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andy-clutterbuck · 2 years
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Edgar Bradley Guillermo del Toro's Cabinet of Curiosities: The Murmuring
"I love you, crazy bird lady."
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crazyk-imagine · 1 year
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GIFS I
Gifs I don’t want to lose :)
Top Gun + Top Gun: Maverick
The Dog fight Scene
More of the scene
More dog fight scene
Hangman & Coyote
Hangman and his darts
Bob in the sky
Hangman during the dog fight
The one time you see the other pilots
An adorable duo
Fritz during the dog fight
Bob’s move
“Hangman in costume”
“College Jake”
Yale in the sky
TGM cast
Bob
Bob and Mickey in college collage
Top gun as troubled birds?
TG and TGM teachers
Icemav
Bob and Fanboy as besties
Shock
Bob, Fanboy, and Coyote
Dagger Squad
Rooster @ Hangman
Hangman @ Rooster
Bob’s hair
Kermit and Lewis
Things associated with BB
The Squad
Brad
Quarter of the dagger squad playing jenga
Mav and Rooster
Mav runs to Rooster
Rooster learns Mav is insane
Bradshaw boys // B Boys 
Goose Goose
Anthony as Goose
Iceman, Maverick, Goose, and Slider
Iceman
Iceman being Iceman
Wolfman and Hangman
“Nerd” boys being proud of Nat
Glen
Cleaned up Dagger Squad 
Sassy Bradley
Edit
Should have been a real pic in the movie
Wolfman and Hollywood
Slider and Iceman
Top Daggers
Fanboy and Payback
Wolfman and Hollywood
Dramatic Hannix
Hannix
Sad Hannix
The cast 
Butts
Everybody Wants Some!!
Finnegan with his cowboy hat // Cowboy hat
Finnegan dancing // more dancing
Finnegan // Pt. 2
Finnegan and the bull
Finnegan and Coma dancing
Supernatural
Richard Speight Jr fangirling
Jensen *tsk tsk*
Gag reel
Dean
The cast and their hair
Dean stealing candy
Dean cleaning himself 
Funny post
Dick Hunter
More Dean
Alternate Dean’s
Swat Supernatural 
Dean
Sam and Dean
Dean
Devotion
Jonathon and Glen 
Glen in devotion
Glen in his uniform
Glen in his whites
Narnia
Lucy and Peter
Tiktok song
Dialogue
Susan w/ Eliza H lyrics
Pevensie Ages
Small timeline
Viva la Viva w/ Peter
Sad times w/ Peter
Moodboard series
Hamilton lyrics x Narnia peeps
William Mosley gifs // Pt. 2
Narnia book remodel
Peter edit
Parallels
Merlin
Merlin
Merlin and poetry
Merlin curses
Arthur’s love language for Merlin
More Merlin
Gwaine
More Gwaine
Merlin edit
Arthur
Arthur accpeting magic (what we deserved to see)
Non Merlin watcher comments
Rupert Young being cocky
Merthur
Break my heart // Pt.2 
Arthur learned the truth 
Edits
Merlin
Arthur messing with Merlin
Arthur defying his Father
The End
Locations 
Arthur undressing
BBC Merlin
BBC Merlin
Funny
Interesting 
Bridgerton
Kanthony
Character develpment - Anthony
The family dancing
The family
Mentions of the sting
Stranger Things
Equipped Nancy
Eddie
Nancy and Eddie
Platonic Soulmates
This is music
Ted Lasso
Jamie 
More Jamie
Some more Jamie
Jamie 
Jamie
Sleepy Jamie
More Jamie
Lot more Jamie
(Don’t judge me) Jamie
Character development
Jamie (cold upstairs, hot downstairs)
Jamie
Parallels
Jamie
The strings
Character arc
Cartwheels
Roy
Jamie
Cuteness
Dance Dance
Pass the ball
Dance dance again
Fist bump
Beard and Roy
The Richman Way
Lasso dance
The end
Uncle Roy
Jamie
Birthday
Jamie knows Roy
Progress
After the poster
More progress
Jamie being mature
Last practice
Jamie and Sam
Jamie
Ted and Rebecca
Jamie 
Jamie and Sam 
You missed a good one
Wizard of Oz
Father and Son
Jamie
Will and convos
Sassy trio
Tears
The Fashion Police
Team fines
Jamie and Dani
Facts
Jamie
Sweaty Jamie 
Triple Frontier
The boys
Makes me cackle
How I imagined the end in One Shot
The main four
Santi
Frankie
Will
More Will
Benny
More Benny
“After” the movie Benny
Menacing walk Benny (future unwritten scene?) 
AU Will 
Marvel/ DC
Zemo dancing
Bucky
More Bucky
Not Bucky but fits the vibe
Misc
Willard dancing
Willard and Ren Dancing
Marko, Paul, Dwayne, and David
Lindsay embarrassing Flack
Shane and Ryan through the years
Shane and Ryan
Ryan
Salem Saberhagen Icons Pt. 1 // Pt. 2
Salem Saberhagen
Chris Knight deleted scene
Chris Knight
Black Phone
Leatherface (2017)
Numb3rs “date night”
Eric saves Jack
Monk
The boys and Lassie
Benny icons for My babysitters a vampire
Bowers gang
(Book) Stan Uris
Stan and Ritchie
IT
Harry potter
Fred and George being adorable
Now you see me
Bohrap
Queen commentary
Tom Hiddleston is a real life prince
James Diamond
Kira Yukimura
Fic edits
BTR vibes
Glen Powell
P & P Trivia
Know your Leatherface
Drew in the puppy interview
Rafe obx 3
Lewis 
“College Student”
Art History meme
Deadpool
American Psycho
Shower AP Scene
AP Lines
Rafe
Phil Dunster
Dungeons and Dragons 
Aemond Targaryen 
Ken talk
Behind the scenes - HOTD - AT
DPS things
Wolf transformation
The toast
Aemond T
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twofootedbones · 3 years
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What Is A Flower’s True Meaning?
Summary:  Every day for the past month Logan has been getting wilted flowers delivered outside of his door. Every day for the past month Remus has been trying to make flowers that were just as beautiful and alive as his love, but all he could make was destruction. Every day for the past month Logan has been saving the flowers, bringing them back with the power of botany. Every day for the past month Remus has been trying to confess his love through the flowers, but what is a flower's true meaning?
One of my favorite old Sanders fic of mine
In botany, it’s known that any plant has a saving grace period before befitting death. If the roots of the plants were alive or if part of the stem is still alive, there was still hope for the plant.
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Step one, reviving the stems. Recut the stems of the flower, cut at an angle and cut a half-inch up the middle to provide a large area for the stem to absorb water.
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Remus was near tears as he surrounded himself with wilted flowers. Roses, tulips, and carnations surrounded him as he tried over and over and over again to create a living flower. At one point he started to give up and try making some kind of normal plant, but within seconds of birth, they would all wither away. He screamed as loud as he could, shaking the room around him.
Most of the flowers turned to dust as he did so, leaving him surrounded by not only dying flowers but crushed petals and crushed hopes. It took him a while to stop the streams of water coming from his eyes, no matter how many times he wiped the moisture away it would always replace itself.
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Labored breaths filled the room as he tried to calm himself down.
Once collected, he gathered up a bouquet of the best-looking flowers to deliver on his love’s doorstep. He held his head in shame as he held the wilted flowers, they needed to be beautiful for his love.
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Someone was leaving wilted flowers outside Logan’s door. As the flowers started to show, the logical side took up researching bits of botany that Thomas had learned from previous experience, it usually wasn’t anything more than the flower’s name. Every Week there was a new type of flower, every day there was a different color. The flower’s always arrived in bountiful bouquets wrapped in a metallic emerald green ribbon. Logan got into the habit of pressing the flowers into various scrapbooks. While he craved to know how was leaving these flowers for him, he was afraid of bringing this up to the other sides.
It didn’t take long for the logical side to convince Thomas to look up how to revive a flower, blaming the need on being curious. Within minutes a sink, a new shelf, and dozens of glass vases had been added to his mind space.
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Roman groaned as his brother had yet again entered his side of the imagination. “No, it’s no,”
“Aw come on! You didn’t even give me a chance!” Remus walked into the room with an ever so fake pout of his face. “You’re going to ask how to make flowers again,” the prince sighed watching the disastrous man fiddle with the ruffles on his sleeves. The poor man was nervous about the courtship that HE was engaging.
“All the ones I make keep dying!”
“And that’s my fault how?”
Remus whined throwing his hands around as if to gesture at a point that’s not there. He attempted to create another daisy only for the white petals to immediately droop and wrinkle.
“Look, I can’t help you make the flowers but,”
Remus looked up, his face lit up with some kind of hope.
“I can help you choose which flowers to use,”
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Step two, hydration. Hydrate the flower within a vase of warm water. Warmer water will move up the stem faster, but cold water if preferred for flowers such as Tulips.
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Everyone but Logan knew. Roman would complain about his brother’s annoyances constantly. Not only that, but Patton had caught Remus outside of Logan’s door on more than one occasion. “The poor thing looked so nervous standing outside the door,” he gossiped. “He tries so hard to knock and give the flowers to Logan himself,” Patton chuckled. “Maybe we should give him some tips,”
“Remus? In love? And with Logan of all people!?” Virgil was shocked considering this was the first time was part of the gossip session.
“Keep your voice down! The nerd himself might hear you!” Roman panicked, looking over his shoulder. “I’ve been trying to help him become more direct through his choice of flowers,”
“Is this why Logan keeps making me research flowers?” Thomas asked the group. Patton only laughed, it was obvious that Logan had taken an interest in the plants.
“What exactly is he making you research?”
“How to save wilting flowers,”
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Step three, food. Add a drop of lemon juice and a pinch of sugar into the water.
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The flowers started to cover Logan’s room. There were daisies, roses, carnations, lilacs, lilies, and peonies of all different colors. The one plain matte room, burst with colors as the once wilted flowers now thrived. As some flowers died over time, Logan would press them into the books he started when the flowers first appeared. He would write the date the flowers appeared and the date they died, along with what type of flower they were.
Three knocks hit hard on Logan’s door.
“Who is it?” the logical side called out to no answer.
Setting down the papers, he got up to investigate. There was no one outside the door when he got there, but there was a fresh bouquet waiting for him. There was something special about this one, rather than it being all one flower, there was an arrangement.
Acacia, Amaranth, Gardenia, Arbutus, and Heliotrope. The green ribbon that once surrounded the flowers was now a bright white lace. The wilted bouquet was beautiful.
“Got another one huh?”
Logan almost jumped three feet in the air as Roman spoke up. The prince chuckled as he walked down the hallway. “The one who’s sending them wants to see you tonight, meet me in the hallway and I’ll take you to him,” And with that Roman walked off.
“He wants to see me? Tonight?” Logan whispered to himself as he clung to the flowers. The logical side rushed the flowers into the room. He immediately got to work on saving the flowers.
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Step five, wait. Within a few hours, the flowers should be back to their beautiful state.
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“YOU WHAT!?” Remus screeched as Roman told him about the date he set up.
“Calm down! Calm down! I did you a favor! You need to tell him sooner or later!” Roman defended himself as his brother continued to throw various small objects at him. “But tonight!?”
“Better sooner than later?!”
“It's too soon!!”
“No, it’s not, just tell him!”
A wet fish slapped Roman across the face.
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Logan pulled out the flower dictionary he made based on Thomas’s research.
Secret love.
Immortal love.
You are the only one I love.
Secret love, joy, sweet love, good luck.
Devotion.
Logan’s gasp echoed through his dead silent room.
The flowers were all secret confessions.
He looked around the room at the flowers he already had looking for the meanings of each one and each color.
Fascination, distinction, love.
Deep romantic love, passion.
Sweet and lovely, innocence, pure love, faithfulness.
Dreams of fantasy.
Loyal love.
First emotion of love.
High-souled aspirations.
Desire and passion.
Love at first sight.
Every single flower in his room was a love confession. A confession from who? Logan’s eyes panned to the pile of green ribbons the flowers usually came with.
“Oh my god, I’m an idiot,”
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Step five, repeat if necessary. Sometimes a flower will stay wilted or only perk up a little, the way to fix this is to recut the stem yet again.
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It was almost time for Logan to go meet his mystery lover, it was almost time for him to go see Remus. Logan felt like a huge idiot for not realizing this sooner. Taking a deep breath, he peeked his head outside his door to come face to face with Roman.
“Ready to go, Juliet?”
Logan only stepped out of the room ignoring the comment.
As the pair walked over to the shared imagination, the logical side had a brilliant idea.
“Hey Roman?”
“Yes?”
“Can you make me an ambrosia?”
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Remus paced back and forth around the broken down fountain. He was nervous, to say the least. Nothing in Remus’s garden was alive, it grew sure, but none of it lived. The vines and shrubbery nothing but petrified wood, that was dimly lit by the fire of the lamps that littered the area.
He held his hands out, groaning in pain as he tried to create living flowers. The bunch of red tulips only faltered as they came into existence. He set the flowers down on the fountain's ledge, trying again.
Wilted.
Try again.
Wilted.
Try again.
Wilted.
Remus was soon surrounded by wilted red tulips. Just looking at them drove him further into insanity. They needed to be perfect. He couldn’t just give Logan wilted flowers anymore, he deserved living flowers that were as beautiful as him.
“You-who! Bro! I brought your date,” Roman called from the garden path.
Oh great, now Logan was going to see him surrounded by dead flowers. Surprise! I love you! Here’s some death. Remus panicked as his brother and his love came into view. Within a split second, everything changed. Logan stepped forward, the ambrosia in his hands. The flower was held delicately, with a metallic ocean blue ribbon carefully wrapped around the stem.
Return of love.
The ambrosia flower was a symbol of mutual love.
His eyes widened, his heart soared, for a good thirty seconds, he believed he was dead or dreaming. Logan looked around at the red tulips, then to the source of all his flowers.
“I’ll leave you two to it,”
With that Roman was gone, leaving the two ever so awkward love birds alone in the garden.
“Remus,”
Logan spoke first.
“Y-Yes?”
The logical side only held out the flower for the chaotic man to take.
“I believe this says enough,”
Remus hesitantly took the flower, he held it as if it was made of glass. The last thing he wanted to do was somehow make the flower wilt before their very eyes.
“Logan, I-”
He stared down at the flower with adoration as he held it.
“Remus look at me,”
The chaotic man shot his head up to look towards his love, he was quickly cut off as the logical side initiated a kiss. His body froze, his eyes shot open, and he held his arms out as he struggled to understand what he was feeling.
Roman almost laughed as he watched from behind the walls of vines. Patton was going to love this.
Within seconds, Remus wrapped his arms around Logan, squeezing him as tight as possible, slipping his eyes closed and deepening the kiss. Logan pulled back taking a deep breath, looking up at Remus with equally wide eyes.
“I marvel in your presence, the thoughts of you make me weak, despite everything I did to you, I want to give you the world, your beauty can be compared to the passion of the flowers and the shining stars in the sky, but nothing could come close to what the image of you does to me, you’re enchanting, you’re intoxicating, you’re my obsession, you blow me away, it would mean the world and the stars to make you my dame, my duke, my king, my God,-”
Remus continued to babble confessions as Logan only basked in the awkward praise. Slowly a smile as bright as the sun and as powerful as the moon spread across his face.
“Remus,”
“Yes?”
“I fancy you as well,”
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Roman burst into the living room.
“GUYS HE DID IT!!!!!!”
“HE DID IT AND LOGAN SAID YES!!!!!”
Patton’s excited screams could be heard echoing from the kitchen.
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MY RANDOM THOUGHTS ON AN AMAZING MOVIE
I absolutely love the upbeat song it starts with
And I love Millie’s accent
Can we appreciate the mother-daughter relationship in this movie?
I absolutely adore the scene of them reading together
Her gift is like super awesome
And makes me want to learn about the language of flowers
It’s amazing just how much Henry fills out his costumes
The most estranged family ever
Sam got so much into character with Mycroft that I have to constantly remind myself that is Sam Claffin
I love the Holmes dynamic so much
They all have such chaotic energy
And I absolutely adore Enola’s comments
The absolute disgust when Mycroft says “feminism” is absolutely hilarious
Eudoria completely fooled him for money
And I love it
I actually adore miss Harrison’s motor car
But I dislike her greatly
And am absolutely disgusted with her thirst over Mycroft
I STILL FEEL OUTRAGED WITH THE SLAP
MY BABY
I love caricatures
Bonding moment between my detective duo
First mention of Dash in the movie
I’m sort of curious about their father
They’re still not on the same wavelenght
My smart cookie
Is going to start figuring shit out
I find the money so odd
I literally did not suspect the grandmother
Even though she was shady as fuck
But I also thought the uncle was too obvious of a guess
Mycroft screaming “SHERLOOOOCK” with the sound of the train blaring
BABY BOY BABY APPEARED
His long hair looks so soft
But it doesn’t completely suit his face
That’s why I prefer the short hair
I just wanted to know his first name
THE HUMOR OF THIS MOVIE
Their chemistry is off the charts
Even the way they move around each other
Enola doing what teenagers do best
Not listening to their mother
In this case, I’m thankful she didn’t
“Terribly sorry” polite boy is polite
I would definitely not look down while the train was moving
Sherlock gets told off by the women in this movie a lot LOL
Enola in suspenders is everyting
HER EXPRESSIONS
They complement each other so well
Holmesbury seeing right through each other’s bullshit?
We love to see it
Why does the song playing on their sunset scene sounds like a fairytale melody?
It even has birds sounds
HER FACE OF ABSOLUTE PANIC SENDS ME
VOTE FOR CHANGE
Seems even more relevant this day
I love how everything is so intrinsically connected
Do you all feel like Mycroft has the potential to get better?
Even though I absolutely love his scenes like this
Money gets you eveything, everywhere
“a lady!”
This old woman is so greedy
If I saw a rat in the room I was staying in, I would just change places
R.I.P to Enola, but I’m different
Her not knowing what phase of the plan she is, is the most realistic thing of this movie
“This gentleman seems to be getting lots of attention” careful Enola, your attachment to the useless boy is showing
How old was Enola when Edith thaught her if even with her great memory she doesn’t remember it?
Everybody gives sound advice in this thing
My smart cookie at it again
I want to know more about Eudoria and her secret plans
I hate the coco hat guy
My daughter is badass though
And funny
And her loyalty to Tewkesbury is everything
Sounds like a busy day
Corset saving lives
My girl is full of surprises
I love how Viscount Tewkesbury, Marquess of Basilwether just became a priority in her life
They’re so filthy rich
My daughter is so very dramatic
And expressive
Lestrade is so nosy
It’s scary how I knew some answers to the Sherlock questions
The wardrobe in this movie is “chef’s kiss”
And the five pounds saga begins
That’s right, Edith, you tell him
Sorry, Sherlock, love you
All of the Holmes family is so dramatic
Enola becoming even more infatuated when she finds out how much of a nerd our boy is
Her trying to hide her little smile when Tewkesbury is called a “new thinker”
Millie looks absolutely stunning throughout the whole movie
BUT HER PINK DRESS LOOK
AND ALL THE FLOWERS
THE MOST MOVIESTOPPING THING EVER
AND THE WAY SHE JUST WALTZ IN FLIRTING WITH HIM
HIS EXPRESSION WHEN HE SEES HER
“CHEF’S KISS”
THEIR BANTER
THE WAY THEY JUST SUBVERT EXPECTATIONS
I love everything
The obvious mutual crush
The awkwardness
The vulnerability 
They have it all
The paralles and the differences
I’lL mAkE uS sOmE tEa
Love how casually she talks about his hair and smile
And how she realizes Lestrade is hiding
HIS DEVOTION TO HER
BE STILL, MY HEART
The scene between her and Mycroft is so raw
The laugh politely scene is ridiculous
“Then why did she leave you?” BITCH
Her face when she realizes the brother is Sherlock
I JUST WANT MORE OF ENOLA AND SHERLOCK
Don’t you just love how Holmesbury’s storyline is so completely connected?
DASH!!!
I JUST REALIZED THAT THIS WAS THE MOMENT SHE “LET HER MOTHER GO”
He came back for her just as she came back for him!!!
They stuck together after all
He pays so much attention to everything she says!!!
THEY HAVE SUCH DUMBASS ENERGY
WHEN THEY’RE TOGETHER
WHICH IS HILARIOUS
BECAUSE THEY’RE SUPER CLEVER
BUT PUT THEM IN A SCENE
AND THEY SHARE A SINGLE BRAINCELL
Little Enola is so cute
They are a WE
But like, how good is the final fight scene?
Her reaching out for him immediately after she takes Lintholn (is that his name?) down
The way I knew he would survive but my heart stopped anyway
And how Enola imediately runs to the grandmother in a rage
The handholding
Her hand is so small next to his
My clever boy
The tender brushing of hair
The forehead touch
Her touching the nape of his neck
Her holding his hand to get up
AND THE WAY THEY LOOK LIKE A POWER COUPLE
AND THE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE
Sherlock owning the room as soon as he walks in lol
PROUD BROTHER
SHE LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL
The uncle actually seems nice
How adorable is it that his mother offered her their house for her to stay?
HE’S SO SOFT
Her reaction to the hand kiss
Can we talk about that?
She has to close her eyes and take a deep breath
He lets tears roll down his face
I love Sherlock’s and Mycroft’s scenes
Like, they just be casually talking with each other
Passive-agressively
And the way both of them support Holmesbury
LOVE IT
I love how awkward Eudoria can be
She’s though, but soft
Do you feel me?
I feel like I already heard the song that plays when they hug each other
DID I MENTION THAT I LOVE THE HOLMES FAMILY?
Love how the “I don’t have to be lonely” appears her and her useless boy
The message of this movie “chef’s kiss”
Well, this got rather long
But I think I’m finished now
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lesbianlotties · 3 years
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list 10 different female faves from 10 different fandoms
I was tagged by @lightdescending thank you so much!! i loved reading about your faves <3 so it’s time to pour my heart out for my favorite fictional ladies in the world
1. Elena Alvarez - One Day at a time
Elena is for sure the most relatable character to me! I freak out for days after finding out about her. She’s latina, a lesbian, a feminist, a nerd, so close to her family, dramatic and grumpy, hilarious, and I just love her so much!!! All my favorite odaat episodes are focused on her, I think. The quinces episode still makes me cry like a baby. I relate so much to everything about her, the way she navigates her sexuality, her relationship with her very latina family. and I’m forever bitter the show was cancelled...
2. Dani Clayton - The Haunting of Bly Manor
*terrible british accent* I’ve fallen quite in love with London. And since then she’s lived rent free in my heart!!! I’m obsessed with absolute everything about Dani (and Jamie but I had to pick one). She’s in a constant state of anxiety and still she’s so incredibly brave again and again. She’s impressive, and adorable, and the cutest ghost you’ve ever seen
3. Theo - The Haunting of Hill House
okay this one’s though. because I’m thinking about the book, the old movie, and the Netflix show. In the book I love Nell and her gay awakening more than anything else in the world. But if I include the movie and the show, Nell is just a bit too tragic and a little less gay. So I pick Theo, who brings me so much comfort. She’s fascinating, iconic horror lesbian, and always so much fun? I love her so much
4. Andromache the Scythian - The Old Guard
Do you ever hear Charlize Theron say “I’ve been here before...” and think yep I’m going to devote my life to this character?? Well, I did. Andy is the most, the most, the most incredible character. And criminally underrated and treated not very well by her own fandom but anyway... She’s the oldest person in the world, so old you can’t barely think about it, and still she has a heart so big she can find all of humanity in it!!
now we leave behind characters that changed my soul and move to character that I just love because it’s fun and I’m a lesbian!
5. Tammy - Ocean’s 8
Sarah Paulson!!! She’s Debbie’s ex. She’s cute. She’s hilarious. I love her. “As you know, they’ve never lost a pope.” “The Met Gayla” “Ebay” “You’re becoming a criminal because you’re lonely?” That’s an icon.
6. Helena Bertinelli - Birds of Prey
No I have never read the comics or anything, I just watched the Birds of Prey movie and Mary Elizabeth Winstead is so tall and I’m weak, okay? I have a weakness for tall, socially awkward, deadly, grumpy, unexpectedly funny, undeniably lesbian characters. And Helena fits every mark!
7. Fran - I Care a Lot
Probably not one of my favorite characters ever but definitely one of my favorite characters right now!! Yes, it has a lot to do with Eiza Gonzalez in general and her incredibly chemistry with Rosamund Pike. The crime wives. I love them. I specially love Fran for being so unapologetically in love with a very terrible woman <3
8. Heloise - Portrait of a Lady on Fire
I just love her a lot. Her entire story. Adele Haenel. Her relationship with Marianne. The way she did everything she could to make all the few decisions she was allowed, and just went for what she wanted when she could. She’s fascinating.
9. Grace - Terminator Dark Fate
Okay, yes, technically I only watched the movie veryy recently but... Mackenzie Davis’ arms... incredibly expressive blue eyes, and devotion, and strength, and humor, and absolutely everything about her!!!! Technically I could pick Dani but there’s already a gay Dani on the list, and also another tiny gay latina, but I have a lot of love to give.
10. Therese - Carol/The Price of salt
this was so difficult to choose!!! (shout out to Carmilla and Catra because I almost picked them) but look, watching Carol was lifechanging. and The Price of Salt is incredible and I love Therese from the book soo much more. Not my fault. She’s overdramatic and gay and she brings me comfort!!!
I’m tagging: @lilolilyr @diving-llama @alessandramortt @waxwingsfail @alloutofgoddesses @cryhardanddanceharder @lgeelove
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Ramble away, cause I feel the twisted head rot, I kinda wanna see what you think about our bois. ~ a pocket sized dragon hops in excitement.
A POCKET SIZED DWAGOOOOOONNNN 😭💞💞💞 That’s so BLESSED, and tysm omg, I’m very glad to just spill out my barking on every boy, bc yEAH THE BRAIN ROT SKDHAKDB
THE BRAIN ROT IS SO REAL LOL
Everything I breathe ends up relating to TWST in some way, like at this point just let me take my friends, cousins, and pets, and of course Lulu and Seb, and I will have 1. A Gottdamned Harem, 2. So Many Children, and 3. NEVER WANT TO LEAVE. Kwfhskdhjwek
Ok this is gonna be long bc I gotta cover all my boys, so rip lol.
Dorm Leads:
Riddle
GOD, my Fucking Baby, my CHILD, my SWEET BABY BOY, I’M 👁💧👄💧👁
I would die for him, beetch, he is PRECIOUS ♥️
He reminds me of how I feel Ciel would behave if S/O took the place as Sebastian’s contracee, too, so like 🥺 Lots of feels 😭
Is Son, I have adopted him now. If you mistreat him, don’t ever speak to me or my son ever again. I’ll FIGHT his MOM, don’t TEST me. I’m his new mom now. His BIRD mom. So proud of him, he’s like...one of the few that’s actually shown growth in canon after his overblot kshdkadjs
Leona
👁💧👄💧👁
.....I am a Mere Simp....
Ya’ll.... I swearh to ghOD I simped hard for Scar back when I was a wee thing, I did NOT expect to simp for him AGAIN LATER IN LIFE, what the FUCK aidhskdhskdj
Like shit bitch, damn, you may not be king of Afterglow honey, but you can be king of my heart if you wAnt to bb....
Leona: *smiles once, even if it’s smugly*
Me: *WEEPING* Look at hiiiiiiim!! My sunshine booooooy! 😭
Does this make me a furry
Probably
I am too Simp to Care Anymore
I HESITATED TO GET ATTACHED BC THIS BOY LOOKS LIKE A FUCKIN WOMANIZER IF I EVER SAW ONE, BUT HE DRINKS HIS RESPECT WOMEN JUICE EVERY SINGLE MORNING AND I WAS A GONNER SNDJAJDHSJ
FUCK
Call me a Herbivore again, bully me //SLAPPED
Azul
He secretly a lil shit sometimes, but tha’s ok, it’s mostly in a silly way, especially post overblot~ UvU
The sweetest bby everytime I read fanposts on him, like god, ah 💜💜💜 WHOMST COULD BULLY SUCH A CUTE CHUBBY OCTOBABY I’LL FIGHT ALL OF EM!! A sweetheart 10/10 would be his friend 💗 Not making contracts with him tho, lol
...ok maybe SOME after his overblot, but they’re able to be easily reversed now, so it’s way more chill andhsjdj
Kalim
FUCK!!!! F U C K!!!! BABYYYYYYY!!!! BABY!!!! I HAVE ADOPTED HIM IF YOU TOUCH HIM YOU D I E
He is literally so sweet, anytime anyone was like “you’re so nice it’s annoying” I WAS READY TO COME FLYING IN TO BITCH SLAP THEM LIKE AJDHSKDHSJ (even if I also loved them lol)
Like NO you are WRONG whfksjd
He has also grown so much, and I am proud ♥️🧡
Vil
Jesus Christ, canon Vil is Hurting Meeeeee ajdhskdhsj
My fave fanon Vil is the one that recognizes all different types of beauty, though~ uvu and is v encouraging to anyone that may be struggling with self hatred 💜
Canon: Vil is pretty~.
Me: Wow, wtf???? He IS so pretty... How rude I didn’t think you were serious! Wow him??? Pretty??? Wow??? Wow...
Idia
I’m not sure yet, as I haven’t seen him very often, but of the few times that I have: BIG same, huge mood, and Me FUCKING Too, goddamn akdhakdj
Idia is my Anxiety and Anime Nerd personified tbh lol
What Ortho is to him are what all my comfort characters are to me, honestly.
Like what would you like bby, you want that singing voice?? Ok here comes a synthesizer just special for you~. Ily, mwah~ u3u 💕
Malleus
HEAVY BREATHING
Ok maybe it’s just the lack of story/info out on him yet, but I don’t currently simp as hard for him compared to Leona, I’ll admit jajdkajd
BUT BOY HOWDEY DO I EVER STILL S I M P...
He Is Baby... And I Lob Him....
I am going to smooch those horns and forehead crown of beautiful scales 🖤🖤🖤 I am going to do it!!!! Here I go!!!
HE CAN HAVE ALL THE ICE CREAM AND TAMAGATCHI DATES HE WANTS I’M- 😭
This man is too precious for words, and I have so much childhood nostelgia to ‘enchanted’ woods, and being in the mountains, so he has Old Fae Friend vibes to me~🖤
DRAGON FORM DRAGON FORM DRAGON FORM DRAGON FORM DRAGON F-
Ngl I ship him and Leona a lil bit lol
No, not just bc that makes a poly with my two faves easier, but that is a bonus factor jadhajdj
Vice Dorm Heads:
Trey
Oh my god, the Daddy to my Mommy with all these newly adopted lil kids of ours, ya know??? What a wholesome sweetie and funny lil shit jahdksdh~
I love him, I would gladly make tarts with, AND for him 💚💚💚
The kind of boi who I’d ship HARD with anyone he started dating bc My God it would warm my heart So Much 💞💞
Ruggie (unofficial but may as well be at this point lol)
He took a while to grow on me kadhskdhsj
But I think he’d be a sweet, if a trouble-maker of a friend to have~.
Dank you for taking care of my sweet lion bby, honey, I’m sure Farrena is a sweetheart, but boi I hope he gets his shit together to fix up where Ruggie lives 😭
I think if I met his granny, I’d CRY jadhajsh 💗💗
Leech Twins (?)
Idk if they’re vice leaders, but who cares lol
THESE are the older Big Brothers in every sense of the word. (My canon ages most everyone up just a bit, save for Riddle, Ace, Deuce, Kalim, Jamil, Cheka, and anyone already 20+)
The ANNOYING older big brothers, lol.
The ones that hug you to death (Floyd), or use you for an arm rest (Jade), and specifically Do the thing you asked/told them NOT to Do.
This is fine with me tho, I’m an only child, please give me the experience of annoying older brothers lol 💙💚
Jamil
I used to hate you bby, I’m so sorry akdhskdhs
I’ve adopted him now, and I’m v proud he’s trying, but making clear what his boundaries are, and trying to come out of a shell he was made to be in for so long 😭
AND HIS DANCING IS SICK LIKE HONESTLY I’M SUCH A PROUD MOM 💗💗💗
Rook
God. FUCKING Rook, lol.
IDK IF I SHOULD TRUST YOU, but I also kinda wanna be your friend akdhakdjs
HE CONCERNS ME but he also seems nice and v sweet sometimes, lmao
Blz don’t stalk me tho 😬
STOP SHOOTING YOUR ARROWS AROUND SCHOOL YOU BLOODY HEATHEN FRENCH PRISS, YOU ARE GOING TO KILL SOMEONE
Also, if he DARES hunt cute animals around me, especially BIRDS, I am going to GRIP him jahdkahdsk
He’s like if Lord Druitt was a Little More Nice and a Little Bit Less Creepy ajdhak
Lilia:
GOD.
I LOVE THIS FUCKING GRANDPA.
I. FUCKING. LOVE. THIS FUCKING. GRANDPA.
I absolutely hc him as nonbinary w/masc pronouns, I absoLUTELY do.
I adore him, I love him, I haven’t gotten a squish (hardcore desire to be someone’s friend, lol) this hard for a character since AngelDust, I-
Pwease be nonbinary friends with me, Lilia 🥺
THE ONLY PERSON HERE SHORTER THAN ME, BUT I’LL TAKE IT AJDHAKDHJS
Anyone know Corpse and how he plays Among Us? That’s how I see Lilia playing his video games with friends and I JUST I JUST I J U S T
The Spencer to your Carly.
He and Crowley are free to compete as Dad with me too like honestly kshdkadjjs
He’ll always be granpa tho uvu 💚💖🖤
Extras:
Ace
God, the Fucking Annoying Middle Brother that pranks you ALL THE DAMN TIME, but I love him andhakdhsk
Deuce
THE BROTHER THAT WILL BEAT UP YOUR BULLIES 💙💙💙 SWEET BABY BOY
The Josh to Ace’s Drake. The Cody to Ace’s Zack. The Freddie to your Carly and Ace’s Sam.
If he and Ace started dating, tho, I would CRY.
But regardless who they end up dating, it’ll be slow burn friends to lovers, and literally the most adorable shit to watch EVER 💞💞💞😭
Cater
Seems Like A Womanizer But Actually Drinks His Reapect Women Juice And We Stan That 🧡
Can always count on him to help tou get the best Magicram shots, bless you Cater 🧡🧡
Also rly wanna be his friend, ngl 😭 Even IF he pranks me a lot kadhakdhsj
Jack:
H E AV Y BR EA T H IN G
Ngl my feelings for him are in the air IDK IF I WANNA SMOOCH OR NOT YET I JUST KNOW I LOB HIM HE GOODEST BESTEST BOY 💛💛💛😭
If all three Savannaclaw bois got in a cuddle pile with me, I would Not Be Mad
How can I give this boy love, tell me and I will Do It
Gift him all the cacti’s he WANTS💛
God he drinks that respecc women juice bright and early on his run every morning, you KNOW he does 💛💛💛
I wawnt to pet his ears an tail an fwuffy wolf form 😭
I WAWNT TO SEE THE BOY SMILE AND BE HAPPY 💞💞💞
Sebek
CHILL CHILL CHILL CHILL CH-
He is a v devoted guard tho, we love to see it UvU
I don’t have more info on him hekdhskdj but his fanmade content seems v v sweet~ 💚
Silver
HE ATTRACTS BIRDS AND I CRY ABOUT IT PLEASE BE MY FRIEND AND TEACH ME HOW 🥺🥺🥺
Him being raised by Lilia and Malleus literally gives me so much Fucking Seratonin....... God 💞💕💗💗💞💞💗💗💕💞
Ortho
IS BABY????? IS BABY!!!!!! I’M LOVE HIM I’M ADOPTING HIM IS BABYYYYYYY 💙💙💙💙💙
Cheka:
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-
He is so FUCKING CUTE what the FUCK!
Leonaaaaaaa... 🥺 Your NEPHEWWWWW 😭
I might steal him from Farrena tbh, lIKE MY CHILD NOW~ 🧡🧡
I just sob and hug him every time I see him honestly 😭
Teachers:
Dire Crowley
Ohhhhhh god oh god oh god
Be my dad. Please. Be my dad. PLEASE be my dad. Ya’ll think I’m joking, I’m not. Please adopt me. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK.
This man as a father gives me so much dopamine and oxytocin and seratonin??? I have been weeping for WEEKS, please adopt me, Sir
Fathers with zero braincells being wrapped around a daughter’s little finger makes me so weak, and I am just here with Daddy Issues like ajdhakdhsj BLEASE ADOPT ME MISTER BIRD MAN
Crewel
Ew.
Forgive me, I haven’t seen much content with him in it/that could be considered wholesome, bUT JADHWKDJSJ
UncoMFORTABLE
Please keep the kink talk out of the classroom, S I R
Call me puppy one more time, see what happens, I’m not scared to fight a teacher akdhakdhsj
Trein
The Dad Figure that tries to be the stern part to Crowley’s blumbering kahdkqrhsjdj
Don’t feel as much attachment to him emotionally, but I like him~
Just let me pet your cat sometimes and give you holiday presents, and we’re cool~ ♥️
Vargas
Found the womanizer //SMACKED
And of course, I can’t forget Grim~!
He’s grown on me, and if anything happens to him I will kill everyone in the room, and then myself 😭
I will pet and snuggle and hold him all he wants and feed him all the tuna his heart desires uvu 💙
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Sunlight
Some practice OC fluff with mine and @autophagic  ‘s OCs, Cassius (mine) and Kardis. These soft boys are the best and I love them so much.
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Cassius floats, dreamily, in that beautifully blissful limbo between consciousness and sleep, warmth tingling across his body, light and airy. His eyelids flutter as they open, every movement slow, lethargic -- weighed with the content knowledge that he can take however long he likes to awaken. Any dulled aches of the night before have turned to not-entirely unpleasant tingles, something he can deal with. He blinks, blearily, through the shadows of the bedroom, exhaling a soft breath as his mind catches up and awakens itself properly. 
He adjusts his head to a more comfortable position, though he remains where he is, nestled up under his partner’s arm; the shared heat is… heavy, but in a good way -- it’s something protective, intimate. Even this holds some dreamlike quality to it, as if they’re shielded entirely from the outside world. As if it’s all merely background to them. Outside, he can hear the sounds of morning; wildlife and the bustle of early city life, seemingly so far off from them. A soft breeze blows through the open window, bringing a cooling chill to the warm air. Sunlight, parted by the flowing silky curtains, cracks through onto them -- stretching deep amber across the room. 
Cassius shifts his hand upwards, towards the sunbeam that stretches across his partner’s chest, trailing the pads of his fingers across it. He watches the soft rise and fall, feels the pulsing thrum of a heartbeat -- telltale signs that this is real, that’s really here, that he’s still alive. He continues tracing an idle pattern without thinking -- only pausing when a hand catches his, stilling his movements. He intertwines their fingers automatically, smiling softly to himself as he closes his eyes again, with a contented hum. 
��Good morning.” Cassius greets him, the heaviness of sleep still weighing down his tone. 
Kardis lets out an exhaled huff, and Cassius feels him shift -- but still oh so carefully, delicate movements to avoid jostling him too much. And he feels a familiar burst of affection that even now, Kardis is thinking of his comfort.
“Morning.” Comes the reply -- tone husky, tired. As if he’s not entirely sure whether to be awake yet or not. How much sleep had he gotten? Just how worn out had he been? Cassius almost feels bad for keeping him up so late.
Almost. 
Then he feels that wonderful tingle of an afterglow -- and he can’t feel anything other than satisfaction. 
The smile quirks his lips automatically at that, and he nestles himself further up against Kardis’ side. He lets the quiet take over for a while; it’s a comfortable silence, blanketed over them as they stay content to merely exist with each other, if only for a while.
“We should get up.”  Cassius murmurs, eventually -- even though he may not want to, their mornings have taken something of a routine. Something healthy, or, well, as close as Cassius presumed to get. And enjoying the early day together was an alluring idea, anyway. 
“Mhm.” Is the only response he gets at that, not even a shifting of weight. And Cassius wonders if Kardis even heard him, or, rather, even fully comprehended what was said. 
“C’mon, tiger,” Cassius coaxes, rolling himself, still slowly, so he’s on top of Kardis, straddling his hips, palms resting gently against his chest. Kardis huffs at the movement, and the warm gaze meets his through heavily-lidded eyes, but the look is just as affectionate as ever. “Don’t you always go on about having a good early start to the day?”
Kardis snorts, adjusting back against the pillow, but makes no protest against Cassius’ new positioning. His free hand, the one currently not intertwined with Cassius’, reaches up, settling against his waist, over the oversized shirt. 
“That’s when I get to sleep at a decent time, but thanks to someone,” the gentle squeeze against his hip is enough punctuation. “I didn’t.”
As if that were something to complain about. 
“Mm, well, sorry about that.” He hums, half-heartedly. 
“No you’re not.” It’s still exhausted sounding, but amused -- and Cassius can see the small smile that’s worked its way onto his partner’s lips. 
“You’re right,” Cassius says, with a soft chuckle, giving a casual shrug of his shoulders. “I’m not.” He taps his fingers, lightly, against his partner’s chest. “But if we stay like this much longer, I may just be tempted to stay in bed all day with you.” 
He settles back a little, observing Kardis curiously, head tilted every so slightly to the side. The tones of the morning; the mix of the orange and the shadows are striking, silhouetting him. He looks so… at peace, in these moments, tousled hair and relaxed expression-
Handsome. Beautiful -- not that Cassius doesn’t always think he’s good looking, but the thought strikes him true right then, and fluttering butterflies are bursting back to life in his abdomen. 
“Alright, give me just a few more minutes…” 
Cassius sighs, softly -- because he feels the pull, too, the temptation. But is mind is too alert, too awake now, to settle back in. He moves, settling his palms either side of Kardis’ head and leaning in, hair falling down to frame his face. Kardis doesn’t open his eyes, not yet, anyway. 
“I was thinking,” Cassius begins, tone soft -- a little more active strength coming back every few seconds he’s making himself remain awake. “That you could make us breakfast.” He suggests. “I’m hungry.” 
“Ah,” Kardis exhales a deep breath, some flare of amusement, and he opens eyes, looking at Cassius, quirking an eyebrow. “I knew you wanted something to bother waking me up.”
“What are you suggesting?” Cassius feigns offence, shaking his head with an indignant noise. “I just wanted to spend the morning with my wonderful boyfriend who also happens to be a really good chef, is all.”
The soft laugh that gets reverberates through his chest, and Cassius can feel the soft rumble -- and the feeling tugs at the strings of affection in his chest. And automatically, he’s drawn in closer, feels their noses touch first and grins, lazily, closing his eyes as he brushes his lips against Kardis’, gently, soft, as they part with an exhale and he leans back down for a slow kiss. 
It’s light, chaste, really -- but it’s all he needs, for now at least. 
He pulls back a few seconds later, and his heart soars as he sees a reflection of his own adoration in Kardis’ eyes, the expression is nothing short of fond.
He purrs, contentedly, as Kardis disentangles his hand from his, instead raising it to brush back some of Cassius’ hair and cup his cheek, almost worshipfully, cradling his jaw. 
“You’re beautiful.” It’s said distantly, as if it’s more of a thought than a command, and it’s such a soft tone that Cassius almost misses it entire. 
He snorts, with a soft shake of his head and a roll of his eyes -- but the words have still sent his heart soaring like a newly freed bird. He wants to say something back, something just as simple and just as sweet -- but everything sounds so corny or just, nowhere near enough, or just a repeat. So he has to settle on something else, instead-
“You’re such a nerd.” He coos, still affectionately -- joking, diverting away.
“I thought I was a dork?” 
“You can be both,” Cassius tells him, with a bright grin. “And somehow also a jock. I like how you’re not even offended by it anymore. Accepted your calling as my dork of a boyfriend, yeah?” 
“There are worse things I could be.”
Cassius laughs, heartily, leaning forward against, foreheads brushing up against each other, smiling softly against him. 
“I love you so much, you know that?” It’s more slipped out -- as some natural thing to say, as if it were the only thing to say at all. And even after all this time, he still feels a squeeze of apprehension, some tightening worry in his chest that he might not hear it back. 
“I love you too, Cass.” The faithful reply, packed with sincerity, with pure devotion, couldn’t have taken more than a second or two to come, but Cassius still feels a flooding relief all the same. 
“Enough to make me breakfast early?” Cassius quips -- and he gets a low, exasperated groan in return. But behind it, he can still detect the note of fondness. 
“Fine. Sure. Anything for you.” It’s only half sarcasm. “Just give me a few more minutes, yeah?”
Cassius rolls back off to the side and snuggles up against Kardis’ side, revelling back in the warmth of him, the protective aura of the arm wrapped around his shoulder. He supposes a while longer won’t hurt. Maybe, even, he should suggest breakfast in bed; just this once.
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2019 Femslash February Recs
It’s Femslash February! Which means it’s time for some RECS. Here you’ll find multifandom femslash fics, as well as a few not-quite-femslash fics that focus on female characters. My femslash reading is all over the place, and this list follows suit: some recs are new, some are collected from earlier rec posts; all are in alphabetical order by fandom, at least. Recs below the cut, and please remember to show your love with kudos and comments! 
Code Name Verity Wind, Sand, Devotion - montparnasse, read by fire_juggler - 6k, 53min, T, Maddie/Julie "Empty spaces want for filling, and Maddie Brodatt is overflowing." A gorgeous, sensitive pod of a hauntingly lovely fic.
Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency A Moment of Clarity - electricteatime | @kieren-fucking-walker - 7k, G, Farah/Tina “Farah is saved from answering when Tricia promptly throws up on her own shoes. She would be more annoyed, but in the moment she finds herself too preoccupied to care. Girls with girls. There’s a thought." If you believe that Farah Adrienne Black deserves ALL the love and acceptance, from herself and from others, then you absolutely must read this fic.
real and okay and beautiful - embraidery | @blueandnoah - 2.8k, G, Farah/Tina/Amanda (but mostly just friendship) "Mona's feeling down in the dumps (body insecurities) and her friends try to help her feel better about it all!" Do you love awesome women supporting each other and feeling free? If so, read this!
Keep the Home Fires Burning - @flightinflame - 16k, M, Farah/Tina, AU "Bergsberg is a small town off the beaten track. For Project Vesta, a Blackwing runaway, it offers a fresh start and the chance of a friend in the town's sheriff." A painful, cathartic fic that gives Tina’s character some real attention, and gives Farah and Tina the happiness they deserve.
pray for the thunder and the rain - inkyfishes - 7k, T, Farah/Amanda "A Farah-centric slice of a possible future. Everything has gone wrong. Everything is broken. Farah works through her anxiety whilst beginning their lives on the run. Her place in the universe is, as yet, undecided." An excellent and all-too-brief glimpse into Farah’s psyche, with a steady undercurrent of Faranda.
i was born in a summer storm (i live there still) - janeseyre - 10k, G, Farah & Todd & Dirk "Farah confronts the vestiges of her past as she, Dirk, and Todd travel east to visit her mother. It turns out Farah isn’t as over her father’s death as she thought she was." A deeper look into Farah’s families, both biological and chosen; full of lovely little smile moments and Farah getting the closure she deserves.
Never Played It Cool - @lavellington - 1.8k, T, Farah/Amanda "Dude," Amanda says, squeezing her tight while her hair tickles Farah's face. "It's so good to see you." "You too," Farah says, meaning it, and when they break apart Amanda's hands linger on her shoulders for a second longer than they have to, and that's nice. That's enough to feed her borderline pathetic crush for a week, at least.” Short, sweet, a tiny bit steamy, and beautifully in-character.
Hold Her Fast - Lynds | @gold-from-straw - 11.9k, T, Farah/Amanda, AU "Farah Black is the new girl in Amanda's school, and she's captivating. Everyone has a story about her. Amanda just can't quite figure out why her entire being is so totally aware of her, why her skin prickles when she's around, why Farah looks more real than anyone else she's ever known." I’m not typically into high school AUs, but this one is funny, moving, angsty, and gloriously DEFIANT.
Firearms Proficiency 101 - @nekosmuse - 3k, T, Farah/Amanda "I can't believe you took me to your private shooting range on our first date. That is so punk." Do you enjoy awkward Faranda? ME TOO. Especially stuff like Farah saying: "I... I am... into you as well." These nerds <3
you will soothe my worried looks - orphan_account - 2k, T, Farah/Amanda “Farah sees a therapist. It's a strange journey, but not one she needs to take alone." I would read many thousands more words of Farah in therapy, honestly.
there's cell reception on this widow's walk - strix_alba - 2k, T, Farah/Tina "In which Tina sort-of-kind-of asks Farah to stay with her in Bergsberg, and Farah kind-of-sort-of wants to say yes." Clumsy flirting, Farina styles! Tina mentally describes the Jacket Team as a “bunch of hot, uptight weirdos,” which is p e r f e c t.
Coincidental - tastewithouttalent - 3.7k, M, Farah/Tina "It turns out that blue is a ridiculously good color against the dark of Farah’s skin, and also that that shirt fits her better than any shirt has any right to fit anyone, and also apparently Tina has more of a uniform kink than she realized she did." You just have to love a babbling, awkwardly-crushing Tina.
(Note: this rec list isn't meant to be About Me, buuuuut if you’re into DGHDA femslash, I’ve written a few Farina fics you might enjoy.)
Ghostbusters (2016) Celebrate the Me Yet To Come - Vera (Vera_DragonMuse), read by @revolutionaryjo - 6k, 37min, M, Jillian/Erin "She is deeply strange and strangely deep. She looks in the void and the void blinks first. This is how Jillian Holtzman makes herself." Holtzmann is such a fantastically odd character, it's so enjoyable to dig into her past and her passions.
i don't wanna give you up (i don't wanna let you love somebody else but me) - @notcaycepollard, read by RevolutionaryJo - 3k, 20min, E, Jillian/Erin "Erin Gilbert is not the second or even the fifth straight girl Jillian’s ever fallen for, and it’s kind of getting to be a problem, except when she sees Dr Erin Gilbert, she thinks, maybe, this woman might be a statistical outlier." Closely observed, funny, hot, and the narrative voice is perfect.
Gilmore Girls Suggestions (And Mallomars) - Mosca | @moscarific, 3.3k, T, Rory/Paris "Identity, chocolate, mother-daughter relations, and the importance of voting: scenes from the first 90 days." Hands down, this is a more plausible (and enjoyable) romance than any of the ones that actually occurred in canon.
Harry Potter Library Solicitation - @gracerene09 - 1k, G, Cho/Hermione "It's not as if it's unusual for a solicitor to spend so much time in the Law Library of the Ministry of Magic. Hermione has a lot of cases to prepare for, after all. It certainly has nothing to do with how helpful and interesting and surprisingly funny their newest librarian is." As a librarian, I'm verrrry picky about librarian fics, but this was adorable.
The violets and the bloodroot - @lbmisscharlie - 908 words, G, Hermione/Luna "Luna strokes the underside of one tentacle; the plant hums. Hermione’s skin feels warm, her breath humid. The Room of Requirement offers up many things." Short, but vivid and memorable.
Winter Like a Balm - Lomonaaeren - 2k, T, Ginny/Luna "The first winter after Fred's death, Ginny escapes into the Forbidden Forest with Luna and her unicorns." A gentle but deeply felt story about grief and loss that brings Ginny through to the other side, to the terror/joy of allowing herself to feel hopeful again.
Grazed Knees - montparnasse - 5k, T, Luna/Ginny "The war is over, except that it isn't, and Ginny is done fighting, except that she's not." The mood in this one is so evocative, and I love it so much.
Blood Magic and Rebirth (or, The One Where They Are All Feminist Academics) - notcaycepollard - 1k, G "Moon cups, Luna thinks. Moon cups and blood magic. And she remembers the old itch under her skin, and a music box fluttering into a flock of birds, and wonders just how powerful it could be." Not femslash, but this fic is 1000% headcanon for me now.
Trust A Few - @violetclarity - 13.2k, T, Hermione/Pansy "Hermione has a pregnant adopted sister, parents who don’t believe she’s bisexual, and a crush the size of the Great Lake on Pansy Parkinson. Taking Pansy up on her offer to be Hermione’s fake date to her parents’ Christmas dinner could solve at least one of those problems...but it could also make everything worse." Half holiday romcom, half character study of adult Hermione her relationships (both romantic and familial).
Independent Love Song - @writcraft - 6.2k, E, Ginny/Millie "Millicent Bulstrode is a tailor and Ginny is losing her mind over a woman in a tweed blazer and burgundy brogues." I saw the summary and thought “hell yes,” and then I read the fic and upgraded that to a “FUCK YES PLEASE.” I love dapper butch Millie, and just-out but all-in Ginny, and also I would like to own ALL of Millie’s clothes.
His Dark Materials Selected Moments in Introductory Symbology - @kaydeefalls - 5.6k, G, Lyra/OFC "Lyra in Oxford after the Fall, relearning the alethiometer and discovering a life of her own." A poignant yet hopeful follow-up to the original trilogy, with characterization that feels very authentic while still allowing for growth.  
Merlin A Statue Strong Enough for Two - @theladyragnell, read by exmanhater - 39k, 3hrs 30min, E, Elena/Mithian "Elena is a street-level superhero. A visit from an old enemy forces her to step up and see what she might have to do with the Sidhe who invaded and were sent away twenty years ago. Luckily, she has fellow superheroes to back her up, and a new girlfriend in her regular life to make things feel more normal." I admit that I was skeptical going in, but the characterization and world-building in this AU is strong and absorbing.
Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries Rise and reprove the insolent daylight - lbmisscharlie - 3k, E, Phryne/Mac "Mac takes a breath; Phryne exhales. The trailing skirt of Phryne’s shining dress – starlight and sparkle – brushes the backs of Mac’s hands as she slides them up to Phryne’s knees. Her stockings are soft; her thighs fall open, softly, under Mac’s hands, which clench, just slightly, with the heat that sends to her gut." Lush and laden with sensory details and weighty emotion
Every Day's Most Quiet Need - @tiltedsyllogism - 22k, unrated, Phryne/Mac, Phryne/Jack "Doctor Elizabeth Macmillan does not traffick in regrets...if Mac occasionally longs for a time before her friend became somehow distracted by the stiff shoe that is Inspector Jack Robinson— well, one must always endure some bad with the good." I love everything about this fic, but especially the closely observed characterization, of both individuals and relationships. There's a moment where Mac recognizes that she and Jack share a certain kind of "well-tailored" intensity...I almost shouted "YES THIS" when I read it.
et faisons la grasse matinée - mazily | @ylizam - 1k, M, Phryne/Mac, Phryne/Jack "'I do love you,' Mac says. She's not fond of saying it." Quiet, atmospheric, and sensual.
Sherlock How the mouth changes its shape - breathedout | @havingbeenbreathedout - 132k, E, Sherlock/Johnnie, AU “1955. A hidden London; the clandestine love between women. To Sherlock Holmes, struggling private detective and mistress of disguise, it’s a realm she renounced. To Johnnie Watson, daredevil ambulance driver turned auto mechanic, it’s too familiar.” Not only is this a deliciously plotty mystery with complex characterization, it’s also well-researched historical fiction. (Also recommended: HBBO’s Femslash and sex-writing essays.)
In the palms of the hands, invisible - lbmisscharlie - 3k, E, Sherlock/Jo "'I touch myself here, in this room, stretched out on the sofa, when you’re asleep, or showering, or – or in the kitchen –' Sherlock's breath hitches, almost imperceptibly, when Jo’s hand skitters, startled by the deep, rumbling rush of lust that pools low in her cunt at Sherlock’s words." The voice and characterization in this fic absolutely destroys me. It’s so uncomfortable and fascinating and real.
Diversionary Tactics - ShinySherlock, read by @fffinnagain- 2k, 16min, E, Molly/Irene, AU "Oh. This could be interesting. Irene’s fingers moved to the third button of the dress and paused. 'Shall I just . . . check the rest of you, then? Make sure you’re quite all right?'" A brief, hot, historical PWP, Mollrene style. UNF. Finnagain's performance is very...impassioned--maybe don't listen in public ;)
Supernatural To know what's under the floor - beckaandzac, read by exmanhater - 4k, 21min, G, Charlie/Jo, AU "No one here is like me, Jo thinks, and she knows it’s what every eighteen year old on the planet thinks. And she also knows in her case it’s completely justified. But then she meets Charlie." A college sorta-AU in which Charlie and Jo get something a lot closer to the lives they deserved.
Wonder Woman (2017) be yourself my ally - imperfectcircle - 15k, G, Diana/Etta 'That’s all very flattering,' Etta says when Diana has finally run out of steam, 'but surely you have more qualified candidates than me?' 'You are of the world of men.' Diana looks a little embarrassed. 'But not a man.' Diana and Etta go back to Themyscira." Did you wish for more Themyscira in the Wonder Woman movie? Did you think that Etta Candy was delightful and underutilized? ME TOO! Hence, my love for this fic.
Etta Candy's Last Stand - sanguinity - 2k, T, Diana/Etta "This is the way Etta is going to die: trapped between a bed and Diana Prince’s breasts." Bless Etta Candy and her dorky, romantic heart.
Beyond Belief - thingswithwings - 14k, E, Diana/Peggy, crossover "Diana finds her for the first time in 1947, underneath a rather heavy pile of fallen masonry." An unapologetically sexy crossover fic about camaraderie (and attraction) between two badass women.
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uhh so "That fish looks like me! Look! We have the same distant cold stare.” for akaken (akaashi x kenma) ?
Thanks for the request! This is a really cute ship
Call Keiji a nerd all you want, but he’s fascinated by documentaries. After finishing a compelling aquamarine documentary, he goes through his contact list and presses on his boyfriend’s number.
A small hum is Kenma’s standard greeting when he takes phone calls while playing away on his PSP. Neither of them likes to beat around the bush, so he gets right to his reason for calling.
“I want to take you to the aquarium,” Keiji says, glancing at his laptop screen. He already pulled up the aquarium’s website. Credit card information already typed in, it’s only a click away to purchase the two tickets.
Tiny sound effect noises continue to emerge from Kenma’s game console, but he has the smaller setter’s full attention. “Why?”
“Why not?” Keiji counters. “I think it’ll be fun. We haven’t had a big date-”
“Since Bokuto and Kuro convinced us to have a double date,” Kenma finishes. He pauses his game. “Never again.” He stays silent for a moment and Keiji adds, “I’ve already searched up the times it’s least crowded.”
Keiji may not see Kenma’s soft smile, but he hears it well through his voice. “Okay.”
Days later, Keiji picks up Kenma and they head over to the train station. Twenty minutes later, they’re in front of the aquarium doors. Keiji pats himself on the shoulder mentally for already purchasing their tickets and simply shows the guard their barcodes before they’re ushered inside.
Their sides pressed against each other, resulting in their hands nearly being squashed, they tour all the aquarium’s exhibits, and his heart flutters when Kenma shyly asks to see the penguins. Squawking loudly, two rowdy penguins approaching them. When eye contact is kept, they both happily flap their wings. Even though their troublesome is seen from a mile away, Keiji can’t deny their cuteness.
“It’s Kuro and Bokuto,” Kenma mutters under his breath and he snorts loudly. The penguins hear and squawk again. “I think they like their new names,” Keiji smiles. He takes a video of the two birds and somehow gets Kenma to even take a selfie with him and the penguins.
Bidding their two new friends goodbye, the setter couple continues to make their rounds. Noticing a sign advertising their newest fish, Keiji leads them to the entrance. The halls are dark, most of the light coming off the water’s reflection.
Keiji examines Kenma’s reactions, staring at the blond much more than the fish. At the beginning of their trip, Kenma fiddled with games on his phone. By the time they arrived at the penguins, he pushed the device into his jacket pockets and devoted his full attention to the sea creatures. Copper eyes wide as a curious kitten’s, he stares in awe.
That is, until he glances over at Keiji.
“You’re going to miss the fish,” is all he says before returning his gaze to the tanks.
“My bad,” Keiji replies, a smile tugging at his lips. They continue walking down the exhibit, noting all the bright creatures. One particular fish grabs his attention. Despite his vibrant colors, the fish appears very tired and stoic.
“That fish looks like me,” Keiji comments, examining the brightly colored fish. He points at the tank, making sure Kenma points the sea creature. “Look. We have the same distant cold stare.”
“You don’t look that way around me,” Kenma replies. Keiji curiously eyes his boyfriend. “What do you mean?”
“You’re more open when you’re with me,” Kenma explains. “You smile more, you wear your heart on your sleeve.” He offers a tiny smile. “You’re comfortable with me and I feel the same with you.”
Keiji’s heart swells of adoration and love for the boy beside him. Now thinking back, Kenma makes him looser and calmer. He doesn’t ever have to watch his words around him, they understand each other. Over the two years they’ve been friends (and the past few months they’ve been boyfriends), Kenma is one person he’s a hundred-percent open with.
“I love you,” he quietly says, the first time he’s ever uttered those words.
Kenma looks up at him with wide eyes and Keiji fears he’s messed up big time.
“I love you too,” is the response and Keiji can’t wipe the goofy smile off his face for the rest of the day.
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8/7/18 10:44pm let’s talk about my nose
So much is happening, i haven’t written on here in what feels like years. I want to write a quick recap of this big life changing decision I’ve just made and what’s happening with it.
Here’s what’s up.
Today is my 2nd day healing from getting my nose fixed. I had considered it for so long and never thought i would fully go through with it, but this summer my parents and i focused on consultations and making this decision. I did it primarily for the look of my nose. I wanted to have a cute nose. I wanted to not hate the side profile of my face because my nose was so atrocious. I want to be able to not edit a photo of myself before posting it, and every single photo on my instagram has a photoshop nose job to make it a little flatter or make it look straight. I always hated the way my nose looked, it was always an insecurity, but the last 5 years it’s been getting progressively so much worse. I started being incredibly self conscious of people taking photos of me where i couldn’t photoshop my nose. I started noticing how self conscious i was when people sat to the side of me and that they would see my ugly nose profile. Especially with people that I’m interested in, i would hate the thought of them seeing my nose at any angle and seeing how bird like and masculine and crooked it was and finding me unattractive because of it.
That being said, i also have had a deviated septum all my life, and i never even knew how bad my breathing was until i woke up from surgery monday afternoon and breathing in. I cried most of monday afterwards because i was so happy. Fresh out of surgery, covered in a nose cast and tape, i could breathe better than i ever could before, and that literally brought me to tears more times than i can count. Just driving home from the surgery i would be in conversation with my mom and then id inhale and start crying again from how happy i was.
Also seeing the before and after picture provided by my doctor of when he sewed it all up before he put the cast on. And literally it is my dream nose. It is so perfect and cute and it has a gentle feminine curve and my nostrils are smaller and pulled back and it looks straight and i can’t even stand how happy i feel staring at the picture.
Obviously right now, almost the 2nd day after surgery, i don’t look great. My face is incredibly swollen, it looks like i had a bad face lift and I’m full of fillers and lip plumper and the whole bit. I look awful, i won’t lie. It is hard to look in the mirror right now and feel positive. But i knew this going in, i knew i would look puffy and swollen and bruised. I knew i would not look ‘normal’ again for 3 weeks. I know this logically and right now i know that at this moment, I’m only like 30 hours after surgery? So i need to be patient. I’m trying to stay positive and lighthearted and make jokes about how fucked my face it and all, and hopefully goig through humor will keep me calm.
But overall, I’m over the moon happy. I’m so excited for my face to settle in and i can show off my cute new nose. I’m so excited for people to take photos of me and i don’t need to edit them to feel okay.
And in other very interesting news, I’m actually kind of interested in someone. I don’t know whether or not to talk about it, but I’ve had two nice interactions with this guy from a partnered frat to mine, and I’m intrigued by him. We had a good time getting to know each other on the 4th of july and when i left the next morning, i never thought we would talk again. Turns out, he tracked down my insta and fb the next day and followed me and made sure we made social media contact. We had a good time, got to know each other, we were both really drunk, and didn’t do anything serious, it was just really casual and chill and i was feeling free and supported around all my close friends. Cut to a month later, i invite him to a party with the same group, and he shows up and i don’t even know, I’m just really interested in him. He’s a total nerd, which is my type. He’s tall and lanky and gives off major virgin vibes which is honestly a turn on for me. The thing is, he is totally my type and meet all my requirements for a relationship, except for the part where i still don’t want one.
He’s adorable and endearing and tall and everything id want in a partner, but i know I’m not ready. I still have strong feelings for ryan of course, it’s been almost 2 months since we broke up and we still talk and still have contact occasionally. And I still love ryan and am still attached to him and the relationship. I do feel like i have moved a little bit on? I feel secure in myself apart from him, which is huge for me. I feel independent and empowered and liberated as a single woman right now, having not been really properly single since i was 14. And now at 21 i may be approaching my first ever friends with benefits/ casual dating situation with this new guy. Which to me, is really exciting.
He seems very nice and respectful snd not pushy at all. He definitely seems interested in me which is flattering. He hasn’t said anything to indicate that he’s trying to date me seriously which is promising but he has made it clear that he wants to keep seeing me this coming year. I feel excited about the prospect of being casual with this person and a little nervous because we’ll be living really close in the same building this year, and he spends a lot of time at our parties. I’ll definitely be seeing him around a lot. I just hope it goes well.
The only reason i feel anxious about it is because of ryan. Not because i owe him anything and we’re not exclusive anymore. But i do still feel a small level of devotion to him.. idk this is rambling now.
I’m gunna try to get some sleep now, maybe I’ll write more about this later on. But overall I’m feeling good and rxcited and happy. Cheers
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eviloneills-blog · 7 years
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hi! you seem to know a lot about comics and i was wondering, what are your recommendations? knowing that my favorite character is Black Widow? thank you so much!
Oh my god thank you so much!!!! I don’t actually know all that much about comics- I’ve kind of been in and out of various comics randoms for 2 years, and I haven’t been around long enough to remember most of various Dramas. And I’m so sorry it’s taken this long to respond to your ask- I have spent DAYS considering the response. 
First up, Black Widow. Marvel hasn’t done a fantastic job with her, but the 2014-15 run that starts with “The Finely Woven Thread” is REALLY GOOD. It remembers that Natasha is more of a spy than a superhero, and it really digs into her individual character. Also, the art is great- Phil Noto is phenomenal, and the watercolors give it a sort of washed-out spy movie look that’s unique for comics and fits Nat very well. 
It’s a totally different sort of comic, but it’s one that dragged a lot of people into comics as a hobby (myself included) so I think I need to rep Ms. Marvel, starting at the beginning with her very first “No Normal” run. Kamala is THE MOST RELATABLE teen hero- she struggles to balance superheroing, school, and familial responsibilities, she’s a science and RPG nerd, she right some really weird My Little Pony crossover fic. She makes her outfit out of a literal swimsuit. Kamala really heralded a new era in comics and steered Marvel in a younger, more female-centric direction, so I think this is one of those books that’s gonna go down in history. Also, she’s Muslim and Pakistani and provides a really important young voice of color in the superhero world. And it’s great to see a Muslim family with “ordinary” concerns- Kamala’s grades, gentrification, super villains. 
Stylistically Kamala’s world is very similar to Spiderman: Homecoming, which is about where I’d label the “angst and violence” level for this specific comic. 
My current favorite underrated comic is the DC Rebirth “Green Lanterns” comic. Admittedly the art isn’t the best, but the writing is honestly so sweet and  .  . . life affirming? The Green Lantern lore is really weird, but this comic was fine for a newbie like myself, and it runs on a different premise than the previous ones: Two green lantern of earth. Who have to work together. It’s the ultimate buddy-cop/friendship story, and it succeeds based off of the charm of it’s leads: Jessica Cruz, a Latina woman with anxiety and severe PTSD, and Simon Baz, a Lebanese Muslim man who’s introduction in a previous comic was admittedly not the greatest but who shines in this one. 
Their friendship is really the focus of this comic, and it’s really awesome. Simon and Jess are the ultimate goofballs that YOU WANT as Earth’s guardians, even if they have a rocky start. It’s a really fun ride, and neither of the them exist in a vacuum- their families are around and important to their characters. There’s an entire issue devoted to Simon trying to bake the perfect maamoul cookies to impress his mother, for instance, that digs into their personal issues. 
One of my other favorite ongoing comics is Silk, starring Cindy Moon. It’s another great female-focused comic, and some much needed Asian-American rep. Cindy is adorable and relatable and on a quest to find her parents after being locked in a bunker for years.  (side note why do so many female character have traumatic backstories involving bunkers/training from childhood to be assassins/cults this seems like way to much of a running theme.) Her ongoing travails with her Chaotic Neutral mentor Felicia Hardy are a particular highpoint, but Cindy in general is my girl. 
Finally, the Black Panther written by Ta-Nehisi Coates is ART. Seriously. It’s a modern masterpiece. It’s a beautiful work of Afro-futurism, with gorgeous art that explores Wakanda in loving detail, and it’s a deep exploration of government, freedom, and the organization of power. The spreads are vivid, and Coates’ characterization of T’challa as both a deeply human, caring, and compassionate man and a king in the 21st century is brilliant. Read and get #hyped for the film. 
Some honorable mentions are: The current Elektra series, which I’ve the first two issues of but love because it confirms how very very sapphic Elektra is, the Ghost Rider series with Robbie Reyes because Robbie is my boy, and the current Birds of Prey series, which I’ve also read like 3 issues of but which features HELENA BERTINELLI! My queen. 
Also Matt Fraction’s Hawkeye is great, because Clint is a mess and we love him for it. The art is simple and fun but also dazzlingly creative, and Kate is one of my favorite characters of all time. Delightful.
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