#i know in my last post it sounded like I was hating on Jack
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Literally me twenty minutes into 13x01
#supernatural#jack kline#spn#spnfandom#i know in my last post it sounded like I was hating on Jack#and that's not true#Jack is literally one of my favorite characters#he's my son
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since y'all seemed to want this.... here's the live notes i took while listening to each song for the first time (bold are thoughts i had during later listens)
fortnight:
‘i was a functioning alcohol till nobody noticed my new aesthetic’ what the fuck does that even mean…
love the fact she gave post the female collab treatment. don’t wanna hear what he has to say.
they’re voices sound actually good together?
some pockets of the melody are catchy
okay i don’t hate this
ttpd:
her red flags are on fire in this song lol
this seems very half-cooked
also jacks weird mixing continues to plague us all
CHARLIE PUTH???? WHAT THE FUCK WHY HE HERE
tattooed golden retriever??? ……no way
my boy breaks all his favorite toys:
i blinked and it’s half over
this also is like… half cooked and didn’t need to be released tbh
i love the way she sings the second verse tho
down and:
the production does not match the vibe
did tpain produce this
i’m… kinda bored lol
like i have nothing to say this also didn’t need to be released tbh
this grew on me a lot actually
so long london
the production is so futuristic?
oh im obsessed with how she sounds on this one
her talk-singing in the verses is great
honest lyrics without any clunky unnecessary metaphors! a win!!
the fast-paced verses with th slow chorus is really really cool
a favorite so far
daddy i love him
i can barely hear her? the bad mixing continues
‘growing up precociously sometimes means not growing up at all’ oh yeah WE KNOW
is this…… is this about her dating matty and loving how people hate him… no fucking way she’s this stupid
SHE IS BEING THIS STUPID
‘it’s white noise’ yeah yeah that’s exactly how id describe him
.... anyway y'all remember when fans really believed the little mermaid theory and this song was supposed to be about how 'joe stole her voice' lmaooo
we will pretend this one doesn't exist!
fresh out the slammer
are we getting another ‘i didn’t cheat technically’ song lol
what is this weird tempo change….
okay kinda catchy
it’s sounds exactly like you are in love at the end….. jack is really out of tricks
florida
‘my friends all smell like weed or little babies’ what the fuck is she even talking about anymore
i’m sorry but i’m laughing at the phrase ‘fuck me up florida’
again the production sounds so detached from the vocals
i honestly still have no idea how i feel about this one
guilt as sin
an real instrument?? wow crazy
okay she’s kinda cute? catchy and fun, love the melody
i love when she goes up at the end of the vocal
okay…. i don’t mind this one she’s catchy, a little too long and drawn out but cute
who’s afraid of little old me?
what is this production? it’s way too soft to be as threatening as they’re trying for
why did jack push her vocals back so far when she’s supposed to scream…. that’s ruins the whole thing…. she’s supposed to be screaming and threatening….. not quiet and far away…. hello
this song is trying very hard to be threatening but it’s not... vigilante shit 2.0
‘you wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum they raised me’…………… upper middle-class pennsylvania?
‘i’m drunk on my own tears isn’t that what they all say, that’ll sue you if you step on my lawn’ okay bar?
the bridge was good but that’s about it.
i can fix him
…………… not another matty song oh god
‘i can handle a dangerous man’…… im too stunned to speak this is so embarrassing
wow taylor really is that girl who like ‘women supporting women’ and then dates/defends a racist bf…. a walking example of white feminism
intersectional feminism found dead.... twice....
loml
okay this is really nice?
I WAS ACTUALLY ENJOYING THE SONG WHY DID SHE RUIN IT BY SAYING ‘MR STEAL YOUR GIRL’ 💀
if we ignore that one line we're good this is good. im refusing to let that line ruin such a good song
i can do it with a broken heart
‘bitch smile’ why are there so many cringey lyrics on this album lol
what is this song omg why do i kind of like it
taylor please learn depressed isn’t a synonym for sad
they recycled the mastermind production
wait till taylor finds out most of the entire world is sad while they're doing their job and has to pretend they're not
smallest man who ever lived
oh i think i like this?
‘you said normal girls were boring’ GIRL AND YOU DIDNT IMMEDIATELY GET UP AND LEAVE??? EWWWW??? she's not beating the pick-me allegations
'i just wanna know if rusting my sparking summer was the goal' okay love that line
i like this a lot
the alchemy
no….. no way this is real
i cannot
THE SPORTS METAPHORS WE JOKED SHED DO THAT AND SHE ACTUALLY DID IT OH NO
touchdown ✅ teams ✅ benches ✅ winning streak ✅ the league ✅
she’s doing…… the worst thing ever this is so laughable
the corny lyrics are on overload
‘this time it’s heroine with an e’ didn’t she write folklore? i can’t remember
that literally was an snl parody of a taylor song
clara bow
love how the guitar sounds… bet money this is an aaron track
a stevie nicks reference!! a win!!!
i like this one a lot no cringey lyrics yet
nope never mind she name-dropped herself don’t like that
overall really liked it tho
the black dog
i think i like it?? this is kind of what i expected the album to be
okay for once the weird production choices kind of pay off
imgonnagetyouback
kinda catchy?
she loves a fancy car getting wrecked line
the pre-choruses are the best part
this would’ve been better without the jack of it all bc he loves a song that doesnt build to anything
this just comes down to personal preference: i don’t like her lighter vocals with jack’s heavy production (ie most of lover lol)
the albatross
a real instrument!!! production that matches taylor’s voice and is well mixed!!! aaron’s arrived!!
i think it’s solid, has good writing and she sounds great. that's about it.
chloe or sam or…
took me a solid minute to have any semblance of a fuck to know what was going on but okay
okay i love this one
wayyyy more emotive than like… most of the original album
a lot of the 2nd version (or whatever this is lol) are way more emotive, maybe because her voice isnt drenched in reverb so we can actually hear her voice emote better
how did it end
this sounds like an old school adele song?
i love this one too….
her being upset people wanna know what happened but then also feeding it while promoting the album oop
i love the story of this one it's so refreshing
so high school
THE PRODUCTION is so good ugh aaron never fails
the man here is a walking red flag girl and the lyrics are ~not it~ but the production is too pretty to hate it
fuck these lyrics are so bad lol
maybe if i disassociate hard enough i can ignore the lyrics and just listen to the production and vibe
give me a karaoke version of this song and we'd be so back
i hate it here
i mentioned disassociation and she made a whole song about it!!!! this one’s mine!!!!
‘without all the racists’ GIRL HUH
WHAT WAS THE REASON
also... girl don’t act like we don’t know you’re fine with that lololololol
if i had a dime for every time i was liking a song to then have it slapped away because of a bad, out-of-pocket lyric……
thank you aimee
this isn’t grabbing my attention
oh the bridge is interesting
it’s meh
i will never be thanking the people that bullied me thanks tho
i look in peoples windows
what do you mean aaron didn’t produce this??? it’s well-made and has instruments?
i love this one, again a really interesting and unique concept that's very refreshing to hear at this point when a lot of the songs feel repetitive
the prophecy
aaron guitar!!!!
she’s nice i like her
i've really grown to love how she sings this one, the melodies are cool.. however i feel like we've heard the same melody.. like on this exact album... where she upturns at the end of every line...
cassandra
this seems very…. familiar… idk i feel like we’ve covered this (i mean there are 31 songs we’ve already covered everything lol)
this is such an aaron song, that's a classic 'the national' piano
i like her voice in this one tho, sounds good
peter
oh love i love this
now this? THIS feels the most like a taylor swift song
once again she’s at her best with a simple instrument and emotive simple lyrics
the piano reminds me of champagne problems
the bolter
i like this! the chorus is so cute
oh i like that ending line a lot!
she’s cute, a little long and drawn out but cute
robin
i haven’t seen anyone talk about this one
welp…. i literally have no feelings toward this one but sounds pretty!
the manuscript
oh this is soooooooo powerful
i love this concept
her ending the album on another introspective album that sums everything up a la dear reader yep yep!!
if you actually read of this ily 💗
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Penalty Box— Preseason Edition: Quinn Hughes Edition (two)
23-24 Season Masterlist
previous: one
SEPTEMBER 30, 2023
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yourusername LAIDEEZ AND GENTLECARS, WE (canucks) GOT OUR FIRST WIN OF THE (pre) SEASON!
i was a crying mess this game, because my best friend in the entire world, my other half, my big brother, scored two goals tonight! (notice how i used all nice pictures because i’m so unbelievably proud of him!) (sorry meme fans) and not only that! he also had the primary assist on kuzy’s goal— giving him a three point night!
quinn has always been a star in my heart (not a dallas one but… well you get it) and tonight, he was first star for the first time as captain! needless to say, i immediately bursted into tears when the canucks posted those videos. this was 100% a scrapbook worthy game! (p.s. trevy, we need to go to michaels)
ALSO shoutout to my fav blonde princess for having a four point night! two of those points came from assists on both of quintin’s goals! thanks b.b!
quinny, i love you, and i’m so proud of you. i couldn’t have asked for a greater big brother💙
p.s. congrats to mine and quinn’s son on his penalty hatty! you might need to become a regular on my show!
p.s.s the three fights at once was the best thing i’ve ever witnessed, and the stadium playing country roads made is 10000x better like that was top notch comedy! ty for the entertainment tito, suter, and especially studz!
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_quinnhughes there’s the sweet sissy i know and love💙 thank you! i love you, too!
yourusername i was feeling soft, sue me
_quinnhughes you weren’t as soft for my last game where i scored!
yourusername you’ve scored goals before! you haven’t scored two since march 28th against the blues! and the first time you scored two was in 2020 your rookie year!
_quinnhughes did you know that off the top of your head? because that’s scary
yourusername I’M SENTIMENTAL OKAY?! YOU KNOW THIS!
trevorzegras @_quinnhughes if she pulls out her scrapbooks and starts sobbing i’m facetiming you to suffer with me
_quinnhughes @/trevorzegras hide the scrapbooks
trevorzegras @_quinnhughes do you WANT me to die?
trevorzegras @_quinnhughes don’t answer that
user81 oh great! i’m sobbing again
user4 QUINN SHOWED EMOTION! MARK THIS DAY DOWN IN THE HISTORY BOOKS!
bboeser did you call me a princess?
yourusername no, i called you my favorite blonde princess
bboeser why not prince? or king?
yourusername because petey is my blonde king?
bboeser what about prince?
yourusername that’s roope hintz
bboeser @_quinnhughes she knows roope hintz?
_quinnhughes @/bboeser please don’t get her started on the stars. she already somehow managed to bring them up in this post
yourusername @/bboeser NO! AND DESPITE THE FACT THAT I AM CONSTANTLY SURROUNDED BY HOCKEY PLAYERS, NONE OF THEM WILL BRING ME TO THE STARS! AND NONE OF THEM WILL INVITE THEM TO MY WEDDING! NOT EVEN @/jamie.drysdale !
jamie.drysdale @/yourusername WHY WAS I BROUGHT INTO THIS?!
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jamie.drysdale @/yourusername I KNEW THEM YEARS AGO
yourusername @/jamie.drysdale AND YOU ALL STILL FOLLOW EACH OTHER!
_quinnhughes @/yourusername @.jamie.drysdale THIS IS MY POST
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jackhughes become captain really changed you @_quinnhughes
_quinnhughes @/jackhughes we worked all summer together on my shot?
jackhughes @_quinnhughes and now you’re applying it as captain!
yourusername @_quinnhughes his logic seems pretty sound to me
_quinnhughes @/trevorzegras they’re agreeing with each other
trevorzegras @_quinnhughes nothing good ever comes from this
_quinnhughes @/trevorzegras what do we do?
yourusername @/trevorzegras @_quinnhughes you know we can see this, right?
trevorzegras @/yourusername jack said he hates you
jackhughes @/yourusername i did not! you’re my soulmate and my twin and i love you sooo much!
yourusername @/jackhughes i love you MORE
trevorzegras @/yourusername 2 minute penalty!
yourusername @/trevorzegras for being nice to my brother?
trevorzegras @_quinnhughes i quit. maybe they’ll be good this time
jackhughes @/yourusername 🤫
yourusername @/jackhughes 🤐
user18 country rooooaaaaads! take me hooommeee! to the place i BELOOONNGGGGG!
colemcward this is your thing for quinn and trevor! i’m good! thank you, though!
yourusername but i was so entertained! you deserve an award
_quinnhughes @/colemcward i got it, you’ll be fine
colemcward @_quinnhughes thanks, dad!
yourusername you two are lucky i love you
colemcward @/yourusername i love you, too!
_quinnhughes @/yourusername i wouldn’t call this luck
lhughes_06 @_quinnhughes pop off, king!
yourusername please never say that again
_quinnhughes thanks! never say that again!
lhughes_06 @_quinnhughes there’s video evidence of you saying you’re about to pop off
yourusername @/lhughes_06 and it’s just as cringe coming from you
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yourusername as it turns out, i couldn’t help myself!
please enjoy mine and quinn’s son in the sin bin three separate times during the game, quinn memes, and beautiful screenshots of the chaos that happened with 38.8 seconds left in the game that resulted in seven penalties, two of them being misconducts! #JusticeForTito
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jackhughes tag yourself, i’m none of them
yourusername the last pic is literally you during playoffs
lhughes_06 she’s got you there, bro
jackhughes @/lhughes_06 nobody asked you
_quinnhughes @/jackhughes just accept that you were in a fight
jackhughes @_quinnhughes it wasn’t a fight!
yourusername @/jackhughes just because you got a roughing minor and not a fighting major doesn’t mean it wasn’t a fight
jackhughes @/yourusername that’s exactly what it means
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yourusername @/jackhughes whatever helps you sleep at night
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colemcward @_quinnhughes i trusted you
trevorzegras welcome to y/n! she does what she wants. quinn and i try our best, jimmy puts in a solid effort, jack is useless and sometimes okay, but we often fail
jackhughes @/trevorzegras hey!
_quinnhughes you learn to love her despite her faults
yourusername mwah!
titobeauvi91 why?
yourusername because i haven’t gotten the chance to include you in a post yet! i took my moment! #JusticeForTito
_quinnhughes you got off easy. she has worse screenshots
titobeauvi91 @_quinnhughes and the hashtag?
_quinnhughes @/titobeauvi91 you got cross checked in the face and she’s expressing that she cares
trevorzegras @/titobeauvi91 she’s my precious little weirdo #JusticeForTito
titobeauvi91 @_quinnhughes and him?
_quinnhughes @/titobeauvi91 it’s the blind leading the blind
yourusername THIS IS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND APPRECIATE YOUR FRIENDSHIP
titobeauvi91 @/yourusername so sorry, i love you, too
_quinnhughes @/titobeauvi91 nailed it
user2 i want the end of this game projected on my gravestone
trevorzegras @_quinnhughes you’re such a good captain for teaching your team how to love y/n
_quinnhughes they love her, they just don’t know how to accept her unhinged love
yourusername @/trevorzegras i give them goodie bags after games just like i do for your team!! they’re all my best friends!!
trevorzegras @/yourusername you’re too cute, i can’t wait to marry you
yourusername @/trevorzegras counting down the days til december 26th <3
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Online haters (Y/N Ulrich Universe)
This idea came to me while I was at the gym suddenly thinking on the words that my classmates on elementary and intermedia school used to say to me (I was a victim of bullying and the school didn't do a thing, fortunately I switched schools in my last year of intermedia school), and I used that awful experience as inspiration
The next chapter will be posted on my birthday (is in may, I'm a taurus)
taglist: @volturi-girl-imagines @dessxoxsworld @aonungsgirlfriend @ethanlandryluver
something feels off about this relationship
maybe this is for publicity
yeah, besides she isn't THAT pretty
she doesn't seem as in it as Jack does
she looks a little fake, don't get me wrong, she seems nice but...
maybe she is with him for fame
she's a nepo baby, you know how they are
That were some of the replies you saw on a tweet that appeared in your timeline during the night when you openned Twitter due to not be able to sleep, a part of you wanted to report the tweet for spam but the other wanted to keep reading the rest of the replies
That was the part that won
Reply after reply was more hurtful than the other, seeing people doubting your relationship with Jack and posting "proofs" just increased your sadness
The caption that made you burst into tears was a whole thread called "proofs that Y/N and Jack's relationship is fake"
Since you entered the world of social media at the age of thirteen, you knew that the hate comments were a daily thing, you saw it when you spend summers in the Riverdale set on how most of the cast commented having them or the way Melissa recieved them after Scream 5, but you didn't know how it felt
Until now...
Deciding that you've seen enough of that, you turn your phone off to get to sleep but you still couldn't because anytime you closed your eyes, the only thing you saw was all that tweets again and again
During the whole night you only played with baby dragon Jake while looking at your celling, noticing it was a new day when the door of your room was openned by your father
"Good morning, tornado", Skeet greeted entering the room to open the curtains, "You woke up early?"
"I couldn't sleep", you sighed sitting in your bed
"What? Why?", Skeet answered sitting in your bed, "What happened?"
Without saying a word, you took your phone to open Twitter and show him the tweets that you saved, for the next minutes you saw how your father's face scrunched in anger for the words on the screen
"How did you find these?", Skeet interrogate you returning the phone to you
"Last night after videocalling Jack, I couldn't sleep and I went into Instagram and then Twitter, and after scrolling for a while, they appeared in my timeline"
"You know, the people who write this kind of stuff, are jealous and they don't know what to do with their lives, so they just spread hate everywhere, and we don't listen to them or take them seriously, understood?"
"Yes dad, but I sill feel awful, why the sudden hate? All my life I've been your little shadow and I haven't done anything controversial or bad"
"I know, but people like to hate on people who are gainning relevance, and you kid, are on the way to become one of the best VFX make up artist in the industry"
"You think?"
"In the five classes that you already had, I can see awards in your future"
Feeling emotional, you hug your dad at what he responded in the same way tightening the hug
"Hey, today is my flight to go to the convention, but I don't want to leave you alone after this"
"My passport expired last week, mom lives in London, and Jakob and Naiia are travelling"
"Kid, let me find a solution, just get up from bed and go get some breakfast, listen to your old man"
Laughing for his last comment, you were about to get out of your bed your phone started to sound at the notifications of a few messages making you smile because you knew who was sending them
my champ
BABYYYYYYY
WAKE UP
IT'S A NEW BEAUTIFUL DAY
my beautiful girl
good morning love
are you already on the set??
my champ
since five in the morning
I can't believe it's snowing in the middle of april
I wish you were here
my beautiful girl
I wish I was there with you too
That's what I get for not checking my passport
my champ
hey, are you feeling well?
your texts feel a little off
For a moment you consider to tell him about the tweets but you didn't want to distract him from the filming of his new movie
my beautiful girl
yeah, it's just that I didn't slept too much
I had a little insomnia
my champ
you should sleep a little after getting breakfast
to feel better
my beautiful girl
definetely I'm going to take that advice
my champ
and if I have free time during that we could facetime
my beautiful girl
yes to everything
my champ
it's a date
Smiling for the conversation, both of you continued chatting until he was called to film
"Kid, pack a suitcase for four days", Skeet announced appearing in your door with his phone on hand
"What? Dad, my passport is expired"
"I already know that, you are going to stay in Anna's house"
"I thought she was with Jack on Canada", you frowned
"I talked to her, she said she needed to come back for work, so you are staying with her until I come back, now get up and pack your things"
Finnally getting up from bed, you change into some of you regular clothes with Jack's favorite pink hoodie on top, to start packing some clothes, personal stuff plus your laptop and the materials to keep practicing your VFX make up on you
Once your suitcase and backpack were ready, both of you went to the car that was waiting to take them to their destinies
Thankfully, Jack's house wasn't so far from yours so after a thirty minute drive, the car stopped in the driveway where Anna was already waiting in the entrance
After getting your luggage and saying goodbye to your dad, you walk towards the house meeting with Anna in the middle
"Hi angel", Anna greeted while hugging you, "Skeet told me you weren't feeling well, want to talk about it?"
"Hi Anna", you responded, "Yeah, I would like to"
When your things were inside Jack's room, you and Anna went to the kitchen where the both of you started to make breakfast
"So, what happenned?", Anna asked while the waffles were being cooked
"Some nasty tweets about me that I found last night", you sighed
Taking your phone out, you entered to Twitter and showed her the tweet with all the responses
"Honey, I don't want to read them because I know that everything they say is false", Anna said causing tears to start pooling in your eyes, "You are one of the most wonderful girls that I've ever known, and I'm glad that you are in mine and Jack's lifes, have you told him about this situation?"
"We talked earlier but I didn't told him, I know he's filming and I don't want to distract him, he's excited about this role"
"You'll have to tell him at some point"
"I know, it's just that I don't want to distract him"
"If you don't tell him, I will", Anna joked serving the waffles
Laughing for that phrase, you help to bring the rest of the things to the table for breakfast
After finishing breakfast and helping to clean the kitchen, you went to Jack's room to unpack some things and have the nap that he suggested early in the morning, including the facetime that both of you agreed to do
"There she is", Jack exclaimed making you smile, "Wait, is that my room?"
"Yeah, dad didn't want to left me alone while he's at the convention because I didn't felt good, so he talked to your mom and here I am"
"Is because you didn't slept all night?"
"Yeah, and I didn't slept for some things that I read", at that point you felt tears starting to fall out of your eyes which you tried to clean, "Some tweets about me, about us"
"Baby..."
"There's no death threats fortunately, but it still feels awful to read those things"
"You are none of the horrible things that people say on the internet, you are the sweetest and most gorgeous girl I've ever met, and I'm happy that we were the only minors during Scream 6", that phrase made you laugh, causing Jack to feel proud for getting a smile from you, "Don't let those type of comments get to you, they don't know how you are, they don't know you how the people who love you does, like I love you"
"I love you too", you smiled
Seeing how your eyes were closing due to the lack of sleep, Jack convinced you to take the nap he suggested, staying in the videocall the whole time, even reading a fairy tale with fun voices causing you to laugh loud, until during the second story you finnaly managed to fall asleep
When Jack noticed that you were asleep, he took a screenshot because he tough you looked cute sleeping while hugging baby dragon Jake, before hanging up to enter Instagram and post something about the theme
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jackchampion I remember the first time I saw Y/N, it was during the welcome reunion before fimlimg Scream VI, we were the only "kids" in there and we started talking, at that moment I realised that she was chaotic, good soul and heart, the purest vibes that I ever felt, kind, humble, gorgeous, cares about every living being, intelligent, creative and much more adjectives that aren't enough to describe how wonderful she is
Seeing the girl you love crying over nasty tweets about her and about our relationship was heartbreaking, she doesn't deserve any of that, she doesn't bother anyone, she doesn't mess with anyone, nobody should suffer things like this because some of you think things that are completely false
So, pelase, if you are one of the people who posted those tweets or responded to them, delete it, because you are messing with the mental health of someone I love
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Pairing: Arthur Leclerc x driver!reader
Summary: Arthur is trying to work out his feelings for you until he sees you talking with Charles. He distances himself from you to prevent the heartbreak because who wouldn’t choose the older Leclerc?
A/N: Thank you so much for your support on my last post 🥰 I’m already working on the Charles fic but requests are open in case you have anything in mind. Also, English isn’t my first language so I’m sorry if there’s any mistakes here. Hope you enjoy it and check out my pinned post if you want to see what’s coming next 🏎✨
You had always loved motorsports. You could still remember the day that you begged your parents to let you go karting. Once you were in that little kart there was no going back, you started going to as many competitions as you could, slowly making your way up. This year you were finally able to make it into into F3, driving for Hitech and you couldn’t be happier.
Being in F3 not only meant being one step closer to your dream it also meant travelling all around the globe almost every week, leaving part of your life behind. Many people told you that you’d feel lonely but you never felt it, after all you had Arthur.
You met Arthur at the beginning of the season when you were looking for your motorhome and you immediately clicked. He saw you looking lost and helped you, talking and making you feel at ease on the way to your motorhome. From that moment on the two of you were practically attached to the hip, where one was the other always followed. To you Arthur was your home away from home.
“Good morning!” You cheered as you entered the Prema garage. Arthur told you to meet up there while they were getting ready before they had to get into their cars.
"Someone's in a good mood today." Arthur said as he approached you.
"Of course I´m in a good mood, you don't get to race in Barcelona everyday.¨ You had always loved that city, the weather was amazing, the beaches were beautiful and the people there were always really welcoming.
“Well, you'll only get to race if you don't get stuck on the gravel and make a good qualy.”He teased as he nudged you lightly.
“Hey that only happened once and it was during a practice.” You nudged him back.
"If that makes you feel better." He laughed lightly as he wrapped an arm around yur shoulder.
"I hate to break you two lovebirds apart but we have to get ready Arthur." Jack, Arthur teammate said.
You simply laughed at his teasing, used to it by now. The truth was that everyone thought that Arthur and you would eventually get together, some fans even thought that you were already a couple and your friends loved to tease you about it.
What you didn’t know was that Arthur wished that all of that was true, he had caught feelings for you. He didn’t know when he started feeling that way, maybe it was when he made you laugh so hard that he got both of you kicked out of a fancy restaurant or when you comforted him after a really bad race.
"I'll see you after qualy, good luck chérie." He said.
"Good luck, be careful out there." You hugged him, tryingto hide the blush that had creeped up to your cheeks after hearing the nickname.
Once you parted ways, you walked to your garage, ready to get into your car and start the qualy. Luckly for you, qualy went great, as you had managed to secure P2 for tomorrow's race. You got through your interviews and the team meet quicly, excited to see Arthur and celebrate it with him.
You walked to the Prema garage again, as Arthur told you that he still had to attend his team's meeting. You were waiting outside when you heard a familiar voice.
"You were amazing out there, the last lap was really impressive." You saw the older Leclerc approaching.
He was already wearing his fireproofs and his racing suit was tied around his hips. He was a lot like Arthur, they looked and sounded really similar. Maybe it was the way his eye shone whenever he talked about something that he loved or maybe it was the fact that he never failed to make you smile, but, to you, Arthur always seemed to have something different about him.
"Thanks, it felt really good although I didn't get the pole."
“If you keep driving like that you’ll get more than a pole next time.” He smiled.
“I hope so.”
You talked to Charles for a little while, exchanging stories about your races and joking around. You had met the older Leclerc a few times, but never really talked to him up until now.
“Now I see why Arthur talks so much about you.” He said.
“Does he?” Somehow the fact that Arthur talked to his brother made you feel warm inside.
“All the time, he always finds a way to bring you up. We see a flower shop? Y/N loves tulips. We see a dog on the street? Y/N has always wanted a dog. We tease him a lot for that but I’m really glad that he has you, you make him happy.” By now your face was the same colour as his racing suit. “But don’t tell him I said that, he’d kill me if I knew I told you.”
“Don’t worry, the secret is safe with me.” You said smiling at him still blushing.
“What secret?” Arthur asked.
He had been looking for you, thinking that you’d be waiting for him in his drivers room like you usually do. When he didn’t see you there he went outside and found you talking with older brother, blushing at something he said.
“Oh it’s nothing.” You responded quickly. Way too quickly to Arthur’s liking.
“I better get going. It was really nice talking to you Y/N.” Charles hugged you goodbye. “Good luck tomorrow chérie” He winked as he was leaving, making you laugh.
Arthur could feel his heart shatter when he heard the nickname. He had seen you laughing and blushing at something Charles said and he swears that his heart stopped beating.
He was used to people gravitating around his older brother and he understood it, he was handsome, nice and one of the greatest drivers at the moment. He was always really proud of Charles and admired him deeply.
When he saw your interaction with him he couldn’t help but think how stupid he had been. Of course you’d be interested in each other, it just made sense, you were perfect all around and Charles had everything he didn’t. He wanted you to be happy but the mere thought of seeing you with Charles made his heart ache. He had to distance himself from you in other to save whatever was left of his heart.
“Told you Barcelona was great P-fucking-2 Arthur!” You said beaming up at him.
“Yeah it was great.” He gave you a weak smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes.
“Are you okay?” You asked concerned.
“I’m just really tired.” He felt the pressure in his chest as he saw the concern in your eyes
“Oh… I was going out to celebrate with some of the guys but we can go back to the hotel and watch something if you’re tired.”
“Actually I think I’m going straight to bed, but you go and have fun.” He really wanted to go and celebrate with you, he was so proud of you but he just couldn’t. “I’m sorry.”
“No it’s fine, it’s no big deal, if you’re tired you should rest for the race.” The disappointment in your voice was evident and it made him want to take everything back. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Yeah, see you tomorrow.” With that he turned around leaving you confused.
After that you couldn’t shake the feeling that something was wrong, the two of you always hang out together after races no matter the results. Had you done something to upset him? Did something happen to him?
The next day only made things even worse as he seemed to be actively avoiding you. You had texted him in the morning to ask him to meet once you arrived to the track but he said he couldn’t because he had to film something for his team and you hadn’t heard from him since. You tried to push Arthur to the back of you mind as you were about to get into your car, trying to focus on the race, although your mind kept going back to him.
Everything felt like a fever dream as you crossed the finish line, you had managed to hold onto you position for most of the race but when there were only a few laps remaining you closed the gap between you and the leader and overtook him on the last lap. You did it, you had won your first race.
As soon as you got out of the car you went running towards the barriers were your team was waiting for you jumping and celebrating. Everyone was hugging and congratulating you but you only wanted to celebrate with one person. Before you could go and look for him they called you telling you to get on the podium and pick up your trophy.
When you were on the podium your eyes started to scan through the crowd looking for Arthur, but you couldn’t find him anywhere. Once the celebration was over you made your way towards Arthur’s garage, maybe his team had called him for a meeting after the race?
“Jack!” You saw his teammate and called for him.
“Hey! Congratulations that was an unbelievable drive Y/N.” He smiled at you.
“Thanks, have you seen Arthur?” You asked.
“He went back to the hotel as soon as the race was over, I assumed you two would be meeting there.” You felt as if the air had been knocked off your lungs. He didn’t even stay to watch you get on the podium.0
“Oh right, I… I just forgot with the celebrations and everything my head is somewhere else.” You said goodbye to Jack.
Your body acted on its own and before you could realise it you were making you way back to the hotel. You strode through the corridors until you were in front of Arthur’s door, knocking. When the door opened you were met face to face with him.
“Y/N what are you doing here?” His voice sounded hoarse and he looked rough. His hair was a mess, strands pointing everywhere as if he had run his hands through them way too many times, and his eyes were a little red and puffed.
“What’s wrong Arthur?” You asked.
“What do you mean? Everything’s fine.” He was still standing by the door.
“Bullshit.” You said.
“Nothing’s wrong.” He was about to close the door boy you stopped him and pushed him lightly to the side to make you may into his room. “Y/N go back and celebrate, please.” He said as he followed you into the room.
“No, you weren’t there Arthur I looked for you everywhere. I got my first win and you weren’t there.” You voice came out shaky and Arthur could feel his heart break as he saw how sad you were. “Why’d you leave?”
“I was really tired like yesterday I-.”
“Don’t lie to me Leclerc.” You interrupted him. “You’ve been avoiding me like the plague since yesterday, I don’t know what I’ve done but I need you to tell me.”
“You haven’t done anything.” He said.
“You’ve been avoiding me since yesterday Arthur.” He knew it was true but he couldn’t turn back now.
“I’m not avoiding you.” He sighed.
“Why are you acting like this then? Did something happen?” You came closer to him, bringing your hand up to cup his face. He closed his eyes for a moment. “I’m here and I’m not going anywhere Arthur.” He opened his ayes and backed down from your reach, he looked at you as if you had slapped him.
“I can’t Y/N I just can’t.” This was it he couldn’t keep it in anymore. “I’ve been second to him my whole life. I make a mistake? Charles wouldn’t have made it. I win a race? Charles had already won 5 when he was my age. I’ve been second to him all my life and I’ve never really minded but I just can’t bear it right now, not when it comes to you.”
“What do you mean?” You voice was barely above a whisper and if the two of you hadn’t been standing so close he wouldn’t have heard it. You tried to read the expression on his face but you couldn’t figure it out.
“I saw you yesterday with Charles, when you were waiting for me.” He said, his eyes looking everywhere but you. “I saw how the two of you laughed and how you were blushing, hell he even called you chérie. I thought that if I distanced myself it would be easier, that my feelings for you would eventually fade away.”
You couldn’t believe what you were hearing, your mind was going a thousand miles per hour trying to process what was happening while your heart was beating so fast that you were surprised that I hadn’t jumped out of your chest yet.
“You have feelings for me?”
“Of course I do, I think I fell for you the moment I met you, but who wouldn’t? You’re funny, you take care of everyone and you put your heart in everything that you do.” He said.
“Arthur…” You said softly.
“It’s ok I know you like Charles. I just need some time but I don’t want to lose you.” He said as he looked down.
You brought your hands up to cup his face once more, making him lift his head and look at you.
“You’re unbelievably stupid and stubborn sometimes you know?.” Now it was his turn to be confused. “You got it al wrong, I do like a monegasque driver and I think his last name is Leclerc, although I’m pretty sure he drives for Prema and he’s blond. Oh! And he has the best smile I’ve ever seen.”
“You what?” His brain couldn’t process what you just said. “But Charles…”
“We were talking about you, I blushed because he was going on how much you talked to him about me.”
“I-”
He wasn’t able to finish this sentence as your lips crashed into his. He didn’t move for a second, surprised by your actions, but as soon as he was able to react he started kissing you back. His arms snaked around your waist bringing you closer to him. Once you had to part for air he rested his forehead against yours.
“I really am stupid, aren’t I?” He said still a little out of breath.
“You are, but I love you anyways.” You laughed.
“Glad to hear that because I love you too.” He said before he brought you lips back together.
And it was then when Arthur felt that no matter how many times people tried to compare him to his brother or how many thought that he wasn’t good enough, everything would be fine as long as he had you by his side.
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TTPD - my final thoughts
so... this album, according to taylor, came from a need to write. now i actually have the need to write this essay. it's an honest opinion, i gave it one last listen & i analysed all the lyrics. this is how i've spent my entire sunday. if you're a sensitive hardcore swiftie, don't even bother to read it. i've already lost a lot of followers because i was being honest lol. this is mostly for my friends, because they actually care about what i think. so i went through hell every song once again & those are my final thoughts (warning: i'm not being very nice & this is super chaotic & messy, but so is the album):
FORTNIGHT
super boring production & i usually love jack... i also can't believe it's the first single from this album? i like the music video tho. the b&w aesthetics are everything. she is kinda trying to sound like lana here, at least this was my first reaction when i heard this song.
"i was a functioning alcoholic til nobody noticed my new aesthetic" - what the fuck does that even mean, i hate this line.
"all my mornings are mondays stuck in an endless february" - i feel like she is trying to be poetic but this is such a weird line? kinda reminds me of how the first verse of "red" (the song) was a masterpiece, but she kinda got lost in the second verse, it's like trying to write as many metaphors as you can but they are just... not good. sometimes less is more.
"i love you, it's ruining my life" - i love the way she sings this line & this line in general.
i kinda like post malone in the outro (even tho i don't listen to his music).
i don't give a shit about the lyrics to be honest, it's just not doing anything to me, i'm so indifferent (except those few lines i mentioned). overall it's a boring song & a skip for me. i tried to like it but i just... don't.
THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT
i don't hate this song, but i don't love it either. it has good moments. but it also has terrible ones. also, it's too damn long. i don't know.
"you left your typewriter at my apartment, straight from the tortured poets department, i think some things i never say, like who uses typewriters anyway?" - i absolutely fucking love those lines, simple words, nothing "big" but i feel like this is what i love the most about taylor's songwriting - when she's not tying to be poetic & she is just writing simple things like that & i kinda love the way it rhymes, can't explain but this beginning is so good!!!
"who's gonna hold you" - i love the way she sings this line.
"we're modern idiots" - i also love this.
"nofuckingbody" - sounds like something i would say so i'll take it.
"you smoked then ate seven bars of chocolate, we declared charlie puth should be a bigger artist, i scratch your head, you fall asleep like a tattooed golden retriever." - & here we fucking go... i hate the way it doesn't rhyme? i usually don't mind it when things don't rhyme but somehow it really bothers me here? also this is such a terrible line & it ruins the whole song for me...
i like the melody in the bridge tho & i kinda like how she mentioned jack there? i don't know why.
MY BOY ONLY BREAKS HIS FAVOURITE TOYS
i like the chorus?
"once i fix me he's gonna miss me" - i know everyone loves that line but i don't??? i don't know, i just don't.
DOWN BAD
i kinda like the production. the melody is so great.
"for a moment i knew cosmic love" - i just ADORE the way she sings it.
"fuck it if i can't have him, i might just die, it would make no difference" - love it, so relatable.
i don't have much to say about it but i like this song in general, it's not amazing, not a masterpiece, but i do like it & i will probably listen to it sometimes. maybe even add it to some of my playlists.
SO LONG, LONDON
beautiful intro, everybody say "thank you, aaron". i didn't love it on my first listen, it grew on me tho, i even love the production on this one now. it has simple lyrics, but it's beautiful.
"so long, london, you'll find someone" - so simple & i love it.
i love her voice in this song SO MUCH.
"& i'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free" - i hate how much i relate.
"i'm just mad as hell cause i loved this place... for so long..." - i had a mental breakdown today because of this one line. i can relate. also i think this is the best line in the entire song, at least to me.
BUT DADDY I LOVE HIM
nothing will ever save this song, even my boy aaron dessner. no, actually, the production is not bad, i have so many issues with the lyrics tho...
"but daddy i love him! i'm having his baby! no i'm not but you should see your faces!" - i wanna die i wanna pretend i didn't hear it (also it's not only the fact that this line is fucking terrible, but the way she sings "his" - i don't even hear this word? the lyrics says it's there but i can't hear it? & it bothers me so much???).
"stay away from her, the saboteurs protested too much" - is this line about us, the fans? the way i fucking laughed, this is embarrassing.
(why is this song so long i hate it so much)
ok, i hate how much i love the sound of the bridge because the melody is really really good there but the lyrics...
"i'll tell you something right now, i'd rather burn my whole life down than listen to one more second of all this bitchin' & moanin', i'll tell you something about my good name, it's mine alone to disgrace, i don't cater to all these vipers dressed in empath's clothing, god save the most judgmental creeps who say they want what's best for me, sanctimoniously performing soliloquies i'll never see, thinking it can change the beat of my heart when he touches me and counteract the chemistry and undo the destiny you ain't gotta pray for me, me & my wild boy & all of this wild joy, if all you want is gray for me, then it's just white noise, & it's just my choice" - i'm sorry but the way i laughed I WANNA KILL MYSELF THIS IS TERRIBLE TERRIBLE I HATE IT SO MUCH SHE LITERALLY DIDN'T SAY THAT... wild boy, THIS IS SO STUPID OH GOD-
i need therapy after listening to this song & i'm afraid she also needs therapy because this is just unhinged. i don't wanna talk about this song ever again, in a perfect world it doesn't exist. let's move on.
FRESH OUT THE SLAMMER
kinda nice melody, don't care about the lyrics at all because it's boring. also, why is she talking about marriage again, she is literally so desperate to get married it's almost scary. it feels like she doesn't even care who she's gonna marry, she just wants to get married, period. oh god.
FLORIDA!!!
i love the vibes, the production is FIRE! love love love florence in the second verse!
"and my friends all smell like weed or little babies" - i know what she was trying to say, but i still hate this line lol it's so cringey.
"well, me & my ghosts, we had a hell of a time" - love love love this line.
ok, but to be fair, i don't know what this song is about, but i am vibing. i love it, it's good.
GUILTY AS SIN?
it grew on me, i love the melody, i love the production. i hate to admit it, because we all know what this song is about, but i actually genuinely love the lyrics.
"oh, what a way to die" - love this line & the way she sings it.
"i keep recalling things we never did, messy top lip kiss, how i long for our trysts, without ever touching his skin, how can i be guilty as sin?" - i hate myself, i love it so much, god help me.
"i keep these longings locked in lowercase inside a vault" - as a lowercase girlie i had no choice but to love this line.
ok, idc, i love this song, crucify me if you want.
WHO'S AFRAID OF LITTLE OLD ME?
i love the production, i think it's one of the best songs on this album. the way she screams "who's afraid of little old me?" - LOVE THAT.
"well you should be" - love that, it's powerful.
i love the entire bridge, it's so good, i just don't like the line "you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me", because wtf, is this about her childhood home? come on taylor, please, be serious.
i think the way she sings "that i'm fearsome & i'm wretched & i'm wrong" is my favourite part of this song.
i genuinely love it.
I CAN FIX HIM (NO REALLY I CAN)
i don't give a single fuck about this song, i just wanted to say the line "i can handle me a dangerous man" is so fucking stupid, now let's move on because i'm bored.
loml
she sounds really good in this one, i love the entire chorus, the way she sings "it's legendary", the way she sings "you told me i'm the love of your life" with sadness in her voice, i love it.
somehow "if you know it in one glimpse, it's legendary" makes me think of "sometimes there's no proof, you just know" & i just made myself cry, idk.
i hate "mr steal your girl" it sounds so bad in this song.
bridge! so fucking sad!!!
"it was legendary, it was momentary, it was unnecessary, should've let it stay buried" - i absolutely love this moment, probably my favourite part of the song.
"you're the loss of my life" at the end... bro.
it should be track 5.
I CAN DO IT WITH A BROKEN HEART
the post chorus, omg i hate the production, it makes me want to kill myself, it sounds so bad, omg. i genuinely wanna die.
"lights camera bitch smile" - i hate it.
"he said he'd love me all his life, but that life was too short, breaking down i hit the floor, all the pieces of me shattered as the crowd was chanting more!" - i love this. i really do. the best part of the song for me.
"i cry a lot but i am so productive, it's an art" - honey, no. this album is the best proof that it, in fact, isn't art.
"cause i'm miserable & nobody even knows!" - but... we knew?
(i can't stand this production for real)
the ending, oh dear god i hate it so much, it sounds bad, it's terrible, taylor go to therapy because you're clearly not ok & it shows.
THE SMALLEST MAN WHO EVER LIVED
i don't have any thoughts on this song. it's boring & unnecessary, let's just move on (sorry aaron).
THE ALCHEMY
this is the worst song on the album (me about every song).
"this happens once every few lifetimes" - taylor, honey, this happens to you with every single man. stop. get some help.
all the football references make me want to kill myself, let's just skip it. it's boring anyway. i can't fucking listen to it. oh no, wait...
"he jokes that it's heroin but this time with an E" - ???? even MY jokes are funnier.
ok, i'm fucking done.
CLARA BOW
not a bad song but the "you look like taylor swift in this light" is so cringey to me. i hate it. it ruins the whole song for me.
the production is really good tho, but i don't know. i'm so indifferent. i'm kinda disappointed with this one tbh.
THE BLACK DOG
it's a beautiful song.
"old habits die SCREAMING!!!" - the delivery of this line, yes ma'am.
"and i may never open the way i did for you" - i love it so much.
also the lyrics in the entire song - so simple & beautiful, i love the storytelling here. the melody in the chorus is amazing.
"and i hope it's shitty in the black dog" - yeah, me too.
i love this song. it's so good & sad. one of the best from this album.
imgonnagetyouback
olivia rodrigo? hello?
boring boring boring, i hate it
THE ALBATROSS
i love the production so much!!! i don't have much to say about the lyrics? i don't love it??? but it's fine i guess. but the production is really interesting, & sometimes that's enough to love the song. maybe it will grow on me. i like it now tho.
CHLOE OR SAM OR SOPHIA OR MARCUS
"if you wanna break my cold, cold heart" - i fucking love the delivery of this line, she sounds really good here & really sad.
actually, the chorus is beautiful.
"so if i sell my apartment, & you have some kids with an internet starlet, will that make your memory fade from this scarlet maroon?" - hello? maroon reference? ok i love this, i also love the way things rhyme in this part of the song.
the lyrics is so simple & beautiful, once again, less is more. it's a great song.
HOW DID IT END?
the "oh-oh" in the intro, LOVE IT.
i really love her voice here.
"my beloved ghost & me, sitting in a tree, D-Y-I-N-G" - heartbreaking. & thanks for mentioning me in a song.
"but i still don't know, how did it end?" - it kinda makes me think about all my relationships (not only with guys but also with my friends) & how sometimes you really don't know how it happened that they are no longer a part of your life. it makes me feel sad.
i love the song.
SO HIGH SCHOOL
"touch me while your bros play grand theft auto" - oh my god. this is so bad. it's so bad.
i don't like it.
I HATE IT HERE
INSTANT FAVE, SO RELATABLE, THIS IS MY SONG!!!
"i hate it here so i will go to secret gardens in my mind people need a key to get to, the only one is mine" - me as fuck. that i can say for sure.
"no mid-sized city hopes & small town fears, i'm there most of the year cause i hate it here" - the way i literally realized that this is where i spent my last year, it's almost scary but this song definitely goes to my "when the truth pops out" playlist.
i'm gonna pretend the racist line in the second verse doesn't exist.
"lunar valleys in my mind" - i fucking love this line.
"i'm lonely but i'm good, i'm bitter but i swear i'm fine, i'll save all my romanticism for my inner life" - OH MY GOD. I WROTE THIS SONG. I SWEAR.
i relate to this so much. i hate it here. i love this song.
thanK you aIMee
so at first i liked it but then i realized it's about kim kardashian & i actually hate it now, taylor, please, can we finally move on? it's been YEARS, imagine how tired we are.
I LOOK IN PEOPLE'S WINDOWS
the production is good, i love the repetitions of "out", "now" etc. not much to say about it, but it's kinda nice? it's so short tho.
THE PROPHECY
i absolutely love the production on this one, it reminds me of "augusta" by gracie abrams & i love this song so much (also produced by aaron). i love the chorus & all the rhymes here. i don't... love the song in general, but i like it & i think it might grow on me.
CASSANDRA
ok, you know what, it's a nice song, but i am so damn tired of hearing about the same thing over & over again... 2016 was eight fucking years ago, taylor wake the fuck up & move on??? I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT IT ANYMORE JESUS I AM BORED.
PETER
i am genuinely crying right now, because i only have one person in my mind when i'm listening to this song & the words "you were gonna come find me"... oh god (i've had one person in my life who said they were gonna find me one day when i told them i'm gonna leave this shitty town & move to the city of my dreams. they didn't find me tho. the biggest what if of my life. i wanna die right now).
it's a good song. i actually love it, probably because it's so relatable for me.
THE BOLTER
i actually like this one. the production is great (good job aaron!), i like the lyrics, i relate to some of this, not gonna get into details tho. none of it is outstanding, but it's a good song. i'm just tired, this album is too damn long.
ROBIN
"way to go tiger" - i love the melody & the way she sings this line.
it's such a sweet song & i just learned that robin is aaron's kid's name, i love it. it's nice. nothing amazing, not a masterpiece but i like it.
THE MANUSCRIPT
"if the sex was half as good as the conversation was" - i kinda love this line (no, we are not geting into the details of who this one is about. i just said i love this line).
also what a way to end the album: "now & then i re-read the manuscript, but the story isn't mine anymore". i love it, because now these stories are ours. it's like i told bel on friday, i'm gonna make this whole damn album about me & my life.
if you made it to the end, congratulations. to conclude: taylor should have worked more with aaron, less with jack. i usually love jack, but this time i feel like i've heard it all before. i still think this is her worst album. it's too damn long (31 songs!!!). it has some of her worst lyrics ever. most of those songs were totally unnecessary. maybe the entire album was. i genuinely think she should just take a break. i am really disappointed with this album & i am mad as hell because i wanted to love it. well... i made my own version. i think i'm not gonna talk about this album anymore. i also think i need a break from listening to it because i am genuinely tired. bye.
#enjoy the essay#also: i'm sorry#gonna disappear now#ts#ttpd#why do you write like you're running out of time*
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S2 episode 14 (Wolf In The Fold) the description sounds interesting and I’m wondering what a Scotty centric story will be like:
- Imagine if instead they went to a drag show
- “Do you like her, Scotty.” Personally, the closeups on their faces are making me uncomfortable
- Embarrassing yourself at the strip club
- “Relax and enjoy yourself.” The ending of that sentence is soo mumbled
- The idea that Scotty would just hate all women is.. they cannot be serious
- “She’s dead, Jim.” MOMENT
- right “therapeutic shore leave” yeah.
- Guys… Scotty doesn’t know.
- “Kirk to enterprise.” Awesome theme plays “Spock here.”
- TWO! WE GOT TWO “She’s dead, Jim.” ’s
- Okay so it’s obviously the wife and she’s making Scotty forget
- Oh my god poor Scotty (I know it’s not him so just poor man)
- The video quality and colours are really off in this episode
- Kirk conferring with Spock over the phone like ‘wtf do we do’
- Sybo’s scream was so strangely cut away from
- Okay not Sybo, so it’s the prefect
- Death by slow torture?!? WHAT
- lmao Montgomery
- Spock is listening to the prefect and Jaris talk like what the h-fuck is going on
- How would any of them, especially the prefect, know who Jack the Ripper is. Like I didn’t know for years
- “But Sybo said that it feeds on death.” “In a strict scientific sense, Doctor, we all feed on death, even vegetarians.” Spock now is not a time to be flirting with McCoy
- What is Rigel IV. I think I keep hearing about it but not seeing it
- “He’s dead, Jim.” THREE IN ONE EPISODE. We’re winning tonight
- When I’m working on the enterprise and I hear terrifying laughter over the comms and then Captain Kirk says “Stay at your posts and remain calm. Captain out.” I feel so assured
- “Bones, what’s the sedative situation?” “I’ve got some stuff that would tranquillize an active volcano.” That’s terrifying. Bones McCoy is terrifying. I wish he could do my top surgery.
- Kirk’s little spaceship belt <3
- Teeheehee
- I want Hengist’s voice to say “your mother.”
- Did they just fucking tranquilize Sulu?!?
- “Compute, to the last digit, the value of pi.”
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- Kirk ordering Bones to take the tranquilizer cause he wants him to be safe from the fear feeding entity
- If the tranquilizer doesn’t work, you get a nerve pinch
- Bones looking at Spock and Kirk taking Hengist down like “awee look at my boyfriends :)))”
- KYLE I LOVE HI.
- They’re all so smiley
- Jim stays behind to watch over his crew because Spock won’t go to a ‘cafe’ with him
Interesting ending… I can’t believe this started as a murder mystery and ended with everyone high off tranquilizers.
Masterpost
Episode written by Robert Bloch
#Youtube#star trek#star trek tos#star trek the original series#tos spock#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#tos bones#tos mccoy#leonard bones mccoy#tos kirk#captain james kirk#tos scotty#montgomery scott#tos sulu#hikaru sulu
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Ooo what’s Niki up to in your rewrite? Does she still join the syndicate?
How perfect to follow the Jack Manifold question!! :D
Yes, she still joins the Syndicate, and the Syndicate even has a bigger cast of members this time around! But eventually, in the epilogue of the story basically, she sort of retires from the syndicate and goes to live in Snowchester.
At first, in her Team Rocket mindset and her post-doomday mental heath crisis, joining the syndicate is great for her mental health. Having people to rely on and that listen to her is really important to her and really helps this first stage of her character growth! She is still working on her underground city underneath Kinoko Kingdom with the hopes that one day all her friends will come down to live there with her. (i especially wanna say that this is totally a metaphor, at least in my version, for her wishing that people could be there with her in her bad mental state she could have people to relate to. But as a consequence would have the other people's mental health suffering as well. the best thing for her would be to leave the underground, but she couldn't see herself doing that, leaving to live with the syndicate. After all, when you are in the depths of depression and mental health crisis, you can't see a world where you are ever out of it).
Niki DOES NOT help to free Dream from prison. In fact the syndicate has no involvement with Dream's prison breakout, thats all Punz and Enderwalk!Ranboo. Then once dream does break out, as I said in the last post, he gets up to some SHIT and the server decides to form a rebellion to strike back at him!
When the syndicate allies with the Rebellion to take down dream, she moves into the underground area the rebellion is stationed out of. A side effect of this being that now she is constantly around the people that she sort of hates and used to be her best friends back in L'manburg. But this tight nit community, being around these people constantly, actually is the next big step to her healing arc. Where she is reminded that what she was searching for all this time was the community and sense of belonging that L'manburg gave her. In fact, this experience of her reconnecting with Tommy, Tubbo, Fundy, Eret, and even cWilbur, encourages her to show some of the newer members who never got to see Golden-Age L'manburg what it was really like. This changes their perspectives becuase they always thought it was either like new L'manburg or worse and they never understood why these guys had so much devotion to it. But now they do! She also starts up a little bakery shop in this underground area and works to expand and decorate it to make it feel more home-y.
She's then later involved in 2 major battles against dream, as well as the final fight! And like I said, after the whole thing is said and done, She goes to live in snowchester with Tubbo, Jack and Puffy. (oh yeah, she's still dating puffy! though they prolly had some rocky moments with everything going on) To help once again foster that sense of community and be around people that care about her. She doesn't quit being apart of the syndicate though.
Thank you so much for the question!! Love getting to put my character knowledge to the works! If you think there is anything aggressively ooc in here, let me know! the rewrite is not technically finished yet and I want to make sure everything is sound as can be!
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Helloo! I hope you’re having a good day!
I have a request! ^^ (i literally love your writing sm!) I was wondering if you can do head canons of Laughing Jack x Tomie Kawakami like reader? Like the reader having Tomies powers and her beauty?
Please take care of yourself and drink a lot of water! <33
LJ w/ a S/O who's like Tomie!
YAHOO!! this just reminds me i need to get back into junji itos stuff :O i got a physical copy of uzumaki last year; loved it!! gotta reread it soon and dive into the other stuff !!!
i admit i haven't read tomie's bits yet, my only info/exposure to her is based around how she was in the anime adaptations, an infodump from a friend ab 3-4 years ago, and a character wiki so i apologize in advance for any inaccurates/misunderstandings on how the abilities work! other than that, i hope you enjoy!
Im not even going to lie I think this dude would think it's a little amusing how people will literally commit dozens of crimes just for you to look their way
i personally dont think he would be affected by your natural seduction thing, mostly in part due to him not being a human, he still thinks your pretty!
he probably calls you doll or some other variation of it because of your appearance
that said lj does have a bit of a jealousy problem, even without a partner that automatically charms everyone around them. bro has abandonment issues and doesnt like sharing at all. sure, hell try to look past it but he hates the way other people fawn and swoon! depending on what kind of reader we're going with, say, one that also k(r)ills for one reason or another he'll *try* to keep it together but boy, does it get hard when you feed into the people's insanity
but that's probably a whole thing for another post since you specified abilities :O!! not sure if you wanted the s/o to fully lean into it or do something else
so some other ideas to fill the post !
first time he sees you die he will freak out
like
he doesnt know youll come back, and as morbid and horrible sounds he'd probably hang on to your corpse until you just
pop back
funny joke haha thing imagine he's lamenting over you and you just. pop back up all "aww you love me :3??"
love little haha funny shit like that
anyways
overall it doesnt mix well with his jealousy and stuff, he doesnt like sharing! nope, not at all
but perhaps you can win him over with some much needed affection and a lotta reassurance
in several ways
winks
god no because
idk
my brain is melting as we speak im so sorry
#creepypasta headcanon#creepypasta x reader#creepypasta x you#laughing jack headcanons#laughing jack x reader
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Twenty Two Games Left in the Season
Its two in the morning, I have New Jersey Devils thoughts, so here you go.
We have to remember last season was not the plan. I think this is the most important thing. If last season went how last season was expected to go (we're a bubble team potentially fighting for a wild card spot), this season actually doesn't look as bad as it does by comparison. This season is so disappointing because we're, of course, using the lens of last season and so is everyone else. Now. I'm not saying last season was a fluke. All I'm saying is last season really colors how we're perceiving the team this season and maybe we should put all of that into context.
We knew this season would be worse. I think we tend to forget that the expectation was always that this season was not going to be as miraculous as last season. There were no moves made over the summer for goaltending. Fitz decided that he was going to run a tandem of Schmiddy and VV. That..did not work out well for us. We also lost two veteran defensemen and replaced them with one rookie defenseman, Luke, and one basically rookie defenseman, Bahlers. Remember, Nemo was most likely not going to see many games this season. I mean, I'm so happy he did because he's a revelation, but Nemo was not supposed to be playing NHL games, not yet anyway. There are guys on the team that are having pretty bad regressions, but that's not indicative of a bigger problem, it happens.
Injuries. I cannot begin to emphasize how detrimental the injuries were this season. We have not been healthy once. Millsy was hurt in the preseason. My belief is he was always supposed to be the sixth defensemen and BSmith was gonna be our 7D. Haula wasn't one hundred percent to start. Nico gets hurt. Jack gets hurt. Timo gets hurt. We have Laser missing random games here and there. Pally gets hurt. Dougie gets hurt. Siegs gets hurt. BSmith gets hurt. Nosek hurt. Jack gets hurt again. I feel like that isn't even everyone?
Sixteen back to backs in one season. Yes, its an excuse. Yes, they should have learned how to play in back to backs. But like, come the fuck on, man. That is brutal scheduling. Absolutely brutal. Our record would look so different if we had like, I dunno, just ten back to backs instead of a league leading sixteen.
Lindy Ruff. I have already done my Ruff rant, but to summarize, that man does not know how to utilize his players properly. Until MM20 was forcibly removed from this team, Lindy was using Nico Hischier all wrong. Until recently, Timo has been used all wrong. Don't get me started on Holtzy. He overplays certain players and underplays others. He played the same goaltender on back to back nights. He doesn't switch out goalies until its too late. His defensive pair decisions are ass. And thats not even getting to the fact that his only in game strategy is to shorten the bench and/or change the lines. Its endless, really.
Now I know this sounds like I'm making a doom and gloom post, but hear me out.
It isn't over. We are still, somehow, in the playoff hunt. Can you believe, that even with all this adversity we've faced this season, there's still a chance they could squeak in?
Fundamentally, the team is not the issue. I think thats really important. I think there's been a lot of questions around whether last season was a fluke or that these aren't the guys that are going to lead the Devils to a Cup run. I truly don't think thats the case. Do we need a goalie? Yeah. But Dawsy is showing signs of being steady. Akira is showing signs of being steady. Even VV had a handful of good games before he was sidelined. They probably aren't our main guy moving forward, but I'm not going to sit here and hate on goalies man, thats absolutely not my MO. We have the pieces. We really, really have the pieces. When they're played correctly and put with the right linemates, our stars can really shine. Siegs was having a pretty brutal year, but you see him getting back to shades of himself when he's paired with Nemo. Kevvy was also having a bit of a bad year too, and his last, what, ten or so games, have been lights out. I think Johnny and Luke together really work. Loads of people were bemoaning the Timo trade and look he's played properly and he has like what four or five points in his last four or five games. You find the right line combos for our top six/top nine, and oh man can we really get cooking. There's going to be growing pains sure, but you have to remember how young this team is. But we have the pieces. We have our core. The elements are there. This team has the foundation to truly fly.
This young team is learning to deal with pressure. That is the main difference between last season and this season. There weren't any expectations for the Devils last season outside of whatever internal ones they had in their locker room, so everything was gravy. This season, however, this season you have a lot of external pressure. Being named Cup favorites or Cup contenders by every major NHL media source in the summer and in the lead up to the season, that is very new for the majority of the guys on this team. And they're gonna have to learn how to respond to it. And it may be painful. You know I'm the first person to rag on Lindy, but I think his comment about the pressure from the reporters leading to the unsuccessful powerplay was actually really telling. These Devils have not had to deal with any expectations. And now they do. And dealing with that mentally and not letting it affect your game is a learning process, its a growing process. How do you silence the doubt not only from the outside but internally within yourself? That isn't automatic. Each of these guys needs to figure it out. And they will. Together. This is not a case of these boys getting too high and mighty on themselves because everyone thought they'd cruise to the playoffs. No. Not at all. This is a case of being in a brand new position in the NHL and figuring out how to navigate it.
This season is not a disaster. Now, I'm not saying this season isn't cursed. It definitely is. But its not a disaster. Its not a write off. Its part of the process. Its part of our window. Our window, which remember, only really opened last season and even then it opened at least a season earlier than everyone expected, is at its very beginning stages. Its frustrating to see them seemingly "waste" a year of prime Jack, Nico, Jesper, Timo, et al, but its wrong to look at it as a waste. It isn't a waste. This is why they call it a window and not like a singular shot or whatever.
I think I'm ceasing to make sense now and it is past three in the morning, so I'm going to stop typing.
TL;DR: I love the New Jersey Devils. I will always love the New Jersey Devils. I refuse to hate this team. I refuse to say this team sucks. I refuse to give up on this team. We've had a tough season. It isn't over though. And I hope we get to see them play some fun hockey as we have a little over a month of regular season hockey left to play.
#New Jersey Devils#Devils#NJD#NJ Devils#Text#Okay I went off the rails a little bit here#but I had this conversation with Z earlier and I've been percolating on these thoughts for a couple of days now#I just can't be mad at them ya know#is it toxic positivity? I hope not?#maybe it is! call me out for it!#anyway I love talking and thinking about the Devils so#here's me Devilsdumping on all yall#mostly I'm just sad the season is winding down
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hey! so tumblr eated the last one so i hope this one works (hopefully i got everything, memory is hard) also for some context: the only people fronting at this time was a persecutor (me) and a social protector, both of us don't have empathy and don't stand for the system being pushed around
anyways i posted about how weird it is whenever endos say traumatized people hold privilege over them and an endo came into my replies saying that i'm the reason their friend tried to kill themselves and people like ME is the reason people have issues.
mind you i am nothing but respectful in online discussions (and keep interacting with endos to a fucking MINIMUM!!) unless someone shows me disrespect first, then i am done with them (but never am toxic yk?) so i haven't done jack shit to make their friend wanna kts
but they came into my reply section all talking about how people who are anti endo are so evil and toxic and cause people to end themselves (mind you i mentioned how endos send me gore rape threats and etc and they did not reply to that)
then when i didn't bite and kept pointing out how A. no one was talking about that B. They are trauma dumping and C. they can't guilt trip me they started calling me a kid and an edgelord and calling me names and implying i was just to stupid to see that "[im] the problem". and that they weren't trauma dumping they were explaining nuance (which they lacked so badly. doubt they know the definition of the word.)
they then compared me to ben shapiro and told us they weren't there to have a normal conversation and atp i was done with them.
went to their page to block them and they had posts about hating how people block tags/other people cuz it makes 'people not receptive to other viewpoints' and shit and then they vague posted us. like its not lacking nuance or not liking other viewpoints, its the fact that you're a dick. you don't understand how to properly have a conversation with other people, respect THEIR viewpoints or understand nuance that doesn't fit your beliefs and think everyone should just bend to your will. not wanting people to block people isn't being smart its being chronically online and assuming superiority over everyone who disagrees with you. i have never seen someone so dense ironically talking about other people who disagree being dense. like maybe people just don't fucking agree with you and don't wanna hear your bs.
sorry if none of this made sense!
oh, jeez that's.. I hate how endos try guilt trip us, like no I'm not going to be pro endos just because your friend was bullied or harassed ((obviously I don't think they deserved that, but I'm not going to give up my beliefs and start feeding into misinformation just because that happened)). It's good that you blocked them, because they sound like a fucking dickhead tbh. You are not the problem, they are, and it's so frustrating that they can't see that. Like fuck off with your BS, no one cares about you or your endos shit (not directed at you anon)
Also don't worry, this makes sense ^^
#anti endo#did#did system#endos dni#plural#actually did#alters#system#endos fuck off#did osdd#Tw brief suicide mention#Tw suicide mention#Adding tws just in case
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This week's Lore Olympus is PACKED, so strap yourself in, cuz shit's getting wild!
Starting off with Hebe, who ran to the Mortal Realm at Apollo's horrible suggestion. Immediately, she notices that something is very, VERY wrong there. It's not Spring, Summer, or Winter, but something in-between.
Today, we would call it Fall or Autumn, but given her reaction, that wasn't a thing in those days. Additionally, the scale of seasons is way off by her count. If the four seasons are split evenly across the span of the year, they'd be 90 days/3 months apiece.
Winter? Only five days? Pfft, I wish!
On another important note, the mortals are dying of plague. Starvation could absolutely be part of it. This is big trouble for the Olympians...
I had made a comparison in one of my previous LO posts to @neil-gaiman 's American Gods. In that narrative, the Gods wither away and die if there us no one to worship them. It seems not too different with what Hermes is saying here. No believers, no powers, no existence.
Apollo REALLY wants to get murdered at this meeting, doesn't he? Where's Psyche so that she can shoot his ass again?
(Fuck, she's in Leto's prison right now, damn it.)
Apollo's got a lot of nerve pointing fingers when he hasn't done jack-diddly-squat-shit to help. Hell, a big portion of this fuck-fest is his fault to begin with!
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HELP WITH THE KRONOS PROBLEM, APOLLO? OH, THAT'S RIGHT! NO SUN GODS ALLOWED IN THE UNDERWORLD.
Even if he could go to the Underworld, he'd just be a train wreck there as well. Honestly, before Ouranos was revealed to be the one helping Apollo, I would've suspected Kronos to be the culprit. Not sure which is worse.
Let me be clear. I have had A LOT of complaints about Demeter in Lore Olympus. The toxic, controlling behavior made me hate her because I have experience with someone much like her. And to be fair, Demeter still sits on my shit list.
But...
She has finally taken some difficult steps. She went to therapy with Persephone to try fixing their unhealthy relationship. She is struggling hard to be better, and it isn't a TOTAL loss.
This moment here, where she gets in Apollo's face, gives me another crumb of hope for her. First, she attacks his blatant disrespect of Persephone. (True, she has done plenty of her own, but I feel her putting a stop to it here is an important step forward.) Second, she voices how much she is against Apollo being anywhere near Persephone. I'm still not sure if she knows Apollo SA'd Persephone; I think that if she did, she'd be doing much worse than pulling his cape over his head.
Oh, hi Eris! It's been a hot minute since the last time that we saw you! Is this a mental conversation just between you and Apollo? The arrow through the chest bit brings back memories.
Part of me is confused as to why she appears to be beside Persephone in the Underworld in the 3rd shot. Maybe it's a visual in Apollo's head as well? The line "That sounds like something you would do." comes across as her saying it to Apollo, but for Persephone to hear.
Artemis already knows about what happened to Persephone. Her finding out that Apollo poisoned Zeus would NOT come off as farfetched to her at this point.
The blatant, unfiltered disrespect to Hera here is horrific. Hera has NEVER rested on her laurels for what she did to bring down Kronos. She has been mentally and emotionally suffering in silence for millenia. Persephone and... Hestia, I think? have worked to support her and lift her out of her depression. It has helped, but Hera still has a long way to go.
This fucknugget has BEYOND the FUCKING AUDACITY to not only put down the Queen of Olympus, but stab her where it hurts the most.
I hope that when everything falls apart for Apollo, he suffers HORRIBLY and for an extremely long time. I want him to suffer so badly that he begs for mortality and is DENIED so that he KEEPS suffering, just as his victims have suffered. ARGH!
Anyway, thanks for coming to my LO post!
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Ace and Deuce special! Kind of… I guess lol Since our last post was about them. But there’re also some about AzuIde!
Anonymous asked:
Context of the latest post? :)
I think it’s pretty self-explanatory, Anon~ But I’ll let the second Anon answer your question:
Anonymous asked:
Hey Ace finally got laid!
The entire twst cast does the “omedetou” clap 😔👏👏👏 Congratulations, Ace!
Anonymous asked:
Not their faults that they share the same room, Riddle. XD Also, poor other two roommates. (Freshmen rooms have 4 roommates, 2nd year have two roommates, and 3rd year have their own rooms. Only Dorm leaders have their own rooms)
No-no, it’s entirely their fault, why would they even do something like this?! (Cue angry virgin noise)
And yeah, I honestly don’t know how their roommates survive this, but who knows, maybe they are out for some reason and ADeuce decided that they won’t get another chance like that and got a little bit too excited~
Anonymous asked:
Do you have any ace thoughts?? I have these like "twst character phases" where one character becomes my chew toy for a week and then gets discarded and ace is my latest victim 🤭🤭
I've kinda been thinking about pining!adeuce except deuce keeps fucking other people to cope and ace is insanely jealous and keeps avoiding him. Maybe he sleeps with one of their classmates (Jamil or epel maybe?? I like jamiace a lot) as a sort of "revenge"?? Which probably works after ace purposely doesn't hide the marks left from his "wicked plan" LMAO
Aftermath is they either fuck and become occasional fuck buddies making their pining worse or they avoid each other and make things worse (either way everyone is getting a headache from these two)
Ace is a nice chew toy, Anon, good choice! We have a similar situation, even though there are characters that are always our faves, right now we’re going through the first book again, so we’ve been kind of rediscovering Ace and Deuce lol
Ace and Jamil are a fun combo (poor Jamil just has to suffer because of his basketball club boys lol), but I honestly don’t know if Jamil would be up for something like that. Maybe he has his reasons though, it all depends on a scenario I guess.
Deuce feeling jealous despite knowing darn well that Ace is purposefully trying to make him jealous… god, how complicated things could be between them lol
I do like the idea of ADeuce being fuck buddies and not dating each other despite the fact that they’re super obviously are into each other and want to be together though; there are some nice doujins about Ace going through a crisis because he definitely wants to keep sleeping with Deuce, but just can’t help but cling to the “we’re just friends” thing, hurting Deuce very deeply. Wow this sounds more tragic that I thought lol but it doesn’t has to be: these idiots are hilarious, and watching them trying to figure shit out, fight, make out and fight again, and then have sex and stop talking to each other and then fight again is peak comedy. And also super headache inducing LOL
Anonymous asked:
Okay someone has to say it, next to Jack Deuce looks like a fucking stick. To be fair, you could be the buffest guy around and look like a stick next to Jack, he’s just THAT beefy
Yeah, Jack is hella big, so he has this aura that makes everyone shrink when they’re near him lol But I’m also prone to exaggerations when it comes to size difference. I love it too much
Anonymous asked:
i was the beach anon..also the dead dove anon from awhile ago, i’d love to discuss the beach scene potential in dms of that’d be ok
Oh hi Anon! :)
Sure, but only if you’re okay with me super slow (I mean it) with my replies. I absolutely hate making people wait and giving lackluster replies, but I also don’t have a lot of time and energy apart from drawing, which makes me a terrible person for chatting…
Anonymous asked:
Hello hi hello I am one simple man who enjoys AzuIdi very much- may your brain always be full of ideas and your hands be capable of completing all your missions
Thank you so much, Anon, it means a lot <3 God how much I want to complete all my missions. There must be more Azul/Idia in the world, and I’m happy to know that there are people who are excited to see them.
Anonymous asked:
So I was looking into your Azuide marriage AU and I find it very interesting so I was wondering if say Idia cheated on Azul for some mysterious unknown reason...what would Azul do??
Ohh thank you for your interest, Anon! I’m glad you like it :)
It honestly depends on the circumstances, but it would still be bad. Azul’s first instinct would be to learn anything he could about that person and how they know Idia. He would talk to Idia about it himself, but even if Idia just tells him everything as it is, Azul needs his own independent research to check if Idia is lying to him or not. Yes he is THAT petty lol
Azul is very bad at forgiving people, and cheating on him is one of the biggest betrayals a person could present him with. Of course, their marriage isn’t a romantic one, but it doesn’t change Azul’s feelings, and he’d be very hurt.
You’ve seen the “bad ending” scenario and probably have read my replies about it; although it’s kind of vague, but this is the reaction I’m picturing, to be honest. Maybe not as drastic, but he’ll also stop giving Idia any kind of privacy: either Jade or Floyd is going to be around him at all times, looking at his monitors, watching what he’s doing, who he’s talking to. Just to make sure that he isn’t doing anything stupid~
Oh, and Azul’s also going to scare that other person away or even ruin their life. Easily.
But there are also some exceptions that would make Azul begrudgingly look the other way. If Idia was to have an affair with Lilia or Ortho, Azul is going to just swallow his pride and try to act calm. But he’d still be super hurt and probably punish Idia in some other way.
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Off Limits
content warnings: legal alcohol consumption, mentions of a gun (hotch’s)
Part Twelve
Telling me not to wear a tie was not too specific. What do I wear? I’ve never been to a party, and I don’t want to look stupid. I already won’t belong there, I don’t particularly want to stand out.
I decide on a lightweight sweater, black jeans, and my beaten up converse. I can feel the nerves course through me as I finish getting ready.
It’s 8:30. It’ll take 10 minutes to get to Hotch’s apartment, and Im already ready. If I sit here and wait to leave at a reasonable minute, I’ll overthink I’ll back out. And I don’t want to back out because Jade will be disappointed. I don’t want to disappoint her.
Thus, I knock on the apartment door 18 minutes too early. Jade opens it, dressed in a t shirt and shorts I don’t think quite qualify as shorts.
“I’m early,” I apologize.
“No worries, come in,” she smiles softly. I oblige. “You can keep me company while I finish getting ready.”
I follow her upstairs where she tells me to sit. I sit on the edge of her bed, staring at my folded hands in my lap.
“Do I look okay? I feel like I look dorky,” I ask, looking up at her as she does something to her face in the mirror.
She turns around, her eyes now lined with black ink. The black eyeliner makes the brown in her eyes pop even more.
“You always look dorky,” she says after examining me.
My eyebrows furrow, and I frown.
“In a good way,” she clarifies. “Why the pumpkin sweater? It’s April.”
“It’s never too early for Halloween, Jade,” I inform her. My words make her chuckle. I smile at the sound.
She turns her back to me once again, heading to her closet. She picks out a shirt and jeans to wear. “Be right back,” she says, taking the clothing items to the bathroom so she can change.
“How do I look?” I ask, smoothing down my shirt. I picked out a blue crop top with a sweetheart neckline. The waist of the straight legged, somewhat baggy jeans I paired with it reach the hem of the blouse.
Spencer looks up, his eyes shining. “Good. You look good,” he says, and his throat sounds so dry I might offer him a glass of water.
I smile softly and grab my white sneakers. After slipping them on and popping in a pair of silver hoop earrings, I motion for Spencer to follow me. On my way out of my room, I grab the jacket I borrowed from him.
The freshly done waves in my hair bounce as I walk down the stairs. Dad and Jack have turned in for the night, but of them being tired from hard work (for my brother, that means playing with his friend all day.)
Spencer and I walk down to his car.
“So where is this party?” He asks, turning the key.
“It’s a house west of Georgetown. You’ll know it when you see a bunch of cars,” I tell him.
“Georgetown?”
“Mhm. Rich, smart kids party. Shouldn’t be too horrible for you, old man.”
“I’m ignoring the last words of that sentence,” he says.
I grin, teasing him. “Do what you need.”
“How did you find out about it if you don’t go to school here?” Spencer questions.
“Social media. I know someone at Georgetown, and he posted a bottle of vodka with the caption ‘turn up tonight’,” I explain. “And I know where he and his roommates live because I am a pro internet stalker.”
“Should that concern me?” His eyebrows raise.
“Only a little,” I scrunch my nose with a smile.
He shakes his head, averting his attention back to the road.
He finds a parking spot, and I lead him into the house. Four boys rent this place, and it’s quite obvious. Though places like this make for the best parties.
Spencer follows close behind me as we step into the house. There’s drunk people dancing sloppily to loud music, almost drunk people attempting to talk over said music, and I would bet couples and strangers hooking up upstairs.
The look on Spencer’s face tells me he’s already hating this decision.
“Just try to have fun, yeah?” I request, leaning up into his ear so he can hear me.
“Okay,” he nods.
I flash him a small smile. We make our way to the kitchen to grab a drink. We unspokenly promise each other not to get any more than slightly tipsy, though I know he’ll probably only have one drink.
We, well, I mingle with some people I don’t know, while Spencer stands next to me, listening.
“Do you want to play a game?” I ask him, practically yelling so I’m audible.
“What game?”
“I don’t know. We could see what they have outside.”
“I could beat you in chess again,” he grins.
“Shut up.” I grab his wrist and lead him outside.
There’s quite a few people out here playing cornhole, beer pong, flip cup, twister, and darts.
“How’s your aim?” Spencer asks.
“Not great.”
“Want to play darts?”
I shrug. “I guess.”
We sneak past drunk college kids and make our way to the dart game. To clear away the guys already playing, I say there’s a kid puking his guts out over by a tree. Works like a charm.
After a few rounds, Spencer realizes I hustled him. “You little liar!”
“It’s not lying, it’s strategic,” I laugh.
“Evil,” he accuses.
“You should’ve known better. I was raised by a man who carries two guns. My aim is impeccable.”
Spencer makes a face of pure defeat and acceptance as he nods.
I pat his shoulder ‘sympathetically’ with a victorious smirk.
On our way to play another game, one of my favorite songs fills my ears. I grab Spencer’s hand. “Come dance with me.”
“I don’t dance,” he says.
“Yeah, and you also don’t win at darts. Come on,” I pull him inside.
We push past people mingling, red solo cups in their hands. We find ourselves in the living room, others dancing around us.
“What do I do?” He asks.
“Put your hands on me.”
Spencer looks like his brain is about to short circuit from overthinking my statement. I grab his hands gently and place them on my hips. Mine then hold onto his shoulders.
“This feels like slow dancing,” he says.
“It’s a little different. Now basically we jump up and down like children or sway our hips on opposite directions. Depends on the beat of the song.”
“How is that dancing?”
I laugh. “I don’t know. It’s just what you do at parties.”
“Seems weird,” Spencer states.
“I could do what she’s doing.” I point over to a girl in a pink dress. Her back is pressed up against a guy’s chest. She slides down, his hands on her body. Her ass grinds on his lap.
Spencer’s face flushes red, and he looks away.
“This it is then,” I chuckle.
As stupid as he may feel, I’m having fun. Letting loose. Letting loose with Spencer. It’s a weird feeling, specially since loose and Spencer don’t belong in the same sentence, but I’m enjoying it.
Eventually, Spencer gives up on fighting it, and he does loosen up. At least a little.
The song changes, but we keep looking at each other, continuing our movements. We’ve inched closer. I can feel his breath brush my hair.
He smells like vanilla and sandalwood. I wouldn’t have mixed those scents together, but it’s amazing. Especially because it’s on him.
The song changes again, and his hands are still on me, mine clutching his biceps. Even closer. Noses bumping.
The way he’s looking down into my eyes makes my heart stop and speed up at the same time. His hands move down, just a little, but enough for me to notice.
Spencer’s mouth is so close to mine I can almost taste him. Sweet honey and spice, that’s what I imagine he tastes like. I want to test my hypothesis. I want to lean in like I’m 98% sure he’s doing right now.
“I think we should leave.”
Surprisingly, it’s me who says it.
“Why? Are you okay?” He asks, eyes searching mine for any sign of distress.
“Yeah. It’s just getting too loud,” I answer.
He nods and takes my hand gently. He leads me out of the house, through the crowds of people.
When we’re back in his car, I take a deep breath.
“Are you sure you’re okay?” He asks again.
I nod. “Yes. There was just too much going on.”
He looks like he’s about to ask me another question, but he doesn’t. Instead, he drives away.
I pull his jacket on, leaving it unzipped. We drive in mostly silence, my eyes gazing out of the window.
When he pulls into my dad’s apartment parking lot, Spencer unbuckles his seatbelt too.
Receiving a questioning look from me, he walks with me to the lobby and onto the elevator.
“You didn’t have to walk me up,” I tell him.
“I know,” he says nonchalantly.
A smile creeps onto my face. I look down at my shoes, rocking on the balls of my feet.
When the doors open, we step off and walk to my door.
We both pause. There’s no words spoken, no gestures to open the door. We just pause.
I inch closer to him, but he’s the one who closes the space between our lips. Spencer’s hands grab the sides of my face as he leans down, pressing his lips to mine. It’s not hard, but it’s not without force.
Our lips move against each others, heads tilting just the right amount. My hands reach up to grip onto his arms. Spencer’s mouth seems to swallow mine, but I like it. I feel the tension within him. He’s wanted this, just like I have. I can tell.
After a split second pause for air, I slam my lips into his again, my tongue slipping into his mouth. His dominates mine, causing a soft sound to release from my throat.
Spencer’s hands slide back into my hair, holding on but not gripping tightly.
We pull away for air, eyes fluttering open.
We pause again, just standing there breathlessly. “Would you like to come in?”
“I don’t think that’s a good idea,” says his mouth, but his body takes steps inside my apartment as I open the door.
Before we’re even halfway in, his lips are on mine again. He shuts the door quietly then leans me against it. My body melts underneath his. There’s this fire in my belly, simmering down to in between my thighs. It’s almost uncomfortable, but at the same time exciting.
My hand rests in between our bodies on his chest. His are still in my hair, but one inches down to my neck, just his fingertips. Another soft noise releases from me.
“We can’t be doing this.” I hardly hear his words over his heavy breathing and the pounding in my chest.
“Why? We’re just kissing,” I breathe out.
“Because it’s wrong.”
“When did kissing become illegal, doc?” I huff out a slight chuckle.
“Jade.” His tone is like a warning.
“Spencer.”
He sighs, breaking his gaze away from me. “You’re Hotch’s daughter.”
“So? You’re someone’s kid too,” I say, trying to catch his eye again.
“He’s my boss.”
I don’t say anything this time.
Spencer steps back, his hands releasing me. “It’s wrong.”
“Okay. Then go.” My words are quiet.
I move out of his way and open the door for him.
thirteen
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Can you make it's on own story on archive of our own? Name the story "Dusk till dawn! I MAKE YOU BE MINE" and can you make reader a photographer and make them gender neural (the normal verse)
All the detail i want:
-SCP 085 trying to persued reader to become a vampire like him when he going to die by SCP 298 music and reader act like "Why would I want to be pathetic like you?"
-Reader splash SCP 085 with cat urine and garlic juice and riding the back of SCP 682 and confused to why everyone say they behaved recklessly and a potential liability.
-Dr bright bet five grand that reader wouldn't be able to throw cat piss at SCP 083 and reader infact actually splash the liquid onto SCP-083.
-SCP 682 is asexual (He doesn't know what that mean) and he hated that he having very sexual thought about reader and that he wanted to breed them.
-Dr clef being overprotective of reader.
-Dr iceberg hatred for reader turnd into a lovesick obsesseon.
(Sorry for taking this very long to answer because I didn't know you already answer my ask)
Title: Obsessive Photo: Various Yandere SCP X Non-Binary Researcher Reader
Summary: Dr. (Name) (Last Name) is a Researcher at The Foundation. Once They take a bet with Dr. Kondraki against Dr. Bright that they could throw piss on a certain SCP. They knew how to win it with ease. This is the night their life began to change. And Maybe not for the better. With SCPS and Staff falling into obsessive love with this Researcher.
Find It On Archive Of Our Own:
here is the teaser but the rest will not be posted here!
TEASER:
(No One's POV)
(Name) was sitting in their office with Dr. Benjamin Kondraki when Dr. Jack Bright came into the two doctors' offices. (Name) was working on their camera and looked up at Jack they smiled.
"What are you doing here Bright man?" They ask Bright.
"I am here to give you a new case, SCP 83 wants to request you." He says.
(Name) frowns and snatches the files from Jack. "Why would he want me, I am not a woman." For a little personal info (Name) was intersex but identified as non-binary, they had both working parts though, and a small chest, which was held together with a sports bra with ease since they are so small.
"He must have heard something," Bright says. "So I have a bet for you."
"And what would that be?" (Name) asks raising one of their eyebrows.
"I bet you five grand and a date you cannot throw cat piss on him," Jack smirks. "You cannot do it, I get to go on a date with you, if you do, you get five grand."
"I will throw in five grand that (Name) can throw cat piss on him, if I lose you get 5 grand and If I win I get five grand." Kondraki butts in.
"Sounds good to me." (Name) says and stands up. "I expect to have my five grand by lunch, Bright."
They walk out and both of the two males glare at each other and go back to work.
[YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS here is the teaser I will also post the teaser and link to Archive of our own version on Tumblr! I hope you all enjoyed this and stay sexy, all of my sexy muffins!]
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modern au where jack and davey meet at a con but jack isn't super into con-culture, he's just there bc race didn't want to go alone. not that he hates it! it's really fun, just not his scene.
but then he sees a 6'5 guy in a spiderman cosplay- not just a cheap costume, one that actually has semi-working web shooters and moving eyes and other details like that- and jack falls in love. like legitimately falls head over heels for this dude. bc he may not be a fanboy but Fuck he really likes superheroes and hot guys. and it becomes his mission to 1) see him without the mask and 2) get his number (if he's gay).
but plans don't always work.
jack manages to get a picture with him under the guise of showing his little brother back home, and they start talking a little afterwards so the guy pulls the mask up above his nose and mouth, but everything else is still hidden. jack swoons so hard he can barely talk. it's not his fault this God of a man is really hot and also funny and nice
they do have to go their separate ways, though, after some pretty heavy flirting- No Name Spider-Man had to go find his friend, who jack knows is named "Kath" because she called him and he said her name. it sucks for jack bc jack was super into the flirting and he felt like they were getting somewhere, too. but Spider-Man has to rush away and that's the last time jack sees him.
until! he gets to the hotel room that night and all he can talk about is the Spider-Man guy. race is sick of it so he posts the photo on Twitter with the caption:
hey if you were spidey at the con today and you have a bestie named kath: my brother thinks you're really hot. dm so he'll shut tf up
and what started as a harmless little tweet goes semi-viral with everyone trying to find this guy. kath sees the tweet, sends it to davey, and davey makes an entirely new Twitter just to talk to jack: but he still won't take off the spidey mask.
thus begins their flirting. davey remains anonymous and jack remains falling head over heels for this dude who's face he doesn't know. he eventually learns that his name is David, eventually learns he lives in Manhattan, eventually learns that they even go to the same university. this carries on for weeks; they flirt and talk about anything and everything, from how their day is going to what their weekend plans are to their deepest darkest secrets shared over Twitter DMs at three in the morning. they get really close, but the mystery is still there: who is David? jack can't find his main account, and they only talk on the Spider-Man account David made for that original message.
it's by random chance that jack stumbles into a little hole-in-the-wall café off campus where his barista sounds eerily similar to spidey from the con/spidey from voice memos on twitter.
barista boy sure is smiling at him a lot. barista boy has a spidey tattoo behind his ear. barista boy's name tag says David on it.
jack pauses his order. he puts two and two together.
"...Found you. Hi, Davey."
"Hi, Jackie. I don't know whether or not I should be creeped out or flattered."
"Wh-- Oh, no, I wasn't- I didn't, like, stalk you or anything, I'm so--"
"How about you make it up to me by taking me out to dinner?"
"Fucking finally. You're on."
#JUST !! marvel nerd davey. particularly comics but mcu is fun too sometimes#jack not being super into fandom culture but he really likes superheroes- particularly spiderman- and occasionally draws fanart#this is just my excuse for davey to be fun and mysterious and jack to be really into it#jack kelly#newsies#davey jacobs#david jacobs#livesies#jac txt.#newsies musical#javid#javey
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