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fivestarchic · 9 months

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I wanna be here.

#brown #y2k black girl #y2k moodboard #y2k aesthetic #plants #green moodboard #green #90s nostalgia #90s #90s stuff #nostalgic #nostaligiacore #nostaliga #idk what year this is from tbh #maybe 70s-early 90s?#fivestarchic

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jondoe279 · 3 months

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atp i genuinely doooon’t care if the old guard two is the worst thing put to film i just want to see the best character of all time (andromache the scythian) and her loser henchmen and everyone’s favorite girl nile freeman again

#its not even funny anymore WHERE IS ANDY AND NORIKO!!!!!!!!!!! it was supposed to be the year of dyke drama 😞😞😞😞😞😞#like given the way they structured the first movie the second would have to be almost wholly original and differ a lot from the comic #like andy cant go thru the shit noriko puts her thru so im guessing the script would switch her out with nile getting tossed in the ocean #but that doesnt really work with norikos comic characterization (trying to get andy to see her point by making her go thru what noriko did #isnt something quynh will gaf about if andy isnt one of the immortals. andys become thr ‘vermin’ noriko hates!!!)#and given the end of the movie everyones chill with copley so joe and nickys whole subplot cant exist anymore…. idk maybe theyll switch out #copley with moose?? idc as long as we get their stupid car conversation tbh makes me laugh #honestly given the changes that would have to be made they probably just made a stupid movie and don’t want to release it. but I DONT CAREEE #its not exactly like the first one was that good i still mute it in preparation for every cringe needle drop like its a lame movie but its #genuineeeeee fun like i seriously do not care netflix give me my movie!!!#the old guard

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n7punk · 4 months

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what's the worst thing you watched and kept up with (at least for a while) because you were gay and begging for scraps? mine was probably pretty little liars

#what was her name? emily? whatever it was i was a simp for the lesbian character on PLL #and put up with three seasons of fucking Nonsense for it #words and things #i say 'probably' because there are worse shows i watched for various girls that i had crushes on over the years #but thats a different kind of simping. i didnt watch them for girl kissing i watched them for a girl who i knew was probably straight #gay #lesbian #bisexual #<- yall got it the worst half of these things were subtly biphobic too #oh god does anyone remember that show where the MC was a succubi but didn't know about monsters #so she thought she was just a freak and was always on the run until the monster world finds one of her kills and hunts Her down #and she ends up. idk working at a monster bar and helping her Monster Cop boytoy hunt runaway monsters? or something?#listen what i remember from that is how badly i wanted her and her simp (female roommate maybe?) to fuck instead #and i swear they queerbaited me a little. but i might have just been delusional tbh

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moxie-girl · 6 months

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actually I'm still not done with this crossover

I imagine Deuce has to physically wrestle Ace into wearing a shirt most days lol

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oatbugs · 1 month

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pls i need to provide updates

#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year #and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire #and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f #friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl #acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what #are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and #friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after #everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to #invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me #i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother #and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids #so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo #any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd #and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk #THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date #w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a #few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay #scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK #like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl #like is that even doable #but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much #.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us #god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x #but it would be soooo funny #I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed #popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x #i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like #its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe

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cozymochi · 4 months

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TWITTER HAS BEEN DELETED 💕💕💕💕

😌 first step of healing can begin.

#cozy texts #not my account just the apps rn… idk what to do with that account tbh #its only there for formalities i guess…..#such a bad idea to start with #im exhausted from all the bad takes and ppl up their asses over everything #they just thrive over negativity its been hurting me for a year in the background :/#p sure twit t er is what affected my perception of my work anc my willingess to post

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describingcolours · 11 months

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Thinking about Danny phantom. Thinking about how horror it would be if ghost blobs sloughed off of his excess ectoplasm like rotten flesh and muscles Peels away from a shambling corpse.

Thinking how he could sloop and goop and drip in a dark room, squelching, crying in pain something that sounds like a child but there's too much and it's too much and he's too much and it's not going away fast enough he can't breathe, he's falling apart, he's rotting away.

Thinking about how cold it would feel, how musty, the stench of it, the death of it. Hidden away like a victim under floorboards but leaking out in the smell, the fluid, the way things move when you don't look, the glimpses out of the corner of your eye. The feeling of it enshrouding the room, claustrophobic, dark, suffocating.

Can you imagine the sound of it? How it would splat to the floor, before rising and trilling? Hungry, just born, nothing but instincts and horror.

Thinking about how horrifying that would be. Hiding in a room until the excess is all gone and he can breathe again. Like a snake emerging from its old husk, brand new and... Definitely needing a shower.

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nico-the-overlord · 2 months

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It’s not that I absolutely hate being human, being a person.

I love having hands/thumbs, using technology like phones, cooking and baking, being able to throw stuff so well, standing and running on two legs, drawing and writing and ect ect but.

Gosh.

I so badly want to be a shapeshifter and shake it up a bit become other creatures see how it’s like for them. Fully or partially, shapeshifting back and forth. Maybe even become mythical ones. Please? It would be fun and I totally won’t abuse the hell out of such an abilityyy

#been having a ton of thoughts about it lately moreso than usual for some reason #like I kinda feel disconnected from my body even though I recognize I’m still a person so it’s like #idk if it’s from being trans or what idk how to describe it 😭#I say this like I thought of it today but tbh it’s been happening for years at varying degrees of intensity #anyways in other news guess who might redesign their fursona wahoo #nico rambles

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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found out this year’s snow miku contest is happening yesterday while on call with my friend and then I blacked out and woke up to this being posted on the piapro site (it’s here btw)

#VOCALOID #Piapro Characters #Hatsune Miku #Snow Miku 2024 #idk why I capitalized those tags so properly. what for #also this is literally the first time I drew something chibi in uhhhh. seven years. probably #kinda chose a weird corner to stuff myself in with this one here. everyone is doing seafood and here I am like #hng. vegtble #I think my thot process fully was just hey. if I pull from one single dish or just a type of food thats not a meal #scrolling thru the entry feed growing more and more outraged that some people base their whole design on just dessert. like I'm a grandma #genuinely me and cosme were browsing yesterday hmm-ing and hah-ing like we know shit lmao #the spectator sport of design. this is the exact attitude my parents get when they watch an olympic match #except I'm also dabbling. and hopefully so is cosme #well thats one time Ive done this. off the bucket list #tbh? I chose a good year to join. food is always on the mind #food is many things. mayhaps everything #okay I will. probably try and ink this page of the comic now. or I take a nap we will see #have a good nite lads! enjoy the process

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bluesidedown · 12 hours

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#y'all i would really appreciate prayer for a decision i have to make this week #(keep in mind i got back to canada like. less than 48 hours ago so my mental capacity is iffy lol)#i have had a job opportunity at my college literally fall into my lap #its an exec assistant position which tbh is very much the sort of thing i was hoping to find for this year #i would just have to commit for one academic year which would be perfect #id learn a lot #and id get discounted tuition to finish ny second degree here.#BUT it would mean finding housing and moving to my college town probably within the next month #it would be yet another big change in my life #I'd be farther from family and from The Boy #and i was rwally looking forward to lots of things about living with my parents (also stressed about other aspects #but rn the familiarity and stability sounds amazing)#so im really torn. idk what to choose.

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goldenhypen · 6 months

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someone tell me why and how is it november already???? anyway i feel like i haven’t written in ages and jake’s bday is coming up,,, thinking rn if i should impulsively start a last minute long story for his bday again-

#i swear i’m getting deja vu from last year #this was literally exactly what happened #sksjsk #i’m pretty sure i started around beg of nov and last minute writing this whole thing #i think i even planned out how much i had to write each day 😭#i have an idea and i swear it’ll be better than last years 😭#tbh i started writing this story many months ago #but it’s been sitting at 1k words for who knows how long now 😭#idek if i’ll have time 😭#but it’s fun to have smth to work towards tbh 😭#hmmm WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK IDK #em speaks #happy jakey month btw 🥰🫶🏻

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weedle-testaburger · 2 years

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thinking about her

(and about the fact su really went there and had a polyamorous character when hardly any media even acknowledges we exist)

#personal crap #steven universe #su fluorite #polyamory #literally she's one of three examples of polyam rep in anything at all mainstream i know of #(for anyone wondering what the other two are: trigonometry this really cute bbc miniseries from a couple of years ago #and professor marston and the wonder women a biopic about the wonder woman creator and his partners #they're both wonderful and i absolutely recommend them if you haven't seen em)#tbh i've been tempted for ages to write a fic that's my hc of her origin but idk if anyone would wanna read it

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bookskittychad · 8 months

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I love how dramatic fence is, I especially love how not even half of the drama has been unpacked yet lol. Like jesse and nick JUST met like its just so funny to me.

#Yall almost nothing has been addressed #Bc even tho this comic has been going on since like 2017?#WHICH IS ALMOST 6 YEARS AGO WHAT THE FUCK #technically #We're still at the beginning of the story most of issues 1-12 is literally build up #And the actual plot started from vol 4 like......#I have so much respect to ppl who loved and followed this comic from the beginning #And to all the ppl who are still working on it #I feel like the story has such a long LONG way to go #And it would be good to actually see it take its time #A monthly release could have done wonders #Its all kinda sad #Bc realistically #Will this comic ever get completed?#Idk i sure hope it does but tbh fat chance #Fence comic

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dykeinthedark · 9 days

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venting in tags about gender n shit (long as hell) (u can comment and talk 2 me as always :3)

#okay so i got a really masc haircut about a month ago and i know it's just a haircut but holy shit has it changed EVERYTHING for me #like.... i've always leaned masc except 1) before i came out 2) when i was actively in love with someone who i knew liked femmes #and they always described me as a fem. because that's what i showed her. because i wanted to be with her.#but lowkey whenever i'm in a not-impressing-anyone raw-dogging-life-no-crush era i always resort to a very masc style #like masc being my default and i'd only lean fem to impress people whether it's for love or peer pressure in a specific setting #like ''dressing up'' has always been a form of drag to me. like something i HAD to do to fit in or impress my parents (scott favor core)#but ever since this haircut i've realized... i could just BE masc innately like i really don't have to be womanly if i don't want to #which i usually don't. again i have only ever dressed fem for other people. but it's not even being masc that attracts me on its own #it's like. being masc in a distinctly lesbian way. as in whenever i look in the mirror i don't wanna be like a Guy i wanna be a dyke.#like lesbian as a gender identity too sort of thing honestly. okay i've been waffling but basically i sort of want to call myself butch #but i don't know if i like... can?? if i'm allowed to???#everyone always says it's MORE than just wearing boy clothes and not wearing makeup and having short hair (which i already do all those)#i mean i've always id'd as genderqueer because it literally just means gender weird and i experience gender in a queer way #what's probably the most telling is that my friends (all queer) CALL me a butch lesbian #like every time they do i feel really internally validated. it's not just my clothes but my personality too ig is what people tell me #i have a higher pitched voice relatively speaking but apparently the way i talk is quote ''very clockably into women''#which?? gender euphoria asf. my best friend specifically he (gay trans guy) always uses butch to describe me very intuitively #people have also noticed that i ''transitioned'' in all aspects except hormonally. like ppl have commented and noticed my masculinzation #but at the same time i always feel rly haunted by my ex relationships because one wanted me to be more masc #(she's the one who came out as straight and would treat me like a man) which i didn't like and i didn't like playing up being fem either #bc now it feels like she (butch) won't believe me if i called myself butch too bc she remembers me being femme #idk i feel like there's her voice in my head all the time that sees everything i do through her eyes (i'm lowkey still in love)#i feel like even though this comes so naturally to me i must be putting on a performance #even though i've actually read stone butch blues and done research into the history and i truly love and id with the culture like i rly do #that im still just a sad imitation of a butch lesbian and can never really be a part of it because i used to enjoy dressing up sometimes #like it's so stupid but can i still be butch if i wore a dress to prom and i think i looked good in it??#even though i was envious of my friends who wore suits?? that i used to try goth makeup?? that i liked long dresses??#that i enjoyed stacked necklaces and rings on every finger???#and tbh ALL OF THAT CAME FROM A CONCIOUS EFFORT TO FEMINIZE MYSELF IN JUNIOR YEAR OF HIGHSCHOOL WHEN I WAS 16 #because omfg it was 2 months before junior prom and i was worried that i was too masc and wanted to get comfortable with being fem

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grishaverse-chaos · 1 year

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darkl!ng stans: he's an example of the vilified revolutionary trope, he wants what's best for grisha, he is powerful + competent + a visionary

the darkl!ng: separates ALL grisha from otkazatsya society entirely which creates alienation, murders innocent people, seemingly does not know the meaning of the word "negotiation", decides that an eleven year old child is his best option for a spy, murders more innocent people, ignores and even encourages divisions between grisha, creates the fold (which kills people regularly and has basically destroyed ravka's intranational relations), murders even more innocent people, grooms a seventeen year old girl (even worse if you believe he genuinely loved her! aleksander that is a Child!), tortures people who disobey him - oh yeah, and my personal favourite, literally murders 95% of ALL RAVKAN GRISHA purely because they..... didn't think he should murder hundreds of innocent civilians by using the fold as a weapon.....

darkl!ng stans: yeah but he wanted what was best for grisha!!!!!!1!!!1!1!1!1

#anyways im mad today can you tell? idk why i just feel like being salty for no reason #grishaverse #anti darkling #mayhem.txt #mayhem rambles #he's not a vilified revolutionary! he's a FAILED revolutionary!!#he thinks he knows what's best for grisha but he DOESN'T and he's WRONG #nikolai + the triumvirate made more legitimate change in a few years than he made in CENTURIES!#(and THEY did so without murdering hundreds of innocents!!)#wait i forgot he groomed MULTIPLE young women! that's even worse!!#lowkey want to write a fic about fruszi (the tidemaker girl in his army from the show) tbh 👀#mayhem grishaverse originals

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