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bookstayallaroundthelibrary · 7 months

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SOCIAL PATH ANALYSIS TIME!!!!

I'm always doing this when I want something to do that'll occupy my mind. There's a lot of it, and none of it may be accurate. Art exists for interpretation, though, right? So I'll see what I can offer. Be warned, my thoughts will be haphazard because it's past two in the morning and I have a headache.

Now let's start with the obvious. I think we've all clocked that Social Path is a play for the word Sociopath. Stray Kids do that a lot, right? Bend words to wrap around themselves because maybe they feel imprisoned by what the original word represents? Maybe they feel it is a label, and if they must carry one of those, they'd rather design it themselves.

The opening is "gave up my youth for my future"😭😭

An alien (foreigner) in the town.

All the hate, all the broken lines. All the anger and the resolve.

Oh my God, there are so many layers to this song😭🫠.

Their voices meld so well together. Not to mention the instrumentals, which sound genius, yes, but a bit light and excited too. The lyrics though—

It makes so much sense, at least from the perspective I'm looking at. Them being adrift, like comets, with the possibility of crashing or continuing to float.

Being lost in a sea of bodies, just giving up. Hands and words and chains reaching for them, people telling them to give up, trying to hold them down.

I don't know if it goes this deep, but felix has only one wing, the pain it must've taken to loose the other but still hold on to that one side. Did it get ripped out? Did he stumble and decide to "rise up stronger"?

And in the end, they stand as if they have won a battle, Bruised perhaps, but they've victorious. And a war still awaits.

There's more people...

A different line of thought, I'm thinking the part Lee Know is on his bed, a place that should be one of comfort and rest and privacy for him, and hands are frantically reaching for him despite how much he's curling into himself might have something to do with fans and their mega obsessions and lack of respect for their private lives.

Not to mention the same faceless people made bang chan feel choked, and he never did escape them in the video. But then there's a part where they stand and lift him up, till he's floating.

I don't know. There is so much hyper-symbolism in everything that I'm getting wrapped up in it, too.

If we begin breaking down the MV scene by scene them you will get to see the full picture and not fragments of the message they trying to pass on

The M/V fits the lyrics totally.

The scene where Han was chained??

Where the chains fear?

Was it doubt? Was it pain? Was it the endless dread of the future?

And the fact that he was chained alone, in a fortress where he saw nothing but himself. Was that a way of showing how he kept all the pain, the negative emotions locked away inside of him, how he projected it onto himself?

Life isn't easy, neither is any of this simple, and they showed it in rock and roll😌🫠 how amazing is that!!!!!!

When everyone ignored I.N? Why?

Others debuted but not BangChan....it was like he wasn't seen,he wasn't heard...in the midst of everyone,he stood alone with no one to hold

Then them pushing through all those throes of faceless people that signify not just people but every single hurdle they have had to overcome and come out stronger just to keep this dream alive.

I cannot even begin to unpack all this. Making them laugh while they feel empty? It echoes, it's loud. Having to appeal to a world that barely even wants them. And the line "meant to be my dream". I'm sure no one expected dreams to hurt this much, especially not people who were barely more than children, reaching for something they could never imagine having. Like I said, their life in a nutshell. They said, "It was supposed to be their dream," not something to expand their worries.

And I feel like that space simulation is a safe space, the chorus happens there, maybe its each other.

That scene was a lot. The m/v was so intense that at first glance, one would assume it was nothing but chaos, but isn't that what life looks like from the outside? There is so much to unpack about it and it's so easy to judge another.

There's more everyone but I feel I should save it for another day.

Before I stop though, I'll have to mention the theory I keep seeing from other people on tiktok and Instagram. They say each scene depicts a members fear, Here it goes:

Changbin: Nightmares.

Lee Know: Fear of Heights

Felix: Overthinking

Seungmin: Fear of small spaces I.e Claustrophobia

I.N: Fear of being ignored

Han: it think ita fear if being forgotten/ Anxiety.

Hyunjin: Fear of being alone.

Bang Chan: I think its him loosing his voice.

There's the whole Lisa aspect. Does she represent their dream? Is she a villainous character in the M/V? Am I just a crazy human? Yes.

#stray kids #social path #5 star era #bang chan #changbin #han jisung #hyunjin #i.n #lee felix #lee know #seungmin #music analysis #music #music video #kpop #i love stray kids #wait am i the only stay on this app?

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mayh03 · 1 year

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I can’t stop thinking about his hands, my head is spinning😵‍💫

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jerirose · 1 year

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Ah... where to begin, hm? Well, I guess I'll start by saying that this is my New Year's Post - please feel free to ignore. Firstly - to everyone that follows this Blog - Thank for you enjoying my art - thank you for believing in me. 😭 I hope I can make more pieces you like and love this year!!

There's a lot I could say here - 2022 was.... it was a rough year, there were many highs, but the lows were ever so close to taking me out. I've never felt so defeated in my life than I did this year, a lot changed - I finally found myself but during that process I had to bend and break and learn how to connect all the shattered pieces that were scattered and flung around, all in darkness. If I could compare 2022, at least the first half of the year, it was like walking through a cave, alone, with a broken phone and no lights to guide me, and the further I walked, the harder it was to breath and the walls just kept closing in around me. I've felt trapped before but... nothing compared to the isolation I felt in this cave - Having that gender identity crisis was so, so, so lonely, and I was so lost. I busied myself with friends, streaming, reading, exercising, running, dancing, TV series and finally - it led me to art and somehow... Stray Kids? It's so funny how a friend talking me in to downloading a stupid little app on my phone, managed to change my life so drastically. On the 1st July '22, 8 silly little men walked into my life and... they saved me - that dark cave? I was no longer alone in it and there was a light to guide me, the weight of my boots lightened, and there were hands to hold. I wasn't alone or afraid any more.... - I know it may sound really fucking stupid to some; like how is it that 8 random men did that, but your friends couldn't? The people around you couldn't? I... I can't explain it - But I will say... my friends? My Twitch community? They were the reason I continued walking, they were the backbone holding me together, I will always be grateful for the strength they gave me to push through, even when I really, really didn't want to. But Stray Kids? I can't explain it... I just know I'd probably still be wondering that cave alone if they hadn't found me, maybe I wouldn't have made it out... I honestly don't know, and I really don't want to think about it... My love for Art & Stray Kids meeting at the same time took me in a direction I never thought I'd go - and my love for art exploded and through my love of art I began expressing my love and gratitude for my boys, my 8 guides. When I started my Music Video Portraits I NEVER in a million years thought I'd become so attached to them, that I'd be where I am today with them but

OH MY GOD

am I soooo thankful I did because... it led me here? It led me to Stayville and Stayblr, to all the incredible friends and people I've met in this amazing community both on Tumblr and off of Tumblr. I'm not amazing at making new friends - or at least, I don't feel like I am. I overthink, and I'm awkward, and I feel like a constant fuck up and annoying. But I've met some amazing and incredible people these last few months, and I'm so grateful for all of you welcoming me, a Baby Stay, with open arms - it really means a lot.... being able to share my love of the boys with other people? It makes it that much more special to me. I can't wait to continue to build our friendships more and get to know some of you more! Thank you, for being a part of my 2022! Wishing you light and self-love, compassion and kindness in 2023. May your year be gentle to you <3 @purple-belle @happysmilebtr @snug-gyuu @shmalll @hanjesungs @changbeens @winterfloral @hailng @abiaswreck @agibbangs @quokki @jinniebit @lecknow @mixtape-channie @njaems @milfho @chanizard @ggthydrangea @missyedits @juiceofmoons @bangchanies @hoerachas @babychicklix @svintsandghosts @lonelystreetlight @seonghwaminho @sstarryoong @jisungsjaistandjeekies @geniaparadox @cb97percent @septicrebel @catsaenen @skz-films @minzbins @cheekyquokka @hyunpic @dongjusmilf @seo-changbinnies @xuseokgyu @chanstopher @gymleader @hyunebear @brianbangs @grzvya Apologizes if I forgot anyone <3

#👽 stop speaking nonsense #happy new year #be kind to yourselves #talks of depression #i love stray kids

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penissirius · 1 year

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Secret Secret pt2

Lee Know x male reader

SUMMARY: Part 2 is ‘you’re a secret and you’re sick of it’ Part 1 was ‘you’re a secret’ and I’m sure you can guess what part 3 will be! If you can't, you’ll have to wait until that’s posted! (Uh I got lazy so this is part 2 and 3 lolll, part 3 is ‘you’re a secret no more')

ADDITIONAL INFORMATION: M/n is a very famous and well-known gamer and content creator. Idol Stray Kids still. M/n has braces but if you don’t you can just skip that part and imagine the hair as something else as well. I tried to keep it generally plain tho so you could more imagine yourself.

AUTHORS NOTE: This is part 2 (and 3 lol) of this 3-part series! part 2 already ommmggg time flies lol, I’m looking forward but not looking forward to writing this! This one is more angsty than the first part but not by that much cause writing angst hurts me and because I used to be forced to do it so much with a certain ex-friend of mine it’s become something I avoid. It is slightly sad though! There is arguing! I repeat there is arguing.

WARNINGS: arguing, angstish ig, jealousy from the reader, insecure thoughts, idol AU, famous gamer reader. Slight ooc Lee Know? Idk I don’t write for him a lot or imagine for him a lot so I don’t think I capture his attitude and his demeanor correctly-

FEMALE ALIGNED PLEASE DNI <3

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*2 Months after the conversation with Lee Know*

M/n was chilling on stream yet again but this time he was just talking and chilling with fans while drawing new chapters for his webcomic. It was actually a pretty good stream, M/n was in a good mood, the comic was coming along nicely with no issues in the design and the questions people were asking weren't all that bad until they were. ‘So, M/n how’s you and the boyfie doing’ One of the comments was read aloud to him by the computer. “Hm? Oh! We’re doing great! I absolutely love being in this relationship and I’m much happier than the last one I was in. He is such a sweet and amazing guy. I can’t believe it’s getting to almost 2 years together” M/n smiled looking up for a second.

‘That’s good, we’re glad you’re happy again M/n!’ ‘We finally have our happy boy back!’ ‘It’s been almost 2 years when are we going to know who’s the idol boyfriend’

M/n looks up, “Now you guys know I can’t do that. He’s an idol and they have dating bans and stuff. It wouldn’t be okay to announce we’re dating let alone that he’s dating some twitch streamer like me.”

‘It’s okay M/nnie! It’s enough to know he exists!’ ‘Or maybe he doesn’t and this whole thing has been a lie’ ‘well it can’t be a lie cause we’ve seen him pop in sometimes, wearing a hoodie and a mask but he comes in and gives M/n a kiss before leaving!’ ‘Yeah, and even so we believe and trust M/n!’

M/n smiles giggling, happy that his fans believe and trust him. He ignores the few haters. “Honestly if it was up to me, I would've told you guys by now! But it’s not and I’m more than happy just me and a few friends knowing!” He goes back to drawing and the subject seems to change back to randomness. An hour and a half later he decided to end his live because his hand is getting pretty tired. “Alright guys, that's all from me. I promise that the normal gaming live will happen next week! There’s a poll up on what game I should play and I might pick a few of you to play with me! I haven’t done that in a while lol. But this is me and my hurting hand signing off! BYEEEEEE”

After shutting everything off and reuploading it so people who missed it can rewatch, he goes to his living room to watch tv and FaceTime his best friend. He grabs his MacBook and after a few rings AJ finally answers and he sees him still in his training clothes which means he just got back to his dorm. “M/n! Hey dude!” M/ns energetic best friend said once he saw his face. “Hey AJ how was training?” M/n laughed seeing AJs face turn up at the thought of training. AJ puts his phone down to change into comfier clothes while talking.

“Omg dude, training was literally the hardest today out of any other day. Dance wasn’t bad, and vocal practice wasn’t either. But rap class kind of kicked my ass and weird classes like selfie class and walking class because apparently there’s something wrong with my walk! ALSO, this stylist for one of the other groups said that I should consider cutting my hair because it’s ‘too long’ and ‘no one would know how to take care of your foreign hair’!” M/n was lowkey offended for his friend.

Anyone who knows AJ knows that the curls in his hair that come from his mom's Hispanic side and not his dad's Korean side are his pride and one of the only things that keep him tied to home while he’s here in Korea. “What? Did she actually say that?” “Yeah, she did! And honestly, I don’t know if you’ve seen Bang Chan's curls before the stylist got a hold of them but I am NOT risking that happening to my hair. That’s a walking nightmare. Also, when my hair is straight it’s not that much longer than Hyunjin’s was before they recently cut it!” M/n just shook his head, “Honestly just continue to do your hair by yourself, you do great and if you have any complications then you can call your mom!” “You right you right!”

They talked for a while and played some games together before they were just lying there doing separate things and talking after AJ had switched the call to his laptop. “Oh, dude did you see the new article?” AJ said looking up from his phone to his computer where the call was set up. “No? What’s it about.” M/n looked up suddenly interested. “It’s about Lee know. People are suspecting that he’s in a relationship. I’ll send it to you” “Alright”

He got the link and the article said:

Stray Kids' dancer Lee Know is in a relationship?!

Recently it’s been suspected that the said dancer is in a relationship. He’s often not in the dorm when members have done vlives at night. In behind-the-scenes videos, you can see him smiling at his phone and texting someone. His and Han's friendship has seemed to get a little less touchy-feely but still the best of friends. Also, when he shows his Home Screen it’s a picture of him and a shorter/taller man hugging! It has been semi-confirmed that it can’t be one of the other members because the hair nor body type match….

It continues but M/n stops reading. “Why should I be worried about this? It’s not like they’re actually going to find out about me or he would even tell them.” He chuckles bitterly. “Yeah, but there is this really stuck-up trainee in the same class as me who is swearing that he’s the one dating Lee Know. I know that’s not true and so does Stray kids and Miyeon (female best friend) but others don’t. He doesn’t even look anything like you or the picture Minho has as his Lock Screen but everyone is starting to believe him.” M/n doesn’t know how to feel hearing this.

“You and him need to do something about this. Talk about it. I think it’s time to let people know. I know he’s an idol and shit but his dating ban has been lifted, and JYP PDnim has started not caring if we are public with our relationships (at least in this universe 🤪), plus you guys have been dating for 2 years. I don’t think keeping you in the dark like this is fair. To have to deal with other people claiming to be dating him, and for you to have to deal with the constant hate you get for having an idol boyfriend but not saying the name. You’ve respected him and his feelings through all of this, but I think now it’s time for you to tell him how you feel.”

M/n listens and thinks about what his best friend has told him. “But what if he doesn’t agree? What if he doesn’t want to be public? I mean he’s an idol and being with me publicly could ruin everything he’s working for.” AJ tsked, “Yeah but you have to consider your feelings. It’s been 2 years, I know you would like to be able to spend time and actually go on dates together. I can’t keep watching you put yourself and your own feelings on the back burner for him. At least just think about bringing it up dude, I've got to go now. I have early training in the morning” M/n nods. “Alright, night AJ. Tell Miyeon I said goodnight as well!” “I will, bye bro”

After AJ hung up M/n really got to thinking and maybe he should bring it up. In the end M/n ended up not bringing it up to Minho. They haven’t been able to see each other in a while with all the stuff happening in Minho's schedule recently so they never gave a time to talk about it. Plus, M/n just didn’t want to start an argument about it when he knew it would just end with the same result and his feelings getting pushed back. But the topic always stayed in his mind.

A week and a half later and the situation have blown up. The article continued, more came after. And soon the Trainee that was claiming to be Lee Knows boyfriend was pretty much everywhere. People were asking him questions, he was answering with fake texts between them, edited pictures, etc. Nothing was heard from Lee Know or JYP though and M/n was starting to get sick of it. It was like everywhere he turned was another fake post about this dude and Lee know. Honestly, he was pissed. Not being able to see his boyfriend, this dude claiming to be dating HIS boyfriend and JYP and Lee know himself weren't talking about it.

This day in particular he had finally had enough. His ‘fans’ were making tweets saying how it was understandable that the trainee was dating Lee know but it’s kind of suspicious that M/n claims to be dating an idol but couldn’t talk about it like Dal (the trainee) could. There were a good 30% of his fans though that didn’t believe that Dal was dating Lee Know because to them it just didn’t make sense and would actually make more sense if M/n was the one dating him which made him feel slightly better. All in all, M/n was pretty much fed up with this. He texted AJ to go ahead and talk to JYP about the situation and article, to which the best friend was more than happy to. He even made a slide show for it, that fact made M/n laugh.

AJ had brought the situation up to his CEO and was in the middle of talking to him about it when Lee Know texted M/n.

Lee doesn’t seem to know 🙄

Hey baby, how’s your day been?

If M/n was pissed before he’s livid now. How’s his day been? They haven’t had an actual conversation in weeks and the first conversation that he started was ‘How’s your day been?’… M/n has thrown all previous feelings of not wanting to cause an argument out the window.

My prince 👑💙

It hasn’t been good, Minho

They haven’t been good for the past few weeks.

Lee doesn’t seem to know 🙄

Minho? No baby?

What’s wrong?

My prince 👑💙

Hm, I don’t know. Why don’t you ask that bitch Dal what’s wrong.

Lee doesn’t seem to know 🙄

Dal? Dal who?

My prince 👑💙

The fucking trainee that’s been claiming to be dating you for the past idk 2 weeks.

Now a little part of M/n was starting to feel bad for coming off in such a harsh way instead of actually talking and having a conversation about this, and maybe he was being a little petty by changing his boyfriend's contact name last week. But there was the bigger part of him that was so tired of dealing with this bullshit. He’s bottled up these feelings for weeks and months and now they’re finally being set free.

Lee doesn’t seem to know 🙄

What are you talking about? I don’t even hang out with him.

I’ve had like 2 conversations total with him.

My prince 👑💙

Well, those 2 conversations clearly seemed to be enough for him to say you’re dating.

Clearly it was enough motivation to make fake texts and edited photos of you together.

Lee doesn’t seem to know 🙄

Where are these so-called texts and photos and why haven’t I seen them?

I’m sure all of this will just blow over anyway it’s not like I’m actually dating him, I’m dating you!

My prince 👑💙

But nobody knows that.

I’m tired of this secret stuff Minho.

It’s been 2 years. This has been going on for weeks now. How can you say it’ll just blow over.

Lee doesn’t seem to know 🙄

I honestly haven’t seen anything or heard anything about it this whole time! Baby you have to believe me

Send it to me.

My prince 👑💙

A part of me just can’t seem to believe you have seen it at all but I’ll send it to you.

sends multiple links to articles and TikTok's on the situation

It takes about 30 to 45 minutes for Lee Know to get through all the links and process the information. In that time M/n still hadn’t calmed down. The part of him that felt bad wanted to cry and apologize and just be held by his boyfriend, but he was too clouded by all the emotions that he had held back finally coming out. After those 45 minutes Lee Know was on a mission to put this all to rest and finally come clean, he texted Him back but M/n didn’t see it. He had put his phone on Do not disturb and was set on ignoring him because he took too long to respond.

Lee doesn’t seem to know 🙄

Give me a moment love, I’ll have everything explained I promise

My prince 👑💙 has notifications silenced

While M/n was locked in his room eating ice cream and watching his comfort show after he cried. Lee Know, AJ and JYP were setting up a last second thrown together live interview set up in one of the company's conference rooms. After getting one of the radio hosts under JYPE, Chase, who hosts Idol on Air and setting everything up, AJ’s job was to get M/n to watch it. AJ took off running to his car and speeding to M/n’s apartment, texting Minho when he got there. He unlocked the door with the spare key his best friend had given him a while ago. He quickly made a beeline straight to M/n's bedroom, shutting the door, sitting his best friend up and grabbing the remote and turning.

“Hey, what the fuck! I was watching that!” M/n said confused and upset that his friend ruined his pity party. “There’s something way more important that you need to see” M/n pouted and watched as AJ quickly turned to where the interview was being broadcasted. He was quite confused when he saw his boyfriend on the live show that was clearly thrown together and not planned. ‘Maybe this is why he wasn’t responding- I feel so bad now. What is he even planning to talk about?’ M/n turned to AJ, “dude what is-?” “SHHHHH”, AJ cut him off, “it’s starting!”

“And we are on! Hello and welcome to Idol on Air! I’m your host Chase and as always, it’s a pleasure to be here with you guys. Today we have Mr. Lee Know of Stray Kids with us!” Minho waves “hello”

M/n looks at AJ unimpressed, “what does any of this have to do with me?” “You’ll see in a second just shut up and watch” AJ points back at the screen.

“Today we will be talking about a topic that has been the biggest revolving said dancer and the JYPE trainee, Dal.” Chase said, looking back at the camera.

Now that sparked M/n’s interest and made him pay attention.

“As it seems, the trainee, Dal has been spreading and trending everywhere claiming that he is in fact dating Lee Know. This started when a big article speculated that the idol was in a relationship. These are the posts and quote on quote evidence given from Dal.” Multiple Instagram posts, tweets, and photos were shown on the screen and on one of the TVs behind the camera for JYP, Chase, Lee Know and the rest of the staff to see. “We are here today to debunk these rumors and fake posts”

M/n stares wide eyed at the screen slowly processing what was happening and what it meant.

Chase turns to Lee know, “Now I’ll let the man himself speak. Lee Know, are you dating the trainee Dal?” He sat up taller and looked dead at the camera before responding. “No, I am not. I have only had 2 conversations with him in total since he became a trainee here.” “Tell us more.” Lee Know smirked, “Gladly. The texts are fake for I don’t even have his number or social media nor do I have a personal Instagram at all let alone the one shown in the photos. All of the photos of us together are edited. I’ve only taken one photo with him and it is this one.”

A picture of them in one of the practice rooms was shown. Lee Know and Dal are posing but to M/n it looks slightly off. He knows his boyfriend and that’s not the way he usually takes photos with someone who isn’t his members or friends.

“Only this isn’t the actual photo. This is.” A different photo was shown, it was in the same room and they had the same clothes on but there were more people in the room and now M/n understood why it looked so off to him. The original picture was of Lee Know and Felix in a practice room with Dal and 3 other trainees clearly having just got done practicing. There were two trainees on the other side of Minho, then him with Felix being right beside him and Dal along with the other trainee on the other side of Felix. “This day me and Felix, along with Hyunjin who wasn’t there the whole time, had offered to help some trainees with their dancing and took a picture at the end.”

“Everything that was said about me dating Dal was indeed false. We aren’t even friends let alone dating. I don’t know where he got the idea that we were or why he came up with this idea to fake like he was dating me. I knew nothing of this situation until today and I’m putting it to rest immediately” He nodded before turning back to Chase. “Well now we have that settled and put to rest. Lee Know and Dal are in fact not dating and everything the said trainee has said has been false. I do have one question though. Are you dating someone?”

M/n held his breath awaiting his boyfriend's response. He knew this would be when he’d say no, he wasn’t and they’d go back to being a secret and no one knowing that the idol was indeed taken. He was upset knowing that he’d never get to be public about his relationship with Minho. But a very small part of him held hope that he would say he was, although it was unlikely, he subconsciously hoped for it. AJ just smirked and watched his brilliant plan unfold, ignoring the curious gaze from his friend beside him.

“Actually, yeah I am dating someone, and he is the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me.” The look on the idol's face when he was saying this was one of pure love and happiness. You could tell that he was being genuinely serious about what he said. “Oooo? Who’s the lucky guy?” Chase said, looking at Lee Know waiting for him to spill the tea. “His name is M/n! He’s a popular twitch streamer. We’ve been dating for a while now; I love him so much.”

M/n was about ready to start crying when he confirmed he saw taken but he definitely started crying when his boyfriend not only said to the world, they were dating but also mentioned him even if he didn't have to. The hate that he was getting would finally stop. He could finally be open and talk about his relationship. He didn't have any other thoughts in his head other than to immediately get to his boyfriend and kiss him silly.

Some more things were said before they closed up the interview but M/n was no longer interested instead he was hurriedly putting his shoes on, dressed in some shorts and one of Lee Knows hoodies that he had left. He forced AJ up and ushered him to the front door ordering him to drive them to the company, not without complaints from the Hispanic about him being comfortable. By the time they got to the company, the interview was just finishing up. M/n sped into the building as soon as they were parked, with AJ rushing behind him. He had to eventually wait for his best friend because despite how many times he had been to the building he didn’t know where he was going. When he finally got to the room where Lee Know was, he throws all rational thinking to the side and the second Lee Know walked out he jumped on him wrapping his arms and legs around him like a koala making the dancer hurry and support him with his arms under M/n's butt.

“Omg, I love you so much! I love you I love you I love you!” M/n says with his face hidden in his boyfriend's shoulder starting to tear up again. AJ and the staff members had gone about their business putting things away and doing whatever they had to do, to give the newly public couple some privacy. Lee Know walked into the room that was right beside them and sat in the chair with M/n still in his arms. “I love you too, I’m sorry it took all of this for me to finally do this love.” he kissed the top of the love of his life's head holding him tighter. M/n looked up at him with the biggest smile Minho had seen in weeks, “No it’s okay! The fact that you not only said we were in a relationship but said it was me and confessed your love for me on live where people everywhere can see made up for how long it took!” Before Minho could say anything unless M/n had grabbed his face and kissed him. After the initial kiss, he left a ton of kisses all around the dancer's face smiling brightly. Looking at the smile on his boyfriend's face, all the doubts Minho had in his mind about how his lover was feeling washed away and he knew they would be okay. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Authors Note: So I combined the last 2 parts into one because A) I really didnt want to write 2 more parts B) My friend who was Beta reading thought it would be better in just one part and C) if it had been three parts I don't think part 3 would have been too long- but anyways I hope you liked it and im sorry this took me so long to write I was struggling to think of new stuff plus writing my book and school and work all on top XD but its finally out now even if it is awhile after I said it would've been posted. (Lmaooo this has been ready since Sept 11 and I’m just now posting it- sorry)

#stinky stinky fic #stray kids #kpop idol #i love stray kids #stray kids x male #x male reader #female aligned dni #lee know x male reader #lee know #pls dont let this flop #lee know x male #lee know x reader #skz x reader #skz lee minho #i tried my hardest

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roanns-posts · 1 month

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24 reasons why I love Hwang Hyunjin

.·:*¨¨* ≈☆≈ *¨¨*:·..·:*¨¨* ≈☆≈ *¨¨*:·.

1. His lips. It's like two soft pillows that you can sink your head in after a long day. Aphrodite painted his dainty, delicate lips on a beautiful canvas in an incomparable cottage encircled by petite rabbits and multiple distinguished, yet lush trees, along with little orchids growing around the meadow.

2. His beautiful hair. It's like silk. His hair makes you want to run your hand through it like a waterfall.

3. His winsome eyes. It's like looking at an angel with your own bare eyes: you can't tear your eyes away from it. It's too beautiful to not stare at. It's like looking at two shallow oceans covered by the moonlight like a blanket in the murky night that you can get lost in, not even drowning. You'll just sink it, yet not feel a need to be saved. Not feeling like you need to escape. You'll just feel like you're home.

4. The mole under his eye. I want to kiss it. It is a perfect imperfection. The smallest thing means the biggest thing to me. The precious beauty mark is another feature of his that I adore.

5. His hands. The way he holds paintbrushes or basically anything. Any breathing or inanimate object is blessed to feel Hyunjin's touch. Anything he touches is not the same as it was before his fingers made contact with it. It's like cupcakes being put in an oven. The cupcakes transformed into a more ravishing object after feeling the warm touch of the kitchen appliance's heat.

6. His passion for art. It's pleasing to see a breathing priceless piece of art worshipping art. The way he focuses on his masterpiece in the process is everything.

7. His accent. The way he sounds when he speaks Korean/English or etc.

8. His adoration for his friends. I can tell that his presence makes their days better, more vibrant, and full of joy.

9. The way he dances effortlessly. His body moves like water when you drag your fingers through it. He moves like autumn leaves in the wind.

10. His smile. It can make me forget about my worries, fears, insecurities, etc. It literally makes my eyes feel like I'm basking in the crisp air on a pure, fluffy, marshmallow-colored cloud, not fretting about anything. Just looking down at the crystal clear waters glistening from the reflection of the beauteous, whimsical rays of the vibrant star we call the 'sun'.

11. His voice is my favorite song. My ears need to hear his voice like how a fish needs water. Like how a plant needs sun. His voice is like water and my heart is the fish. His voice is the sun and I'm the plant, desperate for more. It's so angelic. His voice is like an audible heroine to my ears. I'm addicted.

12. How photogenic/videogenic he is. It's like he's himself and I'm the camera lenses, focusing on him. He's a walking art museum. He's very poised. He's a breathing Hozier song. Hyunjin's like 'Can't Remember to Forget You' by Shakira. You see him once, and he's pretty much living in your brain for eternity. You try to forget him because the embodiment of him is just making you forget the simplest things. Hyunjin's like that one boy on vacation with whom you made eye contact with whom you know you'll never see again, so you try to take as many glances at him as you can, trying to remember his face for later so when you go home, you can imagine his face over and over again.

13. Hyunjin's humor. Humor is a big factor for me when it comes to liking somebody, considering how I'm a really humorous person myself. I literally hear wedding bells when Hyunjin makes a joke. Like, not only is he an idol, but he's also a damn human, And he knows that. He feels free to be himself, which I find attractive.

14. His body. It's so subtle yet strong. He's tall and teeming with resplendence. I will cater to him with every fiber in me. I will spoil him with his needs, wants, everything. I want to take away his fears and worries. I want to kiss away his tears. I want to hold him until he drifts to a soft and pleasant snooze. I want to comfort him with my words. I want to bake and cook for him. I want to hold his hand, kissing his knuckles as he talks about anything he wants to. I want to talk with him, laugh with him, cry with him, walk with him, run with him, swim with him, draw with him, paint with him, dance with him, eat with him, skip with him, roll down a hill with him, go grocery shopping with him, skate with him, watch tv with him, listen to music with him, and etc. I want him to use my chest as a pillow while I caress his hair, us both drifting off to sleep to the sounds of the rain hitting the concrete outside. I want to kiss his neck while he's trying to sleep.

15. His style. I worship his style. I can tell that he puts his personality and whatever he's feeling into his attire. He would wear a loose-fitting t-shirt with some sweatpants one day and some expressive, pricey outfit the following day.

16. His face. I think I said every little detail about his face, but I don't care. His side profile is everything to me, nose and everything. I want to pinch his cheeks as he smiles, looking up at me (clearly he has to be sitting down on something while I'm standing up because I'm 4'11). I want to kiss his cheek while felicitating him. Hyunjin will never feel like he's not enough. I want to speak words of affirmation to him every day. I want to wake up by his side, giving him a gentle kiss on the shoulder carried by a soft 'Good Morning". I am enraptured in him. Hwang Hyunjin is unblemished.

17. His persistence on his work. I can tell how much he rehearses the dances. No wonder why Hyunjin kills his stage performance at concerts and shows.

18. His ingenuity. For perfect example, he dances flawlessly, but his ability to freestyle is unimaginable. Nobody knows the true talent it takes to come up and move your body that freely while the music is going, with no practice. His body follows the music on its own like a baby duck following it's mom.

19. The way he laughs. His laugh makes me laugh but it also makes me cry sad tears and happy tears. It makes me cry sad tears because I know I'll never hear that angelic laugh with my ears in person. But it makes me cry happily because I love to see him happy, smiling and laughing. It brightens my day.

20. The way his face scrunches up when he eats. It's like Hyunjin's eyes disappear. But, I find it so adorable like a chubby kitten that I just want to hold.

21. Based off that one video, I find it sweet how he writes poetry before going to bed. It makes me feel warm inside.

22. His talents. He is very adroit. He can sing, dance, rap, paint, easily make anybody smile by just the tiniest glance. I'm pretty sure there are more countless things that he can do.

23. His aura. You can't put him under one category. He is well-grounded, free-willed, considerate, freethinker, etc.

24. Just him. Everything about him is just unexplainable. He's like a rainbow. A person like him rarely comes around. That's why you have to search very thoroughly to find somebody like him. Which, you will fail. He is impeccable. He is unique. And a million more words.

My love for Hwang Hyunjin is inestimable. He is enough. I love him.

P.S. Feliz Cumpleaños, Hyunjin!

(sorry for posting this 2 days after, you get the gist of it<3)

Love,

Roann

#stray kids #kpop #hwang hyunjin #hyunjin #jinnie #hyunnie #i love stray kids #happy birthday hyunjin

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Unplanned Events (Part 6)

Word Count: 2.3K

Warnings: Angst, complicated emotions, reality, mentions of weight

Comments: I am on a roll right now. Han is such a cute lovable bean and I just want everyone to know that I do believe that despite what you might read. 😂

Summary: In an unfortunate turn of events, you are alone in the big city for the weekend of your SKZ concert. Unsure of what is safest for you and what you should do, your weekend takes a second unexpected turn when you run into your bias Han Jisung at the park.

Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6 / Part 7 / Part 7.5 / Part 8

You hadn’t realized how cold you were until your flannel was laid across you. “How long have I been out here?” You asked the nervous man that sat a few feet away without looking at him.

“Ten minutes ish. I grabbed your bag too.” The silence that hung was uncomfortable as you both had your thoughts running rampant. “I already left cash for the food inside. You are free to leave if that’s what you would like.”

You felt so sick to your stomach. Every fiber of your being was tugging you in opposite directions.

One side was telling you that you should just leave and go back to your car. It’s not like anyone was looking for you. You just hadn’t checked into your Air BNB yet and wanted to get settled for the long weekend alone.

The other part of you was saying to stay with Han. He’s not a bad guy at all. He’s amazing to say the least. You could still hang out with him for the night. You just needed to decide where the boundary was set and if he was comfortable with that.

“I don’t know what I want, Han.”

“Well, I can’t make that decision for you. I know that I was coming on too strong for you, but if you did want to stay with me longer, I promise to hold back and be your friend.”

You knocked your head lightly against the brick wall and looked up into the setting sky. It was growing dark already due to the winter season. The buildings cascading over top of everything made it that much darker.

“Han… The intensity of everything has really taken all of the energy out of me. I don’t want to be in public anymore. But I don’t want to be alone.” You felt the tears shift loose as you peered at him for the first time since he tried to kiss you. He looked so conflicted when he looked back at you.

“How can I help?”

“Stay with me.”

“Okay. Okay… I will stay. But we can’t stay here.”

“I just want tk do something low key. But I’m hungry.”

He pondered a reasonable response. The first thought that came to his head did not seem fully reasonable, but it’s the only thing he could give you that Soo and Jay would allow. And even then, they may put up a fight.

“I don’t want to make you uncomfortable, and you can say no,” Han shifted slightly to make himself more comfortable on the concrete, “But there is always the hotel. We could watch a movie, eat pizza, or maybe play on Yongbok’s switch if he’ll let me borrow it.”

You got wide eyed at the thought of going back to the hotel where all of the boys were at, “Are you going to have the guys over too?”

“I can mention it to them if you want. If you don’t want them we can try and be the secret agents we were meant to be tonight and sneak in without Chan catching on.”

You let out a small smile at the mention of being spies still. Did you want to meet all of them? I mean, of course you did. But could your brain handle all of that? The fact that you are semi sane in the presence of Han Jisung is a gift in itself.

There’s also the part about being in Han’s hotel room. Has he ever done this thing before? Picked up someone and brought them back to his room? Would he tell you if he had?

He said he would respect the friend boundary and you don’t know how to approach his prospect without sounding suggestive or suggesting he would try something.

“No funny business, right?”

“I swear on my career that I won’t try to make a move on you.” Hand over his heart and a serious face with a smile in his eyes. You were really considering this craziness.

“You can still be your friendly self, just tone down the flirting, huh?” You clarified where you stood,” I still want you to be the dork that everyone loves.”

He shone his signature toothy grin again and you felt at ease. He looked down at his phone that was buzzing and picked it up. He spoke quickly and after a few sentences he hung up and looked back at you. “Jay called an Uber XL to pick us up from here. You are welcome to come with us back to the hotel. I’m going to order pizza for myself now too.”

“Fiiiine, I guess I’ll do it for the pizza.” You smiled at the happiest quokka you’ve ever seen and he was so giddy to hear you agree to continue the fun. “I want to kick your ass at Mario Kart too so tell Felix you’re borrowing his switch.”

“On it! What do you like on pizza?” You confirmed your likes and dislikes for toppings as you two ordered your pizza. You scooted next to him to look at the menu options and clarify the toppings he didn’t recognize.

While he was getting his sides and drinks, you leaned in quickly to him and pecked him on the cheek. He stopped everything. Quokka.exe has stopped working.

“That was for you being sweet and respecting my boundaries. And I told you to let it happen naturally.”

He blushed and kept his face aimed at his screen as to not do anything or say something stupid. He looked like he could burst into full on Hannie mode at any point. But the man was being considerate about keeping it low key for you now.

“Felix said he was dropping it off in my room now”

“Even if we don’t invite the guys over, just knowing that they’re hanging out around me is already making me nervous. I think if I met Hyunjin I would actually faint.”

“Hey! Why would you faint?”

“He’s so ungodly pretty!”

“But what about me? You didn’t faint in front of me? Am I not pretty enough?” You didn’t have to look at his face to know he was making himself frown.

“You’re handsome. It’s different. Hyunjin is prettier than every woman on this earth and it isn’t fair. He puts us all to shame.”

He tsked as he submitted the order and waved down the other two men that had exited the door twenty feet away, “He is not prettier than you. I would fight anyone that disagrees.”

“You’d fight me?”

“Wait- what? No! Stop that right now. If I have boundaries I can’t cross then so do you. You cant best yourself up in front of me. Okay?”

You didn’t realize you had said that many things for him to decide that was a stipulation he wanted to add. “Ok” was all you could say as you tried to not say anything else on the matter.

Jay grabbed Han to lift him to his feet, and Soo did the same for you. They seemed a little miffed with Han, probably because you were coming back with them and they weren’t fully on board.

The Uber picked you up and it took about ten minutes to get to the bougie hotel they were staying at. You had assumed it would be nice, but not this ritzy.

The chandelier in the main lobby was massive. And it had to be to fill the space of the 30 foot ceiling entryway. The black and gold designs were sleek and mysterious. And there seemed to be a bar on a second level above the front desk.

You and Han did not look like you belonged. Just two oddballs in their unique outfits. The guard near the elevator looked questionably at you. But once he saw Han he went back to checking out the lobby for anything suspicious. That’s pretty cool.

The four of you entered the elevator that dinged after Han scanned a card. Soo and Jay got off on the 10th floor while Han scanned a card again before pressing 28.

“Wow this seems pretty secure. Scan to get on and scan to go to your floor. Have you guys ever had anything go wrong?”

“Oh for sure. People can do crazy stuff.” The elevator stopped and you walked with Han and turned to the right. There were more guys in all black posted randomly around the floor. “That’s why JYP hired more guys. No one gets off the elevator without someone seeing them.” He nodded at one of them and they returned the motion.

“I think they’re acting tough right now because you’re with me. Normally they’re chit chatting about whatever Kdrama we’re all watching.” You laughed so hard that the guys looked at you in question. Thankfully, Han had mostly whispered it to keep them from trying to defend themselves.

“Wait, are the guys in some of the other rooms?”

“Yeah! They’re somewhere on the floor.”

You immediately started fixing your outfit to make sure you looked presentable just in case they came out here while you were walking to his room. There was no saving the disarray your hair was in, due to the wind and leaning against that brick wall earlier.

Han stopped at one of the doors and froze in thought before badging in, “Stay here for a second. I want to make sure I haven't left my underwear out anywhere.” You rolled your eyes but waited as nonchalantly as you could in the middle of the hall, while also fearing for your life. At any second someone could come out and question you. At least Chan and Changbin know of your existence and have seen you sing so they would probably approach you immediately.

Not even ten seconds after, Jisung was back from his room and let the door slam behind him, causing a loud echo through the hall. “ Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.” He pulled his phone out of his rear pocket and started searching through what looked like his messages. Before you could even speak he started running his hands harshly through his hair and scurried in a different direction.

You followed blindly and tried to keep up with his fast pace, “Where are you going? What's wrong?”

He knocked on a different room door and was greeted with Chan, who looked at him surprised, but then noticed you and immediately drew in a breath to say something. Han pushed him into his room before anything could be said and you were left in the hall alone once again.

You strolled back and forth while waiting impatiently for someone to tell you what was going on. Why was he talking to Chan and what were they saying? Oh, and why did Chris have to look so goddamn good even in just a black t-shirt and no makeup. He literally took your breath away when he drew his in and you were glad you weren’t given the opportunity to speak to him in fear of just making some terrifying squeaky noises.

Instead of waiting more in the hall, you went back over to room 2815 which had been Han’s room. You were too vulnerable out there in the open. Anyone could walk by still. The guy that was sitting closest to his room was looking at his phone, but you approached him nonetheless.

“Hi, sorry, I’m y/n. I know you saw me walking with Han. Could you let me in? I need to pee really bad?” He immediately had concern written on his face and searched his pocket for the right card to get you in. It wasn’t a lie though; you did have to pee!

He walked up to the door and tapped the card on the handle to finally give you entry. All the lights were off and the privacy curtains were drawn which gave the room a shadowed appearance.

The room smelled floral, which you had not expected after his woodsy and minty smell you had sniffed out throughout your adventures. The light switch was placed oddly far from the door so you walked in hoping you didn’t trip over the offending underwear he had mentioned. You still weren’t sure if he had been joking.

When you reached the switches you flipped four all together since you weren’t sure which would go to the different parts of the room.

As soon as your eyes adjusted to the bright lights you were face to face with something that shook you to your core. You ran into the bathroom before the waterworks broke out.

Han left his leader’s domain to find you and warn you about what was in his room. When he had returned to the neutral zone he was surprised to see you weren’t there. Was there a bathroom you had gone to? Maybe you were sitting on the couch outside the elevators.

He checked the mini lobby off the elevator to see you weren’t there. And that’s when he was getting concerned. He had only been in there for five minutes or so to talk to Chan. He went to the guards and asked if they’d seen you.

One of them notified him that he had escorted her into his room to use the restroom. He remained stoned-faced, but internally he was screaming ‘Fuck fuck fuck…’ again.

He knocked on his own door before entering. All the lights were on. There was no way she could’ve missed it. The door was shut to the toilet so she must be in there. That’s when he heard the sniffles on the other side of the door.

“Y/n? I need to talk to you. Please open the door when you're ready.”

“Really? You think? What the fuck is that, Han?”

@lyramundana 🙃

Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6 / Part 7 / Part 7.5 / Part 8

#things are still not good apparently #don’t come for me #i love hannie #unplanned events #stray kids #skz #i love him #han jisung #loml #bystay #hannie #han gif #i love stray kids #love of my liiiiiiiiife

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