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farmerlesbian · 1 year

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im agender and butch but i feel like... because im black i dont have the same access to androgyny and masculinity that other people do. the image of butchness or androgyny i see is always light skinned and fine haired and im just not that. it makes me feel like im never going to be read the way i want to or taken seriously as a gnc person. makes me really uncomfortable to go out

I'm going to answer this and will tell you first up that I'm white. My wife/spouse mod horseshoe is Black and has very similar experiences and feelings. when I saw your ask I right away thought of her and showed her, asked if she wanted to answer. She told me she doesn't know how she can help you when she hasn't figured it out either.

So I will tell you that one, you are not alone. Two, I will answer you similar to how I support her. and three, she is consulting on this ask (as she does on many advice asks, in fact!)

I'm sorry you're going through this, and especially that it's affecting your comfort in going out and being around people.

One thing I have done to try to help is find other darkskin Black folks that are doing gender in similar ways to her, on the internet. Just finding images of people who are similar I hope helps. I'm not particular about what exactly their identities are, just going for style and vibes. Lemme grab some (sorry it's leaning on instagram just bc it's easier for me to search accounts i follow there haha but I swear there are cool black gendery people everywhere, i'm sure you know this)

jade fox / madeyoulooks

studmodelproject on instagram

enxwest on instagram

iamdivinechi on instagram

arrows fitz / angryangryarrows and angryarrows

@boychic

ceruleanblueboy on instagram

tboys.club on instagram - a party in london that posts lovely photos of attendees

shedoeshim on instagram and @shedoeshimfashion

followers - if this sounds somewhat similar to you please go ahead and say something! or if you have any recommendations also please add them!

you can check out my style tag for like every post I've reblogged/shared that has images of people in it. it’ll have all types of people, but maybe it’ll help. you can also scroll back through my butch tag but that will not include every masc person in it. also the stud tag, and you can consider the stemme identity + label but i don't really have much in that tag rn sorry! maybe try checking the tags for these on tumblr, tiktok, instagram, maybe youtube? maybe you'll find people that look like you, or how you want to look.

my point here is that there ARE people out there doing androgyny, doing gender fun stuff and are Black and darkskin. maybe the people i'm recommending here aren't your vibe or style and that's totally fine, there are a lot of ways to be! i hope these can serve as some sort of inspiration for you. a reminder that gender diversity and androgyny exists and is possible for black people, that there are thriving communities and you have all sorts of options out there for you. also, remember that there are many ways to be androgynous, to be agender. maybe you're more a dapper butch, maybe more a sporty stud, maybe a skate style street style guy, maybe more a crunchy granola hiking outdoorsy look, maybe workwear and denim are more your speed, maybe you're a cozy dude who likes sweats and casual clothes, maybe you like bright colors and patterns, maybe you're into alt and goth styles, maybe you feel more comfortable in vintage and retro stuff. i promise that there is a way for you to look hot and feel comfortable in yourself and people will see your fabulous Black gender noncomforming self.

If you're into podcasts I recommend genderreveal by tuck woodstock- you can skip around and just listen to the episodes that interest you. I'm listening in chronological order because I kinda like going through time and seeing the development of things but you absolutely do not have to. There's a lot of episodes out, they've been doing it for a couple years now! there are plenty of interviews with black people of all gender varieties talking about their experiences and lives

i think. what's hard is that you can’t control how other people see you. you've got to come to terms with this. so you're most likely always going to have people not getting you, not understanding your deal (whether that's gender or something else). there's no foolproof way to get out of it or avoid it, no way to be 100% sure people will always gender you right or treat you right. this is not to say that you will never have people who get you, you certainly will and i wish that for you! i absolutely recommend you surround yourself with people you are supported by and who see you. but i'm not gonna tell you like "fuck what people think, do whatever you want" because i know it's not that easy ! trust your judgement, and trust your gut. all you can do is try to balance finding what makes you feel comfortable and what feels right to you with what feels safe. when you are feeling comfortable, it will help you to become confident. when you are confident and self-assured in who you are, what other people think of you and how they see you will not affect you so much. also, you deserve to be seen and gendered the way you want to be! i'm sorry it feels like it's not possible for you. I believe that it is possible, and i wish it for you soon!!

maybe you want to consider hrt, maybe top surgery, maybe try doing drag or drag makeup. experimentation is a huge thing and i can't recommend it enough. try practicing and experiencing with different styles, gender presentation, clothes, mannerisms, hair makeup jewelry whatever. you can listen to your feelings and your body and reflect on how you like it, see if it feels right. i recommend seeking out the things that make you feel comfortable in your body, find what makes you feel like yourself, and the androgyny and butchness (or whatever presentation you seek) will follow naturally.

wishing you the best in your journey 🧡

#ask farmer lesbian #gender #anonymous #mod alfalfa #mod horseshoe #gnc #butch #trans #agender #androgynous #nonbinary #black masc #black butch

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elishortforelliott · 10 months

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IF YOU ARE SUPPORTING ISRAEL LEAVE MY BLOG AND DO YOUR RESEARCH. FREE PALESTINE 🇵🇸 🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸

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Ok! Hello!! I'm making an introduction page and i dont know how to do introductions that well so I'm going with the flow so sorry if this is confusing!!! Also I have Bolded all the important text so if you want to skim just read the bolded text! :D ALSO if you follow me and you look like a bot (you have nothing on your profile have the default profile picture etc.) I will block you.

WARNINGS AND DNI UNDER THE CUT LOOK AT THEM.

THE INTRODUCTION 👋

Credit: @/burntoutuserboxes

Hi! My name is Eli or you can call me Elliott I do not care!! Either one is fine!! My pronouns are he/they and I think I'm either trans masc or bigender but I'm still figuring thing out! :D I'm bisexual and ace! and I am a minor. I'm working on improving my art so alot of my posts will probably be fanart or just random doodles. I will be working on anatomy so expect me to post huminoids with sub par anatomy and procrastinating by drawing landscapes and I am SHIT at finishing projects so if I say I'm doing something expect it to be posted in a year/hj I'm also learning ceramics!! and I'll take drawing requests!! :D (but if I dont want to do them you have to respect that.) Also be prepared for alot of me screeching about random things.

THE WARNINGS ⚠️

I am in alot of horror/thriller fandoms!! So on my blog you will see: teeth, gore, worms, insects, child murder, murder, eye imagery, clowns, animatronics, manikins, weapons, and so on if you are uncomfortable with any of these things I will be doing my best to add warnings to all of my posts that have the above topics but if you don't want to take any chances please leave.(also if there are anyways where I could improve/add any warnings please tell me.)

ALSO I may or may not reblog/post about political topics or religion (specifically Christianity) i will be putting warnings on these posts but please be careful and leave this blog if it will be harmful for you!

MY BOUNDARIES/DNIs 🛑

Okay! So these are my boundaries please respect them!

Please do not interact if you are: racist, homophobic, transphobic, abilest, proshipper, p*rn bot, pedophile, fatphobic, etc.

Please do not talk about Christianity (I have religious trama) unless I have brought the topic up. anyone who is Christian please do not interact with this blog even if you support lgbtq+ and are not just a total asshole please dont interact im sure your a great person just please do not interact.

DO NOT steal my art if you do repost it please make sure to ask for my permission first and to give me credit and if you don't ill steal your knee caps

Please be patient with me and spelling. I absolutely suck at it and auto correct is my life line. You can totally point out spelling/ Grammar mistakes I make but please don't be rude about it.

And please tell me if I have said/done/rebloged anything harmful, offensive, misinformed, annoying, or rude.

THE FANDOM/INTERESTS LIST 👁

Credit: @/burntoutuserboxes

There are alot of fandoms that I am in so this list is very big and ever expanding!!!

The Penumbra Podcast (i am still on season 3 please no spoilers!)

SIAMÉS

Fools gold DnD campaign

Nimona

Barbie

Hollow knight

Sonic

Teenage mutant ninja turtles (most shows and comics i haven't seen all of them.)

Lego monkie kid

The magnus archives (I have been spoiled on like the whole thing so spoilers are fine!)

Welcome to nightvale (I have not finished year 3 please no spoilers!)

Hello from the hallowoods( I have just started so no spoilers please!)

Malevolent (i have also just started!)

Minecraft

Stray

Last of us

The owl house

Amphibia

Gravity falls

Dead end paranormal park

Spiderman into the spiderveres

BNA

Mob Psycho

Promise neverland

Pokemon

Spiritfarer

Five nights at freddy's

Bendy and the ink machine

Detroit become human

Stardew valley (please no spoilers please!)

Hell followed with us

The girl from the other side

The crane wives

The amazing devil

Pottery/ceramics

Painting/drawing

AND FINALLY TAGS/ ORIGINAL WORKS#️⃣

I have 3 tags i will hopefully have a tag for ask soon but I am procrastinating

#my art -- This as a bunch of fanart of the fadoms I am in and just artpeices I've made

#my pottery -- This is all my pottery pieces and the progress! :D

#To Find A Home -- this is a story im making and im so excited to share my ocs!!!

Thank you for reading!!! Please talk to me if we have any fadoms in common! I want to make friends!! :D

#introduction #pinned intro #about myself #about my blog #Youtube

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stamplerfag · 5 months

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things im too cowardly to say off anon

am so glad i found ur tumblr again after your got sussed

your dndads art on twitter is what introduced me to the series and piqued my interest enough that when i saw it mentioned one (1) time on tumblr i was like "oh yeah i should check that out" and fell in deep

i looooooove ur willy takes, willy's one of my favorite characters in the series and i nod to your opinons

willyscary is absolutely my dndads otp and seeing you post about em had me doing a little run around in my room, fucking love those two. yes be horrible to your step-granddaughter. manipulate her harder. did you know that he canonically says "you can call me daddy" to her and she canonically jacked off the day she met him. im not joking the sauce is Rich and Delicious

stamplerfreaks AND oakfreaks unite

YOUU. IM GLAD YOU FOUND ME TOO IT WAS. perhaps not wise of me to post my art here. shame. im looking at it as a chance to restart my shit, anyhow..... (ill find somewhere to host everything eventually -__-)

that makes me so happy to hear?? i have a few persistent people to thank for getting me into podcast as well and every time i think about it in retrospect im like "oh my god im so glad i followed through, this thing is my heart and soul." lifechanging, no joke. continue to spread the gospel...... i need more perverts to talk abt dadson w........

WILLYHEADS RISE UP‼️‼️ UMM. HES SO. the fact that he affects me as much as he does is deeply embarrassing. genuinely genuinely obsessed. there are NOT enough of us. i could go on forever if i was allowed. (if you ever have anything else to say abt him please im begging.....) he fucking sucks so much dude i need to suck him off.

i am so fucking. im chomping at the bit to read more willyscary transcripts.... its so fucking textbook and delicious.... theres some part of me thats paranoid abt something s2 related taking up too much space in my brain, like thats a betrayal somehow, (and tbh every time i read about them i. get so excited it makes me manic. this relationship was designed in a lab to make me violently horny) but fucking. the two things that you just said are actually making me incredibly. fluttery about it and i dont even. know what to do oh god VGHHHFJJNGN!!!!! imkicking my feet & squealing !!!!. ive been meaning to draw them i promise........ whenever i feel motivated... i need him to cum on her tits (and many. and a lot of other things aswell)

OAKFREAK STAMPLERFREAK I SEE NO DIFFERENCE...... LOVE IS LOVE... WE GOTTA STICK TOGETHER....... 💋 PLEASE youre always welcome to bring your takes here !!!!!!!!

#asks #THIS IS A LOT OF NOTHING IM SORRY BUT. AAHHHH I LOVE YOU THANK YOU FOR ASKING........#welcome back im glad youre still here.... i think i know which one you are im just. im glad you enjoy podcast like i do #outside of boyporn it makes me really happy and comfortable and safe and i listen to it in the background now constantly #its a good one :]

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getoverhimbitch · 1 year

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MY GUIDE TO A BREAKUP

BEFORE YOU READ ANYTHING: Here are things I wish I could have told myself after we broke up.

you’re healing a heart you didn’t break, treat it with kindness.

there was a you before them and there will be a you after them.

you don’t regret the time by yourself. you won’t realize until later how much you didn’t know about yourself.

it’s gonna suck for a while. like a long time. allow the pain and tears but don’t get comfortable with it.

how you love yourself teaches others how to love you.

don’t change how you love because he didn’t want it. don’t second guess or overthink the mistakes. they happened as a lesson and for a reason.

your friends will heal you. cherish your time with them.

the end of something can be the beginning of something amazing.

you don’t need him to make you feel whole.

letting go doesn’t mean forgetting. you can be at peace with yourself by accepting and forgiving. still hold the memories. you loved your time with him.

don’t destroy yourself over him. there will be someone who sees your beauty and will be thankful he walked away.

Reread this list whenever you get slightly upset over him. I promise it helps!

Get rid of everything about him. Give the clothes back and put everything in a bin or donate it or burn it haha. Buy a notebook im begging you. Dont reach out. You will regret it when you text him later because I PROMISE YOU will get over him. If you haven’t blocked or unfollowed eachother and are staying civil, hide their stories and posts so dont see it. When you open your phone you wont be reminded then. If you don’t delete the pictures hide them in a album. Get drunk with your friends. Go out and do things. Make a checklist for everyday so you dont mope. Get your shit together you’re better than that. You can talk to new guys. But don't get attached. Enjoy your time with people and have a nightstand or two for fun. But you are finding yourself right now. Not someone new. Not someone to replace what you had, a rebound. If you do get into a rebound just know after it you will still be upset. You were just hiding your feelings for personal gain. Refer back to things I wish I told myself. YOU WONT REGRET THE TIME BY YOURSELF. Start a new hobby. Here's some things I took up: bullet jorunaling, traveling, working out (i trained for a half marathon), starting listening to podcasts about actual important things and of course a little call her daddy or true crime. Not the point though. Some good podcasts to try if you dont know where to start is the podcast how to become “that girl”. Do something new for yourself. A job? If you dont have one. Or maybe that’s getting a piercing, cutting your hair, buying new makeup, or trying out a new style, it doesnt matter. Do something for you. You are finding yourself and you are working on you. It’s ok to be sad and you are going to be. But don’t let it consume you. Again, write out your feelings. Write him letters of what you would say. But don’t give it to them. Pretend it’s a text you would send, whatever you need. Remember, they broke up with you. They don't want you anymore! It’s a hard truth but it’s real. Let that reality set in. I promise it does get better. When I say I was convinced, I couldn’t be ok without him, I was wrong. I’m genuinely the happiest I’ve ever been after doing these things. You will be ok. The cliche, give it time. Life isn’t over, it’s just beginning. His fucking loss.

#breakup #get over him #he broke my heart

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somniumfae · 1 year

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ok ill just post it like this i guess. someone asked me to Release The Evietham and my response to that is that i dont actually ship with haitham i promise i just think hes REALLY funny

haitham the kinda guy you match with on tinder and go on a date with and he’s a little bit cringe but he’s hot so you’re pushing through it. but then he describes himself as more likable than other people without a hint of irony. you breathe in through your nose. this is fine.

your boyfriend al haitham finally agrees to set aside his valuable time that he dedicates towards facts and logic to instead engage in sexual congress but he insists that he play a podcast while you both do so and you are forced to listen to an audiobook of someone talking about physics or some shit while he gives you the worst head youve ever received

but anyways i drew this based off a spy family scene that i am forced to put first because tumblr embed stuff is the most annoying thing on planet earth and probably why tumblr ate the original ask

i am sorry i cannot provide more evietham anon but i love u for sending in an ask anyway. god bless america

#asks #suggestive #bc of the shit i say in this post LMFAO

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narabea06 · 2 years

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Random things about my Polyhornets AU bc its a little weird-

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- The stuff with the Operator did sorta happen, but at the end when Tim is driving away at the end of the series, the world sorta reset itself right to right before Alex stopped filming MH. Only the group remember anything of what happened, and even then, it feels like a dream they had that still sorta haunts them. Now after the reset, the Operator disappeared and hasn't shown up ever again, and they are able to just vibe. Why did the world reset? BECAUSE THEY DESERVE TO BE HAPPY-

- None of them talk about what happened and are sorta just trying to move past it because none of them are exactly sure how they're back, but they dont really care anymore and just try to enjoy the fact they got their lives back

- They are all moved in with each other in a big apartment. Why? Bc i want a comfort slice-of-life like AU where they all live together and love each other

- Rocky (Alex and Amy's dog), Dexter (Seth's dog), and Patches (Sarah's cat) all live with them as well

- While the memories dont haunt them too much, they all still collectively avoid horror bc it makes them realize that they were all basically in one.

- They are all kinda fiances, they all have promise rings on their lanyards, tho they have no ideas when they'll get married.

- Alex did finish making Marble Hornets and posted it on Youtube on the ToTheArk account. He now has a moderate following who love his work and now he does youtube skits and videos.

- They all still go to college but do their classes online now and prefer to stay off campus.

- Jay is a professional photographer for weddings and photo shoots.

- Tim is writer and is working on his first book (tho until its out he's been working at the local library).

- Brian has been working with Alex as another actor in his skits and short films and gets a bit of the revenue, and also has been trying out being a stunt model for shows.

- Alex has the channel, as well as working on a script for an actual movie (AKA Brian and Amy's in-depth T4T romcom movie idea).

- Amy has been working singing gigs at bars and parties, and tho some people offered her to join a group she refused and just continues doing what she's doing, tho she's also been doing guitar lessons for little kids

- Seth has been working at a nearby dog pound.

- Sarah was been working as a fashion designer and does dress/outfit commissions for people, and also runs a small beauty guru channel. She also art commissions online

- Jessica works in the library with Tim, tho on the side she has a decent true crime podcast on Spotify, tho she tries to just use the podcast to just educate people rather than try to "solve" the crime or talk theories, and isn't disrespectful about what she talks about, and keeps the podcast serious.

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Anyway, feel free to ask questions about my Polyhornets AU or anything

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ppeuppeuppeu · 1 year

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I can't stand people "theorizing" that jace is crispin's son just because they gave jace a straight hair wig and didn't show rhaenyra drinking the damn tea! there is so much proof that all 3 have the same father. to start with the chronology

nyra's involvement with crispin was before she was engaged, they ended their "relationship" back to kingsland because he didn't want to be "her whore" he even opened his mouth to alicent about it

her wedding was supposed to be 7 days of celebration, for that she has to have had a good amount of time to prepare. send crows and wait for the guests. Among the guests were Hightower's and Royces (two different regions)

rhaenyra wanted to run away with daemon to dragonstone so for sure she wasn't pregnant with crispin

and even after that, in episode 6 (Viserys and Harwin say that Jace and Luke are younger than aemond) and aemond wasn't born yet in episode 5, just helaena as a baby, so it doesn't make any sense. rhaenyra confirms to daemon her relationship with harwin in episode 7 and says that she and laenor tried to have a baby but failed. jace knows who his father is, he was mourning him but he had to keep up appearances.

Even crispin himself knows that jace is from harwin "thought as much"

wearing the wig they gave harry as "proof" is so absurd. Luke has straight hair on the timeskip too, joffrey too. the color is exactly that of harwin and lyonel, that of crispin is much darker.

this supposed resemblance to crispin only exists in the minds of fans. podcasts always highlight "he's obviously their father"

the way he acts with jace is especially affectionate and proud. he promised him he would come back touching his chin in a way only a father would.

laenor, alicent, crispin himself, lyonel, larys, vaemond, daemon, aemond, jace himself. everyone knows whose blood runs in the 3 boys' veins. the opening credits say so too

may i just say, i love you for this?

POINT AFTER POINT AFTER POINT. i was about to throw hands bc of a guy friend who was goading me (on purpose), sending me posts about how crispin might be the father, and i had to explain that it was not possible. my other irls were like, jace “looks like crispin” and has straight hair and nyra didnt drink the tea? come on, be serious. also, im tired of arguing with irls that NO, JFC, HE IS NOT THE FATHER.

i also do not want to imagine any possibility that maybe, just maybe, they would adapt this theory in the next seasons, so that it would be such a fvcking “beautiful tragedy” if crispin were the dad. no. just no.

harwin is the dad. period. dont do our man dirty.

#house of the dragon #whoever you are i love this sm

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hawkfurze · 2 years

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wait what happened with penumbra podcast? i dont listen to it currently but i used to

It's gonna be a bit long and I might get some details wrong as this happened around last September. Also please note: I haven't been keeping up with anything involving Penumbra Podcast and the people who worked on it since these events happened, nor listened to the podcast past S3, before these events, and everything I saw I saw through Twitter, where these events happened, and through videos on tik tok from the TPP community there. I'm white and a lot of other creators, ones more affected by this than me, have made more detailed videos about this on tik tok (I never check the TPP tag here but there most likely are more better posts about it on here too). Also I don't condemn this post being used as an excuse to harass the people involved cause I'm not about that. The best thing to do is just to stop listening and posting about Penumbra Podcast.

CW for racism, ablieism, and transphobia

TDLR if you don't want to read the whole thing: The TPP creators hired an artist with a lineup of the Junoverse story characters portrayed with racist and abliest caricatures. After people expressed their concerns, Harley makes a vague thread about bullies that was targeted towards people that expressed their concerns about the racist art, pulling more of the fandoms attention towards the situation. The thread is deleted and the TPP creators are silent. The artist makes their own apology, holding themself accountable for the art they have made and promises not to make the same mistakes in the future. After a week, TPP posts a public statement made by the other creator of TPP, Kevin, shifting the blame for the events and "apologizing" for what had happened but giving no clear plan going forward to make sure this doesn't repeat for a third time. Harley theirself still hasn't apologized for the thread they made. I don't listen to The Penumbra Podcast anymore and you shouldn't''t either.

So last year, a couple weeks before the first episode of Season 4 was supposed to come out, TPP announced the artist they hired for the art for the new episodes of S4. You can go on their Twitter and find the artist there if you really want to, but a lot of people were not happy with the choice, specifically because of the artists lineup they made around 2 years ago (at the time of the announcement) of the main cast of Junoverse, mainly because of their designs for Buddy, Peter, Vespa, and Alessandra. Buddy and Alessandra's designs were both racist caricatures of black women, Peter's of east Asian men, and Vespa, a canonical paranoid schizophrenic woman, was portrayed as violent and bloodthirsty (I also saw some comments saying her design was also transphobic, but I believe this lineup was made before it was confirmed that Vespa is trans).

A lot of people were vocal about their choice for the artist saying it wasn't a good idea and that they should consider hiring another artist to do the promotional art for TPP because of this line up. They could have listened or made a public post about peoples concerns, but instead threw more fuel into the fire. I don't know how long after the announcement this post was made, but one of the creators, Harley Takagi Kaner, conveniently and undoubtedly was targeted towards the people pointing out the artists racism in their work, made a thread about "bullies." I admit, I don't remember everything that was in it and don't have screenshots as the thread has been deleted, but the timing of the post as well as the content of it, made things boil over and the fandom was collectively pissed. Kevin Vibert, the other creator of TPP, says Harley gets a lot of transphobic messages sent to them, but that's not an excuse when it's pointed out that the artist you hired has made racist and abliest fan art of your show.

The thread got deleted a day or so after it was made, but the damage was already done and there was only silence from the TPP creators as people directed their messages to the artist in question. The artist did apologize and promised to not lean into those caricatures again, though they used the word "goofy" instead of calling it what it is, but was left to deal with the fallout by theirself with silence from the TPP creators.

About a week later they announced they will issue a public statement, and one was made by Kevin. In the statement, Kevin apologizes and talks about the harassment Harley receives (even before this event) vs the harassment he receives, mainly these messages being transphobic attacks towards Harley, focusing more on this than on the fact that most people were respectful when raising their concerns about the racist art before Harley made that thread calling members of their own fandom bullies and that everyone only wanted to hear some kind of accountability from the creators. Kevin also admits that of the two POC people they had hired to review the artists they were considering hiring, neither of them were black, despite most of the cast for Junoverse being headcannoned as such, and that what pushed him to make the statement in the first place was because the Patreon was losing patrons as people pulled their pledges away from the show because of these events. He talks about the show being a part of his and Harley's livelihood but no real clear indication about how and if they will try to stop something like this from happening again, especially since this was not the first time this has happened (tho I didn't find that out until after this whole thing). Harley hasn't made a public apology yet, at least on twitter, and I think is taking a much needed break from Twitter. The apology, as a whole, was a messy thing that shifted blame and highlighted the mistakes behind the scenes, without giving some kind of clear statement of if the creators even intend on making sure that nothing like this will happen again.

Personally I think the way this situation was handled was sloppy and unprofessional, and as Harley Takagi Kaner still hasn't made an apology on Twitter, I am not holding out much hope that they will say anything about it at all, though I am glad they're taking a break from Twitter as they very much need it. I can't support a show that claims to be inclusive and diverse when you are alienating a whole part of your fandom, especially if you are actively encouraging people to design the main cast of characters as POC, and behaving like this when people point out your racism instead of apologizing and trying to do something better. Also by taking so long to even announce that there will be a public statement made, leaving your artist to handle the backlash alone, but, in Kevin's case, still being able to do a livestream while the shows fans are practically begging for some accountability, and only making a statement once it started affecting your patreon, doesn't make me feel like there will be any changes in the future when it comes to how things like this will be prevented before they even have the chance to happen, and how they will be handled when they do.

If you were unaware of this having had happened, I highly encourage you reconsider continuing listening to the show, and if you must must must listen to it, figure out how to without directly supporting the creators, as well as not post about the show anymore. I haven't listened to TPP since this all happened, even though it was one of my favorite shows at the time, and there are other creators out there who can and have had handled situations like this more sensitively than how the TPP crew has. Racism from the creators shouldn't be ignored in favor of the queer rep The Penumbra Podcast brings, and no show should call itself inclusive if it's creators are going to treat it's non-white audience like this.

#damn it hawkfurze #the penumbra podcast #tpp #racism tw #ablism tw #transphobia tw #yeah thats why I dont post about tpp anymore #and again dont go harassing the creators or the artist again cause this is year old drama and honestly it'd be better if you just #stopped posting about the show and find something new with gay people to listen to

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golbrocklovely · 2 years

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Thats is something i started noticing about Stas the more people talked about it. Firstly i think all the girls Tara, Devyn etc are way too comfortable with the fans in that they are a open books and overshare (i.e Devyn with SnCs podcast). But the other girls talk about themselves and Stas doesnt she talks about the boys. She can post whatever she wants, her interests, her dislikes, her routines. But the second she starts talking about them and promising content without consent i think thats shady af. She started her subscription service on snap before she did on ig and she would promise people stuff like group stuff and anything they’d ask her response was “i can do that”. Obviously i think Katrina has more leverage as Sams actual girlfriend but even she doesnt tell people everything, she teases and clickbaits but wont say. Both her and Kat have another website where they post daily, the name doesn’t come to me right now but Kat liked a comment about it not long ago.

And i know people have taken a fancy towards Stas because of the way she is presented in the boys videos but prior to their Oregon trip, people already were sus on her since then because of how she spoke about them, as soon as they forgot and they started accepting her she went full in and took all this whatever thing with Colby is thought to be and ran with it. Its beautiful to have a platonic friendly friendship with him but dont make it into something its not when he keeps claiming singledom and apparently deleting content of them. Yes hes touchy feely but using that and liking things after people assume stuff is not the way to do it, maybe he hasnt caught on, maybe he doesnt know how to approach it, but given how little actual photos shes posted of Europe i believe she had a talking to.

stas talks about herself a lot, which i think has caused her to feel like oversharing about snc and kat (when she's with them and all that) is something normal. i had another anon on here complain about how everyone knows everything about stas bc she tells her fans anything they want to know about her. and while i agree that if she wants to overshare, that's a choice she can make. but when it comes to snc and kat, she really shouldn't be telling fans anything.

so far, from what i've been told, she's just telling fans where they are when they go to some of these places. my thing is, if that really is the case, why is no one talking about it? why is no one sharing the proof of her doing this or at the very least telling her to maybe not tell everyone where they're at? it's not a safe or smart thing to do bc whether or not the ppl wanting to meet you are just fans, they could easily be dangerous or turn that way once they don't get their way.

and personally, i didn't even remember she existed until snc and kat started hanging out with her frequently. like, i forgot she was kat's friend from back in 2019 that was around like twice until she started appearing in snc's videos. so… if ppl felt sus about her then... idk how you could tbh.

and as i've basically stated before, while she probably knows posting pics or vids with colby gets her attention or views or whatever, she's not doing anything in the pics that would suggest something more is happening between them. and if she wants to like comments and weird shit related to him and her, whatever. she can say all she wants or make fans think whatever (if that's even her plan or motive in the first place) but clearly colby doesn't feel the same as her and anyone that pays attention to him would know they ain't together.

the least of my concerns is what she does with colby. my concerns are with her posting or telling fans where she's at, if that's what she's doing. and if she did get told to chill out, good. she needs to.

#ask #personal #stas #tc4

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esonetwork · 1 year

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Time, Life and Aging - Soul Forge Podcast 275

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Time, Life and Aging - Soul Forge Podcast 275

Time, life and aging. Time moves quickly, but where does it go? The seasons of life keep on turning. Before you know it, you have become an older person. This week on the podcast, Shawn and Melissa talk about aging and growing up.

This topic came up because of an article Melissa shared with Shawn. The article was about suddenly finding yourself in the last quarter of your life and not really knowing how you got there. Aging, aches and pains, and wrinkles appear as if by magic. You’re dying your hair to hide the grey. You look for an adult and then realize you are the adult.

Also in this episode: stop saving things for good. Good never comes because good is all the time. Change your mindset from ‘I have to’ into ‘I get to’. Don’t let fear hold you back from living your best life. Tell your people that you love them. Wear your favourite outfit. Do the things.

Here is the article/post that is responsible for this episode:

You know …… time has a way of moving quickly and catching you unaware of the passing years.

It seems just yesterday that I was young and embarking on my new life. Yet in a way, it seems like eons ago, and I wonder where all the years went.

I know that I lived them all.

I have glimpses of how it was back then and of all my hopes and dreams.

However, here it is …… the last quarter of my life and it catches me by surprise.

How did I get here so fast?

Where did the years go and where did my youth go?

I remember well seeing older people through the years and thinking that those older people were years away from me and that I was only on the first quarter and that the fourth quarter was so far off that I could not visualise it or imagine fully what it would be like.

Yet, here it is …… my friends are retired and getting grey – they move slower and I see an older person now. Some are in better and some worse shape than me but I see the great change. They’re not like the ones that I remember who were young and vibrant …… but like me, their age is beginning to show and we are now those older folks that we used to see and never thought we’d become.

Each day now, I find that just getting a shower is a real target for the day! and taking a nap is not a treat anymore, it’s mandatory! because if I don’t of my own free will, I fall asleep where I sit!

And so …… now I enter into this new season of my life unprepared for all the aches and pains and the loss of strength and ability to go and do things that I wish I had done but never did! But at least I know that, though I’m on the last quarter and I’m not sure how long it will last, that when it’s over on this earth… it’s over.

A new adventure will begin!

Yes, I have regrets. There are things I wish I hadn’t done …… things I should have done but truely there are many things I’m happy to have done.

It’s all in a lifetime.

So, if you’re not on the last quarter yet, let me remind you that it will be here faster than you think. So, whatever you would like to accomplish in your life do it quickly!

Don’t put things off too long! Life goes by so quickly.

So, do what you can today, as you can never be sure whether you’re on the last quarter or not!

You have no promise that you will see all the seasons of life…. so, live for today and say all the things that you want your loved ones to remember – and hope that they appreciate and love you for all the things that you have done for them in all the years past!

‘Life’ is a gift to you.

Be Happy!

Have a great day!

This week’s podcast promo: Thunder Talk

#Earth Station One #ESO #ESO Network #Geek #geek podcast #Geek Talk #good #life #nerd podcast #Podcast #Soul Forge #Soul Forge Podcast #The ESO Network #time

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cream-and-tea · 2 years

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Please tell us about about the vanishing act, inquiring minds want to know

*me, settling down into the aged leather of my armchair, monocle gleaming in the firelight, puffing gently away at my pipe* well,,,, if the inquiring minds must know,,,,

oh boy oh boy oh boy.... you see if you're coming off of my last post about it then i've made it clear how describing this show is an slippery slope that eventually leads to me babbling incoherently about events that will make less-than-zero sense unless you've listened to it, but i will try my very best to describe it in a way that a) makes sense to someone Not Me, and b) does the show the justice it deserves lmao:

Part satire, part absurdist comedy, part Doctor-Who-meets-The-Producers, The Vanishing Act tells the story of the comedy-of-errors style globetrotting events that unfold after, in 1699, one of renowned stage magician Jean Jacqueline Lemarques tricks goes horribly wrong, vanishing the entire occupancy of the theatre he was preforming in, including himself. The story then picks up in the 1930s as an angry German set designer obsessed with the disappearance, an incredibly cryptic scientist with her own reasons to be after the secrets of the vanishing box, an american conman and a whole host of other characters that I really don't have the time to get to right now, become entangled in the mystery as they stumble their way through anywhere from the streets of Paris to the 1930s Hollywood scene... all while WW2 brews definitely-not-ominously in the background (but we're ignoring that for now! shenanigans! yay!). It's honestly one of those shows where all I can really say is go listen to it, the entire thing has this very specific brand of manic energy and balls-to-the-walls storytelling that I just can't get across in a recommendation post. I can see how it's not for everyone, but it's one of those shows that really grows on you and I'd encourage anybody who can get on board with the summary or the trailers to give it a go! It has a full first season out now and a second season/holiday special releasing throughout this December.

(as a quick side note: the show is a historical satire based in the 1930s-40s, so Nazi Germany and its ideologies do feature in the plot to some extent (more so in s2 than s1), and while i'm obviously not qualified to speak on those subjects the team behind the show do talk about handling them tastefully in line with the more lighthearted tone of the story on their FAQ page here, if thats something you need to take into consideration before checking it out)

#guys guys im a writing blog i swear #i promise i dont just post about podcasts #i pinky swear #*stares in podcast rambling*#tva #the vanishing act

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pencilscratchins · 3 years

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btw please don't ever worry about bothering me to let me know i was mentioned somewhere. i promise you i probably havent seen it-- i spend the majority of my internet time on the NRCS website comparing soil surveys from across the US and miss a lot of things!!

#JUST A FYI SKSKS #someone messages me like 'het just letting u know so and so posted about you! i hope im not bothering you!'#BUDDY YOU ARE NOT BOTHERING ME AT ALL!!!!!!!!#I PROMISE YOU I WILL NOT HAVE SEEN IT!!!#for mental health i just dont look up my own name or anything #so if im tagged in things I LIKELY WILL NOT SEE THEM!!!#or if im mentioned in a podcast or something I WILL HAVE PROBABLY MISSED IT #because im mostly focused on the soil surveys im reading!!!!!!#not art #delete later #I ALWAYS APPRECIATE PEOPLE TELLING ME HOW I AM PERCEIVED LMAOO

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thefanficmonster · 3 years

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Bumpy Road

Corpse Husband x Reader (Gender Neutral)

Warnings: Swearing, Mentions of Depression and Relationship struggles as well as Health Problems

Genre: Mild Angst, Romance, RPF (Real Person Fic)

Summary: On a live podcast discussing his rise to fame and how its affected his personal life, Corpse stumbles over the topic of his romantic relationships, more specifically his relationship with Y/N.

Requested by Anon. Hello dear! Thank you so much for your wonderful request and so sorry you’ve had to wait for it to be posted so long. However, here it finally is and I hope you come across it and read it an if you do I hope you enjoy it! Love, Vy ❤

“Right, ok we’re officially live!“ Exclaims Anthony as he waves to one of the cameras - the one turned to him - and leans closer to the mic placed on the table in front of him. “Hello everyone, thanks for tuning in today. I’m here with the internet sensation and mystery known as Corpse Husband.“ He turns away from the camera to look across the table at his guest, “Corpse, I hope you know how much effort is being put into editing that sticker over your face for the duration of this whole podcast.“

Corpse, whose face is hidden by a sticker of his avatar, chuckles, “So you’re insinuating that I should probably not move so much.”

“Exactly.“ Anthony laughs, “My guy would be very grateful for that curtesy. Yeah, I have an actual person who I assigned to move around the sticker so there goes an extra paycheck.“

“In that case I promise to give you worthy content. A lot of never previously heard scoop.“ Corpse says, mocking the very words he uses, laughing about them afterwards, “Ask away, man.“

Anthony briefly looks down at a printed sheet of paper before pushing it to the side with a slight furrow of his brows, “You know, these are all cookie-cutter questions you’ve probably been asked many times before. So, I think it’s for the best I ask you something no one has had you talk about. Or something I hope no one has had you talk about yet. If you feel uncomfortable with any question just say so and we’ll skip it right away.“

The sticker moves up and down to mask Corpse’s face as he nods, “Got it.”

“Ok um...“ Anthony falls in thought for a moment, thinking of a question, “The first thing off the top of my head, um, what part of the dark side of fame have you had the displeasure of experiencing?“

Corpse lets out a laugh dangerously close to a scoff, “Almost all if not totally all of it really. There’s such a big chunk of privacy being taken away from you on social media. I got to that point where I felt so naked and seen I felt I was losing myself as my fandom grew. I know it’s many YouTubers’ dream to blow up and have a ton of fans and followers but I never wanted that. Don’t get me wrong, I love each and every one of my fans, I just never expected to accumulate so many of them. I’m such a private person, it was so anxiety inducing in the beginning but I sort of learned how to cope with it, you know? Sometimes, in order to stop people from reaching into my real privacy, I created a fake one that I’d feed into and let them enjoy.”

Anthony’s eyebrows shoot up in surprise, “Wow, how do we know what’s real about you anymore, huh?” It was said more as a joke but he truly meant it. If a person can fake a whole reality for people not to touch into their real one, Lord knows what else they can do.

Corpse huffs, “I’ll give you a hint: If it seems pretty, pink, peach and perfect it’s fake.“ The sticker may be hiding his face from the viewers but it’s most definitely not doing anything to shield the change in expression that occurs on his face from Anthony who’s sitting right across from him and notices the shift right away but before he could question it, Corpse prods on, “Y/N, my partner, can tell you just as much. They know better than anyone what’s the difference between what people know and what the reality is. They know that our relationship isn’t the sunny skies we put on display for our fans. I have my mental and physical health issues, my trust issues and paranoia play a big role in the ‘rains’ in our day-to-day life but they understand it’s all a part of me and a part I can’t control. It actually controls me sometimes and it’s so fucking annoying. But they understand. And while we pretend it’s perfect even though it isn’t, we find our happiness wherever and whenever we can. When it rains so often, you might as well look for a little hint of sunlight. That sunlight can create a rainbow after all. Believe me when I say, that rainbow is the most beautiful thing, makes you forget about the storm that just took place or might even be still raging all around.“ He sighs, preparing to bring his outpour of honesty to a close, “It may be a bumpy road 98% of the time even though on social media we pretend it’s the complete opposite, but that 2% of honest happiness we get from the tiniest of things are more meaningful than I could describe to you with words.“

And he’s more than right, words are often not enough. But the ones he used to describe what he just did were perfectly enough to bring one particular viewer to tears. That particular viewer who knows exactly what he was talking about. Because they are his other half and they’re going through it the same as he is. They’ve gone down that bumpy road side by side with him, ignoring the pain and turmoil while focusing their gaze on the rainbow above. That analogy was theirs from the very start after all. They both knew Y/N is the better one at finding the deeper meaning in everything even when there was nothing to be found.

They always found something. And Corpse will always cherish that trait as one of their best - always finding something to keep them both afloat.

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