi_Movies:
well
i mean
i was thinking of spending valentines day
as a pre-date
for our 3 month anniversary c:
it’s back to back
and i’m planning the big night this time
SUGA:
[:
whatcha planning, love?
Mochi_Moves:
i’ll tell you when the day gets closer
it’s still in the works
c:
SUGA:
Well
if you want
on valentines
we could get a hotel room
and spend the day alone together
Mochi_Moves:
should i
should i bring a polaroid camera?
SUGA:
;)
we might use it
Mochi_Moves:
alright, i’ll bring it c;
SUGA:
This is me on my way to make a reservation at the
Lotte hotel around here
Mochi_Moves:
wow, look at my man
i love him so much???
be careful with those good looks
someone can easily snatch you away
:c
SUGA:
But how can someone snatch my heart
when you already have it
Mochi_Moves:
what country did i save in my past life to get myself a man like this
SUGA:
Weren’t you Mother Teresa?
Joan of Arc?
Gandhi?
any of those lives could have landed you me in this one
;)
Mochi_Moves:
don’T MAKE ME CRY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DANCE ROOM MIN YOONGI
SUGA:
I LOVE YOU
:D
Mochi_Moves:
you’re lucky everyone else is grabbing food rn
SUGA:
oh you look delicious
wow
Mochi_Moves:
I know
i’m a full course meal that gets served at the queen’s palace
made by the most skilled italian chefs
c:
SUGA:
damn right you are
wow
and I get you all to myself.
I’m spoiled rotten
how did I deserve such a royal meal?
Mochi_Moves:
that’s just what we do
spoil each other rotten
i love it c:
SUGA:
Baby all I want to do is spoil you rotten
What do you want? I’ll get you anything you want
for valentines day
Mochi_Moves:
actually, i don’t really want anything
i already have everything i want
as disgustingly cliche as that sounds
it’s 100% true
SUGA:
well then i guess the only package you get to unwrap is mine
;)
Mochi_Moves:
SUGA:
OH MY GOD
I WAS JUST JOKING
Mochi_Moves:
but
i wasn’t
SUGA:
………
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHIKf0f9E40
Mochi_Moves:
c:
start running to that hotel sugar lips
SUGA:
tsk tsk, too impatient, Jiminnie.
gotta build up to the moment.
Mochi_Moves:
ahh
ill try
c;
SUGA:
come with me to book this fucking room
…
and let me kiss you~
Mochi_Moves:
hmm
i guess the dance team can live without me for a few hours
give me 10 minutes
<3
SUGA:
Who said I’d let you go back to dance practice
;)
Mochi_Moves:
oh
OH
well by all means
i’m calling out sick
hoseok hyung can deal
and make that 5 minutes
c :
SUGA:
You’re so damn easy to please
i love it
yes
come to your favourite hyung~
Mochi_Moves:
actually make that 10 minutes
i need a coffee
wouldnt want me to fall asleep on you now would you?
can i grab anything for my sugar lips?
SUGA:
you know what I like :)
Mochi_Moves:
yes i know i know you’d like me
but what about something to /drink/
SUGA:
you can grab me a glass
because you’re the hydrating drink of water
that I’ve been craving all day
;)
Mochi_Moves:
oh my god
tall black coffee it is
and probably a condom
if that lust doesnt chill
SUGA:
I was gonna save the sex for valentines
but if you really want
;) ;) ;) ;)
Mochi_Moves:
mm
the condoms gonna be on hold
its gotta be special like you said
it can wait c:
SUGA:
good.
also
should there be music?
is there a song you wanna have sex to?
have you ever thought about this Jimin?
Mochi_Moves:
music??
but dont people always say that the voices alone
are music to their ears??
or was that just straight up poetic
SUGA:
I mean
in my dreams
when you moan my name
it puts fucking Bach to shame
Mochi_Moves:
oh my gOD
SUGA:
So is that a no on the music?
Mochi_Moves:
what about a piece with your piano?
id love nothing more than something of yours
what about
first love?
SUGA:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JyHaRCMbx6A
what about this piece Namjoon filmed for class once
It’s called I Need U
Mochi_Moves:
wow
look at my beautiful man playing a beautiful song
i love it
its perfect
SUGA:
HAVE I NOT SHOWN YOU THIS VIDEO?
Mochi_Moves:
NO CLEARLY NOT
WHAT KIND OF BOYFRIEND ARE YOU
SUGA:
We filmed it that one day I had re-bleached my hair
before I dyed it silver
Because he said I looked like all innocent in all white
but
I Need U
yeah
I kinda wrote it
with you in mind
there’s no lyrics or anything
but the song is about idk
i guess how you help me live my best life?
Not to sound emo or anything
but
It’s like I need you because my crippling depression and
anxiety will take hold of me and you kinda ground me?
Idk I put a lot of emotional weight on you.
I’m sorry
but I’ve never been able to love like this before.
So yeah, another song for you.
How many songs have I made for you now?
Mochi_Moves:
Min Yoongi
never apologize for writing songs
if it expresses yourself better
and makes you happier
in fact
keep writing more
write as many as your heart desires
because shamelessly
i love it when you write songs about me
c:
SUGA:
Jiminnie
i’ll write you an album
20 songs
all 5 minutes long
no
2 albums
fuck, as many as it takes
I’ll write you songs until I physically can’t write anymore
Mochi_Moves:
for every song you write
i’ll create a choreography for it
just for you
SUGA:
Power couple.
that’s us.
Mochi_Moves:
just your typical disgustingly cute and Gay™ couple
SUGA:
so uh…
not to break up this charming conversation
because it is
and i love you
but
how’s that coffee coming along?
Mochi_Moves:
its tall (unlike you)
and hot
c:
SUGA:
*and hot (like you)
I think that’s what you meant
Mochi_Moves:
yes of course
i’d figure you knew
so i didn’t need to remind you
the tall fact
however
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
SUGA:
yah
you’re the same fuckin height
shut your beautiful mouth
Mochi_Moves:
dont tell me how to live my life
SUGA:
It’s been like 11 minutes
where is my chim chim
:(
I need u baby
and that coffee
but mostly you
Chim Chiminnie
Chim Chiminnie
Chim Chim Cherrie
Yoongi’s as lucky as lucky can beeeee
Chim Chiminnie
Chim Chiminnie
Chim Chim Cheroo
I don’t know the rest of the song
but I sure do love you~
Mochi_Moves:
sorry
i ran into kookie on the way
did you just sing mary poppins??
anyway where are you
im at the hotel
but i cant find you
:c
theres just a bunch of tall business men here
and one short guy
oh wait
there you are!
SUGA:
fuck you
I’m inside
Mochi_Moves:
c:
#fly me to the moon#personal#bts#bts imagine#bts scenarios#bts fanfic#bangtan boys#bangtan fic#bangtan fanfic#yoongi#jimin#suga#hobi#hoseok#namjoon#rm#v#taehyung#jin#seokjin#jungkook#yoonmin#fluff#fluffy crack
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Get To Know Me
Tagged by @saigems bitch!!!!!!! thenk u
Nicknames: none rly?? i think ppl have called me riles before but i dont rly notice stuff like that
Zodiac: capricorn but i have recently learned that there is a lot more to astrology than i previously thought
Height: 5′7″
Time: 3:32 pm
Favourite band/artist: i rly love goose house!!!! i found them through this song (silver spoon ed2) & now im subscribed to their yt bc their acoustic stuff is. so pretty (plus theyre all talented af??? like jeez)
Song stuck in my head: hm yesterday it was the first food wars op (im sorry im such an anime-loving fuck i dont listen to any other music anymore)
Last movie I saw: incredibles 2
Last thing I googled: i dont remember............... it was some word i was checking the definition for???
Other blogs: @musicaltincan is my art blog, for art, and @novembergolf is my music blog, but i post there so rarely that i always just reblog it here anyway so follow there if u like to see the same post twice every time
Do I get asks: yea sometimes but im always so weird abt it i feel like i scare ppl off hffhhgjhj
Why I chose this username: lets just say i was a little too into gmod murder at the time
Following: 321 jeez
Average amount of sleep: ideally at least 9 but usually more like 6-8 (so..... 7)
Lucky number: does a lucky time count? bc thats 11:10
What I’m wearing: just like, jeans & a tank top (if u ever see me wearin anything else thats not me)
Dream job: idk, something that involves me telling a story in some way & ppl bein interested in it
Dream trip: i dont knoooo
Favourite food: ok i didnt say this last time but like. rice w/ some kinda sauced meat + mother Fuckin BROCCOLI!!!!!!! when the rice & broccoli soak up that sauce bitchhchv
Play any instruments?: piano my love, my big loud gf
Eye colour: brown
Hair colour: brown
Languages you can speak: english only
Most iconic song: all star by smash mouth
Random fact: i fuckin love high speed, possibly more than free, bc im a dramatic bitch & these books r dramatic af i wish theyd write more
Describe yourself as aesthetic things: those black n white photos of urban streets w/ trash all over the place, some kind of high quality n professionally lit photo of just An Egg (it would look super artsy n shit, the cleanest egg photo u ever saw), some of those anime aesthetic posts bc im a huge weeb now, and lastly old art u did as a kid sitting in a dusty box in the attic that ur parents kept all these years bc im a dirty nostalgic fuck
Tagging: since i just did one of these the other day i dont wanna like annoy all the same ppl so ill just forgo it this time but like if u wanna then do it n say i tagged u. i kno thats such a cop out answer but fuck man
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Answer all the get to know me questions :)
oh jeez tht’s so many I’m sorry u all have to scroll past this but I’ll do it for u anon
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
I genuinely don’t even remember my hands r lonely
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
SO SHY3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
my familyyyy & best friend when I go home for spring break :)4. Are you easy to get along with?
yah man I’m chill with everyone5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
yes ! (I hope)6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
I like ppl who are genuine & kind!7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
nooooo (I wish but no)8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
this boy I’ve been talking to on & off cause he wants to see me when I come home :)) 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
not usually I guess it depends who it’s with tho10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
my friend paulina last night at 2am after getting back from a party lol11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“yah girl what’s up”12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
quixoticelixer- red hot chili peppers
hello euphoria- turnover
all my friends- knocked loose
hurt- trophy eyes
control- citizen 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
UH HUHHH 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
I mean this is an interesting question bc in the universe things happen that seem lucky or miraculous but are just due to chance so in a way yes, but NO15. What good thing happened this summer?
I met my family in honduras for the first time & they were so amazing16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
ooooh this questions fun idk maybe!17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
ABSOLUTELY18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
nope19. Do you like bubble baths?
hell yah soak me up 20. Do you like your neighbors?
my across the hall neighbors in my dorm building are mean21. What are you bad habits?
NEVER LEAVING MY BED22. Where would you like to travel?
alaskaaaaa I wanna hike around denali 23. Do you have trust issues?
a little24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
GOING THE FUCK TO SLEEP25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
all26. What do you do when you wake up?
sigh rlly dramatically27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
I wish I had pretty pale skin, but I like being tan too! so both28. Who are you most comfortable around?
my little sister29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
nope30. Do you ever want to get married?
OH YES SO BAD31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
yes!32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Harry Styles for sure, Awsten Knight from waterparks is also v dreamy33. Spell your name with your chin.
L.JCYH (mood) 34. Do you play sports? What sports?
I used to be a cheerleader !! (I competed so miss me with that not a sport shit) 35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
OH YES37. What do you say during awkward silences?
I don’t break awkward silences bc IM AWKWARD38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
someone smart! also just someone who can be chill all the time I hate fights & pettiness so like idk just be chill39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
I luv going into furniture & decor shops like home goods or kirklands lol 40. What do you want to do after high school?
I’m in college rn studying to be a conservation biologist!
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
no some people are genuinely bad42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
usually nothing bc I’m always quiet lol43. Do you smile at strangers?
yeah sometimes!44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
space 100%, I wanna see the earth from outer space I think that would be the most life changing experience!!45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
fuckin class I need to earn my degree46. What are you paranoid about?
never finding the love of my life 47. Have you ever been high?
yah like once lol48. Have you ever been drunk?
oh yeah49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
nah50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
grey!51. Ever wished you were someone else?
every FUCKING day52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
one thing?53. Favourite makeup brand?
I dont rlly have one! but I guess I use a lot of it cosmetics 54. Favourite store?
there’s this record store called the sound garden & I used to go to it in baltimore all the time cause I live like an hour from there, THEN I FOUND OUR THEIR OTHER LOCATION IS IN SYRACUSE WHERE I GO TO SCHOOL so like idk I love that store cause it’s my lil home connection
55. Favourite blog?
too many! ily all56. Favourite colour?
green :)57. Favourite food?
MAC & CHEESE TILL I DIE58. Last thing you ate?
toaster waffles I didn’t even toast I just microwaved bc I’m lazy59. First thing you ate this morning?
the toaster waffles60. Ever won a competition? For what?
yeah I’ve won a photography contest & a poetry contest, and I got second in an art show for my dorm lol61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
I was suspended in the 6th grade for telling a boy I wanted to punch him in the face lmaoooo 62. Been arrested? For what?
nooo63. Ever been in love?
I don’t think so 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
fucking awful cause it was new years eve so I knew it was coming but I didn’t rlly want to, so the nerves just built & built the whole night so yeah not good not good at all65. Are you hungry right now?
nahh66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
ya’ll don’t talk to me (the ones that do I luv u)67. Facebook or Twitter?
twitter68. Twitter or Tumblr?
both!69. Are you watching tv right now?
no70. Names of your bestfriends?
maddie & brandon71. Craving something? What?
affection always72. What colour are your towels?
blue72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
373. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
nah74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
I don’t think I have any anymore75. Favourite animal?
BEARS I WANT A BEAR TATTOOED ON ME RN76. What colour is your underwear?
dark grey77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
cookie dough every time79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
black 80. What colour pants?
no pants! all day long!81. Favourite tv show?
friends is one of my faves, but I also rlly love rick & morty which is a lil embarrassing but it’s the best
82. Favourite movie?
ya know I don’t rlly have a fav movie83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
mean girls84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
mean girls85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
the goth bitch janis 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
crush the sea turtle is the best character87. First person you talked to today?
a BOYyyyy who I’m rlly into 88. Last person you talked to today?
my friend paulina!89. Name a person you hate?
lol this girl me & my friend just started going out with, she’s so awful & we’re trying to figure out how to cut her off without being mean :/ 90. Name a person you love?
my parents91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
myself?92. In a fight with someone?
nope93. How many sweatpants do you have?
I have like 5 pairs 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
TOO MANy95. Last movie you watched?
I watched nerve but I didn’t rlly like it lol96. Favourite actress?
¯\_(ツ)_/¯97. Favourite actor?
¯\_(ツ)_/¯98. Do you tan a lot?
not rlly but I tan easily so I don’t have to99. Have any pets?
I HAVE 3 CATS & THEY’RE ANGELS100. How are you feeling?
sleepyyyy101. Do you type fast?
yah 102. Do you regret anything from your past?
yes103. Can you spell well?
I tell myself I can but actually probably not104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
yeah my friend from last year who I kinda drifted apart from I miss her a lot105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
yeah106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
yes whoops 107. Have you ever been on a horse?
YEAH I LOVE TRAIL RIDES 108. What should you be doing?
writing my speech for my public presentations class & studying lol109. Is something irritating you right now?
no110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
yeah 111. Do you have trust issues?
a little112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I mean my friend emily but I was laugh crying113. What was your childhood nickname?
my friends in middle school called me Lulu lmaooo 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
yeah I go to school out of state!115. Do you play the Wii?
no I used to tho116. Are you listening to music right now?
yah dude listening to being as an ocean rn 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
yup118. Do you like Chinese food?
I fuckin LOVEEE chinese
119. Favourite book?
idk I haven’t read for pleasure in a rlly long time 120. Are you afraid of the dark?
yes lol121. Are you mean?
no I try to be kind as fuck122. Is cheating ever okay?
noooOoOooo123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
nOOOOOOO124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
NOOOOOOOOOO125. Do you believe in true love?
yah I want to126. Are you currently bored?
yesssss127. What makes you happy?
sunday phone calls with my parents128. Would you change your name?
nah my names pretty unique I’ve never rlly met another Lucy 129. What your zodiac sign?
leo!130. Do you like subway?
yah subways dank131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
uhhhhhhh idk that’d be weird132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
my friend Paulina 133. Favourite lyrics right now?
”when I sit alone come get a little known but I need more than myself this time”
snow by rhcp is like one of my fav songs of all time & I just love that line idk 134. Can you count to one million?
who would ever135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
I DON’T LIE TO PPL BITCH136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
closed ew wtf who sleeps with their door open137. How tall are you?
4′10138. Curly or Straight hair?
curlyyyy139. Brunette or Blonde?
brunette140. Summer or Winter?
summer absolutely141. Night or Day?
BOTH 142. Favourite month?
I like may cause the weather is nice & also I get to go homeee143. Are you a vegetarian?
no I’ve given up meat for a while tho & it wasn’t bad! also I eat vegan some days just bc I like doing it but I love mac & cheese too much for that shit (I know vegan mac & cheese exists but easy mac) 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
milk145. Tea or Coffee?
tea146. Was today a good day?
I didn’t leave my bed so yah147. Mars or Snickers?
snickers148. What’s your favourite quote?
anything carl sagan has said ever I fucking love him but one of my faves is from pale blue dot that says
”The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot.”149. Do you believe in ghosts?
idk I’ve never had a ghost experience but I like the idea of it so sure150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
“The plant cell typically consists of a more or less rigid cellwall and a protoplast.”
It’s the textbook for my plant evolution class lmaooo
tht deadass just took me so long lol thanks for occupying me for like an hour
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ABOUT ME SURVEY
i’ve decided to complete this about me survey to let my followers know a bit more about me!!!! (if any of yall care anyway LOL) but feel free to do this for yourself i just got this online somewhere!!
1. What is you middle name? Elizabeth
2. What is your zodiac sign? Libra
3. What is your favorite color? Orange
4. What’s your lucky number? i don’t got one
5. Do you have any pets? nope
6. Where are you from? right here in good ol michigan
7. How tall are you? 5′4″
8. What shoe size are you? 8.5
9. How many pairs of shoes do you own? at least forty. that’s how many i had last time i counted. i’m a shoe maniac
10. What was your last dream about? i can’t remember the one i had last night. i think it was about my hairdresser making pie and cookies or something weird like that.
11. What talents do you have? i play a bit of guitar, used to play trumpet for 6 years. i can sing pretty okay, as well as draw mediocrely
12. Are you psychic in any way? i read tarot cards
IDK WHERE 13 THRU 14 WENT DONT LOOK AT ME
15. Favorite song? right now it’s the last of the real ones by fall out boy!!
16. Favorite movie? drive, the nice guys, superbad, sex drive, silence of the lambs, hellraiser, uhhhh that’s it
17. Who would be your ideal partner? uhmmmmmmm at this point. MYSELF
18. Do you want children? not my own
19. Do you want a church wedding? nooooooooooooo
20. Are you religious? no
21. Have you ever been to the hospital? hasn’t everyone?
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? nope. knock on wood pls
23. Have you ever met any celebrities? nope nope nope justin bieber was in central park one time when i was though aaaaaand emma roberts&evan peters were seeing a show on broadway like a block down from where i was seeing a show on broadway at the same time. RIP
24. Baths or showers? Showers only please
25. What color socks are you wearing? grey and green but normally i HATE SocKS
26. Have you ever been famous? No
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? Nope
28. What type of music do you like? Everything except country really
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? No
30. How many pillows do you sleep with? One under my head and my body pillow
31. What position do you usually sleep in? On my right side
32. How big is your house? it’s a condo and its small af
33. What do you typically have for breakfast? depends on the day but i always have breakfast. yogurt, cereal, bagel, etc
34. Have you ever fired a gun? no
35. Have you ever tried archery? no, want to
36. Favorite clean word? aesthetically i like the word “iridescent”
37. Favorite swear word? Fuck
38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? maybe 24 hours
39. Do you have any scars? Yes from my surgery
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? uh no
41. Are you a good liar? Yes
42. Are you a good judge of character? Yes
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? i can do an australian accent sometimes. sometimes a german one. and sometimes french.
44. Do you have a strong accent? a strong midwestern accent
45. What is your favorite accent? i like the one i have
46. What is your personality type? INFP? i think
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? yall gonna fuckin steal it if i say. jk probably my micheal kors coat.
48. Can you curl your tongue? no
49. Are you an innie or an outie? Innie
50. Left or right handed? Right handed
51. Are you scared of spiders? Only the poisonous ones
52. Favorite food? chicken
53. Favorite foreign food? sushi or mediterranean/middle eastern garlic chicken
54. Are you a clean or messy person? i’m clean but cluttered as i say
55. Most used phrased? RIP
56. Most used word? i tend to say “like” a lot
57. How long does it take for you to get ready? depends on the situation. i can be ready in 5 minutes or 3 hours.
58. Do you have much of an ego? yeahhhhhhh...............
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? Suck
60. Do you talk to yourself? Yes
61. Do you sing to yourself? Yes
62. Are you a good singer? I’m not that bad. like. okayish. some songs i can do pretty well
63. Biggest Fear? drowning probably. or small spaces
64. Are you a gossip? hmmyeahhhh
65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? CLOSER!
66. Do you like long or short hair? longgggg
67. Can you name all 50 states of America? and their capitals
68. Favorite school subject? i loved anatomy&physiology
69. Extrovert or Introvert? Introvert
70. Have you ever been scuba diving? No i can’t fucking swim i’ll die
71. What makes you nervous? meeting new people
72. Are you scared of the dark? hell yeah tf
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? Sometimes depending the situation and who it is
74. Are you ticklish? Yes
75. Have you ever started a rumor? not intentionally
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? uh no
77. Have you ever drank underage? Yes
78. Have you ever done drugs? yea not anymore
79. Who was your first real crush? this kid in my class in middle school like everyone probably lmao
80. How many piercings do you have? my ears only
81. Can you roll your Rs? yes
82. How fast can you type? i used to do like 100 a while ago but i’ve slowed to like 75 or 80
83. How fast can you run? Im lazy i don’t run
84. What color is your hair? natural blonde here but its GREEN
85. What color is your eyes? greeeeeeeennnn
86. What are you allergic to? fucking BEES, POLLEN, and CATS
87. Do you keep a journal? i used to
88. What do your parents do? dad’s a machinist mom works on trains
89. Do you like your age? Yes
90. What makes you angry? everything
91. Do you like your own name? i used to hate it but i’m ok with it now
92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? uh no because i don’t anticipate having biological children.
93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? doesn’t matter.
94. What are you strengths? uhmmmmmmmmmmmm im stubborn so sometimes thats good
95. What are your weaknesses? i can get emotional quite a bit
96. How did you get your name? i was named after Erin from the Waltons cuz my parents loved that show
97. Were your ancestors royalty? nope
99. Color of your bedspread? uhmmmmmm blue
100. Color of your room? purple
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Cat & Mouse (Roman Reigns): Chapter 3
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
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Warnings: idk, none really? Asshole!Roman(i guess?), p much smut free im sorry ): there’s one bit that gets a lil gay w/ Lyra and Naomi, that’s all I can think of tbh. I swear tho, next chapter we will get Roman/Lyra smut. RN they’s just gettin ready to go clubbing
Word Count: 1960
A/N: We finally get the Bloodline together, bless, but also i feel like i royally fucked their characters up so like please dont judge me too hard (but if you got any pointers or like corrections feel free to let me know).
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As she lay in her bed, she scrolled through her phone one last time to check what had interrupted them, only to find that it was a spam email. Muttering to herself in annoyance, she silenced her phone and set it down on the nightstand before pulling the covers up around her. If there was such a thing as angry sleep, that’s what she was going to be doing that night.
It was well past noon when Lyra finally stirred from her slumber; Roman had let her sleep in. Yawning, and stretching, she slowly got out of bed and made her way to the bathroom to brush her teeth and wash up.
She groaned to herself when she saw the little bruises that trailed across her neck, courtesy of Roman. Good thing the weather’s kinda chilly today, she thought to herself, there’s no way I can cover that up with makeup, I’ll have to use a scarf.
She took her time getting ready, pulling on a pair of black jeans and a white shirt that had a quote from Game of Thrones on it; that show was one of the many things Lyra and Roman bonded over, and the shirt was a Christmas gift from him.
She sent Naomi a text, asking her if she wanted to get lunch before heading over to the venue. While waiting for a reply, Lyra put on a little green eyeshadow, eyeliner, and some dark pink lipstick. She was wrapping a dark green scarf around her throat when Naomi finally replied.
Naomi: I’m down for some pizza, the boys will be coming along though. You mad enough to skip out on pizza or nah?
Lyra: I’ll be damned if I let HIM stop me from getting pizza 🙄
Naomi: That’s the spirit 😂 I’ll meet you in the lobby in 15? Bring your bags, might as well check out now
Lyra: 😂 Yeah sounds good, I’ll see you downstairs
Slipping her phone into her back pocket, she packed away all the things she’d used. Roman had already taken his stuff down, she assumed, earlier in the day. She pulled on her boots and did one last sweep of the room to make sure that neither her nor Roman left anything behind.
Lugging her bags along, she made her way down to the lobby to check out. She’d just finished up with the receptionist when Naomi and Jimmy walked in through the entrance. Lyra walked over, giving them both a hug before they started walking to the parking lot.
“G'morning, sleeping beauty,” Jimmy teased, earning a dirty look from her, and a jab in his ribs from Naomi. “Ow, baby, what was that for?”
“Leave my girl alone, you didn’t even get up today until I started-,” Lyra was chuckling as Jimmy stopped Naomi with a hand over her mouth. Naomi knocked his hand away, glaring up her mate.
“Baaabe, c'mon, don’t do me like that,” he grumbled as they arrived at the car.
“You’ll be lucky if I do you at all, tonight,” she joked, getting into the backseat; Lyra tried not to laugh when Jimmy gave his mate a slightly panicked look. Lyra shoved her bags into the back then joined her friend in the backseat as Jimmy started the car.
“Aren’t we waiting for Jey and Roman?” She questioned.
“Nah they’re already there, probably eating half the pizzas,” Jimmy replied as drove them out of the lot.
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They walked into the restaurant ten minutes later to find Roman and Jey sitting at a table, digging into a pizza each.
“Told ya they’d be gettin a head start on the pizzas,” Jimmy grumbled as he sat next to Roman, swiping a slice from his pizza, making the older Alpha growl. Jimmy simply rolled his eyes in response, and told his cousin to shove it.
Lyra decided to pretend that nothing happened the night before as she sat next to Jey, Naomi squeezing a chair in next to her. Roman eyed her for a moment, she could’ve sworn a slight smirk flashed across his face when his gaze landed on the scarf around her neck.
It took every ounce of her will power to not glare at him, she was still a little pissy about being sent to bed like a child.
“Chill out, we got more coming,” Jey informed them as he picked up another slice. He turned to Lyra with a little frown as she scooted closer to him to give Naomi more space; she gave him a weird look when he leaned in and took a deep breath.
“Can I help you, Jey?” She asked as he straightened up, his eyes flitting back and forth between her and Roman before a smug smile stretched across his face.
“So, y'all finally fucked, huh?” He stated, Roman promptly choked on his drink while Lyra felt her blood rush to her face as she gave Jey’s arm a punch. “C'mon, his scent’s all over you.”
“That’s not, w-we didn’t,” she scrambled to try and come up with something as Naomi and Jimmy stared at her with raised eyebrows. Roman was still coughing and wheezing in his corner.
“Then how’d you explain them hickies,” Jey shot back, pulling her scarf down to reveal the bite shaped bruises that trailed down into her shirt. Lyra smacked his hand away and hurriedly readjusted her scarf while Naomi gave her an indignant look as if to say why the fuck didn’t you tell me.
“I-we-yknow what, Roman, why don’t you explain, you did this after all,” Lyra huffed, turning the attention across the table to the large Samoan still trying to catch his breath.
“Um, we was just fuckin around last night, nothing happened, it was nothing,” he replied, Lyra fixed him with a piercing glare, but he refused to look at her.
“Damn, is it just me or did it get colder in here,” Jey mumbled as everyone turned back to the food.
Lyra knew she shouldn’t care, it’s not like they were dating or anything, but she couldn’t help clenching her fist under the table as Naomi gave her knee a comforting pat.
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Days later, Lyra was still salty. She had successfully managed to ignore him for the past few days despite traveling with him and his family. Occasionally she’d catch him staring at her with a weird look on his face, but she pretended not to notice.
It irked her even more that he never actually tried to talk to her, and she certainly wasn’t going to confront him about him basically saying that their connection, relationship, whatever it was between them, meant nothing to him.
She figured that if he had cared enough he would’ve either apologized or at least tried to make up some bullshit excuse for what he’d said. Instead he seemed mostly content with being ignored, and ignoring her.
She knew she had to move on, why should she sacrifice her happiness and wait around for some idiot who wouldn’t even give her a chance. Besides, she had the perfect opportunity coming up.
They’d arrived in Pittsburgh earlier that day, the Royal Rumble was taking place the next day. Naturally, that meant that everyone would be going out that night.
Lyra knew it’d be the best time to find someone to keep her occupied or at least numb herself with alcohol; either way, she was determined to forget about Roman for a few hours and have a good time.
That, however, was easier said than done. Not only would Roman be accompanying her, Naomi, and the Usos for drinks, but when Lyra stepped out of the shower she began to feel feverish, her senses heightened even more than usual, to the point where she was hyper aware of anything touching her.
She grumbled to herself about it as she pulled on some black panties and a matching bra. Digging through her bag she chose to wear a pair of black jean shorts, and a tank top that had a pentagram design on it.
After she was dressed she downed two Advils, then walked over to join Naomi in front of the mirror to do her makeup. She decided to do brown smokey eyes, winged eyeliner, and finished it off with a bright red lipstick.
“Damn girl, you look real good,” Naomi said, running her eyes over her friend’s reflection as she applied some mascara.
“You look pretty irresistible yourself; planning on getting laid tonight?” Lyra replied with a suggestive smirk; Naomi was dressed in a tight red dress that showed off her gorgeous body, there was no way Jimmy was resisting that.
“You know it babe, not that I don’t love rooming with you, but it’s been two days since Jimmy and I did anything and it’s got us all wound up,” she laughed. “But, damn, the way you look and smell tonight, I’m willing to bet you ain’t going to bed alone. What perfume are you using?”
“I’m not using any perfume, not yet anyways,” she replied, looking a little puzzled. “I’m feeling a little feverish, it could be that?”
“No, no, I’ve never smelled anything like it before, you smell really good,” Naomi mumbled, stepping closer to bury her face in Lyra’s hair and take a big sniff; Lyra blushed and shivered a little as that simple movement made her squeeze her thighs together. “I-oh no, oh girl, um you might not wanna go out tonight.”
“W-what, why?” She nearly whimpered as Naomi pulled away; what the hell is going on with me, she thought to herself.
“Um, I, uh, I think you’re going through your heat, or it’s just starting, I don’t know,” replied Naomi, Lydia’s blush deepened as her eyes grew wide. “But like it probably ain’t a good idea to be around a bunch of hotheaded Alphas and Betas.”
“B-but I thought heats were an omega thing, I’m not even a werewolf,” she protested, wrapping her arms around herself defensively, of course something like this would happen to her.
“I mean I’ve heard of shifters getting their heats too, I think it’s the only time they, you, can give off a mating scent or something; it usually starts in your teens or not at all though, didn’t your parents tell you about this stuff?” Naomi questioned, frowning at the younger girl who looked beyond flustered.
“No, my dad’s human, and my mum doesn’t really talk that kinda stuff with me, hell, she probably thought I wouldn’t even get my heat because I’m only half-shifter,” Lyra said, groaning internally as her friend gave her a sympathetic look; she knew she should stay in, but she also really wanted to get drunk off her ass at that moment. “Yknow what, fuck it, Ima still go, all this does is makes me wanna get even more drunk.”
“Bitch, NO, I can’t let you do that,” Naomi insisted, crossing her arms when Lyra pouted and tried giving her puppy dog eyes. “Don’t do that, I can’t, with a clear conscience, let you go.”
“Buuuuuuut I’ll be with you guys, besides what’s stopping me from going out on my own? I’ll be much safer with you there to keep an eye on me,” Lyra begged. Naomi groaned and rolled her eyes.
“Fine, fine, I guess that’s some good points,” she sighed exasperatedly as Lyra gave her a big smile. “But you’re going to wear one of my jackets, hopefully that’ll mask you scent a little.”
“Yes, mom,” Lyra replied, walking over to Naomi’s bags as the older girl rolled her eyes, and turned back to the mirror to finish up her makeup. Lyra went through her stuff until she found a black leather jacket that she had been meaning to borrow.
Once they were done, they grabbed their phones, and hid their credit cards, IDs, and keycards in their bras before pulling on some shoes. Naomi wore a pair of tall, black pumps that made her ass look even better than Lyra thought possible, and Lyra wore a pair of black high heeled, thigh high boots.
Finally around 9pm, they headed out of the hotel to meet the men in a club a couple blocks away.
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Get To Know Me Tag
Helloooo, I was tagged by the wonderful @tumblingtae . Thanks for tagging me~ (≧▽≦) For this, I’ll go ahead and tag: @milo-gin @stuck-between-biases @ace-sofaraway @baxngtan (yall are like the only people I really talk to lmao)
THE LAST:
1. DRINK: Dr. Pepper
2. PHONE CALL: Uhhhh I never fuckin call ppl cause of my anxiety so....idk maybe my mom? No wait it was my father cause he was out of town this week.
3. TEXT MESSAGE: We can buy a Lambo with our combined money (in reference to GTA V)
4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Blurry by Puddle of Mudd
5. TIME YOU CRIED: From sadness? It’s been a long time. I cried with laughter last night tho cause of my dad
HAVE YOU:
6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: lmaooooo I’ve never dated
7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: never kissed
8. BEEN CHEATED ON: nope
9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: yeah of course
10. BEEN DEPRESSED: yes I have been
11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: I’ve had like a sip of wine, but I refuse to drink beyond that
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Purple
14. Pastel pink
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: Yep, you kinda have to going into college.
16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: don’t think I’ve ever been in love (unless you count my love for BTS lmao)
17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: all the time haha
18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: I mean it’s bound to happen. It doesn’t surprise me tho not a lot of ppl like me
19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: Not sure about the past year....maybe one of my roommates.
20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: Yep
21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: havent kissed anyone
GENERAL:
22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: Most, but not all
23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: Yes, a small little dog named Sophie who’s a little shit :)
24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: Y E S. EVERYONE IN THE US HAS MY FUCKIN NAME
25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: hung out with my college friends, ate at Chili’s
26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: 10:30 AM lmao
27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: Managing one of my other blogs on tumblr
28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: moving out of my parents house so I can fuckin live my life
29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: last night. My parents are gone today
30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: Not being such an anxious piece of shit
31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING RIGHT NOW: the gentle hum of my computer
32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: maybe? idk
33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: people being hypocritical or just being bitchy or no reason
34. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: tumblr and youtube...sometimes a03
LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME
35. MOLE/S: don’t really have any, just freckles
36. MARK/S: freckles everywhere. And some scars too lol
37. CHILDHOOD DREAM: To be a teacher actually.
38. HAIR COLOR: Blonde
39. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: short cause I’m too lazy to style long hair
40. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: not unless Suga counts
41. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: not much, uhhhhhhh....I guess that it’s really hard to offend me?
42. PIERCINGS: double lobe piercings in both ears. I plan to get more soon
43. BLOOD TYPE: idk. I have no idea. I’ve asked my mother and she doesn’t know. I’m like “What if i’m dying and they ask u mom?” Her: “Well I guess you’ll just die, Em.”
44. NICKNAME: Spice, Em, Emi (only my brother calls me this one so)
45. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: super single
46. ZODIAC: Aries
47. PRONOUNS: she/her
48. FAVORITE TV SHOW: I never watch TV, but I do like Face Off (the show not the shitty movie)
49. TATTOOS: None yet, I plan to have some in the future
50. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: right
51. SURGERY: none
52. HAIR DYED IN DIFFERENT COLOR: I’ve had it brown and dark red, but currently it’s just a lighter blonde than my natural color.
53. SPORT: fuck sports
55. VACATION: none as of right now
56. PAIR OF TRAINERS: trainers...? Like shoes??? Usually converse or knock off Vans
MORE GENERAL:
57. EATING: nothing
58. DRINKING: nothing
59. I’M ABOUT TO: work on another post for this blog
61. WAITING FOR: my will to write to return from the war
62. WANT: to stop being bored
63. GET MARRIED: I’d like to in the future
64. CAREER: Like to have my own graphic design business
WHICH IS BETTER
65. HUGS OR KISSES: hugs
66. LIPS OR EYES: eyes, even though I’m scared of looking at ppl
67. SHORTER OR TALLER: taller
68. OLDER OR YOUNGER: older
70. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: ARMS FOR SURE
71. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: sensitive since I have the emotional range of a teaspoon
72. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship, I’m too awkward
73. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: troublemaker, my anxiety will make up the hesitation for both of us
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. KISSED A STRANGER: No
75. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: no just wine
76. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: nope I always wear glasses
77. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: yes like two guys and a girl
78. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: im a pure soul
79. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: probably?
80. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: from movies/shows, or by “friends”
81. BEEN ARRESTED: No but I’ve done some shit that should have at least gotten me a ticket
82. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: I only cried when my first dog died
83. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: kinda but not really
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. YOURSELF: hahaha hell no
85. MIRACLES: sometimes ppl get lucky, wouldn’t call them miracles
86. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: more like lust or infatuation
87. SANTA CLAUS: Nope
88. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: no, I’ve went on one date once, that would have been awkward
89. ANGELS: no, I’m not religious
OTHER:
91. EYE COLOR: blue
92. FAVORITE MOVIE: Grave of the fireflies or maybe We Need To Talk About Kevin? There’s too many come talk movie shit with me guys
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can you answer all 150 in like a master post, you can take all the time you want, but honestly, I love knowing all that I can about my friends and people answering asks is like, my kink, so pls jey
LETS DO THIS (under the cut)
1.Who was the last person you held hands with? my friend ellie
2. Are you outgoing or shy? shy
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? it would be nice to see my pal @imametaphwhore
4. Are you easy to get along with? i guess so?
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? idk most likely my friends
6. What kind of people are you attracted to? feminine boys when it comes to looks and pursinalety wise i tend to find myself attracted to ppl who seem ultra anxious
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? lmao no
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? ...no one really atleast not in a romantic sence
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? not really tbh
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? my friend ellie...but it wasnt that
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? “what do you wanna eat that isnt pizza”
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? the entire wintergatan and detektivbyran albums
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? i liked it when it was long but ppl cant really do it anymore since its short but i love it so so much
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? miracles? no luck..sure
15. What good thing happened this summer? i got out of a toxic friendship and i grew as a purson
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? ...i think i kissed my mom a few weeks ago
17. Do you think there is life on other planets? yeah but not in the green human like thing with big black eyes sort of way
18. Do you still talk to your first crush? never had one
19. Do you like bubble baths? hell no
20. Do you like your neighbors? tbh i have no clue if i even have neighbors...
21. What are you bad habits? i actually tend to be really mean to others as a way to take out my anger in myself rather than properly managing self hatred and stuff..idk i know its bad and i want to stop =/
22. Where would you like to travel? germany!
23. Do you have trust issues? no but it takes me a long long time to warm up to someone
24. Favorite part of your daily routine? getting to watch wintergatan videos
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? idk tbh i actually dont mind my body much, i mean yeah it would be nice to look more masculen but i dont hate my body
26. What do you do when you wake up? to my desk where my computer is
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? darker
28. Who are you most comfortable around? aside from family? idk i recently got really confterble with my pals ellie its been a while since ive gotten so close to someone
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? again i never dated anyone
30. Do you ever want to get married? not really
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail? a tiny tiny one near the top
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? ....idk im not really attracted to anyone in that sort of way
33. Spell your name with your chin. ujew7yu
34. Do you play sports? What sports? no..
35. Would you rather live without TV or music? without TV
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? never liked anyone period
37. What do you say during awkward silences? nothing...
38. Describe your dream girl/guy? dont have one... jessie eisenberg is pretty though
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? tbh i really like looking around in toy stores...
40. What do you want to do after high school? im not sure i might make music i might do more art i might become a doctor..im not sure
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? yes but if you fuck it up you deserve nothing
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? im not too loud in the first place but im probubly overwelmed
43. Do you smile at strangers? no
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? yes
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? wintergatan..
46. What are you paranoid about? that ppl just think im gross are only talk to me out of pitty
47. Have you ever been high? no but my sister has lmao
48. Have you ever been drunk? no but my sister has lmao
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? yeah
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? navy green
51. Ever wished you were someone else? quite a few times acttually haha
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? i wish i was cis
53. Favourite makeup brand? dont like makeup
54. Favourite store? ...hot topic..i dont buy clothes from there though
55. Favourite blog? star-nebula
56. Favourite colour? desatuated blues and reds i hate greens, yellows, and oranges
57. Favourite food? spaghetti+bread
58. Last thing you ate? mashed potatos and potato salad
59. First thing you ate this morning? 3 hashbrowns
60. Ever won a competition? For what? rythmic gysnastics
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? no..
62. Been arrested? For what? stepping on my dogs foot...he yelped and i turned myself in
63. Ever been in love? no
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? never had one
65. Are you hungry right now? i just ate mashed potatos and potato salad
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? alot of my real friends are also my tumblr friends
67. Facebook or Twitter? hate both
68. Twitter or Tumblr? tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now? no
70. Names of your bestfriends? ellie emily and maka
71. Craving something? What? nothing
72. What colour are your towels? green
72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 2 body pillows and 1 small square one
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no there annoying
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? 3 but all of them are smol and on my shelf
75. Favourite animal? i like whales
76. What colour is your underwear? dark green
77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla
78. Favourite ice cream flavour? green tea
79. What colour shirt are you wearing? black
80. What colour pants? grey
81. Favourite tv show? none atm
82. Favourite movie? why stop now
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? heathers
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? none
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? dont like the movie
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? dory
87. First person you talked to today? my mom
88. Last person you talked to today? my mom
89. Name a person you hate? fuckin ethan
90. Name a person you love? emily maka ellie charlie
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? no im chill
92. In a fight with someone? no im chill
93. How many sweatpants do you have? like 4
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? 3
95. Last movie you watched? hethers
96. Favourite actress? dont have one
97. Favourite actor? as i said i like jesse eisenberg alot
98. Do you tan a lot? no
99. Have any pets? 2 betta fish and an old dog i love them
100. How are you feeling? good alittle tired and a little bitter sweet
101. Do you type fast? i think so?
102. Do you regret anything from your past? toxic friendship i was in
103. Can you spell well? lmao no
104. Do you miss anyone from your past? my uncle sam, he’s gone now though
105. Ever been to a bonfire party? yeah
106. Ever broken someone’s heart? probubly
107. Have you ever been on a horse? yeah her name was penelope
108. What should you be doing? studying german
109. Is something irritating you right now? idk im tired of most humans atm
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? ive wanted physical affection from someone so bad it hurt but nothing romantic
111. Do you have trust issues? no not really
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? my friend grechen i think
113. What was your childhood nickname? birth name..nothing speacial
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? oh yeah 100%
115. Do you play the Wii? not anymore but i have one
116. Are you listening to music right now? yeah
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? sorta
118. Do you like Chinese food? yeah
119. Favourite book? idk
120. Are you afraid of the dark? no but sometimes my imaganation gets the best of me
121. Are you mean? yes and i dont like it
122. Is cheating ever okay? no not ever
123. Can you keep white shoes clean? i cant keep black shoes clean take a lucky guess
124. Do you believe in love at first sight? no
125. Do you believe in true love? no
126. Are you currently bored? not really
127. What makes you happy? music art wintergatan
128. Would you change your name? already did (not officaly but whatever)
129. What your zodiac sign? leo
130. Do you like subway? its alright
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? tell them im not into them and see what happens
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? i think i already answered this
133. Favourite lyrics right now? none right now
134. Can you count to one million? anyone can if they have the time
135. Dumbest lie you ever told? “i didnt kick that kid” I WAS 6 OK SHUT UP
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? closed
137. How tall are you? 5′3 i think
138. Curly or Straight hair? straight
139. Brunette or Blonde? brunette
140. Summer or Winter? fall
141. Night or Day? night
142. Favourite month? dont have one april i guess
143. Are you a vegetarian? no
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? milk
145. Tea or Coffee? tea
146. Was today a good day? yeah
147. Mars or Snickers? snickers
148. What’s your favourite quote? “Talent is totally overrated patience and hard work is all you need”
149. Do you believe in ghosts? no
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line “my death-wound fron the side whence i expecten no ill, and be safe on that where i looked for most danger”
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god i am so sorry for the real talk but i need to just??? write this out for therapy right now?????
i am still having such a hard time with jolyn’s death. she died in august and i still think about her every single day. i mean, part of it is selfish, in that i think about things i should have told her, in how i felt about our relationship, but mostly it’s like, oh, that reminds me of jolyn, i wish i could post it on her facebook for her to see
but she won’t and never will
i have talked with her mom about me having a hard time with things, she is very loving and supportive, and of course i am sure she is having a much harder time than i am with this obviously. her mom doesnt know we dated, but she knows we were very close friends, as i visited her at her house and such. but i feel shitty telling her mom about me having a hard time with it. like she lost her daughter, and im just like, one of her good friends/former girlfriends and im like having a hard time with this. i dont know, my feelings feel trivial. i feel lucky to be in touch with her family, honestly. she was a very special person to me and her mom is such a sweet person. i dont know. i just feel like my feelings arent as justified as her families. i keep so much of it to myself. her mom has no idea we were dating when i was visiting her. i can’t ever bring it up. this is so fucked up .her mom doesn’t know she was bi and dated me at one point.
she was the love of my life and there is nothing i can do about any of it. i thought i’d have time to tell her things. i thought i’d have time for us to sort this out. but we didn’t and i live with this every day.
i really really am not trying to make this about me but i cannot help how this is eating at me. i miss her so much every single day. i have lost count over the times i have cried over this. i cannot even imagine how this has affected her family but it has affected me too.
and not only that, but like, shit with my horse has been????? i can’t find a fuckin new home for her. im so sick of throwing away $300 a month for her board for a horse i can’t do shit with. this horse that i trained from scratch and having nothing to show for. no one wants a horse they can’t ride and i can’t keep paying for her and i don’t know what to do anymore. i am so so so sick of having to go over and do stalls for a horse i cant do shit with while everyone else rides and trains and has a happy time while i am just like lmfao just doing the dirty work no fun for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have been so fuckin depressed lately. i try to be funny and sassy and how people want me to be but i just dont know. work has been fine but like. i put in vacation time for pokemon worlds in august. i literally never call off or ask for days off and they dont know if they can give me 5 days off in august because someone else asked for those days too. i am just so upset and angry. i ask for 5 days over 6 months from now and theyre just like i dont know!!! like fuck what the fuck. i even said to my manager, i never call off, i hardly ever request days off, can i please have this? and she’s like well this other girl that’s part time asked for those days off (SERIOUSLY AN HOUR BEFORE I EVEN GOT TO WORK AND HAD A CHANCE TO TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT IT) so i don’t know what’s happening. i am just. i dont know. like whats the point of me trying to do anything??? like why am i even a person all i do is fuck up everyone else???? like why should i get to have anything good ever. how dare i want to go to pokemon worlds and use any paid vacation time i am owed at work, how dare i want to ride the horse i trained, how dare i want to tell someone i loved them before they die wow, just, fuck my life, fuck everything right now.
everything just seems so fuckin pointless. everything i work hard for is just taken away from me. i trained a horse, everyone tells me i did a good job, boom, find out she can’t be ridden!!!! get a good job finally, that i like, ask for 5 days off 6 months from now, CAN’T HAVE!!!! like im sorry but i dont know. i feel selfish in asking for anything less. i dont deserve shit. i am just such a waste of a person lmfao and, the thing with jolyn.....i know it was just....like a thing, that happened, and i truly am not trying to be selfish in any of it, because it is not about me at all....but just???? it just doesnt seem fair. not even about me, but just ,her passing away so young. she had so many friends, so many people that loved her. i loved her with all of my heart. i dont know.
my mom keeps pushing me to get another horse, and it’s like, why, so this can just happen again? whats the fuckin point? i LOVE training horses. i know i am good at it. but whats the fucking point honestly.
honestly that fucking “who knew” pink song is exactly how i feel about jolyn. i cant listen to it without crying. i have known her for more than half my life. every time it comes on the radio at work i have to go in the back because i start tearing up.
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Ep. 1 - “I am THE Survivor Chick And I Am Here To Win It All!!” - Susan
Franco
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Maxyne
I AM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT!!!!! I don't know why I am, it's just another Survivor game but... I have be someone else kind of. So for this game I have to be "Maxyne" and I'm keeping my pronoun flexibility but I'm gonna be pushing the feminine side a bit more. Maxyne is actually my irl sister's middle name so it'll be easy for me to quickly become familiar with that name being used for me. I also know that Tim is gonna be in this game but idk who and I sure as hell don't wanna find out. Tim actually told me to apply cause they said that they were applying to but my dumbass did NOT know this was an alias game so now I'm fumbling around in the dark trying get into costume n shit not knowing what to do or what to expect. The only thing I have to cling onto my knowledge of Survivor ORGs and Jay's style of hosting. Which honestly don't do me well cause I haven't played Survivor in... months and I haven't been tuned into a Jay game in months too so I have no idea the ride I'm in for. One thing I did do is scroll through the rules, cause my experience always tells me that whenever there's a tumblr blog for an ORG, there's always something hidden somewhere there. Lo and behold, I was right so come 9 PM tonight I will be camping on the rules page updating and waiting for a clue, or someway to start my search. Cause every Survivor game i've played, the idol is found in less then 5 minutes and by the way I've formulated a thought about the idol, it's already long gone. So hopefully, I can pull a Merida and change my fate. Also there was a mention of One World rounds happening in this game??? UMMMM WTF??? PLEASE LET THAT BE A ONE TIME THING. Anyways, sorry for the word vomit, I usually have a lot of pre game jitters and thoughts so I figured I'd get a jump on my confessional count and start talking now. Let's hope I can pull through for this game and make it far. Or vote me out first, i'd rather not have responsibilities right now.
Rain
I’m looking forward to this.
I’m looking forward to people not remembering who I am. I’ve been out of this a year now, I’m well and ready to get first boot, but I’m curious to see how a better, matured me will play.
Probably badly, let’s be fuckin real.
Anyway I’ll check back in toward the middle of this round. We’ll see how all my sockpuppet counterparts compare against my impossible standards.
Maxyne
5 minutes before the game starts and mama we. Are. SCARED.
Elle
This time around I am going to go for a peppy, happy-go-lucky girl. Not all of my tribe mates are online atm which majorly sucks! Plus, not everyone has me added. I am going to wait till people add me before I add them. I'll give it the night into the morning for that to happen. Otherwise, I'll slowly add them one-by-one.
I want to do the slide puzzles because I know I am good at them. I'm going for a more hands-off approach when it comes to socializing so I need all the time I can get to set myself up in the tribe. If we can win the challenge then it'll be a great opportunity to really bond with my tribe mates.
Maxyne, Fae, and Erick seem to be the most active atm with Fae being the most social. I'll observe how far that socializing and activity goes on. It can either work to my benefit or I need to get rid of the ASAP.
Frank
Wanna start by saying that having a round button in this form is the smartest thing I’ve ever seen. Now onto my confessional: this tribe is alright, some people haven’t spoken yet I think and people seem nice and cooperative thus far. I’m so nosy so not knowing who everyone is is going to be a struggle for me. But I’m guessing Maynor is Gregg on the other tribe bc of the Sophie icon, but watch me be wrong. I’ll try to keep confessionals interesting, but then again I lie sometimes so womp.
Worm
So I am an hour into my first alias game and I’m already stressing the fuck out. I am so used to being able to go on call with people and get to know them. I wanna say one of my greatest strength is getting solid reads on people when I talk to them but that is only when I can go on call with them. This whole thing is gonna be a struggle
Fae
well we are an hour into this game and I have already fucked up my story. Guess I'm moving home now because I didn't think anything through. dear god. Why am I like this? guess moving my grandmother is going to turn into Me moving home lol. welp, lets see how this goes.
Maxyne
*googles How to stop oversharing*
Michele
Franco is a king we stan. Also I’m still laughing at worms name
Rain
Michele: Chosen one, will betray at f5
Susan: OTTN5
Worm: oh, worm?
Gregg: Dylan in disguise, watch me betray him again
Uhhh I’ll be back with the rest eventually first night is horrid
Idol hunt: OTTNNNNNNN10
Dusty
So far im feeling good on my tribe! I'm getting along really well with Erick! We have a lot in common and match each others energy. I'm also talking well with Fae, who says they think we've played a game together!! So I'm trying to figure out who it might be! I'm a little worried about the people who haven't spoken yet, but hopefully I'll be able to get to know them!
Elle
I think I'm connecting well with Maxyne. Since we are both doing the same assignment, it allows for me to grow closer with them. I think I might make them my ride-or-die, but I want to see how well our connection lasts in the days to come. Van and I are making great conversation in the tribe chat. I hope they will want to work with me. Other than that, I have not chatted with anyone else on the tribe. The people who have contacted me I talk to sporadically. I hope this is enough to get me by as I do not want to be seen as a social threat later down the line. Also, like, why did so many people get a disadvantage? I am so disappointed in all of them, but I know we can pull through!
lenny
off to an interesting start! so far, I am enjoying my tribe. definitely more chill than my last one but only time will tell. people's true motives will come out soon and this time, I am trying to really pay attention to who is a leader and who is a follower.
Franco
Nera tribe has such good positive energies? There hasn't been any friction, everyone is joking with each other, and overall everyone is having a great time!!
Very honestly though I'm not sure what to make of everyone in a game and strategic sense. I've tried talking game with the majority of the tribe but most of it was still just like small talk and vague sentences. Im tryna play this fast and hard but I don't think anyone else is ):
I vibe really well with Michele, Eliza, and Rain. Michele and Rain are so fun and probably down to get messy, so they'd be great allies. And eliza just seems like a genuinely good person that I think I would get along with really nicely!!
I also REALLY want this reward challenge. Ive gotten three people at least who said that they would vote for me so!! Let's hope I win, at the very least itd be nice to prove to myself that I can have a good social game early on
Franco
On my very FIRST idol hunt of the SEASON I find?? A legacy advantage??? Im so??? Shook and excited. I just have a feeling that this is my game! Night 1 kinda sets the tone of the whole game and I had an AMAZING night 1.
I also uhhh am dumb and told Michele that i found it. My goal was to gain her trust so we could work together but? She kinda just didn't respond and changed the topic. Idk if that's a good sign so yikes!!
Elle
Honestly, I should resign myself to the fate that we will not win the next challenge. So, it is imperative that we win this challenge so that we do not go to tribal two times in a row. I hope my score of 85 is enough because I could not get it any higher than that. I am honestly very frustrated with my tribe at the moment, but I guess we shall see how things develop.
Maxyne and Erick getting the advantage is interesting only because it shows who has been the most social. I will either need to get in good with the both of them or take them out early. However, the most active and social people usually do not go home first. For now, I will just keep my eye on the two of them and see how they position themselves.
Elle
Erick giving the tribe the clue was definitely a strategic move. He wants to build trust and be transparent with everyone in order for them to like him. I see right through it. However, it is nice to get an edge on the hunt.
Fae
I FOUND THE IDOL!!!! Erick decided to share the clue and I FOUND IT!!!!
Eliza
dear m’fucking diary...
Hey gays, this is a crack fest. I’m doing this confession rn so that I don’t have to do that fever dream of a puzzle. I got a bat to the face when I did the idol hunt, funnnnn. So, let’s recap! I’ve been connecting with a lot of people so far and that’s great, I love my tribe rn and I’m happy that Franco won the reward considering that I voted for them, so now I can at least get on Franco’s good side an maybe get some info👀. Because this is alias I probably will be playing a tad bit differently but I’m still going to be the social playing badass that y’all know and love! The worst part of this so far is that I can’t fucking say y’all, who the hell says y o u g u y s. I’m changing how I speak just a bit so that I don’t immediately get clocked, so basically I can’t use y’all and lmao in every sentence. The people I feel closest to right now are Franco, Michelle, tristin, rain, and worm. In that order, don’t get me wrong, I love everyone in the tribe, those are just the people I’ve been able to connect with the most. I’d love to move forward with that group but if that doesn’t happen well then whatever, I mean I talk to literally everyone so I’ll survive. Pretending to be interested romantically in men (sorry James Zachary) is horrible, but I think people are at least believing that I’m 20. Jay told me that all I have to do to be an adult is be excited about stupid boring shit, so I’m just gonna pretend that I’m happy about buying a new couch. Well I’ll check back in soon to update y’all about people and probably give an analysis about everyone. That’s it, much loveeeee
Fae
I just want to say how ironic it is that I decided to do the idol hunt in the challenge and in reality actually found an idol
Gregg
Well. Im already overwhelmed and literally wanted out. (Jay knows why)
But im doing counting challenge and i hope another f4 counting challenge doesnt affect my perfermance for this one. I really want to help the tribe win. Honestly im not gunna bother trying to figure out who is who. Im just gunna play and think the people are the people and play normally. Trying to guess ppl is what gunna mess me up. So wont bother with it but some phrase some ppl have said. I feel like i know who they r.
Franco
I WON FIRST REWARD AHHH. I'm such a social legend? Look at me? I'm literally winning this game.
I kinda don't care about the clue because I already have a legacy advantage, AND half of a super idol (that I gotta give to somebody else, booooo), so I'm kinda??? Being chaotic and giving the clue to everyone who voted for me. It can give me an opportunity to gain more trust on the tribe
Tristin
https://youtu.be/Wyi5uWAulnE
Maxyne
I know this is late and it's long but i fell asleep last night while this was uploading, so sorry https://youtu.be/mXmbL49orVI
Elle
Now that I have gotten to talk to everyone I can finally assess my tribe. I feel like I can be great allies with Maxyne. They voted for me in the reward which means we have a mutual good vibe from each other. Hopefully I can make them my ride-or-die. Fae and Van are really nice and I can get down with them. I think if I could choose a strong alliance of three I would pick them while having Maxyne as my real ride-or-die. Sasha seems to be the least social with me which means that they could be an easy target. I don't trust Erick or Cran because they just give me bad vibes. I do not think anything of Frank. They are probably with Sasha as one of the least social in the tribe. At least Sasha is being active within the tribe chat. Finally, I think Dusty is a sweetheart and could possibly be another one of my allies. At the very least, I know I was strong in the challenge and have at least been moderately social. This means I will not be the first boot if we were to go to tribal.
Dusty
So now we've got an alliance in the works between me, Fae, Erick, and Elle. All in the name of working together to find the idol. I feel good about the group! Me and Erick are both each others closest ally. He won the reward challenge and in doing so he was able to will be half of a super idol! We don't know where the other half might be, but I'm really happy to see that Erick trusted me enough to will me a super idol!
van
So uh...I haven’t been super active because the world is burning around us. But I’m trying. So far I really enjoy the people I’m playing with!
Elle
Dusty asking me to work with Fae and Erick on finding the idol which works out well for me. This means I have already positioned myself into a sort of alliance which I hope will carry me in the future.
Elle
Fae confirmed with me the alliance that Dusty approached me with. However, there was no chat made. Also, Cranjes was added to the alliance by Erick and Fae which tells me that those those two are very social with him. These people are making their connections to obvious. Either way, with those people I have a 5-person majority. Hopefully these people will carry me through the pre-swap phase of the game, but I am getting pretty nervous in my seat. I do not trust Erick and Cranjes. I like Dusty and Fae, but I cannot get a read on the other two. Plus, if no chat has been made, how are we going to solidify the alliance? Hopefully my performance in the challenge will cover me for now, but I am getting pretty nervous at the moment.
Michele
elfranchele just started! it's an alliance chat with michele, franco, and eliza. excited to see where this goes!!
I can't tell if Susan is just super into her alias or if she really is old with her hubs
Cranjes
everyone seems nice. i guess. idk. i fell off a waterfall and fucked up my ankle for a fucking idol. but if anyone asks, it was sasha.
i have something against the name sasha bc peppermint should’ve won season 9 of drag race, not sasha velour
Fae
Soooo, there is now a chat for people to hell each other look for the idol. The idol I have...
Frank
YESSSSSSS!!! I’m not gonna be first boot. It’s a party even though I didn’t win my section. Eliza didn’t do their part on the other tribe and that’s a yikes (at least with a 2 hour time exactly that’s what I’m assuming). So like they’re probably going. I’m really happy I don’t have to worry about tribal tomorrow because my sister wants to drink and celebrate her birthday since plans went sour because of that quarantine life. But gamewise though, I want to talk to Erick tomorrow since they seem like someone I could work with, although based on reward I think multiple people think that. Gonna remember that. Gotta be social....but I’m me so it’ll be an uphill battle.
Rain
So, we lost immunity.
I could have seen that coming - but at least we weren’t totally destroyed.
I’m already thinking Susan as a name but uhhh we’ll see where it goes.
I’m pretty good with Franco, Michele and Eliza. I wouldn’t be shook if there was an alliance chat made at some point.
I like Tristan too! And Gregg. And Lenny.
....okay I like everyone but Susan. Susan I’m sorry I respect your character choice but it ain’t it, chief.
Gregg
I feel like i might be good for this tribal. Only one name has been said which kinda worries me but im trying to stay positive. Susan is the target tonight and as long as it isnt me. Im okay with voting for whoever.
Franco did share the clue with me. It was a simple clue so idk if itll be helpful or not. Im looking at a certain spot and doing all the 4 spots in the section. So hopefully i can find something.
erick
hi i have the eco fascist dream flu and i cannot move but cranjes is john and fae is birch confirmed, i fucked up the challenge but not to the extent that we lost so that’s nice. current alliance going with fae, elle, and dusty (dusty’s my fave). they elected to give me the idol clue and i got half of the super idol so i gave that to dusty as was required and then shared the clue with the group at large because i’m a communist
Worm
So we lost the first immunity challenge. It sucks but I'll get over it. The thing that worries me now is trying to get a read on everyone during the vote. Because I don't know who I'm playing with I'm struggling on getting a read on anyone. On the bright side though I think I'm doing pretty well socially. I've talked to Michele and Tristin and they seem to trust me so I'm happy about that. Also it seems like the tribe has come to a unanimous vote to getting rid of Susan. I feel bad about getting her out but she is firmly holding on to her character which I think is making it difficult for her to make connections with other people in the tribe. The only that has me worried about this whole thing is how easy this vote is going. My anxious head just wonders about how people behind the scenes could be plotting to get me out and I just don't know it. This also isn't helped by the reward challenge and Franco receiving 5 votes to get the clue. A couple votes wouldn't have made me suspicious but 5 just seems like a lot. Maybe I'm reading too much into it but all my anxiety is saying is that there is a majority alliance already formed in the first couple hours of the game and now I'm just playing from the bottom. Hopefully that isn't true but only time will tell.
Susan Burke
I Am SO SO Excited To Be Here!! I am THE Survivor Chick And I Am Here To Win It All!!
Everyone So Far Has Been So Kind. I Love These Kids!! However, I Know My Age Will Make Me A Target. They Don't Believe This Ol' Hiney Can Keep Up With Them!! So, I Wanted To Make It Clear That I Am LOYAL To This Tribe And Its People!! When I Was Out Looking For The Idol, I Stumbled Upon The Other Tribe's Camp!! How AWKWARD!!
I Decided To Tell Franco - He's Popular, And The First One To Really See SUSAN For SUSAN. Hopefully I Can Buy His Trust, Because He Can Keep This Nanna Safe!!
It's Really Unfortunate We Lost...But It Was So Close!! We Won't Lose Again!! I Was Instantly Worried It Would Be Me, But Doing The Challenge With Tristin Bonded Us!! Together, We Decided That Gregg Would Be Our Target, And Now We Gotta Get Everyone ONBOARD!!
#TeamSDB
Franco
Im very very sad we have to go to tribal. Like i genuinely enjoy everyone on the tribe!! But it's the way the game goes, every time someone leaves it gets me one place closer to winning hehe.
I now have an official alliance with Michele and Eliza and??? We are going to SLAY this game. We all have our individual strengths and I think we could be a powerhouse.
Unless Susan has an idol, shes going tonight. Its sad because shes so fun but im not surprised. Everyone else on the tribe seems to have some sort of personal stake or investment in the game besides her.
Elle
Having immunity means that I can safely bond with my tribemates without the game hovering over our heads. I'm really vibing with everyone in the tribe chat. However, I do not want to go into PMs unless they want to talk to me because it is such a Raffy thing to do to talk to people in PMs. I will try to be as social as possible in the tribe chat to still have those bonds, but I do not want to be seen as some sort of social butterfly.
Tristin
So we LOST the challenge and that sucks!! It appears that the majority of people want to vote out SUSAN and I hate it!! She’s super sweet and the older players always get voted out first! Maybe because she hasn’t been as social as everyone else! At least thats the explanation. I pretty much solidified working with Worm, Franco, and Eliza pretty much. Michele as well I think! But separately of course! I can’t wait for an alliance chat! Sorry to this Susan!!
Sasha
It's strange to be playing in a game where I know there's people playing that I already know but I have no idea who they are. I've talked a little bit to each but not a ton. I don't have too many guesses as to who is who, though. That's it.
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1. What is you middle name?
haha
2. How old are you?
20
3. What is your birthday?
june 27
4. What is your zodiac sign?
libra
5. What is your favorite color?
red
6. What’s your lucky number?
....i don’t have one that i know, at least
7. Do you have any pets?
i have the best cat in the world who has been yelling at me a lot lately, but is still a good boy
8. Where are you from?
australia
9. How tall are you?
5″4′
10. What shoe size are you?
8 UK and like a 36 or something
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
hmmm. sparkly boots, docs, converse, work shoes, black heels, white sneakers, pink velvet sneakers, that’s all i can remember so about 7?
12. What was your last dream about?
omg not last night but the night before, i had a dream that my manager asked me to start work at 5:50 am. but for whatever reason it was at a different location, so my favourite co worker and i met up and i paddled across a lake to be there? and i was really tired.
13. What talents do you have?
i write a mean essay and lit review and report and shit. fuckin killed it in uni, i can recognise any song in the first like 0.3 seconds of it being played. i’m good at reading people. and not like in an arrogant way, but idk. intuitively, i know a lot about people. i assumed everyone else did until i started telling people what i felt, and they were like “wtf how did you know that about me?”
14. Are you psychic in any way?
yeah i read tarot and oracle cards, and pendulums. like i said before, i tend to intuitively know a lot about people. like can tell when they don’t want to talk, or when they’re mad. even when it’s obvious to me and no one else. my dad can read palms but refuses to teach me how for whatever reason. so that’s next on my list
15. Favorite song?
at the moment, either in the lap of the gods revisited (queen), or supersonic rocket ship (the kinks)
16. Favorite movie?
at the moment, thor ragnarok, or iron man 3
17. Who would be your ideal partner?
someone kind. and someone funny and lighthearted. who can make me laugh. literally, that’s all i value. (i guess the bar is low huh - you’d be surprised that i haven’t found a single person to fit that criteria). if i’m being picky, maybe someone who shares the same interests as me - as in, we like the same movies or music or whatever. that’s not too important but would be nice.
18. Do you want children?
nah. i haven’t for 20 years. but if i ever get to a place where i do, i plan on adopting a 10+ year old child. that way, i can reason with them and have someone who i can talk to better. and i can give help to someone who could probably really use it.
19. Do you want a church wedding?
ew god no
20. Are you religious?
not at all
21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
yeah haha. once for an operation when i was 9 months, and one when i was like 19 for vomiting
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?
i don’t think so
23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
nah
24. Baths or showers?
showers if i’m not depressed, baths if im anxious
25. What color socks are you wearing?
i’m not wearing socks
26. Have you ever been famous?
i was like a celebrity at my high school, but no not really.
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?
i would cherish every second of it. it’s al i dream about
28. What type of music do you like?
literally anything that’s good
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
nope
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
just the one
31. What position do you usually sleep in?
on my side with my legs tucked in
32. How big is your house?
3 bedroom
33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
tea and cookies, paronthe if i’m feeling fancy and have time. eggs on toast if i have work through lunch hours and won’t get a break
34. Have you ever fired a gun?
no, but i’ve held one
35. Have you ever tried archery?
yeah at a school camp
36. Favorite clean word?
idk shenanigans i guess
37. Favorite swear word?
fuck
38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?
24 hours
39. Do you have any scars?
yeah, but i’ve answered this before i think
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
i have actually. i think it’s been like only 2 or 3 when i was in school
41. Are you a good liar?
exceptionally
42. Are you a good judge of character?
i would have said yes, even a year ago. but i definitely am not. or i am and choose to ignore it
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
nope
44. Do you have a strong accent?
nah. not even a strong australian accent. unless im at work for some reason
45. What is your favorite accent?
australian
46. What is your personality type?
intp
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
this $200 corset i bought during venus rx
48. Can you curl your tongue?
yep
49. Are you an innie or an outie?
innie
50. Left or right handed?
righty
51. Are you scared of spiders?
absolutely yes
52. Favorite food?
chocolate or nandos
53. Favorite foreign food?
kadhi
54. Are you a clean or messy person?
usually neat, but when my anxiety is bad then i gets messy
55. Most used phrased?
“i dont know”
56. Most used word?
“yeah”
57. How long does it take for you to get ready?
about an hour
58. Do you have much of an ego?
i used to think so, but honestly not really
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
suck
60. Do you talk to yourself?
all the time
61. Do you sing to yourself?
when i’m alone
62. Are you a good singer?
not in the slightest
63. Biggest Fear?
heights, working thursday nights
64. Are you a gossip?
haha yeah
65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?
pride & prejudice, infinity war. idk what counts as a dramatic movie
66. Do you like long or short hair?
short
67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
nope
68. Favorite school subject?
english, drama, i liked science but had shitty teachers
69. Extrovert or Introvert?
introvert
70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
nah
71. What makes you nervous?
well i have anxiety, so like, everything. but specifically, people being angry at/near me, heights. actually, that’s probably it hey.
72. Are you scared of the dark?
nah
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
not unless it’s important to do so. i don’t usually give a shit
74. Are you ticklish?
very
75. Have you ever started a rumor?
...not that i can remember. but it sounds like something i’d do
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
i think i was a peer support leader in high school?
77. Have you ever drank underage?
haha yeah man
78. Have you ever done drugs?
sure
79. Who was your first real crush?
omg this guy at school called daniel. he was soooo pretty and smart and he was tanned and had the prettiest green eyes. he was nice to me, but always called me the wrong name and ended up dating my friend later on. but i didn’t mind. i enjoyed admiring him before he dated her haha. then i forced myself not to like him
80. How many piercings do you have?
3
81. Can you roll your Rs?“
yep
82. How fast can you type?
pretty fast, but not at work when someone’s watching. the pressure makes me fuck up
83. How fast can you run?
not very fast
84. What color is your hair?
black
85. What color is your eyes?
brown
86. What are you allergic to?
kiwi fruit (i eat it anyway)
87. Do you keep a journal?
no, but i used to. this blog is the most ‘journal’ thing i’ve had in forever
88. What do your parents do?
my mum doesn’t work and does cocaine, my dad is a taxi driver
89. Do you like your age?
yeah being 20 is cool. certainly better than being younger.
90. What makes you angry?
injustice, people not listening to me, especially when i’m right. people assuming things about me, especially when they’re wrong. people being rude for no reason, people dismissing me, being treated poorly
91. Do you like your own name?
i dont give much thought to it
92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?
nah, i don’t plan on having kids
93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?
i’ve only ever pictured having a daughter, but i dont really care. having a son would be cool. whatever happens you know
94. What are you strengths?
i’ve been trying to answer this question like all year. being at work has really made me feel like i don’t have any strengths. i guess i’m a good listener? i know im respectful of others. i can’t even say i’m kind anymore because i’m actively trying not to be as kind as i used to be. i’m polite. i can be funny when i’m comfortable with the person/don’t give a shit about what they think of me. i’m easy-going. i know i can be charming, but it takes a lot of energy so i have to be feeling not-anxious. i’m socially intelligent, and good at making people feel at ease, and diffusing tense situations. i’m brave
95. What are your weaknesses?
god. i’m anxious. all the time. i’m not very articulate. i’m not very smart or good at maths or anything. i tend to be awkward, especially when im anxious which is always. i tend to avoid my problems, instead of facing them head-on
96. How did you get your name?
my dad’s sister chose it for me. no one really explained it to me, but there’s this hindu belief or tradition or book or something, where you find out what your child’s name should start with (which letter or sound) based on when they’ll be born. i think it ties into astrology somehow, but again, no one is willing to explain it to me. but yeah, based on that my dad’s sister picked a name that starts with r. and my dad picked the spelling
97. Were your ancestors royalty?
noooot per se. according to hindu belief, they were demi gods. and my dad’s mother told me we came from royalty, but i have no source for that, so it’s more an empty claim.
98. Do you have any scars?
99. Color of your bedspread?
i’m staying in my parents room, which has a white bedspread
100. Color of your room?
the whole house is a rental and has blue walls
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Episode #5: “sushi + running isn’t the best combo.” - Mo
Sad to Linus quit honestly. Hope he’s alright but yeah that sucks.
So Linus just quit. It’s unfortunate and slightly annoying that we had another’s person quit. Especially since we had players like Jose and Jaylen who actually wanted to play. But then again I’m just trying to get the crown so I can’t really complain when someone else falls. Final 14 so I’m expecting merge to happen in the next 4 tribals.
Alright so hey I'm a bit late but since we last left off we were heading to tribal, at that point I was actually thinking Jose likely had an idol since you know.. throwing two random names 30 minutes before tribal when you know you can't get the numbers is a very idol-ish thing to do. So me and Tobi decided to vote Mo just in case an idol was played and both of them voted together. But actually at the end of the day Jose voted Mo and Mo well he didn't show up LMAO, which was actually bad because then his self vote would make it a 4-4 tie and while I think voting jose out after that would've been achieavable I would rather not give him the chance to fight. Luckily Mo showed up and voted him so that was it and he prob didn't see it coming but hey the lad was took it well so kudos to him.
So right after that the hosts pulled a sneaky on us and the live challenge was actually a swap (bragging rights I predicted it yay...look at me predicting a swap at f15 I'm so smart....)
And for once luck was on my side since I'm still on mercia alongside Felix David and Mo. With Wes joining us from the other tribe. Now I did vote Mo but maybe he doesn't think it was me? I mean tbf after he didn't show up at tribal I scream_messaged him to vote for Jose so who knows. But either way we have the inmense unit of David with us and Wes who I barely know from another org I'm playing at the same time so there's that
And then ofc Felix the crazy german god bless his soul he saved us this week from going to tribal <3
And as I write this Linus has quit the game so I guess that's 2 out of 2 for wins that I really didn't get to enjoy but oh well. At least this gives Michael and Dani a chance over at that tribe now that it is 2-2. As for Tobi well he carried his own new tribe in that challenge so hopefully he can overcome that 4-1 disadvantage in case they go to tribal.
So puzzle challenge, okay let’s get on it. Wanna win it cause my og tribe are such an unknown. I want to work with tobi. But he will do what he needs to do to stay in. So my paranoid ass is conviced that my og tribe ain’t talking to me cause they want me out. Idk I’m being stupid but ahhh.
Here i am, losing the challenge, feeling a little sorry for myself because i'm like ok it's me i'm going. Then BOOM Linus quits and as much as i wanna be like oh buddy no you should stay it might get more fun i also wanna be like lol bye bye because now instead of getting voted out 3-2 me and Dani can now tie the vote should we go back to tribal which is obviously better than nothing. I'm bad at puzzles but im just gonna try my absolute hardest because i refuse to be Denise Stapley and go to every tribal council.
uhm so the immunity challenge is puzzles... great loll im legit so trash at puzzles and if we lose again ik it's gonna be bc of me ): i'm gonna try my best and not flop but i cant even enter the puzzles so idk whats gunna happen
Somehow I obtained 2 idol clues by sheer luck and honestly it's what I deserve in this game. I'm still debating if I even want an idol so I shared my clues with Jones because I wouldn't mind if she had an idol. But anyways there have been 2 quits which sucks but the only benefit is that now I at least will get 14th in this game.
lol we’re gunna lose again. but i aint going home america.. know that!
So I’m nervous my time might cost us the challenge but do you know what I’m not nervous about.... going home bc I have Dani loyal to me and me to her and also mr Scott and myself have established a f2 alliance named “crumpets and bagpipes” (name subject to change) so yeah hopefully I’m going nowhere hehe
SO IDK HOW I DO IT but people just kind of give me clues and answers to their idol puzzles. SURE I asked Scooty how he was doing for his results, but I never even asked Madison about her clues and she's just kind of,,,,giving them to me? and I love it <3 <3 <3
WELL ACTUALLY I TAKE IT BACK. I LOVED IT UNTIL I FOUND OUT THE FUCKING IDOL WAS TAKEN ALREADY.
I was searching the playroom today and WHAT DO YOU KNOW "there was something there but it was taken" and I want to actually PERISH LIKE HOLY FUCK I WAS ACTUALLY!! SOOOOOOO CLOSE!!1!11
but yeah hopefully Linus didn't have it and quit with it I'll actually beat his entire ass
So like... after my amazing comeback last immunity challenge,, WHICH BY THE WAY FUCKIN WAS FOR NOTHING BECAUSE LINUS QUIT LIKE WHY DIDNT HE QUIT BEFORE THE DAMN CHALLENGE AND NOW I OUTED MYSELF AS A CHALLENGE THREAT... stupid..,, we flopped in this one like...
madison and jones flopped hard kdjhflksdjfhs like did they even try.. now im in a peculiar situation..
the great thing is that rhys and ryan actually asked me to be a part of a three man alliance (im obv at the bottom) and like im definitely using this to my advantage and hopefully get out of this tribal!! im expecting at least one vote from madison which is natural but like im gonna fight tooth and nail to get out of this!!
idc who i have to throw utb to get by but i'll do whatever it takes
HELL YEAH TO MERCIA FOR WINNING ANOTHER IMMUNITY. It feels so good to have come clutch again, especially after a scare from Mo, who didn't do the right puzzle. -.- ugh that pissed me off so much, especially with so little time left to do it. But Ahrre and I DESTROYED everyone else who did the hard puzzle so I can't complain.
Also, a new development. Ahrre and Felix seem to trust me SO much that they wanna share their idol guesses with me, which is fine with me considering I trust them the most on this new tribe. I feel it, omg I feel like I'm SO close to getting that idol and if I find it, it puts me in a huge power position. So I need to find it before these guys.
This was probably the most stressful round for me. So let’s go through the series of unfortunate events
1. I misread the post and I was doing the easy puzzle the entire time when I thought I was doing the hard puzzle. I took a picture on my phone with my score and my name in the search bar.
2. I hangout with my friend, we go get sushi and I buy some macaroons and then we chill in a Starbucks while we play Pokemon Go.
3. I submit my photo at 5:45 PM 15 minutes before the dead line only to get told that not only would the photo not of counted because I didn’t have the date and time in the photo. But I was also doing the wrong puzzle.
4. My scrawny out of shape ass sprints home and it was the kind of thing where like I was coughing because I ran too much.
5. Now I have to do the more difficult puzzle in 20 minutes. I didn’t get the chance to practice before hand, I feel like shit, I’m still coughing and I think I’m going to puke because sushi + running isn’t the best combo.
6. I don’t submit on time, and not only that I don’t abstain on time either. So I get a strike. The amount of fucking despair and sadness I felt as I was rushing through the puzzle only to realize I was too late even after getting granted an extension. It was so awful.
Well, sad linus left but the good news is we won immunity by three minutes! Michaels time was a MESS because we could’ve gotten first if he did better but that’s alright we got second so that’s good. I like my remaining tribe mates so I hope things stay good ❤️
Aye so we've won another challenge after the swap yay! it's almost as if my shitty luck was detrimental during luck based challenges. wh would've thought...
Now we won even though Mo didn't submit and his time was more than the rest of the tribe combined lol but it's ok cause we won anyways, albeit David got a bit pissy about it and Mo told me about it but eh hopefully it's nothing.
Talking about david I decided not to sit around all day even if we're not going to tribal. Since I'm lucky to stay in the same camp I was before the swap I might as well try and find that damn idol if it hasn't been found already. So I decided to coordinate idol guesses with him and Felix which payed out because when we won the reward today he shared it with me (or at least a part of it unless he's lying) and he made a chat with me and felix so I guess now we're in an alliance, so there's that.
As for the other tribes well I hope Tobi can pull something out of the bag and not die this week, maybe he can get madison who has been pretty lackluster at challenges but either way I'm not gonna be holding my breath.
so today Rhys n I made an alliance with Tobi so that's a thing... and then later in the day we ended up losing immunity -___- which is ass because someone literally striked and got 45mins for a puzzle we still lost jalfkdjf like wig ok! I hope this alliance sticks but idk i gotta see what the waters feel like tomorrow... thank rihanna i have an idol it makes me feel like i have some security in this game hehe
Do you hear that? The birds are singing, the sky is blue and the sun is bright because YA BOI FINALLY WON IMMUNITY. Ugh I love winning immunity I’d scream if I had to go back there it’s ugly
Okay. So here is the tea. We lost.
I have an alliance between me Ryan and tobi. So fingers crossed that’s all good, and Madisin should be an easy boot.
However, I feel uneasy as when I woke up I had no messages from anyone on my tribe about tribal. Which is scary as I thought people would’ve been trying to push for w certain person making sure it wasn’t them. Apparently not, or maybe it’s me?. I know I’m a paranoid mess but I’m like 40% worried.
Okay this is post swap and this is a kind of sort of bad, I was swapped into a tribe were I believe I am only member of my og tribe, but we seem compontent at challenges (at least the rest of them do). Plus one person (Ahrre) I kind of sorta know so hopefully I can make something work and get past this.
Lewis quitting sucked since I actually knew him from an alias game a long time ago.
Let me know if you need a longer confessional.
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hmm Madison is definitely the obvious choice to vote out from Sweyn rn... she's exuded the bare minimum of activity and i dont think we've had a genuine conversation in pm's or at all thus far; plus she did the worst in the challenge. I know from Scott that Jones got close with Madison on og Sweyn so that is something on my mind, but I think she would be ok letting her go ultimately; not too sure but I'm talking to her now so we'll see. If our tribe loses again it's gonna be ugly because i would hate to vote Jones out, she's a queen
Hey guys, its me... Hannah Baker. We had a tribe swap last round and I was shook at it being 3-2 with me being in a minority technically if we’re talking number wise. But, Scott said something interesting to me, saying that he thinks its funny that I would go home over Michael which is kind of reassuring. We lost the challenge and Linus decided to quit and I was like ok mood??? We won the challenge after thank god and I won’t be going to yet another fucking tribal. I really like Michael and Scott and I think if we were to lose again, we could vote out Malik. I’m hoping I can make the merge here but I guess we’ll see. Xoxo
god.. pls vote out madison u fucking fucks LMAOAOAOAOOA. liek im good terms with everyone on that tribe so its rly ugly that theyre going to tribal.. but uhm. hopefully its madison that goes bc i dont want to talk to her or wes at merge loll
like i can be social. dont get me wrong.. but like i cant do it with awkward unsocial people.. communication is a two way street after all
Madison is voted out 4-1.
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Well then! I actually have some downtime so im doing this. Post was from a while ago but i saved it for when I have time. I’m not gonna answer a number of these fully bc thats TOO much sharing, but I’ll answer as many as i can.
1. What is you middle name?not answering this one
2. How old are you?24
3. When is your birthday?August 25th
4. What is your zodiac sign?Virgo
5. What is your favorite color?Royal Purple, though I like many shades of lighter purples nowadays
6. What’s your lucky number?Yup, 2. If not 2, then 8.
7. Do you have any pets?I have a family dog at home, hes a labradoodle named Sebastian
8. Where are you from?Southern California
9. How tall are you?I like to think I’m 6 feet tall, but im just short of that I think
10. What shoe size are you?11 US Mens, which i think is 14 in womens? I forget the conversion, and it’s damn near impossible to find anything in my size in that department.
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?enough that I’ve lost count
12. What was your last dream about?hanging out with @the-senor-sperm, Xavier
13. What talents do you have?I don’t believe in talent. Nobody starts good at anything, it’s all skills that must be trained and maintained.
14. Are you psychic in any way?I have very good gut reactions when I first meet people, generally. It has almost never steered me wrong, especially when it comes to my personal safety. If someone is not to be trusted, I generally know pretty quickly.
15. Favorite song?I’m not sure right now, I’ve been introduced to a lot of new music in the last year and I have a hard time choosing.
16. Favorite movie?Clue!
17. Who would be your ideal partner?Someone who challenges me to be the person I want to be. Someone I can trust with my thoughts and feelings. Someone I can spend my time with and be okay when all else is crumbling. Someone I love. Someone who would sit up with me while I’m deliriously I’ll, and make sure I’m drinking water, and eating, particularly microwave cup ramen. ;P
18. Do you want children?I dunno. I used to. I used to feel like I wanted to prove I could be a better parent, but I don’t feel that need, nor do I want that to be my reason anymore. I just want to live and be happy with my partner. Whatever happens after that, will be decided when the time comes.
19. Do you want a church wedding?Oof. I dunno. The thought is nice but I don’t know if the church would be cool with the wedding I’d wanna have ówò;;;
20. Are you religious?Not really at the moment. I want to believe in something, but that something has no form for me right now.
21. Have you ever been to the hospital?Yes, I’ve even had surgery! (on my sinuses, im fine now!)
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?Not really
23. Have you ever met any celebrities?Nope, unless you count internet celebrities, which I dont really. I met Arin Hanson before I knew who he even was.
24. Baths or showers?Showers
25. What color socks are you wearing?white
26. Have you ever been famous?lmao nope
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?No, i don’t like that kind of pressure
28. What type of music do you like?little bit of everything, though i do quite like electronic stuff
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?nope, but if i ever have my own pool and could do so without peeking neighbors, i’d consider it.
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?2 usually, but i only have 1 right now because reasons
31. What position do you usually sleep in?either on my side if the bed is real soft, or on my stomach.
32. How big is your house?its pretty decently sized, but I’m living in a dorm right now and not at my parents house
33. What do you typically have for breakfast?nothing
34. Have you ever fired a gun?Yes. I wasnt a fan. I didnt like how easy it is to just point and kill, and i especially hate that people think having that power is a right that should be protected like it is.
35. Have you ever tried archery?yes i have. I enjoyed it from a skill aspect
36. Favorite clean word?spaghetti. its real fun to say
37. Favorite swear word?i like saying chucklefuck
38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?about 40 hours. I’ve never done 2 consecutive all nighters. at that point, i start to pass out when i blink.
39. Do you have any scars?Yes, I have one on my shoulder and lower back from the same injury, one on my knee and shin from unrelated incidents, and scars on my hands, face, and shoulders from injuries and acne over the years
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?If I did, they kept it a pretty good secret. Or not. I am quite oblivious in that regard. Its hard when you just assumed for years that youre unloveable.
41. Are you a good liar?I used to be but not much anymore
42. Are you a good judge of character?Almost always
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?Nope, it is embarassing for me to even try
44. Do you have a strong accent?people say they dont notice an accent from me until i say certain words, like dude, or awesome.
45. What is your favorite accent?New Zealand accents are a hoot
46. What is your personality type?Timid, but caring
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?honestly not sure. most of my stuff isnt that expensive. by original cost probably a cashmere sweater, but I bought it at a thrift shop.
48. Can you curl your tongue?yes
49. Are you an innie or an outie?innie
50. Left or right handed?right
51. Are you scared of spiders?somewhat, but I dont react as badly as I used to at the sight of them. only if they touch me.
52. Favorite food?spaghetti? pizza? Xaviers cooking? hard to say
53. Favorite foreign food?sushi!
54. Are you a clean or messy person?clean in many ways, except for my room
55. Most used phrased?“aww, gay.”
56. Most used word?at this point, probably “fuck”
57. How long does it take for you to get ready?if im in a hurry, minutes, if im not, hours.
58. Do you have much of an ego?I can, but i’m working on it. I dont think I do though.
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?Bite
60. Do you talk to yourself?Usually, mostly to walk myself through things
61. Do you sing to yourself?Rarely
62. Are you a good singer?I think i’m better than i used to be, but im not great
63. Biggest Fear?Losing my best friends. I lost one in a very bad way, I cant stand the thought of losing more.
64. Are you a gossip?Once i got to university I became one, but I didnt used to be. Thats just kinda the environment I’m in. I feel like if i didnt people wouldnt trust me as much or even at all.
65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?i dunno, im not sure what constitutes “dramatic”
66. Do you like long or short hair?on me, Long. I cant stand how ive looked with short hair anymore. On other people I have no preference.
67. Can you name all 50 states of America?Fuck no lmao
68. Favorite school subject?Chemistry, after that Psych or English
69. Extrovert or Introvert?Extrovert with anxiety that makes me present like an introvert, i think is what ive settled on
70. Have you ever been scuba diving?nope
71. What makes you nervous?So many things oh my god
72. Are you scared of the dark?Yes
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?I do for some people but it is seen as inappropriate to others, and in some cases makes people think im trying to be superior, so I try not to anymore unless asked. Its not my place, unless they want to be corrected.
74. Are you ticklish?Don’t fuckin touch me. I am but I’ll bite.
75. Have you ever started a rumor?No. I had too many false rumors started about me, I wouldnt do that to someone else unless it was true and people needed to know the truth.
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?Sort of? I’ve been in classrooms and worked with kids, so i’ve been in situations where they answer to me, but I’ve never really been the main figure head so I’d say no overall.
77. Have you ever drank underage?yes
78. Have you ever done drugs?yes
79. Who was your first real crush?Honestly? I dont even know anymore. I know I had some, but what counts as “real”? I’d guess the one that lead to my first relationship. that was in 2011.
80. How many piercings do you have?none
81. Can you roll your Rs?“nope
82. How fast can you type?pretty fast
83. How fast can you run?I can run pretty fast but only for short bursts now.
84. What color is your hair?brown
85. What color is your eyes?blue-green
86. What are you allergic to?a variety of weeds, trees, grasses, molds, and dust mites
87. Do you keep a journal?not physically. what i post online and in recordable formats count as my journal, so i may look back on what ive said.
88. What do your parents do?my mom is a housewife, my dad works in law
89. Do you like your age?y...yes?? what does this even mean?
90. What makes you angry?injustice and unfairness
91. Do you like your own name?Not my full name, I like my first name’s shortening, so thats why i go by Matt
92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?Only John. To honor his memory, and all that he did for me. He set me on the path to become who I am.
93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?I want my kid to decide that for themself, if I ever have one.
94. What are you strengths?Tenacity
95. What are your weaknesses?Cowardice
96. How did you get your name?My dad named me after his best friend first, then his karate instructor for middle
97. Were your ancestors royalty?not to my knowledge
98. Do you have any scars?wasnt this #39?
99. Color of your bedspread?light blue
100. Color of your room?the one at home is sort of yellowish i think. the room i’m in right now is white.
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Episode 5: It's time to put my game face on - Ruthie
What a telling tribal. Gage is a whole liar. He and David both lied to me about how the vote was going. Now I definitely know not to trust them. Jaiden was mad that I voted for him, but I think we patched things up in PMs. However, I feel like this tribe swap will do me wonders. Chrissa is definitely someone who I want to align with. I hope we can get either Ari or Casey on our side so that Gage can be voted out as that seems to be in my mind, best case scenario. He's playing really well and that needs to go sooner rather than later.
So we voted out Adam and it was messy as fuck like planned but then A SWAP
Not just a swap but The three blue people are PEOPLE I LOVE AND WOULD WANT TO WORK WITH SO WE CAN EASILY JUST TAKE OUT THE GREENS IF WE WANTED. Unless of course RTP doesnt think Emma and Cole can get along. I think whaatever happens on this tribe, im going to at least survive the first vote??? We can pray we can pray
I... like this swap? I think? I'm glad Jessica is with me and not Ari, I'm not sure if Ari would feel bitter about the vote or not.
I hope Emma is okay, I miss her.
I'm glad to be with Charlotte- I'm just nervous to see if anyone else would vote me out if given the chance, I LOVE Drew but I don't trust him, I was hoping not to see him until later on. For now I'm going to stick close to Charlotte and Jessica and just see what else happens.
Jaiden and I have definitely patched things up! I think we could be a dynamic duo that really shakes up the game! On NuSenip, I'm going to actually make an attempt to be social with the other members. This is where my game takes a turn for the best! I know Chrissa and I are already working together. She told me she has an idol from the isle of pines which I'm thankful for. I can definitely use this to my advantage. If I even catch a scent of being in danger then I could probably just ask Chrissa to use her idol on me. I've already started talking with Ari so I hope my charm can get her on my side. Jaiden said that we need to stick with Gage and LA. I, however, do not plan to ever stick with them for long. I want to definitely vote out Gage! Liars can get gone! However, I do not have the power for that kind of move yet. Plus, Jaiden seems to be on the boat where he doesn't want to vote out Gage. Hopefully, he's not just lying to me so that he can vote me out. I really do hate this.
WHEW OKAY do we know what the fuck just happened?? i certainly don't!
so honestly all i wanted to do was save casey and cole because they're cute, but apparently i accidentally started world war three up in here, so whoops! to be honest i knew i fucked up the minute i told cole that andreas was targeting him, i still am not really sure why i thot that was a good idea but there was no turning back once i said it. and of course fifteen minutes later andreas messaged me "Can I ask you a question?" and i knew i was dead. but i did what i could with it, which was ignoring the problem and going to see a movie and telling everyone i had no idea what was happening and counting on my friends to not betray me. and hey, it worked out!
anyways i was gone like 3/4 of the day, jessica really covered my ass and i owe her my life and also the other two who didn't stone cold betray me. i'm looking forward to andreas coming back and murdering me for real. i decided to start a fight in the tribe chat for no particular reason except it was funny to me and i don't feel like holding myself back anymore! i'm not here to win, i'm here to have fun and make some memories on the way. so no regrets. and this new tribe i'm on??? basically a dream. i have never met 4/7 people, i'm with someone who voted with me so i don't have to worry about my dirty laundry being dropped in the fire, and jaiden is here which is gonna be so much fun. and that's about all you missed on glee! i'm gonna go forward with my newfound strategy of not giving a f*ck and see where it takes me. wish me luck.
Fuck Karen. This bitch is literally letting a past game control her thinking. And it was ONE TIME. I didn't even tell Cole about it. I told Dom who told Leah who told Cole so like back the fuck off my dick. She needs to go because I don't think I could stand her in merge or in another tribe. God her and Regan think they are sooooooo smart but once I come into the picture? They better keep their wigs tight because I'm coming for them.
Gage telling me all this information is really interesting though. He must actually want to work with me despite lying to me this whole time. I truly think he wants to work with me, but the majority on Senip prevented him from doing so. However, now that they are gone, he can work with me freely. I told you my social game would help me make allies in the future. I do think this swap will do wonders for me so I pray that it all works out in the end.
DREW MESSAGING ME LIKE HE'S EXCITED I'M ON HIS TRIBE.
I love Drew so much, he's one of my favorite people in the community but he just scares me and I like trying to out think him but I literally CANNOT. I just want him to go before me in this game, the days where I try to save Drew are OVER it's time to put my game face on and stop caring who I try to take out.
Episode with triple tribal 11/25- https://youtu.be/2kHbejXxdN8
so we swapped and i love this tribe but then jordan gave winterbells because he loves hell and being satan huh?
I hate winterbells
winterbells is winterhell
winter bells is the worst.
i wish we hadn't swap yet, i feel like i was in a decent spot. i haven't really talked to many people yet so rip. thankfully i still have gage who is turning out to be my closet person?
also working 24 hours in three days sucks.
ANDREAS IS FUCKING GONE AND IM SO FUCKING MAD FUCK U ARI FUCK U ARI FUCK U AND WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU THINK YOURE DOING IS NOT GOING TO LAST LONG GOOOOOO FUCK YOURSELF
First of all, BITCH!!!! What a fuckin bitch move, taking me out right before the swap. Like I actually liked our tribe and then everyone gotta act all sketchy and vote me out. Like 4 people suddenly coming up to me to make sure the vote was Raf? Sketchy. They were probably worried I had an idol which, sadly I did not. Because those fucking trees. But forreal, everyone on that tribe is either a bitch or an idiot. Except Karen, who if I ever get out of here can have my loyalty. But Jaiden? Bitch. LA? Bitch. Rafael? Idiot. More of a drama queen but like there's only two options. Regan is either a bitch if she voted against me or an idiot if she didn't vote me cuz like it was clearly either me or Raf so you're either betraying me or just plain stupid. Karen was the only one who voted with me and like, we were both just like idgaf who it is as long as it isn't me. But as we all know.... Whatever. The annoying thing is like I had no idea until the very end, when I'm talking with a few of them and I'm saying like "well if it was me like no one would tell me, I guess that'd be a blindside" and then immediately I'm like... huh, you know it very well could be one. Not like I had any power to stop it. I just would've looked desperate. But now I'm on redemption and it's time to flex some real power. Like this is where I thrive. No more of this pussy-ass tribe challenges where I gotta rely on everyone's dumb ideas. Now it's just me, and pure determination to fuck them up. They'll all burn for this, and I'm an eternal flame 🔥
Hell yes... I'm throwing these challenges espICALLLYYLLYLYLY when I can be immune duh. Also lmao at my serpent tongue flipping the script on ari and andreas last tribe.... Y'all aren't as good as me.... Like it's me Cole... the beauty honey.. Also the OLD SCHOOL HOES WILL WIN OK, WE MAY HAVE 3 WINNERS ME JESSICA CASEY and well king RYAN but we got this... WE ARE BETTER....!! JORDAN LOVE ME IM PLAYING THIS GAME REALLY VILLIANIOUS OKURRRR.
A rant why i hate the tumblr survivor community where alot of people are snowflakes who get offended and a rant why i kind of like it and a rant where these people are stupid in this game.
I really dont get why they voted off Andreas it was like Ari was thinking like a bitch.... 1: THEY HAD JESSICA AND RYAN who wouldnt have probably voted them off!
2: Why say we wanted cole out i would of probably destoryed my game for cole
3: I was sleeping until 2pm
4: I never thought Ari was messy and also i wanted to not vote them off ever even though were two opposites i am not a good person while Ari is very pure and smart while im not!!!!
After that they were being a little cocky you are so lucky that ryan and cole were on my tribe and not you because i would of thrown you under the bus so hard to Sarah who is like Andreas best friend and i would enjoy seeing you pre merge Ari! That was aggressive but the more i think about it now i can stay with Cole as long as i want and now i dont have to worry about voting off my friends and feel bad about it unless if people want to take the game personally but im just gonna do what ever i can to win honestly! Also ruthie and jessica are the best two people in this game ill be so MAD if they dont do well because they deserve everything. I also felt bad not aligning with Casey at first because shes one of the people in the tumblr survivor community who i love. Lily is boring and Madison is okay i would go with sarah all the way because i hear shes iconic i love her already.
COLE if youre reading this WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!! Him trying to get the lowest score all of the time is going to bite him in the ass one of these times. Anyways the rumor currently is Sarah wants Madison out which Im fine with but lets hope its stays that way
Have I done a confessional lately? No one knows.
In case I forgot to talk about it in the last confessional, I found a hidden immunity idol at the Isle of the Pines. I used my second search to get receipts that I could provide to my tribe to make it look like I didn't find anything but turns out? I didn't need them. We tribe swapped and now I'm on a completely different tribe AND we won immunity this week. WHEW.
Let's do first impressions on NuNadroj
Jessica: She seems pretty cool. I know she was in an alliance with Ryan before so having her around is kind of nice because a) she can tell embarrassing stories bc they've met before, and b) that gives us a reason to put a target on her if we do lose the next challenge.
Liam: I think I like Liam? He seems really cool and he's probably the person I've talked to the most since we swapped. I think I need to talk to him more to make sure that we work together when / if we lose a challenge in the future. Can't make it look like I'm scrambling when the time comes.
Drew: I LOVE DREW. I was allied with Drew in a side season we played once and it was fun playing with him. We all flopped, so I'm hoping he doesn't hold that against me and we can try to work together on NuNadroj.
Karen: Admittedly we ... did not get along that well on Senip. I'm not super happy that we're still on the same tribe. LA got along with Karen way better than I did but I'm hoping she'll want to stick together since we were both penises.
Regan: I still don't know what to think about Regan. I think it'll be easier now that we're Jaidenless to try to work with Regan. Again, because we were both on Senip, I'm hoping she'll want to stick together to keep our numbers strong.
Ruthie: RUTHIE! I also love Ruthie so this is great!! I'm hoping that potentially Drew, Ruthie, and myself ... or maybe Jessica or Liam could have an alliance?? I feel like it's too early to start throwing the idea around but I'm going to try to plant some seeds and see if we can make this happen.
At first when I swapped with Ruthie, I was like “oh no! The only person who didn’t say that they have a right alliance with me!” And I was worried she’d go against me. She still might do that but I don’t care because she’s so nice and I want only good things for Ruthie.
This tribe is cool so far, I don’t know anyone well which is a really nice twist. That hasn’t happened for me in a while and I like playing with new people!
I am worried because apparently Adam got voted out for having “too many friends”. This is hilarious, adam only has one friend, her name is samrah and she is not in this game. But it is worrying because we have basically the same connections so if people were worried about Adam, they are definitely worried about me!
But anyways, who cares. I am putting more thought into this than I want to. I can’t believe I took the effort to make a confessional. Gross.
i am so glad we won! jaiden's score omg that was insane. I never thought anyone could get that good, i envy that alot. But that was amazing. Also glad to be on the same tribe as raffy!
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